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I Love U Means Forever
I LOVE YOU means that I accept you for the person that you areand that I don't wish tochange you into someone elseI LOVE YOUmeans that I will love youand stand by you eventhrough the worst of timesI LOVE YOUmeans that I amthinking of youdreaming of youwanting and needing youconstantly, and hopingyou feel the same way for meI LOVE YOU...means forever...

Our Love
Love cannot be touched, But by our hearts. Love cannot be seen, But in our romantic dreams. Love cannot be heard, But we know our hearts beat fast. In this way, We found our love. In this love, We tie each other and will not part.

In Response
Ah, my love but it is you that inspires me. it is your beauty and your beautiful words that fall upon my ears every night, that make me write poetry. you are in my head all the time. and now what you said shows me your depth and your beauty. our souls are forever connected in a most profound way. if i am your absinthe you then are certainly my chocolate!!!

Seeds Of Promise
Seeds of Promise Golden beams of joy Illuminate the day Transform to a fragile flower. Intricate lacy patterns, Woven with gossamer threads of dreams. Translucent desires, Visible for those with feelings, hidden from those with none. Whispers on the breeze of promise. Seeds scatter cast on the wind. Spreading wishes and dreams. Messengers of hope and renewal. A promise of new life, of beginnings. Have A Great Day Hugsssssss Don Silver Surfer

The Familar Taste Of The Poison
the familar taste of posion why do we always want to taste the poison , i asked my myself is over and over again. why does it taste so good ? that we feel like we having to keep drinking it . is sadness and broken promises all we want the delicate rose , goes black without tenderness and care we love without sometimes getting the love in return leavving ourselves empty , hungering for something to fill the void and whatever we fill it with , only works for just a little while . the aching , the buring and loneliness all return .. so is the poison ..reallly worth it .. i'm not saying im imune to poison .. but Damn ...drinking poison hurts .. i feel the poison following through my veins .. taking away a little more of me each time .. until maybe one day , all is left is poison .. and eventually over time , it could kill me ..but i continue to drink it .. the line between love and hate is closer then i could have ever imagined ..i bleive its one of those clich

Wtf
Ok so i really do keep up on what i can with friends to the point that if i dont get everyone a rate or gift the same day i come back and as far as i know I try very hard not to offend anyone yet it seems funny how ppl will be here then just like that not only are they gone from my page but they seem to disapear from fubar lol oh well I did say if you dont like me or what i stand for move along. Just kinsa irrating when I honestly dont think i did anything to them so be it funny though huh? Ok well guess thats that.

There's A Nut Case Out There! Lol
The other day I started getting messages from an unknown person. Of course it's a new profile with no picture or anything. Here are the messages in the order I got them. 5/19 subject: hi i guess you get to be mikes (BLS) news victim to be date raped and put down, but how much do drugies and drunks and guys with no job turn you on, gl with him and have fun going through everything that he put me through subject: ps lets also not forget how he don't have a car cus hes a drunk and can't drive with out crashing subject: pss while you at things with mike be sure and ask him about how quickly he forgot about the 100+ cams in wal-mart where he works to prove the harrassment he gave to me but anyway i am done gl you have ha

What Happened??
Its been 2 years since we met, and my what a 2 years it has been! We both been through some much shit in our lives, we both lost jobs,loves and been hurt. But through it all we remained friends,shared some good laughs and some cries even. Well me crying more I am sure. In these 2 years I have realized alot of things...... I have realized I have never really had a friend such as you, never has someone touched my heart in the way you have. We have even had our fair share of fights, which always made me sad I would never hurt you. But some how we cant find our way to each other. I cry many nights thinking about you, wondering where you are,who you are with. And at the end of the day I know....NOT WITH ME! Wow how that hurts. I will never know what I would have to do to bring you to my heart and let me have a chance at the things that the other woman seems to always get. I dream sometimes you come to me and we make a go of it, but I know that will never happen cause for some reason iam n

What Type Of Lesbian Are You
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Why
Ok, I have to ask this.... Why do people bother running? I have yet to have anyone succeed in getting away. 90% of the time I know who it is from the start, yet they still try. So, anyone understand how running could possibly make sense when it just adds more charges to the original problem?

Thank You
Acquaintances come and go, True friends lasts a lifetime, The love for the other will always show, Some would trade it off for a dime, Commonly mistaken acquaintances for true friends, No price can buy something that never ends. True Friends will withstand anything that gets in the way, As for acquaintances would fall apart and runaway, While watching the new relationships we sew, As ours will blossom and grow, Nothing can ever compare to my friendship with you, Without you I wouldn't know what to do, Thank you for being strong n true, I just wanted to say thank you for being….You

Do Not Take This As My Views, It Is Simply Something That I Wrote While Reading About The State Of The World Today... Friday May 1st 2010
He watches them, not like others do, he sees them for what they are: corrupt, cowardly, honorless, with no respect for those they step on, those that fall prey to their wickedness and evil ways. But he knows them to well to fall into their Deceiption. His own wickedness is just as dark, but his is the only type of justice they will ever see. Dark, cold, and swift. Loading the gun he slowly walks into the room and starts unleashing a rain of lead that disintagrates everything in his path, judges, lawyers, docters oil tycoons. he eliminates them all then he starts pulling grenades and throwing after those who try to escape, what they don't realize is, he's not alone, there are hundreds waiting just beyond the gates, with guns, knives, swords, bats, they are all waiting, waiting to show them they are not at the mercy of those with more wealth, that money is not the only power to be had. They are there to show the rich bigots, purgers, adulters, and greedy that there is also power in unity

Just Another Blog Ay! ^_^
Well here I am... back online for the last few days... been feeling up and down a lot... more so down than anything else.. But that’s just something I have come to expect from my past. Not a demon I can be rid of anytime soon I’m afraid to say... but ah well huh, tis life... lol So let’s see I’m living in a new place now. It’s nice here... my house mate is kind and understanding to me she has 8 cats that are all adorable... 2 don’t really like me unless I have food lol I am trying to keep up with all my writing even through these dark feelings... but life is a hard thing and the people within life are just getting to me more and more, they push and probe, poke and pull until you explode at them and lose all self control. But then when do we have self control, I hear things; I listen when people don’t realize I am. I know that though a lot of you say you have high self control when you are pushed, you forget that self control and just lose it and it takes forever for you to calm do

Something You Could Learn From This/ Cmt . Rate Plz
i'm slowly but frequently having Nate out of my mind. it's okay to be upset. maybe i need a week, month, year to not talk to him. i need serenity and tranquility. the way i can get simplicity me trying to better myself.i should live my young life without being serious. I'm only 21. what's to say that god may have a rewarding future for me. patience isn't my strong point. neither is being open. i have talked to other guys on the net. they all seem like horny dogs.. what part of i want charming guys do you not understand? i know men was born to mate, but it does hurt to show intelligence every now and then? it seems like women have to teach guys what's wrong and right. i wish it was instant to know a woman's motives. but i do understand guys isn't always to blame.women hurt the good guys , which causes misjudgment of when a good girl tries to woo/love him.it's human nature to develop special feelings for another. it's a problem if you cant stop committing infidelity but 'im not going to

Tired Of Being Taken For Granted!
I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE!

Fake Ass Friends
u know most ppl come on this site to make friends orthers to ecape life be something u not. well nomatter the reason we all here to have fun. but some ppl go to far . ppl get hurts. i mean why do pple get off by hurting orthers. one person told a friend that he live with his wife but wasnt with her and she founf out she was lie too when wife came on his pro. then there ppl who u think your friends who stab u in back and bash u . why if u dont like someone why act like u do. cuz they are user they use u and when they can get nothing from u more or they got what they want the bad mouth and try to turn u into a badguy. turn ppl u care about agaist u.u know i dont understand ppl like that. ppl this is a site and ppl have feelings why do the things to hurt ppl. is your real life so bad its the only way u can make yourself look good its sad that u are like that.u know i feel sorry for ppl like that and i say to the orthers be careful who u make friends with

Tree Day
I worked in 30mph gusts on Tuesday in a 90' cottonwood. I knew at the time it was a good blow but I pushed through cause my daughter was flying in early afternoon. I got home to see trees on power lines everywhere on the local news. Kinda grateful to be safe at home. Bagged work today in the face of 25mph gust this morning. Couldn't pull the trigger. Guess I'll have something to do tomorrow.

Suicide
you may be the one that commits suicide, but you are not the only one to die. it might seem like the easy way out, but you leave all your friends and family, to cry and shout. people die every day, and there is nothing anyone can say. just because your life is not the best, don't set your body to rest. there is someone out there for you, and there love is true. so don't let your life go, god has a beutiful life he wants to show.

My Life
i live life for no reason, it's like a season. it comes and go's some times it snows. every thing turns white, problems go out of sight. then life turns to hell, can't you tell. my poetry is shitty, an't that a pitty. mabe god will get his way , when hell takes my away. when i am gone , every one will be able to move on. done by jason borchard

Poems
Damn you are fine, I will have to find some time. maybe after all these years, I will hold my tears. mabe this relationship will last, hopefully, it won't be like the past. baby i hope you find me true, because i want to be with you. baby, i can learn, please,....... not another burn....

Tortured Rant
I am the darkness of the blackened sky Heed me all who hear my battle cry Within the confines of death's embrace I'm going to slap your fucking face Torment binding my black heart Deception tearing it apart Now your lies they stick in me My soul confined to agony I hear you now while you all over the place Trying with all my might just to keep the pace You laugh and spit into my eye Your lying face it makes me die! Never before has it gone this far Felt run down by a fucking car Blood pours now from my wounds Your decptive heart just makes me swoon Lie to me you like you always do Tell me that what I hear ain't true Let your words fall on deaf ears Your fucking lies I will not hear!

Reloc Sd
I had to pull out of PH for a cpl days, and go do a walk thru survey on a ship in San Diego. This hotel is pretty off the hook. and steps tiers up the hill. This groundskeeper should get some kind of award. Wrought iron access gate comes out right onto Old Town strip with all the bars and vendors and shops. Just came back up to the room for a bit, then prolly heading back down to witness some more fiesta atmosphere and by some shtuff. Went out to the Butcher Shop, and had a kickass steak and calamari strips. The place seems very "soprano-ish" inside, with the red leather tuft booths. The walls are lined with celeb cameos who've dined there, ranging from Bob Hope, to Clint Eastwood, and yes....Chuck Norris lol. Anywho, Im local for another day, if anyone is nearby, come on round the Hacienda, I'll buy ya a drink :)

The Trek, Highlights
Been meaning to blog my journeys, really dropped the ball on that. Just trying to take in as much as I can, and taken an assload of pix, to try and share what my eyes have seen, when I finally do plop down. Feel free to check em out, or go back to clicking penguins, or insulting strangers, or being an e-celeb or whatever your particular niche is. Its there if ya wanna browse. So far while staying in Ventura, Ive ventured as far as Santa Barbara shoreline and the Mission, then up to Riviera, where all the quiet millionares with the insane lanscaping seem to reside. In between Ive been to Channel Islands, Ventura Harbor & downtown, Strawberry Festival, and numerous spots up the 101. Sooo much to see, and so lil time, working 6 10s. Come Sunday, it takes some gumption to get on the road sometimes. Southbound of course Ive done the PCH 1 coast drive, thru Pt Mugu, Carillo, Malibu, Zuma, Topanga, ending at Santa Monica Pier, ate at Bubba Gumps and took a spin thru LA, Hollywood, Bev

Maxtheaxe - "i Pay 5k For Girls To Get On Cam"
maxtheaxe: how r u To maxtheaxe: i'm fine maxtheaxe: do u got msn or yaho? To maxtheaxe: yes maxtheaxe: may i add u 2 mn maxtheaxe: msn or yahoo To maxtheaxe: i only give my names out to people i know, sorry To maxtheaxe: my profile says that actually To maxtheaxe: and i don't chat on yahoo with guys... i'm happily engaged To maxtheaxe: i kno..just thot ud make an exception To maxtheaxe: lol why would i make an exception? maxtheaxe: cuz...im so damn hot...lol To maxtheaxe: your picture is mostly money, not your looks, and i'm happily engaged... sorry... not a very convincing reason maxtheaxe: well im looking 2 pay up to 5000 us dollars 4 the lucky lady who cams with me on msn or yahoo< To maxtheaxe: that's cute... and you're full of shit To maxtheaxe: sweetie... you might not want to try that scam on someone who contracts with the NSA and used to be an adult star, k? >maxtheaxe: hmmm really wish i was, but im actually telling the truth..i dont care who u werked 4 or wat

Just For Today
Live the join while feeling the pain, tomorrow yet comes to bring another day. Even though its not promised, I must say this, we all have a leason to learn even if one isnt sure what that is just yet. Maybe things happen for a reason but we question on why. I have never felt as if I was good enough but blame the autistic side as a reason. People are strange and I am one of them as I ramble on with these words. I feel like I have alot to say but nothing wants to come out. Whats happens in the future if we have a hard time living for the day, the now..Can we forget about the yesterday and all the heart ache that came with it..Or is that impossible. I hate feeling this way. My mind is mentally tired and Ive had enough but no this isnt a get out of life feel note. I do have alot to be thankful and be blessful for..My children, the people who keep me leveled. My 2 little sanes. It could be worse though, I could be totally alone. I feel like I am though. I hate feeling this way..I really do.

Bret Michaels Back In The Hospital
Jason LaVeris/FilmMagicUs Magazine Bret Michaels has suffered what doctors call a "warning stroke," or a transient ischemic attack, according to his Web site. The rocker, 47 -- who is still recovering from a brain hemorrhage -- was "readmitted to the hospital this week after suffering numbness on the left side of his body, predominately his face and hands," according to a statement posted on his site. While undergoing tests -- including an MRI and CT scan -- doctors also discovered he has a hole in his heart. The news is "devastating...to Bret and his family," says his neurosurgeon, Dr. Joseph Zabramski. Michaels has two daughters, Raine, 10, and Jorja, 5, with ex girlfriend Kristi Lynn Gibson. Continues Dr. Zabramski, "The good news is that it is operable and treatable and we think we may have diagnosed the problem that caused the...warning stroke; however we feel it is highly unlikely this is connected to the brain hemorrhage he suffered just a few weeks earlier. Once again, it i

Living My Fantasy
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All Kneel Before The Devil Horns By Mark Morford
Ronnie James Dio died the other day, quietly succumbed to a relatively sudden onset of stomach cancer and up and left the planet in a blaze of stage fire, dragonsmoke and general metal awesomeness. Maybe you heard. It was an abrupt end to a sort of stunning, nearly unprecedented 35-year career in hard rock megastardom, a shock that sent all flags of classic campy Bic-lighter rock n' roll greatness to half mast for at least a solid year, or until Ozzy Osbourne spontaneously combusts, whichever comes first. It is quite possible you have no idea who Dio was, or you don't really care, or you think he and his various multiplatinum bands -- Rainbow, Black Sabbath, Dio -- were a bit of a long-haired crotch-rock musical circuslike joke. Or maybe you were all aswoon for Rick Springfield or the Go-Go's at the time when a post-Ozzy Sabbath 2.0 was cranking out some of the best hard-rock songs of all time ("Heaven & Hell," "Mob Rules," "Voodoo," "Die Young") circa 1980ish. It's also possible yo

Call Me
Call Me Wrap me in a bolt of lightening send me on my way still smiling Maybe that's the way I should go straight into the mouth of the unknown Left the spare key on the table Never really thought I'd be able to say I merely only visit on the weekends, lost my whole life and a dear friend I've said it so many times I would change my ways, no never mind though God knows I tried Call me a sinner, Call me a saint Tell me it's over and I'll still love you the same Call me your favorite, call me your worst Tell me it's over, I don't want you to hurt It's all I can that I can say, so I'll be on my way I finally put it all together, but nothing really lasts forever I had to make a choice that was not mine

Part 4 In The Girl Friday Series...players: Girl Friday, The Boss, Mr. Jones
Girl Friday goes on a field trip. The Boss sat in his chair behind the desk, thinking. Girl Friday was due back from her assignment any minute, and he was anxious to discuss a few things with her. He opened the drawer to his desk, checked the contents, and nodded to himself. Everything was ready. Now if only he had read her correctly... He was still amazed that the fates had brought her to work for the Firm - employees like Girl Friday didn't come along every day.As if on cue, there was a knock on the door. "Enter". The door opened, and in stepped Girl Friday. Her hair was down around her shoulders, she was wearing a thin dress buttoned down the front, leather boots, leather belt, and a huge smile. In her arms she carried a large box. He found himself smiling back at her, very pleased to have her alone in his office again."Hello Boss," she said, "I'm back." "So I see." he replied. "I must say, you look lovely" And she did. The Boss was not the type to hand

I'm Not A Cheater .
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .

Fu Flakes
Everyone knows one. Sometimes you ARE one. I am just begging and pleading, don't be "that guy" (or girl). Pleaaaassse? Some of these things are a brief review from my profile page...but I've added some new & improved rants! Yeee Hawwww! These FuFlakes burn my FuMuffins. If I have missed any, please feel free to add your own: 1. People who have a fucking boomerang on and their profile is private/open to friends only. LAME. 2. People who go bonkers and delete hundreds of people from their friends list. Oh and better yet *then* make their profile private, yet I am still your FAN and have to see your lame-ass fucking statuses and actions still. I either have to go through tons of pages of my fans to delete your ass off that way, which I am too lazy to do, or continue to be subjected to your bullshit. Dammit. 3. Those who are constantly telling me how much 'easier' it is to chat on Yahoo. If I wanted to chat on Yahoo I'd fucking be there and not here. But alas I am not, I am lo

Odd Bible Story
Found in: Exodus 4:24-26 Continuing the Bible’s fascination with all things foreskin, we get the bizarre story of God trying to kill Moses because his son isn’t circumcised. God is about to obliterate Moses when his wife Zipporah takes out a flint and quickly cuts the foreskin of his son (ouch), throwing the bloody skin fragment at Moses’ feet. “You are a bloody husband to me!” squeals Zipporah, flint in one hand, child in other. God, clearly freaked out by this woman, backs off and Moses is saved. The moral of this story? Never turn down a woman for being a psycho. Someday she may save your life.

Repost
(Julie Snyder)I want to start this prayer chain for the family and friends of Julie Snyder, age 21, that was shot and killed in Springfield, Ohio. May God give them the strength they need to get through this tragedy. I pray that her soul may rest in peace. Please keep this prayer chain going by re-posting it on your wall. Prayer is the most powerful thing! Let go and Let God!!!!!!!!! God Bless you all!on Monday

Before You Drive.
Long time listener. First time caller. Given the choice to brake or accelerate, always accelerate. It's "blinker, two, three, four, breaks and turn" not the other way around. When merging onto the freeway: A). Use the entire apron B). Integrating traffic should mimic a zipper (see A) Stay right except to pass always and forever. HOV = Passing Lane for High Occupancy Vehicles and not a camping permit. Stay out of a mother fucker's blind spot. I'll take your comments off the air.

Untiled # 1
Me And My Husband King Hades were just friend's for along time and I was in love with him then but I never told him and I lost any chances with him at the time but I got my chance with him and I am never going to let him go!! If anyone has felt this way you know how I feel about my husband...!! Untilted # 1 I've seen alot of heartacheand pain in my dayI never knew loveWasn't shown the wayAll I've ever wantedWas someone to hold me tightLook deep into my eyesand tell me it's alright.All my life I've jumped aroundfrom man to anotherjust trying to findthe prefect lover.We were youngwhen we were togetherand I thought it would be forever.Now we have a chance to set thing's straight.My heart is over-whelmedI can hardly waityou slipped through my finger'sall those years ago but now that your back I'll never let you go.

Untilted # 2
I wrote this year's ago because I felt this way toward's men but I don't now and I owe that to my Sexy Husband King Hades!!!! Untilted # 2 I have criedso many tear'sfor pain I've enduredover the year's!All the timebeaten and abusedtaken for grantedbeing used!Men seem to thinkI'm stupid and neivebut really I knowjust what they need!!They don't need to get off their rock's what they really needis a kick in the jock's!!!!

Why Is He Ignoring Me
Me and my boyfriend broke up a month and a half ago. Since then I have not heard from him at all. I have tried to text him to see how he is doing and he ignores me. I have never begged him to take me back, nothing like that, just hi how are you doing that sort of thing. He told his mother what a great girl I am yet I am being ignored?? Anyone have some insight so I can understand this because I do not get it at all. He broke up with me telling me he needed to fix himself that he has a lot of issues. And he felt unhappy and if he was unhappy he can't make anyone else happy. That was the reason of the break up.

Vampires Everywhere! Bwah Ha Ha
OMG! I don't know which is more hysterical. This group/video: Vampires Everywhere! from Scott Hansen on Vimeo. Or the comments about the group/video. You decide! :) "Whoever said this was a good idea deserves many punches in the dick. Seriously, this is a horrible disgrace. And don't even give me any shit. This is definitely not metal." "Hahahaha WTF? Fucking trend hopping Twilight ass fake metal. Does anyone seriously like shit like this? (I mean besides chubby teenage bedroom goths)" "So...is their name supposed to be a SHOUTOUT to Vampires everywhere? Or, to warn us that Vampires are everywhere? I hope it's the latter...so the vampires will kill them. lol" "I guess if a man lives long enough, he gets to see just about everything. There are so many instabilities with this audio doo doo ooze, I don't know where to begin. First it starts with the Hot Topic Mall Hair (real original, mamma's boys), then I click the video, just to torture myself. I hear the sta

Will Christians Riot Now?
This is an excuse for Christians to rise up and threaten violence like muslims do when their almighty muhammad is somehow impugned. A Dutch sex shop is selling condoms with the likeness of the Pope. Something tells me the Catholic population will hold their disgust in check even thought their leader is mocked. If it were muhammad you can bet the lunatic fringe of muslims would be sending their goons to kill the perceived offender. For more http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,593213,00.html BlastFM is a purveyor of good vibes. Listen to some of the best music ever recorded 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Ffdp Tour Dates
May 20 2010 8:00P Eagles Ballroom w/ Seether, Hellyeah, Drowning Pool, and Lacuna Coil Milwaukee, Wisconsin , US May 23 2010 3:00P Rock On The Range Columbus, Ohio , US Jun 12 2010 2:30P Download UK, UK Find Tickets Jul 10 2010 8:00P Hyundai Pavilion at Glen Helen/ Mayhem Festival San Bernardino, California, US Jul 11 2010 8:00P Shorline Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Mountain View, California, US Jul 13 2010 8:00P White River Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Southeast Auburn, Washington, US Jul 14 2010 8:00P Idaho Center Amphitheatre Boise, Idaho , US Jul 16 2010 8:00P Cricket Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Phoenix, Arizona , US Jul 17 2010 8:00P Journal Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Albuquerque, New Mexico, US Jul 18 2010 8:00P Coors Amphitheatre/ Mayhem Festival Englewood, Colorado , US Jul 20 2010 8:00P Verizon Wireless Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Maryland Heights, Missouri , US Jul 21 2010 8:00P Riverbend Music Center/ Mayhem Festival Cincinn

Each Day
To take away this smile,What a fool that would be.Her smile is like the sun,Spreading warmth all over me. Beautiful like a summers day,I would live it all year long.And if it ever left me,My heart,Would only play a very sad song. Come to me each morn beautiful,And for the day shine your smile bright.And each night when I close my eyes,I'll dream of your next days new light.

Courtroom Bloopers
Q. What is your brother-in-law's name?A. Borofkin.Q. What's his first name?A. I can't remember.Q. He's been your brother-in-law for years, and you can't remember hisfirst name?A. No. I tell you I'm too excited. (Rising from the witness chairand pointing to Mr. Borofkin) Nathan, for God's sake, tell them yourfirst name!Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in New York?A. I refuse to answer that question.Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in Chicago?A. I refuse to answer that question.Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in Miami?A. No.Q. Now Mrs.Johnson, how was your first marriage terminated?A. By death.Q. And by whose death was it terminated?Q. Doctor, did you say he was shot in the woods?A. No, I said he was shot in the lumbar region.Q. What is your name?A. Ernestine McDowell.Q. And what is your marriage status?A. Fair.Q. Are you married?A. No, I'm divorced.Q. And what did you husband do before you divorced him?A. A lot of things I didn't know about.Q. And

It Wasn't The Same, Envy Part Ii
i played with my keys, my keychains heavy in my hand. i had rushed to the door, our door. but now i couldn't bring myself to open it. i sat and waited for a minute. why had i come back early? was it something in your voice? was it the feeling i got at the base of my neck when i spoke to you on the phone that morning? i steeled my nerves with a deep breath and readied myself for anything as i opened our door... it wasn't the same i entered our living room, clean. almost as i'd left it. but something was amiss and i couldn't place it. maybe it was a smell, the scent of another woman, of heated contact. nothing was out of place, not a hair. nothing.i walked quietly down our hall, and the feeling of anxiety returned. a tight bubble in my throat threatening to rise and expand. it wasn't the same i reached our door, it was closed. i leaned up against it, looking for support? or checking for sounds, i don't know. how familiar this door was, how often had i opened it to you

Courting Women When You Are In Your Mid 30s. Chapter One - The Crazy Train
Let me start off by saying that I do not consider myself to be an authority on this subject. Anyone who says that they are is probably selling something. When it comes to picking up women, I'm about as smooth as 30 grit sandpaper. I am, however, a very astute observer. This post is meant to entertain my friends that are currently in a relationship and are seeking to live vicariously through the lives of those NOT in a relationship. I've been on both sides of that velvet rope, and know that it is the story of a single person that tends to be the most interesting because it has the most potential to contain the words: midgets, honey, twins, riding crop, and Twister. These observations are based on real events in my own life, and like my life, it is not meant to be taken seriously.THE CRAZY TRAIN (Ages 21-25)If you are in your mid 30s and you have your sights set on The Crazy Train, then your judgement is impaired. You have probably just gotten out of a long relationship where you weren't

In The Arms Of Heaven
Being in your arms is like being in the arms of Heaven. You fill my soul with thoughts of forever. Although it hasn't been long since we first laid eyes on each other.. I knew that you were the one for me. Your kisses soft as summer rain. Your touch is as soft as snowflakes falling. And the love we made was something like magic, I will never forget the way you touched me and my body come alive with your caresses. You're kisses blazing across my skin.. made me feel so alive.

How Much Is Washington Willing To Tax America?
The Obama administration risks overseeing the largest tax increase inhistory if it allows the 2001 and 2003 tax cuts to expire at the endof the year. Low-income families will see their income tax rate jump fivepercentage points, while everyone else will see increases of three to4.6 percentage points. Capital gains and dividends tax rates -currently 15 percent for most investors - will leap to 20percent and 39.6 percent, respectively. The death tax, which isfinally gone, will be re-imposed at a 55 percent rate.Not only would these increases hurt families during stable times, butthey will further devastate our already-wobbling economy. Instead ofraising taxes to previous high levels, which will dolittle to control the rising deficit, lawmakers should tighten theirbelts and rein in spending. Tax hikes only encourage morespending and higher deficits.

How Much Do You Wish You Hated Me?
the words you put into my mouthtasted bitter, and jealousthey were taintedi spat them out as quickly as you ran from conflict some things are best left unsaidbut understand i'm thinking themdo you understand now? i grabbed you by the hair and pulled your head back,pulled your face out of the grassi stared into your eyesalready your face had started to swell.your eyes were wide with fear and hate i feed off of that energyi can smell fear on youas well as those drinks you hadin your system that allowed youbravery, if only for a few moments. i spoke in even, calm tonesdo not ever, ever speak to me like thatnot ever again. nod if you understand.i briefly let your hair go, and your neck, weak with strainlet your head fall back into the mud and the grass.i rolled you over with my shoe,you coughed a little, it was weak and faint. i said, do you understand me?you whimpered then, barely audible.your tears were enough of an answer for me. i kicked you in the ribs.you disgust m

...the Only One In Red...
loud, brash, harsh,your footfalls in the hallwayI started. I hadn't expected you this early.I steel my nerves,I can't back down now.your shadow appears at the doorway,a sharply defined sillohuetteI hear your breathslow and fullrelaxingyour hand on the lightswitchI had to act fast.the bat I found in the garage in my handsI raised it over my head as the light came to lifeyour eyes flickered up toward the weaponthey widened momentarily as it came in contact with theback of your skull.my calm faceunperturbedwas the last you sawand now your face, serene for the painyour earthly body was feelingwas pressed against the floor.I worked with ease and efficiencyeach practiced move worked out hours ahead of timepremeditatedyour breath wascoming in quick, shallow gasps.the lesion at the base of your skull swelling quicklyputting pressure on your spinal cordthe adrenaline pumping through my veinsmy head falls back,the corridors of your house filled withpeals of my laughterthat's the

.:poetry Of The Body:.
in my mind i'm holding you. and in your way you give yourself over to me while still staying strong within. something i could never do. you never knew the difference between a lie and sincerity as long as it was what you wanted to hear don't believe me for a second. i cannot begin to explain to you the innerworkings of my intricate lie i've begun to believe is my life. in truth, no one knows the real me, not even myself. knowing the enemy is half the battle but the war is nowhere near over even with your arms wrapped around me, i'm distant and wandering. if you looked into my eyes, truly looked, you'd see i was far away. i'm lost in my own thoughts, my own insecurities, yet from my lips fall the phrases you need to hear to believe me. everything will be okay. nothing's as bad as it seems. it can't rain all the time. it's as if i'm really there, isn't it? that's what i'd have you believe. that's what will bring you closer to me. there's nothing i want more right now

Envy
things were getting hazy now.... details escaping me. already the events of the night before were fading out, and the reality of today taking hold.had it all been a dream? yet there you were, pacing back and forth across the room from me. you were eager to get out of here, you wanted to go anywhere, anywhere that was not here, not with me. you caught my eyes and realized i'd woken up. your eyes quickly shifted from mine, breaking my fascination with your tired and worn expression. you hadn't slept the night before. well, neither had i, at least at the beginning, but i'd gotten a good four hours of sleep in or so. i glanced at my cell phone, three missed calls, and i was about 45 minutes late for work. i didn't care, last night had been amazing, even if you didn't remember it. take my word for it. i gathered my various pieces of clothing left on your floor, put them on, with you still anxiously fiddling with things about your room. you must be nervous your girlfriend

It Is He. (for Djn)
It is hethe other me that gazes with gluttony into the glare of glorious adoration that fills the hallows of my eyes for him and overflows in sighs shaped like searing tears at the thought of never belonging to him wholly and devoted, undying and resounding the ever-pounding waves of unbridled love my heart sings for him like a silly serendipitous child belting out a round at their first recitalI am the title of the book that shook and plans to steal the heart that hides beneath the him that is real. I am the pages of the song he won't sing but that he whispers sometimes when he drifts off to sleep. I am the words that burn the pages of his fury the space in between when he begins to worry and the glue that binds it all together, I am the weather the storm the tsunami of desire that rages and burns and builds on his fire, I breathe sulfur-steamed sedation into his kiss and inhale the breath that he's lungs freely give ; just to feel him become a part of me.I am the sorrowful sea siren

Eight Ingredients For A Lasting Relationship
Maintaining a good, wholesome relationship can be difficult. The question of how to best understand something as complex as human relationships has long occupied the minds of our greatest poets and philosophers and until now, this quandary has largely gone unanswered. However, like most deep questions, the answer can be described in a simple analogy -- psychology has now determined that the secret to forming a lasting relationship is like baking the perfect loaf of bread. If you find this comparison odd you have probably never enjoyed the sensual pleasure of baking -- of mixing the ingredients and kneading the dough, of forming the loaf, of seeing the bread rise slowly with the yeast, of the warm smell as it bakes to perfection.Sadly, too many people settle for store bought, mass produced bread. Tragically, even more settle for equally unappetizing relationships. You deserve better on both counts! Bread requires flour, yeast, salt, etc. What does your lasting relationship require?First

God Vs. Science
'Let me explain the problem science has with religion.' The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand. 'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?' 'Yes sir,' the student says. 'So you believe in God?' 'Absolutely. ' 'Is God good?' 'Sure! God's good.' 'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?' 'Yes' 'Are you good or evil?' 'The Bible says I'm evil.' The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible! He considers for a moment. 'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?' 'Yes sir, I would.' 'So you're good!' 'I wouldn't say that.' 'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.' The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he?

Goodbye
The young man runs hard In a deserted land The trees are naked Lost in time Lost in his heart The memory of goodbye From what once was Lost in time Goodbye Goodbye my loved ones The man on the corner Screaming Gesting Noone surprised By the alarmist Life cursed Save me from my doom The poison on the ground The war that is coming Goodbye I think of you my loved ones Goodbye The sun goes down In the land of dawn The young man bites through his pain The young man is scared Afraid of the future Afraid of what will come The young man runs to his home To his loved ones To his love Sings his lullabye goodnight Goodnight my loved ones Dream whatever you want to dream I will stil protect you against wind and water The fire The rain The acid The air poluted as the city i will protect you from the danger luring Goodbye

Prayers For Inspector Noodles... (pics)
It's been a harrowing life, and a particularly harrowing week.Introducing: Inspector Noodles One of my two adopted pugs; He just turned 6 years old. Last week he had trouble peeing. He was eating and drinking normally, but for whatever reason he just couldn’t go. At night it was a little hard to tell if he went or not because of rain or dew on the grass, but the following day (Wednesday) he was noticeably bloated. That night we took him to the emergency room at the animal hospital nearby. They couldn’t do all the tests they wanted to do because you need to pay out of pocket for these things, and I only had so much. My whole family is living paycheck to paycheck and with a close member of the family suffering with a life threatening illness over the past year, we are very financially strapped. That being said, I used my own money that I had set aside for my own health (needed medications) to pay for Noodles tests, as much as I could anyhow, I emptied my bank

For My Love...
One morning as we're laying in bed I slide back up against you and feel your throbbing cock... Filled with sudden urges and utter excitement of my discovery I quickly roll over and slid onto my knees trying not to wake you. Smiling to myself I bend forward and with the tip of my tongue and trace the thick vein from your balls to the underside of the thick head. As I lower my mouth to engulf your cock, You gasp in suprise and can't hold back the giggle that bursts forth at the sound. I quickly muffle it by sliding the length of you till my nose was buried in the crisp curls of your groin. Convulsing my throat and at the same time snaking my tongue out and down your balls to lap at them elicited not only another gasp from you but your hand shoots down to the top of my head where you wrap your hand in my hair and hold my face there as you flex your hips, driving yourself even further into my throat. I let out a muffled moan as you let go and begin to lick and suck her way back up

You Up For This???
This two-letter word in English has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is 'UP.' It is listed in the dictionary as an [adv], [prep], [adj], [n] or [v].It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? Why do we speak UP, and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write

Imposters
What the fuck is really going on that someone would feel compelled to lie about their identity, with a fake series of Imposter pictures? To me that's a joke! And then theese imposters lead you on and on. And when they finally reveal their true identity, it's like getting punched in the stomach! you feel sick. and then the Imposter is like well you wouldn't like me if I wasn't a barbie doll, Bitch I don't like you because your a FUCKING LIAR! I have nothing against ugly people, Hell I'am one! But atleast I post a true 100% real picture of my ugly ass.... and all you should do the same. Keep it real 2010 live by it!

Tavlor, Målningar Och Väggdekoration Till Otroliga Priser
Tavlor Målningar Väggdekorationer Tavlor, oljemålningar, väggdekorationer, målningar, tavlor som tryck på duk. Onlinegalleri som erbjuder de lägsta priserna och bästa kvaliteten på tavlor

Just Trying Tostay Alive.
After living my life the way I had been living it without any problems at all and enjoying every moment of it I must face the facts that have came to my attention suddenly. Yeah I know I'm much older now and time has taken it toll upon me for all those years of not caring and abuseing my body. Well after having my world turned upside down by some very serious health problems that I've been through lately its a tough thing to face.After being told what I need and must do if I want to live my life longer,this is not as easy to do as one might think it should be! I am not ready to totally change my way life because of my problems ,which is very dumb,stupid,selfish,or whatever you may think of me but...I am just trying to be honest about it and its hurting the people I love because of it. I just don't know what else to say but please give me your thoughts good or bad about this!

This Is A Tribute To The Girls That Get Pushed Aside!
A Tribute to you.. This is a tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attentio

Surviving
i wake each morning and look outisde , sometimes im so nervous i want to run and hide . the snow is now gone but but i still feel cold my heart warm , my body numb . im a stranger in this foreign place i wasn't born here , and they can tell by my face . i try to to keep smiling even though they always seem to frown. but i refuse to let it get me down . i love and live life with everything have . i care for others eaach and every day . i cherish the ones ive lost .. sometimes my mind is my prison i dont seem to be able to get out . even the other day i went down to the bar , i want to type instead of to talk .. it was funny yet sad , how one things can connect you to others yet at the same time isolate you from the real world. yet i go on surviving the best that i can , with only a daughter to call my own . ive always lived so far away , my family is literally in future (timezones) and im in the past . im a sole surivver i grew up fast , what ever doesnt kill you

I Wish I Had A Subject For This...
have you ever felt that you were destined for more than what was given to you?As if you have a calling? A calling for something greater than what we can see.Sight is an illusion. We see everything around us and yet we cannot see anythingat all. The buildings we see, the trees, birds, animals, people, they are all real.Yet we still cannot see anything at all.We love each other yet we hate each other. We help each other then we kill each other.And for what? For freedom? Whos freedom...not mine. Freedom doesn't exist! We have the"Freedom" of speech. Yet we will be chastized and punished if we truly speak our mind. Wehave the "Freedom" of knowledge yet we cannot obtain true knowledge without some moderatingwhat we learn. We have the "FREEDOM" to pursue what makes us happy. Yet the system is setto where majority of us fail and never obtain what truly makes us happy. Convalusions!It states it so boldly. PURSUIT. It doesn't say we have the freedom to be happy, but thepursuit of

Will My Heart Ever Heal?
"Snuff" - by slipknot.......*****I dunno I just am feeling every word in this song. Why isn't any1 real anymore? Fukin' blows. Tired of dating or talking to guys that just lead me on or just want 1 thing. where are all the "real" guys man. **** Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't h

Life
Glimmering white light pierces through the cold night bathing everything in a dull hazy white glow warmth finds a place so cold and lost Shining bright light fills the voids left by the past A energy springs forth renewing the cycles yet again sharing of itself to everything around it refreshing everything in its awe As the light fades once again it leaves a new found strength to face whats to come

New Job (maybe) Ex-boyfriend
I'm so excited about tomorrow! After an early morning wake up, I go into the temp agency and fill out paper work to start working at Verizon Wireless (depending on a drug screening test worried about my meds I'm on). After all of that around 3 or 4 pm I am going to meet my ex at a park. We never really got a chance to end things, and with my grandma being sick again, I somehow something inside of me click and I started wanting to clean up old relationships. I don't know if this one relationship is such a great one to try and clean up, but it is the easiest one I can think of. It's amazing what a person starts thinking about when someone close to them gets sick. But I hope that this is all good thinking, and will get me to change my life from being angry all the time and with everyone to being happy. We will see.

Admit It Hugh Sex Is Over For You
Doesn’t this take the cake. Hugh Heffner, who is 84 years-old, is reported to have vanquished the Shannon twins from the Playboy Mansion. Their misdeed? They were messing around with younger men. Well, duh? Who in their right mind would think Mr. Playboy, at his age, can do anything except cop a feel. Hugh baby, just admit what we all know. Sex is over for you dude. Just relax in your leather chair and reminisce. It all comes to an end for everyone sooner or later. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/19/hugh-hefner-dumped-shannon-twins-dating-younger-men-report/ BlastFM is never over for the listening public. 24/7 baby and we don’t miss a beat www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfmhttp

I Need Opinions...
Hello Friends, I need your opinions. Please check out my Store Items photo folder. Let me know what you like and what youd like to see. The folder doent have all that I offer, but a good sample. I ask for you opinions so when My Custom Clothing store opens I want to know that lots of people will be happy with what I carry. I want to cover all genres that people would wear. So please feel free to tell me what you think. Thanks PF I will try to give love back......... :-)

Who Am I? Part 1
Hi my name is Emmanuel John Fabic known as Joker. I am 21 going 22 four Saturdays from now. I am 5'7 and 180 lbs and who knows maybe overweight. I have brown eyes and I am not the sexiest man alive but if you think I am thank you. I am not here to boost my ego but I am here to be a friend. I always have smiles in me and I am happy for that. My friends here mean a lot to me than anywhere I've met. I've come from different sites but out of all them this is the place where you can be open to people that they may say you're a stranger but if you talk to them. They will reach out to you. I've been here for about 4 years, on and off. I'm not here for the points or for the bling so let's keep talking. My friends are like my family they are so close to me and they make me feel alive than anyone else. I hate the feeling of rejected because I want to be accepted not exempted but accepted in this world as me. I am me. i am nice, cool and relaxed. I am a writer, singer and a pianist. Don't ask

New Level Requirements
I am totally against the changes that were made today in leveling... I am not able to sit at my computer and get points all day long.. Nor do I have a VIP or any special bling abilities... So for the past 4 years since I joined my goal was to finally make it to GODFATHER.. well the past week or so whenever I was able I was online and worked my ass off to get the last of my points.. Then when I finally get all my points and I am so happy I look and it now says I need more to get it.... WTF!!! I have been on this site since the days of LOST CHERRY when it was fun and leveling was actually fun and didnt cost money and wasnt about who you knew but was happening cuz you were helping people and in turn they help you by simply rating a pic or their profile and making friends.. Well those days are long gone.. and TY Baby J and Scrapper cuz I will never make 25 cuz I dont know people who will pimp me out or buzzkill me or whatever else it is I now need to do... God Do I miss the Lost Cherry D

Farewell?
So I have recieved questions on regards to my status with Unspoken Voices. It IS true and DEFINITE, my tenure was not long whatsoever. I am leaving New Jersey to attend Marshall University in Huntington, West Virginia; however, my voice will be an active participant with my friends who decided to go elsewhere. For instance, to all whom appreciate rock, the different performances Slash makes with various bands, is similar to what I will be doing until college is over and I can concentrate on having more fun. I strongly appreciate the people who have taken the time to read my statuses and are interested in hearing the CD. Thank you all! JP

Had To Put This Somewhere....
Welcome to HMM!Thank you for stopping by!Now to the disclaimer....This is just a game and it will be treated as such.No drama will be allowed here.If you must have drama please take it somewhere else.Members that are in a "paid" position will earn their "pay".Bring any problems that you have to the attention of the Boss or UnderBoss.Do Not Start a bunch of BS in anyones Shoutbox.Don't start none.....won't be none. Members Only Section:This is how the game is played for all that do not already know:Although some will say that you get 1 weapon and armor per mob member this is not the case.The weapons and armors have different attack and defense stats.So, if you have weapons with higher stats for attack they will be used when u attack someone.They may not have the best defense stats.So, you should have 1 weapon with the greatest defense stats for when you get attacked as well.You get 2 weapons per mob member. They will use the strongest one first. You get 2 armors per mob member. They wil

Wow!
Now that I have your Attention... I feel everyone has there own way are parenting. There are some of us that are over protective and others that may be a little too under protective. I am a mother of three wonderful children. I am under protective of my children...I will not take my kids to the doctor for a cough and running nose knowing that its allergy season. I do not buy my kids everything they want. I have my own form of work which pays the bills. Sometimes I travel a lot for my work. I DO spank my kids. I DO yell at my kids when they are being bad. I know I have faults as a mother and I am no where near perfect. Some people look at me as careless and that my children are suffering with me. They say that I lie all the time about what I do, they tell my kids that I am also a lair. That is all OK. I know that my kids are in love with life, they get excited about the little things like when it rains, seeing horses and cows while going on car rides, digging up worms in

No More Amnesty!
We have been there done that! 1. Immigration and Reform Control Act (IRCA), 1986: A blanket amnesty for some 2.7 million illegal aliens2. Section 245(i) Amnesty, 1994: A temporary rolling amnesty for 578,000 illegal aliens3. Section 245(i) Extension Amnesty, 1997: An extension of the rolling amnesty created in 19944. Nicaraguan Adjustment and Central American Relief Act (NACARA) Amnesty, 1997: An amnesty for close to one million illegal aliens from Central America5. Haitian Refugee Immigration Fairness Act Amnesty (HRIFA), 1998: An amnesty for 125,000 illegal aliens from Haiti6. Late Amnesty, 2000: An amnesty for some illegal aliens who claim they should have been amnestied under the 1986 IRCA amnesty, an estimated 400,000 illegal aliens7. LIFE Act Amnesty, 2000: A reinstatement of the rolling Section 245(i) amnesty, an estimated 900,000 illegal aliens

For Kloverlynn.... My Owner
I am sending gifts to 5 random newbies a day. Today's message reads as follows: Welcome to Fubar. Want a thrill, you should check this chick out. She has awesome nudes (If you don't see them, ask her about them) and she's freaky into phone sex. http://www.fubar.com/user/3567212

Atlanta News Story On Arizona Borders
I just cannot post these two links enough. A news organization actually performed some non-biased reporting that actually shows the issues Arizona is faced with. Too many people are trying to jump on the "boycott" band wagon and most have not even read the law. These stories have nothing to do with the law, but they do indicate why the law was needed. Please pass the links on, I think the stories are clear and precise with no "opinion". http://www.wsbtv.com/video/23438021/http://www.wsbtv.com/video/23438712/ Thank you, Bobby

Time
The scale's of time weighs Heavily upon my mind Sending me into eternal darkness. The world seeps into hell Around me making my heart Forever frozen until time ends. As time passes beyond my control I can hear the universe sing the Celestial scream of the hidden hope. Deep within the heart of one That could bring time to a halt Allowing a frozen heart to heal.

Light & Dark
Every moment that passes your heart beats and life moves forward, Yourself surrounded by darkness, all you hear is destruction around you, The screams echo within your mind like bloody nails scraping across a steel Blade, each wave of tormented spine curling screams that flow through your mind Makes you want to rip your skull open to the stop the sounds. All of a sudden it all Stops, you see your loved ones down on their knees praying to be forgiven for Their sins, you watch each on fall to the cold ground as the life drains from Their souls, you wish with all your heart that you could spare them the Suffering that they where forced to endure, you stretch out your hand to save Them but you realize that you are surrounded by a cloud of pain and despair, it Allows you not to move to help the ones you love Your would goes dark once more, everything becomes silent and you slip back into The darkness of your pain, you become confused and you ask yourself " Why do I

Through Her Eyes
She cries herself to sleep at night Thinking of the way things used to be Only to find in her dreams the love she had Could never be only in a cruel fantasy Only to awake into a broken heart. Her broken tears fade away into the night Of the illusion of him she once believed Only to see the escape she seeked to be A false reality. Through her eyes he was the one who Could make the pain fade into the sky Never once daring to let her cry only To extinguish her fire his words sharp Like blades cutting away her passion. Now her tears have stopped and the pain Has faded away only thing left is the Hope of maybe a new day.

Price
Love is one of those emotions that no one can afford anymore because the price is majority of the time a broken heart or just an empty promise, that you find yourself waiting on. Only to end up waiting on something that was never there to begin with, They say love is the most powerful force on earth well so is a the hurt that can follow that so called love. Honestly its hard to love knowing that anytime your heart could be ripped form your chest and broken, How many guys & girls go through life looking for that one person they feel is their soul mate just to go through pain all the time in order to find that person is it really worth that kind of Price.

I Am Your Firefighter
I AM YOUR FIREFIGHTER I spend 1/3 of my life away from my family, so I can protect you and your family. I love you, even though I have never met you. I would gladly die to save your life, or the lives of your neighbors. I gladly risk injury to protect your property. I love my life. I chose this life above anything else in the world. I am your firefighter. When something terrible happens in your life, you can always call me. I am waiting for that call. It is what I live for. I will come flying to your home or business to assist you in any way I can. My food can wait to be eaten. The training class I am taking can be paused, because you called. I am your firefighter. I hurt. I cry. I laugh. I am human. I learn to cope with neglect from you. I have so many things to offer, but somehow I get lost in the political shuffle. I work, and think, and try to come up with ways to make your community better, safer. I put all those things aside the minute the Alarm rin

Love Can Be Over Rated Sometimes, But The Art Of Making Love Is Never Over Rated
The mythological term that we feel is " Love" the term used to express ones deepest views on our partner and we use it on the greatest scale. What is love ? A look into our partners eyes and a vocal term of language we use to express feelings and affection towards someone. but in reality does it accomplish anything when its said other then a altered feeling and warmth to a woman or a sense of pride or a feeling of acceptance to a man? In relationships in any category in any length love is used and it tends to change feelings and for some reasoning an elevated feeling is uncovered. Does it really make a difference if your loved or like as long as you with the person that makes you happy ? It does seem like i always question all or any statement that i make but its the reasoning that i used the feelings and subject for a third person view or thats my attempt. these are just random thoughts. well with words having other meanings you also have the art of "love" in the physica

All I Can Say Is Wow
Two Marines Were Refused Service at Charley’s Philly Steaks by Anti-war employee in Stockton, CA. The two Marines walked up to order lunch, the manager refused to serve them,she stated that they represented the war and she would not serve ...anyone in uniform. Here is the number 209-473-8858

New One
Friendship doesnt lay in words,But in hearts that show true.And I will always believe,I have this from inside of you. Never have you walked away,Nor do I thing you ever will.You among a few others,True friendship I will always feel. At times far apart,Thinking we have nowhere to go.Think of me and use my strenght,Because youu give me more than you know. Forever deep in my heart,You shall for eternity remain.And I will forever try,So in yours I stay the same.

Love Being Bored
i dunno.....but anyway here goes.....i am having a very boring day.....work is slow and they haven't called me yet so i'm on here killing time. seems to not be working out too well for me though. any suggestions out there?

What's Been On My Mind
I've read an heard news from several sources about the DREAM act & AZ law. It firghtens me para mis amigos/as, who aren't documented. Even more so for the undocumented youth..who are only trying to achieve a dream. I always read stuff on-line or in the newspaper, watch youtube vids. i receive emails from friends and family about the activism that is taking place in their city, school, etc. Sometimes i feel I could do more where I am but i don't know anyone. My neighbor, Leantra, call her LeeLee, took me to this place Teatro Luna. from behind the scenes to writing to acting, all latinas...but attempting to make it all a mix of both brown ad black theatre. My Regionite mami, Rosi, told me about this place...that is probably next person i know out here. Charlin is always busy with work or graduate school, I never talk to her anymore. oh, I'm missing my point. In these hard times for the People of the Sun, i wish I had my friends closer to me than I had before. On another no

Anchor Babies
My name is d'Lynn. I'm a disabled Vietnam vet. I don't look too bad for a beat-up old fart, do I? And that's my ride. She's looking pretty good looking also, especially when you consider that she'll turn twenty this summer. That's right, it's a 1990 with a 1990 sidecar. I can't ride a solo bike, ergo the sidecar rig. It's my sole means of transportation - rain or shine, snow or wind, and this summer also marks a milestone in both of our lives, as I will finally be able to pay her off. Twenty years old? What? Why did it take so long? You weren't paying attention, were you? It's right at the beginning of this paragraph. I am a disabled vet, which means I receive a veterans administration disability pension, which also means "I'm broke!" Just one step ahead of being homeless every month, and that's not an idle statement or an"Oh, whoa is me" dire complaint. There s a point to this, so hang in there a minute or two and read on. There's a 25-year-old illegal immigrant woma

Illegals & Anchor Babies...
My name is d'Lynn. I'm a disabled Vietnam vet. I don't look too bad for a beat-up old fart, do I? And that's my ride. She's looking pretty good looking also, especially when you consider that she'll turn twenty this summer. That's right, it's a 1990 with a 1990 sidecar. I can't ride a solo bike, ergo the sidecar rig. It's my sole means of transportation - rain or shine, snow or wind, and this summer also marks a milestone in both of our lives, as I will finally be able to pay her off. Twenty years old? What? Why did it take so long? You weren't paying attention, were you? It's right at the beginning of this paragraph. I am a disabled vet, which means I receive a veterans administration disability pension, which also means "I'm broke!" Just one step ahead of being homeless every month, and that's not an idle statement or an"Oh, whoa is me" dire complaint. There s a point to this, so hang in there a minute or two and read on.There's a 25-year-old illegal immigrant woman li

The Whole Tooth And Nothing But
We’re Replacing Her Teeth With Fangs Poverty, n. The condition of being neither middle-class nor rich. Thirty million Americans are always “living in poverty,” regardless of the state of the national economy, improvements in the provision of public services, or any other changes in the life of the nation. This 30 million is a physical constant, like the speed of light. Public investment, n. Kiss your tax dollars goodbye. Yesterday I was in our garage while enjoying the day off with Sarah and Jeffrey and found this article, “From ‘Activist’ to ‘Warmonger’”, a modernized and/or conservative update of “The Devil’s Dictionary”, Ambrose Bierce’s 1911 satirical work on prevailing customs and habits of the day presented in dictionary form. Coming up on its centennial, I wouldn’t mind reading it myself. That excerpt above is from an article written by John Derbyshire appearing in the Septemb

Rough Week
Anyone can use a dildo, some even a whip or riding crop. Words are the tools of a connessieur. They change from an edged weapon to a yellow rose in a single breath. They caress your spine like February rain. They make you lay still and linger on your dreams after you awaken, your tongue curled in silent delight.

Fsk Website
So alot of changes have been done to our website it is up and running and looking great. Just wanna ask everyone to stop by and see it let me know what you think. Since I cant post the link on here I am using commas instead of periods in it, please check us out at fubarssexykittens,webs,com

Brain Fried, Fingers Numb...
You kneel upon the carpet floor Behind our hotel bedroom door Head bowed awaiting me to speak You're quiet, dare not make a squeak Hands tied together at the rear Discomfort, but you have no fear And nude except for stockings black Not many clothes you had to pack Breasts not constrained by any band The cool air makes your nipples stand They jut out proudly, them I feel As on the floor you obediently kneel No words you speak, you know your place While round the bedroom I do pace And from within my case unzips A silver chain attached with clips To place upon your nipples then They are so hard, clips bite but when You feel their tightness, not to cry Just from your lips the faintest sigh And now release my hardening prick Into your mouth I want to stick Open your lips I do command As in front of you I naked stand Obey you do and in I feed My penis to fulfill my need And as your head I hold on tight I fuck your face with all my might You take me and you suck

D/s
At the waist I have you bend While into subspace I gently and firmly send Your sweet sighs of contentment are barely heard You strain to be still as you listen to my every word My voice strong and even, my touch long and light While I do my best to stay just out of your sight The rounded curves of your ass raised and bared In my ropes your hands and feet are snared With you naked and helpless, you are at my mercy When my hands begin to smack your upturned globes, my lips are held together tersely With your mind ablaze and your blood on fire I am overwhelmed with my love for you; you are my soul’s single desire The hard contact of my hands on your ass makes your skin begin to glow red All the while you try to do your best to hear what I have said Our bond is deep, our trust in each other the most it’s ever been You want to feel your release, but you wait for me to tell you when The feelings I have for you are more than I could have ever expected When I met y

Thoughts And Prayers For "mz Iowa" And Her Mother...
Here's one of those opportunities for the Fubar community to show how much they care. Nothing to do but have a compassionate heart ~ and it doesn't cost but a couple minutes of your time. Could you please take a moment and leave some kind words or say a little prayer for Mz Iowa who's having a very difficult week? Visit her Fubar Page Thanks so much! It truly means a lot!

You Look Good
I'm so sick of hearing this from people I went to high school with. I look the same as I did only with better hair lmao that's saying a lot since it's still horrible. The only thing i've changed is how i dress. I actually wear stuff that shows my body off.

The World Of Metal Has Lost Its Most Powerful Voice...
Neon Knight's play by the mob rules while the holy diver finds his rainbow in the dark, even though its just another day for rock n roll children who dream evil. Still the sunset superman is the wild one who locked up the wolves while traveling strange highways to bring down the rain on this computer god and its angry machines on this double monday. still there The Lord of the last day suffers fever dreams while well before the fall we stand killing the dragon while Living the lie of the end of the world and have one more for the road...

Get To Know Me!
APPEARANCE [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [ ] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I have/had braces. [ ] I wear glasses/contacts. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. FAMILY [ ] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [x] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child. EMBARRASSMENT [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry.

Subway
He was just sitting in his own little world lost in his tunes pumping through the headphones. His back up against the cold metal beam of the waiting platform; waiting for the next train to burst through. Within moments a rush of air signals its arrival. Sliding in to the open slot next to the windows, he thought nothing of his familiar surroundings. It was the same trip and environment that he has been in so many days before. The train jerked to signal the start of the benign routine. The trains movements snapped his head and brought his eyes back up to stare out the crusty windows of the car. The eroding landscape of the city is played out before him like bits of corroded information. At points his visions and the music in his head collide and things make more sense for but a brief moment. As he is lost out the window something catches his eye. A reminder of the warmer weather; the appearance of the bare shoulder of the woman that has sat in front of him. Looking straight ahead

Love And Life
… if you love somebody, tell them....A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words....a song isn't a song until you sing it a bell isn't a bell until you ring it love in your heart isn't put there to say love isn't love until you give it away. ("The Sound of Music")

Flight Of The Conchords
Saw them in London last night. Just about the happiest gig of my life. I was grinning fit to burst the whole time. I didn't even mind we had to leave early to get the last train back to Norwich. It was too happy to be sad about leaving :D

Sad News For One Of My Cats :(
I had taken one of my cats, Tigger, to the vet today. For a while, he's been losing weight. I didn't think too much of it because he used to be a real big cat at 22 pounds. He's pretty stalky for his body and when he got down to 10 pounds, I got even more worried so I took him in. He also has been having some other symptoms of sleeping a lot, barely eating, throwing up sometimes and having a urination problem.I didn't think that it was going to be something major. He's still a sweet and loving cat. Never showed any other problems or in pain, but today I found out what was wrong.I told the doctor the problems he has been having and she insisted to take a blood test. So we got that done. She told me it looked like he had some type of cancer or something. I forget what she called it. It wasn't leukemia...it was something else. Something about his white blood cells not doing too well. It was either the red or white ones and that his body has been trying to fight what he has.T

Dance In My Eyes
Her beauty could dance on water,Far across any sea's.And easily capture hearts,Or any man's dreams. Soon my eyes will fall,Could a dream of her Even seem real.Or to see her dance in my eyes,Her beauty would shine there the most. Dance your beauty through my day,And at night rest in my mind.I'm truely happy for dreams tonight,Because tonight this beauty my eyes did find

Wake Up
I must be dreaming every morningWaking up that tomorrow is already here.I must be thinking she's there but deep down I know that she'll be here when I see her coming down the road.I must have knocked so many doors,truth is I keep slamming them everytime I'm not satisfied.I must keep shining because there are so many stars out there and I don't want to be miscounted after all I shine and when I do I make sure that it's bright enough for people to see.I must keep learning after all I need to know what experiences are and what makes it different between us.I must be honest to myself because people deservethat I commit to them and that I don't want to decieve them.I must understand that even distances are measured there's no way that people won't understand you unless you open to them up in every way. So now... I have to wake up and smell the flowers.After all they're too beautiful to miss.I have to wake up and smell the coffee.After all they were just roasted and so good to drink.I have

Fall
The silence consumingOver taking allThe darkness envelopingAs night fallsKnowing no endThere's no peaceSo very maddeningTick Tock TickCan you hear itThe madness unfoldsSurrounding us allNever ever escapingWatching it fallNever hearing itNor eyes beholdFeeling it deeplyTo the soulStand beside meOr run awayI am aloneNo matter which wayKnowing this alwayzAs I speakSpaces so emptyShadows do creepInside my mindDelve deeper stillAnd simply findThe core lonelinessCausing it allBlank it outMake it fallOne simple choiceNever so hardLeave this placeOr fall so hard

Jamar
I'm the Type that get my heart broken I'm the type to get upset and cry cause I always keep my heart open Relationships gets gets way to deep for me never got the whole love thing down and someone can say they love me truly I don't belive My mind is gone I'm spinning round i'm losing my grip, this is how i feel I felt I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When she walk out of life now I got this condition and i got all the symptoms of a boy with a broken heart but no matter what you'll never see me cry cause it's hurting me to let you go was it when we first kissed Maybe cause we spent so much time

Auction Winnings One - Pie And Peacey
Someone please remind me to kick Boops' arse for this? Thanks. Soooo Pietaster gets: 1min of calling him a cocksucker 3 great things about America...without sarcasm Peacey gets: 1min rant entitled 'why Hellyion should be blocked ending in a booboopeedoo' Helly appears to have SWANNED THE HELL OFF, so here goes: Three great things about America 1. Dr Seuss. I think he's yours. I hope he's yours. If he's not this list is going downhill fast. Fuggit, I'm rewriting history and giving him to you if he's not. Dr Seuss has made more people laugh than any other person I can name. Best person ever. He's yours. Even if ya don't want him. 2. George Washington. Also yours. Pretty sure on that. One of the greatest minds, and human beings, to ever live. SHUP about his teeth already, he gave you a country. And I'd put him up against that weedy Abe Lincoln any day of the week. Some men are great regardless of their time, some men are made great by their time. Washington is the former, Lin

Destroy Or Protect? Monday, December 28, 2009
A crackle of lightning flashes over the city, with the rush and go it is barely noticed by its inhabitants. So wrapped up in themselves they haven't a clue all they know is about to end. The destroyer of all has came to this world to leave his mark like the countless planets before. Reveling in the fact none can oppose him, or so he thought. On this back water edge world there is one that can, and will stand against him. Though he alone cannot defeat this harbinger of doom, he is the one who will bring forth those that together may fight and win against this foul darkness. But he does not care for his own kind, belittled, beaten, cast aside, they never cared for him. What does he owe them??? Will he stand with his people? Or will he let all he knows turn to ash...

Lost Thursday, August 13, 2009
As I walk through the forest nothing looks familiar, it is all the same. same trees, same rocks, same shrubs. I hear giggling, or am I going mad? I don't know how long it has been. I eat Berries and drink from streams. Little by little I feel my thoughts leaving rationality. scent, danger, gunpowder, how do I know what is it? I don't know runrunrun, safe am I? what is that? something, big must get away? no they are all around. no escape, bite!claw!hit!kick!scream! NO!!hurthurtletgopainneedle?howdoIknow?whereamI?lostagain?

Hurt
im sittting here wondering if after everything i have been through with him if eveytime he tells me he loves me if its true or just a line a shit . i dont know anymore. do i deal with the pain and let him go and be alone? i wish i knew the answers i wish i knew where to turn but i dont one one to ask nothing what do i do?

This One Is In Honor Of Gary Gygax, And Inspired By Margret Weis And Tracy Hickman. June 11, 2008
He awakens in a strange place, a strange time. He recognizes nothing. His kingdom, once grand and fearsome, now is dust and crumbled buildings. stretching his wings, he takes to the air. It feels good to float on the breeze again, to much time has past since the last he got to stretch and soar. Looking below he passes over ruins that was once a castle in his kingdom, long empty and devoid of life. He climbs higher still and a steel beast nearly collides with him, he roars a challange at it as it flies away. then showers it with lightening from his mouth. It explodes into a falling ball of flame. He pulls his lips back in a wide frightning grin and thinks to himself maybe this world will be more entertaining then he once believed. As the sun sets he turns towards the neon lights in the valley ahead. That is where the steel beast was going, so that is where he will start rebuilding his kingdom. Once again he will rule the land and be known as "The Storm over Krynn"....

Hi I Am Need Friends Help I Lost My Sister And Need Help
i lost my sister today to a drunking driver she was 18 years old she was hit head on i am trying to raise some money for her funeral anyone willing to help me out you may send donations to Katherine Prater 915 Rocky Branch Raod campton ky 41301 ty for reading this and your help

Conquered October 22 2006
He stands looking over the war torn landscape, it has been a long battle. But now it is over, and it is all his. all the blood, all the glory, and yet he is empty inside. What he wished for was to rule, he got his wish. Now he was the king, the king of a war ravaged land, the king of corpses, the king of everything, and of nothing. He looks at his remaining troops, a few thousand. this word, this plane of existance it is now his. So now he raises his hands, and with them the slain on the battlefield raise as well. He then says "For me you will fight, forever till it is all mine!". Then with a wave of his hand there opens a rift, beyond is a thriving world, citys reaching to the sky. With a look of determination he motions his army of the undead forward through the portal, and to another dark destiny...

Shadow Goddess October 19th 2006
The shadows wrapped around her nude body as she landed on the edge of the building, if the mortals seen her, it would make them blind and drive them insane. Her beauty is ageless, her presence makes the most honest of men tremble. She is the light in the darkest of nights, she takes my hand and guides me to a place none has seen since the dawn of time. Then to temple that they no longer worship her in, she needs me I relise. Just as I need her, so I spread her words and build new shrines to her, and she basks once again in the glory of her followers. Now she has been made real again, and I have spent my life to give hers back. In my final moments she comes to me and says, "Dear one, I do not forget those that have given themselves to me." and she moves the shadows and for the first time I bask in her glory. yet I do not die, I look back and see my withered body nothing more then an empty husk.then she touches my check and says " Come we have only just begun...".

Matters Of The Heart.
Wouldn't life be easy if when broken, all it took was some super glue or tape to fix it and it would be just like new? If our wounds would heal easily without scars? And if those scars wouldn't clog our hearts with unnecessary prejudices and knock off our rose colored lenses and replace them with eyes of disenchantment. Wouldn't it be easy? If pain was that simple to be rid of? Blink and be washed away with yesterday's meal floating in the porcelain tank, back into the ocean with its brethren. Wouldn't that be something... if we could say goodbye to pain like a disengaged stranger walking the plank.If we were all empathetic with the people that are in our lives and took care of each other with mutual love and respect, maybe this world would definitely be a better place. I suppose it's a far-reaching goal to sit here and hope for compassion from a world that is irrevocably cruel and unforgiving. Life would not be life without an uphill battle. Would we appreciate the "have-s" without ha

I Believe....
I believe in looking too far into things. I believe in the endless possibilities of post-it notes. I believe in saying what you mean. I believe in meaning what you say. I believe that flaws add character. I believe in having an apple a day. I believe that I have a guardian angel. I believe that there is someone for everyone. I believe that everyone is beautiful. I believe in letting cereal get soggy. I believe in watching movies in sweat pants on a Saturday night. I believe in making new friends. I believe in the power of high heels. I believe in keeping promises. I believe in random bursts of unapologetic dancing. I believe in taking a moment to just listen. I believe that your age means absolutely nothing. I believe that there is a reason for all of this. I believe in being unforgettable. I believe in being.

-heart-
Let us assume that the human heart is divided into parts. Some parts are made apparent to everyone who crosses your path and on certain days will linger with strangers. Other parts are more subtle, meant for only a select few that on certain nights may listen to the sound of your tears. But with all these parts, there is one that is sacred. It is meant for only one other person to have. And you have to hold onto this part and protect it and wait until you find the one that truly deserves it.It’s beautiful really. Because you're allowed to make mistakes. You can give too many parts of yourself away in meaningless moments. But the way the heart works is that it can withstand getting bruised and broken and tossed around a bit. Nobody wants an un-used heart. But in the end, you can never lose the sacred part until you’re ready. Because in the end, you choose who gets it. And it is this person that will have your whole heart.

I Never Told You
I miss those blue eyes How you kiss me at night I miss the way we sleep Like there's no sunrise Like the taste of your smile I miss the way we breathe But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in I see your blue eyes Everytime I close mine You make it hard to see Where I belong to When I'm not around you It's like I'm alone with me But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you Without you

All I Ever Wanted
Tear up the photographsBut yesterday won't let goEvery day, every day, every minuteHere comes the emptinessJust can't leave lonely aloneEvery day, every day, hey heyThis second-chancin's really getting me downYou give and taking everything I dreamed aboutIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWhere every lie reveals the truthBaby cause I all ever wantedAll I ever wanted was youI'd rather walk aloneDon't wanna chase you aroundEvery day, every day, every minuteI'd fall a thousand timesBefore I let you drag me downEvery day, every day, hey heyYour new beginning was a perfect endingBut I keep feelingwe've already been here beforeIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWh

Life Is A Lemon And I Want My Money Back
Lately I've been feeling like this song... It's the second one on the CD Bat Out Of Hell II: Back Into Hell and is performed by Meat Loaf. I want my money back I want my money back It's all or nothing And nothing's all I ever get Every time I turn it on I burn it up and burn it out It's always something There's always something going wrong That's the only guarantee - that's what this is all about It's a never ending attack Everything's a lie, and that's a fact Life is a lemon and I want my money back! And all the morons and all the stooges with their coins They're the ones who make the rules It's not a game - it's just a rout There's desperation There's desperation in the air It leaves a stain on all your clothes And no detergent gets it out And we're always slipping through the the cracks Then the movie's over - fade to black Life is a lemon and I want my money back! I want my money back I want my money back What about love? (It's defective!)It's always breaking in half Wh

New Bands I Like.
Metal Howl-blackened death to smoke too, it's lovely and deep...like Mastodon with sick ass riffs all over. Fvck yeah. Detritivore-brand new drone that sounds like Sunno))) at their very, very best...yet somehow cleaner, very nice. Cruciamentum-Death metal that's almost...doom..it's dark and dirty and awesome. Coffinworm- god that's dirty. Garden of Worm-sludgy. Okay, I'm getting really lax with the reviews. haha Industrial/Electronica Clan of Xymox-Yes, they've been around for years, and I've probably heard them before, but I just recently rediscovered them. Gothy electro, kinda in the same vein as Cruxshadows. Hip-Hop Panacea I'll put more later.

In Reference To The Salutes And Nsfw Blog...
You know, I see people commenting and bitching and talking a bunch of crap about girls who do things like salutes and access to NSFW, live web cam (which I do NOT do in exchange for anything, so please do not ask me), etc, in exchange for valuables here on Fubar. I would just like to say that, first of all, if you are talking crap and you are a man, or ugly, or snobby and uptight, you are just full of envy. Period. you are jealous that you do not possess valuables worth trading on Fu. I do not apologize or feel badly for you, life isnt fair. Furthermore, if I made a salute for every person who asked, for everyone on Fu who wants one, I would spend my days making salutes. So, I can either just say no to anyone who wants one, or I can give them an opportunity to earn one. Most of the salutes in my folder were done for friends because I wanted to, but a few were made for people I didnt really know, as a thank you for something they did for me. Things that I cant do for myself. Such

Tipple
tipple\TIP-uhl\verb; 1.To drink intoxicating liquor, esp. habitually or to some excess. 2.To drink (intoxicating liquor), esp. repeatedly, in small quantities.noun: 1.Intoxicating liquor. 2.A device that tilts or overturns a freight car to dump its contents.

To My Friends In Club Paradise
to all my friends in club paradise i want to say thank you. You guys have welcomed me with open arms and made me feel like i was home hanging with my friends. You all mean alot to me. Im thankful that i have became friends with each of you in some way or another. I love what i do in club paradise and thats buying everyone drinks hehe. I know that i dont talk much but im slowly talking more and more. If you havent noticed i am shy till i open up. All of you are the best and im very happy that i decided to join the cp family! If i need to work on anything just let me know cause i want to be the best bartender for all of you. So now with all that said I just want to end this with a huge thank you for likeing me for me and that im glad i have all of you guys as my friends! I love you all!

Ignoring Yourself
I believe that I suffer from two fundamental forms of fear: fear of not getting what I want, and fear of losing what I have. In that both stem from actual or "perceived" threats to my actual or "perceived" survival, I also believe that both aspects of fear are derived from my underlying fear of my actual or "perceived" death. It would then follow that a good deal of my daily anxiety is a result of my faulty perception. And by faulty perception I mean, "wow, am I a whack job or what?" Which leaves me with only two possible solutions regarding fear -- change my perception, or, failing that, ignore my perception. The reason I bring this up is that in the ever-widening world of self-improvement, I never see "ignoring yourself" offered up as a viable solution to problems of the mind. And yet, it works! Next time your head is filled with anxious thoughts, simply take note of it, thank your mind for trying to ensure your survival, then act as if you just got a stock tip from a homeless pe

In One Week Two Of My Artistic Idols Gone...
Such a fucking bummer. First Frank Frazetta goes which is utterly devastating in and of itself - I still had this crazy dream that I'd still get the chance to meet him. I did not. His wife had died last year and he had closed down his museum and website and I kind of knew that he may go soon after her, She was the main inspirado for his female figures and being together for so long I would imagine just a huge support to him altogether. He was quite old and had a very long and fruitful career and did what he wanted to do. "When it came to my art, I kind of went my own way - I didn't follow trends."

Counting Down The Days.
The excitement of going to Wyoming can be felt all the way to my bones. Being able to be in the arms of someone I have fallen completly and utterly in love with is the greatest feeling in the entire world. Knowing he will be just a arms reach away and the breath I feel on my neck is something I can't even describe into words. Being able to look in the eyes of the person I love, to see his smile, and to hear his laugh; that always makes me smile is simply amazing. I love you Johnny with everything in me and I can not wait to wake up in the morning and know you are right there beside me.

Hand Signal To Thank Military
A little something we all need to remember to say, Thank You! This is pretty neat.....(30 second video) ...Have you ever seen one of our military walking past you and wanted to convey to them your thanks, but weren't sure how or it felt awkward?Recently, a gentleman from Seattle created a gesture which could be used and has started a movement to get the word out.Please everybody take just a moment to watch.... The Gratitude Campaign; .......and then forward it to your friends! THEN START USING THE SIGN. http://www.gratitudecampaign.org/index.php?c=pages&m=watch_full_video Please pass it on!

Wtf
so here we are again after another 54 day trip on these towboats talk about a boat full of weird fuckers the cooperative venture has the watchman got on my bad side being a prick from day one but lost all respect forr him when he was talking to another deckhand saying something about being ball deep in his sister i was like what kinda arkansas inbred shit is this just when i think i seen it all out here someone blows weird out of the water again

Irish Pride Auction
The auction for irish pride will be held on June 18th at 6pm estern time. If you like to be apart of this event in irish pride let us know we will get your name down. Here is how its going to work:All Fubucks will be split 50/50Half will go for the lounge and the other half will go to the person who was on for the auction.If you win the person put the payment to irish pride lounge profilewith who you bought.Also think of what you will offer the people so they bid on you the more the stuff you offer the higher you will go.You can be on cam if not at least be in the lounge.If on cam and in the lounge please fallow the lounges rules please. We will start promoting this event starting May 19th we will drop the bulletin and comment drops tommarrow all have to help out in this that is staff. If member you are not required but if do that will be appreciated.Thank you all for all your cooperation.Dj Irish Rocker

Yummy Bites
biting So............... Y o u, yes meaning you personaly don't want to read this. Your mormbiid facination will prevent you from not reading this. .. Note to myself,- only say bite harder 3 times atmost no matter how good of an idea it seems at the time. Ouch!!! Yes, that is an understatment. Fucking fucking hell shit motherfucker, is more accurate. The most interesting part of the situation is the most intense pain was not at the point of the biting on my uh... cock. NO sugurcoating here. Luckily afterwardz I still had some Jack left for a general anestetic. Yes, spelling is for sheep. Rough, hard biting oral pleasures are for real men. :)

It Hurts To Have Beeen Away So Long...
God how it has sucked being away from fubar! I miss the friends Imade and the talks we shared. I dont know when or how but I'll be back again soon... Having left my husband, moved houses and taken on a full time pklus job I've been going thru it. We are still alive, the kids are thriving and I'm not dead yet so I guess the saga continues...

An Infants Conversation With God
For the Mom's out there... An infants conversation with GodShareYesterday at 8:51pmA newborns conversation with God:A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earthtomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small andhelpless?"God said,"Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."The child further inquired,"But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but singand smile to be happy."God said,"Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you.And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."Again the child asked,"And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to meif I don't know the language?"God said,"Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words youwill ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel willteach you how to speak.""And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"God said,"Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you howto pray.""Who will protect me?"God s

Cancell Your Credit Cards
Now some people really are dumber than a box of rocks and here's proof!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees andcharges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?' Citibank: 'Either report her account to frauds division or report her to the credit bu

Lost ...
i keep walking on the sand , even though it burns my bare feet , i keep walking on the shattered glass enough even it rips them apart i loving someone , even though they broke my heart . is it possible am i caught in bewteen ,i don't know if i really love him .. after all is love that mean ? sometimes i find it so hard to smile .. even just for a little while , but with the bad always comes the good on each journey like it should , if i were to live to separate lives .. i would have chosen more carefully who to give my heart to . i would go on the journey to find my soul mate .. it might even takes a few years but in the end i would know what true love really is . i wake each morning and i look for my special mate .. but hes elsewhere ..., and theres a loneliness that i can't shake . i toss and i turn , and i can barely sleep .. into my thoughts hes seems to creep .. but i don't want him to hurt me all over again .. could he really be the right man ..? my heart enede

Remember: Cell Phone Numbers Go Public Next Month
REMEMBER: Cell Phone Numbers Go Public next month. REMINDER..... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. .............. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS ..................To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years.You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked..

Let It Go! This Is Cool And Sooo True!!
LET IT GO ...by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this!When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.People leave you because they are not joined to you.And if they are not joined to you,you can' t make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,it just means that their part in the story is over.And you've got to know when people'spart in your story is over so that youdon't keep trying to raise the dead.You've got to know when it's dead.You've got to know when it's over.Let me tell you something:I've got the gift of good-bye.It's the tenth spiritual gift,I believe in good-bye.It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithfu

Bliss Of The Vampire
Pain through the ages neither lessened nor faded, Consumed by her search left her silent and jaded, Never finding true love, to break death’s cold wrappings To feel life flow within her and not merely trappings. How long had she waited with arms outstretched, For life to beat rhythm within her troubled breast, For someone to see past the blood on her hands,

America Is Doomed
The current administration and Congress, under the lie of saving us, basically bought the banks, airlines and auto companies. They have spent us into a debt, that if they stopped all spending right now, would take 100s of years for taxpayers to repay. The Federal Reserve, a private world bank, now holds over 60% of out 10trillion plus debt and foreign countries own the rest. Basically we are bankrupt. This is if we don't have any more disasters like the recent oil spill in the gulf, earthquakes, tornadoes,hurricanes, volcanoes or a terrorist act with a weapon of mass destruction. The latest communistic/socialist attempts by the U.S government, under the terms of social and collective justice, is to merge the faith base (churches) and the EPA. If that happens it would surely mean another purchase and thus control by the government. This time it is our churches and they will tell you how to interpret the Bible and could even include criminal charges if you don't believe the way they do

Rockfest
RockFest Rules! If you went to RockFest 2010 in KC MO, I want to be your friend on here! RockFest was awesome. Despite rain, mud, and cool temps, there were a lot of people having a lot of fun, and 15 bands heating things up! Shaman's Harvest and Five Finger Death Punch from the second stage really impressed me, and I've loved Shaman's Havest for years! The main stage rocked all day/night, with Halestorm, Rev Theory, Drowning Pool, Papa Roach, Seether, and (drum roll, please) GODSMACK!!! Whoot! Hell yeah, I stayed to the end, while younger people headed for the gates, and I was NOT the oldest person do do that, either! Taddy Porter, Adelitas Way, Burn Halo, The Veer Union, Janus, and Airbourne were the other bands on the second stage. I'm sorry, I just didn't pay that much attention to them to be able to tell you how great they were. Gotta love 98.9 The Rock for all they did, and the set up crews... yeah, can't forget the guys and gals behind the scenes who made RockFest happe

Masks ..
as a poet i hide behind my words , as a photographer , i often hide behind my lens . we wear so many masks in this world just to fit in . its nice to just be ones self occasionally without apoligising for it any way . at work i war the professionalism mask , and home i wear the perfectionism mask . when im out i wear the popularity mask i chose to be a leader and not a follower . i have my own beliefs and standards . its nice to be free of the masks sometimes , and write and exresses onseself inyour purest rawest form , and i don't mean xrated i mean in intellectual terms . i don't don't to fit in anyone box , i fight hard to stay out of boxes . some people will always assume they need to be contained one stereotype . im blonde.. but im not ditzy , im pretty but not conceited .. but of the time . im smart ..but not a know it all , im a teacher and ..a student , i view the world so differently from others around me . life is a challenge , filled with many obsacles each one

Author Jenny Block Says Yoga Is Good For Sex
Sex author Jenny Block says she went to a yoga class to learn about yoga. As she says yoga has lots of great positions for sex but what she found is something just as good, breathing. When I read that I thought what does breathing have to do with good sex. So I read on. If you are curious about what Jenny found out about sex and breath read on http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,593008,00.html BlastFM will give your mind and body a work out too. Listen to some of the great toe tapping sounds of BlastFM and you will have more fun too www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

One Day Is All It Takes..
As he lays there peacefully sleeping, he dreams of her by his side, walking along the beach by the water. He dreams of the soft hair rubbing against his face as he holds her tight, never wanting to let her go. When he wakes she is only a dream, one that he wants to come true. The woman of his dreams has yet to appear in front of him. He is by her side, kissing and holding her tight when he sleeps every night, hoping one day it will come true. Will it ever come true? He asks himself. She sleeps not making a sound, except for when she turns over dreaming of the man she wants to love and be with. When she wakes, she wonders if it will ever come true, the way she dreams of it happening. One day it will come true. One day is all it takes to make something come true. Days pass and years seem to go on forever but one day he sees her picking up some stuff at their local store. She doesn't see him at first. He walks by and acting like he is there to pick so

Behind These Hazel Eyes
behind these hazel eyes i look out at the world , i see so many things . the world has changed so much , from what it used to be . i'm what you call and old soul . i feel like ive lived many times before this . a feeling of deja vu comes to be me often . my wisedom is beyond manys comprehension , and theres nothing in this life to explain it . age is but a number , life is made up of many experiences , i wish more people could understand that . i have friends from all over the world and a have lived a life rich with experiences . i often daydream about the past . seeing in my imagination what it would of been like to be girl and then woman back then . the world was such a different place , of course not all things were good , but it seemed people looked for each other . i would have flourish in the times of the 1920s and 1930s . A time where romance was a huge factor of meeting the man of your dreams . where the people danced every week and it was innocent . they each a dance

My Chat With Madcurves
MadCurves: bye cheater i hate liarsMadCurves: ive never done anything like and would NEVER do itTo MadCurves: But you do't mind it from them, Gail.MadCurves: as u said IM not a member and I KNOW i was NEVER a memberTo MadCurves: I believe you are the psycho!To MadCurves: You're confused and can't even admit to being a Threesome group. LOLMadCurves: shows you what i said is correctTo MadCurves: Well, having self respect is a part of growing up. Half of the men who commented on your breasts and ass are married!MadCurves: stating the truth is NOT being bitter but cheaters cant understand that i hope you grow up one day for your WIFE --laterTo MadCurves: We can be cool and chat or not.MadCurves: coolTo MadCurves: OK, so that explains your bitterness. Listen, if you want to be online acquaintances, cool. If not, cool. But don't use me as your punching bag. My profile is straight forward - you didn't have to accept my request.MadCurves: because he to was a married man and i got a phone call

People Of Color
How is that you can call those not so pink, people of color, but don't you dare call them colored people, Shouldn't it be the National Association for the Advancement of People of Color, and not the National Association for the Adavancement of Colored People?

A Boy Ana Girl
A BOY IN GIRLS BATHROOM!!!!!!!!!!!a Girl asked a Boygirl)-Do you think i'm pretty?(boy)-NO..(girl)-Do you want to be with me forever?(boy)-NO...(girl)-Would you cry if I walked away?(again boy sayz-NO...She heard enough &waz hurt, As she walked away tears ran down her face. The boy grabbed her arm and saidboy)-You're not pretty you're BEAUTIFUL.(boy)-I don't want to be with you forever.I NEED to be with you forever.(boy)- And I would'nt cry if you walked away.....I would DIE!!!!!!!!!....(boy whisperz)-Plzzzzz stay wit me....(girl whisperz)-i will........

Shoulda...
I should have seen it coming... I should have started running.. You gave me hope.. I gave you love.. Together it wasn't enough. I could have given up.. I could have walked away... I renewed my hope.. you threw my love away.. Together.. it broke my heart... I know I can't love enough for 2.. I can try.. to slam that door shut.. but you keep.. pullin me back.. leaving me cold.. n out of breathe... Never again should I open this broken heart of mine... for it's yours for the taking...

Just A Thought
Eli came back from Iraq and tattooed a teddy bear onto the inside of his wrist above that a medic with an IV bag above that an angel but Eli says the teddy bear won’t live and I know I don’t know but I say “I know” because Eli’s only 24 and I’ve never seen eyes further away from childhood than his eyes old with a wisdom he knows I’d rather not have Eli’s mother traces a teddy bear onto my arm and says not all casualties come home in body bags and I swear I’d spend the rest of my life writing nothing but the word light at the end of this tunnel if I could find the fucking tunnel I’d write nothing but white flags somebody pray for the soldiers somebody pray for what’s lost somebody pray for the mailbox that holds the official letters to the mothers, fathers, sisters and little brothers of Micheal 19...Steven 21...John 33 how ironic that their deaths sound like bible verses the hearse is parked in the hal

President Obama's Supreme Court Double Standard
Senator Barack Obama said the following about the Harriet Miers nomination to the Supreme Court according to Greg Sargent in The Plum Line (Washington Post) in 2005: Harriet Miers has had a distinguished career as a lawyer, but since her experience does not include serving as a judge, we have yet to know her views on many of the critical constitutional issues facing our country today. In the coming weeks, we’ll need as much information and forthright testimony from Ms. Miers as possible so that the U.S. Senate can make an educated and informed decision on her nomination to the Supreme Court. To comply with the Obama Standard, the Senate should be provided with information, through testimony and documents, to allow the Senate to properly assess Kagan’s views on “many of the critical constitutional issues facing our country today.” Elena Kagan wrote in 1995 that: When the Senate ceases to engage nominees in a meaningful discussion of legal issues, the con

Stupid Encounters #36 (read Bottom To Top)
THE ROCKER...: no! To THE ROCKER...: so does that mean you prostitute her to pay rent? THE ROCKER...: cuz I spend all my extra cash on her! To THE ROCKER...: yet you can't buy yourself a boomer? THE ROCKER...: actually I buy here almost everything she had! To THE ROCKER...: Lol kk just remember you can't make a fuwhore a house wife THE ROCKER...: she told me 2! To THE ROCKER...: get you a boomer and you blackmail your wife? thats just creepy THE ROCKER...: what? To THE ROCKER...: Wow for real? Ok... so his stats said BUY ME A BOOMER AND I'LL GIV YOU ACCSESS TO MY WIFES NSFWS... THE ROCKER THE JARHEAD FUMARRIED TO VELVETVOLCANOGIRL@ fubar

Illuminata (pgs 161-162)
"Fear of intimacy is a fear of death. In a world where we have been taught to believe that the bolstering of our individual power is the greatest good, it is difficult to feel that a melting of the walls surrounding us is something to be desired...We are afraid to surrender to love, for we are afraid to die to who we are. We may loathe who we are, yet we still resist the chance to become someone new. It is only when we are ready to embrace the possibility that we might be tomorrow who we were not today that true intimacy becomes attractive. If all you want to do is remain who and what you are now, then by all means don't fall in love..." -Marianne Williamson "Illuminata" (pgs 161-162)

The Bridge Sent To Me Form Silver Surfer
The Bridge An Old Man Came down the Road of Life, to a Chasm Wide and Deep He Spent Much Time on the Downward Climb, Then Scaled the Walls So Steep and When He Got to the Other Side, He Set to Build a Bridge He'd Build it Safe and Strong, So it Would Span from Ridge to Ridge He Labored on to Build it Strong with Sturdy Beams and Piers to Span Life's Deep Dark Valleys and It's Swirling River of Tears And When He Finished . . .Standing near . . . Another Pilgrim Asked? "Old Man" Please Tell Me Why, You Thought to Choose this Awesome Task! Your Life's near Spent and Yet You've Lent Much Time to Do this Chore You'll Travel Not Again this Path Before Life Shuts the Door The Old Man Said . . ."I Build Not Thus for Thee or Me to Cross I Build So Other's Coming Might Not Suffer Any Loss There Comes Not Far Behind this Way Some Day a Fair Haired Youth He Comes with Hope and Inspiration Seeking Love and Truth and When He Comes He May Not Be Prepared to Climb or Swim I Build from Love Within My H

I Can't Write Mumms For A Week
I can't write mumms for a week, because I put myself into an auction, and one of the prizes was no no mumm posting for a week, no one said anything about blogs! Are you sad to see my mumms gone for a week or meh, who cares?

No Title
I read a comment about beauty and it's perception...how we see things and judge the whole based on the fragment. They weren't judging either way, but it made me think some random thoughts. They don't even apply, but:Beauty is a sensory perception.The world is fragmented. If you want to see any sort of beauty at all, you have to look at the fragments, and judge accordingly. Think of this: a life is merely a fragment in time. A whisper. Then it's gone.Thought: We cannot see color, anything around us, without light. But the fact that we cannot stare at the sun without burning those orbs which we use to view the beauty around us is a strange paradox. In a way, it takes something hot and ugly to reveal the glorious sights that surround.Glory. Hmm...wonder what people picture in reference to that word.And is there anything in the world that is perceived by all to be "beautiful"? I know of only one thing. And that's my little secret.I think some of the most beautiful things in the world exist

Pissing Contest...
5 contestants entered this weeks contest... Dud (with his small penis and old man balls) George the Bird (not sure what the fuck he was thinking) Gallo (with his leaking ball sac) Lil Boops (with a talent above all else) Passion and Helly (bishes obtained a loop hole to enter as a team) The Rules were read and each participant signed an agreement to abide by the rules. Straws were drawn to see who would go first. First up, George the Bird. George stepped to the line after drinking 32 cups of water with alka seltzer. He went to piss and exploded. Parts of George, including his small peen, were found 8 feet down the piss track. Witchie and Wicked, the Judges, conferred and disqualified George the Bird as body parts do not equate to piss. Named Crisis was crushed, filed a protest with the Commissioner, Suga Lips. Suga Lips denied the protest and through Named Crisis' Spam peen over the cliff. Next up is Dud. The crowd gets going doing a cross chant with one half cheering

So Let Go...jump In.
It always astonishes me how quickly people will assume they know what you’re all about. Instantaneously. Within one moment of entering a room: a slightly obvious assessment is made based on appearance, walk, hellos, and then the inevitable conclusion is reached. Check all that apply: superficial, dumb, intimidating, unapproachable, self-absorbed. Call it stereotyping, stigmas, first impressions, whatever. I call it bullshit. Complete bullshit.We assess only in terms of extremes. It takes less energy to categorize one another into neat little boxes than deal with contradictions. We are either attractive or smart. Simple or complicated. Virgins or whores. Never both. We see in black and white and can never open our minds one quarter of an inch to imagine a rainbow of ambiguity.Like how the "funny guy", the loud easy-going boisterious one making jokes in slapstick fashion is actually very sad. Like how that “beautiful girl” dressed in an outfit that shouts innuendos acro

Scammed With Love
so here it goes. I've given all my money away to a scammer is it possible I'm this stupid? Apparently I'm fairly pathetic and will believe anything so now what do I do, I suffer the consequences apparently because I really do deserve to suffer them. I'm so disappointed in myself and my gulliblity. But lesson learned! So beware of these people that say they love you but really just want all your money and are very crafty about getting it. not sense crying about it now, but boy its hurts alot.

Sorry Folks I Have To Take A Leave Of Absence.
The few months have been extremely difficult to keep up with. Death of family members. My son's developmental issues are becoming a crisis level. Specially when it comes to his aggressive behavior. Doctors have now ruled out Autism and feel he has brain damage. Some type of birth defect. Which changes EVERYTHING on how you handle a child with problems like this. I have decided there is only so much I can keep up with online. Fubar is one of them. I've had a lot of great times and met some badass people. Thats for sure. Halo @ SER shit even kevin.. Man knows his shit. Vomit @ PDP. AMazing DJ's from all over the world. I'm glad that I have been able to be a part of it. Oh don't think its that easy to get rid of me. I'm not deleting my account. Taking pics down. I just don't personaly have the time to focus to any lounge or a online website. I do hope to continue to do guest sets. Cause there is always new tunes out there to play. I still download music at mass

The Gift Of Friendship ...
One of the things in life, the very few things, that we get for free is friendship and even though we may not get to talk every day nor spend the kind of time we would like with our friends, true friends are always with us..in our hearts. Its such a precious gift that needs to be treasured for how ever long the friendship may last. Things may happen in life that end friendships.....things beyond anyones control. So I wanted to take this time and say that I value the gift that you share with me.........thank you all! The Gift Of Friends by Karin Schaefer There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in

The Good In All ...
Sometimes we find it difficult to see the good in people, places, or situations that aren’t to our liking. We focus on the things we don’t like in our lives as a way of fueling our efforts to create change. There is nothing inherently wrong with this, and it is one way we make progress. However, if we get too caught up in this way of looking at the world, we lose touch with our ability to sit back and simply say yes to everything on our plates, which is the true starting point for all successful activity. Sometimes what we really need is to encourage ourselves to look deeply into all things in our lives to see the inherent goodness at the heart of everything. At the core of this inquiry is the practice of unconditional acceptance, which can be scary because we feel as if we are being asked not to change the things we don’t like. But when we think this way, we are still operating on the surface of our lives. In order to feel the beauty and warmth of full acceptance, we

Her Smile
This ones smiles,She brings to me everyday.I value and love everyone,I thier own individual way. Some days when I dont have them,Seem so much darker more grey.But not on this morning.Her smile was there for me today. Thank you my beauty,Your smile always warms my heart.And I to cherish your friendship,I have from the start.

Is It Weird
Is it weirdThat my top 3 fave songs are about suicide Is it weirdThat I was picked on in school Is it weirdTo be told you're throwing your life away Is it weirdTo be called stupid by your parents Is it weirdTo get angry for no reason Is it weirdTo want to hurt everyone around youIs it weirdThat last year I thought I was someone special Is it weirdThat I thought I was attractive Is it weirdThat I now can't stand to look in the mirror Is it weirdThat after all the pain she caused , I still want to hug her Is it weirdTo give up on true happiness Is it weirdTo feel so much anger, hate and pain Is it weirdTo feel like noone cares

Why Won't This Woman Go Away?
Seriously, this woman is a freakin' idiot! 15 seconds of fame are WAY over honey! Before she had an affair with Sandra Bullock's husband Jesse James, Michelle "Bombshell" McGee thought "if a man cheats it's horrible," she tells the new Steppin' Out magazine. "Now I think men are made to spread their seed," she says. "Women need to accept that. If you're going to be married to somebody, you need to know that men are not meant to be with one woman. I think you can totally love your spouse and still sleep with other women. That urge will always be there if you're a man. I believe you can love your wife 100 percent and still stray." PHOTOS: Famous women who've been cheated on McGee, 32, says she feels bad for Bullock, 46, who has filed for divorce from James, 41, and will raise 3 1/2-month-old adopted son Louis as a single parent. But she hopes the Oscar-winning actress isn't hurting too much. PHOTOS: Michelle "Bombshell" McGee "It should be a happy time in her life," McGee say

Yellow Shirt
The yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra-large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. It was faded from years of wear, but still in decent shape. I found it in 1963 when I was home from college on Christmas break, rummaging through bags of clothes Mom intended to give away.. 'You're not taking that old thing, are you?' Mom said when she saw me packing the yellow shirt. 'I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!' 'It's just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class, Mom. Thanks!' I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object.. The yellow shirt be came a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. After graduation, I wore the shirt the day I moved into my new apartment and on Saturday mornings when I cleaned. The next year, I married. When I became pregnant, I wore the yellow shirt during big-belly days. I missed Mo

Jomg
At work yesterday a little chicky came up and was asking about a product that we carry. Well what seemed like in mid sentence, she interrupted me to tell me what cure glasses I had and ask me if I ever go to JOMG.com. Well I stopped and thought, trying to figure out what that was and hot it pertained to paver stones, then she explained "it's jizz on my glasses". Then she kinda adjusted her glasses and and raised an eyebrow. Still in a state of stupor, and not thinking she was hot enough to take the bait, I just said "ummmm NO?". And continued talking about pavers. Well I told several friends about this oddness since I was texting while at work, as usual. One kinda laughed it off, another was not only familiar with the site, but was quick to think this was a brilliant idea and wanted such photos. Ummm, huh? I guess I get thinking glasses are cute, and even sexy at times, but really? How common is this, because I have never thought of having someone jizz on my glasse? TH

New Account...........need Leveled
_I really am not happy with the fu right now, I have an account and have had it since 2007. I get locked out of it, I try to message support and nothing I do works. So I emailed them and have not heard back yet. So Here I am had to make a NEW account so I can try to get my OTHER one back.............So please, have it in your hearts and help me BACK up through the ranks please.

How We Can Deal With This Matter
On Wednesday May 5 someone sided to take their own life by jumping off a building 16 storeis high,Yes it is suicide and suicide is no option to do it hurts very bad to see someone do it and it can cause mental,motion problems! This is AWEARNES to let you know to beware who is around you and they might be in their lowest point in their life and all we can do is look out for signs and to beware what is going on and help by calling the hot line just look it up in your area for the number and call you could save a life! Your friend on fubar :)

Saccharin And Riboflavin
Do you have any alcohol bottles in your room? Nope. Mini-fridge around the corner though. Last person to text you? Stacy. No i don't want to see Iron Man 2 with you. Do you think you like anyone? I think too much as it is. Who's the biggest whore you know? Scott from work. Goes through girlfriends like I go through vodka bottles. Do you prefer to be friends with boys or girls? There are very few guys I can stand to be around. Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? Nope. Had sex in a movie theater? I've asked, but no. Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry? I don't cry. Do you hate anyone? John Madden. I kind of hate Dr. Phil sometimes. Do you straighten your hair often? Lol. Genetics keeps flipping it up. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Not at all, I prob have more in common with Jason than anyone else. Want someone back in your life? Watching th

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A LETTER FROM A PROCTER AND GAMBLE EXECUTIVE TO THE PRESIDENT* THE LAST SENTENCE IS THE MOST CHILLINGLou Pritchett is one of corporate America 's true living legends- an acclaimed author, dynamic teacher and one of the world's highest rated speakers. Successful corporate executives everywhere recognize him as the foremost leader in change management.. Lou changed the way America does business by creating an audacious concept that came to be known as "partnering." Pritchett rose from soap salesman to Vice-President, Sales and Customer Development for Procter and Gamble and over the course of 36 years, made corporate history. AN OPEN LETTER TO PRESIDENT OBAMA Dear President Obama: You are the thirteenth President

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Currently, sleep disorders are health problems of the fastest growing. In fact, many work processes of the body that occur during sleep. Ranging from process improvements and growth in physiological, biochemical, and psychological. Therefore, sleep is an activity that is very important role in health. Inhibition of this process can affect health, including immunity to disease. "Sleeping problems can occur at any age only. In infants, a problem that can happen is suddent infant death syndrome (sudden infant death syndrome), whereas in the elderly sundown syndrome. Sleep quality also can make life quality. In addition to at least 7.5 hours of sleep, sleep quality is necessary to get comfortable sleeping environment. How to create a comfortable sleeping environment? - The temperature is cool Room temperature is too hot can make you sleepless nights. In order for the room temperature cool rooms, can turn on the AC or fan in order to feel more cool air circulation.

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True love I do not believe in true love. I believe in MANY true loves. Sometimes one at a time. More often is several at a time. No one particular love more than another. Just different capacities. One has brought me to my knees... Another showed me new heights. Heights, without that love, I could have never achieved. I have been shown the path of submission. And been shown the path of the Dominant. Each time I have grown to learn about and accept ME. I now realize I can be both and embrace both worlds wholeheartedly! I have been beaten down by some...Put on a pedestal by others. No matter what has been done...It has made me who I am. Sometimes a little girl lost. Then other times, a woman so strong...you wish to run. Without those loves...I am nothing...nothing at all. Often that love is a wonderful bond that only friends can share...Does not mean you aren't a true love!!! It means you are truer than most! And when I find that bond...my affection is uny

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Subject: I would welcome this Presidential Speech WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? 'My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. ! Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing! copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by sa

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Jeremy: you're up lateRobyn: I was up till 1:15 last nightJeremy: ignoring my texts huhRobyn: I was busyJeremy: thanksRobyn: Sorry..I was doing shit. I didn't get them till way laterJeremy: yea thanksRobyn: no reason to get pissy. my life doesn't revolve around youJeremy: yes it doesRobyn: newsflash..no it doesn;tJeremy: yes it doesRobyn: Jeremy, stop acting idioticRobyn: I talk to like 5 people more than I talk to you and that doesn't even include people offlineJeremy: whatever rudeRobyn: well don't say stupid shitJeremy: you dont be rudeRobyn: I think it's rude of you to assume I'm sitting by my phone waiting for you to textRobyn: Everyone else that texts and doesn't get an automatic reply doesn't throw a hissy fitJeremy: im better than that.Robyn: Really? So it's normal for a 30 something year old man to throw a hissy fit when he doesn't get an automatic reply from a text?Robyn: And that makes you better than all of the understanding people because...

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More shoutbox love... Micula: but* why dont you cow sow, fatty mcfat ugly disgusting pig filthy whoring whore on me god damning Micula: lol im just kidding by why the hell dont you ever respond or do anything Micula: pig? slob...slut cunt bulldyke swine? Micula: where are you you mutant mutt lol Micula: lol Micula: i dont want you to be my fan even you suck Micula: fuckin pig defan me, bitch Micula: you suck you denied my friend request? Micula: through what

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I'm 6 weeks away from my 48th birthday. In my 48 years on this planet, on the subject of maturity, there's only two things I'm sure of. (01) I'm not mature enough to sit through PTA meetings and (02) I'm not mature enough to talk about any relationship I'm in with the person I'm in the relationship with. Oh wait... 3. (03) Boobies make my thing go { { { { b o i n g ! } } } } }. = ]

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Where the hell are my 3/4th shirts?and where the hell is the love? Y'know that thing between your legs. think its about time someone said itsaid something about somewhere about that time.That time it all came down on me and probably broke something that time that time that time don't you ever get tired of the people you fuck? Not just the fun way.But that way that gets people sick.Gets people poor.Gets people hurt. Always. In my favorite vein.Up my favorite arm.Down my favorite spiral.Up my favorite dose. Shakes are there.Blurs there.Light's there. Out out down and missing.Killed in action. Grasped in timeless.Grossed in endless. Marked.Sullied.Discarded in my vanity. Like everything else in the fire.

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10 things every Family Guy fan should know: 10. How to spell and pronounce the city they live in. 9. Know the names of the two schools mentioned on the show. 8. How Joe became paralyzed 7. The religion Peter started and who they worshiped. 6. Who Seth MacFarlane does the voices for. 5. The words to "Shipoopie" 4. The names of both of Peter's bosses, and where he worked for them. 3. Why people only understand Stewie part of the time. 2. Peter's favorite band...EVER and... 1. Who does the voice for Meg, and how hot she is.

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Hello! I'm making custom photo morphs for friends and stuff. Please comment here and send a link to what you'd like done, and when I get a chance I'll do it for you I also appreciate small bling credit donations or blasts and tips for my time and effort. I put a lot of work into what I do and it's good to feel appreciated for it Of course, for larger orders, (say 10 or more morphs) I'll happily do it for a VIP, autos, bombs, or 25 credit packs. I'll let you know as soon as I'm done with your order but the process can be time consuming and I really put my heart into my work. Please let me know after you get it if you like it or not by leaving me a comment here! I love it when I'm told how I made your day, or what a nice job I did on your morphs !! I ask that if you leave a negative comment that you tell me what you would like changed so I can improve. All nasty and rude comments will be erased! Remember, I could be doing better things with my time so be happy I sacrificed min

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Every now and again Every once and awhile There comes a time When our time has come Massacre the masses The harmful swarm of humanity The dirty breed infestation Erase the history The truth has been lost Buried beneath miles of Greed Kill the need Don’t let the sick feed No more ungrateful maggots Fuel the uprising The uprising to rid this world Of L I F E

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Well my friends this one really takes the cake for the day, if not the week. I don’t know what level of education or thought someone put into this, but apparently it wasn’t very much lol.. Hope everyone’s week is off to a good start…this person or whatever it is sure is not..lol Peace.

[we Interrupt This Broadcast]
You ever just have a great opening line for a poem and then some dipshit calls you to tell you all about the latest installment to a game franchise that no respectable ludologist has liked or respected in 10 years? yeah. That happened. More on my crazy ass rants later. --------------------------------- Alright.I just got (stole) 100th window. I'm pretty sure most of you know Massive Attack from the House theme song. ... and Danny the Dog OST (Unleashed) I'm kinda into triphop and ambient. So I'm a little surprised and disappointed with myself in not having downloaded and listened sooner. Today the christian dropped a bombshell. And the moment the christian announced that she was dating the christian eunuch was the very same moment she said she was done with him. And I noticed that she really seemed to want my opinion and approval on what she was doing. Going even so far as to call herself a terrible person. I know one of two things about that- one she needs my input and persp

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Dear Dad, I wish Heaven had a phone so Icould hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that isnothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. Ithink of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have arememories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, fromwhich I'll neve...r part...God has you in his arms. I have you in myheart !!!!

Fathers Day Heaven #2
~ If yellow roses grow in heaven, Lord, pick abunch for me ~ Place them in my daddy's arms & tell him they're from me~Tell him that I love & miss him, & when he turns to smile ~place a kiss upon his cheek & hold him for a while ~ Because remembering him is easy ~I do it everyday ~ There's an ache within my heart that will .........never go away. .. happy fathers day dads in heaven

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You are friends with someone from a small. You fly kites together, mocking each other but also to defend each other. But you realize your feelings have changed. How can you convey this without damaging the friendship? Glamour Magazine gave some tips for you: 1. "Oi, call names dong, sir!" The term 'yo', 'oi', 'bro', 'Coy', 'gan', 'sis' or other calls that include the category of 'friendship' may be convenient to use, but will send the signal you just want to be friends. Occasional call by his first name and see his reaction! 2. Change routine Create the opportunity to cast a romantic atmosphere. Leave a basketball and then have dinner.3. Dress up Keep being yourself, but every now and then, try to exchange shirts with vests, short-sleeved shirt. Dressed differently to show you regard the meeting as something special. 4. Do not shut down Dating someone else who also likes you. Nothing wrong with healthy competition, and competition will probably accelerate the feeling he realizes the sa

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Metal legend Ronnie James Dio dead at 67AP, May 16, 2010 5:00 pm PDTBy WAYNE PARRY, Associated Press Writer Wayne Parry, Associated Press Writer Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67..Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell..."Today my heart is broken," Wendy Dio wrote on the singer's site, adding he died at 7:45 a.m. "Many, many friends and family were able to say their private goodbyes before he peacefully passed away.."Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all," Wendy Dio continued. "We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us ... Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever.".The statement was confir

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She sits stooped elbows to knees she's pooped tired and pleading for fellows and hellos to stop leaving admired by those she never sees cause she only percieves what she thinks she needs to. Asleep in dreams while scheming the next tree limb to leap to perched she bellows and bleeds too stalking like the walkers on the street do. Consumed by desires of fleeting material doom and from the outside some loom waiting to see if shell wake and then be if the gloom shading her feet will lift abate and then leave a lit space for other mothers sisters and lovers to see. There's this brother and he just throws seed into the wind he loves the lady limbs says he's clean his eyes are dreams for honeys to get lost in. He uses it abusin bitches Dipping his wick in every stitch that opens up to him. Slipping through the cracks of creeper status he looks hell in the mirror and asks what matters he's still alone surrounded soul tattered engulfed in his own traffic jam he realizes he's shattered

The 3 Priests :
Three priests were in a railroad station on their way home to Pittsburgh. Behind the ticket counter was a very sexy, shapely, well endowed woman wearing a very tight, skimpy sweater. She made the three priests very nervous, so they drew straws to determine who would get the tickets. The first priest approached the window. "Young lady, I would like three pickets to titsburg." He completely lost his composure and fled. The second priest goes to the window. "Young lady, I would like three tickets to Pittsburgh and I would like the change in nipples and dimes." Mortified, he too fled. "Morons...." the third priest mutters and moves to the window. "Young lady, I would like three tickets to Pittsburgh and I would like the change in nickels and dimes. And, if you insist on dressing like that, when you get to the pearly gates, St. Finger's going to shake his Peter at you." They took the bus.

Execution Style :)
Three women are about to be executed. One's a brunette, one's a redhead and one's a blonde. The guard brings the brunette forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim!'' Suddenly the brunette yells, ''EARTHQUAKE!!!'' Everyone is startled and throws themselves on the ground while she escapes. The guard brings the redhead forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She say no and the executioner shouts, ''Ready! Aim!'' Suddenly the redhead yells, ''TORNADO!!!'' Everyone is startled and looks around for cover while she escapes. By now the blonde has it all figured out. The guard brings her forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no and the executioner shouts, "Ready! Aim!'' and the blonde yells, ''FIRE!!!'''

Idiot
*DISCLAIMER* My statement about having morals about relationships is not meant to imply other people who view relationships differently do not have morals. This is my opinion on the matter and he was an idiot who was annoying me; so for my 2 friends who like to debate, not gonna happen. :P:P Suga Lips: Fuck off dropdoc19: suck my dick Suga Lips: Do you not take hints? dropdoc19: have you cumm in my mouth mmmm Suga Lips: It's nice to want dropdoc19: im just saying i want to fuck u Suga Lips: I would know. I'm not a shitty human with zero morals dropdoc19: why not he dnt have to know Suga Lips: Okay..I'm married, so that scenerio would never happen dropdoc19: you sure even if i was eating your pussy Suga Li

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The Doors - The End This is the endBeautiful friendThis is the endMy only friend, the endOf our elaborate plans, the endOf everything that stands, the endNo safety or surprise, the endI'll never look into your eyes...againCan you picture what will beSo limitless and freeDesperately in need...of some...stranger's handIn a...desperate landLost in a Roman...wilderness of painAnd all the children are insaneAll the children are insaneWaiting for the summer rain, yeahThere's danger on the edge of townRide the King's highway, babyWeird scenes inside the gold mineRide the highway west, babyRide the snake, ride the snakeTo the lake, the ancient lake, babyThe snake is long, seven milesRide the snake...he's old, and his skin is coldThe west is the bestThe west is the bestGet here, and we'll do the restThe blue bus is callin' usThe blue bus is callin' usDriver, where you taken' usThe killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots onHe took a face from the ancient gallery And he walked

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I'm actually trying to be more sociable on here. I know, you don't believe me. But I'm here, stalking people like the old days, when possible. I just have the feeling I'm far too dull for the bunch of lunatics on my friends list. As this blog will now prove as I have no clue what to write, oh well...

Absent Ramblings Of A Lonely Mind
So here I am, writing of my own personel hell and self loathing. I am now 30 years old and feel tired brokedown and hopeless for the future. First off yes I realize many have it worse than me and many others will say you should be happy to be still alive as many others loose their lives daily. Well my answer to that, Im not alive. Yes I breath, I have a pulse, I even have a career but being alive isnt living. Every day of my life Im in pain, I had a motorcycle accident and planted into the side of a Honda civic at 45 Mph, breaking my wrist and destroying my knee. Since then I have had surgery to repair an 8mm gouge in the cartlage of my knee, removing old rotten cartlage from my knee cap and cleaning up the rest of the inside of my knee which my Dr. described as crab meat and coconut. Its been 2 years since and Im still seeing a specialist and unable to run or barely even walk some days. Now I wish I could just blame my social inadaquacies on this but I know better. My first w

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Alice worked out. She had gotten up early, for today she was getting her tiny companion. She did not request one, of course, but simply got lucky in a contest. If she was to tell the truth, she was not all that sure what a tiny companion was. Sure she had seen the commercials and ads for the ‘tiny male companion’, but she was too sure if it was a doll or some kind of robot. She would find out soon enough, though. Her tiny companion was coming today, some time between nine and five. The day before some guys brought her pile of boxes and plenty of books to read neatly stacked up by the door. She had not so much as glanced at them. And that is why she got up early, as she did not want to miss her work out today. So she continued on her workout. Then, suddenly, there was a knock at the door. She whipped her head over to the door and then just a quickly to the cloak on the wall. The clock said it was a couple minutes past nine. It could not be the

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Imagine if you will that you are pregnant and it is found that you have teratoma tumor in your chest. A teratoma tumor is one that grows with hair and teeth. Nicola Ellington from the UK was told just that. She had been having pain from this tumor but was not discover until it was watermelon size. No wonder doctors practice. They never master their profession. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,593007,00.html BlastFM is not a tumor. It is a terrific musical experience for those who enjoy real music not bump and grind nonsense. Give it a try. You’ll like it. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

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Fist off, I do not know what it is like outside the US as I've never been outside the US. I know what is said on the news and what not, but I take all that with a grain of salt. But suffice it to say, I want to make it clear that this is specifically about something that has happened here in the US. Earlier this month a group of students were suspended from their school. Now this in of itself is not unusual, but these particular students were suspended because they were wearing flag t-shirts, hats, bandanna's, etc. Any guess where I would have a problem with this? US Students, in a US School, wearing articles of clothing that show off the US flag... And the reasoning behind this? It was on the 5th of May. Now again, this is specifically about how this was handled within the US, and I have complete respect for other cultures and their traditions/holidays. The issue I have is that this school has basically said it is offensive to show the American flag during the holiday o

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I look forward to seeing your face. Everytime I enter this world of cyber space. Your eyes flash and your smile shines. You are happy to see I'm online. More than physical this thing I have for you is mental and emotional. Only with your eyes can you touch me and with your words can you feel me. So on cam every night I will be. Waiting to continue this cyber journey.

Smack
If my boss doesn't stop jingling his keys, I swear I'm gonna go into his office and smack him! Heaven forbid someone else does it. He's the first one to bitch. But he's on the phone, blah, blah, blahing rattling his keys in his hand annoying the hell out of me and I'm sure the person he's talking to. Side note....car repair damage equals $568. OY!

Fubar 'sploded And Fuhoars Are Dumb...
This is not a good day to be on Fubar... BabyJ just blew up the site. Not once but twice. Oh wellz - shit happens... They should have it fixed in a few... But what's up with people running boomhoarangs and autos, and keep their profile closed? How do they 'spect me to get points that way? Can anyone 'splain this? Oh, yeah - and Fubar's robbing me of points! Rating someone running a boomhoarrang USED to get me 588 points. Now its 563? :-( Guess that's it for now... Rock on!Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx UPDATE: Note to self - if you're not shitfaced, your points are reduced...And Thanks to my WONDERFUL fu-wife, who spoils me rottener for the hoarbling! I HAS A TWIRLY BLUE STICK! =D~DIT~

The Vision
"The Vision"I sat one day, under an old oak treelost in thoughts, of you and meof things from the past, and things not doneof our lives together, and our time in the sunof the children we have, and those not yet bornof the happy times, and the times that we mournI look at the memories, and all that I seeis I'd rather be nowhere, if not beside thee K

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Black Sabbath Ronnie James Dio died - wife confirmed rumors - May 16, 2010 05:42 PM EDT (Updated: May 16, 2010 08:19 PM EDT) views: 2813 Ronnie James Dio died at age 67. Today there have been rumors all over the internet about the Dio death, but people said it was a hoax. However, his wife Wendy Dio announced that Ronnie James Dio died this morning at 7:45 am. Dio had suffered from stomach cancer, and was in a Houston area hospital getting treatment for the cancer. His wife said that her ‘heart is broken.’ She also said that ‘Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever.’ Ronnie James Dio replaced Ozzy Osbourne in Black Sabbath. He was considered a metal god. Later on, Dio fronted Heaven & Hell as well as the band Dio. His family and friends were thankful that they were able to say goodbye privately before he died. He will be missed. May Ronnie James Dio rest in peace. His music will indeed live on forever. See the video below of Ronni

The Greatest Singer In Rock N Roll
Message from Wendy Dio Today my heart is broken, Ronnie passed away at 7:45am 16th May. Many, many friends and family were able to say their private good-byes before he peacefully passed away. Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all. We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us. Please give us a few days of privacy to deal with this terrible loss. Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever. - Wendy Dio You can leave your condolences on Facebook ronnie was my favorite artist of all time n i am in shock to say the least this , this news is very sad, we have lost one of the greatest today rip ronnie, you were the best,thanks for all the great music n all the great memorys

Why Inbreeding Is Bad
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Life is one big mess, repetition every dayScrew the mentality that made you this wayYou bruise me time and time againWith your wordsDoes it make you feel better inside to have all this hatred?Dont mold me how you want meAccept me for who i amSomeone who is never good enoughNever good enough for lifeStop the blood flowing through your veinsThe whispers in your headOnly wish i were deadDeadwh*re forever moreDeny what you crave, its ok pretend i am like the restIn your heart you know i fit you the bestAngers youDefies everything you thinkEverything you have come to feelMisery and woe is what feels comfortableSome day you will open your eyesRealizeThis is why i cry aloneInstead of making love with youMy vagina is like my heart, no current use for it but i keep it around just in case

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Just some observations I've made by rotting my brain while watching tv: Why would men want to dye their facial hair? Just For Men has a beard dye..really?? In the commercial it shows a man with a graying beard being shot down by a 30 or 40 year old woman. Are women at that age really that picky about graying facial hair?? Vanity makes me laugh; just shave the damn thing off! These are the same men who think the 'comb over' looks good and no one can notice. (I just want to shave Donald Trumps head while he sleeps. Luckily for him, he has great security guarding him.) Onto Dell's newest commercial: laptops (of course.) Now in jet black. *blinks* Isn't the standard color for a laptop/desktop black?? Wow me with some hot pink, cherry red or lime green. "OOOH LOOK! THEY HAVE A NORMAL COLOR LAPTOP! WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I SO HAVE TO HAVE THAT ONE!!" Oh wait..it's JET black..I get it now. *stabs* The Office Max commercial makes me laugh (I think it's Office Max.) "WOW!! THAT'S A LOW PRI

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There are mornings I leave the house to go to work I feel extraordinarily rejected, almost as though it wouldn’t matter whether I came back or not. But this morning was an exception; on my way out the door and backing the family van out of the driveway, there were Sarah and Jeffrey rushing up to the passenger side and shouting out, “I love you, Daddy!” They moved around front almost as though they were trying to embrace the van or push it back if I’d stalled and then ran along the sidewalk until I had to turn. And even though Martha has to talk me out of being so … enthusiastic with her when the kids are in the next room sometimes, I can sense she still wants to grow old with me, and I her. Sunday morning was the last day of Sunday school at Bethany Lutheran until this fall (when Jeffrey will be starting class and probably know most of the songs by heart, wow) and Sarah was the only one in her class to have perfect attendance! I didn’t see

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How I wish you could see the potential The potential of you and me It's like a book elegantly bound But in a language you can't read just yet You got to spend some time, love You got to spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love I will possess your heart You got to spend some time, love You got to spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love I will possess your heart There are days when outside your window I see my reflection as I slowly pass And I long for this mirrored perspective When we'll be lovers, lovers at last You got to spend some time, love You got to spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love I will possess your heart You got to spend some time, love You got to spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love I will possess your heart I will possess your heart I will possess your heart You reject my advances and desperate pleas I won't let you let me down so easily So easily You got to spend some time, love You got to

13 Types Of Bisexual Women
13 Types of BisexualsThe Kinsey scale of zero to six was developed by sex researchers to describe sexual orientation as a continuum. Heterosexual people are at zero on the scale, gay and lesbian people are at six, at the other end of the scale and everyone in between, from one to five, is bisexual. According to Kinsey, people who fall at one or two on the scale have primarily heterosexual sexual and affectional relationships and desires, but have some attraction and experiences with same-sex partners as well.People at three on the scale are approximately equally attracted to both men and women. People at four and five on the Kinsey Scale choose primarily same-sex partners, but are not completely gay or lesbian and have some heterosexual tendencies and relationships as well.Who is bisexual?As you can see, there is no simple definition of bisexuality, and bisexual people are a very diverse group. Some bisexual people are committed to monogamous, long-term relationships, others have more

Yesteryear
Walking down the streets of an ancient world touching bricks covered in history while following the footsteps of kings and queens the feeling of home begins to settle in and the past begins to draw near like a previous act of a play you're now starring in It all comes together walking down these foggy streets passing under street lamps untouched by time and by windows that have stared out on the world since there has been one to be found Everything makes sense yesterday and tomorrow next week and yesteryear No matter the trials you face and whether you quit or triumph these walls will still be here Even after you're gone and just a memory to those who loved you these foggy streets will play host to those who want to follow kings and queens long gone and even after you're forgotten just a name in a dust-covered book these windows will remember you turning a forgotten heart into a piece of history and an overlooked actor into the most amazing theater ever created

Maternity Leave From Fu
Ok so I dont know exactly how to tell you this without just being blunt and straight to the point. I'm getting emotionally exhausted and Im finding it harder and harder to stay on this site for that long. Its not that I don't love you all, because I do. I just cant seem to keep up with everyone. I feel a little like im failing you all because im not trying as hard to ask you how lite goes. I think its my time to take Mat leave from the fu, Ill drop in occasionally but like usual ill be a little flaky and just take off. Even writing this blog seems kind of daunting to me.. im seriously dragging my ass as i write it... kind of like scooting Well most of you know how to get a hold of me... tell witchie she will tell me... LMAO shes going to kill me for that. Honestly ill probably drop in every day but meh i doubt ill be here for long during those visits.. I love you all and i want to thank you for being such good friends. Putting up with the crazy that is me and reading some insa

How To Love
Love is both an action and a feeling. The action of love generates a blissful feeling called by the same name. When the action stops, the blissful feeling is replaced with pain. Every person is capable of great love (and its opposite, fear, which generates all painful emotions such as hate, greed and jealousy).While there are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (or even yourself)Say it. When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it, make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person.Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well.Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attachin

Sex And The Pity
No that isnt a typo... lol I went out saturday night with a few friends... well this one woman in particular makes me drewl... and theres this other woman i have slept with before...well kind of recently, like last week... sounds like bad news right.. yeah well, its supposed to be all casual and shit and no big deal, just the whole fwb thing...right... anywho she starts talking about it with this other woman who makes me drewl and tries the total cock block thing. i hope i have better luck next time... still looking for work, i may get on the oil spill clean up soon...but i need a couple hundred dollars for the hazmat training... can you loan me a few bucks? LOL hopefully i find a company paid training deal sitting at McD's again looking on the NOLA.com for a job and thru workforce development... im not at all undesireable for hire, i have good work history and references...just finding the places is becoming a chore as nobody seems to be actually hiring for immediate openings... g

Happy Monday...grrr
So, I drop my car off this morning thinking I need nothing more than to have my front brakes done. AH HA HA HA HA HA HA Yeah, thanks to the fucking potholes around here, it appears there was a bit more damage than I had expected. To the tune of roughly $600 worth of damage! HOORAY! Granted, I have an older car but it's a Toyota. Always regular maintenance stuff. *sighs* Is it too early for a drink!?

Everyday
Every day I wake upAnd the first thing I see is your faceAs I wipe the sleep from my eyesI can't help but picture your smileI can't wait to hear youWhen you say that you love meAnd I need you to knowThat I care and love you too

Hold Me Close And Never Let Me Go
SO I WAS DOING A LITTLE LOOKING AROUND ON THE INTERNET.. YANNO SOME MIGHT CALL IT "WINDOW SHOPPING" LOL AND I CAME ACROSS THIS. IT IS THE "HUG ME PILLOW". NOW I RECALL SEEING IT QUITE AWHILE AGO FOR SALE BUT WHAT GOT ME ROARING WITH LAUGHTER WERE THE REVIEWS! LET ME SHARE A FEW WITH YOU!! I bought this pillow to keep my company on nights when my husband, a correspondent for the Trans-Alaskan News Network, was out of town. The pillow exceeded even my wildest expectations. I'm told the pillow was modeled after Brad Pitt, and I believe it! When I first nestled against the soft, but firm chest of my new "husband" I slept better than I ever had before. Now I don't mind when my husband goes out of town! I just needed a pillow and I happened to like the shape of this one. Little did I know that it would literally change my life. In fact, it's more than a pillow--it filled an emptiness inside me that I didn't even know existed. Even though no one shares my life with me

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides

Being Consumed
This sickness is consuming and terrifying to my soul. I try to breath but only choke on the oily slick putrid foulness of it. Words are empty without a promise to back. I am at a stalemate without a completion of my circle. I feel like a puppet on a string of fiery chains. Sharpened hooks dig deep into my heart to rip away the flesh. Not sure of love in this darkest hour that holds no real truth. Is the dream I wanted so far away and just out of my reach? I hear not your words of encouragement in my soul anymore.

The Darkness Consumes
Black Tears I cry for you this day, Shattered hopes of life renewed. Vicious Vixens claw at my heels, Trying to destroy me at every turn. Vile venom spills from thine lips, Spinning new webs of hidden deceit. Dark desires simmering just below the core, Threatens to burst forth and destroy from within. Dark clouds hover on the horizon, Waiting to capture the weak and frail. The darkness consumes the light I have, I drown in its murky pools of despair and rage. Love no longer holds me, Having abandoned me in my greatest hour.

To Everyone That Was In Zodiac Auction ....
i just wanna say thankyou for being in it i hope u did well, sorry if u didnt thankyou for helping me celebrate my bday weekend with me ith the zodiac auction weekend bash ...anyhow...i just anted to all let u know i will be pimping everyone that was in it as a thankyou ... it will take me couple days/weeks to do it but ill get to u all ...:) thanks again xxoxoxoxoox hope u had a good weekend p.s- thank you to everyone who helped too ! and all who bidded thnx for joining the fun!

16 Days In May
So far in the past week, I've had my haircut by two primary school children, built a flat-pack cardboard terraced house and decorated it with glue and tissue paper, photographed a large red ball in various places round the city, watched Daniel Kitson deliver a moving monologue on home, seen Camille O Sullivan perform an outstanding set of Jaques Brel, Nick Cave and Tom Waits covers, been captivated by two clowns asking each other questions for six hours, and, to be fair, been bored stiff by a musical history of Jerusalem. The Norfolk and Norwich Festival was established in 1772, and has been a major event in the city since the mid-1990's. And I absolutely LOVE it. http://www.nnfestival.org.uk/ #nnf10 or #nnfestival on Twitter also, http://www.timetchells.com/ for the website of the guy behind the clown thing, which was astounding

A Domme's Work Is Never Done
Just got caught up with email on my yahoo, collarme, fetlife, myspace, alt, fubar, and facebook. I was way behind. Now it's time to work on my clips4sale store while on niteflirt and also finish preparing for my performance at the Texas Fetish Ball this Saturday. A Domme's work is never done. MISTRESS GENEVIEVE http://msgenevieve.com http://niteflirt.com/MistressGenevieve http://clips4sale.com/store/4083 http://zazzle.com/msgenevieve http://twitter.com/msgenevieve http://myspace.com/mistressgenevieve http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves

Poetry Feelings
I’m tired of being misunderstood, ... See More nerves are shot, weak – like old wood. I’m tired of being ill, no energy, can’t think, losing my skills. I’m tired of so-called friends, stabbing me in the back, again and again. I’m tired of trying to make things right, i give up – I surrender, no will to fight. I’m tired of seeing others in pain, raises frustration, drives me insane. I’m tired of not being able to cry, i’d melt away, nothing left inside. I’m tired because I can’t feel, walking in a daze – numb this can’t be real. I’m tired of being “strong,” i’m weak, i’m fragile, its gone on way to long. I don’t know what else to say, i’m hoping, i’m dreaming, i’m begging, i’m pleading, please, take this feeling away. Right now… I’m just tired…

A Domme's Work Is Never Done
Just got caught up with email on my yahoo, collarme, fetlife, myspace, alt and facebook. I was way behind. Now it's time to work on my clips4sale store while on niteflirt and also finish preparing for my performance at the Texas Fetish Ball this Saturday. A Domme's work is never done. MISTRESS GENEVIEVEmsgenevieve.com niteflirt.com/MistressGenevieve clips4sale.com/store/4083 zazzle.com/msgenevieve twitter.com/msgenevieve myspace.com/mistressgenevieve groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves

Masters Treat
It was Saturday and I was good all week so Master said I was going to get a treat tonight and I could not wait. When my Master got home that night I was waiting for him in the room on my knees. I listened as he did his normal thing while I staid where I was waiting for him to tell me my reward was going to be. "Well Kitty you where such a good girl that I told you that you where going to get a treat. Well I think I made you wait long enough so here is your surprise." He throw something to where it hit the floor right in front of me. When I saw that it was a new toy I knew what Master had in mind for the most part. "Be a good Kitty and get up and strip for Master before picking up your new toy and then get on the bed. Smiling I get up and do as he said, I slowly take off my close and then I picked up the toy before siding on the bed. I noticed then that my Master was only going to watch me while I use the toy on me. Blushing I look at my Master to see what I am to do first. "Now yo

Poof'n'stoof
Firstly, to those who I may win in Boops' auction (I'm not being presumptuous, just prepared): - If I haven't already mentioned to you, all my 'winnings' are to be given to Boops or, if I've used Hellyion as part of my bid, to her. - Be patient, it may take some time to get through - I'll take Boops up on her offer of making me a list of what I owe - please wait a few days before the emo blogs begin, k? - In terms of your winnings, I am negotiable; if you don't want what you have, or want it given to someone else, let me know. The exception to this is Imy; your 7 day pro-NZ blast message is non-negotiable. If you go the whole 7 days with a default pic of the pigtails/lollipop salute, I'll reward ya with something shiny (y) - Jasmine, you still owe me swearz. We'll negotiate. - Liverjuice, I may test your whore-willingness before I part out for the whole shebang. I know full well you will enjoy everybody knowing you have an HH and aren't using it. - I hope you all thanked Boops fo

Some Of My Personal Rules......
im writing this after seeing some more of what "us men" have been saying to the ladies here on fu. first of i will call all women a lady. one cause they have to put up with our asses and the things we say and/or do to them and second they deserve to be treated like they're worth something. us guys get pissed if another person says things we dont like but we treat the ladies like they are here to do nothing more than serve us and bare our children. come on are we really stuck in the dark ages??? im not going to lie i have my pet pevs. one of those is treating a lady like sh*t. i know there are some out there who like to be treated like that but thats their business not mine. respect shown is respect earned or at least thats how i was raised. if you really want to get techical about things we would not be here today if it wasnt for women. plainly put its the truth. if women told us men to take a flying leap the human race would come to an end. so come on guys lets start acting like the a

The Elf Who Was A Giant
As many may have heard, after news of his dire condition was misconstrued into several announcements of his passing yesterday, the inevitable did actually happen thereafter and by morning May 16, Ronnie James Dio, had actually passed away from complications resulting from his fight with stomach cancer. I know how bandwagoning these events can be on the internet, but I do feel compelled as a musician to say a few words, for someone that gave me so so many years of entertainment. I followed his career all the way back from his gig with Richie Blackmores Rainbow after the Deep Purple split, and subsequently got turned on the Elf LPs aside from that. By the time I was in high school, Ozzy had left Sabbath, and Dio filled the spot, thereafter launching the Heaven and Hell legacy. It was here that his presense really took root, and the music and songwriting better exploited his talent in both voice and his zest for theatrics. It was on this tour where I first got to see

5 17 2010 To My Friends :)
We strive to hope, to dream, to improve ourselves, and I must remind you my friend....I can not help you if I can not help myself, so give me the space to improve and you shall reap the rewards....suffocate me and you too shall fall, wealth is built on friendships, as friendships are not built on wealth ... JUST A THOUGT :)

The Beginning...
Ok, so I suppose I'm back on the weight loss wagon.... I'm down about 13 pounds at the time of this posting. It's not as much as I would like but I suppose that a loss is a loss... So this latest attempt was brought about as a result of some hurtful comments made by an ex of mine. He pulled the fat card to insult me in an online forum (not this one) and it really got to me. Don't get me wrong, I am not in denial about my weight and I readily admit that I am fat. It hurt coming from him, though, because he always reassured me that I was beautiful no matter how big I was. I know I shouldn't let him get to me... after all, he's a 30 year old manchild who still lives at home with his parents, has a job that barely pays over minimum wage, has no ambition, no balls, a tiny dick, and really has no room to talk when it comes to being overweight. Even though I have more than enough dirt that I could truly do some damage to his already pathetic life, I chose to move on rather than seek re

[clowns Will Most Certainly Eat Me.]
Still waiting on that hummer. Ugh. I even went to eat indian food... with other people around just so I could see the christian. *nods his head a couple times and drifts off* I really keep forgetting how hot that girl is. She's got this modest demeanor and this body that just -pops- on my eyes in all the right spots. and then I almost passed out on the table and died- but I made it about 50 minutes longer than I had expected. It made me ... very dissapointed in how things had turned out with her, oh ... and my life in general. I remember the last time I filled out a medical history clipboard, a lot of questions about the quality of life and the level of your weeeehappies. Maybe I should ammend those sections a bit from my typical answers. When was the last time I had someone kiss down my abdomen? And when was the last time I looked this good? ... Highschool? >> what? Pre-surgery I had more muscle mass. That was right around then. Damn pedos. Twenty five.Twenty fucking fiv

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Well as the founder of irish pride. I want to welcome everyone who has joined and who are wanting to join us. We look to the future for what we want to do to make it better for everyone to be in there. Not alot of people relize what we strive for and what our goals are. Thats why we ask everyone who is with us in this effort to make it available to everyone. to please help us get it out there in fubar to get people to come in and have fun with us. No they dont have to be irish to be in here with us. We welcome them all. We look at it this way we all have a little irish in us. So in the future we would like the help of posting bulletins of events and things. If we all work together in this and make an effort we can bring this to new hights on here. In the near future we will be having an auction for the lounge. Sometime in the next month. So if you want to be part of it let us know. so we can put it down and know how many people will be in it. We will have more info on it here in the

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So one of my best friends that I have known for like 12 years has decided to move.... I know it's selfish of me but I don't want her to leave..She's been my rock and myu sanity for so long that it's like now what do I do... She is closer to me then anyone inmy "family"...... I don't know what else to say other then without her I wouldn't have the bit of sanity that I do have right now.... I've always been the one to move away and she's always been here when I come back, and now she won't be here at all.... I feel like my heart is breaking..... I'll miss you Jennifoofoo more then you will ever possibly know!!!

Omg People Are So Stupid ... Some One Said "12am Monday Is Tuesday" Hahaha Wth Is Wrong With People 12 Am Mon Is 12 Am Mon The Min It Turns Mo
OMG PEOPLE ARE SO STUPID ... SOME ONE SAID "12am monday is tuesday" HAHAHA WTH IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE 12 AM MON IS 12 AM MON THE MIN IT TURNS MON FROM SUNDAY 11:59 HAHA i showed him this at the time to try to show them that it is monday ... and he still didnt get it THE OFFICAL USA EASTERN TIME IS : 12:31am Monday (EDT) - Time in New York, United States of America HAHAHA IM TRYING TO EXPLAIN THIS TO THEM AND THEY SAY .... "12am monday is tuesday" HAHAHHA WHAT ARE THEY THINKING GEEZits like new years .... stroke of 12 is new day new year ... we dont wait till the end of newyears day haha its end of new years eve till it hits 12 p-s if 12 am monday is tuesday where the hell did monday go ? bahahha ohhhhh and he also tried to say that centeral time is 2 hrs ahead of eastern haha .... gosh i hope they were drunk or something no one can be that dumb

Eidetic
eidetic\ahy-DET-ik\adjective; 1.Of, pertaining to, or constituting visual imagery vividly experienced and readily reproducible with great accuracy and in great detail. 2.Marked by or involving extraordinarily accurate and exacting recall especially of visual images.

Song List
If you have an ideas for additional songs for our wedding, comment on here Jimmy Buffet - Brown Eyed Girl Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day - Dear God - A Little Piece of Heaven Bruce Springsteen - I Wanna Marry You John Berry - Marry Me Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight - Tears in Heaven Proclaimers - 500 Miles The Beatles - All You Need is Love - She Loves You - And I Love Her - I Wanna Hold Your Hand - When I'm 64 Sonny & Cher - I Got You Babe Cher - Shoop Shoop David Bowie - As The World Falls Down Rammstein - Ohne Dich The Supremes - Someday Me First and the Gimmes - All My Lovin Pennywise - Stand By Me Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl Ronstadt/Neville - All My Life Michael Buble - Haven't

Paniolo 'o Ke Kai
I LONG TO BE-IN MY HOME BY THE SEA,I LIVE TO BE-A COWBOY OF THE SEA,WHEN I SLEEP-I DREAM OF BEING OUT ON THE OPEN SEA,WHEN I'M AWAKE-I CAN'T WAIT TO BE ON MY BOAT OUT ON THE SEA,AFTER A LONG DAY-I THANK HEAVENLY FATHER FOR MY SAFE DAY OUT ON THE SEA,IF YOU HAVE THE COURAGE AND ARE UP TO IT-COME JOIN THIS PANIOLO 'O KE KAI,THIS "COWBOY OF THE SEA"

Nsfw #4
(4dpuky) His shirt was off. His chest was against my back. His hands slid up my sides, under my shirt to cup my breasts. I had no bra on since I had been home all day cleaning. I was surprised when i felt his heat against me while I was putting dinner in the oven. I could feel his already hard cock pressed onto my ass. His body was so warm. He had been outside in the yard working. I didn't even hear him come in the house. I had been catching little glimpses of him while mowing the yard & trimming the hedges. I liked to see his shirtless form in cut off jean shorts, and work boots moving & flexing in the sunlight. He couldn't possibly have known he had actually been turning me on all day, yet somehow...maybe he did. His warm lips kissed my neck. God how I love that! I moved my hair out of the way so he had better access. I heard a quiet laugh, but he kept kissing. His mouth moved to the curve of my neck where it meets my shoulder. He started to nibble. Softley at first, then the bite

Problem Statment For A Class I Am Taking
Wr 123: Problem Statement14 May 2010 There are many wonderful new developments in technology from cell phones computers, televisions and video games. My interest is in the video games and the possible effects of video games on our children. Many parents and doctors have stated that video games can be addictive ,also cause our children to become more aggressive. Some people have used video games as defense in court. Many people are supportive of technology advancements yet reluctant to accept video games for these reasons. In order to see if video games can actually make a child addictive we will need to know what test or method of research is used and who it’s used on. We will also need to address why children like to play video games. Possibly even if video games interfere with our children’s scholastic achievements. I have read many interesting articles as well as interviewing video game playing families. An interesting thing I learned is that in surveys, tests,

Rest In Peace Ronnie James Dio
Metal Legend Ronnie James Dio Dead At 67 NEW YORK (AP) ― Click to enlarge 1 of 1 Frontman Ronnie James Dio of British heavy metal group 'Heaven and Hell' performs on stage during a concert in Oslo, on June 4, 2009. (File) Bendiksby, Terje/AFP/Getty Images Close numSlides of totalImages Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell. "Today my heart is broken, Wendy Dio wrote on the singer's site, adding he died at 7:45 a.m. "Many, many friends and family were able to say their private goodbyes before he peacefully passed away. "Ronnie knew how muc

Ronnie James Dio
Metal legend Ronnie James Dio dead at 67 AP, May 16, 2010 5:00 pm PDT By WAYNE PARRY, Associated Press Writer Wayne Parry, Associated Press Writer Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell. Metal legend Ronnie James Dio dead at 67 AP, May 16, 2010 5:00 pm PDT By WAYNE PARRY, Associated Press Writer Wayne Parry, Associated Press Writer Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that h

Good Day To You!
In certain cultures people greet each other with a little bow and their hands pressed together in a prayer position. This is meant to convey that one acknowledges the divinity in the other. In our culture we greet each other by shaking hands, a gesture meant to convey the cheery thought, "See? I'm not holding a weapon." Personally, I like the divinity "hi, how are ya" a lot better. In fact, sometimes I like to walk down the street and remind myself that each and every person I see is of divine origin and on a journey that is unique, profound, tragic, joyous and, to them, immensely important (airports are also good for this exercise). Now that's not to say that I don't often consider others as being mere speed bumps on my little drive through life. I just find that when I make the slightest effort to acknowledge that spark of divinity in the people I meet, I feel better. Life is less threatening. I feel safer. More inclined to being open and loving. More inclined to

What Holiday Pie Are You?
You Are Mince Pie You are misunderstood, but that's understandable. You're a pretty complicated person, and you aren't exactly what you seem. During the holidays, you tend to keep to yourself a fair amount. You need a lot of alone time in order to recharge. Your ideal holiday is quiet and calm. You don't want to be a total hermit, but you prefer to be surrounded by the people you are closest to. You believe that the holidays are sacred and to be cherished. You don't want to share them with just anyone. What Holiday Pie Are You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

The Tree Test
You Are Smart and Reflective You are a brilliant and independent thinker. Ideas are important to you. You need a lot of alone time to develop your theories and views. You are an introvert. You get along with anyone who likes to think and learn. You are never superficial. You spend a lot of time thinking about morality. You try to do what's right, even if most of society disagrees. The Tree Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

What Type Do You Fall For?
You Fall for the Rich and Powerful Type You're a pretty powerful type yourself, and it's natural that you're looking for your match. You think that a bit of a conflict and drama makes a relationship interesting. You like to butt heads a bit. You truly want to have it all in life, and you expect that your partner has similar goals. You think ambition is sexy. And part of what you want in life is a high status sweetie that you can show off to the world. You won't settle for anything but the best. What Type Do You Fall For? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Ronnie James Dio
Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell."Today my heart is broken," Wendy Dio wrote on the singer's site, adding he died at 7:45 a.m. "Many, many friends and family were able to say their private goodbyes before he peacefully passed away."Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all," Wendy Dio continued. "We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us ... Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever."The statement was confirmed by Los Angeles publicist Maureen O'Connor.Though he had recently undergone his seventh chemotherapy treatment, he was hopeful to perform again.

My Next Fu Girl
~~~~My New Fu woman~~~~ 1. I will add your name to mine 2. I will give you my 11's each day 3. I will give you a gift every day 4 Add you to my yahoo IM 5. Treat you like a princess as much as I can, I mean this is the internet. 6. Put you first on my friends and family ~~~All I ask is, just be open and honest with me..be around my age, and a sweet heart. Any takers??

The Horns Test
You Believe That You're Powerful You may not be the most courageous person, but you are able to get what you want from others. Whether you're manipulating, persuading, or inspiring, people just seem to want to follow you anywhere. You respect people who have more power than you. You know it's not easy to move up in the world. You have no respect for anyone who accepts his low position in life. There's no excuse for weakness. The Horns Test Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

What's Your Dance Style?
You Are Hip Hop Dancing You are uniquely talented and creative. And you defy labels. You tend to be influenced by many things and people. You are truly eclectic. You like to push yourself to be a little more daring and original every day. You aren't content with the status quo. You are always interested in what's new and amazing. What's Your Dance Style? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

True..
A friend will be there for you when things are good… but TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad. And just when it feels like you will never smile again, she can put a smile on your face with just a hug

Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 2
{DVA} Raven just KILLED tOuArEg and collected a bounty of $1,040,890,000, with $187,360,200 going to turf tax! {DVA} LOOK MA!!! just KILLED Ghost Rider and collected a bounty of $1,194,831,000, with $215,069,580 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED Mafia Ruiner Ex... and collected a bounty of $2,355,355,000, with $423,963,900 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED Schone Aber Tod... and collected a bounty of $2,393,602,000, with $430,848,360 going to turf tax! {DVA} LOOK MA!!! just KILLED {SS}Ralph and collected a bounty of $1,717,760,000, with $309,196,800 going to turf tax! {DVA} LOOK MA!!! just KILLED Bruno "The Trig... and collected a bounty of $1,734,169,000, with $312,150,420 going to turf tax! {DVA} Bed Bug just KILLED Lost and collected a bounty of $1,078,340,000, with $194,101,200 going to turf tax! {DVA} Bed Bugs just KILLED DEATH [CSI] and collected a bounty of $2,046,202,000, with $368

Relaxation
This is being posted for those of you who would like something soothing to listen to, either while you're perusing fubar, or simply relaxing at home. I have it on autoshuffle so you're not hearing the exact same thing every time you go to it. The playlist is pretty long, so I hope you all enjoy it! Please rate the blog, but do not leave comments, as I have to post the actual player in the comments for it to work right.

Behind The Tree Line
U were the small brightly colored bird that the boys incinerated their hearts a pone They loved u bitterly and called u a witch U wanted to belong to someone U found one but he tricked u And tore u like a sister’s doll in a mean brother’s hand And so u became the hurricane child Spewing glass shard, cat hard blood Chewing off your foot to get free I tracked the blood drops in through the snow and found u U didn’t fear me U saw it in me and I saw it in u And we safety our weapons Your were the wolf that stood by the edge my camp fire ever night I would call to u By you would come closer A few nights later it was very cold And the fire was very bright And we could see each other’s faces U saw it in me and I saw it in u And u came and sat next to me And warmed yourself We were together from then on And nothing could separate us The world lost its hold on us We won out against time and convention I would give u the map of where all the landm

Posttraumatic Stress Disorder ( Ptsd )
What does PTSD feel like?Many people feel grief-stricken, depressed, anxious, guilty and angry after a traumatic experience. As well as these understandable emotional reactions, there are three main types of symptoms:1. Flashbacks & nightmaresYou find yourself re-living the event, again and again. This can happen both as a 'flashback' in the day and as nightmares when you are asleep. These can be so realistic that it feels as though you are living through the experience all over again. You see it in your mind, but may also feel the emotions and physical sensations of what happened - fear, sweating, smells, sounds, pain. Ordinary things can trigger off flashbacks. For instance, if you had a car crash in the rain, a rainy day might start a flashback.2. Avoidance & numbingIt can be just too upsetting to re-live your experience over and over again. So you distract yourself. You keep your mind busy by losing yourself in a hobby, working very hard, or spending your time abso

Bret Michaels Does Oprah
Bret Michaels said he’s “lucky to be alive.” I would concur with that assessment of his medical trauma. To put this into perspective, Michaels had a massive brain hemorrhage a few months ago this year. What I know of brain hemorrhages is that the blood vessels rupture and bleed inside the brain slowly killing it. How he survived that incident is a medical miracle. He will be on Oprah’s show this month. For the story http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/15/bret-michaels-appear-oprah-plans-return-stage/ BlastFM is a constant stream of the most listenable music on the net. 24/7 just for you entertainment www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

A Smile
Today I promised a smile,And to her I will give.Forever to this beauty,My smile will live. To see her shine,Would make my day.This for her I will do,Let nothing stand in my way. For you can I make you smile,in turn you'll give me one.And forever,I'll try to give you one.

Random Songs To Describe My Life
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF 4 my town -birdman, drake , lil wayne, WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? mount sims - falling up HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Crossroads -Miss May I - tides. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? New found glory - Love and pain IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY Lady Gaga - monster WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? If you want it to be good girl, get yourself a bad boy - the backstreet boys (haha ironic.) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? New found glory - something i'd like to call personality. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Mindliess Self Indulgence - hail satan! WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT? Mindless Self Indulgence - Stupid motherfucker. WHAT IS 2 + 2? Gucci Mane - a lot WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? the littlest man band - happened again. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY

Barriers
I'm reading Stephen King's book "Under The Dome" I would read anything that man writes. If the objective of a writer is to take you into a world of their own creation, invite you to nibble at the tastes, touches, scents, sounds, and behaviors of entities of their own generation (power not chronological span) then he succeeds in all areas, all the time. What a gift it has been for me. People, places, and spaces I would never have envisioned lay spread before me in glorious detail. It makes me think. I can take his scenarios and place a different topographical map of my own more personal questions over the landscape and sometimes it helps me come to new understandings. I suppose a writer of words is like a singer of songs. They start with the raw material that God gifted them with, and put it out before the diverse population, who then takes it and combines it with their own images and something entirely different could be found. It's easy to recreate this phenonmenom. Just put the wron

Rules For Bombing
1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!! Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want you in the sb!!! 2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!! And I'm sorry, if your skin has no contrast and I have to hunt for your bomb folder, you will not be bombed period, no exceptions!! 3) Do not link your profile...link a bomb folder!!!! 4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!! I know this is a hard one to keep track of but it sucks when I have already bombed you and I get a message that says: "Hurry up! You've already bombed this person" 5) If I ask for autos only in sb....it means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!! I dont care how much you are willing to pay. Read the friggen status first. 6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont. If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!! I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing

Todays My Bday! Last Day Of Auction Zodiac Auction , (come Bid If U Havent (its For My Weekend Bday Bash!)
ZODIAC AUCTION , (COME BID IF U HAVENT (ITS FOR MY WEEKEND BDAY BASH!) plz make sure everyone does good on it )*IF UR IN IT TELL UR FRIENDS TO BID FOR U TODAYS MY BDAY! LAST DAY OF AUCTION http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=3687693&albumid=2061995&idx=0

Check This Out
Thought you might like this. Better get used to the Muslim President....... Military fly over deniedUnbelievable, isn't it!!! Everyone needs to see this. I foresee many flyovers by the Thunderbirds and Blue Angels will be canceled in the next three years also. Also demonstrations by the Golden Knights and our service bands. This guy OBAMA is out of control!!!Obama denied a military flyover at the annual "God and Country" rally in Idaho , where new military recruits were inducted and all militarywere honored. This is the first time in 42 years that there has not been a military flyover in formation, and organizers were stunned thatObama refused to allow this.When the lady organizing the event contacted the Pentagon to ask why this was not allowed, as it had occurred every year for 42 years, she wastold it was because of the event's "Christian nature."The video also mentions that when Obama made a recent speech, a cross and a Christian

Boulavard Of Broken Dreams
It's been a hard two weeks,things are so different and i don't understand.believing every word that you said, not listening to friends advise and words of caution.never thinking that what he says,it is all just empty promises and a lies.but things can change and the feelings can too,so i just hope that one day you become unglued.i lie here all night just whispering your name,thinking you might hear me, and fix all this pain.when you love someone you have to let them goit's going to be pain, it's going to hurt, this i know, but you just have to smile and give them the benefit of the doubtbecause one night they will miss you and realize a mistake is made.i've loved you since i met you, i always have and always will.so when you tell me how you feel, to you, my heart, i will spill.it's bundled up now and it's causing me grief.but what's a girl supposed to do, just sit there and believe?it was love at first site, and my feelings for you grew,i knew that if i was with you, to nobody else cou

Get Your Own Time Machine
Have you ever said to yourself: I wish I could go back ten years ago, I would Have taken better care of myself Started going to the gym do something that I wanted to do made a positive change in my life Well guess what? Today is that 10 years ago, and you didn't even have to go anywhere. Make those changes today and in ten years you can say "I'm glad I went back and told me to do those things.

Serene Sunday In 10 Minutes!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

La Times Report
- IF YOU CROSS THE U.S. BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET................................1 - A JOB,2 - A DRIVERS LICENSE,3 - SOCIAL SECURITY CARD,4 - WELFARE,5 - FOOD STAMPS,6 - CREDIT CARDS,7 - SUBSIDIZED RENT OR A LOAN TO BUY A HOUSE,8 - FREE EDUCATION,9 - FREE HEALTH CARE,10 - A LOBBYIST IN WASHINGTON,11 - BILLIONS OF DOLLARS WORTH OF PUBLIC DOCUMENTS PRINTED IN YOUR LANGUAGE,12 - AND THE RIGHT TO CARRY YOUR COUNTRY'S FLAG WHILE YOU PROTEST THAT YOU DON'T GET ENOUGH RESPECT.Fromthe L. A. Times1. 40% ofall workers in L. A. County ( L. A. County has 10.2 millionpeople) are working for cash and not paying taxes.This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants workingwithout a green card.2.) 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens.3.) 75...% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens.5.) Nearly 35% of all inmates in California detentioncenters are Mexican nationals here illegally.6.) Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County arel

Manhood
Does Crying When Something Bad Happens In Our Lives Make Us Less Of A Man Or Does It Make Us Stronger And Let Us Know That We Aren't Cold Hearted Bastards That Only Think About The Next Piece Of Ass We Can Get. Give Me Some Insight Write Me Back And Tell Me What You Think, Men & Women Both Feel Free To Answer?

While You....
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could talk softly to her ear. While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make you women cry there's a man stealing smiles frm her.....♥ Just so everyone knows i did not write this, i got it from a family member of mine and i related to it so i wanted to make sure i wouldnt forget it plus i wanted to share it wit everyone. thanks.

Watch Out
I'm sorry, so sorryI'm sorry, so sorryI'm sorry, so sorry"I'm sorry to sound so cold about this, but, what I needed to have is an experience with the person. Possess them in ways I wanted. I had to evict them from their human bodies."Watch out this Demoness will find youWatch out she could be right behind youWatch out she will bind and confine youI promise that I'll be the last one that you see as you bleedWatch out this Demoness will find youWatch out she could be right behind youWatch out she will bind and confine youI promise that I'll be the last one that you see as you bleedI'm back again stronger than ever and much deadlierDominating my victims, leaving corpses dismemberedYou'll never meet a bitch so sick, so wicked and vicious like meDeath is an art and I'm the artist painting this gory sceneI kill you sensuously, I take your soul as you bleedI touch myself, cum on my fingers as you still try to breathePlease, don't underestimate cause I'm a broadI'll leave you castrated and che

Needing Spotlight Donations
We need spotlight donations bad! I want us 2 get noticed more & keep on growning! Any amount will help! Whoever donates the most I will bling! Please help us out & help us grow! Thanks, SexyBiChris =)

Lyrical Genius
So this is a myspace blog from4 years ago that i can never find the only reason im putting it here is so i can find it haha read if ya want [my cheesy 20 yr old after thoughts behind the quotes amuse me. im such a fag] these always brighten my mod,,,, Current mood:whimsical (((((im bored so i think ill list thingz))))"bridges burn, people die, but real love is forever" "there will be no bawling! this is a christmas party, not a wedding" haha al bundy "and i think its going to be a long long time" stewie singing rocketman "he held my hand. at one point i looked down and couldnt tell whose fingers were whose. and that's when i knew" "knew what?" "magic" a conversation between annie and her mom in sleepless in seattle "i knew it the first time i touched her. it was like coming home. only to no home that i'd ever been" sam from sleepless in seattle talking about his ex wife "i dont believe in the democratic party or the liberal party. i just believe in parties

Code Of The Wolf
# INTEGRITYThis is the pinnacle of wolf values. If you cannot be true to yourself and face the fire of ignorant closed-minded opposition, then you are not completely free. If you compromise your integrity, you may be a chained dog, but not a true wolf. This does not mean that one should openly shout their differences; it simply means to stay true to yourself, and not sway when confronted by "popular" opposition. One cannot compromise any part of himself/herself for riches, popularity, or acceptance and still be 100% true. The greatest "sin" of a wolf is to sin against one's self.# INNER STRENGTHWithout inner strength, you can never truly follow your own path in life. Sheep mentality manifests in those who lack self-confidence. Lack of self-worth coerces these weak-minded sheeple into accepting a "mimic the majority" mentality (replicate what is safe, or "in season"). Weakness is the core of their "follow the leader" mentality. A wolf's mind is strong, swayed by reason, and personal obs

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You’re all I ever wanted All I never knew I needed You’re all I’ll never have And all I’ll ever crave Never good enough Always second place I can’t be the girl that I should be Can’t ever seem to be good enough for you Can’t ever seem to be good enough for anyone Not even enough to be the beautiful disaster Isn’t that the ironic part

Midnight Angel
It's dark.....It's late.... And you feel so alone. You're tired but you can't sleep; You lie there, listening to your pulse Race through your body As you wait for your midnight angel to appear. She's the one you love Yet won't have..... The one closest to you Yet a world apart.... You anxiously await her arrival each night In the dark sanctuary of your mind. One look into her dark eyes And you see her love for you...... One kiss from her sweet lips And you taste her passion for you..... One touch of her tiny hand And you feel a jolt in your very being..... A connection so strong Neither time nor space and pierce it..... A soul connection like you've never felt before-- And never will again. Think hard enough And you can smell her..... Think harder still And maybe you'll feel your midnight angel next to you Instead of her. Alas the sun rises and she must go, Back to the secret corner of your mind.... You try to pretend she's not there just to get through the day But the tiniest thing Br

When Is Enough Enough??
Read it or don't.It has been awhile since I bothered to even think about a bulletin here. After this, I don't know if I ever want to write another. The end is nigh.Fake profiles, fake pics, fake this, fake that. At the end of the day, who are WE to judge another? People creating their own deaths or illnesses online in order to get sympathy? It's real, that's very damn real!Where does it end, when do people collectively say enough is enough?? I understand that people are entitled to be informed when someone misrepresents who they are in order to gain real cash items online. Fraud is fraud, we all suffer in the end from it.But where do we draw the line in the sand, as people we are drawn to those that we can either relate to as person, or to what we are attracted to looks wise. At least I admit to that, I like a beautiful woman same as every other NORMAL male online. But looks are just that, photos are just that. It is what it is, if the person has no substance, are you going to continue

Just Me
I have discovered the blog, lol. A place to bitch and whine. I am simply down this weekend. There were moments of happiness and then I was let down again. I am at the point where I want to just give up, but that's not me. I am a fucking thinker, I could think for people if they wanted me to, lol. I feel like I'm just holding on too tightly and I feel like a fool. Someone once asked why such a pretty woman like me is single and I say cause I got a soul. And I feel too much. And I can't seem to find that guy who wants Carrie, just Carrie. Not tall blond chick, not Japanese goth chick, not tattooed chick, just me.

It Just Looked Like Fun
Blame Philemon. I know he got it from someone else, but it's his fault I saw the damned thing. ------------------------------------------------------------ Do you have any alcohol bottles in your room? Ummm yeah, I have some Mike's Hard Pomegranate in my mini-fridge Last person to text you? Shawn (h) Do you think you like anyone? Yeah, but I really should stop thinking so much... Who's the biggest whore you know? RL? Dirty Chris. But since none of you know him, I'll say online it would be.... hmmmm... I plead the 5th Do you prefer to be friends with boys or girls? Srsly? Neither. I prefer to be friends with men; most women I know are either too catty or I'm too prone to want to switch teams ;) Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? No, but I've fallen on a cop once when I was drunk... ahhhhh Senior Walk memories Had sex in a movie theater? Not really... in high school I got fingered a few times but that's as far as it got Has any one of your f

*facepalm*
They are making it way too easy now. I knew something was off when I read his status. He's asking for someone to bomb him and he has 35 pics...total. :/ He's still yammering on.. Suga Lips: Because I don't need dumbfucks on my list asking me to cam or asking if I wanna see their dick slyfox26: no i'm just trying to figure most of u ppl out that don't want to chat on messenger Suga Lips: it takes awhile,,and I don't think you'll ever get it, because you can't comprehend that I don't give it out slyfox26: when do u add some one to messenger Suga Lips: Uhhh are we not talking now? slyfox26: but how do u get to know ppl if u don't talk to them at all Suga Lips: That's not my point. In my about me, I clearly state I do not give out any messenger info Suga Lips: You do realize we're talking on here right now, right? slyfox26: and i'm not on it all the time Suga Lips: *sigh* slyfox26: i don't remember them all Suga Lips: In order

Good Boob Day! (stolen From Philemon)
Do you have any alcohol bottles in your room? Nope, haven't drank alcohol in a year and a half. I also know how to clean up after myself. Last person to text you? Lord Spinoza Do you think you like anyone? Duh. Who's the biggest whore you know? I don't know anyone who gets paid for sexual acts; I know a few sluts though. Do you prefer to be friends with boys or girls? Neither. I like grown ups. I get along better with men. Ever been so drunk someone else had to carry you? No one can lift my fat ass. Had sex in a movie theater? Given oral sex. Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry? Yes Do you hate anyone? Only one person. Do you straighten your hair often? No Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? I try to avoid conversations with people I hate. Want someone back in your life? Yes What type of bread did

She Walks
She walks along this lonely street no one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm ever present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she cannot quell Memories ne'er to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day

Posted In My Sb @ 8:43 On Sat May 15
Themanagerie: And for a woman to say all that in her profile and yet at same time show sexy cleavage and other teasing pictures in her albums certainly leaves me in a state of mind boggling confusion as to what the hell you do want and are up to on this site Themanagerie: No offence noOne, but there is restricted chat and too restricted chat in which holding a normal adult conversion is like i said quite impossible to do in the free world Themanagerie: I'm from England UK and the nicest girlfriend i ever had was from Tempologue Dublin 12 Themanagerie: WOW OMG with a profile of DONT'S like what you have got, it's quite impossible to have a normal and fun conversation with you it would seem

Vanity
I'm having a good boob day--they look awesome! (A little more awesome than normal :P.) You ever just have a good boob day? Umm men: maybe a good penis day or a good balls day? Like where you would fuck the hell out of yourself and then do. Where you pass by the mirror and wonder who that sexy pair of boobs (or penis or balls) are staring back at you. I wonder why I think of these things..really, I do.

The Silent Ranks
This is a Poem given to the wives deployment day. This is for all the Military Wives around the world. The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or armygreens, but I am in the military in the ranksrarely seen. I have no rank upon myshoulders. Salutes I do not give. But the military world is the place where I live. I'm not in the chain of command, orders Ido not get. But my husband is the one whodoes, this I cannot forget. I'm not the one whofires the weapons, who puts my life on the line. But my job is just as tough, I'm the onethat's left behind. My husband is a patriot, a brave andprideful man. The call to serve his country,not all can understand. Behind the lines I seethe things needed to keep this country free.My husband makes a sacrifice, and for love, so do we. I love the man I married. Our freedom is his life, but I stand among the silent ranksknown as The Military Wife.

Ha What Assholes
Taday I got to watch sum asshole on here acuse Red of lyin bout havin cancer.ask what her true relationship story is and say she lied about having her acct hacke. Fuck sum people will do anything to hurt someone else for no dam reason.I known that girl half my life, I have never caught her in a lie. It is no one on heres business as to her relationships, the people they involve know.She aint never said she has cancer.She IS sick though I been with her at docs so I know she aint lying about that.I guess I donno what it is about her that has these fukkers so fascinated that they try to pull this shit.But dam it makes them look fucking pathetic

A Spider Bit You Where?
Sometime or other everyone gets an insect bite. I’ve had bee stings, mosquito bites and a camping critter bites. Mostly I’ve been bitten on my limps. Here’s a guy vacationing in New Zealand that gets a spider bite in of all places on genitals. Not only was he bitten the spider is a poisonous type that can kill a person. Read the story http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,592893,00.html BlastFM does not bite. We play great rock music for your pleasure. We take a bite out of boredom www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Sex Novel
I kiss you ever so lightly as i run my fingers through your hair,and pull you closer with my other hand,whispering in your ear "you are more bueatiful then the heavens them selves!"I nibble on your ear as you sigh in relief,your body relaxes in my arm,so sweet n fragile.I gracefully lift you into my arms as our gaze of passion and lips lock in its own excstacy.I carry you to the bed as our pulses rise and our moods calm.I lay you on the bed and continue to kiss down your neck to your sholders,and caress your body ever so gently,along your rib cage to your hips,as i nuzzle a hardened pink nipple,and kiss to your belly button.Your breathing gets heavier as i unbutton and unzip your pants with my teeth,and slowly pull them down around your ankles,along with a trail of baby kisses on your thighs.I run my hands across your hips and up your stomach to your ample breast,and sit you up to slowly discard your shirt.I gently brush the hair from your face as you lay back down.I admire your bod

Zodiac Auction , (come Bid If U Havent (its For My Weekend Bday Bash!) Plz Make Sure Everyone Does Good On It )*if Ur In It Tell Ur Friends To Bid Fo
ZODIAC AUCTION , (COME BID IF U HAVENT (ITS FOR MY WEEKEND BDAY BASH!) plz make sure everyone does good on it )*IF UR IN IT TELL UR FRIENDS TO BID FOR U http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=3687693&albumid=2061995&idx=0

Creed - My Sacrifice
Hello my friend, we meet againIt's been awhile, where should we begin?Feels like foreverWithin my heart are memoriesOf perfect love that you gave to meOh, I remember When you are with me, I'm freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesMy sacrificeWe've seen our share of ups and downsOh how quickly life can turn aroundIn an instantIt feels so good to reuniteWithin yourself and within your mind Let's find peace thereWhen you are with me, I'm freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesMy sacrificeI just want to say hello againI just want to say hello againWhen you are with me I'm freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesCause when you are with me I am freeI'm careless, I believeAbove all the others we'll flyThis brings tears to my eyesMy sacrifice, My sacrificeI just want to say hello againI just want to say hello againMy sacrifice.

Fucked Up
ok so now i know i cant trust my family for shit... i no i need to leave them behind and never come back... ppl start shit and run the fuck away ..... and then theres those who claim to love u and promise to never leave u and they leave u they r fuckin assholes... ladies dont believe them bc they r playin u.... and those kind of ppl who u no that only care bout themselves and will hurt even their family u need te leave alone bc they will only hurt u....

You Tell Me...
So today I came to a sort of Fu-realization WTF is so important about points on here anyway? I mean don't get me wrong I liked the 2 boomerangs, 3 or so bombs, and the one Auto 11 I had, It's just not as easy as I thought it would be to try being a Fu-Hoar. I'm Just kinda tired of asking 25 to 30 people a day to sell me shit with Fubucks.Usually with no result. I've had a few offers of Boobs for stuff, but clearly I'm not gonna do that.So I'm sitting back wondering what to do with all the Fubucks bestowed upon me, I'm really leaning towards giving them back to who gave them too me.Keep enough to keep my friends spoiled with gifts. I'm Just bored with asking for people to sell me stuff, and frankly I think Fu-monies are useless. I have no Hoar experience. I'm totally not good at it. and nobody is gonna see my tata's !! Gonna be cleaning my friends list soon too. My bartab has STD's LOL!!

Short Stories:choices
Michael and Michelle Weston had been married for almost twenty years the only kids they had were Michael's brothers kids. They doted on those kids until they were stationed in North Carolina and the kids were still in Georgia where their father was stationed.Michael was due to retire from the Army as a Master Sergeant and North Carolina was his last duty station before getting out. As Michelle had begun getting, sick and needed him home to care for her He was in a hurry to retire. Her heart was failing and she was just hanging on as his retirement finally came down the pipe. http://www.helium.com/items/1828690-short-storieschoices

I Harbor
i harbor no desire to tell of my childhood not because it represented me as a victim of everlasting humiliation or presented pain but because i am no longer actively part of it..... i have this massive conviction of mind that some great event has taken place to forever change the coarse of my life and it stands clearly altered before me..... with the result that everything that has happened is now unimportant to awaken tomorrow to cross a huge bridge built at great height to lead me where life does..... not because i choose to live there but because my life has transpired there without consent, without me having previous knowledge, lead by forces not for me to judge..... what does it matter what transpired already, fate asks? yesterday was but a day that is forever lost, a time of no matter for me great things are yet to have become.....

Don't Try To Out Smart Your Dad
A teenage boy had just passed his driving test and inquired of hisfather as to when they could discuss his use of the car.His father said he'd make a deal with his son:'You bring your grades up from a C to a B average, study your Bible alittle, and get your hair cut. Then we'll talk about the car.'The boy thought about that for a moment, decided he'd settle for theoffer, and they agreed on it.After about six weeks his father said, 'Son, you'vebrought your grades up and I've observed that you have been studyingyour Bible, but I'm disappointed you haven't had your hair cut.The boy said, 'You know, Dad, I've been thinking about that, and I'venoticed in my studies of the Bible that Samson hadlong hair, John the Baptist had long hair, Moses had long hair...andthere's even strong evidence that Jesus had long hair.' To this his father replied, 'Did you also notice they walkedeverywhere they went?'

Not Kool, Alright Or Anything
this is for all the fuckers out there who think its kool or because your tough to hit a woman. if you cock suckers think you're so tough and kool because you hit women then ive got a challenge for you. why dont you step in the ring with an mma (mixed martial arts) fighter and get your ass handed to you by one of them. its not kool and its sure as hell shows weak you really are. to pick on a woman goes against every bone in my body and then some. to see pix of women who have been hit makes me sick to my stomach cause a boy trys to act like a tough man. you're not a man when you lay hands on a female. you're a man by not hitting them regardless of what they do to piss you off. ive been hit twice by my ex and i showed that i was the bigger person by not hitting her. my mother used to work for a prison so i know how to defend myself so dont go thinking that im weak. the third time my ex tried to hit me i put her in a restraining arm bar just like a cop would have done and i was going to ca

Update On My Grandma
Well my grandmother fell and broke BOTH femurs (you know the hardest bone in your body-thigh bones). Initially they didnt want to do surgery. Too risky-she willl be 80 on monday, is skin and bones. like 5'7 and maybe 78lbs. so no immune system & she has no muscle/fat on her. they couldnt even get enough blood out of her to check her sugars. so they decided to try the surgery rather than just let her die. they ended up putting 80 pins into her legs. but the docs said if an infection doesnt kill her, the healing just may. if she heals. so now we sit and wait. I guess the hardest part is I never had a good relationship with her. she was always quite mean and cruel throuh my entire life. she is old school german-cold hearted and almost totally emotionless. so the guilt has been eating me. I did go and pretty much force her in the most gentle way to see me. so I could tell her that I DO love her and that I hope she is able to recover from her injuries. And if there was anything I co

What Is Irish Pride
Many people ask me. Why Irish Pride ? Why on fubar? What is Irish Pride ? Do I have to be irish to be in here. Well i will answer each question here. WHY IRISH PRIDE and What Is Irish Pride Irish Pride is simple known as people who love there heritage that are irish, Most of them love to come together with other people with similar interest and share their love for the irish heritage and culture and mainly to have fun. We try to adopt it to make it accessible everywhere we are at. So simply its just for everyone who wants to be part of it. Why on Fubar Well at first we didnt know how it would go opening one here but we notice there is alot of irish people who like to party irish style and want to learn about the heritage. Besides why not fubar? Do you have to be irish to be part of the lounge? No you dont all are welcome to come and join us and have fun. We love people and we want to share it with the world. Just please come in and be respectful of it thats all we ask. We welc

Dryer Died-it's A Good Thing
Our dryer has been on its last legs for a while and finally died about a month and a half ago. Since hubby's salary has been cut by 20% and his job is iffy we havent replaced it. I've been using a drying rack and an outdoor clothesline. Ut oh. I've discovered that I like carrying the clothes outside. It's a little exercise that gets me off my ass, the clothes smell great, and my electric bill has gone down about $100.

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I know not what I doIn the silence of the nightI know not who I seeWith my eyes shut so tightI know not this name I screamSilently in my mindI know not this nightmareThat I try to findI know not of this darknessThat overtakes it allI know not of the illusionsI make up every time I fallI know not of tomorrowThat the sun will bringI know not of the life forceFrom whence ones veins do singI know not of these wordsThat show imperfectly before thine eyesI know not of the madnessThat the mind attempts to disguiseI know not who I am Or where I will beI know not what I doI know not what I see

A Real Man Never Hits A Woman
Twelve years ago … Jeremiah 45 May 15 Video on the Bible and “Jesus” 9805.15 And seekest thou great things for thyself? Seek them not: for, behold, I will bring evil upon all flesh, saith the LORD: but thy life will I give unto thee for a prey in all places whither thou goest. 6 But know that the LORD hath set apart him that is godly for himself: the LORD will hear when I call unto him. Psalm 4:3

What Type Of Berry Are You?
You Are a Blackberry On the one hand, you can be a bit rebellious and even somewhat naughty. You live large and refuse to do what you're told. On the other hand, you're quite sweet and even a bit sensitive. Those who know you well know that you can be fragile. Some people may be intimidated by you, but just as many people are drawn to you. You have a sparkling personality. You are confident in your uniqueness. You've never quite fit in, and you're good with that. You enjoy being one of a kind. What Type of Berry Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

How Do You Feel About The World?
You Are Sympathetic Toward the World You are a very kindhearted person, and you are definitely concerned about the world. At times, you feel like you have to take a break from caring... you get overwhelmed by your emotions. You may not do the most charity work, but it doesn't mean you don't notice all of the problems around you. Just continue to do what you can. Our planet needs more people like you - that's for sure. How Do You Feel About the World? Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

The Retro Pattern Test
You Are Charming You are a very glamorous person. You are naturally stylish and chic. You have an elegance to you, even when you are keeping things totally casual. You are enchanting. There's something about you that makes you stand out in a room. People may be surprised to learn that you're very down to earth - and even a bit of a romantic. The Retro Pattern Test Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

The Breakfast Test
You Are an Interesting Breakfast You are a total non-conformist. You enjoy being different, and you appreciate eccentric people. You are sort of a weirdo, and that's totally fine with you. You are much more open minded and free spirited than most people. You are much more sophisticated than you let on. You don't like to brag about where you've been and what you know. You are a worldly person with worldly tastes. And if something hasn't crossed your path yet, it's likely you're dying to try it. The Breakfast Test Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

The Happy Smiley Test
You Are Energetic You may seem scattered to those around you, but there is a method to your madness. You are good at juggling many balls in the air. You definitely know how to multitask. You are driven and motivated. You crave success, and you always follow your dreams. You make responsible decisions, and you can be counted on in a crisis. You have your head screwed on straight. The Happy Smiley Test Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

The Swimming Test
You Are a Very Lucky Person You are cautious and slow to act. It takes you a long time to get used to ideas. You are happiest when you have an obstacle to overcome. You need to be challenged. You are hardworking and industrious. You try to think about the long term impact of your decisions. You are a quick moving person. You get through things as efficiently as possible, though you occasionally cut corners. The Swimming Pool Test Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

The Movie Theatre
You Are Imaginative and Idealistic You are popular and well liked. You know how to please a crowd and work a room. You tend to go to your friends for advice and opinions. You value what your friends have to say. You have a realistic take on life. You see things as they are, and you don't worry about how things should be. Spending time alone makes you a little nostalgic. You tend to think about the past a lot when you're alone. The Movie Theater Test Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

What's Your Life's Challenge?
Your Life's Challenge is Being Dramatic You are a colorful and flamboyant person. Your emotions run high, and you're passionate about almost everything. You are very expressive, and you never fail to say what's on your mind. You are intense and driven. Unsurprisingly, your passion can sometimes turn into moodiness. You can be a bit unpredictable. If you just thought before you spoke, you might regret less in your life. And that's something worth biting your tongue for! What's Your Life's Challenge? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

The Paris Test
You Are Content Some people may consider you to be a bit too boring, but you find comfort in routine. You are a naturally curious person. You are truly interested in how the world works. You have a few friends that you feel really bonded to you. You prefer very close friendships. Expression and art recharge you. You feel best when you are able to make something. The Paris Test Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

What's Your Personality Like?
You Are the Honest One You are very open and honest. You have nothing to hide, and you have no problem telling very personal stories. You may give people a little too much information, but you figure that's their problem, not yours. You don't always tell others what you think of them, but if they ask you, you'll tell them the real deal. People either love you or hate you, and you're okay with that. You just want to know how they really feel. What's Your Personality Like? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding