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Just Stay
Just Stay A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man.She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened.Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement.The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital...the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night st

Struggles
Our lives struggles take a toll,And down to our feet we go.We raise ourselves up,And take new knowledge we now know. For you my friend,my hand will be there,Through all and any of lifes trials.My shoulder I will offer you,And forever welcome your smiles. Please come to me,no matter what mood,And I will always be a friend to you.Hoping I will make you smile,And never again feel blue.

Next Survivor Series
THE NEXT SURVIVORSERIES Six married men will be dropped on an island with one car and 3 kids each for six weeks. Each kid will play two sports and take either music or dance classes. There is no fast food.Each man must take care of his 3 kids; keep his assigned house clean, correct all homework, complete science projects, cook, do laundry, and pay a list of 'pretend' bills with not enough money. In addition, each man will have to budget enough money for groceries each week. Each man must remember the birthdays of all their friends and relatives, and send cards out on time--no emailing

Important Information Regarding *on The Road* Dangers
Some knew about the red light on cars, but not the *112.. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *112 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind her. One policeman went to her side and the others surrounded the car behind

Updated Chat Functionality Today! Here's A Preview..
We're updating the styling and functionality of the existing Chat box in the top center of every page. Here's how it'll look: The biggest changes are new chat messages will show up at the bottom of the box, instead of the top. Also, the text area to reply to someone to be rite below their name after clicking on the 'reply' icon/link next to the message. We're also adding a larger 'pop out' version of the Chat area. You'll be able to pop-out your chat box, and close the rest of your fubar windows (if you want) that way you can chat with your homies from the office without The Man holding you down. Here's how that page will look: We're planning to turn this on in a few hours, probably around 1 or 2PM PST. Thoughts and feedback are welcomed! Cheers, -mike

Bling Whores And Life
I suppose since I started the title out of this blog with bling whores, I'll start there first. And I start with this; LOL I make my own money, thank you. And if I get bling packs from others, they aren't free. I pay fubux. I don't get naked. I don't twirk shit on cam. Nothing. The most I've ever done for bling packs, was a topless salute. And I've got great boobs and I have no problem showing them off. That's the most you'll ever find on me. There are some days depending on my mood that I get very frusterated with fu and take things too seriously. But a lot of the time, especially anymore, I can't help but laugh. I'm sorry that when I have time to be here, I'm a rating fool. Just because you're getting bigger bling from some idiot on here, and I rate him, doesn't make ME a bling whore or chaser. Did I SB them? NO. Did I PM them? NO. Did I leave some sweet, suck up comment on their status? NO. Did I ASK them for bling? NO! Get the fuck over yourself. Seriously. You dont own him and

Well Holy Sh!t My 1st Luv/heartbreak Contacted Me Today
well holy sh!t My 1st Luv/heartbreak contacted me today , he totally ripped out my heart left me so manytimes in worst ways,hell even gave away my bunny to another chick lol i gave him everything from paying all bills, selling everything i had,car, etc etc ... stupid i know but i was 18 and dumb ! anyhow he contacts me today and mentions how I broke him how he couldnt even date again for 2 years and hes dead serons he all like i loved u like alot and you ripped me apart ITs just ironic i suppose how when someones hurting u u dont relize what ur doing to them too I suppose in alot of first love/heartbrakes in young love u both hurt each other alot and not realize it I remeber so much about him till this day i guess i always will and seems he remember even more about me .... I mean were done forever we been for years now.... We are friends tho and will always be.... which for most is hard o do after that so yer all im basically saying is im shocked to find out today how bad i hu

I Love It Here
At home I mean, I do love travelling but sometimes it can make you mental. The journey from Nottingham back to Glasgow was a strain, the bus trundling through the East Midlands was hot as hell and with no air-con made me heave and the bloody charges for a suitcase by British Midlands was enough to make me want to walk back! But it's good to be back, my own house, my TV all recorded and saved made me smile. I don't think anyone watches the telly randomly anymore, who wants to sit through adverts? Not me. I haven't seen an ad in yonks now. Everything I watch is recorded and played with a speedy button to skip through the adverts, and is it just me but when the adverts do come on they are LOUD as hell? When did that start happening, I heard it when I went to the loo and the left the programme running, I was in the right place to get a fright that's for sure. It's the same with my favourite music site Spotify, I play it and when adverts come on I simply push the headphones in un

Need A Little Help...
currently composing a blog regarding a squirting contest. it will involve different FUs to squirt and knock out a candle flame. Gallo will be the holder of the candle stick with his mouth. i do expect that hot wax will some how burn him immensely. Dud, and his small peen, will be the 2 judges. in case of a tie, George will be asked to to break the deadlock. The current contestants are: Reeka Boops Passions Helly Wicked Witchie I have some ideas on how to play this out but am needing all your demented minds to help me formulate this properly.

Haunted By Yesterday's Memories
Haunted by the past lost .. confused alone in a room .. the dark tries to creep in more and more the heart is haunted .. maybe even broken .. shall it look for love ? or shall it heal? it would be wonderful if it could forgive and forget .. but yet the heart would still bleed , the tears would still fall constantly soaking the pillow , as i move around in the room , the space seems smaller and smaller the pain greater and greater as i try to overcome the grief .. the memory of yesterdays past... its thier in the shadows .. like a erie presence .. the ghost of yesterday .. i try to open to the window to let the air in i feel like i'm suffocating with of the intensity .. the ghost is there , watching, waiting i try to scream let it all out , but not a sound comes out , just like in my worst nightmare . i shiver with fear and my heart pounds faster and faster as if it will explode .. then .. i look out into the darkness again .. i see a glimmer of hope , some light has crept in from s

Hey, Congress, It's The Spending, Stupid!
As the gears of government grind metal to metal, most citizens are worried about our economic engine seizing disastously but most legislators take a "politics as usual" and "What, Me Worry" attitude. IT"S THE SPENDING, STUPID! In Greece, government bribes of voters out of the National Treasury means that hairdressers and many others can retire with full pensions at age 50. An era of more and more generous benefits, pay and policies funded out of taxpayer pockets now threatens the future of Greece and the entire European union and many have rightly asked, "are we next?" When politicians find that the shortest route to re-election is spending taxpayer's money on special interests' organized votes, government worker unions and pork barrel projects, even wealthy nations risk economic palsy that can cripple any chance at a healthy future. Since when did 'public service" mean a better life for government workers than those hardworking Americans who pay the bills? In hometowns across th

Weekend Getaway
WEEKEND GETAWAYBy Steven PardoeFriday 5:00pm finally came. Kristi worked more overtime this past week than she had all of last year, helping the law firm she worked for prepare for a huge case. With a sigh that flipped the lock of blonde hair dangling in her face upward, she pushed back her chair and grabbed her briefcase from under the desk. Opening the case to put what was left of a fruit salad in Tupperware, she saw an envelope lying on top with her name scribbled across the front. The envelope itself caught her attention; vanilla in color with twin palm trees in the top left corner. She reached down to see what is as her eyebrows lifted up in curiosity. Sliding her French manicured fingernail along the sealed edge, she pulled out a plane ticket and a note. The note simply said, “Thanks for a job well done; everything is taken care of…… enjoy!” The plane ticket was to a five star resort in Jamaica, and it left in an hour!As the jet descended out of the bill

Initial Blog
I saw this one of my internet friends header pages.Apparently somebody did something to piss her off. DON'T ASK FOR HELP IF YOU CAN EVEN SMILE & SAY THANK YOU...GROW SOME FUCKIN MANNERS!!So I wonder what would fucking manners be. I jotted down a few things, I am open toadditional thoughts and comments . Like I said it has been a long time since I rocked and rolled. :-D Fucking Manners,1. at least buy or make dinner for the woman. 2. Wine or drinks are optional depending her taste.3. Foreplay is not an option 4. Clits are delicious and need to be licked hard and often. 5. Blowjobs are to be enjoyed not critiqued. 6. let the woman get hers first and often. 7. anal sex is her choice. 8. Get a luke warm wash cloth if she needs to clean up, not a one extremely hot or extremely cold. 9. Give her a warning before you come, especially when she is giving head.10. Cuddling is a nice afterthought and if you did your job well, might lead to some recovery sex.11. Ass Slapping

In A Dire Economy, Some Kill To Make Ends Meet
Navy Seaman SimpleSailor Human Interest Features HUNTING It was 6:30 a.m., Navy Senior Chief Petty Officer Todd P. Cichonowicz the Public Affairs Department Non-Commissioned Officer in Charge at the Defense Information School at Fort Meade, Md. was 17 years old and it was the first day of deer season. He and his father knew that deer liked to eat the vegetation from trees that were knocked down by logging and they knew just were to find such trees. Cichonowicz had just found a spot on a broken down tree next to a set of fresh tracks. It’s not long before he falls asleep while waiting for his prey. His eyes snapped open as the squirrel barks wildly on his shoulder. Thinking whatever potential prey was in the area would have heard that and left he put his head back down on the tree and continued his nap. Before long the snap of a twig sounded out and when he opened his eyes to see a spike horn buck walking right by that hadn’t

Mother
Yesterday was really hard on me not that the date was the 25 of May, it holds some very speciali meaning as well. May 25, 1964, will live as a date that changed my life forever , because on that date I lost my mother in an automobile accident , a careless act in my opinion , the sad thing is I never even knew my mother because I was only 10 months old at the time . people have told me not to dwell on it but its kind of hard when a person gives you life and then 10 months later is taken from you , all a person to do other than question was I the cause of all of this . The wreck had taken alot ofrom me but it had also given me alot

Debating On Goodbye.
I dinna know how else ta put it.I'm strongly considering selling the computer and giving up entirely on the online thing.I would appreciate your thoughts.My number is (814)467-4031 should you wish to talk, ask for me, Scott.Thanks.You've all been great.

Mastadon
Flew beyond the sun before it was timeBurning all the gold that held me inside my shellWaiting for you to pull me back inI almost sat the world in my sightsClose, low bright eyes fadingFaster than stars fallingHow can I tell you I failed?Tell you I failedFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost in oblivionI tried to bore a hole into the groundBreaking all the fingers and the nails from my handThe eyes of the child see no wrongIgnorant bliss inClose, low bright eyes fadingFaster than stars fallingHow can I tell you I failed?Tell you I failedFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lostFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost in oblivionFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lostFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost i

Need Drinks From New Members
New Members, I was hoping you could do me a favor and send these two gentlemen drinks, http://www.fubar.com/user/1950231http://www.fubar.com/user/1262846I really appreciate it ;)thank you hugs and kisses

Juggalos And Juggalettes Looking For A Place To Call Home!
Are you feeling like you haven't found the people that you connect with? Do you love the carnival? Do you love a group of misfits that will accept any person alive? Then find your way to http://www.fubar.com/lounge/backstagepassradio. We are a band of outcasts that live for the hatchet! We die with the hatchet! We are Juggalos and we're not like some biggot...we accept all people of all walks of life! We just want you to have fun and have respect to others!

Threads Of Sanity
The threads of sanity start to shred with the absence of need and comfort within. Time starts to bend , twist and contort into something sick and demented. Happy thoughts no longer hold me in joyous sway as my world starts to slowly crumble and faulter all around me. I know I am loved and special to some but most of them never speak those words to me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home when the repetitiveness starts to overtake me everyday. I want to whisper in his ear care and need him so very much that it hurts but the other part of me screams in defiance that I am a fool if I do. Maybe I will just wait and see if things will change of their own accord, keeping me from going insane.

Within Temptation~ What Have You Done
Would you mind if I hurt you Understand that I need to Wish that I had other choices Than to harm the one I love What have you done now I know I'd better stop trying You know that there's no denying I won't show mercy on you now I know I should stop believing I know that there's no retrieving It's over now What have you done What have you done now I, I've been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away What have you done now Why, Why does fate make us suffer There's a curse between us Between me and you What have you done x4 What have you done now What have you done x4 What have you done now Would you mind if I killed you Would you mind if I tried to Cause you have turned into my worst enemy You carry hate that I feel It's over now What have you done What have you done now I, I've been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away What have you done now Why, Why does fate make us suffer There's a curse bet

Quotes
How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough. Should I sm

Ww Ii Battleship Sailor Tells Obama To Shape Up Or Ship Out!
WW II Battleship sailor tells Obama to shape up or ship out! This venerable and much honored WW II vet is well known in Hawaii for his seventy-plus years of service to patriotic organizations and causes all over the country. A humble man without a political bone in his body, he has never spoken out before about a government official, until now. He dictated this letter to a friend, signed it and mailed it to the president. Dear President Obama, My name is Harold Estes, approaching 95 on December 13 of this year. People meeting me for the first time don't believe my age because I remain wrinkle free and pretty much mentally alert. I enlisted in the U.S. Navy in 1934 and served proudly before, during and after WW II retiring as a Master Chief Bos'n Mate. Now I live in a "rest home" located on the western end of Pearl Harbor , allowing me to keep alive the memories of 23 years of service to my country. One of the benefits of my age, perhaps the only

Lost.
so there i was, holding the phone in a 3 way conversation with my friend roy, and his gf nicole. and here i am, telling him that his gf can no longer take this. his depressive mood. his yearning to die. she can't take the threats of him killing himself. doing harm to himself. i've become the middle man between 2 torn lovers. and his response is, what the fuck dee? why are you telling me this instead of her? i tell him, roy, i'm doing this as a favor, and because she just can't do it anymore. not after this little stunt you pulled on her. on us. we all thought you were dead. bullshit, he says. i can go anywhere i want, he says. she's your gf man, i say. so then, he raises his voice, and asks, why are you there in our place alone with her? what the fuck is going on? i tell him, you know, you must really be fucked up in the head to take this there. i've been your friend all this time, and you're accusing me of betraying you that way? he says, how do i know i can tru

Irreversable Damage....
The oil rig explosion and subsequent oil leak, which has been leaking for over a month now, has completely destroyed the Louisiana Gulf Coast Line. Our barrier islands, which were our main line of defense against hurricanes and have been suffering from errosion even before the oil leak, are saturated with thick oil, and the vegetation (grass, etc...) is all completely dead. The oil has penetrated our National Wildlife Reserve. Thus far, the "official" reports sight at least 1 dead dolphin, over 2 dozen dead brown pelicans, at least a dozen sea turtles and thousands of fish, jellyfish and other marine life have also died. Dozens of other birds and wildlife are being cleaned and treated for oil and toxic chemical dispersant exposure. SHAMELESSLY, British Petroleum has made 4 attempts to stop the leak and none of them were successful. At a time when the economy in our region is just starting to recover from Hurricanes Katrina, Gustav and Ike, we have now been dealt a T

Korea, North Korea Announced Eight Measures On The Inter-korean Relations Freeze
May 24, North Korean soldiers in Seoul South Korea - North Korean military demarcation line near the Yang-gun on duty within a post. Outpost set up a tweeter for the DPRK to conduct cross-border propaganda. Xinhua / AFP Xinhua Pyongyang, May 25 (Xinhua Zhao Yao Simon Development) Committee on the peaceful reunification of Korea 25, a spokesman for a speech in Pyongyang, South Korea announced eight measures, said it would freeze from now on inter-Korean relations, abolition of North Korea Korean non-aggression pact, a full cessation of inter-Korean co-operation.

Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty) (essay Part 4)
On a different note, the following argument against the death penalty can also be made: “Ok so my opinion...seeing everyone is putting one out there. I personally do not believe in the death penalty. This is for multiple reasons. First of which being the whole, “wait they are innocent” deal. But also my biggest reason is because the death sentence just kills them and it’s over. Usually there is no suffering involved. The only people who really suffer are the ones that cared about them. I think we should make the evil bastards sit the rest of their life rotting in jail or prison. Make them suffer the rest of their lives. That should teach them more a lesson. Look at suicide bombers...they don't care if they die as long as they kill someone else. What is these psychopaths are the same way...I say we make them live the rest of their lives thinking about what they done and suffering for it. Put them in a tiny cell with crappy food and no one to talk to. Take away

Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty) (essay Part 3)
As part of my research for this paper, I conducted a public opinion poll regarding capital punishment. The overall question was “Do you support capital punishment, or are you against it, and why?” The reasoning behind the poll was that I wanted to get the opinions of a random sampling of Americans from all walks of life. I used a social networking site that guarantees me all of 4 constants amongst all the respondents: They all have internet access, they all have a fubar account, they all are over 18, and they all happened to come across and comment on the poll. Other than that, these people are from all walks of life. There are law enforcement officers and convicts; doctors and welfare recipients; grandparents and single mothers; teachers and students; democrats and republicans. Male, female, religious, atheistic, liberal and conservative, they responded. They voted to give me their overall opinion, with the results at the end totaling 839 votes, with 73.5% (

Love
"Love the ones you have and forget the ones you've lost." No truer words have been spoken. We all search for the one person in our lives that completes us. The one person, who when put next to us, makes us feel whole. Some of us find that person early on in life, and some do not find that person at all. Life is not about finding a utopian existance because no matter how hard we strive for one, the human heart can never be wholey satisfied. We will always strive for something newer, something better becaused we are conditioned to always want more. One of the biggest things a person looks for in life is love. We go through life thinking to ourselves "This is the one. I finally found it." In most circumstances we find ourselves mistaken. The experiance of heart break is not something we wish to go through. However, many of us find we find ourselves in this situation more than we would have ever wished to be. Some people let their bad experiences with love jade their views on potentia

Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty) (essay Part 2)
In addition to utilitarianism, we must also look at Capital Punishment from a natural law point of view. We cannot justifiably examine such a serious topic from only one face of the matter. Utilitarianism seeks it out based on the consequences, not the means. However, natural law looks at it from a completely different perspective. St. Thomas Aquinas gives an explanation of the need and legitimate use of capital punishment from a natural law point of view as follows: "Now every part is directed to the whole, as imperfect to perfect, wherefore every part is naturally for the sake of the whole. For this reason we observe that if the health of the whole body demands the excision of a member, through its being decayed or infectious to the other members, it will both praiseworthy an advantageous to have it cut out of the body. Now every individual person is compared to the whole community, on account of some sin, it is praiseworthy and advantageous that he be executed

Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty) (essay Part 1)
Legal vs. Illegal Murder (An argument for the Death Penalty) Although opponents of capital punishment believe it is counter-productive, hypocritical, immoral, and ineffective, history has proven time and again that this is a cost-effective, ethically sound deterrent of future murders, crimes against humanity, and more. Capital punishment is the legal execution by the state of criminals who have been convicted of heinous crimes, such as murder, rape of a child, and treason. It has been called Legal Murder, the Death Penalty, Execution, the Death Sentence, and more. It has been legalized, banned, and legalized again many times over. In the United States, there is no unanimous agreement amongst state governments concerning the application of the death penalty. "As of April 1, 2008, the Death Penalty was authorized by 37 states, the Federal Government, and the U.S. Military. Those jurisdictions without the Death Penalty include 13 states and the District of Columbia. (Alaska, Ha

Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty)
I guess I should open this up with an explanation of where everything stems from. This semester, I took Philosophy Ethics (Understanding Right and Wrong). We have debated everything from ecology to racism to abortion to capital punishment. As the semester was getting closer to being over, I chose Capital Punishment as my topic for my final paper. I made this decision over a month ago. At the time, a friend of mine was trying to get her 1,000 vote mumm. Considering I was already studying the death Penalty, I decided to write her mumm for her based on Capital Punishment and Lethal Injection. Although she did not get her 1,000 votes, the mumm was surprisingly successful with the mummers, who generally detest the mumms of the point whores. After days of debate, argument, and highly intelligent conversation, the mumm finally wound down, and things lay dormant. Now I have revisited that mumm to gather my thoughts on the paper I must write. Although I am keeping my quotes from t

My Thoughts
you wont be her first,her last, or her only.she has loved before,she will love again but if she loves you now what else matters? shes not perfect,and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect but if she makes you laugh,at least once causes you to think twice,and admits to being human, and making mistakes... hold onto her, and give her all youve got. she is not going to quote poetry,she is not going to be thinking about you every moment,but she will give you a part of her, that she knows you can break dont hurt her, dont change her,dont expect too much from her,smile when she makes you happy,cry when she makes you sad and miss her when shes not there....

Just Trying To Get It All Out
Have you ever been hurt so bad that you didnt think that the pain would ever end? I have. Im only writing this out so I can get all my thoughts out in one Place. Im one of the few people in the world that takes a long time to love some one. But I love hard and that Love runs deep when it happens. The problem with that is that loveing that hard your bound to get hurt, and wounds that deep dont heal. Giveing some one that much of yourself is a Risk, always is. and the pain is greater. when you Love like that you never expect them to leave you. To fall out of love with you or just simply just forget about you. When some thing like that happens your world crashes down right on top of you. I know pain and I have felt the hurt of some one just leaveing, and forgeting about me. In time the wounds will heal but the Pain never seems to go away. The Biggest Problem with all that is the next person pays for the last ones mistake

May 25th
I welcome the coming of age, growing older. With age often comes experience, knowledge and wisdom. I have seen the world from the highest mountains. tasted love from the purest fountains. I have loved I have loved like I will never love again I have loved like it was the only love I will ever have I have lost I have lost every thing I ever loved I have lost every thing I ever had I assure you that the sweet is not as sweet without the bitter The world is beautiful and it is much bigger then your back yard I have seen tucans flying in the wild I have swam with sharks I have seen a black panther eating its prey I have swam to the end of the continental shelf at 80' I have met different cultures I have eaten their food the world is your to explore I have seen war I have seen pain I have seen the look of anger "I have killed a man on a far away land my enemy I am told"

All I Ask.....
One kiss One kiss Is all I ask One kiss to heal and erase the past One touch One touch Of your lips to mine One caress Sweet caress To know the divine Two breaths Become one As reality fades Bid farewell to the sun As the night invades The heat between bodies Contrasts the cool air Two bodies One rhythm And wildly tossed hair. Passion runs like electric current Satin sheets catch aflame Tasting your lips one last time As I whisper your name.

That Night
Gentle kisses on her neckThe smell of her hair so invitingMy tongue tracingTurning her and looking into her eyesBeing lost...not wanting to be foundTouching her raven colored hairOur lips meetingsSo warm and sweetPassion ignitingTongues finding each otherExploringMy hands caressing her shouldersHers on mineMine drifting lowerHer breasts so fullNipples so hardSo invitingPushed down onto my backThe weight of her holding me downHer lips on my neckThey find my lipsOur tongues dance once againSo begins another night of pure bliss

Thoughts
a cold wind blows here tonightit took the place of youthe first few times is seemed alrightbut that is anything but trueI only thing wish for you nowto hold you so very close to meand so at this chance I take a vowthe results of which you do not seethe lonliness is displayed in a tearfor no one to see or knowand the next time you are nearI am refusing to let you goI want to tremble at your caressto feel your lips against mineand to watch you slowly undressas we step across that lineno turning back, I want to hear your moans of pure delightas you whisper softly in my earand stay with me all nightto feel you from so deep insideand look into your expressive eyesall the cares of the world have diedwe know where each of our hearts liescollapse into each others dreamsand hold my hand all the nightafter the dance in the moonbeamswe sleep and I know all is right

Brain Freeze
I seriously would like SOMEONE to explain something to me about a brain freeze issue I have. I LOVE slushy drinks. ALL slushy drinks! I drink frozen cokes, or ICEE's whatever you call them in your area all the time. Yes, on occasion, you get the brain freeze. HOWEVER, at SONIC it is different. VERY different. My guess is that there is some ingredient in the slushies at Sonic that is not in other slushy formulas OR it has to do with the actual machinery they use there. When I drink any slushy from Sonic, I get MEGA brain freeze. I am talking about the kind that no matter HOW slow you try to sip it, or press your tongue to the roof of your mouth, take a sip of water after it, or whatever, it is a brain freeze SO intense, it actually makes me sick to the pit of my stomach, and I almost feel like I am going to pass out and/or puke. Slushies from Sonic don't slide down your throat fast either. They seem to glue themselves to you & slide so slowly, that the pain lingers for ages. On one

Stephanie
I'd walk to the ends of this earth To have another moment with you; Just to be held in your embrace Feeling that we are not alone, But together as one; Two magical lovers in the night. Our bodies gliding over the world To the harmonies of our hearts Reaching out to one another - Entwined through the body, mind, and soul Consumed in our blazing passion, Our two souls becoming one. Culminating any consciousness Only to surrender to our longing, A yearning for another fiery touch, A desired caress of our joining lips Engulfed in our swelling lusts Wanting one ultimate peak. An explosion of unrefined emotions, And our souls finally collapse To welcome release from all. We fall into sweet slumber As the auras encompass us: Most of all - Love.

The Devils Stew Contest!
Chili Cookoff....from last year...the complete story Michael lol Category: Romance and Relationships Yesterday I attended the 2nd Annual Casi Chili Cookoff just to have some fun with my friend Teena! Well, the sneaky woman decided to have me become a judge and I couldn't eat chili until the judging began at 1pm. Grrr! LOL It was a fun event where there are tons of people, booths where you could buy jewelry,trinkets, salsa, toys, and much more. The event also had a handsome guy who sang country music and he was pretty good too. The sun was shining very bright while people were walking around, music flooded the background, along with laughter. I did see a very stunning, handsome beaver on display at one of the chili contestants table. I did take a pic and not sure how it will turn out with my camera, but we will see later as I post it. I just wonder if our infamous beaver may have visited and had a bite of chili. LOL No one would give me a bite of chili especially since Teen

Kamelot - Edenecho
First you said that you would never leave meMerry were my daysThen you told me life is never easyAnd left without a traceBut how come I want youLike the soil yearns for the rainWon't you light upWon't you light up my lifeLet my soul breatheTell me wrong, tell me rightYou're my mind cageLike a mountain far awayYou were always thereDressed in summer whiteYou will never know how much I miss youOr open to my fearFind the maze I made my way throughAnd enter if you dareHow, how come I want youLike the soil yearns for the rainWon't you light upWon't you light up my lifeLet my soul breatheTell me wrong, tell me rightYou're my mind cageLike a mountain far awayYou were always thereDressed in summer whiteRemember my nameAnd paint the darkness with your lightGo sing your song for all the broken heartedLike Eden echoes in my headThe unforgiven gave you allWon't you light upWon't you light up my lifeLet my soul breatheTell me wrong, tell me rightYou're my mind cageLike a mountain far awayYou w

Epica - Tides Of Time
You were always there to hold my hand When times were hard to understand But now the tides of time have turned They keep changingSeasons range, but you remained the same A steady head, a sun to rain You'll be the light that's shining bright High above meAutumn gold losing hold We are leaves meant to fall There is meaning to all that fadesFreezing winds were stayed by warming words To touch your headling to the hurt I'll treasure every lesson learned to the embersFire fails, blushes pale We will, answer the call There's a meaning to all ourSeeds of eulogy to sow along with dreams Fill the need that can leave us grieving aloneFrail is our beauty in the end But all we count is sentimentA memory stays to guise the way and whisperDon't lose sight, don't deny We are leaves meant to fall, there's a meaning to all ourSeeds of eulogy to sow along with dreams Fill the need that can leave us grieving alone A symphony resounding in our minds Guides us through what we knew would come all a lo

Change Upon Change
Five Months Ago the stream did flow,The lilies bloomed within the sedge,And we were lingering to and froWhere none will track thee in this snow, Along the stream, beside the hedge.Ah, sweet, be free from love and go!For, if I do not hear thy foot, The frozen river is as mute,The flowers have dried down to the root:And why, since these be changed since May,Shouldst thou change less than they?And slow, slow as the winter snow, The tears have drifted to mine eyes;And my poor cheeks, five months agoSet blushingat thy praises so,Put paleness on for a disguise.Ah, sweet, be free to praise and go!For, if my face is to turn too pale,It was thine oath that first did fail;It was thy love proved false and frail:And why, since these be changed enow,Should I change less than now?

Quote
"When you come to the edgeof all the light you have, and must take a step intothe darkness of the unknownbelieve that one of two thingswill happen to you:either there will be somethingsolid for you to stand on,or you will be taught how to fly"~~~~Patrick Overton

Life And Love
Fast this life of mine was dying,Blind already and calm as breath,Snowflakes on her bosom lyingScarcely heaving with her breath.Love came by, and having known herIn a dream of fabled lands,Gently stooped, and laid upon herMystic chrism of holy hands;Drew his smile across her folded eyelids,As the swallow dips;Breathed as finely as the cold didThrough the locking of her lips.So when Life looked upward, beingWarmed and breathed on from above,What sight could she have for seeing,Evermore... But only Love?

Feb. 22nd, 2010
i feel like my daughter hates me. for the past 2 years, I have moved from place to place every 4-6 months. For the the first 2 years of her life, I had an apartment of my own, then i couldnt afford the rent and had to move. she ended up having to live with her dad. (my daughter is 4 years old.) just recently she has been getting meaner and meaner towards me. especially after i explained (3 months ago) to her that i am moving out of state in a month, to find her older brother, (that she has never met, nor have i seen in 9 years, he is 10.) I only get to see her 10 hours a week, 3x a week. and it is hard on the both of us. Recently, when her father has been dropping her off to me for my visitaions, less that 5 minutes into her visit with me, she starts crying for her daddy, it hurts my feelings, and makes me cry, because my daughter means the world to me. I try everything in my power to make her happy when she is with me. I have begun to think that the reason she has become mean towards

Jason Ellis's History
I miss my kids. I got a call yesterday from her dad, that its being mandatory that my 4 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER be put in fucking couceling! which i am TOTALLY AGAINST councelors! I think she is TOO young to be seeing a councelor. Her father has a greed with me, up until NOW, he has told me that we have no choice but to enroll her. and that i dont have a say in this. I just found out that he has been 2 faced about our daughter going to counceling, he tell me that he is on myside about her not going to counceling, then i find out today that he has been telling everyone that he thinks that she should be put in counceling, and that he and I arent seeing eye to eye about this! just because i am 4K miles away from my daughter, he thinks he cn run her life without my say so! when the court papers say that it is a dual choice. that we should talk about. On the nights that he and I get into arguments or spats over the phone, He has basically punishs our daughter by not calling me at bedtime o

Hello My Friends
Hello to all my good friends that are on fubar, I am so glad that I am back on here, so just to let you all know of what is going on, that I am giong to tennessee thursday and I dont know if my uncle is going to have wireless internet but i will come on from time to time, that is if he has it.. Anyhow I am going to give you all more updates and more pictures of me really soon.. virgo aka alisha

Can't Win!
I just dont get it! I cant have a cat, because the room mate is allergic, i cant have a rodent, because he doesnt like them, i cant have a bird, for the same reason. I cant get a dog that I WANT, because he doesnt want to pay the EXTRA $500 a month for the place! I have a car that i have hated since the day i laid eyes on it (its a manual.) Im stuck in the house all day long, every day. I cant afford to get a different vehicle. I sleep all fucking day long, (cuz i have no reason to get up) and i am up all night.

The Lighthouse
A LighthouseA beacon shines across life's angry seas and through it's darkest nightsTo save a storm tossed ship whose captain sees salvation by it's lightsA Lighthouse beams from Calvary's Hill to show the dangerous reefs and rocksAnd guide us past these sinful snares to land secure in Heaven's docksIf there was not a light as this to show salvation's way for meThen somewhere out on sinful shores the wreck of me would surely beThe Lighthouse spoken of within is Jesus Christ who shows The WayAnd if we view His Light we'll land someday in Heaven's Port to stay!

One Year Today....
Hi Katt, It's been a year and I still can't believe you're gone. I wake up everyday hoping that I can talk to you, and I do, just not the way I used to. I miss you so very much and I know I'm not the only one. The way you touched lives seems a miracle to me, I've never known someone as loved as you. I'm glad to say that we've been like sisters all of the 25 years we've known each other. I know in my heart that you are better now, and that you are surrounded by the loved ones that passed before you. I can see you bathed in the pure, white light that you always shared with everyone you loved. I feel that you are happy and out of pain, and that makes me feel happy above all the sorrow and emptiness, now that you are on the other side. You still preform miracles too. Not long ago I was having a hard time dealing with the emotions that came fleeting back when I faced the hospital you passed in. The hospital that holds memories of life and death for me. Life because my youngest daughter

Meaningless
Every relationship I have been in since I was 15 years old has been meaningless. All the sex I have had as been meaningless, as well. I think it might be time to move. Find a place where I can find a relationship that isn't going to be one sided, me liking the guy and him never liking me back. I know a lot of people won't even understand, but it hurts finding out that the guy that you were in major like with tells you he never did like you. Or just being used because you are a warm body and has a whole for his dick to go into. I'm even starting to question all my online so called friendships/relationships. I want more and I'm starting to think that I am never going to find it, and I am always going to be just that warm body, or the girl who can tell you if the girl across the room is single or not and if she likes you. So for now on, I'm going to say no more!!! I'm going to die a single, heartless person, but I don't think you can really blame me when all my pass so call

Let's Say I Break Into Your House
A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials In ages!!! It explains things better than all The baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that

What's Your Creative Power
Your Creative Power is Your Intuition You just seem to have a knack for knowing what's going to work. You can't really explain your creative process. You just get started, and magic happens. You have a lot of endurance, and you're a hard worker. Once you get focused on a project, you don't stop. You are a trendsetter, and you seem to understand what people love. You are very forward thinking. What's Your Creative Power? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Boring
ballerboy892002 Buzz: 10%buzzed Level: Fu-ling (2) Gender: Male, ? Location: Clearwater, FL Kloverlynn: lol you dont get much pussy do ya.you got no game kid..take it to one of the whores on here who get naked for bling ballerboy8...: my balls dropped in ur mouth Kloverlynn: LMAOOOO You are white dude..and we can meet and fuck as soon as your balls drop princess ballerboy8...: and im a top bnotch niga whati say goes so when we gonna meet to fuck Kloverlynn: no..I am a top not a bottom..you would be the bitch ballerboy8...: u suck Kloverlynn: ok do you swallow? ballerboy8...: lets fuc ANd it ended with him blocking me..*sigh*

Cigarettes Are Indeed Your Royal
cigarettes are indeed your royal and loyal friends, and that is a lie. Your other personality is trying to draw your attention to the flip side of the discussion written in boring bold black and white its a statement that these neat little soldiers of death and in fact trying to kill you and that, Pete is the truth Oh beauty is a beguiling call to death and im addicted to the sweet pitch of its sirenThat that starts sweet ends bitter and that which starts bitter ends sweet

Quickie....
Just a quick little quickie update! Next week I have an interview for my own place...FINALLY! This past year has been hard with lots of ups and downs but I succeeded! I should be in my own place by mid June which is awesome!!! Now on the other note, next week is 4 years on the site for me. Send me gifts nao! Just kidding, I dont even know how to be a pointwhore anymore.....

R.i.p To Paul Grey
it was a really really shock to me to hear that paul grey from slipknot have passed . i was on a website and then i saw the headline paul grey from slipknot dead i'm started to cry as soon as i saw it . it really is sad and i'm already upset from dio and peter steele and now paul grey it just hit me like a ton of bricks so my heart really goes out to his wife and his bandmates and us maggots. always that life is so short we have to enjoy it to the fullest while we can :)

So I Sign On And This Is What I Get. He Of Course Blocked Me So I Can't Reply.
Tony Scarro NOW I KNOW WHY I LEFT THIS PLACE THE FIRST TIME United States subject: Tony Scarro sent you a Sand Pail received: 05/25/2010 02:16 pm replied: no block this member "HERE THIS IS ABOUT YOUR SPEED, THE SANDBOX" Tony Scarro NOW I KNOW WHY I LEFT THIS PLACE THE FIRST TIME United States subject: Tony Scarro sent you a Pink Lemonade received: 05/25/2010 02:17 pm replied: no block this member "AND YOU CAN TAKE THOSE PILLS WITH THIS, MAKE SURE YOU TAKE ENOUGH TO KILL YOURSELF"

The Bitch Buys Credits With Her Welfare Money
I just wanted to say that the people that buy credits with welfare money are despicable trailer trash. And above being lezzies preying on scorned women that are vulnerable is the lowest form of insensitivity. And to boot, they use it to purchase pimp hands to temporarily silence those people that call their hand and do not agree with their disgusting life style.

Status Continuation.
Beauty that travels is the beauty that is worth than the thousand suns that burns outside. For fishes and pearls can be found in oceans but the beauty you have is way better than those fishes and pearls. For you have that nevermelting ice that keeps me chilled to the bone but its warmth never goes away. The beauty that keeps traveling will keep getting more beautiful even if the world is small it's never enough to contain your growing beauty.

This Has Been My Life; I Found It Worth Living
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Seriously?
wonders why there arent any decent men?....maybe she wouldfind one if she learned to sound more educated than the goodwill spokesman looken4asugardaddy91 Photos(7) Buzz: 100% sh*t faced! Level: Chill Fu (4) Fans: 4 Friends: 7 Gender & Age: Female, 18 Location: Corona, CA Status: Is thier no decent men anymore? i mean everywhere i go there is a bunch of loosers....thier must be some good somewhere

Home Depot Scam
A `heads up' for you and any friends you have who may be regular HomeDepotcustomers.Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while outshopping.Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic.Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you.Here's how the scam works:Two seriously good-looking 18-year-old girls come over to your car asyouare packing your shopping in the trunk. They both start wiping yourwindshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling outoftheir skimpy tee shirts. It is impossible not to look.When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say 'No' and instead askyou for a ride to another Home Depot.You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start havingsexwith each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat andperforms oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet.I had my wallet stolen April 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, threetimesjust yesterday, and

What The...
Almost forgot about this. Walking to work, nearly 11am. In the little church garden next to the school, oldish slightly chunky lady sitting on a bench, has her shirt lifted up and is playing with her tits. Can imagine my wtf double take face.

She Makes Me Cry Every Time Shes Does That... Almost Level 30
Shes the worlds best singer and shes only 8 years old. I've followed her for two years now. I still cry every time I hear her sing.. Simple perfection. omg so you all cant see the vid. how lame is that? omg I'm telling you. Heres the link. Shes in the world genius records twice. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwujXTRJxFw

Today's Word Is Verisimilitude
Today’s Word Is Verisimilitude The appearance or semblance of truth. It’s a good thing I typed out “verisimilitude” last night or I would have misspelled it, as I’ve always heard it pronounced ver-si-MIL-I-tood without its first “i”. And I imagine the number of times I’ve heard it said outside of an English class I could count on one hand … but it’s an important thing for any writer to attain, to let a reader even though he or she knows they’re reading or watching a work of fiction easily let themselves be immersed into another world, whether it’s much like our own or not. For the plethora of “Plan Nine From Outer Space” look-alikes and seeming wannabes (makes you wonder who wants to invest and/or be known for appearing in a deliberately bad movie) in every media there’s a handful of “The Empire Strikes Back”s (happy birthday last Saturday, and you must see this film before you

You're Welcome To Join
I know a few of you like to read my blogs, for whatever reason. Well, a good friend of mine suggested I start a writing project, so I have. I created a blog outside of here, so that I didnt' have to worry about where I have posted. I now have just a central point of blogging. You can go see it if you want. There will be constant updates as it's a project I want to work on, as well as work on my writing skills. If you're curious, here's the link: http://beingbubbles.blogspot.com/ Cheers.

The Pink Dress
The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no Effort to speak to her. Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you mak

Hmm...
10:26am I just thought about something that really gets on my nerves. Whenever a guy is trying to get my attention or acts as if he knows me, they tend to call me or any girl "baby". I don't know why I've always gotten annoyed when a guy calls me baby. I mean it's cool if I know him and he's a friend or whatever and calls me baby, but it annoys the fudge out of me when it's a random guy I've never talked to or spoken to, or just a guy who is trying to pick up on me. I mean c'mon now. Can't a guy address a girl by her name? Or can't they just say something softer like hun? Maybe it's just me. Who knows? For example, the last guy I was dating called me baby so many times I got upset and told him to stop calling me that. He asked why if it was just a nickname and word he used. I said it was fine, but it was just overused that I literally wanted to just hang up on him or just walk away or not talk to him at all. We didn't stop seeing each other because of it, we just stopped

R.i.p. Paul Gray Of Slipknot
Slipknot bassist Paul Gray dead at 38: reports Tue May 25, 4:15 am ET LOS ANGELES (AFP) – Paul Gray, bass guitarist with macabre heavy metal band Slipknot, has been found dead in an Iowa hotel room aged 38, US media reported Monday. The musician's body was discovered by staff at a hotel in Johnston, near Des Moines by an employee, reports said citing local police. The cause of death has not been determined but foul play was not suspected. Gray was one of the founders of the group, which was launched in Iowa in 1995 and has become famous for the menacing hockey masks band members wear. Gray famously wore a black pig mask on stage. The band has enjoyed sustained success since their debut 1999 album, "Slipknot," which sold more than a million copies. The band's fourth album -- "All Hope Is Gone" -- reached number one on the Billboard 200 in the United States and also topped the charts in Australia, Canada, New Zealand, Austria, Finland, Sweden and Switzerland. The band has

Dumbass
PHILADELPHIA -- A 21-year-old New Jersey man has pleaded guilty to intentionally vomiting on a man and his 11-year-old daughter in the stands during a Philadelphia Phillies game. Matthew Clemmens of Cherry Hill, N.J., pleaded guilty to simple assault and other charges Tuesday. Clemmens Police say Clemmens stuck his fingers down his throat and vomited on Easton police Captain Michael Vangelo and his daughter during an April 14 Phillies-Nationals game after his companion was ejected from the park. Sentencing is set for July 30. Assistant District Attorney Patrick Doyle says sentencing guidelines call for Clemmens to get probation. He says the Vangelo family is satisfied by the plea. Clemmens' attorney was not immediately available following the hearing.

Calm Before The Storm
I've noticed a lot of late a rather menacing amount of anger perforating my brain. Small little things get in there and fester and all I can think about is tearing heads off. Example, bus coming home today, only seats available are down the back, two people on opposite sides talking, legs out in the aisle, said excuse me...nothing. That, pissed me off, was sitting there thinking that I should've just punted their legs out of the damn way. Another example, guy at work sometimes calls me big Lew. Everytime I hear it I immeadiately want to punch him in the face. I scare myself.

*yawn*
Suga Lips: I don't know, honestly. It's a nickname someone gave me. I also get asked which lips, which is really lame Cpt LongDo...: yep...wonder why Suga Lips: I get enough pervs with the name I have now Cpt LongDo...: maybe u should change ur sn to creamy lips ;oP Suga Lips: I get that all the time too--kinda comes with the territory Cpt LongDo...: oh i see...well, that creamy mess ud get might wow u ;oP Suga Lips: I get it in real life. You're going to have to wow me more than that Cpt LongDo...: dont care for that huh? ;oP Suga Lips: Right Cpt LongDo...: hahaha...not a popsicle...but it does have cream filling ;o) Suga Lips: Who doesn't like popsicles?

Round
ROUNDIn the center of the circle That you thought would never end'Till the walls began to crumble,The Future started to bendThere beyond the black horizonWas a light long self-deniedAs the Son began his breakthroughShook the walls that were insideAnd the water all around youWas the flow of frozen tearsWhen you thought that they might drown youHis salvation held you near....You were born across the lineAs a circle of declineAs you walk through lonesome doorwaysCan you hear him in the wind?He is calling you from your waysThat have drifted into sinYou're so sure in your convictionThat he cannot know your painBut he bore the crucifixionAnd died whispering your nameDid you think that He must hate youThat you are His crown of thorns?He never forsakes those whoBear his mark and are reborn........Though He seems so hard to findThere's a pathway in your mindAll your life you've felt the demonsBut you buried them insideEvery day to you a seasonWith the harvest blood and prideLovers could not giv

The Rose
The Rose It is only a tiny rosebudA flower of God's design;But I cannot unfold the petalsWith these clumsy hands of mineThe secret of unfolding flowersIs not known to such as IThe flower God opens so gentlyIn my hands would fade and dieIf I cannot unfold a rosebud,This flower of God's design,How can I have wisdomTo unfold this life of mine?So I'll trust in Him for His leadingEach moment of every day,And I'll look to Him for His guidanceEach step of the pilgrim wayFor the pathway that lies before meMy heavenly Father knowsI'll trust Him to unfold the momentsJust as he unfolds the rose Have A Great DayHugssssssDon

Give And Take
Its always hard to take, when you say for heaven`s sake. My life has been great, even though it is too late. Haven`t done all that is right, sometimes hard for me to see the light. I would do what I know is good, if only that I could. See I have seen too much in my past, never have found a love that would last. that is why I am always so sad, thinking about what I could have had! Yes I think of you everyday, I wish you didn`t go away. There are so many things I didn`t say, like please honey wont you stay. So sorry that I hurt you, and now I don`t know what to do. I have seen the pain in your eyes, and I know you have seen bluer skys. I didn`t mean to make you cry, hope you can forgive this desperate guy. Because I could never tell you why, I just wanted it to be, you and I! So please forgive me, for it is so hard for me to see. The love that you and I live, is all that you can ever give!!!!

Jaded
Contradiction,Manipulation,Frustration Yet I am still with you, even through the bad things you do. Depression, Aggression, Confusion You always bring me down, yet you still want me around. Deception, Intoxication,Obsession Why do I even attempt to try, when all you do is make me cry. Unhappy,Insecure,Immature These are the things that I see, deep down and stuck inside of me.

Ask Me Guess You
I usually don't repost in my blogs but this was really interesting to me and now I can't stop thinking about who, in my life is an asker or a guesser. Here is the post from ask.metafilter.com We live in a small 2 bedroom apartment, in New York City. People like to visit here, and they don't generally want to pay for a hotel. We understand this. However, we also don't want people staying with us who we don't know or don't like. My wife received the following email (summarized): I'm going to be in NYC the night of the 5th to the morning of the 15th for [blah blah blah some work-related singing event thing]. Maria (my boss) said it is on the lower east side at Gramercy Park. I do have another friend who offered me her place to stay, but not for the whole time. Is there a chance that I could stay with you and Jeff for a portion of that time? I'd be using the subway the whole time and I'd be gone from 10-10 probably every day, so I'd be out of your way most of the time. Let me know i

Piss And Vinegar
I think its time for a new playlist, to replace the retro rock one i has now. i usually do some sort of theme or typing in my playlists but I might just go random and step away from just one genre of music... im watchin my ex's daughter lately since im not working and this child, at 4 years old, dresses herself like a future stripper...lol its comical my kids want me to get cheat codes for a video game, and i looked them up and they suck..what ever happened to getting unlimited strength or life cheats... what a jip why is it, that everytime you call your cell phone provider, or any other luxury service one might have, they always try to sell you new shit? its time to buy some new kicks... i usually buy white KSwiss but im feeling like a change i guess... ill probably look at all the shoes for an hour and buy the same shit i always do tho im amused at the comments in my "too old for pie.." mumm of those who thought i mummed about piercing my lip... esp the comment about

New Doctor And Revelation!
I ended up getting a sooner appointment due to a cancellation, and that appointment was yesterday. I brought in all my medical documentation and medications, and sat down with the new gastro. specialist. He asked me to explain my issues, starting from the beginning. After talking about it all, he reviewed my records and did an exam, to feel for pain or any other issues. It was funny because he told me to acknowledge any pain I felt, and naturally I just made sounds which wasn't enough, as he told me to actually say that hurt lol. We went back into his office after that and that is when he dealt his verdict. Basically, all the testing I had done was not necessary. There was no conclusive evidence to support an allergy to gluten, only a mild sensitivity. He also stated that based on what I told him about still having pain when I was gluten free, that it supported his thoughts on the testing. So, I can eat anything, but he said I need to watch for overeating certain things like g

Thoughts
OK SO THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG ON HERE, I HAVE SO MANY CRAZY RANDOM THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY HEAD LIKE IF I LEFT TOMORROW WHO WOULD KNOW AND IF I SHAVE MY HEAD WHO WOULD STILL TALK TO ME FOR MY AMAZING SOUTHERN CHARM OR WOULD CALLS AND TEXT STOP HMMM PEOPLE ASK IF A TREE FELL IN THE FOREST WITH NOBODY AROUND WOULD YOU HEAR IT, WHO GIVES A MONKEY BUTT ABOUT A SILLY TREE SOUND, I HAVE NO CLUE BUT I'M SURE THE ANSWER IS ON A SHIRT SOME WHERE HMM NOW I'M BLANK IMAGINE THAT

The Woman That I Am
This is where i want to say who I really am... I am love so tender and new like the kisses of morning dew on the flower of life. I am not easily broken or blue. I live my life by what i want out of it. I will be your best friend when you need me and the love of your life if you chose. I am summer warm and wonderful, I am fall ever changing my colors. I am a woman, a daughter, a sister, but most of all I am a fighter. So many times I have been hurt in my life and I now know that it was a lesson that i will take with me forever. I have been to the bottom and seen where I needed to be. I got down on my knees and started taking on step at a time till I was back on my feet. To many times i wanted to quit and I prayed for the strenght not to and I found the inner strenght to go on. I have been thrown so many curve balls and i survived them. I want to find that special someone that is meant for me and meant to be there forever. I have no regrets with anything that i hav

Angel
"Angel" It's been five months since you went away You left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I asked God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes And I know it might sound crazy But after all that I still love you You wanna come back in my life But now there is something I have to do I have to tell the one that I once adored That they can't have my love no more Cause my heart can't take no more lies And my eyes are all out of cries So, God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes Now you had me on my knees Begging God please to send you back to me I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep You made me feel like I could not breathe

Vienna Teng
Strange how you know inside meI measure the time and I stand amazedStrange how I know inside youMy hand is outstretched toward the damp of the hazeAnd of course I forgiveI've seen how you liveLike a phoenix you rise from the ashesYou pick up the piecesAnd the ghosts in the atticThey never quite leaveAnd of course I forgiveYou've seen how I liveI've got darkness and fears to appeaseMy voices and analogiesAmbitions like ribbonsWorn bright on my sleeveStrange how we know each otherStrange how I fit into youThere's a distance erased with the greatest of easeStrange how you fit into meA gentle warmth filling the deepest of needsAnd with each passing dayThe stories we sayDraw us tighter into our addictionConfirm our convictionThat some kind of miraclePassed on our headsAnd how I am sureLike never beforeOf my reasons for defying reasonEmbracing the seasonsWe dance through the colorsBoth followed and ledStrange how we fit each otherStrange how certain the journeyTime unfolds the petalsFor our

The Kiss
THE KISS DREAM:36018:NSFW IT WAS THE DREAM THAT WOKE ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,&IT FELT SO REAL.IT WASN’T PLANNED,WE WERE JUST HUGGING EACH OTHER GOODBYE CAUSE HE HAD TO GO WE WERE CLOSE WE CARE ABOT EACH OTHER AND OUR LIVES GET VERY BUSY SO WE DON’T GET TO SPEND VERY MUCH TIME TOGETHER.SO ANYWAY AT THE END OF HIS VISIT WE KISSED IT WAS BREIF,SURPRISING AT FIRST BUT OH WELL, OKAY,IT WAS NICE IT WAS SWEET.KIND OF SHOCKING AND WE STOPPED AND WE LOOKED AT EACH OTHER&THEN WE WENT AND DECIDED THAT US KISSING WASN’T SO BAD.AND THEN WE LEANED INTO EACH OTHER AGAIN AND STARTED FRENCH KISSING THIS TIME OUR TONGUES INTERTWINED AND MAN IT WAS AWESOME!!!AND I WONDERED WHY WE HAD RESISTED SO LONG.AND AS WE WERE FRENCH KISSING WE HAD O HOLD EACH OTHER BACK SOME BECAUSE TIME WAS PRESSING. WE ALREADY PLAYED AND HE WAS GETTING HARD AGAIN,I DIDN’T WANT TO GET CARRIED AWAY AND GET HIM IN TROUBLE.BUT I DID WANT HIM,SO I DECIDED THAT WE’D PROBABLY HAVE TIME FOR A QU

Mumm
You know you are bored when you write a blog in the form of a mumm hoping no one will look at it. Should I never show my moobs, or only a little at a time. A. never, yechhhh B. A little at a time, what is the harm?

Lol
I usually totally ignore people in my shouts I dont know every now and then I cant help myself this is one of those times budxxx HEEEYYYYYY do you like oral ???? me Oh EM G I sure do and I am really really good at it too !! budxxx hmmmmmm I bet you are baby are you going to prove it? me oh I sure am are you ready ? me ok ...keep in mind I am kind of nervous budxxx no need to be nervous baby just let yourself go wild me alright here goes..... you sure you are ready ? me FUCK YOU !! me was that not just absoulutely the best oral EVER ?? budxxx oh so you are one of them cunty bitch types me yup just as much as you are one of those perverted idiot types me have a great night bye bye now budxxx fuck you bitch my work here is done

Atreyu When Two Are One
I love this song AtreyuWhen Two Are OneLyrics"When Two Are One"BANG!Explosions in my head that just won't quitA train has crashed into the wall around my heart and left the old me deadObliteratedSTOP!My breathing in the night when you're not thereThe silence ringing through my ears and all I want to do is hear your voiceBut you're not thereDrawn TogetherPainter's brush strokeSleight of handWe won't go up in smokeFates collidingLove undyingLike the rising tideBeating hearts grow but never dieTo simplifyI'll stand by your sideClose my eyesHope will never dieLike the rising tideBeating hearts grow but never dieTo simplifyI'll stand by your sideClose my eyesHope will never dieGO!And take away the pain of being meSoothe my soul caress my heart andend my fear all my bad memoriesEradicatedRING!Like gunshots heard against a silent nightMy love is louder than these wordsThey're stronger than the rest, unstoppableDrawn togetherPainter's brush strokeSlight of handWe won't go

411
I have seen interesting animated pictures as default, and i was wondering if someone can help me with mine. i found my animated picture that i want on Photobucket...i have uploaded but it doesnt animate like some photos on here does. Can someone please help me? I'd appreciate it thanks- all who helps gets rated 11, become fans & what not :) thank you fubar neighbors!

Untitled
Just the mere thought of you Puts a smile on my faceYou are ther only starShining in my outer space If I traveled the worldI would never findsomeone who was more beautifulYour are one of a kind You lift my spiritsWhen I am feeling downYou give me strengthWithout having to make a sound With each passing dayI fall more in loveYou are a precious giftSent to me from above I hope I was able to expressand help make you seeThe feelings in my heartYou are everything to me

Insight
Insight LET GO OF ALL YOUR FEARS SEEK WHAT YOU FIND MOST DEAR.DON'T LET THE NIGHT DARKEN YOUR DAYS BRUSH ALL THINGS YOU DON'T WANT AWAY. TAKE YOU LIFE BY THE HAND LEAD YOURSELF UPON AN UNTOUCHED LAND. TAKE WHAT'S YOURS AND HOLD IT TIGHT DON'T LET THE WORLD STOP YOUR FIGHT. BRING ALL YOUR DOUBTS AND CAST THEM AWAY SHOW YOUR STRENTH INSIDE EACH AND EVERY DAY. BE THE LEADER OF YOURSELF AND DON'T GIVE IN BECAUSE TOMORROW IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN. B.W.C.

An Experiment...
Name Crisis and Woo came up with an interesting experiment: they told me to find a picture of a busty young hottie and make it my default. I figured WTF why not... So I chose this one: I changed NOTHING ELSE about my profile - still listed as male, 44, yadayada. Then Woo pimped me and the seagull out. The results: Me Name Crisis checked you out: 31 3 Rated you: 25 1Rated your photo: 22 0Became your fan: 6 0New friend requests: 5 0 I think that proves conclusively most men are stupid. Or at least unobservant...

My Fu Engagement
BabYDoLL77 fuengaged to COWBOY@ fubar this my beautyful my fu- engage soon to be wife and i do adore her....she has been there and i been there for here for countless so im glad to be her in her life and im in hers =D

Is There A Doctor In The House?
EMBARRASSING MEDICAL EXAMS 1. A man comes into the ER and yells . . .' My wife's going to have her baby in the cab.' I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs - - - and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald ,San Francisco 2... At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. 'Big breaths,'. . . I instructed. 'Yes, they used to be,'. . .replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes , Seattle , WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a

A Moment .. A Day .. A Year , No Four Years Have Gone By ..
it all started with Hi Dad how are you . it was easy and light , but as we talked decided to put my webcam on . i knew my Dad had not seen me for a long long time , i share with him , some current news and i let my lil one come close , we talked to him , about how she was reading novels and how amazing it was for seven, and then she showed him her special drawings , and my Dad he started to cry . i could see him but he told me . he's still waiting to get a webcam . you see its been four years since i saw him last in person or hes seen his first grandchild . when he started to cry , so did i. the tears they slid silently down my face , as i watched my lilone and herpa catch up . My poor Daddy misses me so . he calls me his darling princess.. i left home at the age of 19 , and we've have barely seen each other since . My heart aches to go home to visit , but it knows it would long to stay .. i've lived in two different worlds so long . and i'm always torn apart ... w

Life At Its Worse
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.

With You
Just want you to know your on my mind, lately that seems to be all the time.omg girl you are so damn fine.Just watch and see Im gonna make you mine.Kissing you on the forehead and holding you tight,cuddling and caressing all through the night. being with you is oh so right! I am not up for a one night stand,with you I am looking for the full time plan. just trust me and go hand in hand,I promise to be the greatest man.never be mean or treat you like crap,just let you know that you are all that!with you it would be great as far as I see,loving you til the end of time is great by me.with you in my arms is where you should be.

For You
Its you I love ,and will forever.You may change,but I will never.Time may come when we will part,but time will never change my heart.So tender and true ,but now its gone from me to you.So take care of it as I have done,for you have two and I have none.I never really knew you but only as a friend,but when I saw you noticed me I let my heart unbend.If you ever wander I don't know what I shall do,For you are your own person and I will always love you .

Waiting For You
WAITING FOR YOU I see things in a different light,every since we met that night.Everything just felt so right ,especially while I was holding you tight.You made me smile the whole time,being with you felt like a crime.I was really hoping to make you mine,just maybe things will work out fine.I will sit and wait ,wait for you ,not like I have anything better to do,Just sit here watch ,wait, and see,I feel a connection with you and me.I got your back whatever you do, Sitting here WAITING FOR YOU

Clumsy Bitch
Well, its about that time again. To under go some changes.Mentally, and Physically. Im still looking for a job, but really hopping I only have to do part time,and my Husband can get a better job. Speaking of Husband, he and I are working things again. Some of you may of known that back in October we had some problems, but things are better now.I believe people can change, cause I know I have. I'm gonna be bleaching my hair soon.But instead of creating crazy damage to it, and trying to get it white blonde all at once,ecpsecially since i have a hell of a lot of red in it right now, i'm gonna do it gradually. The next step is gonna be a medium light brown with ash undertones, with plenty of highlights.And then go from there.Its gonna be white blonde, with the under layer in front black or chocolate brown. IM hella excited. Ive been wanting to this for a while. Today I was crazy clumsy. Stubbing my toes, and dropping things. I can be clumsy, but today, it was like every 5 minutes.It

The General Techlection
We reveal why tech might decide the outcome of the election and the tech policies of the big three parties Before politicians board their battle buses for this year’s General Election, there’s a new subject they’re going to have to rehearse sound bites for: technology. For the first time in British political history, subjects such as broadband, file-sharing and access to computers in the home are appearing on election manifestos. While no-one is pretending that pre-election pledges on broadband speeds are likely to hold as much sway over voters as the faltering economic recovery, fiddled expenses, or Gordon Brown’s short fuse, the fact the major parties are even talking about technology is indicative of its potential significance at the ballot box. Technology is a potential vote-winner in other ways too. The 2010 General Election will see the debut of social networking services such as Twitter and Facebook on the campaign trail, as MPs and candidates slip the

Stars
The sky looks so much brighter tonight , the stars they twinkle so , as i look out the window i see three ones there .. three new ones .. they lived on earth and brought us such joy each in thier own special way . after they passed on . i feel like i have something i have to say . each of thier eyes were so bright with kindness showing in everything they did . their smiles so unique, they made me smile, even when i knew they were in such pain . i sat with them and held thier hands , and tried to take their mind off thier pain . i walked with them and talked with them , and i tried to listen to each ones wisedom . my heart grieves thier loss, and i want to cry , but the tears won't come now . ..but soon they will come . there are three extra stars in the sky tonight and they shine so brightly and twinkle just right .

The New Bounce Therapy
well i have been tryin out this new therapy n its become an addiction lmao just kidding but it really does work you see when your down and depressed or thinking to hard just grab a pair of springs and start to bounce...mynes become the bounce of DEATH..i bounce almost continously and i became tigger...the more you bounce the less it hurts the less you think n the more relief you get. So now since half of my identity has been traded in for a set of springs my wings r currently placed on the hanger so they dont get crinkled or damaged because you never know when they are going to have to be pulled out of the closet. Although Tigger is now my identity deep down i will always be the death forsaken angel but at this moment in time i gotta be bouncing to keep my mind sane the sanity is hard to gain n im very thankful for the donations made by Angel_wyld and Dragon...angel gives me a new set of springs everyday and dragon gave me a helmet i love my family they even keep me safe when im tryin

The Watercolor Test
You Are Highly Expressive You are dramatic, expressive, and even a bit temperamental. You are artistic and creative. You're always dabbling in something. You are very self-aware and introspective. You understand yourself well. You are on a constant journey in life, and you change frequently. You're a shapeshifter of sorts. The Watercolor Test Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

What Color Rose Are You?
Your Are a Blue Rose You represent the unattainable and fantasies Your vibe: larger than life and intoxicating Falling in love with you is: like seeing a whole new world What Color Rose Are You? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

Oh Poor Me..
What does American society have against me (divorced, white, mother of two) ? I will be 40 next week..and damn it I am feeling like a total fucking failure! I work full-time for mediocre wages..and can't catch a fucking break! Other sit on their asses all day do nothing, except eat Cherrios & cheese supplied by their WIC cards and enjoy knowing that their rent is paid for by Housing Authority ..meanwhile I wanna bash my fucking head in the wall, because I don't have the money to put my kids in daycare for the summer :( I don't get it, why can't struggling mom's who work and try to be productive catch a break? I have been on the Childcare Resource list for almost 2 yrs now..believe it or not my income qualifies me, however they take the welfare recipient's before those who are helping themselves! What the fuck is wrong with this picture? For many years I was in the top TAX bracket, giving to Uncle Sam to help pay for all those lazy asses...now I cannot get shit..for help! My ex-husb

What Kind Of Egg Are You?
You Are a Poached Egg You are a competent and successful person. You are obsessed with making sure your life is well organized and scheduled. You have an incredible sense of focus and determination. You don't let yourself make many mistakes. You are a high achiever. You like to challenge yourself, and you get great satisfaction from being the best at something. While you have high standards, you aren't really all that competitive. You only compete with yourself. What Kind of Eggs Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Someone Else's Star
Alone again tonight without someone to love The stars are shining bright So one more wish goes up Oh I wish I may And I wish with all my might For the love I'm dreamin of And missin in my life You'd think that I could find A true love of my own It happens all the time To people that I know Their wishes all come true So I've got to believe There's still someone out there Who was meant for only me I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star It seems like someone else keeps gettin what I'm wishin for Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star I sit here in the dark And stare up at the sky I can't my heart One good reason why Everywhere I look It's lovers that I see Seems like everyone's in love Everyone but me I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star It seems like someone else keeps gettin what I'm wishin for Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are I guess I must be wishin on someone else's star Why can't

This Is A Perfect Moment
This is a perfect moment. It's a perfect moment for many reasons, but especially because you and I are waking up from our sleepwalking, thumbsucking, dumb-clucking collusion with the masters of illusion and destruction. Thanks to them, from whom the painful blessings flow, we are waking up. Their wars and tortures, their crimes against nature, extinctions of species and brand new diseases. Their spying and lying in the name of the father, sterilizing seeds and trademarking water. Molestations of God, celebrations of shame, stealing our dreams and changing our names. Their cunning commercials and blood-sucking hustles, their endless rehearsals for the end of the world. Thanks to them, from whom the awful teachings flow, we are waking up. * Their painful blessings are cracking open more and more gashes in the shrunken and crippled mass hallucination that is mistakenly called "reality." And through the fractures, ripe eternity is flooding in; news o

Wicked Nursery
I'm iller then ill. Light up the gas can. Leaks & it spill I kill annihilate. With what you can't get think straight. Fuck ya hate none shit relate. If ya can step up to the plate. How i'm going at this rate. To lose a dysfunction. With no assumption. What you think going by not showing. Its worse then what you not connecting. Disinfecting i'm wrecking neck checking. Watch as display how i do it. True to kicking how i get it. Like no hat you put on. Its not fitted. Leaded 'em off on the misled the bled shed. As you fall down to the ground. Dead no repeat what i said. With the whole bunch of shit i said. Leave 'em in a rid confused grid. Here i is here i am. That wicked fine g. You know yo ass can't see. & don't think you can try. Or if so then you can kiss ya ass Goodbye Here i go running off with the wicked shit. You can't get yourself with. Who the fuck do you think you fucking with. You best of be off on somewhere else. I kicks heavy with that rock ish metal. You can't settle. Who

What My Dog Ate And Lived To Tell About It (well If He Could Talk That Is)......
So..... We had relatives in last week...Hubby's sister from New York City and her son from California. Had a great time...site seeing and playing tourist. Instead of eating out AGAIN Friday night we decided to cook and eat at home. We stopped at my apartment to get some stuff that my mother in law didn't have and then went on up to her apartment building (which is the one right up the hill from me). Had dinner and looked through old photos that the nephew wants to scan and put on CDs and stuff. Anywhoooo, we were gone maybe 3-4 hours and when we came home there was Max, the year old Golden Retriever puppy and a chewed open bottle of Advil with 4-5 pills on the floor. Daughter ran upstairs and looked online and came running down saying we need to take him to the vet NOW. Apparently Advil is one of the deadly items for animals. I called an emergercy animal hospital that THANKFULLY we have close around here. I told them that he seems fine and is running around. They told me that by the ti

Me Estoy Muriendo
yo, yo este es nicky jam yo presentando a rakim y ken y simi... elieeel..dj carter me estoy muriendo por que no tengo tu amor yo siento que estoy muriendo por que no aguanto esta pena que me mata a fuego lento yo me estoy muriendo regresa a mi por favor por que sin te no puedo (2x) siento que muero mujer y a fuego lento fue la agonia quiero tenerte yal quiero que tu seas mia la pena me mata ya lo ves y te da alegria desde que te fuistes mi cama se encuentra basia nena estoy muriendo de pena sin ti los dias son largos las noches son eternas yo quiero estar contigo pa que sea tan solo amigos y cuando yo te recuerdo siento que ya esta perdido otra vez yo quiero verte, mi amor yo socorrerte en mis brazos tenerte estar contigo hasta la muerte ya no aguanto este tormento te extrano y no te miento desde que tu te fuistes solo queda sufrimiendo me estoy muriendo por que no tengo tu amor yo siento que estoy muriendo por que no aguanto esta pena que me mata a fuego lento yo me estoy mu

What's Your Happy Word?
Your Happy Word is "Bliss" You are happy because you don't need a lot to be content. You experience happiness in the best and worst of times. You see the divine in everything. You believe that every moment, person, and creature is unique and special. You are an oasis of calm in this chaotic world. You never lose your head. You can feel totally elated and exuberant from the smallest pleasures. You don't hold back when it comes to ecstasy. What's Your Happy Word? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Send Me 5 Billion 4 Spotlight Kay Thanx Bai Hahaha Yer Right I Wish (*^_______^*) Im Silly They Need To Make A Fu Lotto ! ^*^
SEND ME 5 BILLION 4 SPOTLIGHT KAY THANX BAI HAHAHA YER RIGHT I WISH (*^_______^*) IM SILLY bah hahhahah IDEA: THEY SHOULD HAVE A FU LOTTO THATT BE COOL EH? ^__^

Feelings Of You
How can I say the words that will tell you how you mean to me. How do I tell you that falling in love with you is like a huge wave crashing against the beach shore, wild and free. Or that a kiss from you is like seeing the stars shining brighter. Oh the feelings I get when you hold me in your arms... it's pure extasy. And just one look from those beautiful green eyes... Takes my breath away. You are everything I have ever wanted in a man and more. I am very proud to be able to be yours. A day doesn't go by that I don't think about you and wonder if you are thinking of me. Am I on your mind as much as you are on mine? Do you feel the same as I do? Do our two souls belong together and our two hearts beat as one? Can you feel it as I do? Is this real?

Fuck That Shit (for All The Haters Out There)
Dont try to tell me how to talk or how to live my life Fuck that shit, fuck that shit Everytime I'm right, a little part of you dies Fuck That Shit, fuck That shit should I ever be pardoned for crossing the line fuck that shit, fuck that shit it was made for those that cant think for themselvesfuck that shit, fuck that shit DIE! A little part of you DIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youDIE a little part of you You keep judging my prescence never what I think(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)I'm just another maggot in your world of hate(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)You try to play god, you try to fuck me in the ass(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)consequence-- I'll fucking shoot you in the head(fuck that shit, fuck that shit)DIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youDIE! a little part of youREVOLT-- ITS REVOLUTION!BRING OUT THE GUILLOTINE!REVOLT-- ITS A FINAL SOLUTIONBRING OUT THE GUILLOTINE

You And I
You and I are connectedin a way that goes beyond romance,beyond friendship,beyond what we've ever had before.It has defied time, distance,and changes in ourselvesand in our lives.It has defied every explanation.Except one:Pure and simply, we're soul mates.I can't explain, I just feel it.It's there in the way my spirits liftwhenever we talk.The sound of your voice brings me home,in a way I can't explain.It's in the delight I feel, when we laughat exactly the same things.When I'm with you,it's like a tiny piece of the universeshifts into place.A place it's supposed to be,and all is right with the world.These things and so many more,have made me understandthat this is a once in a lifetime,forever connection.A connection that could only existbetween you and me.And deep in my soul,I know that our relationshipis a rare gift.One that brings usextraordinary happinessall through our lives.

Cinderella
I'm standing on the stairs in a magnificent hallWearing the dress that I bought for the ballIt's long and flowing, sparkling whiteMy tiara of diamonds shines in the lightAt the bottom of the stairs you're waiting for meAnd I gracefully float down for all to seeYou take my hand and touch my faceYou're the only one I notice in the expansive spaceWe're now dancing in shadows of flickering lightHolding each other close, holding each other tightYou kiss my neck and then touch my faceThen kiss my lips in a loving embraceTime stands still whilst we are togetherFeels so good, it seems like foreverI look at the clock, that cannot be rightBut the bells start to chime, confirming midnightBut there's no need to leaveFrom the ball tonightI'll be with you my princeFor the rest of our life.

Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soulsee inside my heartyou would know how I long for youwhenever we're apartIf you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know how I cherish youhow much you mean to meIn all the ways you comfort methe way you hold me nearthe way you know just what to doto chase away my fearThe sparkle in your beautiful eyesyour smile, laugh, your touchare just a few of many reasonsI love you oh so muchKnowing I can talk to youabout any and everythingand knowing together we will getthrough whatever life may bringI could search the whole world overand this I know is trueI would never find another lovelike the love I found with youThough with each new day, each sunrisewe can't know what's in storethere is one thing I know for sureeach day I love you moreSo if you could see inside my headif thoughts were things to seeyou would know I blessed I feelto have you here with me

Key To My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heartAnd wouldn't let anyone in,I had trusted and loved only to be hurtBut, that would never happen again.I had locked the door and tossed the keyAs hard, and as far as I could,Love would never enter there again,My heart was closed for good.Then you came into my lifeAnd made me change my mind,Just when I thought that tiny keywas impossible to find.That's when you held out your handAnd proved to me I was wrong,Inside your palm was the key to my heart...You had it all along.

Saying I Do
Saying I doIs more than saying I love youIt goes beyond describing how my love is trueBecause words are not enough to express my love for you.Saying I doIs like saying I am here for youThat I am ready to see what the future may bringBecause we are together in everything.Saying I doIs saying I am now complete because of youThat the pieces of the puzzle called "my life"Becomes a beautiful picture called "our love".And now I am saying "I DO"As I walk down the aisle with youThis is a lifetime promise that I will holdA promise I make until we grow old.

Suicide
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o

Number Game
Name:_______________ Number:_______________ text messaging (yes or no): ______ picture messaging (yes or no): _________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. Can i have your # Title it can i have your number

Near You
'Neath velvet cloth of night and shadows, my heart confessed its thoughts to the wind. I could feel your smile from a distance with the touch of your closeness profound. The sun reached behind a fading sky, so the moon could take its proper place. Day to darkness, brightened by the stars, leaving upon the blue waters a shimmering portrait of your face. You, with all your savoring sweetness, tenderly pierced the walls of my soul as you wove a new tapestry with the golden threads of your hope and love. Yesterday you offered me courage, today you endowed me with your strength. Every moment together, a gift. Every day a celebration of life. How lovely the music of your heart. You are the air I breathe, sound I hear and the spirit that gently moves me. I don't wish for the moon, I have the stars.

No Love
NO LOVE Its To Much Adrenalin rush sick of getting pushed and shoved Ready to rise above cause I feel no love Its To Much Adrenalin rush sick of getting pushed and shoved Ready to rise above cause I feel no love Man I was seeing this one girl I thought she loved me I thought she was the was but now I see I must have been crazy I thought she was my baby I’m just sick of all the same old shit if I had my way I would make my hart just quit Do you know the fucked up part “what man what” I still love her “damn”. To much to much going out of control To much to much why’d you let go To much to much you left me alone To much to much no love have I been show Its To Much Adrenalin rush sick of getting pushed and shoved Ready to rise above cause I feel no love Its To Much Adrenalin rush sick of getting pushed and shoved Ready to rise above cause I feel no love Living my life day to day gathering regrets why won’t they fad

You
You are my world.You are my life.You are my everything.You are my husband.You are my best friend.You are my lover.You are my dreams come true.You are my shelter, my cover.You are my sun in the sky.You are my moonlight at night.You are all the good in the world.You are all that is right.You are all that I see.You are all that I feel.You are all that I need.You are all that is real.

When Im Gone
people who actually kill themselves never give warning or signs, those that do aren't serious but I can tell you this, Suicide is a train barreling downhill track with no brakes- it starts slow but builds into an obsession impossible to stop. You should feel honored that he felt you were the most important person in his world that he chose you to spend his last hours with- that was carefully and intentionally planned. When you are on the train you enjoy the view the speed your last hours but feel it is inevitable so you are happy and never feel the ending coming, its all preplanned and nothing can stop it, you dont want it stopped, you want it over. My roommates have no idea it ever happened to me, that I was ever on that train but I have many times and if I were on it right now, no one would know. When we refer to people we love who are gone, they want us to remember the fun we had together, to them death was just another step in life. the only predictable part of life is that it is u

Ok Maybe I Was A Bit Rash Earlier
There are those of you who I KNOW I can depend on and have. Those who are just...personal to me. Those who I am just getting to know even though you may have been on my list for ages. I don't mean to say you don't matter. I just mean to say...sometimes I think I regret that I stopped treating the fu like a playground like I did before and was only really close to 2 people. I'm just angry at myself for letting non-important people get to me. I think that just shows I've gotten a little weaker than what I was before. Before, I wouldn't have given a flying pigs arse. But yea...I didn't mean to offend anyone. I don't think. I don't know, I'm so confused.

Winders 2005
Windows 2005 Southern EditionIt has come to our attention that a few copies of the Windows 2005 Southern Edition may have accidentally been shipped outside of the south.If you have one of these, you may need help understanding the commands. The Southern dition may be recognized by the unique opening screen. It reads: WINDERS 2005, with a background picture of Waylon and Willie superimposed on a bottle of Jack Daniels.Please also note:The Recycle Bin is labeled "Outhouse"My Computer is called "This Dern Contraption"Dial Up Networking is called "Good Ol' Boys"Control Panel is known as "The Dashboard"Hard Drive is referred to as "4-Wheel Drive"Floppies are "Them little ol' plastic thangs"Instead of an error message, "Duct Tape" pops up.Changes in Terminology In Southern Edition:Cancel............stopdatReset..............try'er aginYes...............yepNo................nopeFind...............hunt fer itGo to............over yonderBack...............back yonderHelp.........

Week By The Numbers
3. total number of hair clients on Friday. 3. Total number of nail clients on Saturday. 3. number of french manicures done on other student's clients (really? is it that hard?) 1. number of hair clients missing an ear. (not my fault, he came in that way.) 357. number of freak outs had while cutting the thickest, curliest hair I have ever seen. I couldn't even hide the freak outs. It went: cut hair, OH SHIT! oh we are good nevermind, repeat for an hour. 6. number of times I asked the educator to check that haircut. 2. number of times the educator freaked out on me for freaking out. I kinda deserved it. 1. Number of Swedish films seen over the weekend. did you know "what the fuck" is pronounced "what the fuck" in Swedeish. 4. number of referrals given to me already by that curly haired girl (she works in the call center at school! Fuck yea!) 102. percentage of people that tipped me for my services. (one of the people I painted for another student tipped me) 38. number of dolla

Yea So I Guess I Am Pretty Pissed Off For No Good Reason
Judging from my last blog you would have figured. But now that I think about it. I really shouldn't be. It's only people from the Fu. I'm starting to think that I shouldn't really care what goes on around here, nobody matters. Obviously expecting the good from here has opened me up to the effects of the bad also. No expectations is the best way to go. So from now. I really couldn't give a toss.

Pumpkin
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring.

Just Venting
You're a stupid arrogant asshole who needs a woman to constantly stroke your ego. You take what you want from your so-called 'friends'...what YOU want. Not what is best for them. And when it doesn't go your way you manipulate like a little bitch to get what you want, and when it doesn't go your way you throw your toys out of the pram and lower yourself to childish insults. And then to have the audacity later to appear to be 'above' it all or pretending to 'not remember'. Please, even a 12 year old boy can come up with a better excuse than that. If you're going to be an asshole, expect people to react.

Cluck Therapy
Remember how the power went out at my house for 15 days in January? Maybe you don't. But I do. Anyway, as you may or may not remember, there was an ice storm that snapped thousands of power poles. To fix this, they had to drill holes into frozen ground and stick new power poles in the holes. Unfortunately, as the ground thawed and many feet of snow melted, everything here got swampy, and the power poles, by virtue of pure magic, started popping straight out of the now-soggy ground. This, added to a recent flurry of electrical storms and five tornados--one of which was half a mile wide and destroyed farms located less than 10 miles from me--has made the existence of electricity at my home a rarity. This is wild country, baby. And so, I'm spending the early part of summer doing all the things I love to do, few of which require electricity. I gather asparagus in the morning, and I grill it in the evening. I'm planting out flat after flat of tomatoes, peppers, and eggplant--lit

Yes It's Nsfw! And Here Is Why!
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations Overtly tasteless Slandering to any person or ethnicity Contains exposed body parts and no face (chest, etc. for both men and women) *YES DUMB ASS THAT MEANS ANY PART OF YOU THAT IS IN YOUR PIC THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE YOUR FACE IN THAT PIC IS CONCIDERED NSFW* In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member's face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there's a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as Primary Photos. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes your Home page, Bulletin

If Ya Met Me In Rl What Would You Think?
what you see here is what you get in RL...well i usually have some kind of camo Harley hunting hat on..and generally surrounded by one of my many kids..but yes i am exactly the same in RL as i am here.. ok later

Birthday Stuffs
friday is mah birfday and its the big 3-0 so i demand you get me cool stuff....or else witchie gets boob slapped so think of witchie and make me be nice to her p.s she thinks im a dick already lets make her wrong

Brittany Murphy's Hubby Found Dead
LOS ANGELES - The husband of Brittany Murphy was found dead at his Los Angeles home late Sunday, five months after the Hollywood actress died, police said. The preliminary cause of the death of British screenwriter Simon Monjack is natural causes, police spokesman Sgt. Louie Lozano told The Associated Press. "We concluded there no signs of foul play or any criminal activity involved," said Sgt. Alex Ortiz, another police spokesman. Firefighters responding to an emergency call from a woman at 9:40 p.m. found the 39-year-old Monjack dead at the Hollywood Hills residence, police spokesman Sgt. Louie Lozano said. Ortiz said he didn't know who called. Monjack and Murphy had shared their home with Murphy's mother, Sharon. Ortiz said that the Los Angeles Coroner's Office was taking over the investigation because criminal activity had been ruled out, and would provide more details later on the death and circumstances surrounding it. At his wife's funeral in December, a visibly emotional M

$-hot Booty Cutie Contest-$
This is a RATING contest!!!! It's easy peazy =) You rate me up in the contest and you get to see my booty No catch at all:seriously it's a booty contest!!! IF I win and get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! oh and feel free to drop comments! click below :) and to see the booty, this is what I have to work with and Brought to you by: KENO KO OWNER $-HOT BOOTY CUTIE CONTEST-$ (running from now until Saturday, May 29th)!!!! bully posted by: Boobalicious Paper Doll@ fubar

Short Busy Week...
no travel this week... off on Friday... Dud has a small peen going to a wedding this weekend... outdoor in San Antonio in the middle of the day in May... Passions drools on Dud's old man balls fuckin insane to have the wedding at that time... going to have to spend too much time with the inlaws... Boops licks the window where someone drew a peen have a great fuckin day...

A Poem I Wrote
The following was just something that came to me. It isn't written for anyone specific. Hope you all enjoy it. if you do please leave a comment I love to hear feedback. Thank you it took just one lookfor me to realizebeauty beyond comparewhen I stare into your eyeseverytime I hear your voiceI am listening to an angel singthe words flowing from my heartdescribing the joy you bringwhen I kiss your lipsI can taste italian winepouring into my soulintoxicating my mindwhen I am all alonewishing you were hereI can smell your perfumelingering in the airwhen I hold you in my armsI'm the luckiest man aliveyou are what i been praying forthe love of my life.

You Are Always There
Late at night when I’m in bedYour face is all I see in my headA smiling angel with long brown hair Oh baby I know you are always thereAs I drift slowly to sleep and dreamImages of you flow freely like a streamOn a course but I don’t know whereBut somehow I know you are always thereHolding each other, it’s where I want to beWrapped in your arms is everything to meI’m lost in your eyes captivated by your stareBecause my love I know you are always there

Just Rambling...
I'm only going to be on here for a few minutes, but I had to get something off my chest. It's really pathetic when I'm blocked by someone for a stupid reason, yet they are "allowed" to have other female friends that do even worse things than I'm accused of. I did NOTHING and they can't be my friend while other women are allowed to send them bling that say "I love you". The worst thing I did was send them a bling that said "bff". Ugh...it's lame, really. That is all.

Goodmorning
As she woke up, she discovered that it was incredibly early in the morning, the sunlight was barely peeking through the curtains, but she was needy as usual. She rolled over and snuggled against her Master's warm flesh. Her soft kisses awakened him from his sleep, while her fingers played down his chest, and she could feel the pulse of his hard cock already growing against her stomach. He pressed a kiss to the top of her head as he growled deep and thick.“Good morning, my pet,” he whispered.His cock swelled thick when her fingers wrapped around his girth.“Suck it, my whore,” he commanded her. She eagerly crawled beneath the cool sheets and licked at the head of his cock. His fingers played down the tremble of her spine and found the sweet, wet welcome of her cunt. His fingers slipped into her cunt as she swallowed him deep into her throat. She fucked her hips back against his fingers as her tongue swirled against the throbbing shaft of his cock. She

5:21am...still Awake Still Thinkin
yes its after 5 in the morning yes im still awake thinkin to hard wondering to much.. there are so many thoughts racing through my head i doubt that ill sleep i cant help but close my eyes and remember the good...the bad...the mistakes made...the nights i layed awake staring into the nothingness...the times when i used to stare deep into the stars n know everything was gonna be fine...my first full moon with him walkin on that beach the sand between my toes the water around my ancles walking hand in hand knowing it was true...the last night we spent together...the ones who left us...the ones who gave up...the late night phone calls...the early morning walks...the last words said to those certain people...times where nothing but fire made me smile...and many many more...all these things make me wonder what if it were different sometimes i wish they were... yet at the same time all these memories created me...they evolved into my life they can't be helped anymore so now i start to paun

The Time Is Here!!
One's too many & a thousand's never enoughI never thought it be this tough.Keep jumpin from one to another, thinkin everythings ok1 drink 1 drug 1 shot 1 puffWhen will it EVER be enough!I never thought id see the dayWhen all my bad habits just go away,The time is here, the time is now,Smile or plaster on that fake frown.If your not movin up, your going downAll my demons try to keep me bound.I've kicked & fought & screamed in distraughtEither way, the time is near, have no fear cuz im still here

Dating
You know I have spent so much time on here and myspace and realised one thing that irratates me greatly! People always judge by how someone looks on if they want to be with them. Guys always want the skinny barbiedoll type and women want the muscular blah blah. Well I am here to say it is far from your eyes that fall in love it is your heart and your heart goes by how you are treated and how that person makes you feel so please someone tell me why everyone is so damn wrapped up on looks? You know alot of you guys are issing out on women like me that aren't barbiedolls because our personalities are alot more beautiful!

I'm Free
I’m Free Don’t grieve for me, for now I’m free, I’m following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, to laugh, to love, to work or play; Tasks left undone must stay that way. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, Ah yes, these things too I will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow, I wish you the suns

My Babi Wrote Me This!!!!!!!!!!!!
baby when i see or talk to u its like the problems in the world just melts away i have never fallin in luv with a girl this quick exspecially from the internet but with u its different babe honestly u mean everything to me a luv u alot and hope that i never lose u in my life i dont know wat i would withou u in my life baby i luv u because u put up with my shit u know when i play around and i hope we never have a fight at all i luv u sweetheart and i always will forever and always no matter wat happens between us baby

He's So Amazing!!!!!!!!
Babi you are the light in my day the wind blowing thru my hair and the sun beating on my skin!!!!!!!! I never knew happiness until I met you... I never knew love until I looked you in the eyes........... Babi I would do anything for you just say it and I'll do it...... Babi I don't kno what I'd do without you.. Up until I met you I was lost confused unsure of love and unsure of where my life was taking me but now I kno and it's all becuz of you..... If I have to wait forever to hold you in my arms. ...... I hurt would never do anything to hurt you..... You are the one I want to spend my life with forever and Always i love you Babi

Long Time Here !
I've been here on and off 5 years im no top member not a fu fav by any means but i have enjoyed almost every minute of this place. ive made many lie time friends through this place it started as a social networking site now to me it just seems like a cash register but thats just my opinionas a matter of fact all of this is just an opinion my opinion i havent talked about this to anyone except maybe my uncle Dj Lincoln but just like Ms Mona he doesnt really come here anymore my first 2 years here i spent a small fortune on a site that was starting out and hell yeah i wanted to see it make it we only had my space at the time and that place wasnt very interactive and loaded with foul pedofiles and predators so when i found fu the lost cherry at the that time it was a treat many of us came here for something to do to pass the time a lot of us are disabled and dont get out much so it was perfect for us scrapper made us all feel welcomed myself included our late brother Fat Tony he was be

Drama Blog!
Be aware that you clicked this knowing it is gonna be fulll of drama.. but i wouldn't mind some opinions here! Most of the people who actually read my blogs (as random as they are...) know that my husband and i are getting divorced... should be final any day now... but if not... here is a little back story! Two weeks after we separated (supposed to be temporary separation...) I find out he has a girlfriend. (really? and you said you loved me... wtf is that?) her and i were at one time friends... not anymore of course.. shes a fucking slutmonkey...... with the same name as me at that.. (well at least he won't have to worry about saying the wrong name... not like we had sex... that was nonexistant... which i am actually glad about because 2 weeks? really? like i believe that.. i still think he was cheating on me.... ANYWAY!!!!!!!!! backstory on her... she is a slut... sleeps around with pretty much anyone.. male or female... plus.. her baby daddy (yes she has a kid.. he wasn't ready t

My Last Drunken Awesome-ness... Lol
So, a few nights ago my brotha-from -anotha-motha came over to hang out and party, and he'd never been in my town, or partied with me. We finished a 5th between us, and were sufficiantly smashed. He was a bit more smashed than i, since he never drinks We decided to go to the bar, and were there for about 45 min before they noticed he wasn't wearing shoes. So we went back to my house so he could get his shoes, and went back to the bar. We were there for 20 min before they noticed he was only wearing 1.So I ran to the bathroom real quick, and when i came out, he was gone. I couldn't find him anywhere. I walked around town from 1am-2:30am looking for him. He had curled up behind a church and passed out. He wandered around the next morning until he found the bar then found his way back to my house.... We died laughing the next day while we were nursing severe hangovers... lol

Life Sucks
Tonight was not a good night. Someone who I really cared about told me they stopped the "fuengageent" so she could get "fumarried" & 'fundivorced". Told her that hurt cause seeing on here I am fuengaged to someone made me feel on top of the world. Told her how hurt I was & gave her a hypothetical situation not knowing something like that actually happened to her. No matter what I said she didn't believe me. Now she has me blocked & now feel even worse than Idid earlier. Don't know what to do. Life really is a bitch!!

Blah
I'm really starting to hate this place. It's not really the place, but how people act while they're here. I think I'm the same way on here than I am offline. Some people don't believe me: I don't really care. I am extremely blunt, to the point, honest offline with friends, acquaintences and people I don't even know. I've been this way for a long time and I don't plan on changing it just because I log into a website. I don't expect everyone to get along, but I hope for some kind of maturity. We all make fun of, joke or whatever--which is fine, but there's a line that gets crossed A LOT. I am fucking sick of it. I'm not having fun anymore. I'm thinking of taking a fu-break soon, I'm not sure when. I'm only logging in now because Philemon bought me this VIP and I don't want to be rude and not use it. I probably won't even tell anyone when I'm on my fu-break (I never do), but those that have my number will text and ask where the fuck I am, I'm sure. This isn't some platform to bash anyone

Bittersweet Memories
Verse 1: You turn me off at the push of a button and you pretend that I don't mean nothing I'm not gonna say that's easy to tell but guess what honey, it ain't no angel You like to scream these words as a weapon well, go ahead, take your best shot man I wanna leave you, it's easy to see but guess what honey, it's not that easy We get so complicated? ( Complicated!! ) This finger's for our memories... Chorus: So rid my pictures from your wall, tear them down and burn them all, light the fire and walk away, there's nothing left to say..so Take the ashes from the floor, bury them to just make sure, and nothing more is left of me just bittersweet memories Memories... Verse 2: I wanna run and escape from your prison but when I leave I feel something is missing I'm not afraid, that's easy to tell this can't be heaven, it feels like I'm in hell You're like a drug that I can't stop taking I want more and I can't stop craving I still want you, it's easy to

Pepurangel
She is near, I can fell her queit heat pressed against my backMy body tenses,trembles with anticipationof her touch, Desire like a razor opens my soul to her soft,intense embrace.everything I am is torn by passion and fear every breath is ruled by her.I open my eyes and the dream is over i lay my head back,enraptured still by the sweet spell of our fierce moment,and i cry for her return

My Ability Points
Here is how to do it.... My 3 Pimp outs for the day... 3 Million Fu Bux or a 3 credit Bling Vouched and a Pimp... 5 Million Fu Bux or A 5 Credit Bling My Points for the day... 2 Boomerangs and I will supply the Auto You need to PM me if you are interested. This Will Be On A First Come First Serve Basis. Means Do NOT send me anything until we have talked over the details. Thanks and happy leveling!!

My New Midget :)
Well, technically it's not mine. But there's no way in hell I'm letting my daughter actually drive this thing when she gets her license. She turns 16 next week. It was given to her by her grandfather. '78 MG Midget.

Real Love
Real Love isn't just peace and harmonybutterflies and day dreamingIt's fire and iceIt's pushing each other to the limityet being able to let it goIt's realizing you are doing thingsyou never wanted to before with outeven thinking about it just because.It's not giving a care anymore to thingsthat used to bother you before.It isn't that you have changedIt's because you have connected withsomeone that wasn't a check list.

Treat
It all just falls off. Like every muscle's sighing. Like every screw's loosened. Its becoming the high point of my day.Almost like my body is becoming addicted to itand knowing meit is. Sure the trade off is 10 to 20 to 50 minutes of agonyinexplicable thanotic impulse and terrorpeppered randomly throughout my daybut at least I get something out of itwhich is muchmuch more than what I can say about dating. It feels like I'm being suckeddownas my heart throbs and my lungs papapapap against my ribsthe room spinsand I'm stuck in the middle as it all falls in on me. But nowwith enough bourbonI stay at neutral.Safe. Flat. Idle. Benz would be time release, cause seurosis and short term memory lossand increase depression what exactly is the difference?Ten times the price and a Doctor's note saying its okay to take at work? Same treatmentSame receptorsSame side effects on a less terminal scale. That makes perfect sense.Pass the bottle or pass the barrel.

For 19.95 You Can Get A Bling Pack...or This...lol
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

For 19.95 You Can Get A Bling Pack...or This...lol
Well, every now and then I post something random. And when I saw this on an infomercial, I really thought that it was funny for what it is, and then I saw this…check out the parody video below: See dudes, think about it, for the price of a 25 credit bling pack you can get your favorite fu girl of the week one of these…lol…sometimes it’s funny to be random, hope ya’ll had a good weekend and peace…

12 Step Program Of Recovery For Web Addicts
12 Step Program Of Recovery For Web Addicts 1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my PAPER newspaper like I used to, before the Web. 2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. 3) I will get dressed before noon. 4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Web. 5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Web-deprived. 6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Web. 7) I will read a book... if I still remember how. 8) I will listen to those around me about their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Web. 9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. 10) I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not. 11) I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my checkbook because I was too bus

Not A Joke!!!
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the deaths of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist Roanoke Fire-EMS 541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016 (540) 853-2257 (phone)

"i'll Be Dodgy"
The Terminator. A great film, looks excellent. Until you get to him taking his eye ball out. Granted, it's an old film, but Arnie to plastic Arnie and back again looks hilariously poor now. Goes to show how much has changed in so little time when you look at something like avatar and the like now.

*cries*
Why me? :( plastic6: i know i need to go you make me horny. have a nice day Suga Lips: I doubt my husband would allow that plastic6: makes me want to have some fun with you Suga Lips: It's okay plastic6: thats to bad Suga Lips: No plastic6: up to anything fun today plastic6: you are very welcome Suga Lips: Thank you plastic6: like looking at your pics. you are very sexy plastic6: i see Suga Lips: Thank Kid Rock--he wrote it

Sunday
well how was YOUR weekend? hope it was good... i did my first piercing on someone else...NO i didnt screw it up, but what a rush!! i think i need to look in to doing this more often! I have a friend who wants me to do a Tragus pircing, the little nub of cartilage on the ear, and i am nervous about going thru it... i watched some videos and looks simple enough, i have all the tools with the exception of a tube to catch the needle after it goes thru... anyways...I finally got good news from unemployment!!! YAY i should be recieving my money with in a week...all the way back from febuary 6th!!! woot!! anyways, thats about it... anyone have the piercing on their tragus done with a story??? as you were

Strategic Photos
The next thing I want to bring up is all the profiles with Strategic photos, the ones that show face and all the cleavage. You go to a profile and you see several to a couple of hundred pictures of a woman and all you see is face and cleavage from the overhead, the Birds eye view. Lets get real ladies, if you are taking only the overhead Birds eye shots obviously you are hiding something. If you have something to hide go elsewhere to sucker guys and many of you do. Some of you should seriously consider spending alot less time on FUBAR and alot more time in the gym or outdoors exercising. If you think I am pciking on people and/or being mean ............ I have struggled to maintain a level of fitness and remain within Army height and weight standards for the last 26 years. I walk with my daughter and Classc1 on a regular basis. Take a look at her page (Classc1), fresh photos taken within days. She looks pheonomenal, you cant tell she is a mom and had a normal pregnancy. I think

Jesse James Cries
Is Jesse James for real? I mean, what’s up dude? There is no crying for being an adulterer. But apparently, Jesse thinks it‘s Ok to cry in public. Jesse, my man, you are not “the most hated man in the world.” The only people that don’t like you are Sandra’s friends and can you blame them? They tried to tell her you were hot her type. Suck it up dude and be man about the whole sordid affair. Go out and have another fling to get your mind right. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/21/jesse-james-threw-away-pretty-amazing-life-marriage/ BlastFM is loves its affairs with its listeners. It’s a 24/7 affair of great musical sounds. Have an affair with BlastFM www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Just Another Day By Ongo Boingo
I feel it all around / I feel it in my bones My life is on the line / When I'm away from home When I step out the door / The jungle is alive I do not trust my ears / I don't believe my eyes I will not fall in love / I cannot risk the bet Cause hearts are fragile toys / so easy to forget It's just another day / There's murder in the air It drags me when I walk / I smell it everywhere It's just another day / Where people cling to light To drive away the fear / That comes with every night CHORUS It's just another . . . . . . . It's just another day It's just another . . . . . . . It's just another day . . . It's just another day--When people wake from dreams With voices in their ears--That will not go away I had a dream last night / The world was set on fire And everywhere I ran / There wasn't any water The temperature increased / The sky was crimson red The clouds turned into smoke / And everyone was dead (but) There's a smile on my face . . . For everyone There's a golden coin . . . Tha

Ohio, California, Florida,
Is Ohio, California, or Florida the state with the most idiots on fubar? Or are there other regions and nations that carry that distinction? A. Ohio B. California C. Florida D. Other E. Who really cares, we can make fun of idiots from everywhere.

Omg Look At New Pics Me Drawn As Last Unicorn!!!!
omg look at new pics me drawn as last unicorn!!!! what u think? was drawn by Jack Carson is FucT n lusted by CK n owned by Kilala n im Mandi n Ambers DaDDy@ fubar leave a comment what u think :)

Post No Bills
Due to the abuse of some, and to keep third party Mal-ware off of my page I have shut off HTML yet again. Sorry. For those who may not be aware; Third party hosting sites can and often do contain Mal-ware links hidden in their embed codes, cookies or as redirects when pulling up the image. On some computers this is such a problem that the site or in this case my page will not open for someone. Depending upon your OS, AV-FW programs this may keep pages from opening since the script causes a redirect. I use NoScript for FireFox to avoid this, it blocks unfamiliar script, you have to choose what you will allow. This is much safer than opening a page and being redirected, or getting a dozen pop-ups, or a fake login screen. Additionally, those embedded games that have a half a page of code are a problem as well. I have been editing my embeds for years, most of that code is not needed for the games or images, it is however usually part of the agreement that none of it is changed. Even You

Ways To Get A Personal Salute From Me Want A Salute Or Salute Video From Me?
WANT A SALUTE OR SALUTE VIDEO FROM ME? WAYS TO GET ONE: DRAW ME (GOOD LOL) (HAND DRAWN OR AS A TOON IN ANIME ON OR PHOTSHOP ETC) sEND ME A 65-250 BLING OR BETTER (250 FOR VIDEOS) SEND ME 100 MILL OR MORE :p I used to just make regular ones for very close friends but i get asked all the time by everyone and i just cant make them for everyone .... Plus this is my little way of thanking people who gave me gifts make them feel special ... ( ^_____^ ) making some later today

Poor Lonely Futards.
So I changed my default pic to a large breated whore-bird. It's a a rare species I know. Since my profile is set to "friends only" I wanted to see how many friend requests I would get from just the picture. In 15 minutes I got 54 friend requests. All but 3 were blank. Poor horny young lads. Don't they have Playboy anymore?

Newest List Of Levelers-5 Sunday
list of levelers 5-23-2010 FIRST LIST please tell me if this is helping 21,008 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/6066287,097 Points to go! BARFLY 11http://www.fubar.com/220613417,161 Points to go! level 12http://www.fubar.com/430865951,939 Points to go level 19http://www.fubar.com/172860536,181 Points to go!pimp 17http://www.fubar.com/205487821,422 Points to go! Regular 12http://www.fubar.com/user/26782348,877 Points to go!Level 21 barflyhttp://www.fubar.com/389003335,839 Points to go! level ninja 19http://www.fubar.com/user/1454159

[...the Tolling Of The Division Bell: The War Between Red And Blue...]
So, the rumour is that there was an attack on this nation in September of '01, I'm sure everyone here remembers the small bit of media coverage it garnered. Actually, I'm sure everyone here remembers it with startling clarity. I don't, I was working 3rd shift at the time and was asleep. But that's not the point. Until that point, the nation was kinda groovy and cool. We were relaxed and pretty awesome, one of the single best nations on the planet. Sure, we had a dunce for a president, but come on, we survived Jimmy Carter and Ronald Reagan, didn't we? We could survive this nincompoop with no trouble, but then two atom bombs were dropped on NYC, and the nation changed. For the better, for the worse. In the direct aftermath, it was actually interesting to watch. We were all terrified, and being extra friendly to one another, but after the shock war off, we were no longer united. There were lines being drawn in the sand, and it became very much like grade school. Very cli

Claiming They Miss A Soldier
I have noticed since coming back online that some females that used to be on my friends list are claiming that they are STILL missing a deployed Soldier. One woman claims that she is missing a guy now for going on two years. Unless she is supporting more than one Soldier emotionally, there is no one I know of that has deployed for more than 18 months per deployment. I hope that some of these people learn that there is more than writing in a profile about supporting troops and posting the same pictures and tags everyone else has. I think there are many women on here that use servicemembers and live vicariously through them. I only wish we could use peoples names in Blogs, many young Soldiers need be warned about the Uniform chasers on this site. Some of these women that cannot support themselves or all the children they have from past broken marriages are looking for an easy meal ticket. I know it because I have chatted with a good few myself. Hiding behind photo shopped pictures and

Neath The Glowing Sunset
Here beside by the ocean At the end of the dayBarefoot on the sandWe strolled along the bayWe often came back hereTo where we first metSharing love and light Neath the glowing sunsetWhile golden rays spread On a shimmering seaHand in hand we walkAs we share the intimacy Upon the beach at sunset Waves whisper amoreThis haven by the seaGlows of love forevermore

Aarp''s Fall From Grace
--- On Sat, 5/22/10, Starliner57@copper.net wrote: From: Starliner57@copper.net Subject: AARP'S FALL FROM GRACETo: "Undisclosed Recipients" Date: Saturday, May 22, 2010, 12:20 PM AARP'S FALL FROM GRACE I find this very interesting reading, so let's keep it going if you agree. It only takes a few days on the Internet and this will have reached 75% of the public in the U.S.A.Seniors need to stand up for what is right, not what the politicians want or big Corporations want. This was sent to Mr. Rand who is the Executive Director of AARP. THIS LADY NOT ONLY HAS A GRASP OF 'THE SITUATION' BUT AN INCREDIBLE COMMAND OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE! Dear Mr. Rand, Recently you sent us a letter encouraging us to renew our lapsed membership in AARP by the requested date. I know it is not what you were looking for, but this is the most honest response I can give you. Our gap in coverage is merely a microscopic symptom of the real problem, a deepening lack of faith. While we hav

Rest In Power Just1er-destine4legacykrew
-3:21 am :you have a new text message from Josh Goldman "Please tell John that JUSTER has passed." Goddamnit...Im still tryin to understand it. The passing of another of the downest on the planet. Thinking back, its pretty hard to keep from laughin. flyin down the 2 on the way back from the cabin.. AYE! the fuck do we do with this shotgun? no faster than i said it, here the damn cops come... yer ass bailed from the car, "lettem come get it if they want some!" how about patrollin 2 different school halls? talkin about the glory of bombing on smooth walls... we took on 5 crews at a time, and 5 cats served'em ALL.. only thing a toy could say was "man,FUCK YALL" i remember poppin basketballs... and the first time i rode a ramp.. busted my fuckin ass, and all you did was clap... ditchin the last half of days, buses to hellrose, a hour and a half ride and beat non-stop had just closed! chillen with Wes and Doc, Wax Records for hip hop, and finally teachin yer ass to bus

Answer To Ms Desa Question
ok i think i have a lot to offer i could show that you can survive if you want to. I know that it seems impossible. but i am proof it isnt. Is it hard hell yes. But life is not easy you get what you put into it. i think that sometimes people just turn their backs and ignore, one thing i have learned is that there are a lot of people that say they are friends but are not, it is better to have one true friend then 100 so called friends. I have learned that you dont tell people your life if you dont want to impact theirs. I have also learned that there is only one person you can depend on and thats your self and warning sometimes your self even let you down. I also know that talking about can be healing and also it can hurt. dont put your self out there if you are not a strong person. another thing is say what you mean and mean what you say . I will post more when asked and would love to meet more people like me. \peace out jim

The Beginning
hello this my first blog so be nice. i am. going to share my life good and bad. the real me. I am jim am 53 and a single dad with 2 boys 16 and 18. I was married for 15 years. Ok when i was 7 i was adopted and that is when life went down. at 8 my dad started molesting me but i thought that was the way all families where. i was a very insecure person. I have and still do think that all people give up on me. I did not have a date until i was 17 and that was when i lost my cherry. I think i am ugly but have a big heart. I hate that people judge me for my looks before they ever get to know me. I joined the navy wheni was sixteen. i was homeless from 1975 until 1990. life was not easy but i would not change anything. ok this is a start now if you post and want to know anything ask and i will write about it, well write more when i get requests.

Let's Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Hmmm What To Do With This Place. Lol
Hmmmm I don't really drink anymore, but I do have some fond memories of my drinking days. And who was that passing me long island ice tea's. Holy crap. Those things used to be my drink, but now days that makes me think of Rolaids. Never the less I can still in joy the thought of you folks trying to get my drunk. lol Now I know that it is supposed to be a party. But what do you know. I get invited. Desided to check it out. Even from a security stand point. Seems cool to me, and here I am on a machine that I don't have any mug shots loaded on too. Than again. Must I brake another camera? lol A bit about me. I am a father or four year old twins with full custody. So real bars are kind of out of the question for most of the time. Also I do have my own small business that I'm not going to talk about shop at this time. What I will say is that those that really have something. Papers and all, but nobody willing to hire you. If you got what it takes, and it may mean a

"spring Time" Auction Results
The "Spring Time" Auction Results as of 22 May at 11:59:59pm were a extremly great success in bids and rates. And I would like to thank everyone who participated, who bidded, and who rated. Thank you all. The Results of the the "Spring Time" Auction is as follows. This is a list of the participants how many rates they got and who won them in their auction offers.1.) Dana was auctioned off to "MEDIC OH CRAP I AM THE MEDIC PROMOTER AND GREETER FOR SINNER OR SAINT LOUNGE" who bidded a 65 Blingpack, 1 Happy Hour and a 7 day Blast. 2.) Coleen was auctioned off to "Mid Night Cowboy Fu Married To Beautiful Feisty Bitch" who bidded a 135 Blingpack for every 2 weeks for one month, a fu pony, and help out anyway i can. Coleen also recieved 170 votes on her auction pic. 3.) DJ PHUCKER was auctioned off to "The Evil One" who bidded 4 million fubucks. DJ PHUCKER also recieved 62 votes on his auction pic. 4.) Ravin Jugallo was auctioned off to "BabySmilesAlot

Guardian Angel (poetry)
Stability and a centering balance.The yin to my yang.Pulling in my shattered soul,Relaxing my over stimulated brain.Someone to talk to,Whisper all my secrets.Wrapping protective wings around his charge,He see's everything.Looking deep withing my shattered soul,Putting together the sharpened pieces.Protective and ever vigilant,Never blinking an eye.Spreading gossamer wings,He watches from up high.Coming to me when I need my esteem,When nothing seems right.He comes in many form's,The fox to guide me, The man to hold me,The cat to show my my independence again.And the hawk to watch me.Always taking another shape to show me the way.Protecting me never leading me astray.Christian I may not be,But always a guardian, and angel, watches over me.

Blogs Masquerading
Blogs masquerading as mumms, and vice versa, which are more annoying? A. Blogs masquerading as mumms B. Mumms masquerading as blogs. For example, anything to do withh Lebron James, or my inane crap?

Hey Every Body
We had to let our pc go in january. We just purchased another one but we have to be able to get home to get it. I will be staying a few weeks at my mother's and will not have access to a pc until i get back in the truck. My son is still in the testing process. He has to have the sweat test redone since it came back inconclusive for cystic fibrosis the first try. He is now seeing a bone as well and a genetics team as well as a gi dr. Those trips to vanderbilt in Nashville take about 100 bucks every trip and he goes every few weeks. Hopefully by the time i can get back to a pc i can have more news and good news. love you all, rebelrose32

Howdy All And Something On My Mind
OK and here I go once again with a new accoutn after my last one was once again deleted. I have found most of my freinds form the last accounts and am hapy that I have. BUt now on to something that has been on my mind. Most of the friends I have on here are female. To be honest thats not the issue. The problem here is, most have NSFW pictures. Now granted I would be lying I would love to see them, but I am to much of a gentleman to ask to see them. A few of the ladies have already been nice enough to accept another question I have put towards which to this day I still say THANK YOU! But how do I go about askign fo rhte other thing or should I jsut leave it be and foget about it.

Please Read :o)
http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7676 IF YOU PLAY MAFIA OR EVEN IF YOU HAVNT...PLEASE JOIN TURF I JUST MADE...WE MAY LOOSE A LOT...BUT I LOVE LAUGHING...ITS A BRAND NEW TURF...SO AM ASKING MY FRIENDS TO JOIN & HAVE FUN KILLING PPL'S WIF ME :D...ALSO IF U KNOW OTHERS WHO WOULD LIKE TO PLAY & MEET COOL NEW PPL...PLS PASS THIS LINK OUT K....LUVS YA GUYS LORELEIXO

I Thought My Father Would Deserve This Last Tribute.. I Read This At The Burial
My first memory of my father is when I was 2.5 years old.... I was in the airplane with my mother, on our way to Canada where my father was to meet us... I remember waking up in the middle of the night and my mother coming to my bedside and asking me... do you know who this is. And I just nodded and said Tata... he brought me a little doll; I think she was dressed in yellow. I remember fondly how he and my mother tucked me in at night and helped me with my prayers and made me feel safe. He took me to school on my very first day, and watched me from a window as I was stringing beads. When I was sick he would always take care of me lovingly. My father was a good man. He was an honest, caring and hard working man, working shifts so he could put food on the table and a roof over our heads... but during all the hard times he always made time for his friends and relatives. The extended family was very important to him; they all bonded very closely for they were all building a new life in th

Criterion.
Can't outrun the facts.Can't chase the sound.Disentegrating as they laugh.Crumbling.Bargaining with what is left. Would things be different if I needed someone?Would it hurt less, the sun bleed less yellowthe stars resonate with more empathy than pity? What would you take as payment?Can I borrow against hubris? Day fades.Fresh laundry on dry grass.Callouses on cotton.Plump hip flesh pleasantly spilling from the threshold of your jeans.And that declarative, matter of fact crevice when you bend to refill my wine. Would it be any different if I found a way to fake itin that foolishnaive storybook way you want Take me as I am, because that's more than you'll ever get.

Things I Liked When I Was A Kidhere Are Some Things I Liked When I Was A Kid.
Here are some things i liked when i was a kid. Army Men oh yes the little green and brown plastic guys with guns and some had mine sweepers as well. Man i remember dividing my room in to two parts setting up the field and having a war. I would throw small projectiles a crossed the room back in forth and who ever was the last team standing won the war!!! I also liked the Super Van City the van would unfold into a small city which had an airport, drag strip, bank, a canyon it had a school as well and yes i had Micro Machines the little tiny ass car but damn those things rocked i also had a Micro Machines construction play set with a bridge and a crane and i had one that had a cliff with a skull and a bridge you would push a button by the skull and it would blow up. Another thing i liked was K-Nex they would kind of like legos i had a big bin full of them i had a motorcycle i made from a K-Nex kit i used to make all sort of fun stuff with them. oh yea and what kid didn'

Sanity Fading
I wROTE THIS TODAY i AM in a dark mood!! "Sanity Fading"I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do all these awful thing's,thing's that I do not want to do.I wish they would stop screaming and tellingme their awful lies.Like I should take a spoon and gouge out myeyes. They say to take a rusty knife and cut off my finger's and that it will be an awesome joke.They say to take that same rusty knife and slice open someone's throat.I know that I am not evil, yet why do I hearall this crazy shit?I hope I don't give into these voices 'cause if I do that will be it.Everyone will suffer at the hands of theseabominations.Because of these abominations my name willgo unknown to all of creations.It is just awful to think that will happenif I let them go.I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do awful thing's, what should I do?They tell me to bite your tongue off and to bite out your eyes. I would watch you bleed to death as they laugh at you

My Life Sucks
Well about a month ago my bf dumped me! He told me the reason he dumped me was because he needed to be alone cause he goes through these phase fuckin phsyco but i loved him anyway but we haven't even been broke up a month an he has someone else!! ha ha so the real reason he broke up with me was because he was cheating on me an wanted her more than me so all of the things he told me was a lie. Plus i heard from a close friend of his that the only reason he was with me was cause i had a car and the only reason he told me that he loved me was to get me to shut up.....WAT A PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!! but since we broke up my life has been a whole lot better plus i will be continueing my education like i will be starting school in june to be a pharmacy tech. so well thats all thats goin on in my life!!!!

Thanx To A Deleted Mum
could I be even more pissed off?.. probably. as my close friends know, I have a very ill child so I mummed earlier about it. big mistake. I wanted people to take it seriously, thankfully some did and yes, I know there are mummers that are jerks but Lord!!! I had so much crap from doctors already and I wanted new advice. It that so freaking much to ask for. Yes, I believe God will help me thru but I am so done in trying to believe. I know some mummers have no common sense but seriously, could some of yall have any heart. I do take my medical expierence seriously and those of you who don't care and say it needs to be revoked but at least I still have a job.... thank you for hearing me vent yet again... XOXO

You Are My Love
"You are my loveYou are my lifeMy heart and soulThe truest friend i've ever knownYou are my world...All of my dreamsMy fantasy, my realityI love everything you are Every time i close my eyesIt hits me so deep insideHow real this feeling isI'm intoxicated by your touchIt's a sweet, sweet rushI'm in love with your kissYou're the one i trust the mostYou changed me"

Website Recommendations
Just because of a 2 year anniversary, I do recommend all my friends to check out http://www.thatguywiththeglasses.com and http://www.cinemassacre.com and check out the videos from the people that are a part of those sites. I enjoy watching the videos from those site. I got introduced to the sites from my younger brother.

The Thinks With Are Creativs
Im one men with thinks more in the creativity. Imore important for me,because is the form of understandme and understand to you. The love with non have creativiy is low, more pover. The love with creativity givemnews forms of lover.

[misnomer]
In the future I will guide you to this entry if some rock beater says "hah! use ur spellcheck" this is not semantics. You'd think a guy who calls himself IckRUs has a flare for double meanings and creative misdirection. Somantics Soma anticsSoman ticksSemantics Soma, a mythologized, romantacized and hypothesized derivative of a divinity, plant, wisdom and narcoticall in one convenient package. Soman Seran's more tempermental cousin.A deadly nerve toxin. Semantics...Well come on I'm all about the rhetoric. So... new theme, new blog, new aeon. Get used to it. Hurts to watch got bloated anyway. I'd like to say this though, perhaps before some inagural poem, snippet or psychotic haze I'm not working on my gouf.And probably because I don't want to put down ONE layer of white on 3 parts and then start masking. could be could be. And mowing my lawn is pretty damn easy when the grass isn't 15 inchess high >> just sayin. I'm already about 2/5th's done in one hour.Problem is we'

Do You Got What It Takes?
Vicious, insecure tongues will split.Save your life.Sanity only a word we pretend.Lets be wicked shall we?Make a killing with our words.Slick, such sweet poetry.Seducing, entrancing, alluring.You would sell your soul for power.Letters are like noises falling in the rain.Poets with words, poets with words like sex.Sliding, slippery, writhing against the sheets.But they dont exist.Lets all be indestructable poet whores.One night stands and leaving you begging for more.Drained, strainedWhisper to me your secretsHeart to heartAlone in this cold bed tonight

Aching Between My Legs
Touch my skin leave me wantingFlesh upon fleshNaked and bareTouch all of me withinRapid heartbeat, soft moansTake me in, your lips surrounding meKissable lipsTouchable hipsAreolas pinkNipples peakRiver is flowingContrast in coloursWrite me a bookRead me a fairy taleUse your tongueUse your fingersMy body is braillePlease come read my story?Once upon a time.............Another aching need

Just The Way Life Is
I want the one that chooses meNot the one who thinks he can fix meDont fix meI will always be brokenLove isnt meant to be easyIf it was you could purchase it in a bubble gum machineLove for a twoonieLust for a looneyFor every smile brought to your faceThere will be a thousand of tearsYou will meet your everythingThe one that could be with anyoneBut the one that chose youThe one that loves every inchThe one that loves your every flawImperfectionsDarkest chamber of your heartCan you feel it?When your heart needs a new beat.....Oh look a ring in my cracker jack box!

Mind F*ck
Enter my mind There you shall find the truthThe truth of insanityCynical foreverEnter my mindTotal MENtal melt downEternal fallHypnotized, unlimited illusionsEnter my mindWhy did the chicken cross the road?Which came first the chicken or the egg?Parasite minds, lucid dreamsEnter my mindNo longer a virginNo longer innocentIts been f*cked for yearsI welcome you to the confines of my mindNothing but a total mind f*ck I think therefore i am, if i think not am i not? I think not.

You
I love the way your skin feels under the deft touch of my fingers, Smooth as the most expensive silk. I love the way your hair feels as I brush it out, The delicate strands glimmering in the light. I love the way you look at me with those deep brown eyes, The love burning there like fire. I love the way we walk in perfect harmony, Like we are one and the same entity. I love the way you squeeze my hand, Like you're scared I'll run away. I love the way your smile can light up my whole day, Like the sun coming out from behind a cloud. I love the way you make me so confident in my own skin, Which no one else could ever do. I love the way you said yes, When I knelt down in the cafe and asked you to marry me. But most of all... I Love YOU!!!

You Know You're From Idaho When:
You leave your keys in the car (or the ignition!) and the next morning it's still there. A building is a landmark if it's 100 years old.You can fish, golf, parasail, flightsee, and go skiing all in the same day if you try hard enough. Democrats are like salmon, they are on the endangered species list.The only 14 hippies and commies are fittingly locked away at some bar in Moscow.You know how to pronounce Pend Oreille and Coeur d'Alene in a decidedly Francophobic way.You don't mind that your state was named after a hoax.You know that the racists who gave you a bad reputation came mostly from Pennsylvania and Texas.You've ever received skis for Christmas, and used them Christmas morning skiing off the roof. You know what Lewiston smells like.You realize that you're quickly becoming a giant Mormon suburb.Your definition of a condo is "what Californians come to purchase."You have more than once, while in another state, said "You call THIS a lake?"You think suburban sprawl i

There Will Be Hell To Pay, Envy Part Iv
i got into my car. my engine didn't want to start and it took some coaxing to do it. i didn't mind, i half expected the girl to walk right back out into the lot in front of your complex. walk out and see me, enraged and righteous. i dared the bitch to walk out. i was ready, i wanted confrontation... when it didn't come, i switched on the heat. it wasn't a particularly nice day out, sure the sun was there, somewhere between clouds and sky, but it was cold. i backed out of your parking spot and into the street, doing a u-turn so i didn't get caught in a residential side of the neighborhood. i was going off of last night's directions, and i didn't want to get lost. with the heat on, i rolled down my window. i like the effect it plays on my body, i'm freezing cold and it's exhilarating, but i manage to stay stable because i've got the heat blasting onto my hands and legs. i reached over to the dashboard and grabbed a pack of cigarettes. i had quit smoking a few months back.

Men And Their Weird Lists
So I just got home from a night out for my friend's birthday (was a disaster...long story) and before we got there she was explaining to her boyfriend's friends hwat we looked like, and apparently when she describe me as 'Chinese' to the guys they were all like 'Yeaaaaa!!!' Her exact words were...to put it bluntly: 'They all want to f**& you'. I was like...'excuuuuuuuuuuuuse me?'. How rude. Apprently it's something they've always wanted to do...sleep with a Chinese/Asian girl. :\ Mumm within a blog. Is that slightly racist or not? Weirdo's.

I Fell In Love With My Reflection Again.
as i leaned over the riverbank on that golden afternoon,the passersby became mere shadows when compared to the gloryi saw reflected back at me in the afternoon light. i reached out and touched the glassy surfacethe images met and flickered there.as i gazed upon the perfect beingwith sunbeam entwined in her hair. i smiled a little and the stranger did the samenothing else mattered then, except the pair with solitary name. the moon had risenthe lights had fadedand yet i stayed her sidewe joined heart to heart. it seemed we twothe perfect fewwere never meant to part. the years flew pasti was entrancedwith the reflecting image it pays to love oftenand love deeplybut not to love oneself,sickly sweet with the seduction. for if you fallyou may end up without help at alland lost in the reflection.

I Made You Up To Hurt Myself, Envy Part Iii
she still hadn't woken up when the bright morning sunlight began to creep over my windowsill. i hadn't slept. i felt awful, my head was pounding the same beat over and over. guil-ty, guil-ty, guil-ty. maybe it was the booze, maybe it was the opportunity, maybe it was chance. but whatever it was, i knew it was wrong. you were coming back in town that day, you'd said you'd be home late. you have a habit of showing up much earlier, i guess that time with your parents tends to get you worked up and you leave in a rush. you never liked them much, they never liked me much. i could feel them strip me down to the immoral and lazy person i truly was, i could see it in their eyes that they didn't approve. they were right. and everytime they smiled, it never reached their eyes. they could hide it well, but i was used to this reaction. now i understand why. this was the first time anything had happened like this, i promise. but now, the anticipation was killing me, i worried my

Look Right Through Me, Look Right Through Me.
you're like old glass,warped. I see myself in your eyes.I could stare forever if only to get a glimpse of your soul.but all I see is emptiness now. those eyes, those eyes who so often looked lovinglytoward my figure in the doorway to your room.those eyes who locked into mineevery time you lied. every time your mouth openedyour life, your words came spilling out.unfortunatelywords are so easily misconstruedwords are so readily availableto work my will against your own. your lips turn blue nowyour breath gone from your lifeless shell. I run my fingers across your cheek.your swollen, bruised cheek.you acted like nothing could touch youyou acted like you were invinceable. I proved you wrong.the aluminum bat proved you wrong.

The New Leveling Rule's Petition
If any of you don't like the new rules regarding the new rules on leveling please leave comments here and maybe the powers to be on Fubar well read this in change back to the way it was. Being this is ridicules on trying to level now! LezLicious Lets get some more signatures with this so we can let the Fu Lords know how we all feel about the new leveling rules. Ladies leave comments on what you think of there new rules that might help more then rating this. Just thinking Ladies post this for your friends and family and friends as well! more people that read this more the better I think!

Selfish Giving
I was thinking about a vision I was given as a child. A christian camp counselor told the listening children, of which I was one, a story about Heaven and Hell. The scene he described centered upon the dinner table which was as long as the eye could see, laden with heaping platters of delicious foods of all sorts, and seated on each side of this banquet table were people that were so very, very hungry. This place existed in both Heaven and Hell. The exact details and features and creature comforts. Oh, a minor detail - all the people sitting at the table had long metal attachments to their forearms and hands. The device ended in a shape that looked much like a spork. (Some of these details are being added by me - because I'm not so sure the counselor said anything about a spork, but it helps me make my vision clearer, to me anyway). All the people that lined the table of Heaven and the table of Hell had these cumbersom

Forever Loved,..... Forever Missed
I hope you know how deeply I Love You and will miss you. I cant & wont tell you Good-Bye.. Two years isn't really that long a time. I am glad we had those 2 yrs. Our friendship, that turned to Love. You made me laugh, even a few times made me cry.Breaking up and Getting back together, lol back n forth, but you made me Happy and you loved me.You loved my girls and they you. I'll always remember our cool summer mornings to our snow balls fights and everything in between. Our plans we made for the future. Our child, who is safe your arms now. How you held me, the way you felt, your voice and smile, how you made everything alright. I Love You with all my heart and wish I didn't have go on through life without you in this world with us! I Love You, Look and watch over every one you held dear in your heart! We Love You! You will be missed. You was amazing kind, wonderful, loving Man who I am greatful to have been loved by and to have loved back.Thomas Michael Nelson - 8/6/1961 to 3/20/2010

Whats Going On?
Maybe i'm too dense, maybe i'm to fouled up to understand. I get visitors to my profile, i message users who are in my "match" range but yet no responses. It seems to be the same thing with answering personal add's. I write a response and start a conversation and get nothing from it. After about two or three responses i cant get anything else out of that person. I have said nothing inappropriate, mean or along those lines yet still get no response. I can only assume that they have moved on to someone else who sparked there interest quicker than i did. Yet not even a day later i see they have posted another personal add or are back to looking? I'm starting to get the feeling like women want everything i have to offer, just not from me. You know its hard to sum up myself in a little box with limited characters and no one-on-one communication. No ability to reply to the lookers questions they have popping into their head about something i said. Yet here i am trying at it again, trying to

Rest In Peace...
Ok so most of you don't know but May is a very rough month for me... 15 years ago this May 24th I lost a very very dear and close friend of mine... He had talked to me on the phone for over an hour the night before and he was fine.... The next day I find out he killed himself... I should have known, should have been able to sense something was going on or was going through his head but I didn't and I failed him.... To those who would say there was nothing I could have done you have no idea because I should have been able to do something, anything and I never even knew.... Some of you will think or say quit bitching and moaning about it and get over it to you I say has someone you loved ever killed themselves 10 minutes after talking to you?..... I felt I needed to post this so those of you I speak to often on here don't wonder what's wrong over the next week cause I will not be myself and I will be as fucked up as I can possibly be.....I'll do what I do every year....Pack a bowl or two

Just A Rant...
Where do I start? It's been a long 2 1/2 years of Fu-Nonsense and I think now is as good of a time as any to get some shit off my chest. For the majority of my time here, I have had a really good time talking to most of you but in recent times the goodness of this place has been sucked out to the point where I hardly even want to get on and do more than check my messages and go back to YIM. The constant begging, bitching and mindless conversation about nothing that really matters has honestly gotten out of control. For the most part, Fubar has become a place where mistreated people (both men and women) with more issues than Reader's Digest (seriously it's still in print but who reads it?) can escape their lives (kids, husbands/wives, and families) and feel like something more important. Before any of you take this to heart, realize that i'm excluding a small percentage of you, especially the ones that I talk to on a regular basis. I have been guilty of being somewhat addicted to the

Ranting Effin Fake Friends (comment Ur Thoughts )
YOU KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO im really kinda pissed ....If your someones friend and they tell you some person called u something so horrabile and it really got to you and i mean worse the the C word!and they basically act like ur being childish for having feelings and basically call you weak and stick up for other person they arent friends with ... saying how harmless they are like its no big deal yet all they do is tell u how smart and pretty u are .... and that they are dissapointed in you and blah blah Im sorry but to me friends should be there for u regudless if they think ur being silly , not so insentive ... and esp not sticking up for other person if they were the one wrong ... i mean if someone never there for u , doest really give a shit, always thinks ur wrong or dissaponiting them how the hell is that a friendi can not stand when so called friends never have ur back , i mean im alway there for my friends i always stand behind them , even if i dont agree might tell them but still

Canadian Boy Comes To The Usa For Reconstruction Surgery
Where is the best medical care in world? I’ve heard Canada and Cuba or maybe Europe. Not so fast, when 2 year-old Canadian Maddox Flynn needed face reconstruction surgery, there was not a doctor in Canada that could perform the procedure. So, Maddox dad found a top notch surgeon in the good old USA. Where health care is the best in the world. The problem now is we have Hussein Obama care. Now that’s a tragedy. There is a campaign for donations to pay for Maddox surgery. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,593334,00.html BlastFM is the what the doctor ordered for your listening pleasure. 24/7 BlastFM is where you tune in for great music www.365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

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Background *religious Zealots Need Not Read*
Several people have asked me about my religious beliefs. I decided it might be a refreshing change from my usual whining / ranting blogs, so I thought I'd share some of my history and details of my beliefs. As always, if ya don't wanna read it, stop now. I was raised by a single mom. Since she worked full time, and they didn't really have latchkey childcare at the schools then, I spent a lot of time with a family nearby. They were Free Methodist. I only went to church with them once, but often stayed at their house on Wednesday evenings when my mom wanted to go out, so I went to their church youth group. Luckily, it wasn't terribly religious, because I'd learned early on that the rhetoric they were spewing didn't make sense. I learned the basics of their beliefs, and the one time I went to church was because I won an award for my essay on what Christmas was - the other kids had all talked about presents and Santa, but I was clever enough at the ripe old age of 8 or so to realiz

The Colors Of The World
The Colors Of The World The colors of the world they are green,white or black..They should not be filled with so much greed,hate or judgment..The colors of the world they are from the heart with love,passion and beauty..For I see the world as a place of being.. a place of life happiness and joy..where as we all should be happy for what we haveour families ,our beliefs and our lives..The love of the land..the fruits,vegetables,the trees and the birds...All the beauty around us..we should all breathe in the love..The love of life... © May21,2010 Patricia Adams

Daily Rant
STOP THE VIOLENCE!!!!!!!! Why must we fight each other why cant we all get along? People have died in this world because we cant let problem's go, We have Gang's and War over silly thing's like money or land why? some people don't even know why they fight or what they fight for. Just Sayin

My Perspective Is Not Vanishing, It Is Emerging
This morning as I got to work after bringing our son Jeffrey to Grandma’s because he’s been … rambunctious all week, Martha brought our daughter Sarah and her one-year-older cousin Josceline to Roosevelt Park Zoo. Last year at Wal-Mart Martha won a pass to go “behind the scenes” where they will (possibly) get to feed the giraffes and pet the penguins, among other things. I said to take LOTS of pictures at what Sarah still calls “the animal zoo”! It’s already showing, or maybe it’s an age thing, that our firstborn Sarah is more extroverted and Jeffrey is introverted. Of course, when I look at Jeffrey I have to keep in mind how Sarah was sixteen months and four days (their age difference) ago, prone to tantrums. They’re brother and sister, I say as I shrug my shoulders. Last night I was so proud of myself, I got in my third session for the week at Anytime Fitness where Martha and I are both members. Walking two-and-a-

What Is A True Friend
True friends are hard to find. I personally can count with the fingers of one hand the amount of true friends that I have. So what constitutes a true friend? There are times in each of our lives when we are in need of real help. We may be in serious trouble, we may have made a huge mistake, we may be extremely depressed, we maybe very sad or we may be short of money. A true friend will be more than happy to help us in these types of situation, without reservation. They will not judge us on the predicament that we have found ourselves however much we are to blame. This true friend will not spread our gossip to other people and will be there to offer advice and support. You will be able to trust your true friends one hundred percent. They will pick you up when you are down, they will be a shoulder to cry on when you are upset and will be somebody who you spend many an evening having spills and frills. A true friend will make time for you when you are in need of their company. They wil

Penny For Your Thoughts
the following is a cluster fuck of my thoughts if you are offended i'm not sorry. i'm entitled to my own thoughts and opinions if you dont like them dont read them.. thank you please pull through. I'm so sick of seein the whinin and cryin in my bartab from people beggin people to help them... askin for help is one thing, but actin like a child when you dont get it is rediculous. if you want points do it yourself.. you have the same ability to go out and rate other people as they do you. funny how that works.. you want a bling.. buy it yourself.. simple really .. and to think people used to have to work to get points on here. before there were blings and all this other shit to give you points rating and commentin were the main source and we got by just fine. took us a lil longer but we actually earned our lvls. offering NSFW for blings and whatever. you should be ashamed of your selves. a bling is a picture of something .. is there really reason to paste your naughty bits all over the

My Thoughts Of You
My thoughts of you could fill the grand canyon.I see you in everything that I do.And I can hear your whispers on the wind. And even though I'm not there with you now, doesn't mean that I'm not there in your heart. I love you always and with you I will always stay.

Behind This Smile
The quietness begins and washes over me.I can no longer hear the screams inside. I only feel the sadness settled in my head, the depression that drives my every move. I cannot think or speak. There is only silence. I can feel only the coldness in my bones and the tears streaming down my face. I can feel the breaths I breathe but never feel my lungs inhale. I feel myself spiraling downward and yet cannot reach for solid ground. The space between the life I want and the one I have is never ending. I feel only more space. I feel only more loneliness. No one understands what hides behind these smiles. Not a person sees what pain is felt behind these eyes. I am left with only my demons to comfort me.

Newest List Of Levelers-4
these still maybe available unless someone beat you to them11:45 on saturday May 22Regular 12 http://www.fubar.com/user/1309117http://www.fubar.com/user/1309117Bad Fu (13) [?]33,502 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/3819491Barfly (11) [?]7,841 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/3294583pimp 1726,255 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/1655474level 14 23,797 Points to go!23,797 Points to go!

[gently]
it was the tender way she caressed his face& traced her name across his lipslike a question marklike a what iflike a... maybe she made a mistakelaying her head upon his chest listening to his heart beatthe rhythms in him were deeply true she wished they would maybe somehow singher devil conscience to sleepbut, then she whispered to him[i'm going to miss you so]& you know, it seems crazy, but he started thinking about Spider-Man & howhis Uncle Ben told him that with great powercomes great responsibility& there were great decisions to be made here, certainlygreat decisions that he thought he wouldnever have to make, buthe had the power that could make or break themto be the super-herohe could be the guy who walked away or the one guy who got awayor the guy that had his way with the evil girl who led him astrayor the guy who just fell in love that daythis woman sleeping on his chestwith her arms wrapped around himher hands in his handsher hair undone, unfurled & laid out & all overdangl

Spammer!
WELCOME TO FUBAR:/)_/)(~.~)(")_(") COME CHECK OUT THE NEW LOUNGE ON FUBAR. PLAYIN THE MUSIC U LIKED BACK IN THE DAY!! HIRING ALL STAFF. STOP IN SAY HI, AND HAVE A DRINK ON US!! /)_/) (~.~)(")_(") REQUEST UR SONGS, KICK UR FEET UP, AND HAVE SOME GOOD TIMES!!!/)_/)(~.~)(")_(") http://fubar.com/lounge/71686 *copy and paste the link in ur browser*HEAVENLY'S HIDEAWAY IS THE PLACE TO CHECK OUT!!

Just Words ...
i am invisible just words on a page pages between the lines lines between the messages scrawled ...bathroom stall bar napkin a phone number at 2AM this is nonsensical ... as if i could love someone who gave me his number at 2AM when i came into the bar, looking for an easy love life without the soap opera drama & MTV. i was a wreck coming into this poet's lounge, this hearth of men with pockets full of strawberry condoms. i had on my plastic mask, the see through shield with the cut-out eyes, & it was meet, flirt, & bring home that night. It always worked out that way, & i never felt guilty, & neither did he. But this was a different game tonight, a poet'

Newest List Of Levelers-3
these still maybe available unless someone beat you to them11:18 on saturday May 22Regular 12 11,685 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/1341428Fu gee 16 36,225 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/1690393f1gee 16 30,377 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/1959580minon 14 2,771 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/918894minion 14 14,396 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user.php?x=3708626Bad fu 13 26,375 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/581754http://www.fubar.com/user/3782985minion 14 33,413 Points to go!

Newest List Of Levelers-2
these still maybe available unless someone beat you to themFu-gee (16) [?]30,101 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/2392219Barfly (11) [?]8,219 Points to gohttp://www.fubar.com/user/2206134ninja 19 22,561 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/3900862Friend of fubar 10 19 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/2017734

Learn From My Mistakes
Ten Years Gone Better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. Bullshit. At least if I didn’t love her then my pain would be less. Maybe even non-existent. I know that things didn’t work out the way we planned. I know I wasn’t keeping my end of the deal. But at least I know I’m not the only one. There are many people out there that are going through the same situation as I am. It seems to me more and more everyday that people get married with the idea that every day after is going to be the best day of their lives. Well I don’t know what fairy tale world their living in but it would be nice to think that way and actually believe it. The thing is I used to be that way. My marriage was great and I loved her every moment, everything I did was for her and my children. Every job I ever had, every penny I scrapped to save, every house or apartment we ever moved to was all up to me, and I did it willingly for my family. But when

Newest List Of Levelers-1
all thse sre close to leveling unlsss someoe beat you too it I would like a thank you boomerang if you want all 15 which is a pain in the ass, but i will keep up listing these levlers cause i am coolCHECK THESE OUT THEY ARE STILL AVAIABLE MAYBEFu-gee (16) [?]36,194 Points to idolhttp://fubar.com/user/1808944\Fu-gee (16) [?]31,012 Points to go!http://fubar.com/user/2110978Regular (12) [?]12,590 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/1341428

Sometimes We Forget
You know, so often we complain and moan and groan about this screwed up country in which we live (believe me, I am to blame also). We don't take time to think of the positive things we do have (believe me, I am to blame also). A couple of days ago, I read an article in the Times that upset me pretty badly and made me think about the positive things we have, though not complete nor perfect, just better than some have it. Today (Friday) in the Times, I read the follow up to the article and just completely was astonished, bewildered and frankly angry. In the country, Malawi (don't ask, don't know where it is and never heard of it either), two men (a loving couple) were taken to court and sentenced to 14 years (the maximum) in prison with hard labor. Their crime, homosexuality. "The harsh sentence for unnatural acts and gross indecency had been expected after the same judge convicted the two men earlier this week under laws dating from the colonial era. The case has drawn inte

I Will Get You Your 15 Levelers
all thse sre close to leveling unlsss someoe beat you too it, i will get all 15 for a boomerang cause this is pain in the ass 21,675 Points to go! Level Barfly (11) http://fubar.com/user/60662810,680 Points to go!Pimp (17) [?]http://fubar.com/user/3611908Barfly (11) [?]2,320 Points to go!http://fubar.com/user/3608882Barfly (11) [?]8,329 Points to go!http://fubar.com/2206134Ninja (19) [?]37,370 Points to go!http://fubar.com/user/1553194Ninja (19) [?]37,357 Points to go!http://fubar.com/user/3813565 CHECK THESE OUT THEY ARE STILL AVAIABLE MAYBE

Crying Like A Bitch
Strut on by like a kingTelling everybody they know nothing,And long live what you thought you were,And time ain't on your side anymore (anymore)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.I'm tougher than nails.I can promise you that.Step out of lineAnd you get bitch-slapped back.And you can runYour little mouth all day,But the hand of godJust smacked you back into yesterdayAnd so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.And you wonder whyNo one can stand you,And there's no denying,You were crying like a bitch.You were crying like a bitch.Lying dead byYour sacred faded past timesOnly time is your enemy.Granted a second chanceTo prove that your arroganceIs stronger than you'll ever be.Is stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can (be)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying

Marilyn Manson
[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you because you're famous.I fuck you for your money.I fuck you to control you.I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.I fuck you to fuck you over.I fuck you 'til I find someone better.I fuck you in secret.I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before.I fuck you out of boredom.I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.I fuck you to make the pain go away.[Manson:]Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all.I fuck you because you're beautiful.I fuck you because you're my nigger.I fuck you because I am your whore.I fuck you because you are a whore.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you because I can.I fuck you so I have a place to stay.I fuck you so you will prot

My Boobs Have Always Been Nice, Okay?
I hate people so much lately; online and off. Dreamer: i do care to talk, but i definitely dont need to hear shit from other ppl, if u have some kiind of bad mood dont let it out on me Dreamer: i meant i added u to be a friend not for a contest of who got the largest number of friends Dreamer: thats not wut i meant Suga Lips: I talk to a lot of people. I don't need pity conversation. have a good day Dreamer: well u dont have to be sarcastic, if u didnt wish to discuss somethin u should've said so from the beginin, at least am talkin to u Suga Lips: I tried with my oldest and it didn't work. Any other intimate thing you'd like to know? Perhaps when I start my monthly menstration? Dreamer: not to breast-feed a child Suga Lips: Thought what wasn't right? Dreamer: oh.. thought that wasnt right.. but who am i to say anyway

Get Nekkid With Me!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est (5AM SLT). Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Blogs I Would Love Feedback On
saturday may 22, 2010 5:06am When it all ends Current mood: contemplative y when things go down hill it is always easier to place blame and point the finger at the significant other saying it was there fault,, when it was two that caused it all ,,, u and 1 other went into this thing we call a relationship and tried to make the best of it but alas epic fail ,,, thne comes the prolonged draggin it all out cuz neither thinks they can make it by themselves and and hate to be alone and r better off dealing with there misery untill the next oppurtunity comes along that seems to be better than the last and they jump on it ,,,and then start pointing the fingers and when the accusations go flying shit goes out the window and it is never there fault it was always the other,,,, then comes to the he laborous task of trying to erase feelings and deal with them ,,,, then on both sides new relationships form and they can nvr stack up to waht u had which always makes u regret said decision,,,

Kabus/nightmare
Grave regret''for what they are eating each other in the world !..'' -GOETHE-In a moment of sleep kalktim a very interesting light I saw, but the room lights were off one I looked at 3:30 tonight facir time Well I've seen so much light where ----- suddenly stuck I looked at that hand half of the wall in right hand, took off in fright I sit and look at my hand again I extend my hand to the wall right into the wall, I was again !!!!!!!! - A smile I heard my face to my brother right turn, I lay in fear of my bed stood up and my brother to wake went but did not answer my mother's room and wandered into my father woke up tried to get someone to me to answer, I want, but no reply was not my mother to wake up, when, look, I saw that my mother waking from sleep to wake up, but I did not talk to me .... --- Bismillahirrahmanirrahim was said and repeated my father woke up, lifted up my mother said let's look at the children now have no time for me to leave tomorrow uyuyayim said my father.

"spring In Paris"
English Translation: In a dress made of light she came up to meI know like it was todayI was so youngFeeling awkwardBut still I never regretted itShe shouted words into my faceThe tongue bristled with lustIt was only her language I didn’t understandI didn’t regret itOh no, there’s nothing at allOh no, I regret nothingWhen I left her skinSpring bleeds in ParisI didn’t know my bodyToo shy to look at itShe showed it to me in the lightI've never regretted itThe lips often sold but softAnd touch them eternallyWhen I left her mouthThen I began to freezeShe shouted words into my faceThe tongue bristled with lustIt was only her language I didn’t understandI don’t regret itOh no, there’s nothing at allOh no, I regret nothingWhen I left her skinSpring bleeds in ParisA whisper fell into my lapAnd would lead a fine soundSpeaking a lot and saying nothingAnd it felt goodShe shouted words into my faceAnd took a deep bowIt was only her language I didn’t

Need Help! :) Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeasssseeeeeeeee!!!
Okay, so apparently BabyJ has given level 20+ requirements to level now. SO...I need peoples' help with the following to help me get to level 25 (all love will be returned in anyway that I possibly can): 6000000 fu-points 3 buzzkills I greatly appreciate all help given. Also, will be updating when buzzkills, pimp-outs & gifts are done. THANKS!

Who Am I? Part 2 Language History
Hi my name is Joker and I arrived in America with only two languages that I only knew how to speak fluently. In 11 years that I have been here I started picking up different languages. My purpose is to find connections and make contact with different cultures that’s why I wanted to learn them. I’m not showing it off as trade skills but I want to understand people’s culture and not act ignorant in front of them. Here are the languages I learned, hope you can keep up! Nagsasalita na ako ng Tagalog nung bata pa ako at marunong na ako magsulat sa buong buhay ko. Kaya hindi ko nakakalimutan magsalita dahil yun ang pinaguusapan namin sa bahay. J'ai étudié le français en 7e et 8e année. Là j'ai continué de étudiant de première année de année dans les écoles secondaires et arrêté. Aujourd'hui je ne parle pas beaucoup de cela, mais même alors je peux encore comprendre ce que la personne est de me dire en français. Español fue más interesante como la mayoría de las palabras

Unlucky Me
IM IN A FIELD OF FOUR LEAF CLOVER'S, BUT DON'T START PICKING QUITE SO FAST, FOR IM THE ONE, UR NOT LOOKING FOR, IM HIDDEN BY ALL OF THE GRASS, FOR IN THIS FEILD OF CLOVERS, THERES NOTHING LUCKY ABOUT ME, WHAT MAKES ME SO DIFFERNT IS, INSTED OF FOUR LEAVES I HAVE THREE: OH, SURE SOME WOULD SAY I AM ORGINAL, VERY HARD TO FIND, BUT STILL THEY KEEP ON PICKING THE LUCKY ONE'S AND LEAVING ME BEHIND I GUESS I HAVE A PURPOSE HERE, FAR BEYOND WHAT I MUST SEE, BECUASE IN THIS FEILD OF LUCKY CLOVER'S, HERE SITS LITTLE UN LUCKY ME I WISH SOMEDAY I COULD FEEL LUCKY, AND MAKE SOMEONES ELSES WISHES COME TRUE, BUT UNTIL THEN I SIT IN THIS FIELD OF BRIGHLY GREEN LUCKY CLOVER'S BUT I AM THE IN THE SHADE FEELING BLUE

Just Some Thoughts From Inside My Head
Its what I GET to do todayI was filled with ease and comfort this morning. I attended a counseling meeting with my daughter this morning and the councilor said to me that “ it is great to see a father stepping up and being a man and taking responsibility for his family.” I was holding my 2 week old grandson and I had to think about being a man for a minute and what stepping up was all about. You see I don’t feel I knew how to be a man all that long ago in fact it has just been in the past few years that I feel I have become a man. Before that I wasn’t much more than a selfish toddler in a mans body. Oh I knew about responsibility but it was a duty a chore so to speak and I avoided that sort of thing as much as possible. I really hadn’t learned how to even take responsibility for my own action. Of course I sure thought I was a man but see my values were a bit skewed. I suffered from to many John Wayne, Clint Eastwood move ideas of what a man is supposed to

I Think Everyone Could Benefit From Reading This.. Enjoy!!! A Little Long But Oh So Good
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on.Like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.You awaken to the fact that you are not perfe

Succor
On my palms breathing through my kneestrying too hard to like it.Scraping every tip of every part on the jagged gravel.Learning to ignore the taste of these deeds Everywhere my youth explodes.Ether and essence combineweaving a double helixcataclysmic as time erodes. Guarding my sunshine placemy prescription isn't filledas the last dust of dawn.Obscured by a filanderer's faith. Today you're my favorite whoretomorrow my prophetyesterday my saint, my figment, displayed and portrayed in perfect form. I'd drink you from the sinkI'd take you in the bedroomI'd polish you in my dreamsI'd push you down the syringe if it meant for just one secondthat this was real.bargaining, denial, depressionyou were right to fear this lesson. Cut the linedrown upstream of the surging massesfade disappear succumb.Live with that bludgeoning decline of time.Maybe then. Maybe then.

Just Call It Off
I just called it off with the guy that I was dating. he only wanted to see me during the week and not during the weekends. something is just not right and I have to trust myself on this one. it hurts like hell. but I will get over it.

L-o-v-e
L-O-v-E I have been waiting for so long,To finally find where I belong. By the time of the last dawn,They'll all turn and I'll be gone. You never came to me,You never came to set me free. So I had to go to you,To find why you were hiding too. I got myself a little scared,When I saw you standing there. So this is what I did,I gave my last and only bid. For us to meet at three,And soon did we see. That I was meant for you,But were you meant for me too. The question is will we talk,Or could we maybe walk. Yet is to be known,The choice has yet to be thrown.

Sweet Emotions
Sweet Emotion i'm missing you alreadyyou're simply a memory silence in a crowded roomthat's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heartalways tracks me down it will never want to partit will never let me down thorns of emotionsting me everyday they remind me of youand tell me to stay tears of sweet hoperun down my young face they sing to me softlyand show me your face sorrow fills my empty souland tuck me in at night

Our Cammander And Chief...lmao!!!
THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST OUTRAGEOUS STATEMENT EVER MADEBY A PUBLIC OFFICIAL, LET ALONE BY THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES. ANDTHIS GUY IS OUR "COMMANDER IN CHIEF". HERE IS HIS RESPONSE WHEN HE BACKED OFF FROM HIS DECISION TOREQUIRE THE MILITARY PAY FOR THEIR WAR INJURIES. Bad press, including major mockery of the comedian JonStewart, led to President Obama abandoning his proposal to require veteranscarry private health insurance to cover the estimated $540 million annualcost to the federal government of treatment for injuries to militarypersonnel received during their tours on active duty. The President admittedthat he was puzzled by the magnitude of the opposition to his proposal."Look, it's an all volunteer force," Obama complained, "Nobody made theseguys go to war. They had to have known and accepted the risks. Now theywhine about bearing the costs of their choice? It doesn't compute.." "Ithought these were people who were proud to

The Deceit & Con Train Strikes Again...and Of Course, A Lolz....
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

The Deceit & Con Train Strikes Again...and Of Course, A Lolz....
Well well my friends another weekend is upon us and well, so is the fun. We have new levels, lots of seizure-inducing spinning flashy things goin on and all the rest of it… My sincere apologies for slacking off blogging and all that, have had the family here most of the week and have had well, some “distractions” lol… So I’d figure I would just put everything that I have gotten lately into here for the weekend’s posting.. First off, check out this scam. Now this has been happening for a long time but I see this profile is still “friends only” an active so perhaps it needs addressing….so here goes the tale here… This user: http:/fubar.com/user/3893989

Skillet - It's Not Me, It's You
If you have never heard of Skillet, and you probably haven't, check them out. If you like Three Days Grace you will like Skillet. And now, the Lyrics: Let's get the story straight You were a poison You flooded through my veins You left me broken You tried to make me think That the blame was all on me With the pain you put me through And now I know that it's not me it's youIt's not me it's you Always has been you All the lies and stupid things you say and do It's you It's not me it's you All the lies and pain you put me through I know that it's not me it's you You You It's not me it's you, you So here we go again The same fight we're always in I don't care so why pretend Wake me when your lecture ends You tried to make me small Make me fall and it's all your fault With the pain you put me through And now I know that it's not me it's youLet's get the story straight You were a poison Flooding through my veins Driving me insane And now you're gone away I'm no longer choking From t

Knight Won His Spurs
When a knight won his spurs in the stories of old He was gentle and brave he was gallant and bold With a shield on his arm and a lance in his hand For God and for valour he rode through the land No charger have I, and no sword by my side Yet still to adventure and battle I ride Though back into storyland giants have fled And the knights are no more and the dragons are dead Let faith be my shield and let joy be my steed Against the dragons of anger the ogres of greed And let me set free with the sword of my youth From the castles of darkness the power of truth

10 Abiltly Ponits And That One Left Over Ponit Can We Get 2 More At Least Or Roll Over Ponits Hahaha
we need more abilty ponits atleast 2 more so we dont have 1 left over( O_o ) after 3 pimpouts/shitfaced can we at least get 12? or better yet 15 ! (^_^) maybe we can get roll over mins, i mean roll over ponits haha what u think?

My Friend
There are gifts of many treasuresFor both the young and old,From the tiniest little trinketsTo great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all togetherAnd they could not stand in lieu,Of the greatest gift of allThe gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troublesSadness, grief, or even doubt,When all those things you planned onJust aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind youFrom the place at which you stand,And look for me through the shadowsAnd reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burdenAnd cry for you your tears,Bear the pain of all your sorrowsThough it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happyTo have helped you start anew,It's a small price to payFor the gift of knowing you

Into The Fire
Come on, come on put your hands into the fire explain, explain as I turn I meet the power This time, this time Turning white and senses dire Pull up, pull up from one extreme to another From the summer to the spring From the mountain to the air, From samaritan to sin, and it's waiting on the air. Come on, come on Put your hands into the fire Explain, explain As I turn I meet the power This time, this time turning white and senses dire Pull up, pull up From one extreme to another From the summer to the spring From the mountain to the air From Sam

Neighborhood Hazard (or: Why The Cops Won’t Patrol Brice Street)
I never dreamed slowly cruising through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Studies have shown that motorcycling requires more decisions per second, and more sheer data processing than nearly any other common activity or sport. The reactions and accurate decision making abilities needed have been likened to the reactions of fighter pilots! The consequences of bad decisions or poor situational awareness are pretty much the same for both groups too. Occasionally, as a rider I have caught myself starting to make bad or late decisions while riding. In flight training, my instructors called this being “behind the power curve”. It is a mark of experience that when this begins to happen, the rider recognizes the situation, and more importantly, does something about it. A short break, a meal, or even a gas stop can set things right again as it gives the brain a chance to catch up. Go

For Kloverlynn.... Day 3
Welcome to Fubar. Do you want to see some of the hottest lesbian action on this site (including strap on anal)? Check out Kloverlynn. Copy and paste the address below and tell her I sent you so she'll open her "special" private folders. Cheers!! http://fubar.com/3567212 As an added bonus all the guys I chose, except for one, are over the age of 40. Enjoy.

Rawrrrrr Rant About Asking For Nsfw
i fcukin hate when men ask for nsfw but wont even have a conversation if u say no I MEAN COME DA FCUK ON PEOPLE NO WONDER WHY U GET NO ASS ,DO U DO THAT TRYING GET SEX TOO? all like hey wanna fcuk? and not even ask the girls name , or like nice tits and not even say hello first RAWRRRRRRR patheic JS... OOOOO OHH BEFORE I FORGET WHEN WOMEN THROW THEMSELVES AT ME AND TELL ME TO LOOK AT THERE NUDES I SHOW THEM RESPECT IF I DONT KNOW THEM WELL YET AND SAY I DONT NEED TO SEE THEM AND TRY TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THEM FRIST BUT SOME CHICKS I MAKE FEEL BAD ABOUT THEMSELF OR LIKE IM BEING A BITCH IM SORRY I DIDNT MEN IT RUDE I JUST TRY AND RESPECT PEOPLE

Courting Women When You Are In Your Mid 30s. Chapter Two - The Shark
The Shark (Ages 26 - 33)When The Crazy Train has experimented with her powers and becomes comfortable with using them, it's not long before she becomes The Shark. The Shark is fully aware of what she is capable of and has now decided to put those powers to use. Sharks don't need a man in their life. In some cases, Sharks view men as "The Monkeys that procure things." Sharks arefocused. They have set a goal for themselves and are working inexorably towards that goal like a perky breasted juggernaut. In order to land The Shark, you need to be empathetic, understanding, supportive, giving, attentive, and have integrity. Many of you can stop reading right here, and go on to the next chapter because all of these attributes are unknown to you, and you had to Google them before you read this sentence. Many sharks will say that they are simply too busy to have anyone in their life right now. This is simply bullshit. She wants to find someone as much as anyone else, but there are no men that fi

My Leveling Update Whats Urs?
SO I AM 1 BOMB (SINCE ITS DOUBLE PONITS TODAY AND 75 FANS AWAY FROM LEVEL 29 ...WHAT LEVEL CAN I altruize PEOPLE ? IF I HAD THAT POWER I COULD HELP ALOT OF PEOPLE I WOULD DO IT FOR SOMEONE EVERYDAY IF I COULD SO FAR IM LEVEL 28 I CAN A DO PIMP PEOPLE EVERYDAY :p FEEL FREE TO LEAVE HAT U NEED TO LEVEL IF U NEED HELP IN COMMENTS

From Devil,s Bad Boy I Love This Guy!
Devils Bad Boy49 mins Someday I'm gonna be famous Do I have talent...well noThese days you don't really need it Thanks to the world wide webCause when you're a fulebrityIt's adios realityNo matter what you do People think it's coolJust 'cause you're on fuI can fall in and out of loveHave fu-marriages that barely last a monthWhen they go down the drainI'll blame it on the fameAnd say it's just so toughBeing a fulebritySo boot up the puter and get on the webTo the site of the fun and the sunI'll be a real world jackass fubux millionaireHey hey Fubar, here I comeOkay I'm doneOh yeah I gotta goYou know I'm a foolI'm outta here

Sex N Headaches
Having sex can reduce a fever because of the sweat produced. Sex is also a pain reliever, ten times more effective than Valium: immediately before orgasm, levels of the hormone oxytocin rise by five times, determining a huge release of endorphins. These chemicals calm pain, from a minor headache to arthritis or migraines, and with no secondary effects. Migraines also disappear because the pressure in the brain's blood vessels is lowered while we have sex. So now we see that actually, a woman's headache is rather a good reason for having sex, not against it. - OMG Facts.

Naomi Campbell In Real Trouble Now
Naomi Campbell’s problems with violence against other people is well documented. Now she is facing a real problem in South Africa. A former Liberian president is being prosecuting for war crimes and Naomi may be subpoenaed to testify. It seems Naomi accepted uncut diamonds from this guy that were banned because the diamonds were exchanged for guns. Read the story http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/21/naomi-campbell-likely-subpoenaed-war-crimes-case-liberian-president/ BlastFM only exchanges great music for you tuning in. The exchange is a great experience for you and BlastFM www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

More Then Life As We Know It
Even the broken wings that won't let you fly will not keep you from the sky....The soul is meant for higher things..an you don't need a pair of wings....Hope and faith is what keeps you together...even through life's stormy weather...Family and friends will lift you above....by helping you and blessing you with so much love....by J.E.Bischoff

Lincoln And Kennedy Facts
There are weird similarities between Abraham Lincoln and John F. Kennedy. * Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. * Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. * Both were shot in the back of the head in the presence of their wives. * Lincoln was shot in the Ford Theatre. Kennedy was shot in a Lincoln, made by Ford * Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. *Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. * Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. * Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. * Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. * Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.' Kennedy was shot in a car called 'Lincoln' made by 'Ford.' * Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse. Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and h

Battle Of The Dogs
The Americans and Russians at the height of the arms race realized that if they continued in the usual manner they were going to blow up the whole world. One day they sat down and decided to settle the whole dispute with one dog fight. They would have five years to breed the best fighting dog in the world and which ever side's dog won would be entitled to dominate the world. The Russians found the biggest meanest Doberman and Rottweiler female dogs in the world and bred them with the biggest meanest Siberian wolves. They selected only the biggest and strongest puppy from each litter, removed his siblings which gave him all the milk. After five years came up with the biggest meanest dog the world had ever seen. Its cage needed steel bars that were five inches thick and nobody could get near it. When the day came for the dog fight, the Americans showed up with a strange animal. It was a nine foot long Dachshund. Everyone felt sorry for the Americans because they knew there was no way tha

Identity Crisis
So i have decided that i will be writing a weekly blog about things that I find interesting, or i feel need talked about. Last week was obesity this week is idenity crisis.Have you ever felt that you were born the wrong sex? You look at your body.. and your disgusted.. Like.. why do i have breasts.. these arent mine.. or.. i should have breasts? and your a man asking yourself this? I believe this is all a mental thing, not that they are crazy, but that the hard wiring was crossed, and the physical doesnt match the mental. (as i will say the same with gay lesbian peoples.) this will be a differnt blog entirely) and i give people that take the time and have the courage to change themselves, so much admiration for going after what you want!This is something that happens more commonly then what you might think. I can speak about this personally, but not that i would or want to be a man. But growing up i was always tall, i stand 6'0-6'1 now. I was always small chested. the women in my famil

Ensign: City Folk
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 21 May 2010 [“Spoke with Mary this morning and the nurse said mom is more paranoid today then yesterday and they are leaning to sending her back to the behavioral unit. I am trying to get in touch with the doctor. In the mean time mom does not want anyone to call her (she is refusing all calls). She told Mary to let us know she is alright and not to worry. When I know more I will pass it along. Love all” I got this letter from my sister Rose yesterday with news from my aunt Mary who is my mom’s sister. We’re supposed to go see my mom in Kentucky next month, and I ask for your prayers with us for her, please! -- David] I remember Hard Rock Cafes being highly popular in the 1990s (I suppose they still are,

Thunder's Boom Floats From The Horizon
Thunder's boom floats from the horizon as its dark cloud forebearers flow over the nights sky..blotting out the pale light of the sliver moon...and drenching the forgotten city in darkness's cool embrace as she wandered the deserted streets. The silence of the place..once a thriving metropolis...now only rubble..was deafening to her sensitive ears. The laughter of children playing in the street..the quiet conversations..the din of society as a whole..lost. swallowed by the war and the years leading away from it. the cloaked figure of the girl wandered seemingly aimlessly..but acutely tuned. the impression of easygoing..yet a hint of paranoia filled her gait as her hooded face swept back and forth along the alleyway she traversed..finding herself out in the open under the looming hulk of a clocktower..long ago out of order. the mechanism holding the hands in synch had crumbled leaving the hands hanging freely perpetually at 6:30. at the base of the tower..lay two objects...and as she ap

The Rebel Queen
It was a late autumn night, when my life changed forever. I was attacked and bitten by a creature unlike any I have ever seen before. I felt my life the very energy of my soul drain from my body as this thing, fed off my blood. To this day I do not know why it stopped, but as I lay on the cold ground that dark night, unable to move, unable to breathe, watching the darkness engulf everything that I once held dear. I knew that my time on this world was far from over. As sharp pains wracked my body, and silent screams exited from motionless lips, I felt my very being get twisted, ripped apart and then put back together. Lying on the ground, everything was almost completely black, the last thing I remembered was the glowing eyes of the creature staring down at me.I awoke weeks later from countless nightmares screaming, I sat dazed and confused as to where I was, and what happened to me that was unknown. It was pitch black in the room where I laid, and yet I could see, I could smell things,

He Injustice Of Being Different
In ancient times, In the Legendary town of Eagledale was born a child of extraordinary blood. Unknown to her pack she was born of a mixed blood, her appearance, strength and agility in youth matched that of the creatures of her race known as Lycans. Something was always different about this child, She was special even more so then others of her kind. Her eyes never resembled that of a Lycan, Crystal blue eyes unlike the deep black pupils of her fellows. Though her strength rivaled that of any other, she was more slender then the rest of her town. Her powers grew much faster then her kin she was raised with. The town elders began to shun her and her mother, knowing that something was different about this child. Different is dangerous, they told her mother who argued that her child was no different then any other, though she herself knew that to be false.They eventually moved to a more secluded area of the town where they weren't disturbed as much. The child grew rapidly, her mother trai

The Birth Of Lovely...
The Birth of Lovely...The moon has risen in the black sky, it's light appearing to shine down only on one place, a large mansion nestled in a quiet forest. All is still, it is as if the world holds it's breath while all of life focuses on the dark mansion. Within the dark door, throughout the dark hallways all is quiet. Within a room at the back of the mansion, upon a bed, lays a woman whose beauty rivals the goddesses of the past. Her body lying in a peaceful state, her skin as pale as the moon's light that focuses through the window of this very room, as if focusing the worlds remaining light upon this woman. Two puncture wounds are on the right side of her neck, yet no blood runs from this wound. Her chest does not rise nor fall. A silhouette of a man, slender and tall cloaked in shadow stands in a corner of the room staring at the body of this lady, seemingly awaiting for the world to breathe again.Her raven colored hair laying gently around her shoulder's, her fingers move slightl

The Betrayed And The Damned
The Country of Quayseen was well known for their mystical healing abilities as well as their gift of seeing. The civilians followed the church and their High Priestess, Lady Milla as the law of the land. Worshiping the Goddess of Life, known as Silvanest, The church kept order and obedience. On a cold winter's night, the bitter winds blew a blizzard over the countryside. A loud banging could be heard on the churches, now boarded up doors. The acolytes for Lady Milla removed the boards to let in the poor soul trapped out in the storm. On the doorsteps of the church laid a body of a man, laying face down in the knee high snow, unmoving. The acolytes, carried the man into the warmth of the church, to a back room where Lady Milla and the other Priestess's could try and save the man's life.Lady Milla spent many days and nights watching over this strange man who's face and skin was paler then any she had ever seen. His skin. Even in the warmth of the church was freezing cold, and the heal

I Miss You!!
If roses grow in Heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Dad's arms and tell him they're from me. Tell him that I love him and miss him, and when he turns to smile,place a kiss upon his check and hold him for awhile. Because remembering him is easy, I do it every day. There's an ache inside my heart that will never go away. If your Dad is in Heaven copy and paste this I Love You Dad!

This Will Confirm The Closing Of Hedonism Iii Resort In Jamaica In Aug. 2010
All-inclusive resort operator SuperClubs will relaunch its Hedonism III resortin Runaway Bay, Jamaica, under a new name, SuperFun Resort & Spa, beginning Oct.14, 2010, according to Paul Pennicook, president of International Lifestyles,SuperClubs representative in the U.S., who spoke at the JAPEX conference inMontego Bay, Jamaica, on Wednesday.The existing Hedonism III property will undergo a renovation and rebrandingbeginning in August.During the renovation period guests bookings at Hedonism III will be honored atthe Hedonism II poperty in Negril, Jamaica. The new brand will offer "elevatedamenities at wallet-friendly rates," said Penicook. It also will featurecomplimentary drinks, all meals and most activities. The resort will alsofeature a clothing-optional beach, but unlike Hedonism resorts will not includecomplimentary motorized watersports or airport transfers. For more information,visit www.superclubs.comThis is sad but good for Hedo II and it looks like my next trip to Hedonism

Asian Sex And Sushi
according to the Tyra show...I know, but im unemployed and there isnt much on at 3 pm, 70% of interracial couples are white men and asian women. If this is true, then wheres my asian woman who likes white men? LOLI have experience with just about every other nationality, with the exception of middle eastern...well with that being said, is there any interested asian/middle eastern woman in the New Orleans Area??? im going Craigslist with this...any who, its cold in here...im shiveringTGIF?how are you peoples doing?Whats for lunch?as you were oh yeah...Happy Birthday Sherry...you get it now cuz i prolly wont be on fu for your bday

The Lazy Blogger's Is Back
Yes, forgive me people for I have sinned, it's been 6 days since my last blog and I am guilty of being lazy. Am not a Catholic but that sounded like I might get three hail crazies and a how's your father for that bad behaviour. Anyway, where did we leave off? Oh, yes I was in Barcelona and heading to Madrid! Yes- I recall now, the train journey to Madrid was lovely and speedy, they even had air conditioning on the train, I felt spoilt. The shows went really good in Barcelona so I was full of optimism for my Madrid sojourn and the weather was hot! Me and the promoter Stephen checked into our hotel in the bust main street somewhere in Madrid, I don't know exactly where as I was only there for one night. We had a heap of fun, walking in the sun and then we happened upon really grumpy, maudlin, gloomy hookers, who to be honest weren't that hot or hooky and I believe they shared my aversion to stupid men, I realised that if I give up comedy, there will always be a place for me i

Secret Secrets Are No Fun, Secret Secrets Hurt Someone.
10 things no one knows.. or, well, 10 random facts the general public can't learn about you from a google search & a quick facebook stalking session. 1) I own two Backstreet Boys cd's and i'm not ashamed to admit it, although I probably should be. 2) In high school I faked illness and missed a good portion of my first two years, on the brightside, I beat Final Fnatasy X more than once. 3) In my teenage years my bedroom was directly below my parents'. There are still times when watching Saturday Night Live makes me cringe, and not because of how bad it can be at times. 4) I think I ran over a cat once. :( Still hoping it was a skunk, or that it lived. 5) I pick fights just to argue. Playing Devil's Advocate is a hobby of mine. 6) While it has only once worked successfully, or never depending on who you ask, I consider myself a girlfriend-stealer. 7) I hate cheap booze. Can't stand the taste. Fuck Admiral Nelson. 8) I want to own a llama. 9) My hairline is th

Lord Of Darkness
Lord of Darkness The night was punctuated by smoky torches at each corner of the temple courtyard, hung high upon the rough stone columns. The scent of pitch and burning straw carried to her through the cool air of the desert night. The deep portico beyond the pillars was far darker than the night itself. The courtyard held the light of the moon, the stars, and the torches thought they sent out gray smoke that swirled like a river fog through the enclosure. This was a place of dark mystery, a place set apart, a place where a god would walk-----and do whatever he pleased. Though she saw no one, she knew she was not alone, a shiver ran through her, compounded of deep fear and a thrill of excitement. She had been chosen. Though it meant her doom----for how could one not be consumed when touched by god?---she faced her fate with pride of a king’s daughter. She circled the courtyard slowly, drawing nearer to the alter set in the center of the sacred place. Then she realized that the

Ancient Land Of Targe
In the ancient land of Targe lived a woman born and raised. She was born of a normal family in her race, known to the mortals as creatures of the night, blood sucking demons known as vampires. The kingdom of Targe was a stronghold for vampire covens. The walled city protected them from the humankind that wanted them dead. She grew up like the other kid's of her youth, learning how to control their bloodlust and rage. Leaning how to use their incredible agility and strength properly during fights and everyday life. She grew up with a young boy who became her friend. Much time passed and the two got closer, finding themselves sneaking off together to train, talk and just spend time together.As they got older, the boy who was now a young man, by his race’s years was forced into the Armies of Targe, being sent away to a farther land to fight against the lycans invading an allied land, the couple parted ways, knowing they may never see each other again. Decades passed, which in some v

Born A Pure Breed
I was born a pure breed, and I have lived my life for centuries with my parents, ruling over a thriving kingdom. We had no war, no crimes, everything always seemed to run smooth without any faults. My father, who was the lord of our country, treated all his followers with respect, with his leadership we continued to grow prosperous. The civilian population continually growing larger and larger every day.One fateful night we received a letter from a neighboring country, talking about innocent men, women and children, being found mauled with hideous teeth mark, lodged in their flesh. Body parts being ripped off and thrown all over parts of other cities. Corpses found littering the surrounding woods and streams. We received letters like this for weeks, pleading for our help. My father gathered his best warriors and headed to try and liberate and free this neighboring country from the beasts that were on the prowl. We received reports weekly about the battle and these dog like men, who wer

Drearington
In the town of Drearington on a late winter evening a scream pierced the air. The night watch runs down the streets toward the screams. On a doorstep, lies a woman, her body twisted, a pool of blood forming beneath her figure. Two bite marks on her neck yet no blood exits the punctures. Her head twisted grotesquely it obviously broken. The scream brought out more civilians who now crowd around the night watch, gasping in horror. As more of the watch pushes through the ever growing crowd, a lone figure can be seen sitting on top of the roof of a nearby building. A black cloaked blowing in the breeze, a hood down low over his face, all that can be seen is a gruesome smile, the fangs, still having blood drip from them.Most of the night guard goes off in different directions looking for the killer, while the rest usher the civilians back into their homes. The cloaked being slides down the roof, over the side and lands in the nearby alley without making a sound. Two burly guards are quietly

Blood On My Shirt
I stare down in disbelief at the blood on My shirt. My eyes follow it slowly upward as it trickles down from the wounds in My neck. You can't believe you're still alive. Everything feels different; every sensation feels new. But above all these new and strange feelings rises a terrible thirst. One such as you have never known before. You feel a deep, pulsing need. I can hear... breathing... footsteps. I see a shadow out of the corner of your eye. Someone is walking through the alley, unaware of your presence. I must feed. Pay with the last of your human blood to transform... I lurk in the shadows, silently waiting for your prey to appear. Once she's in your sights, you leap in to strike. You don't hear her struggling or cries for help; I am only aware of the urge rising within Me. Suddenly, from the mist-filled alleys shapes begin to emerge and become clearer. As my eyes adjust, I begin to recognize familiar faces. Old friends who, i now realize, you haven't seen in daylight in a

Gesundheit
I sneeze, a lot. People that know me know not to bother saying "God Bless You" after the first sneeze or the second sneeze. Usually I sneeze in 4 shot bursts. Yesterday, as I was walking into the station, I was on sneeze number two, and someone said God Bless You. I replied with a sneezed "AAAAAATHANK YOU" because I can actually talk when sneezing sometimes. He walked down the street laughing his ass off.

Beared From Noble Blood
Beared from noble blood in the realm of ancient Targe. My father and Mother, King and Queen of all they survey. My lineage traces back, over eons of nobility. I was taught in the arts of elegance and grace. One day my place would have been on the throne. Except for a dark day in my families history that will forever dwell within the recesses of my mind. A night of pure horror and terror, as these beasts, the kinds that are told in fairy tales descended upon our kingdom. Mauling and murdering all in their wake, Our kinsmen tried in vain to repel the onslaught. My father and mother, the true rulers that they were, lead at the helm of the army. Both were slaughtered along with the remaining Defenders of ancient Targe.t AS I hid, still a young boy, the screams echoing in my ears, A mysterious masked figure entered my room. His voice almost a whisper on the wind, bidding me to come with him to safety. Almost as in a trance I followed him from the ruins that were now my kingdom. We snuck

A Lost Love Found
In the ancient land of Targe lived a woman born and raised. She was born of a normal family in her race, known to the mortals as creatures of the night, blood sucking demons known as vampires. The kingdom of Targe was a stronghold for vampire covens. The walled city protected them from the humankind that wanted them dead. She grew up like the other kid's of her youth, learning how to control their bloodlust and rage. Leaning how to use their incredible agility and strength properly during fights and everyday life. She grew up with a young boy who became her friend. Much time passed and the two got closer, finding themselves sneaking off together to train, talk and just spend time together.As they got older, the boy who was now a young man, by his race’s years was forced into the Armies of Targe, being sent away to a farther land to fight against the lycans invading an allied land, the couple parted ways, knowing they may never see each other again. Decades passed, which in some v

A Century Ago Lived A Man,
A century ago lived a man, who terrorized the countryside of Yuhera. The population feared this man, though none ever lived to speak about him. Many claimed that he came from the depths of Hell itself, at the bidding of the Dark lord, sent to terrorize any who crossed his path. his origins remain to this day unknown, but the carnage he left in his wake is legendary. The Country of Yuhera has never forgotten the ravaged and mangled bodies that littered their forests and cities. Bodies left lying in the gutters, completely drained of their blood. No one was safe from this demon from Hell. Many have been sent to slay this nightmare, but none have ever returned successfully, and the few who claimed to succeed, did not live long after, when next this demon returned to terrorize the civilians.Decades have past, and the Country of Yuhera now lies on the edge of ruin, the populace has fled, the few remaining people left in that country are either the poor or the insane. The Countryside is litt

Wanted: Big Rigs To Watch Me Get Off On The Road
Hi Poppy I miss you so much and wish you were here with me right now cuz my wet pussy is throbbing out of control. I'm on the road heading towards the airport to pick you up with the cruise control on and my left foot on the seat"."Mmm yes the traffic is really good, Poppy, there are lots of crazy guys in big rigs blowing their horns at me. They are getting off watching my big melons bounce around, as I bury two fingers deeply into my wet nasty pussy and finger fuck it for them"."Mmm Poppy, then I place those wet fingers in my mouth, tasting my sweet pussy juices (mmmmm it tastes so good Poppy..) they go absolutely crazy in delight"."Listen Poppy "(HONK *HONK *HONK* HONK blaring their air horns in mega blasts). "Poppy, I have a big rig on each side watching me pull my thick pussy lips fully apart and then nastily suck each finger clean .Ahhhhh. Mmm"(as I could hear her sucking the juices from her penetrating fingers over the phone, knowing she was spewing juices all mover herself)."No,

Unexpected Threesome
How lucky am I? That was the thought going through my head while stroking the particularly smooth and fit thighs of a long time friend while kissing my wife. Not one and the same person I would like to emphasize. I often say that my wife is not only the person I love more than anybody else but also my best friend. A key I believe to our great relationship for the past ten years. A relationship that has survived for so long because of a true commitment and real trust.Many weeks away on business from my side with plenty of opportunity to play around and many weeks and months of trust from my wife. Trust I never once violated. Though if you would ask any of her friends they would not believe it. Not that I was blind, far from it, I just made a decision one day. The day I asked her to marry me.But a man can fantasize after all. No harm in that. She made it clear that an open relationship was not something I should entertain thoughts of. Fair enough. Though she has never been naïve enough t

Spin The Bottle!
"OK, this is how it works: I spin the bottle first, and then whoever it lands on has to pick truth or dare. Then the last person to spin the bottle asks them a question or gives them a dare, and then they spin the bottle for the next person. Got it?"This was Bridgette talking. She was the youngest of the Waltz sisters, onlyseventeen."Clearly, everyone knows how to play truth-or-dare, Bridgette. We aren't all still in high school," chided Holly, the eldest sister, with a snide smile.We all looked at each other nervously. Jason and I were freshman at the local community college, and had known the sisters since childhood. From an awkward start in middle school and high school, they had grown into three of the blondest, leggiest pieces of ass anyone had ever seen. They looked so much alike we used to joke they were the Fembots. Jason and I used to tease them about their braces, and because they always had crushes on one of us. Now, Holly was in my senior seminar class at the state college,

Library Voyeur
Justin worked at the library while attending a small mid western college. It had it's advantages, one of which was that Justin would take some of the more playful coeds he knew to several out of the way locations and have sex with them there in the library. Sometimes it would be good hard fucking, and sometimes a good blow job. Either way...Justin usually had something going on.Justin liked the challenge of having sex with the girls that came into the library, especially since Ms. Cole liked to keep a close eye on her employees. Ms. Cole was an attractive woman in her early forties, although she didn't look her age. She had a really nice body, and she seemed to like Justin. He caught her staring at the bulge in his pants numerous times, which made him wonder if she need some sexual attention herself.One night Kelli, a new girl Justin had met a few days ago came in the library. It didn't take long for Justin and Kelli to end up in a deserted section of the library where they were soon k

Her First Orgasm
It was a normal saturday, I had gotten back from college theprevious day and was preparing to go out with my girlfriend Kristen.Kristen and I have been dating for over four months now. Although wewaited a while to have sex, our sexual urges had overwhelmed us afterabout 2 months of dating. We began to have sex, but, after two monthsof sexual activity, something special was about to happen...We started dating the first week in June. I had known Kristenbefore, she went to my high school. Although she was two years youngerthan me, I still didn't mind going out with the 'younger' ones,sometimes they are the best ones. Kristen had a huge crush on me inhigh school, but I never really persuaded a relationship with her.After I had gone off to college, we lost touch of each other.I never forgot about Kristen while I was gone. It was nice havinga girl fall head over heels for me. Time passed and I went through somerough relationships, never realizing that the summer of 1991 wouldprove to be one

Gentle Public Sex
Walking back from the party, I felt so turned on as Baz moved his hand across my back and whispered in my ear that he wanted to have me. I wanted him so badly as well as we passed a park, I grabbed his hand, instructing him to follow me. Nobody was around and I could not wait any longer to be touched by him. The thought of being alone in the park was too exciting as well.As we approached the park entrance, we kissed and held each other. It was raining when we left the party and had started to rain harder as we stood there. Both of us were getting soaked by the rain, but we did not care. It felt so good, as each rain droplet hit against my soft skin. My black dress was starting to get really wet and my black stockings were stuck to my legs as it continued raining. My long, dark hair was already soaked, as we headed towards a slide in the park.Straddling the metal slide, I felt the cold, wet metal underneath me as I sat down. I sat towards the end of the slide, so Baz could crouch in fro

Encounter In The Elevator
I have been observing her for weeks since she started at my job and we always exchange these looks but I have not been able to even speak to her. Every morning I would see her on the elevator and I would inhale her sweet perfume and I would instantly get hard. It was torture to start the day off that way. I always tried to talk to her but I could not even muster one word when I was in front of her, but I kept trying. One morning, the elevator seemed to be filled to capacity and she still managed to get on right next to me. She was right there, right in front of me and again I smelled her sweet perfume and I felt my cock come alive. I think she noticed because she pressed her back to my front side quite firmly. She started to slowly wiggle and rub her ass on my cock that was getting harder and harder by the minute. My eyes wandered to the many people in the elevator and they didn’t seem to notice. The elevator stopped on our floor and when she didn't walk out , I was so surprised

Chase Was Walking Home After Work
Chase was walking home after work rather than taking the subway. It was a little chilly, but it was not unusual for early March. As he walked along he noticed someone in the window at a small out of the way women's boutique shop. As he drew closer he could see it was a woman...a very attractive woman....in fact she was damn beautiful. Chase stopped and watched for a moment as she slipped the sexy lingerie onto the mannequin.She turned and saw Chase watching her, and smiled and winked at him. She motioned toward the lingerie, as if she were asking if he liked her display. Chase smiled and nodded. She smiled back as she adjusted the bra. She looked at Chase again....he made the OK signal....then on a whim Chase pointed to the lingerie, and then to the woman in the window as if to say..."Is that what you're wearing?" She knew immediately what Chase was asking. She looked from side to side and then opened the front of her dress allowing Chase to see that she was in fact wearing very simila

Author Beginning To Write Erotic Stories
Just a short story about an author beginning to write erotic stories. This story will be a dialog between a husband and his wife. H=Husband, W=Wife * H-As I was sitting at the computer in my office, I have a home office, my wife appeared at the door. W-What are you doing? H-Writing a story. W-What do you mean writing a story? You're not a writer. H- Unfortunately a lot of readers agree with you. W-Readers? What readers? H- On this web site, a writer can send in stories and people read them. Then the readers can tell them what they think. W-What kind of story site is this? And, what do you write about? H-Well, honey, it's an erotic story site and I send in erotic stories. W-By erotic do you mean porno? H-Mine aren't just sex, I write stories about people and their sex lives. W- You write stories about our sex life? What's the matter with you, are you some kind of nut telling people about our sex life? H- Not our sex life but the sex life of other people. W-What do you kn

At Last I Am Here
At last I am here, standing naked before you. We look into each other's eyes. I was hard in the car as I drove here alone, hard before we got to the room, and it's painful now - I'm dying for you to touch me, dying to be inside you. Yet we stand still, looking at each other's nakedness, taking in the reality and savouring the thought that we will soon be making love. I close my eyes and smile in pleasure at the thought. You, meanwhile, sink to your knees, and I instantly feel your hot mouth around my cock, your hands on my balls. 'Oh, God... oh God...' You squeeze my buttocks and pull me deeper inside you, looking up into my eyes as you do so. Unexpectedly, because of the sheer bliss of the moment, I feel the cum welling up, feel the orgasm immediately begin to blossom. I let it move upward with each cycle, from stage to stage, closer and closer to the point of no return with every thrust into you... one more and I'll be there... impossibly I pull away from you at the last moment and t

Peom 2
In silence and in honor Into the darkness we fade With only minutes left To flaunt this parade... So throw away happiness! There is nothing left to say.. In our haste for true love We threw life away. Spill your blood in my hands I will drink forever more And cast violent shadows Monsters on this floor. And we feel the darkness fall As we return to our dance Slowly bleeding away This gothic romance....

Peom 1
I wanna run to you I wanna run to you, and cry to you And beg you to come back I wanna become that weak woman that I hate so much Who relinquishes her pride And desperately holds on to the possibility of love I want to plead with you To leave her and love me And be so destitute that you’ll pause with pity I wanna tell you that I love you Over and over until it sticks I want to tell you that there is no one better for me out there I checked… so I know I want these tears to streak down my face So hard that my pores would cry To have you back I hate this lack of control I hate that everything is out of my grasp That I have no say in who you love And who you be with Just one favor That’s all I’m asking Is for you to love me You said you did Just keep loving me And loving me And loving me And loving me And loving me And never let me go How could you have let me go? I wasn’t ready to stand on my own I listen to all the love songs, and they say the same things.