Have you ever been hurt so bad that you didnt think that the pain would ever end? I have.
Im only writing this out so I can get all my thoughts out in one Place. Im one of the few people in the world that takes a long time to love some one. But I love hard and that Love runs deep when it happens. The problem with that is that loveing that hard your bound to get hurt, and wounds that deep dont heal. Giveing some one that much of yourself is a Risk, always is. and the pain is greater. when you Love like that you never expect them to leave you. To fall out of love with you or just simply just forget about you. When some thing like that happens your world crashes down right on top of you. I know pain and I have felt the hurt of some one just leaveing, and forgeting about me. In time the wounds will heal but the Pain never seems to go away. The Biggest Problem with all that is the next person pays for the last ones mistakes. You judge the next one by compering them the last. I know its not fair but thats how it works. I dont preach and I dont tell people how to think or feel. Just keep in mind, that last person you hurt, and think will they judge the next by what I did? And think about the Last person that hurt you, and think Am I jugdeing some one because of them ? I know how it sounds, but I have hurt others and i have been hurt and it brings a new understanding each time it happens. I wouldnt change it for any thing, Because it all has made me the person that I am and I dont know about any one else but When I look in the mirror I can face myself
