XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

Haunted by the past lost .. confused alone in a room .. the dark tries to creep in  more and more the heart is haunted .. maybe even broken .. shall it look for love ? or shall it heal?

it would be wonderful if it could forgive and forget .. but yet the heart would still bleed , the tears would still fall constantly soaking the pillow , as i move around in the room , the space seems smaller and smaller the pain greater and greater as i try to overcome the grief .. the memory of yesterdays past... its thier in the shadows .. like a erie presence .. the ghost of yesterday ..

 i try to open to the window to let the air in i feel like i'm suffocating with of the intensity .. the ghost is there , watching, waiting i try to scream let it all out , but not a sound comes out , just like in my worst nightmare . i shiver with fear and my heart pounds faster and faster as if it will explode .. then .. i look out into the darkness again .. i see a glimmer of hope , some light has crept in from somewwhere i don't even know where .

 if only i could let yesterday's past go .. still it burns and churns inside of me like poison filling my heart and mind .. i was always was too kind .. the betrayal so deep .. like i've lost a part of myself .. i stumble in the darkness until i fall on the bed and rest again .. theres is still hope , i tell myself as i close my eyes trying to believe these fagile words .. my eyes close and once more im in darkness but in the comfort of my sleep .. as i wait for tomorrow and tomorrows hope .