Katt May She Rest In Peace 3973 52509's blog: "It's been a year."

Hi Katt,

It's been a year and I still can't believe you're gone. I wake up everyday hoping that I can talk to you, and I do, just not the way I used to. I miss you so very much and I know I'm not the only one. The way you touched lives seems a miracle to me, I've never known someone as loved as you. I'm glad to say that we've been like sisters all of the 25 years we've known each other. 

I know in my heart that you are better now, and that you are surrounded by the loved ones that passed before you. I can see you bathed in the pure, white light that you always shared with everyone you loved. I feel that you are happy and out of pain, and that makes me feel happy above all the sorrow and emptiness, now that you are on the other side. 

You still preform miracles too. Not long ago I was having a hard time dealing with the emotions that came fleeting back when I faced the hospital you passed in. The hospital that holds memories of life and death for me. Life because my youngest daughter was born there, and death, because you ended one journey and started another. I remember the day I stared up at the hospital, remembering you, and not long after, you sent a sign. A beautiful sign that let me know that everything would be ok, and that you still look down on everyone you love and that love has and will never change. And it stayed just long enough for me to take a picture.  

That will always be your cloud Katt. Your love shines through the darkest and bleakest parts of a persons life. Anyone who knew you were blessed by the greatest Angel ever. Not many people can say they knew an Angel in life as well as in death. You, my love, will never be forgotten. 

I also want to share with you, a poem that got me through many hopeless times in the past year. 

God saw that she was getting tired 
And a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around her
And whispered, “Come with me”.
With tear filled eyes we watched her suffer
And fade away
Although we loved her deeply
We could not, make her stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands put to rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only, takes the best.

Anonymous

I love you Katt, you are my miracle of miracles. 

Love you forever. 

Mandi ♥