What does American society have against me (divorced, white, mother of two) ? I will be 40 next week..and damn it I am feeling like a total fucking failure! I work full-time for mediocre wages..and can't catch a fucking break! Other sit on their asses all day do nothing, except eat Cherrios & cheese supplied by their WIC cards and enjoy knowing that their rent is paid for by Housing Authority ..meanwhile I wanna bash my fucking head in the wall, because I don't have the money to put my kids in daycare for the summer :( I don't get it, why can't struggling mom's who work and try to be productive catch a break? I have been on the Childcare Resource list for almost 2 yrs now..believe it or not my income qualifies me, however they take the welfare recipient's before those who are helping themselves! What the fuck is wrong with this picture? For many years I was in the top TAX bracket, giving to Uncle Sam to help pay for all those lazy asses...now I cannot get shit..for help! My ex-husband gives a whopping 250.00 a month for 2 kids..(lol) cause he has a new family to support..and I am left robbing Peter to pay Paul to get by..I can only rob for so much longer..My level of tolerance has dwindled and I feel like running away from it all..however my character would never allow such a thing..I need a light at the end of the tunnel..and fast!
BTW..I know where sympathy is..right between Shit and Syphilis.. I bid you a good day..