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London And Me And Ashley
  It’s Bank Holiday Weekend in London and I am here doing the Soho Theatre – fun times! Ashley and I are having a ball, but the downside is, I didn’t explain fully to Ashley how long we are leaving Scotland for, as we go from here to Atlanta to do some comedy and she thought it was 6 days the round trip.   There is a point to this conversation, she only packed a small case and screamed when she found out we are actually travelling for 14 days in all. She has 3 pairs of knickers, one pair of boots and a few tops and one pair of leggings. So we need to go shopping for clothes for Ashley.   The shows so far at The Soho Theatre have been great fun, I had some nice Twitter people come to see me, GOD BLESS TWITTER and that was amazing, I love the internet.   Ashley has been hanging out at The Groucho on her own as I go onstage, she is now a fixture in the corner reading, drinking and nattering to the staff. I am just the old mother who turns up and kills the party w
I Looked In You
Feel my pain,taste my tears.Take a glimps,of all the fear.You think you know,how things should be,but you dont know,what its like to be me.Look thru my eyesfeel the angerburn deep in your heartWait, dont leavethis is just the startcontinue to lookwhat is it nowall the darknessi made thru, somehowso dont ever assumethat you know who i amor think that beside meyou could even standyour words are poisonyour love untruei know this now,because i looked in you.............. Outlaw Angel
Just Is
i have shed a thousand tearsand yet the pain, it will not stopfor my life, i scream your nameand to my knees i dropyou will never knowjust how much i have criedyou will never know the lossuntil your heart has triedi bang my fist against the glassthis image i cannot baredeep down withing my soula pain i cannot sharelet me lay upon the rocksgiving up my lifes bloodfor when they find me i will beface down within the mud................... Outlaw Angel
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I Will Let This Angel Fall
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each dayand i pray for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but blacknessin front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smile for all to seewishing just onewould look and seethat my soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall........................ Outlaw Angel
So Tired
so tired of hurtingof the tears being shedi wish someone could seehow much my heart has bledand yet no one knowsno one realy seeshow much i want to let gofor the pain just to easei will wear this smileso you can pretend its okaynot let you see deep in my eyesas you all turn and walk awaybut know that i triedi tried so many timesand yet it always seemsthat peace cannot be minefadeing in the darknessthe one place i am not wrongletting the shadows engulf mefor this is where i belong....Outlaw Angel
Broken Angel
I have become a broken Angelno longer able to flyplease believe I gave it my alldeep down I really triedI have become to tiredto continue the fightand I know to some of youthis decision isnt rightbut you dont knowof the memories I holda lifetime of hurtthat can turn your blood coldso please dont blame meif I have a blank stareif even when we talkits me I dont sharefore i am not worthyto call someone minei am trying to finaly face it this timethey say there is someoneout there for mebut this is a dreamI no longer seeA broken Angelbecoming darker every daydeep down in my soulI dont want it this wayyet I really dont knowwhat else I can doI just knowthat my heart is thru...........Outlaw Angel
Placebo - Pure Morning
A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend with weed is better, A friend with breasts and all the rest, A friend who's dressed in leather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better , Our thoughts compress, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, My Japanese is better, And when she's pressed, she will undress, And then she's boxing clever, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will never sever, Day's dawning, skins crawlingDay's dawning, skins crawlingDay's dawning, skins crawling Day's dawning, skins crawling Pure morning, Pure morning, Pure morning, Pure morning, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better, Our thoughts compress, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will n
They Might Be Giants - Istanbul (not Constantinople)
Istanbul was ConstantinopleNow it's Istanbul, not ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, ConstantinopleNow it's Turkish delight on a moonlit nightEvery gal in ConstantinopleLives in Istanbul, not ConstantinopleSo if you've a date in ConstantinopleShe'll be waiting in IstanbulEven old New York was once New AmsterdamWhy they changed it I can't sayPeople just liked it better that waySo take me back to ConstantinopleNo, you can't go back to ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, ConstantinopleWhy did Constantinople get the works?That's nobody's business but the TurksIstanbul (Istanbul)Istanbul (Istanbul)Even old New York was once New AmsterdamWhy they changed it I can't sayPeople just liked it better that wayIstanbul was ConstantinopleNow it's Istanbul, not ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, ConstantinopleWhy did Constantinople get the works?That's nobody's business but the TurksSo take me back to ConstantinopleNo, you can't go back to ConstantinopleBeen a long time gone, Cons
They Might Be Giants - Birdhouse In Your Soul
  I'm your only friendI'm not your only friendBut I'm a little glowing friendBut really I'm not actually your friendBut I amBlue canary in the outlet by the light switchWho watches over youMake a little birdhouse in your soulNot to put too fine a point on itSay I'm the only bee in your bonnetMake a little birdhouse in your soulI have a secret to tellFrom my electrical wellIt's a simple message andI'm leaving out the whistles and bellsSo the room must listen to meFilibuster vigilantlyMy name is blue canaryOne note, spelled L-I-T-EMy story's infiniteLike the Longines SymphonetteIt doesn't restBlue canary in the outlet by the light switchWho watches over youMake a little birdhouse in your soulNot to put too fine a point on itSay I'm the only bee in your bonnetMake a little birdhouse in your soulI'm your only friendI'm not your only friendBut I'm a little glowing friendBut really I'm not actually your friendBut I amThere's a picture opposite meOf my primitive ancestryWhich
Caught between Desire and Lust Frightened To be Close But afraid to stray. A Circle of disillusionment A feeling of losing control I am held Captive, But not unwillingly I am not here against my will I desire to be by his side, Even if he does not desire me tortured by Lust Listening to His every command "SIT!" yes master. "KNEEL IN FRONT OF ME!" yes master, "PLEASE ME!" yes master. I am willing to please him in every way I dare not disobey. I am bad every now and then Just to feel his pain upon my skin. to feel the touch that I long for.
My Master
My Master, Take My Chain, Lead me into the night, and Let me feel you pain, Teach me your rights from wrongs, Show Me how to please you, Lead me to your height of expectation, Punish me for doing wrong, Love me when I do right, Dont let me stray from you. My Master, I am yours, Do with me what you will, I am here to serve you ALWAYS! MY MASTER
Today's Work Disaster...
So, we have been really slow this month at work. It's the end of the month, and a Friday. We were busy as HELL today! Finally a good solid day to make some money & make up for the rest of the month!! NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All of a sudden, something in the system DIES. We can't print, we can't e-mail, we can barely rate. We finally get a good day, and we blow it!! We could have made so much more money today!! **cries!
I Have Lost 20 Pounds :)
I Have Lost 20 Pounds and I can Hardly Belive it Myself..... but I went to my doctors on thursday and I got on the scale ands WOW!! I was amazed, I know I Know, Not such a big Deal but it is to me. someone, who has struggled with her weight all her life ME! I Pretti Damn Proud of myself if I do say so Myself My clothes hang on me and I dont kid you, Im a Bigger Gal but so what??? I know Im Pretty and Im Confident about Myself. Im Happy Only Way to be isnt??????
What In The Fuck
This iz the infamous new web rave, the remake of "Telephone" by lady gaga. Made by soldiers located in afghanastan, i found it interesting that no one has even so much as posed the question....   "So this is what's costing us $30 billion a year in afghanastan?"  
Im Hurting
the other day was my moms 51st b-day(btw she died this past sept) i was feeling really low and some events happend. was i in the wrong... yes.... did i apaulogize?.....yes....however this person is now trying to rip a life apart that i cherish so much.... how do i deel with this? do i bite my tounge live a lie and smile and kiss ass just to be with the woman i have grown to love above all else?   or do i voice my self and honestly lose the one person i dont want to ? god how did this get this far and how can it be fixed? it is fri nite and i am home alone pondering my life with her and no matter how i look at it i see this person alawys looking at me like im some kind of freek. i dont know but something has to give and soon. this feeling i have is very bad and withh all that i am going trew no body seems to understand. whats going you ask?( going threw a very messy devource, lost my mom in sept,lost my job in dec, my kids dont want to see me like they are suposed to,i have no real fami
Are You Happy Now
are you happy now? You missed your connection with me more times than can be counted. Are you happy now? You had me in the palm of your hand. Now I refuse to touch you. Are you happy now? You used to be in my every dream. Now I cant even look at you. Are you happy now? You wanted me to give you a baby. Now I wouldn't even give you a cockroach. Are you happy now? You always knew the right thing to say to keep me around. Now I see your mouth is moving... but.... Are you happy now? You promised me all your love, forever. But that grass looked so green on the other side of the Are you happy now? You say you're afraid of dying alone. But you've hurt everyone who ever loved you. Are you happy now? When you finally wake up and realize how much you love me, I'll be waking up next to someone who already knew. Are you happy now? No? I didn't think so.
Words And Their Meaning
Warning: This is probably going to make me seem ungrateful and/or offend you in some way. You're just going to have to pretend to yourself for a moment that I might not give a fuck. Now I'm used to being misunderstood...and misinterpreted. Particularly, it seems, on here. But one thing I'm usually pretty good at is being understood when I say things like 'fuck off'.   In my little life, people around me - regardless of how stupid they are - seem to get the fact that when I say fuck off, I mean...radically...fuck off. I mean step the fuck away, or you might just catch hell that you don't actually deserve. Leave me the fuck alone because the last vestige of my conscience is trying to save you from that, and me from having to bite through my tongue NOT to go you. Not on here. Here, fuck off apparently means: - I'm looking for attention - I'm upset with someone in particular about something in particular and people should ask me if it's them or what they did - I'm upset with someone
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I Have Discorved A Beautiful Sweet Rare Unique Charming Kind Fallen Angel
I just got pimphanded. Should I be upset, or I was asking for it anyway! A. Upset B.  No new ideas anyway
I Need Assistance
So I need help trying to figure out where this guy is coming from.   Follow this email thread: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Greetings again.   Just took the final exam. Number 8. I found something I'd like for you to review if possible. Question 20 reads:  In an experiment by Moscovitch (1982), when older and younger adults were asked to call an answering service once a week without using any reminders:   Selected Answer:    more older than younger adults made the call.  Correct Answer:    some of the elderly used reminders anyway. If you read the text (662) both of these answers were stated. Just kind of tricky....not sure if it merits any credit or not, just sharing.   His reply to me was: Good argument.  What about a point?        Cheers,   Now is he asking me to provide a point to my argument or is he offering me an extra point towards my final grade? What a do
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I have an Enchanted Forest I made for the occassion of my granddaughter's sixth birthday. I created it right after having surgery on my ankle, but there ain't nothin' a good Chi Chi wouldn't do for her Tate. She loves it. There is a Dragon's Lair within it's verdent depths, and of course a dragon. This dragon is also very special. It came from Tate's mother, my daughter - Fae, on a Mother's Day quite awhile ago. He came from a place that is filled with stone statues, as if Medusa were a frequent visitor or something silly like that. He sits on his Celtic swing and sweetly guards the entrance to his lair with a clawed foot to his wide open mouth shouting to my granddaughter "LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!", and to me he shouts "HEY, LAAAAAADDDDYYYY!". That is some background for why I have the random thoughts that I do. I will share a few with you if you just push the right button below...   And to give credit for inspiration, where credit is due - the fabulous fellow Michi
I Guess Philly Cops Won't Respond To Female Callers Anymore.
Monday, Philadelphia Police officers will no longer be responding to minor fender benders.Motorists will have to fend for themselves and call the nearest police district on their own.Philadelphia Police officials said they respond to nearly 70,000 auto accidents each year, adding about 10,000 do not require a police officer."We can save police response time and have officers available for more important, pressing issues," Lt. Frank Vanore explained.Beginning Monday, accidents that involve vehicles that can be safely driven away and no injuries to report can now exchange information and file a police report on the phone."If there's an issue that you don't feel can be resolved without the officer there, the dispatcher will evaluate that on the phone when you call 911 and then he/she will have an officer respond," Lt. Vanore said.Several other cities, including Chicago, are already utilizing the policy.
Baby That Survived Botched Abortion Was Rejected For Cleft Lip And Palate
Here's one for you! A baby found alive nearly a day after a failed abortion in Italy had been rejected by his mother because he had a cleft lip and palate, according to reports.   The 22-week infant was found breathing a day after the operation. He died one day later in intensive care at a hospital in the mother's home town of Rossano, in southern Italy. The mother, pregnant for the first time, had opted for an abortion after prenatal scans revealed that the foetus had a cleft lip and palate, according to reports in the Italian media. The condition is treatable with surgery.  The baby - weighing just 11oz - survived the procedure, carried out on Saturday in the Rossano Calabro hospital, but was left by doctors to die. He was discovered alive the following day – some 20 hours after the operation – by Father Antonio Martello, the hospital chaplain, who had gone to pray beside his body. He found that the baby, wrapped in a sheet with his umbilical cord still attached, w
I Eat At Mcdonald's, Do You?
ALL YOU EVER WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT MACCAS   McDonald's sell more than 1/3 of all the French fries sold in restaurants in the U.S. each year. McDonald's restaurants will buy 54,000,000 pounds of fresh apples this year. Two years ago, McDonald's purchased 0 pounds of apples. This is attributed to the shift to more healthy menu options. Nearly one in eight workers in the US has at some time been employed by McDonald's. In India the "Big Mac" is changed into the "Maharaja Mac", a mutton burger in deference to religious injunctions against the consumption of beef and pork. Sälen in Sweden opened the first ski-through McDonald's in the world. More than 50,000 students from all over the world have graduated with "Bachelor of Hamburgerology" degrees from McDonald's "Hamburger University. McDonald's three kosher restaurants in Israel are the only McDonald's in the world where you cannot buy a cheeseburger. Sarah Michelle Gellar was sued by McDonalds at the age of four. She
More Levels In The Works..
We're working on adding 5 more levels to the site. We'd like most of the members of the site to experience the new levels, so we'll be easing up some of the requirements in the 31-40 range when we launch the new levels. We'll also be creating a Hall Of Fame page for the few members that were able to make it up to level 40 before we launch the new levels. With the new levels you can expect some point/fubuck requirements like in the past, as well as the Achievement system and other requirements needed to move up from 41-45. We'll also be nerfing some of the older requirements that were bottlenecking too many people (such as the spotlight requirement :)).   ETA for levels 41-45 is about 1-2 weeks.   Stay tuned... we'll have a few surprises in there too and some new abilities for you to unlock as you level up. :D   -mike
Coke Or Pepsi Mumms
What is wrong with the people that post pepsi or coke mumms?  At least I parody and flag my mumms NSFW.  A. New to fubar B. imbecilic
We slip close in the spaces that bind, the places that rend and tear under the relentless scrutiny of our demands. All of us are falling. Falling in, falling out falling into, sometimes landing with sickening thuds that produce rivulets of blood and scars that shine near as red. I like you because you are wounded, wounded like me in different contexts that make it interesting for us to compare the twists of the places where we stitched ourselves back together again, to try again. To try to not try again. I like you because you are smooth and unstained, glistening purely in your idealistic unrealities. Sometimes it gets to be a bit much, then, I like you simply because you are pretty. With this hand I’ll hold yours, and that one cradles the tender slivers of this friends hope. That ones love. Yet anothers despair. Clutched in the warm dampth of my fragile fist that nests them safely, close to me, where I can see the pulsing of life in these small wayward dreams. You dream of despo
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I Miss My Vagina
I Miss my vagina It use to do all sorts of fun tricks that would make me happy. Ive misplaced it a while back. Have you seen it? If so please call me I have put up a reward of 1 million fubucks.. She goes by the name of Artemis..Yes the Goddess of the hunt.   I said to witchy if she paid me 20 fubucks she would get  picture of it.. Im thinking since she gave me 100 i should at least shave. The last time i tried to do that I used the touch and feel method and came out with two cuts across her... Help me solve the problem...   Wax? Mirror? Wicked, ham and Artemis
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Hey All
Guess what? My comp is finally acting right. I know thats a new one. Anyway whom ever wants to talk feel free to contact me. I have missed everyone alot and would love to hang out and chill.
As you know I love the biker lifestyle.   I think one thing people do not understand about bikers is MOST understand “freedom” like our forefathers did.   We love to be surrounded by Mother Nature.  We love to be able to just look up and see eagles soaring.   We love to be able to just look to our right and left and see a hot babe either in a car or walking down the street.   We love the power of the throttle.  The acceleration.  The thrill of going in and out of sharp curves.  The joy of hills and mountains.  Passing through those small cold and warm fronts you can only feel while on a bike.   I also love reading biker decals and stickers on helmets and leathers.  Some of the funniest shit you will find is on these riders….   Today I read one I never saw before and had to share…   "9 out of 10 women are battered...and I'm still eatin' mine PLAIN"   One of my favorite all time bumper stickers was from another Livonia Firefighter I worked with.
Just a small rant... I FUCKING HATE WOMEN.  Seriously, how the hell can it be so goddamned hard to be true to a man?  How the FUCK can it be so hard to appreciate when you have a good man?  Then your stupid ass hurts him and wonders why you can't GET a good man.  Gee you dumb cunt.  I wonder why.  And it's whores like yourselves that make it difficult for those of us who ARE good women to be believed.  We (women) complained for so long that we were abused and treated unfairly.  Well, now that we have the chance to get somewhere with what we strived so hard to get, you think it's time to play games and fuck with the few good men that are out there.  If you're a bitch that likes to play mind games, can't decide what you want, or something to that effect, do the gender a HUGE favor and go fuck your gigantic slut-hole with a broken, rusted, metal baseball bat!
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Still Kicking And Sniffin
Time to post a couple updates.  Son#2 is in the can.  It was something he had to do so he could get on with his life.  Hope he will be out in a few months and then can start his life without fear of getting picked up and hauled down to jail. On Politics - A Taxpayer voting for Obama is like a chicken voting for Col. Sanders.  Our current represenatives can all line up to spit on the tomb of the unknown soldier considering how they have trashed the Constitution so many died for.  We are now a Socialist nation.  No longer allowed to be christian, where being Politically correct is more important that freedom of speech.  Obama and the ACLU is trying to remove the crosses from the graves of soldiers that gave their life to protect our freedoms they are so willing to destroy.  As a Viet Nam Vet ( USMC 65-69) and a Constitutionalist ( an adult that read and took the time to understand what it means.) I am very destressed about what my grandchilden will be forced to endure.  Oh ya, The Fe
30 Pimpouts & 20 Mil Fubux
Ok Im trying to get as close to leveling as possible and its not going to well.  With the exception  of a few ppl helping me out. So Im offering 30 pimpouts to be used through out a month.  (use them how u want just let me know ahead of time. Limit 3 a day) and 20 Million fubux. Id like to get a Cherry Bomb and a Auto 11.  But we can always work something out. Plz Shout me or leave me a msg or comment and let me know if you are interested  in working something out.  Plz share this blog if u can.    Thanx Ravin   Ive upped the fubux value to 30 million fubux instead of 20 million!
Poem For My Girl U Know Who U R ;)
.the girl i have known and never met will one day be in my arms to hold her close to finaly look in her eyes and feel her breath on me and taste her lips for the first time will be heaven just the feel of her body next to mine feels so right like nothing will ever come between us. the scent of her hair fill my head and makes me dizzy when i look into her eye she will melt and we will kiss she get me week in the knees i will ask myself isthis adream if so i dont want to wake up let this night last forever i want to hold you i want to kiss you feel that passionate kiss that kiss when tongues meet softly and your eyes are open to see that pasion that makes you take a breath. to hold my girl in my arms for the first time i will never let you go not till my last breath i take will be looking into your eyes and i see our life flash before me i hear the one song that says it all for me i did it all and i did i did it all for you my sweet my love my girl i love you forever   the end
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Just Keep Digging...
Let me give you some advice... The best way that one can dig themself into a hole with me is to talk about the kind of people they can't stand..and list off everything that I am. BWAHAHAH!   Yeah...   I'm really not amused.
Spare Of The Moment
Sixteen years ago …   Matthew 13: 47-52                                                                                       April 29 16 days [to graduation from Stetson University]                                            6, intern! Only the lonely                                                                                      9404.29   [Jesus] said to them, “Therefore every teacher of the law who has been instructed about the kingdom of heaven is like the owner of a house who brings out of his storeroom new treasures as well as old.” 52  
[i'm Out Of Ham.]
A terrible plight has fallen upon me.I have run out of my beloved cerrano ham... And I have no friggin time to myself. I'm getting hijacked tomorrow too. Party party partygo go go ... I think I've had 6 hours to myself where I wasn't sleeping or taking care of something in the last 2 weeks. ...yeah that's pissing me off. Still. Anyhow... I've stripped the Gouf.I want to prime.Parts are treed.... except the SUPER tiny waist and face hoses. I have no idea where I can grip those things and paint them. I'm kinda nervous about that part of the process....I may just wind up digging them into a lil dob of putty and going from thereso delicate. uuh... I dunno, lets move on to the interesting part I had a dream last night between 4 and 6 this morning where me and Christian were having a pretty realistic sexual encounter in my bed. Even had the right bed clothes on and it was the right lighting for dusk/mid afternoon. T'was a good dream. I undressed her bit by bitshe smiled not-so
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Remember Me
Although I hate to say it You and I both know its true No matter how hard we fight it The times for us were too few The miles that seem between us Turn into a simple twist of fate Our love is everlasting But our lives will separate We have our memories of each other Happy times that we have shared But time it waits for no one So the burden you must bare Please do not feel like a victim In a drama meant for me For God has his own reasons One day you will see The future is alive With beauty yet to see Do not be scared to walk alone For God's treasures await you I will love you, and cherish you As a son and best friend And no matter where life takes you Always remember where we've been I wish for you Blessings, Treasures and Happiness And on your life's journey I have one small request.... Remember Me.
Lost In Translation
I like my brother in law very much. He is very smart. One of the ways he gets people to like him, despite being way more smarter than them, is by using a special nonthreatening language. My sister often translates for me. Bro-in-law: I think that bag of quarters is in the glove compartment. translation: Get the quarters. Bro-in-law: This looks like a good spot. translation: park here. Bo-in-law: i never heard that before. translation: OMG you idiot! You have no idea how the world works. Since I have a slight public relations issue (translation: all those beauty school skanks fucking hate me) at school I thought i would adopt his methods and see how they work for me. Today we were doing lash and brow tinting. You have to be really carefull with this stuff because it will stain the skin on contact. My usual partner was absent today so I went with this other chick hoping she would be as careful with my face as I would be with hers. While she was tinting my lashes with super fas
Not That It Matters
but I just got an 88 on my final. I am pissed, I end the class with a 91.21%   Where's my fucking razor.....          
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How To Stay Sane
Ideas To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.2. On all your check stubs, write ' For Marijuana'3. Skip down the street Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get.4. With A Serious Face, Order a Diet Water Whenever You Go Out To Eat.5. Sing Along At The Opera.6. When The Money Comes Out Of The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!'7. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the parking lot, yelling 'Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!'8. Tell Your Children Over Dinner, 'Due To The Economy, We are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go.'And The Final Way To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity9. PICK UP A BOX OF CONDOMS AT THE PHARMACY, GO TO THE COUNTER AND ASK WHERE THE FITTING ROOM IS
How can I be super happy, and super pissed at the same time over pretty much the same thing?
How To Get Your Girlfriend To Do Anal
Salutes!!!I have none, so if you have that salute block crap up that prohibits Me from commenting on pictures, blogs, pages, mumms, statuses, etc, can you do Me the favor and remove Me from your list. I am too lazy to and so I figured I would get you to do the dirty work. Since I cannot comment on anything you post, then what is the point exactly of you being on My list?Has science buried god?I know those of faith shall say of course not. Let us look at simple statistics of the United States.  [while Atheism is growing world wide, it is growing faster here than it is as a general world view]100 years ago, there were an estimated 8% of the US considered themselves Atheist or Agnostic. Nowadays in the year 2010, 22% of Americans consider themselves Atheist or Agnostic.According to statistics if this current trend continues,  in twenty years times, they expect 25% of Americans to self identify themselves as Atheist or Agnostic.And then, if that trend continues at that rate, in 35 years [1
Want Some Bling, To Be Pimped Or Vouched For?...check This One Out....
I figured this would get your attention…anyways, it’s for a good cause, so if you are feeling up to doing something nice (and tax deductible) and getting something fu-related out of it as well, read on below… Our good friend Juicy the bouncer is trying to raise $4,000 for the 2010 MS Walk. JUICY LUXURIA PROMISES TO BLING, PIMP, OR VOUCH FOR ANYONE THAT DONATES!!!! Just follow the 2 very easy steps below, so easy a fake could even do it: CLICK HERE TO DONATE!!! Then send Juicy a private message at the link below and she will hook you up!… JUICY luxuria@ fubar Supporting an amazing cause and getting something everyone loves, some fu stuffs in the process, well, it works out for everyone. Weekend’s almost here! Thank god…more fun to come…peace
Why Why Why !!
 how come i do not write poetry anymore is there nothing here to kindle that flame That Has My heart damaged to the point that no light shines through I'm afraid to feel again
Does That Belong There???!!!!???!!?
I called my  friend Andy Sable, a gastroenterologist,  to make an appointment for a  colonoscopy. A few days later,  in his office, Andy showed me a color diagram  of the colon, a lengthy organ  that appears to go all over the place, at one point passing briefly through  Minneapolis.          Then Andy explained the colonoscopy procedure to  me in a thorough, reassuring  and patient manner. I  nodded thoughtfully, but I didn't really hear anything he  said, because my brain was  shrieking, quote, 'HE'S GOING TO STICK A TUBE 17,000 FEET UP YOUR  BEHIND!' I left Andy' s office with some written  instructions, and a  prescription for a product called  'MoviPrep,  which comes in a  box large enough to hold a microwave oven. I will discuss MoviPrep in  detail later; for now suffice  it to say that we must never allow it to fall into the hands of America 's  enemies. I spent the next several days productively sitting  around being nervous. Then, on  the day before my colonosc
My Little Adventure
I had an adventure last night!! I'm sitting here at my puter..  I hear this scratching clicking sound coming from someplace I can't pinpoint.. I think it's the cat playing with a plant or whatever.. Nope.. Cuz now it's getting louder and faster, it sounds almost, determined.. I realize it's coming from behind me... So I turn around.. All I can see is the built in hutch with my wife's decorative shit all over it.. It's about 9 feet tall.. We have High ceilings in our house about 10.5 feet. From the corner of the top the hutch I see what looks to me Like I GIANT mother fucking spider trying crawl out of the top.. Then the son-of-a-bitch started flying!!!   It was a god dam BAT!!!!!   I live in the city guys.. That shit just don't happen.. I start screaming like my 6 year old daughter watching Friday the 13th.. Friggin thing is flying around my dining room.. Then he flies back behind the hutch!!! I'm like..           "ummmmmmmm"   Fuck it!! ... Google!! .... "How to rem
It Was All A Joke
I came to have a good time and spend time with someone that seemed to have wanted me around for my birthday.  The first 3 days were great and since Monday everything seems to have been a joke.  Everything he told me has been a lie.  He wonders why I don't love on him or show affection and it's because that damn phone is his life.  I gave mine up to be here.  He seems to think that it was alright to make me choose between him and my best friend and seems to think my best friends words are what is coming between us and in all reality what's doing it is him.  He is allowing someone's words and protective manner affect how and what he does with me.  I have told him I can't do this and that it is too much.  I am hopefully back on a bus Monday to return home.  Some birthday huh?
Dude Vader
Sex And Lingerie
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i just have this twisted feeling right now feel the downword spiral spinnin, got a lot of shit on my mind the voices wont shut the fuck up i just need to drown them little fuckers well its been commin for a while i get like this sometimes we each must till our own soil so that we may sow the seeds of our souls, only then can we truly reap the benefits of what we have worked for the ever long battle of inner demons and the right and wrong which each is to percieve  i feel twisted today i told you  the limits to my internal frustration knows no bounds for i have failed only myself if i were to give up on my will to survive. i am not speaking of you i am speaking only of me, my thoughts, my soul, for before you step into the hell that is me you should know this side as well
Now Isn't This Funny
Now you all know that I posted My other blog earlyer today and all ready I have had the cop's over here saying that some one called them saying that I was doing some thingagainst the law. Wich I don't do. I support the law. I am just against them that beleave that they are above the law. Any time a person gets any kind of controle over others they take advantage of others. But I will say the cop's that came by was nice.
My New One
The new man in my life is the best thing to happen to me... I know I have said that before but man this one is everything I was looking for... He hasn't faltered once since the day he popped into my life... He makes me smile everday and reminds me at least 100 times a day how much i mean to him... He has knocked me flat on my ass... I wasn't looking for anything after Dean left and refused to let anyone in yet somehow this crazy redneck found his way through my defenses and has stolen my heart...He is so amazing and I have no idea what i did to deserve him... I know that this one is the one I will spend my life with... The one who will stand by my side no matter what I do or we go through... He is my soulmate... My best friend and the love of my life... I hope he knows that no matter what I am his and always will be...
Ours is not to question the reasons whyCrippled indecision Repeats the path I once deniedInsignificant, am I? The color of sundown, of crimson skyThe beauty that breaks downAnd gives the day unto the night And then one day you'll realizeJust a speck in the spectrumInsignificant, am I?And then one day you'll realizeThe beauty that breaks downNever knows the reason why Scan my horizon as blue turns to blackThe sky is gone againAnd all beneath are born to dieInsignificant, am I? The brother of sundownHas bleached away my pastTo look into the skyIf only for one last time    
He Likes It In His Butt!
Jasmine: how about a cactus? bananaboy2k: i told ya honey u can try all you want i m your slave... at your service your higness Jasmine: so you'd like a banana up your bum? how about a cucumber?'s bigger and harder bananaboy2k: ummmm yeah honey.. anything for you.. i m your slave.... you have lovely eyes enof to seduce.. i wont think it wud ba rape .. wud love to feel it from you..uummmmm Jasmine: can i anally rape you with that banana? bananaboy2k: do you know magic... turn me into that icecream i wud b lucky to melt inside your mouth...uummmm
Every once in a while I just have to share stuff from my travels.
comes in all forms..nickels,dimes,pennies,quarters...even half dollars. hahah.    
Fu Tip Of The Day :
Birthday Wishlist: Happy Hours, Any Taurus Bling
Worm Infested Anal
What a perfect sight to see Decomposed dead bitch I spread her buttocks wide and what I love to see Anus covered with worms I masterbate as I fingerfuck Slimy rectum ,full of rot and shit Maggots crawling ,,insects feasting I squirt my load all over her ass .  
I Am In Need Of Friends
please help me new herere and in seerach of anime friends and firends in genereal
It's time for my fu-friends to ask advice if they need to. (This is for Dud who was whining he missed the 1st blog.) Fu-Abby is here.
Small Update
So, short little update for everybody that's been calling me, texting me, YIMing me, shoutboxing, private messaging me whatever lol Things have been a bit rough lately and I apologize if I've been short with any of you or haven't been around much. I've been spending the last week alone trying to pack all my shit up and move it to various places. I moved in with my dad, which has proven to be easier, yet harder at the same time, than I thought it would be. But it's good. It really has been. It's nice not having noisy neighbors and I can come and go as I please so whatever. It's been hard listening to him cough and struggle to breathe and he's spent most of his time in his room asleep so I feel bad for him :( On top of things this week, we found out my grandma might have cervical cancer. Being somebody that's dealt with that, I know how scary it is. Everyone in my family is on thin ice right now about it. My grandma has been losing a LOT of weight randomly lately so it doesn't look goo
The Personality Defect Test
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Hippie You are 14% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 0% Brutal, and 0% Arrogant. You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, humility, and a faint scent of marijuana, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and free love! Immediately following that, you then frolic to the hospital with herpes! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You probably enjoy poetry, especially beatnik ultra-liberal crap about how horrible fascism is, even though your suburbanized, sheltered idea of "fascism" is having to pay two dollars per gallon at the gas pump. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you also love to interact with others, even complete
Bling Status Contest!!!
I am gunna B doin a treasure hunt in my status collect all the clues find my treasure & win a prize (a bling from me). So stay tuned for all the clues. Rules: I will post a clue each day for a week in my status. (there will be no set time 4 each posting so check back periodicaly) I will leave each clue up 4 az close 2 24 hours az I can so every1 haz a chance 2 get each clue. collect all 7 clues 2 win a bling from silky. (prize ammount will very depending on public intrest if 3 ppl play the bling wil B a 1 pointer if every1 plays sum1 could win a big bling, so get your friends involved) All players must work alone no teams allowed. (unless U all can agree which 1 of U will reseave the prize) There R no prizes 4 second place lets face it U win or U lose. The first person to PRIVET MESSAGE ME the treasures AFTER all the clues have been issued will B declared the winner. I will anounce the winner in my staus & leave it up 4 az close 2 24 hours az I can get it. (I'm
Why Am I Getting So Many Gifts Recently?
I'm not complaining, just wondering.  I only come on the site every other day or so, and everytime I log in I have 10-20 new gifts!  Drinks from so many different random people.  What could be the explanation?  Is it possible that someone bought me a blast without me knowing? Anyway, thanks to whoever is the cause of this lol.
So I went to the docs today and she went to check my blood pressure. It was so HIGH that she thought it was a mistaken reading so she did it again...still high. My blood pressure in the past has just been under average...and now it's ABOVE normal. :\ She told to stop taking the pill immediately. (No I haven't been doing the hanky panky before the lecture starts) Then she put me on some other new med, not really sure what she was talking about but it's meant to help. The blood pressure was pretty high though, even though most women on the pill do have a little higher than what they normally would but it had just spiked up so much... The doc thinks it prolly stress, explains the funny moods and blood pressure.   Oddly enough I lost weight too, which is weird because I sure have been eating a lot of ice-cream and cakes.:s
Love..hmmm, I Dont Know
i have always been skeptical of falling in love with someone online. i have always been skeptical of true love, offline...or as some choose to refer as Real Life. i prefer the term "offline" because i have made some very REAL friends online. anyway, here at fubar, i know that some have met online, met offline, fallen in love and married. so i guess its possible. i know people who have met on fubar, fallen in love, then meet off line and then end up having sex, then hating each other. i dont know, how is this any different than offline love? i mean, i think one is able to learn a whole lot more from someone at a online bar then say an offline bar. hell, some meet at a bar in person, end up having sex without even exchanging telephone numbers or even getting a last name! my own personal take on this whole online/offline love...well...i think in both situations one cant be too careful...honestly, i think MORE are suspicious and have their guard up online then when a meet
The Poet And The Brick
It is not the first time I have had an entry with this name... But it is the last time for me to ever mention the brick again... To those that have no idea what I am talking about and about to call me a total wacko, well I might be but listen up...   Serenity, aka "Clothing Optional", a former friend of mine and the girl I used to be in love with, and I have grown apart... At the last entry I mentioned "The Poet and The Brick" I meant her and me, those entries have been removed but this one will stay... I had known Serenity for like 8 years or so I believe, been in love with her from day one and she knew it, since I told her and she did flirt with me... But as time went by, me and Serenity grew further and further apart... I tried so salvage the pieces, this was the first time I mentioned her here as "The Brick", but didn't succeed... Serenity spent less and less time talking with me and finanly I told her that I couldn't try to salvage something that wasn't going to work, it requ
In Those Eyes
Emotion   Arisen   In a soul   Open   Bare   Laid out   before   those eyes   Filling   Minute   Holes   Blooming   A flower   In those eyes...  
I am One   I am None   I am Me   I am You   I am Lost  
The Classmate Who Couldn't Lie
There is a thin line between love and hate, but is that same thin line the one between friend and foe too?About two weeks ago a high school classmate of mine IM me, at first it was innocent, “how you doing” type of talk, then somehow, within days, it started becoming more and more like two adults sitting at a bar.  Once the adult talk started I started laughing not believing it was real, but as he got more I had to end the chatting for a few days.It wasn't until something inside of me clicked while watching my normal nightly show, Sex and the City, that I realize that I don't want to be the shut in anymore, I want to have flings and start seeing different places.  So the next day, or so, when I noticed classmate guy online I sent him a little message, and as things go with me I came out and said I wanted to try having a fling.  I just never knew that telling him I wanted to have a fling would get me seconding guessing guys all over again. . .Last night as we text message ba
Time Patience
Time   Patience....   I wait   Craving   Touching   Myself   Wanting   I feel   TIME   Patience   I tell   Myself   Meanwhile   I dream...  
A litany of hopelessnessoverwhelming and enveloping tormenting, tauntingthese haunting questions so confused, lost... cursing my mindrestricting my soul life in a tortured soulhauntingly unanswered  
I work my ass off everyday to make sure my son has everything he needs... Aiden is the light of my life and I want him to always be happy... There is one thing that no matter how hard I try I can not give him though... The love of his father... I try to put it all a side just for him and Dean just slaps me in the face everytime I do... i made promises to Dean that i can no longer keep because he made the choice to be where he is... I left him yes but he is the one who pushed me out the door... Because of those choices his father made my son is the one who has to suffer... Dean will never change and will never be just about Aiden... He is to selfish a man for that... I hope that one day when Aiden is old enough that he will understand why I had to walk away and unfortunately in the process take his father from him....My greatest fear is that one day he will hate me for it and it leaves me very conflicted... But this is whats best for the both of us... I should not have to fight with Dea
Bad Love
nothing to ever be quite the samean innocence lost, my innocencethe truth i was so determinednot to dig for, has been unburiedit doesn't only hurt, it left scars so deepthat life makes me have to deal with yet i cannot help but feelsaddened by these memoriesmeaningless and pointless as it isto beat myself up over this dead weighttrying to dole punishment out on myselffor something his crude love did to me not loving me should have been enoughbut to cause so much pain on the youngwith feelings of abandonment and helplessnessat a life that stays darkened and sadforgotten and lost in this chaotic worldhow do i find myself with a broken soul?  
I See
i see great suffering in the worldi see the way of accident and blunderingand what we have createdi am not blinded by the illusionsi hear the cries everywhere of painand i know my lonelinessi know my own desirewould you be what i am?drifting timeless, alonelistening to the carnal voices of the worldthirsting for love and understandinganguish, unknowing, and unseeingi know that which we created is voidand yet i do nothingcould i be what you are?
Close To Being Apart
10 feet away from me and 1 mile in my head; I missed your sweet smile and comfort in bed; Your touch relaxes me after all the tough words said; You my sweet Melissa, I’ve been lucky enough to wed; Down this dark road tonight, this rough road we’ve led; I believe these hard times for us will soon enough shed. Listen to me… I will not give up on us, I will fight and cry; So that the day never comes that we say goodbye.
What is it   this thing.   Staring inside   Out..   What is it   this thought.   blinking   knowing...   what is it   a dream   in a window   unseen   what is it   this smile   dreamy, light   sighs  
Calmness washing over my soul   Scraping its way through my psyche'   Out, out, far away, It floats   Drums beating that rhythmic tune   Up above rainbows of colour.   My lost self drifting away   washing my soul  
Broken Heart
Honest Questions lyricsCan you seeThe honest questions in my heart this hourI am opening like a flowerTo the rainAnd do you know the silent sorrows of aNever ending journey through the painDo you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedThe deaths I've diedWould you die them tooAnd all for me(You say)I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron landAnd streams will flowFrom the best of your bruised and broken soulAnd you will grow like the grassUpon the furtile blades of Asia by the streamsOf living water you will growOh.. you will growDo you knowThe story from the startAnd do you know meLike you've always told meDo you see the whispers in my heart against your kindnessMy eternal blindnessDo you see...Do you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedT
This is just a test ...
Since Bonnie!
I have learned to move on constantly looking for the friend that takes you as is.  My oldest son keeps me in debt with tickets and jail time for pot.  My Daughters father is still fighting for custody to get child support from me! I am still trying to get my body to quit aching in the morning when I wake up do to the past injuries. Can I walk down the stairs today? I will give it my best shot!
Fuck Im Tired Of The Stress
Lastnight My pop-pop(grandfather) was diagnosed with terminal throat cancer and in-operable....Fuck guy never touched any kind of tobacco in his life...he is my last living grandfather..just turned 80 and looks 53 if that...fuck fuck fuck..sorry if im not funny bumming...dont need your pity im not like just pissed...fuck
Backwoods Pennsylvania
CLYMER - An Indiana County woman has been charged with having sex with a horse, state police at Indiana said Tuesday. Dovie Lee Kerner, 46, of Plumville also allegedly had sex with other animals including a dog and a pig, court documents state. The investigation began in November 2008 when it was reported by two officials from the Humane Society of Indiana County, police said. One of the officials said she received a phone call from a confidential informant who asked her if it was illegal to have sex with an animal. When told yes, the informant said he had a video on his cell phone of Kerner having sex with a horse, court documents state. Because of Kerner's alleged sexual activities with other men and animals, the informant, who had dated the woman, and his Jack Russell terrier both contracted sexually transmitted diseases, court documents state. Kerner is charged with two counts each of obscene and other sexual materials and performances and disorderly conduct and
You Spin My Head Right Round.....
The last person you kissed on the lips, are you two a couple?uh huhHow did you meet?Bowling. He was suppose to be on my team, but didn't show up for 2 weeks. So, he was put on another team.Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?Not smiling, but happy.Did you have a good day yesterday?Of course I did.What is bothering you right now?Nothing, right now....Have you ever broken someone’s heart?I'm sure I have.Ever had a sleepover with the opposite sex?SureBeen called pretty recently?Pretty, no. But I was called beautiful a few days ago.Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?Night.Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?No.Were you happy when you woke up today?Yeah.Do you hate the last person you kissed?Oh no. I love him!Did you and the last person you kissed date?.....we are now.Are you drifting away from someone you were close with?Sadly, I am.Are you taken/single?Taken.Is there something you wanna let go of?I don't think so, but it's early and I need
Barbwire Along The Walls Of A Shattered Heart
Its been a whie since I've tried my hand at poetry. I hope ya'll like and will comment. Barbwire Along The Walls of A Shattered HeartI try to understandBut things are hard to  comprehendWhy can't I get you out of my head? Your always at the back of my mindDreams ... Memories...A single song on the radio...The past comes rushing backAlways so closeI can almost touchYet... so far awayNever can close that distanceMy heart feels so empty without youLoneliness surrounds meEven as friends are all aroundCan't find joy in the simple thingsDrink just so I can feelWords were saidNever can take backForever gone... A whisper upon the windAnd so I putBarbwire along the walls of a shattered heart. February 16, 2010
The Real Truth
How many Times have you seen on TV 4 or 5 cops on one person? Now if it was just you or Me with our freinds that would be a Mob or a gang. How about if some one walks up to Us and we put our hands on a knife or a gun We are threetning others. But a Cop can do it to Us. When was the last time you got more days off than your Boss and got payed more?
So let me get this straight - Larry King is getting his 8th divorce, Elizabeth Taylor is possibly getting married for a 9th time, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage. Jesse James and Tiger Woods are screwing EVERYTHING - yet the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage?? Really? REALLY??
Ugg Sheepskin Features And Benefits
All of us understand ugg boots is great, warm and comfortable made it become one of most famous women’s boots in the world. So, let’s introduce the raw material of UGG Boots? UGG Boots uses only the highest-grade sheepskin available. Twin-face sheepskin is used in many of our core products. A piece of twin-face sheepskin has been treated on both the fleece side, and the skin side, providing the soft comfort uggs is famous for.Grade-A sheepskin is extremely dense and soft, which provides for a more comfortable and durable material. Lesser quality material and synthetics can be coarse, scratchy, and non-breathable. Grade-A sheepskin breathes naturally, wicking away moisture, and allowing air to circulate freely. So you can wear the comfortable Uggs.Fleece breathes, wicks moisture away, and allows air to circulate, keeping feet dry.Sheepskin is naturally thermostatic thus keeping bare feet close to your natural body temperature regardless of the temperature outside.Then you
Am Home Again Naturally
Yes, finally my flight from Toronto was good to go, and to make things perfect- I got upgraded to full lie down bed by British Airways and the service in that part of the plane is just wonderful. When we landed in London I met Alan Shearer and Alan Hanson who are ex-footballers and now TV sport pundits, they were coming to Scotland to play golf. They were lovely men- I like some ex-footballers, they're not all twats.   I cannot thank Mark Breslin and YukYuk's comedy clubs enough for financially taking care of me when I got stranded and all the local comedians who supported me and kept me company. Especially Jo-Anna Downey, Cal, Marilla Wex, Ron Vaudrey, Cleeve, Kate and everyone else whose name escapes me, its good to have a family of people around me this lovely.   Husband was at the airport for me and was so glad to see me as he kind of missed me for a while. Ashley was at home and I could see they had both cleaned the house and tided up - they both live like unsupervised student
I Harbor
i harbor no desire to tell of my childhood not because it represented me as a victim of everlasting humiliation or presented pain but because i am no longer actively part of it..... i have this massive conviction of mind that some great event has taken place to forever change the coarse of my life and it stands clearly altered before me..... with the result that everything that has happened is now unimportant to awaken tomorrow to cross a huge bridge built at great height to lead me where life does..... not because i choose to live there but because my life has transpired there without consent, without me having previous knowledge, lead by forces not for me to judge..... what does it matter what transpired already, fate asks? yesterday was but a day that is forever lost, a time of no matter for me great things are yet to have become.....  
Rantings Of A Madwoman
Crazy..   Inheritant looniness   Her mind travels, long gone.   They see her smile   The happiness a shroud for pain   it creeps, the darkness   lunacy gone wild   and no one knows   how dangerous she is   watch her.. her eyes...   you dont know the level   snap, crackle, pop...   She thinks the speed of light   resides in her brain.   Lost, gone, checked OUT!   Spinning around   Light, camera, action!   and another day dawns...  
Acceptance   To be loved, she knows one must feel worthy of such a thing.   Acceptance   To be cared for, she knows she must feel in need of being cared for.   Acceptance   To be honoured, she knows she must honour herself.   Acceptance   She knows she has not accepted these things.   Acceptance   She weeps, for she blocks the one things she craves.   Acceptance...  
She Knows
On wings of a bird She rides in darkness Waiting, watching She sees yet is unseen. Across vast land hidden from a world riding upon the wind She knows
Frustrating Night
What is with all the wacko jerky guys on here tonight. I'm wondering if it was the ass picture I put up? Maybe I shouldn't have done that. Thinking about deleteing it. Don't want the negative attention some of these people have been giving me. Seriously. Some of you have been straight up fucking rude. Why not just fuck off with your negative attitude? No one appreciates it, especially not me. Next time it happens, Imma just block those motherfuckers. Also, wondering why fake girls and not so attractive girls have SO many comments? And. Why do people think that they shouldn't have to rate someone because they already know they are attractive? That is pretty prejudgemental. I love getting rated and commented, personally. It may seem stupid, but it makes me feel good to know people think nice things about me. AND. Who CARES if some of the comments people leave are cheesy or pervy? They still make me smile! So leave them! I don't give a fuck what they say. Unless they are downright me
So, here I am. Back among the Fubar crowd. Why did I return? I don't know. I needed something to do, I guess. ~laughs~ So I am back. Going to give this another go.  
Mother moon she sings to me a deadly lullaby. Cotton candy in my head, sticky sweet, yet laced with dread. Seven beasts with poison tails. Seven days that bleed. I'm just another mouth to feed, and yet I plead...for more.
United States Marine Corps Oath Of Enlistment
I, (have someone recite your name for you), swear.... uhhhh.... high-and-tight.... grunt....cammies.... ugh.... Air Force Women.... OORAH! So Help Me CORPS.! ______________________________________________Put your thumbprint here & find someone to date it for you       (
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She Waits
She hears the chimes   Of time gone by   without the knowledge   Of one to hold her dear.   She feels the wind   whistling through the air   without the heat   Of ones passion so deep.   She knows one is near   to knowing what she is   in depth of her soul   She waits  
A staggering step   Moot points made   I stand at the edge   Thoughts in prose   Cravings, And yet   I teeter at the abyss.  
In Grief For My Little Girl....
In Grief For My little girl   In your mourning... I feel my own... The sadness I see in you.... Is sadness I have known.   I can feel you... Every sigh of your breath... The despair of your heart... The effect of death.   Know you are not alone... We all must go through this... Some take it harder than others... Though take the time to reminisce.   Do not concentrate on anger... As I seem to have done... Take the time to remember the good... Then the healing has begun.  
Strawberry Death
Strawberry Death   Liquid red dreams   Dancing under a   Bloodied moon   Strawberry Death  
She is real   Yet she is not what you think   Wishing.. waiting   Lost yet found   She is an enigma   to wait.. to wish   Darkened shroud of sun   Moon baying   Wishing..waiting light dancing within shadows.  
Black Rose Dragon
black rose dragon on the prowl forbidden from her fruit Lays in waiting, fiery passion Vixen dripping in gold Skin aglow tempting, beckoning.. Slowly creeping closer Fiery turmoil at her gaze Her eyes unvailing her control black rose dragon on the prowl.. dances of eletrical sparks floating on the air Night sky eluding to Surreal dreams of fury & desire..  
I Flow
I flow   like the wind   across tall grass   I flow   Like breath   upon the skin   I flow   like the cloud   floating, drifting by   I flow  
Creeping in   Slowly Stealing   My thoughts   Away Away   Floating away   Residing in   My brain   Frightful place   Little voice   Calling out   Within me   Away Away   Please stay  
I am a tree. Strong and weak. Blowing still within the wind I do not see. I am alone, yet within a busy world. Sometimes I choose to not see and be only me. A tree, strong and proud. I am only me. Inside a mind of bark and debris.  
No More
A soul touching electrically charged deep within me a dam bursts opening me vibrationally alive reaching so far below this wall, gone but for only one. This one not knowing just how deeply they have reached plugging a hole once torn open freely allowing into me a touch sweet & soft forbidden no more.  
I Am One
I am one With the dirt which I walk upon With the sun that gives light With the moon so powerful With the air I breath I am One With humanity that surrounds me With animals so beautiful With the water that encompasses me I am One...   _________________________________
Samuel L. Jackson Didn't Get Excited
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Ball Bearings Face Each Other
This I saw written on the inside wall of our garage as we were cleaning it out this morning.  I say “we” even though I’m now the only one not at home as I type this (and will be the only one working Saturday, I’m told).  I got in my two miles up at the MSU Dome, and it’s not that I don’t like using our membership at Anytime Fitness, but since people go in and out of the gym with no apparent schedule you don’t get to know anybody outside the staff who aren’t there at six in the morning or nine at night.  But I’ve got to admit I like the results of getting up and getting moving, even though I had a hard time this morning despite my sleeping longer!  While the kids and I were sleeping last night, Martha and Mary watched their Tuesday night fixes “The Biggest Loser” and “NCIS” and then washed the dishes and cleaned the stove!   Without my prompting (especially regarding the dishes), for as Martha said that&rsqu
I Cry
Special   They say   But They   Don't see   What's buried   Deep inside   Dark & Dank   The quiet   Screaming   Nothing special   Damaged soul   They Don't   Know through   My Smile   Buried Below   I Cry....  
Pain seering hot   Once hidden, alive   Coarsing thru me   the depth of pain   beneath the smile   Dark and void   It creeps in   I breathe, alive   razor edge fighting   within the deep abyss   Hidden it remains   frightened, alive  
Echoes of lost souls beckon me To the depths of lust and desire. Calling out to me for needs I can not give in to. Burning my insides with want Out of reach these souls are to me.  
Tick tock   And the clock   tick tock tick tock   Beats out a drum   tick tock   Giving a year   tick tock tick tock   In but a day.   Tick tock   And the clock   tick tock tick tock   beats out a drum   Tick tock   Giving a day   tick tock tick tock   in but a year.   Tick tock   time flies   tick tock tick tock   and slows down   tick tock   shall this day   tick tock tick tock   ever end?  
Crystal Clear
Crystal clear   sitting before me   twinkling with light   alive.   Red soft splash   swirled ruby gold   sparkling red   wine.   Filling my senses   with lust of thrist   Lips wet with   need.   This Crystal glass   touching my lips   gently slowly   drink.   Tastes come alive   tongue darting   searching one last   drop.  
It remains   this pain   Seemingly here   forever   deep searing..   blissful knowledge   of it's existance.   I am alive   I breathe   Without it   I shall be death.  
Solitary wing   Fluttering   Softly upon   Roses of yore   Swaying   Visited places   Long gone   Alone  
Ode To A Dreamer
I see you, my eyes are shut, but I see you.  I see you as if you were standing before me, yet you are not.  I feel you, I feel the touch of your skin as i hold you. I know you, I know things you wil say before you can say it.  To wonder "can this be real", to think "will this last forever", only to be awakened by your alarm and realize it was only a dream
pellucid\puh-LOO-sid\adjective; 1.Transparent; clear; not opaque. 2.Easily understandable.
Ability is nothing without opportunity.  -  Napoleon Bonaparte
I am a distant star.   Wished upon.   Yet, never reached.   I am sorry for that.  
Don't want it.   Can't have it.   Don't need it.   Why?   Deny? Deny? Deny?   Won't feel it.   Can't feel it.   Don't feel it.   Why?   Deny? Deny? Deny?   Can't take it.   Won't take it.   Don't do this.   Why?   Deny? Deny? Deny?  
A budding rose of dewy perception. Temptation of plucking, you doth have. Yet my Petals sit unabated and alone. Moist and yearning, here I stand. In a mind of strange episode swaying. Petals wildly insinuating unknown beauty. I await, within a rose of dewy perception.  
My Reality
my reality my desire for himso powerful, so poignantit transports me toa strange new state of mindas if the desire for himis a crystal with magical propertiesenabling me to seemyself like never beforei see inside my mindthe self assured, self containedperson everyone seesyet i am now aware of myenigma never visible to me beforei see that within the cool,analytical person i am lies anotheran insecure, lovely womana secretly hungry creaturedriven by emotional needs and wantsfilled with a longing for morean abstract and spiritual,more then a physical peacea true satisfaction...  
The Two Steps Of Buying Cell Phone
step 1: Please read cell phone shopping tips before you would like to buy cell phone That new mobile phone may be full of all the latest gadgets, however is it the right cell phone for you? Our experts tell you what you need to know before you go shopping: 1.Pick your partner. Before choosing a phone from China Wholesale, if you're not already tied into a contract, you will need to select a carrier. Verizon, AT&T, Sprint/Nextel, and T-Mobile are the major nationwide wireless providers. However, you can purchase a plan through smaller companies as well. Service offerings vary from region to region, so know what's available. 2.Look it up. Find out which companies have Qwerty Keyboard Cell Phone towers near you. The more towers, the better reception you're likely to have. lets you type in your zip code to find cell phone towers registered with the FCC. Perhaps even more helpful, however, are people's comments and ratings, which let you track service right dow
Forbidden fruits Of your very desire a drop of golden fluid Upon your lips. Drink of me Taste my essence Crescendo Of lust exploding. Spent and aglow encased in your arms I taste myself Upon your skin.
Show Zem Mine Papers?
i guess it doesnt count for me unless i get a tan but blood fire on the AZ immigration law, requiring hispanic people to show "their papers"!! what the fcuk?!!! yes i do believe in being a legal citizen to live in a country and get benefits and such. But going as far as to require seeing PAPERS?!! did the Albino think tank of America devise this "great" plan?! Seeming very reminisant of the history of Nazi Germany and their racial profiling of anyone not blonde haired blue eyed and Christian! People actually thinking this is a good way to find out who is here illegally or not? by stopping brown skinned people then asking for their papers?!! what papers is what im wondering it shows although the clear as day racism and stupidity of American politics. Friends of mine will be stopped and harassed because they are of Latino descent in Arizona? what about my Italian friends? Puerto Rican friends? friends who just were at the beach? if i end up saying something in Spanish just
The Two Steps Of Buying Cell Phone
step 1: Please read cell phone shopping tips before you would like to buy cell phone That new mobile phone may be full of all the latest gadgets, however is it the right cell phone for you? Our experts tell you what you need to know before you go shopping: 1.Pick your partner. Before choosing a phone from China Wholesale, if you're not already tied into a contract, you will need to select a carrier. Verizon, AT&T, Sprint/Nextel, and T-Mobile are the major nationwide wireless providers. However, you can purchase a plan through smaller companies as well. Service offerings vary from region to region, so know what's available. 2.Look it up. Find out which companies have Qwerty Keyboard Cell Phone towers near you. The more towers, the better reception you're likely to have. lets you type in your zip code to find cell phone towers registered with the FCC. Perhaps even more helpful, however, are people's comments and ratings, which let you track service right dow
Moonlit walk hand in hand   dreamy ocean waves crashing   wind blowing soft kisses upon their skin   Dancing stars upon the water   Twinkling bright eyes shining   stopping to gaze upon glowy skin   they kiss, soft and filled with love   Grasping hands they walk on.  
Selling My Ps2 . . .
I have a classic PS2 with a bunch of games, I will post the list of all the games and their condition and price.
A soft touch upon my face.   A stroke of my glistening wet hair.   A well placed kiss to my neck.   A willingness unto myself to let go.  
My precious lover, thy who cares come unto me, crashing down.   To know when I speak to you, Bright sunlight shines all around.   For you that gives and expects nothing, The one I have yet to physically touch.   I stand beside you when your clouds are grey, and the storms brew all around you.   Souls, still, in touching through space, through the very distance that keeps us apart.   How can I explain this, my sweet Without going into such length?   For when you are weak and worn, Look to me for the strength you need.   I give to you my friendship, not much but still a love so honest.   Once we meet and see each's face, the clouds shall break with randiance and light.  
My optimistic self   Refusing to see your   doubts in the shadows,   Those deeply hidden   Silent thoughts of denial   You are who you are   And I believe in you.  
Here I Am
Finding my wayLost, so lostWanting, needingDreaming in timeNo choicesToo many choicesConfusedDeeply wanderingForest darkWater trickling. Finding a waywilling, so willingDo rightWrong waysToo much to dostationaryInsides brightBlackness abatingWhere to goHERE I AM. Poison sinkingfeet achingwalking throughrunning aroundI dont knowknowledgeableocean callingcome to meGo awayBe gone. Not knowinghow do ibreathingdeeply disturbedalivestars, spacequestions lostgained unknowncrying outHERE I AM.!  
The Interview
Jean:    The job is 40 hours a week, Wednesday through Friday 10 to 7, Saturday and Sunday, 9 to 6.  You’ll get Monday and Tuesday off.  Any problem with those hours or days? Chris:   Anytime, anywhere. Jean:    You’ll be on probation for 90 days.  After 90 days we’ll talk about benefits. Chris:   I like benefits. Jean:    The job pays eight-fifty an hour. Chris:   That seems a bit chintzy. Jean:    Monkey job, monkey wages. Chris:   Yeah, I suppose. Jean:    We operate on a very streamline labor pool here and if someone doesn’t show up for work it puts a hardship on the other people. Chris:   So I have to show up for work? Jean:    Yes. Chris:   And be on time? Jean:    Yes. Chris:   Let me get back to you on that.   Jean:    What would your last employer say about your performance? Chris:   He’d tell you that I was a piece of garbage. Jean:    Why would he say that? Chris:   He had a long list of reasons. Jean:    Any of them vali
Mysterious night skies Tell me a story softly Bringing a tear to my eye. Clouds calling out Giving way to my life. A verse plays Flutes softly playing Drums beating Moon appears, slicing through dark clouds. Ray beams alive Twinkling of the night. I see and I'm not scared Silently aware my soul awakened here in this Mysterious night sky.  
Orgasmic Delight
Tense breathChest tightworld movingtoo fast. Walking insmells intoxicatingsatiating even,Welcoming me. Excited chatterArtful colorsFlashes, flashesI KNOW. Spoken wordsDesign alivesoft spraycool to my skin. Leather chairComforting meInviting, callingsit, stay a while. PreparationVibrationsFirst touchOrgasmic delight. Telling meto rememberthe here, the now.Focus on a moment. No stressNo tomorrowsbreathing slowsSerenity.. Monetary exchangechitter, morerelaxed, softerExcitement gone. My solitudepermanentlycolouredupon my skin.  
Alas a darkened shroudBlanketing the adventurousFeigning truth of countrythe young and beseechedtwas a blackness of nightlightening these lost soulsAustersizing this landbrightness in the zenitho'er the cordial and densedepth in these forcesas the darkened shroud liftslightness in the world awakening.....
Why Daddy Why....
Pain given in place of loveinexcusable choices made why daddy why a world seemingly lonelyslipping towards the darknessneeding your pride..your compassion for life?not knowing love can be so wrong why daddy why praying to forgive this painno pride, no hope, no loveunworthy of love never knowna daddy proud of his little girlunimaginable pain, such a young life why daddy why a touch of pure hatred on sightdarkness must lift for i want to LIVE....  
Friends And Fellows
The flight of souls lost...Traveling to the unknown?Unforeseen failures caught!To go unto the heavens........ Friends and Fellows! Doth we know, I thinkst not...This world finds dark??Mourning these souls..... Friends & Fellows! Alas, to know is to die!I seeketh not to know!  
No Reason
With your eyes open you see me,When closed do you see him.At what point do we stop,And your fantasy come in. Maybe now our time is gone,Passed like a forgotten season.People do drift apart in livesFor no specific reason. Take your fantasy and smile,Make your new dream real.The door is now open for you,Because for him now your heart does feel.
If I Ever........
If I ever. I decided if I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. Gentle heart with a wild soul Tarnished past with a reborn goal wondrous eyes that put the sun to shame. I decided If I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. The one who could take my breath away at the drop of a dime The one who could fix my heart without the cheap glue The one in the shadows i thought would never be mine. I decided if I ever fell in love, that he would be just like you. Sarcastic and sweet Warm yet cold Hilarious but yet the serious one
1 Credit Bling Auction
  I am having a small bling auction. this page is for a two 1 credit bling, the highest bidder wins there choice of avaiable 1 credit bling, starting bid is 300k place bids in the blog, Auction will end saturday at mindight, bling will be giving away sunday morning. Happy Bidding :)  
Quote To Live By After Surprise Visit Last Night...
"Do not offer sympathy to the mentally ill, tell them firmly...I am not paid to listen to this drivel!" -William S. Burroughs
How Americans See Europe
5 Credit Bling Auction
I am having a small bling auction. this page is for a single 5 credit bling, the highest bidder wins there choice of avaiable 5 credit bling, starting bid is 500k place bids in the blog, Auction will end saturday at mindight, bling will be giving away sunday morning. Happy Bidding :)    
He Said....
  (I got this as an email and thought I should share it) He Said To Me! He said to me . .... . I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it I said to him ..... . . You wear pants don't you? He said to me .... . ........ Shall we try swapping positions tonight? I said . That's a good idea - you stand by the stove & sink while I sit on the sofa and do nothing but fart! He said to me.. ... What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you? I said to him . ....... Turn sideways and look in the mirror! He said to me. ...... Why don't women blink during foreplay? I said to him ... . They don't have time He said to me. . How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? I said to him .. . I don't know; it has never happened. He said to me. . Why is it difficult to find men who are sensitive, caring and Good- looking? I said to him . . . They already have boyfriends. He said...What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is ev
I am bored and said I would a bulletin about illegal Immigrant reform this morning … but just got around to it and am too lazy to keep running back between a blog and bulletin so decided to simply write a blog, I found this photo on a native American site… [I actually wrote the letter  but for the sake of the blog damn it let Me say I found it] Okay I personally find it funny for a people who live on stolen property, who pride themselves on owning the land, and who celebrates the genocide the original people of this land [which is pretty much what I think Thanks giving is… screw that first dinner crap, oh yes we ate with them….gained their trust.. then mass slaughtered them… yay  America…retards] to think themselves in any position, be it moral or legal position to tell anyone they are here illegally, especially on a land that you do not truly own. And before anyone says anything, I used the term white man, because I was speaking from the pe
Debbullan 'our Mission'
To All My Dear Friends Who Helped Me Level ( I Hit Oracle )* I Just Wanna Say Thank You Plz Read*
TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS WHO HELPED ME LEVEL ( I HIT ORACLE )* i just wanna say thank youThankyou soo soo very much for everything ...I know it was a lotta hard work helping me level, rater it was sending me blings,autos ,bombs,happyhours,rating me till ur fingers hurtor just putting up with all my annoying ass messages , constant update status LMAO!Anyhow......Thank you all we did it ! i hit mygoal  Im now oracle and I can pimp pimps will be free just ask ill get to u when i as i only have 3 a day  :)ALL MY PIMPS ARE FREE I TRYED SO HARD TO LEVEL SO I CAN HELP MY DEAR FRIENDS THE WAY THEY HELPED ME  XOXOOXOXOOXOI LOVE U ALL THANK YOU SOOOO SOOO VERY MUCHHHHHYOU BETTA COMMENT THIS HAHA MUAHZ!!! 
Tooooooooo Funny !!!!!!!!!!!
A Letter To Jessie James You Stupid Bastard!  You cheated on Sandra Bullock? How in the world can you be so stupid?  You are married to one of the most beautiful women in the world.She has a body to die for and her current wealth shadowed only by Oprah. Your wife, recently beat out Julia Roberts in the polls and is now named "America's Sweetheart."     You also remember, she just won an Oscar and praised you up and down in front of the world  
True Love
I tell u i love u every nightWhat would Love be without the silly fightsWithout something to make it rightI'm glad the fights happenedOr we wouldn't be as strong as we are nowWe stay up all night talkingBut what we talk about is nothingBut the nothings are everythingTo show the thought each of us careI love you without regretI've felt this way about you since We first metNo words can expressNone so trueYou might say I'm crazyYea your right just crazy about you
Each and every single dayYou walk around and you prayTo find the one that you will loveIt could be the one you push and shoveWhether it be the person down the streetOr someone you have yet to meetRemember love comes in many different thingsNot just money, cars, or diamond ringsDon't just look for beauty and fameLook for one in which you could feel no painLove is a mysterious wonderSo you have to pick, hunt, choose, and plunderIf you ever find the one for youHold them and everyday say I love youFor love can always come and goBut if true it will stay through highs and lowsIf you haven't found your true loveKeep looking for signs from aboveThey will come one dayUntil then we can only pray
A Pledge
I am making a pledge, that while there may be religious and cultural content in my mumms and blogs, political content will be near to none!
This Poem
this poemwon't make a differenceit will fall to the floorbetween us in our gentle danceus alone, together in the vacant spacespinning on checkered floorsin dimly lit ballroomsnostalgic illusions of romantic grandeurthat will never beanything but this poemthis simple, simple poemthis poemwill never say the wordsthe magic incantationsthat will keep you by my sidedivine proportions of sentenceof verb, pronoun, & adjectivespoken to wallsrecited to airfruitless & desperate rehearsalsin search of the words to sayto be the poem that this poemcan never bethis poemwon't save usit won't do anythingbut sit quietlyin a room somewhere& be read perhapsevery other yearwhen a hint of you slips into kiss the memory of memary      
To My Ex Best Friend. This Is For You!!!
For everything you do, I'd like to swallow youAnd everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify every fucking bullshit lie, it only makes me want to break you You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playing 'Cause I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playing 'Cause I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me I fuckin' hate you You're such a liar I'd love to hang you You're all the same to me fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you You pull me down and you crucify my name, you make me insane It's broken now, do
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Electrified Sin
________________________________________ Electrified Sin Electrified sinOn but a noteof the wind. Hearts beatinga tune of unisonthump, thump, thump. wished touchesof sparks flyingmelding climatically. Felt at distanceblowing unknownacross my skin. Electrified Sin_________________________________________  
Torchered cries ring out in the darkness, falling on deaf ears and the unknown. Screams of frustration needing to be heard. Silence of a deadened heart. A vast world indifferent to her plight. She cries into the night crazy, mindless. Asking the heavens to ease the pain. No one caring for this lost soul. Alone into the night she wanders..  
Fu Owned
just letting you all know that i am not buying you back because every time i do it looses me money. no offense. as soon as the glitch is fixed i will gladly buy you all back but for now it is a waste. just didnt want anyone thinking it was something i had against them.
Mumm Rant ..
I recently went in and peeked at the mumms to see if there was anything good. I found myself dissapointed again, I see a pattern of people using up their mumm posting limit, within close approximation to eachother, one in particualer Bludgeon I tolerate cause he is a big sweety! I think we should be able to have a 3rd voting option to oust a stupid mumm it would prolly cut down on the dumb crap and more towards real fun and advice. I wonder why the mumm trolls go around trying to piss people off, I myself had a few fans, but they should lose priviledges for being downright nasty people. I miss the mumms I really do, I love my mummer friends. but you can only tolerate so much retardedness until it gets boring. Should I comb my hair? Should I leave a guy who beats me? what kind of tattoo should I get? where should I get it? fubar or nap? hot or not? will I find my true love online? there should be a damn window licker category when posting a mumm! I miss the fun! *whew I
Stuck On You!
love is like a cut that needs a band-aid as long as it stays on you have a relationship, but if the band-aid falls off your heart is open again
13 Mill/salute For A Bomb Bling Or Bling Pack
Caa #134 Update 1
Have just heard they have my Aunt's diabetes under control and have her scheduled for heart surgery on Fridaym April 30 at 7 am (EST).  Please keep her in your angel prayers.   Love, Doc
Lunch - 4/28/2010
       I'm trying to eat a bit healthier. Well, I'm being force to try, anyway. I figured I'd give a try at following some type of diet and still making it taste good.      My wife brought home a new bottle of hot sauce a bit over a week ago. (Read about that here.) It really is too hot to just splash on like ketchup, but I found a great use for it.      The chicken is really nothing special. It's just a plain chicken breast seasoned with Tony Chachere's Creole seasoning, a slice of tomato and a leaf of lettuce on a Thomas's Whole Wheat Bagel Thin (I can't really call it a bagel in good conscience, but I digress...) served with a side of raw carrots. The real kick comes from the spread I made.      The spread is really easy to mix; it's only 3 ingredients. The main ingredient is Miracle Whip. I used about 1 tsp. of the vile stuff. (I can't stand MW by itself!) The next component is spicy brown mustard. I really like a coarse ground brown mustard, like Plochman's. If I had to guess
Born To Be Wild
Lost .............
I am lost.. Found, gone yet not. My heart aches. And I cry. Needed touch yet none there. I sleep awake. Eternally loved yet unknown. remaining out of reach here but gone My mind whirls round n round I deserve none. crazily sane. Forever lost to me. Who am I? Treacherously sweet Stabbing life with nothing. I cry for peace. beauty is seen not touched. I remain alone in a busy world where to go? who to be? I am gone lost in twirling. mind not stopping. deep wanting needing unknown world not seeing what I am.... stagnant blood pumping repeticiously unfound.. a smile lost soul tarnished you do not see what I know. I am not yet here I am.  
I want to enter a realm of uncertainty. To dwell with the nymphs and gnomes. Frolicking in the vast green grass of love.  
I Am
I am invincible.I am nothing.I am here, yet gone.Mind blown in the wind.I am meYet moreAnd less.Mind without End.My soulLost alonegone wandering.I have lost my thoughts.I am hereYet there I wentWho watches?Gone as a feather on the wind.
I Crave
The ultimate release. Souls melding. Everything crashing. Halting, Stopping. The world tilts. Breath shallow. Animalistic screams. Earth quaking release.  
Not to banish the desireto which, he gives into withincreasing frequency these days. Old litanies resoundingin his, overly crowded mindurging him into lustful depths. To be told he shouldhave faith in her longingand ignore his sexual malcontent. Her with a deep seeded,beautifully magnanimous personaladmiration for him and his heart. His is to behold allthe femininity of woman'sbeauty & show his love to all. Yet, he is bewildered bythis power he as over Herand all the women surrounding him. A power of deadlyproportions too behest thesewomen he loves with such pain. How marvelous to bewanted by these beauties,dazzled yet alone and unimportant. His desires everelusive to her betrothed heartYet, appearing right there for all to see.  
Sometimes I am not who you think me to be.. sometimes I am more.. and sometimes i am less...   Mostly hidden, locked away never to be sought. And sometimes i am less... Bright and shining exuding pure happiness. And sometimes I am more... Known yet not who you think me to be.. Sometimes i am naught...  
One Love
I want a world of peace and humanity. One of thinking of the next person. Not of dollar signs and over emphasized egos.   To have the grass stay green, the waters and oceans clean, animals living in harmony, A world of love.   I am a realist and know this can never be, but it is worth trying to change the thoughts if by just one person at a time.   Teach Love.  
Murder.  Killing.  Destroying. Saving.  Every act you commit, every word you speak is hate-filled and pleasing.  Everything is a balance of Chaos and Order.  Calling it good or evil is a personal choice. The death of those in the World Trade Center towers was seen as an evil act by the citizens of the United States.  Those that are responcible see it as a great and wonderful act.  Niether is correct yet both are right.  People in general are blind.  Refusing to realize anothers view.  Learning to hate them for having differing beliefs.  Yet as much as they may force their view as the sole vaiable truth, another will act out against that ignorance. Hatred fuelled by the stubborn nature of man.  I am to kill your brother.  You would dispise me for that one act.  Deem me evil and wrong.  Yet I would deem myself a hero.  No matter the reason for my action.  It is Chaotic, to end a life.  However the act can be construde as good or evil upon your stance.  Man will never rise above their own
You sit under a slim palm tree.  The sun glaring down, burning.  Flies zoom about you.  The continuous bite of insects a distant annoyance.  Eyes aching trying to take in what surrounds you.  A dull throbbing preventing any clear thought.  Children running about, parents smiling chasing them down.  Faint voices discussing the events of the past week.  Each opinning how greatly they were affected.  How fortunate their homes stand.  An evil time now gone, a faint memory.  Yet that memory is strong and alive within you.  A luxurious home, top of the line sports car, wealthy family all gone.  The christmas party where your daughter announced her engagment.  Not a person heard your voice.  The birth of your grandchild.  Joyous, yet that child did not feel your touch.  The death of your mother.  Not a soul heard your kind and loving words.  Reaching out to hold her husband you embrace air.  Losing everything you held dear.  Not a soul reaches out to help you up.  Born alone.  Live alone. 
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The Obama Fiscal Responsibility Farce.
     Yesterday President Barack Obama's National Commission on Fiscal Responsibility and Reform convened for the first time at the White House. Tasked with making recommendations to Congress that would put the budget in primary balance by 2015 and "meaningfully improve" our nation's long-term fiscal outlook, the commission meets a little over a month after Congress approved a new $2.5 trillion health care entitlement that the Obama administration now confirms will increase our nation's total health care spending.      This is a now familiar pattern for the White House: first enact record breaking levels of deficit spending, then turning right around and promise austerity sometime in the future. This February, after signing the largest single-year increase in domestic spending since World War II, President Obama held a fiscal responsibility summit designed to "send a signal that we are serious" about putting the nation on sounder footing. The Washington Post's Dana Milbank quipped at t
A Poem
The smile on your lips, I find it quite teasing.As I look down at your naked form, it is more then simply pleasing.Yet when I enter you, I scream in pain.The shaft of my member is chafed, yelling 'Never again'.There is no easy way to say this, but my dear you are rather dry.If you give me but a moment, I will run and get the KY.                                Rayne Summers
Standing on the edge my fall is inevitable. Will the fall be for Balance or for Chaos. There is little hope of Order arising from meeting turmoil. The wounds will be worth the price with either decision.Closing my eyes I feel the currents moving about me.  The roars of combat and the peace of home.  Surrounded by fighters and blood. Watching over my family. Fear in the eyes of allies and foes. Love on the faces and eyes of my girls.The black cliffs are comforting and welcoming. The fall continues to call, its depth unfathomable. The fear it evokes calling greater strength. An unknown coupled with hope and longing. An unknown coupled with familiarity and history.A final roar, rising from within me, stills the currents.  Twisting them around myself I dive into the unknown. The wings of Chaos propelling faster and further in. My choice is made. My fate is in my hands. I will be home soon.
Shadows Reemergance
The harder I try to walk away from my past. My past self, my past events, the harder I fall.  I have tried to be positive and kind and full of what so many ignorantly worship, the light. While it is uncomfortable I make the effort to be what I have not been.The pain goes, as does all pain, yet the only lesson that prevails and repeats itself is rather simple. Do not live in lies.  Living as if the world were a kind place and full of love and caring is a lie.  Living as if hope will protect your wishes is foolish.Having hope is not foolish so long as it does not lead you to being lazy about achieving or realizing those wants and wishes.  Living as if life were anything but unbiased is ignorant.  Life does not feel any spite nor pride towards any living creature.I missed one wing for a long time and I thank the beautiful young lady that restored it. Our time together was fun and I will hold those moments dearly.  I had my one desire granted, to have it taken away. That time I too will ho
Fates Hand
I will stand before the enemyIt seeks to destroy for its own sake I, like it, seek to destroyAlso for no personal gainSimply to act and leave an impact through destructionMy blade in my right hand lies dormantA power pulses in my left handThe reason and source of power, of life, changesMy reasons for living have strayed from the path of emotionless actionBe damned what I wish, do what is neededThere I stand before my enemy with hope beside me
The Haze
Everything has been such a haze. Suffering loss after loss for countless years. With every small ray of hopeGreater pain follows.To be as I once was.To have no love, no sympathyTo be in control of my own emotions once again.A shadow leaving a frost, a sheet of ice where I travel.A light that will not fade.A pain brought by a world no longer shrouded in darkness.Comforts are lostA sad happiness now takes hold.Let the Dragons soar on wings of Chaos.Let the Demons rule on lands of Light.
Wonders Never Cease
The Gods drop their hammers with might upon the celestial anvil causing horrifying storms.  Storms that rage through the hearts minds and body's of men.  Causing the mightiest of men to cower at their mere mention.  Only to exact their vengeance upon those that are helpless, trapped in their own prisons. Starved, beaten tortured souls cry out silently as they in turn strike at their neighbor.  Feeling a small measure of satisfaction they are then rewarded with yet more violence.  The elderly man assaults his son, as his son beats his children.  The children grow and return the beatings inflicted upon them upon those they received it from, ending the beginning yet become a new beginning upon themselves. In time many learn to build others through false praise and become more powerful than those that inflict the physical pains which heal in time.  False smiles, gifts and praise.  The tools of the weaker bodied man. Yet a new breed is born, those that have the mental power and physical
An intense lookAs if he is on fire.. Burning my bodySearing through me so hot.. Not a touch from himYet, I feel my breath catch.. Hearts beating wildlyBuilding a need to touch.. Unbridled desire, heatedSkin glistening with passion.. Her eyes tellingOf her need to taste him.. Lips slowly touchingSoftly, harder...needing to.. Breath quickeningThe fire builds between them.. Crashing explosion deepWithin both as thier bodies meet..  
We are possessed of free willIt is crucial to exercise thisFor nothing in predeterminedMost people hold no strengthIn upsetting life's very schemeInherently bringing about war & disasterVisionaries doing no good for othersYet we can each possess the strengthSO few choose to exercise free will tochange such a trouble laden world...
Where must all dead souls retreat?To whence they cometh from?Souls inherently badSorrows follow, sorrows continueDoing the biding of the blindthe desolate, the deaf?Souls controlling a world unbeknownstretreating at signs of strengthBlackness evading the brightDisappear lost one into the night...
The Flower Show
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! Two little old ladies were sitting on a park bench outside the local town hall where a flower show was in progress. The thin one leaned over and said, 'Life is so boring. We never have any fun any more. For $10 I'd take my clothes off and streak through that stupid flower show!' 'You're on!' said the other old lady, holding up a $10 bill. The first little old lady slowly fumbled her way out of her clothes and, completely naked, streaked (as fast as an old lady can) through the front door of the flower show. Waiting outside, her friend soon heard a huge commotion inside the hall, followed by loud applause and shrill whistling. Finally, the smiling and naked old lady came through the exit door surrounded by a cheering crowd. 'What happened?' asked her waiting friend. 'I won 1st prize as 'Best Dried Arrangement'.
Kinship When you fall prey to hypnotic ideaspeople that promise history, pro-offered love,Do they realize the seduction in these words?Family knowledge, loyalty, and intimacy... Kinship Do they know how indescribably exotic this seems?After a barren, lonely, self-serving existence lead.A plant that knows sun only through paneled glass.A feeling of inadequacy, no matter a lifetime of reality. Kinship Overwhelming as the perfume of the flowers growing.All opening their arms declaring a closeness unknown.Fascination not to be interrupted by negativity.Such hypnotic ideas are foreign to me thus far...  
A litany of hopelessnessOverwhelming, envelopingmy very soul... Tormenting, tauntingThoughts so treacherousmy aching heart... Will the answers comeHaunting questionsgiving freedom... Cursing my mindRestricting my souleternal hell... Life in a tortured soulQuestions unansweredburning my mind...  
Flashbacks of a life unknown remembering not but a few times life in ignorance of pain lived where is it I have been? What have i done? Never to know memories not wanted to see, feel.... There is joy in the oblivion...  
Butterfly Dreams
Invading my mind A beauty unknown Scary thoughts Of happy endings Beating drum Heart pounding Melding my soul Of Butterfly dreams...  
silently watching...waiting around...lustful corners...faces smiling...evading darkness...light leading...enacting fantasy...flitting here...there flirting...bedroom eyes...disguise,watching...secretly wanting...fantasy living...granted wishes...lustful carnage...hopefully seeing...wanton disregard...needs granted...darkness lifted...FANTASY LIVED.
Aiden's Update
UPDATE!!!................yesterday Aiden's left ear began to bleed. in january he had double tubes placed. as of last week he was diagnosed with his left ear being permanantly deaf. his audiologist noticed his left side of his mouth drags lower than his right. then it hit me. what she was saying made sense. he drags his left arm and leg when he crawls, he has no teeth on his left side, he can't hear on left side and he tilts his head that way. so his audiologist was it touch with his pediatrician. after the doctor visit yesterday, she said the tube moved but she looked @ his old CT Scan. she noticed something another doctor didn't. a malformation of his cerebrum. she figures it was from early pregnancy when he decided to lay on his side. he was also born under a lot of pressure and not enough oxygen. so, he is going for occupational therapy and an MRI. in two weeks we go see a craniofacial specialist. already, the doctor said it was a great chance he will need surgey on his cerebrum. a
My Love, We Belong
Love with me and live forever more. Trust in me and feel what love has in store For I love and want no one else but you For this is our reality our time is due Because you see every moment there’s a song Telling us our heart do belong With every song there’s a dream A chance at love a time to redeem To live a fantasy in our reality This love is just not a formality For now we live a fantasy of love A reality so strong we take hold of So within our hearts this love is real The test of time we will totally feel Our hearts and soul will always know Love has its truth and time will show
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Poem Worth Reading
A Poem Worth Reading He was getting old and paunchy And his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the RSL, Telling stories of the past. Of a war that he once fought in And the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies; They were heroes, every one. And 'tho sometimes to his neighbours His tales became a joke, All his buddies listened quietly For they knew where of he spoke. But we'll hear his tales no longer, For ol' Bob has passed away, And the world's a little poorer For a Soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many, Just his children and his wife.. For he lived an ordinary, Very quiet sort of life. He held a job and raised a family, Going quietly on his way; And the world won't note his passing, 'Tho a Soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, Their bodies lie in state, While thousands note their passing, And proclaim that they were great. Papers tell of their life stories >From the time that they were young But the passing of a Soldi
Way To Go Sandra!
NEW YORK - Sandra Bullock has filed for divorce from her husband, Jesse James, and is adopting a baby boy as a single parent, a story posted Wednesday on People magazine's website said. "Yes, I have filed for divorce," the 45-year-old Oscar-winning actress said in an interview. "I'm sad and I am scared." Bullock and James, 41, began the adoption process four years ago, the report said, and brought 3 1/2-month-old Louis Bardo Bullock home in January but decided to keep the news to themselves until after the Oscars. In the interview, Bullock said she is savoring her new maternal status. "You wake up, you feed, you burp, you play, you do laundry," she said. "I'm still in that stage where I'm just amazed with him and at life." "All I said when I met him was, 'Oh, there you are.' It was like he had always been a part of our lives." The baby, called Louie, is named after jazz great Louis Armstrong, who had particularly touched her with his classic song, "What a Wonderful Wo
Wrinkle Ladies
Nicei Sit And Wait Does An Angel Contemplate My Fate And Do They Know The Places Where We Go When We�re Grey And Old �cos I�ve Be
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we�re grey and old �cos I�ve been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I�m lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont forsake me I�m loving angels instead when I�m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know ill always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take
Chat Or Fulette
How do I use video chat? fubar allows you to video chat one on one with users or play fulette which randomly pairs you with other fulette players. You can opt in or out of the game by clicking on the “fulette” button on the video chat window. Video Chat Set up 1. Connect your webcam to your computer. 2. Make sure your webcam privacy settings are turned on. 3. Go to your homepage and click on the “Launch Web Control” link and the video chat window should pop up with your webcam controls. You will be prompted to approve your webcam connection. Once you approve, you should see your webcam activate. 4. If you wish to video chat one on one with a user, make sure they have their webcam connected and privacy settings correct. Also, make sure you both have opted out of fulette. Go to their fubar page and look for the “Video Chat” link below their profile photo. Clicking this link will initiate your video ch
Untitled- For The One I Love More Than Life Itself
I love you more than words could ever define.I couldn't be any happier that you're mine.Just when I was sinking in a dark abyss.You came along and showed me what I would miss. Now I have a love so pure and true.I have the joy that I found in you.We had both fallen on times that were rough.We found each other and making it through didn't seem so tough. Who would've thought that we'd find this love?Especially when happiness seemed so tough.My intentions were pure and true.I wanted nothing more than to help you through. Then it happened, when I least expected it to.I found my soul-mate and it was you.Here I sat, unable to get you off my mind.I had found happiness that I thought I'd never find. I had someone that I could tell anything to.I never expected all my dreams to come true.Now here I sit knowing my heart belongs to you.Knowing it was meant to be and there's nothing I could do. I can't wait to feel your arms wrapped around me.I know that then you will be all that I see.It will
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Never Say No Brushing Again
Jeffrey got up early on my day off yesterday and we were sitting watching Disney Channel’s “Special Agent Oso” which titles all its episodes based on James Bond movies.  As the title states, the title character is a stuffed bear who’s a not-so-secret agent whose special missions involve showing a child how to do a particular task.  Today’s note and the episode’s title is a play on the early eighties film “Never Say Never Again” (and that’s a remake of the mid-sixties film, an adaptation of the early sixties novel) where Oso’s given the direction to help a little boy brush his teeth by himself.  Jeffrey and I were just finishing breakfast and them we went to the bathroom to do the same thing, something I encourage both the kids to do in the morning and at night.  Jeffrey’s taken more to this than Sarah has, though, and I’m working on that.   Sunday morning at church I was set to teach Parable Playhouse for our six
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It Is Not The End
Do not cry...For I am not lostI have just taken a different path;In my journeyDeath has not become of me;For I am not deadI am only contemplating lifeNo tears will be shedFor there is no sadnessOnly through joy;Will these tears be acceptedSo, don't see my death as a goodbye;But a message that life comes and goesFor life has come for me;But I am not goneI am merely waiting and watching...For...the unexpected
Lloyd Marcus Tea Party Singer Does Benefit
If you are into politics you know about the Tea Party. What you may not know is there is a black singer by the name of Lloyd Marcus who wrote a song called “Take Back America.” Marcus subscribes to what Tea Party member espouse namely tradition American values. Now he is launching a group of singers to do a CD of patriotic songs to help benefit families of solders. As Marcus sings, “I am not an African-American. I am Lloyd Marcus, American.” BlastFM is grounded in reality of great music. Listen 24/7 to get your head right
quash\KWOSH\verb; 1.(Law) To abate, annul, overthrow, or make void; as, "to quash an indictment." 2.To crush; to subdue; to suppress or extinguish summarily and completely; as, "to quash a rebellion."
I am I plus my circumstances.  -  Jose Ortega y Gasset
Sometimes... Sanity saves me. Bringing quaking open chasms of want and need that recede, leaving me raw and bloody. Rudely wakened, shaken. Seeing everything with tear burned eyes, scalded to a shine. I'm breathless,but still. Patient, yet not waiting, for anything. Simply being, believing in the cruel disparity separating want from need.   I've never craved sanity. The despicable clarity it brings. Madness encompasses, is embracing! It brings comfort in a darkened cloud of dreams. Cackles in my ear at night, to my all too often delight, I always play along so very willingly. We, all of us here, laugh derisively at sanity. Still, it saves me.   Like a beacon, a guide, it leads me to the bright harsh light, revealing... Things. Truths. The fact that people lie and no matter how desperately I've wanted to believe, I have tripped upon a facade. Fallen for the dream. One borne of misbegotten faith and fidelity. Been led astray, taunted by schemes. Wandered foolish and clueless. Until s
An Introduction To Cell Phone Features
Nowadays,we find that today's mobile phone features provide users many more capabilities than only text messaging or voice calls. General featuresCell Phones contain a standard set of services that allow phones of different types and in different countries to communicate with each other and are designed to work on cellular networks. But they can also support other features added by different manufacturers over the years: 1. Roaming that allows the same phone from China Wholesale to be used in multiple countries, offering that the operators of both countries have a roaming agreement. 2. Sending and receiving pictures and videos through MMS, and for short distances with for example,Bluetooth. 3. GPS receivers integrated or connected to cell phones, primarily to aid in dispatching emergency responders and road tow truck services. This feature is generally referred to as E911. 4. Send and receive faxes and data, access WAP services, and offer full Internet access u
The Bloop: A Mysterious Sound From The Deep Ocean Credit: Noaa, Sosus
Explanation: What created this strange sound in Earth's Pacific Ocean? Pictured above is a visual representation of a loud and unusual sound, dubbed a Bloop, captured by deep sea microphones in 1997. In the above graph, time is shown on the horizontal axis, deep pitch is shown on the vertical axis, and brightness designates loudness. Although Bloops are some of the loudest sounds of any type ever recorded in Earth's oceans, their origin remains unknown. The Bloop sound was placed as occurring several times off the southern coast of South America and was audible 5,000 kilometers away. Although the sound has similarities to those vocalized by living organisms, not even a blue whale is large enough to croon this loud. The sounds point to the intriguing hypothesis that even larger life forms lurk in the unexplored darkness of Earth's deep oceans. A less imagination-inspiring possibility, however, is that the sounds resulted from some sort of iceberg calving. No furtherBloops have been hear
And The #1 Loser Of The Day
This guy! Congrats! Hope you enjoyed all of your prizes! *laughs evilly*  
[my Hands Hurt]
Actually my everything hurts. Let's bring it in kids. For some reason we're only putting SHIT pitchers on the mound tonight I mean Tajeda?Are you fucking kidding me? Why is he even pitching in the major leagues? ... oh right I've been busy. Wedding shit.Work shit.And now I'm mowingand shit... I'm mentally and physically exhausted and I'm ... pretty much cooking and eating to stay alive and it is PISSING ME OFF! Oh well. I probably have 1/3 of the job done.And 7 or so blisters on my hands (I keep finding new ones) Don't use a hand-scythe to trim your HUGE weeds (above my knees) after it rains and you can't mow the day you want to. Alsofuck grass, just in general. All the recent muscle use though is making me more slender.:3 That part I like. I'm about ready for an asian kick. I keep craving udon and fish broth and fishiesand thai saucesand steamed pork buns (which I have tabbed and read over a few times) I could just be really damn hungry... So...porkbuns?Those crazy
Win A Bomb, Auto, Pimpouts Or 1 Million Fubucks
Stump The Dj Thursdays
Think You Can ?…. Stump The DJ and Win FuBucks
  "What is F.u.cT.?" Fuct is a group containing the best Fu has to offer. The best of the best.  It's a group of people who are sick of the protocol & drama, and who just want a kick ass family that always has their back. It's built up by the 7 sins, because face it, you've gotta sin to win :) Others are invited to join the ranks, as well!   "Can I join?" The team is looking to only grow stronger & bigger over time on Fubar. If you're interested, get in contact with any of the FucT members listed below.   "What do I have to do?" All that we ask is that you rate, fan & add the members in the FucT family and over time add all of those who join along the way.We want to keep this a tight family  and make sure everyone gets support as we grow into an unstoppable Fu-Army! Be sure to add FucT to your name, as well. It can go anywhere, abbreviated or not. We do require that you have a salute!   "What do I get by joining?" Haha, sorry we don't have official FucT giftbaskets or anyth
Amorosa? ..the Early Cinco De Mayo Fake...blown Out....
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D
Amorosa? ..the Early Cinco De Mayo Fake...blown Out....
Wow, ok. So it’s time to revisit this one. First, off let’s bring it back some, to this fake we blew up back in this blog below… Click here to see ... Well apparently that wasn’t enough back at the end of last year for people to wake up and see what this thing really was, a deviant fake. In the meantime, it’s managed to make some new fake creations as well. Apparently this fake has been getting blinged and autoe
· Forgivenbadboy just checked you out! Someone tell me why this is fucking necessary when he has me blocked?    
So Now You Know
So now you know how rumors get started, and most people with brains don't believe them. And you also know that people keep their word.  If thiese examples were too dramatic for you :P
The Last One
Imy and Emanon are the same person, now call yourself sybil Emanon
Mei and Emanon, that is the most likely scenarioo
My Friends, Family And Friends
I guess my days are numbered. I had to quit my job because I have a hernia and chose not to file a workers comp claim against the company. Can't do a physical job anymore and that cuts my job potential in half in a struggling economy. Trying for unemployment and disability at this point but not looking good.....I would love to work but can't be a physical job. Tried for a surgery on the hernia but would cost more then I have and I live month to month, so can't afford payments. You all have kept me going and I love each and every one of you. I will be here to the bitter end.
Ahole Dud And Enmanon
Ahole Dud and Emanon, could it be?
Passions Fire And Emanon
Passions Fire and Emanon, the same person?
Bob Or Boob Villain. Emanon
Bob or Boob Villain and Emanon, could it be?
Emanon, Johnnydevil
Emanon is Johnnydevil, possibility?
Jafo And Emanon
JAFO and Emanon, could it be?
Wyked And Emanon
Wyked and Emanon, possibly the same person?
Save The Planet! Legalize Marijuana, Cannabis Sativa, Hemp!
    SAVE THE PLANET! LEGALIZE MARIJUANA, CANNABIS SATIVA, HEMP! Written by Johnathon Marshall     By legalizing Marijuana we would be able to create millions of new jobs and help strengthen the state of California. Not only can we tax and regulate cannabis sativa, but we can now produce a hemp strain that has absolutely no THC content, and has the potential to re-Instate cannabis into mainstream agriculture. We can use hemp fiber to replace products that are grown in dangerous pesticide's like cotton. Hemp fiber can be used to manufacture far more superior paper and wood products without ever having to kill another tree on this planet! livestock bedding, fuels, foods, plastics, rope, canvas. Hemp fiber literally has 1001 useful purposes! At the same time we would be helping to save our planets natural resources and help reverse our planets future global warming Issues that we face. We have to act now before the damage is irreversable. For nearly a century cannabis sativa ha
It All Started...
This really isn't a "Thing that pisses me off" but eh, it can go here.   I want to just let go of all the things I held close to me. Cut the tie, and bury the axe whatever mediocre phrase you want to use go for it.     My life is slowly becoming clearer, albeit there are still some pains I must endure yet, I still don't mind it. I was told a pretty decent notion today. When things don't work out, you either A) move on or B) fix the shit and try to make it work.  Now considering the aforementioned pains, it boils back down to a trust level. What I could not be trusted on I do not think can ever be saved. Now my lack of trust for the former becomes my latter of anxiety, stress and over all discord. Do I take a leap of faith and try to resolve things, or do I just walk away from an already wrecked magic carpet ride of good times, and shitty times?  I can't figure out what I want, and the same applies bounced to me in return. Having exhausted most of my brain power in meaningless argu
Maybe xxPITBULLxx and Emanon are the same person?
Maybe Hellyion and Emanoon are the same person?
Josef And Emanon
joseF Duke of URL and Emanon are they the same person? Makes you think.
Maybe forgivenbadboy and Emanon are the same person?
My Poetry
Locked Away In a castle dark and grim Lies my body cold and prim; In a trance will my spirit soar To Lay in in that spot forevermore.   In a tower dark and dreary  Lies my body weak and weary; On cold sheets of white My blood flows crimson and bright.   In this room dark and cold My spirit soars free and bold; For eternity's slumber will I stay Here in this bed where I lay.   Through the window I will leave My body will my spirit heave; Into the night my soul will flee To live with other in harmony.  
Cherry Bombs, Why Should We Wait 30 Sec Between Bombings
Kinda embarassed about this but oh well.   Lately I've been eating Little Debbie snack cakes and can't stop. I love them! The problem is for the last 3 months I have been masturbating to the picture of Little Debbie from the boxes and cant stop.   Is this a problem?
How many calories are there in a booger?
Im Here To Stay
That’s the way I amYou can’t change thisSo if you don’t like itYou can suck my kissI’m not trying to pleaseNot trying to takeI’m just trying to liveLife my own wayIf this offends youJust let me sayI’ll still be me tomorrow And I’m here to stay
Im A Bitch
I hate the world todayYou're so good to me, I knowBut I can't changeI tried to tell you butYou look at me like maybeI'm an angel underneathInnocent and sweetYesterday I cried,Must have been relievedto see the softer sideI can understand whyyou are so confusedI don't envy youI'm a little bit of everythingall rolled into oneI'm a bitch, I'm a lover,I'm a child, I'm a mother,I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,I do not feel ashamed,I'm your hell, I'm your dream,I'm nothing in between,You know you wouldn't want it any other waySo take me as I amthis may mean you'llhave to be a stronger manrest assured that whenI start to get you nervousAnd I'm going to extremesTomorrow I will changeand today won't mean a thingI'm a bitch, I'm a lover,I'm a child, I'm a mother,I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,I do not feel ashamed,I'm your hell, I'm your dream,I'm nothing in between,You know I wouldn't want it any other wayJust when you thinkYou got me figured outThe seasons already changin'I think its coolYou do what you d
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Buyer Beware
A koala picks up a prostitute and takes her to a hotel. After 20 minutes of going down her, he gets up and goes to walk out. The prostitute stops him says, "Hey you owe me 20 bucks!" The koala looks confused so she picks up the dictionary and turns to prostitute. "Prostitute: someone who has sex for money." The koala shakes his head and takes the dictionary flips to koala  "Koala: small animal that EATS BUSHES AND LEAVES."
Make It Stop
So Im feeling lost.. alone and confused.. I dunno what to do.. I guess its my hormones.. but atm.. I really dunno.. I dunno where he is.. I dunno if he`s avoiding me or if something has happend... I have tried calling but can`t get through to his phone.. All I can do is wait.. I feel betrayed.. lead on and stupid.. stupid for thinking I wouldnt be hurt this time.. Ive been hurt by every guy I have ever met.. I should have known.. I dun wanna hear from anyone that hes a shithead... I dun wanna hear anything negative at all.. all I need is sum support.. I dun need pitty.. just someone to listen to me when I feel like shit.. I guess being pregnant dun help.. cus I dunno if Im this sad cus of my hormones or what it is.. all I know.. is.. that I can`t stop crying
Mission for missionary Missinary quite contary How dose your graden grow A sixty niner is alaways finer come on let's go,dont be slow Diggy doggy,bend over and I'll do you,real slow,no really slow We both stand up you pretend youre looking over my shoulder for a four leaf cover We both pretend that we dont know we sit up an face each other well just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back you pretend your at the track you saddle me like you would a colt I'll just lie there try not to bolt                                   Sex,sex,sex,sex,sex,sex
The Irish Bj
There’s something about traveling to other countries and watching the women that can be really exciting. The sites and sounds of a different land are great, but the people really tell the whole story. I always get horny when I travel. All that new visual stimulus, the excitement of wondering if I’ll be lucky and fuck a foreign gal. My brain plays out fantasies with every attractive gal I see. Let’s face it in the U.S. there are certain taboo’s on sex. I think it prohibits many from thinking fucking can be a good thing. Foreign countries view sex more openly and the opportunities to have creative sex and exchange the gift of pleasuring are more available. I got lucky one night while traveling through Dublin, Ireland. My computer went down and I found a computer shop that said they could fix it for me by late afternoon. I had to depart Dublin the next day for some photography work in the countryside so getting the laptop fixed quickly was a sweet deal. Like m
The Party
This was written for me by a FUBAR friend. I wear a short skirt and a tight tank top w/ no bra to a party your having. You cant help but notice my panties when I bend over, or how hard my nipples are as the day cools into night. When we talk its flirty and I'm always smiling at you, touching your arm or chest. You catch me by myself in the kitchen mixing a drink, you walk up to me and i start to say something to you but your hand is already between my legs rubbing my clit nice and hard. I'm shocked and dont say anythiing and you can feel the moisture through my panties. You push them aside and slide a finger inside of me, then another rubbing my clit with your thumb you tell me I should stop teasing you with my pussy or you'll take it. You tell me to take off my panties and I do, and you take them from me and walk away leaving me excited and wet and forcing me to spend the rest of the night pantyless.  Everyone's had too much to drink and we're given places to sleep. I get a guest bed
How To Reduce Facebook Getting Your Fubar Browsing Habits
Looking forward to everyone you know on Facebook knowing that Fubar is your most-visited site? Can't wait for Farmville to offer you some "special" crops to plant? Excited to have all the ads you get served on every site you visit be for "adult" sites? Answer "no" to any of those and read on... Why I Don't Like Photo-Page Like Button Fubar's use of Facebook "Like" on other people's photo pages means that Facebook knows every time you (and probably you coupled to your Facebook login) visit a photo on Fubar. That also generally gets shared with the people that run every one of those cute games, gifts, sruverys, and all that you accepted on Facebook too. Oh yeah, I'd love for the Disney Channel to know all about Fubar Facebook's Flaunting Of Privacy Policies And Laws With Facebook's past history of flaunting privacy (or search on "Facebook beacon") and its new "feature" of pulling all your activities on other sites into your Facebook acc
If They Remember
When they look out through the clouds When they look out through the sky Does a normal person look? Is it normal people that cry? When they look out through the night When they look out through the stars Does a normal person wonder? About life behind bars? When they look out through the ocean When they look out through the sea Does a normal person react? Like I would if it were me? When they think about Heaven When they think about Hell Does a normal person become scared? Is it normal to sell? These all deserve the question stamp These all create an unpredictable ramp----- There are so many other than me So many differences that we all see. But there are always opinions and there are always lies----- So it's day by day until the body dies. Who controls the soul, who leads the way? Has it paid off? Remembering to pray
Empty Tank
Here I am again...tired from not sleeping...Sad from not loving. I feel miserable on this plane...Here on this earth. I've done it again...I stayed out all night. I feel it again...I dred this flight. Why? Because I'm sick...Sick of being owned... I write because I'm sick...Sick of being known. If I was normal...Would she like me the same? If I was just a stock boy...Would she still enjoy my name? I'd like to think she does and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should. I'm gonna lean my head against this window...Close my eyes and go to sleep. I'll wake up in the next town...With thoughts beyond deep. The days will go by as I will just act. As the days go by I can only look back...At the good times...the fun. At the bad times...the fun. I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her...I wonder if she waits to see me...I wonder if she waits? I'd like to think she did and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should. My heart is so curious...M
You Know You're Old When..
You remember this shit!
She Can't See It
Why can't she see it,When I know its there.When I tell her about it,It seems as if she doesn't care. She goes on with her life,Doesn't give it the time of day.Its not something that matters,Its just her,its her way. I plead my case to her,She tells me I'm to kind.She tells me to let it go,Like her,I can't get it out of my mind. If she could only see herself,Through my eyes someday.Maybe then I could convince her,At least in some small way. Her smile to me,Like the rising of the sun.May it be in my life,Till my time is done.
Brain Bafflers
How many apples would you have if you took two apples from three apples? try your hand at guessing (Answers will be given in three days.)   The answer is........)       Two apples, of course.
Every One I Need One Tiny Favor .... Plz
All Friends Read Plz :p
To Fam And Friends Fans
Homeless Or Not....still
This is just sad.... NEW YORK – The homeless man lay face down, unmoving, on the sidewalk outside an apartment building, blood from knife wounds pooling underneath his body. One person passed by in the early morning. Then another, and another. Video footage from a surveillance camera shows at least seven people going by, some turning their heads to look, others stopping to gawk. One even lifted the homeless man's body, exposing what appeared to be blood on the sidewalk underneath him, before walking away. It wasn't until after the 31-year-old Guatemalan immigrant had been lying there for nearly an hour that emergency workers arrived, and by then, it was too late. Hugo Alfredo Tale-Yax — who police said was stabbed while intervening to help a woman being attacked — had died. "I think it's horrific," said Marla Cohan, who teaches at P.S. 82, a school across the street from where Tale-Yax died. "I think people are just afraid to step in; they don't want to get involved; who knows wh
My Morning Jam On My Commute
4 Da Playerz
Everyone is allowed to speak their mind...So just because Fubar says "3,920,318 members" don't mean this is not a tight nit group of people...everyone talks or knows someone who knows for da dudez that think they can play it off that ur one women's man when ur'll get caught!!!  So if you think you got game...well da girlz know better babe! Peace Out!
We Will Not Surrender!!!
I think Bill Bennett just hit the nail on the head about how as a Patriot I feel about Liberal Democrats and the destruction they are causing…   I WILL NOT SURRENDER!!   I will fight to get my country back to its original plan and purpose..   It was not to have LARGE government acting like a nurse maid to a bunch of hand out grubs leeching off of it.   I will do my best to support candidates that will DOWNSIZE this government, and get people off the “hand out” lines and put them to work so they can get some pride back and self-worth.   That is what I HATE about the Democrat Leaders.  They steal people’s identities for votes by promising to take care of them, which is lingo to let them sit on their lazy asses and do nothing why a political party robs the American People of their money via taxes, laws and regulations.   People in this country (the Democrats) have no clue what it means to be free….   They think “free” is too be abl
A Dream Of Resolution
Girls Night Out
GOTTA PEE Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out.  Both were very faithful and loving wives, however they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought She would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the woman's husband was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said: 'These girls nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. My wife came home with no panties!!' 'That's nothing' said the other husband, 'Mine came back with a card stuck to her ass
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:1. Innovative2. Preliminary3. Proliferation THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:1. Specificity2. Anti-constitutionalist3. TransubstantiateTHINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex.2. Nope, no more booze for me.3. Sorry, but you're not really my type.4. Taco Bell ? No thanks, I'm not hungry.5. Oh, I couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing karaoke.6. I'm not interested in fighting you.7. I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.
Nurse, Are My Testicles Back ?
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour surgical procedure .  A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath.   Nurse,' he mumbles, from behind the mask 'Are my testicles black?'   Embarrassed, the young nurse replies  'I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash  your upper body.'   He struggles to ask again,
Perfect - Alanis Morissette
Sometimes is never quite enough If you're flawless, then you'll win my love Don't forget to win first place Don't forget to keep that smile on your face Be a good boy Try a little harder You've got to measure up And make me prouder How long before you screw it up How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up With everything I do for you The least you can do is keep quiet Be a good girl You've gotta try a little harder That simply wasn't good enough To make us proud I'll live for you I'll make you what I never was If you're the best, then maybe so am I Compared to him compared to her I'm doing this for your own damn good You'll make up for what I blew What's the problem ...... why are you crying Be a good boy Push a little farther now That wasn't fast enough To make us happy We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect
Chillie Bomb Revised
chillie bomb this chillie bomb that...... with you! we know we should have known. never known and surly never understood... just our own self distress we have won. together we will finish never diseave cause life is our diseas and thats all we know. never bleeding just releasing the disease of life and the angles. angeles protect we resurect. so no such thing as perfect its just the reverse its bigger then the universe deeper then reverse its the cause of demise but really its just how we realize today tomarow next week its where we came from not where we are going that really makes the stand on our feet we still stand hand in hand forever and a hundred times we glide through like sleeping thinking we'll self explode cuase in the end theres nothing to gain you know we'll always maintain yesterday never dies tommarow we wonder will we comprimise our past for the present contain remain save the stainsave never move on never ending game of life keep it still or move on ponder conserve not
Chillie Bomb
chillie bomb this chillie bomb that...... with you! we know we should have known. never known and surly never understood... just our own self distress we have won. together we will finish and never diseave cause life is our diseas and thats all we know. never bleeding just releasing the disease of life and the angles. angeles protect we no such thing as perfect its just the reverse its bigger then the universe deeper then reverse its the cause of demise but really its just how we realize today tomarow next week its where we came from not where we are going that really makes the stand and on our feet we still stand hand in hand forever and a hundred times we glide through like sleeping i think we'll self explode cuase in the end theres nothing to gain but you know we'll always maintain yesterday never dies tommarow we wonder will we comprimise our past for the present contain remain save the stain save never move on never ending game of life keep it still or move on ponder c
A Gift In The Winter
Uggs series of autumn and winter ugg ultra tall boot fashion also bring a new kind of shock.. Believe me,it’s a good choice for you to have one..  It is well known that it’s very hard in the cold climate especially the chill winter, to have a pair of warm boots is a big bliss, while to have a pair of ugg boots is considered to be a gift from God. When it comes to Uggs Australia boots, everyone couldn’t help enlarging their eyes, shining. When it comes to ugg ultra tall boots, maybe most will become mouth-watering. As we all know, ultra tall uggs are the hot sale ones in the winter. Why? It is said that uggs ultra tall can show you classic feelings and experiences. Nowadays, uggs ultra tall boots are being crazily purchased. Ugg boots, enjoying a high fame in those severely cold areas, has a long history in the Australia for almost 200 years. In those snowy and icy world, tall boots, especially Ugg ultra tall boots is the first choice of all people. Comfortable, wa
Man Rules
These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE!     1.   Men are NOT mind readers. ( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE)   1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1.. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. 1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one
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Hollywood's Top 25 Bombshell's
What is consider a “bombshell” when it comes to a woman? Most young people will look to the stars of today. Not so fast my horny friend. has come up with Hollywood’s top 25 bombshells who ever appeared on the big screen. Feast on the hottest babes as chosen by BlastFM is its own bombshell. Listen to the music you will sing, dance and groove to.
I took a journey on a highway through life, No one picked me up 'cept myself. Scares me to know that very few care To see a desperate man. They look but they do not see, They have eyes but they don't want to see. I took a journey on highway through life, No one  picked me up 'cept myself Scares me to know that very few care, To see a desperate man on a highway Singin' to himself. And laughin' at the world as it goes by, But I'm just laughin' at myself!
Why Do People Have To Say Everything Happens For A Reason?
I Wish I Knew Why People Always Say That Everything Happens For A Reason... I'm So Confused... Heres The Story In March Of 2009 I Found Out I Was About A Month And A Half To Two Months Pregnet Three To Four Months Later I Found Out I Was Having A Amazing Baby Boy.... I Was So Excited Well I Tried To Talk To The Father And Well He Didn't Believe That It Was His Kid... Well To Find Out He Was On Heavy Drugs And Heavy Drinking And On September 18th 2009 At Midnight I Started To Cramp Really Bad?!?!?!? I had A Friend There With Me And The Pain Got So Bad By 2am That I Started Screaming Out For My Mom To Help Me That I Was Bleeding Well My Mom Called 911 And When The Ambulance Got There I Had Lost So Much Blood I Almost Pasted  Out When They Got Me To The Hospital They Told Me I Was Lucky I Didn't Lose To Much Blood Well The Had Pumped Me Full Me Of Pain Meds And Told Me The News That I Was Losing The Baby All I Could Do Was Cry And Not More They Then Came Back In The Room And Told Me That
Youve Been Fucked!!!!! Hahaha
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED!Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F. U. C.Ks are. 9,675,000,000 people
Argh I'm not exactly supposed to speak ill of the woman that brought me into this world.  I shouldn't hold any anger towards her...right?  Well it's not working out that way.  I swear, I'm about 2 steps from just going off on her, getting my shit and living in the streets with my boys until I can get a new home.  Why?  Because it's okay for them to "move in as roommates" and just flat take-over the house when I was paying $600 a month plus groceries to live there.  So I stopped paying them $600 a month for two bedrooms and a backyard (for my dogs since the step-father won't let them stay in without flea medication...which I can't afford).  I pay $200 plus an extra $100 throughout the month.  I pretty much pay as if I was living in a hotel.  Except that I don't get treated like anything but an annoying red-headed step-child with kids.  I gave my mother $30 of my last $45, and what did I hear in return?  A thank you, but that's just not enough?  No.  No thanks at all.  All I get is
Read This!!! People Need To Know More About Obama!!
   : "WE NOTICED" President Obama:Today I read of your administrations' plan to re-define September 11 as a National Service Day. Sir, it's time we had a talk.During your campaign, Americans watched as you  made a mockery of our tradition of standing and crossing your heart when the Pledge of Allegiance was spoken.. You, out of four people on the stage, were the only one not honoring our tradition.YES, "We noticed."During one of your many speeches, Americans heard you say that  youintended to visit all 57 states.We all know that Islam, not America has 57 states.YES, "We noticed."When President Bush leaned over at Ground Zero and gently  placed aflower on the memorial, while you nonchalantly  tossed your flower onto the pile without leaning  over.YES, "We noticed."Every time you apologized to other countries for America's position onan issue we have wondered why you don't share our  pride in this great country.. When
Hedonism is a school of ethics which argues that pleasure is the only intrinsic good.  The basic idea behind hedonistic thought is that pleasure is the only thing that has intrinsic value. This is often used as a justification for evaluating actions in terms of how much pleasure and how little pain (i.e. suffering) they produce. In very simple terms, a hedonist strives to maximize this net pleasure (pleasure minus pain).Classic Schools of AntiquityDemocritus  seems to be the earliest philosopher on record to have categorically embraced a hedonistic philosophy; he called the supreme goal of life "contentment" or "cheerfulness", claiming that "joy and sorrow are the distinguishing mark of things beneficial and harmful".CārvākaCārvāka was an Indian hedonist school of thought that arose approximately about 600 BCE, and died out in the 14th century CE. The Cārvākas maintained that the Hindu scriptures are false, that the priests are liars, and that there is no
When Is It Time To Pay The Devil?!?!?!?!
ok heres the deal that has me pissed off enought to bitch to eveyone. what can i say i have no cule what to do......    ok background ..... i have a 4 year old son, im single , but my son and his mother live with me... ok now on to problem i dont date  2 reasons y no time ,and if i happen to date someone and i turn into an ass to my ex she will take off to NC to live with her mom (side note i live in pa)..  2 my ex dose not have a job!! so i pay for everything (the rent the bills ect)  .... PROBLEM  the ex had friends over to my place all week not my friends her friends and  didnt ask me eather.... then last night i wanted to get layed, witch according to our little deal i still get a peace every now and again.  but anyway she was like like fuck no and me asking for it started a fight !!! so what the fuck do i do do i tell her its time to pay the devil and risk loseing my boy or is this simply the fucking i get for the fucking i got so long ago?? comments wanted..
My heart isn't here, I gave it away. But I still feel it breaking A little more each day. If you knew how much I think of you Would you still treat me this way? If you could see what you mean to me Would anything change? My heart says no...but it won't let go. You mean so much to me, But each passing day proves
Goddess In Heaven
Goddess in Heaven, the one I adore Before you I kneel and humbly implore Look not away at this slave at your feet Nor cast me out in the cold, empty street The thought of your power teases my brain The thought of your beauty eases my pain I long but to give you My  body and soul And let your desires Take their toll I've nothing to give you but all that I am
Unquenchable Fire
Enthralled by your vision Consumed in your flame I long but to serve you And worship your name Your life gives me purpose Which strengthens my heart The thought of you guides me While we’re apart   Kneeling before you My head bowed in reverence I surrender all to you Mind, body and soul
If I push you away Will you let me? Or will you fight for me? Will you turn away if I cry And pretend not to see? Or will you hold me? If I give you my heart Will it be safe with you? Will you give me yours too? If I tell you...                   I love you...                                   What will you do?   ~2009~
The Fate That Fell On Me
I’m bored and feeling restless I don’t know what to do I’m listening to the radio Under a brightly shining moon I feel the need to be outside These four walls pen me in A dormant hunger wakens And calls me from within  
There Are Seven Style Of Cell Phones
Cell Phones which depend on its functionality or aesthetic considerations are designed with one of a variety of different form factors. Flip A flip phone from Chinese Wholesaler is composed of two or more sections that are connected by hinges, allowing the phone to fold or "flip" so as to become more compact. The phone's speaker and microphone are placed closer to the operator's ear and mouth, improving usability when flipped open. The phone can become much smaller and more portable than when it is opened for use when flipped shut. Motorola was once owner of a trademark for the term "flip phone", however the term "flip phone" has become genericized, and used more frequently than "clamshell" in colloquial speech. Motorola was the manufacturer of the famed Wholesale Flip Phone. Slider A slider phone consists of usually two, however,sometimes more, segments that slide past each other on rails. Most slider phones have a display segment which houses the speaker used for c
quisling\KWIZ-ling\noun; 1.Someone who collaborates with an enemy occupying his or her country; a traitor.
Wisdom begins at the end.  -  Daniel Webster
Porn Contest!
                 Well I have a problem! I need to go to PAA (Porn Addicts Anonymous) But before I go... I need some new FREE porn!!! So the contest is as follows.... Link me or email me the best porn video you know of. Based on what I like I will judge a winner. The prizes get better with the more porn I get. So private message me or leave a comment and I will get my YIM or email to you so you can enter! Let the best porn get me off and we all win!!!!!!!! :)       
Sound The Alarm
Lie to me honestly I hear, but still, I don't see Just where the actions meet the words You just sound the alarm Racing pulse and boiling blood At fever-pitch Another finger-pointing mob With stones to throw But if it truly mattered And if you truly cared It would be altogether different Let the sirens scream But leave me alone to decide And leave me to what I might find Starving to understand You swallowed the lies Eager to spit them out To feed the masses And the guilt they hide Answer me honestly No more false transparencies Just where does motive meet concern? You just sound the alarm Spreading fear to bury trust To distract Until, lost and scared Frustration forces blame But if it truly mattered And if you truly cared It would be altogether different Let the sirens scream But leave me alone to decide And leave me to what I might find Starving to understand You swallowed the lies Eager to spit them out To feed the masses And the guil
Hypnotist At The Senior Center
  It was  entertainment night at the Senior Center  .  Claude the  hypnotist exclaimed: "I'm here to put you into a    trance; I intend to hypnotize each and every  member of  the  audience." The excitement was almost electric as Claude withdrew a  beautiful antique pocket watch from his  coat. "I want you each to keep your  eye on  this antique watch. It's a very special watch. It's been  in my family for six  generations"  He  began to swing the watch gently back and forth while quietly    chanting, "Watch the watch, watch the watch,  watch the watch. .  ."  The crowd  became mesmerized as the watch swayed back and forth,    light gleaming off its polished surface.  Hundreds of pairs of eyes   followed the  swaying watch, until, suddenly, it slipped from the    hypnotist's fingers and fell to the floor,  breaking into a hundred pieces.  "Shit!"  said the  Hypnotist.  It  took three days to clean up the Senior Center  .  Claude was  never invited back to  entertain.
20/30 - Speed Of Sound, A Haiku
  Speed of Sound, a Haiku I wonder how far reverberations travel screaming in silence.  
Wow That Was Quite Interesting!
just finished the cheery bomb n about 2 finish my auto 11's. TY my true blue fu friends, and TY 4 all the love and support I got along the way! Welcome my new friends. I really miss some of U guys who have left the FU or who just cannot b 'round much. I shall do this again!  
Bad News!
Just Writing
fcuk it! its my blog i'll write what i want haha. im wondering how i tell doctors and others that i'd like to pull my own brain out at times? i have experience in knowing when i have words like that its seen as suicidal or "depression"...whatever it is...its there. i get drugs and a pat on the back for it. a pat on the back pretty much a shove away from "being bothered". same old thang so why not treat me as such? im getting older and getting things together a bit more than before. but...this "condition" i know isnt going away. it disrupts my thinking, it disrupts relationships with people, it keeps me from being just a regular fcukin person. i want to bitch about gas prices! i want to talk about how shitty my pay is. i want to have the CHOICE to fcuk up and not just be fcuked up by default. who has the time to look past the catalog items?! haha im a good guy..i might not have the regular things to give or show for. but in that i can concentrate on everything else i
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Guy Code
*********** Guy Codes ***********1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances:(a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.(b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse.(c) After wrecking your boss' car.(d) When she is using her teeth.3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies.4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday isstrictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice.8: On a r
Please Go Vote For Me!!!!!!!
Southern Nights Come Join Me......
Ever Been There?
Love, Interrupted I love you, I need you, I want you, SHUT UP!I'm tired of all this nonsense. I'm tired of tryin' to slap on romance, and endin' upwith a "Keep on yo pants!" It's makin' me so sick that I can't even eat; I'm tired of hearin' this nonsense from the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep! It's haunting my dreams, interrupting my thoughts; I'm not gonna do this anymore, I'mnot gonna give it all I got anymore! The fighting is too much, my heart can't take,its over, face it, we are never gonna make it! They say Love is special, and that it isgrand, but look at us, we don't even hold hands! Our hearts are shot, our minds are corrupted, this is our life, welcome to Love, Interrupted.
Tat Contest!
Stanza 365 Week 15
Week 15 of Stanza 365 has begun. The first line of today's poem is a slight variation on the title of a song that I wrote some years ago. Day 98 Too Easy What seemed like a good idea at the time is now another lesson learned. I thought I had everything figured out, but then the tables turned. It all seemed a little too easy. I should have known that something was wrong? It was already too late when I noticed what I should have seen all along. And, as always, days 1 - 97 are available at
"how Long Could She Pretend That She's Okay?"
And she breaks down and criesCause she`s living a lieThen she peels of her smileRevealing tears in her eyesAnd her makeup`s runningThe fire is burningHer heart is breakingHer world`s left shakenHow long could she pretend that she`s okayAnd her mask is meltingHer dreams are fading She`s slowly losing The life she`s makingHow long could she pretend that she`s okay?She knows what she wantsAnd she knows how to get itBut she`s suddenly lost all sense of directionShe wakes up and looks at the skyNot understanding, she`s asking why She goes to bed and looks at the floor Because deep down she knowsShe can`t take anymoreAnd her makeup`s runningThe fire is burningHer heart is breakingHer world`s left shakenHow long could she pretend that she`s okayAnd her mask is meltingHer dreams are fading She`s slowly losing The life she`s makingHow long could she pretend that she`s okay?Whenever she smiles she`s telling a lieBecause the girl on the insideIs losing the fightBut she grew a spineBecause her tea
Hang my locket around your neck, wear my ring on your finger. Love is invincible facing danger and death. Passion laughs at the terrors of hell. The fire of love stops at nothing it sweeps everything before it. Flood waters can't drown love, torrents of rain can't put it out. Love can't be bought, love can't be sold it's not to be found in the marketplace. So celebrate with me friends and raise your glasses to life, to love
"""bored But If It Is Your B-day It Is For You""
Once a year we celebrate with stupid hats and plastic plates,the fact that you were able to make another trip around the sun.And the whole clan gathers round' gifts and laughter too will bound,we let out a joyful sound and sing that stupid song.Happy Birthday, now your one year older.Happy Birthday, your life still isn't over.Happy Birthday, you did not accomplish much.But you didn't die this year i guess that's good enough.So lets drink to your fading health, and hope you don't remind yourselfyour chance of finding fame and wealth decrease with every year. Dose it feel like your doing laps, and eating food and taking naps,and hoping that some day, perhaps, your life will hold some cheer. Happy Birthday, what have you done that matters?Happy Birthday, your starting to get fatter. Happy Birthday, it's downhill from now on.Try not to remind yourself your best years are all gone.If cryogenics were all free then you could live like Walt Disney and livefor all eternity inside a block of ice
Job Titles And Decriptions
Founder of the GIRLZ NEXT DOOR duties include but not limited to keeping home page running and accepting requests. Founder , CEO ,& captain will make All choices involving the group together. The CEO of THE GIRLZ NEXT DOOR will make All decisions and Stand in for the Founder whe She is not available. She is In charge of all issues with in the group, Involving the Group and outsiders.  If there are any problems Speak with her In an appropriate matter.  The Captain of the group will handle ALL of our ladies Requests and issues. If It can not be resolved then u Go to The CEO . If not resolved only then do u come to me. Please Follow the chain of Command. We will not Tolerate any of the ladies representing themselves as a part of This group In a negative or Crude manner. All ladies in the group need to participate on any events including reposting Bulletines and other things such as auctions.  We are here to Represent Fubar As Classy Intellegent Tastefull but Sexi Women Any Girl i
"do I Dare"
Can anyone truly look at a sunup and say that there is no God. Dare I  gaze into the heavens on a starry night and not know that we have been blessed by the Presence of an Almighty Creator. And then there are those billowing cloud formations we lay staring at as a child. Could this be an act of chance? If you want it.. I do.. Come and get it.. if you dare.. Or listen to the melodious tune of a babbling brook as it sings on its merry journey. God's handiwork is all around us and His signature is on each of His masterpieces. Do I dare?  Because God cares! And the greatest masterpiece He ever created was YOU and ME! Because He created us in His Image
A thousand times we needed youA thousand times we criedIf love alone could have saved youyou never would have diedA heart of gold stopped beatingtwo twinkling eyes closed to restGod broke our hearts to prove he only took the best never a day goes by that you’re not in my heart and my soul.
Welcome The Founder, Ceo And Captain Of The Girls Next Door
FOUNDER OF THE GIRLZ NEXT DOOR   CHAOTIC KYTTEN "FOUNDER+ Babyblueyes "CEO" FUBAR.COM/380467 LIL MISS CUTIE PIE "CAPTAIN" FUBAR.COM/1865752   IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BECOMING PART OF THIS GROUP CONTACT ANY OF THE ABOVE                                                         Much Love & kisses                                                                                                                               THE GIRLZ NEXT DOOR
What I Am Looking For In Someone ....
i want a man that makes me melt everytime i see him walk into the room. a guy that can take my breath away everytime he kisses me.. a man that makes me go completely bonkers over his every move. a man that knows i can please him in more ways than just one... a man that can show his heart to you and tell you that he loves you in front of a thousand people and you cant see a single person but him, cuz your totally in love with him. a man that makes your heart beat just a bit faster everytime he holds you while your down on your luck. a man that likes little things and isnt stressed over the big stuff. a man that when you kiss him you are completely astonished at how good it feels and its makes your whole body wanna shake. a man who when you cant get the nerve to tell him what you feel you just look him in the eyes and he knows what your thinkin and feeling. a man that your not nervous around, and wants you to spend time with your friends and family. a man that will call you at 6am to tel
My Thoughts
U know its sad when u can take a 11yr old with u for a walk through a spencers store and she doenst once question the amount of dildos on the wall or the shirts that talk bout anal or pussy but yet u come to a internet site thats SUPPOSED to be for adults and people cant stand to see the word fuck on a pic or some cartoon chicks nipples? seriously wtf is wrong with our society? in the middle ages they accepted sex and have nude art and statues but now we suddenly have to be cover those? seriously arent we supposed to move forward and not backwards. we need to teach out chicldren there is nothing wrong with sex or nudity.. maybe if we did kids wouldnt have such a complextion bout their bodies. Im not sayin go shovin porn on ur kids or run around naked or havin sex in front of them but dont act like its the most embarrasing things in the world either and avoid the issue and hope the school takes care of it when ur child asks.
Found On Facebook Of My Childhood Hometown....enjoy!
This is a group for all of us who were raised in Ionia but refuse to call it home - for those who have thankfully made it out of that town...but laugh when you think of everything you experienced there.You know you were raised in Ionia when...1) The highlight of the summer is attending the Worlds Largest Free Fair on a daily basis.2) The prison sirens never distracted you during MEAP testing.3) You know all of the homeless people by their first names. (Dirty Dave, Killer Miller)4) It's completely normal to see cows running across the driving range during golf practice.5) Nobody knew what to do when the traffic light was out at the M-66 and Tuttle Rd. intersection6) You've almost died trying to make a left turn into the Olivera's parking lot.7) If you can't buy something for a $1 then you aren't really looking...8) The biggest news of the year was the gas war between Meijer & K-mart9) You were guaranteed at least one 1/2 day off a year due to a bomb threat.10) You were able to smell the
This is the damndest thing I ever saw on the internet. I wish someone would help me figure it out. Do people meet in real life from thier introductions here? there's so much here I can't get my head around it all. I am very active on other social sites and blog extensively there. Don't know what to say here with all this weirdness.
1st Entry
You should never make suggestions I do something, because this is what happens. :P You have Sasquatch, Dud, ASB and Wicked to thank for the creation of this blog. I will be your 'Dear Abby' of Fubar--ask me anything, there is no problem too big or too small! *Disclaimer: Please do not base your life decisions solely on my opinion please.*
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Desires Are Burning With In
My heart is pounding, my throat is dry, I have this desire deep with in me that can burn a whole if u come near me. when i loook into his eyes my body quivers inside. My legs feel limber and they want to give way. My nipples poke out and tingle  with great sensation. My bearth is hot , my lips are full, urning for some deep effection, Can't you see my body is aching ,calling you out by name, come realse me of this desire  for my heart is on fire.
To That One Special Woman...
From day one when we first met, I knew we would click.Our bond started to grow stronger and stronger as time went by, despite the few obstacles we had encountered. You make me happy when I'm down and you always bring a sense of happiness to me. Friendships are based on lotta things but what we share is more than a friendship. The bond that we have is priceless and no one can ever put a price tag on it. You came into my life and you made a difference on how I perceive things. Just want you to know that I think of you everyday. You know who you are. Again thank you for being a part of me..
More Jesse Stuff
more poems from my friend who passed away. i just love em so i gotta share. Tart Angel I am tha dissipated angel with radiant wings an infectious disease that always leaves you longing for more my moral compass has been skewed n i soar in kinky circles I have tha reflection of fragmented mirrors n i indulge myself in the taste of glass My beauty is a calamity n perception, red Im here solely to purify the pure Bring me your hearts n ill feed on your flesh -j [this next one kind of bothers my heart because he committed suicide ya know but i loved it before that happened and i still do] Whispers of 1980 Words have escaped me for so long, and this wind has taken you adrift in my absence. Though your heart may seem red, truly it's as blue as mine beats.  Be it ignorance mixed with a side of stupidity, who knows, my smile still waits.  My mind must be drunk to think your eyes will ever meet these words and softly sing them to your still heart; so I'll whis
My Fantasy
First let me explain to each and every one of you, before you get excited, that I am NOT submissive! So don't be getting any stupid ideas. I just find this sexually arousing and figured you dorks need some Jerk off material. Maybe im getting my mojo back? Setting is a long hard day from work. I come home and just want to sit, relax and possibly have a long soak in hot tub of water. A chance to wash the stress of the day away. I through the front door, take my blazer off and throw it against the back of the couch. My feet are killing me from wearing high heals all day. The torture to my feet makes me scurry to the bedroom as I unbutton my blouse along the way. I open my bedroom door and enter as the last blouse button is cared for. Suddenly I feel his hand on the back of my neck. He wraps fingers from both hands around my neck and squeezes, leading me towards the wall. I am forcefully pushed against the wall and my hands reach forward to brace myself and keep my face from crashing aga
Her Words
Her words are not saying, what her heart feels.I don't understand,The words make me reel. In her picture her eyes give me a glare,And I wonder where did I go wrong,where? I have tried to be nothing more than she asks,Her friend for now seemed like a simple task. But I never knew how wrong I would be.Because now I wish her heart belonged to me. Even though it may never be mine,and sometimes her words may not be kind. In my heart forever she will stay,For now tomorrow,forever and another day.
Klinky Good Times
Perhaps it is the wine or perhaps our online familiarity has eased the tension, but the nervousness is gone now. Your cheekbones are high and your eyes are deep when bathed in the candlelight. You look incredible and you know it. Your confidence shows through. As you reach up behind your head and release your hair down to your shoulders, it all becomes too much for me. I need you. Now. I reach up to touch your face and you instinctively turn toward me. Our lips meet, softly at first, just barely brushing as we test the limits of our desire. It doesn’t take long. Soon we are enmeshed together, kissing deeply and pulling one another closer. It is a passionate unleashing of what we both know has been coming for months. Pulling away, you take me by the hand and say, "Follow me." You make me smile as I follow you, lithely guiding me into your bedroom. You slip off into the dark for a moment and return with something in your hand. "Here, put this on." "A Captain’s hat?" "Ye
I wrote a blog about the before, but I guess I'm still not 'getting it'. People are STILL going apeshit over the 'order a round' feature. I guess I'm dense or something because I don't understand WHY. I just replied to a MuMM about it and I basically said that it's a fucking fake drink on a website you come to to have fun. People are complaining they are missing 'real' gifts from people. REALLY??! I scan over my gifts, if I see a non-drink gift, I do this really radical thing. I OPEN it! :o I know, shocking right? Then I go back mark all as read and then delete. It's not fucking rocket science. People are also complaining that it's too generic and impersonal. It's FAKE, it doesn't mean squat. No one spent their real money on that, you know. If people are thinking that everyone they talk to, add and fan are genuine friends, they need to log off. Does this sound harsh? Maybe, but I've seen a lot of people on my friends list show their true colors, and IRL I wouldn't give them a second g
Freakin Cool
So im playing on facebook and this man sent my mom a link about the dinosaur tracks in my town & it turns out there are human footprints also! It's kind of awesome. The river is way too high over where they are to see them right now but our next dry season i am DEF going snap some damn pictures.   hopefully that link works. google chrome is kind of gay.    Anyway if you're even interested it's called the Taylor Trail on the Paluxy River in Glen Rose.
To Fu Or Not To Fu
So, it's no secret I have been gone more than on.  I have been gone more than on primarilly because I got bored. Things progressively got more costly if you wanted to get leveled or become noticed or what ever. When I first came on 2 and a half years ago, sure there were people then too who were complaining about how things were when FU first opened up as Cherry Tap. But I didn't know it then, I came in just as it had turned in to Fubar. It was a lot of fun. At least it was for me, as I got to know some of the people and got to know my was around and figured out what to do to level. Yes I spent a lot of bucks on FU, on myself and on others. Do I regret it? Absolutey not, because it was my entertainment. I didn't go to bars and do stuff like that, I work a lot so I come home and relaxed to FU. Some may think, wow that's sad, but for those of us who work a lot and just don't have the time or energy to get out on some days, this was social scene. You know what I mean you work a holics
"hate! "= Tha' Rain That Destroys A Kingdom.
Good Morning Fuvillei've discovered some things about you that leaves me dismayed abut the future here.I wish i was talking about some chilldish immaturity and i wish it  soooo prevelant here. i'm talking about Hate. The kind that rains division and alienates good people from A-L-L people.It's One thing to beg,But to be mean to people who haven't done you a thing,WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE? That's far beyond ANYTHING resembling humane decentcy.                           WHY?,and for what? what PURPOSE does it serve? Oh,I know, TO"SERVE"Satan,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha!!!!! Well,FOR A-L-L of you who call yourselves vampires and wolves and other assorted demons"SATAN DOESN'T CARE!!!!!"Nor does he care about you,your dreams and other"self-stryled fantasties you may be dreaming of.A-L-L he wants is to destroy you,your hope and you life and see you get ready for the hell he himself will join you in.            THERE ARE WAY TOO MANY PEOPLE WHO COME HERE JUST TO HAVE FUN AND MEET NEW PEOPLE FOR
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When I Look At You.......... Written By Me
When I look at you By me When I look at you I see the sun, the moon and the stars. I see everything thats beautiful in this world.I see a momma who loves her babiesI see a woman who loves her familyI see strength and convictionI see love and I see respectI see an un assuming womanI see someone who is not affraid to be themselfI see a flower in full bloomI see a shy girl I see a strong womanI see funI see laughterI see seriousnessI see fearI see trepidationI see sunshine on a dark stormy dayI see a sultry sexinessI see sexy smokey eyes I see eyes that have seen love and painI see happinessI see sadnessI see confedenceWhen I look at you I see what I want
Being An Idiot
Why do the ones that love us the most have to go to such extremes to make open our eyes? Here I have such a wonderful and loving lady in my life. I am destroying the happiest days of my life by waiting till it is/was too late to do anything about it. I have finally, after tough love persuation, have realized I am not in control as much as I thought I was. Although not physical as of yet, I have a temper and anger problem. I don't know where it is coming from and don't even realize it is happening. It took being apart from the one true love of my life for me to finally realize it.  I am in the process of getting the help I need to save my loved ones as well as myself. More so myself. Let's see how do I start explaining this. I grew up with a mother that used to whip me with a garden hose, made me knee for hours at a time in a corner on raw rice, always told me I would never mount to anything, I was useless, etc.  Well through the years of mental abuse from that I guess it takes a tol
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For You Julie
These long Days And Cold Nights I Wish i Had You by My Side To Squeeze And hold untill the sunrise,i often wonder if you are the right girl for me i love to be around like like a moth to a flame, when we conversate its like true spoekn words. the great times we share i will never forget when im with you its like i won the lets make a deal but sometimes you got me guessing like a mystery but im ready to solve this case . Your Beauty overwhlems me your smile is like a ray of sun that shines through my window that wakes me for the day your fun to be around no doubt about that your arura is super great
No More And No Less...
I originally wrote this on 03/21/2005... sadly Im afraid not much has changed in the last 5 years.  Well except casting aside someone that wasnt good for me and becoming truly alone in the adult companion sense of the word 'alone'. "I am who I am, no more and no less. For all my faults and all my gifts I am who I am. I 'know' my faults outnumber my redeeming qualities 10 to 1, though the people that love me tend to disagree. Speaking of the people that love me... there are far more of them than I ever acknowledge and far more of them than I ever expected could withstand my vicious fight. I fight for the fact that I 'know' they dont REALLY love me... they feel sorry for me, or want something from me or have nothing better to do than try to fuck with my head. Because who in their right mind would love me? Im loud and obnoxious, stubborn, selfish and immature. Im opinionated, harsh, jealous and insecure. Im manipulative and lacking integrity, sarcastic and spiteful, cat
Small Update
Just a real small update. Most know I have been living in transitional housing with up to 9 other women.... sighs!!! Now for the update, I think my housing will be kicking in soon, I am #2 and #3 on the waiting list of this one set and it seems like they are constantly calling me to have me do something else. Sounds like it will move reallllly quickly. SO perhaps in the next month or so I will be in my own place.... BIG GRINS!
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Dust Pillar Of The Carina Nebula
The Personality Profile Art Test
Your result for The Personality Profile Art Test... The True Art Lover 80% Abstract,  87% Impressionist,  70% Renaissance,  80% Japanese,  80% Islamic,  68% Agreeable,  3% Challenging and  80% Expressionist! Your test indicates that you have a preference all different types of art. It shows that you may not be a trend setter but you have a great appreciation for differences in individuals and in life in general. You more than likely try to be open minded in life and have a high level of intelligence. More than likely you have an understanding of culture and the value of embracing those cultures in life and how they make the world more interesting. Because of this you also exhibit a colorful and varied personality. People with high agreeableness scores engage positively with other people. They are keen to understand people's feelings and feel real warmth for others. As they are so empathic, they like to make sure other people are happy and will do what they can to put peo
What Now?
`ve Been bc this past few months. been trying to balance business and life as usual. am beat. am dog tired... so Just this morning, I consciously found mahslef lying n the dusty floor of my room... with at least five roaches nibbling my feet, and dozens of mites, plotting to eat me alive. Good heavens! I couldn't even find mah bed! My room's a total mess. I can even smell the stinkin' shoes i wore a month ago & the pizza i bought a wk ago, maggots occuppyin' half of it & now forming its own dreadlocks... *groan* i can't even find time for myself. the net thing is close to extinction, i hate my love life as well. i missed havin' a massage...mah skin's real dry & and in need of tlc *sigh* so long for the good `ol movies and tv marathons. i feel like a dead mortal hanging in an invisible cliff. And now, I Hafta run. and yeah, i need ta clean my room... xoxo, claire
Looking at my bartab, I clicked my way onto a page for an auction. After reading the first time, I wondered what that would be like and the details. Then I started thinking of how it may be fun for me to enter an auction and to see what all you lovelys think. And then I read it again, gathered the details that were starting to make sense It hit me! The realization that I simply don't give a fuck and have no interest in that kind of bullshit! Phew, my realism and sanity are fine for now, as far as fu stuff goes. xoxxx Another blog with me thanking my special ones for being my friends.
"happy"   by  never shout never   You make me happy whether you know it or notWe should be happy that's what I said from the startI am so happy knowing you are the oneThat I want for the rest of my daysFor the rest of my daysYou're all of my daysYou're lookin' so cool you're lookin' so fly,I can't deny that when I'm staringYou down right dead in the eyeI wanna try to be the person you wantThe person you needIt's hard to conceiveThat somebody like you could be withSomeone like meI'm happy knowing that you are mineThe grass is greener on the other sideThe more I think the more I wishThat we could lay here for hours and just reminisceUh ou ouYou're lookin so freshIt's catching my eyeWhy oh why did I not see this beforeThe girl I adore was right in front of meAnd now I'll take a step back and look in your eyeAnd ask why it took so long to seeWe're meant to beI'm happy knowing that you are mineThe grass is greener on the other sideThe more I think the more I wishThat we could lay here for
Top Wounded Warrior Official Forced Out.
WASHINGTON -- The Pentagon official in charge of the wounded warrior program said Sunday he has been forced to resign, as the military continues to struggle with how best to care for troops injured in combat. Noel Koch said in an e-mail that he was asked to step down by Clifford Stanley, the undersecretary of defense for personnel. Koch had been serving as the deputy undersecretary of defense for wounded warrior care and transition policy. Pentagon press secretary Geoff Morrell said Defense Secretary Robert Gates had asked Stanley to do a full review of the Pentagon's personnel and readiness office. He said this is not the first nor the last change to take place. "He was given wide latitude to make needed changes so that our men and women in uniform are better served," said Morrell. "What you're seeing is that the overhaul of that vitally important office is under way." Koch said he believes the decision was unjust and that he resigned "under duress" after Stanley told him he had n
One Day
One day i wont be here.One day when you have a problem you wont be able to call me for help.One day when you want to send a message i wont ever recieve it.One day when Im not here I wont be able to tell you I love you so much and cherish every moment I have had with you.Never regret anything we ever did regret the things we didnt have a chance to do because it was too late.Remember all the tears we got to see roll off each others faces and remember all the kisses and hugs.Dont ever leave my side when i need you cause i will never leave yours.
Just Sayin
It's Me You Forget
i fell down, to get right back up, i have my resolve, the world does not revolve, not around me, other may yet see, that to walk my path, you have to do the math, can you walk for so long, follow your own song, for others i have bled, sweat has been shed, wear these shoes just to see, how much im free, you wont get far, not even in car, just stay to your self get put on that shelf, let everyone forget you ever existed, look like you were never listed, soon you will be forgot, its not a lot, but it all i got.
Darkness surrounds my eyes, cuts all my emotional ties, to those who would, to those who could, potentially betray me, i now see, that this is all, my fate is to fall, I will not fade from this life, i will not break from the strife, all is lost, as to the cost, tis life obscene, I'm not yet so keen. on the thought of you having my heart, since when did you play the part, you took what you had, made it look bad, now you will be teared, i am one to be feared, i wouldn't piss on fire to put you out, i wouldnt even raise a shout, i would sit and watch you burn, an slowly wait for my turn, i watch you wallow in your very own sorrow, just remember love, your the one with the heart as small as a dove, i played my part, and gave you my heart.
Auto 11/ Happy Hour/ Bomb
I will be running my Auto 11, starting next Sunday afternoon, May 2nd. I am hositng a HAPPY HOUR @ 9pm Fubar(Pacific) time / midnight Eastern time. I will aslo be bombing @ that time too. I want to level by then, so please mark your calendars and planon stopping by to help. Thanks.
Daily Clip Updates, Members, And Cams ... Oh My
I've been saying to myself, I was going to try and update my clip store at least once a day and finally I've actually done just that for the last 2 months... and will continue to do daily updates!!!Also, check out some of the other ways to enjoy my clips, photos and more I'm beginning to make available through the many other different services available through Clips4sale... Such as My new members site I am developing at I will soon be offering cam sessions through this site, video streams and tons of other goodies FOR MEMBERS ONLY. I've got all sorts of devious ideas I'm plotting and planning in store for you real soon and real often, at, so you don't miss anything!!! Don't forget to drop by my new Q&A page at ... inquiring minds want to know and at formspring you can ask me a question, see what others have asked me and get to know things about me yo
Fuck Me?! Fuck You!!!!
  Fuck my fuckin boss telling me that I CAN'T get with guys that I like! Just cause your fuckin wife looks like Oscar the grouch does not fuckin mean I gotta get with a guys that look like shit!! And if I like fuckin dating white guys more than hispanic guys. We gotta keep our people together. WTF?!?!  then it's my fuckin choice not yours! FUCK YOU!!   Fuck my EX. The fact that you had to fuckin embaress me by hooking up with someone that can rent shade is fuckin pathetic. YOUR Pathetic. Thank god I didn't fuckin marry you. FUCK YOU.    Fuck you David. I was falling head over heels for you. You were the best thing that had happen to me in a long time but you... Fuck you just had to fly off the map and leave me fucking hanging!! You fucking wrote me poems, drew my fuckin potraits, and called me every fuckin day and for what?!? I was in love with you!! Uugghh FUCK YOU!    Fuck the two ass wipes that works in the software dept at Fry's. You proved that there's RATS lurking around the
Multi Chatting, Ice Cream, And Stupid Chairs
Who just doesn't love multi chatting... I'm definately not a fan. I mean, jeeze four sites at once and texting is a bit overwhelming,.. maybe not to you, but it definately is to me. Then, while I was multi-chatting, the ice cream carton I was eating out of started leakin, and in the hurry to make sure I didn't get ice cream all over me, I ran over my foot with a rolling chair. Fun, right? Don't you dare say yes... or I will ninja frog you.
Who Really Wants To Be Here...
OK..I need to find out who really wants to be here. Only leave a comment if you truly want to be here. If you don't leave one you will be deleted. I really want this to work. But I need you to be active! So please leave a comment here letting me know that you want to stay!! Thank you all!! 8      
a cloud fills my gaze finding my way out quite like a maze no matter how loud i shout my words fall on deaf ears, my mind in a daze, my friends yell their cheers, the flam is ablaze, my lungs fill with smoke, gasping for air, i begin to choke, as i sit in the chair, i start to tolk, un-steady is my feet, getting up is a rush quickly the ground do i meet, i hear the hush, relaxed and asleep, weed in the tin at home do i keep, this is not a sin, for god said all vegatation was good, and so we all stood, raised up our joints, puckered out lips to a point and sucked down that j i must say, smoke your weed, its all you need.
Left Forgoten
  Come with me and take my hand Walk my path as seen Through the mist of gloom Entering into a melancholy world   A forlorn world of nightly horror Enwrapping my every thought Suffocating breaths from within Forcing me to succumb to the night   My last thought, a prayer My "guardian angel" Who is he…you A reminisce of you   You were my hope Sent to save me before Warm, inviting, compassion, love I knew you
  Dear Secret Person,   Once upon a time you were just a mere person No one special, another guy I exchanged smiles with And a few fun laughs along the way That is until one day I truly listened to your words   That day I learned that you were no longer that mere person Rather a character I found positive attributes in So I strapped myself in for the fast ride of your life Knowing the sharp turns and unexpected bumps would drive me ahead in life   Slowly I opened up to you allowing you to view the naked me Without my known persona and masked disguise And in return you shared your goals, hopes and ambitions Trusting that we could help each other grow hand in hand   We became trusting friends that Aristotle described Meaning our true selves and actions bettered each other A true friendship is when two can learn and encourage one another automatically And unknowingly we became just that   I am still young and have many years of learning ahead But because the opport
A sigh of relief herd across the field With a sweet sent of self satisfaction As sure as the sun rises and the stars shine Hope continues to flood the mind with passion   Ideas blossom waiting for the encouragement to grow Hope and love give the buds life Allowing fore ideas to prosper into flowery fields Waiting to be harvested and admired   Alas the spring storms stroll in to crush all hope Thunder and lightning clouds the mind, blocking ideas Until the rush of rain floods the fields All hope seems dead   But as sure as the grass will grow one bud will blossom The one who keeps the hope alive and throws in all energy That one idea, concept and being will then claim victory For it has risen above the challenge of nature and done the impossible
Let the truth be known by the twinkle within With a warm smile and doe eyes Opening up to the world around She sees herself for who she is, who she will be and knows   Its her time to rise above all obstacles, her past A new beginning with a chance to recreate To allow her self to grow, create and imagine And hope that her dreams become reality   She acknowledges herself for who she really is And for once is happy with the reflection shinning back When she smiles she knows its right, the right time to shine To be everything she is and not hold back   She said she didnt care and put on her happy face But today is different because her smile is sincere And she shows her true self, the one she had lost is back Knowing everything is going to be ok...   K2L*6/4/06
Crys From The Heart
You walked through the door to hold me tightLaying there saying its all rightWhat happened to the times we sharedLike in the beginning when you really caredThe only fault was your sweet and caring heartUntil one day you just fell apartFrom helping anyone who was in needTo a life of drugs and dealing weedI told you my darkest secrets of lifeAnd you sliced me apart with a double-edged knifeOnly to stand back and watch me bleedKnowing you wouldnt give me at all what I needHow could you just not care at allAnd leave me alone without even a callAre you so bitter and desperate for more That you changed who you are to your very coreYour friends tell me to leave you and dont look backThey say your becoming a failure and thats a factSo tonight I will close my eyes walk awayFor you my love my heart will pray
Tears For Others
I cried... lastnight, tonight. I cried. Anyone who knows me well knows I don't cry alot. It makes me feel weak, powerless and childish. Why now... Why after everything was finally starting to be ok did i crack again and downspiral like this? There is so much to deal with between family, school, health, friends, relationship and usually i balance it just fine. I take care of my friends, family and myself but something went wrong and now everything came crashing down.There are two people in particular who are in similar situations who i luv to death. One has been my rock though everything and it kills me to see him hurt. He is my best friend and my brother. I cried lastnight and i know it was partially for him. I can't stand to see him hurt. Another is one of the sweetest people and I haven't been close with long so I am confused. I don't know how to handle it. I dont' know what to do, or even if I was the thing, the last blow that caused him to crack. What do I do?I have always been fin
Why Is It Always Me
Why is it always me!   Why is it always me The one that is never good enough And the huge disappointment to all Sitting here in this chair alone I wonder when I will fall   Why is it always me The one who picks up others lose ends And tying their lives together With no one to take care of me All this seams so unbearable, so hard to weather   Why is it always me The one who dreams of her final days And counts down till she can begin again The chance for the rebirth of her soul Is again her ultimate sin   Why is it always me The one who fights for her own destruction And never seen for her true good Truth, honesty, passion, all a double edged sword Rising her to the ultimate height then stabbing her below where she first stood   Why is it always me The one so use to the let downs And being told she is the main problem She is so use feelings, guilt, and pain So why does she not understand them   Why is it always me The one fighting for her change And beli
Growing Up
                  Me Lay me down, and burry me deep With secrets of you I will always keep Like last springs bloom my love forgotten Leaving my crying heart again untouched   Cold nights to weeks, and weeks to months Hopes to uncertainties, uncertainties to doubts Am I so horrible to be left on the outs That shining prince in armor will never see me   Oh mirror mirror on the wall Please show me the awful person I am Give me strength so I can walk tall And guide me to one who will break my fall   Let him be the sun that thaws my cold heart The key to open my heart to love Or the one who enables my soul to trust Let him be the one who completes me
You Cannot Live If You Have Not Cell Phones And Cell Phone Features
Cell Phones were a luxury, not a necessity several years ago. I think anyone over the age of 30 will remember the days when wireless phones were big and bulky with average reception and limited coverage at best. Cell phones of yesterday had one function and one function only - to make and receive calls as hard as it is to imagine now. How times change.... Even the most basic Wholesale Bar Phone of 2007 pack more computing and navigational power than was used on early NASA space missions! Business people have become emotionally attached to their personal cell phones and wireless technological devices and as you would expect. So much so that there are now specialists treating addictions to advanced wireless devices such as other e-mail capable "smart" phones and the Blackberry. Studies have shown that addictions to Wholesale Slide Phone and wireless Blackberry e-mail are as powerful as heroin addiction! We have tracked down some of the latest cell phones and features that ev
Mirrors Of The Soul
I am drawn By the sparks in your eyes. Like a moth to a flame.   I'am capture By the color in your eyes Like a light to a prism.   I am pulled By the need in your eyes Like a tide to a shore   But most of all I am attracted By the love in your eyes Like a women to a man.  
Why Are Men Such Pigs When Commenting Women's Pictures?
It is one of my pet peeves. You look through pictures of women and rate them. You come across some comments that men make and wonder did their momma's teach them any better. I just don't get it. I'm sure women may make the same types of comments to other men or women. Has the woman's body just become an object to men? Is there anymore respect for women anymore?    Just my thoughts....
Why I Carry A Gun
  Why I Carry a Gun My old grandpa said to me 'Son, there comes a time in every man's life when=  he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's when he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin.' I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I  don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I  don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world.. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun  because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government. I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government.. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone. I carry a gun because I want to die at a ripe old age
Alone --- Work In Progress
Ok, this is still a work in progress. I haven't had much time to edit it, but it seems alright at the moment.AloneI see life passing me bywhile I mostly sit around and cryMy dreams are breaking apartwhile my fears are growing. I look in the mirror,but I don't recognize who I see.The girl with the sad eyes is me.Same hair, same face,but none of the laughter is left. What happened?When did I change?I remember being happythough now it seems like a dream.Where are the friends,that said, "If you need me I'll be there"they are never around.It is as though they disappearedlike a memory you can just erase.Reality suddenly dawnsand I realize I am all alone.I realize I am not a very good poet, but I enjoy writing out my feelings. Hope you can enjoy some of my poems
I see you everydaybut I can't talk to youwhat am I always so shy around youI need you to notice me but instead you walk on byI am invisible, or was I ever realI wish that somedaysomebody could get me to come out of my shellI feel so lonelywhile you are always surrounded by friendsI guess I will never talk to youbut I will admire youfrom my little corner of the worldand hope that you will someday notice me and not walk on bywithout saying a wordbut smile and say "Hi"
I Guess Better Late Than Never
turning my autos on! b on my cherry bomb list!
More Like The Evening News...
So my carpal tunnel surgery is this Thursday and my jerk face brother informs me that he can't take me because he is going to be putting in the new kitchen faucet. You may see me on the evening the news for blowing his car up.  While he is in it the damn thing.  So now I will have to probably take a cab both ways.  None of my friends can take me cuz they would have needed to request a personal day last week. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........
Irradicate intricate things seem to hate no place for the state of headache migrate. What's the take some to just seem fake for the break of mistake. Definate through the mind state of one's plauged hate. Soul is lost through the gate. No matter how much one takes sake for the fate of lesser greater a rate exaggerate the ladder through the fo cal voc matter. The tate distate here i go off in flows only on with ya woe so. Tragic asiatic extend through the static. Mate at the one hands of fate. No make for the fuck of sake. Definitive then a less of penetrive love to give hard thribs. Adjectives agitate pani cake bake the man. Hitting with much for ya not to stand under. What is there to anyway. I elect fect inspect inner ject reject you from trying to put me way out. What is it about life that is trife ain't far from right. Ain't ya mom or dad ever tell ya. Nothing would ever be possibly. For you to make i disintegrate at the hate of ya pro state. Of matter what you make. I'm the illest
King Of Leon- Cold Desert
I'm on the cornerWaiting for a light to come onThat's when I know you're aloneIt's cold in the desertWater never sees the groundSpecial unspoken without soundYou told me you loved meThat I'd never die aloneHand over your heartLet's go homeEveryone noticedEveryone has seen the signsI've always been known to cross linesI never ever criedWhen I was feeling downI've always been scared of the soundJesus don't love meNo one ever carried my loadI'm too young to feel this oldHere's to youHere's to meOn to us nobody knowsNobody seesNobody but me
King Of Leon Revelry
What a night for a dance, you know I'm a dancing machineWith the fire in my bones and the sweet taste of keroseneI get lost in the light so high don't wanna come downTo face the loss of the good thing that i have foundWoo hoo hooWoo hoo hooIn the dark of the night I can hear you calling my nameWith the hardest of hearts I still feel full of painSo I drink and I smoke and I ask you if *you're* ever aroundEven though it was me who drove us right in the groundSee the time we shared it was precious to meBut all the while I was dreaming of revelryGonna run baby run like a stream down a mountainsideWith the wind at my back I won't ever even bat an eyeJust know it was you all along who had a hold of my heartBut the demon and me was the best of friends from the startSo the time we shared it was precious to meAll the while I was dreaming of revelryDreaming of revelryAnd I told myself for the way you go, it rained so hard it felt like snowEverything came tumbling down on meIn the back of the woo
I Never Knew!
As some of you know, I have celiac disease. But what you don't know, is that I've been foolish and have not been following the proper diet for almost a year now. I'm started having some of the same problems I had when I was first treated. Yes, I know, I'm stupid for not sticking with it.... Someone was asking me about celiac disease the other day, and if it was dangerous. This is part of what I found out. When individuals with CD ingest gluten, the villi, tiny hair-like projections in the small intestine that absorb nutrients from food, are damaged. This is due to an immunological reaction to gluten. Damaged villi do not effectively absorb basic nutrients -- proteins, carbohydrates, fats, vitamins, minerals, and, in some cases, water and bile salts. If CD is left untreated, damage to the small bowel can be chronic and life threatening, causing an increased risk of associated disorders -- both nutritional and immune related.
You And Me
Just kiss me softly, sweet and tender I want to be lost in sweet surrender Hold my hand and brush my cheek I want to feel my knees go weak I want your soft lips pressed on mine Your breath so hot, as fingers entwine Losing myself in your sweet embrace My lips longing for one more taste I want to give in to reckless desires See how much I can stoke the fires Hold me close and whisper my name I know I will  never be the same ~me
I Am A Nana
at 7:39 am i delivered my grandson i did not even know that my 16 yes 16 year old was carring she said she did not know! but anyway he is 7 11 21 inch long Christain is his name i just thank god that every thing went well  4-22-10
Soe Meu O Teu Amor
Meu amor cuando mim beijas Vejo o mundo revirar Vejo o cei aqui na terra e a terra no ar Os teus labios tem o mel que a abelha eu sou probe probre pobre mas e meu o teu amor
Lol Faking Justin Bieber (faking A 14 Yr Old Thats So Low)
chanz@ fubar lol faking justin bieber (faking a 14 yr old thats so low)
Oracle (a Spoke N' Heard Event)
Bassment Entertainment in conjunction with Lyricsurge Records World Youth Movement present Oracle (A Spoke N' Heard Event)Open Mic Poetry/Song/Book Reading/Discussionat Tovah4404 Avenue H between Troy Avenue and East 45th StreetBrooklyn, NYEvery Thursday8 PM-until (Showtime 9 PM to Midnight)Hosted by Wayne D. Russell (Songwriter, poet and activist)Featuring guest performers:Ras OsagyefoK-Lyric& moreFree admissionDinner Available Contact me here for more information.
In The Pits Of Valley Of This Rollarcoaster
i come to you broken today scars on my skin i look to you for salvation. theres a darkness in me draggin me down hold me tonight tell me its alright and i will believe you this one time. i long to take this ache away, my mind turns to old ways i so want to begin to drag and push down and see what comes out. i love you all and im sorry i have not been me...but have you been you towards me will you be the one to take me on and break this darkness. i come to you broken today scars on my skin i look to you for salvation. is it you i am looking to?
Matter Of Time
Now in each others minds,Can our Hearts be opened to.My mind now wonders how long,Till my heart belongs to you. With each passing day,The need grows more strong.To have your heart with mine,I know it wont be long. So my little beauty,Now its just a matter of time.Till I hold your heart,And can truely call you mine.
I Hate When People Say There Gonna Get U A Hh Or Blingpack And Lie Why Js....
I hate when people say there gonna get u a hh or blingpack and lie thn igore u like its ur fault even when u tell them its ok
White On White Midnight Cruise
White on White Midnight Cruise Saturday, June 12th, 2010 Aboard the Star of Palm Beach Pier 40 - West Side Highway and West Houston Street Boarding at 11:45 PM. Departing at 1 AM.Tickets $40 (Dinner Included)Dress to Impress. All White Preferred.21 & Over. ID A Must. Tight Security.Music By:Magnus SupremeVibez CampBenyamin AKA Badman Benny Send me a message here for more information and tickets.
Hi Everyone
Hi I am a CD from Canada with a sweet tasting Wife I might add smiles she approves of my dressing and enjoys my cam I/We would be Interested in chatting making a new Friend perhaps meeting or caming. Pls See my pics at flickr tasty9sweetcd, cam4 sweet9ninecd, facebook sweetcdcan,or add me at tasty9sweetcd at yahoo dot com, or sweetcdcan9 at hot mail dot com,if interested Ty Smiles Veronica/Megan
Never Mind Cancel This!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     Can't wait for me to clear things up, can ya? So my #2 friend and family has a problem. His VIP expires tomorrow and so far he has had no luck in getting a new one. SO...we have devised a plan...All he needs is a 1 month VIP, which costs $20 right? So for $20 you get...-15 million fubux (Which is great if you're going for spotlight)-750 11s if you buy it today while we still have unlimited 11s, or 100 11s a day for a week if you buy it after it expires-1 pimp out a day for a week from me personally-1 Sh*tface a day for a week from my #1-2 SFW salutes from meThis is the best deal you will ever get for $20 on here, I can guarantee you that. So if you want to waste your $20 on some chick on here who doesn't deserve it, go ahead...or you can use it on someone who has busted his ass for the last 3 years just to get where he is. Click the link below his picture to help. If you want to iron out the details, ping me, him (my #2) or my #1...we've all come together to help

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