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I Don't Know ....
1. JENNIFER a fun, outgoing person. generally smart but can be a total blonde at times. someone who likes meeting new people, and smiles a lot. a person who never would just turn on people. a very good friend. someone you can trust. when she's mad, stand clear she might blow her top. but a person who doesn't get mad easily so you dont have to worry about that. she alwayas smiles!she is such a jennifer. 2. JENNIFER She has the most beautiful eyes and hair. She smells that of a fall evening, and her voice will typically seranade you. What is it about those Jennifers that always get me going? 3. JENNIFER A really sexy, funny, smart girl that every guy wants. Damn, you lucky bastard, your gf is a total Jennifer 3. JENNIFER Usually the hottest girl in the class. Laughs 24/7 and smiles no matter what's going on. 4. JENNIFER

This Afternoon
i had decided to take a quick nap this morning and woke up very puzzled about my dream i had.... basically it staryted out me meeting someone online she was foreign like from holland or someploace and loved me very much but couldnt get to me so we met at a science centeer someplace far from both of us why i do not know, lol but then i figured out how i could get her here to be with me, i had come on a windfall of cash dome how nd paid her way to see me and when we arrived at this science center we visited the telescope so we could see thge stars together it was totlly awsome we held hands as we watched the huge dome open and seen the night sky togehter for the first time i held her close and pointed out some stars to her as we sipped wine and loved each other and talked about us, then it was time for her to go back, and i only had one thing i could help her nd was a potion to change her into this weird creature that when she growlewd hse would be able to go faster lol, as i would

I Will Carry You
even though weve changed and were all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, well come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where were not all still friends.

Urbandictionary.com
So here's what you do. Go to www.urbandictionary.com and do a lookup of your name. Then blog the definition! Tori: someone of great nature, beauty, ettiquette, and intellegent. often reffered to in the sense of a godlike being "Dude, Prince William is so awesome. Almost as awesome as Tori... but not quite, because no one is that aweswome" tori (n): pretty much the most awesome person you will ever hope to meet. many people try to be as balla as tori but in many cases do not suceed. toris are pretty awesome and pretty much the greatest thing since...EVER! many people hope to be tori but never are because shes a ballaholic! woah look at tori, shes more ballin then that kid in detroit son. Tori is

Elling My A Off
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=erika 1.Erika Possibly one of the sexiest girls on the face of the earth. They are so much fun to be around, But, a downside is that they are too fine for you. Usually not skanks or hoes have tons of friends and are in middle class families. Has friends that will destroy people that want to harm her. Gets hit on a lot by guys isn't stuck up or a bitch, although they tend to have a bitchy friend or two. Dude, you see Erika today? Man, she was fine as hell! Ha!she is but a girl that fine is outta your league.... 2. Erika Female name, German and Scandinavian origin, an alternative spelling of Erica. Meaning: Ever queen/ever powerful My name is spelt Erika NOT Erica 3.Erika One who is naturally equited with the tools and machinary to pull off a succesful and satisfactory rape of an unsuspecting victim. Those who get raped by an Erika usually end up savoring every last minute of it. "That rape was so good, it must of been an Erika

Me (revised)
I throw fits...tantrums...whatevah. I'm a bitch, I'm a cunt, a mother fucker, a little girl, a sensual woman. Extremely sexual...occasionally needy. But perfectly capable of pleasing myself for long periods of time. Whatever you want to say...I am indeed spoiled rotten but not bratty. I'm lonely and shouldn't be. I love more than one and I am told that is wrong. I am submissive yet have a will so strong it will test yours. Only the strong survive! I am very shy yet my personality will make you wonder. I tend to shock to hide my shyness. Sometimes I hate...and berate myself for it. Sometime the hate inside is so strong it frightens me. Then more often than not, I love so much it frightens me even MORE. I am a conflict within myself. Aren't we all???? I crave human tenderness yet it makes me uncomfortable. Compliments make me happy yet embarrass me to no end. I am an angel and demon at the same time. I am natural yet supernatural. I can love and hate you at t

Greeters Schedule
***ALL TIMES EASTERN*** Mon. Tues. Wed. Thurs. Fri. Sat. Sun. 12am-2am 2am-4am 4am-6am 6am-8am 8am-10am 10am-Noon Alabama Girl Noon-2pm 2pm-4pm Crazy Beautiful 4pm-6pm 6pm-8pm 8pm-10pm 10pm-12am Shattered Shattered

First Fakes Of February And A Bling Pack Contest?..
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

First Fakes Of February And A Bling Pack Contest?..
This is a simple fake, I know I’ve been slackin kids but here goes….I saw it scrollin that means some duffbag wasted a pimp out on it… NiKki@ fubar Pictures stolen from Nextdoornikki.com At least get original with the name, please. And this annoying fake is the most annoying kind, and steals pictures from real people on fubar.com…then hides behind a friends only profile.. Check it out in the blog of the young lady it offended today…. http://www.fubar.com/blog/328901/1100026 Meanwhile I’m getting ready for a contest to give away either a 7 day blast or a 25 credit bling pack! Here’s a hint: You won’t have to look far from here to get in the game…lol peace.

The Stars Cry
Part One She awoke sun blazing in eyes. Laying amidst a sea of green grass blades. Slightly perplexed, she raised herself fully aware of what the world held. She knew the shadows cast around her were from tress, that the sweet smells mingling in her nose were from the surrounding flowers, and that the humming tune were from bees buzzing about. What she did not know was where exactly here was and where in this here she belonged. So with uncertain assuredness she pushed herself to her feet. As the wind swept around her and with the leaves and the petals that it blew up, the wind also caused fear to arise in her. She surveyed the are, noticing that she stood in a valley between hills with identical grass seas on every hill side so that if looked as if there were waves. There was not path to show here where to go nor a fence to show her where not to. She wondered With no boundaries in sight how was she to know where she was permitted to travel. While each direction left little promise

Love Unbound, For The One Who Is Still To Be Found
I know that you are not perfect and nor can I claim to be either, but please believe me, when I say that I want to be by your side, to hold your hand, to treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide, to be next to you, to be held close to your heart now and for the rest of my living years, to comfort you, dry your tears and calm your most frightening fears, to fight your battles and show no shame to scream my love for you out loud all over the land

Sleep Walk
If you did not exist I would have dreamed you into being. And a lucky thing too for my world only exists in my dreams ... my fantasies. I wander the earth sleepwalking ... I look awake to everyone, but I sleep all day just hoping that our lips will find each other in some forest or mountain shimmering with that glowy dreamscape lighting. Reality has become someplace I'm forced to return to ... like a messy house after vacation ... complicated, twisted, dirty dishes and laundry piling up from the last ditch effort to escape. Eventually the dreams fade. The distance and time between fantasy and reality grows larger and I begin to forget your face ... the way your touch felt in my dream. I beg for sleep, perchance to dream ... perchance to feel. Soon the reality of life will take those dreams from me ... my awakened state reminding me that it is all in my head and the two worlds can never be one. I hear the alarm slowly getting louder and louder ... first the snooz

One
One look and I'm frozen where I standOne smile and I feel my cheeks burnOne word and I am captivatedOne touch and my skin feels electricOne kiss and the butterflies waltz in my stomachOne day and I can't stop smilingOne night and my body tremblesOne lifetime would never be enough …

Little Shadow.
So it's been a while since I last decided to blog it up. I'm sitting here listening to Yeah Yeah Yeahs - It's Blitz. Yeah I know you don't care for that album so much. Even still for some reason it makes me think about you. Today has been an odd one for me. Not a bad or good day, just odd. For some reason I'm thinking about you more than I normally do. I'm really realizing how much you truly mean to me. Everyday I'm amazed about how I feel about you. I'll never understand how or why I've always felt this way with everything that has happened as well as the amount of time I've known you. I don't think I'm suppose to understand, nor do I want to. I'm happy with where we're at and the future that will be bright. With all of this stuff on mind I know 100% you are whom I'm suppose to spend my life with. We've both been put through some pretty rough tests and soon the reward will be for the taking. I can't wait to get this all started. Patience is definitely something I've had to learn si

Delain - Stay Forever
Stay ForeverSilence in the living roomHours feel like daysSilence when I speak to youYour a thousands miles awayCrying for real oh yes your worth the prizeBecause when the mind gets cloudingI forget about our fightsStay forever, it's never againMy words have been spoken,It will come to an endStay forever, it's never againMy words have been spoken,It will come to an endI'll affiche your energyRunning through my veinsChemical the love I feelFor faces without nameCrying for real Oh, yes your worth the prizeBecause when your mind gets cloudingI forget about our fightsStay forever, it's never again My words have been spoken, It will come to an end Stay forever, it's never again My words have been spoken, It will come to an endThis empty house is not a homefind the will to stand aloneWithout your armourFlesh and blood for turn to stonefind the will to stand aloneAnd wait to turn away Stay forever, it's never again My words have been spoken, It will come to an end Stay forever, it's never ag

Sex2
Human sperm is of a low quality - relative to many animals, including primates, a low proportion of the sperm is viable - and this encourages pair bonded sexual partnerships to the detriment of any arrangement of irregular and infrequent coitus, particularly harem-like arrangements and surreptitious affairs. Women's visual and olfactory sexual preference is biased toward desirable partners during the period of fertility and toward less desirable ones the rest of the time. This is likely an adaptation running counter to monogamy, which tends to maintain the procreative availability of desirable partners and the pacification and utilitarian engagement (household protection and production) of undesirable ones. Underscoring this adaptation, incidence of orgasm in females is predominantly dictated by the perceived sexual (hereditary) desirability of the male, and household partnership or emotional involvement is not a predictor. This is significant because the vaginal and uterine contra

Tao Te Ching 2
All in the world know the beauty of the beautiful, and in doingthis they have (the idea of) what ugliness is; they all know the skillof the skilful, and in doing this they have (the idea of) what thewant of skill is.So it is that existence and non-existence give birth the one to(the idea of) the other; that difficulty and ease produce the one (theidea of) the other; that length and shortness fashion out the one thefigure of the other; that (the ideas of) height and lowness arise fromthe contrast of the one with the other; that the musical notes andtones become harmonious through the relation of one with another; andthat being before and behind give the idea of one following another.Therefore the sage manages affairs without doing anything, andconveys his instructions without the use of speech.All things spring up, and there is not one which declines to showitself; they grow, and there is no claim made for their ownership;they go through their processes, and there is no expectation (of

Meh......
The Totally Bored Survey from Quizopolis.com Whats your name? - Bee Len DuhWhat is your age? - 21Have you ever lied about your age? - No need Have you ever chatted in a chat room? - yupWhat is the best thing that has happened to you today? - Food :)Where do you live? - Va Do you know what bfe stands for? - I dont really give a shit :DDo watch merry christmas charlie brown every year? - Yeppers Do you enjoy going to the football game every friday? - I dont do that so.... no Were you ever a cheerleader? - Hah! NoDo you like going to pep-rallys? - *sigh* noDo you think what adam lambert did on the ama's was wrong? - wtfWhat is the latest book you read? - Memoirs of a GeishaAre you stilll in high school? - Ahh.. no What is your favorite genre of movies? - Awesome Have you ever been in love? - Sure Do you have a current bf/gf? - YeahWould you rather be tickled or punched? - None of the above Do you like playing sports? - sleeping is a sport right?Do you have an extra-curricular activity? -

The Love Inside
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of others. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.

A Letter To My Unkle
Dear Rayman How are u ding I'm doing allright you know dad has cancer. Has ben one year sins you died, dad fount uot he had cancer about 2 months later. Mom had a pace maker put in about a month after that.Dad is on his way to be with you. Take care of him.You will have someone to go fishing & hunting with.Now when he gets there yall don't be caseing al those prity angle al over heaven! love always Phlip

Path Of Initiation
My blood boils with rage and burns slow like sageAnd with every song I write I fill up another pageIn this grand grimoire you can open doorsMentally let my words sink into your pours, yeahAnd into your mind you'll never know what you'll findThese premanitions are more than a simple signIt's more deep than mankind, more deep than a false Savior, More deep than the hands of timeIt's like every word I say is a part of this puzzleDon't be mistaken the answer is forever shuffledWithin the artwork, tracks and numbersThis is initiation for it you must sufferTake my hand, let me lead straight into the fireYou bought the record so it must be your true desireI am the Prophet speaking to my congregationDisciples now prepare for the path of initiationThis is the path of initiationThe cycle of death brings forth creationYou must die for illuminationDivination is your destinationThis is the path of initiationThe cycle of death brings forth creationYou must die for illuminationDivination is your dest

Just Random Stuffs
Its almost 3:30 here in central time zone and Im just eating breakfast, Im a bum so suck one! A sausage, egg, croissant (i had to look at the box to spell it correctly) My rent is due, and im short because my boss didnt submit my payroll for working at his house.. fucker better pay me by tommorrow or I will have late fees! My Unemployment Benifits will take almost 3 weeks to get money. Grrr My phone bill is due next week My light bill is past due Ive not been this tight on money in 5 years... I think fubar is like an elderly relative, you know its dying, and you still visit regularly, and will miss it when its gone and talk about it like you are going to see it again. everyday is the same now My ex has had use of my car for the last year, she pays the insurance on it. Recently she moved about an hour from here, and I told her when she gets her tax return, i need my car back and She has been bugging me about Child Support the last couple days...she Is gon

Dad Has Cancer
My dad has lung cancer has had it for one year. He is my step dad but the only dad I ever realy new.We a good life together. Going to mis diog things with him. He allready can't git out of bed half the time,it's hard wachting someone you love go fram bing heathy to bing able to hardly move.Whent out with my sis for mine an my dads bithday hi the 26 mine the 27. Dad did not go he was not up to it. I saw a man danceing he reamined me of how dad love to dance, an now can bearly walk his leggs heart so bad.Hate to say it I hope he heary's up an die so he won't heart no mor. He will go to haven an dance aggen love him allwas his son Phillip

Frustrated With Musical Flakes!
I have been living south of Seattle for the past couple years. It seems like in this area all I can find are flakes to jam with. I search Craigs List and it seems I find arrogant unskilled know-it-alls or I find people pretending to be something they are not. I am just pretty damn frustrated with the whole sceene. However, i still keep practicing and hope to one day find the fit!

Sometimes I Am A Bitch
I don't mind IMs, but seriously, don't be stupid. This guy just annoyed me and I sent his IM onto his woman. LOL partner.needs: hellome: hipartner.needs: how are upartner.needs: asl plzme: Fine and in the profile you failed to bother withpartner.needs: i use my gf idpartner.needs: asl plzme: Again, it's in the profilepartner.needs: yeahpartner.needs: have campartner.needs: then we can have some funme: Fuck offme: I'm gonna send this PM to your girlfriend and then you can really have some fun. BYE And yes, I did send it to the girlfriend! LOL

Just Venting
The fucktards sure are out and busy today! Really, they're just annoyances that the lovely ignore feature was designed for. So instead of me bitching out each of these losers, I'm just gonna vent here instead. 1. I'm sick of the "you're beautiful, I'd love to see more" comments. I don't really care what you would like to see. I have plenty of pics available for your viewing pleasure. If they aren't what you're looking for, move on and find someone who has what you are looking for. That comment isn't gonna make me tell you "OMG really??? Then please, look at these nudes of me right now!" 2. I don't "trade pics" asshole. I can easily see a naked man in REAL LIFE that looks SO much better than you do. I'm not even gonna entertain this offer. You're the only one benefiting from it and I think you should keep your dick pics to yourself. 3. Don't ask me to comment and rate a bunch of your pics. If I want to, I will. But don't demand it. I know you would like me to - everyone enjoys getti

Lists, Links, Projects, & Memories
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=8F5A005AEC043CE2 Okay about the link…….I was challenged by a close friend (and Professor) to look at the women in my life…past, present and associate song with those people/periods and from that get a better grasp upon my past, and how it influences my present, and to some degree my future. I do not believe in superficial encounters. I think that is some way, however slight, a person leaves their mark on another. Good, bad, or ugly we remain changed forever by the people who come into and out of our lives. They leave remnants of themselves with us, and we with them. I do not think that we necessarily need to fear this, but understand just as salt and baking powder by themselves are rather distasteful, just try making decent cookies without them….(damm Cueball for teasing me with Tobies…I’m on a baked goods kick now!!) So yes, this is a list of songs, clips, associated with the women that have had

Fun Stuff - Urban Dictionary
Ok. New game. Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your name. Then in a comment, tell me what it says about you :P Ellen- The coolest person on the planet....you think she's a dork but really she is the most AWESOME, INCREDIBLE girl EVER....no one can top this girl! Pretty, 'girl next door', type of females, who are intelligent and rational. Ellens are fun filled, giggly, characters who provide others with endless amusement when in their best moods and/or intoxicated. Very self critical, and appear to be tall brunettes who sometimes act like blondes. Name given to a girl who is the best in the brothel-working business, yet she doesn't give it away for free, as she is classy. Also a name given to one of the prettiest girls in school. Ellen is absoultly hot, sexy, lovelable, and the perfect girlfriend.Ellen is funny and loves to be around friends.Ellen is a common name in GreeceEllen always is looking for a "good time" (wink)Ellen is the well rounded, saint and sinner, beatiful and

What My Name Means :d
An amazing sister, a best friend, a true gem, and a beautiful, smart, hillarious young lady. A girl who has unlimited potential and never ceases to amaze the world. May define something random, goofy, klutzy, or just plain crazy. Also knows as Meggers, Meglet, etc. buy meg mugs, tshirts and magnets short and sweet just like her name..a hot girl with a lot of potential for lovin. shes always got some man chasing after her and she has really cool friends (but nobody likes them).

Good News
nissan is picking back up and i might have my old job back at yates... not that i am on much anymore anyway but if i am not on for awhile that will probably be why... but i talked to the guy he pulled my file and told me he'd give me a call.. (y) kk.... and now here is tom with the weather :P

True Colors By Billy Milano
Opportunities arise, open youreyes don't decline.Open the door.What's right for you may not bewhat's right for me.Ultimatums shown us or them I don't know.Open the door.Take our hands cause you knowwe're your friends.You call me a friend, but stabme in the back again.From this deed now I learn. On you, my back I never turn.What was mine was always yours.But you're slammin' all the doors. True colors, my are growing bright.But you're still stuck in a grey life.Jealousy, can't you see what it's done.Open the doors.I thought I knew, what kind of friendare you.Honesty flows through me - with purity.Open the doors.Once again, we were friends, we're through.Because of you and yourTRUE COLORS.Let them shine.

Work Romance Part 1
The thought of dating someone at work never crossed my mind until you started to work with me. You are a very handsome man with the deepest eyes I have ever seen. You can tell that you've been through a lot just by looking into your eyes. You could also tell that you got whatever you wanted...whenever you wanted it...no matter what it was. This is where the attraction began. I'm the same way...I always get what I want...and I want you. You seem like you could be a challenge...something that will end even better than it normally would...I love challenges.Later that day I see you in the corner office and I decided to approach you...fully aware that I am wearing a very low cut black suit. You're very friendly...even flirtatious. You tell me that I look nice as I return the compliment. We exchange small talk for a little while...moments later I go in for the kill. I get it out of you that you're single and that you just moved into your own house...which ironically is near my place. We cont

Zipper Watchers
I must confess that for many years I have been a zipper watcher. Where ever I go I'm always checking out the guy's pants. I especially like tight jeans. I always get a little turned on when I see a guy whose zipper is really straining. The other day I was feeling lonesome so I put on a nice tank top and shorts. My boobs are a generous D cup and I wore a push up bra that really made them look good under that low cut tank top. I needed a few things from the grocery store so I went to town. I got lots of admiring glances from the men at the store, which made me feel a little better. After getting my groceries, I stopped at a new gas station that just opened. I pulled in behind this large black Mercedes Benz. I could not help notice the handsome guy pumping the gas. He was tall with black wavy hair and a nice tan. He had a black silk shirt that fit perfectly to his muscular body. His pants were also black silk that fit to a tee. I could hardly believe it but I could clearly see the outli

What Happened?
I keep looking back to myself and wondering what happened? I remember; I was a happy go lucky guy and never down or sad. Thetruth is, that is how I used to be. Suddenly in the summer of 08 when everything changed, I don't even really know why.I remember walking back to my room after 12-14 hours of work in theheat, tired both physically and mentally wishing that one year would fly by. Wishing that I would wake up and a year would be gone. Before then I never felt that way. I loved every minute of my life not matter what was happening. I never wanted time to pass because I enjoyed that moment and wanted to enjoy it more.Something happened to me.

Broken
Broken Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splattered from floor to ceilingbut the pain, I'm no longer feelingall I've loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBroken shell, of a manEnd my days, with my own handSpill my blood, and watch it runA lifless corpse I have becomeSelfish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell I'm leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot rembered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieving, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that I'm gone, they loved this bastard

Golden.
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after a while. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's time to actuall

Prez Wising Up?
It is nice to see the President finally on the way to making a good decision. Hopefully he put KSM back into a military tribunal where he belongs. Now if he can listen to the American people about the debt...we may be on to something.

The Peter Serafinowicz Show
I know I've blogged this on more than on occasion, but The Peter Serafinowicz Show is now finally out on dvd. This award winning BBC sketch show written by and starring the voice of Darth Maul is one of the funniest things I seen on tv. It makes me LOLZ a lot. He does funny things, and pretends to be people, and one of his characters is a fat man called Brian Butterfield who is rubbish at things. You should check it out.

I Broke A Wall
All night long I was woken up by the aching in my jaw were a tooth USED to be. Without dental insurance I could not afford a root canal and so I had it yanked out. Everything was just fine until the numbness wore off - then OUCH! I would wake up, wander around, then finally take a pain pill and fall back to sleep. When it was time to do my taxi-mom thing I was sure I was A-OKAY! And I was....right up until the time I pulled in to the garage after all precious cargo had been deposited - and hit the lawn mower, which was kind enough to go THROUGH the wall at various spots. My husband's finely tuned hearing had me jumping as I stared at the lawn mower shaped holes and heard behind me "So what did you hit?" YIKES! Rule #1: Do not fool yourself into thinking your reaction time is not impacted by a legal dose of a narcotic. I never had any issue with antibiotics, but heck, as far as I know now - they could be the latest MR. HYDE revealer. I learned somethng today. Now my mouth really hur

Dont Rip Have Sum Love I Just Want Feed Back 2
the start Category: Writing and Poetry i know this moment in life is present but words feel less noticed or just irrelevanti feel less real the longer im awakeim stuck in a grave i didnt makebut time can just fade my debts never paid you use me your vile you lie then just smile you constantly cut mebut you like my styleyour selfish im tired,broken and drained you twist what you hear i swallow the pain would love just to watch this all burn awayso fuck it ur fire my blood is propane

Dont Rip Have Sum Love I Just Want Feed Back
the second Category: Writing and Poetry I guess i dont meet your needsi think i lack a planted seeda home of my own or maybe peaceall i seem to birth is griefyou lost one so i'll give you minea missing piece can hardly shime but what is pain when death is time I'll swallow the feelin of neglect and try twice as hard so you wont regret I'd give up my life just to forget how my gums would bleed when u were upsetbut its my fault this is combat love is pain all i know is contactand all you see is confussion its not called abuse when u dont leave a contusionjust a shatterd person a child built for seconda king broken down for he respects a peasant

Cyber Deep
Online chat Friendship sought Innocent enough Phone calls Shared thoughts Never enough Thoughts of you Day and Night Encounters bright Moments turned to hours Spent together Chat, phone and letter Morning Noon Night Falling Asleep Sound by voice At my side Fluttering of my heart Never met Could this be right Tears wept Feelings intense Into my life you crept Others nearby Can’t compare Love so dear Could it be real Feelings cyber deep Of one you may never meet Scared to let go My heart rings tight I, too, love you And I will hold on With All my might

Maybe?
I'm writing this on the off chance that maybe you'll see this since my blogs were something you enjoyed reading when you were consistently on Fubar. And if you don't, I'll send you the link here some time. I miss you. I miss you a whole lot. But I'm ok. I might be emotional at times, or confused, but it honestly is more of the personal stuff I'm enduring right now and I just wish you were here because you're the one that makes me smile and makes it all worthwhile. You make me feel better and I want to turn to you for those reasons and I can't right now. I know you're going through an extremely hard time. And as much as it sucks for me to accept it, you've made it pretty clear you need time with your family, and time to youself, and you're not going to turn to my arms to hold you and comfort you. And that's ok. I get it. I've been there before. December-March of 2009. I snapped and honestly, if alcohol in high amounts weren't available, I refused to answer my phone, IMs, or anything. I

Baby, Don't Say No! --comment And Rate-------
After 3 bottles of great wineAnd looking at you in that dressAfter smelling your sexy perfumeAnd touching your smooth skinAfter sensuous embraces and kissesPulling up your dress and playingAfter licking and biting your neckAnd you slowly unzipping my jeansReaching inside and getting me hardAfter sliding your warm pussy against meAnd driving me out of my mindBy putting me half way in and sighingThen letting me go in a little deeperAfter pulling back teasingSaying you're not sure you're readyThen tracing my cock with your lipsWhile your tongue circles the shaftAfter pushing your legs apartPutting my hands on your hipsHolding you down, sucking your nipplesI know what you're thinkingWe're so ready we can't stand itA little voice is telling meYou're such a practical jokerI never know what to expectOpening your pussy so I can see itPleading with me to do you hardSpreading your legs even widerI'm gonna give it to you goodSo, I don't want to hear itThis is not the time to be jokingBaby, don't

Wild Time At The Red Light (comment And Rate)
Who would have ever imaginedStopped at a red light I saw herPoured into a short, tight dressLong hair styled by the windMy imagination was out of controlI was running my tongue all over herDown her neck, between her tits,Around her nipples, across her stomachDown and into her delicious, wet pussyI felt her warm lips on my cockTongue twisting around and around itSuddenly, she raised up, pushed me backShe opened her legs and sat on meRamming me all the way inside herselfShe slam fucked me so hard I was breathlessThere was cum flowing everywhereThis was pure animal sex and lustWe were furiously locked togetherSlamming faster and deeper until finallyMy soul was ready to spray into herShe moaned one last time and that did itI shot every last hot drop up her pussyJust then the light turned greenI shook my head and regained my sensesBut you know, something strange happenedAs she walked away she blew me a kissThen winked at me as if she knewIn some strange way we had connectedFor a split secon

How To Please A Woman -----comment And Rate-------
SCENTED CANDLES ALL AROUND THE TUB,LAYING YOU IN A WARM BUBBLE BATH, GIVING YOU A SOOTHING BACK RUBWITH WARM BODY OILS TO EASE THE STRESS AND PAIN,A PRELUDE TO LOVEMAKING, THEN DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN.I WILL LAY YOU IN A ROSE PETAL COVERED BED, SO GENTLY, SO TRUEAS I STIMULATE AND ENTICE YOU WITH FOREPLAY, ENCHANTING EVERY INCH OF YOUWITH SWEET TENDER EMBRACES AND SOFT KISSES ON YOUR FACE,RUNNING MY TONGUE ACROSS YOUR NECK AND FACE.THE SMOOTH SILKY FEEL OF YOUR BODY SO CLOSE TO MINELIKE A BEAUFUL SUNSET OR A FINE AGED WINEMAKING LOVE TO YOU EVERY TOUCH, EVERY CARESS, THE THOUGHT OF INTIMACY,AS OUR BODIES BECOME ONE MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY.AS I FEE THE DESIRE THE PASSION RISE LIKE A FLAME IN THE NIGHT,AND THE BEAUTY OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL BODY REFLECTS BY CANDLE LIGHTI NEVER KNEW THAT MAKING LOVE COULD BE LIKE THISEVERY TOUCH OF YOU, EVERY CARESS, EVERY BEAUTIFUL KISS.THE ONLY WAY TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU IS NICE AND SLOWANTICIPATING OUR LOVE, AND PASSION, BUILD AND GROWLIKE POETRY TO ME, SO WEET SO

Explaining Fucktard And A Lil Bitty Rant
A fucktard is the short cut to saying fucking retard, a retarded fuck, or even a fuck that is a retard. Yes, we have all had a retarded fuck in our lives at some point and if you are like me...then there is a fucktard magnet attached to you somewhere!! Alas my magnets I tend to love and I am proud of them...my tiny lil boobs and my big ole jiggly butt!! Then again there's my attitude because for some damn reason the fucktards think they can break me! Not happening! I say to all the people out there that have dealt with or are dealing with the fucktards around them to band together and make murder for fucktards LEGAL..so then we can punish them without those damn pesky ramifications! Yes, to do that we must have proof! Take photos, videos, and etc but make sure you have their permission! We all know fucktards will give it willingly because they think they are the shizznit or wat ev they wanna call themselves! But, then, hey, guess what?? They gave you permission for their own demise

You Are Making Me High
I'll always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I can't help but touch myself That's why I want you so bad Just one night of Moonlight, with you there beside me All night, doin' it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise You're makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby Can't get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I wanna be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is Moonlights, with you there inside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise, ooh boy You're makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby I want to feel your heart and soul inside of me Let's make a de

For All Of You Who Know What An Mre Is... And Those That Don't This Is Too Funny And True Not To Read.
MRE dinner date, the following is somewhat a true story... Told from thepoint of view of a young Marine."I had a date the other night at my place. On the phone the daybefore, the girl asked me to "Cook her something she's never hadbefore" for dinner.After many minutes of scratching my head over what to make, Ifinally settled on something she has DEFINITELY, definitely hadnever eaten before.I got out my trusty case of MRE's. (Meal, Ready-to-Eat) Fieldrations that when eaten in their entirety contain 3000+ calories ineach meal.Here's what I made: I took three of the Ham Slices out of theirplastic packets, took out three of the Pork Chops, three packets ofChicken-a-la- king and eight packets of dehydrated butter noodles andsome dehydrated/rehydrat ed rice.I cooked the Ham Slices and Pork Chops in one pan, sautd in shavedgarlic and olive oil. In another pot, I blended the Chickena-la-king, noodles, and rice together to make a sort of mush thatlooked suspiciously like succotash.I added some

Nottitle
My thoughts I promised would stay hidden,But there is nothing that I can no longer do.They are no longer just in my head,The thought of you now runs in my body to. The idea of your lips running gently over mine,Warms my core and eases into my veins.I see your hands sliding down my body to thier goal,As waves of you pound through my brain. As I lay you down and your mouth slowly parts,One last kiss before the rest of my dream begins.My hands now are moving,as they now thier task.They slide your silk awayTo reveal what you have hidden. I slowly ease down my lips touch you all on my journey,The sweet taste of your skin reminds,a dream you no longer are.My hands move and begin to part your legs,I lick my lips because from me heaven is no longer far. My hand reaches you first slowly caressing the lips,As my lips inch across your belly,my fingers sense your aroused.My mouth closes near,longing and wanting to taste you.I kiss and lick your thighs,your time has come now. My mo

Tomorrow Is Tuesday Lets Party
I can't say that today was the worst day, but it was a bad one. . . Sure I got to chat with a really great guy first thing in the morning, and had a great shower, and got to talk to that really great guy again after the show but after that it all went down hill FAST! Went to 7-11 to get a drink and a pack of gum before I headed to class, and go yelled at by the clerk, “You have to show me your cup before you fill it up.” Wow lady what is with the rules at 7-11 now? None of the other stores have that rule. (For those in Utah this would be the 7-11 on 2700 South 8400 West, Magna, UT 84044) Got to class, a little early so I thought I would read over the first chapter in my Networking book again before my teacher came back from lunch, and noticed that I kind of already memorized the chapter. Well when my teacher walked in a little after 1 PM I asked him if he could give me the test, and I get told, “Give me a minute.” Well I started reading/studying ag

Imbolc - The Festival Of Lights
Today we can celebrate Imbolc - the Festival of Lights marking the midpoint of winter and our hope for the rebirth of spring This is a time for planning and new hopes as the holiday celebrates the stirring and quickening of new life. It is the ancient Gaelic tradition after sunset, to light every lamp or candle in the house to honor the Sun's rebirth. The holiday is also known as 'Brigit's Day', in honor of the Celtic fire-goddess Brighde, "the Bright One" and other variations - Bridget, Brigid, Bride and Brigantia. She was a Sun Goddess that presided over the hearth and the forge, over the inspiration and skill of sacred art and craft, and over the world of crops, livestock, and nature. The 10th-century Cormac's Glossary states that Brigid was the daughter of the Dagda, the "Great God" of the Tuatha de Danaan - "woman of wisdom…a goddess whom poets adored, because her protection was very great and very famous." Since poetry, filid, was interwoven with the aspects of d

Help Haiti With Compassion, Help Yourself With Restraint
“Haiti’s problems didn’t start on January 12. The world just started paying attention.” If you’re at all like me, you may take umbrage at this statement – indeed, I’m thinking partly due to geography that Haiti is getting much, MUCH more help from the United States that it would if it were within the USA itself! And it’s not that I have not given, we have not given, or have not more to give, but how much charity are we asked for that doesn’t over five minutes, days, weeks, months, or years seem to perpetuate the status quo more than provoke real change among those who receive said help? Today Christian radio stations all over the USA (which are heard all over the world) it’s “Help Haiti With Compassion” day, an effort spearheaded by Compassion International to raise money and give help to that beleaguered country and its people. From the standpoint of the United States where I live, it is certainly a fraugh

Who Will Win The Razzies???
I can’t wait till March 6th cause that’s the day the winners of the Golden Raspberry Awards will be announced. Up for the worst actress are Sandra Bullock, Miley Cyrus and Beyonce Knowles. Will Ferrell is nominated on the guys side. Who ever wins deserves the award so it doesn’t matter who wins. I have my favorites do you? Here are all the nominees: http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/02/01/ferrell-megan-fox-nominated-worst-actor-actress/?test=faces BlastFM should be nominated for the best new internet station of the year. Tune in and vote. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Need To Let It All Out.
Pale eyes make me see the real beauty in you. Would deffinitly say you're the womanizer you say. You took my pride away. You have made the best of me. You took the best of me. Tell me something new. You cannot keep taking more from me. There's not much left. I have to let this go. I need to let these emotions free. You YOU YOU! I wish that it wasn't like this. If only you could see what you've made me become. More self destructive, more ridiculousy jealous. You took the heart of me. You took the heart of me. I cannot believe I let you do that. And I'm not love struck anymore. I'm not going to let you. Just give it all back. I need it back to live. Fate will not control us. We will be victorious. Give me my heart back.

Immortal Cells
Henrietta Lacks’ ‘Immortal’ Cells Journalist Rebecca Skloot’s new book investigates how a poor black tobacco farmer had a groundbreaking impact on modern medicine By Sarah Zielinski Smithsonian.com, January 22, 2010 Medical researchers use laboratory-grown human cells to learn the intricacies of how cells work and test theories about the causes and treatment of diseases. The cell lines they need are “immortal”—they can grow indefinitely, be frozen for decades, divided into different batches and shared among scientists. In 1951, a scientist at Johns Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore, Maryland, created the first immortal human cell line with a tissue sample taken from a young black woman with cervical cancer. Those cells, called HeLa cells, quickly became invaluable to medical research—though their donor remained a mystery for decades. In her new book, The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, journalist Rebecca Skloot tracks down the st

Modesty
GIRLS GONE WILD!!!!! - IRAQ STYLE!!! (Reinvest in the allure of modesty) wrote 4 minutes ago There is no political agenda in this page. The fact is, women are objectified far too much in America. Tits and Ass sell - all sorts of things. Enough is enough. It is time to turn the tide back towards what really matters, the enduring and undeniablely strong love a woman has the capacity to display and feel towards her husband, her children, her community, animals, people of other nations, and all without once jiggling or wiggling. Respect must be demanded, and earned. Too many young women grabbed the feminist SAUCE FOR THE GOOSE and pour it all over themselves, when in fact, they are no ganders. They are lovely women, who do not need to be men in order to show their strength. Chastity and innocense are good things. Men used to be designed to protect and nuture - now they are told that it is not needed, and so much oinking is heard. Relationships reek. Work hard for your money in your work

Acceptance
acceptance means that you can find the serenity within to let go of the past. acceptance is the road to peace, letting go of the worst, holding on to the best. acceptance is the hearts best defense, love's greatest asset, and the easiest way to keep believing in yourself and other's. accept what comes to you totally and completely so that you can appreciate it, learn from it, and then let it go.

Self Worth..........
We have all felt inadequate... incriminating ourselves, falling into the thoughts that portray a life that isn't one we want for ourselves. Waking up or going to sleep with the negative image we have of who we are lingering in the back of our minds. Instead of focusing on the negative validate the positive. It takes strength to live, to live means to feel, to feel means to take in all the pain, disappointment, happiness, and joy. Take time to consider everything that is going right and hang on to it, for whats right is the positive in your life. Some of us may be conceited or overconfident. Remember humility before honor. Or your fall will be that much greater. We all have one death in us, cowards can't die, because they never live. Master your fear, believe in your existence, for your potential awaits.

Leadership
Leadership is a call to action. Acting in good conscience. Not out of a need to be seen or heard knowing that your actions may affect those around you. Given more than you take and taking less than you give. Owning up to any mistakes you made. Having the tenacity to continue. Learning that individual strength begets collective strength. Good leaders come from great followers. For this is a true statement. Good things take time. Great things take even more time. Remember your past for it is your experience. Cherish your present for it is your now. Reach for your future for it is your tomorrow.

Wisdom
Wisdom is not an age given thing. It is the ability to see into things. It is not given to the swift, nor the strong or men professing themselves to be wise. For wisdom comes with true knowledge and understanding. Wisdom is not defined by emotion, reason, science or technology. Wisdom is truly better than the weapons of war.

Thinking Of Love
to love someone is to give them your heart so this day as of today i'm handing you my heart all i ask is to never hurt it as i have been hurt far to many times in my past the greatest thing i can give you is a love that is undying an that will grow every min of every day showing you how i feel an what i want will always come from my heart so please love me as i do you never hide it or keep it from me for i will surely cry an if its not love you are feeling then please always tell me the truth cause i love you to much to hold you from loving the one true love you have or that you could find an my loving you would mean i would let you go just to see you happy even if it wouldnt be with me so with these words i love you

A Cowboys Dream
Last night, as I lay on the prairie, And looked at the stars in the sky, I wondered if ever a cowboy Would drift to that sweet by and by.I hear there's to be a grand round-up Where cowboys with others must stand, To be cut out by the riders of judgment Who are posted and know all the brands.The trail to that great mystic regionIs narrow and dim, so they say;While the one that leads down to perditionIs posted and blazed all the way.Whose fault is it, then, that so many Go astray, on this wild range fail, Who might have been rich and had plenty Had they known of the dim, narrow trail?I wonder if at the last day some cowboy Unbranded and unclaimed should stand, Would he be mavericked by those riders of judgmentWho are posted and know all the brands?I wonder if ever a cowboy Stood ready for that Judgment Day, And could say to the Boss of the Riders, "I'm ready, come, drive me away"?For they, like the cows that are locoed,Stampede at the sight of a hand,Are dragged with a rope to the round-

Dirt Roads
I came across a dirt road, And thought I heard it say, I know you’ve driven asphalt, But please turn down this way. And so I answered the dirt road, And walked down its first mile, The things I saw as I trudged on, Caused me to slow and smile. The dust that played beneath my feet, And swirled so gently round, Brought a smile unto my weary face, And chased away my frown. It brought back memories I had forgotten, Of days so long ago, When mostly there were dirt roads, And driving was so slow. I saw the butterflies long side, On flowers that grew tall, And saw a rabbit dart across, And heard an eagle‘s call. I saw great trees that furnished shade, Tall, reaching for blue sky, They gave needed cooling from hot sun, To all those who passed by. And then I passed a rundown house, And felt a twinge of alarm, It won’t be long till nothing’s left, Where once there was a farm. And then I thought of its future, When the dirt road too is gone, Encroaching grass along th

Darwin Awards Are In See Who Made #1
The Darwins are out!!!! Yes, it's that magical time of year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here is the glorious winner: 1. When his 38 caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach , California would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the honorable mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and after a little shopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger.. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a

Rustic Dining
As a trail guide in a national park, Danny ate with the rest of the seasonal staff in a rustic dining hall, where the food left something to be desired. When they were finished with their meals, they scraped the remains into a garbage pail and stacked the plates for the dishwasher. One worker, apparently not too happy after his first week on the job, was ahead of Danny in line. As he slopped an uneaten plate of food into the garbage, Danny heard him mutter, "Now stay there this time.

Jack Brisco
Jack Brisco, a former NWA world champion and NCAA champion who was considered one of the greatest workers in the history of the industry, passed away earlier today at the age of 68. "He was my best friend and my hero growing up," said Brian Blair, echoing comments made by several wrestlers and people in wrestling this morning in their 50s who grew up when Jack Brisco was a larger-than-life type of personality, promoted as the greatest technical wrestler who nobody could beat in a fair match, which in his era, may not have been far from the truth. Brisco had been battling an assortment of health problems in recent years, including circulatory problems and emphyzema. He underwent open heart surgery a few weeks ago, and a little over a week ago, collapsed while undergoing rehab, and flatlined at one point. Brother Gerald, who was very close with him, has been battling to regain his health after suffering strokes. Outside the ring, Brisco was a well known practical joker, but in the r

Her First Ride
The young woman was determined to learn how to ride a horse. It had been a life time dream and she was going to make it happen. She gently lowered herself into the saddle as she grasped the reins. Once the horse began to move, she soon became comfortable and began to relax. Suddenly, she became off balance........she began to slide out of the saddle......she lost her footing in the stirrup..... and she fell off with her foot tangled in the stirrup and her dress caught on the saddle. As she lay on her back at the mercy of the horse the crowd looked on expressing their concerns when at last the Kmart employee came out and pulled the plug on the merry-go-round..

The Porch Swing, Memories To Enjoy
The Porch Swing, Memories to Enjoy Some folks might say about our swing, “It’s just an old and rusting thing,” but I remember all the ways that old porch swing would fill our days Upon that swing now hanging still, moon rising o’er the distant hill, Mama rested, sipping tea, and sang sweet lullabies to me With silent rocking dreams were sought on summer days when it was hot, games we played while resting there, chess, and checkers moved on squares Women gathered ‘round the swing, to share the latest gossiping, while sewing patches on our jeans, or maybe popping garden beans Men returning from the field would wait there for the evening meal, at end of day, their work complete, old Rex, our dog, lay at their feet Granny sometimes shedding tears, recalling friends lost through the years, would pass the hours on our porch swinging gently back and forth We courted on that creaking swing, first love softly blossoming, sneaking kisses in the night veiled in shad

44 Lessons Life Taught Me, By Regina Brett
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of ThePlain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 44 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:"1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.5. Pay off your credit cards every month.6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their

Book Blessing
Book Blessing I will serve the Great GoddessAnd give reverence to the Great God I am a PaganA stone in the ancient circleStanding firmlyBalanced on the EarthYet open to the winds of heavenAnd enduring through timeMay the old Gods witness my wordsBlessed Be "As pagans we are gifted with the many mysteries of the Gods. Through spells, rituals, invocations etc, we have the ability to alter our lives and the lives of those around us. Go forth I say, and explore and revel in these wonders. But do so with compassion, understanding, and responsibility towards our fellow travellers. Some who walk the path with open eyes and heart, and others who though they walk the path may never see the trail before them"

Candlemas/imbolc
Candlemas/Imbolc - 2nd February Imbolc, also called the Feast of Brighid, celebrates the approach of spring. The term "Imbolc" means "in milk" and at this time, pregnant sheep begin to lactate. This is one sure sign that spring is coming soon. Although the days are getting longer, this is still the heart of winter and Brighid, the Celtic Goddess of healing, poetry, and smithcraft is honored. Her gift of smithcraft comes with an added bonus - fire. This may be the reason some celebrate this day as the day of the Celtic Fire Goddess. This is a time of new beginnings and growth. At this time, think of your goals and dreams for this year that you will accomplish. At this time, greet the pregnant Maiden Goddess and give Her thanks for soon She will give birth to the spring. HERBS: Snowdrop, Bay, Heather, First Flower of the Year. INCENSE: Rosemary, Cinnamon, Westeria Frankincense, Myrrh COLOR: White, Orange, Red. DECORATIONS: Lamps, Brooms, Yellow flowers. FOOD: All dairy products, Cu

Which Demon Lies Within You?
Vampire You prefer night to day and have lust for eveything abnormal. You stay true to who you really are and ignore the people who try to change you. You also like blood and the idea of being an actual vampire.... and sucking your enemies dry ^_^

My Latest Project
I really wanted to join the community called "MOMS that create pages called GIRLS GONE WILD - IRAQ STYLE - which is a page I created in order to spoof the drooling LOOK I HAVE BOOOOOOBS mentality that men love to encourage in the young and stupid, and even the older and stupid. Modesty is sexy and I plan on creating an entire portfolio of pictures of true feminity. Time to turn the tide on IDS GONE WILD.

Queen - I Want To Break Free
I want to break freeI want to break freeI want to break free from your liesYou're so self satisfied I don't need youI've got to break freeGod knows, God knows I want to break freeI've fallen in loveI've fallen in love for the first timeAnd this time I know it's for realI've fallen in love, yeahGod knows, God knows I've fallen in loveIt's strange but it's trueHey, I can't get over the way you love me like you doBut I have to be sureWhen I walk out that doorOh how I want to be free, babyOh how I want to be freeOh how I want to break freeBut life still goes onI can't get used to living without, living withoutLiving without you by my sideI don't want to live alone, heyGod knows, got to make it on my ownSo baby can't you seeI've got to break freeI've got to break freeI want to break free, yeahI want, I want, I want, I want to break freeOoh yeahI want to break - yeah eah

What Kind Of Vampire Are You?
The Royal You are the Royal. You are one of the pure bloods. You have the powers of your ancestors, gifted through your blood. You are a ruler, not a follower. Your mate needs to be a Royal blood or an assasian.

Worth It?
My ex called me and said he found me a car. I asked him what was wrong with it and he said the wheel bearing. [umm, is that even how you spell it?] At any rate, he said they were asking $600 for the car. Seeing as how I know NOTHING about cars, is that even worth it? How much would it cost to get the car fixed?

Lulz Meme
If you read this, please post a comment with a completely fictional memory of you and me. It can be anything you want but it must be fake! When you're finished, post this paragraph in your blogand see what your friends come up with.

A Glimpse Into Me And My Poetry (hungry)
Hungry Scarlet letter written on my shirtmy face shows nothing but a smirk.Because,There's a part of me that you can't seeAnd its...HungryWhat a clever little beastYou will plainly see her feast, upon the luster in your eyesShe will ultimately be your demiseShe will dominate your heart and headYou will stare blindly as you're misleadShe will break you down and burn you outShe will pull you until you shoutShe was never like this beforeAt once her life was love evermoreShe remembers him, the drugs they didAnd all the things he ever gave. All she wants is himAnd the feel of his skinAs they danced in the rainOn that warm summer dayBut she left his sideWith barely a goodbyeBut she turns her face to hideSo he wont see her cry And that is why she looks up at the skyThe God's give her no replyAnd she waits.. Slowly she emaciatesAs her world disentigratesI look oh so lovelyBut the truth is.... I'm hungry ------------------------------------------------ On a side note, I've noticed the song "

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SO THIS GUY GETS IN MY SB....WE FUCK WITH HIM///He is currently nude on cam askin product for a tit shot *dies* Kloverlynn...: hello Kloverlynn...: we are the same person andrewshot585: that isnt a girl that is that guy who messaged me Kloverlynn...: give me incentive andrewshot585: show tits Kloverlynn...: it is me...i have a bad cam andrewshot585: tyhats a guy Kloverlynn...: that is me andrewshot585: i wanna see u not him im straight Kloverlynn...: I a

The Harley Song
The Harley Song.... By Bill HoloboffDavid graduated with a master's degreeAnother seven years he's got a PhdHis Ma & pa were grinnin' just as proud as could beThey said 'We wanna get you something, son, so what'll it be?'He closed his eyes so thoughtfullyand said "Yeah, Pop, I think I wanna be freeI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonFather Bob had done a good job for thirty some yearsA lotta weddings, lotta funerals, Kinda sick of the tearsDid his preachin' on Sunday, went home for the nightWoke up Monday mornin' in a whole different lightHe said 'Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't careI still love my fellow man, but I just needed some airI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonWell, little Tommy and his mommy on Christmas EveWent down to the mall to sit on Santa's kneeSanta said 'Come and t

Ridin Free
Ridin Free Every Biker understands,why a Dog hangs his head,out the window of the truck,while he's drivin.Cause we all wanna be,on the road ridin free,livin like Hopper and Fonda.Singin freinds don't let freinds,ride Honda's.

How It All Got Started
How It All Got Started It All Got Started With a 58 PanI Learned to be a Biker from My Old ManHe Bought it when I was just FiveThat’s when My World came Alive The Pan was a Police Special with a Hand Shift and Foot ClutchI thought that Old Harley was really just too muchI used to sit on Her with Dreams of the BreezeI Loved that Iron Horse Between My Knees I Loved to Hear Dad and His Friends Ride InTelling Wild Stories of Where They’ve BeenRidin Hard, Drinkin Beer, Bars, and FightsSparks Flying from Curving Hard those Wild Nights I Learned Brotherhood Honor and TrustDon’t Take No Shit when You’ve been CussedWhen a Biker is Broke Down Help Him OutSomeday You’ll Break Down there ain’t no doubt Now I Ride a Shovel I Ride When I CanSomeday I hope also to Own an Old PanAn Old Pan Chopper with Suicide ClutchA Real Long Front End that’s Near Too Much I Ride through the Hills with Curves and TreesI Love the Scenery and Feeling the BreezeI Love to Hear M

Bikers
BIKERSFor all who Know Motorcycle RidersI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on thesidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more moneyfor the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked yourcigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys tothe homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and myfriends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and g

How Much Wood Can A Woodketch Chuck?
It finally happened to me – every man’s fear. A couple of months ago, I was in the throes of passion when I suddenly had an “equipment failure”. ** waits for you to stop gasping ** Yes, there I was, all prepared to mambo when Mr Wigglyflops decided to take the day off. Needless to say, I was quite distraught over the incident. In my defense, I had imbibed in more than a few alcoholic beverages that night. That DOES tend to desensitize one’s naughty bits just a tad. But I had never before succomb to a full on case of “drunk dick”. Fortunately, I took matters into my own hands a couple of days later ( sober ) and managed to put my mind at ease. Whew! Everything worked. Hopefully, it was just an isolated incident. But it got me thinking and reflecting a bit on my recent erectile abilities. When I was but a young, fancy lad, I would pop a woody without the slightest provocation. It might just have been the sight of a pretty g

Well Gee, Thanks Vf. -rolls Eyes-
Now I'm fucking GLAD null got banned by jet. Anyway, Null posted this as a blog: ""Big is not beautiful. "Curves" are not sexy. There is nothing appealing about rolls. I'm beyond sick of all these revolting cults centered around glorifying obesity and trying to make fat women feel like they're worth anything.Models are thin. Actresses are thin. Cheerleaders are thin. Even cartoon characters are thin, unless their obesity is related to a plot point trying to show that "it's what's on the inside that counts" or some similar idiocy. In no culture in history has obesity been considered attractive in the least. No one loves fat bitches.You're not curvy, you're fat. You're not a BBW, there's no such thing. You're a lazy, disgusting, androgynous mass of rolls and you should be ashamed of yourself. "180 lbs of sexy" does not exist - it never has, and it never will. While I'm not necessarily saying that fat women are less than women who actually look good, I am saying that they n

Worried?
Should I be worried that a guy bought Me for 8 million when My previous fu own worth was only 4,555,000 Hm, spending an additional 3.5 million on Me, why?Oh no!! He also gave Me the rainbow bling earlier todayLet us see, rainbow bling, now owning Me, can it be this person has caught “the ghey” and now has a taste for chocolate! OH NOES fu people help Me!!Of course this blog is yet another made out of boredom haha comment here!

A Poem For Him
This is for you my darling,The words that I speak for you,You have me held out on a string,You talk about how you care for me,You tell me things that are quite empty,Words that have no meaning,My broken heart pours out to you,Please don't abuse my emotions,Don't take for granted how I feel,I believe the words you say to me,But should I even listen?Claims of wanting me to be yours,Yet you can't rid her from your life,You won't,Why should I trust you,When you can't be honest to someone with whom you've shared these years?You are my drug,Your a toxic being that is oh so addictive,You have a song about your lips,Your lips knock me out with every touch,Just the mention of your name sends my heart racing in every which way,I'm trying to drop you,Like the bad habit you are,But just like an addiction,It's easier said than done,This is for you my love . . . .

Drinking With Bukowski
Drinking with Bukowski I had an affair with alcohol and cheated on time Women were fluttering thoughts, as each one has at least one striking feature So desirable at any given moment that I just had to do it It came, oh yeah, it came the current the next the one after that the paying customer they came Succulent, sweetly swollen embodied in the momentary connection and reconnetions inspiring my dark realities spewing forth brutal honesty I wrote because I loved them or at least a piece of them little fragments of their humanity, utterly deniable They howled orgasmically coming forth from my pen needing to take haven briefly in my shadowlands They left, oh yeah, they left their fingerprints, their foot prints, their scent, all there for me to savor as I recreate, retaste through my words. They left... for their husbands, their fulfillment, their righteous anger they left for the next, the next customer, the next craving all of them carnivores in my mind some fair in their de

Wtf????
After seeing your pictures, you had me hard in my pants and after this morning, I want to hold you, suck your tits, and rub my hands all over you. I want to see you and unbutton your blouse to expose your bra and to see your nipples pushing thru. I run my tongue deep in your mouth as my fingers slide under your bra and I squeeze your breast. I unsnap your bra to expose your tits, to see your nipples hard and erect. My cock grows so hard in my pants. Your hand presses against the fabric of pants to feel my hardness. You unzip them to rub your fingers on the head of my cock. You feel the smoothness and the wetness from my precum. Your fingers continue to trace the form of my endowment and you play in my precum. You sexily remove your fingers and place them in your mouth to taste my sweet nectar. My hand slides down your body in search of your inner thigh. I slowly drag my hand so close to your womanhood and I stop. You unbutton my pants and drop them to the floor. You take

Just Some Lines That Are In My Mind
Today is going to be a short blog. I guess I Still have some things going on around me. Im feeling quite crowded in my place. But then again I dont have much. I feel out of place, but then again, I dont have any other place to go. I feel like I dont have no one to turn to and then I see all this people around in my life telling me that Im much more than what I give myself credit for. I dont really know my future, or where is it that I should turn to. Sometimes I even feel like Im doing all this by myself, but then again its hard for me to ask for help. And I dont know but I guess my heart specks for herself and all that comes out its an unstoppable sadness. I dont know how to deal with it neither. Im trying and if that means doing some sacrifices, ill be there.

What About Us?
What about sunriseWhat about rainWhat about all the thingsThat you said we were to gain.. .What about killing fieldsIs there a timeWhat about all the thingsThat you said was yours and mine...Did you ever stop to noticeAll the blood we`ve shed beforeDid you ever stop to noticeThe crying Earth the weeping shores?What have we done to the worldLook what we`ve doneWhat about all the peaceThat you pledge your only son...What about flowering fieldsIs there a timeWhat about all the dreamsThat you said was yours and mine...Did you ever stop to noticeAll the children dead from warDid you ever stop to noticeThe crying Earth the weeping shoresI used to dreamI used to glance beyond the starsNow I don`t know where we areAlthough I know we`ve drifted farHey, what about yesterday(What about us)What about the seas(What about us)The heavens are falling down(What about us)I can`t even breathe(What about us)What about the bleeding Earth(What about us)Can`t we feel its wounds(What about us)What about natur

Why I'm Not A Mummer ...
Can someone please explain to me the attraction of the mumms? Maybe I'm just more comfortable in the blog environment because of its relative civility. But I can't just help think that the mumms are a cross between "Lord of the Flies" and "The Waterboy" ** Ketch's impersonation of a mumm below ** Help me make up my mind: Do these jeans make my ass look fat? Yay = A japanese whaling ship is following you Nay = Supermodel -------------------------------- #1LinkinParkFan - You effin' fat whore. Why are you here mumming instead of on the treadmill???? HamFisted2010 - THIS ISN'T A MUMM!!! I'M HAVING YOUR GLOBALS REMOVED!!!! (whatever those are) JoJo - I went shopping yesterday. BlastUinFace - Hey, check out MY ass in my NSFWs!! Cornholeya - sup ladies?? CrystalTemptress - what did you buy JoJo? SteamTrainLuvin - EFF YOU PIGGY!!!! WHERE'S MY CONCH SHELL????? BlastUinFace - Who likes my ass? JoJo - I bought yams. SouljaBoy9inches - This mumm

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Against The Wind By Bob Seger & The Silver Bullet Band
It seems like yesterday But it was long ago Janey was lovely she was the queen of my nights There in the darkness with the radio playing low And the secrets that we shared The mountains that we moved Caught like a wildfire out of control 'Til there was nothing left to burn and nothing left to prove And I remember what she said to me How she swore that it never would end I remember how she held me oh so tight Wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then Against the wind We were runnin' against the wind We were young and strong, we were runnin' Against the wind The years rolled slowly past And I found myself alone Surrounded by strangers I thought were my friends I found myself further and further from my home And I guess I lost my way There were oh so many roads I was living to run and running to live Never worryied about paying or even how much I owed Moving eight miles a minute for months at a time Breaking all of the rules that would bend I began to find myself searching Searching

Friends?
Hi I just wanna start off by saying I don't have alot of close friends. Everyone who I thought was a good friend just really turns out to be an aquaintence. The people who tell me that thier my friend never call email or wanna do anything with me but when they are in trouble or need something bam I matter then and it does hurt. But I have been called to hang out a few times and when I show up everyone even the person who invited me acts like why is he here. I feel that I'm nice to my friend treat them respectfully & we all pick on each other like brothers & sisters. I treat my friends like thier my familly because it's my way of having total trust in them which I can't say I have in any one in a bout 2 yrs since my exwife left me for my best closest friend. It felt like someone had ripped out my heart and did river dance on it. When I found out I just let her go after 11 1/2 years and 3 yrs of marridge. I felt empty & betrayed but I knew and just told my self to let her go because if

My Dating Life
it seems that through out my whole life ive dated girls that have had bad relationships.....we date i treat them nice like my mom told me to......then they tell me they can do better than me and i get dumped.........its almost like being supportive and encouraging makes them think that the guy that is showing them that is the bad guy..... maybe you girls on here can tell me what the hell that is all about...........i know its true that nice guys finish last but how many races do i have to run before i win one?..........just one?

Cause I Was Told By Boo
Dear Boo I am writing this blog for you My breasts will soon say moo Im having problems taking a poo Maybe i should sit on the lue I love you Boo Now you should all love and adore on Boo cause shes my nipple expert. That is all Wicked

Lost
I try so hard to escape my past. I wish everyday that these feelings won’t last. I feel like I’m drowning in a sea of sorrows. Fighting to swim to see tomorrow. My will to fight fades more every day. All the beautiful things now seem so gray. Searching for something that I can’t find. Feeling like I’m losing my mind. Will I make it back to where I was? The happiness I remember is all a fuzz. As I float in this sea alone, My memories start to roam. I’ve made it though this once before. Now I pray I can make it once more.

Flirting & Relationships...
I was presented with a situation... Is it okay to be in a relationship and continue to flirt with others online? What about the person you are flirting with? Is it ok to continue to give them a false pretense of interest? And the person you are seeing... how do they feel about it? Ultimately they will find out. Shouldn't this be something that is discussed with your partner so they won't think that you are looking elsewhere to replace them? I realize that online flirting is harmless in most people's eyes... but it is your partner's eyes you should be thinking about. This is, afterall, the person you selected to be with in the real world. I hope no one takes this personally, but hope that some do give it some thought. I know I have. Which is why I no longer participate in those singles websites.

Amber Alert
Amber Alert Staff Sergeant Rick WilliamsRolla Police Department1007 N. Elm St , Rolla , Mo. 65401(573) 364-1213 Fax (573) 364-6346Please look at the picture, read what her mother says, then forward, thank you! My 13 year old girl, Ashley Flores, is missing. She has been missing now for two weeks. Maybe if everyone passes this on, someone will see this child. That is how the girl from Stevens Point was found by circulation of her picture on TV.. The internet circulates even overseas, South America , and Canada etc. Please pass this to everyone in your address book.

Behind Closed Doors Fubux Only Auction!
Behind Closed Doors Fu-Bux Only Auction! This is an auction with a variety of the finest things of Fubar! The only way to bid is with Fu-bucks! No cash bids! Why am I offering this auction you ask? Because I know many others just like me do not always have the money to bid on auctions with cash bids, and would really like to have or really need the Finer things sometimes! I am in a possition at the moment to offer these things. I have decided that instead of buying these things for myself I am going to offer them up to others. I am at a comfortable level here on fu-bar and am not in a rush to get to the last level. I like being here and I like that it is fun to get to the top! So I can take my time from here on out! 1. To Bid on this auction you will need to do the following: 2. Go to my pic folder marked Behind Closed Doors Auction. 3. Click on each pic, the details for what it behind each door is located below each door only one item available of each item behind door. 4. I

The True Secret To True Beauty
For attractive lips, Speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, Seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, Share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, Let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day. For poise, Walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; Never throw out anybody. Remember, If you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others. The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives,

Did You.....
Did you ever feel like digging a hole and pulling the sand in behind you? Did you ever feel like running down an old, dirt road, that has no end? Did you ever feel like resting in the snow and being buried under the drifts? Did you ever feel like crawling inside yourself, never to return? Did you ever feel like going in a corner and slowly fading away? Did you ever feel like watching a fire and melting over its flame? Did you ever feel like sailing off a cliff into eternity? Did you ever feel like crying and floating away in the tears? Did you ever feel like gazing at a star and reaching out to touch it? I did.

Read This If You're New To The Site
If you've joined Fubar because of one of my links then you're probably here just to see my naughty pics. When you join, you are at level zero. Fubar have implemented an anti-spam measure where adult over-18 NSFW material is only accessible to people level one or above. This means that you have to perform enough actions to go up a level. Luckily for you, it can be done in only a couple of minutes. Rate some profiles and pictures, and leave lots of comments on the pics. Don't forget to upload your own pics so people can rate & comment yours too. Send some add requests to people you think you might wanna be friends with (or just wanna fuck! lol). You only need 250 points to get your first level. If it takes more than a couple of mins, then you're doing something wrong! :D The more you take part, the better the site is for everyone!

...disrespect...
im a very tolerant women. there are very lil that gets under my skin to the point where im gonna try and rip your head off. 1] dont mess with my kids!! 2] stay out of my stuff!!! and theres more to that list but those are the two that pertain to my horrible weekend. over the past few months i have had to move out of my house due to financial problems, leaving me with no choice but to move from place to place. the father of my children decides to take it upon himself and go through my old house illegally as its still in my name and root through my things and take what interests him. then also proceeds and rumage thro what i managed to put away in my friends attic and in both instants he takes thing that once belonged to my dearly departed pap among other things but those items pissed me off. so i had to spend the money on a rental and everything just so i could make a trip and get my things and god knows what else that son of a bitch took. once there he refuses to get up and give me my

Melissa Etheridge - I'm The Only One
Please baby can't you seeMy mind's a burnin' hellI got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin'My heart apart as wellTonight you told meThat you ache for something newAnd some other woman is lookin' like somethingThat might be good for youGo on and hold her till the screaming is goneGo on believe her when she tells youNothing's wrongBut I'm the only oneWho'll walk across the fire for youI'm the only oneWho'll drown in my desire for youIt's only fear that makes you runThe demons that you're hiding fromWhen all your promises are goneI'm the only onePlease baby can't you seeI'm trying to explainI've been here before and I'm locking the doorAnd I'm not going back againHer eyes and arms and skin won't makeIt go awayYou'll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrowThat holds you down todayGo on and hold her till the screaming is goneGo on believe her when she tells youNothing's wrongBut I'm the only oneWho'll walk across the fire for youI'm the only oneWho'll drown in my desire for youIt's on

U2 - Pride *in The Name Of Love*
One man come in the name of loveOne man come and goOne man come he to justifyOne man to overthrowIn the name of love!What more in the name of love?In the name of love!What more? In the name of love!One man caught on a barbed wire fenceOne man he resistOne man washed on an empty beachOne man betrayed with a kissIn the name of love!What more in the name of love?In the name of love!What more? In the name of love!Early morning, April 4Shot rings out in the Memphis skyFree at last, they took your lifeThey could not take your prideIn the name of love!What more in the name of love?In the name of love!What more in the name of love?In the name of love!What more in the name of loveIn the name of Love

By The Light Of The Moon
By the light of the Moon By the light of the moon i feel you, By the light of the moon i hear you, By the light of the moon i taste you, By the light of the moon i am deaf for you, By the light of the moon i am blind foryou, By the light of the moon i scream for you, By the light of the moon i cry for you, By the light of the moon i want for you, By the light of the moon i need you, By the light of the moon i love you. Can you feel me by the light of the moon? &nb

U2 Lyrics » I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
I have climbed highest mountainI have run through the fieldsOnly to be with youOnly to be with youI have run I have crawledI have scaled these city wallsThese city wallsOnly to be with youBut I still haven't found what I'm looking forBut I still haven't found what I'm looking forI have kissed honey lipsFelt the healing in her fingertipsIt burned like fireThis burning desireI have spoke with the tongue of angelsI have held the hand of a devilIt was warm in the nightI was cold as a stoneBut I still haven't found what I'm looking forBut I still haven't found what I'm looking forI believe in the kingdom comeThen all the colors will bleed into oneBleed into oneWell yes I'm still runningYou broke the bonds and youLoosed the chainsCarried the crossOf my shameOf my shameYou know I believed itBut I still haven't found what I'm looking forBut I still haven't found what I'm looking forBut I still haven't found what I'm looking forBut I still haven't found what I'm looking for...

Building A Permanent Magnet Generator At The Comfort Of Home
Permanent magnet generator is one of the best ways of reducing your power bills. Power bills' costs are getting higher and higher as the years go by. Thus, if you are consuming a lot of electricity in your home, your monthly bill can easily make quite a big hole in your pocket. Try using a permanent magnet generator instead. Click here to read more - Permanent Magnet Generator and How To Build a Magnet Motor Once you start using it, you can easily bring down the monthly electricity costs by more than 50 percent. And it is a much better option than the solar and wind option as it doesn't depend at all on the weather. Thus you can depend upon it for all the 365 days of the year. You can keep using electricity in your home even if the normal source of electricity gets run down during a storm. It's a popular renewable energy option for you if you want a clean source of electricity. You can either buy a permanent magnet generator or even make one just by yourself. But it's much cheaper to

Sweetjaime
If all it took from em,Were words to win her heart.She would have all mine,From the very start. A beauty like her to capture,For me it would so be a dream.To see her smile as I opened my eyes,So much to me that means. Maybe someday not far away,Her words will come to me.And everyday from then on,My words she would forever see.

The Seed (by Sarah Edited By Ladyravynnesayurililith)
As the seed begins to grow each day.. In the spring it becomes vibrant and the color reflects upon her eyes as she ages.. She was both young and old constantly growing constantly learning more and more and more each day.... She fell in love with the man of her dreams and once again her rose bloomed again Smitten by love she continues to love him as long as the sun shines upon her.. Even tho he cares for another she will continue to love him even when torn apart.. Distant lands separate them knowing what should be yet they still try to make the best of what they can.. Will they ever be as one so she can shine as bright as the sunshine? Will his heart be opened and his life be filled with light not dark.... We shall see... Where this will go...

Colorblind James
I wrote a blog today about a book my mate Dave gave me for Christmas, and it got me thinking about all the cool stuff Dave's got me into over the years. One thing in particular came to mind, and that was a taped copy of an album called 'Strange Sounds From The Basement' by Colorblind James and The Death Valley Boys that Dave pressed into my eager hands when we at University together, over fifteen years ago. Ostensibly a kinda country-ish American roots deal, it was full of these great songs, very funny but not in a "comedy record" kinda way. I liked it a lot, but their music ain't all that easy to come by over here (internet notwithstanding, I guess, but this was obviously not relevant at the time). I particularly liked the songs 'Don't Be So Hard On Yourself', and 'Jesus At The Still'. I guess he must have put a copy of their first album on the other side, cos I also liked some stuff that I now know was from that, including 'Considering A Move To Memphis' and 'First Day Of Spring

More Little Johnny Jokes
Little Johnny's at it again...... A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses.. She started her class by saying, 'Everyone who thinks they're stupid, stand up!' After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up.. The teacher said, 'Do you think you're stupid, Little Johnny?' 'No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!' * * * * * * * * * * * Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. 'Why do you do that, mommy?' he asked. 'To make myself beautiful,' said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. 'What's the matter?' asked Little Johnny. 'Giving up?' * * * * * * * * * * * The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in class. She called on him and said, 'Johnny! What are 2 and 4 and 28 and 44?' Little Johnny quickly replied, 'NBC, FOX, ESPN and the Cartoon Network!' * * * * * * * * * * * Little Johnny's kindergarten class was on a field trip to their loc

Can You Salve A Puzzle Useing A Play On Words?
you are in a room that has four walls a floor and a roof there are no windows or doors and the only things in the room are a lght a mirror and a table how do you get out? again by useing words to salve the puzzle what is a play on words? "play on words" "a humorous use of a word with more than one meaning or that sounds like another word The name of the shop - 'Strata Various' - is a play on words, because it sounds like 'Stradivarius', the famous violin maker.".

Just Some Quotes That I Felt Like Were Spoken From My Own Heart!!
Now before you read these quotes below know that they are not directed at any one person, they are simply things that i feel like at one time or another evey one of us as women have felt. If your a guy reading this if you know of a female whos heart you have broken weather it be accadental or not tell her that your sorry. because contradictory to popular beliefe all women have a tender heart some have just gotten better at hideing the hurt. Every woman deserves to be loved and treated like the goddes within! Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.Why do I have tears in my eyes todaywhen he was NEVER mine? Should I smile because he's my friend,or cry because that's all he is? Every few nights or so you pop into my dreams,I just can't get rid of you like you got rid of me You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool? If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many thi

Shattered
Shattered The date is November 15And the time is just past twoHad a migraine and needed a shotWe just had too much to do We drove out to get my sisterSo she could sit with me thereMy daughter had an appointment And her dad would take her there Maggie and netta were gabbing awayAnd I was resting my eyesTalking of her work and giggling tooShe talks about the guys Driving along we pulled to a stopAnd started again on our wayWe stopped I heard the loudest popThen a buzz that seems to stay Then I heard voices of fearful painAs we established who was hurtAnd he said I have no more carI couldn't believe how I hurt Am I bleeding my baby cried outNo I think it's aunties armSomeone needs to check on BreezyI cried out with alarm. I looked over at the driverAs I hear him freaking outIts ok please calm down I hear my voice seem to shout I start seeing these men….. assessing the sceneWhere is the pain…. One saidI hear myself saying in my neck and backI can't seem to

I See A Darkness
My mate Dave got me this for Christmas. It kinda covers a lot of the same territory as 'Walk The Line', childhood, start in music, up to Fulsom, and then jumps to the American Recordings sessions with Rick Rubin. It cuts between Cash's life, and Glen Sherley, an inmate of Fulsom who's desperate to meet Cash, and who sends him one of his songs, 'Greystone Chapel', which Cash performed at Fulsome and later recorded. It also incorporates some great wordless sequences depicting some of Cash's key tracks. Very well-written, and the artwork is evocative, altogether making for a delightful and moving piece of work, and a splendid example of what the comic book medium is capable of.

A Single Rose (by Sarah Edited By Ladyravynnesayurililith)
A single rose, black as the night alone never to be cared for by another, cuz it only meant death, pain and suffering. She was cast aside cuz she was different, never seeming to fit right in, until she met a God amongst men. Falling in love As the days passed by... She loved him more and more Each time she hears his voice. Calm, never wavering, He stood by her Became her strength Became her love. Then 1 sudden change Came to pass for her When she then became

Something New...
Ok so today I was given a 100$ to spend, there were two rules to spending this money... 1. I had to spend all 100$ on me and 2. I was not allowed to pay bills with it either. So needless to say I was at a total loss as to what to do with the money. Anyone who knows me knows i have a much easier time spending money on other people. I sat for HOURS trying to think of what to spend it on, I asked a few friends and even my mom. After a while i just gave up and found other things to do. Later tonight my mom and i went to the grocery store, and i totally made the mistake of going hunger...lol. BUT i ended up spending almost 100$ on groceries... and not just junk and horribly fatty stuff like i would normally do in such circumstances. I actually bought HEALTHY food. I was so proud of myself, and it got me to thinking. That if i can take the extra effort and try to do this EVERY month or EVERY time i go to the store I can actually make myself feel better and look better. So i am goin

Brave Little Soldier
Brave Little Soldier by Dolly Parton I'm a brave little soldier I must be bold and strong A brave little soldier And I must carry on I'm a brave little soldier A brave little soldier I'm a brave little soldier I must fight, I must win I'm a brave little soldier Through hell and back again I'm a brave little soldier A brave little soldier Per rum, pum, pum Per rum, pum, pum Per rum, pum, pum, pum, pum Ye though I am marching through the valley filled with fear My steps are sure and sturdy and my aim is straight and clear The enemy is stalking me just waiting for the kill Like David slewed Galiath I will claim this battle field I'm a brave little soldier I must do what I can

Written For Charlene Greer R.i.p. Mom
SCREAMS I WANT TO BE IN YOUR MIND, BODY & SOUL..AND IN YOUR HEART AND LOVE YOU MORE THAN A DREAM COULD EVER BE IN THE DEEPEST SLEEP OF ANYONES NIGHT WITH MY FACE PRESSED UP AGAINST A GLASS WINDOW WANTING THAT OLD LIFE BACK SO BAD BUT ITS SO FAR OUT OF REACH DEEPER THAN ANY OCEAN BLUE LEAVING ME LOST LIKE A FLOWER WITHOUT RAIN....LIKE A THUNDERSTORM WITHOUT LIGHTNING...I WANNA LIVE AND NOT JUST EXSIST AND IT IS ALL MORE THAN A DREAM TO ME ...CAN I GO ON WITHOUT MY SCREAMS?AND BE HAPPY? WITHOUT YOU? OR WILL MY LIFE REMAIN THE CIRCUS LIFE THAT IT IS IN THIS HELL THAT I MADE FOR MYSELF BUT WHEN YOU DIED THE FIRE CAME ALIVE AND AND BECAME THIS ROARING BLAZE THAT IS SO INSANE HAVE YA EVER FORGOT WHO WHO U ARE?AND I MEAN TO THE POINT WHERE YOU GET DIZZY AT TIMES AND SCARED LIKE SOMEONE HAS A GUN TO YOUR HEAD? I HAVE ....ANXIETY IS WHAT IT IS AND ITS NO FUN .........I MISS THE OLD DAYZ WHEN THINGS MEANT SOMETHING AND LOVE WAS SO ALIVE EVEN THOSE LIL 2 DAY CRUSHES YA KNOW LO

Shit
My eldest daughter is planning to move in with her boyfriend. She's 19 going on 20 in May. My ex wife, her mother so alienated her that she picked up her belongings on Christmas day and left for a town that's over 2 hours away by freeway. She had my blessing to go live with a girlfriend, and I was aware that this girlfriend was also a friend and neighbor of the boyfriend, but now it looks as though the two of them have decided to quit pretending. Her younger sister, who is 18 going on 10 has been transformed from an adorable little girl I once knew who loved her sister and her daddy, into a Myspace / Facebook attention whore of such a high degree it would shame many a Fubar attention whore. Volumes and volumes of photos with the pouting lips, skimpy clothes and me me me me me me me vibe. I detest the person my younger child has become. But I blame her mother, who has been permissive and enabling her in this area. See, the ex wasn't very popular in school. Although she grew up

The Johnson Bunch
Here's the story of a lovely lady Who was bringing up five very lovely kids. All of them had a heart of gold, like their mother, The youngest one in spurts. Here's the story, of a man named Cj, Who was busy with three boys of his own, They were four men, living all together, Yet they were all alone. Till the one day when the lady met this fellow And they knew it was much more than a hunch, That this group would somehow form a family. That's the way we all became the Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch, That's the way we all became The Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch.

Lately I Haven't Been Myself Because..
My status is gonna be a little emo for a while here's why... Monday a close friend of mine shot himself, yes he died. He had talked about doing it for a long time, each time he did it scared the shit out of me and I felt powerless to help him, I always tried my best to reach out to help him, but he actually did it this time, and he didn't say anything to anyone about it, he just did it. He left alot of hurt behind doing what he did, Im devastated. He was only 28 years old, His name was Terin. Yesterday I found out my close friend died on the operating table. He suffered for many years from a skin disease. He recently went in for surgery on his back from complications of his disease, He got a blood clot in his brain and passed away, The doc's tried but could not save him. He was 36 years old. His name was Kevin. He got treated badly alot for his appearance, but he became my true friend because I was able to see past it. Countless times I jumped peoples asses for looking at him i

My Cousins, Arrested In Haiti.
These are my cousins. Please pray for them. TY!!!! (h) An act of benevolence on behalf of Haitian orphans has turned into confusion and concern for an Amarillo man, a former Amarillo youth pastor and his son, and concerned family members back home after the three were arrested Friday night in Haiti. Jim Allen of Amarillo, his cousin, Paul Thompson, formerly of Amarillo, and Thompson's son, Silas, were among a 10-person orphanage rescue team that was jailed as they tried to take 33 children from Haiti to a makeshift orphanage in the neighboring Dominican Republic. "I'm still at peace with it," said Allen's wife, Lisa Allen. "God will take care of them. He knows the plan. It hasn't gone the way anyone thought, but it's in God's hands and we'll just see what happens next." Haitian officials said the Haitian Orphan Rescue Mission lacked proper documentation when the team members were arrested Friday night in a bus with children from ages 2 months to

Don't Cry Daddy(words To One Of My Favorite Songs)
Today I stumpled from my bed with thunder crashing in my head, my pillow still wet from lastnights tears.And as I think of giving up a voice inside my coffee cup kept crying out, ringing in my ears, Dont cry daddy, Daddy please don't cry,daddy u still got me and little Tommy together we will find a brand new mummy, daddy daddy please laugh again, daddy ride us on you'r back again,oh daddy please dont cry. Why are children always first to feel the pain and hurt the worst? Its cruel somehow it just dont seem right. Cause everytime I cry I know it hurts my little children so, and I wonder if it will be the same tonight, Don't cry daddy, Daddy please dont cry, oh dont cry. Daddy you still got me and little Tommy, together we will find a brand new mummy, daddy daddy please laugh again, daddy ride us on your back again, oh daddy please dont cry. Oh daddy please dont cry.

Since No One Reads This Crap Anyway :p
Just my two cents on where I'm at so far in life (or not, as the case may be).Totally prose, so if it comes out poetic, it's just how I think :p Also, not about anyone or thing in particular, just a summation of personal conversations with myself over the last month or so. (Read: I ain't mad at nobody or nothing, just stating shit in case anyone's actually curious.) It seems that the more I learn about myself, the more I realize I don't understand at all.I'm twenty five and have almost nothing to show for it, in all honesty. A little debt, a little stress, and a little girl I miss horribly.As much as I know being a parent is supposed to be the greatest sacrifice of one's life, it seems ironic that I'm the only parent I know with nothing else in life at all.Perhaps I sabotage myself unknowingly? Am I afraid of loss, or am I really afraid I'll succeed?I love deeply still, I don't even intend to most of the time, it just seems to be part of me.It's hard constantly being the epitom

Oh Wtf???
Im Frickin bored!!!! anyways, in my bartab, i see a djredneck chic update status to good dj session... ok, who the hell is this? and scroll the pic and, nope...dont recognize her, or her name, or her salute...so being the nice guy I am *cough* i rate her an 11 before removing from friends and before i get back to my home page...mmm guess what? New Friend Request recieved from??? DJRedneck whoever the fuck and also an AKA DJ realname person chick thing, WTF? anyways, i thought i would share the stupidity that amuses me about my fubar experience...

Lesbian Dream
You place your arms around me I feel so lost in you As my lust for you expands You have a delicate smell That drives me crazy You have such a wonderful grace As we give into this lust You maybe Lesbian I could be Bisexual That doesn't matter I am so into you When I explore your body The softness of your breasts Amazingly of your pussy That smells like a Ocean My lust for you is falling into love Which we aren't in need of You speak to me softly Giving that chill down my spine You are just a dream As I thirst for you more I start to feel my body tremble You tell me to wake up I won't Just wanting a taste As I start to awake I feel myself in sweats Wishing she was so real

How Much I Love You
How much I love you You've changed my life from a blink of the eyeThe feeling in this heart of mine I cannot denyYou've made each day one I'll never forgetEverything we go through I will never regretYou are the gold I will treasure till the endYou are my soul mate and my best friendYou've done so much for me which I'm thankful forYou will always mean the world to me and so much moreYou are my guardian angel sent from HeavenThe best thing in my life - my sexy number elevenYou are the meaning to the word loveMy heart agrees and so would any doveYou have chased away every single fearYou are my tissue that'll wipe away any tearYou've given me life that I could live worthwhileThank you for the laughs and every smileMy days are a dream that has come trueEvery day is beautiful all thanks to youNow I have found what I've been looking forIt's you heart and soul and nothing moreYou've showed me the world in such short timeBut we've got the rest of our lives - a whole lifetimeIll end

[so... Thirty Minutes From Bed]
I find myself in a good mood for the first time since...Friday?Me and my best friend are trial running a new MMO, fallen earth. Think fallout 2 online with a 3 D interface. ... seriously that's it. And I don't have a problem with it, but like all sci fi mmo's it has a couple issues likea small fanbasea clunky fps/rpg hybrid fighting systemand a poorly contrieved and explained magic system just leave it out kids.Give me feats instead. It's anarchy and neocron on steroids. But yeahpretty god damn impressive game thus far.I'm already sizing it up for long term playability. I'll be interested to see if there's a decent team dynamic.which is uuuhkinda why you get a god damn MMO right? I didn't touch my new 1/100 MG gouf.I have NOTreceived my paycheckor my MG 1/100 Kampfer. I'm kinda pissed.Because I really want to be paid in a timely and consistent fashion like I was at my last jobevery fucking fridaycheck in my god damn handplaced there by my money fairy. ...I'm sure both will tu

Car Payments!
Made my first car payment today! I've had my truck so long that I forgot what it was like to have car payments. I don't like em (just so you know). I think I'll pay twice a month just so I don't have to pay for 3 yrs. I still miss my truck. Stupid accident. *tear* It was old trusty!

Earth Song Michael Jackson
Earth Song lyricsWhat about sunriseWhat about rainWhat about all the thingsThat you said we were to gain...What about killing fieldsIs there a timeWhat about all the thingsThat you said was yours and mine...Did you ever stop to noticeAll the blood we've shed beforeDid you ever stop to noticeThis crying Earth its weeping shores?Aaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohWhat have we done to the world?Look what we've done.What about all the peace,That you pledge your only son?What about flowering fields?Is there a time?What about all the dreams,That you said was yours and mine?Did you ever stop to notice,All the children dead from war?Did you ever stop to notice,This crying Earth its weeping shores?Aaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohI used to dreamI used to glance beyond the starsNow I don't know where we areAlthough I know we've drifted farAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohHeywhat about yesterday(What about us)What about the seas(W

Number 16 For Roger
The master did it again. Roger Federer won the Australian Open beating Scot Andy Murray. Federer won his 16th major with ease in straight sets. He hardly had time to break a sweat. It seems the only other player that can challenge him is Spaniard Rafael Nadal. Unfortunately, Nadal is working through some injuries. Without question this winner of 16 majors is one of the greatest tennis players the sport has ever seen. Hurry back Rafe. Roger needs a worthy challenger. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,584406,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM is a worthy station to listen to. Great music 24/7 for your enjoyment. www.live365/stations/blastcasterfm

You Know What?
I'm so fucking sick of being the "nice guy" to everyone to only get fucked over EVERY time. I try and try to make everyone happy and help out anyone I can, regardless if they are friends or not, but I'm sick of being the one getting shit on and yelled at and getting not even a fucking "thanks" for what I do to help any one. So you know what? Fuck every last one of you.. I'm done with it. Don't bother asking me for a fucking thing anymore because I will not do it. Don't ask for money, my help, a ride, a picture edit, a website, nothing. I'm fucking done getting nothing in return... FUCK YOU! *And to the ONE person that does appreciate me, this does not include you. And you know who you are... Alyssa*

Question About Idiots...
I just saw a fu woman with this main pic Oh great, I hate them too. But when you have a name "smarter then you", does that mean you hate yourself? And if you see nothing wrong with her name, sorry to tell you but, yea, you're a moron.

Hmmm........
so my ex wife and i started talking again a few days back and i called the other night and her grandma and i talked for a bit and heres a little of what christina and i talked about a few minutes ago....kinda weird........... Andy: so what has your mom and grandma said about me? Christina: they want us to get back together Christina: and they wish they could help you get back Christina: and that they miss you what y'all think?

Man In My Dreams
I woke up about 9:15 this morning (thanks to the fucking assholes upstairs) with a raging migraine. I haven't had one this bad in a really long time. It was getting to the point I thought I was going to be taking my butt down to the ER because it was not easing, even after taking my meds. Somewhere along the way, I must have passed out from the pain. I had this super bizarro dream (details of which are irrelevant). I mean, it was REALLY out there. When I woke up, I kind of laid there wondering WTF? One thing that was VERY clear was the man in the dream. Three hours later... I'm feeling a bit better and decide to go for a much needed haircut. Head down to a new hair place, walk in and just about fell over. The guy in my dream? Yeah, standing right there in front of me. I mean, exactly the same, right down to the piercings. Okay, this is a new one even for me. (Yes, this coming from the person who takes ghost pictures. LOL)

Broken Sword
Flames burning with one spark, Through your religion I die, Blind I see in the dark, I cut out my eyes! I was taught in my youth, Denying all of my fears , Deaf I hear the truth, I cut off my ears! Ringing like a Broken Sword, Upon my voice your attentions hung, Mute I speak the word, I cut out my tongue! Tearing open my pride, I feel pleasure instead of pain, I see the wound split wide I cut open my vein! Flowing free I'm bleeding, Pierced my blood will start, As it is still beating, I cut out my heart! 2,000 years of mutilation, Is this the generation, For judgement and devastation, Our world is in desolation!

A Ring
Yesterday I was at my Moms. She decided to go through some old jewlery that was her mothers. It's a little weird that I don't call her my Grandmother, but I never really got to know her. She died when I was 8 months old. Anyway, my Mom looks at me and tells me that this one particular ring that was her Mother's. She asks me if I would clean it for her...so I did. The next thing I know, my Mom tells me I can have it. This is the only thing I have that was my grandmother's. I really love it. I think it's suppose to be silver, but it's so old that it has a black tint to it. It also has a pink stone in it. I'm sure it's not real and I really don't care. I wear it and I love it. Sad that it took 30 years for me to get something that was my Grandmother's, but I have it and I really do appreciate that my Mom gave it to me. That is all, how are my friends?

Why Girls Can Wear Uggs In Hot Days
Hot days come now, and added ugg boots ah? This is definitely a response to the majority of MM Bar! But do not forget that for now and for the summer in Australia, UGG, but mad-season discounts Oh! Official online discount many styles are in it! If they want to buy a pair of true pro-UGG, start with now is the time! (Uggs official website can be directly sent to China), I believe that many do not know MM and the United States UGG Australia UGG, there are still differences, right? This does not, now I will explain for you Important Note: UGG Australia is not a brand name, but a general term for a large number of brands of snow boots. In the above given UGG Australia is the official web Jumbo UGG shoes sold in the brand, and it certainly belongs to UGG Australia, the large category. There are many other UGG Australia brand, named a way could be XXX Uggs, may also be UGG XXX. The Jumbo UGG Australia is a large-scale traditional UGG brand, one of the largest manufacturers of quality is t

Riddle 1
When John was six years old he hammered a nail into his favorite tree to mark his height. Ten years later at age sixteen, John returned to see how much higher the nail was. If the tree grew by five centimeters each year, how much higher would the nail be? Answer: Since trees grow at their tops, it would be at the same place.

The Colors Test
You Are Colorful Because You Are Sparkling You are witty and clever. You may not be the most outgoing person in the world, but you speak up when it matters. You know create an aura of mystery surrounding you. You enjoy having people wonder about you. You never over share or dominate a conversation. You only inject yourself when you know it's your time to shine. You are classy and elegant. Making a good impression is important to you, and you love to leave people wanting more. The Colors Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

World War 3
World War Three in Brief A Three World War scenario was developed several decades ago (see Conspiratorial History). Two World Wars have already been achieved, and the Third and final World War envisions an attack on Iraq, Iran and/or Syria as being the trigger to set the entire Middle East into fiery conflagration. Once America is firmly entrenched into the Middle East with the majority of her first-line units, North Korea is to attack South Korea. Then, with America's forces stretched well beyond the limit, China is to invade Taiwan. This will usher in the start of World War Three. World War Definition: What constitutes a 'world war'? How many countries need to be involved? And who decides at which point a number of regional skirmishes can be grouped together and called a World War? At the time, who called the official start of World War 1 and World War 2? And have you noticed that although the term 'World War Three' is freely used in the alternative press and on the Internet,

Love Stinks
So.. yea.. No one reads this.. and this is my first blog in ages.. but Fubar is going to be my new Net home.. Its the only site that I'm on, that my Realy Family hasn't found me on, and one where the men who have/are hurting me are not at. but love stinks yea.. I've been in love with two men for ages, Carmen and Corey... Corey and I have been "friends" for ages, we go back before 2003 I think.. and Ive had a crush on him for about as long.. well recently It happens that it became more than a crush, but at the same time.. not more than a crush (AKA he fucked me, but we are not in a relationship) This is because we live 5 hours apart and don't see each other much.. Well, at one point I "gave up" on Corey and started dating Carmen (A dude, Italian family name) we broke up after about 3 months, but stayed friends.. but again, slightly more than friends (im good enough for the occasional blow job or hand job but nothing more). When we broke up, he told me that I "needed to focus on

Another Fake Douchebag...
Check out abood, a real brave piece of work who insults those that confront him on his behaviour, then blocks them from his page, and posts some lame childish half-assed comment that's supposed to be an insult on their pages or pics. The behavior he gets confronted on that results in him acting like that?Hitting on women, trying to play them, then getting all pissy when they see through it and turn him down - at least, that's what I'm guessing is what made this particular little piece of queerbait go and spout vulgarities and half-assed attempts at insults in the comments to a woman's pics. His bravery shows not, though, in how he blocks those that confront him on his behavior, or even in his half-assed attempts at insulting the women.It's showing truly in how, after his attempt at insulting the woman in question, he quickly removes his default pic, and switches to another.This is certainly how a brave Jordanian acts... heh...A brave Jordanian who tries to play women, then gets all p

Salutes?
So I guess I owe quite a few people salutes at this point - especially since I lost motivation on the origami ones :( Since I now have running water again, and nothing else to do, I might as well do them tonight - any special requests?

I Will Always Believe In You
Some people won't believe in you;they won't encourage youto follow your dreams,but you must always believe in you,no matter how long the journeyahead seems. Some people will be jealous of you;their words will be sharp and unkind,but you must close your earsto such words,and never allow them to changeyour direction or your mind. I'll always believe in youand encourage youto follow your dreams,and I'll try my best to show youthat the road is neveras long as it seems. I'll always cheer for you;my words will be warm and kind,because I truly treasure you.You own a part of my heart,and you're always on my mind.

Sahkyo
When I look into your eyesMy soul sets on fireWhen you smile at meNothing lifts my heart higher. When your hand touches meI tremble from your touchWhen you kiss me, oh so softlyIn my mind it's just too much. When you speak to meThe air is spun with goldNever losing a word from youI cherish to me all you've told. There is nothing about youThat I could never loveI look to the skys and say my thanksTo whoever sent you from above.

How To Keep A Woman Happy
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother5. a father6. a master 7. a chef8. an electrician9. a carpenter10. a plumber 11. a mechanic12. a decorator13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist16. a psychologist17. a pest exterminator18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father23. very clean24. sympathetic25. athletic 26. warm27. attentive 28. gallant29. intelligent30. funny31. creative32. tender33. strong34. understanding35. tolerant 36. prudent37. ambitious38. capable39. courageous 40. determined41. true42. dependable43. passionate44. compassionateWITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping47. be honest48. be very rich49. not stress her out50. not look at other girlsAND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself53. give her lots of spa

1. The Embodiment Of Tao
Even the finest teaching is not the Tao itself.Even the finest name is insufficient to define it.Without words, the Tao can be experienced,and without a name, it can be known. To conduct one's life according to the Tao,is to conduct one's life without regrets;to realize that potential within oneselfwhich is of benefit to all. Though words or names are not requiredto live one's life this way,to describe it, words and names are used,that we might better clarifythe way of which we speak,without confusing it with other waysin which an individual might choose to live. Through knowledge, intellectual thought and words,the manifestations of the Tao are known,but without such intellectual intentwe might experience the Tao itself. Both knowledge and experience are real,but reality has many forms,which seem to cause complexity. By using the means appropriate,we extend ourselves beyondthe barriers of such complexity,and so experience the Tao.

A7x - Seize The Day
"Seize the Day" Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? I see m

Be My Lover! Fill Out & Send To Email
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (colour and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ------------ ------------ ------------ OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me often? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ------------ ------------ -------

What A Loony Fuck
I just got this email info United States subject: roll play received: 01/31/2010 12:51 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam i have been watching you for sometime fell in love with you that first second the way you walk is poetry in motion you even smiled at me once and turned youre head made me feel so good i follow you to youre house and as soon as you get inside i sneak to the porch and watch you undress slowly first youre silk stockings youre right foot the way you lift youre leg and show those beautifull thighs almost makes me crye the pure feminan beautyyou take of youre panties bending over like a beautifull rose showing me youre delicious inviting cheecks and pussie my penus get hard so hard.... and you walk away i know youre going into the shower and this time i have to watch youi sneak inside through the backdoor and walk into the living room towards the c

Goodbye
It's never easy to say goodbye to anyone, especially when you have known them for awhile and have shared some fun times. But unfortunately there are two people who have been in my life that I have to say goodbye to. I don't want to but now I can see that I have somehow become their enemy and I don't know what I've done to wrong them but I'll cut the tie that binds them to me. It feels like the only reason they were ever nice to me was because of who my gf was. I met them after I met her and they were already friends. And now that she has broke it off with me, I am the enemy. I'll cut the ties that bind them to me and will leave their lives so that they won't have to see me again. I'm sorry that I wronged you in whatever way I did, and I'm sorry that you have to see me as an enemy and that you will hate me eternally. I'm sorry that we could not remain as we were, and i hope that knowing that I am leaving your lives will make you happy. I saw you two as sisters and I would have w

Sad Love Quotes
before you jump to the wrong conclusions.... this goes out to all my friends, who have ever held a special place in my heart, but now we live to far apart or we never have the time to talk and say hi... I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile. There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel all right. Look in my eyes and you will find me, but look in my heart and you will find you Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after. i'm hurting so bad inside, I wish you could see. I'm struggling to be someone that isn't even close to me- Maybe some people just aren't meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come th

Let Me Explain For The Dim Witted A Simple Philosophy
Let me explain for the dim witted a simple philosophy Some of you love puzzles and word games… Let me play a WORD GAME with you… Democrats use the RACE CARD to say “Mean Republicans do not want poor black people to own a home…” Democrats then used Congress and Law to FORCE banks to start lending money to poor black families to buy homes, EVEN THOUGH they were not credit worthy. Banks loaned the money because Congress (Senator Obama, Congressman Frank and Congressman Dowd) said “The US Govt will back up all these loans!” Fannie Mae and Freddie Mack RUN by Democrats ( some now in the Obama administration ) started giving away loans like candy. George Bush and John McCain tried to put the skids on before the economy collapsed. Warning that IT WOULD HAPPEN! Guess what? Poor people can not make house payments when the cost of living rises AND the interest rates on the loans rise, as they AGREED TO IN THEIR CONTRA

Favorite Quote
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes..Charles R Swindoll

Giddamittofriggin'helluptheassandbackagainforthecreamyfinish, Part Douche
"Today, I found out my walls are literally 2mm thick with no insulation behind them. Explains the 46 degree warmth in my home. Also, the pipes froze solid..even the large 10 inch toilet one. Basement's flooded with nice, cold water.Add the bathroom, too as well as the joining closets and out into the living room... Thank God I have no rugs here.. Toilet lines froze so badly, that the water didn't stop running, BUT the bowl wasn't draining due to freezing.... It's -7 degrees down in the basement right at this time.. Apparently the heat lamps I set up, to keep the pipes from freezing, were turned off.. I think one kid is to blame, but who knows, damages are done.... Tomorrow, I'm skating in my own basement on a slick, new sheet of ice..." That, my friends, was last night... This morning, much more fun's abound..Yes, my basement has a nice sheet of ice and we can now skate while doing laundry...Toilet was so bad during the night, that I was forced to turn the water off to it and hope

The Most Beautiful Love Song Ever Made
Yea it's old but first time I heard this damn thing made me cry, go look it up on youtube.......The Jaguars - Play A Love Song Lyrics to Play A Love Song : Please play a love song for me and my love tonight. Tell her I'm sorry Let's make it all right. I really love her with all of my heart and soul. Can't live without her. Please let her know. Tell her... She's still the beat of my heart There's no one else in the world. Help me rekindle the spark Bring back her heart. Please play a love song for me and my love tonight. Tell her I'm sorry Let's make it all right. (Ooh ooh ooh oooh) Please play a love song tonight.... [ Play A Love Song Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

I Keep Looking On..
-- and on, onto the future. Regardless what may come my way. visionsof greatnessimageshaunting the mindwhispers of a futurethat cannot be seenof a cool breezethat has yet to brush our skinwe reached for the unreachablewe ranuntil our body failedwe prayedto a God who may not be listeningbut we havethese dreamsthat push us along the waythese hopesthat fill us with powerthis faiththat we will rise aboveand taste freedomtoiling for justicebleeding for hopedying for lovewhat Fools we may bebreathing truthin a sea of liesand so we will drownyetlove lies before usall we can dois take the step forwardjustice rests on the horizonall we can dois squint at its beautystumble forwardand knowsomedaythey'll feel the warmth upon their skinand smile in thanksto the soulswho beat the paththat leadtofreedom-- By Ernie Duque

This Is Something I Should Listen To Daily!!
Lady Antebellum One Day You Will One Day You Will (Dave Haywood / Charles Kelley / Hillary Scott / Clay Mills) You feel like you're falling backwards Like you're slippin' through the cracks Like no one would even notice If you left this town and never came back You walk outside and all you see is rain You look inside and all you feel is pain And you can't see it now Chorus But down the road the sun is shining In every cloud there's a silver lining Just keep holding on (just keep holding on) And every heartache makes you stronger But it won't be much longer You'll find love, you'll find peace And the you you're meant to be I know right now that's not the way you feel But one day you will You wake up every morning and ask yourself What am I doing here anyway With the weight of all those disappointments Whispering in your ear You're just barely hanging by a thread You wanna scream but you're down to your last breath And you don't know it yet Repeat Chorus

Love
For once I'm trying to be a better person, yeah I have my flaws but who doesnt. Now that I know what I want in life people try seem to hurt me mentally. This is why I cant be happy with someone, I just get hurt in the end. Its all about karma....bad things happen to bad people. I'm living in my karma now, but I realize I need to make myself a better person and for those who hurt me, its going to hurt them back sooner or later. I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to be happy for once. I'm tired of always feeling this way. I want to love but I'll just get hurt all over again. Sorry I cant be perfect.

H1n1 Shots....why ?
Um why are they pushing soooooo hard for HEALTHY teens and young adults to get the H1N1 shot ? That age group has the most robust immunization systems and are the least at risk for H1N1 or any version of the flu. I understand that young children and older adults, or those with comprimised immune systems may need the shot. So why are they pushing so hard for everyone to get the H1N1 shot ? I think it's just another brick in the wall of immunizations that the government mandates, that in the long run will be found out to have so many side affects that entire generations will be damaged.

Good Night With Great Friends
I just had an amazing day/night with some great friends, one of whom I haven't seen since high school. The day started out bowling and talking, took five of us almost three hours to bowl two games. It was great, like we were back in high school, almost, Matt, Meaghan, Brittney, Kathy, and myself, four girls one guy. We all had so much catching up to do, it was crazy. After bowling we went and rented Sleepy Hollow with Johnny Deep, never having seen the movie, it was great, minus all the talking we did. But what I can remember of the movie, a lot a really really fake blood, it was like they didn't even try to make it look real, kind of funny if you ask me. Well I took Matt to work and went back to Brittney's house and Kathy, Brittney and I finished Sleepy Hollow then started watching this other movie Re-Animator, didn't finish it though due to having to take Brittney down to Blue Boutique so she can pick up a toy since her boyfriend is out of town. Let me tell you somethi

Monday, 31st, December 1934
Nothing going on, it started out to be a pretty day, but turned off too Kold. After Mutt came in he and I went to the Post Office, then went to see a coupla guys he sold them each a suit then home again. Hap went to see his girl brought her out to the house and didn’t get out. They sat in the car for an hour or so, until everyone went to bed then they came in. Gedy and her mother rather sore about it. I didn’t like it my self too well, I don’t think that a very nice way to do. I played sol all eve he beat me 6 straight games, then I beat him one. Well Honey Girl this is 1935, we have got about 3 inches of snow on the ground and it is still snowing. I am going to close up and home home, so until later sweet dreams. I wish you a very prosperous and Happy New Year.

Coeur Des Epines
Quelque part, de façon ou d'autre, loin loin... L'ange pleure ses larmes de douleur. Pour, bien qu'ils aient aimé, car aucun ne pourrait aimer... Le coeur d'anges a été déchiré encore. Déchiré encore par des épines encore. L'ange est mort en larmes de douleur. I believe this to be the most efficient method to express it all. Close your eyes and look... look as the eagle looks, from the highest heights. Look as the snake looks, from sandy pits and jungle floor. I guarantee you cannot. The minds eye is truly powerful... but, no man nor woman can see from the eyes of another. Its one of those trees in the forest deals... if it falls, does it make a sound? Think about it. Every friendship or relationship you have, you still do not know that person. You know what they want you to know. You may argue that if they have indeed shown you who they are, then would it not be true that you know them? I say no, and no again. For the simple fact remains that you are not them. There is no way for you

Sturday Night Rant
sábado, 10 de noviembre de 2007 a las 13:45 | walking along the riverbank, I noticed a small sparrow had landed in a nearby tree. I could not help but to stand and watch as it gently pecked out each of its feathers in a seemingly random order. I thought to myself, even this small bird understands the need to find some sort of order amidst all of this chaos. So, here we are tumbling down the rabbit hole once again... And not unlike Alice, of that famed wonderland, we're all lost and just a tad bit confused. The time has come my little friends, to talk of many things.Of shoes and ships and sealing wax, cabbages and Kings...And why the sea is boiling hot,And whether pigs have wings... If we spend our entire lives rhyming,And all of our time singing songs, what have we accomplished?In this reality, it seems that no one really cares who we are. No one matters to anyone. So, as a no one to everyone, one could infer that everything we do accomplish... need only satisfy ourselves. Whethe

Bottom Of A Bottle...
martes, 06 de noviembre de 2007 a las 11:04 | Editar nota | Eliminar There comes a time when you have to look at the tabletop in front of you and count the bottles... empty. Drained to the fullest extent. So, on shaky legs we stand. We kindly pay our tab. We walk from the smoke and clamor, back out into a dark world.Swirling in like an import on tap, the shadows of my past have once again been placed in front of me. It's kind of funny now, looking back at who I've been... compared to who I am now. Drink. At times, these days, I often want to cry out at the top of my lungs, "WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?!" I mean, honestly, this is just what I get for ever giving myself away.. haha. Drink. Nonetheless, here I sit, wondering what the path will look like when the time has come to head home. What was a straight (not-so-narrow) road... has now become a busy intersection. Red lights all around the grid. You know. That eerie anticipation, as each vehicle rolls slightly forward, as if a

It Is..
Domingo, 21 de octubre de 2007 a las 18:10 | Its the simple things that we sometimes forget... It is the sound of waves crashing against rocks at the shore. Crashes at the Rock by Darryl Campbell It is the setting moon, giving way to a beautiful new day. It is her smile, unseen, yet felt 'neath each word she writes. It is the subtle swirling of whirlpools whirling. It is that rare majestic moment shared between two people on the damp sand, as the tide falls, hours before dawn. It is the sparkle in her eyes, remnant of the thousand suns dotting a darkened sky. It is the lethargic whisper of summer winds and spring rains. It is the off-balance shudder step as she jumps into your arms, planting a long awaited kiss on your lips. Its the smile you flaunt, alone in your bedroom, when a thought of her creeps into your mind...They are the slowly dying artifacts of once cherished romanticism. And just when realization strikes... just when you've thought you lost it for all time... A frien

My Bunnies
Beautiful sexy pink Bunnies: i love you more than any words can say i want to be around you always and forevers because you are my heart, no one makes me feel inside like you do, no one brings out my love like you do, and nothing could ever take you from me because our love is forevers

Meeting Her At Yellow Lights
martes, 04 de septiembre de 2007 a las 2:06 | Yellow Means Danger by IsItReal She speeds byon the fast track to love, but slows for the yellow lighthanging above, intersection..allowing the world to catch upto her idling engineallowing thought to transpose into poetic dictionallowing reaction time for meto apply friction--to anti-lock brakes, andavoiding the mistake, ofcrashing through cross trafficwhile my RPMs race... Red Light To Heaven by emmimen caught up in the magicand enjoying the chase...I stop beside her.Light reading red, Green Light by Cwistak I catch a glimpse of her eyes lit up with fire...and, that's all I've seen--'Cause she sped off,soon as the light turned green.-poeticDesCentCopyright 2007poeticDesCent. All rights reserved by the author. Unlawful use or reproduction may result in legal action. Art courtesy of deviantART @ http://www.deviantart.com

Nothing Better
He writes 'twixt the low hum of electricity. He writes in the dim glow of computer screens, head bent low over loose leafed sheets. He writes to guitar riffs and digital chords. He writes of you... Memory lane is right around the corner; you know, the same street you've meandered down for years. Fingers tips meet finger tips, as anxious tongues lick waiting lips. Setting sun meets horizon as waning moon begins its run. Sunset Stars and Moon (artist not listed) Ah, how his eyes close tightly. Oh, how he grips that pen, forcing images to become words.... And this world... with its poets, with its love songs and first kisses, with its close calls and near misses. He drifts away. The lights in the city become sparse, as happy heads are lain to rest. He wishes upon satellites for the chance to see you again. Riverfront walks... late night talks... The gentle wave of flesh as you inhale, sleeping soundly with his arms wrapped around you. He counts the stars tonight and remembers the gliste

Please Sign This Petition
It will cost you nothing to hit the link and sign this petition but it could help to save thousands of lives over the long term.A lot of good people have donated a lot of money to help the people of Haiti over the past several days and this is helping the survivors and displaced people in the present and in the short term.But Haiti's pain and suffering is going to last a long, long time!Here's something that you can do that can make a huge positive difference to alleviate a lot of that pain - not just in the short term, but far into the future. Hit the link and sign the petition to cancel Haiti's debt. For the past several years Haiti has spent far too much money just servicing the interest on it's huge debt. They have only been able to tackle the interest whilst the debt stays static or even rises. This debt has been crippling Haiti financially for years - it's fucking insane! This money could be spent on rebuilding all of it's lost infrastructure, medicines, hospitals and other vital

Hero.
I've been down this same scope for six years.No matter how many times I try, I can' seem to get the fix. Orange dust in my fingers, missed calls, a hundred notes.Doesn't have much to do with anything now does it? Space confines as strangers confide and electronic impulse synchopates to a soft wave of rhythm.Don't know but I bet it'd be scarlet.And I bet it'd taste like ginger.Spicey, prone to cause awakenings. Another day in my cave.Pretending to be all forms of heroic. But that's my day job.Nobody sings the songs about pacifist service.No one writes epics when you push the wheel downhill to save a kid's life.It's always surgeons, always chemists, scientists.What of the hive?The paper pushers, the myopic processorsthe overheated undercaffeinated customer repstheir headsets fried like pancakes dripping with glazed insults and impatient shrieking. I saved a life this week.Maybe not every weekwhere's my god damn parade?Where's my tiny stack of bottle capsmy bobblehead likenessmy face p

Joys Of Muslim Women
A MUST READ FOR EVERYONE. Joys of Muslim Women By Nonie Darwish In the Muslim faith a Muslim man can marry a child as young as 1 year old and have sexual intimacy with this child. Consummating the marriage by 9. The dowry is given to the family in exchange for the woman (who becomes his slave) and for the purchase of the private parts of the woman, to use her as a toy. Even though a woman is abused she can not obtain a divorce. To prove rape, the woman must have (4) male witnesses. Often after a woman has been raped, she is returned to her family and the family must return the dowry. The family has the right to execute her (an honor killing) to restore the honor of the family. Husbands can beat their wives 'at will' and he does not have to say why he has beaten her. The husband is permitted to have (4 wives) and a temporary wife for an hour (prostitute) at his discretion. The Shariah Muslim law controls the private as well as the public life of the woman. In the West Wor

Zombie Take-out Episode 30: Xenu Made Me Do It
Zombie Take-Out Episode 30: Xenu Made Me Do It is now online Scotto and Uncle John discuss a cult movie of a different sort ... and one of the worst movies of all time. This week on Zombie Take-Out it's Battlefield Earth. Was Travolta's performance decent? Would Forest Whitaker's performace have been better of he was actually eating a sandwich? Was Ker a Mog? Mananimals? http://zombietakeout.com

Irish Luck
I want this back. It DOES work.His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his toolsand ran to the bog.There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death.The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved.'I want to repay you,' said the nobleman. 'You saved my son's life.''No, I can't accept payment for what I did,' the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel.'Is that your son?' the nobleman asked.'Yes,' the farmer replied proudly.'I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of education my own

Be In Vanguard Of Loving Mastery
I found an email with this title in my spam folder yesterday, and the phrase stuck with me though I would never use the product it’s advertising; I’m still energetic enough without it. What to write about today … I don’t have to write about anything, but little snippets run through my head and perhaps it’ll occur to me among buying a laptop computer for my niece for just over a hundred dollars, eating pheasant this morning and nearly swallowing a bead of the buckshot used to kill it, getting Sarah and Jeffrey to bed early yesterday since they didn’t take naps, Jeffrey’s improving aim in the potty and not just with what he’s supposed to do there … yeah, life is busy enough! Tomorrow morning at church is our annual (church-wide) business meeting, and it’s at least it’s comprised of as many voting members as we can assemble on Sunday morning. I can’t say it’s unnecessary (church council meetings occur ev

American Idol
Written January 13, 2010I was watching American Idol the other day and one of the people auditioning, Jermaine Sellers, has a Mother who has a birth defect called Spina Bifida. When he entered the audition room for his Audition,they started with a short discussion about himself as they do with all the contestants. Kara Dioguardi,one of the judges, made a comment about him caring for his "Sick" Mother. Spina Bifida is not an illness. The proper term is physically impared or disabled.This just means that we are not able to do some physical activities,such as walking. We all have things that we find difficult whether we are disabled or not. Should we all be labled as being sick? I don't think so. So, labeling someone with Spina Bifida or any other kind of disability, as being sick, is just wrong. It's just as bad as calling someone crippled, if they're not able to walk. Disabled or not, we are all human beings and should be treated as su

By The Skin Of His Teeth
Scooter..This little rascal is alive and well today thanks to his quickness. A neighbor moved away and left this little dude to fend for himself. Packs of coyotes roam this part of the desert. One evening my granddaughter and friend were standing next to a field nearby when they heard the maniacal howling and yapping of a pack of coyotes coming their way. These coyotes can make your hair stand on end when they start their pursuits. Suddenly out of the darkness a figure came hurtling through the air and landed in the arms of our friend. It was "Scooter" the abandoned little dog. The noise of the coyotes gradually faded away as the girls brought this lucky little guy into the house and yard. He has turned out to be the friendliest dog I've ever had and a joy to watch playing. He was only seconds away from certain death by coyotes. We adopted him and our Rottweiler/German Shepard mix keeps guard over him when he plays outside.

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www.female-ejaculation-joysquirt.blogspot.com IS one of funniest ADULT blogs with erotica and a flair for appreciation of the arts ! IF your workplace & home appreciates "adult" humor that is not blatent porn, is fun for everyone! ADD TO FAVORITES AND LOOK AT ARCHIVES anytime you are searching for a good laugh!

Giddamittofriggin'helluptheassandbackagainforthecreamyfinish
Today, I found out my walls are literally 2mm thick with no insulation behind them. Explains the 46 degree warmth in my home. Also, the pipes froze solid..even the large 10 inch toilet one. Basement's flooded with nice, cold water.Add the bathroom, too as well as the joining closets and out into the living room... Thank God I have no rugs here.. Toilet lines froze so badly, that the water didn't stop running, BUT the bowl wasn't draining due to freezing.... It's -7 degrees down in the basement right at this time.. Apparently the heat lamps I set up, to keep the pipes from freezing, were turned off.. I think one kid is to blame, but who knows, damages are done.... Tomorrow, I'm skating in my own basement on a slick, new sheet of ice...

Friends
Well, a couple weeks ago my wife and I got some sad news, our good friend, (of many years) Kat, was diagnosed with a rare form of Leukemia. She is currently undergoing chemo therapy and has a really great attitude about it. Immediately after receiving this news my wife and I decided to see how we could help. We found that we could help by fundraising with Team in Training. They even set us up with our very own website (mainly my wife as she signed up since I will be going on deployment soon) so we can see who has donated and how much. Anyway,I thought writing a blog and having a link herre might help in our efforts to raise money for research and to find a cure for Leukemia and Lymphoma. Here's the link Thanks!

Blast From The Past
Things haven't been the greatest lately. Even my close friends on here really don't have any idea what's really going on. For that, I apologize. It's a defense mechanisim I learned a long time ago. i have to pull away or I can be really clingy, and annoying. Not to mention, I don't like showing my weakness to people. I grew up most of my life never sheading a tear in front of anyboy. That wall slowly started crumbling post high school after a lot of pretty traumatic events...and it seems it hasn't stopped. So since I can't fight it, I just kind of disappear and shut down. So, I apologize to those. Especially my top family, especially a few of you that I've been close with for well over a year now and that I truly love deeply... On that same note, despite how hard January has been for me this month, there has been good out of it. Some people I lost touch with on fubar that I cared about a lot and was close with have started circling back in for whatever the reason may be. Whether I sou

In The Hotel
My boss told me to bring my laptop and meet him in the hotel room for some work we needed to do. Of course knowing him I figured we would be doing more than computer stuff. So I dressed in a very sexy dress with hot thigh highs and new white pumps. As soon as I got there his hands were over my dress and up it too. He pulled out the camera and in no time I was posing as a hot sexy secretary. He loved the hot new white heels and the rest of the outfit. Oh, I hope you join so you can see the hot secretary on the desk with her legs spread wide and her wet pussy showing for all to see.

[the Dirty Games We Play]
I'm thinking about switching from whole ducks.Buuuuut... I dunno, then I can't get any stock or fat out of them should I desire. And lord knows I have the fat for a good... while. What I really need to stop doing is adding the fat to my stock pot and for that matter I need to just remove it from the whole roast. Anyway. I made dirty rice with the heart liver and gizzard.And leg meat. I poached the innards in red wine first to diminish the livery taste, let them cool and then crushed them in my fingers and worked them into a few tablespoons of the red wine reduction and about a cup of broth and a 1/2 cup of full-fat stock (you would not believe the measures I took to remove the fat and clarify the broth, it involved practically building a glass still) The bits that were about a square centimeter or larger I retrieved the bits that fell off in the stock making process-I strained and gave to my dog >> but they totally have a place in dirty rice. then I made a liver sauce out of w

The Best Letter I Have Ever Recieved!!!!!! Ever!!!!
from: michelangelo64 The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, t... Stone Mountain, GA subject: You are off the chart Beautiful! received: 01/30/2010 05:46 pm replied: 01/30/2010 05:47 pm block this member Flag as spam Hey Beautiful, How are you doing? You are just like the angel that was too fragile to walk the earth yet too beautiful to stay within Heaven's gates! When God created you, my Princess, it was perfection without a flaw. Light can be defined without sun. Sweetness can be defined without honey. Fragrance can be defined without a rose, but beauty cannot be defined without you. You are what defines beauty.

Sitting Around Thinking
How long beforeI kiss your sweet lipsAgainTasting the curves ofYour mouthAs we unite.When willI get to hold you in my armsAgainFeeling your soft curvesPressing against my bodyAs we embrace.How many days must pass untilI love you on all levelsAgainIntoxicating you onThe physical, spiritual and mentalAs we fit.When willI slumber off next to youAgainTaking comfort inYour rhythmic breathingAs we sleep.How long mustI wait to behold you in my gazeAgainReading love of the mind and heartAs we look into each other’s souls.When willI see youAgain?

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Ugh... Laptops.....
Just a little info~ Last wednesday morning i logged onto my laptop and had checked Fubar and Myspace.. And then all hell BROKE loose on me. My laptop somehow got a bug/virus of some kind to the point where I couldn't even do a System Restore on it or a Virus Scan. So, took it down that afternoon to BestBuy and it's now being fixed.. Basically in a nutshell.. The HD has to be reformatted.. yeah yeah I know ppl have been saying " Ohh I can do that for You" ... Granted I do trust my IT friends... but when I paid $300 for a 3 yr. extended warranty if ANYTHING were to go wrong with my laptop... I'm going to take advantage of that!!! So, as i wait for my laptop to get fixed and all that.. I'm on my roommates computer for the time being.. From what i was told @ BestBuy .. the tech said it can take from 2-6 wks depending on what exactally is wrong with it. So please bare with me.. Those you have my cell already can text me... I do go onto yahoo mess. vie my cell. BUT i'm not always on

Iphone
I know some of you assholes also have said phone, or know of it. I need a selection of apps that can pass the time, and cure herpes. (Yes, theres an app for that). Also...if you want another phoen contact,let me know. My numbers posted but im more than willing to add you all. Now, get too it! As always, i ban nothing from my blogs.

When I Look Into Your Eyes!!
When I look into your eyes I see a sweet person who is just dieing to come out. I see someone who loves adventure and who enjoys life. You're someone who can be counted on when someone needs someone to talk to. You're that guy that every girl dreams about having, but won't ever get. You're a dream come true off a star that every girl wishes on. You're the light in every girl's eyes. We all want you but only one can have you. I see that your heart is broken. Your eyes show hidden dreams and hidden talents that no one has seen. Don't hide them from people show them to the world and let them decide if they are good or not. I see an angel that was sent from heaven. Your eyes are the true meaning of the word faithful and the true meaning of the word love just looking in your eyes I see all that. I could look into your eyes everyday and see something new and extravagent. Your eyes show me that there is hope. When you cry your eyes shed the love that you felt when you first layed eyes on her

When It Comes To You..
When it comes to you I will alwayz love you no matter what happens.. You may have someone else but nothing will ever make me stop feeling the way I do about you.. You are the only one that I want and the only one who can make me smile and laugh the way you do.. I want you to be the one that I bring home to meet my parents.. Boy if it wasn't for you my life would have been over.. I tried ending my life, but when I thought about you I just couldn't do it.. When we use to talk you were all I thought about.. Now that your gone my life has no meaning, no motivation to live, no nothing. I truely feel lost with out you.. You gave me the motivation to go to college to stick it out when it got hard... I have no motivation anymore it has all go to hell because with out you I'm just a nobody...

When I Die...
When I die, I want you to be there beside me.. Just take my hand and tell me you love me one last time.. Be my knight in shinning armor one last time.. Be the Prince Charming I alwayz knew you could be.. Realize that you are the one for me even though I'm laying here lookin at the shinny white light.. One day we will be together one last time and when that day comes no one will come between us.. Realize that I love you and that I've wanted to be with you from the first day we met to my last breathe that I take.. Take me home to that place and just lay beside me..

Everything That I'm Feeling
Maybe one day I will look at you with open arms.. Hopefully you will walk right into them.. I can't think of anywhere I'd rather be then in your arms.. I've learned that you hold the key to my heart. Every moment of every day I wish I could talk to you in every way possible.. But we end up going our seperate ways.. For once in my life I would like to open up and let someone in.. But when I do they have to be a man.. No little boys.. Just thinking of you gives me butterflies.. My stomach is in knots thinking that you might not want to be with me the way I see.. There is not a minute that you aren't running through my mind.. I think that you could hold me forever and never let me go, but that is up to you.. I try and try and this is the only way I can get through to you.. If I put it all on the line then maybe you will come and rescue me from this life I live and take me into the life that you live.. Sitting here writing this to you hoping that you will read it, but im not sure.. I hope

Blog
Wyked told Me to blog... This is a blog.She made no specifications as to what to write in a blog, just said to blog…next time wyked say what you want the blog on :P Charlie Brown is not impressed with your poor excuse of a blog ....Emanon is not impressed that Charlie Brown is not impressed There you go wyked :P

Update On Me.....
HELLO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS... I just wanted to update everything that has gone on since I was on here last, It has been a long time. I had computer troubles, I had to get a new laptop then I had to send it in to be fixed, ironic isin't it? lol I also was homeless during the summer until my ex husbands cousin took me and my family in, but we live on a fixed income and they abused our kindness. By that I mean we offered to help pay a portion of their bills while we stayed there, and we enede up giving them all of our money, and not being able to have our money for our own expenses. Once we finally found a place to live, they decided they would keep my livingroom furniture which came to over $3000.00 worth and they sold it, WITHOUT my permission. They were only supposed to hold on to my livingroom furniture for me until I could pick it up from their home. The home I am in now, is in the country and has four bedrooms, and 36 acres of land...it is very nice here. I was not able to be on

I Can Remember
I can rememberFrom so long agoAll the sweet memoriesOf how things were stowed. I can rememberHow I thought life should flowThe sheer innocence as a childOh, the things then I didn't know. I can rememberThrough the years as I've agedThings aren't always as they lookIt's like a part, being played on stage. I can rememberA yesterday I so lovedWhen all seemed so perfectLike a hand in a glove. I can rememberThe day my world fell apartBut, knowing life will go onToday I'm making a new start.

One More Hour!
Why would anybody want to be friends with you?I'm loyal, bitches! What is your favorite thing to do when you're on vacation?Hookers and blow.Not really..hrm, I'd probably just relax and get time for myself. What to YOU is your main purpose in life?I have no clueWhat's your favorite color?Green.Did you ever want to be a lawyer?No, I'm not a good liar.Do you like drama T.V. shows?I don't watch much television, period.What color are your bed sheets?blue-ish.What's your favorite kind of food?Christmas dinner.Do you take vitamins?No. But I should.When did you wake up this morning?I'd say around 8am.Have you ever met anyone famous?Sure have.Where do your grandparents live?They don't live........Where will you be going on vacation this summer?Hopefully DC.List all the jobs you've had:I'm sure you all do not need to know about those..How much allowance do/did you get each week?...I don't get an allowance.How old is your pet?No pets either.Do you have a t-shirt from a band or artist?No. I just

[plamo's Revenge: Learned A Lesson]
The following is a guide with commentary on a completed kit for my benefit and notekeeping.You can read it if you would like, but seriously, its a process list. You reallyreallyreallyreally need to do a full disassembly on your kit before clear coating. Moving parts and what is essentially a very wet, very reactive glue doesn't mix. Alsohobby knives hurt when they dig straight into your finger.But I already knew thatand I prefer the term precision knife. The clear coat does have some perks though.Like filling up and sealing seams, smoothing nibsbut the problem isin order to get that benefit of sealant you have to leave the limb whole.Thatglues the damn joints. Alsoseriously don't fuck around with this stuff with joints and socketsmakes your life a bit unliveable. I'm going to watch some more tutorials... *sigh* in japanese I bet. The 1/144 is zaku is finished.And simoultaneously ruined.Added surface area to sockets and joints have made some of them less reactive, or downright

She Has Typed Again
Okay, I'm a moody bitch. My mood is currently volatile and some may feel a bit put out by it. But the fact is I don't need to hold spaces or places for people I don't know or don't wish to speak to. I changed a few things and I am sure no one has noticed. For real when was the last time you read my page beyond the status comment? I'm guilty of not being on much or coming to rate, but you better know if I come I READ! Its nice to be informed. My days of dwelling upon the internet are coming to a close. The rare moments I will be here will be infrequent due to the fact I am moving!!! It's official I should be where I am going by march :) I don't need to say bye to many. I tried but an abundance of lame excuses were what I came across. So adios to almost all of you local people I have shared a moment of time with. ;) I might not have the net for a while or I might decide to avoid it in order to find myself again. I can check my email anytime, most of my friends have it. I recommend you us

For Those
I will add, this is my chance at being all ninja like. Although I cant send chats or even shout box because I cant remember my email password to verify it here..lol Dont know what else I can do without doing that.. but I am here for a bit to add a few very select people

Work =/
Is it possible for me to get a raise? I was told that I'd get one when things got busy again, but it needs to be done now. Yesterday I had to open the store. Not a big deal, I do that at least once a week. When I get there he's asking me to help him with things that only him and his sister know how to do. I've watched them before, so I knew what I was doing. While I'm working, my other boss calls me on my cell phone and starts asking me to change the schedule and to just "work something out". Why didn't she call her brother? I don't know. But I had to get a hold of people and figure out what to do so she could still have her day off. When I called her and told her what I'd worked out and put on the schedule, she said.."Okay, I'll come in on Sunday and work a double". Like I was the one that was the boss and she was the employee. My boss the one that was there pretty much told me that I didn't have to listen to him. When he tells me to do something, he'll stop half way and then say.."

January Never Ends
It felt like January was going on forever, but it has ended now, thank God! It's been an odd month for me all round, lots of writing work and less performance gigs which have freaked me out slightly. If I don't get on stage I tend to be mental, husband says am like a cloven hoofed wolf prowling the house looking for faults! My dad decided he wanted new curtains for his windows, so we bought him some (he picked them and shouted the serial number of them into my face in the street- he is a bit deaf, still...I nearly bit his face, I hate shouting). After we delivered them and the new curtain pole, I told him to give us a few days before we could come up and fix it into the wall. He agreed and spoke at length about the dangers of an old man going up heights, but as we drove away, I saw the silhouette of him erecting the ladders through his blinds! He is a stubborn old bugger! Ashley and I have been writing hard for a radio show. People always ask what it's like writing with your d

For Those That Want To Ask..
Wow, I'm so upbeat and it's only 8:40am. I'm still reeling over my date last night. It was fantabulous! Best. Date. Ever. *goes about her day to get schoolwork done* Oh, I'm seeing him today, I just don't know what we're doing or what time we're doing anyting. Again, I gotta decide. As Meli puts it - keep things innocent. Soooooooooo not my strong suit, but I'm doing my damndest! I'm sticking with kissing for now. Good lord, can that man kiss. *drinks peppermint tea* It's a good weekend.

Successful Operation!
My spotlight day was incredible!! Thanks to everyone again for all your help. I wasn't able to be home that much but I checked in from my phone. I had an eye doctor appointment, got new spectacles. Then went to the Professional Weight Loss Clinic to get my first Lipotropic and B12 injection. I'm excited about this plan to lose the weight I've gained back after having gastric bypass. Then after all that stuff I went bowling of course since it was Friday night. So the breakdown was that I got hit so hard that I just couldnt keep up with everyone that rated me. I did however manage to sort thru friend requests ... pretty easy. I found some of my friends that were on my last account. YAY! Lots of them didnt realize I had deleted and was kinda bummed because they thought I deleted them. LOL. That's ok though, we're back together and that's what matters. I got a crap-ton of comments and bombs and I managed to rate everyone that bombed me. I leveled 5 TIMES and today I'm ranked #30!!!!!!!!111

I Really Need....
I was talking to a new friend about leveling. Seems like you can get a lot more points from bombs now. I've had them before, but not since the changes. If I'm not mistaken, he said you could get close to 5 million per bomb, WITHOUT having autos. So, seems like that's what I need. If I can manage to get 5 bombs, I could level. Who wants to give me a bomb? lol. Kind of kidding, but I'd be forever greatful if you gave me one =] So how is everyone's weekend? It's snowing here like crazy and suppose to get more. We have about 5 inches now with 1-3 more inches coming today. Ugh.

Have You Found Donald Christ?
So, I am attempting to sell two pieces of jewelry for court money on Craigslist. Two items that I don't wear often enough to keep around and they were given to me by BGJ for our first Valentine's Day together, I figure good timing. I have had one response (besides the token guy that says he is going to send me a bank check, he just needs all my information first), and the email it came from listed his name as "christ donald". So, I told Steer "Hey, some guy named Christ wants my earrings", to which he said "that's probably his last name, emails do that". I said "Donald Christ? Is that Jesus' cousin?" He said "Well his brother's name is Craig." Fair enough. So, I answered Him, but no response yet. I guess Jesus' cousin Donald is no longer interested in my earrings. This reminded us that a while back when Steer was selling his Dodge truck on Craigslist that a guy named Jesus had emailed him about his truck. Obviously Mexican in decent, but when they set up a meeting time Jesus said "I am

Passion's Transition
Is the wish for the touch of sweet fingertips the nature of the lyre? A delicate instrument who dreams of a sire to strum her tender chords across an empire. Does the muse search for the poet, like the poet searches for a reason to be inspired? A longing for completeness in all things comes hard-wired - yang to yin, masculine to feminine, even the Truth needs the Liar. Love is a fickle creature, and when strangled it's easily tired; denied the bellows, the inferno’s destiny is dire. Struggles for radiance lead to desperate attempts at breaths; the immolation of the conflagration becomes a funeral pyre. Whether positive or negative, understanding of vision is subjective. With this being said, could love be a phoenix - once exhausted could the bonfire be resurrected? New wings, alight with flame, to burn away the dark of pain - soaring away to heights unexpected. This is the game we play; the way we danced away the day - perfect partners divinely selected. F

My Little Mesage
Say i'm disrespectful then fuck you. Wanna beef with me fuck you. Got a problem with what i say in my rhymes or with what i'm sayin fuck you. Say i'm not fine fuck you. You don't think i'm wicked or get with it fuck you. Do whatever you wanna do. Be on about your way. Keep cool not less pretend to be a fool fuck you nigga fuck you bitch fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. I don't need off to skeet hit with one hooks. Read books & try to come with a chorus. Like if my name was boris but i ain't a fucking taurus. I'm an aries they say i'm ego-headed. Shit for you ain't likely to be good for you. Where your headed right. I get despite for my looks. Like i ain't enough to like. Whats with shit to write. I'm only being right. Cuz my shit is tight. I say a whole bunch of knowledgeables & qoutables. Shit that wasn't unbelievable impossible amicable unstoppable. Keeps it bout my way & wicked horror fresh so fine & sexxxii. Wickedest killa way illa then i'ma dealer. I'm on the find to look fo

Suicide Note Pt. I & Ii
"Suicide Note Pt. I"by PanteraCheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain awayDiet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mineWhen I'm hiding, when I need it,it lets me breathe,for our handle on this life, I don't believethis timeWould you look at me now?Can you tell I'm a man?With these scars on my wristsTo prove I'll try againTry to die again, try to live through this nightTry to die again.....Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a willMothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?When I'm hiding, when I need it,it lets me breathe,for our handle on this life, I don't believethis timeWould you look at me now?Can you tell I'm a man?With these scars on my wristsTo prove I'll try againTry to die again, try to live through this nightTry to die again....."Suicide Note Pt. II"by PanteraOut of my mind,gun up to the mouthNo pretension, execution, l

Easy Money And You Never Pay A Dime
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Dog Growth
A distraught dog owner called his vet pleading for an immediate appointment. He explained that his dog had a large growth or swelling near the corner of its mouth. The vet told him to bring the animal right over. When the man came in, the vet examined the dog as the man stood by, anxiously waiting. At last the vet turned to him and asked, "Do you have any children?" "Oh, good grief, is it contagious?" the man gasped. "No," the doctor answered. "It's bubble gum."

How To Bring Out The Bitch In Me!!!
THIS IS HOW FAST YOU LOSE A FRIEND, AND HOW QUICK I GO FROM SWEET TO BITCH!!! I AM SURE YOU KNOW HOW TO READ THIS SB COPY FROM BOTTOM TO TOP? Shane: you are right, i apologize, i meant no disrespect.... To Shane: maybe you should use a different intro next time Shane: wow, meant no disrespect at all, would rather talk to someone real than all these fake ass people on here To Shane: well you dont just come on someones page taking that way To Shane: and yes i am one of the real bitches just as my page says and dont need no pussy ass momma boy disrespecting me!!! Shane: well you took that the wrong way, just goin from your page and hoping you were the real thing thats all, no offense, i am sorry To Shane: Hi shane and just who the fuk are you to talk to me that way? Shane: hey Sarah, do you like to talk in the shoutbox, im wonderin if you are one of the real bitches like you say on your page? BE SURE AND GO PAY MOMMA'S BOY THE SAME RESPECT HE HAVE ME....YOUR MOMMA SHOULD HAVE T

Bored
They say, only boring people get bored. I figure that since im bored, maybe I just dont want to do anything. I have a ps3 and a bunch of movies, the internet, unread books and any handful of things to do. (no pun intended) I was Invited to go out and declined, because Im not feeling very social tonight, a little worn out from going out last night. I just dont have energy today, after drinking coffee, a rockstar, and taking my vitamin. Its friday night and since I havent had to work all week, cuz the boss went out of town, i guess it just feels like a sunday.

[it Takes A Brave Man To Be As Awesome As Me.]
Now who wants to fuck in the back of my van?...I do not have a van.Damn it. Alrightwe can salvage this... uh. Look, what I'll do for you, is spin this record, and pretend I'm some bad ass pope DJand you all can toke on your marehjuuna while I think outloud. That's not gonna work is it?*sigh* Well, my manager invited me to hang out this weekend.The last time I gave out my number a big gay indian texted me at one in the fucking morning. Not acceptable. Not that my boss is gay,or that stupidbut... I dunno, its not even that I'm trying to keep my world's seperateI just don't really let any one in. It's a pretty short and exclusive list round here. Cuts into all that time being safe and not judged or dissapointing any one. That, and the more time I spend with these people, the more tempted I become to open up about my littleobviousproblem. I had every opportunity to give her my lucky pen today.But I asked for it back.That's the p

Hey Hows It
hello srry i hvent hit you up latley been real busy got my new job and be meaning to get the meassage to each one of my friends individually but i have been commenting as much as possible well hit me up and ill message you back talk to you soon and hope to hear from you

Help Find Leah Peebles
Leah Peebles is an endangered missing adult. She was last seen by friends in Albuquerque, New Mexico on May 22, 2006. Attached are two flyers. Leah is listed with the Albuquerque Police department, the National Crime Information Center (NCIC) - FBI Information Systems and the National Center for Missing Adults. John Peebles handed over a lovely picture of his daughter - smiling, shining, hopeful. It was the most recent photo he could provide of Leah Peebles, 24. Albuquerque police Detective Ida Lopez placed it on her pile, another face among the hundreds reported missing in May 2006. Clean-looking young woman. Petite. Pretty. Pale. That's not at all what Leah Peebles likely looks like now. That's hard for a dad to hear. Leah has become the most recent addition to Lopez's "girls" - a select group of 16 women who were last seen alive in Albuquerque and whose cases, all reported since 2001, are distinguished by the combination of prostitution, drug addictio

Kore.
In a green gorgedown a great spiralthere's thinplucked metal. Tells a story.About a man with two hearts to give.One was stolen, the other was left along the way. It doesn't matter whenbut everyone knows how.And from that day he keeps matching her smile in hopes that she'll give it back.But its a pretty thing.All shiney and unspoiled.Sparkles like sapphires.Sings like dreams. maybe some day they'll discover the stringleading straight back to the other.All it takes is for one to pick it up and follow. A whole book of blank checks.A whole volume to scribble.A whole row of pages unturned. what started as a collectioncould become a wingor bettera half.

Ensign: My God, It's Full Of Stars
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 29 January 2010 I expect you and I know more about the stars in the sky than even the most intelligent person who lived and died when the Bible was written did. But do you ever look up … and just LOOK at them on a clear night? Those points of light do not twinkle naturally – that’s a diffraction effect of our atmosphere analogous to looking at a straw half-immersed in clear liquid – and they’re not actually where you see them due to the time the star’s light took to get to where you or anyone with a decent telescope can see where it’s been. Though light IS the fastest physical phenomenon in the universe, it still takes a long time to get where it’s going. The closest star to Earth minus our sun is called Proxima Centauri (next to the be

Blonde Logic
Blonde Logic January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels....."duh".....bottles won't fit in typewriter!!! March - Got excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" April - Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out!!! May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August - Got locked out of car in rain storm.....car swamped, because top was down. September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days.....instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!!! December - Couldn't call 911....."duh".....there's no "eleven" button on the phone!!!

Mumm In A Blog
im mumming in a blog cuz im just stupid like that so heres my things thats wrong.... ive been thinking about my ex wife a lot...like im kinda regretting not working things out and making things work with us is that weird or not?

Poem My Best Friend Wrote For Me
TO MY BEST FRIEND CHELLE WHEN WILL I FIND HAPPINESS THE KIND I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF, SOME THING EVERLASTING AND NOT JUST A DRIZZLE OF LOVE. SEVERAL RELATIONSHIPS SHOWERED IN PAIN, TIME TO LET IT GO TIME TO RECLAIM, ALL THAT'S GOOD HOPING FOR SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN. POURING OUT MY HEART TO THE HEAVENS ABOVE, ASKING FOR A SHOWER OF HAPPINESS AND NOT JUST A DRIZZLE OF LOVE MY PAIN IS LIKE AONSTANT STORM, STRIKING HARD AS BRUISES ARE FORMED. A DRIZZLE OF LOVE SHOWERED IN PAIN, SEEKING TRYUE HAPINESS IS WHAT I PROCLAIM, NOT GIVING UP UNTIL I FINALLEY REIGN. LOVE LYNDA

Pics To Make You Laugh
We all like a good laugh don’t we. Take a look at these pictures of the week. They will tickle your funny bone. http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/opinion/2010/01/29/photo-op-best-week-apple-gitmo-bernanke-bin-laden?test=faces Stimulate your desire for good music and tune in BlastFM! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Chester's Demise The Sequel Part 1
All persons mentioned have given permission for their 'handle's' to be used. No harm has actually come to anyone before, during, or after the writing of this story. Nor has anything illegal actually taken place. The story itself is a complete work of fiction, so kindly take it as such. Things had settled down in the lounges for a while. Everyone went on with their day to day lives. With the untimely passing of DJ Chaotic and DJ Eggz, DJ Edge had to replace them with some fresh faces. DJ Tilt had been letting people know that he would be returning permanently to help out. People were still hopeful that Eggz would show up in spite of the rumours, but when DJ Master was brought in, hope began to falter. Rumors were still floating around about what had happened to DJ Chaotic. When word came back about how he had been electrocuted, people were in shock. No one could understand it. I spoke to Midnite privately and she told me about how he was found. There was nothing wrong with the compu

Bed Without Dinner
Studies show that 83% of women masturbate in the shower... which is awesome. I can't masturbate in the shower though... my knees give out and I end up pulling down the shower curtain. Then my mom gets mad and I have to go to bed without dinner.

Tonya Aka Bi Sexy Molly Dies A Hero She Saved Sinfully Delicious Life
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,

Tonya Aka Bi Sexy Molly Dies A Hero She Saved My Life
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,

Tonya Aka Bi Sexy Molly Is A Hero She Died In Our Fatal House Fire With Her Sons * Mom
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,

It's Always Good To Know
that the six years we spent together was so unimportant to you that you had to start looking for the real MISS RIGHT so soon after we split up and while we're still living together, like I don't matter, it's nice to know you loved me so much that when we split you immediately came into the bedroom, locked yourself in and started hunting for someone new because i'm old hat. I still love you, and it sucks that you want to just throw it away, no trying, I never once considered leaving you until you did what you did. NOT ONE TIME did my life do anything but revolve around you. But someone who loves you so much just isn't important enough to stick with, try to fix the relationship? I guess I misjudged you for six years. I'm trying everything to help you with this, but at least pretend to be a little sad. It doesn't matter, apparently I'm not good enough for your love. Have fun flirting your life away while I actually mourn the relationship. Because now there's a new sting in my hear

Butter Vs. Margarine
Both butter and margarine have the same amount of calories. Butter, however, is slighly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams; compared to 5 grams for magarine. Eating magarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating the same amount of butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study. Eating butter increases the absorption of many other nutrients in other foods. Butter has many nutritional benefits where magarine has a few and only because they are added! Butter tastes much better than margarine and it can enhance the flavors of other foods. Butter has been around for centuries where margarine has been around for less than 100 years. and now, for Margarine.... Very high in trans fatty acids. Triples risk of coronary heart disease and LDL (bad cholesterol) and lowers HDL (good cholesterol). Increases the risk of cancers up to 5 times. Lowers quality of breast milk. Decreases immune response. Decreases insulin response. And here's the most disturbing fact...Margarine i

Oddness
so i got this friend request on face book the other day from my ex wife who all of a sudden is being really super nice to me and im wondering what she wants or why all of a sudden shes writing me after all this time plus im watching NCIS and abby is HOT!

Meeting Guys
I met a great guy today. He was funny. Smart. Real. A beautiful soul. We talked for two hours About anything and everything. We made each other smile. But I knew my time with him was limited. He told me he met someone last week that he wants to give a chance to. He said nothing in life and relationships have guarantees. Could he fall in lov e with her? He isn't sure. He is only sure he wants to give their relationship a try. I hope it works out for him. I just can't help but wonder what would have happened if he met me first. But somehow, I always seem to be a day late and a dollar short. I won't interefere. It isn't my style. I'm sure we will remain friends. He's good that way. As I said, a beautiful soul. I hope there's more like him out there.

Bruce Springsteen - I'm Going Down
We sit in the car outside your house I can feel the heat coming 'round I go to put my arm around you and you give me a look like I'm way out of bounds well you let out one of your bored sighs Well lately when I look into your eyes I'm goin down We get dressed up and we go out, baby, for the night We come home early burning, burning in some fire fight I'm sick and tired of you setting me up Setting me up just to knock-a knock-a knock-a me down I pull you close but when we kiss I can feel a doubt I remember back when we started My kisses used to turn you inside out I used to drive you to work in the morning Friday night I'd drive you all around You used to love to drive me wild But lately girl you get your kicks from just driving me down

January Reading
So I'm shamelessly stealing an idea from ZombieMonkey and blogging a list and some quick thoughts on all the books I've been reading lately. I don't really have a whole lot of time to sit and read these days (unfortunately), so most of my reading gets done via audiobooks. I do really enjoy audiobooks, and even though they're not quite the same, it's still much better than nothing! Anyway, on to the list. The Bright of the Sky - Kay Kenyon This is the first book in a series, called "The Entire and the Rose." The high point of the novel was definitely the world-building in this one. Kenyon has created a really interesting universe-next-door, literally; most of the novel takes place in the Entire, a starfish-shaped universe that touches ours in a few locations. The societies and peoples are very well developed and interesting, and I'm always a sucker for stories involving courtly bureaucracies and intrigue. The problem, though, is that it just felt too long. Most of the novel seemed t

Na
She was a queen before I saw her. A beauty all the way through. Sof,t sweet words she whispers. A voice that calms and soothes. Her eyes could melt metal. Through my heart they run. They pluck on its little strings. Soon it, they will have won. Such a power over me. Explain it maybe I never will. She will always be a beauty to me. Nothing else could I ever feel.

Britters
That evil juiceMakes me go so fastBut when it's doneI run out of gas. It's like liquid goldAt least my mind believesSometimes don't know if I'm comingOr if I should leave. My mind is racingMuch faster than I needI can no longer controlThe power of this bean. It may be harder to quitThe cigs or even boozePut it in front of meI'm always sure to lose. It's a total addictionAnd I'll never be freeSo fill me up and don't ever tryTo give me any decaf coffee.

Wish I Had The Cujones To Send This To My Hubby...
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wa

Sarah N Zoey
Since the momment she first saw you,She has felt nothing but love.A bond no man could severe,Not even the heavens above. Thier lives may change,But thier love will always remain.In a world of uncertaintys,It will and has stayed the same. Her smile reflects her love,In the child it shines.A mother and daughters love,Will stand the test of time.

Life Goes On
You have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you've got & always remember what you had........... Always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people chage, things go wrong, most all just remember.......... LIFE GOES ON

Have I Told You Lately
Have I told you lately: I miss you You are beautiful You are smart You are funny You make me smile I need you I want you I cant live without you Hearing your voice makes me happy Seeing you smile makes my day Knowing that you are mine makes me proud Have i told you that I love you more today then I did yesterday and more tomorrow then today If I have not told you these things then I am a fool, and I don't deserve you.... I'm sorry

Two More From The Book
Gaia Cried Rubber, copper, neoprene water, oil, and gasoline.They said these things would never mixall used in shiny death machinesthey were so proud to say they could fix.Wildlife run down on smooth crackled roadwayssun blotted out we heard Gaia speak boldly.The colors you see, your dying illusionwatch my atmosphere decay. .my greatest confusion!Why did you wait until it was so lateas the red dwarf marks my contusions?Mix your isotopes, report your findingsas more of my species go extinct.Will you leave news journals of your careless waysso the field trip classes will know what to think?Created, image of the master, no use now asbroken alabaster.Fallen into factions, causing their demise. .look how cute some of the "baby big dumb" were!Skulls fractured tears streaming down from their eyes.Ghosts There is a voidthe infrastructure of ghostsaround intense electricityI have learned.They're not sure in hauntingthe current does something to return thier wantingto wreak havoc . .they just

Shun What Jehovah Hates.look It Up!
Use of tobacco or so-called recreationl drugs.-Mark15:23;Then they offered Him(Jesus) a mild painkiller (wine mixed with myrrh), but He wouldn't take it....2Corinthians7:1.-Since we have these promises, dear friends, let us purify ourselves from everything that contaminates body and spirit, perfecting holiness out of reverence for God....Manslaughter.-Exodus20:13;21:22,23....Lying.-Proverbs6:16,19; Colossians3:9; Revelation22:15....Violence.- Pslams11:5; Prov22:24,25; Malachi2:16; Galatians5:20.

Proverbs31:4-7.
"Leaders cant't afford to make fools of themselves,gulping wine and swilling beer, Lest hung over, they don't know right from wrong, and the people who depend on them are hurt. Use wine and beer as sedatives, to kill the pain and dull the ache of the terminally ill, for whom life is a living death.

Introduction
Hello ^^ I am joshua, age 19 going 20 on feb 13th. I am a really friendly guy and i am always looking for friends ^^ i am an anime/ manga lover, i swordsman in training, an artist, a grappler, a leader of a clan in real life. My hobbies are making friends, playing sports, friendly sparring matches with friends, doing insane exercises and training. Just as long as people are nice to me...im doing my best to be good and nice to them ^^ One thing i hate...is being mean. I cant stand being mean and i love helping people in need. I am a good person to talk to if you ever have any problems and need someone to talk to ^^ I know i talked a lot in this message but...i did have to introduce myself to my future friends huh? =) this isnt everything about me, so...if there is anything specific you wanna know about me...feel free to ask me ^^ and...one final thing...im a single. i never really had any luck with love. but...i cant wait to talk to you ^^

Dani & Pagon
I am so sorry for your loss.. I will keep you in my heart .. I know it was a long struggle for him. Darklady has logged off of fu for today as a show of respect and honor of your mourning... You two have always been there for us through thick and thin .... and when in a time of grieving fu doesnt matter . I wish for you Peace I wish for you Comfort I will hold you in my prayers D

January 29th 2010 10am Friday
well it seems again a time alone pondering i have used every ounce of thought on what sites to hit for dates or mettings, each one has really let me down. i have even given directions to get to my place or someplce close for coffee and yet no show i guess iam just not any ladies type less they are in theirt mid 70's lol seems the ones id like to meet are taken

Debate Blah Blah..not Really
A friend had the status "WTF?I'm stuck on a 6mo waiting list and Haitians get a doctor delivered in 30mins or less.Domino's needs to get into healthcare.." so I commented, she answered, spinoza commented, and since spinoza and I are both long winded he told Me to just blog it... below in the box is the previous convo, it is all jumbled but Spinoza I placed My under the box Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones said:30 mins or less..... before or after walking miles to a doctor? hm ☠2Weird2Live2Rare2Die☠ said:They flew Dr's in from MY county.Half hour flight.Tops.My county already has a doctor shortage FFS!Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones said:Okay so NOW they can see docs [and that is just where they sent docs which is not everywhere] before that walking many miles to see a doc... doubt many Americans have to do that... on top of your having better available docs than they do.☠2Weird2Live2Rare2Die☠ said:Will they also be billed for

Random Sh!t About Me
Name: Mindy but everyone calls me Snow or Snowie.... yes... even offline... I answer better to it than my real nameBirthdate: January 19Birthplace: Aspen, ColoradoCurrent Location: Breckenridge, ColoradoEye Color: hazel, green, brown, blue.... they're weird.... if you don't believe me look at the pics of them... they change, My ex hubby still swears to this day I have brown eyes...I don'tHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'2"Weight: 110lb.Piercings: 2 in one ear, 3 in the other and my navalTatoos: none yet... still want snowflakes down my body though (there's a pic of the tattoo I want in my snowisms folder)Overused Phraze: "just sayin'"FAVORITESFood: TacosCandy: CaramelloNumber: 7Color: PinkAnimal: Polar BearsDrink: 7-UpAlcohol Drink: Smirnoff IceBagel: plain.... with cream cheese and raspberry jellyLetter: SBody Part on Opposite sex: the V on the lower tummy.... This or ThatPepsi or Coke: neighter.. I can't have caffiene, it makes me sickMcDonalds or BurgerKing: BKStrawberry or Watermelon: ..

Stupid Things On Fubar
well my first blog...and its not a happy one...gee wiz...people...if someone says something ...rates one of your photos the wrong way...or makes you angry....do not post something like (im so done with men...or all men are donkey holes...or the likes....dont take it out on everbdy else...for gods sakes...take it out on the one individual that crossed you.......dont act like our goverment that makes laws becuase of one person..grow up.......also i just saw a ladie whine an cry no one rates her profile....(its on private stupid).....if someone adds you too there profile they are interasted in you.....not pics of other people..dont sell yourself short...oh yeah....whats the point of posting pics that no one can view..not friends not family...no one...if you dont want the world too see just keep friends and family only for crying out loud....so friends if i see this your gone .....and for those that dont like nsfw...dont advertise yourself as a bag of chips and all that..goto eharmony er s

Just A Lil Info On Me
For those that don't know me..& plz no sympathy. I have 2 tumors, non cancerous, that sit on my left optic nerve, located on the anterior pituitary gland. So, that's just a bit of my medical problems...but like I said, no sympathy, just want ppl to know why I log off quite a bit lately, the headaches really get to me. On a funny note, I have to wear bi focals...lmao. As far as the fu, I tend to take my friends & family very seriously. I do get my feelings hurt @ times, so if u could keep this in mind, I'd appreciate it very, very much. I do not play games with ppl or "bust them" out. I am human tho & have @ times put somethin in my status, once. For that, I am very ashamed. I know this is supposed to be a game, but for me, it takes me away from my real life at times, ya know. And I love to laugh, not at ppl, but at what they say sometimes. Hope this lets u know a bit more about me...much love to my friends/family(h)

C18
She looks so tender,To innocent to touch.Her beauty overwelming,Her eyes capture me ever so much. To hold her even just once,To feel her warmth against me.To have her look into my eyes,My love for her she would see. Can I ever tell her how I feel,Or just let her pass me through my day.Could I explain to her my thoughts,Or will my courage just give way. I long for her to know,What is so true in my heart.For now my courage has abandoned me,For now we remain apart.

Z6
Could you be the one that takes her place.Instead of dwelling in her memorys will I long to see your face? Will you capture and hold my heart making it brand new?Will my thoughts of her smile turn to wishing for you? If I offered you my battered heart would you take it and make it yours?To make it whole again repair what was torn. If I offered you my hand would you take it without fear?And hold me close to you making all my worrys disapeer. If you want to do these things your heart can rest assured.You will be my hopes and dreams,your love will rule my world.

Captain Picard
Your result for Reincarnation Placement Exam... Deep Space Explorer 78% Intrigue, 78% Civilization, 54% Humanity, 72% Urbanization. Hmm... You're a tough one to place. Your answers indicate that you like technology and education. You enjoy intrigue, adventure and chaos. You're fine with hard work and civilization. This all bodes well for an interesting, adventurous life. What makes it difficult, however, is that you don't seem to be much of a 'people person.' If you were more of a people person, we would have commissioned you aboard the Starship Enterprise. But since you don't care much for the complications of dealing with your fellow man... we have another deep-space mission, more tailored for your tastes... a way for you to enjoy the benefits of high-tech civilization without having to put up with civilization itself. Let's set you up to pursue the solo career of a deep space explorer. You can go ahead and hibernate through the boring parts of your mission, and not worr

Own This Bratt For Valentines
WANT THIS ~BRATT~ FOR YOUR VALENTINE? WELL THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE DONE THIS FOR VALENTINES SO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT... IT MIGHT NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2172937&i=3969903971&albumid=1972840

A Letter To Obama From An Er Doctor
Dear Mr. President: During my shift in the Emergency Room last night, I had the pleasure of evaluating a patient whose smile revealed an expensive shiny gold tooth, whose body was adorned with a wide assortment of elaborate and costly tattoos, who wore a very expensive brand of tennis shoes and who chatted on a new cellular telephone equipped with a popular R&B ringtone. While glancing over her patient chart, I happened to notice that her payer status was listed as "Medicaid"! During my examination of her, the patient informed me that she smokes more than one costly pack of cigarettes every day and somehow still has money to buy pretzels and beer. And, you and our Congress expect me to pay for this woman's health care? I contend that our nation's "health care crisis" is not the result of a shortage of quality hospitals, doctors or nurses. Rather, it is the result of a "crisis of culture", a culture in which it is

Being In Love
What to do i'm inlove with this guy and he says he loves me but he's with someone else and i dont want this other party to get hurt. but yet i want to be with him. What should i do. Does anyone have any advice for me ????? i'm going crazy out of my mind trying to decide what i should do about this situation. its really bugging me. Crazy but in love

Sandy
As we grow up we go into and out of groups of friends. Some diverge because of different interests when we reach maturity. Some never reach maturity and are left behind. We had a group of about 15 that managed to stay together and only drifted apart because of marriage and children. With the children beginning to go on their own we began to come back together again about 5 or 6 years ago and it was just like we had only separated the night before. Sandy was our cheer leader, our surrogate mom and our shoulder to cry on. Sadly, I received a shock this week when I found out sandy had died of a brain anuerism on Tuesday of this week. She passed quickly the doctors said because she was on blood thinner meds and they could not stop the bleeding in time. Just like always sandy is the leader of our group. Take care sandy you will be missed but we'll get together again.

Why Are You So Terribly Disappointing?!
I love this writer! What the hell is wrong with you? Are you really going to wear that? Why aren't you right now cooking me a nice meal and wearing those hot boy shorts you know I love and saying those words you know I want to hear at exactly the moment I like to hear them, to make me feel better about everything, even though I probably won't? What happened to my bonus? What happened to my job? What happened to my country? Why can't it all go the way it's supposed to go? You mean having a kid won't solve my marriage problems? Why don't these drugs make me feel better? Where's that goddamn waiter with my salad? Have you seen the stupid weather today? Is this really all there is? These are, from what I can glean, the most important questions of the day, of the month, of modern life itself. Hell, what with the economy and job situation, the housing market and the overall feel and texture of the nation right now, it's no wonder Americans are, by and large, a goddamn miserable bunch. We

Thats Her
Find a guy who calls u beautiful not hot, who calls u back when u hang up, the boy who kisses ur forehead, stays awake to watch you sleep, shows u off to the world, constantly reminding u of how lucky they are to have u... the one who turns to his friends and says 'that's her.

Wine?
Bottle of Wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.'

10 Admissions Of Omission
They're not all things I'm proud of, although some of them are. Neither are they things I'm ashamed of, though again, some of them may be. They are simply things what I haven't done. 1. I've never read 'The Catcher In The Rye'. 2. I've never seen the movie 'The Godfather'. 3. I've never stage-dived. Stage-dove. Done a stage-dive. Whatever. 4. I've never eaten calamari. 5. I've never seen 'The Sopranos'. 6. I've never downloaded music off of the internet (although I did get a friend to do it for me once). 7. I've never punched a dude (that I remember, I did get beaten up once when I was very drunk, so I can't swear I didn't at least try to punch one of those guys, but I don't remember it). 8. I've never done a sex in a lady's bum. 9. I've never scored a goal (okay, again, I have to admit to my memory being hazy on the subject, sport at school is a blur, but I'm sure enough that I'd be happy to put money on it). 10. I've never ridden a camel.

Sex
Three billion years ago life formed on this planet. At some point similar organisms started exchanging their DNA and sexual reproduction was started. In the early warm volcanic seas that covered the earth, some proto-organism fucked another proto-organism and life has been fucking ever since.We are the descendants of three billion years of things fucking each other. Every form of life, from man down to plant life, wants to fuck something and exchange DNA. And we are the descendants of those who fucked, not of those who controlled themselves. There's nothing wrong with fucking and there's nothing wrong with fucking a total stranger. You have a dick and it's there for one reason only, and that's to fuck with. She has a cunt and its purpose is to get fucked. That what it does. The process is to put your dick in her and deliver your semen so as to get her pregnant. That's the instinct you are born with and she's born with. Obviously, you don't really want to get her pregnant. But your body

It's Not Morning?
Good lord, why am I awake? I'm sore from my first aerobics class yesterday. I had 3 classes at school yesterday - one at 11am, one at 2pm, and one at 5pm. I rushed home after that so I could host Trivia Night in the Anti Lounge (which if you didn't come to SHAME ON YOU). I had such a long day so I knocked out a bit early. But I don't know why I woke up 4.5 hours before I meant to. I do have a theory. I have a date tonight and I'm super excited about it. I don't think I've ever been as jazzed to go on a date before. But why should that cause me to wake up as early as I am awake now? Here's why I think my excitement has pushed me into conciousness, and my behavior has a relation to Christmas-time.. Every Christmas since I can remember I've woken up a few hours before 6am. I think it has something to do with the fact that I get so excited. If I didn't wake up, my brother woke me up and vice versa. This is still true to this day, except now my brother has moved out and is married. I sti

'i Forgot He Was Black': Chris Matthews Under Fire For Comment About Obama
FOXNews.com MSNBC host Chris Matthews is under fire for commenting on air that President Obama has done so much to heal racial divides that "I forgot he was black" as he watched Obama's first State of the Union address Wednesday night. MSNBC host Chris Matthews is under fire for commenting on air that President Obama has done so much to heal racial divides that "I forgot he was black" as he watched Obama's first State of the Union address Wednesday night. Matthews, who appeared on the cable network shortly after the speech, said of the president: "I was trying to think about who he was tonight. And uh, it's interesting. He is post-racial, by all appearances. You know, I forgot he was black tonight for an hour.... "I was watching, I said, 'wait a minute!' He's an African-American guy in front of a bunch of other white people and there he is president of the United States and we've completely forgotten that tonight -- completely forgotten it!" Matthews' remarks came as he was pr

Stupid People
To Rock N Rol...: well..what does that call u..if u want my yahoo id? a fatty lover?Rock N Rol...: FATTYTo Rock N Rol...: ywRock N Rol...: wow thanks for nothingTo Rock N Rol...: noRock N Rol...: cn you give it to me for next time?To Rock N Rol...: no i just woke upRock N Rol...: well give it to me for next time, and are you JUST now going to sleepTo Rock N Rol...: no. im actually signing offRock N Rol...: can you send me the ID and sign on now?To Rock N Rol...: ya but i dont go there much.Rock N Rol...: good here, do you have Yahoo chatID?To Rock N Rol...: tired but allright. How are uRock N Rol...: how are you?To Rock N Rol...: hiRock N Rol...: hey there

Part Of The List By Ne-yo
Style of your hair,shape of your eyes and your nose,the way you stareAs if you see, right through to my soul,It's your left hand and the waythat it's not quite as big as your right,the way you stand in the mirrorbefore we go out at night,Our quiet time,your beautiful mind,They're a part of the list.Things that I miss.Things like your funny little laugh,the way you smile or the way we kiss.What I noticed is this:I come up withsomething new, every single timethat I sit and reminisce.The way you sweet smelllingers when you leave a room,(you leave a room)Stories you tell as we layin bed all afternoon.(all afternoon)I dreamed you now every nightin my mind is where we meet.(my mind is where we meet)and when I'm awakestaring at pictures of you asleep.Touching your face,invading you space.They're a part of the list.Things that I miss.Things like your funny little laugh,the way you smile or the way we kiss.What I noticed is this:I come up withsomething new, every single timethat I sit and remin

Dimebag Darrell Words From A Legend !m!
When I tried to play something and screwed up, I'd hear some other note that would come into play. Then I started trying different things to find the beauty in it. Dimebag Darrel. We still get those kind of cats coming out to our shows. Once you're into it, you're into it for a lifetime. Dimebag Darrell.

Random Thoughts
First of all I want to mark this NSFW cuz I tend to say Fuck, a lot. :) I've done a lot of soul searching this past week. I know a lot of people say that but It's true, I have. I've been down on myself a lot. Pretty much thinking I'm a loser and not worthy of anything and that's why I'm living the way I am. Those of you who know me closely, know exactly what's going on and those of you who don't well, I'm sorry. I don't know what my future holds a year from now or monday. What I do know is that I'm a good guy. Good guys get shit on though and made to feel worthless. There are a few instances where the good guy has gotten his just rewards in life but for the majority, the good guy's life is spent making the assholes feel better about themselves. This goes for girls as well. Good girls never get treated the way they should. If you're caring and compassionate in this world of ours, it's open season for douches to take advantage. You should know what I'm talking about if you're a good

Why Do I Bother?
Life is shit, it really is. How often do you find yourself bending over backwards for people only to get nothing in return? Sure, you don't expect anything, it would just be nice if someone did the same for you sometime, no? Well, i'm done with it. Being nice is overrated. I have nothing left now anyway. Broke, broken, heartbroken and alone. Empty and soiled. Life isn't like the movies, there can be no happy endings.

Wasting My Time
Blood boils in my veins, life and all it`s pains. I was suppose to grab the reigns, and find out what is to gain. Then I set my goal, was on somewhat of a roll. Somehow I let it all go, as if I didn`t already know. How it would all turn out, me being in so much doubt. Then along here you come, and add problems to my sum. Why couldn`t I just see, that you meant to be. Absolutely nothing to me, and would just get up and leave. You did make a mark on my life, taught me all about strife. And how to stick in a knife, just want you out of my life. So I want you both to know, I should tell you where you can go. My mind tells me no, just let your words show. How it is that you feel, so tired of climbing that hill. Why should I let you seal, my fate as being your kill. No names will I say, but away from you I will stay. If I do ever come your way, I will leave you there to lay. Bare with me through my anger, to you I want to be a stranger. Why could I not see the danger, trying to get out all m

Letting Go
I sit here alone once again, thinking will the pain never end. Why cant I let my heart mend? Do you have a helping hand to lend? Found someone I know I must let go, and I can never tell her no. There is one thing that I do know, I finally do let my feelings show. Cant go on another night, she has finally made me see the light. Yes my days are becoming bright, and we are beginning to become so tight. She knows how to push my buttons, and sometimes we argue, I am so glutton. Then we make up all of a sudden, and yeah when she is mad, shes cute as a button. I like the way we sit and talk, sometimes we even go for a walk. I also just love the way she smiles, when we walk we can go on for miles. She likes the way I take care of things, and I tell her all the joy she brings. But yet I know she wants to roam, and she is so far away from her home. That is why I must let her go, even if I do love her so. Sometimes we have to just let people be, hope she is happy, even if it isn`t with me.

Crazy
Sometimes I cant help but sit and wonder, what it is in life I really want to be. A lot of the times I put on my mask, not letting people see the real me. The person inside thats makes people laugh, mainly because I love to see them smile. He has been locked up deep down inside, the guy you all havent seen in a while. I like my privacy,and I like people too, but mostly I am a lonesome and depressed man. Socialable, friendly and I care about my friends, I try my best to help them whenever I can. They come to me for comfort and encouragement, I am always by their side. Most of my problems and personal feelings, I try to hold them inside . I know they are my friends, and they love me for the person I am. They see my laughing eyes and my smile, but deep down it is all just a scam. CRAZY is what I feel sometimes, I just want to scream and shout. Let the tears run down my face, and then my true feelings come out. So what do you think my friends, for my eyes are wet and haz

My Nephew Pablo
So my nephew's three, and he don't talk to so good. We thought maybe he had something wrong with his ears, and indeed it turns out he had a case of glue ear, which he had an operation for yesterday (which went well, although the little fella was so resistant to EVERYTHING that they had to gas him in the end, even to put his id bracelet on). But anyways, he's also seeing a speech therapist, and the latest theory is that actually the problem is not his ear stuff, but that he's MAKING UP HIS OWN LANGUAGE. Obviously, we're hoping that we can get him speaking proper English, like what the other kids speak, so that when he goes to school he doesn't fall behind, and that. So, you know, there's a cause for concern there. But on the other hand, he's MAKING UP HIS OWN LANGUAGE!! I can't help but think that's kinda cool.

Elvis Costello
From the Prairie Home Companion weekly email : In Select Theaters One Night Only: FEBRUARY 4 A Prairie Home Companion with Garrison Keillor Live in HD! PRAIRIE HOME COMPANION ON THE BIG SCREEN! Please join us next Thursday - February 4, 2010 - for a special Thursday evening edition of A Prairie Home Companion coming to you live from the Fitzgerald Theater, and beamed into your local movie theater. Featuring legendary English singer-songwriter Elvis Costello, sibling vocal powerhouses Jearlyn and Jevetta Steele, songstress Heather Masse and the finest folk duo around, Robin and Linda Williams. Also with us, The Royal Academy of Radio Actors; Sue Scott and Tim Russell, with both Tom Keith AND Fred Newman creating sound effects mayhem. All this, plus a punched-up Guy's All-Star Shoe Band, and of course, The News from Lake Wobegon. Show up 30 minutes before show time for an exclusive presentation and live feed before launching into two hours of non-stop fun on the big screen.

Ugly Betty Cancelled
Just seen this on the BBC website : "Award-winning TV comedy Ugly Betty has been axed in the US after four series, TV network ABC has announced. The show, starring America Ferrera as a style-challenged woman working at a New York fashion magazine, was a critical success when it began in 2006. But the show has struggled recently, with ratings in the US falling from an average 8.1m to 5.3m viewers between the third and fourth series." I can only say that I'm gutted. Man, I loved that show.

We Did It!!
WE DID IT! I LOVE YOU!!! ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! Thank you guys so much for your generosity! I'm about to cry! Not because of the spotlight, but because of the outpouring of support! You have been so nice to me and I haz a happy! LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU guys and gals!

Random Q And A
Facebook or Myspace?FACEBOOKWho do you consider your best friend?BREEZYAre you wearing glasses or contacts?NIETHER What does your last text message say?SWEET DREAMS XOXOHave you talked to your most recent ex lately? When?YES... TODAYAre you an honest person?YESLast thing you put in your mouth?GUMMY BEARSIf you could have one thing right now, what would it be?HIMDo you have a tan?YESAre you dating anyone?KINDA SORTA Did you do something mean to someone today?NOPEAre you addicted to cigarettes?YUCKY NODo you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?IDKCuddle with anyone lately?NOT THIS WEEKLast person you hugged?ADAMIs there anyone who dislikes your relationship status?DONT CARELast persons house you were at?ADAMSLast person to ride in a vehicle with?MY BROTHERWhat color is your camera?SILVERHave you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?YEPWho did you watch the ball drop with?NO ONEDid you kiss anyone?NODoes anyone hate you?DONT THINK SOWhere are your

The Jester And The Bard (jester's Exit)
Settling his lute upon the stone at last, the Bard smilesThe Jester glances up to the twilight and releases breathQuietly, the Bard suggests they rest, just for a small whileAnd the Jester reclines with his hands upon his chestIs it wrong to chase the Sun, do you think?Persuing the unattainable and risking everything?The Bard has no answers to give to his longing friendWho can know what awaits on the other side of the bend?As the embers burn down and the clouds roll inThe Bard retunes the lute and sings out in lamentSo far away from the world, so easy to succumbTo the feelings of distance that plague every dayAnd when everything seems to end before it's begunPerhaps it's wrong to ever try at all, anywaySurrender hurts so much less than fighting the FatesMaybe the end of the road is closer than it seemsWhat if the only truth is that there is no escape?Would you still scar yourself, giving everything?Is it wrong to chase the Sun in your dreams?Persuing the unattainable just to lose every

Sum Of A Biotch!!!
AIGHT SO I WAS JUST WATCHING PSYCH AND AT THE END OF THE EPISODE THEY PLAYED A SONG THAT I KNOW, AND REMEMBER, AND IS NOW STUCK IN MY HEAD BUT I COULDN'T TELL YOU A SINGLE LYRIC, OR WHAT THE FUCK THE NAME OF THE SONG IS!!! NOW THE TUNE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD, AND I REMEMBER LOVING THE DAMN SONG, KIND OF LIKE REM MEETS OASIS IS THE BEST I CAN DESCRIBE IT LOL. ARGH, SCRUBS DOES THIS SHIT ALL THE TIME TO ME TOO. SOME RANDOM SCENE AND THEY PLAY A SONG BUT ONLY A BRIEF SEGMENT OF IT, AND IT DOES ENOUGH TO JUMP START YOUR BRAIN, BUT THEM BAM IT ENDS LEAVING YOU SAYING WHAT THE FUCK?!? NOT THIS TIME, OH NO, I WILL FIGURE OUT WHAT THIS SONG WAS, AND I WILL REJOICE!!! FOR NOW IM JUST GOING TO GO INSANE WITH THE DAMN MELODY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT ALL.-BILL. P.S. NEKKID AND ANNOYED.

Molly
if you Tonyas A.k.a Molly you are truelue ly blessed please keep her in your heart if ya knew herr and please pray for sinfully delicious she is going through a rough time right now anshe needs our support to make it through it please help sinfullu delicious and i remeber Tonya and keep her spirit alive

Molly
if you knew Molly you are blessed please pray for sinfullydelious to get through this rough time in her life i know i do and i always will cause when ya lose a loved one no one should go through it alone please help us remember Molly

Zuudiakus
THE MOABITE NATION NAMED WOMAN ZUUDIAKUS, FROM WHICH DERIVED THE NAME ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, AND BIOLOGY; THE SOURCE OF EVOLUTION UPON THE PHYSICAL, MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL PLANE OF LIFE. THE MOABITE NATION HAD NO MYSTIC GOD DOCTRINE CONTRARY TO ZUUDIAKUS, THE DIVINE LAW OF EVOLUTION. AFTER ZUUDIAKUS (THE MOABITE WOMAN HAD TAUGHT THEIR MALE SON OFFSPRING THE SECRET OF ZUUDIAKUS THE ZODIAC, ZOOLOGY, BIOLOGY AND THE LAW OF CREATION), IT RESULTED IN THE LOSS OF THEIR POWERS OF CREATION AND CONTROL OF THE WORLD BY UNIVERSAL MIND IN THE YEAR 46,000 A.M. THE ERA OF ATLANTIS AND MU, OF YUCATAN IN THE CARRIBEAN SEA.THE AGE OF MAN-MADE GODS, SINCE THE FALL OF THE MOABITE NATION IN 49,000 A.M., IS ONLY OVER 2,000 YEARS OLD. NOW EVOLUTION OF MAN-MADE GODS SINCE THE FALL OF ZUUDIAKUS BEGAN WITH THE LAST HIGH PRIEST ASTROLOGER, METAPHYSICIAN OF THE MOABITE NATION BY THE NAME OF MUUR-LU-AH-KIN-EL WHO NAMED THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE EL, AND THEN GAVE YAQUB THE NAME ISRA-EL AND THE GOD ELUHIM, TRANSLATED AS

Introduction To Mothers Day - Science Of The Mother
Since we are male and female scientist, we need to think, behave and exist as such. We went from the pyramids to the projects. So let's raise our frequency, unlock ourDNA and wake up mentally, physically and spiritually to who we really are. Noble drew Ali said "I can tell you things that will make your brain turn to water". At that time, we were not ready. Now the information is everywhere. As long as you put it together logically, prove it. For all you egotistical males among all these groups, brotherhood or some Moors not completely on their square. The Divine Mother, Divine woman, Moabitess, feminine is where we all came from, she is where all existence, life, energy comes from. Everything in the universe has to be known, what you can't see also has to be known. As I like to say it, everything in the universe has to be "known and shown". Some of you so called conscious people have not connected the dots. What does as above so below mean, what does microcosm of a macrocosm mean? So

More Reasons Why Stupid People Shouldn't Im
trinicock4tighthole: whipping out my big black cock, gentlly slapping it agaisnt your tight round ass me: *turns around with a hacket, chops your cock up into little pieces and tosses it out the window* me: Bye now trinicock4tighthole: thanks i need that

Cleanliness Is Next To Godliness...
Studies show that 83% of women masturbate in the shower, which is awesome. I can't masturbate in the shower because my legs give out and I pull down the shower curtain. Then my mom gets mad and I have to go to bed without dinner.

Give A Dog A Good Name
Like I got to watch President Obama’s State of the Union address last night … tricky thing to do when a two-and-a-half and soon-to-be-four-year-old go for attention getting during mealtime in the worst possible way! Or maybe the best possible way; I got home last night to a pork chop and a baked potato that I didn’t even finish, so I couldn’t really criticize the kids for it as I was not, I felt, setting an example cleaning MY plate. So our leftovers are our lunches today; breakfast came from Burger King and before I left walking at the Dome to pick it up, I got an earful about how I should watch everything I eat because I’m type-2 diabetic … it was told with such a straight face, though, I couldn’t help laughing so mine and Ruth’s mutual walking buddy Lynn did it for me! Got in about four miles (twenty-eight laps) today, and I can’t be there again until Monday. Incidentally, I wasn’t aware this was President Obama&rs

Summer Breeze By Seals & Croft
See the curtains hanging in the window In the evening on a Friday night A little light a-shining through the window Lets me know everythings alright Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind See the paper lying on the sidewalk A little music from the house next door So I walk on up to the door step Through the screen and across the floor Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Sweet days of summer, the jasmine's in bloom July is dressed up and playing her tune When I come home from a hard days work And you're waiting there, not a care in the world See the smile a-waiting in the kitchen Food cooking and the plates for two Feel the arms that reach out to hold me In the evening when the day is through Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Summer b

Time.....its All We Have!
"There are many lessons in life that only time can teach you, like how much you love someone. It's nearly impossible to know that, until you spend your days without them. And then there are those lessons that you can learn only through the beating of your heart, and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe. Then finally, the essence of time and the power of your heart crossing paths, and the only knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps you from letting go. No, it's never the embracing, or the kisses. Not the laughter or the tears, only time."

When You Put It Up To Your Ear...
Sam's on the edge of my bed.Dirty floors light dusting of mites andlibrary muskfeels like when you press your cheek against the walllistening to faint pin drops, waiting for a complimentthe best kind.Wood scratches against toe callousescuts in better than a rude spouse at the theatre.dirtycrackedoldjust like the mirror.high beams, low tide, low point mid gradehigh expectations.flouride in the sink.thick and creamybut still frothyfreshly gargled.fresh out of fresh.Tile's no better.Threshould stubs, rainmakers on the radiocoffee's in the kettledances alone in the kitchenmaking sweet standing love to a figment.Dawn cheated todaywith no post-sex peeor stale cigarette and scarred arms wrappedwhen the colors diedand the blankets felland the harbingers crieddead leaves come to clatterclickingtickingtimetoo cold this morning anywaybut we never go out any more...not for sunrisesnot for blinking stars or winking moonsnot for breakfast at 3 and a big lengthy nothing.Kettle screams.Forgot what to

Believe Love
Believe Love Dedicated to Luke...My Heart Everywhere I am there you areIn wishes I make on falling starsWhile passing a stranger on the streetWhose eyes I never fail to meetIt's the clothes that you wearAnd the smell of your skinIt's the songs I hear that remind me of thenIt's the smile on your faceAnd the words that you singIt's the way you make me laugh and How I love wondering what you are thinkingIt's the feeling I get when you call me babyAnd how your touch can make me lose my breathIt's you that I can't help but fall intoIt's the words that you softly speakIt's knowing in my heart thatI believe in youIt's the longing, the needing, feeling likeI can't live without you Author: Azria Copyright © 2009

Man Down.
Jerome David Salinger is dead.January 27th 2010. I'm running out of live heroes. I feel a little numb here.It's not like he lectured at my school, or shook my handbut he made a lot of my work possible even if he never intended to. Thanks old man. I'll be sure to never buy a T-shirt with your picture, or go digging through your notes in some desperate attempt to find "the lost novel".

[clear Coating]
Manthis stuff is no joke.So... I had a -decent-rig for my clear coating. Turns out there's a bit of a chemical reaction going on hereand with the thickness of my clearcoat (because it really globs on) the few surfaces that were left sitting to dry bonded with stuff in the cardboard, plastic, and clearcoatand burned. It's pretty cool... I knew this was going to be a potential problem for two reasons I already knew about this chemical reaction from ... I forget where but I knew about it and my latex gloves had already been partially melted and I said "uh oh" I've worked out a few solutions 1. change brands2. set up a better rig AND fan to blow off excess goo *narrows eyes*I like Michael Buble` or however it's spelled.Just sayin.. I need a suspension rig for some of my less stable partsI've seen some of the pro level rigs, they're really just foam board and sticks. and that's great for something that you can JAM a stick into and hold it upright and stable... what about the shit th

Everybody
Everybody's listening,But not everybody hears.Everybody's brave,Still everybody fears.Everybody's searching,But not everybody finds.Everybody's looking,But is everybody blind?Our lives are what we make themBy design and chance,Still innocent victims of circumstance.Everybody's wanting,And everybody needs.Everybody's trying,But not everyone succeeds.Everybody's laughing,Still everybody grieves.Everybody's praying,But not everyone believes.The meaning of life is simple,Nothing elaborate or complex.Life is not a game,Nor is it a test.We are born with no road map,We are given no guide.The answers in lifeAre ours to decide.To do with as we please,And all of life's answers.

True Or Lie??
Axolotl water, puppy leucistics my favorite Slimy paintful beauty corpulent clustered opilli Shrewd Axolotl rerpoching ailing human psyche hushed stinging intelligrnce blood laced wisdom unlook piercing tiguido early erudite dreams Axolotl engender gooey lucent broken sighs inhale frightened looks spit hissing truths infermented lies bathe you not enslave porous brittle homo sapien acumen return to me my ancient wit machinate icy history into vagina ejaculate your genious bronze Ch'ol progenitors a thousand eggs written into my uterus alas i fall gruesome Axolotl love ulcerous femenine discharge but for you Analfabeta Soy gente niahiu y como tal, veo mi lenguaje perdido. Violado,raptado no solo por el conquistador, pero tambien por aquel que quiere ser identificado como tal. Soy el otomi, Soy el que lo ve, El que no lo habla, El que no lo entiende, Pero soy el Otomi. Soy el de los ojos chicos, Yo soy el Tiguido!. Y com tal Veo que mi lenguaje

And Another Day Has Dawned
Amidst our chaos and confusion;Amidst our anguish and despair;Amidst our never-ending questions and blame;… Lies a world of lessons.Through our tears and astonishment;Through our hopelessness and depression;Through our anxiety and grief;… Lies a world of shame.For it is our world that is responsible;It is our world that allowed this sadness;It is our world that has lost its youth;… And it is our world that needs to change.It is a warning for those who would isolate it;It is a warning for those who would bury it;It is a warning for those who think it will not touch them;… It is we, who need to address it.For this is the birth of our own generation;This is the birth of our own problems;This is the birth of our own past mistakes;… It is we, who needed to watch over them.A new generation who have hopes and dreams;A new generation who have life and laughter;A new generation who deserve a chance at peace;… It is we who need to make them

City's Whispers
Try walking alone one nighton some bright city street.Listen to the noise andconfusion and chaos thatswirl around you,like the music you rememberhearing the first timeyou fell in love.Listen hard,because intricately wovenwithin every sound thatpasses you byis a whisper,a quiet voicethat speaks with thewisdom onlyan aged and learned citycan possess.And if you ever manageto fade away fromthe reality of it all,leaving only theintertwined rhythmsthat tell the stories ofall the people thisgreat city has seen,the words will finally makethemselves clear:"To live, to learn, to love,it takes two . . . "

All I Really Want!!!
"All I Really Want" ALANIS MORISSETTEDo I stress you outMy sweater is on backwards and inside outAnd you say how appropriateI don't want to dissect everything todayI don't mean to pick you apart you seeBut I can't help itThere I go jumping before the gunshot has gone offSlap me with a splintered rulerAnd it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there alreadyIf only I could hunt the hunterAnd all I really want is some patienceA way to calm the angry voiceAnd all I really want is deliveranceDo I wear you outYou must wonder why I'm so relentless and all strung outI'm consumed by the chill of solitaryI'm like EstellaI like to reel it in and then spit it outI'm frustrated by your apathyAnd I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this landIf only I could meet the MakerAnd I am fascinated by the spiritual manI am humbled by his humble natureWhat I wouldn't give to find a soulmateSomeone else to catch this driftAnd what I wouldn't give to meet a kindredEnough about me, let's talk about you

Putting Out On The First Date
Putting out on the first date sounds good to me and to most other guys. If you don’t then when do you give it up ladies? You could just wait till you get married before you do the nasty but what babe can wait that long? Little confusing isn’t it? Well check out some suggestions from sex educator Dr. Yvonne K. Fulbright. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,584191,00.html?test=faces You can educate yourself to the great music on BlastFM. All you need to do it tune us in! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Quiz Results
A quiz describes me as follows: You are a firecracker who doesn't like to take crap off of anybody, especially men. You're a lovely girl until someone crosses you, then all Hell breaks loose. You have an appetite for vengence but only upon those who truly deserve it, they'll be sorry when they see you holding up your smoking gun. You are much more than a pretty face, you have inner-strength and defiance making you a very unique and inspirational person- not that you would ever think that about yourself. For pleasure you enjoy the simple things in life and generally prefer animals to people. You are a person of extremes, as sensitive and fragile as you are feisty and vengeful, you are truly one of a kind. I couldn't agree more!! lol

My Musical Stuff
Many of you dont know about the hiphop beats I make and I have some music out. Looks like now that Im laid off from work, I will have some time to work more on music. but if you want to check out the stuff I do, it comparable to LIL Boosie, Trill Ent., TI, Jeezy and many other southern hiphop/rap. I just make the beats and music. so check it out.. ok here is the link to TZ, he uses my original beats and the first two songs are collaborations of him and I. http://www.myspace.com/tzbayousoljacochese Bayou in the palm of my hands and Get your mind right are my music and his lyrics. and this is my myspace music page. http://www.myspace.com/thebeatfactoryla1

Words
tears falling the dreams are calling . the pain returns to haunt me your sweet words lies your touch a dream..lies your love for me ...the biggest lie told me to hope told me to dream to reach for all things that im worth something just to rip me apart to tear me back down your sick pleasure my pain...... yet i want you still ................

7 Vital Sins
Pride is the first of the 7 vital sins To become it is to be over and over again Recognize your potential without Gods grace Your inner fire must burn away any remnant of faith In this place how can you get by not knowing what tomorrow holds Because tomorrow you may be dead and cold You have to have pride to know that you're gonna survive And so this sin is vital to your life Envy is a sin that we all commit Because we base our whole lives on each others accomplishments We all want to be the best at what we do Though it's been done by the person before you We take examples of each others success And try to do it even better so in turn we are envious You have to envy to build up your own goals And take control because death is inevitable Gluttony is to consume more than you need But life is worthless without a taste of everything To drink forth from this vital sin Is to be truely grateful of everything that life gives To not indulge is to not live life And you only live it once I sugg

26 Things A Perfect Guy Would Do! (*_*)
26 Things a Perfect Guy Would Do! (*_*) 1. Know how to make you smile when you are down. 2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. 3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. 4. Give you the remote control during the game. 5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. 6. Play with your hair. 7. His hands always find yours. 8. Be cute when he really wants something. 9. Offer you plenty of massages. 10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. 11. Never run out of love. 12. Be funny, but know how to be serious. 13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious. 14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready. 15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. 16. Smile a lot. 17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you. 18. Appreciate you. 19. Help others out. 20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. 21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when y

A.n.g.e.l.
A.n.g.e.l A.n.g.e.l Just like a shadow I'll be beside you I'll be your comfort And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter I want a be your zone Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Just like the moon I'll step beside And let your sun shine While I follow behind Cause baby what ya got It is with all the props With everything I'm not Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll k

Always &forever
Always & ForeverI was surrounded by darkness until one fateful dayA beautiful light sought me out, found me all alone with walls built high to protect meShe found a way into my fortress of solitudeHer Light swirled around me, bathing my soul in her warmthShe refused to leave me when I protested I was not worth her time, I was broken, I was unworthy of her love for meI understand now why I felt broken for she was that missing piece of myself I had been searching forHer light shone so bright, I could not turn away, nor could I resist the love that wrapped itself around my heart, so I unhesitatingly gave it to herIn return she gave me her heart to cherish and keep safe until the day we are One and our hearts unite, never to part againCeleste Harman,You are my rock, my strength and my one true loveI cannot imagine life without you, I don't know how I made it through before you, and I thank God every day for youYou are the one person God made just for me, my soul mate, my best friend, my li

Caa #132
Mares newest grandaughter, Adison Rose, is having a lot of trouble. She was a premie and her lungs are not yet fully developed. Please send angel prayers of love and healing her way, and keep her family in prayers also. Doc

2012
I think this whole 2012 thing is bs but for those that believe in it i say if you truly believe that the world is ending in 2012 then how about changing the world now and make it a better place so that if the world dose end (which i doubt)we can end on a high note.So for those worring about 2012 how about instead of wasting your time worrying and spend that time helping others,offering forgiveness,and love others.