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Vindication!!!!!!!
I saw that i was still being jibed today and it just pissed me off so I said what the HELL, lets find the proof that i was scammed... so I wrote support and folks here's the response... from: fubar Support United States subject: RE: past bling packs received: 05/5/2010 01:39 pm replied: no block this member 2009-12-13 22:32:45 1230477 gift blingpack for 3619108 62009-12-10 20:33:16 1230477 regular credit purchase 102009-06-08 21:01:01 1230477 regular credit purchase 252009-03-30 12:19:38 1230477 regular credit purchase 252008-10-14 12:51:17 1230477 regular credit purchase 252008-10-01 21:43:48 1230477 regular credit purchase 25=== 'deathpoet' wrote the following at '2010-05-05 09:52:18'..>> Hello, > I was wondering if there is anyway to get information on bling packs purchased in the past by debit card. Specificly, who bling packs were purchased for?> > Thankyou,> Deathpoet...

Untouchable
I was UntouchableMy emotions roped in placeNever feeling more than I wished to...I was UntouchableBut this disease,This curse,Crept into my bodySilently seeping into my skinWiggling into my veinsOvertaking my organs...I was UntouchableUntil he told me that he loved me...I was UntouchableUntil I realized that I loved him...Now all I want is for his touch

The London Trip So Far
Ashley and I have been having full on fun - the first night we got here I was doing my opening night at Soho Theatre. I had cracking fun, Twitter certainly is the tool for marketing shows! It was lovely to see so many twitter folk come down and see them in the flesh. The Soho Theatre is just awesome and despite it being Bank Holiday Weekend we got good audiences. Then I got some odd press, as I forgot that in my press release I mentioned that back in 1993 when Gordon Brown as a shadow chancellor came into my bar and I managed to obviously over-charged him and he did nothing about it. The press loved that and it got mentioned all over the place as there was some Gordon bashing going on. The election takes place the day I leave for America and I want Gordon Brown and the Labour Party to win as the Conservatives here in the UK are horribly homophobic and love killing foxes. Do you know what else is amazing? I got to meet up and have dinner with Paul and his gorgeous man John,

Travel For Love
Hey Ladies only,If you want a man to come see why not invite him out?I am taking up serious inquiry about ladies who are intrested in me comin out to where they are at.To see where it goes from there I am actually gonna by a bus ticket an travel for love.So if you are intrested then please message me.To the ones who want talk shit about traveling for love have you ever been stood up?Depresssed an or down well this may be your chance to see whats good on the other side of the grass dont talk shit if you are not a serious inquiry.Well untill next time. p.s. If you are serious and wanna chill an get to know each other or if you like me right off hand please message me an we shall see where it goes I have two weeks untill the bus actually leaves.Give me a starting point.:)

Really??? Does Anyone Deserve Respect Here?????
Usually i try to be positive and cheerful to you here in fuville cuz EVERYONE deserves a chance but this is ridiculous. I'm NOT worried about losing friends because it. seems I HAVE NONE.You know people talk about love and wanting and needing it.but if you DON'T KNOW LOVE,this is what happens.Too MANY folks here want to abuse and misuse people and their feelings.WHY??? IT DOESN'T MATTER TO YOU IF SOMEONE COUD USE YOUR SUPPORT FOR A CHANGE??? NAH,CUZ YOU'RE A-L-L ABOUT YOU!!! why even bother fooling with decent people??? cuz you can? FOR YOU WHO LAUGH AND SCOFF AT THIS,remember you have a life too.You have a life that can be turned up-side down at ANY GIVEN moment.you'll be the one in the end on your ass with no one to be there for your evil ass.what's so great about being evil???If you like to hurt others,you'll be hurting FOR ETERNITY.why ask other's to rate you,fan you and do this and that for you when you know you won't be decent to them in kind.CUZ YOU'RE A SOULLESS BASTARD WITH

Freaky Net Girlfriend
10 Warning Signs That Your Net Girlfriend is a Freak 1. She sends you virtual flowers every hour on the hour...and then sends you an email every 5 minutes to ask if you got them. 2. You're 10 minutes late for a scheduled online meeting...and she sends you 5 emails demanding to know where you are and who you are with. 3. She tells you about all of her past Net girlfriends...and tells you how you'll be different from them. 4. She asks about your ex-Net girlfriends...and tells you what you will have to do differently this time. 5. You're telling her about the woman who broke your heart...and she asks "Do you think she's still single? Do you still have her phone number?" 6. She starts calling you at home just to tell you that she's online...but she refuses to tell you how she got your phone number. 7. She starts planning your online wedding the day after you meet. 8. She asks for your mother's email address...so she can ask her for your virtual hand in cyber union. 9. She email

Doctor Visit
A woman walks into her doctor’s office and says "Doctor, I have this terrible rash." She lifts up her sweater to reveal a large ’M’ shaped rash.The doctor replies, "Now that is the strangest rash I’ve ever seen."The woman explains, "Well my boyfriend goes to Michigan and refuses to take off his letter sweater when we make love."The doctor shrugs her shoulders, prescribes some lotion and sends the woman on her way.The next day another woman comes in with a very similar rash. "How did you get that?" the doctor asks."My boyfriend goes to MIT and he refuses to take his letter sweater off when we make love," she says.The doctor prescribes some lotion and sends the young lady on her way.The third day another young woman comes into the doctor’s office and she too has a big rash in the shape of an ’M’ on her chest."Let me guess," the doctor says. "Your boyfriend goes to Maryland?""No," the patient replies, "My girlfriend goes to Wellesley."

Bar Scene
A guy walks into a bar and orders two shots of Vodka.The bar tender says "had a tough day?"The man replied "yeah I found out my little brother is gay".The next day the same guy walks in to the bar again and this time orders 3 shots of Vodka.The bartender says "another bad day?"The man replied "yeah i just found out my older brother is gay".The next day the same man walks in the bar and this time orders 5 shots of Vodka.The bartender looked at him and said "Man doesn't anybody in your family like women.The man then replied "yeah, My wife"

Golf
Two lesbians were out playing golf. They tee off, one drive goes to the right, and one drive goes to the left. One of them finds her ball in a patch of buttercups. She grabs a club and takes a mighty swing at the ball. She hits a beautiful second shot, but in the process, she hacks the hell out of the buttercups.Suddenly a woman appears out of nowhere. She blocks her path to her golf bag, looks at her, and says:"I am Mother Nature, and I do not like the way you treated my buttercups. From now on, you won't be able to stand the taste of butter. Each time you eat butter you will become physically ill to the point of total nausea."The mystery woman then disappears as quickly as she appeared.Shaken, the woman calls out to her partner, "Hey, where's your ball?""It's over here in the pussy willows."She screams back, "WHATEVER YOU DO, DON'T HIT THE BALL! DON'T HIT THE BALL!"

Heather In Her Mom
Heather invited her mother over for dinner. During the meal, her mother couldn't help noticing how beautiful Heather's roommate was.She had long been suspicious of Heather's sexuality and this only made her more curious.Over the course of the evening, while watching the two women interact, she started to wonder if there was more between Heather and the roommate than met the eye.Reading her mom's thoughts, Heather volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Suzy and I are just roommates."About a week later, Suzy came to Heather and said, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?"Heather said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure."So she sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying you 'did' take a gravy ladle from my house, and I'm not saying you 'did not' take a gravy ladle. But the fact remains that one has been missing ever since you were

The Lost One
for those of you that REALLY know me and know who i am, you know i'm a helpless romantic. i can't help it. its how i show my emotion. i guess its a trait i got from my mother. well the point of this blog is for those that know what happend to me a while ago. my wife at the time left me and never returned. i was sooooo heart broken. i thought i would never find love again. i thought i would never find peace. all i ever really wanted was to fight for someone. well i found that someone FINALLY. when i was lost i found my heart and soul back. then SHE came into my life. it wasn't easy at first and i had to work for her. but i finally won her over. she lets me be who i am and i don't have to pretend like i'm someone else around her. thats not easy to find in this world. someone that will let you be you ya know ??? she's an amazing woman and i gotta say thats the ONE good thing fubar is good for. we met here. actually we've known eachother for a while but never

Sundered
Foundations solidified by a blistering time, sand driven deep by winds of tempest speed make not a crumbling shift, but a mass unmoved by gods nor the very time to which birth rites are doled. Not third but first the stars that shine do compete for the crown deserved by whom is seated, not so arrogantly, but humbly upon a throne shaped from generosity; a monarchy only befitting the traits of virtuous souls seated in pairs. But to what is unmoved may be changed, not by time, but by truth. A truth challenged where generosity thrived shakes ground upon those who are seated, moving violently and mercilessly, sundering that which bore witness to eternity first hand. Forever, such is changed but irreversible and cursed, incapable of regressing to safer times, prohibited from progressing past, trapped and broken. Now two, breaking the harmony which permitted its existence, smaller and meeker facing the pestilence of time, will not erode, but will outlast the sanity of men, stan

Change Howyou Feel
CHANGE HOW YOU FEELWhat if you could change how you feel? Whenever you wanted. Would that be valuable?Read on.Some of you won't believe this until you try it.Some of you won't even try it.Some of you will try it and fail because you don't WANT to give up the feelings you say you hate.But if you are committed to growing and changing, this is a tool you will find invaluable. It takes practice to become competent, ESPECIALLY for men, because we have been trained to suppress all but certain emotions.But even men can succeed with determination and practice.Suppose, for example, you are feeling sad, but want to feel happy. You can do that. But not in the way you were taught. Most of you were taught to just stop feeling sad, and put on a happy face, and just BE happy. Didn't work so well, did it.It didn't work because whatever we resist persists. Your resistance to the sad feelings means they are still there, even if you tell yourself to stop being sad, and start being

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Take It Away..
Today I pray for you, you are the center of this heart. I always looked to you, for everything I do. You are the reason, I found this little light of mine. Please, take away this hurt, this pain... Without you, my world won't be as bright. You've taught me to use, this little voice of mine... How can this world... survive w/o you in it? Please... take this pain, this hurt, a heart full of holes. I will keep up faith, faith you've taught me to use... please take this hurt, broken heart full of pain....

Not Enough Time...
NOT ENOUGH TIME... "And I was lost for words in your arms Attempting to make sense of my aching heart If I could just be everything and everyone to you This life would just be so easy Not enough time for all that I want for you Not enough time for every kiss And every touch and all the nights I wanna be inside you We will make time stop for the two of us Make time stop and listen for our sighs Not enough time for all that I want for you Not enough time for every kiss And every touch and all the nights I wanna be inside you In our fight against the end Making love, we are immortal We are the last two left on Earth And I was lost for words in your arms Attempting to make sense of my aching heart If I could just be everything and everyone to you Not enough time for all that I want for you Not enough time for every kiss And every touch and all the nights I wanna be inside you" INXS '92

A Game..and Friends
I have been away a while, dealing with rl matters. Fubar is a game, but in the process, sometimes we do make friends. True friends that don't want your money. That don't pocket what you can give them. That love you for every insane thing you say, and that don't judge you for the status that you post. I want to say thank you to my Number one friend. Also, Green. You know who you are. I may not get blinged alot, I may not get everything all the other girls do, but I do have one thing that people don't. At least 2 people that really care about me. Along with it, I have a heart..big enough for them, and whomever else that is good to me. I got fudivorced...dont really care..but part of the game to me, is not lieing. If you want something ask, if you need help, ask. If you want to be kind and something, do it. Karma is always there to give you back what you give. I do know this. No matter what..I will always be me...I will always have more than a level 40 ...that doesnt care about anything b

Aye Chihuahua
Mexican (though its probably better called Tex-Mex) food just sounds dirty when you say it. I like hot sauce on my chimichanga Everyone raves about her taco I got guacamole all over her face She likes her burrito stuffed with beef Have you tasted my frijoles?

Hanging My Mind On The Clothesline
I need to let a few things off my chest, and I need to scream it out and maybe finally someone will start listen, though I doubt it. If they haven’t yet, they probably never will. And forwarning to people who hate reading pissy, whiny stuff then move along, cause this is one big rant that I hope blows up the planet. I work my ass off every bit that I can. Sometimes it doesn’t show, but I always try my damndest. All I ever wanted, for as far back as I can think of, before I even realized this is what I was looking for was respect. Respect, and a little acknowledgment for all the work I put in. Don’t we all want that? Is it really that much to ask for? Every job I’ve worked I’ve done everything I could within my power; I’d stay later, come earlier, switch with other peoples shifts so they can do whatever, I’d do whatever I was asked to do to the best of my ability, I’d even stay an extra 15 minutes just to make sure things are stock

Athens Riots
ATHENS, Greece – Deadly riots over harsh new austerity measures engulfed the streets of Athens on Wednesday, killing three bank workers as angry protesters tried to storm parliament, hurled Molotov cocktails at police and torched buildings. Tens of thousands of people took to the streets as part of nationwide strikes to protest new taxes and government spending cuts demanded by the International Monetary Fund and other European nations before heavily indebted Greece gets a euro110 billion ($141 billion) bailout package of loans to keep it from defaulting. The three bank workers — a man and two women — died after demonstrators set their bank on fire along the main demonstration route in central Athens. As their colleagues sobbed in the street, five other bank workers were rescued from the balcony of the burning building. from yahoonews: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20100505/ap_on_bi_ge/eu_greece_financial_crisis Riots in Greece, and Athens in particul

Tuesday, May 4th 2010
6:57am - woke up. 7:21am - dressed and cleaned up. 7:22am - warming up the cadzilla. 7:23am - reading email. 7:23am - reading and approving comments/PM's on my fubar account. 7:24am - wilson asked if there was a tow truck in the driveway. no, it's just the cadzilla. lol! 7:28am - checking facebook. 7:29am - going into the office. 7:31am - i lied, noticed another couple emails i have to reply to. 7:32am - adding some adult comment sites to our fubar comment filters. 7:34am - reading and approving comments/PM's on my fubar account. 7:34am - ok now im really leaving. 7:35am - ok i lied again. buddy asked me if i received my cataclysm invite yet, and i hadn't. had to check battle net account, still nothing. 7:37am - ok im really leaving now. 7:54am - got to the office. stopped by venus cafe for breakfast to-go, but they were closed. wtf. 7:55am - reading and approving comments/PM's on my fubar account. 7:57am - time for some bob songs. 8:08am - cleaning up mobile tem

Missing Him
Lately, I have seen a lot of friends losing people close to them and my heart breaks all over again. I know the pain they are feeling. Although it may not be the exact same loss, example a mother, father, aunt or such as losing my brother, it does hurt. It creates a void that is never filled again. For me losing my brother was one of the hardest things that I had to encounter. Today it has been 8 years since he was murdered. Eight years since he was selfishly taken away from his 2 yr old son and my family. He was 20 years old. Lived only a fifth of his life and had so much more to learn and live. I lost my faith in God and everything that day. How could a God so wonderful bring someone (my family and I) so much pain. It was hard to find anything positive in such a negative event. As time went on the loss did not get easier. Jerry is never missed or loved any less from day to day. The void that was created when he was taken is still there and at times seems to grow. The pain I feel ev

Anything Less Than Mad Passionate Love...... Is A Waste Of My Time
“Anything less than mad, passionate,extraordinary love is a waste of my time.” “Anything less than mad, passionate,extraordinary love is a waste of my time.” Mar 13, '07 6:08 AM for you Be patient with this entry. < I swear there is a point to it .As someone said (just don't know who)There are too many mediocre things in life, and love should not be one of them. ... One of the most recently released movies that have perhaps hit home (cringe!), so to speak, is the low-budget "Dream for an Insomniac" starring Ione Skye and Jennifer Aniston. The lead actor used to be a child star but unfortunately, the movies which catapulted him to fame have already slipped my mind. Try to rent a copy of this movie not because of the talent of those who starred in it but because of the dialogue. One of those lines which bore a hole in my heart was, and I quote (not verbatim, though): "I DO

An Open Relationship...
This is manly for FuMember is the Atlanta Metro area. My girlfriend and I are in an open relationship. Her photo's are in the photo album The Significant Other. She's into women and men. Let me know if your interested. She may be joining us here on fubar.

Simply Vile
(CNN) -- A Maryland funeral home has lost its license after investigators found about 40 bodies stacked on top of each other, leaking fluid, in a garage, a state official said. The state Board of Morticians and Funeral Directors revoked the license of Chambers Funeral Home & Crematorium in Riverdale, Maryland after an April 26 visit to the site. Hari Close, president of the the state funeral board, told CNN Tuesday that some of the bodies were cadavers who had been donated to a local university for research. Other bodies came from other funeral homes, Close said. The bodies were supposed to be cremated, but investigators were alarmed at how they were stored in the garage while they awaited cremation. "Even somebody who donates their body to science, they still should be treated with dignity," said Close. "Not to mention the health and safety issues with the body fluids flowing out." William Chambers, co-owner of the funeral home, told CNN-affiliate WJLA said that he hopes to work

How Mexico Treats Its Illegal Immigrants -- Taken From The Washington Examiner, April 29, 2010
The Mexican government will bar foreigners if they upset "the equilibrium of the national demographics." How's that for racial and ethnic profiling? -- If outsiders do not enhance the country's "economic or national interests" or are "not found to be physically or mentally healthy," they are not welcome. Neither are those who show "contempt against national sovereignty or security." They must not be economic burdens on society and must have clean criminal histories. Those seeking to obtain Mexican citizenship must show a birth certificate, provide a bank statement proving economic independence, pass an exam and prove they can provide their own health care. -- Illegal entry into the country is equivalent to a felony punishable by two years' imprisonment. Document fraud is subject to fine and imprisonment; so is alien marriage fraud. Evading deportation is a serious crime; illegal re-entry after deportation is punishable by ten years' imprisonment. Foreigners may be kicked out of the cou

I Havent Got A Clue
finchi My BlogAboutRecent PostsI haven't got a clue!!!!Syndicate this site (XML)Powered by Friendster BlogsAugust 10, 2005I would have finished writing a paragraph and i stillwould not know what blog stands for. Well....what the heck, i think it'sjust logging in whatever u have in mind. . What am I ??? Better yet,Who am I ? I asked myself. Most of the time I succeeded in leaving thethought behind and saving it for later. Other times I ended up feelingfrustrated and infuriated after hrs of laying in bed tossing and turningcoming up with absolutely nothing , when I should have been countingjumpin' sheeps to put myself to sleep. This vicious cycle slowly becamethe chronic and sole reason why I constantly ended up just barelystarting to sleep at 5:00 am when I had to get myself up and ready forgruelling 7-3 morning shift at a funky looney infested crazyhouse. Myprecious SLEEP had abandoned me at night, turning me into a full pledgedinsomniac trying to make it in the morning jugglin

Entry 1
"Wet. I toss and turn in this damn uncomfortable bed. I'll never sleep. Everything is damp, the sheets, the blankets, me. The window's open but it brings no relief. The cars still prowling through these urban streets belching their exhaust and spitting up the dirtied rain carried on the wind it drifts in like a toxic morning dew, gritty vapor. I sit up and light a cigarette. Coughing wheeze, damn I hate these things; but hey, they're just another med in a long litany of chemicals. Head spinning in flurry and rush of ideas. It's hot, summer's on the way. I feel like I'm choking. Can't breath through my nose it's blocked. Damn humidity, damn gritty air. I look around this cell, my room. No point in leaving it, i know beyond my door the rest of the aprtment's empty. Someone was here, but who? Marge? Mable? Mary? I don't remember, I'll settle for Marge. I can't quite make out her face, so I make one up, not too pretty. The kind of face that had been pretty but worn awa

Rampant Homosexuality
I have always been an open minded chickie, in all aspects of life. I was once told by my religious aunt, that there was such a thing as being so open minded that your brain falls out, and that I should start wearing a hat to keep that from happening. *shrugs* Today though, I have a problem being open minded. My little prince of a kitty Dexter Morgan is gay. He lives in the house with Felix (male tuxedo cat) and Meg (female English Mastiff). Dexter does go outside when we are out where he has three little neighborhood buddies Capt. Jack (male orange Tabbly), Misty (gray female longhair) and Lola (Black female shorthair). As cats getting along goes, they all manage pretty well. However, Dexter is in love... with poor Felix. And my problem with this liason is that Felix is not interested in Dexter. Yes people, I am talking about homosexual cat anal rape! I have caught Dexter in the act. He acts all sweet, and starts washing Felix, then rubs his face on him, then leaps onto his back, bite

Fucking Hate My Doctor
So, for those of you who are unaware, I've been suffering from chronic headaches for the roughly the past year and a half, but in the past 6 months they've been truly horrible, and they're only getting worse. Naturally, I did what most men would do when faced with such a serious medical problem. I ignored it and hoped it would go away. But eventually I realized I had no choice in the matter and requisitioned a pair of testicles and called up Austin Regional clinic and made an appointment. Not being one who goes to the doctor often and having only lived here for 6 months, I didn't have a regular primary care physician, nor did I request any specific physician by name when I made my appointment, so I got saddled with whichever one had an opening that morning. Needless to say, I was not pleased with the results. Let me start out by saying that I waited in the exam room for twenty minutes, then the doctor walked in and was done with me in five. She asked me a few questions about my heada

Intro
Back in the 80s it had been my dream to be a comic book writer. Spent some time living in Manhatten, but nothing i did ever got picked up and I couldn't land a spot on a major title... even as freelance. Last night i got an inspiration for a book but I've got no idea as to how to even find and artist or how to market it, so, here it is in just a written format. There's very little description to be provided on purpose. I don't want give you a picture of the character and i don't want him to have a name for now. There may be incongrueities and most will be on purpose as well, I want to give the impression of a fractured ego, a lack of sense of self... a destroyed narcicissist. Everything you read is what the character is thinking, hearing, seeing and, as I am writing this on the fly, so to speak, please excuse the typos, misspellings and such, eventually I'll fix them. So, I present the gritty chronicles... Feed back appreciated... DP

Who Wants A Boomerang?
The simplest yet! Okay guys One Rate and two comments gets you put in the pot for this one! Wow!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2395450&albumid=2028434&i=1949486637&idx=1#3595888087 Rate this picture, Leave a comment saying Kazy or Kasper sent you then Leave a comment on the blog. Have i lost my mind? Well maybe but ya'll have thought that for a along time! The contest ends @11pm East today 5-5-10. Tomorrow AM I will cross check the comments on the blog and the picture.. and randomly draw a name out of the hat. It is that simple! Get to clicking! Closed! Sylent is the proud new owner of a boomering! CONGRATS!

Do A Good Deed...save A Bunny!
I dont know if anyone will read this but thats cool..I like the story..Totally true. I was cleaning the house tonight and going through the toys that my children have either out grown or dont play with anymore lead me to walking things to the curb.. My 2nd trip caught my attention. My cat had something in his mouth..Being that this is 9ish pm at night and I cant see that well, I thought nothing of it..maybe its a rat or mouse..Something told me to look down..Im really glad that I did..he had a baby rabbit..i was like oh my god I have to save this lil guy. Scaring the shit out of my cat so he would let it go...I hurry to pick it up..now that my sent is there..I cant really release it back into the wild until it gets old enough to defend its self...I went through the stuff in the extra bedroom and found supplies that I need..A cage, beeding, food, water bowl...well at this time I grab a rag and wrap this now saved creature in it..it seems to be fine though, I put the rag in the cage so i

Attention Az People!!!!!
Rockabilly Rumble When: Friday, May 21, 2010 8:00 PM - 2:00 AM MST Hosted by: L.F.s. Brand. Promoters: Ghoulina Voodoo Swing CD Release PartyPlus making there first appearance in Tucson all the way from Springville Utah Mad Max & The Wild Ones and from Williams AZ The Moonlight Howlers.

Mans Best Friend
I love animals...if u go to someone's house and their animals do not like u its a big flag to me.......on the news a man house was on fire. he told his dog to get help....the dog ran down the dtreet and found the police and brought them back to save the day. now if thats not amazing i dont know what is.......does anyone else have any animal marval stories? or r u just like me...love animals.....talk to me tell me what u think....asta!

I've Done 106 Out Of The 131 Stupid
Do this and repost it with the title:I've done 106 out of the 131 stupid things AND tag 15 ppl in your friends list.They can be ppl whom you've not talked to for ages.NOT STUPIDLevel 1[X] Smoked A Cigarette[x] Smoked A Cigar[X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex[X]Drank AlcoholSO FAR: 4Level 2[X] Are / Been In Love[X] Been Dumped[x] Been Fired[X] Been In A Fist FightSO FAR: 8Level 4[X] Had A Crush On An Older Person[X] Skipped School[X] Seen Someone / Something DieSO FAR: 11Level 5[X] Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends[ ] Been To Paris[ ] Been To Spain[X] Been On A Plane[X] Thrown Up From DrinkingSO FAR:14Level 6[X] aten Sushi[ ] Been Snowboarding[x]Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook[x ]Been in a Mosh PitSO FAR: 17Level 7[ ] Been In An Abusive Relationship[x] Taken Pain Killers yes[x ] Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have ?[x] Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By yes[X ] Made A Snow AngelSO FAR: 21Level 8[ ]Had A Tea Party[x]Flown A Kite[x]Built A Sand Castle[X ]G

Raquel Welch Didn't Like Being A Sex Symbol
Raquel Welch will be 70 years-old in September and she still garners lustful looks. In her book “One Million Years B.C.” Raquel say she felt like a prisoner because people admired her for her looks and nothing else. A sex symbol of immense desire she felt empty just being a poster girl. Well, I know most women would sure love to be that poster girl. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/04/raquel-welch-sex-symbol-felt-like-prison-sentence/ BlastFM loves being the poster radio station for those who love real music. Come by to listen 24/7 and groove.www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Wanna Join The Rainbow Club?
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Repetition
Open up the woundslet the heartache flow againwatch me turn to my addictionsand let temptation be my guideI'll quell the pain with thoughts of lustdrown the tears in temporary joysas I'm tripping up the stairs of lifefalling on every step I climbIt's a blind charge through endless repetitionrunning into doors I've closedwith a history of liesI can't do the things I love anymoreI only love one thing nowand it calls to meat times like theselike a lover lost in the nightit finds me with open armsand pulls me asideAm I strong enough to win this fight?Can I do this all again?As my strength cracks and breaksI see how I've lied to myselfabout the twisted merry-go-round I'm ridingand how long I can hold onbefore I'm hurled aside for goodBecause even though there's determinationlurking within my eyesI can still feel myself fadingdisappearing within my mindThere is no exit from this placeThere is no victory to be foundJust another day of trialsanother day to watch myself grow weak

Replaceable
If I disappeared tomorrowAnother writer would take my placeIf I died suddenly and tragicallyAny soul with a voice could carry my messageIf I quit and walked awaySomeone else would do my jobAnd If I decided I wasn't strong enoughAlmost anyone could protect my friendsBut if I vanished todayWould you miss me my love?Or would someone just fill the void in your heart?Would someone be able to take my place with you?My place in your bed?My place in your life?My place in your heart?Because if someone could my loveIf someone could make you happyThen let me step aside nowLet me disappear once and for allLet someone else take my placeAnd bear the burdens that I carry nowIf someone else can take my place for youLet me go the way of ancient GodsAnd disappear into oblivionLet me nestle down at a truck stopSomewhere on the edge of nowhereThere in the corner I'll sitWith my hat covering my faceHiding, sulking, being replaced.If I am truly expendableThen let me go thereBecause I grow we

Understanding
I don’t expect you to understand me I know how I act the words that I say the things that I feel and the way that I live my life are all mysteries to you. You held me you cherished me and now you watch me disappear fading into the mist of a darkened wood heading down paths you dare not tread and opening doors you thought locked for good But that’s where we’re different you and I where you saw safety I saw a prison Where you saw a closed door I saw opportunity Where you saw taboo I saw nothing but emptiness and lies So no, I don’t expect you to understand me No more than I understand you and your laws and your petty ideals But I ask you to let me live as I let you Give me the freedom I crave Spare me your ill tongue or your spiteful gaze I offer neither to you All I seek is the freedom I need the freedom to open the doors the freedom to chase my trails and the freedom to follow the dreams that suit me That is all I ask of you and that is all I ask of the world. B

Poem
Poking and probing at what’s left of me To only set me free What’s left behind is nothing much The only thing left is a very proud heart This proud heart feels like it will shatter For it once was unbreakable Every day another piece falls But no one hears my calls

Setting The Record Straight
I am wanting to explain some non sense.I had a lady to come to me and offered to buy me a $99.99 bling pack,and i agreed to pay her back on the 22nd of april in which i did.She also gave me an auto and a bomb in which i was trying to level and i agreed to repay on my next pay period which is the 7th. of may and in which i am going to do.Ive been on this site since may of 2009 and ive never not paid any one that ive owed.There is ppl on here that can vouch for that so all i am wanting to do is get the record straight and for her and here fubies to stop bad mouthing me.So the ones of you out there that truly know me ,i appericate you,and the ones that dont thats jumping in and passing judgement on me can take a flying leap because you aint worth the time to get to know.Sincerly Yours Keith Beaver

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Look, I've Got Wings!
“Having someone to believe in is so important, it is what keeps you going at times when things are rough, and makes you realize how lucky you are when things are going well. I’ll admit at times I do have my doubts – who doesn’t? One day I will say there is no way there is a God up there – if there was, this wouldn’t have happened. But then I realize everything happens for a reason. God isn’t there to make life great. Life isn’t always supposed to be great. God is there to guide us to do what’s right and help us make the right decisions.” When the eleven ninth graders who finished confirmation Sunday graduate high school in three years, on the day they graduate (always a Sunday here in Minot) they’ll stand in front of church and receive their faith statements – another of which I’ve excerpted today – back. Will they be doing a double take like I do sometimes reading what I wrote years or decad

Buried So Deep
Exoticly beautiful she is,More than I can comprehend.Even though not across an ocean,She is far across this land. Images of her beauty,Float to me through the air.Making me dream sweetly,Of soft eyes,flowing blonde hair. As I see her more,Her beauty becomes more real.Breathtaking she is,She could make my heart be still. She will long stay embeded,Sheltered in my thoughts,in my sleep.Because her beauty has touched me,In my mind buried so deep.

What Has Oil Done...
What has oil done...to humanity?the environment?this planet?It created lines in the sand, greed, need, war, pain, bloodshed and turmoil.It created corporations and lobbyists and crooked politicians who say one thing while doing another.It created industries and factories, employing many to their own demise and even death.It created deceit, shortcuts, a driving insanity in all humanity - liquid gold.It created a carbon footprint bigger than any imaginable sci-fi beast.It created mud flats that once thrived to be decimated and destroyed.It created defective genes in what once was safe to consume.It created clouds of smog, choking out the sun and breathable air.It created a sickness, no vaccine can battle.It created waters no longer able to sustain life.It created catastrophic wounds unable of healing as mother earth bleeds this black sickness.It created a monster that is watching us fatten up like lambs before the slaughter.Note: These are just my recent thoughts and had t

Low Life
From the beginning it was clear to me that I was never gonna be the kind of guy that got a free rideAnd the older that I grow to be the road I chose to show in me the only one that is holding me is IThe reflection in the mirror's never getting any clearer but I see the man I use to be has diedI don't like the way I'm feeling but I know the way I'm dealing with it's not a healthy way to make it rightAnd there's nothing I can do about it every minute every hour is passing by I'm running out of daysI guess the best that I could do is never good enough to prove to me or anybody else that I'm okAnd now my friends don't call, my mother doesn't call and my father he just looks awayAnd now my friends don't call, my mother doesn't call and my father he just looks awayI ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my friendIt's always how it's gonna be no matter how I try a low life till the very endI ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my fri

Will You
Will you be there when I am sad And help me find what I never had? Will you be there, when I smile And make me laugh for just a while? Will you be there when I am ill And make the world and time stand still? Will you be there when I cry And hold my hand till I die? Will you be there when I am gone, And say I’ve loved you all along?

By Our Love
In the name of Love I give you my all And whatever it takes I'll give you more By our love I'll give you the best One can ever give in love, Guess what...? My heart. For am sure we both can't part. It is good to be in love With one like you. But what we give makes true. So for now and ever I give you my heart.

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New Doctor!
So, as some folks might know, I found a new doctor last week. I had my appt with him today, as he is a primary care doc that also deals in internal medicine. I figured this might be able to allow me only one doctor for my health issues. Well, he looked at my medical records and was floored. It was basically too complex of a group of problems for him to understand fully. He told me it was beyond his limited knowledge in gastroenterology. He told me I need a specialist to receive proper care. Nice thing was he was honest and did not charge me for the visit. So now I'm back to square one in getting help again. I found a group of digestive specialists in Valparaiso, about 20 miles away. Hopefully, I can get in there soon, and will call them first thing in the morning. **EDIT** Got in touch with new clinic....next available appt. is June 16th.... :( This is not cool at all.

Why Does He Take Ppl From Me
i look up and i see my mom,dad,uncle tom and my uncle bill looking down at me and all i can think about is i want them all back but then they go away and i cant see them again till i need them again so what it is i am saying is i need them in life but he see fit to take them from everytime. i have to be bad luck or something cuz he just likes to hurt me all the time.

Large Mammary Glands
Dear Ladies with Large Mammary Glands, I feel the need to apologize to you for getting all excited when i see your boobies. I failed to realize at the time that they come with their own sets of problems... Witchie I'm sorry i masturbated and squirted to your boobies. Hellyion I'm sorry that I want to masturbate and squirt to yours. Witty in the wet t shirt...mmm Mrs Bad crumble oh my.. I did not know what i know now... I did not know what life was like with large mammary glands, I am sorry that when you take your bra off there are indents of the bra left behind, That your back aches for hours from carrying such a heavy load. I didn't realize how many idiots talk to your breasts. I was one of those people and I'm sorry. Even tonight when i was talking to the asshole ( my lovely husband who i cherish and adore) i realize men only care about themselves. He said and let me quote "i ain`t gotta lug them around" This is when it dawned on me. Men just want to lube them up and sli

My Sweet Friends
I have some of the best friends ever. So this guy that I know called today and told me he found the biggest dildo with a suction cup on one end that he has ever seen. The funny thing is that he also said it reminded him of me. I asked if that was becasue, in reality, I'm a big dildo. He said no. He wants to watch me use it. So I guess he's going to buy it for me. The next time I see him, I will bring my camera and he will take pics of me and my new toy! I have the best friends ever! They are always thinkin of me!

No More
TO LILLLE WORDS BUT MUCH MEANING. FU HIGH SCHOOL BULLSHIT NO MORE TAKEING EMO BULLSHIT NO MORE BEING WALK ON NO MORE. JUST A FEW THINGS NO MORE STANDS FOR ALL THE LITTLE CRAP GOS ON ON HERE NO MORE. PPL LIES NOMORE FEELING SORRY FOR EMO PPL NO MORE. WOW A FEW MORE JUST POP IN MIND REMBER U BRING ANY THING LIKE THAT TO ME OR DRAMA OF ANY KIND NO MORE NICE GUY NO MORE

It's Been 3 Years But I Managed To Find My Way Back.
After 3 Years I have managed to find my way back, show me some love people....I deserve it. I am hoping to add more photos down the road. Rate me a 10 and I will be sure to return the favor. I love gifts too, what girl doesnt? I live in central Canada and love it. Although the last week and a half has been nothing but cloudy sky and rain at least it is not snowing. Mother Nature can not make up her mind. It is hot and sunny one day then nipply cold the next. The heat in my building has been turned off but it should be on. My nipples are so hard I think they might fall off...did I mention I am wearing a sweater. HAha. Ok it's not that cold but close enough. In one month I am going to Vegas. Cannot wait for the heat, bring it on baby. Hopefully it'll be the "Hangover" all over again. The Count down is for sure on! I had a bad break up recently, I made the guy cry. Why do I end up with all the pussies?? FML. More to come, show me some love in the meantime.

Donate To My Bday Fund
So it's going to be my 28th birthday on June 18. I really want this year to be special. Since i've only had one bday party my whole life, this year i wanna make up for it. So i decided to make a birthday donation Fund instead of getting gifts for my special day. Any donation will help out and will be much appreciated. Thankyou, dina rocks

Birthday Wishlist
I'm starting early. The only reason I'm doing that is because in the few seconds that I was thinking about it...I realized that what I want is quite expensive.....in total that is, lol. 1. A blast...even if it's one day. I haven't had one in over a year. 2. VIP. I completely miss being blue. I look weird. 3. Auto 11s bling. It'd be nice. 4. Bomb bling. That way my friends could get some rewards of my present. 5. Happy Hour. Yeah...it's expensive, but just think....you'd be getting me a bomb bling too, lol 6. Ticker. How else am I gonna broadcast my birthday? 7. Just random bling. What girl doesn't like shiney things? Yeah.............I never ask for stuff, so I figured I'd get it all out of the way now. Seeing as how you all have a little over a month to get it hahahahahahahahah. Seriously, if any of you actually get me any of this shit...I'll probably pass out. I'd love you all even if you didn't even tell me Happy Birthday.

Falling Through The Cracks
There is quite a bit about me I choose not to share. If, however, you talk to me, there is much you will learn. I try to live life as simply as possible but the more I learn the more I find that I am nothing but a web of mystery and riddles. I am not complaining by any means as I can keep myself occupied hours on end. I also enjoy talking to people in depth and learning about them, not by what they say, but by how they say it. I was given a gift when I was born and through the years, I have lost touch with it and have found it, again. I am a devout in my beliefs. Who couldn't be after some of the things I have gone through? But, in my devout ways, I am a curious being and find my way into a world that doesn't exactly agree with all that I believe. I believe I was given a special gift and I choose not to use that gift to hurt or harm others, only to answer questions and ask for guidance or protection. How is it a person can believe so strongly in something yet finds themself sn

Guess Who's Paying For The Greece Bailout? That's Right -- You
The bailout outrages never stop. Of the 110-billion Euro Greece bailout, 30-billion (approx $40 billion) will be paid for by the IMF. The US supplies almost 20% of the IMF's funding (per quotas). So that means US taxpayers are providing ~$8 billion of the $145 billion going to kick the Greek can down the road. That's the first outrage. (Why is this our problem?) The second outrage is that, as in some of the US bailouts, our bailout money is JUNIOR to Greece's existing debt. That means that, over the next couple of years, the idiot banks that loaned bankrupt Greece money will get their money back. And then, when Greece runs out of cash again, we'll be left holding the bag (along with Germany and the rest of the folks who bailed Greece out). In any normal financing, the lender of last resort would be SENIOR to all existing debt. It would get its money back first, before the other idiots got a penny.

Letting Go
Holding on to what we had To what we should have To what we could have been Everyday I wake up feeling sick To comprehend, to picture this Is this just part of My so-called life Trying to move forward I'm caught in your eyes Letting go hurts so much It's been so hard to give this up Yet holding on is killing me Runs through my body, like a disease So sick and tired of The same old fight I need submission To make this right I must stay strong, I must move on Can't let this current drag me along I spread my wings, pretend to fly And let the tears fall from my eyes I'm learning how to let go I'm learning how to let go

Master-her-bation
She desired him..wanted him so badlyHer body cried out for himThe nipples started to ache..for his mouthThe breasts wanted to be cupped in his handsVisions of seeing him devouring her nipples and breastsOvercomes her body and she lets out a cry of delightRiding on that desire and hungerShe watches a porn videoIt's a man and womanThe woman is riding the manVisualizing in her mind..she thinks of himThat it is her..riding himTouching herself to send her over the edgePutting as much fingers in her pussyThinking it is his cock that is penetrating herShe pinches her nipples..visualizing his mouth..sucking itHer fingers..going deeper and deeperStretching out her tight little pussyFeeling her juices dripping down her fingersWatching the man in the video ramming his cock in the woman's pussyThe woman's moans getting louder and louderClose up of the man's hard throbbing cock, stretching the pussy outThe woman's ass slapping against his ballsShe feels a wave of such orgasmic propor

The Auction ~ ( Not Mine But Touched My Heart)
On a rainy day in October, they’re selling your life away.People come from all over, for a piece of you they’ll pay.Your bangles, your baubles, even the sheets from your bed.Your treasures and your memories, and the pillow where you lay your head.All your hopes and dreams will soon dissolve into a mist,They swirl and dance around us, as if to prove that you exist.Soon it will all be scattered, like the leaves from this tree,It’s as if it never mattered, but at least it did to me.Although I never met you, I don’t even know your name.But I will never forget you, nor this place from where you came.For you see, I helped prepare for this sale of your life,I learned much of who you were: a woman…a mother…a wife.My heart is with you, dear Lady, on this cold and rainy day,And I will try to now show sadness, as we sell your life away.

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Passing It Up...
Okay, just got done watching an episode of STARGATE ATLANTIS... If you know me, you know this is my daily routine before going to bed. And for you BIG SG fans, it's season 4, episode "QUARANTINE"... For all you NON fans, it's an episode where the logical astro-physics scientist guy gets locked down with his biology-loving... ummm, biologist girl he's dating... Anyway, the base goes on LOCKDOWN mode right before he's going to propose to her. HE freaks out because he thinks he's the only one able to save the base. SHE does her best to calm him down and remind him of all his team partners who can do it. HE doesn't pay attention, he's too worried saving the base as well as himself... ... Long story short, he admits he was going to propose but says it's not important now... The last scene is him saying "Hey, we can still have dinner sometime, right?!?" SHE says "of course..." HE walks past the doors, and looks back before they close... SHE says "Goodbye Rodney..." .... Uggggh

More Rambles... 5/4/2010
TODAY I RECIEVED MANY CALLS, BUT WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN SOMEONE YOU LIKE CALLS, TELLS YOU OF A LIFE LONG FRIEND, SHE WANTS TO CRY AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. tHIS PERSON LIVES ACROSS THE US IN THE WEST. SHE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND, SMART INTELLIGENT, FUNNY, CUTE, AND AWESOMELY PREDICTABLE :) HOW CUTE IS THAT RIGHT? TO RANT SOME MORE, I HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS HAVING A HARD TIME AND COULD REALLY USE MY HELP. HE HAS BEEN MY FRIEND A LONG TIME SINCE I WAS 7 YRS OLD. A BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER ...FAMILY FOR LIFE. I WOULD LIKE TO DO MANY THINGS TO HELP THEM, AND TO SOME DEGREE I AM ABLE TO, I CAN ALWAYS LEND HER AN OPEN EAR AND WORDS OF COMFOT, TO MY FRIEND ALWAYS A HELPING HAND, AND TO MY FAMILY. BUT THERE COMES A TIME WHEN I WOULD LIKE TO SEE A CERTAIN PERSON, AND I FEEL LIKE I WOULD BE WALKING AWAY FROM OTHERS, I'M NOT SURE ABOUT MY SCHOOLING AND HOW THAT WILL PLAY OUT. I HAVE LOTS OF GOOD ADVICE FOR OTHERS, HELPFUL THOUGHTS, A HELPING HAND, BUT WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE DILEMA IS IN

Bret
I've had a heavy heart for Bret Michael's. He is the musician who had a massive brain hemorrhage last week. His doctors are giving a complete diagnosis and recovery agenda to the public today at 12 Noon Mountain Time. Oh, I hope he will be able to recover. It is said it will be a miracle if Bret can totally recover from all of this. :( For those that do not know who I am referring: This is Bret!

Maybe She's Human
by Kathy Mattea She gets up an hour before she really wants toGets a half day's work done before the day beginsShe makes a list of everything that everybody needs from herAnd all that she did yesterday today she'll do againShe goes off to her job, the school, the bank and then the storeThen you're surprised 'cause she broke down as you walked in the doorMaybe she's humanMaybe she's got troubles toMaybe she could stand to get awayMaybe she needs something newOr maybe all she needs to someoneJust to see her point of view...Maybe that's youAfter working late today, she brings in bags of groceriesBandages a skinned-up knee as the chicken starts to fryShe drops a glass, the baby cries, the phone rings,That's when you walk in unloading all your problemsAnd the worries on your mindWhen you mention it's your boys' night out, she tears you into shredsAnd you just can't quite figure out why she gets all upsetMaybe she's humanMaybe she's got troubles toMaybe she could stand to get awayMaybe she

Dear Mr. President
MOVING TO MEXICO Dear Mr. President Obama: I'm planning to move my family and extended family into Mexico for my health, and I would like to ask you to assist me. We're planning to simply walk across the border from the U.S. into Mexico , and we'll need your help to make a few arrangements. We plan to skip all the legal stuff like visas, passports, immigration quotas and laws. I'm sure they handle those things the same way you do here. So, would you mind telling your buddy, President Calderon, that I'm on my way over? Please let him know that I will be expecting the following: 1. Free medical care for my entire family. 2. English-speaking government bureaucrats for all services I might need, whether I use them or not. 3. Please print all Mexican government forms in English. 4. I want my grandkids to be taught Spanish by English-speaking (bi-lingual) teachers. 5. Tell their schools they need to include classes on American culture and history. 6. I want my grandkids to see the Amer

A Lust Story
A Story Of Lust. By Thomas C. I Woke up around 7 am ,yawned with the woman of my dreams on my mind. She has long black hair, silky smooth skin and soft ruby red lips. In this dream This Woman Stood About 5’8, She has A Plus sized Figure and the bluest eyes I had ever seen. Her voice was that of a phone sex operator, Soft & Erotic. She sat across from me in the bar and winked her eye. The attention she displayed was enough to catch my attention. I made the gesture for her t

This Little Guy Needs A Name!
Next Monday, I will be adopting this little guy and his sister. I have a name chosen for the little girl, Mocha, but I've yet to fall in love with a name for him. Ideally, it would somehow go with Mocha's name, because they are littermates. Possibly another coffee-related name, or a name that starts with M. So, I'm looking to my Fu friends to help me out here! P.S. The name MUST be SFW! :)

Idk... It Is W/e U Want It To Be.
When life hands me lemons, I wanna cut them open and throw them at my enemies... thank god for you... your too far away and I throw like a sissy girl.. :D The past is just that, can't you see? I would give you the world, if only you'd look past yourself. when you smile at me, I feel like everything is alright. My heart aches, more then it should. I can't take what gets dished out, can't you see? I front like I am tough, but.. deep inside.. I'm as fragile as they come. You've over powered this lil broken heart... and shattered it all over again.. When life throws me a curveball, I get left...winded. You've put me on a pedastal, I just can't compete. My heart isn't mine to keep... take it and call it yours.. shattered or not.. it's not mine to keep...

New Concert
The band that I am in is called KNOTCH we are a rock band. Anyone that is interested and in the DFW area is more than welcome to come out to party with us!! May 21st starting at 10pm till 2am we will be playing at Some Place Else 1908 W Arbrook Blvd. Arlington, TX, 76015 We are the only band, so you can't miss us...lollol Come out, rock with us!!! For more inf goto http://knotch.spruz.com Thanx

Keep Your Luvin Constictors Safe/an Your Rights To Own
the best way to pretect your pet constrictors an rights to own them is to speek out ,dont keep what u have to say in your head .an keep your constrictors housed propperly.not just some plywood box or aquirem they need propper housing good owners knw this.though.im not here to tell anyone how to keep their pets.but 4 u that keep them safe .an knw they need are help to live .please protect them from others such as gov .no person or goverment should hav the wright to destroy such creachers if it was a aligators killing humans they would just capture an remove to better enviromet.so why not do the same with pytons of florida im ashame i was born in a state wheir thy are destroying such creachers.an what they are not telling everyone is that the indigo snake can reach 12 ft i knw this because ive seen first hand that they can an do an indigo snakes can be just as dangerouse as any pyton to tell all of u the truth any snake can kill its in their nature .so dont let goverment bs anyone .a

Open Letter To Obama
By Lou Pritchett, Procter & GambleA LETTER FROM A PROCTER AND GAMBLE EXECUTIVE TO THE PRESIDENT* THE LAST SENTENCE IS THE MOST CHILLINGLou Pritchett is one of corporate America 's true living legends- an acclaimed author, dynamic teacher and one of the world's highest rated speakers. Successful corporate executives everywhere recognize him as the foremost leader in change management.. Lou changed the way America does business by creating an audacious concept that came to be known as "partnering." Pritchett rose from soap salesman to Vice-President, Sales and Customer Development for Procter and Gamble and over the course of 36 years, made corporate history. AN OPEN LETTER TO PRESIDENT OBAMA Dear President Obama: You are the thirteenth President under whom I have lived and unlike any of the others, you truly scare me. You scare me because after months of exposure, I know nothing about you. You scare me because I do not know how you paid for your exp

Why I'm Never Around These Days
it freaking sucks.. I've lost internet.. and its nearly impossible for me to get on here any more.. and I hate loosing touch *sigh* do you feel my pain? Yeah.. so my life is in a real rough spot right now.. facing homelessness and stuff.. but hopefully it won't go that bad

Bob Marley
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human & making mistakes, hold onto her & give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, &miss her when she's not there. " -Bob Marley

You've Got Penis Enlargement And Other Junk Mail
That knocked up lady told me to blog about stuff that was bothering me but I don't want to talk about it so how about some gems from my in box. Actual subject lines: 1. Tells us where we should send ur funs. um... directly to my pants? 2. $500,000 in life insurance for just pennies a day. i refuse to be worth more dead than alive. 3. Stay home with the kids and generate income. I did that when I was in high school. I called it babysitting. 4. How does your building taste? *licks walls* mmmm like disappointment. 5. Police openings cavity search? 6. This is about the money you owe. *deletes* 7. Get your hair back in as little as 4 weeks. fuck you, i paid a lot of money to get that stuff lasered off. 8. Michelle's weekend plan; go to compusa. nu-uh.... i was gonna go see Hair in the park. 9. A birthday wish from betty crocker My birthday wish is that my fat ass never even heard of Betty crocker. 10. A place for mom at senior living. happy mother's day mom. We're dump

Free 2 Good Home
FREE 2 GOOD HOME im single & i've been told im good looking (personal prefernces i guess, depends on what u like) looking 4 a new start i have nothing holding me back & am willing 2 relocate 4 the right person. i dont have anything but a bike & sum cloths & no BAGGEGE....i like 2 travel lite im 35yrs young 5'7" tall & 145lbs brn eyes & brn hair im making a new start 4 myself & wouldnt mine finding sum1 who shares the same intrests as i do i LUV 2 travel & c new places. i luv the ocean, being by the water is very calming 4 me. i like 2 watch movies hang out @ home or w/friends sumtimes go 2 the bar not really in2 night clubs tho. i drink & i smoke altho im really trying 2 quit both. im healthy & willing 2 work im not about 2 go & sponge off of any1 i like 2 pull my own wieght i need my independence plz. im on an island now & would really like 2 stay out on a coast east or west or maybe even down south. eventho i like the ocean i luv the country very much. the ocean has 2 many peop

Sometimes I Cry
So I just got this from my ex... an ex from 13 years ago... I've known him since I was 5 years old. Do you ever look back at your past and miss the possible future.. if so click 'yes'... and we'll be married and your son and mine will be our kids. Wish things where that easy... but once you fuck something up or they fuck up something... you can't get it back, their is no recovery without a lot of effort...sometimes herculean in it's scope It always makes me wonder, what the hell some ladies are thinking when they take a cheater back into their arms? Love, yup, that must be it... now go pick out that wedding dress... remember me saying that to you? How did it work out for you? Ever wonder why it is easier to write about pain, then joy? We all write or express our pain to anyone who listens... But how many people do we express our joy to... I miss you. There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they are good, or bad, or anything really. You just lo

So What Do You Want To See?
here is your chance to have your opinion count! give me your ideas on what you want to see in my pics!! and no i dont mean gross shit.... so the faster you leave me your ideas on what you want me to take pics of the faster you'll see what you want!! just leave me some comments is all you have to do!

Friends
♥ஜ♥When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.♥ஜ♥

Monday, May 3rd 2010
6:42am - woke up 6:56am - finished getting dressed, checking email. 6:56am - rolling out yogi and franks fubar check-ins from the night. don't these guys ever sleep? 6:58am - looking at yogis videchat ratings bug fix 7:01am - reading and approving comments on my fubar page. sometimes i want to stab people in the face with a 3 pronged fork dipped in tobasco. 7:05am - reading fubar gift, bling, and inbox messages from the night. 7:10am - going to the office. 7:17am - picked up coffee at the donut shop. 7:25am - at the office. 7:25am - playing some ziggy marley and reviewing performance/usage graphs from the weekend. revenue looks kinda soft, that's what i get for slacking off over the weekend. 7:27am - checking spammer queue and reports on fubar. 7:30am - reading and approving comments and PM's on my fubar page. 7:35am - purged videochat ratings table since the data was bad due to a bug. reset memcache keys, commited and rolling out to fubar. 7:35am - starting on videochat

It'll Cost You To Use This.
If this one would take my hand,And forever stroll through this page.I would hold it forever,Until my dying days. To make her fu-love grow,For me would be without question,To forever hold her heart,That would be my destination. So my dear beauty here is my hand,To join yours with mine happiness to me.And my fu-darling would you please,Would you please fu-marry me?

The Sea And You
"The Sea and You" The mist rolls in from the seacovering the bay with a soft blanketlit with a strange luminosityby the moon, hanging in the night skyAll these things conspire in my mindand bring forth the image of your facea beautiful thing, far outshiningthe lovely sights of the nightThe sound of the waves, lapping on the pierfish leaping out on the dark seaand just the thought of you wipes all these things from my consciousnessThe moon, the waves, the visions and soundsof the nighttime shore, swept away in an instantReplaced by the thing I most wantby the simple fact, of your beingOf you K

Just Rambling
I took two benadryl mini tabs before bed last night because these bug bites are driving me crazy. I was hoping they would help with the itching. When I just woke up, I felt like I had been hit by a mac truck. My whole body is sluggish. I slept for almost 10 hours! Sheesh.

First Go At Logging A Typical Day For Me. (preface)
I recently read a book (thanks Bill) that gave me the idea of simply noting everything I do during the day for 7 days, and I started yesterday Monday May 4th, 2010. Since I was using the time to try and log most of the stuff I was doing, I figured I may as well post it up here so you guys can get an idea what it's like to be me (for good or bad). It'll be pretty boring, so unless you like watching paint dry you might want to find something else to do. I'll post the previous day every morning for the next 6 days.

Tuesday
I woke up angry today. I wish I could tell you why. I went to sleep around 3 am and at 5:30 I woke up feeling enraged. I sat there for a good half hour trying to put a name or face to my anger.... Nothing. I'm am normally a very happen person, despite rumors to the contraty, so this sort of hit me out of the blue. I have been feeling a little lonely lately which is odd n a house full of kids but no nore than usual. So after the half hour I got the kids ready for school and up to the bus stop. I listened to the mom's gossip, which I hate, and walked back home with my baby hand in hand. I made her breakfast and we sat quiety eating. She had her cereal and me my eggs. After breakfast she wanted to watch a video so I turned on "The Country Bears" and we sat and watched. She's 3 by the way. So after a few minutes she announced she had to go potty. For her that means the potty seat and her little bench to climb up on. Last night I stubbed my toe on the bench so I moved it to th

The Dark Lady
He screamed again. Not that it mattered; the only one who could hear him watched as blood shot out of his aeortic artery at a frighteningly fast pace. Within mere seconds he was dead, floating face down in the bathtub, filled with his own blood. A cat walked up and rubbed herself against the killer. "Yes, he was good company; for a while at least." The woman pointed her finger, and the body disappeared entirely. Disrobing herself, the woman climbed into the bathtub nude, and gave a moan of pleasure. Pointing her fingers again, this time at some candles nearby, they sprang to life one at a time. "A wonderful thing, that paralyzing poison. Tasteless, odorless, and just a dab in some wine leaves them helpless." The cat purred as she reached over and stroked its' back, talking to it some more. "He was quite gifted sexually, but alas, so boring after a while, like they all are. The woman sunk a little lower into her bath of crimson water, relaxing as she hadn't done in weeks. Killing qui

Written For Me. Gotta Love All Four Of Them
I thought I had been in love before,I thought my last love was the perfect match for me,But i had thought wrong cuz when I met you,Everything became so clear,that I been waiting all along for you.Never have I felt something like this.Its amazing what you can feel though only words.Imagine what it will be like when we finally meetThough people don't believe what you and I have.the most important thing is, I don't dout it.and I'm sure you don't either. ------------------------------------------------I wrote this poem especially for you,to show you what my feelings are going through.The moment I saw you my heart was sold,the two of us together will never be cold.Your are my baby day by day,I hope you will never ever go away.All of you is what I need,Please tell me where it can lead.-----------------------------------------------The touch of his hands upon my body send chills though my soul/His lips upon mine oh how bitter sweet/His arms that hold me oh so tight lets me know am safe/The wo

Falling
events have occured recently that have caused me to slip away from myself and there are a few here that might actually care about this. there are things i have said/done recently that do not reflect who i am and sometimes it is a real struggle to maintain what i am, what i wish to be. as all of us are i am a work in progress and now reality needs to settle in and the fun must begin, letting any serious notions on this site just slip away and enabling me to be the more light hearted, and enlightened one i once felt i was. of course there is a good possibilty that i am not all that enlightened lol

In Loving Memory 2010
Today started out as a bad day. Two of the three places I had considered to move into backed out, it was raining when I woke, I stayed in bed way to long waiting for something that would not come. I got up and went for a Doner Sandwich (I find myself addicted now) and sat to read from a book called "The Lakota Way". I flipped open to a chapter entitled Fortitude. In was a traditional Lakota story of a young woman and her strength of fortitude and then personal stories of teh author describing his personal examples of fortitude shown by his Grandmother. It was then that it dawned on me that today is teh 6 year anniversary of my own Gransmothers passing in 2004. I came close to breaking down in that small little shadowed restaurant thinking of how much I missed her. So, in her memory, I will share a small story of my grandmothers fortitude. Fortitude: strength of heart and mindThere is rarley a happy or stand out moment in my life that doesnt include my Grandmother Williams. She was the

I Wasn't Tagged
But I'm going to do this anyway. You can thank Weirick, I got it from his blog. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I have severe allergies2. The animal I fear the most is a grasshopper3. I don't think I will ever understand men4. I LOVE not having any sound when I'm driving.5. I'm not sure I'll ever get remarried. 6. I'm starting to think that I'm slightly submissive in bed. 7. That thought SCARES me8. I could drink tea every day.9. I sleep on a couch every night10. When I was 16, I hit a parked car. Not only was the guy still in the car....he had his window down talking to a cop..........................I got no ticket.

Life And Music
my life can basically be summed up through a series of songs i listen to, some would make perfect sense to anyone others it is hard to see the relationship between the song and myself. sometimes i dont even understand that relationship myself. some musics' message to me is clear and like a fist to the face others....very subtle and nebulas. music is ever changing and becoming more complex as it progresses just as life is and as both continue i realize that my list of questions and fascination continue to expand just as my answers dwindle. so if i appear to sometimes be "caught in a mosh" well.... i am

Miss You More Than Anything.
Today's selection is God Lives Underwater - Up Off The Floor. There's so much on my mind, but don't where to start or what to say. I've really felt lately that you're heart is just not in this anymore. You come off so impersonal the last few months or so. Is it that you're your just jaded about relationships or gotten too comfortable with me? I really just don't know. You use to in your own weird way let me know how you felt. I barely ever even hear from you. I know that goes both ways, but I'm not going to chase after you like I use to. I want to give you your space and let you come to me in your own time. I feel like I can't come to you and ask you how you feel cause I'll come off as insecure. It's not that I am at all. Sometimes you just have to let a person know you're still on the same page. You have to show them that you are there for them. You know that I love you wholy. There's no doubt about that at all. I'm not asking for you to say that you do too all the time, but it woul

Shadows Gaze
Lost inside the mists of time, with shadows gaze upon the world shorn Darknes encroaching upon the lands, the cries of the sons and daughters unborn Amidst the dance and gaze of time immemorable with which the call of man Whose folley was and folley is to indulge of the sins of Pan For the shadows gaze foremost the night with lusty calls and bitter frights With the writhing sighs and caressing moans of the damned souls of night For with the howls of wounded bondage bound and the whimpering cries of the sadistic mass With whom the indulgences of the twisted mind thrive so coy and crass In the sufferings of those to whom love is sought in sufferings blind daze As the night time calls of the immortal lands from darkness shadows gaze

Depraved Answers Wanted To This Strange Question ^_^
Ok... here we go.... I have a little game for you all to help me with.... I want you to read this and give your answers... the rules are as follow: 1:all answers must not cause permanent harm. 2:all answers can be as depraved as you like as long as they adhere to rule 1. I need a heap of ideas I could get Mew to do at home. Could be inside or outside late at night. We could get him to wake up and do things. Of course he has to dress as that animal for the task, or maybe right from when he gets home. I want to set him a task every night. Some could be simple and others could be outside getting freezing cold and wet and messy too. It would depend on what he had on the next day too. could you think about it and give me some of your oh-so-mean ideas please. Tonight I am going to start off with him putting on his bunny suit as soon as he gets home. Then he has to just before bed, eat some lettuce I will prepare for him off the lawn. Between each leafl he will have to squat with his paws

Twilight
tonight a concrete heaven balanced precariously atop the needle tip skyline & as it grew late grew darker everything became more black & white & stone & sober even the people were pale frozen, gray, & bloodless midnight was suppose to have stars, but not here, not now & it seemed no one cared i was cold two layers short of warm & common sense, even though there had been enough proof of winter for the past several days i had decided style was more than substance & that what i was wearing would have been plenty to repel the cold, & yet attract the eyes of men but the opposite prevailed, it seemed i was alone waiting for the train standing silhouette against a black rail wondering distantly about an old touch, he had a warm name & soft eyes & staring at the track made me think about the long road i still needed to travel or something like that i really don’t like to imagine myself so badly poetic but it’s where i was at the time, beneath the rock sky that night feeling empty

Dancing In The Night
dancing in the moon light with you feeling you close feeling you breathe looking into your eyes and seeing just how you feel deep inside your heart the music is moving us and the breeze flowing through your hair i can smell your perfume it fills my head along with the notes of the music the moon hits your eyes and they sparkle we kiss lips touching and we catch our breath the music is deep and i spin you around the floor as we seem to be dancinng on air never wanting the song to end or the night ot be over dancing in the night swaying to the tunes i open my eyes expecting you to be there and your gone like the notes in the air disapear into the night maybe ill dream again and you will appear once more to dance with me in the night the end or is it????

Superfictional Man
it was vertigo induced by his magic eyeshis dizzying telepathic starethat commanded my brain to love& to never stop thinking about him... a silent hypnosisit was then that i realizedthat he must be some kind of vampireor a martian armed with some futuristicobsession inducing ray beambuilt right into his corneahe could drink my bloodhe could have my planetbut please ...let me keep looking in his eyes m

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Another Night
Day Two What is the point of dating someone if all that might happen in the end is heart break and dissapointment. I'm talking about befor, during, and at the end. But what would be life like without trial and error. Day Three Fighting with people is not the right thing that anyone can think to do. But in the end it always happens over one thing or the other. But you know something fighting with people sometimes makes me feel better and does the same thing for other people. I've been fighting with stupid people all day long and I just dont know if I really want to fight with anymore today or any day. But without fighting we would not find our selves or it might not be our selves that we are fighting with, it might not even be me or you that is fighting it could be the country that is fighting. But o well right you can only win so many times befor we start losing. Once the losing starts some of the time we get consumed by it. It may be hard to get o

American Summer Tour 2011
Next summer June 15th I am leaving my home town to drive to 49 of the 50 United States. I want to go to each state and interview at least one family or individual who will allow me into their lives for a hour, or even a day. During these visits, I want to be interviewed as well. The people I visit will be asked to interview me and come up with three questions for the next person I visit. The point of this trip? I am a Southern Californian born and raised. I wouldn't rather have grown up anywhere else. But I refuse to be ignorant. I want to meet people across the country and learn from them things I can't learn from anyone here. The internet is a great way to culturize (yes I made that up) yourself but I am so sick of meeting people and gaining friends on a computer screen. Its time to take this social networking phenomenon to a tangible relationship. I would like to stay in contact with everyone I meet on this trip as well as bring some of them together as well. Willi

Relationship Questions
Why is it that when I give a guy my number just to have him as a friend he doesn't seem to pass his number to me or call me ?? Is it because we work together or he's just an idiot to refuse to call me ?? He smiles at me when he see's me and when he pages me on the radio he seems happy to talk to me what is the delio ??? SHOULD I MOVE ON OR GIVE UP AND FIND SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS INTERESTED IN ME ??

Tears
as i write this i cry cuz i have found the person of my dreams i want to be wit him for the rest of my life and i want to marry him. this is so hard cuz i dont to see him very often and it hurts me sometimes it feels like a knife cuz all i do is cry and it is so hard on me cuz he is my life line and i know that im his he has my hart and i have his ya i know it sounds so wrong for me to cry about this but when i wit him all i do is smile and laff when im not wit him my worls is so dark and glommy and to me it feels like i have no sun shine to look for

Confirmed And Plugged In
“As I grow in faith through the years I will sometimes struggle but mostly learn. I know my family and friends will be with me every step of the way of my faith journey. I know I am sinful and imperfect but I know that God will not stop loving me. I am confident that God is with me every step of the way and especially on my Confirmation day. Jesus leaves an exciting spirit and connection here at Bethany.” Yesterday at Bethany Lutheran Church we had eleven students get confirmed – that is, they’ve complete a three-year Bible study and service program (confirmation) concurrent with them finishing ninth grade (class of 2013) – and one of their assignments was to compose a one page statement of what their faith means to them. There were excerpts from their statements in yesterday’s bulletin and Pastor Janet recommended that it might be a good idea for those of us reading them who write journals ourselves to work on one of our own. That gave me

In The Vulnerable Dischord.
Dry bones.Day old bread.Crumbling as you reach.But if you stay under the coversif you shut your eyes real tight and justwishwith everything so tensethat all you can feel is your forehead against your kneesforget to breatheforget to forgetforget to believeand when it opens up you won't be you.The smell of damp grass and summer attics returns.The purple edged black dissolvesback to the noise and lonliness.One day at a time comes so damn close.

Yeah..
Turn not away, avert not your face, this is how it was meant to be. In silence found hanging there above a pool of waste, the beauteous workings of mortality. No one can truly touch another parallel never to cross. Pointless, fumbling, sad mistake only capable of pain. Beyond those cursed stars above lies the answer that I seek. On the backs of bullets rides my name, longing to kiss my cheek. Resentfully decline, retire this hated life. Without guilt I break these veins, carved with salvation's knife

Witchie Put A Spell On Me
Okay.... since all the cool kids are doing this, I thought I would too...... 10. I love to paint my toenails different colors (something my nieces started) 9. Buckeye Lake in Ohio, yeah Ohio, was my favorite place to see the Dead! 8. I love my brother to pieces, but always wished I had a sister. 7. I ummm... have not had sex in.... oh never mind you don't wanna know...... 6. I miss my Mom so much it hurts....... prolly not a good comment after #7 5. I have alot of toys...... and play with them more than my kids play with their toys. 4. I have a hard time getting rid of good stuff, hence my clutterfucked house. (but I'm somewhat of a neat freak so it's all organized clutter) 3. I walked my 1st 10 miler yesterday & can't wait to do it again!!! 2. Some people I've met on this fu place really make me smile (ya'll know who you are) 1. I say *peace baby* all the time.... as if you didn't know tha

Oh Lordy Lordy
So I havent blogged on here for awhile. I can claim I have better things to do, but it doesnt matter right now. cause i wanna complain right now. So here it goes. I wish i could leave fast little comments on peoples pages. (shouting and scrolling down to leave a comment is not fast enough. cause most of the time you have to be thier friends. and these arent the type of people i wanna befriend.) Your profile pic scares me. Your playlist music is such crap it makes me wanna tear out my speakers. You arent sexy, no matter how big your tits are. Just because you have tattoos doesnt make you different. You dont need fucking numbers in your name you douche bag. I dont care if you rate my pics, and fan me, im still not gonna add your ass to my list. My 2 year old takes better pictures then you do. Your Flashies are annoying. Your Blast isnt original. And thats all for now.

The Collection Agency
Recently, I was contacted by a collection agency regarding a hospital bill. When I told them that I would be making all my payments to the hospital, they told me it would be easier if I were to pay them instead. I told them, "Yeah, but it would be easier for ME if I pay the hospital so that's what I'm going to do." Honestly, your job is to harrass me until I pay some money. Why the hell would I do ANYthing to make your life easier?! Yes, I realize I could write them a letter telling them to cease phone call notifications, but if I do that, I may miss out on a chance to royally piss them off.

Life Shores
Where is my life going oh Lord ,I'm so scared it will never be the same is it all my fault am I the one to blame? Why do I feel so thrown upon the shores & waves knock me down more & more. I ask why me oh Lord why am I all alone on these shores.The Lord answers: Your life is going as planned ,don't be scared I have a hold of your hand. Though many waves knock you down upon life's shores I'm all way's there to pick you up every time forevermore.Just because you don't see me does not mean I'm not there,you are never alone my child you are all way's in my care.Author: Gene Cothren

God's Answer
I gaze out into the stars one night wondering about life & if I'll ever get it rite. Thinking about things I've done. Trying to make sense of it all is no fun. Then it came to me clear & bright God whispered in my ear that night, my child let go there is no future in the past I have forgotten it whats done is done you must grasp. Take hold of my hand have faith in me, I will help you through life you will see . I created all things It is no big task for me.Author: Gene Cothren

I Beleive
I beleive there is a better way but it is going to take us the human race all of us we are all Gods children his creation if we can't get along here then how are we going to in the next World?to make it better we need to pull together not when bad times come around but all the time help one another , love one another through good & bad, ye I know I'm a dreamer so was John Lennon & Martin Luther King Hey somebody has to dream so the dream can come true so people what you say dream with me.Author: Gene Cothren

Blame That Bish Witchie....
I was reading everyone elses blogs.....I wasnt sure if i should do one bit here goes...(you know the rules) 1. I love to watch porn like normal people watch tv. 2. I have THE WORST fear of rejection ever...It almost borders on paranoia 3. I miss New York City.( i was born and raised in Brooklyn) 4. I love sports...Basketball football..et al. 5. I love to people watch. 6. No matter how ugly people think themselves to be, i try and find inner beauty in all things 7. My favorite food is pasta made in all forms. 8. I love to push the limits during a sexual encounter..(choking, slapping, pulling hair..etc)...I like to come away more bruised than when i started...... 9. I hardly wear clothing inside my house...... 10. I listen to every form of music imaginable......You would be suprised at my musical tastes and i love to sing offkey....

What Does It Mean To Say I Love You?
Love What does it mean to say I love you? It means I treasure you who you are, what you are but even more--- what you are becoming. When I say I love you I see you as you are-- beautifully and wondrously made; special and unique, like no one else in all God's universe. When I say I love you they are not words of ownership but of thanksgiving. freedom, not bondage, loving the you, you are! When I say I love you I see in you revealed in you the potential of all that God created you to be. When I say I love you I acknowledge oneness, with God, with you with all the universe. I am saying thank you to God, that you have touched my life and I yours thereby enriching us both. Many blessings of Love and Joy

Imma Paddle Witchie...
Ten random facts folks you read it..you do it1. I'm potty-trained.2. my fave food is pasta - with My sauce, preferably 3. I love sci-fi and fantasy books/movies4. I love blue5. I like music - almost any kind 6. Weird Al is my hero! 7. I'm a hopeless romantic (well, I thought so until the shot...)8. I'm more of a smart ass in real life9. I love to cuddle - ALMOST as much as sex10. my guilty pleasure is Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. And other FAMILY (I.E. not CHILDREN'S) movies PS - I WILL get you, Witchie woman! Rock on!Shawn

[i Fill Out Questionnaires]
Ten random facts folks you read it..you do it 1. I'd rather drink goat's milk. 2. I have an undiagnosed chronic pain condition in my tummy. Its excrutiating. 3. I once masturbated 8 times in 11 hours to find out if I could. 4. I only dance when no one expects it. 5. I don't really have any secrets. 6. I'd rather watch my hometeam lose all year long than watch the playoffs of any sport. 7. I like carrot juice, but for the life of me I can't just buy it in a giant jug or can. 8. I may come off as this bright, confident (arrogant) young man, but the truth is I'm probably just playing some elaborate game of gauging you, toying with you, and measuring a safe distance around you. I'm terrified of people, but in the sense that I'll bite your neck when cornered if I have to. 9. I'd rather live with a nymphomaniac mute that I knew loved me just by her smile. 10. I can probably

Thanks Fuland
So I just thought I would let everyone in fuland in on what really works my nerves and Im hoping that this will maybe eliminate some of the crazy messages I get. So the young men on here that feel the need to tell me about how much their life sucks or go on and on about things hoping that Ill be there to tell you everythings gonna be okay or give you the attention your starving for I just want to let you know Im not that girl. That shit IS NOT attractive to me at all. And I know to some I may come off like a bitch but oh well. This is me and Ill never apologize for who I am (and I guarantee the ones that get offended by it are the exact same ones that do the shit). And the next group of gentlemen that I would like to address are the ones that think that their "oh the things i would do to you" comments will actually get my attention. Really guys?? Has that EVER worked for you?? And I know people will say I put myself out there and I should expect it and I do expect it on here but that

She’s Going To Be Extremely Busy Over The Next Few Days
On Tuesday we secured our place in the World Cup Final by beating the West Indies by 146 runs. It will be the first time we have been in a World Cup Final since 1993 and is a massive achievement for all the girls. For me this meant an unrelenting list of interview requests which is phenomenal and showed that all the hundreds of people I have contacted over the past four years have been taking notice and are cottoning on to how good these players are. First up were rights holders Sky Sports followed by Sky Sports News and then Sky News. We also fitted in BBC, various national newspapers as well as the Loughborough Echo, the Leicestershire Mercury and other regional press. I’m always keen to continue to provide for the regional press as they cover us year in, year out, so it’s great to reward them when things are going well. By 9.30pm the interviews were just about finished and England had just woken up. Cue 52 more interview requests for the players. This was brilliant ev

Random Facts Because Witchie Said Pretty Please With Sugar On Top
Random Facts (I'm only doing this because my under the cover lesbian Witchie said pretty please with sugar on top) 1. My depression meds have killed my sex drive 2. I once went two weeks and couldn't make myself cum :( 3. I have no contact with my mother and father, although they live only 15 minutes away. 4. I was my best friend's first lesbian experience and she tells any guy she is with now I can give head better then him. 5. If I had more cash, I would be a drug addict. 6. Curve cologne makes my mouth water and my thighs tingle. 7. I have sent topless pictures to Jonathon Davis and Fieldy from Korn and talked with them on the phone after a show. 8. I am slightly obsessed with tattooed guitar players 9. I love and trust people to easily 10. I love Reese's Cups

Wtf...
You know it's funny to me how people play themselves and settle for shit, they know they wouldn't normally settle for, just because a person has money or a nice body. I have a female friend who settles for a relationship where her man treats her like shit, never spends time with her, and fucks anything that moves, other than her, and she deals with it because he pays for everything. I have yet another female homie that has been cheated on by damn near every cat she's been with, because she always wants the buff mufuckas!!! Check this out, people only do to you what you let them do!!! Ladies, quit settling for these assholes, unless you've been a bitch your whole life I'm pretty sure you don't deserve half of the shit that y'all put up with, and realize that everything that looks good ain't good for ya...

Witchie Started It
10 random things about me.... 1) After 35 years of not naming any of my body parts, my left breast is now called "Frankenboob" 2) I melt when a guy sings a song just for me (h) 3) I'm a diabetic who's hooked on Coke and carbs in general... FML 4) I can use basically any computer system out there, but I choose Mac (and iPods, and my iPhone, etc) 5) I hate that my belly looks proportionally larger now that my boobs are smaller 6) I haven't been "in love" with my husband for 7 years, but I'm too damaged to leave 7) I drive a Prius and work at GM - not a good combination 8) My favorite color is purple 9) I really do love to have my hair pulled during sex 10) I've never had angry/grudge sex, or makeup sex apparently i have sex on my brain ATM...

Sharing A Few Words That Have Touched My Spirit And Sharing With You...
the following message i recieved a few days ago...and i would love to share w you... so much has transpired in the last year...and to b honest only the closest FEW really know the truth... but a lesson i have learned and would like to finally open my mouth and shre is written in these words and i hope it may touch your spirit has it has mine... something stired within my soul aching for change, wanting me to let go. the wind howled and the oceans churned, and sent a lesson then was soon learned. the friends i have, the ones that held me fast, will never be forgotten, for it is thier friendship that lasts. hoep you dont mind a ghost wondering thru to say hello. i had lost my key but am now back along with this message i recieved from a young lady that found me when i first joined, ppl who found me also when i first joined have turned out to be kindred spirits to mine... lesson is... there will be times when we cross paths...and granted theres either a reason a season

Turfs
I would like to know of a good turf that I can join. With no drama, with people backing up people, and one where I can grow. I would like to start off as an associate and work to a soldier as soon as possible. Please help.

Blame Witchie
10 Random things about moi. 1). I dont speak French. 2). I've had sex on a moving motorcycle (with and without a woman). 3). I wore size 12 shoes for most of my adult life because I was embarrassed my feet were so big. 4). I'm to this day still scared of my first daughter's mom. 5). I've actually got no idea what I'm doing as an adult. Mostly faking it I think. 6). I love full lipped women...In the biblical sense. You know... Down there. 7). I miss my dad and if you want to see a grown man cry play Neil Young's "Old Man". 8). My oldest daughter is named after me. 9). I've skydived nekkid. 10). I know when to stop. GO

Hahahaha
To DeBzDoOdLe...: oh sorry... you need all caps don't you... PRETTY FUCKING UGLYDeBzDoOdLe...: what?To DeBzDoOdLe...: pretty fucking uglyDeBzDoOdLe...: TY SWEETYTo DeBzDoOdLe...: hey i saw you scrolling. you're pretty...

Damn You Witchie
Ten random facts folks you read it..you do it 1. I don't cut my nails, I peel them off with my other ones 2. my fave food is pretty much all of it 3. I ate about 9 big pieces of fried chicken, along with 2 plates of salad and a plate of rice at old country buffet (or whatever it was called) 4. I love cats 5. I'm kinda a slob, crap everywhere in my room 6. I utterly love the cold 7. I despise the sun, it gives me horrible headaches 8. I'm a seriously sarcastic bastard 9. One of the teachers at work gropes me 10. gimme music and I'm happy GO!

Traces
Sometimes two hearts meant to meet,Never the path they seem to find.Ones mind alters away,Or the other was to unkind. Reasons why love is lost,A glimpse is all at times.Maybe if we seek deeper,A reason we could find. Loves do come and go,They're traces left behind.But I know this for my future,Love again I will find.

I Dont Deserve U
I Don’t Deserve YouI’ll always love youNo matter what comes our wayI will protect youCome whatever mayI want to hold youThe way you so dearly deserveI want to show youEverything this life has in storeI’ll always love youJust know this is trueI don’t deserve youSo I will do all I can for youBy: Robert Date: 5-2-10

Passion
HIS TONGUE MATED WITH HERS. THE GENTLE GLIDE OF HIS HANDS AS HE SWEPT THEM OVER HER BREASTS TURNED INTO AN INSISTENT QUEST TO BRING THEM BOTH PLEASURE. THE NEED TO TOUCH HIM TO FULLY EXPLORE THE TEMPTING LANDSCAPE, DROVE HER. SHE SMOOTHED HER PALM OVER HIS BELLY, LOVING THE WAY THE TAUT MUSCLE DANCED IN RESPONSE TO HER TOUCH. HIS LOW MOAN OF PLEASURE ENCOURAGED HER TO CONTINUE HER EXPLORATION. SHE SLID HER HAND LOWER AND SIFTED HER WAY THROUGH THE ROUGH FURRING OF CURLS TO SLIDE HER FINGERS OVER HIS LONG, HARD LENGTH. HER BLOOD FIRED AND A HUSHED GASP OF DELIGHT ESCAPED HER AT THE FEEL OF HIM HOT AND HEAVY AND PULSING IN HER HAND. OH HOW SHE WANTED HIM INSIDE HER, BUT IT WAS TOO SOON. SHE SUMMONED HER PATIENCE BECAUSE SHE KNEW WITHOUT A DOUBT, SHE'D BE REWARDED. BREAKING THE KISS, HE REACHED FOR HER HAD AND HELD IT ABOVE HER HEAD ON THE BED. SHE MURMURED A PROTEST, BUT HE MERELY CHUCKLED, THEN NIPPED AND SOOTHED, TASTED AND LAVED A FIREY PATH TO HER BREASTS. HIS MOUTH SETTLED OVER

We're No Good Together By Tesla
(Keith, Luccketta, Hannon) Every day, yeah yeah, I wait till the morning light Ooh with a feeling, yeah yeah, something here ain't right When I think about it now, oh baby, ooh When I think about all the good times we had I knew there was something wrong, there was no chance for me and you Oh now, now I try to tell you baby, there ain't nothing we can do 'Cos I'm no good for you, oh no baby, you're no good for me Now it's been so long, so long, since the last time I've seen your face I tell ya, there ain't nobody baby, in this whole wide world Who could ever take your place, no way, oh no Now I try to tell you baby, there ain't nothing we can do 'Cos I'm no good for you, no baby, you're no good for me Oh, what I'm tryin' to say is, we're no good together You know we can't go on, we can't go on together, no, oh baby Honey we can't go on, we can't go on this way, baby, oh yeah Listen to me, oh listen to me, I got something to say, I got something to say I say that we're no good tog

I Started Something I Couldn't Finish By The Smiths
The lanes were silent There was nothing, no one, nothing around for miles I doused our friendly venture With a hard-faced, three-word gesture I started something I forced you to a zone and you were clearly Never meant to go Hair brushed and parted Typical me, typical me, typical me I started something And now I'm not too sure I grabbed you by the gilded beams Uh, that's what tradition means And I doused another venture With a gesture that was absolutely vile I started something I forced you to a zone and you were clearly Never meant to go Hair brushed and parted Typical me, typical me, typical me I started something And now I'm not too sure I grabbed you by the gilded beams Uh, that's what tradition means And now eighteen months' hard labour seems fair enough I started something I forced you to a zone and you were clearly Never meant to go Hair brushed and parted Typical me, typical me, typical me I started something And now I'm not too sure I started something I started somethin

23 Ingenious Uses For Vinegar
Vinegar’s magic ingredient is acetic acid, which comprises about 5 percent of the finished product. Vinegar has been produced commercially for about 2,500 years, making it one of the oldest products in use by humans. There are many different types of vinegar out there, all produced by the oxidization of alcohol into acetic acid, but white vinegar is the most useful and the most versatile by far. White vinegar has dozens of household applications, and the best part is that it’s green. It’s enjoying a newfound popularity as many people try to avoid toxic or harsh cleaning chemicals around their pets and children, as well as save money by making their own cleansers. Not to mention that vinegar is cheap, it’s versatile, and it doesn’t irritate allergies like some fragranced cleansers. Chances are, whenever you run into a household funk, vinegar is your answer. Kitchen Remedies: Besides adding zest to salad dressings, white vinegar is handy for many co

Hoobastank...don't Tell Me Lyrics
"Don't Tell Me" Don't tell me that you are ready to change. Don't tell me that from now it won't be the same. It doesn't matter, 'cause at the end of the day, It isn't what you say, it's what you do! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! What you say will be forgotten someday. What you do will be remembered. Empty promises always fade away. What you keep will last forever. Don't tell me you'll make things better for us. Don't tell me that you're some one I can trust. It doesn't mean a thing to me just because, It isn't what you say, it's what you do! Your actions will speak louder than you! What you say will be forgotten someday. What you do will be remembered. Empty promises always fade away. What you keep will last forever. So show me that you really figured it out. And show me everything that you are about. But if you can't then you should just shut your mouth!.. 'cause I don't care what you say or what you do, You can't take back what you've put me through. Your actions will speak loud

Angry All The Time
by Bruce Robison Here we are What is left of a husband and a wife four good kids Who have a way of gettin on with their lives I'm not old but I'm getting a whole lot older every day It's too late to keep from goin' crazy I got to get away The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love And I understand that lovin a man shouldn't have to be this rough You ain't the only one Who feels like this world left you far behind I don't know why you gotta be Angry All The Time Our boys are strong the spittin image of you when you were young I hope someday they can see past what you have become I remember every time I said I'd never leave What I can't live with is memories of the way you used to be The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love And I understand that lovin a man shouldn't have to be this rough You ain't the only one Who feels like this world left you far behind I don't know why you gotta be Angry All The Time Twenty years have c

Landslide
by Fleetwood Mac Took my love and I took it downClimbed a mountain and I turned aroundAnd I saw my reflection in the snow covered hillsWell, the landslide brought me downOh, mirror in the sky, what is love?Can the child within my heart rise above?Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?Can I handle the seasons of my life?Well, I've been afraid of changin''Cause I've built my life around youBut time makes bolder, children get olderI'm getting older too, wellWell, I've been afraid of changin''Cause I've built my life around youBut time makes bolder, children get olderI'm getting older too, well, I'm getting older tooSo take this love and take it downYeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn aroundAnd if you see my reflection in the snow covered hillsWell, the landslide brought downAnd if you see my reflection in the snow covered hillsWell maybe, well maybe, well maybeThe landslide will bring you down

Let Him Fly
by the Dixie Chicks Ain't no talkin' to this manAin't no pretty other sideAin't no way to understand the stupid words of prideIt would take an acrobat and I already tried all thatI'm gonna let him fly -mmmThings can move at such a paceThe second hand just waved goodbyeYou know the light has left his faceBut you can't recall just where or whySo there was really nothing to itI just went and cut right through itI said I'm gonna let him flyOh yeahThere's no mercy in a live wireNo rest at all in freedomChoices we are givinIt's no choice at allThe proof is in the fireYou touch before it moves away - yeahBut you must always knowHow long to stay and when to goAnd there ain't no talkin' to this manHe's been trying to tell me soIt took a while to understandThe beauty of just letting goCause it would take an acrobat n'I already tried all thatI'm gonna let him fly.

Think You Got It Bad, Quit Your Damn Bitching!
If you are 30, or older, you might think this is hilarious! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill... Barefoot...BOTH ways… yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on my kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to

Posturing Central
Small amount of backstory, the following guy met Theresa twice on the premise of helping her get a job and a place to live, had no intention of doing either. Harrased her a couple of times on here recently, hence this. Beware, very long. Otherwise, bottom to top, you know the drill. bigboyl82: forget the getto im me im imc proud of it To bigboyl82: You're blocked, good luck with your lack of people skills and go play with your boys bigboyl82: look u can take me in a fight ur boys couldnt either im a bouncer in real life my job is to read people an u im reading ur nothing but a scared little boy To bigboyl82: Good lord dude, you from the ghetto or some shit? bigboyl82: FOLK NATION STRAIGHT UP REPRESEN To bigboyl82: The fact you don't know what posturing is is quite ironic and funny bigboyl82: FIGURE IT OUT THAT WHO I REPRESENT IM NT TELLING U THAT UR SMART ON A COMPUTER BUT IN REAL LIFE U HAVENT GT A CLUE To bigboyl82: WTF is IMC you retard? bigbo

Meaning Behing It....
*jaded* described as: no longer interested in something, often because of being over exposed; exhausted; fatigued by over work: made dull, apathetic, or cynical by experience or by surfeit: satiated, tired, bored, worn out, done in, spent, drained, shattered, fed up, wearied, uninterested, listless. *juliet* is described: as a headstrong, intelligent, character in spite of her age. timid at times bc she is so young. considered to be the true hero. she is a balance for her impulsive romeo. she is the one who sets the boundaries in her relationship. her forgiveness indicates her mature nature in contrast to his passionate impulsiveness. a far more complex character than her family, or even romeo, can appreciate. by far the stronger of the 2. she is abandoned, beaten, betrayed and led into a folly. she forged ahead, faced fears, defied social customs, and went against her parents. just to lose her love and in so realizes her life is worthless without him. *a star-crossed lover.*

Fossil Fuels And Organic Machines...
ok..my head is going wild. the little things that kill is whats happening i guess. small talk..big words. first of all last night...haha oh man...i get a hippy girl saying how "free" she is and how enlightened she is...after she listens to my friends brother and i talk. such a free spirit that tries not to swear because its just bad. or is "one" with the earth all the while drinking,smoking and getting ready to get in her SUV to go check out nature. of course im a monkey wrench in her thinking and talking because i wasnt hailing the sun god while spinning in circles singing organic songs. how great it must be to be stuck in an area like the mountains with the freedom to believe..."its all gonna be ok" because theres nothing but bears trees and hippies to talk to. im not one of them...i never was and never will be. even when i lived in the mountains i loved where i was but didnt cloud my mind with false ideals and fortune cookie rhetoric. of course i scared her...even though i

Points
HERE IS WHERE YOU CAN GET ALL THE INFORMATION YOU NEED TO GET MY POINTS FOR 12 HOURS! Make sure you read this entire blog as I have something to fit everyone's needs! Send me an Auto 11 and 10 Million fubux (I only ask for the fubux as you recieve my fubux as well as my points. Sending a bomb in addition to the Auto 11 will get you much more points as i get anywhere from 3-5 million points with one bomb. That is not a requirement, just a suggestion. I can guarantee no specific amount of points. It all depends on the amount of rates, bombers and happy hours during the time I am giving you my points. If an auto is not an option for you I will do it for fubux. If I use my own auto it is 25 million fubux, without an auto it is 10 million fubux. I will also give my points for a Happy Hour. You will be given a shout out in my happy hour status. A 30 day blast will also get you my points and a shout in the blast. ALSO WILL GIVE U MY POINTS FOR 2 BOOMYS OR AN AUTO

[yeah ...well... Y'know]
So... on the way home from getting a pair of pizza's today, I saw a woman puttering home on her electric wheelchair. I kinda felt bad, it was getting near 80 degrees and she was well over 600 pounds. Sad, really. Well, about 30 yards down, I saw a woman who was puttering along in her electric wheelchair in the opposite direction... she was around 400 pounds. Part of me wanted to stop. Slam on the brakes, with all the screechy wailing of tires on blacktop and take a picture of this sight... and give it the caption of "WHEN WORLD'S COLLIDE" but i thought it might be a little rude. There was traffic behind me and all...

May 19th Hepatitis Rally - We Need Pics!
Hi All, The May 19th rally in Washington D.C. is just around the corner and we still do not have enough pictures of people we have lost to hepatitis for our photo installation at the rally. Please send me the name, year of birth and death, and a photo. If you do not have a photo , send me the rest of the information. I can use a silhouette instead of an actual photo. We need your help to make this a success. Please send today! Deadline is Thursday May 6th. Contact Lorren at Lorren@HepCChallenge.org Save the Date: High Noon, May 19, 2010: Rally for Hepatitis on Capitol Hill! To learn more and to register to attend, endorse or support, visit www.nvhr.org or search This is Hepatitis on Facebook Lorren Sandt Executive Director Caring Ambassadors Program, Inc. PO Box 1748 Oregon City, OR 97045 Phone: 503-632-9032 Direct Line: 503-632-9030 FAX: 503-632-9038 ----- THANKS! Dawn Webb Debbullan.Org .

My Mind
I just don't understand why people don't believe that you can let some one go if you see that they are not happy being with you, and still keep the friendship. If you are not happy I will let you go so that you can be happy, no matter how bad it hurts. If I truely have feelings for you I will put mine aside to make sure you will be happy. That's just how it should be.

Love Letters
by Miranda Lambert Love Letters on wet paperForgivers, no takersAn angel who never got wingsYou find Jesus and it's too lateHe's already closed the front gateAnd the sign's flashing no vacancyYou've broken my heart for the last timeYou promise the truth and you told liesYou've really made me believeThat love was supposed to be freeLove letters on wet paperForgivers, no takersAn angel who never got wingsYou find Jesus and it's too lateHe's already closed the front gateAnd the signs flashing no vacancyI'll never forget how he used to beBut I'm better off living with memoriesI know that it's gonna hurt But I dont think it gets any worseAnd love letters on wet paperForgivers, no takersAn angel who never got wings You find Jesus and it's too lateHe's already closed the front gateAnd the sign's flashing no vacancy

Cigarettes
by the Wreckers Got my headlights shining Down an old dirt roadSmoke my cigarettesI should quit I knowThe radio's playingOld country songsSomeone's leaving, someone's cheatingOn and onI think I might likeThe quiet nightsOf this empty life[Chorus]'Cause someday maybeSomebody will love me like I needAnd someday I won't have to prove'Cause somebody will seeall my worth but until thenI'll do just fine on my ownWith my cigarettesAnd this old dirt roadSee I left anotherGood man tonightI wonder if he'll miss meLord knows I triedBut I think that maybe The thing that I did wrong Was put up with his bullshitFor far too longI think I might likeThe quiet nightsOf this empty life[Chorus]I ain't gonna sleepI ain't gonna dreamAbout the things that I used to needI ain't gonna cryOr go on living liesI'm just gonna drive

Leave The Pieces
by the Wreckers You're not sure that you love meBut you're not sure enough to let me goBaby it ain't fair, you knowTo just keep me hanging 'roundYou say you don't want to hurt meDon't want to see my tearsSo why are you still standing hereJust watching me drown?And it's alright, yeah I'll be fineDon't worry about this heart of mineJust take your love and hit the roadThere's nothing you can do or sayYou're gonna break my heart anywaySo just leave the pieces when you goNow you can drag out the heartacheBaby you can make it quickReally get it over withAnd just let me move onDon't concern yourselfWith this mess you left for meI can clean it up, you seeJust as long as you're goneAnd it's alright, yeah I'll be fineDon't worry about this heart of mineJust take your love and hit the roadThere's nothing you can do or sayYou're gonna break my heart anywaySo just leave the pieces when you goYou're not making up your mindIt's killing me and wasting timeI need so much more than thatYeah, yeah, yeah

Crazy People
by the Wreckers Only crazy peopleFall in love with meThey come from all overTo be with meBankk robbers and killersDrunks and drug dealersOnly crazy people Fall in love with meHe cam from CarolinaOn a west-bound freight trainHe didn't have no ticketBut he got here the sameHe left me a reminderWith nine months to goThat's why I killed his wifeAnd wrecked up his homeHe fled MississippiWith me at his sideA trunk full of moneyAnd no place to hideWell he loved his whiskeyAnd his fist loved my faceSo I buried that manAnd they wont find a trace

Guilt In Here
by Miranda Lambert God knows I tried everything I couldTo stay inside tonightBut that boy's like a sore in your mouthThat you just have to biteThis number one is shakin' handsWith numbers two and threeIs it guilty in here or is it just meI made a point of not mixin'Love and pleasure in my lifeDaytime boys and nightime boysUsually don't see eye to eyeBut I've been on a roll of lateAnd they're all on their kneesIs it guilty in here or is just meWhat became of all the boysWho only want one thingWill someone tell me what I'm doin' wrong'Cause the good ones all got wedding ringsAnd the young ones are just too dumbI don't think I have any moreRoom underneath my thumbMaybe after all the ends do justify the meansIs it guilty in here or is it just me[Chorus]'Cause the good ones all got wedding ringsAnd the young ones are just too dumbI don't think I have any moreRoom underneath my thumbMaybe after all the ends do justify the meansIs it guilty in here or is it just meIs it guilty in here, maybe

Bring Me Down
by Miranda Lambert Sweet like a kiss sharp like a razor bladeI find you when I' m close to the bottomYou cant appreciate the time it takesTo kick a love I always knew was kind of wrongAnd as I'm putting out the flameSomebody brings up you nameOh oh oh ohBaby baby baby bring me downI want to be right where you areBaby baby baby bring me downYou can look me in the eye and break my heartBreak my heartSix AM unruffled pillowLaughs out loud at my trusting heartIt's like I didn't see the pennyI missed the fountain by a couple yardsIf you would only stay goneMaybe I could move onOh oh oh ohBaby baby baby bring me downI want to be right where you areBaby baby baby bring me downYou can look me in the eye and break my heartBreak my heartOH! Baby baby baby bring me downI want to be right where you areBaby baby baby bring me downYou can look me in the eye and break my heartBreak my heartOH! Baby baby baby bring me downI want to be right where you areBaby baby baby bring me downYou can look me in

Papa Roach Lyrics... Jacoby's Be The Only One To Get Away W/ Sayin' Somethin' Like This To Me Lmao...
I Almost Told You That I Loved You lyricsSongwriters: Esperance, Tobin; Horton, Jerry; Michael, James; Shaddix, Jacoby; You know I love it when you're down on your kneesAnd I'm a junky for the way that you pleaseYou shut me up when you swallow me downMy back to the wall you're going to townI almost told you that I loved youThank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lieI say the damnedest things when you're on top of meI almost told you that I loved youI hate to say it but it has to be saidYou look so fragile as I fuck with your headI know it shouldn't but it's getting me onIf sex is the drug then what is the cause?I almost told you that I loved youThank god I didn't 'cause it would've been a lieI say the damnedest things when you're on top of meI almost told you that I loved youI'm not the one that you want, not the one that you needMy love is like a fucking diseaseYou can give me your hand, you can make your demandsI'm the hardest motherfucker to pleaseI almost told y

Heartless Bitch
"Being a Heartless Bitch isn't about stepping on other people, or reality TV-style sabotage antics. Its about working hard for what you want, and knowing when to stand up for what you deserve. Its not about demoralizing others; its about self-empowerment. Its not about being arrogant; its about displaying your confidence and intellect as a badge of pride. Its not asserting any inherent superiority or self-entitlement, but recognizing your own self-worth and value."

Blonde Car Accident
One day, while a blonde was out driving her car, she ran into a truck. The truck's driver made her pull over into a parking lot and get out of the car. He took a piece of chalk and drew a circle on the pavement. He told her to stand in the middle and not leave the circle. Furious, he went over to her car and slashed the tires. The blonde started laughing. This made the man angrier so he smashed her windshield. This time the blonde laughed even harder. Livid, the man broke all her windows and keyed her car. The blonde is now laughing hysterically, so the truck driver asks her what's so funny. The blonde giggles and replies, "When you weren't looking, I stepped out of the circle three times!"

I Am Alone
I am alone I am dead inside I cannot even cry anymore this misery has no name I cannot even begin to describe what i'm feeling the one man i thought would always be mine is no longer. I saw pictures today of him and his new girl and it felt somewhere between a gut punch and my beating heart being ripped from my chest. I know i have to except that he's over me and i do want him to be happy even if he's not with me.. but why does it hurt so bad. I just want the pain to end, Why can't anyone love me? i know this is a pathetic blog but i just had to put down my feelings.

Running For The Door
Dear ______, So I've had this "girlfriend" for several weeks now and I still find myself fighting the urge to run for the door. She fulfills all my requisite attributes. In order. 1. She cooks cornbread 2. She's been single for more than a year 3. She's over 5'6" and attractive. 4. She's knows her "there, they're and theirs." 5. She squirts when she fakes her O's (honestly more of a bonus than requisite). Am I just anxious she may be blocking the door with bulky furniture, credit card offers and girl junk or am I a hugely codependent pussy and should GTFO before it's too late (which is prolly already too late)?

Perceptions Of The Chemical Dreamer {notes On Napkins}
Today I asked for death, following incidents of maddening proportion,and they gave me disease on the rocks.Little starlit laughter bouncing between realitieswhere stick-figure men come to full coloron a pallet painted cobweb of intricate thought.All the work of late dripping bourbon rainthe scent of vodka staining my dreamsa masochist in merit alone,finding the paralytic insects crawling from my penand introduced to the brain stem as means of our old religionbow your head, and once may be saved.Indeed, like school children adrift in sleepwith eyes closed against the keysfound the antithesis of our strife.When upon we wake, cryptic messages begin to sense our souland through us the gods speakwith the roused blood of anarchy.Cry, dear savage,upon the page decorates in very plainlanguage for all to seethat tis' not a message, but only a plea. if you find yourself liking this, or any other pieces here, feel free to check out 100+ works posted @ www.myspace.com/elysianjudas

For The Record...
i will continue to search for real people on here.....ill make contact and ask for a friend..its up to them to accept or not....not everyone will love ur face or be free spirited enough to look past race religion or sexual orientation...i really dont care who is my friend i accert all for their hearts and minds...so to the rest of these "emotional retards" ..and "basket cases" just step off......my page is a no dramma or no negativity zone. if ur about that.....if u got an issue go get a tisue.....then call the "whambulance" cause i got no need for ya! to all have a blessed day..try and smile and be happy. talk to me if ya feel me....

Save A Cat
ATTENTION TO ALL: CAT OWNERS ** CAT LOVERS-FELINE FRIENDS**ANIMAL ADVOCATES ETC. Please take a few minutes to check out the following link for Save A Cat. By doing so, you can help those that are unable to help themselves. . .with NO COST to you, but your time. THANK YOU

Tothe Katz Meow
as i said before..i never wish to offend or upset anyone.....if anyone know this woman tell her so.....how can u make friends if u dont try.....this is all cyber...im just tryin to make friends.....as for ripping pic's i never knew it was a problem so for that i appologise. and if i have ever offended anyone else in that way..i offer the same. people rip my pics all the time it never dawned on me that one could get so put off by it....so in closing i say this.....dont take things so seriously. and if somthing happens..at least find out before u act like a lunatic and have a tantrum plz arent we all suposed to be adults in here? i thank all of you that r real and r my friends.......i guess ill just have to watch who i send requests to from now on...after all i thought this was supposed to be fun and games........it takes all kinds. talk to me people

Severing
SEVERING slowly inside ive begun to die as i watch my world fade away tears unshed all these years slowly stream down my cheeck as these last few words i speak only myself this could have avoided as myself i now see the pain of ruin as i become the background of what in the heart of one that did me once love i will never forget how i lost that which i cannot replace Tortured inside I know painOf lovers i know nonewithout another i am stainedLike a leper to shun My heart engulfed in your flameMelting my souls on fireThe heat rising unable to tameThe fever of my burning dsire Just when i thought it was safe to careI find that i do not compareTruly i am now well awareThat my feelings you do not share The picture painted clearOf what i've just seenForever love my hearts fearWashed now the eyes unclean Seduction is my downfallMy own heart I betrayedTorn my pages fallA book tattered and frayed My words they are my life Sending my love to youReturning to cut me lik

Some People Take This Way To Serious.....
hello again folks....i just had my first bad experience.....i sent a friend request.......then ripped a pic from their profile. now this was justa cute cartoon......what rthe hell is wrong with that? if there is some protocal i missed will someone explain it to me. It seems whenever i try to meet "women of color' there is always some kind of dramma....for christ sake...you would think i tried to kill the president. i would never rip a pic of a person without permission i would think that rude...but a cartoon? plz.........i would love some input... if i did do somthing wrong i appologise....but where r all these rules and regs at.....im not vulgar..disrespectfull dont use profanity..and still there are always those that just love to be upset by any means neccisarry. i rally cant go thru life walking on egg shells because some broad shits a purple twinkie whenever an ant farts in egypt......dramma and issues?? on my page and in my life these r no fly zones! talk to me people.....what d

The Truth About Losing Weight
Have you ever considered losing some weight? There are many people that do not have even the desire to lose weight as they consider this as being rather difficult. In order to succeed you will need to have a strong desire to lose weight and also become aware of the latest development in the field. The aim of this article is to provide you some quick information on this topic to help improve your weight loss endeavors. The first thing that you need to consider is to try some alternative treatments. Currently there are plenty of different methods that exist in order to enable you to lose weight. One interesting treatment that you might consider is reiki. Reiki can be helpful with regards to stabilizing your appetite and control your body intake of nutrients. Reiki is specially suited to people that have problems controlling their intake of food. French readers that are interested to learn more on this can check out this article on reiki since it contains some useful point. You

When They First Met
She stood there, hair swaying in the breeze, Watching as he walked towards her. Her heart, beating very fast, she can't help but smile, as he gets closer, to where she stands. He stops in front of her, as a smile breaks, on his face. She thinks of, how handsome this man is, with his smiling face, and glowing hazel eyes. Her green eyes, as bright as his, She says a "hello," her cheeks, turning a lite pink, as he stares at her. He says "hello" back, and whispers "how beautiful." She raises her hand, and he raises his own, they press their hands together, palm to palm, fingers intertwining, and in that moment, their connection, grew so much stronger, then it has ever been before. With their fingers intertwines, eyes locked, on each other, both smiling, not needing words at the moment. Its like the world disappeared, the only two things, where the two lovers, that stood before each other. Their hearts, starting to beat as one, makes a love song, for just them to

Hazel & Green Eyes
Hazel eyes show me, the window to his soul. As I look into the depths of them, Swirling deep within, many different emotions, are all coming together. These hazel eyes, that are reflecting what I know to be, in my own eyes. Looking into bright hazel eyes, emotions become clearer, becoming more known. Hazel eyes that smile at me, with affection, pride, adoration, and most strongly love. Hazel eyes that lock with green eyes, speaking louder, then any word that can be spoken. Hazel eyes are the mirror image, of the green eyes, that are being looked into. Hazel eyes show the promising future, of what both lovers know will come. Hazel and green eyes are, mirrors of love for him and her. This hazel eyed man, and this green eyed girl, never needing words, their eyes are the answer to every question. Eyes locked together, the world lost to them, other then their own world, for just them to know. As green eyes, stare deep into hazel eyes, she sees a family, this family consis

A Lonely Girl
She sits there, torn between head and heart. She looks in the mirror, hoping that something will come to her. Eyes glistening with tears, not sure what to think. Her head and heart, saying two different things. Her head telling her that she is alone, not worthy, should leave so she isn't a burden, just give up on everything cause everything is just giving up on her, her head tells her she is stupid, thinks to much, that she isn't capable of love, that she can't be happy. Her heart tells her that things will be ok, that she is not alone, that she is worthy, that she isn't a burden, and that things will work out, that she can be happy, and is happy, that she is in love, and happy with her love. Tears start to fall, torn between what to think and what to do, knowing what she wants, but wondering if he still wants her. Wondering if everything will work out like she wants it to, hoping, praying, that everything will turn out right, for the lonely girl wh

Reflections
She sat there, looking at herself, but not truely seeing herself. Many thoughts, ran through, her head. She believed all of them, but at the same time, believed none of them. Green eyes stared back at her, telling her all the wrong things. Making her feel worthless, ugly, and thinking that no one could, love someone like her. Tears slipped from her eyes, her hand reaches up and, touches the wetness on her cheek. She is shocked to feel it there, she has told herself that she is stronger than that. Green eyes that seem so strong, and bright, but when she takes the time, the brightness fades a little. This green eyed girl, who knows she is well loved, and has someone who thinks she is beautiful. So she continues to sit there, thinking, of her love, and her green eyes brighten again, and she promises herself, from this day, she will not think of herself as, worthless, ugly, again, and she knows she is loved very much, by a special person.

Obama Files
Do you CARE about the U.S. ? if you give a shit at all you will read these files ( note list on the RIGHT SIDEBAR ) and SPREAD THIS INFO internet wide. I call on you CYBERGEEKS to do this! http://www.newzeal.blogspot.com/

Crush
CRUSH What a mystery love is, I thought that it wouldn't happen again But I was wrong I'm here again writing Writing about how I feel I fell again For a guy This guy seems like no other I've met I want to be more than just friends I know that I just recently met you But I can't help how you have made me feel I have a bit of a crush on you And that's all I got to say Why did it happen? I do not know Do I regret it? No I don't I want to be a part of your life And be someone special to you I want to keep your hugs And to stay at your side Don't judge me for what I'm saying But some how I find myself liking you I don't know how it happened But I do hope I can stay at your side And on this day I say to you I like you And there's nothing I can do about it I've tried not feeling this way But I can't help it So please let me stay at your side...

This Is The Sound Of John Denver Being Strangled...
ahhh... rocky mountain high... i once heard that pot smoked at alpine altitudes delivers a much more intense high. stupid hippies... anyway, i'm still removed from the face of the earth, but i wanted to check in via my trans-demensional teleweb transceiver thingimabob to let everyone know that i'm starting a new chapter in life. i accepted an engineer position with a company in denver, and i'll be moving there later this month. (anyone there know a good real estate agent?) i'm really excited. i have so much to do to get ready that i don't know whwere to begin, and my mind is all a-whirl. it's only 10:26 am here, but i think it's time for another celebratory beer. prost!

Burr Oak Update
This is truly sad! Scandal-plagued Burr Oak Cemetery today will move one step closer toward a new owner. A public auction is scheduled to be held this afternoon at the law offices of the firm handling the bankruptcy of the cemetery's current owner, Perpetua Inc. A bankruptcy court judge already has approved an offer of $25,000 for Burr Oak in Alsip and $650,000 for its sister cemetery, Cedar Park Cemetery in Calumet Park. Today's auction will determine if anyone is willing to go higher. The bid that already has passed court muster came from Cemecare, described as a partnership between Gatling Community Development Inc. and Restvale Cemetery in Alsip. Last year, four Burr Oak workers were charged with taking part in a scheme in which they allegedly dug up graves and resold burial plots. A subsequent study by Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart found that far more people were buried in the 105-acre cemetery than the land can hold, suggesting that the practice of stacking caskets on top of

Cell Phones
This may get some people up on a soapbox, and that fine. I tend to think that blogs that get people to think are the best kind. I know how I feel about this, but I would love to hear what other people think. I'll link the story when I'm done. There was a teen at a school that caught the school's coach stealing money from students with his cell phone. He showed the video to police and the coach was arrested. HOWEVER, the student that did this, COULD get in trouble with the school because students are not allowed to use their cell phones at school. Now I do understand why the rule about cell phones are in place, however, it's not like the kid was texting someone and trying to cheat on a test or set up a date. He was using his phone to get proof. Anyone knows that if he would have just went to the principal of the school with nothing but his word, the principal would side with the teacher. He had proof and now the coach is arrested. This makes me think, in the worst case scenari

And Another One Bites The Dust
frogstrodamus:im just tryin to tell people from the midwest about schwagstock. i got no financial interest in this. i just want cool peeps to trip with on the 28th of may. we got underground acts from europe coming to one of our events. it's fuckin schwagstock! you never heard? all the molly,cid,and dank you could ask for and i get shut down for tryin to share the word? you have no idea what u just fucking silenced. have fun not having fun. Me:I did not silence you, and if we wanted to know, you could have just PMed the details to us. The lounge is not a promotion place for the outside world. We were nice and cordial about it plenty long enough. And to tell you the truth, I hope you trip your mind into more stupidity than you already have. I am NOT into that kind of thing, and I don't care to keep hearing about it. Good bye, and enjoy your ignorance. frogstrodamus:well i did not know how this site worked, particularly since every time i'v been on here i got spammed out the ying

Gum Disease
Gum Disease Gum disease is also known as periodontal disease and periodontitis is an inflammatory condition affecting the tissues surrounding a tooth, and it is the leading cause of tooth loss. Gum disease is usually caused by a buildup of plaque, an invisible sticky layer of germs that forms naturally on the teeth and gums. Gum disease can be sneaky, sometimes causing little or no pain or irritation before permanent damage is done to your teeth.

Dogma Break
Everything is designed to hurt you Everything is designed to control you The person who helps you is your greatest Enemy "Keep your friends close and your enemies closer." I Cross no lines, for no one Before you complain Why don't you try not being a part of the problem.

One
I was slowly spiraling down. Down into a dark abyss. Your arms reached for me And grabbed we so easy and swift. A knife had been stabbed And it pierced right into my core. Your heart dug into me And it pierced me even more. Your soul was a dagger Stabbed right through mine. Your love was the leader And right behind was mine. You had an arsenal But you couldn't see. All you saw was the target And that target was me. I am defenseless But I would have it no other way.

Poetry
Shimming in the moonlight, Sky is the faith in love that flies. Soaring throughout the mountain side, Heart's wonders do rise. Rare it is still and hard to hold, Like sand sifting through the fingers of your hand. Faith is strong, Yet love remains gone. We fill the void with not so wondrous things, Greed, hate, self hate, is the main. Humans are we a confusing lot, Longing for love, Yet we forgot. We forgot love so long ago what it really means for us all to hold. So softly and tenderly, Like a new born child. Real love is not meek nor is it mild, Real love my friend is so strong and so still;

Poetry
The thoughts that consume my heart and soul, Beat faster with in time. There is no end to this I find, The true confinement is within my mind. Trouble brewing deep in thought, Curses over love lost. Table of time, Why must you be so unkind? When does the preacher make his stop? Chiming to a tune long since forgot. Hark now do the angels hear it, Does it keep the solemn time? In the rhythm of this music, That is were I find my mind.

Lover Mine - Oh My Freakin' God!
Yeah, okay. So I should be sleeping but I'm finishing off Lover Mine by J.R. Ward. Holy freakin' hell! I am just sitting here blown away! I knew of one twist that more or less has taken place since the first book, but fuck if I wasn't prepared for the shit that went down in this one! Seriously, one of the best 512 page micro mini print hard covers I have read in a really long time. If you're looking for a series with guys to drool for with blood, guts and sex...check out the Black Dagger Brotherhood series by J.R. Ward. I guarantee you won't be disappointed! *goes back to reading the last few pages*

What I Think
im not on here for a hook up or to flirt i know who i want and i know whwere she is she means the world to me and wouldnt trade her for the world i let her walk a way once b 4 and it seem im pushing her away now she has my heart and always will she is all i think about and she knows how i feel

Some Say My Language Is
Some say my language is less than refined, and too mixed up with Yiddish and Yiddish syntax, guess what? They are right, and I see very little reason to change. Everyone has their certain style that fits them and I have mine. If that bothers anyone, they can jump in a lake, and kish mir in toches!

Last Breath
hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black

Life Is To Short ..
Love me or not,Life goes on! When you are single and are looking for friends,why is it that when you meet someone that you like they all ways try to take you over and rule your life like it's theres? So time to say good bye in my book..Get mad and move on,if that what it takes...

2 Ways To Win An Auto Or Cherry Bomb
Two ways to win an auto or cherry bomb. One way is highest bidder on one which wiill be in my pics to bid on, and the second way is bling me a 5 credit or higher bling from now til tuesday at 9pm fu time, everyone who blings me will be put in a drawing to win, will get bombed, and will get a one credit bling also. Good luck. The bidding on the auto or bomb will also end tuesday at 9 pm fu time. Winners will be posted in my stats at that time. :)

I Do This On Myspace
The combination is one, two, three, four, five... Current mood: breezy 1. Everytime I try to write one of these something comes up, so I'll try for the I don't know how many times. 2. D decided he perfers folkstyle wrestling this season, can't say I blame him. 3. Aardvarks are nocturnal. 4. Had to change my cable around, damn new show addictions (I'm currently on Season 4 of Dexter). 5. So in CZW (speaking of CZW Fist Fight is this upcoming Saturday; check local times and listings) my stable has gotten its first championship belt (Congrats Drew), The CZW Wired Television Title, this means alot more than I could possibly describe in this blog. 6. Buckle in folks this is gonna be a long one. 7. The aardvark is sometimes called "antbear", "earth pig", "Cape anteater", "earth hog" or most commonly "anteater" (which it is not even closely related to, its actually closer to an elephant). 8. Everyone should have a successful exit strategy. 9. Lost is ending very soon (booo!) and I'm quite

Broken Heart
You can't mend a broken heart You can't say that you love someone and you don't So why do you say that you love me Even I know that you don't love me So can you please save me the heartache And love me for a change I love you and when I asked you out you said NO Why did you break my heart, I need you So please say that you love me at least for a while Tell me that you want me But you don't have to go out with me So just let me have the idea that I am wanted So mend my broken heart

Dont Tell Me U Love Me
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do

Blues Sky.
Six dry summers.Twelve varying degrees of sand.Warm toessoft soles.Holes in my skin.Freckles on my face.Wind through my hair.Glint from my specs.Six swift swigs and a passa dropa broken bottle quenching the thirsty mostly-blue earth.Watch the puddles trace.Just ask me to stop.Nod off against the rustand ride off into the twilight.Sunrises unknown. Far far off into the east.

[nobody's Business But Mine]
Jesus tits I'm bored. And I spent yet another one of my weekends doing little if anything that I wanted to do and apparently I'm doing it again NEXT weekend *throws hands up in the air* weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Season 1 reruns of Family Guy, a pathetic 0-1 loss, and one coat of primer. *throws his hacky sack against the wall* oh yeah real exciting. I can say that I made a decent plate of couscous, because I've grasped coconut milk and nut paste (hehe) and I did it with leftovers of all things. But it bears no mentioning. There were no new techniques or flavor profiles created, I just combined a couple. I'll be making bean jam tea cakes eventually. Hopefully this week. Sorry I got distracted dragging my razor saw against my skin and thinking about snuff films. I've got a lot of stuff coming inbeadstubesdecalsdrillsmetal ammunition2 discount kitsmetal verniers *catches himself playing with sharp things again*I'm not very excited about thes

Thanks For Making Me A Fighter....
After all you put me through You'd think I'd despise you But in the endI wanna thank you 'cause you made that much strongerWell I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were trueGuess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up'Cause I've had enoughYou were there by my side, always down for the rideBut your joy ride just came down in flames'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mhmAfter all of the stealing and cheating you probably think thatI hold resentment for youBut uh uh, oh no, you're wrong'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't knowJust how capable I am to pull throughSo I wanna say thank you'Cause itChorus:Makes me that much strongerMakes me work a little bit harderMakes me that much wiserSo thanks for making me a fighterMade me learn a little bit fasterMade my skin a little bit thickerMakes me that much smarterSo thanks for making me a fighterNever, saw it comingAll of, your backstabbingJust so, you could cash inOn a good thing before I realized your

Truth
so as of this day and time i am not going to take shit from any assholes so if you want to be my friend on here think before you speak about points and garbage and if you ask for my help with something do not be a f**king punk about it i will do it but it will take me some time but it will get done so that had to be said i do not care who gets mad i just wipped out 8 people for being punks thank you good nite

For Becky On Her Birthday
The day that you were born, was one of the happiest days in my life. I did not know it yet, that came many years later. Born to me, I have two sisters; who love me and taught me many things. On this road of life, I have made many friends and made my family larger. My parents are your parents, my children and your children are equal in my heart; as i know they are in yours. Today we celebrate more than twenty years in each other's lives. You see; the day that you were born was one of the happiest days in my life... Because you were born to be my best friend.

Things To Think About!!
Live Like An Angel, Die Like A Devil...X+x+X Screw U & Fuck Off! I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what i do, then i'm better than them anyway.-marilyn monroe Dreams & Reality If You Can DREAM It, You Can Achieve It!-Criss Angel Jeremiah 33:3 (MIND,BODY, & SOUL)“Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.” Piercing Hearts "people use the most ridiculous weapons to pierce someones Spirit just to let them Know that something is wrong with them, when there really isnt. Weapons like "Talk Shitting And Actions Of Shit..." Please if your one of these people, you know you only do it cause you wanna make a big deal about, YOUR "issues" so Others can see your view and talk about it as, AN "ISSUE." Its Not. Don't feel better about it because thats the only place u can get the power to Sham. When you think about it, your really just taking up all your time and energy to PLAY it. To me, your just

No More Drilling In The Oceans!!
Dominica's 'Whale Whisperer' shares a remarkable story By: Pete Thomas, GrindTV.com Andrew Armour, who runs Kubuli Watersports on the Caribbean island of Dominica, has been called the "Whale Whisperer" because of his ability to communicate with sperm whales, particularly a young male named "Scar.""Once I'm in the water I try to reach them acoustically by making this noise in the water, and it's the same noise all the time so they know it's me," he says. "So I'm talking to them all the time in the water, and they start coming."To be sure, had Herman Melville been to Dominica and swum with its whales, he might have had trouble finding the inspiration to write the classic novel, "Moby Dick."Perhaps 200 of the fabled cetaceans utilize the surrealistically blue realm beyond the island. None has expressed ferocity toward humans or bitten the leg from a tyrannical (and fictional) captain.On the contrary, as people such as Armour have learned, these great leviathans, once hunted mercilessly

"suicidal Poet"
She throws a fake smile and blows cigarette smoke my way, sexy swagger; and an innocent look. I want her. I see those Eyes trained to look cleaver, but the only thing clever is the smell of her perfume, it matches the seductive scent that all men want. I can't seem to see past her eyes, but instead I'm memorized into an open field of some what Familiar clouds. filled with thought from the past, present, and future. I know I should be regretting what I’ve done before I have even done it. But the time and place is all to perfect. It always is, and always seems to be. I tell myself to just do it' say, "hello." Years pass with mystery and wonder, Secrets, and Flames. Desires, and Passions, Like a book with no cover, Chapters with no meaning, Pages and Pages of empty life. Gazed in her eye's, Time gives me Reason. I look away and go back fifteen years, Never regret the wrong choices, But always know you are forgiven for the wrong ones. The sky lets me know how small we really are. A mic

Francisco Ciatso With Pete Cannon And Myself By Ringside Is Up Against The Saint
Hello everybody!! Trying to figure out the Fubar thing but am happy to be here. I already got in trouble for having a bathing suit picture up. Yikes! Sorry Fubar. I thought my first blog would be sharing one of my pro wrestling videos for NWA's Pro Wrestling Fusion. Check it out and enjoy: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=On6wVEoQf1g

Sexual Hell Test
Your result for The Sexual HELL Test ... HELL LEVEL 3 Raw score: 81% There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations.I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity.AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruinanyone, now would you? Take the quiz here: http://www.okcupid.com/tests/the-sexual-hell-test

Dad
I wrote this on April 12th, but I didn’t have my internet up and running at the time, so I couldn’t manage to post it right then, but I didn’t want to stop me from posting it all together. So here goes… You’re probably wondering why I’m still awake and typing this blog at, oh, almost 4AM. Well, any of you who are close to me should be able to figure that one out pretty swiftly on your own, but I’m going to spill it any way, for those of you who don’t know, and just to maybe ease my mind and my heart and possibly sleep again sometime this century. Today, April 12 2010, is the two year mark of the very last day I ever saw my father alive. The last time I would ever see his smile, hear his laugh, or feel the comfort of a father’s embrace. Because, two years ago tonight (tomorrow morning to be exact) at around 1AM in the morning, April 13, 2008, my father was unexpectedly, and brutally taken from our life’s. Two years ago toni

The Cost.
They vanish so fast,Like mists after dawn.I close my eyes one momment,The next they are gone. They touch like a summers breeze,Or a winters snow.Long enough for a memorey,And then they go. Even if I've never touched,I still feel the loss.They've touched my heart,For friendship,thats the cost.

Love 2
The sound of your voice, rekindles memories A time of long ago of inocence and how things used to be. For time is a thief that steals our dreams and I was weak and could not see. A perfect crime were not immune. Then routine becomes our solitude. For feeling left untold, they wither and fade away. Just like a bouquet of flowers and promices of yesterday. I thank you for the glimpse of light That warms my heart on this cold night. For never to taken a chance on life is never to have lived at all. Scott S.

Love
Love is not forced, that's why we fall in love. Love never dominates it only truly only cultivates For love makes everything possible, for love is like heaven, in which God taught me how to love but not how to stop.

Non-toxic Cleaning Recipes
I found this in a magazine at one of the health/organic grocery stores I go to. Thought it was interesting and want to try some. I'm doing the fabric softener one now. Feel free to use and or all of these. ALL-PURPOSE CLEANER Suggested uses: hard surfaces like countertops and kitchen floors, windows and mirrors. 2 cups white distilled vinegar 2 cups water 20-30 or more drops of essential oil (optional) Tip: warm in microwave until barely hot to boost cleaning power for tough jobs. (only microwave in a glass container.) CREAMY SOFT SCRUB Suggested uses: kitchen counters, stoves, bathroom sinks, etc. 2 cups baking soda ½ cup liquid Castile soap 4 tsp vegetable glycerin (acts as a preservative) 5 drops antibacterial essential oil such as lavender, tea tree, rosemary or any other scent preferred (optional) Mix together and store in a sealed glass jar; shelf l

My Bff
I wish I could figure out why you hurt so bad,I just can't understand. Does it bother you that I am only a friend?I know you want more,more than I can give.I am sorry that I can't give you want you needand give you a reason to live.It rips out my heart to see your sadness everydayIs there anything I can doAnything at all that will make you want to stay.You have so much more than I doSo many reasons to live.A wondeful son and caring mom. My mom hates me, she wishes I was never bornbut your mom loves you and does everything for her son.You have so many things going right,So why tell me why you are so sad tonight?You cry, I cry. You smile, I smile.You are my best friend no matter how bad things are.I will never leave you,Always by your side.I always will be until the day that I die.You mean so much to memore than you know.I don't know what I would do without you.the feelings are more than I could ever show.So as you lay down tonight and start to cry.Remember your best friend and I hope th

Blues Worth More Than Gold.
When eyes speak to me,As hers surely do.I want to hear the story,Forever lost in thier blue. Deep in that sea of hers,Into the blue of her eyes.I could endlessly drift,With only one reason why. To stare into that magic,And hear thier beauty told.Forever cherishing those blues,Blues worth more than any gold.

Oops, Too Long!!!
As I was making this a status, I realized it was too long and I could not get out what I wanted to say. So, I thought I'd post it here and just link my blog in my status :) I'm sure a lot may disagree with me, but I guess that's the great thing about not caring eh? So, I'm just curious as to when the "higher ups" will STOP bitching about all the changes on fubar. I have agreed with all of them, minus what I like to call the belated April Fool's Day toolbar disaster, which was corrected eventually. Why, are the people that can afford to run autos every single day, while buying happy hours and bombs and blinging people continuously, bitching about the money they've spent to gain spotlight to level to 39 and 40, or are still in the process? YOU WERE GOING TO SPEND THE MONEY ANYWAYS! Let's break it down. An auto is 35 credits. There are on average 30 days in a month. 30x35 is 1,050. So, you're spending at minimum, slightly over 1,000 dollars a month on fubar by just running autos, and not

Her Boyfriend Did Everything Wrong!
Her boyfriend is Craigrant Sercee. He uses See Julie to get people to send him money. The problem is that I was told by other internet sites that once he has your address, he'll keep extorting money from you. THAT'S SHIT I DON'T NEED IN MY LIFE! Her pics weren't stolen. Fubar found out about her scam, and took everything off her page, because the whole thing is a scam. Don't bother with See Julie. It's a scam.

Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n

Things I've Learned This Week...
... Physical distance does in fact make the heart grow fonder; emotional distance makes it grow cold. It is not hard to drive more then one sleeps. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you think they shouldn't doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they have. Sometimes said love just isn't enough. It's harder to forget then to forgive...It's not the animosity that bothers a person...It's the fear of it happening again. I love my Texas friends, but y'all can NOT drive in ND. An Xbox360 is still viable and running after 14 hours of continuous play...but the people put aside after those 14 hours are not viable and running. The people that you love the most are the people in your life that will hurt you the worst, these are the people that will test your strength and your devotion. And finally...after so long of the same thing, that strength and devotion runs out and one is left FINALLY realizing that that person as well as themselves are far better off in the l

Retirement Is Sooooo Boring
I don't usually blog, in fact it's even rare that I'm on here lately for more then just a few minutes to say hi or leave comments to a very few that have been on fubar as long or longer then me and who I feel confident in calling a good friend. But I have come to a crossroad in this path called life and felt the need to share just a little bit. First, I am, as of December 1, 2009, officially retired. You heard right, as young as I am I"m retired, and finding it boring as hell. Routine for me is up at noon, breakfast, to the club house for an hour or so cardio to try and get my fat ass back in shape, then back home to park in front of my laptop and read the local news, chat with some friends on Yahoo (and if the few of you who read this ever want to say hi and chat, it's msheldon52 - just let me know who you are on fubar so I recognize you), watch local news on TV, then kill mobsters on one of the very few games I play online. Day in, day out. It'll stay this way until I sort out wha

Reasons For Being Fired From Toys 'r' Us
Reasons For Being Fired From Toys 'R' Us 15. A little too much joie de vivre while demonstrating the erector set, if you know what I mean. 14. Every time you're passed over for a promotion, you stick your head in an Easy Bake Oven and threaten to "end it all." 13. You got caught adding a garage to your house using embezzled Lego bricks. 12. Numerous parental complaints about your "Tickle Me Carl The Stock boy" display. 11. You went overboard with your GI Joe Militia display by adding the Tonka truck full of fertilizer. 10. Cross-dressing the Ken and Barbie dolls and telling kids they're the new "Jerry Springer" edition. 9. The "My Little Taxidermy Kit" (with starter squirrel) is not selling. 8. Impromptu demonstrations of why Malibu Ken is not anatomically correct. 7. Got caught doing your Dolly Parton impression with basketballs again. 6. Source of reefer smoke finally traced to "nostrils" of Geoffrey the Giraffe. 5. Jaws of life needed to pull your knees out of your chest after you

14 Signs Your Online Relationship Isn't Working Out
14 Signs Your Online Relationship Isn't Working Out 14) You discover that "Chesty McBust" isn't her real name, and she's dialing in from Langley, VA. 13) You: Large, hairy man. Your online girlfriend: Large, hairy man. 12) Her postmaster rejects your e-mail not as "undeliverable" but as "unlikely to get you anywhere." 11) After months of shared experiences and emotional investments, she attacks you in the Mines of Quarn with a Vorpal Sword when she learns you're worth 45,000 points. 10) "Returned mail: User unknown and never wants to hear from you again." 9) Your cyber-lover is just too busy editing that silly little Top 5 List. 8) Getting perhaps a bit too comfortable, she lets a reference to cutting her chin shaving slip by. 7) You discover that she has been cutting and pasting her orgasms. 6) You can barely make out your S. L.'s face in the JPEG she sent because she's obscured by her 25 cats. 5) He claims to be the richest man in the world, but his GIF looks like some geek who work

Ahahahhahaaha
In the Garden of Eden, as everyone knows, Lives Adam and Eve, without any clothes. In this garden, were two little leaves, one covered Adam's, one covered Eve's. As the story goes on, Never the less to say, the wind came along, and blew the leaves away. At the sight, Adam did stare, There was Eve's treasure, All covered with hair. And wonder came, Under Eve's eyes, As Adam's thing, started to rise. They found a spot, that suited them best, a nice big tree, where they began to rest. Her legs spread wider, and wider apart, While thrill after thrill, Came into her heart. The head of Adam's thing, Peeked into the hole, and filled her with passion, Beyond her control. Backward and forward, His thing did slide, And Eve's treasure, was all wet inside. The joy was good, She wouldn't let loose, Until Adam's thing, Was all out of juice. Then down through the years, People did screw, and now it is time, for me and you. So pull down your pants, and lay in the grass, because I'm in the mood, for a

Contest For The Most Beautiful Women In The Us!
I am going to start a 50 U.S. Beauty contest. If you are from the U.S., private message me what you want to offer and 100K for the entry. The contest will open on May 15th and will run till Memorial Day. The entry must have a salute to be considered!

This Is How We Speak.
So in cleaning up my computer and deleting old files and pictures (a wonderful trip down memory lane on a peaceful Sunday, I must say), I came across this old conversation. Names edited, of course. But I smirked after I read it and figured I'd share. This is the type of convo I enjoy. Esoteric because we exist on a similar wavelength and don't NEED the extraneous explinations, not because we're trying to be snooty douchers. Make it click like this, if you expect my attention to be kept for very long: Me: You are always different from you, and always the same. But, internet shit doesn't count.Him: No, you know me in person. ME. The asshole.Me: The twitchy contorted hand/face music loving you.Him: What's different between him and HIM?Me: You're the same but so am I to the people that matter.Him: No. You wear sweatpants, and have less than perfect skin, and value knowledge over people. But you make yourself into a sex goddess online. Or others have, and you play along...Hmm...Me: I have

Uncle Sam's
So I left my man at home the other night. I went the bar (Uncle Sam's) and met up with some friends. Uncle Sam's is a biker bar. When I walked in the first thing I noticed was the wall to wall leather. Everywhere you look, men and women were clad head to toe in leather. I find a friend of mine. He gives me a hug and a kiss. He introduces me to a few of his friends. Every once in a while he reaches over to grab my ass or stick his hand down my shirt. No big deal...we're cool like that. After an hour or two, he pulls me into the bathroom...He locks the door and leans against it. No questions....No words at all. He unzips his pants and bares his cock. Without thinking, without realizing what I'm doing, I kneel in front of him, grab his balls in one hand and slip the head of his dick into my mouth. I start slow. I know that we don't have long, but I want to savor every taste...every sensation. I tongue the shaft in front me. I can smell the light manly scent. I can feel the leather of

Just A Little History
History of the Purdue Cancer Benefit The Cancer Benefit Concert started in 2003 when the experiences of Maggie Kleinhenn and Rachael Custer, now PMO alumni, were inspired to make a difference and help raise money and awareness for cancer research. Both Maggie and Rachel were personally fighting cancer and wanted to do something…anything to help! Maggie, herself, was fighting the disease and Rachel was experiencing life with parents battling cancer. Thus, the Cancer Benefit Concert was formed. This new tradition began with a goal to entertain, educate and engage family, friends and the community. The ladies, in relationship with the Purdue Center for Cancer Research, entertain by performing a breath-taking concert, educate all on the new cancer research being done, and engage themselves by sharing their inspirational and positive stories. Each year the Purduettes and the Purdue Center for Cancer Research showcase PMO by providing a Women’s Health Issues

The Way U Love Me
The Way You Love MeIf there was one thing that I could haveIt would be to be the one to make you laughForever on after follow the daysThat I look forward to seeing your faceI like the feel of you holding me closeThe way when you laugh you crinkle your noseI like how you make me feel aliveAnd the way you kiss when we say good byeI feel so good about just being meWhen I talk to you before I go to sleepWhen I wake up with your name on my lipsHow I can’t wait to enjoy your sweet kissBy: RobertDate: 5-1-10

Pepsi , American Or Not , You Decide
Pepsi is coming out with a new can, the patrotic can. It will have a picture of the Empire State Building and the pledge of alliance. But in the pledge ao alledgance they left out the words "under God". The reason for this was that they as a company did not want to offend anyone. I think that we should not buy any Pepsi products for fear that we might offend them because the American Dollar has " In God We Trust " on it. I would not want to offend them just as they did not want to offend any of us.

Im Up For Auction
Im goin up for auction what my owner will get top spot in my family rated 11s every day 100 !1s mins 2 x a week a cam show once a week NSF salutes and safe salute gifts daily big pimpin gift at least 1 week kept full of bjs and sex on beach tee hee so let the biddin begin puttin in an incentive tee hee Im so dying for a divorce lol bling packs added and Ill add cam show daily yahoo permanent and if divorced paid for with join fan club as vip in yahoo

The Rules For Staying In My Family
ok people some of u seem to forget what the rules are for being in my family on here so here they are: 1). family add for family add!! and yes i do check to see if im in ur family, if i am not.... i will not give u warning but remove u from mine without hesitation 2). NO STEALING MY PICS!!!!! if there is one of my pics that u would like to have, just ask. 3). No going for more then a week without chatting with me or at least lettin me know that u was on my page (for those that are on a different schedule then me) for those of u that were lucky enough to get in my family, u know how u got there so please continue to be respectfull and dont break these simple rules. thanks, jami *aka*swtnsxyj

The Ballad Of The Sincere Heart...
------------------------------------------------------------- (So Here's A Ballad/Poem To What I've Felt While Writing It Through This Song…) ------------------------------------------------------------- From All The Press Pressure & Feelings I've Been Holding Back, Within Myself… I Feel As If Changes Has Heavily Damaged My Soul. I've Noticed This Feeling Of Heavy Remorse Is Unhealthy. Unhealthy, To The Point Where I Feel Trapped, Or Emotionally Sick. So, I've Lingered On To Think Things Through. I've Had Many Things That Have "Mind Fucked Me Senseless!" But As I Hear This Song It All Just Lingers Away Turning My Bad Energy Into A Brighter & Positive One. I Know I'm Not A Perfect Person. But Who Is In This World? Many People Make Many Mistakes. Some Might Not Even Realize Those Mistakes. However… Some, Still Manages To Move On With Life, Without Taking A Closer Look At Things; Not Once, Not Twice Or The Third, But The Fourth... & When It's Still Not Clear From

Just Bein Honest....
hey all....have to say this site is not easy to navagate and to tell u the truth...i'm loosin interest.....i finally met some cool people but it was way to hard.....most of ya r just in it for the points.....and i understand...but i just have to be real..i like meeting folks..am most of the time im just not feelin this site.....anyone feel the same? oh and come on people...if someone fans u or rates ur page why be lazy? return the favor......damn!

The Lake Trip
After a long week of work, we both decide that it would be a good idea to go up to the lake for the weekend to unwind and relax. We get online and reserve a room in a secluded log cabin. The room was a little expensive but it is going to be real nice being out in the boondocks, by ourselves for the whole weekend. No one is going to bother us. It's just going to be me, you, and Mother Nature. We pack our bags, load up my truck, and head off for the lake. On the drive out there, we hear a report over the radio of a huge traffic accident on the highway, so we turn off on a backcountry road to avoid all the backed up traffic. We are making good time and we are so excited that we didn't run into that accident that we don't notice that we are the only people on that road. I stop and look at the map to make sure we are going the right way and we are. I say to you "it's really nice that we have this weekend to ourselves, there's no one on the road and there isn

While Im At It
now dont get me wrong , i am not one thats against personal expression , in fact im all for it . what i wanna talk about now is tats . i love tats . i dont have any because well , there permininet and i can honestly say that aside from air i have not found anythign that im sure i will always like . but i gotta say this : if you decide to get a tattoo dont expect me to get excited or impressed if it isnt in any way origianl . for example .... "Hey Turtle , check out my new tatt !" "Hey thats awsome " "yea it really expresses my true inner self and everythign i believe in" " wow , thats incredible , cause to me it looks like the last 500 star tattoos i have seen on other peoples wrists or on their inner hips or that black panther scratching your upper arm and wow , is that a butterfly on your lower back ?!?!?!? WOW how did you ever coem up with that idea ?" if its stock flash doont try to act like its anythign but , sure it may look good , and sure you may like it , thats awsome

My Dilemma
This weekend a male friend i have known for over 20 years told me he loved me and had for a long time. He said he could no longer be quiet about his feelings. The problem is that after being so close of friends for so long that if we started dating now and it didnt work i would lose a great friend. The dilemma is do i take a chance at dating him and maybe lose him as a friend or do i just tell him i am not interested in dating him in which case things could be so awkward i lose him as friend anyway. i really dont know what to do.

Cool Hangings
Nothing Important, more like a diary entry... took advantage of the gorgeous weather yesterday and went to a friend's cookout on a lake... real nice time... i got to display one of my odder talents and played oyster shucker for everone... i love rawboys... shucked about six dozen between 2pm and 8pm... drank, a good amount of vodka... didn't get wierd or out of hand and no blackouts... got a ride home from a friend who was playing designated driver for everyone... felt real good to just be normal... maybe i'm back... that's all... like i said nothing important... DP

I Just Gotta Say Somethign
okay im laughing my ass offf right now . i just saw a woman talking about putting pervs on her wall of shame .... lets take a step back and look at this . this is fubar . this is a place where you have women that would not get a second glance in the real world and would never make it into any beauty contest calling themseelves sexy this , cutey that and on and on and on . they sayu the camera adds 10 pounds well the internet adds 3 digits . a 5 in the real world is an 8 on the internet and here on fubar everyone wants to be a 10 ( or yout a hater or a downrater) but i digress . so you have all these average at best women showing themselves off in photoshopped and otherwise modifiwed photos callign themselvs hotty or sexkitten or whatever , then there gonna complain when some guy "pervs" them . i call it a case you get out of it what you put into it.

Are You Really That Trashy, Or Is It Just Your Picture?
I am a person who believes very strongly is the idea that you must respect yourself in order for others to respect you. You will not find any pictures of me, online or otherwise, that are not tasteful, and I try to keep my language respectful. I do not add people to my friends on this site or any other, unless there is an oversight, that do not show at least a little decency and self respect. That is why, I guess, it bothers me so much to see so many, mostly young, men and women that create profiles that are so sexually suggestive that you would think they are about nothing else. It buggs the crap put of me that most of the people I run into online have no grasp of the idea that good spelling and grammar show intelligence. If they do, they do not seem to care. I shudder to think that some of these people have children, and that others ever might. For some of these people to have children, and behave the way they do, worries me about what interactions my child has with anyone's childr

Things I Wonder About
- When you're going insane, how do you know when you've arrived? - Why does bacon taste so good when pigs smell so bad? - Who taught Webster how to spell? - Why do people stop swimming when it starts to rain? - Who governs politicians? - If you fail at failing, does that make you a success? More to follow as I think of new questions. Feel free to add your own questions or comments :D

Im Not Hatin'
i got in trouble when i first got on here . I was looking at a girls pictures and i really liked them , so i rated them an 8 .... i got mail and messages callign me a hater and all kind of nonsense. i was thinkign to mysel f" wtf ? an 8 is pretty good ! 10 is perfect and 5 is jsut ok " i had no idea that here you pretty much ratge people 10's or nothign . it doesnt make sense to me . i honestly dont think there is much of anythign at all that rates a 10 . to me 10 is the absolute best , the most perfect , the penultimate . i can guarantee there is NOTHING that i post write or put up that should ever rate a 10 . maybe im crazy bbut i think if everyone gets rated 10s on everythign then the whole rating system means absolutely nothing . and thats why i could care less about it , but i realize otehrs dont feel the same way so i give them their 10's on things i like . but i absolutely will not sit there and rate a bunch of random crap 10's . i see people that have huge blocks of random

Softness In Her Eyes
With a softness in her eyes,And fire in her hair.Can my words match her beauty,Should I even dare. Some beauty goes unspoken,Some beauty goes beyond words.But to this Beautiful angel,I hope mine are always heard. Never will I tire of hers,To my heart her eyes do sing.And I hope everyday forward to me,Those eyes she does bring.

I Feel So Fu Stupid
i guess the top two reasons i dont come here much are 1) Im not into competition and have no desire to amass a higher score , more points or whatever . 2) im FU-stupid . i have no clue whats goign on here or what so mary of the terms mean . fu mariage , fu owned , fuwhatever . these terms jsut confuse me . Is it fucheating is i talk to a woman that is fumarried ? will i get futhreatened or fubeat up ?

Blueroses
A String of pearls Each pearl solitary In its uniqueness Beautiful yet flawed Contrasting her body Hair splayed - a halo Framing A face turned In self reflection A string of pearls Its length determined By the many dreams That strung it

Who Am I
im really not thaty complex. in fact i would say im very straightforeward. i dont try to bs people or make myself seem better than i am . i grew up rough but knew whgen to walk away from that life , and didnt let it scar me (well except for physically). Im probably one of the smartest and funniest people you could meet .One of the things that i liek best about myself is i have the brains and inteligence to wire your house build your computer and keep it running , but im not a scrawny geek , im a very good bouncer ( well was ) and love hard work and being strong . I dont see myself as ugly , but neither do i think im gorgeous either . im far from perfect , but im constantly working on it . I try to treat others with respect and courtesy till they give me reason not to . Stupidity and conceitedness annoy me . I can be very sarcastic at times , but usually only when im awake . Im very loyal to my friends .i have a very strict moral code that i live by , but i do not hold others to it or

How I Am Feeling Rt Now
"Let Me Be Myself"I guess i just got lostBein' someone elseI tried to kill the painNothin ever helpedI left myself behindSomewhere along the wayHopin to come back aroundTo find myself somedayLately i'm so tired of waiting for youTo say that it's ok, but tell mePlease, would you one timeJust let me be myselfSo i can shine with my own lightLet me be myselfWould you let me be myselfI'll never find my heartBehind someone elseI'll never see the light of dayLiving in this cellIt's time to make my wayInto the world i knewTake back all of these times That i gave in to youLately i'm so tired of waiting for youTo say that it's ok, but tell mePlease, would you one timeLet me be myselfSo i can shine with my own lightAnd let me be myselfFor a while, if you don't mindLet me be myselfSo i can shine with my own lightLet me be myselfThat's all i've ever wanted from this worldIs to let me be mePlease would you one timeLet me be myselfSo i can shine with my own lightLet me be myselfPlease would you one t

May Vent Session...just Telling It Like It Is...as Always...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

May Vent Session...just Telling It Like It Is...as Always...
inefuehwh4ufhw84w49f … time to shake out the brain cobwebs and get back to it guess huh? Crazy times, weird people and strange places. That’s about it about now. For those of who you do not follow the news, and there are a lot of you, please be advised that right now in the Gulf of Mexico, there’s probably the worst U.S. oil spill disaster in history happening, it’s going to spread from the gulf coast and potentially all up the eastern seaboard of the U.S., in addition to a lot of photos of black birds, you will see gas prices shoot up as well as the price of seafood. Just sayin. Then.. There’s Arizona and the immigration disaster. There are upwards of 500,000 illegal immigrants in the state of Arizona. The drug cartels from Mexico have run wild and are now crossing our borders en

Poetry
Dedicated to my sons Logan And Steven Whispers in the night calling for the fight, Freedom is what they say Blessed freedom will come our way, That is what they pray Too many wars and too many battles, No with true just cause. Harboring grudges, Like a kitten with viscous claws Innocents dieing on either side, Tell me where this is right What right do we have as mortal men to carry the weight of the world within? To create hate were we should love? To believe in no God of any kind above, To lose ourselves within this hate True sorrow is what should fill our plates, We are all humans with the same ended fate It matters not what we believe in, Nor how we look within our skin We all long for the same freedom A world without war, Now that would be something to see, Somewhat of a dream to me I do no clam to understand it all, But I know in time with war we will be our own down fall Brothers killing brothers all because of differences in faith

Documenting Small Talk...
small talk IS what this whole "place" is based on...yet that small talk can turn into nightly,dayly,monthly and maybe sometimes in person talk. not much haha but i still do believe in the connection between 2 people regardless of the matrix style set up of ananimity (sP?). in fact...small talk in person with people already known can get "deep". or it can lead to small little facts and fiction. talking about the past with someone can lead to them speaking about a past person who is currently making up shit of another. hhaahah i feel like i need to laugh typing this because i realize that i am trying to be vague to myself right now. but its the nature of the drug and the brain! ya ya the person who assumed new "leadership" or whatever high regard they would like to be mentioned as...the art exchange. i quit the fcuking event because of the bullshitting and horrible need for attention by those who had not much to show for besides a name! mother fcukers actually think im stupid be

The Best Stuff
http://www.justin.tv/lorelei0922#r=vfqBeoI~ Im an animal lover, ive grown up all my life with more then just too animals in my home. My next pet will be a ferrit in due time. The link is to a mother ferrit and her babys, three of her babys died to unknown causes but two still remain from the litter of five. Very sweet, take a min to awe mother nature at her finest.

Unfinished Love
When you are literally a thousand miles away with true friends, drunk out of your mind, singingand generally happy but you are still constantly thinking about that person wishing they were here wanting to hold and be held, it tells you something about your heart. I have never believed I'd love someone like that and that it'd be one of the deepest pains i've ever had. I just don't know what to do with you...You got under my skin and your making amends is falling apart at the seams. I just want to know the right answer to this, the right answer for my life and not just for the moment.

Intensity
Lights are out Our hearts are a thumping Touching skin to skin Breathing the same beautiful air Eyes are not needed now Just the sense of touch We are bare Love has sent fire into our veins Lips meeting repeatedly The feel of her flesh is arousing These are the beautiful moments For she is in all control This is the way I like it For times like these bring striking intensity to a relationship Still kissing From lips to the whole body The feel of her body against mine It is times like these that words come short For pleasuring is what I prevail at Both physically and emotionally For it seems when we are together like this The clocks stop, at least in mind For what is the rush For this intense moment would last a lifetime if time stepped

Fubar
hey folks...i really enjoy this site........when i meet someone real......but the other times......so frustrating......why r most so rude and interested in only points? it just doesnt make sence to me after all this is the land of makebelieve isnt it? i wonder if there are others who feel as i do......all i like is to conversate with cool people to date i have like 100 friends and perhaps three talk......now that just seems strange to me. and most wont even return the favor if u rate or fan them. does anyone feel the same as i do? id love some input. talk to me. and have a great day!

Skull.
I breathe. I am. I taste blood. Once I come back, there's no hope to stop me. Prophecy. Malignancy. Kindred, she and I. The pulse, the bait. The rampant desire. Fire back in my eyes. Unscripted and raw. I draw from this soil. From your sickness. Scream so I know you're still with me. To each their own. No preaching here. Just blood and sand. Skin under my nails. A rift, a smile, a scent. A tie. It's all coming together.

Bringinging Lounges Together Like A Family Of Lounges
we are joining lounges together by linking them like a family and we help each other the best we can and the benifit of this is that we all make out better better rating for your lounge we try to keep them busy which will be easier as we grow as we grow we can help you staff you lounges we can help you out til you are on you feet we can possibly help with coding as we grow we have a coder but he can only do so much you make more fubucks on your lounges, as we grow the more active we can keep each other lounges. all we ask in return is that you help as a family to when some one needs help help them when we get bigger maybe we can help get each other in the spotlight as we grow more opportunities will open up to you and us we will hold regular meeting to hear your voices to make rules and as we grow amend rules to fit you will have a voice in these rules except a few basic rules like helping each other and such. maybe do things like happy hours and blasts etc you can either contact me o

My Fun Day
got up at 3 to be at the neighbors house since i was asked to help her sister move...well no one was up at 5 when i was supposed to go meet her...she was a lil late getting ready and then we missed our exit and ended up in downtown manhattan before we could turn around and make it to staten island...then i spent the day emptying a bunch of junk out of the house into a dumpster that squealed like a pig because it couldnt hold all that was being thrown in then i was walking to the store to buy a $10,000,000 pack of smokes and some douche pulls up beside me wanting to sell me a rolex that was the top of the line he said...i said we could go to the jeweler up on the corner to make sure everything is good...he then threatened to kick my ass then drove off new yorkers are quite the pussy...unless they have last names like gotti or luciano, etc etc then i had white castle for lunch and my stomach is attacking itself so hows everyone?

$1 Million For "a Day In The Life"
How much would you pay to have a handwritten copy of the lyrics to the song “A Day in the Life” written by John Lennon? The projected price could be more the $1 million that was paid for the lyrics to “All You Need is Love” in 2005. If you want to bid attend Sotheby’s auction on June 18. Isn’t that amazing what impact The Beatles still have. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/04/30/lennons-lyrics-day-life-fetch-million/ BlastFM is not up for auction just yet. You can still hear great blasts of The Beatles and other groups 24/7 @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Let Your Heart Decide
I understand that you’ve met someone With a perfect heart But you’ve been questioned by everyone; Are you in the dark? Can you choose to fall, Should you risk it all? How’m I gonna stop it if you wanna give it all to love When I’m on your side And I understand you’re the only one to know Whether wrong or right Let your heart decide (you’re the only one) Some may tell you don’t take the risk It’s a waste of time But if you think you’ll find happiness Baby take the dive It’s unusual But it’s critical How’m I gonna stop it if you wanna give it all to love When I’m on your side And I understand you’re the only one to know Whether wrong or right Let your heart decide (you’re the only one) Give it up How’m I gonna stop it if you wanna give it all to love When I’m on your side And I understand you’re the only one to know Whether wrong or right Let your heart decide (you’re the only one)

The Ripple Effect.
We don't always know the impact we've made on someone's life, a simple smile, a decision made out of desperation. Each action we perform creates a series of ripples that touches one person, and then another. . . It is our choice whether or not our actions will create soothing life-giving ripples, like the gentle breeze across a pond- or the death waves of a hurricane force that breeds destruction. How I wish I were an artist instead of a poet, I would draw a picture of the angel who talked you through the decision you made when you were fourteen-years-old, when you threw the switch that diverted a train from disaster. You caused a ripple. . . It was God's plan for you to save someone's life that day- Perhaps that life was you. You have been a ripple of life to many. You were the son, worthy of a father's pride; and grew into a hard-working man of high standards, with a backbone of iron, and a mind like a steel trap. You were the compassionate haven to a brother in need, but most of a

I'll Stand By You.
When you're looking for someone to count on, You can always look my way. I'll be that shoulder to cry on, That hug for those crummy days. Because that's what friends are for, To always have that open door. And when you need to talk, Don't worry, I won't walk away. I'll by you when youre smiles bright. And still even on your darkest of nights. You can count on me to lend a hand; And not worry about me taking it back. I'll stand by you through all your tears, Don't worry about me not being there. Please don't let that become one of your fears, I'll stand by you; through all of the years.

Why Can't Men Handle Direct Women
Why aren't women allowed to be as direct as men? Women are just as capable of identifying what they want as men are. I get that some men need to feel in control and that they have this societal stigma that must be upheld. I get that they need to feel that their women are subordinate in order to manage their own internal chaos. (While women know this isn't true, it adds to our fantasy of the situation, so we play along) However, some women don't need to live within those barriers. I know how I want a man to touch me. If he is doing it wrong, it's more fun to show them how to do it right than it is to suffer through the uninformed experience. If a man walks up to woman and says something like, "I want to bend you over the table and take you from behind", a woman's general response is "yeah!!! I feel so pretty." (yes, I know men usually get slapped for this but, really this is what they are saying in their heads...and I won't slap you...unless you're in to that) If a woman walks up

Eh
I see you everyday Staring at me Full of contempt Hatred Total disdain I see you watching me As I go about my day I know this will will never get better I feel it in my soul I know these minutes will forever drag into hours Days The years that lie ahead Torterous Devastating Suffocating Impossible to come out whole I cut a part of me out Every single day And I hand it to you on a silver lined tray The blood of my veins The tears held withing You consume so much of me I'm blinded to who I should really be I can't see past all the pain Trying to make the right choices Decide for myself See for myself But I know deep down My decisions will forever be dependent upon your happiness This pain will one day subside And the numbness will rein again...

Wild Side 2
Ya'll get your sexy selfs in Wild Side 2! We have great guys and girls and amazing tunes. You will have the time of your life and I promise you won't be sorry you came in. So what is stopping you? I'm ready to rock your world. http://www.fubar.com/lounge/70897Come sow us some lovin ya'll

Default
I am kinda bored and pretty hyper for some reason; I've been trying to virtually molest friends (not very well, I might add.) I decided I wanted someone to pick a new default for me, I can never decide. It really can't have cleavage, well not too much, I can't show bare legs (or so I was told), I can't look like crap (might narrow it down a bit.) ...hmm...maybe this isn't going to work, doesn't leave me many choices. So...hi then. How are you? This was a better idea in my head..

This Must Make Me A Flake, Not Knowing Who Fought The French And Indian War
“Creating a life that reflects your values and satisfies your soul is a rare achievement. In a culture that relentlessly promotes avarice and excess as the good life, a person happy doing his own work is usually considered an eccentric, if not a subversive. Ambition is only understood if it’s to rise to the top of some imaginary ladder of success. Someone who takes an undemanding job because it affords him the time to pursue other interests and activities is considered a flake. A person who abandons a career in order to stay home and raise children is considered not to be living up to his potential-as if a job title and salary are the sole measure of human worth. You’ll be told in a hundred ways, some subtle and some not, to keep climbing, and never be satisfied with where you are, who you are, and what you’re doing. There are a million ways to sell yourself out, and I guarantee you’ll hear about them.” Pangea House here in Minot has an abridged

(broken) I Just Wrote This Feeling Lil Down ...
things will get better but do they ever its gonna be all rightbut not tonightthings will change but they stay the same people grow up people grow apartpeople just never grow upthings happen for a reason but there never seems to be reasoning try and smilewhen all ur doining is a frown am i really sad or is it just up side downstaying to strong never strongeryet never weakerit gets better in time but that time doesnt comeyet it seemed to have passed us by i refuse to fail but nothings ever good enoughso i stay strongbut behind it alli feel like im made of glass glued together seems perfectly flawless but take a closer look boken just placed back together

[in Search Of The Black Tetra Star: 04 Prime]
Welllllllll treeing all these parts was a BITCH and I don't even have enough alligator clips for the kit. (treeing: the term I use for disassembling the parts and hanging or clipping or suspending them for paint) There's a lot of short comings with HG 1/144 scale kits.I really dunno why people are so bonkers about em and why they have more varied kits (for the most part HG's have a lot of variant suits like [insert gundam name] "Full Armor") The 1/100's are DESIGNED for redesign and repaint ... look at how you can take the armor paneling off >>hell I know a guy that's painting the frame and the plating seperate by skeletonizing, painting, painting panels and reassembling. Anyhow. I think I went through... ... 6 5:4's and all told it was about 5 ounces of material. I think that was about ALL I used to prime the NZ. So we have a lot more surface area to go over on this kit, and a lot more curvature. Right now everything's glazed in the garage with one coat... and I am debating i

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡3 Doors Down
3 DOORS DOWN "Here Without You" A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It g

Depression..........
My life is very complicated. I am depresed. I work at a dead end job. my son lives with me and my roommate has his son. I still pay child support cause this state will not help a man that is finacially broke. I wish things could be better but I am not seeing it anytime soon. I want a place of my own but I can't find one that i can afford on my own. I have feelings of hopelessnes often. there are times that i don't even want to wake up and get out of bed. like the past 5 months. I have property to put a house but the only lead on a house is not a guaranttee that it will happen. I have also determined that i am going to be single tile I expire. expiration will be my only way to be happy. i am friends with a woman that i have fallen for and she knows it; however, she is always with other guys. she says they are just friends but i don't buy that one. one of these days maybe she will figure it out. and as for my son he has an anger management problem. he is not getting along with the other

Lost
It seems that as I look back at things through the looking glass, all is lost. But I do not control today or tomorrow only the moment I am in., This is the begining of my long strange trip, are you ready to trip with dew?? Hang on the peak will be long and hard, and the come down will be mellow... but what happens inbetween, may take you places youve never been before....

Read This U Will Love It..i Promise..p
This explains why I forward jokes.A man and his dog were walking along a road.The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead.He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years.He wondered where the road was leading them.After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road.It looked like fine marble..At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight.When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold.He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When

3
It's so hard for me to believe it has been 3 years since my father passed. Some days it feels like I just heard the news. And some days I still expect him to walk through my front door. I talk to him all the time and I know it isn't believable for some but he calls my name. I hear it often and yes...often I am sober when I hear it! LOL When I was younger, sometimes I would think about one of my parents dying...and wonder how could I live without them? I just knew I would die when my Dad did. I always thought that even as a child. LOOK!!! I didn't die. Imagine that!!! I wanted to. I wouldn't have done anything to myself but there were MANY days I remained curled up in my bed and wished for it. The pain was too much (I thought at the time). The pain still haunts me at times, but I no longer wish for death. I guess the meds help that too. When you are forced to go to the doctor for happy pills, you know you are in a funk! LOL! I have no shame in blogging this. It i

Queens Of The Stone Age - I'm Designer
My generation's for sale,Beats a steady job.How much have you got?My generation don't trust no one,Its hard to blame,Not even ourselves.The thing that's real for us is: fortune and fame,All the rest seems like work.Its just like DiamondsIn shit.I'm high class I'm a whore,Actually both,Basically I'm a pro,We've all got our own style(of baggage),Why hump it yourself,You've made me an offer that I can refuse,(course either way I get screwed)Counter proposal:I go home & Jerk off.It's truly a lie. I'm counterfeit myself,It's truly a lie. I'm counterfeit myself,You don't own, you don't own, you don't own,You don't own what none can buy,You don't own, neither do I.High and mighty you say selling out is a sham,Is that the name of your book?Push a silver spoon in your ass,No more holding us down,(dog. down mutt. Nice mutt)You're insulted, You can't be bought or sold.Translation: offer too low.You don't know what you're worth,(It isn't much.)My piano is for sale.How many times must I sell myself

Yep Heres Some More :d
"Those Eyes"To look in those eyesthrills me to my coremakes me sighand want for moreGazing through that windowto the soul deep withinI pray to the heavensthat its counted no sinYou're deep in my heartas I am in yoursso deeply ensconcedthrough all open doorsMy mind is filledwith thy heavenly charmsas I pine and achefor you in my armsWith every fiberand every thoughttruly, madly, deeplyI am caughtI Love Youso much K

Age Gaps
Why do you think so many people are concerned about age gaps and say its a BIG NO, NO thing in Life. the laws say that anyone who is 18 plus in America can give up their own ass as they see fit. be it an 18 year old girl & 50 year old man or vice versa. why are so many many so against HUGE age gaps?...does age really make a difference?...the law says its LEGAL for an 18 to 100 year old to get together & it does not make a difference in their ages. so why does allot of society pretend it does?...would you ever date or get into a relationship with one of you're kids friends that is the LEGAL age of 18 plus?...if you would or if you wouldn't then please explain the reasoning behind you're decision. if the law will not arrest you for being 70 with a 18 year old then why do others think you should go to jail for it. its not against the law in the first place. I'm 43 & my wife is 46. so no I'm not asking for me. I'm just asking in general. I support HUGE age gap relationships.

New Walls
Persons so close to my heart,Well within my outer shield.Drive thier poison deep in me,True colors now so reveiled. Trusts and bonds broken,Honors completly betrayed.Worlds torn to pieces,Beyond tattered and frayed. Now new walls stand up,Replacing ones gone past.Wonering if against you ever,Any of my walls could ever last.

Being Lonely
well, I guess its time to finally get shit off my chest. I really am not fond of Fubar, maybe because I hardly use it, or maybe because I dont really care for the methodology behind it all. I understand its about gaining rank and points and hopefully making friends along the way, but it all seems vain to me. granted i have made at least one true friend, but deep down I still feel neglected over all. I make the attempt to befriend people here, but maybe there is something about me that others dont like. i KNOW i have my flaws, but that doesnt mean I am not worth getting to know first, then if you judge me from there, at least you made the attempt....

May 2nd(giveaway)
I need a little over 10 mil to level. If I level by the time that my HH is over, then I will give away 1 million Fubuxs to 2 lucky winners. 1 will be random form the people that are rating me during my Auto and HH, and 1 will be to whoever rates the most pictures from the start of my Auto til the end of my HH. It will be up to you to send me a Private message to tell me how many pictures you have rated. I will also pay 20K for every 100 picture rates as long as you send me a Private message telling me how many you rated, during that period. My HH runs at 9pm Fubar(midnight Eastern) on Sunday night May 2nd.

Israel's Son
Hate is what I feel for you And I want you to know that I want you dead. Your late for the execution If you're not here soon I'll kill your friend instead All the pain that I feel couldn't start to heal although I would like it to I hate you, and your apathy you can leave, you can leave, I don't want you here. I'm playing this pantomime But I don't see you showing any signs of fear. All the pain I feel couldn't start to heal although I would like it to This time I'm for real my pain cannot heal you will be dead when I'm through Hate is what I feel for you and I want you to know that I want you dead. You're late for the execution and if you're not here soon I'll kill your friend instead All the pain I feel couldn't start to heal although I would like it to This time I'm for real my pain cannot heal you will be dead when I'm through Pain and execution Put your hands in the air, Put your hamds in the air, yeah I am, I am Israel's son Israel's

Your Disease...by Kind Permission Of Lovely Linda
MEMO: "I AM YOUR DISEASE" I HATE MEETINGS. I HATE HIGHER POWER.I HATE ANYONE WHO HAS A PROGRAM.TO ALL WHO CAME IN CONTACT WITH ME, I WISH YOU SUFFERING AND DEATH.ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF. I AM THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION... ALCOHOLISM, DRUGS, EATING DISORDERS, ETC. I AM CUNNING, BAFFLING AND POWERFUL. THAT'S ME! I HAVE KILLED MILLIONS AND I AM PLEASED. I LOVE TO CATCH YOU WITH THE ELEMENT OF SURPRISE. I LOVE PRETENDING I AM YOUR FRIEND AND YOUR LOVER. I HAVE GIVEN YOU COMFORT HAVE I NOT? WASN'T I THERE WHEN YOU WERE LONELY? WHEN YOU WANTED TO DIE, DIDN'T YOU CALL ON ME? WASN'T I ALWAYS THERE?I LOVE TO MAKE YOU HURT. I LOVE TO MAKE YOU CRY.BETTER YET, I LOVE WHEN I MAKE YOU SO NUMB YOU CAN NEITHER HURT OR CRY... YOU CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL.THIS IS TRUE GLORY!. I GIVE INSTANT GRATIFICATION, AND ALL I ASK OF YOU IS LONG TERM SUFFERING. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU. WHEN THINGS WERE GOING RIGHT IN YOUR LIFE, YOU INVITED ME IN. YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T DESERVE THESE GOOD THIN

Nirvana By The Cult
I float through day and night life, well most of the timeTill I hung up my blues on a nail in your wallIt rained flowers when the music beganLove all around when the music is loudEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, yeah, yeah, yeahI wish that every day, nirvanaAlways this wayI'm not looking for girls or cheap thrills and pillsOr happy to sit on your merry-go-round, no, noI don't think there's an easy way out of hereBut when the music is loud, we all get downEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, always this way, yeahI wish that every day was like nirvanaAlways this wayTake it here, nowRun this through your headOh, every day, nirvanaAlways this way, yeah, yeah, yeahI wish that every, like the sun, nirvanaAlways this way, oh yeah, yeahEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahEvery, like the sun, nirvanaAlways this way, oh yeahEvery day, nirvanaAlways this way, oh yeah, yeahI wish that every, like the sun, nirvanaAlways this wayNirvana

Strength!!!!
THOUGHTS RACE THROUGH MY MINDPUPILS DIALATED CAN'T UNWINDSTOMACH ACHES PAIN IN LEGSIT'S TIME FOR ME TO LEAVE THIS PLACEDISGUISE MYSELF FROM MY MYSELFTIME TO BECOME SOMEONE ELSE THE DRUGS DON'T WORKTHREE PINS IN THREE STRIKES OUTDEATH WILL COME WITHOUT A DOUBTO.D. AT 21 O.D. 27 THE REEPER WILL FIND METIME FOR CHANGE NOW IS THE TIMEDESPERATION DISPAIR THE DESIRE IS HERE2ND TIME IN IT'S BECOME MORE CLEARDEATH BY ADDICTION HAS BECOME MY FEARLIFE IS BEGINNING A NEW START AGAINMAKE AMENDS TO MYSELF MY GOD MY FAMILY MY FRIENDSI'VE BECOME BORN AGAINIT'S TIME FOR THE CLOUDS TO CLEARNO MORE FEAR NO MORE HATRED IN THE MIRRORNO MORE PAIN NO MORE TEARS THIS LIFE I'VE LIVEDIT STARTED OUT FUNONE DRINK ONE PILL ONE HIT ONE GUNHEAVEN ON EARTH BECAME HELL ON A RUNTHE FUN IS OVER PAST AND DONETIME TO GET SOBER TIME TO GET REALTIME TO SEE THE WORLD TIME TO FEELMY EYES ARE OPEN AND NOW I SEELIFE CAN BE BEAUTIFUL WITH SOBRIETY

Shut Up And Drive
by Chely Wright Shut up and driveYou don`t know what you`re talking aboutHe`s not the oneYou ought to know that by nowYou`ve got one of those hearts the keeps changing you mindYou heart has a way of making you stay so shut up and driveDon`t look in the mirrorHe might have that look in his eyesThe one that`s so strong it strangles your will to surviveHe`s mastered the art of looking sincereHis eyes have a way of making you stayDon`t look in the mirrorChorus:I`m the voice you never listen toAnd I had to break your heart to make you seeThat he`s the one who will be missing youAnd you`ll only miss the manThat you wanted him to beTurn the radio onTo drown out the sound of goodbyeBlink back the tearsShow me you`ve still got your prideJust get yourself lost in a sad country songThose guys that they play know just what to sayTurn the radio on(Repeat Chorus)Shut up and driveDon`t look in the mirrorTurn the radio onGet out of hereShut up and drive

Mcdonnell Douglas Warranty
Rumor has it that this was actually posted very briefly on the McDonnel Douglas Website by an employee with a sense of humor (The company, however, didn’t find it all that funny) ——————————————————- Thank you for purchasing a McDonnell Douglas military aircraft. In order to protect your new investment, please take a few moments to fill out the warranty registration card below. Answering the survey questions is not required, but the information will help us to develop new products that best meet your needs and desires. 1. [_] Mr. [_] Mrs. [_] Ms. [_] Miss [_] Lt. [_] Gen. [_] Comrade [_] Classified [_] Other First Name: ……………………………………….. Initial: …….. Last Name: ……………………………&he

Ok, I'm Deleting And Restarting For Game Reasons...
Basically I wanted to make sure that the word got out and those of you who wanted me to make sure that I stayed in touch had the opportunity to say so. Doesn't mean I'm not already bookmarking, but hey, everyone wants to feel wanted, and if you want me to make sure that I expedite sending you a friend add when I am back, please make sure you drop me a line over the next week. David

Asea
Exciting Breakthrough! While the world has waited, the last 16 years researchers have been working on an amazing breakthrough in science within an area known as “Redox Signaling”. With over 30 million dollars invested, their discovery is a quantum leap beyond anything we’ve previously known about how our cells function at the molecular level. Some are calling this discovery the biggest breakthrough in biological science since the creation of penicillin or discovery of DNA. The newly discovered science has recently been put in the form of a consumable product. It is not a drug, herb, vitamin, mineral, juice or nutrient. There are no stimulants, side effects or toxic substances. It is being called a redox signaling communication product and it’s the first of its kind in the world. The high impact results have many in the medical and health communities scrambling to learn more. The Company, named “ASEA” along with its Atomic Physicist, Gary L. Samu

Contest
Ok Heres a good Idea for a contest how about who has the funniet pictures it can be either of you or one you found on the net. Each person has to put 5 pictures in funny pic contest. If amybody ese has any info that would make it good just keep adding.

Sooo Lets Get An Update Shall We?
I was roughly 5 months pregnant when I was last on here and alots changed/ I had my beautiful Daughter Kadence Elizabeth on October 11th 2009. Her father and I are not together anymore..Bastard was cheating on me for awhile...(after i gave him 4 years of my life and a beautiful baby which he said he always wanted but could never have)..He was too busy fucking his 19 year old girlfriend and got her knocked up with twins to come see me or his daughter. But Ohwell...the only damn good thing he ever gave me was his sperm to create my daughter. So needless to say I am now single...Im looking at schools to go to for pharmacy tech. It will take me a year to get certified. Im still waiting on my settlement from when I got ran over back in '08.......and Today I couldnt be happier...I finally realized I dont need his abusive shit. Yea I may not be small as I was anymore because I had a baby but i cna work that off and I have been...I dont want no fucking prince charming I want a god damned King

My Bomb List
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To Bling Or Not To Bling.....
You know some thing about fubar that has always bothered me, is how people wanna be mad at you for wanting bling. Let's face YES we all want a little bling on fubar. So Why do people get so mad when they see someone ask or maybe even beg? I will be the 1st to admit I have done both. But on the same side I have done my fair share of blinging people at random and people who ask. I also however try to do other things for bling such as rate entire albums or make pictures for people. I try to be as fair as possible! But what really bugs me is how some ladies and some men for that matter, dont even so much as bat a fucking eyelash and they get any bling they want! Thats what pisses me off. So in conclusion does some begging a little really that bad? Cause on the backside you dont know what that person has done for that bling.... Please comment! Keep If Nice Please....

Something A Little Different
Seduction This is seduction of the highest orderlay down,relax,and let carnal emotions take overinhale deeply and put you mind at easeallow me to lead you into never ending ecstasyplacing my lips to youri dare you to explore what's behindyour minds locked doorsmesmerizing you with my soft kissesbewitching you with my sweet smelli have you right where i want youafter this is over memories of this night will still haunt youbiting softly on your neck i release your inhibitionsyour dying to be with me pleading to be temptedhow can i be resistedafter all this is seduction of the highest order

Venting
So something has been on my mind for a couple of weeks now that is just bugging the piss out of me. Why is it that some women... not all... can be just two faced as hell? I have a friend up here in WA State that I like a lot and have made no bones about hiding that fact from her and have told her on numerous occassions that I do like her and shit... Well about two weeks ago I get a text from her and all it says is, "I hope we can still be friends". Puzzled with the text I replied "of course" then opened my facebook page to see her relationship status has changed to "in a relationship"... a few minutes later she calls and goes rambling on about how our schedules never match up and this and that. All I wanted to do was say WTF? and hang up on her but I didnt. I let her talk as I could literally feel my heart pound harder and harder in my chest. HEART BREAK AGAIN!!!! Why do I let myself fall for people? I found they guy she is in a relationship with... yea he is not a fat boring asshole

Gun Control
PEOPLE ASK WHY? Why I Carry a Gun My old grandpa said to me 'Son, there comes a time in every man's life when he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's when he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin.'I don't carry a gun to kill people.I carry a gun to keep from being killed.I don't carry a gun to scare people.I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place.I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid.I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world.. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil.I carry a gun because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world

Telephone Remake
This is just too funny. I had to share it! A couple of troop stationed in Afghanistan remade Lady Gaga's "Telephone". The one white guy is actually a pretty good dancer. lol Telephone Remake @ Yahoo! Video

Black Confederates The Truth !
There’s an old saying about war that the victors write the history. In no case is it truer than the war of northern aggression. Twelve Reasons We Don’t WANT Believe in Black Confederates Many people reject the evidence that thousands of the South's 3,880,000 blacks, both free men and slaves, labored and fought, willingly, for the Southern Confederacy. Why do they not believe, given the many accounts in the Official Records, contemporary newspaper reports, photographs, pension application records, and recollections of black Southerners? There are many instances of official records where a black confederate soldiers rank was scratched out and TEAMSTER or COOK written in. MANY black veterans of the confederate army attended and were welcomed as brothers at re-unions of the grand armies after the war. In addition there were Black soldiers ( including black officers ) INTERGRATED into the CONFEDERATE ARMY from the BEGINNING of the war. Blacks were excluded from the U.S.ARMY

Some Days I Feel So Fu Used...
So many people don't pay back any rates past the front page and it is very frustrating at times...They are leveling like crazy and I only level most of the time when I rate someone with Auto's on....

The Beltane Blessing
Bless, O threefold true and bountiful,Myself, my spouse, my children.Bless everything within my dwelling and in my possession,Bless the kine and crops, the flocks and corn,From Samhain Eve to Beltane Eve,With goodly progress and gentle blessing,From sea to sea, and every river mouth,From wave to wave, and base of waterfall.Be the Maiden, Mother, and Crone,Taking possession of all to me belonging.Be the Horned God, the Wild Spirit of the Forest,Protecting me in truth and honor.Satisfy my soul and shield my loved ones,Blessing every thing and every one,All my land and my surroundings.Great gods who create and bring life to all,I ask for your blessings on this day of fire.

What Does Your Sleep Position Reveal About Your Personality?
What does your sleep position reveal about your personality? editor by Jessica Ashley, Shine staff, on Mon Apr 26, 2010 12:55pm PDT 4533 Comments Post a Comment Read More from This Author » Report Abuse These days, the way that I sleep simply says, "I am happy to be single and spending five to seven hours sprawled out in the center of my bed alone."At other points, my tightly squeezed eyes and curled-up body would have screamed, "I know the baby will wake up/someone will start snoring/the alarm will begin blaring as soon as I finally, finally, finally get to sleep."Years and years ago, the corpse-looking college student still in her clothes would have mumbled something like, "Finals. Boys. Beer."Our lives, the amount of sleep we get, and how well we actually rest during those nighttime hours may change drastically over time. However, one sleep researcher says that our body position in bed could say something about who we are, not just what else is ha

Just My Observation
Hello World, Peyton here.You remember me right,hehe Anyway I have been here a few weeks now after joining these other two girls site here on what you call the FU. These are just my observations and I could be so off beat with it and please feel encouraged to tell me so. First off I would like to say this.After getting some emails and shoutbox messages I would like for you to know I am not the only one on this page.So when you ask why I didn't accept your friend request it may be that I simply don't know why,but I will ask. This is what I was told when I arrived on that certain subject. 1.Don't accept any girls,They will bring drama almost everytime 2.Don't approve high ranking members because usually they have been here so long that they are taking the game to serious and have become buttholes but they said the other word.That being said I have approved many just go and look. 3.This one is mine..If you have anything that has anything against religion or devil names or just na

Looking Into The Eyes Of A Stranger.
There are times that you don't like what you see.It maybe the things happening around you that you can't control. It might be the people that are around you everyday. Whatever it maybe that you see,the hardest thing is when you look in a mirror and don't like what you see looking back at you cause your Looking into the eyes of a stranger.

Chapter 35
Her final court date was coming up faster and she was hurring to try to get everything ready her hud cane thru for reduced rent so her and Ron moved into a 3 bedroom house got furniture from friends and family got the rest of her things out of storage

Why Am I Awake?
its 4:09am. I am awake. i want to sleep but i have a lot on my mind. so i figured, what if i write down everything thats on my mind.... well i feel better and finally go to sleep? I don't know whats wrong me. I don't know what triggered. I was hanging out with my best friends the other day. I was kinda like the 5th wheel. It didn't bother me at all. We went to TGIF, got our grub on, got our drink on then we went to go see KICK-ASS! which by the way is super awesome. It didn't bother me at first. Not till i got home I started to think holy shit why do I feel lonely? I even put that down as my status! ha! well i think i said....loneliness welcome back to my life. I started to think about silly shit. like the little things. Who doesn't like getting a text message from someone the like that says "I miss you!" or something among those lines? lol i don't know dude. maybe i'm crazy. hahahaha. it feels good to be wanted. but it sucks when you want someone and they don't want you the sa

The Royal Forester
Note: This song first dates from the 13th Century. I am a forester of this landAs you may plainly see,It's the mantle of your maidenheadThat I would have from thee.He's taken her by the milk-white hand,And by the leylan sleeve,He's lain her down upon her backAnd asked no man's leave.Now since you've lain me down young manYou must take me up again,And since you've had your will of me,Come tell to me your name.Some call me Jim, some call me John,Begad it's all the same,But when I'm in the king's high courtErwilian is my name.She being a good scholarShe's spelt it o'er again,Erwilian, that's a Latin word,But Willy is your name.Now when he heard his name pronouncedHe mounted his high horse,She's belted up her petticoatAnd followed with all her force.He rode and she ranA long summer day,Until the came by the riverThat's commonly called the Tay.The water it's too deep my love,I'm afraid you cannot wade,But afore he's ridden his horse well inShe was on the other side.She went up to the king'

Chapter 34
The day finally came when it went to far the kids came to Jesse with Cody having bruises up and down is legs he was in foster home that beat him , are you serious she told her mom they took them away from me and then U for less and send him to an abusive home she ran to her moms room and cried think Jesse think her mom came in to check in on her she goes Jesse we need to get some pictures taken call police and have it reported immediately nothings going to get done U locked in her all day bawling like a baby. Jesse dried her tears sent her step day to store for throw away cam and called police then the case worker they sent a guy caseworker with a policeman out and took report since it was a weekend and her regular caseworker was off they took some pictures and Jesse got to keep her kids for an overnight for the whole weekend they also made her an emergency court date for Monday so she didn't have to send them back to that foster home . she was able to take her kids home with h

Time To Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Chapter 33
Jesse worked hard on her case plan did everything the damn idiots wanted. She needed her kids back , being a mother just made sense to her. Bob of course was a big help spiritually not much help with advice but he helped her on an emotional level . She got an apartment a promotion in her job . Went to scheduled visits.She finally earned un supervised which it took every ounce of strength she had to send them back she didn't know how to answer mommy when are we coming home it broke her heart to see them not wanting not to leave her . sending them back was like a dagger jabbing into her so deep the wounds would never heal . Each and every time having Bob come to her rescue he made the hurt go away just a little and held her while she cried kissing her tears away. Making love to her showing her what love was without actually saying the words. Ron was very sympatric as well as he could be she guess he owed her but he knew she was in love with Bob and even though it bothered him he

Poem- Still Got Me
Can't breath, can't see, damn girl why you have to leave me Gave you my heart thought we had a good start but then you Let me see how you can truely be... you made me cry, not kno why... Why you said what you said, Words you didn't mean. But damn you still got me.... I can't believe you walked out on me With tears in my eyes I can see me and you was a lie And we were not ment to be but damn you still got me... You turned your back and never looked back. For yet you See the day you left made me cry and just wanted to die But i held my head up high to let you see one day you'll miss me... But then that time will come and you will see,

Hall Of Fame April 2010
Hall of Fame April 2010 Great Job Gladiators! Highest Earning Attacks4/25 WIN: Caligula ~-Glad... attacked killer kitty but still lost 4 health while dealing 16 damage and gaining $27,500 with 5 experience. 4/26 WIN: Jupiter attacked redmom but still lost 33 health while dealing 45 damage and gaining $42,000 with 18 experience. 4/26 WIN: NEPTUNE attacked The Kevster - ... but still lost 172 health while dealing 389 damage and gaining $81,000 with 11 experience. Highest Earner of All Time

What Is U R Perpose In Life Think About It.
Have you ever thought about what is your perpose in life and where you life maybe going or should be going. I have thought about it alot I really don't know where my life is going or if it is going anywhere at all. I know we all have a perpose but what it is nobody knows. I maybe new here on fubar but I am not new to being a person trying to figure things out. I dont have alot of friends and I may not have alot of money but I know my life is on a path and I just dont know what that path is. All I know is I been thinking jsut what is my perpose in life and why am even here. Have anyone elas asked yourself that qestion? I know i do all the time. When things do go our way we might find away to exscape from it but do we really exscape from it? No it will still be there in the morning. Our lifes are what we make them and what we want out of them just dont come we have to work towareds what we want. I not sure if anyone really read these things but oh well if not. I know a friend who is go

Why Not...
FIRST REAL POEM I EVER WROTE...DON'T HATE...I WAS LIKE 13...WANTED TO SHARE IT... Sit here all alone tonight all my canles lit incense burning life divine music blaring in my mind a shoulder needed crying time pencil and paper ready to write pictures surround me memories true lost in my own world i'll alwayz be a candle goes out shadows fly tears still falling memories fade fire engulfed my pain i open my eyes see a face just a picture all life erased close my eyes again sleep is soon to come another world to be taken to another life to come.

~~~call It What Ya Want~~~
I'm so tired of feelin lonely when i look at you i see the man i love when you talk i hang on every word but when i talk you hear only what you want to when you look at me you really just look threw me for years i have waited for you to see me to hear me to love me I'm so tired of thinkin of what could have been what should be there is only so much waitin a girl can do before it gets to be to much i need someone to see me and hear me love me i want to laugh and be happy i want to feel love from the one i love i deserve it i know i do yet here i am still waitin cant you see how much i love cant you tell I've been here for years every time you need someone to fuck you turn to me every time you need somethin cleaned you bitch at me to do it but when all i want is to talk about what our kids did that was so funny you don't have time to hear me the commercial on t.v. is worth yer time more then i am I'm just so tired of bein tired and lonely i shouldn't have to cry my self to sleep i should

Evening Thoughts
Evening tints the sky with shades of purple........ as the day comes to an end. My thoughts turn to you........ as all the busyness of the day calms..... and my body feels the ache of wanting to be held. To feel hands searching...and lips tasting...... as all else fades with the sun......... and the mind and body gives itself over to the need within........ 4 - 2010 Guardian Angel

Don't Cry My Love
Blood pours out my veinsAnd I will not break down and cry againMy love for you was strong tonightAnd that's why you had to die, my friendone step left - two steps rightthat's where we were, when we began to fightone step back - three steps leftthat's where I ripped the shirt off your chestand you screamed - and I smiledwhen you had your face, pushed against those tilesand my hand - over your mouthpreventing you to scream and shoutJust you and me - all aloneno one to save you, nowhere to goone two three - four five sixspin around and embrace my dickAnd I impale - your fucking cuntplease don't faint, I've just begunto fuck you hard - take you from behindbash your and smash your face, everytime you cryPlease now please, don't cry my loveNow please now please, you'll die my lovePlease now please, don't cry my loveShut the fuck up or you'll drown in bloodBlood pours out my veins and IWill not break down and cry againmy love for you was strong tonightAnd that's why you had to

Tired
Day one My father once told me that you have to make your self happy befor you can make someone else happy. Now that I look back at that advice I think that I finally understand what he was talking about. But than again I might not. It all takes time to understand all the things that we have learned from our parents. That is because we learn alot from them in the time that we are with them. But how much of it do we really use in our day to day lives? I know that I don't use all of the things that I have learned from them. The reason that I am writing this is because in the past four months I have been looking to my self for answers that I still have not found. But sometimes if you want to find something you have to stop looking for it to find it. But that's the funny thing about life. Somethings need to be found to get through the day with a smile on your face. Some of you who read this might not understand it but its just a rambling of a 21 year old that

Crazy Love
Babygirl, you're my world I wanna love you like a squirrel By that I mean shoving these nuts right in your mouth And I'd never take them out And without a doubt I was askin' around About you and now you put out on my couch And I hereby vouche that I'm never gonna bounce on you Now that I got you Now that I got you I just don't want you Can't you catch the clue You were through with me Except for that fuckin' part Cause I can't get rid of the part Fuck you you can't have my heart I'm saving it for the finer things Finer things like a girl with nipple rings Like a girl with nipple rings Like a girl with nipple rings And I don't even like piercings Like a girl with nipple rings I like porn and unicorns I'd fuck your body cold or warm You like me and you like me Both my personalities We can be in a tree K.I.S.S.I.N.G And you are free to disagree But that won't stop me Make me your king and you'll be my queen You cook and I'll clean and you'll intervene Everytime I try a homicide on every

To The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older, you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning... uphill BOTH ways.... Yadda, yadda, yadda! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids, about how hard I had it, and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm past the ripe old age of thirty... I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean,compared to my childhood, you live in a Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have "The Internet." If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the library and look it up ourselves -- in the card catalog!! There was no email! We had to actual

Hello?! Mcfly?!
I love what I do. I will say that while working at the hospital, I have had several eye opening experiences as well as those that humble and set my feet firmly back onto the ground. Today, was one of those days. I was reminded of something I experienced almost 4 years ago and what I saw and felt today makes four years ago, look like a single grain of sand. Life is precious and though we do not always understand why things happen, it is important to be reminded of all the beauty that surrounds us. Beauty is in everything that surrounds us and gives life to our planet. No matter how long or short our stay is here, we need to be reminded of those lives we touch. Life is beatiful and sometimes too short but never too short to be forgotten or left without touching someone deeply. Live life to the fullest and happiest. ~~~~~ I had been told the other day I was going to be shown something and it would make me laugh. I little piece of paper was pulled from a wad of recei

Just A Loser
I'm a people user, weed abuser Don't need a suture to see my future Who's fooling who, I'm a loser through and through Too much time on this computer making music for you I didn't chose to be poor, didn't chose to be born When I'm a corpse I assume I won't be mourned By no one but my mother cause I love her of course I could be wrong cause I treated her like shit all along I can't spit in a song without being demented Cause I'm mentally weak not to mention defective I guess it depends on how you see my intentions Am I being myself or just seeking attention And I need no direction I just smoke pot I'm in a dead end job but I do what I got To do, it's true I'd rather be you But what would that prove you're a fuckin' loser too Yet I cry Yet I try To survive Everything I do I'm just a loser I can't be trusted I've got no friends If I did it to you once Ima do it again And then you'll blend in the bottom of my mind Where I hold a funeral for you all the time I'm not too rowdy

~*friendship*~
When you feel sad and betrayedWho can you count on every single day?When you feel lost and aloneWho will be there for you in every way?When you've made mistakes and bad decisionsWho can you count on to tell you you're wrong?When you feel you can't go onWho will be there with a feel-better song?Look into your heart and you will findThat person you can trust is not far away.Look deep into yourself, don't give up,For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray.When you're looking for answersTo all your questions and dreams,There is one person you can count on,It's impossible, I know, it seems.But take a few moments to look deeper inside.Look into your heart and there you will see.You'll be surprised when you find outThat you've been looking at ME.

Tangled Web
My road has not been an easy one, yet I bare its burden with a smile on my face. My heart wears its scars proudly from all its emotional battles, whether won or defeated. I am who I am because of the road I have chosen to walk. No, it’s not easy but some of it has been handed to me, yet some of it, I have chosen for myself. I face the road, though, with a smile because my journey has brought me a better understanding of myself and life. We are all blessed but some will never know for they choose to remain blind to reality. I must rather learn for myself than take someone’s word. I have been burned many times, yes, but I have only come out stronger, and harder. I have learned that I cannot trust everyone who comes into my life but I do know that everyone who has come into myself, has something to teach me about myself. I have know trust is a privilege and should not be taken lightly when offered by someone. It is also meant to be cherished and respected with the u

Poems
I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate? I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late So much time has already passed but one thing remains The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past But the impact that you have left on me will forever last No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend

Ensign: Christianity For Vegans
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 30 April 2010 Today’s title doesn’t refer to any inhabitants we may one day find on a star twenty-five light years from Earth (DC Comics has made a cottage industry out of that) but rather to people here on terra firma with a particular dietary preference. (Or am I supposed to say “lifestyle change” as I can never stick to a diet?) Where vegetarians are willing to do without meat, vegans go one step further and refuse to not only eat meat but also refuse to eat or wear or use any product that comes from an animal. To you who are vegans reading this, I’m sure I’m oversimplifying it. Please forgive me if and where I am. Sometimes writing a devotional like this – I’ve heard pastors

Closeness Infinite
Blissful paradise divinity with sexual affinity eyesBrilliancy deepness shallowness slow and smoothForever we are eternal wholeness only intimacyBetween me and youEssences of love eruptions endless multipliedForever heaven and joyousness sexual positionsLove infinite touch and gazeStill one forever now and alwaysSeeking out and pleasing each other different waysVarious positions as interlacing fingers all over acrossDown and up behind and drops of love affinity of loveTotally aware of each other and divine sexual and emotionalElectricityPerpetual and honesty fragrances of each other body smellAnd tenderness divine so very thoroughilyEvery crevice every turn as our eyes with adorationRespect and love mutualityForever combined into one wholeness sexual satisfaction skinAnd sweat as our hearts pound rapidly watching witnessingAs forever love will riseInto each other our bodies with love affinity never willOur love ever find a way to diePleasure deep in the soul with melodies slowness as w