Tori FURL Married To Badass Demon's blog: "Sad Poems"

Can you count all the times
That you've mended my heart
Just so you could again
Crush it, Break it apart?

Yet, you've got no idea
That I'm hurt all the while
Cause I hide all my pain
With a laugh and a smile

All my rage and frustration
They are secrets to you
I'm a pretty good actor
Cause you don't have a clue

I have made it an art
It's greatest learned skill
Hiding all of this damn
Fuckin pain that I feel

Yet sometimes it leaks through
Sometimes I botch my act
Sometimes you see my pain
Sometimes I can't hold back

I regret if you noticed
I didn't wanna seem shallow
But sometimes it's too much
It's more than I can swallow