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Sad.....
I feel like I have lost a part of myself because of a barrier that I have noticed that was formed between me and the person I care the most about. I hope I am just over thinking things and such. I would hate to be right about yet another relationship. I love him with everything I am and I never want to lose him. He completes me....... Xena

Holding Angels
Blood bath Crimson tide eyes watching heart beating Lost trust Innocence denied Sell me to the lowest bidder Penny...half...for free Going once... Going twice... Sold to the one diseased Cold steel Colder room Even colder heart It's still Again No pulse Instinctive reaction to the crutch Bottle... Burning sweet elixir...cooling tonic Take it in swallow down Liquid heat within the veins Breathe in... Soul down Blue kisses and we hail to the green fairy. Black void hollow void But still The throbbing drum...God my head My heart My life slipping away Shudder shake Need a new Master... Where oh where is the slave? Rabbit hole Lock and key Feels like the first scraped knee No bright lights Chilling breeze Claws Teeth Rot and putrid heat Hold me closer Peel the flesh Mourn my final disease.

Solitude
Solitude By Totemdancer Archived: csi-forensics.com, Lonelyroad.com Summary: Angst, Sorrow, Angst, Desperation, Angst, Heartbreak, Sorry did I mention Angst?? Oh and some breathtaking scenery! Chapter One The aged willow creaked gently as the rockers played across the boot-worn floorboards, the pop and hiss of wood logs splitting in the flames in the huge stone fireplace the only other sounds in the room. The old mellow log walls of the cabin absorbed and captured the sound of the outside before it reached the ears of the warm body, wrapped tenderly in a woollen throw, gently lulled to sleep by the rhythmical rocking of the chair. The light slowly faded through a sky of orange and purple hues. Clouds spread out across the valley wispy and tinted pink in the light. The red and white painted barn was bathed in the early evening light as the mustangs made their way back up the pasture for the shelter of the rocky overhangs. The last song of the birds settling to roost fina

Poem: Tu Est La (you Are There )
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL Please do not copy without permission. Thank You. Sun 01/14/07 07:48 AM Sorry people but I seem to write easier in French. I do provide the transalation though. La peau comme le satin Les cheveux comme la soie Je reve a tous les matins De me trouver a cote de toi. La chaleur de ton corps Colle contre le mien Ton coeur qui bat fort Je le resent travers tes seins J'ouvre mes yeux Je te voit la Et remerci mes dieux Que tu soit la Translation Skin like satin Hair like silk I dream every morning Of finding myself next to you The heat of your body Pressing against mine Your heart beating strong I feel it through your breasts I open my eyes I see you there I thank my gods That you are there

It Isnt Fair
people on this site can be so rude at times, there are two types of people the ones who follow the rules and ones who juust do as they see fit. like sending rather rude suggestions in other peoples shout boxes and they probably wouldnt care if you lost you account because of them.then there is the others who want to be fanned,rated,added and commmented on and also look for their pics to be rated but do they return the favour NAH.but i would like to send my personel thanks to all of you who have added me faned me and rated me or even commented on my profile and i hope we speak soon.(you know who you are )

Just Comments...
Hey friends... If you have time in your very busy days could you go comment my pic that Mette Kenzo has of me, by commenting my pic as many times as possible I will get a pair of diamond earrings. It's not a popularity contest and I'm not running against anyone...just need some cherry love. I know a few of my friends are not into this and it's ok if you don't participate, but to those who don't mind help a sister out!!! Here is the link: http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144601&albumid=162949&i=4069663020 You can comment as many times as you want...or can. Thanks

Pictures Worth A Thousnd Words
Just Thinking of that phrase "a picture is worth a thousand words" from the most mondaine to the most extravegent.So my thought is, every time we look around thousands and thousands of pictrue goes through our head. Each one may be a little different opinion, But if you state your opinion. Some times you are told you are wrong. So whos job is it to decide weather it is wrong or not?

My Mythological Creature
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Mermaid50%Faerie50%Demon50%Dragon25%WereWolf0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

How Much For Howard??
A Texas rancher got in his pickup and drove to a neighboring ranch and knocked at the door. A young boy about 9 opened the door. "Is yer Dad home?" the rancher asked. "No sir, he ain't," the boy replied. "He went into town." Well said the rancher, "is yer Mom here?" "No, sir, she ain't here neither. She went into town with Dad." "How about your brother, Howard? Is he here?" "He went with Mom and Dad." The rancher stood there for a few minutes, shifting from one foot to the other and mumbling to himself. "Is there anything I can do fer ya?" the boy asked politely. "I knows where all the tools are, if you want to borry one. Or maybe I could take a message fer Dad." "Well," said the rancher uncomfortably, "I really wanted to talk to yer Dad. It's about your brother Howard getting my daughter, Pearly Mae, pregnant." The boy considered for a moment. "You would have to talk to Pa about that", he finally conceded. "If it helps you any, I know that Pa charges $50 for the b

Sex Quiz Results
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Emotions Survey Thing
Emotion Survey (Really, really good questions!)HAPPY!What song currently makes you really happy?:I Love Your Existance - Goot Who makes you the happiest?:Dustin Are you happy right now?:Eh What food makes you happy?:Pizza Do you smile a lot?:Nope How many times did you laugh yesterday?:A fair few times What friend is the happiest that you know of?:Erm dunno SAD =[Do you get depressed easily?:Yes What's the most depressing song you know of?:Not sure Are you really upset right now?:Not really upset Have you lost anyone friendship-wise?:Yes Have you cried this month?:Yes Do you talk to anyone when you're upset?:Sometimes Are you considered "emo"?:Not really Do you have any mental disorders?:Not that i know of Does depression run in your family?:I think it may do ANGER >[Do you get pissed off easily?:Yes Who has angered you last?:Erm my brothers ex Have you ever wanted to literally KILL someone out of pure anger?:No Do you have any anger management problems?:I can do if its gotten really b

What Kind Of Kiss Will U Give Me
Kiss on the stomach = Im ready Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"

~angel Family Members ~
~ Angel Family Members So Far....~ Founder...... ~~Going To Be A Grandma On 08/22/07..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP Co-Founder...... Members as follows...... And there's room for more.... maria & Wolf

~the Getaway~
I'm so there, To not be here, To forget the stress, Of the present year. So mix mine well, Mix mine strong, I'm ready to make, the night long. Party under the stars, Watch the big sky, Built us a bonfire, See the flames go high. Cuddle up close Cuddle up right We could be in For a really long night The stars up high The sand down low I look at you "You ready to go?"

Giveaway (update Ii)
I am now at 1131 comments. I have noticed that Mr. Rush lowered the amount of comments needed from 2500 to 2000, so it'll be a bit easier to finish. I do want to thank ~~KRZKT~~ for her help earlier. She's a great friend, check her page out. Now, If anyone has time, stop by and help me out.

Arriaga
Delaying a bit because I'm fascinated by something and want to hear it (isn't that typical). The "Spanish Mozart" (Juan Arriaga, also see this interesting site) wrote interesting and good music in a very brief lifetime- not Mozart-level but still very good. A symphony, an opera, three string quartets, and - this unknown to me - a dramatic scene "Herminie" (which Berlioz also set, though his is rarely heard, just not quite as rarely!... the Berlioz was performed in the UK in the last few weeks and a friend attended, so the name was in the mind when I saw the opportunity of hearing a broadcast of Arriaga's. So - 15 minutes of Arriaga- which I will tape for future hearing too..., then I get ready. Excuses. Excuses.) Eric

Music Wars Lol
my daughter and i are going through a music war. lol what else is new right. well this. see i dont' mind her music infact i have most of the tracks she loves down loaded onto my computer. our argument is that she says a song is no longer good when it's gone out of style or is no longer hot :O Please tell me this isn't true.. I am such an 80's baby it's a little sad but i love the 80's music as much as i love the new one or the old ones. like at the hop or sweet sixteen. does music really ever go out?? Or do people just go lame??? dose music stop being good because it is no longer popular.. (Cries for poor pink floydd or the cars) to me this is insanity.. VOTES!!???

F**k Men
There are certian men on here that are stupid ass holes you talk to them for a few and then after that their fucking jack ass then u asked if u did anything wrong for them not to talk to u and they fucking ignore you what the fuck is worng with fucking people these days you know it would be ok it they told u they dont want to talk to you people like this piss me off so much

The 'i'm Unable To Sleep So I'm Going To Ramble About Random Things' Blog
you know...mosquitos would probably take a long time to baste a turkey, i'd think....i doubt they'd use a baster when they've basically already got one coming out of their faces anyway....but, man...their basters are tiny when compared to the turkey...it's gotta take 'em like eighteen and three-fourths of an hour to cook 'em....it's just gotta.speaking of 'gotta', it's gotta be impossible for a scarecrow to get so angry that it will try to harm you...by the time it reaches it's last straw, it's not a scarecrow anymore....it's a single piece of straw....so, if you must make fun of someone, i reccomend doing so to a scarecrow.i want to see a lobster in a train conductor outfit....then i can call it a train station crustacean. get it? it rhymes. :)why are japanese people so afraid of godzilla....yeah, he's big....but he's not bad. that high-pitched little girl scream of his is adorable....it's like being frightened by that don vito fellow...his high-pitched gibberish makes infants smile..

Day At The Beach
Saturday was a special day for me! It has been over six years since I last went to the beach and today, I decided to go for it! We headed to Hollywood Beach and to the Broadwalk. My mom and I left the house around 2pm and started on our drive. The night before, Lisa and I had made a list of topics mom and I could discuss in the car. The whole way there, my heart was completely in my throat! I wasn't nervous at all, but I was anxious so I did my best to keep talking. As we got closer, I asked how far we were and mom mentioned we were only 10 minutes from there so I kept on talking. When we got to be about five minutes from the beach, I took a couple of pictures. Our first stop was to the Marriott hotel that my mom and grandmother stayed at for a few days over the summer. It was really pretty! We just drove up to it and parked in a temporary spot near by so I could head to the beach (just a few feet away). I had brought a container with me to snag some sand so I could always remember

Wooootttt I Blocked My First Person Ct
I finnaly figured out how to block someone yesterday and damn it was just in time!!!! Lol (get me pissed off enough I can figure out just about anything and this guy realy realy realy realy pissed me off *did i mention he pissed me off alot?*) this guy shoutboxes me with hiya sexy how are ya i respond with pretty good thanks all pretty bland and safe then the guy starts asking for messenger and asking to webcam with me i respond verry politly iam sorry no i do not give out my messenger ids till i get to know ppl only ppl on ct get my ims are ones i talk to reguraly and are in my family list.i think thta was worded politly its the same thing i tell everyone...but this guy started going off the deep end on me im horney why wont you help me out im only trying to be nice yadda yadda yadda ....i was like wtf? only thing running thru my mind was why if you are horney would you expect a compleate stranger to help you fix it if your horney and alone and dont know ppl to help isnt that why god

Key Strokin
Hmmm so what should I put in here? I guess I could talk about school.. Its sooo crazy this quarter!! If I survive it I'll pat myself on the back fer sure! I'm almost done with school tho! *break dances* I can't believe its almost up, I remember my first day like it was yesterday. Today was sooo gah! I was soo tired, and the roads this morning were soooo slick.. omg our bus slid sideways! I was freaked outtttt!! If ya'll know me, im a paranoid passenger like my Momma and I wanted to tell the driver to stop n say "yo, let me off dude" haha Ok enuf about skool.. Other things in my life... still spending 4 days a month with my precious son.. we make the most of it when he's here.. I miss him so much during the week Last month I met someone on this very site who is on my mind and in my heart... hopefully next month I'll be meeting him face to face. Well, I need to go an finish homework.. blahhhhh tata lovelys! peace out!

The Polish Divorce
The polish divorce Apolish man moved into the USA and married an amarican girl. Although his english was far from perfect they got along very well untill one day he rushes into a lawyer's office and asked if he could arrange a divorce for him. the lawyer said that getting a divorce would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following questions: Have you any grounds? yes, an acre and half and a nice little home. No, Imean what is the foundation of this case? it made of concrete. I don't think you understand.Does either of you have a real grudge? no we have carport and not need one. I mean what are your relations like? all my relations still in poland. Is there any infidelity in your marrage? We have hi-fidelity stereo and good dvd player. Does she beat you up? No i up before her. Is your wife a nagger No she white. Why do u want this divorce? She going to kill me. What makes you think that? I got proof. What kind of proof? she

Hey Everyone Leave Me A Sweet Voice Comment Thanks!!!:)
Anyways you can send me a Voice comment by clicking underneath my voice messages and it will give ya a phone number and if you get one on ur page I will return the favor thanks cherrys have a wonderfull nightz!!!!

Just Not Right
Ok, I'm a single parent of a 10 year old daughter. I work FT and try very hard to provide food, clothing, and a decent home. I don't like to take hand outs, but sometimes you just need to put your pride aside. So I go to the county social services office to see about getting assistance for food stamps. I am, afterall, a tax paying citizen. Well, not onlky did I not qualify for that, 2 days later I get notice in the mail that they're going to discontinue my daughters health insurance. It would cost me $200.00 to get her covered through my employer. It's bad enough that I get no support from my ex whatsoever because he's in prison, but what's even worse is that the taxes I pay that should be there to help me are supporting him and all the other low lifes out there. So while my ex and all the others get rewarded with food, clothing and shelter, I have to struggle to make ends meet and my daughter has to do without, especially with no healthcare. So where does one go t

Exquisite Pain...or Love
EXQUISITE PAIN...OR LOVE Can anything be more beautiful than a rose? Its petals are so soft and fragrant to the nose. The rose, of all flowers, is most compared to love. Although others smell sweet, the rose scent ranks above. Can anything cause pain as swiftly as a thorn? The instantly felt prick seems to be there to warn. Don't be solely taken by outward beauty fair. Exquisite pain is felt when charmed hearts are laid bare. Infatuation's grab may include many thorns. Be sure to look at what beauty's flower adorns. If the rose is lovely, and thorns are cut away, the precious gift of love may find your heart and stay!

Fears
Fears Please understand what I have to say, It comes from my heart, And grows deeper each day. A life of joy and honest love, I'd searched my soul, And prayed to above. Asked God to send someone for me, Someone to love, A love someone would see. But many years had passed me by, Prayers were all but lost, I'd given up, I'd accepted fate, Too high was the cost. A friendly chat was what I searched, A laugh along the way. A single thought, A blinded hope, To brighten up my day. But heaven opened up it's doors, And blew a gentle kiss. I opened my arms, Held tight my heart. It carried things I could not miss. You were on that kiss, God sent to me, A gift a loving heart. You carried warmth and joy within, A wonder from the start. Now months have passed, And love has grown. A fear so strong inside. That God will call you back to him, No place for us to hide. To lose you now, Would take my life, And throw it to the dark. An endless cold, A lifeless life,

Who Fit's My Persopnal Criteria As The Ideal Woman.
I originally joined Cherrytap just to pass the time over this winter. Then I opened my Febuary addition of Playboy and found my dreamgirl in it's centerfold. 1. I find her to be immensely Physically Attractive. 2. She's an athlete in my personnally favorite activity. 3. She's a self starter; studying to become a CSI, & innitiates contact with men she is attracted to. 4. She's a clean cut, wholesome young lady who is p[osing in Playboy for just the money.

Joke
Bit of a mean joke to some and it is a joke so PLEASE nobody take offence What is the difference between a WOMAN and a HURRICAINE. ANSWER :- NOTHING There both warm and wet when they cum, and take your house when they leave.

Thank The Goddess!!
It is about f**king time!! I was going through withdrawl, even with work this morning. I hope BJ doesn't need to do that again for awhile!! Louie, my baby cat, is home and looking confused - the usual status for a newly neutered male cat! The other two cats are very happy. Salem kept on catterwauling, calling for the obnoxious little teenaged cat! But all is well now - I hope! The cat family has been reunited! I am told there will be a great cool down over the weekend - lows near 0 and highs in the single digits. Yep, it's winter in Wisconsin! For now, the sun is shining and the snow is melting! Hope everyone survived going cold turkey this morning without the TAP! I almost didn't make it, lol! Hope everyone is having a great day now. Much love and hugs to all! Blessings all around! And thank you, BJ, for getting us back up and running!

L.i.g.
uh its like 6 pm. So like I guess those lucid dreams are not to be fooled with. Big deal you get to control some of what happens in your dreams.I mean, is that going to change reality?Noooo. I mean ok like I went to bed early last night. I had a very long dream right before waking up and then I got up, was up for about an hour and then I got soo groggy I fell asleep on the couch and 5 hours and a few dreams later i wake up again. Feeling so groggy that I could probably go back to sleep. Like all that sleep did nothing for me. All those dreams I had are almost instantly forgotten as soon as I wake up too.Its kind of defeating itself because I dont want my dreams taking over my reality.I dont want to be asleep for umpteen + hours because I was so very busy running around in a dream all night...and day. Or maybe my body just felt it needed that much rest and the dreams are a perk of the process. So anyways the ex thing has like calmed down.She had to go to court today , and I couldnt help

The Horse Manual Of Appropriate Behaviour
Snorting: Humans like to be snorted on, Everywhere. It is duty, as the family horse, to accomodate them Neighing: Because you are a horse, you are expected to neigh. So neigh - alot. Your owner will be very happy to hear you protecting the barn and communicating with other horse. Especially late at night. Stomping cats: When standing on cross ties, make sure you never--quite--stomp on the barn cat's tail. But keep stomping. Chewing: Make a contribution to the architectural industry, chew on your stall wall, the fence or any other wooden item. Bedding: It is good manners to urinate in the middle of your freshly bedded stall to let your humans know how much you appreciate their hard work. Dining: Always pull all of your hay out of the hay rack, especially right after your stall has been cleaned, so you can mix the hay with your fresh bedding. This challenges your human, and we all know how humans love a challenge (that's what they said when they bought you a two-year-old

Parties
5.if you consider a 40 oz of bud breakfast. 4.if you woke up this mornin with 2 topless blondes and this isn't the first time that's happened this week. 3.if you're starting to be one with the "hangover". 2.if you are really starting to believe you can fly. And the #1 way to tell if you're a partier is you're reading this. Cuz there was not ever really a doubt in your mind that you were was there!

Rawrr.
My nose keeps bleeding which makes me sad =[. My head hurts which makes me even more sad. I have work tonight =[ Im so damn tired though ugh. I need to find a new house like soon. Where or where should i move. I miss anthony haha he went for a walk :O. Seriously though, i can't be away from him for more than like 30 mins without me being all sad :( -sigh- So rate the blog, everyone leave me lots of love. I shall be on a little today.

L.i.g.
Huh its about 4:15pm. Man I need to get up earlier.Something here makes me so ultra tired.Maybe its the warmth of my bed or carbon monoxide poisoning..who knows. Anyways I just want to get this out of the way...I dont have much to say about today other than last night was kind of demanding. I got all these friends that want me to come hang out with them, and since I'm trying to forget a few things I go to them to keep my mind off of it.But what they dont realize is that while theyre begging me to come over, theres like 2 or 3 other people wanting me to come hang and its like, they got me at their house and I dont feel like letting my other friends down.So maybe Ill just see the rest of them today if theyre around.Dont wanna stop being friends just cause I couldnt stop over for an hour on Friday night.Well then I probably couldnt consider them friends if they got pissed because of that. Just checking out the Cherry Tap. Seems pretty cool, Alot of people Ill never know. I cant rate anyon

What Is Love?
What is love?..is it the warm and painless romantic?..or is it something which can bring pain and desolation?...Maybe a combination of both..you choose...I made this page and the poem for somebody awhile ago...and then I did say goodbye..who knows the rights or wrongs of my decision?..is there a right or wrong? The only sure thing is that at least two people and probably more who must live with the results ...please feel free to view the page..maybe it will strike a chord here and there..Bright Blessings http://caelwyn.lochland.net/lovebeyondlove.html

A Little Taste Of Mr.clean
well.i figured another lil way to let some peeps know me is to type alil bit huh?well for starters im here to make friends and meet people,mrs.clean?na dont have one.looking?maybe.ill just have to wait and see.i am a lil private on what i put on sites, on my profile i didnt put where im from mainly cuz im a private person.but for all those peepswho wanna know lets just say right now its in maine lol.i live with my 2 roomies they are a couple and we game together. final fantasy online and WoW.yes im a gamer but not a hard core fanatic.i like to relax and enjoy myself,games sometimes help.im a R.N. by profession and love my work but gotta have an outlet right?anyhow thats enough for now. TTYL. R.

It's Starting To Get Boring
Hi all, To my friends, family, fans: Sorry I haven't been around much lately, but my line of work takes me out of town quite often. More importantly though, I guess I'm starting to lose interest. Not in my friends by any means! This site has some issues though, if I'm a young woman stripping off my clothes, I'll have so many points in a few days I'll be posting pic's "lickity split". It seems though, I have to run around, leave comments, on 1000's of pic's for two months just for the priveledge of uploading "10" more pic's!!! Something wrong with this situation, why do I have to spend 5 hr.'s a night for 4 weeks posting comments just to have the permission to upload 10 more pic's? I'm not young, pretty or female....so I guess if I wanna post pic's I have to go elsewhere...I'll try to keep in touch with my fav's, but I believe Cherry needs to rethink things or else guys like me that want to post, will be outta here! I know a lot of guys just wanna check out the nudies and they cou

Got A Question For All The People I Know
so to all my friends and family i am wondering just how many of you really are my friends and family i am curious about that. if you are turely my friend / family please resppond to this and thank you all. From The Mind Of, Albert ''Gotenss2'' DeSchino

Fucked Up Survey I Made
so theres this girl i know and she claims she is the most honest and open minded person so i made this fucked up survey and she did it... here it goes enjoy SURVEY 1. patty have you ever cumed all over yourself?Pickles 2. do you masturbate?Yes 3. whens the last time you finger yourself? a long time ago 4. stop lying and tell the truth? poo colored thing 5. have you ever wanted to have sex with an animal?no 6. do you get off on watching black porn? so so 7. have you ever wanted to eat your own cunt? no 8. have you ever dreamed about haveing sex with your famaily memebers? no but I did once have a dream that my dad raped me 9. have you ever wanted to fuck jack shortridge? no 10. have you seen claytons butthole? yes 11. have you ever tryed anal sex? once--Mike 12. did you like it? so so 13. have you ever fingered clayton anally? No 14. have you ever let clayton finger you anally? Once 15.who would you fuck shannon or your dad? Dad Shannon is to gay lol

Call Girl
25 April 2001, New York) "Why don't you come back and meet me here?" He thought she was calling to arrange a hot date, but he was wrong. The 29-year-old rapist had not only assaulted his victim, but also stolen $70 and her cell phone after poking her in the neck with a pair of tweezers he took from her purse.. As soon as he left her apartment she summoned help, and police encouraged her to assist in the capture of the rapist. Under their watchful eye, she called him on her own cell phone and courageously coaxed him back to her building. The woman was an excellent actress. Her attacker arrived for his "date" an hour later with a 40-ounce bottle of Heineken in his hand and her panties and cell phone tucked in his pocket. Police took the man, trailing a long criminal record, into custody. His victim really did a number on him!

Hit Me Up For A Morph
hey all i've got my morph going again so hit me up leave me a message and i'll be with you after i get off work thanks for your interest have a good dayevery one and don't forget to go join the cats meow

Who's Real Friend...go By Da .thumb Rules
HEY DEARS , WHO IS A REAL FRIEND ...HERE IS THE THUMB RULE Faithful A friend is always faithful to you, even during the bad times. Eliable A friend is reliable..you can count on them to always be there. N touch

I Wuv My Wittle Friendzies
Have you ever spent all night talking to someone that you thought you knew. But, the more you talk the more you realize...they are just like you? That happened to me the other night. Me and and a buddy of mine got drunk. And then drank more. We were at the bar laughing and sharing stories. They weren't stories of joy though, they were more about things that we've been through. Behaviors we've had. For instance, the night I got so drunk, i checked myself into mid-mo! Sick, yes, but FUCKING HYSTERICAL though. Especially since they wouldn't let me out. Anyway, just weird backwards stuff like that, but to us, it was funny. But, then i started to feel sad. And I still do. This person has no idea special they are. They feel alone and discarded. I want to make it better, because this person means a ton to me! I get those feelings a lot too. And those low feelings are hard to shake. I just hope this person knows that I am not going anywhere, and anything they need, they

The Year I Was Born
In 1982 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US The space shuttle Columbia completes its first operational flight Actor John Belushi is found dead of a drug overdose in a West Hollywood hotel Automobile manufacturer John Delorean is arrested and charged with possession of 59 pounds of cocaine The first artificial heart is implanted in American Barney Clark The Cable News Network, or CNN, is launched 750,000 people rally against nuclear weapons in New York City's Central Park Time Magazine's Man of the Year was for the first time given to a non-human, a computer The first computer virus, written by Rich Skrenta, escapes into the wild Kirsten Dunst and Elisha Cuthbert are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XVI New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial is the top grossing film Ozzy Osbourne bites the head off of a live bat thrown at him during a performance

Hun-dun
HUN-DUN From Chinese Mythology HUN-DUN: Ancient God of Chaos and Creation. This is a whodunnit — or rather a hundunnit. Ruling the Center of the Universe must have been a little tricky without eyes, nose, mouth, or indeed any orifice at all. Was he an egg (cosmic of course)? The pre-emptive Emperor before there were any empires, he was an implosion of orifices without substance, a faceless bird-like entity, and a representation of Chaos. His fellow rulers from across the sea felt sorry for him and decided to give him a few useful apertures. Much time was spent boring experimental holes and drilling features into his face. Finally their work was done, and very good it was too. Unfortunately, the strain of this primitive cosmetic surgery without anaesthetic was too much for HUN-DUN and he keeled over, dead. This ancient legend probably has much to say about the symbolism of applying Order to Chaos. But we'll let you figure that out yourselves. Answers in a fortun

Just Some Random Things From Me.....
When someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed, or lied, or went back on their promises, but because you know what they really are and what a beautiful person they can be. And when they take that away from you and won't let you see that beautiful person again, well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow, sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out w/ tears I want to be remembered as the one who Always smiles even when her heart is broken, And the one who would always brighten up your day Even when she couldn’t brighten up her own There's a smile on my face but I don't know why its there I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care Have u ever wondered what is worse...? Saying something you wish you didn't or not saying something you wish you had? No smile is more beautiful than

Love
I am sittingand thinking and wondering why I feel so sad. I have my kids and my mom who I know love me beyoond anything I do stupid so why do I feel this aching in my heart? Like a piece of me is missing. I have no rhyme or reason. I used to write stories and some poems but with what I have married all my feelings were put aside. I want to write my story. I met someone when I was younger who I loved beyond life its self. I haven't seen them in almost 20 years but that deosn't stop me from wondering what he is doing. I dream and in those dreams i can feel the love so s trong and then I wake up and my husband is there and i want to cry so bad. What can I do? Give up on love????

Are There Any True People On Cherry Tap
every one wants rate for this or that but when I ask u to go help my friend horse out with votes and comment u act like u cant see or just ignore my stashes and blogs so guess what 2 can play that shit I hate fakers lairers and wanna bes so if your not real about urself then not hit me up

Her Fantasy Continues.
What a day it has been. After cleaning me up, they cleaned the kitchen up and my woman’s friend left. So we’re sitting on the couch, still butt ass naked just cuddling. I asked her what she would like to do tonight to which she responded that her friend had told her about a club that she’d like to check out. Well I’m always up for a game of pool, a couple of drinks and a dance floor. Preferably in that order, so I agreed. Well after a long day at work, I needed a shower, so I excuse myself to head upstairs to the shower where she follows me in to the room. She goes to the closet to start picking out her clothes. She asked me if I’d mind if she picked me out something to wear. She has good taste and always makes me look good so I didn’t mind. Especially when she told me she wanted other women to notice me and try to holla. So I knew I’d be looking good. This floated my ego, because I knew I was going to be with the finest woman in the club and she wanted me to be the sex

My Answers
1. How many People have you been with? 21 2. Where they all of the same sex? yes 3. Do you feel that sex should be between people in committed relationships only? No 4. Sex with exes. Love it or leave it? Never a good idea 5. Doulble penetration. Love it or leave it? Depends. 6. Would you have sex with your friends ex? No 7. Do you mind if your partner watches porn without you? Not at all 8. Ever been to a sex party? If so explain. Yes I have. I was 21 and went to a swinger party. 9. Why do you think we as people lie about sex? Because the truth hurts 10. Would you have sex with someone you met on the internet? Depends.. Maybe. Not with just a random person.

My Coach Sucks.
well. i heres a long story cut short. i was mad because some girl stole my pants. and then i walk and i fall and sprain my ankle. my coach doesn't ask if im okay. just yells at me. as no one else help me up. and wants me to walk to the bus alone but someone else helps me. and then he has me call my mom myself to tell her im hurt. and then after this ordeal he expects me to walk home by myself cause he wouldn't let anyone else walk me home. my friend drove me home, and my coach got mad. and he wouldn't let me swim until i said sorry. so i said sorry. even though i'm not the one who should have said sorry. i'm the bugger person. even though it was his fault. sorry guys im just frustrated! ♥

Tshirt Sayings
I'm not getting smaller I'm backing away from you. Did you eat a bowl of stupid for breakfast? I don't know what makes you dumb But it really works. Computer programmers don't byte They nibble a bit. I(nternal) R(evenue) S(ervice) We've got what it takes to take what you've got. Out of my mind... Back in five minutes. Smile, it's the second best thing you can do with your lips. People like you are the reason people like me need medication. Oh crap! You're going to try and cheer me up, aren't you? Do not disturb I'm disturbed enough already. Excuse, but do I look like someone who cares

Death Of A Solider
Wondering around with no place to go, Trying to understand what I’m supposed to know. Not seeing the truth behind lies they tell, As they try to hide the pain and the horrors of hell. They say you went peacefully with friends all around, But the truth is you died alone on the ground. I’m still waiting for you to come home, Waiting for the sound of the phone. But reality is playing a mean game, As the truth sinks in and I scream your name. I thought I saw you today, But when he turned around I had to look away. It kills me to know your no longer here with me, No longer here to help me through this misery. I can feel our baby kick, But she will never see your little tricks. She will never hear your voice or see your face, As she grows up in a much safer place. you sacrificed your life for this world that hates you, They protest and start riots but will never go through what you went through. They don’t understand the loved ones you left behind, Be

Heartbeat
Where are you? Calling home all day.. Wondering at work.,.where could she be???? Knowing something didn’t feel right…Shouldn’t have left that morning knowing you were sick…It’s 5PM now..I pull in the driveway….What’s my 8 year old son doing sitting on the outside step?? It’s pouring…He said “NO one will answer the door”? I’m NOT prepared for what I find….Your on the kitchen floor, near death…..a finality I don’t want to address..I’m tooooo young for this and so are you!!...Wake me up..this isn’t happening…..Ambulance and Police come….Whisk you away to the hospital……Too many Doctors, same questions over and over….Where are the Children now…...Have you died in the OR? NOT any answers from anyone….Friends come pouring in……trying to console me…Your in surgery now, brain surgery to save your LIFE….Priest and NUNS approach me…I know you’ve died….It’s NOT your time…Your in a coma…16 hour days by your side…your finger moves, then another and another..you spell words with your fingers..You know

Saying I Love You
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about

Bulletin For Me By Dontcha!!!
MY SISTER NEEDS SOME HELP IN THIS CONTEST PLEASE....SHE HELPS ALL OF US OUT WITH COMMENT BOMBINGS EVERYDAY SO THE LEAST WE CAN DO IS SHOW HER A LITTLE LOVE BACK.. THE CONTEST RUNS FOR A WEEK... SO GET UR AZZEZ IN THERE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE...THANK YOU "DONTCHA" myspaceprodesigns mp3 players

Im Sorry/ladies Do U Know Someone Like This
nice guys do finish last "To all the girls who look past the nice guys" I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an arsehole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with

In My Mind
IN MY MIND What good is served by thought tonight, there is no way with words to write, the vague uncertain feelings, in my Mind. Strange shadows dance in clouds of grey, I can not see or find my way, to formless shapes that beckon, in my Mind. My probing thoughts can not explain, the absence of expected pain, yet shapeless forms continue, in my Mind. Tantalizing feelings rise, dimming thoughts that might be wise, I see your lips before me,in my MIND. Soft swirling mist encircles you, a lovely vision still in view, your outstretched hand is reaching, in my MIND. Though running at a fearful pace, I am yet standing still in space, surrounded by the shadows, in my Mind. Each time I reach and almost touch, the gentle hand I love so much, shifting clouds obscure the view, in my Mind. There is for me a message

Broken Soul
Feels like everything is going wrong. I feel so tired of trying to be so strong. My mind needs a soft place to rest. I need somewhere that im not too pressed. Afraid to say what's on my mind. Which is strange for me cause im usually not that kind. Still im too afraid to let you in. Cause if I did I would lose not win. And since this is the way my life always goes. Ill just bring this all to a close.

If I Told You I Love You
If I told you I love you what would you say ? Would you tell me you felt the same or would you just walk away? For now I know my Heart has been yours all along. Still I have tried to move past it and tired to be strong. Every time I see you it fills me with joy. Then im filled with sadness cause I know you will never be my boy. I wrote this poem to tell you how I feel. To get these things off my mind and to be real.

Forgotten
COME ON I KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF NICE PEOPLE HERE ON CHERRY TAP GOOD FRIEND BONNIE'S 21 TODAY AND SHE GOT STUCK AT HOME WITH NO LOVE PLS SEND HER A GIFT ANYTHING IF U CAN PLSS SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE IS A SINGLE MOM AND ITS HARD ENOUGH ON HER http://www.cherrytap.com/user/493452 THATS HER PROFILE SEND HER A GIFT

Her Wings Are Her Passion
Her wings are her passion. Her passion is her magic, Her magic is her wings. Her wings spread from her body spanning from heaven to hell. They envelope all the levels of mankind creating emotion and tragedy. Wrapping slowly enveloping me they smother fear and pain. Making comedies out of the great tragedies penned by the masters of yesteryear. Shakespeare’s muse, Poe’s raven, Doyle’s detective all span from her magic. And her magic spawned me created me enveloped me developed me and carry me to where ever I may end. Be it heaven or hell.

Da Colts Baby!
Yes.. we finally won ! go Colts! ahhaha Oh yeah.. In memory of this momentius moment.. I made a salute .. in my bobby sanders #21 jersey! with my afc black hat on.. u can't see the hat though.. darn zoom lol it was rejected.. and now i have to write it down .. my handwriting is bad.. i dunno how this will go.. brb.. lmao

Your Daily Smile Here
Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. **************** Several years ago the United States funded a study to determine why the head on a man's penis is larger than the shaft. The study took 2 years and cost over $180,000.00. The results of the study concluded that the reason the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft was to provide the man with more pleasureduring sex.After the results were published, Germany decided to conduct their own study on the same subject. They were convinced that the results of the US study were incorrect. After three years of research and cost an excess of $250,000.00, they concluded that the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft to provide the women with more pleasure during sex. When the r

My Scaryness
I woke up on thursday with a lil rash on my arms.....never thought much of it t'll friday when i took a nice hot shower and realised the rash had spread a lil more.....still not too concerned about it, I went to work on saturday....ummmm bad idea....Sunday morning i woke up with a severe rash on my arms, my legs, my face, and my eyes pretty much swollen shut...I decide then it's a good time to call in sick, and took my butt to the Hospital.....Ok i know there are alot of good doctor's out there, but some are just plain dumb....he proceeded to be extremely rude and asked me about 100 questions.....ok i can deal with the questions, cause he needs to find the source of this reaction....Well turns out he thinks it's from a food i ate.....Ummmmmm NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...sorry pal it's not...I got a severe allergic chemical reaction from work...and now i look like Freddy Kruger....I am embarrassed to go outside, because i look so hideous.....i don't even want to turn my webcam on for friend

This Week
well work went by quick tonight im glad...and i am only workin 4 days cuz i took off friday for some hella fun...so excited and may have some special company too...it will be a great weekend and its about time cuz im about to go crazy with my usual routine haha well till next time have fun everyone

Just Sitting At The House
Hey Everyone:) Its 4:33am and yes I am still awake. I just can't seem to go to sleep at nite I am always wide awake lol I know what it is its the computer that keeps me up its my addiction lol. It is freezing outside gosh I miss Summer. If anyone can snap their fingers and make it Summer here tomorrow I sure would appreciate it:) I haven't been up to much lately. This past weekend I went over to some of my friends house and played poker, shot pool, karaoked, went to Wally World, and then to the wonderful Waffel House. I had a blast though kicking everyones butt at poker hehehe witch is great for me considering I am just learing how to play. Well I hope that everyone is doing good. Drop me a line whenever you all are not busy:)

Sup Everyone
hey everyone postin my first blog here an just sayin ty to all my friends an fans for the help yall have been givin on my contest an other things makin me feel at home an just everythin.....really appreciate everythin yall have done for me......

History For All
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed >to beat his > > wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule >of thumb" > > ------------------------------------------- > > Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled >"Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into >the English language. > > ------------------------------------------- > > The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were >Fred and Wilma Flintstone. > > ------------------------------------------- > > Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. > > ------------------------------------------- > > Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. > > ------------------------------------------- > > Coca-Cola was originally green. > > ---------------------------------------

Contests
I'd like to do a few contests....hottest midwest, eastcoast, westcoast, and southern ladies...4 contests...would like to have 8 women in each if possible...would be based on comments of course...winners will recieve either a ring,cherry, or earrings...dependent upon what they want...anyone interested?? I only have 2 ladies so far! come on people!

The Drama
i left yahoo to get away from the drama.... but evidently it is everywhere... i have decided that if something doesnt change in the next day or two.... im done... im gone... and ya'll can have your fun.... but for me ... it isnt fun anymore.... i will miss some of you .... some more than others... but this will prolly be the best thing i have ever done for myself and my sanity

Want To Take A Quiz???
Want to take a quiz.. 1. Last time you had a date? 2. Last time you had sex? 3.a. Last time you gave a bj? 3.b. Spit or swallow? 4.a. Last time you masturbated? 4.b. Fingers or toy? 5. Ever used food during sex? (Details!!) 6. Sex outside? 7. Most unusual place youve had sex? 8. How many men have you had sex with? 9. Any women? 10. Anal? 11. Ever been tied up? 12. Spanked? 13. Your special sexual skill? 14. On top, underneath or from behind? 15. Would you describe yourself as dominant or submissive? 16. Kinkiest thing youve done? 17. Anything anyone has suggested that you have said NO to?

Men
I don't understand some men. The sperm donor for the baby I'm caring wants nothing to do with anything that has to do with the kid. He doesn't want to help pick out names and says it's too soon to start gettin things for it. But he wants everything brand new. Everytime anyone mentions the baby or me being pregnant he gets really quiet and distant. I don't understand this at all. Someone please explain this to me...

Family
Family Family is there until the end, they’re always themselves, no pretend. They're not afraid to be seen with you, they will never betray you. Family will never tell secrets they promise to keep; they make you feel good about yourself in times of weep. They come and cheer for you at your games, in a friend there is no shame. Family is there to listen when you're depressed; they are the people you should know best. Families are like presents you open again and again, Always are with you through thick and thin. Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Falling In Love Already?
Been around Second Life for only 2 days, and have a friend. Well, kind of a boyfriend even. His name is Arad, which sounds very nice to me. And he IS nice, very polite, wearing a smoking, short black hair, slender, about my size. Met him two times now and quite fancy him. Doesn't scoff at my body but giving me little things to make me look better. Inviting me for drinks and some smoke... I love to just stroll around with him across islands, we both don't know, talking, looking, marveling. Can hardly wait to see him again, to be honest with you. But before that, I gotta do some exploring single-handedly. Can't just come out of my tight family-bonds, and into an all-exclusive relationship. Or can I? Really don't know. This other guy kinda pimp looking, but somehow quite captivating, gave me the addressl of a place, he wants me to visit. caribbean sunrise, doesn't this sound nice? I guess I check it out soon. All by myself...

Sexiest Lips & Eyes Contest!!
I AM LOOKING FOR THE SEXIEST LIPS OR EYES!! IF YOU HAVE WHAT I AM LOOKIN FOR SEND ME THE LINK YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE IN THE CONTEST!!! RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1. NO DOWN RATING ANYONES PICS AT ANYTIME. 2. NO CHEATERS, CHEATERS WILL BE DISMISSED. 3. YOU CAN COMMENT BOMB YOUR OWN PIC. PRIZE WILL BE BASED ON THE MOST RATINGS AND COMMENTS: PRIZE WILL BE YOUR CHOICE ON WHICH "VACATION" YOU WANT!! THEN IF YOU WIN YOU WILL GET TO PICK ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS WHO IS "NOT" IN THE CONTEST TO GO WITH YOU ON THAT VACATION. (SO IF YOU WIN YOU GET A VACATION AND I WILL SEND YOUR FRIEND OF YOUR CHOICE THE SAME THING). SO IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS JUST IM ME OR SEND ME A PVT MSG. HERE IS MY LINK... booshine***CT Wifey To Annie O***Fan & Rate Profile B 4 U Add As A Friend!!!***@ CherryTAP REPOST THIS AND GO GET YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN!!! CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE ALL THE ENTRIES NEEDED!! (repost of original by 'booshine***CT Wifey To Annie O***Fan & Rate Profile B 4 U

Lookimng For A Valentine
OK, I AM A VERY LOW MAINTAINANCE GIRL BUT TEND TO HAVE THE WORST LUCK FINDING "MR RIGHT". NOT A PROBLEM FINDING "MR RIGHT NOW". I'M 5'1, 115, FROM HAWAII, WORK OUT REGULARLY, AND THE REST YOU CAN SEE IN MY PICTURE. I'VE BEEN TOLD I AM TOO PICKY BUT HERE GOES........... -MUST BE FUNNY, WITTY, SLIGHTY COCKY -HAVE A BIT OF A 'BAD BOY' EDGE -5'10-6'2, 190-230 LBS, ATHLETIC/MUSCULAR BUILT -CAUCASIAN/EUROPEAN -26-40 YRS OLD -OPEN TO HAIR COLOR BUT TEND TO BE PARTIAL TO DARK HAIR -NEVER BEEN MARRIED -NO KIDS( I WANT KIDS ONE DAY, JUST NOT YOURS!) -A GENTLEMAN I DON'T THINK I AM ASKING FOR MUCH...........GOOD LUCK GUYS

Please Help Me Out.....
Hottest Women of CT 7 Day Cherry Blast Contest Voters and Comment Bombers needed.. First girl to 15,000 wins the title of Hottest Women of CT and a 7 day blast.. Everyone Please help.. here's the link.. Show some love .. And I'll show it right back to you!! SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Trapped
Trapped Search for me for i am trapped within the pale. That dark region of this reality that swallows souls consumes the spirit where everything is washed to a muted dingy grey the place between hope and despair where the living die and the dead arise and point accusing fingers leave me not here in this limbo this colorless place of half light its chill fingers steal into my mind taunting me laughing cackling this purgatory abyss of oblivion the place found only when lost within closely guarded pain the fruit of shame of failure A wind blows through this place no cooling breeze a scourering scathing gale of thoughts of self recrimination guilt and fear dance within this wind specters of past come to accuse mocking no features in this void flat lifeless nothing to draw the eye or mind from the soul's tempest a place without answerers only unanswerable questions where daily bread is pain seasoned with ash where blood does

Congratulations!
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THOSE WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1940's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a tin, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cots were covered with bright coloured lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a van - loose - was always great fun. We drank water from the garden hosepipe and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cakes, white bread and real butter and drank pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because...... WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!! We would

My Heart Is Just A Shell....
I dreamt that the doctor pulled my heart out of my chest only to find it was empty. As he went to pass it to the nurse the nurse dropped it and kicked it out the door. This began a series of events that I will continue to write about.... The place the heart went to was a bar to get a beer, it asked the bartender for a drink. The bartender said sorry we don't serve broken hearts here, we just numb em. The heart said, ok give me a carrot juice.... to be continued.

William Shakespeare Quotes
A wretched soul, bruised with adversity, We bid be quiet when we hear it cry; But were we burdened with like weight of pain, As much or more we should ourselves complain. William Shakespeare Action is eloquence. William Shakespeare And since you know you cannot see yourself, so well as by reflection, I, your glass, will modestly discover to yourself, that of yourself which you yet know not of. William Shakespeare And thus I clothe my naked villainy With old odd ends, stol'n forth of holy writ; And seem a saint, when most I play the devil. William Shakespeare Assume a virtue, if you have it not. William Shakespeare Be great in act, as you have been in thought. William Shakespeare Blow, blow, thou winter wind Thou art not so unkind, As man's ingratitude. William Shakespeare - More quotations on: [Winter] Conversation should be pleasant without scurrility, witty without affectation, free without indecency, learned without conceitedness, novel withou

Mark Twain Quotes
A banker is a fellow who lends you his umbrella when the sun is shining, but wants it back the minute it begins to rain. Mark Twain - More quotations on: [Banks] A man cannot be comfortable without his own approval. Mark Twain Always acknowledge a fault. This will throw those in authority off their guard and give you an opportunity to commit more. Mark Twain - More quotations on: [Humility] Always do right. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest. Mark Twain An Englishman is a person who does things because they have been done before. An American is a person who does things because they haven't been done before. Mark Twain - More quotations on: [Americans] Barring that natural expression of villainy which we all have, the man looked honest enough. Mark Twain Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. Mark Twain - More quotations on: [Books] [Health] By trying we can easily learn to endure adversity -- another man's I me

Inside Of You...lyrics
Inside of you-(?)edit later lol It seems so obvious theres something up with us I smell the feeling from across the room. So can I ask you this? Not to be forward, miss, But I think I'll kill myself If I never know... What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? Cuz I love the way you move, when I'm inside of you. when I'm inside of you... Just ask and I will do anything you want me to there is no limit to how far I will go.. And Im sure I can't pretend to be a gentlemen.. But before I began, I just gotta know, just gotta know.... What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? Cuz I love the way you move, when I'm inside of you. when I'm inside of you... For now I'll play the game And I'm waiting for your move but i've got to say I've gotta know.. What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? What do I have to do to get inside of you? to get inside of you? Cuz I love the way you

Waiting For Solace
Use me as you will Don't you dare stop until you've had your fill Maybe I'll feel this time An emotion so sublime But something's stopping me Something I can't explain Quit trying to fix it if you can't see You're snatching at a heart That's not there to obtain I don't mind If you tear me apart As long as I feel something in the end Take this body and rend I'm a simple man Trying to do the best I can But it's too late for me now So abuse me And endow Sinful tranquility Crying is better Carve in the next letter Spell out my doom And watch the abyss consume I'll try to find a place In this world so cold Among an evil race I'll try to be bold I've been waiting for so long Singing such a sad song But there's no love There's no angel sent from above I'll throw my life away for anyone All you have to say is that you love me

Tender Words
you're the only one for me... 'tis a simple choice you see my love for you... I needn't use my voice you see me clear, my lover... through eyes of blue you know how my body reacts.. to my thoughts of you you have my heart in your hands.. gently you enfold I gave it to you freely love... it's for you to hold I love you more each day we spend.. hours just for us your love for me is so pure... it's simply marvelous together now we are today... and never shall we part for with one simple twist of fate, you've captured my heart. a. boudreaux 2006

3 - In - 1 Daily Devotionals
3 - in - 1 Daily Devotionals A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler To some, power is domination, ruling anything defenseless. But that isn't power, it is abuse, and abuse is cowardly. Abuse takes advantage where it can, always pretending to be the victim, but looking for the opportunity to overpower. Forget the idea that power is from the world. Whole worlds have been changed in minutes. Power that was bold and bragging can suddenly be a whimper. Empires have crashed and those that caused so much misery have deflated like balloons. Real power is not nigvnhdiha, which is understood by the Cherokee to be put on. It is from an inner source, characteristically calm, like a great river that flows smoothly but drives huge cities with energy. A single drop of water seems powerless and takes the way of least resistance, but joined to all the others, it has force. One person may seem inadequate to change anything, but united with others, can change anything. ~ The red

Valentines Survey
Do you have a Valentine? My kids Do you want one? don't care either way. If so, who? see above What do you want to do on Valentine's Day? I have my class on wed eve so that will be my night. What would be the perfect gift? If I had a valentine or anyone who wanted to impress me... the way to go would so be something they drew or created or really put thought into... flowers & candy just don't do it for me. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't be upset by them but put some heart into it. How was your last Valentine's Day? I spent it with my kids... we went to dinner & chilled out watching Disney movies... it was perfect! Chocolate or flowers? See above What do want to do for Valentine's Day? Class is fine... it really is just another day for me... even if I had someone it would still be just another day. We can share our feeling everyday why need the commercialism of it all?? What do you think of February 14th? see above Do you remember your best Valentine's

Collision
He was a simple boy, he just liked to have fun He never wanted to be just like his dad was He was a dreamer but he had never had none Who made the most of his life but never had one He was a single boy he could never slow down He always wanted to leave but didn't know how He was a dreamer who seemed to never break ground Who spent most of his life in a small town Shake up my life Lets go... Back to the days when we were young and not restless We still believed and hadn't built our defenses I'll tell you one thing's for sure Till we make the decision We'll never take this world Unless we make a head on collision A Head on Collision And daddy told her she could never have Late night help with her math So she sits crying by the window Every time she gets another A She makes it another day And it's just that simple Shake up my life Lets go... Back to the days when we were young and not restless We still believed and hadn't built o

Be My Valentine
I wish you were my Valentine Though I may not be yours, And I may, in my ignorance, Be speaking to closed doors. I have no inkling of your heart, No hint what you might say; But when I think of you the sun Will just not go away. There is in you a loveliness That makes my darkness shine, And so I'll wait, if wait I must, To be your Valentine.

When Enough Is Enough
Alright, you're in the middle of fucking, making love, sex whatever you want to call it, and you find your mind is wandering and it's starts to get boring, what just happened? A lot of guys feel that they are doing something wrong when they catch any waiver of interest in the present situation. So what is goin on when that happens? Realest

Office Visit
I decided to pay you a surprise visit to your office for lunch. I prepared myself in advance to be dressed to your liking. A nice short sundress, and as I debated if I should put on panties........I decided to wear them as they're going to be used today, for your pleasure! I approached your office, let myself in and closed the door behind me. You were on the phone with a very important telephone conference. I approached you quietly and straddled your lap, a sexy grin came across your face. I could feel that it hadn't taken long......you already were hard as a rock. Mmmmmmm I thought to myself as I sat down facing you........I could feel your hard cock under my ass cheeks. I gave you a small kiss and let you continue your conversation. I moved to your neck, placing small kisses and tiny nibbles on your neck. I can feel your hand wandering over my ass cheeks.....you're so aroused but can't be a full participant at the moment, but are loving the attention. I make my way down your chest.

Startin A New Contest!
Hottest male Piercing! + I need 15 men with any Piercing. + There will be two winners...one for most comments and one for most ratings. + You can vote for yourself and it will run for 5 days. + I dont want any drama but I shouldnt have to worry about that with guys. + Winners will get a VIC gift. + Pics must be SFW. Message me with the pic you want me to rip and if you have any questions feel free to ask. Vamp P.S. If you know anyo guys with a Piercing please tell them about this.

To The Runts
To the runts Here is just alittle something i thought i would share with some people out there I Will Protect those i love, I will Fight with all My Might, I will not go gently into that quiet night. I Will not give into the lies i will not back down from those who stand against me. I Will Not let petty little puppy dogs tred in my territory , you think i am stupid? I dont smell little runts attempting to play in my place? try and walk in my paw prints? I will Defend MY Mate, I will Defend my Pack , Do not think because i am out of physical reach means i dont have any pull out there, A Good Soldier never leaves anything behind without having a good reason. So Keep your paws off my mate, take your tails and tuck them between your legs, piss on yourself and RUN. Because i'm only around the corner i can be there real fast and if i cant i know someone who WILL. *GROWLS* My Mate - My Best Friend - My Mom - MY PACK So watch your step in places you dont belon

My Daughter Turned 16
OMG! It finally happened, my oldest turned 16 on February 16th............I guess I thought if I ignored it a bit, it would go away, LOL.........WRONG!! Now she is going to be driving herself around, to school, swim practice, work, etc................. I am seriously going to have "empty nest" syndrome before I know it.............

Trimming Down Family List
Hey everyone. I have come to the point where I need to change my Family list around a bit. I am VERY happy that I have all the people I have on my friends list. You all are awesome, and I appreciate every single one of you for accepting my friend request or sending me yours. I will keep in touch, I promise. I just need to change my Family list around a bit. If I am not in your Family than how can you be in mine. I'm guessing some sort of step-child type thing. Anyway, I am adding others to my family that will add me to theirs, which I am pretty sure was the intent of the whole Family idea. Again, nothing against any who I have to remove from my list, just not liking the whole step-family thing I got going on with some of you :) I wish the best for everyone who reads this. Now look at my nudes!!! Hehe, just kidding. Take care all.

Damn! That Felt Good!
It took 11 yrs for me to reach this point, but it finally happened. Seems some ppl have been holding their breath waiting for it. I had my oldest son when i was 15 and his father was 20. I dumped that fool when i was 4 months along because he couldn't hold a job and didn't seem to understand that he was going to be responsible for another life. Since then, for the most part, i've been the "nice one". He has other children by other women. I don't talk bad about him in front of his son, never demand my child support (he owes me about 40 thousand), never talk down to him in front of the boy (which generally means we don't speak), let him keep the boy longer, have him extra weekends, occasionally provide transportation for the boy to go over there, and basically try to keep the peace the 20 mins i'm forced to spend with him every month. This weekend he said that if the roads were bad on saturday he'd be keeping him until sunday. Normally that would be fine since he's supposed to have

Keep Reposting For Dark Enigma---thanks
A lot of you already know my Granddaddy has been in the hospital since Thanksgiving in pretty bad shape. He has been in and out of ICU several times and was moved to a long term critical care hospital a month ago. Last night we got a call from my family, his heart stopped yesterday and it took them over 8 minutes to get him back. In the process the doctor told my grandmother that several ribs were broke. He is now on life support and the doctor told us that if his heart stops again with his ribs broken that if they perform life saving measures again there is sure to be organ damage. With a very hard decision my Grandmother decided to sign a DNR. We went down last night to say our goodbyes and today they are probably going to start taking him off the machines. I haven't heard anything from the hospital this morning and will not be on much at all the next few days. Please keep me and my family in your thoughts and I will send more news when I have it. Love to all Lori Dark Enigma@ C

This Kind Of Man
Is there no room in this world for this kind of man? One who needs to love you instead of fuck you? If you smile just for me And hold my hand I'll live forever Is it wrong For my kind of bliss To be as simple as falling asleep With your hands running through my hair? Let me count the stars in your eyes Listen to my serenades And love this man That's all I've ever wanted Let's spend the night together So I can watch you dream And cry just because you're beautiful to me Does that make me less of a man? I must be insane To think monotony exists It's the stuff of fairytales When the truth is Arthur's Guenevere is out fucking Lancelot Wake up, you fool Chivalry died And left you all alone

What Kind Of S&m Person Are You
You scored as Playful. You are playful! Not really a rough person, you'd rather be more loving than harmful. But even though you're not as kinky as some people, you do have your fetishes. You're kind of an actor in the bedroom, using 'props' and playing your roles in those special scenes. Lights off, camera on, and action ;)Playful88%Dominator75%Submissive50%Violent44%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Sickly
I WILL NOT BE AROUND MUCH THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS...... I AM ON SOME PRETTY STRONG DRUGS.... TO GET RID OF THIS CRAP I HAVE... LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND WHEN I GET BACK ILL GIVE YA SOME HEALTHY LOVE BACK ... LOVE YA ALL

The Inconspicuous Guest - Erotica
There she was, laying on the bed nestled against the soft red sheets, with nothing but the thin material of the cotton sheet covering her voluptuous body. I don’t quite remember how I got to the position, nor did I know who the girl was, but at this point, I really just did not care. My eyes traced every curve of her body, starting from the breath taking face. Her eyes, hypnotic and blue, stared at me while her tongue glazed her soft pink lips, bringing out a shimmer to add to the scene. These were merely accents to her face, which although incredibly sexy, was more sultry and innocent than anything else. It was smooth, and her skin pale, with a gentle curve of her cheek that hid her cheekbones, drawing down to her chin. Who was this breath taking image of perfection that laid before me? I continued staring at her, but was disappointed as I came to the realization that the rest of what was undoubtedly a gorgeous body, was hidden. I stepped forward, and immediately realized tha

The Meaning Of Virgin Suicide
the lyrics......are about a girl who is trying to kill herself, she cuts her wrists and is crying about her life...she has an imaginary friend that is looking aver her and is trying to prevent her from dying cause if the girl dies so does she. the message is that when you die that someone always cares whether it is god, a friend, family, etc...It encourages that when you hurt yourself you are hurting someone else...the song means a lot to me I wrote the lyrics when I was 15, because of my life and how it was. I remembered what my mom and my sister said when they found out i wanted to die and they showed me that someone always cares..... I write in reflection of my life and how i feel..it keeps me from doing something stupid like hurting myself, it is my "harmony" I had a bad past, you dont kill your self......heres how I see it..like the saying whatever doesnt kill you makes you stronger....well it also makes you grow as a person, without experience you will never learn what you li

Jokes
ONE STONE There once was an Indian whose given name was "Onestone", so named because he had only one testicle. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said, "If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!" The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, "Good morning, Onestone." He jumped up, grabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until a woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away for many years. Yellow Bird, who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hugged him and said, "Good to see you, Onestone." Onestone grab

My First Contest Entry!! Please Help Me Out!
I have entered my first contest. As of right now I am about 500 comments behind the leader! LOL! But I believe in the underdog! PLEASE HELP! Comment bombing IS allowed! :) Travis Go here:

Some Of My Old Poems
Special Friend Poems When you feel the breeze on ur skin know that im there When u hear a whisper that sounds like your name know im there when life gets u down and u think no one is around dont be a fraid im there When u feel all alone in the world know that im there When you fell the gentle breeze on a summer nites thats me caressing you When the light flinker and u wonder whats up know its me saying im here When the first snow flake drops dont cringe know its my way of saying im here When the spring rain starts on ur way to the park know its my way of saying im there When you need me the most rember im just a dream away i will always be in your heart

6 Awesomely Awesome Facts
Well evidendtly my last title wasn't cool enough for everyone....so anyway, I decided to post these 6 awesomely absurd and completely pointless random facts about myself...'cause i can, 'cause i'm fat paid, i gotta five story fun house....with a maid....so yea...here ya go 1. Every morning i sit or lay down in the shower...once again cuz i can 2. I talk to my truck....cuz i love 'er, she deserves it....and she loves me back 3. If no one is home, i dance around the house & either rap, or beatbox to myself.... 4. I dance in the car, and i'm getting pretty good lemme tell ya.... 5. I maintain conversations with myself....not just say something to myself....but i'll actually answer back...and continue on in full convo.... 6. I call alot of people salad.....don't ask cuz prolly won't tell you...unless i really like you....then i might....key word "MIGHT" And there you have it. 6 totally sweet n' useless facts about me. Don't you feel better now?...I know ya do,I

Let's Face It; The Whole Reason For A Us 'surge' In Iraq Is An Attempted 'resurgence' Of Bush's Self- And 'presidential' Esteem.
* * Please Rate This Blog * * * * * Please Rate This Blog * * * * * Please Rate This Blog * * * The Rec Report Wednesday, 21 February 2007 Oedipus Bush Let's face it; the whole reason for a US 'surge' in Iraq is an attempted 'resurgence' of Bush's self- and 'presidential' esteem. Cheney's comments today make this all too clear. The reason for refusing coitus interruptus ("pulling out") has to do with "honour"-i.e., a manly reputation. The success of the 'insurgence' provoked a 'resurgence' for combating what Cheney called today "the perception of weakness" by the enemy, which includes not only terrorists and insurgents, but all of Bush and Cheney's critics, especially the Democrats and their activist base. With Blair's Britons pulling out soon only the Americans have their manly members in a jam. This is even worse than having to ask for directions in a strange town. The humiliation is overwhelming. All that remains is for Bush to realize that he has

Procrastinating........
I'm sitting here in front of the pc taking a break from my monthly bookeeping. Oh i hate doing this, i always put it off till the last minute. So i end up at the end of the month trying to hunt n peck my way thourgh balancing my books. I really have to get me a secratary to come in maybe once or twice a week to help me do this.But i keep thinking i can handle it myself...... Anyway i was just plundering round on the net here fer a minute before i started back n ran across a site fer GLOW womens wrestling. Hell i anit seen that show since the 80's. To be honest its the one that got me to watching womens wrestlin, it didnt help i was 14 at the time going thourgh puberty lol. I can rember watching those women on my small crappy color tv with the rabbit ears, them wearing that sexy spandex n boots. I would sit there wide eyed just amazed at how beautiful n sexy these women was, still think so to this day. Anyway i was wondering if any of you folks rember that show, hell someone told me

I'm Losing This Battle Called Life
I feel sick to my stomach with self-hatred. Every time I get a little confidence it gets brutally knocked out of me. My body aches with the sorrow I feel. What is good about me? What is special? Worthy? Because I honestly can't see a thing. My veins are full of pain, I want to tear them out.

Depressed
what is the meaning of depressed anymore I honestly dont know but I am and dont know why Maybe i just think about alot of ppl to much and I get hurt or maybe its a feeling of guilt always thinking that I am not anything just another human tha doesnt feel like he belongs on this earth. There are days i just want to crawl in a hole and die...

Analglocoma
I called my boss this morning and told him I won't be in to work today. He asked, "Why won't you be in?" I told him, "Because I went to the doctor, and I have analglocoma." "Analglocoma? What's that?" "I can't see my ass coming in to work today."

... Without You ...
... WITHOUT YOU ... There is no pleasure in today, no way to share the ecstasy of feeling, only knowledge that I could feel; the empty certainty of intellect. That is life today, without YOU. Without YOU, Life is a terminal case of obligation; a glowing sensation, slowing in anticipation, a waning flame that flickers out of view. Drained of Dreams I linger … yearning, without YOU. Without WHO? YOU do not even need a name, the naïve game I’ve played was being needed, instead of loved. But living’s not the same without a Dream, and life’s a losing game, without YOU. Without YOU, Death is not subject to transition, but Life is a decision, no one is condemned to Life or wife. Time will pay the past and end tomorrows, without YOU. Without YOU, there is only human mortality; my end to solitary giving. The end to Spirit living, without Love. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, April 21, 2006

Lightening My Darkness
Draconian Love I can taste her raw truth, flavored with a savory touch. Her voices crutch is like soft velvet brushed on my sweaty skins clutch. Hypnotic eyes as such draw out my senses, as she tantalizes my loins with her unpretentious throng. Mesmerizing in her swaying walk, the birds pause in mid song. Their mating overshadowed by her fertile smell, casts a spell. All male reproduction focuses on her Dire air dell . Oh I swear, her raw truth has me tight tonight, no longer caring about my daring. Wearing contrived gilding has long since left the building. She can see, I need her awe now, love her more, than death itself. Her pointed breasts, man they give me no rest. Teasing my compulsion, I must concede, giving no quarter; until I confess my need, forever more as her one and only. She takes my heart and soul, giving me her all, the very essence of flavore

Something More
My saved soul has been planed down to the size of a tooth-pick That passes through your pupil with a force of aggressive ruthlesness It's the only use for a tooth-pick among the toothless You could try to swallow it, but you can't even chew it Double the injection the medecine is useless Confiscate the wandering, curious, discurdious abomination Languishing in the pits of a deep boot-print The breathing fantasy, I don't know if you're ready Few are ever prepared for my collision with reality Running scared when it turns out that I'm exactly what I make myself out to be Grin that leaves no room for scorn You will be reborn In the image of a fifty foot worm with two hundred hearts You can't learn the language until the screaming starts The onslaught is far from done You still haven't released the safety on your gun Sputter as you suck mud And i dance a two-step across your lungs

When You Want Me To Kiss You....
When you want me to kiss you Just follow my lead Close your mouth not tight but gentle Let me kiss those lips soft and simple I want to feel them soft between mine Top and bottom slow and sweet Like drinking good wine When it starts to get a little hotter Open a little wider Let my tongue gently slip in and touch yours Then I'll come back out and taste your lips once again Kissing them soft and gentle My tongue touching just barely a tickle Then it's just about time You'll feel the hint to let me inside Let it be intimate don't open too wide Our tongues will dance together Making love inside each other Bodies as close as can be The heat building relentlessly Coming up for air As I play with your hair While I kiss your enticing lips You open up and want more Eyes closed as our bodies soar Miss Me Yet? ~hugs&longsweetwetkisses~ ~MzMic~

Photo Albums And Fakes
Ok.... its time to end out this bullshit. There are several girls in my "just friends" album... yeah, that's exactly what they are! JUST FRIENDS! Couldn't love them more but it's an unconditional love. I can't help that I am a loveable guy friend that actually cares for them like a brother to a sister. The next subject... people are f'n fake. I can understand that people think you're hot and rate photos up the wall, but when you try to add that person as a friend... accept rejection if it happens. You don't know that person. Most of the time, you don't even WANT to know that person. You just add them up so you can get more "cherry points".

Try This For Free!!!
For a few months now, I have been drinking a nutritional supplement called MonaVie. Because of the benefits I have seen, not only with myself, but with my friends, I felt I had to share this with you. I have people in my own circle of friends who have found improvements in energy level, sleep, weight loss, high blood pressure, digestion, moods, immune system, and overall well-being, as well as improvements in the symptoms of degenerated knees, diabetes and fibromyalgia. No one is claiming this to be a cure all, but the significant change has greatly improved their daily living and their health. Briefly, Mona Vie consists primarily of the Acai ("ah-sigh-ee") berry which is found in the Amazon. Nutrionalists have called it the "Perfect Food". Along with the Acai berry, Mona Vie contains 18 other fruits. This combination provides not only a complete nutritional benefit, but also important antioxidants and glucosamine. Mona Vie/Acai Berry has been featured on Oprah, the Today Show an

28 You Think You Would Know Better..
Saturday.. was a shitty day. .I knew on friday there was a storm coming. Rain and snow thunder and lightning howling winds all at once. Fantastic. if you want a bad omen, there ya go. Not that everyone always believes in omens I am one of those, who though I do believe in fate, I also believe to make the best of things even if life is planning on giving you a swift kick in the proverbial cohones. (Balls). 28, Odd I didn't feel any older .. once again. I did'nt wake up on Saturday and Say YES.. one more wrinkle.. rather I woke up and said , fantastic, I look no different I feel no different it's just another day. Wrong. Plans... So due to most (local) friends having other plans Daz and a friend of ours decided just simply dinner and a movie for my celebration.. weee! Though as the day went on and the sky started to darken our one friend got stormed in. Great. Pub it is. Cal's. Now Cal's is our neighborhood anything goes bar. I say anything goes because Cal's is our home aw

Blargh!
i had a very good day today. i hung out with a friend of mine at the park. i took a bunch of silly pix of him and some of the midget. we had a picnic. it was nice just hanging out and being silly. made feel peaceful somehow. i need more outings like this. soooo BLARGH!

Everytime... All The Time.
Everytime I think I think to myself. I still think of how it was just you and me. Your that kind of joy that makes things go around. It's hard to believe. But with you, Heaven it feels like here with you. If only I could spend what time I have to spend with you. Would that time be the best time. Can't you see. Your just something wonderful. Anyone who would let you go would be a fool. Your heart is my sky. Your just so great sweetheart. You make me rise when I fall and seem to not be able to get back up. I swear if I could walk on water for you I would. Because if I could walk on water then what stops me from flying. Flying into your arms.... to where you are right by my side. The good and the bad times. Seem like joy when it comes to you. Your all that I could want....... With you here by my side nothing else matters but you. I would spend my endless love with you.... Just to be faithfully yours. Sending all my heart can give to you baby.

Feeln Sad & Wanna Cry So Much
well my wanting to shave my head for the Leukaemia Foundations World's Greatest Shave was magnified 10-fold today after i found out the son of a friend lost his battle with it. he was only 22 yrs old & all i can ask is why does crap like this happen to the good ppl. not that i wish ill health on anyone but there is no justice in the world today when a sweet person like him is taken from us & murderers/rapists are left to roam the streets cause the courts/police can't prove they are the perpetrators of the said crime. anyways i think i've said wat i needed to & hopefully i'll get a bit of sleep tonight as my head is killing me from all the crying i've done. tc all & luv ya's muah

Cinnamon Dreams
Cindy couldn't help but stare as Derek carried a tray of cinnamon rolls to the oven. This was only the third morning they'd worked the early shift together. But each day she'd spent the pre-dawn hours salivating over him. Derek had closely-cropped, black hair, the penetrating green eyes of a panther, and the most perfectly sculpted arms she'd ever seen. She supposed the arms were a product of all the kneading he did. Lord knows her arms were aching after two morning on bread duty. His tight, white t-shirt strained across his shoulders as he lifted the heavy tray. Her gaze dropped to his tight ass encased in worn denim. Never had she seen buttocks more perfectly formed. She wanted to drop to her knees and take a bite. He pulled a another tray of rolls out of the oven after sliding the new one in. As he placed them on the cooling rack and began icing them, Cindy turned back to her dough. She knew he'd seen her staring at him countless time, but it embarrassed her even more wh

Pre-booty Call Agreement!
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2006, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup, " unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 9. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. 10. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don'

My First English Paper In 12 Years Lol !!!
English 025 Assignment #1 Final Draft Feb.15, 2007 My First Car Everyone remembers their first love, their first kiss, and, of course, their first car. I am no different; I got my first car on my seventeenth birthday. When my dad handed me the keys to the car, I saw it more like the keys to my freedom. That car was a major part in my memories growing up. The car was a beautiful ’79 Camero. It was the color of a flame in a fire; that color that is in between a red and orange. The car had a big, black, bra on the front that made it look as tough as I felt driving it. I wasn’t really sure if I made the car look good or the car made me look good. What I did know was that it was the coolest car around, and it was mine. Along with getting the car, I had to get a job. The condition my dad placed on the car, I had to pay for the insurance, gas, and any repairs that needed done. If I didn’t have the money for these things, then the car was going to sit outside, while I w

A Few Things
well one yippeee leveled up...which means more pics!!! ha ha ha like I dont have enough two if you listen to my song and look at my icons I have one of Stewie dancing...it looks like he is dancing to it. and three my kitty (my fat orange one) is very sick so if something should happen I wont be on for a few days.

If I Reached
If i reached for your hand , will u hold it ? If i hold out my arms, will u hug me ? If i go for your lips, will u kiss me ? If i capture ur heart , will u love me ?? ============ ========= ========= No shadows 2 depress u only joys 2 surround u many friends 2 luv u God himself 2 bless u These r my wishes 4 u, for today, tommorrow & everyday ============ ========= ========= C.L.I.C.K. means : C= cant live without u L= love u I= i miss u C= care about u K= kiss from my heart 2 u So whenever u miss me just say CLICK. ============ ========= ========= Don't go for looks, they can deceive Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for sum1 who makes u smile becoz only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.. ============ ========= ========= As days go by, my feelings get stronger, To be in ur arms, I can't wait any longer. Look into my eyes & u'll see that it's true, Day & Night my thought r of U.. ============ ====

Love In Scorn
Bringing the dead from its grave, Only the innocent you must save. To down the actions of the devil, You scoop up hope with an iron shovel. Damaged peace will arise, For death will come as a surprize. Killing off all that's been born, To cut its faith for love in scorn.

~ Did He Lie? ~
After one of the Greatest elections ever we should be proud of ourselves that we went and took our country back. The man was following what the Intelligence services (ooh yes and remember that was services from around the world, France, England, Russia, Germany, etc..) and ehat his peers was saying. You are supposed to listen to all sides and make the decision and from what you hear about since 1998 how could you NOT come to that conclusion. When I think of this I think one thing. If he could have had 10-15 nuclear missiles would he have shot them off to Israel? The US? I sure do believe that he would. "One way or the other, we are determined to deny Iraq the capacity to develop weapons of mass destruction and the missiles to deliver them. That is our bottom line." - President Clinton, Feb. 4, 1998 "If Saddam rejects peace and we have to use force, our purpose is clear. We want to seriously diminish the threat posed by Iraq's weapons of mass destruction program."

Puppy Contest
Ok Heres another Contest :o) My puppy is in the cutest pet contest Please Please Help him win Ive been in 4 contest and havent won So maybe Just maybe he can help me win ;) LOL Please come rate and Bomb his Pic Please :o) Muahhhhhhh to all heres the link just click on his pic to rate and bomb him :o) Thanks ............. Glenda

Cursed Diamond
I lose myself I forget myself Sometimes I fault myself I might fight myself But then I make amends I freeze myself Rain on myself Ok, so I stone myself And I might even find myself But then again what happens if I do So unzip my pride Open me up wide So I can show this to you I want to shine for you I want to sparkle too Just like a diamond cursed Well you know it dont get worse You know that Ill save you time Your trouble now is mine Hold me baby Hold me girl And I will laugh with you If you want me to Roll me in your splendor I'll envy your surrender And show you victory I hate myself Doesnt everybody hate themselves I scare myself Then I tell myself its all in my mind So I let the poison go cause I always know It will be there for me

Sometimes
Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried.. no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy.. no one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories! not ! Send this on to your friends and make them laugh.

Circumsized
A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the class was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was quite itchy.The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office.He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did it and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room. She went back to investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his weenie hanging out. "I thought I told you to call your mom!" she said. "I did," he said, "And she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school." KIDS - DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THEM???

Procrastination
Or however the hell you spell that word...I do it. All the time I cannot stand to spread things out evenly and do them at a pace (unless its just physically better to do that) I must cramm everything in at the same time or at least five minutes before. It's not that i like living in chaos, I just can come up with more reasons why the thing should wait; instead of having reasons why I should finish it now. But today I got my title back from the dealership. The car is now mine, one thing I did not put off lol. At least not willingly. Have a good night whomever reads this one. Peace.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. W

The Hunters Son
Not-So-Quiet Hunter's Son A father and son went hunting together for the first time. The father said, “Stay here and be very QUIET. I'll be across the field.” A few minutes later, the father heard a bloodcurdling scream and ran back to his son. “What's wrong?” the father asked. “I told you to be quiet!” The son answered: “Look, I was quiet when the snake slithered across my feet. I was quiet when the bear breathed down my neck. I didn't move a muscle when the skunk climbed over my shoulder. I closed my eyes and held my breath when the wasp stung me. I didn't cough when I swallowed the gnat. I didn't cuss or scratch when the poison oak started itching. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant legs and said, 'Should we eat them here, or take them with us?' Well, I just panicked!”

The Man Behind The Curtain
Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain .. we ARE the great and powerful super. Does being the last "superpower" on the globe give us the right to destroy the planet, or the obligation to protect it? It would seem that the answer to that question is thought to lie with the elected officials who are supposed to be furthering our individual opinions en-masse to the global public at large. It's good that I was able to work the word LIE in there because I've encountered few politicians who don't. The incessant denial of members of the government in accepting that there is even something going ON has led to inexcusable delays in problem resolution. At present all indications are that the problem not only EXISTS.. but that the conditions are deteriorating at a more rapid rate than previously anticipated! Ellesmere Island in the northern Canadian wilderness should be a barometer for us. It has got to be one of the closest and least inhabited examples we could use. The over

I Am In Another Contest
Could I please get some more help from you my friends I am in a cute mom contest and I am in second place by just a little..if you could could you please click on my picture and give me a few votes?? Thanks guys you rock!

Tas Episode 39
(shameless plug) I interrupt the poetry blogging for this brief self-promotional announcement. Episode 39 of The Tuesday Afternoon Show 'The Dangling Clock' is now online. Scotto and Uncle John comment on the Academy Awards, explain the Tuesday Afternoon Drinking Game and take one more shot at The History of Death as Sam has tries Schrodinger's Ale, Uncle John unveils his latest B-Movie Pick, we get an update on The Bear Suit Guy and Scotto brings back Story Time. Featuring musical guest, Shadowville All-Stars. You can listen by going to ... http://tuesdayafternoonshow.com Or by downloading the episode directly .. TAS Ep. 39 Thank you (/Shameless plug) Ps. Apologies for the sound quality, we're still trying to find the best way to record the show cross country.

Just In Case...
YOU BORED OFF YOUR ASS, AND YOU KNOW YOU ARE, THEN LISTEN UP TO THE MUSIC I GOT PLAYING AT MY BAR RIGHT NOW. SAME MUSIC I'M MAKING ALL MY CUSTOMERS ROCK TO, SO JOIN THEM YOU, OR DIEEEEEE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. HALF NAKED, AND ROCKING!!! http://www.freepowerboards.com/digitalmix/portal.php

Blah....
too much coffee. too many people. too much banter. anxiety attacks suck. made it home beforehand tho. You see, i'm sort of a shutin, i rarely leave my house and when i do it's to go to another house not into public. I just dont like people, crowds specifically. Humorously enough i 'm always working customer service. It's a mask I put on thaqt makes me bright, bubbly and enthusiastic, however now that i'm home and i think i'll shiver for a bit... feh.

Paradise Kiss ( It Sound Better In Japanese But What The Hell .. Its Strange And Nice Andsad All At Once )
at midnight i rushed out kicking the door my glass shoe broken and even my dress torn hey shouldnt you be shocked ? you dont even try to chase me tears are falling and i cant run anymore maybe its jealousy painful lonely in gorgeous yeah party night; im breaking my heart now i want you to find me soon and hold me tight the headlights are shining where are you bad boy wiping away the tears with the scarf of my love i cant see anything

The World Separated By Fate.
the world separated by fate. isn't this great. that we can be the most powerful. why debate? bush has you by your balls. trust me just wait. aint that great? another sky scraper to fall, another tear dropped on the ground. another son gone. how do we allow such disgrace. what will it take. apocalypse now. seizures of humanity agate. one nation, made to own us all.

White Rabbit
One pill makes you larger And one pill makes you small And the ones that mother gives you Don't do anything at all Go ask Alice When she's ten feet tall And if you go chasing rabbits And you know you're going to fall Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar Has given you the call Recall Alice When she was just small When men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving low Go ask Alice I think she'll know When logic and proportion Have fallen softly dead And the White Knight is talking backwards And the Red Queen's "off with her head!" Remember what the dormouse said: "Feed your head Feed your head Feed your head" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wanna be a hippy

Sand And Stone....thanx Mix!
I copied this from a friend's stash...hope you don't mind Mix...but it was just too beautiful not to pass on, and something we all need to remember! TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH. THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENES

Fuckin Tippers
HEY ONCE AGAIN IM HERE TOO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT TIPPERS ..... IF U STAY IN ANY KIND OF HOTEL ...IF U PAY 20 BUCKS FOR THE NIGHT, LEAVE MONEY IN THE HOTEL ROOM....ALOT OF THE CLEANERS THAT CLEAN ROOMS DEPEND ON THERE TIPS AND USUALLY ITS THOSE TIPS THAT GET US THRU THE WEEKS UNTIL OUR PAY CHEQUE AND WE STILL NEED THOSE TIPS GETTING TIPS MAKES OUR DAY AND HELPS WITH A LONG DAY AT I DONT CARE WHAT U LEAVE, 1 DOLLAR OR 5 ..ANYTHING TO HELP !!!!!!!!! PLEASE LEAVE TIPS !!!!!!!! IN THE HOTEL ROOMS !!!!!!!!!! NOT JUST BEER, LIQUOR , ETC....MONEY....WE NEED MONEY MORE ...EVEN THO ITS NICE TO GET SOME DRINKS.,.....PLEASE LISTEN AND HELP OUR DAYS GO BETTER !!!!!!!!

I'm Tired
INTERESTING POINT OF VIEW FROM A MAN WHO HAS "BEEN THERE". > > > > > LETTER FROM : LTC JOE RAPYA, USA > > "I'm Tired" > > Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was > forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to > my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. > > I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to > return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 > after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in > just four months, but I'm tired: > > I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack > the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks > through. > > I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when > the going gets tough. > > I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support > the Troops' by wanting th

Sexxxx
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You And You Believe Its True But When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem''

Word Of Caution!!!
WORD OF CAUTION!!! Go to the bathroom before reading, THIS WILL CRACK YOU UP!!!! STUN GUN (Only a guy would do this!) Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-A batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blu

Fate And Choices
so much time wasted so much time gone now that fate has once again come and gone taking all my pride and knocking down my spirit if i screamed would anyone hear it? life is full of choices some good and some bad but what if a choice was something we never had no one chooses to lose those that mean so much or to have their heart taken away by someone who only wants to mess it up fate is that one thing that makes our choices we make a good or great thing or one huge big mistake i hope and pray that fate will be kind because this mind and heart are far from blind looking and searching hoping for the day things will look brighter and for a love that wont go away knowing it is out there if only the eyes of my soul can see somewhere someone is waiting just for me

Wiccan Rede
Bide ye Wiccan laws you must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Live ye must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give For the circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind ye spell well every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme Soft of eye and light of touch speak ye little, listen much. Dosil go by the waxing moon chanting out ye baleful tune When ye Lady's moon is new, kiss ye hand to her times two When ye moon rides at her peak, Then ye hearts desire seek Heed the North winds mighty gale lock the door and trim the sail. when the wind comes from the South love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the caldron go burn them fast and burn them slow Elder be ye Lady's tree burn it not or cursed ye'll be. When the wheel begins to turn soon ye beltane fires will burn When the Wheel hath turned a Yule light the log the Horned One rules. Heed ye flowers,

Ill Be Back Later
later yall my nephew wants on...ill be on later tonight.... kissz and kuddlez to ya'll you can email me marinebabe95@yahoo.com or im me on yahoo....same id ill be on tonight....hopefully with more pix.... ~Hawkeye~

Wind-up Toy - Lyrics
Am I sweet like candy to your diabetic low? Am I your sanctuary when you have nowhere to go? Am I your magic little chill pill when you start to explode? Am I the one ton Chevy that can carry your vast load? Am I your one and only saviour? Am I your sacred pride and joy? Am I the sanity that's certain? Am I your favorite wind-up toy? Wind-up toy. Am I arms like heaven when your mother's just won't do? Am I your indicator ewhen you haven't got a clue? Am I your heavy metal vixen when your tired of Britney Spears? Am I your Alka-Seltzer after ten too many beers? Am I your one and only saviour? Am I your sacred pride and joy? Am I the sanity that's certain? Am I your favorite wind-up toy? Your wind-up toy. ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

My Work
So.. my life's complexities seem to grow.. I haven't done too much work today.. I worked a little on a few podcasts.. I'm about to go out for a walk.. it's looking like the meeting I was expecting for tomorrow might be delayed till the weekend.. if that's the case then there's this other developer's meeting tomorrow, which I should think about going to.. the only thing is I'm also feeling like I've gone to more then enough meet ups lately.. of various sorts.. and I'm ready to just stay home for a little while, you know? Other events are pressing my need to develop are more aggressive plan for how I deal with this here market place.. Up till now I've been planning to learn a few things, and build a few more promotional materials.. before I try and go.. well postal or whatever.. in my quest for ladder climbing.. but perhaps not.. And besides all this.. there are other things to concern myself with... hopefully my walk will give me a good opertunity to think about stuff.

Dont Buy Pepsi
Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it.

Cocktails
Almond Lemonade 1-1/4 vodka 1/4 ounce Amaretto Lemonade Shake well with ice and strain into a tall glass. Pink Squeeze 1-1/2 ounces light rum Pink lemonade Pour rum into a tall glass filled with ice. Fill with pink lemonade. Lemoneater 2 ounces gin Lemonade Add gin to a glass filled with ice. Fill with lemonade.

Idaho Baked Potatoe Soup.
Hope this is big enough, Lol Idaho baked potato soup: 2/3 c. butter or margarine 2/3 c. flour 7 cups milk 4 lg baking taters baked peeled and cubed (4 cups) 4 green onions sliced 12 bacon strips cooked and crumbled 1 1/4 c's shredded cheddar cheese 1 c. sour cream In large soup pan melt the butter. Stir in flour, heat and stir until smooth. Gradually add milk, stirring constantly until thickened. Add potatoes and onions. Bring to a boil stirring constantly. Reduce heat simmer for 10 minutes, add cheese, bacon, sour cream. Stir until cheese is melted. Serve immediately Serves 10

This Soldier Really Needs Your Help
please show some support for this soldier. He's in the Daddy's Girl contest. So please go and drop a few comment bombs for a soldier who protects our country. Currently in Second Place. Lets make this happen and get him in first. Contest ends the 20th.

Scalloped Potatoes
Scalloped Potatoes (Gratin Dauphinois) Preparation time: 15 minutes Cooking time: 60 minutes Yield: 4 to 6 servings 2 pounds potatoes, peeled and thinly sliced 3-1/2 cups milk 2 cloves garlic, peeled and minced 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/2 cup coarsely grated Gruyère cheese 1. Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. Butter a 2-1/2 quart baking dish. 2. Combine the potatoes, milk, garlic, salt, and pepper in a large saucepan. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat. 3. Pour the potato mixture into the prepared baking dish and sprinkle with the grated cheese. 4. Place the dish on a baking sheet and bake on the center oven rack for 45 to 55 minutes, or until bubbly and golden brown. 5. Remove from the oven and let sit for 15 minutes before serving.

Think Before You Speak, In Other Words, Open Mouth, Insert Foot
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with mens balls" THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed

Some Dogma
i'll pretty much always do whatever i want and although i may apologize, i will never stop so i try to make sure i don't make people into what they're not don't want to convert anyone, i just bitch a lot when i accept, it's absolute including all the faults i'll never push too hard for answers, even ones i want i understand that people will always keep me in the dark knowledge is power, and whatever power i have, i flaunt i'll just find alternative waves to ride on in your thoughts and smile as i reach the peak of the wave i caught i won't stand in the way of a goodnesson the cusp even if it means i have to keep my big mouth shut people will seek their satisfaction and do what they feel they must considering the things that get me off i'm not really one to judge the thing is i can't really get off unless i feel some love with all the ways i've fucked, been fucked, all the things i've done when i'm just a machine i'm a good machine and shut down when the job is done

Most Men
Most of the men in my life are assholes. Mostly b/c all that ever comes out of them is shit. There are some men who are an exception to this. I only that one day I'll meet a man that will completely change my opinion on most men.

Alter Ego..
Hello....hello... How do you do? I am the other part of my sanity.... Brought here by you... See I'm crazy... See I'm crazy about you... Hello hello... I can explain this about me... But I'm crazy... I love rainy days... I love bloody movies... I love the sweet taste of revenge... well my name Is Dewayne and I'm here for all your toles... So i heard you were sad... say, lets say we grab this chainsaw and make them all pay? make our own graphic movie... let the world know who we are... hello hello... I'm the alter ego

3/9 New Faces Added To Maxed Out Shelter!! ~ Athens, Ga
How would you like to wake up to be lead to a gas chamber? Athens Clarke County Animal Control This listing is current as of MARCH 9th "We are UNBELIEVABLY full at Animal Control. Every dog on this page is desperate at this point and in extreme danger. Please, PLEASE come by and you will quite literally save a life!!" NEW FACES ADDED & MANY ARE VERY URGENT OWNER SURRENDERS MY MOM IS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME HOME TODAY MY MOM IS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME HOME TODAY MY MOM IS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME HOME TODAY NEW ARRIVALS

Help Me With This Contest I Am In!
I entered the 'BEST SMILE' contest! You can comment as much as you want and rate too!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!!! Leave me comments on my page when you comment and I'll give ya some good gifts!!!

Changing My Name :)
Well.. it's time to do it.. change my name. I'm no longer "Beautifully Broken".. This broken gal has been turned into a "Beautiful Soul". Those broken pieces have been put back together and I'm flying higher than ever!! Thank you to all my wonderful friends.. Jose.. Matthew.. you both ROCK..you lift me up higher than you know!! Love to all my Cherries!! ~*Beautiful Soul*~

Movie Review For Ghost Rider
This movie is a decent adaptation of the Marvel Comics title. It lays the basic storyline for potential sequels. The action is decent, the acting is passable. Nicholas Cage does a good job. I recommend you seeing this at a matinee price.

Banana Tres Leches Dessert
res Leches cake is the Hispanic-influenced dessert showing up on restaurant dessert menus. Soaked in three sweet milks, this version boasts using a foolproof Betty Crocker® cake mix to make it easy. Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:3 hr 55 min Makes:16 servings 1 box Betty Crocker® SuperMoist® white cake mix 1 1/4 cups water 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 3 eggs 1 cup mashed bananas (2 medium) 1 can (14 oz) sweetened condensed milk (not evaporated) 1/2 cup (from 14-oz can) coconut milk (not cream of coconut) 1/2 cup whipping cream 1 container Betty Crocker® Whipped fluffy white frosting Banana slices and/or toasted coconut, if desired 1. Heat oven to 350°F (325°F for dark or nonstick pan). Grease bottom only of 13x9-inch pan with shortening or cooking spray. 2. In large bowl, beat cake mix, water, oil, eggs and mashed bananas with electric mixer on low speed 30 seconds; beat on medium speed 2 minutes, scraping bowl occasionally. Pour into pan. 3. Bake 30 to 35 minutes

Sexuality
Æ-ELDN-10 (zeta) Æ As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high, but your sex appeal is somewhat lower. E As an E you tend to focus more on an emotional connection to your partner during sex. L As an L you tend to enjoy watching yourself, and your partner while having sex. D As a D you tend to be more experimental and willing to try new things when it comes to sex. N As an N you tend to communicate with body language, not words, during sex. 10 As for your interest in sex, your libido score is 10 on a scale of 1-10. YOUR SEXUAL PERSONA ÆÆ - ELDN - 10 Your Sexual Persona As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Let's face it: most Zetas have explored their sexual sides and know well wh

What Tarot Card R U?
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Damn You.
Damn you. And damn your sorrows. Bleeding blackness this light fuck fuck this light it is a flicker I cannot raise a flicker when darkness does call. Break I want to break I want to break something to explode If I burst If I burst you might hear me As I am I am just writing on the wall. I am screaming I am screaming inside at you. Do you hear me? I want to hold you I want to kiss away the hate the dark I want to smother you in light but this fire she fades I cannot I cannot get close enough to matter to matter to you I cannot hurt you enough to make you see me I have no hand to hold.

A Dominant's Prayer
To the power more powerful then myself, I was born in a way that has sometimes left me mystified Always reaching to guide those about me Needing to know that they are fulfilled before true fulfillment reaches in to caress my soul I have compromised, in many cases, to allow another to be fulfilled Wondering all the while how it is that they can not see me first, as I see them I have found myself pushing away all, in denial of my need to always consider another first Needing to be the one to consider others more needy then myself The world about me thinks that that giving completely is reserved for those who submit That serving another is not for the "strong" How could "they" be so wrong I love that I am the one who can be turned to The one to solve a problem The one to set the direction The Top The Dominant Please help me to remain focussed on this need to walk to the front To always stop when a searching soul reaches out for a hand up

Dragging Ass
As i wonder aimlessly, my vision was clouded by exhaustion. I stood tall and took a deep breath as i observed my surroundings, a room full of circumstantial happenstance and unfullfilled promises and dreams. Why are they here? Did Mr Steve knock up the cheerleader in Highschool? Or could Doug have made a self compromise for the love of money. As pain shoots through my legs, and creeps up my back, the previous nights endeavors begins to take it's toll. Half passed dead, I meadle with work. God this sucks! Exhaustion, confusion, Pain, and life in it's most basic form consumes my mind. How am i gonna make it? My focus lost, my future was almost gone, I'm so tired I can't think straight, and all i can hear echoing throughout the room is "Get er Done!" Larry the Cable Guy, WTF, Damn Country Boys! How dare they! Get Er Done! I'm human, I have to live too, When does that happen, I want a F'ing day off! Get a Education and grow up. Get er done is fine for installing gas cap

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Enif
ran out of town, beat down, ounce for pound, giving me the read around, shove sound, dismount as the high horse drowns, recount-you got the equations wrong, if you get enough weak ropes you can pretend it's strong, the song sponges blood, a sharpened carving tongue is prerequisite, the paricites may have hit the kiss but they hit too hard and now they are in it i saw bare trees in the shade and it was great i saw my face, it was pale but my blue was dark and now i'm fine filling up the third lung, reaching for the next rung, this ladder reaches to the sun, do you RUN cold? or do you BURN hot? this is not, but it can be if you're willing to give it a shot, will you rock? or will you roll over pushing your weight with your shoulder? i'm a fucking boulder, moving with volcanic propulsion, crushing your fetal position, spoon with doom, late may be too soon, when magmatic spew comes gunning for you i saw a body rape a grave and then it caved i saw a hand shake but it was ali

Love Or No Free Will
when your alone at night who's on your mind is it the person who takes your breath away or is it the bill collecters could it be your mother or father or your brother or sister i think about someone who had my heart from the beginging but doesn't know i'm alive anymore i hurt this person in more ways then one but that's the past all i can do is move on although my heart doesn't want to i have to push it to he's the frist person i think of and the last when i go to bed but then again i have no free will anymore my heart does as it wants so it's hard to let go of things i can't have.....i can't help but say i LOVE you

20 Helpful Hints For A Woman To Reach 'o'
20 Helpful Hints for Women To Reach Orgasm Current mood: energetic Category: Romance and Relationships by Cynthia Lief Ruberg, MS Ed, LPCC, FAACS PSYCHOLOGICAL HINTS: 1) Anticipate the Sexual Encounter--Many women find that if they spend some time fantasizing about an upcoming sexual encounter, they can use their minds (imagination) to "turn themselves on" physically, as well as emotionally. It also helps for women to learn to identify what turns them on in their environment (i.e., romantic or erotic stories, love songs, videos, etc.) and use this material in anticipation of a sexual encounter. This process of "starting on warm" can help to make reaching "the end" easier. 2) Get Relaxed--Most women require a transition or "down time" in order to be opened-up to receiving sexual pleasure. This is because emotional tension negatively interferes with sexual response. So, listen to music, take a hot bath, read a book, do "whatever works" to get relaxed. Being in a relaxed

New Pics.
So yeah it's only named this because my friends like to call me that when I'm drunk. and by the way I have some new pics of me gothic, check them out and tell what you think. P.S. Stone Sour will be at the rave next saturday, come and see them. they're a kick ass band.

Final Updated Card For Pwu's St Patricks Day Massacre
The boss sent this in for us to post for all the cherrytap raven fans! The Main Event for This saturdays St Patricks Day Massacre will be Raven Teaming up "The REAL Pitbull" Gary Wolfe as they take on the reunited Axl and Ian Rotton..The Bad Breed. Fans we may never see a main event like this again! a tag team match featuring 4 ECW Alumi! once in a lifetime on demand ECW dream main event as said by PWU owner and ECW founder Tod Gorden. Also: *PWU WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT champion DEVON MOORE vs. JOSE MAXIMO *PWU TAG champions JOKER/RICKY REYES vs. ALL MONEY IS LEGAL *JOHNNY KASHMERE vs. TOD GORDON's Mystery Opponent *Adam Flash V.S CZW Superstar The Messiah. Also while we're posting this. PWU is offering a once in a lifetime deal! When you buy from the PWU Proshop: http://www.prowrestlingunplugged.com/pwustore.htm The Pro Wrestling Unplugged V.S Juggalo Championshit Wrestling 3 pack for $60.00 you will get The Raven's Revenge? DVD for FREE! Order your PWU Ticke

More Thoughts Of Her
In these quietest of times I wish for you in my arms. Here by my side to cradle your head upon my chest. Feeling the silken caress of your hair upon my shoulder, the ardor of your body so near to mine. These little things that I miss so much when you are away from me. Those smallest of things so precious that consume me with thoughts of you. Those tiny, caring, tender nuances that join two hearts as one. Unspoken words that can be shared with but a glance between two eyes of those truly in love. That enchanted feeling that makes the heart swell, when beside you at this moment is the onethat makes you whole. Each time I gaze upon your face I see reflected in you, all that I have ever wanted. The myriad glow about you that sweeps me in it's aura. The radiance of your smile, that sparkle of heaven in your emerald green eyes. Yes, my love, my heart of hearts I have you inside me. Like flesh, like blood, as life's energy rushing headlong sustaining me in all ways, for all time.

Beneath The Cover Of Darkness - By: Royce F Murray
Here's a bit of Star Trek Fan Fiction I wrote for a contest a couple of years ago. Should be very different from the last one, but no less enjoyable I hope. Cheers. Skip xoxo -------------------------------------- “Shields down to twenty-three percent!” Natasha Yar shouted from the Conn station. Sparks erupted from the ceiling and surrounding bridge stations. Smoke filled the command centre, the acrid smell of fried circuitry and half-melted duranium burning the inside of her nose. The body of Ensign T’Palt, the Enterprise-C’s new helmsman, lay cold and still on the deck to Tasha’s right. “Two more Warbirds have just entered sensor range, bearing oh-three-five mark seven! ETA…three minutes.” “Bridge to Engineering,” called Lieutenant Richard Castillo from the Captain’s chair. “Divert what you can to the shields. Take it from life support if you have to but we have to hold out as long as possible. Seconds count.” Tasha watched the tactical display as the figu

What To Do In A Blizzard
Well it's a snowy New England day.... which I happen to like.. but my podcast collaborators are.. less into risking life and limb then I, so one doubt that we'll record and episode tonight.. which means my plans for the day are not what today shall be.. so, what shall today be? Well I figure I gotta go out for a walk in the snow, there's just no two ways about it. This year has been a year with very little snow.. and I like to have at least a little.. strangely it didn't even seem like winter till 3/4 of the winter had left us.. which I don't want to complain about but.. again, I like my snow.. I was going to write this blog long blog entry, or post it here anyway.. that um.. was sorta on the subject of sex.. but it ended up veering off into other subjects to such a degree that you'd be hard pressed to say / tell that it really had anything to do with sex.. unless of course you where Freud.. I suppose I'm just into typing out random thoughts mode.. which isn't s

I'm Gonna Miss You So Much Lil Bud
THIS MORNING MY BEST FRIENDS 2 YEAR OLD SON PASSED AWAY AT 6:35 AM.. HE MENT THE WORLD TO ME HE WAS MY LIL BUDDY AND I'M GONNA MISS HIM SO MUCH.. Get Code | Create Your Own! THIS WAS HIS FAV SONG AND WAS PLAYING THIS MORNING IN THE HOSPITAL WHILE HE PASSED AWAY.. Jon Secada - I'm FreeMusic Video Codes By Music Video Code

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When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the Wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit d own, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take your mind off your t

A Few Things You Might Want O Know
Hey guys this is pretty much an elaboraion of my profile (to those who read it). Just some more about me. My favorite color scheme would be like balck and red, with some gold or silver in there. Somemeday I hope to have a house with that scheme in it. I like knives and weapons. More for the artistic value than the measure of destruction they cause, but I do like my shit to be practical, so I guess like a mixture of the 2. As you can see from my friends and family lists I love women! For all they can offer. intelligence, beauty, sensuality, sexuality. Everything about them gets my blood pumping, but, do realize I'm not into being manipulated and lied to. I'm not a weak minded individual and if I don't know you I still won't trust you. Just something to think about... I love style and presence. I like things that are beautiful and beyond words. I like fairly odd things and people. Goths, Emo's, suicide girls, and tatoos and different sybols and cult things intrigue, but d

Yes This Is Me Take It Or Leave It
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM80%Sex God70%A Romantic65%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

My New Ct Thing!
come and post ur where abouts on my ct profile. i want to see how many states and countries i might can get on there. i done put mine and if u in the same state go ahead any ways i like to know new places myself. any ways muah to all those friends and family and fans and muah to those passing through. red!

Fallen
u came to me no need in fighting what my heart was saying for i knew i want you! Fallen for you was the easy part your hair, your eyes the crow feet around your eyes. your smile, you tone of your voice. fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead. want to give you all that i have to offer Fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead give you my love Looking in so open hearted love you for who you are. fallen for you was the easy part not thinking ahead given you my love not know that i was loven blindly fallen in love with you was so easy but fallen out of love is harder then i could every dream. I would take you back in a heart beat second and so scared to start something new because I not want to fall out of love with you fallen for you was so easy not thinking ahead given you my love not knowing that I was loven so blindly fallen out of love with you is breaking my heart. fallen for you was a joy but fall

Love Word Hurts
where does love come from not from words but from the heart there are so many people out there that think cause someone says i love you it means that they do bull shit if they cant show it they dont really love you and to me id rather have action then the words cause those words mean nothing to me cause ive seen it said to easy and people get hurt and thats one thing i dont want to have happen to me anymore so thats why it will take time for me to fall in love again cause i think alot of people plays with peoples heart

Copulation Gone Awry
Copulate Main Entry: copulate Part of Speech: verb Definition: have sex Synonyms: bang, bed, boff, breed, cohabit, conjugate, couple, dork, fool around, fornicate, have coition, have relations, have sex, hump, lay, lie with, make it, make love, make out, mate, screw, sleep together, sleep with, unite. I was reading a book today--hey shut up I was--when I heard the most annoying voice I've ever heard in my life. The voice surrounded me quickly, crippling my thoughts and stopping me mid-sentence. It was from a person, I think. Ya know, I'd heard myths of sailors getting so sex-hungry out on the seas that at night, when everybody was asleep, they'd copulate with fog horns. I didn't believe these outrageous stories until this afternoon when I encountered a half man/half fog horn offspring. He looked to be around 16 years old and much to my surprise, he seemed to be generally liked and socially accepted. Long story short, right before I threw a rock at him, I recal

The Rite Of Seven Steps
1. My beloved, our love has become firm by your walking one with me. Together we will share the responsibilities of the home, food and finances. May God bless us with noble children to share. May they live long. 1. This is my commitment to you, my lord. Together we will share the responsibility of the home, food and finances. I promise that I shall discharge all of my share of the responsibilities for the welfare of the family and the children. 2. O my beloved goddess, now you have walked with me, the second step. May God bless you. I will love you and you alone as my wife. I will fill your heart with strength and courage: this is my commitment and my pledge to you. May God protect the household and children. 2. My lord, at all times, I shall fill your heart with courage and strength. In your happiness I shall rejoice. May God bless you and our household. 3. O my beloved goddess, now since you have walked three steps with me, our wealth and prosperity will grow.

It's Officially Spring.
Well according to some it is anyways. But that's not the point. I have spring fever! At work today I saw some friends that I haven't seen in years... well one in about six years, the other since last summer or the one before. I need to start getting out of my house again. Spring is a time for driving fast with the windows down.. music blasting.. or sprawled out in the back of a convertable, laughing your ass off and singing at the top of your lungs. Dancing.. flirting.. frisbee... Oh spring how I love thee! My god am I ready for it. Okay... enough rambling. >> It needs to hurry up and get warm so I can get my tanning on. ^^

Another What Does Your Name Say About You?
add the letters in your first name using the numbers below, then write it at the bottom! (copy and paste into ur own blog :) ) under 45 points= NOT TOO SEXY...sorry 46-75 points= PRETTY SEXY 76-99 points= VERY DAMN SEXY! 100+ points= SEXY AS FUCK!!!!!! A=23 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=20 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=10 J=11 K=30 L=31 M=25 N=30 O=13 P=2 Q=12 R=9 S=24 T=8 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=20 Z=23

Untitled (got Any Ideas?)
Untitled~~~~~~~~ Suit of armor~ Bullet proof~ Dented but not damaged~ Protected from you~ Encased in steel~ My heart stays strong~ Words shot from your mouth~ Your weapon of choice~ An attempt to cause harm~ Each one deflected~ Cast to a pile~ Like used shot gun shells~ Empty and worthless~ Numb to you~ I feel no pain~ A smile on my face~ Proves I dont care~ Say what you want~ Believe what you will~ My mind is powerful~ Sharp shooter no more~ Put away your arrows~ Drop down your blade~ Look in my direction~ See your reflection~ The defeat is on your face~ Take all your shit~ All your lies~ Just turn around~ No time for goodbyes~ Be on your way~ For I am protected~ By this suit of gray~ Written by Melody 3-21-07

Thank's To...
DJ Harlequin and DJ Dreams for welcoming me into The Insane Society as a DJ. I'm on Tuesdays (ALL TIMES IN EST) 12-14 Wednesdays 14-1645 Fridays 14-1645 and (Hopefully) Sundays 12-1800. Spinnin Techno/Industrial/Rock and Metal. The Insane Society Drop me a request in my SB, the Lounge itself, or on my Yahoo. Urban_primitive080. Be sure to check out DJ Harlequin as well from 2000-0000 Everynight! Rock on, Everyone!

Weekend : )
HEY EVERY BODY .... WELCOME TO THE WEEKEND ... GONNA BE A NICE HOT SUNNY ONE HERE IN CENTRAL FLA! WILL BE CHILLIN' W/ MY SON DOIN' ALL THOSE FUN MOM-SON THINGS I'M SURE ... SKATEBOARDING/4WHEELIN/SHOOTING- USUALLY WHATEVER HE COMES UP WITH ... YA'LL BE GOOD-BE GOOD AT IT-STAY SAFE-BUY UR BOOKS W/ CASH-POUND UR CONCH AS OFTEN AS YOU LIKE- C YA AT BRISTOL MOTOR SPEEDWAY ON SUNDAY-GO HENDRICKS

Why Parents Drink
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello." "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he he

Fucking Pissed!!!!!!!!!!!1
YOU KNOW I CANT STAND IT WHEN SOMEONE AGREES TO SOMETHING THE "RULES WE WILL CALL IT" AND THEY CANT ADHEAR TO THEM AND JUST GO AHEAD AND DO WHAT THEY WANT! KEEP YOUR FUCKING WORD OR DONT MAKE THE DEALS! IN LAYMANS TERMS "DONT WRITE CHECKS YOUR ASS CANT CASH!"

Omfg
ok so here is the deal. i have boxer bulldogs. they are the best dogs in the world in my oppinion. my Oldest female is in heat and that brings in all the male dogs for miles. we have been having a problem with some hanging around the house. so i would walk out there and fire a couple of rounds with my shot gun to scare them off. well Last night i did the usual deal i went out there fired a round and my fucking shotgun barrel blew up on me. No major damage to me. just a couple of very minor shrapnel wounds. I know it wasnt my rifle that caused the problem. it had to have been the ammo. i have had problems with this type of ammo in the past..Im trying to get them to replace my rifle.. i wonder how far i am going to have to take this?

Words From My Brother Sparrow
I hear and feel it. Here I stand here I stay listening to the spirts on the wind. Seeing the warriors of the past ride past me onto the next hunt or battle, some to ride again some who ride in the great hunting grounds, but all will ride again.......

"in The Meantime"
I was on my way home from working overnight and was heading home and thinking about just what I was going to do when I got home. Typically, I get on the computer for a bit then head off to bed, but I was extremely wide awake for a change. Driving along 360, I began to say to myself, "Self (hee hee), I think you still have time to make the 8am service" so I turned around on the highway at the first legal opportunity and headed off to Church. Went to the Church library first since I was way early for the service that actually would begin at 8:15a. While in the library, I found what appears to be a very interesting book. It is a book that is written by Jamie Langston Turner called, "Some Wildflower in My Heart". With my fascination of wildflowers, and bluebonnets in particular, I picked it up and read the back cover: "Margaret Tuttle's story is one of love unsought, for she had been perfectly content with the well-ordered and conveniently predictable life she had arranged for

Bonus Prize
You find yourself, anywhere really, there is no measurement from x to y, who knows how you got there? So you don't rue your life, or the choices that led you there, you accept them, little words, whispered in your ear as you step over the threshold. Why, this is your home? How could you fail to recognize it? This is everything you made, step in, colonize it. You designed every room, every hallway, painted the portraits, you can't get lost. Rest, recoup, it is all you.

Bad News
To All; Today i got thee worst news i could have ever goten i found out my grand father was dead and has been dead for 3 almost 4 months and my fucking uncle was hiding it so he could get what my grand father left me and my mother i cryed most of the day away he may have hated me but he did love me 2 and he was family and i am now the only male left with my last name i will miss him even thou he was mean but it was cause he was sick but now he is in a better place and he will never be sick again and he is with my grand mother i will miss him still i am makeing a memorial up for them both tonight and they will be posted in my blogs so if you get the chance please tell me what you think i will be makeing my grand mothers first since i do not know the day he died yet

Quiet
I walk into the building with a package in hand Rage Against The Machine keeps playing in my head I tell myself it will be over so quick I can't deal with these government pricks Soon it will be quiet All will be silenced Rage against the machine Rage against the machine As I leave there is a knowing smile I hurry to try and get in that mile Boom All is quiet Rage Against the Machine Rage Against the Machine

For Our Falen Hero's
You left that day Amongst tears and laughter To serve our country For now and after You called that day To say you were leaving Not to worry For Honor you were receiving They came that day To say you were killed That you died a Hero That day my heart stood still You came home that day To be placed in the ground My heart went with you No words were spoken, not a sound You left that day Amongst tears and laughter To serve Our Country Now and in the Hereafter

The Two Of Them Pt 2
After watching the sun dip down past the waters edge they sat there a while till it started getting cool outside. "I should probably get going before my folks start to worry about what i'm doing"...He took a deep breath and said *Yeah i know i should get going too hey can i drive you home?* "No it's okay it's only down the street anyways the walk will do me some good".. *Oh okay* he said ..before walking away she said.."Hey so what are we doing.. about you know ..us?" He took another deep breath and said..*what do you want to do about us? We never seem to be able to stay together without some kind of drama happening and losing you again and again and it just kills me to do it so* "Yeah we never do seem to be able to make it work i guess so do we just stay friends? is that all we are ever destined to be?" *I don't know he said* ... *I do know i want you to be happy whether that be with Joe or teddy or some other guy down the road that you havnt even met yet..I mean all we ha

~things That Make Me Happy~(smile)
~Things That Make Me Happy~(smile) Current mood: "flippin' Sweet" Category: "flippin' Sweet" Life Watching Nascar~ Tony Stewart~ ;) The sun on my face, on a cool day~ Talking to my seany(best friend)~ Helping someone who really needs it~ The color pink~ Shasta Daisies~ Watching Napoleon Dynamite~ The smell of the ocean~ Will Ferrell~ Cuddling with my kiddo's~ Playing outside, barefoot in the rain~ Time alone~ Robot Chicken~ Jim Carey~ Singing a great song, in the car, top down~ A hot bubble bath~ Jamie fox(when he was on in living color)~ People who are sweet to me~ Jude Law~ Speaking with a british accent~ The smell of oranges~ The sight of a beautiful man~ Putting on something new~ Seeing Alyssa happy~ Taking pictures~ Driving alyssa crazy by singing something she hates~ Spending time with frantastic~ Watching Blue's Clue's~ ~Patrice~

15 Hot Ideas For Phenomenal Physical Intimacy
Great tips to keep your love life sizzling! 1. Become a couple with unwavering commitment to doing whatever it takes to make your overall relationship work. Remember, problems always show up in the bedroom. If you want great sex, never deny your partner the attention necessary to let them know they are loved, appreciated and respected. Relationships are something that must be worked on ALL THE TIME, not only when they are broken and need to be fixed. 2. Have a passion for life's sexual journey and for the processes required to go from boring to bliss in the bedroom. Be creative with your passion. Direct it toward your partner. Nurture it. Enjoy and revel in it. 3. Become dedicated to mutual pleasure for both you and your love partner. Sex is fun and pleasure is good for you! 4. Learn to be intentionally spontaneous and open for the opportunity to make love when it presents itself; during a lunch break, in the back seat of your car or by arousing your partner from a deep s

Still Waitin 2 Die
Looking around is all i can do There is nothing left in my cold black heart the feelings have left and i don't know why. Have i gone completely cold inside this heart of mine. To me all i see is life all around yet no one sees me and i am there walking amongst them with a cold hearted stare. My children they are the world to me yet i have no feeling but my cold hearted stare. It seems as if i have left but yet i am still here only to have this cold hearted stare. Why is this happening to me what have i done to feel this way. Looking around is all i can do. I visit my boyfriend through a cold prison window and what i want to do is break it down with my fist and yet all i can do is look at him and stare like a zombie with a cold heartless stare.

The Battle Of The Little Bighorn, Or Battle Of Greasy Grass 1876
The Battle of the Little Bighorn, or Battle of Greasy Grass 1876 In late 1875, Sioux and Cheyenne Indians defiantly left their reservations, outraged over the continued intrusions of whites into their sacred lands in the Black Hills. They gathered in Montana with the great warrior Sitting Bull to fight for their lands. The following spring, two victories over the US Cavalry emboldened them to fight on in the summer of 1876. To force the large Indian army back to the reservations, the Army dispatched three columns to attack in coordinated fashion, one of which contained Lt. Colonel George Custer and the Seventh Cavalry. Spotting the Sioux village about fifteen miles away along the Rosebud River on June 25, Custer also found a nearby group of about forty warriors. Ignoring orders to wait, he decided to attack before they could alert the main party. He did not realize that the number of warriors in the village numbered three times his strength. Dividing his forces in three,

Erotica: Wake Up Call :)
His eyes flutter open. Blinking against the morning light he shifts down into the bed, pressing his arm and leg a little more firmly against you. Taking a few moments to gain his wits and allow his brain to begin to function again, he turns over and carefully drapes an arm over your back as he takes in the sight of you. Laying mostly on your side/belly, an arm cast over the edge of the bed, your soft deep breathing is rhythmic in his ears. Gently his hand moves along your back, touching your skin and caressing you. He gives a tender kiss to your shoulder as he sighs and slides out of bed. Moving slowly so as not to wake you, he moves off to the bathroom intent on a shower. Whispering softly he says "I'll be right back love to wake you up." He strides quietly into the bedroom, wrapped in a towel about the waist. Running the fingers of one hand through his hair he looks at you and smiles. The morning sunlight catches the stray beads of water on his shoulders and back,

My Most Favourite Quote
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. from the movie Coach Carter

Hello
hello all.. hope your having a wonderful weekend.. wanted to let you know that when you see me online feel free to send me a message and say hello.. and also feel free to leave me as many pic comments as you want and ratings as well.. and i will return the love back for you as well.. just thought i would let you all know :)

Congrats To The Winners In My Contest!!!
THE FIRST PLACE WINNER IN MY BBW CONTEST IS: ~loveable sissy~Git-R-Done Rebel Family~CT wife of hammerhead@ CherryTAP SECOND PLACE WINNER IS: bomb my pic in the bbw and their admirers contest please@ CherryTAP AND THIRD PLACE WINNER IS: CherryPye@ CherryTAP I WILL POST THE WINNER ON THE BBW ADMIRERS AS SOON AS CHERRYTAP COOPERATES WITH ME AND LETS ME GET THE LINKS TO HIS PAGE.

Am I Really Falling?
Am I really falling in Love? It does not seem to matter how many times I tell myself or you that I am not. I think about you consistently, I feel it start to come out in the morning when we wake up. At night when you kiss me it is on my lips. It wants to come out, it wants to be said. I am scared that it is not real. How could this be real? How could I actually be falling in love with someone. This feels so strange to me, maybe 'cause I never was in love. I keep telling myself you are so far away from being in love with him. There is no way you could be in love. Just keep telling the world that you are not in love, and especially him, and maybe it will stop happening. Maybe it's the fact that you get me, or maybe it is because you appreciate me, Or maybe it is the way that you let me be me. I'm not in love with the sex. It is amazing but that is such a little part of who we are. It is all in the way we talk to each other. You have become such an amazing person to me. Y

Cell Phone Cherrytap!
I used to have a Motorola Razor that couldn't even begin to Open up Myspace or Cherrytap from the web browser. Now, I have a Samsung sgh-a707. It's web browser could start to open both sites but could not finish opening them, instead saying the pages were too big. And logging into one of my accounts, wasn't going to happen!After doing some research, i came accross another browser that I could download, the Opera Mini Browser. If you open up your phone and select go to URL type in http://www.operamini.com and you can download the browser for free! Unlike the traditional browser, this one resizes everything on a local server before it is ever sent to your phone. Thus, the pages are smaller and more manageable for your cell phones. Granted Cherrytap is a flash heavy website, that aspect of it does not work on your cell, but you can read messages, post comments, view comments, read alerts, and to a limited degree rate photos.If you find yourself like me and often in a work environment t

Babble On Pt. 2
Ok, so I'm gonna be a father... but it's time to go to Iraq. Um... but I thought we were at war with... oh whatever. I did my time over there. Stories, life experience, and lessons the likes of which you don't get anywhere else in the world cam in a rush almost too big to take. After my service over seas, I still had a little over a year to serve out. I did so in an elite unit. It's cool and all... you know... being considered elite... but the price of what you have to pretend to be just isn't worth the glory. So, having seen the belly of the beast, I decided it was time to get out. My second child had already come along, shortly after my return from overseas, and the GREAT surprise... a third due just days before my triumphant return to the normal world. Great... how am I gonna pull this off? I did, and with a lot of help, or at least I'm trying. You see, I got my last paycheck in December of 2005... I've been doing my best to make money as an "artist" of sorts since then. Need

Letter From A Rez Kid, Now At Parris Island Marine Corps Recruit
Shima', I am well. Hope you are. Tell my brudder Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for the trading post. Tell him to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was kinda sorta restless at the beginning because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting used to sleeping late. Tell Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. And you get a real bed to sleep on and you don't wake up smelling like the sheepskin. And there's no sheep to herd, horses to tend to, fences to fix, wood to split, practically nothing to do. And you get to take a shower because there's warm water. They actually have breakfast like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, but kind of weak on mutton, potatoes, ham, steak, fried spam and other regular food, but tell Elmer you can always sit by the two city folks that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city fo

Andy Rooney On "60 Minutes"
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the U nited Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason; that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of ot

Going For My Test Tomorrow
I will be heading to the hospital tomorrow for a cardiac cath test and possible surgery, depending on what they find. I will be offline for 2 days or more, so try not to miss me too much. Wish me luck guys :) Kevin

Fuck You Tom...
Ou man.. I haven't posted a fking blog in months, or whatever, it hangs on me for 1/2 hour and nothing, aa.. I post a bulletin and because maybe, because... I'm cussing out Myspace and bagging on them and mentioning another site in my bulleting of CherryTap.Com for the more mature audience and that it took me 3 days to figure how to browse the freaking site.. (thanks Jill for the invite) what do I get.. MySpace send me a message that my account is 'Phised" yea my ass and forces me to change password, no longer post blog, bulleting whatever! Fuck you Tom.. and by the way.. I just took your MOM off my TOP 8.. so there.. and deleted your ass.. Your grandma can make her cross out of my skis...

Sometimes I Just Wanna Cry
As of tonight I feel like I am less than a man. With all of this stress its so hard to stand. My will to keep going continues to fail. Im begging for the wind that I need for my sail. Im lost and confused. Theres so much inside. To most I seem happy. The sadness I hide. I try to make progress in living again but the more that I try the more that I bend. Its so hard for me to feel like a man. Its so hard for me because of where I am. My life seems to be crashing once more for the break and maybe this time its too much to take. How do I allow myself to believe that it will get better and the stress will leave? Right now I am stuck and I cant seem to see that part of my life is fading from me. Sometimes I just wanna cry.

You Are
You are my sun in the morning my moon at night You lift me up and together we take flight You show me the rainbows when all I see is rain You make me smile when all I feel is pain When I see the darkness You show me the light You make life seem so bright You are in my heart You are in my soul You are my lover, My forever friend

Ninja Jane Transformation...
This is Ninja Jane.... getting ready to explore CT as soon as Devine TxRose reaches Ninja Cherry Status (in less than 1500 points): It will be interesting to see how Ninja Jane transorms to a Rock Star by April 13!! Think you can help her in the transition????

Untitled
I hate that you changed. I hate that you’re the same. I hate that you left. I hate how you’ve stayed. I hate how I cry. I hate how you make me smile. I hate how I miss you. I hate how I feel. I hate how it hurts. I hate that it’s my fault. I hate that it’s yours. I hate that I can’t be around you. I hate how I’ve lost you. I hate how I’ve found out who you really are. I hate that I can’t tell you any of this. But most of all, I hate how I can’t hate you, Not even a little. I hate how I still love you

Rating's On Cherry Tap = Server Overload's
Good Day all: Ok here is the low down. Cherrytap constantly nales me with rating to fast, and recently has been blocking me for ten minutes each time, this makes me leave the site and go do something else. I think that this defeats the purpose! I am sales Manager/lead Sales/webmaster for the leading systems Integration company http://www.nortech.bc.ca , in Northern BC, Canada. I deal in server's storage and file server technology every day of my life, network's amongst other things are a big part of my life. this server overload ruling is bullshit, because I have a latest technology system, that is obviously faster and more capable than the cherry tap server's. My point why should we all be insulted by these stupid server overload messages, when the fault lies in the old crap technology that Cherrytap is obviously running. You want to stop having server overloads, spend some of the hard earned money that this sight generates for you, and do some adding or upgrading,

Wow That Was Easy
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Silly Survey
Do you talk in your sleep? Allegedly Red jello or Blue Jello? Jello is schnasty!!! What's getting on your nerves right now? Not a thing Whats your favorite color(s)? Blue Window seat or aisle seat? Window seat of the emergency exit row Ever met anyone famous? Yeah. I live in NYC. Everyone here is famous. Do you feel that you've had a truley successful life? Not yet, but I've got a few shots left. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl Dr. Phill or Oprah Winfry? I wish the two of them would have a freakin chainsaw fight and hack each other to bits. Basketball or football? Football How long do your showers last? I guess maybe 5 minutes Do you know how to drive stick? Yup Personality or looks? Personality, but looks matter too. Are you self-conscious? Yes Have you ever given money to a bum? No Where do you wish you were? Minnesota Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? lol....sure Last gift you received? ummmm....

Wat Happend 2day
i found out what happened to my shoes & my clothes and other things, my uncle sonny took it and gave it to salvation army. well when i asked him about it, i said.. uncle sonny in my old house did you see a box of shoes, he said yeah i did i took it all and gave it to salvation army and i even cleaned out your room, and the basement. its like 1/4 cleaned now. im thinkin WAT DA FUCK! HOW DA HELL R U GONNA ASSUME, I DONT WANT MY THINGS ANYMORE, any pls he could of ask my thos r my things, n HOW DA HELL IS SOME1 JES GONNA TAKE UR THINGS AND GIVE IT AWAY N NOT EVEN TELL U ABOUT IT, WAT DA HELL IS DAT. its crazy, my day has been crazy. now i kno how it feels to be robbed. n u kno wat he didnt even say sorry, all he sed was oh i didnt kno u still needed that.

Dreams Can Come True
Dreams Can Come True Our friendship can never be broken But you mean so very much more Of all the girls I've ever met You're the one I truly adore But believe it or not your happiness Is fore most on my mind I know what you were looking for When you planned a trip of this kind And as the Lord and you both know My love for you won't change And if it were in my powers The desired ending you want I'd arrange I wish you all the happiness This world can offer you The Lord knows you deserve it With all the wonders you do And if things happen to go your way I pray they will last forever And if asked if my feelings have changed My answer will be simple - never I vowed I'd wait a life time And I swear that's what I'll do And the reason is even easier Cause my darling I'm in love with you I can't and won't ever change You'll forever be in my heart I pray to God you get all you want Maybe this is a brand new start Just keep looking for the rainbow At the end is the b

Departure
It was at the end that I looked up from the broken hopes and dreams that I'd stitched I said you can wear it as a robe when the weather inside gets cold you just looked at me in that way that you always and laughed you said how can I how can I wear what is inside out and I realised that I'd used it all up forgetting the pattern so blind How was I so blind to forget your smile. You turned It was then that I broke down so glad I was that you could see only reflections I ached to reach outward to grasp tightly your strings to pull you back to tell you of loss to say the words that slipped from fingers falling, I fell to the ground but my legs were solid twas only my heart

Poem I Wrote "vampire's Kiss"
“Vampire’s Kiss” Copywrite 2001 I licked my lips and pressed them onto her wrist. I could feel the tooth marks from where I’d just been and underneath, the slow, warm, pulsing of her vein. I held her arm to my mouth and ran my bottom lip over her skin and she uttered a sound~almost a cry. I wasn’t sure if it was some kind of cry for help, or of submissive ecstasy, or a little bit of both. I looked at her face and she was a stunning vision. Rose petal eyelids closed softly and her beautiful lips parted slightly into the shape of a heart. It was the kind of relaxation you really only see when a child’s asleep. Total trust and sheer abandon. It was at that point, the only vision I had was to pierce her flesh and taste the metallic, salty richness of her coursing blood. That moment in time that we were sharing….stopped. It was the kind of beauty you can’t even wrap your brain around. The only way you feel to comprehend the emotion is to drink it in…make it part of you…

My Daughter
MY DAUGHTER IS A CON ARTIST. AS MOST OF MY FRIENDS KNOW I AM THE DIVORVCED FATHER OF A 9 YR OLD GIRL. SHE KNOWS THERE IS NO EASTER BUNNY OR TOOTH FAIRY OR ETC. AND YET SHE STILL PRETENDS SHE DOES. WHY YOU ASK? WELL, I HEARD HER TALKING TO A LITTLE NEIGHBOR BOY WHO WAS CHALLENGING HER BELIEFS IN SUCH CHARACTERS SUCH AS THE EASTER BUNNY. WHEN I HEAR HER SHHHHHUSING HIM AND SAID IF I KNOW OR LET THEM KNOW I KNOW ~~ I WON'T GET AS MUCH~ IF I SAY THERE IS NO SANTA_ DO YOU THINK I WILL STILL GET PRESENTS FROM SANTA AND MY DAD~~ NO! MY OLDER COUSINS DON'T GET AN EASTER BASKETFUL OF GOOD STUFF~~ SO I AM SAYING NOTHING!! SO I AM IN TROUBLE. AND CONNING ME AT NINE MAY GOD, MOTHER EARTH, THE GREAT SPIRIT OR WHOEVER HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL!! DAN

Journey On 2
I can remember after the deputy sheriff led me away in handcuffs, the uncanny joy that I was experiencing! I was not high or drunk on any thing for once in my life. Drugs became the great escape that I used in my youth trying to escape the realities of a troubled youth. My daddy was killed when I was 2 yrs old. He was shot in the back of the head while riding in the back seat of a car being pursued by a local sherrif deputy. The driver was one of my dads friends.It was the 4th of July and he was supposed to be coming right back to take my mom and me to the parade. My mom tells me a an eerie feeling she got when he told her not to worry.He said that he did not intend on being someone who died on the highway that day. He was 19. I did not celebrate the 4th of July or see fireworks for 26 years.

Prayers For My Son
I just wanted my friends to pray for my son. He is 12 and he had to go in to emergercy surgery earllier today. He is doing better but have a long road to get better. He had pain all weekend and took him to the doctor and said to take him over to Bryan H to have the surgery. The reason for the surgery is to remove one of his testicles. It had twisted and cutt off blood curcultion to the ball area. So it had to be removed. I pray for him and all I ask is for ur prayers as he deals with his current and long going situation. Thank you! God Bless!!

Trying To Be Faithful.
Just wanted to let all my cherry friends know that I didn't forget about you guys. As you know, it takes time to get to everyone, but I will get to you. Please be patient with me as I do work and have a family to take care of also. LOL I'm in the process of getting to everyones stashes and blogs as we speak. I'm trying to be thorough, lmfao. But I do appreciate all the cherry love from everyone and feel free to rate, add, and fan me. As I will do the same for you. Be blessed and have a great day. Thanks for stopping by and just taking the time to check me out! Tracy

Gothic Through The Darkness
Through The Darkness I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy AUTHOR UNKNOWN I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are

Thank You.
I want to thanks the people that red my entries absout my mom and my ex lover. And I also want to thank them for leaving such great coment on it. And such great words of friendship. I realy do apeasate it. I have found some great friends here. And they keep my spirts up. Thank you everyone.

More About Me
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: lol! of course, I'm an IT professional, it's one of the secrets of the trade. :D What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve been involved with? 25 years. Ever been in a car wreck?:: Yes. Have you ever been on a blind date?:: Yes. Are looks important?:: NO! Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:: Yes By what age would you like to be married? I was first married at 30. Then again at 40. Neither one worked out, so if there is a next one, I'll try an age not ending in zero. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:: Only if it is AFTER we 've made a commitment. Have you ever made a mistake?:: I wish I could say just "a" mistake. But my life has been plaugued by them. Are you a good tipper?:: Yes, I never leave less then 15% even if the service is awful. I will go as high as 50% for exemplary

Where Are You Now?
Here I am, lying in bed thinking about you. Wondering where are you now? Don't leave me here unaware of your whereabouts, just tell me where you are and my heart will calm down. Right now, my hearts is beating, faster than ever before. Please let me hear from you, let me know if you are alright. With you in my arms, you are safe.

Poem 9
Sometimes i sit by myself & I often wonder how i lived my life without you I try to find the words to tell you how i feel I can say I love you, that I adore you I can tell you that you mean the world to me that your my dream come true But those words don't really say how i feel deep inside my heart You my love have managed to go in a place where no man has gone before deep inside my heart deep inside my soul Why I walked out 3 times & caused you pain I will never understand Because I truly love you so!

Kissing
You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeatRomantic Kisser88%Yippy Ki Yay!56%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for38%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com

Bewitching Snow
It’s crazy how bewitching it is tonight Everything’s frosted and still The whole world is holding its breath As we crunch through the softness Hand in hand. The purple-grey sky is a blanket and the world sleeps underneath with sugar-plum branches and sugar-snow icing that frosts everything magical. The powdered ice-sugar sifts down catching my eyelashes as I look up the air turns your breath to frost as you lean in and your hand is warm in mine. It’s crazy how bewitching you are tonight As we lay here so close and so still I feel your touch and I’m holding my breath As we look to the future Hand in hand. Tangled here in this blanket wrapped tight in your arms underneath. The touch of your skin the scent of your breath suddenly everything’s magical. Your soft lips graze mine catching my eyelashes as I look down the night dances with our breath as we lean in and your heart is warm next to mine

Brown Sugar Pavlovas With Fruit Recipe
A pavlova is a crisp meringue shell piled high with whipped cream and fresh berries. We used brown sugar to add a caramel-like flavor to the meringues. The meringues freeze for up to two months; remove them from the freezer before you assemble the pavlovas. No reheating required. Use any combination of fresh fruit. RECIPE INGREDIENTS 4 large egg whites 2 teaspoons cornstarch 1/4 teaspoon salt 3/4 cup granulated sugar 1/4 cup packed brown sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3/4 cup whipping cream 2 tablespoons powdered sugar 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 3 cups fresh pineapple, chopped 3/4 cup kiwi, chopped, and peeled 3/4 cup fresh blackberries or raspberries 3 tablespoons fat-free caramel sundae syrup RECIPE METHOD Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Cover a large baking sheet with parchment paper. Draw 6 (4-inch) circles on paper. Turn paper over; secure with masking tape. Beat egg whites, cornstarch, and salt at high speed of a mixer until foamy. Add granulated su

Intro
The Nights Wonders: The story of the Underworlds Night Walkers Intro Kimberly was sitting upon one of those wooden old bar stools that turn around and around like a spinning top at the bar with some of her friend on a Saturday night in early December. This was the night her life would turn upside down. Kimberly was a German/ Japanese mix; she was 5’9, and about 124lbs. She has beautiful long auburn hair when the firelight or candlelight hits it spark like a blood ruby upon a magically night, and rare emerald eyes that makes hearts flutter and seem like the last drop of your blood has flowed away to belong to her hidden thirst, even thought she was not into drinking blood. Her friends; Jamie, Travis, and Misato, she had come out upon the town with were all celebrating Kim’s 21st birthday. It was around eleven thirty pm on December 9th. The bar they were in was the “Midnights Cry”, it was a small bar, only had two floors. The first floor was the general public bar, and the up

Easter
i know im late at posting this blog but i havent really been online to do so. so here it is. on easter sunday i was actually looking forward to going to church. i havent been to curch in six years, since my mom died the day after easter in 2001. well anyway, i was actually looking forward to going but i didnt get to bc i had to babysit and i actually cried bc i didnt get to go lol go figure lol. but yeah i havent been since that dreadfull day bc easter was the last day i spent with my mom. so its really hard for me to go to church on any other day. i can only go on easter bc thats the only way i will know if im over my moms death bc she was the bestest best friend i ever had. wish me luck for next year hehe.

Call Of The Kindred
Call of the Kindred Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying? Solinquair, 1996

It's A Smile.
Then it happened. Bursting from my mind- like wings Fear? Anticipation? Hope? Feel it. It's a smile... It's a smile. DO YOU HEAR THAT! Do you feel that? It's a smile. It's a boy. It's a promise. It's a smile. Take it. Share it. Love it. It's for you, You know.

Getting Older
Subject: Fw: Fwd: FW: Getting Older >> >> >> >> Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to >>the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," she >>replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker >>commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it? >> >> ____________________________ >> Reporters interviewing a 104-year-old woman: "And >> what > >>do you think is the best thing about being 104?" the reporter asked. She >>simply replied, "No peer pressure." >> _______________________________ >> The nice thing about being senile is you can hide >> your > >>own Easter eggs. >> >>__________________________________________________________ >> I've sure gotten old! I've had two bypass surgeries, >> a > >>hip replacement, new knees fought prostate cancer and diabetes; I'm half >>blind, can'

Life Is It Real
Hey Ya'll just when i thought i found mr. right boy was i wrong, Eugene was not what i thought he was... But i never gave up and i think true love is knocking at my door, My family thinks iam wrong but what can you expect they try and runn my life sometimes. but i look at it this way I need to be happy and so do my kids, And if iam NOT happy NEATHER are my kids, Eugene dont make me happy anymore, i love him just not in love with him if that makes any sence... 4 years is a long time with someone and all we did most of the time is fight... We could never see eye to eye, Thats not good on my kids, Now when i say i think true love is knocking at my door, I found this guy who wants me for me he loves me and my kids he dont care that there always going to be there, He wants to help me out with them, He dont want to take over there daddies job he just wants the happiness back in all 3 of our lives. When i talk to him and we get off the phone he always says i love you and kiss the babies for m

Sorry Been Away For Sometime....
Sorry been away for sometime now, been unpacking, an figering things out, an few other things. I have missed U ALL! Hope to chat w/u all at somepoint. A few things have happend that i will blog about if anyone wants to listen to me rant/rave about. Love u all Bill

Has It Ended?
Is it really over Is it done Is it through It cant be won Torn between Love And my heart Torn between you Comlpetely torn apart I asked if you loved me You once said you do I thought we'd always be I guess that wasnt true I'll ask you once more Do you love me the way I do you Is it just as you told me before Or is what you told me not true Now all I have to say to you Is Im sorry things went so wrong According to you now we're through Im sorry we didnt last that long I wish we werent over I wish we wenrent through Im sorry for what we went through I wish you were the one

Go For A Jog Fatty
Just a quicky, I was reading the letter to the editor section of a local community paper and this chick wrote in bitching that "skinny" people should stop teasing fat people because fat people have enough "body issues" without anyone teasing them about their weight.Well to all the fat people who agree with this I have this to say...if you go for a jog everytime you start to feel body conscious, you won't be a fat lump of lard anymore... :D

Off The Wall Questions
Off-The-Wall Questions: When was the last time you used the bathroom outside? Family member you most resemble? Do you own your own Bible? Do you wear deodorant? When was the last time you tripped and fell? What are you listening to right now? Have you ever started an uncontrollable fire? Ever run out of gas on the road? What would you rather do: rake the leaves, or mow the lawn? What is the last thing you downloaded? Last time you swam in a pool? Have you ever been in a school play? How many kids do you want? Type of music you dislike most? Are you registered to vote? Ever prank call anybody? Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Do you have a garden? What's your favorite comic strip? Bath or Shower? Best movie you've seen in the past two weeks? Best pizza topping? Popcorn or peanuts? Orange Juice or apple juice? Candy bar? When was the last time you ate a homegrown

Brujah
Brujah From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Brujah are a fictional clan of vampires in White Wolf Game Studio's World of Darkness books and role-playing settings. In the modern setting (Vampire: The Masquerade), the Brujah are characterized mostly as anarchists. White Wolf states, "The typical Brujah wears a biker jacket, tattered jeans, combat boots...". Brujah are said to have semi-political conventions amongst the noise of raves and punk rock concerts. In comparison to other vampires, the Brujah are especially violent. Currently the most popular symbol of Brujah is upside-down form of Circle A Red. The Brujah were not always so anarchic: in nights long past, they were warrior-philosophers, and they engineered the creation of Carthage, the fabled city where Kindred and kine walked freely amongst each other. However, the dream would not be realized, as the city was destroyed by forces within and without; the Brujah of the modern nights primarily blame the Ventrue, Torea

This Is Sick!!! Please Read And Repost!
THIS IS SICK!!! PLEASE READ AND REPOST! Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay t

W00t
well, after a long and crap fight with the bell county justice system over their illegal search of my apartment has resulted in me getting 3 days in jail, a $950 fine and my liscence suspended for 6 months. I dont actualy have to go spend time in jail since i sat there for 24 hours when i was arrested and it will count as a 3 for 1 time served deal. i can pay the fine out at $100 a month. My lawyer is getting my occupational liscence made now, meaning ill get to drive for 12 hours of the day and ill have to be a passenger the other 12. I dont even drive that much so as long as i keep a log of my driving hours then it should be like ive never even lost my liscence. All bullshit aside, i shouldnt even have to put up with that, but since i have 1 prior it will be my word against 2 police officers who lied and said i gave them premission to search my apt. oh well, atleast i wont be subjected to monthly piss tests and fees that being on probation would bring about.

Oral 01/07
I know I am new here and well you haven't really been exposed to my blunt blogs so here is a warning... This blog is going to offend you if you are easily offended. BTW, the fact that I talk about all this stuff does NOT imply at all that I need Jesus nor is it a solicitation for offers. Thanks anyway…go save yourself or fuck yourself which ever the case may be. I have met several online friends from myspace and other web sites and for the most part they have been amazing fun people who are interesting…BUT there has been 2 or 3 that have really confused me. The biggest thing that has stuck in my head is what the hell is wrong with men? Don't get me wrong…you know I love men. I am able to be friends with them easier than most women. Women are annoying and then always want something. UGH! Men on the other are open books even if you aren't dating them. The 3 F's always work. It is clear what will make them happy and no I am not just talking about sex. I enjoy being friends with men a

Poem 03
your the rose That’s not on the market or for sale. More precious Than a wet rose Single on a stem You are caught in the drift. I’m stunted, with your soul, You are lifted in the crisp sand That drives my breath away in the wind. Can the spice-rose Drip such acrid fragrance Hardened in a leaf? Would you let me get next to you? To find out that side in you? Believe, I'm the one to be with.....

Personal Web Address? What's The Deal?
What's with the people who make there personal web address on here? A lot I see has to do with there then (would be) boyfriend .. girlfriend. To me that's great and all.... but that's like signing your death certificate early :X

I Am Pretty
How pretty are you? (pics) You are pretty!Congrats! You are pretty, and you like to look pretty too. You are a clean, caring person with lots of freinds. You have a GREAT personality. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Bwahaha I Love It
You scored as Jeffery Dahmer. you are seriously twisted. you know, repressed homosexual tendencies can be seriously detrimental to people, as you very well might snap, kill some little boy, and masturbate over his dead corpse. now you don't want that, now do you?....or maybe you do...please don't cut me.Jeffery Dahmer89%Ted Bundy67%Elizabeth Bathory56%Boston Strangler55%Lizzie Borden44%Jack the Ripper33%John Wayne Gacy17%Ed Gein11%What Famous Serial Killer are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Poem
ITS FUNNY YOU MENTIONED THE WORD FRIENDSHIP AND NOT RELATIONSHIP I GUESS JUST TRYING TO KEEP IT BASIC BUT THE SITUATION IS MORE INVOLVED IN RELATION MAY BE YOU CANT HANDLE IT AND THIS LEVEL OF MATURELY DON'T MEET YOUR STANDARDS WHY CAUSE MENTALLY AND VERBALLY YOU CANT MEET THE COUTURIER OF THE GOALS I OPPOSE YOUR OBVIOUSLY NOT ON MY LEVEL YOUR LEVEL OF MATURELY IS OS JUVENILE AND YOU BELIEVE I NEED YOU TO SCHOOL ME NOW HOW HILARIOUS COMMENT FROM SOMEONE WHO CANT EVEN KEEP IN CHARACTER WHEN YOU FLIPPED ON ME IT WAS JUST THEN THAT I DECIDED TO MAKE YOU MY DAILY LESSON AND WHILE TESTING YOUR COOL STYLE I GRADED YOU AS A JUVENILE.

The Fall Of An Empire
The Fall of an Empire… By Toilet Paper? Sometimes I look around me and I’m amazed, and saddened, by things I see. I know, I’m not the first one to broach this subject, and I’m sure I won’t be the last. What I see is a soaring divorce rate, children being given away, the elderly are abandoned… and the list goes on. You don’t have to look to the murder statistics to see that our society has lost respect for the human life. Now, most of you that have read my articles before know that I usually don’t choose such a dire subject but I am going to look at this through my own glasses. Decades ago, when the United States was at it’s best, (before apathy set in), and was most admired by the rest of the world, everything had value. Very little was wasted at that time, we either used it again or found another use for it. I can’t think of too many things that were tossed out after their original use was used up… (Well, except for masticated food maybe, but we won’t go there.) H

Who Really Got Who?
O his jealousy has show it ugly head All those for sin come on in. Between my thigh soft and warm Good time wild rides. O how I love to hear those three words your wife So much longs for. How you wish I knew to speak them back. Instead fuck me Harder, I say. Trying to rob me of innocence don't you know what I've been through…? Neither your groupie nor your fan play with me you can… I will not do hand stands or wait in like as woman on A line. Insanely you drive like wild fires to see one kiss like a child to see ones eyes turn into mine. Bastered out of jealous don't you know I see you. FuCk you commitment to me or to the one that shares rings both us to be a fool to think or stay around to wait. Woman like me you have never known nor will ever meet again, you see my love I just don't give a shit. Strong and tall committed with in. You can not muster my class or my strength. Try you are to catch a butter fly they fly only to reach heavens skies. To cage a cat to

Hidden
I rush around circles complexes are never ending running running gasping yet never losing thrust. dancing emotions play outright in the dark standing Never out of the light. Up beat tempo words rythumicly Bouncing thought the night. The music shows threw day light. public music once thought hidden, brought to the public to see. music once a lions stare now a weasel in despair. enlighten by these eyes a panthers stare Calum knowing perseverance and powerful standing to hear the music play through these eyes. it is now the concept the lion fears. The facade of the jungle has vanished drums beating enchanting to ears wanting yet the panthers drums clearing air. drums hidden bringing focus to sounds. the platform of the lion will never be the base of the world. It is the panther who sounds the stag in the back only bring forth when strength and desire it is the matching drums the panther seeks. The courageous and confidence the lion lacks is w

Every Time
Every time your not with me, The pain always grows, Every time I look into the sky, I always think theres hope, Every time I fall asleep, Memories of you make me weak, I feel as if theres nothing left, But to go another day, with out your necklace around my neck. Every time I look at our pic's, I feel like crying, and it makes me sick, I will always love you, You know thats true I just know that i would never lie to you!

23 Apr 07 - Monday
23 Apr 07 - Monday 1564 William Shakespeare Stratford-on-Avon England, bard (Hamlet, MacBeth, Julius Cæsar) 1791 James Buchanan Cove Gap PA, (Federalist/Democrat), 15th US President (1857-61) 1813 Stephen Arnold Douglas [Little Giant] US Senator (Lincoln debates) 1891 Sergey Sergeyevich Prokofiev Ukraine, composer (Peter & the Wolf) 1928 Shirley Temple Black Santa Monica CA, child actress (Heidi)/ ambassador (UN) 1936 Roy Orbison Vernon TX, rocker (Oh Pretty Woman, Only The Lonely) 1939 Lee Majors [Harvey Lee Yearly] Wyandotte MI, TV actor (Big Valley, $6,000,000 Man, Fall Guy) 1943 Herve Villechaize France, "Da Plane! Da Plane!" (Fantasy Island) 1944 Sandra Dee [Alexandra Zuck] Bayonne NJ, actress (Gidget, A Summer Place, Tammy and the Doctor, Imitation of Life) 1949 Joyce DeWitt Wheeling WV, actress (Janet Wood-Three's Company) 1952 Tony Maselli (fictional character on "Who's the Boss") 1960 Steve Clark Hillsborough England, rock guitarist (Def Leppard-Hysteri

U.s. Marine
This is by CT User 346334 Link to her page. http://cherrytap.com/user/346334 US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the

Sanguine's Sexuality...explained.
Blue smoke slides from my lungs as I sit, pondering the subject of my last post. I feel a need to explain where the small outpouring came from... True I am in a higher state of mind but as I have explained, I am a night thing. And a sensual one at that... I have to admit, I am a great lover of men. If you expect to capture my attention, mind fuck me, tease me with your wit. Be comfortable with your sexuality and your body. Which brings me to a rather taboo subject... I have also lain with a few women! Alas, I don't think I could give my heart to one. I could however still be your RIDE-OR-DIE BITCH. I will hold hands with you while our worlds explode. Ladies of a like mind hit me up...but... Another hit of fragrant blue smoke.... Inhale, exhale... Guys, you should be as fearless as womankind really. Call me sick but, the thought of two fit, handsome men entwining with my lithe body and each other sets my blood on fire. So hard to fin those of a like mind ou

.torqued.explosion.
ive come to the conclusion... as i have many many many times before... (i really should start leaving a post-it on my forehead or something...) if i cant be myself with the people i talk to... all the time than i really shouldnt waste my time talking to them. right? i mean chickadee doesnt waste anymore of her precious time than she has to when dealing with the monumentous amounts of idiots she encounters... so why then...should i have to censor myself for the social ease of someone elses over emotionalism? im blunt. im sarcastic im often times tactless im stubborn im somewhat abrasive. im brutally honest i have minimal patience (which im working on) i hardly ever finish anything i start im highly anal retentive i have a temper im often flippant and sometimes dismissive im not nice. those who are truly my friends know this, recognise this and on some level or another accept this. and when they dont, they have absolutely noooo problem calling me on my shit. wh

My Arabesque Man
My Arabesque Man My arabesque man ignites my every desire. If he was mari-j, I couldn't get any higher. He's a true warrior that stand for all that is true and real. A very sophisticated man with a hint of thug appeal. My Man's 5'5", 155 lbs of solid mocha muscle. He doesn't mind working honestly in the land of the corporate hustle. He gives me what I need without a question. He mends my pain without one word mentioned. His love and respect for me is like no other. He's one of few left that honors his woman, as he, his mother. My legs never stop quivering from his intelligent conversation, He makes me feel sexy even when I know my hair "aint" happenin'. He adores every inch of my pale soft skin, I ask him what he loves about me? he says, "where do I begin?" I honestly thought good men was extinct, he has restored my faith, hallelujah, I believe. Seeing myself in his eyes, I love what I see, and I wept uncontrollably when he asked, "Will you marry me

I Don't Believe
You aren't the guy I fell hard for You aren't the guy I still care for You have changed Changed for the worse When you are with them do you still think of me when you light that up tell me one thing Do you even think abotu how it affects me I don't even believe you anymore I miss being so close to you do you miss being close to me do you miss me being in your arms Do you miss giving me those tight hugs And not letting go Do you miss anything about me I know this is all about me But you say you still care And I don't believe you

The Shadow Of My Dreams
she came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beconing me to come to her.she is a powerfull creature she is not to be denied nor would i want to she has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet i am not uncomfortable i am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon her.no

Paint Brush
i keep my paint brush with me wherever i may go in case i need to cover up so the real me doesn't show i'm afraid of what you'll do you might laugh or say mean things i'm afraid i might lose you i'd like to remove all my paint coats to show you the real, true me but i want you to try and understand i need you to accept what you see. so if you'll be patient and close your eyes i'll strip off all my coats real slow please try to understand how much it hurts to let the real me show now my coats are all torn off i feel naked, bard and cold and if you still love me with all that you see you are my friend, pure as gold i need to save my paint brush, though and hold it in my hand, i want to keep it handy in case somebody doesn't understand so please protect me, my dear friend and thanks for loving me true but please let me keep my paint brush with me until i love me too -Bettie B. Young

A Night Alone............
It was 6pm on a Friday evening, their kid was away for the weekend and her husband was late. Just as Jade was beginning to worry the phone rang, and she was glad to hear her husband Darius say he was on his way back, he had stopped to collect some things on the way. Before he hung up he asked of her “Meet me on our bed, nude.” Smiling to herself she put the phone down, walked up to their room and stripped, laying back naked on the bed, awaiting her husbands arrival. She didn’t have to wait long as she soon heard the door open, as her husband came up the stairs he called to her “Shut your eyes and sit.” Shutting her eyes and perching on the edge of the bed she wondered what had been collected. She heard her Darius enter the room, then felt him softly tie a blindfold round her head. His breath and lips brushed her ear as he leaned in to whisper “I love you, do you trust me my pet?” A shiver ran down her spine as Jade nodded, of course she trusted him. His hand softly cupped the back of h

Ted Nugent On The Vt Shootings
Before you read his response, I want to say that as bad as any loss of life is, throwing a law at the problem is not the solution. We as Americans have become dependant upon our court systems to tell us what to do. And that same court system is removing all of our rights almost everyday. If you are in the minority opinion, get on TV and the courts will rule in your favor. This has been proven over and over. We need to stand up for what is right and just, not just lay down and let someone else make the rules. WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unar

*sigh* There's Always Something Bad...
It never really seems to fail. I can be on top of the world, happy as I can be, when something happens. An accident, fall out with a friend, something of my own doing... It just seems to happen. This time, it's not any one person's fault, nor was there any wrong doing... A very good friend of mine has been fighting cancer for several months now. I was under the impression things were going weel and she was pulling through just fine. That is, until I had a conversation with her yesterday. She's scheduled to go into surgery soon to remove the cancer. That much I knew, what I didn't know was just how severe it had progressed. After we talked for awhile, she told me that during this surgery she has to have her uterus, overies and parts of her kidneys removed. It's a serious operation, that could be fatal. She said the doctors told her she'd have a 50/50 chance of making it through the surgery. That's not saying anything about if the cancer would come back or any other

Line Breaks In Stash
hey just wanted to let ppl know (ones that dont like there stashes running together)if you want to make a brake like so name age sex ect. ect in ur stash so it dont look like this name date age sex ect. ect; use this code (but with out spaces) to create a line break at any end that you want to return to a new line < B R >

Level Of Darkness Quiz
You scored as Murderous/Scary Dark. You are "Murderous/Scary Dark".Someone either tortured you psychologically and emotionally to the point of madness,or you're just naturally fucked in the head.You might come from an abusive household,and you hate the world and just wish everyone would die. A good band for you would either be The Misfits or Cradle of Filth.Fallen68%Murderous/Scary Dark68%Elegant dark64%Naturally Dark64%What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

Take Me Home
The sun kissed my cheeks, bringing color to my skin, that was pale and drawn under, A sickly thing. I opened my eyes, to the day that had dawned. Pulling me out of my darkness, wrapping me up in it's warmth. I washed my face in the sweet smell of mild winds. Allowed my spirit to rise with the dancing leaves at my feet. I watched and I listened, till I could understand. Where my life began. My heart beating, my hand steady, I set forth, on the gentle path. I see you, my home, My mountains and sunshine. Soft grasses and towering trees, for all the eye to see. Devouring it, my senses do, to be home once again. No not city scapes and paved streets, but rocky hills and cracked sidewalks, Park fountains and giggling children. I miss you, the home of my heart. The church on the hill, sits in my minds eye, calling me back with it's echoing bells, the sweet tones of faith that greeted me every morning.

Just Another Day At Work!
Hey everyone, today is just another day at work, out here in the oilfield, and away from my Cyn. So, like most days out here, I am sitting out here watching this gas well, and thinkin bout my girl Cyn. Other than that, aint much goin on here. Oh ya, if anyone is in the market for a 93 Ford Ext. cab dually that has a new motor, trans, and a lot of other done to it, hollar at me and we will talk. Laterz.........Love ya Cyn!

This Is Easy And Fun!
Having fun building my pages with SW SEO! This is a kool program! They realy make it easy to build a website. And it will be SEO when I'm done! The top brass of SW SEO is saying some of the members already have sights in the top of Goole and Yahoo........WOW.... ... can't wait to get one of my sites there! The biggest problem I have is getting the content right.........damn.. ......I keep changing my mind... lol But the builder, training and training vidios are easy to follow, and if you have a question or problem, we are even getting help from the CEO of SW SEO! I'm sure this won't last long as the company grows....... but thats what we are gitting right now! Everyone that wants to get their message seen on the web can use this. Then there is Carl and the GMST, newly named Home Based Times team. In my 5 6 years online marketing, I have never seen a team work together so well and grow so fast! My downline and commissions are growing every day and there is always someon

Vote For My Music Video
Hey all, the music video I made for the movie Clerks 2 is in another competition. All you gotta do is CLICK HERE and it will take you right to the page. Sign up, comment on it, and rate it all 5's. Thank you my cherries, I'll be sure to return the favors!!! - Rob http://mymovienetwork.com/pages/movie.aspx?movie_id=441

Dont Know
So I decided to post a blog and not sure what to say. lol. I havent been on here in awhile and feel bad. lmao. I need my own computer than I would be on all the time. I hopefully will be able to get one by the end of summer. Keeping my fingers crossed cause if I do go away to portland for school I need one. I lived without a computer once and that was hard. Cant do that again. Well my first apartment i had to live without a bed, a tv, a radio and well everything. NOT THIS TIME THOUGH!!!! All my shit will come with me. I will have to start getting more books so my book shelf will be too full. lmao. Well I am gonna go tired of getting yelled at to get off the computer. PEACE

Fyi ( I Stole This From Someone's Profile And Made Slight Alterations But It's All True)
- 1 - Love to chat and get to know new people and keep in touch with those that seem to be the type of people I enjoy being around. - 2 - I love men and of course their bodies... but not up for a fling, teasing... well hey its healthy. - 3 - I do not put up with BS, Drama or the point freaks that want nothing but "Cherry Points", so dont bother adding or comment etc. - 4 - I am a laid back person, enjoy a good time and sarcastic as hell. If i offend you, get over it! - 5 - I have done and seen many things, so I doubt your can surprise me, but feel free to try. - 6 - I am alittle rough around the edges, but I am a likable person. - 7 - I use both MSN and Yahoo, ask me for the info, and i will be happy to give it to you, if I like you - 8 - Lastly, If you want to know more about me, feel free to ask.

Life Is Boring!!
My life is boring. I just moved out of my parent's house a couple of months ago. I thought life would get more interesting but it hasn't it seems to be more dule. I don't go clubbing anymore and all I seem to do is work. I go to work everyday and come home. My days off are spent with my family or at home alone I really don't like it but that is all I seem to have time for. I wish there were more hours in a day. I wish I didn't have to work so much and yet the ironic thing is I'm thinking about getting another job.... I don't even understand myself. Irony sucks, it's a real bite in the ass. I don't want to work so much but yet I want more money. I want more time and more money not a good combination.... Ok I have to go because I have to go home and sleep for work in the morning... Ironic ain't it!!!

Cut The Amount Of Gas We Use
President Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.

I Am New To Cherry Tap
Gypsy-Agent-69 Says... Hello My Name Is Steve. And it really is such a honor to meet you. I am a Romanian Gypsy & Part Greek.. I have black hair & blue eyes. Right now I am single and looking. I work for Microsoft Computers. Microsoft gave me the name Gypsy_Agent. Because I am in the Security Department.. What I'm Into I Like Computers Cars Sports. Dancing Music. Fine Food. Also wine tasting. White Zinfandel is my favorite wine. OK To tell you the truth it gets me horny LoL. My Dreams To meet a real nice down to earth women. Who is not into playing games and likes to laugh and have fun. The KEY-WORLD HERE IS Fun ! It's good to be serious when it calls for it. Also I am attracted to being in good shape women who has a fun and open personalty.. A women to me with a personalty can go a long way in life. Think about this when your looks runs out what do you have left ?.

Porn
Nothing like turning on the TV in the office to see over 9 channels of porn on. I have the Cable rigged so that if someone orders a movie ( any type) I get it sent over to the AV office. So I counted 9 channels of porn on. Nice way to start the day I'd say.. So tell me your favorite kind of porn people. I like curvy girls with natural boobs.

Too Much Drama
I just have to say that I have noticed there is alot of drama going on here. I mean come on aren't we all adults here? There are alot of great people out there and I have some of them on my friends list. I have met some great people on here but you know some of those people are seriously thinking that they just have no need to be on here anymore because the way that some others on here act. I mean if you are an adult act like one. Don't do all the childish bs..If ya want that then take it somewhere else. I know for one that I can't stand to be around someone that just downrates everyone or acts childish and it being so unneccessary. Well I guess thats enough on my thoughts...So until next time....

My Rant 4 The Day!
I'm not gonna name anyone, but alot of people & higher leveled people on here, think their shit dont stink, they apparently have no life or personality, They get off by putting others down. Grow up!! Get a life!! Think about it, if ur online this much, maybe its because ur this way in person and thats why you have no friends! To those posting bulletins, saying "Repost or delete me" come on people, remove that part of the title before reposting. I mean come on, are u gonna remove a friend over a bulletin? And to people using fake pics and women/mens pics to get people to their page! Just be urself! What are u gonna win, being level 25?? I mean come on, this is an adult site. I think its time for all the jealousy, haters, racists to stop with all the BS!! And to those with fan me, rate me, or...... I love this one, rate me, fan me, before u add me lmao well I wont be adding anyone begging for that crap! Im here for friends, and ive made some awesome ones! If people wanna rate u, fan u, i

And The Winner Is
THIS GUESSED RIGHI WAS THINKING 4 Blue-Eyes@ CherryTAP HE WILL BE PAID DURING HAPPY HOUR..I PAY ALL GIFTS DURING HH...... NEXT CONTEST LETTER FROM A- Z IN CASE NOT ENUFF PEOPLE PARTICIPATE THE 1ST PERSON TO TAKE A GUESS WINS....IF 2 PEOPLE GUSS THE SAME NUMBER ...THE ONE CLOCKED IN 1ST WINS ..I WILL ANNOUNCE THE WINNER AT 6AM PST WINNER GETS PAID DURING HH NOT MORE THEN 12 HRS AFTER THIS POST

Goddess Set Ablaze
I'm just another pearl on this necklace. Part of a continuing session of things that are pretty but not unique in any way shape or form. Something to look at fondly and blur with the others as you drape them around yourself.

Rye Bread
Two old guys, one 80 and one 87, were sitting on their usual park bench one morning. The 87 year old had just finished his morning jog and wasn't even short of breath. The 80 year old was amazed at his friend's stamina and asked him what he did to have so much energy. The 87 year old said "Well, I eat rye bread every day. It keeps your energy level high and you'll have great stamina with the ladies." So, on the way home, the 80 year old stops at the bakery. As he was looking around, the lady asked if he needed any help. He said, "Do you have any rye bread?" She said, "Yes, there's a whole shelf of it. Would you like some?" He said, "I want 5 loaves. She said, "My goodness, 5 loaves?... by the time you get to the 5th loaf, it'll be hard" He replied, "I can't believe it, everybody in the world knows about this shit but me."

If Tomorrow Never Comes....
If I live tomorrow....well I just can't say. If I live tomorrow....well I just can't say. But I know for sure...I don't live today. No sun coming through my window...feel like I'm living at the bottom of a grave....No sun coming through MY window...feel like I'm living in the bottom of a grave....Hope someone'll come and rescue me, so I can be on my miserable way.....cuz, I don't live today....maybe tomorrow, I just can't say but (ya know) I don't live today. It's such a shame to waste the time away....like this....

Insomniac Dreamer
Take it away. I sing melodically from the tip of my lips. In the cool spring air... smoke dancing to oblivion. I am the nobody super-king. I am no one. I am nothing today or yesterday. And I want you... I want you to see what's in my heart. Is it as empty as I fear... Take me from this place love. I'm not afraid today. I'm not going to beg. I just think... It could be something more than it is. Insomnia chats over coffee. Cover my toes before you roll up. Try not to slug me in your sleep. Dreams... It's what it all comes down to. And I'm such a restless young man. Afraid to sleep. Afraid to dream. Afraid to love. Afraid to be. I can't let that get in my way. There is so much left to master. So much left to explore. And I want you... here. When I do, When we do.