i know im late at posting this blog but i havent really been online to do so. so here it is. on easter sunday i was actually looking forward to going to church. i havent been to curch in six years, since my mom died the day after easter in 2001. well anyway, i was actually looking forward to going but i didnt get to bc i had to babysit and i actually cried bc i didnt get to go lol go figure lol. but yeah i havent been since that dreadfull day bc easter was the last day i spent with my mom. so its really hard for me to go to church on any other day. i can only go on easter bc thats the only way i will know if im over my moms death bc she was the bestest best friend i ever had. wish me luck for next year hehe.
