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Suprise!!!
I destroy homes I tear families apart Take away your children And that's just the start I'm more costly than diamonds More precious than gold The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold When you need me remember, I'm easily found I live all around you In schools and in town I live with the rich I live with the poor I live down the street And maybe next door I'm made in a lab but, not like you think I can be made from under the kitchen sink My power is awesome try me you'll see But if you do you may never break free Just try me once and I might let you go But try me twice and I'll own you're soul When I possess you you'll steal and you'll lie You do what you have to just to get high The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in my arms You'll lie to your mother You'll steal from your da

Vacation Time
Well, the time has finally gotten here. I didnt think it ever would. Mike is flying in saturday morning and then on sunday morning december 17th we will be leaving for a three week vacation. Going to spend the holidays in the mountains. I cant wait, going to be a white christmas. On jan 2 we will be packing up and heading back to texas. Mike is finally moving down here. Just wanted to let everyone know that I want be on much. I should be able to check my site every couple days or so. I will do my best to keep in touch with all my friends and of course when we return I will catch up with all of you. Hope you all have a wonderful holiday season. hugs stacey

Closing On My House Wed. Dec. 20, 2006
WELL, I FINALLY FOUND ME A HOUSE AND AM CLOSING ON WED. DEC. 20, 2006 AT 9:00 A.M CENTRAL STANDARD TIME. THESE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS I'VE BEEN LOOKING AT CARPET AND TILE FOR MY NEW HOUSE. I DID NOT REALIZE THERE WERE SO MANY BRAND NAMES OR STYLES OR SHADES OF EVERY COLOR!!.......LOL IT'S EXHAUSTING GOING TO DIFFERENT PLACES CHECKING ON PRICES, ETC BUT I'M LOVIN' IT!! I HAVE SOOO MANY IDEAS FOR INSIDE AND OUTSIDE OF MY NEW HOUSE.... I'M TRYING TO PACK (WITH ONLY ONE HAND STILL)EVERYTHING NOT IN USE AT THE MOMENT SO MY LITTLE APARTMENT IS PRETTY CLUTTERED RIGHT NOW WITH BOXES THAT I'VE PACKED UP. I GOT MY CAST OFF ON TUES. DEC. 12TH BUT NOW HAVE A SPLINT ON IT. SO IT'S STILL HARD TO DO ANYTHING WITH JUST ONE HAND. I DO WHAT I CAN AND LEAVE THE LIFTING TO MY SON...LOL WILL TRY TO TAKE PICS OF THE PROGRESS ON MY HOUSE, ETC AND GET THEM POSTED WHEN I HAVE THE TIME AND WHEN I AM ABLE TO ADD MORE PICS ON HERE. HOPE EVERYONE WHO READS THIS HAS A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY...

Merry Christmas From My Heart To Yours
Somewhere across the winter world tonight You will be hearing chimes that fill the air; Christmas extends its all-enfolding light Across the distance...something we can share. You will be singing, just the same as I, These familiar songs we know so well, And you will see these same stars in your sky And wish upon that brightest one that fell. I shall remember you and trim my tree, One shining star upon the topmost bough; I will hang wreaths of faith that all may see -- Tonight I glimpse beyond the hear and now. And all the time that we must be apart I keep a candle in my heart.

To All Our Friends
MUSTANG RUNNER21 AND I WOULD LIKE TO WISH ALL OF OUR FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES A SAFE AND BLESSED HOLIDAY FILLED WITH MUCH LOVE AND MAGIC. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU ALL ALIVE TIL WE SEE THE NEW YEAR. LOVE TO ONE AND ALL. PRINCESS AND MUSTANG RUNNER21 ( HOLLY AND DAVID)

Wasted Words On Lowercases And Capitals
I used to be such a burning example, I used to be so original. I used to care, I was being careful. Made sure I showed it to those that I love. I used to sleep without a single stir, 'Cause I was about my father's work. Well take me out tonight, The ship of fools I'm on will sink. A millstone around my neck, Be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give. I used to pray a God was listening. I used to make my parents proud. I was the glue that kept my friends together, Now they don't talk and we don't go out. I used to know the name of every person I kissed. Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.

Another Idiot Strikes Against Our Troops!!
I SWEAR I DO NOT UNDERSTAND PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE NERVE TO SAY SOME OF THE STUFF THEY DO!! I KNOW EVERYONE HAS A RIGHT TO FREEDOM OF SPEECH,BUT I STILL SAY IF THEY ARE GOING TO LIVE IN OUR COUNTRY THEN THEY SHOULD SUPPORT IT!! THAT INCLUDES AND ESPECIALLY OUR TROOPS!! THEY ALONG WITH OUR FIREFIGHTER,POLICE,EMS AND ALL ARE THE ONES THAT PUT THEIR LIVES IN JEOPARDY EVERYDAY SO THAT WE CAN LIVE THE KINDS OF LIVES THAT WE DO!! NOW I'M ALL FOR A GOOD TIME..BUT NO MATTER HOW GOOD A TIME YOU MAY BE HAVING ALWAYS TAKE TIME OUT TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE ONES THAT DESERVE IT THE MOST!! I TRY TO DO THAT EVERYDAY AND IF I DON'T THEN I'M SAYING IT NOW!! THANK YOU ALL WHO HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST,PRESENT AND THE FUTURE IF IT WASN'T FOR YA'LL WE WOULD BE LIVING IN A NIGHTMARE HERE!! AND THIS IS WHAT I THINK OF THE IDIOT THAT POSTED THAT MUMM!!! HERE'S THE CODE FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T READ IT!! http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=13173

Daddy's Empty Chair
DADDY'S EMPTY CHAIR A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said." "No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up," "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, "until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, "Johnn

Tired Of All The Drama...seiei!!!!
Well I am tired of all the shit ass drama going on. I fucking hate my life and that's about it. I really do fucking hope that you are happy. You are ruining a prefectly good relationship. And that's about it. Really. Do whatever the hell you want to do, but not under my mother fucking roof. I hope you do this to every person you claim to love in your life. They will soon find out you aren't as pure and sweet as everyone things you are. I can't go on like this anymore. It's driving me to the end... And I'm about on the edge... I hope you are happy in your life...YOu think none of this is a big deal... I don't even know what to say to you to make you understand what you are doing. I'm just tired of it all. You know that I love you, and I always will...just remember that and I hope it haunts your soul. I know I'm a worthless bitch...I will probably always be one in you and your families eyes. I just can't handle any of this anymore... I'm tired of all the

My Hair...
im so sad..I HAD TO BLEACH MY PINK HAIR.. at the moment im blonde..but in about an hour i will be back to my natural red.. Its all for a job..i hate it, people shouldnt have the right to tell you how your supposed to look.. im going to miss my pink hair..again.. one day it will be back to pink but til then im a natural redhead... The Very Sad kinky Pirate

I Love All My Cherry Friends
To all my cherry friends, Just wanted to say that I love you all. I met some really cool poeple on here. I want to make sure i rate everyones photos and profiles, so if you leave me a private message i will check and make sure i do just that. In return can you see if you rated my profile and photos, This site is so cool, I just love it!! Thanks bunches!! Love u all, Kimmy ~~TROUBLE~~

Merry Christmas And Thanks To All Troops
=== 'crazylady--(sissy)' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-18 07:09:43'.. > > > MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL THE TROOPS AND THIER FAMILIES. > > > Christmas Graphics Animated Comment Codes > Myspace Code Generators Layouts > > > Courtesy of MsTags.com > > > > > AMERICAN FORCES-GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND THANK YOU > Courtesy of MsTags.com > > > CANADIAN FORCE-BROTHERS IN ARMS-GOD BLESS THEM ALL AND THANK YOU > > > Courtesy of MsTags.com > > BRITISH ARMED FORCES-GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND THANK YOU > > > >

A Gift From Heaven.......
A gift from heaven.... I prayed from above.... one day to find my true love.... my soul descends and learns and grows.... and a gift from god.... I received below... A flower so beautiful, it is one of a kind..... only a few, god chooses and blesses to find...

Wahooo!
I am back in the picture taking business. I finally got my usb cord today!!! So I'll have to figure out which pics I can delete, so I can post some pictures of my Christmas tree now that its all decorated.

Looking For Cat That Cleans Window
I have the pup that does here. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=204508&albumid=0&i=676017931 I like the cat too. I buy you gift in return If you come across it. send it me Please. God Bless you! Thanks very much ~Mary~

Blind Faith
I feel you moving me but I can't even see you. At times I doubt you are even there cause of the stuff I been through. I see the stuff you do everyday and it takes my breath away. Hoping for the day to see you and we can play. You make all things live with your love. No wonder so many hold you so far above. So many call you in their own way but yet you them accept for who they are. But why does it always feel like you are so far. Thanks Mother and Father for all you have given me, and making me the man I will be. Licitus at numquam concedere vita. Numquam Mortuus.

The Bad Santa List
16. Show the reindeer who's boss by hosting an annual all-you-can-eat venison feast. 15. Install new candy cane pole for the Private Dance of the Sugarplum Fairies. 14. Stop payment on the check to Salvation Army that was meant to cover the cash I borrowed from the kettle this year. 13. Out Rudolph. 12. Reminder: Don't order the pork chops during brunch with Hanukkah Harry and Ramadan Raheed. 11. William Hung "Little Drummer Boy" ringtones for everyone! 10. Piss off the Elf Union by moving the headquarters to St. Kitts and the assembly center to Mumbai. 9. Put my yule log in Angelina Jolie's chimney. Heh heh. 8. Deliver lots of sneezing chickens to those needy Third World brats. 7. Another Christmas at Oprah's, another midnight delivery of Little Debbies and Ipecac. 6. Crank call the Easter Bunny and ask if he has a problem with shit sticking to his fur. 5. Feed the reindeer their Ex-Lax in preparation for the annual White House fly-over. 4. Keep dow

My Immortal...this Is All Me... :o(
Im so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here And it wont leave me alone These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase [chorus:] When you cried Id wipe away all of your tears When youd scream Id fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now Im bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase [chorus] Ive tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone But though youre still with me Ive been alone all along

~~ Attention Cherrytap People ~~
Please beware i entered my daughter into a contest on CherryTap and the man who hosted it ... Vash@ CherryTAP Cheated Big time he closed the contest an hour earlier then he posted and why? so this lady... A True Ga Peach:Love Me Or Hate Me...Either Way Im On Your Mind@ CherryTAP Could win the contest . she can be found in his family on his page... So all i'm saying is if ur going to have a contest play it fair . and by the way he had more then 16,000 comments from both of us in the contest and not to have a runner up in second place???? when asked he said " Hey i don't have cherry bucks to do that " so then why have a contest?? So i am letting everyone know ....THIS MAN CHEATS .... for his friends or even family on his page .... so sad but i guess there are people like him out there.... thank you for your time maria

Xmas Cheer Or Xmas Jeer?
So the holidays are approaching this weekend and with all the money spent on gifts this year, it's got me wondering. So I have a question for everyone. What do you think of the holidays? Are you the type of person who loves it and loves giving presents to see people's smiling faces? Or are you the type who doesn't like it because you go broke after buying all the presents? Let me hear your opinions.

Missing You
Missing You Not having you here in my life has has taken sometime to get use to. In my mind theres only thoughts of you still here in my life; so I begin to cry because it's all in my mind your really gone from life, missing your voice your love and tendernes and most of all Your compassionate heart "Mama". Ded To: Mable Nelson Copyright @2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Yet Another Poem
A Brother Love From the first time we meet I knew we would have a bond for life. I seen your first steps your first tooth how wonderful those things where to me; as we grew up we fought and argue but I always had your back until the end, here's your brother letting you know I thank God that you our my sister and I love you. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Totally In A Sad Mood
i do not know anymore why i should live.i am an asshole i should just die i am not worth this waste called my life anymore.i feel like shit and i feel i should just die already but some crul jokee i am still lliveing and i do not know why.

Those Who Forget.
I would like to toot my horn to those who have forgot the little people that have helped them achive where they are today. How quick they forget when they ask for our help and when given, we are passed away. So, toot toot, to you people of small heart and recconition. For remember, carma, What goes around comes around.

One Of My Poems.....
To My Children (In poetic form) Joshua: It was you who gave me the reason to quit I drank all the time without giving a shit Until the day I heard you cry "Daddy's drunk again" with tears in your eyes You were only 4 years old When you said those words You've given me strength not to drink anymore I've been sober now for 12 and a half years You all were so young then when I drank rum and beers I drank every day from morning till night Of course it did cause me and mom to fight She stood beside me though I did her wrong By being a mean drunk and not getting along I've grown up since then in a sober way I have you to thank for those words from that day You're growing into such a fine young man And very smart I must say Your ability to write stories from imagination Will make you well known someday I have no doubts you will become A man known to the world Through writings that flow from your mind Through books for boys and girls Zachary: Our sweet lit

?????????
9011 Cherries to go. LOL Wonder if something is up with that ???? Could be worse I guess. Could be 911. Big point difference but the number. Think that is funny. This member just left random rate on one of my pics...so I go check out her page and she had 420 to go. What's with the numbers today ? LOL

Stuff About Me, A Ton Of Questions
*** About me *** What does your name mean? Just E Are you color blind? No, I think I’m tone-deaf though What's your favorite album/CD? New The Game Album I just got What is your eye color? Brown Do you have a job? What is it? Yep. I work for a healthcare company in a chain of many hospitals How tall are you? 5' Eleven What is your hair color? Light Brown Do you believe in hell? Yes .. It exists differently for each person, in mine, I’m waiting in line at the grocery store. Are you artistic? Very much, I would like to think so…otherwise I’m just really weird. What's your favorite color? Black, but technically it’s an absence of any other color…so then Blue. What is your screen name? E and I don’t IM… Where do you live? EAST Sizzide Explain your political beliefs. No bullshit, lots of screaming, firearms, fighting, ass kicking, and me getting a lot accomplished. Chuck Norris would be there as my Vice President. Explain your religious beliefs. Wow .

Still.rain.heart.beats
I miss talking like we used to. Where words meant everything. And we didn't have to hold up the constellations. Just so the stars wouldn't fall. Nothing makes any sense. Without the bliss of skin rubbing next to unidentified bones. And I'm so sick of silence. And how everything means nothing. I've been feeling crushed lately. Suffocating on the things I just couldn't bring myself to say. Wishing for a center alignment to show you that every piece is still here. But baby, let's just face the fact that we're both broken. I miss a lot of things these days. The way the rain falls down on these warm nights. And the way you twist my words into everything their not. I miss every mistake and every erase mark on the paper. Because all I wanted was for everything to be ok. but nothing's okay. when the sky shattered worse than my heart. and your hands couldn't let go of the door handle long enough to catch me. and it's

Bad Times!
I had found the man of my dreams; sweet, funny, romantic. We had a whirlwind romance that ended bad.Let me word this in a way that can be more easily understood... the one who trusts a bad relationship is a willing victim to their own desires. I have fallen martyr to a bad love myself. Love is strange. Sometimes what looks so good and so caring is actually so dangerous and so hating. I thought I had found the love of my life. All my dreams would come true. It seemed so true and so real, but was I was easily punished. I was easily suckered in. But sad thing is my heart will always love him in a special way.. He made me happier than ever. And his smile was to die for. In my dreams there's a faint picture, a scattered memory of that day we met. I remember it like it was yesterday, I knew I'd love you for the rest of my life. Now I see what you've done for me, it has helped me through this time without you, my heart is gone longing for you. My love, my lost love .You'd know I'd love yo

Hehe--survey
1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? either corona [beer] or brandy [not beer] 2. Do you follow college football? some.. go ducks... 3. How many miles does your car have on it? I don't have a car 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? my baby followed in oreder by ken, megan, steffan, nicole 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? last summer 6. Are you happy? i just woke up. ask me in about 21.9 minutes 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? sears. got dads christmas gift and my ring. 8. How do you feel about your hair? i wish the god damn perm would grow out already 9. Where should you be? in bed... [hehe... not alone] 10. Last thing you ate? tv dinner 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? yes... ill leave it up to your imagination 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? almost 2 weeks... 14. AIM or MSN? MSN 16 the kid behind me messed up 16. 17. Who do you like right now? i like

Eeeeeewwwwwwwww
Okay so I wake up and the eyes are crusty....now Im sneezing like every 2 seconds........allergies suck!!!! Other than that Im great!!!! Christmas is almost here and my oldest will be home soon.....yipppeeeee

Baby Jesus'
babyjesus@ CherryTAP has posted a blog posting entitled, anti-spam stuff wherein he is feeling justfied for his (and, perhaps, other powers that be) actions. My response: The theory is good.... but, the practicality is all wrong. It is penalizing the good-hearted ambassadors such as myself. I have enjoyed this site very much -- but, when I get on the "spam list" after I just post 3 separate comments on 3 separate newbie profiles, you have to understand what has sent my head spinning in disbelief. I am a paying member because I believe in this site. Just sit back a moment and see if the spam blocker thing can be rethought a bit. Perhaps you have it on high protection, I am not sure; just thinking out loud. Please, oh, please rethink what you are doing and you will see what has sent sooooo many of spinning. You are penalizing the innocents as well in your efforts to penalize those that truly blatantly spam. Just please give it some thought and re-thought is

Hello Everyone,
I got great news one of my stories got approved on Literotica. You can read it by following this link if you like too. http://english.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=289138 It is an erotic story so do enjoy it. Thanks Pooh Bear

Ghost
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard (barely containing his laughter) who had watched the whole incident walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied: "I think

New Name !
WELL ME AND ONE OF MY COOLEST GUY FRIENDS WERE TALKING AND WE WERE GIVING EACH OTHER NICK NAMES LOL ................. I WONT TELL YOU WHAT I CALL HIM BUT HE CALLED ME SUNSHINE PUSSY ................. HE SAID CAUSE THE SIGHT OF MY PUSSY WILL ALWAYS BRIGHTEN HIS DAY LMAO............. YEAH I GOT IT LIKE THAT BUT ANYWAY HE KEPT CALLING ME THAT AND IT KINDA STUCK ............. SO............. TO ALL WHO KNOW ME AS1. RENEE2. MEME3. BIGFINE4. MS. I KNOWYOUWANTME5. SWEETNESS THE NEW NAME FOR YOUR GIRL IS DRUMROLL PLEASE....................SUNSHINE PUCCI !DONT YOU JUST LOVE THE WAY I SPELLED IT BUT YOU CAN CALL ME SUNSHINE FOR SHORTTags: | Edit Tags Tuesday December 19, 2006 - 12:10pm (CST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments A

Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas everyone ♥ I know i havent been on much lately, i sowwie. I've been woah amounts of busy. But i wanted to say merry xmas to you all and have a great holiday. I love you guys ♥

My Final Goodbye To A Love Wasnt Met To Be
Echoes From My Heart The echoes from my heart, Come back in waves of sorrow... Even if I am bleeding screams, I’m still crawling, seeking for love, My undying hope is forcing me To still walk on this path, When I would wish to give up, to rest... Why doesn’t hope fade away Like all the other good things? Is hope a part of lust? Only lust is undying! It seems to have died sometimes, But then, it comes back in waves of dancing, Comes back in an erotic motion That bounds two souls together... Or maybe it’s just a part of the beast in me... Hope, a part of life, Lust, a part of death, Hope, a part of death, Making it seem sweet and silent, Lust, a part of life, Making it seem warm and silent... The echoes from my heart, Come back in a melody of sorrow... Even if I am singing along, I’m still waiting, still standing here, to see my end, My undying lust is forcing me To stand still, motionless pictures of a naked you, App

Her Last Breath
Dark Fantasy, rape,Death Toweling herself off, Lindsay stepped from the shower and stood in front of the full-length mirror mounted on the wall. Using a fresh towel wrap her damp shoulder-length brown hair in, she gazed into the mirror. “God I look like shit!” Lindsay silently exclaimed to herself. In reality, Lindsay was strikingly beautiful. Now working on her second year of post-graduate studies, this 23 year-olds’ body was stunning. Standing exactly five feet tall, she weighed a petite yet muscular 95 pounds. Raising her perfectly toned arm to her face, Lindsay used her delicate fingers to stretch the skin next to her eye, attempting to smooth out barely noticeable wrinkles forming around her eyes. Taking a deep breath, she again spoke aloud, “I really gotta stop these long ass days!” referring to the full class load and part-time job she worked. As her mind raced through the litany of chores and Christmas shopping awaiting her tomorrow, she slowly blotted her delicate

You Are Balanced - Believer
You Are Balanced - Believer - Powerful You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma. You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill. You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky. No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

A Song
. I wish that I could've stayed but you argued. More than this I wish you could've seen my face In the backseat staring out the window. I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I will be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I love you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you decide to wake up. I earned through hope and faith The curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold forever. If morning never comes for either one of us, Then this I pray to you wherever. I'll do anything for you. This story is for you. ('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.) I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I won't be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I loved you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will a

Evolution 2
You know I have been a computer tech for the army for 6 years, but I have been playing online for 10 years... back when AOL first came out on dial up... I have seen it all on here... Sex, drugs, rock-n-roll, breaks-ups, make ups, orgy planning and web cam masturbating... Hell I have even done my fair share of things on the net... I am in any way shape or form a newbie to any of this internet shit... So I find it funny as hell when someone thinks they pull one over on me on the net... First of all... I wrote the book on inyernet spy games... so dont think for a second that creating some fake name with a bunch of phony pics is going to do anyone any good... I can sniff these profiles out like it was Phoenyx's dirty diaper from 3 weeks ago... Its an insult to think I am that naive to fall for it... Especially when you have done better in the past... Are you really serious to think its that easy to pull the woo over my eyes... Now lets pretend for a minute you haven't been there to

Clling All Friends
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING TO FIND THAT I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND IN THE 'AVERAGE JOE' CONTEST....I CUD SURE USE SOME HELP. IM NOT THAT FAR BEHIND, BUT CAN SURE USE MY FRIENS HELP. THE CONTEST IS OVER AT NOON EASTERN TIME TODAY! COME ON PEOPLE, YOUKNOW I WOULD BE THERE FOR YOU!!! bONES

Stupid 2 Shit
If you dig a tunnel straight through the earth, will you come out with your feet first? Why are pennies bigger than dimes? Did they have antiques in the olden days? Are zebras black with white stripes, or white with black stripes? If Pringles are "so good that once you pop, you can't stop" why do they come with a resealable lid? Is a sleeping bag a nap sack? What came first, the fruit or the color orange? Where does the white go when the snow melts? Can blind people see their dreams? If there's an exception to every rule, is there an exception to that rule? Why do you click on start to exit Microsoft Windows? Have you ever wondered why Trix are only for kids? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why do most cars have speedometers that go up to at least 130 when you legally can't go that fast on any road? Why do they call it "getting your dog fixed" if afterwards it doesn't work anymore? If Wile Coyote had enough money for all that Acme crap, why didn't he just buy dinner? I

Lust
This Quiz Guy Seems To Know Me Pretty Well... Your Lust Quotient: 80% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

5 Steps To Wisdom
5 Steps to Wisdom "The first step in the acquisition of wisdom is silence, The second is listening, The third is memory, The fourth is practice, The fifth is teaching others." ~Solomen Ibn Gabirol (A.D. 1021? – 1069?)~ Hard to argue with that, huh? Silence, meditation, time with nature, self-reflection… all of these things lead us to wisdom. Have we taken that first step? Do we listen? Do we remember? Do we practice? Do we teach others? We all know what we must do, yet how often do we really do it? We get so distracted by our daily activities that we forget how important it is to just sit down and be quiet for a change! Yes, it is important – wisdom is important! Wisdom is necessary to lead the kind of lives that we say we want to lead. Remember....The first step is...Silence “It is easier to be wise for others than for oneself.” ~La Rochefoucauld (1613-1680)~ This is so true! Don’t we all give better advice than we take from ourselves? Because we can look at so

Sex, Sex And More Sex
Now that I have your attention, I wanted to take this opportunity to put my ideas, thoughts and perspective out there for everyone. Comments would be appreciated. Let me start off with I luv sex...my ex kept accusing me of being a nymphomaniac. I figure if you're with someone that you want to be with the energy just flows and it's addicting. Moving past that I luv my friends and my special friends who I share intimate moments with are not for divulging and dropping names, out of respect for privacy and being a gentleman. One-night stands, all depends on your definition, mine is that you meet this random person, you have sex and never see them again save perhaps one awkward moment a week or month later. When I was in college there were a few classmates who I had sexual encounters with and we remained friends. I wouldn't consider these one-night stands since we saw each other in class and around campus and we had sex every now and again. Sex in public, now some people are j

Yay!
My sisters are picking me up from work tomorrow night and taking me to our hometown. But since too many people know the ENTIRE family there (the curse of being a redneck, from a redneck town), we'll probably go to the next county, where we lived for like 6 years. And because I'm cute and little and funny when I'm drunk, this means the Princess gets free drinks! I loooooove my man but he doesn't drink and thinks I get wild when I do so I'm leaving The Warden home with the girls! Mama's getting happy! My only fear is that we'll run into my ex, who is scum from the bottom of the slimiest rock you'll ever see but I'm not too worried. When you're little and cute like me, you have friends that'll whoop ass for you. I'll just make sure Loser buys me a drink first. It's the least he can do. And because I'm feeling the love, I'll make him buy all y'all one too! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! PS: You do know this will mean adorable pics, right?!

Yes More Updates On Me..
Well there is alot of stuff that is on my mind and I really don't know what to do..It is ok to get out of your system.. Grandma is getting really worse and I don't know what to do.. Yes I know my life is in living Hell.. Don't know what I can do is be there for my grandma.. I am or going to start praying for me more and try to read my bible.. My be a miracle.. I hope it happens.. Well give you all more updates on me ok.. Virgo24

My Mind 2
I pull my vail over my head and wonder if I would ever wear it for him I still see it the wedding we wanted in my head I see the tear fall from my check onto his soft lips as we kissed I see us dancing in each others arms on the floor alone to are song with the look of never ending happyness in are loveing eyes never wanting this moment to end but till he comes home to my loveing arms it will never be it will just remain a dream, a dream of pain. pain I wish I never felt pain I never thought I would be able to live though pain I wish on no one but pain I have pain I'm feeling right now pain I can barly handle. blood dripps from my arm as I try to cut my pain away I witch the blood pour from my arm but still no releaf but just more pain, pain of seeing your face every time I close my eyes every time I look in to are sons eyes I'm hurting in side it feels my mind with thoughts I cant cure on my own but subside every time I hear your voice or read the words u write to me everyday but I hu

Fell From Grace
Another day passes as my life fades away, to risk yet again a chance, to be taken, or not to be taken Questions still stream silently through my mind, like the silent picture days of old. Parts of me want to stay angry and numb. Not to let another soul touch mine for fear that all there is left is more pain. But what is life without pain, without expectations...mine I guess. For I have no expectations of what others should be, Only what I accept of myself. Maybe that was too high, Or maybe I was put on yet another pedistal, that I fell from grace. Time is passing through the hourglass, Dragging what is left of me with it, slowly, time fades, darkness is here with the night, And I am alone yet again, with just my child to hold. Missing someone sleeping next to me, holding me through the night, funny little things missed. Still after all this time, Autumn is here again, leave are changing, Remembering the distant past, and not so distant, illusions time broke,

Consider The Dead
Consider the dead, Who remember not, Their own mortal souls, Which time has forgot, The dead cannot know, How much that you care, Alone in the dark, All senses stripped bare, They cannot feel love, Or hear your voice call, The dead cannot know, You love them at all, The dead cannot laugh, Or stand by your side, Any hope of reunion, Forever denied, So, celebrate life, As your time rushes by, There will be time for the dead, On the day that you die.

Saddam's Video
UNEDITED SADDAM HANGING (**Graphic**) This video shows Saddam Hussein being hanged from the vantage of a witness using his or her cellphone. This shows almost everything -- except for the snap of the neck, viewer discretion advised.

Nye
Alright, so I'm sitting here...Child and husbandless for the next 18 hours which is reason enough to party because that happens very rarely...but Im truly debating whether or not to stay home and enjoy the peace or go out as planned and get trashed....any input? maybe i'm just gettin old lol..

The Greatest Gift I Ever Knew.........
The greatest gift I ever knew Came from loving you. You've been my strength When I was weak. You've held me high To reach my peak. Your love for me I could never betray. From your gentle arms, Never will I stray. You've given a gift, So special and true, A gift I'll spend my life Giving back to you.

A New Year?
WELL HERE WE ARE,2007.WHAT HAPPENED TO 05 AND06?EVERY YEAR GETS SHORTER IT SEAMS AND EVERY YEAR THERE IS MORE LEFT I DIDNT GET DONE THE YEAR BEFORE.NOT THIS YEAR THOUGH.....I HOPE.LOL IVE MET SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE HERE ON CT,MADE ALOT OF FRIENDS,PLANNING MORE,AND IVE PUT THE PAST WHERE IT BELONGS,ON THIS YEARS LIST,LOL.ACTUALLY NO,BUT IT SOUNDED GOOD.THE PAST IS BURRIED.THE PRESENT IS NOW AND THE FUTURE,WELL WHO KNOWS WHAT THE FUTURE IS OR IF IT EXISTS.THIS YEAR WILL BE DEVOTED TO EACH DAY AS IT COMES.IVE PRECEEDED MY GOALS,IVE PAST ALL THAT WAS REQUIRED,IVE SLAVED,BEEN SAD,HURT EVERYTHING,SO NOW ITS A DAY BY DAY LIFE.I USED TO LIVE THAT WAY AND THERE WAS NO STRESS AND EVERYTHING WAS SO EASY. I GUESS WHAT THIS BOILS DOWN TO IS THIS.DONT BURRY YOURSELVES IN TO DO LISTS THEN STRESS OVER GETTING IT DONE.TAKE IT SLOW AND EASY.MAKE TIME TO ENJOY LIFE BECOUSE ITS TO SHORT TO KEEP IT COMPLICATED ALL THE TIME.SEE PEOPLE YOU HAVENT SEEN FOR AWHILE BEFORE THEY ARE GONE FOR GOOD,MEET NEW PEO

Children Learn What They Live
IF A CHILD LIVES WITH CRITICISM, HE LEARNS TO CONDEMN. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH HOSTILITY, HE LEARNS TO FIGHT. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH RIDICULE, HE LEARNS TO BE SHY. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SHAME, HE LEARNS TO FEEL GUILTY. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH TOLERANCE, HE LEARNS TO BE PATIENT. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ENCOURAGEMENT, HE LEARNS CONFIDENCE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH PRAISE, HE LEARNS TO APPRECIATE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH FAIRNESS, HE LEARNS JUSTICE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SECURITY, HE LEARNS TO HAVE FAITH. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH APPROVAL, HE LEARNS TO LIKE HIMSELF. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ACCEPTANCE AND FRIENDSHIP, HE LEARNS TO FIND LOVE IN THE WORLD.

Danielle {deebear}
i hate fucking whimpy guys that just wana beat on girls....you think ur soo tough go and beat on guys, not women !~!!!! you fucking wicked jerk you sat there last night saying how much u hate when guys beat on women than not even an hour later , you go and hit a girl..nice guy you are

Another Reason You Should Do Your Salute Today!!!
A new bulletin has been circulated and reposted by me, entitled Important News About Pts, Salutes, and VIC, to be reposted, I am sure, by others. The gist of the body stated: "hey cherries, just a heads up-- people with a salute now receive a 10% point bonus everytime they're awarded points/cherry bucks. vics also receive a 15% point bonus. these bonuses stack, so if you're a VIC with a salute, you get 25% extra points everytime. one last tweak for today, in order to move beyond level 10, you'll need to have a salute. if you don't have a salute, you'll keep gathering points, but your level won't go any higher. this tweak is not retroactive, so if you're already over level 10 without a salute, you'll stay there.. you just won't move up anymore. hope everyone had a great new year! -mike" as originally posted by ~Fyretygress~ CT Bouncer ~@ CherryTAP I guess this is all the more reason to become a V.I.C. :D and for the folks to get busy doing their salut

Just A Note
Just a note to say I hope that Everyone had a Great New Years and may this be the year that You get whatever you are wishing for. Sorry that I havent been around too much lately. but where it has been School Vacations been spending most my time with my 3 Kids. They start back at school tomorrow (thank god),so I am sure You all will be seeing alot more of me around. Hugsssss to Those that want them!!!!!!!!!

Happy Trails
I was chasing a nymph of the woods along a treacherous single-track. Pushing myself and my bike too the limited; if I never caught up to her, at least I was getting in a great workout. I saw a glimpse of a long pony-tail swishing in the wind when I peaked a ridge a couple of miles back. Man was she fast; I was having a hard time catching up to her. She had now been out of sight for too long so I was about to give up. But I was pleasantly surprised when I saw her after rounding a corner. Just about a mile away, she was off her bike and looking at it. I kept my feverous pace until I finally met up with her. I could not check her out because she was waiting for me, face in an “I-need-help” frown. “Hey, how’s your ride going?” I asked pulling up to her. “Awesome until this happened,” she pointed down to her bike. I quickly saw her broken chain. I dismounted and squatted to get a closer look. Doing so I let my eyes fall across her lean body encased in her tight lycra riding jersey

A Wish
I wish everyone a great year an pray what ever higher power you believe in watches over you and yours. I wish for all heath and happiness, love and laughter.. and as the words to Rascal Flatts I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya nev

Chicken With Angel Hair Pasta
Chicken recipe with angel hair pasta is made with chicken breasts, broccoli, garlic, and Parmesan cheese. INGREDIENTS: * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 2 teaspoons butter * 3 boneless chicken breast halves cut into 1-inch cubes * 1 carrot, sliced on diagonal into 1/4-inch thick pieces * 1 1/2 cups frozen broccoli florets, thawed * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 12 ounces angel hair pasta or linguini * 2/3 cup chicken broth * 1 teaspoon dried leaf basil * salt and pepper, to taste * 3 tablespoons Parmesan cheese PREPARATION: Heat 2 teaspoons olive oil and 1 teaspoon butter in skillet over medium heat; add chicken. Cook chicken, stirring, until chicken is cooked through, about 5 to 7 minutes. Remove chicken with slotted spoon to paper towels.Add remaining 1 teaspoon oil and 1 teaspoon butter to skillet; add carrot and cook, stirring, for 5 minutes. Add broccoli and garlic to the skillet and cook, stirring for about 2 minutes longer. C

Spell Of The Day - Jan 2, 2007 ~
Blessing Broom January 2nd, 2007 Now that the yuletide season has passed and the traffic in and out of the home has finally slowed down, it is time to cleanse your home of old or unwelcome energies and boost protection for those who live there. This can be accomplished in one task. Take a new broom and tie on the following: basil (cleansing), lavender (happiness), nutmeg (good luck), gardenia (peace), cedar (cleansing), lemon slices (cleansing). Tell the broom that its function is to clean away all residue of the past year and to instill peace, happiness, and good luck for the current year. Sweep the entire house, ending at the back door. Sweep all of the old energy out. Close the door firmly and seal it with a kiss.

Week 3
things are going great on a new stage of food now i feel like a baby changing the stages of food but its all worth it i can see a big difference already and it only gets better from here soon as my camera gets fixed ill be posting more photos well tahnks for stopping by stop by and fan me and ill return the favor rate me comment me freind me its all good see ya soon

Proud To Be White
If this offends I am sorry... but it also proves a point Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be raci

Your Opinion...
so why exactly is it that girls wear really low cut shirts or dresses and then wear a sweater to cover what their wearing or are always "re-adjusting " to make sure you dont see anything. isnt that why their wearing the low-cut shirt/dress in the first place? im confused..

The Parrots!
A lady goes to her priest one day and tells him, "Father, I have a problem. I have two female parrots, but they only know how to say one thing." What do they say?" the priest inquired. They say, "Hi, we're hookers! Do you want to have some fun? "That's obscene!" the priest exclaimed, then he thought for a moment. "You know," he said, "I may have a solution to your problem. I have two male talking parrots, which I have taught to pray and read the Bible." "Bring your two parrots over to my house, and we'll put them in the cage with Frank and Jacob. "My parrots can teach your parrots to pray and worship, and your parrots are sure to stop saying that phrase in no time." Thank you," the woman responded, "This may very well be the solution." The next day, she brought her female parrots to the priest's house. As he ushered her in, she saw that his two male parrots were inside their cage, holding rosary beads and praying. Impressed, she walked over and p

Chains Hanging Down
It is amazing what, when you don't feel all that small normally, what some chains on some ceiling fans which are too short for one to reach can make one seem so much smaller than normal. I have had some extremely short chains on the ceiling fan/light fixtures throughout my apartment. Last month, I finally went to Home Depot and bought some chains to be able to extend those chains so that I could finally selectively have the fan and/or light on the fixture turned on or off. A friend of mine was here at the time; however, couldn't stay long enough to put them up for me at the time. Today... maintenance arrived and put up my extended chains. I can finally have selective choices when it comes to my fan/light fixtures now!!! Yea!! LOL... Okay, okay.... I am sure that you are thinking such small things can make this lady's day. Yes!! That is soooo very true. Imagine, if this alone makes me absolutely elated, what something on a slightly larger scale can make me!

B 4 U Do
listen i dont really fall into this online thing wit pages and rating me cuz i dnt really care too much bout that, but if u gonna rate my shit dont put 5 or sum bull shit like that id rather u not put nothin put a 10 or 11 i dnt give a fuck if i only got 1 pic no songs and aint been on in a month im hot that means my shit is hot 10s or betta now that we got that straight u cherrys have a nice day

How Easy Am I ?????
You are 44% easy You are not very easy. You like to at least date someone before sleeping with them. For you, sex is about more than just the pleasure, although you do get a lot of pleasure from it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

She And He
She is the wingless one, with words so sweet He is the voiceless one, with well traveled feet She waits for him, her heart implores he hears her, but sadly ignores She hangs her head and weeps he dreams of her when he sleeps She calls to him and waits for an answer he turns elegantly, a fancy dancer She holds his sorrow and bears it well he carries her secrets and will not tell She reaches for him through out the night He closes his eyes to the mournful sight She gazes in the mirror, and casts no reflection He looks within and sees only imperfection She sighs with a longing ache he shrugs and nods, just another mistake They are two halves of a whole Two who share the same soul Separate and yet the same both at once wild and tame She is his beacon of gentle mirth He is her knight of comfort and worth She sings the words, He hums the tune they are as apart as the sun is from the moon Locked eternally in an orbital chase coming only close enough for sh

Upcoming Soon My B-day!!!!
Woohooo New Year has gone by and now what's next??? My b-day is comin soon and I can't wait for it as I gotta have some fun going out for then night and hope you all the CherryTap Ladies who would love to give this person (if you don't mind) a present? All I want a special present with a special picture of you all the ladies and I will return a favour for your b-day up comin in a few or later months so let get this busyyyyyyyyy ladiesssssssssss hehehehehehe ;-)

Probably Leaving
With not having had much time online here over the holidays and now wanting to put even more focus into other things I probably won't be online here much. Depending how little time I actually find myself on here too, I might just end up taking my profile down eventually. We'll see what happens. Should I decide to do so, there are other avenues for keeping in touch with me should any of you (who don't already) want to do so. Who

The Covenant Of Aradia
Observe the times of the Treguenda, for therein is the foundation of the powers of Stregheria. When good is done to you, then do good to another. If someone wishes to repay you for a kindness, then bind them to go out of their way to help three others, then this shall clear the debt. Do not use the arts of Stregheria to appear powerful among others. Do not lower the standards of the Art and thereby bring contempt upon the Old ways. Do not take the life of anything unless it is to preserve life, yours or another's. Do not give your word of honor lightly, for you are bound by your words and by your oaths. Do not accept any authority over you unless it is of the Gods. Instead, cooperate with others but do not be a slave and always preserve your honor. Give respect to others and expect respect in return. Teach all who appear worthy and aid the continuance of the Old Religion. Do not belittle another's religious beliefs, but simply state your own truths. Strive to be at

Belly Dance.
Rather lately, I've taken somewhat of an interest in belly dance, as I find it to be vastly feminine, graceful and sensual. Also, I have always loved to sway and undulate my hips as the rhythm flows over my body. Being that we don't have a dance studio in this area or a private instructor that I've been able to locate, I'm teaching myself via various online material and instructional videos. Learning to isolate the different muscle groups has actually been fun, in this weird sort of way, of course. I have yet to purchase a costume, though in truth, I very well may not, as I don't really fancy 'em. Well, I suppose some are okay, but most that I have viewed appear to be gaudy. Some of the individual pieces are nice. Maybe I'll mix and match until I get something I like. In any event, I've never been one to apply the word sexy to myself, but when I dance, I feel incredibly sexy, as if the dance was designed specifically for my body. It makes me feel as if Helen of Troy and her je

Passing In The Night...
I sat alone and watched the movement around me. I wondered how some people can be so 'busy' all the time And others barely get through each day. The holidays are approaching, everything is so festive. As I walked down the street to the local market, I passed by an elderly woman, struggling to get one foot in front of the other. Her face was marked with signs of hardship, she looked confused, a bit scared. She kept her head bowed, her destination focused. I wondered what kind of life she had. Did she know where she was? Had the ugly head of Alzheimer's become a part of her small world? Did she have family? Friends? Was she successful? Happy? Content? Did anyone come to visit her, did anyone care? I was saddened as some young kids rushed past her, nearly knocking her down. She stopped momentarily, then continued on…as if it were a routine she became used to. How sad. They didn't even notice her. How many of us will become shadows in the str

Manowar Type Song I Wrote
A Warriors death (Verse 1) The edge of night falls, Tearing down all my walls. I sit alone in the cold, A thousand tales told. Candles burning bright, On this maiden flight. How did this all begin, Not knowing if we'ed win. (chorus) Beware the valkries cry, The fates and there evil eye. Beware the song the sirins sing, and the death the banshee brings. (verse 2) I know the end is near, contaplaiting all my fears. The thunder begins to rattle, As I here the sounds of battle. The war is upon us now, A solom warriors vow. I'll fight until the end, A queens honor to defend. (chorus) Beware the valkries cry, The fates and there evil eye. Beware the song the sirins sing, and the death the banshee brings. (Verse 3) Brothers called to arms. To save our land from harm. This evil cloaked in black, Send those deamons back. A Knight upon his horse, with a banner of our force. My target is in my sight, I see the enem

What Am I Supposed To Do???
Now, going off the notion that none of you know me personally let me explain the situation. My boyfriend and I got together in October and things were amazing, he came to visit me and we talked alot. It was going well and it was the first time since my ex in high school that I was allowing myself to fall for someone. We met Sept of 05 right when I first came to Macomb, (7 months later), we started talking/dating in April of 06, then in October 06 we were together, now Jan 07 we just broke up. Now, we broke up for a very good reason, we had a pregnancy scare (I was 12 days late) and he took it as an opportunity to joke and whatever. Then when I got really serious about it he got scared and ignored my phone calls. I broke up with him because of it. SO when he finally came around and everything was ok I didn't answer his calls. Now he sent me an email explaining himself and saying he sorry and all this (because i am not accepting his calls email is the only way he can get to me.) W

Before You Go
*Before you go* Before you walk out the door... Look at me and the tears that you will see.. The love that will always be... Cause no one can ever replace The love that you have shown me... You gave me strength to carry on... Knowing that you'll always be apart of me... KD

My Life
First: Live and LOVE Life. Life's full of changes and you have to be willing to do them, I'm a hard working person who's willing to do what she can to get what she wants,Everything i have is because i worked my ass off going to school and work, I do it on my own and proud of it. I'm kind hearted, maybe a little to much sometimes, yet some ppl take advantage,I've been mistreated in the past and i can't let it happen, I forgave but couldn't forget, thats what made me who I am today, for those who know me i dont intend to hurt people in any way but i dont like to have ppl walk all over me so i do what i have to do,If i can get anything out of life it's that everyone I know remembers me for who i was, what good friend i am, always willing to listen/ give advice, and always there. If you dont have faith then you wont get anywhere in life.

For Every 100 People That Join This, I Will Post A Nude Pic!!!
Hers how this will work!!! 1) For every 100 people that join, I make a nude pic of myself and post it on the site!!! However, you must A) Register B) Add pics to your gallery C) Have a variety of pics in your gallery D) Repost this c) Invite others 2) I will post a nude pic of everyones choice of me doing what ever!!! However, you must A) Make a note of what you wish to see B) Whats requested the most is whats posted C) Keep a track on the site and watch the numbers Thats the deal and now lets see what happens11 see the details bellow and go get started!!! This is not what you think either!!! Its all about your sexy pics and all you have to do is register and make your gallery in wich you can make a gallery inside gallery!!! Its better than eanything you have ever messed with and you get to have your own gallery under you own unique name as well as recieve comments from others!!! All are welcome and the best pics get moved over to the front home page under catigor

Metallica As A Theme Song???
After a particularly hard weekend and crappy Monday, I began to consider this question on my way from Rosslyn to Chantilly... After listening to "The Unforgiven" by Metallica, I began to consider if it could be used as a theme song for sufferers of ADD. The lyrics... New blood joins this earth And quickly hes subdued Through constant pain disgrace The young boy learns their rules With time the child draws in This whipping boy done wrong Deprived of all his thoughts The young man struggles on and on hes known A vow unto his own That never from this day His will they'll take away What Ive felt What Ive known Never shined through in what Ive shown Never be Never see Wont see what might have been What Ive felt What Ive known Never shined through in what Ive shown Never free Never me So I dub the unforgiven They dedicate their lives To running all of his He tries to please them all This bitter man he is Throughout his life the same Hes battled co

The Shocker
So I absolutely do not understand the sudden obsession with "the shocker." I swear like every other picture I see is someone making that gesture, and even in "real" life I have been seeing it and hearing references about it. Personally, if some guy ever stuck his finger up my ass the real shock would be to him when I rip his dick off. I guess some women would enjoy it, but I strongly suggest you ask before actually doing it.

The Women And Myself.
It was but lately said to Me that some, elsewhere, have commented on the fact that I know so many women. Well: First and foremost, I've been polite to the women. Secondly, I've treated them with both dignity and decency. Thirdly, I've been consistant, and patient. Fourthly, I've been honest with them. In short, I've gone and put in the effort required in each relationship. That's why the relationships continue to exist, and why they will do so. Blessed Be, ^Uyraell^.

Chicken And Rice With Curry Powder
This rice and chicken bake is packed with flavor, and it's easy to prepare. Use convenient cooked chicken cubes for an even easier meal. INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup long-grain rice * 4 boneless chicken breast halves, without skin * 4 tablespoons butter * 1/4 cup chopped red or green bell pepper, or combination green and red * 1 clove garlic, minced * 1 cup chopped onion * 1/2 cup chopped sliced celery * 1 can (14.5 ounces) tomatoes * 1/4 cup raisins * 3 tablespoons blanched sliced or slivered almonds * 1/2 to 3/4 teaspoon curry powder * 1/2 teaspoon dried leaf thyme, crumbled * salt and pepper * sliced or slivered almonds for garnish PREPARATION: Heat oven to 375°. Cook rice with water as package directs, just until tender. Wash chicken and pat dry. Heat the butter in a large skillet; brown chicken on both sides; remove to a 2-quart casserole. Pour off excess butter and add the bell pepper, garlic, onions, celery,

Erotica
Out at Sea By: Latinoheat For awhile now, my girlfriend Lilly and I had been talking about renting a boat and going out sailing. And as saturday came upon us Lilly was in the mood for one of her games. She stood there beside the bed, wearing only her red Thong and her tiny matching bra. "Hi", she said in a small, shy voice. This was the way she sometimes started a our lovemaking games. She knew I loved it when she played the innocent stranger. "Hi honey, what's your name?" I asked, playing the game. "Adena", she said. "Know what it means?" "I have no idea",I said letting my eyes wander up and down my girls mostly bare body. "It means sensuous", she said. "Do you think I look sensuous?", she asked. She was using her playful, little virgin voice. "No", I lied. "You look like the ugly girl I took to the 6th grade dance". Lilly slipped the straps of her bra down, reached behind her, and unfastened the back of her bra. It fell to the floor and she kicked it aside. "Now, do I look sensu

Where Did Time Go.
487 members of a graduating class of 815 now gone.112 were traffic,143 were health,116 were suicides,22 were homocides,91 were drug affiliated and three were giving birth.out of the 328 remaining 65 are in prison.263 are living their lives in sociaty.i wasnt able to break down their jobs ect. those are scary statistics i know,you see that was my graduating class.it was ranked number one in members lost within 10 years of graduation.it also was ranked the second highest in sat scores,3 highest in iq scores.what was probably the class most likely to sucseed has ended up as the class ranked number 1 in tragity. somehow ive been one of the survivors.in my life ive somehow been able to sucseed where my classmates failed.why?no one can explain the why in life,all we can do is live life to the fullest and keep on truckin. i dont mean to be so down here but i just lost another lifetime friend,classmate,comrad in arms and fellow officer.we were even born 2 minutes apart and were side by side

Hold You In My Arms
Ray LaMontagne - Hold You in My Arms Lyrics When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears It was easy to see that you'd been crying Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns But who really profits from the dying I could hold you in my arms I could hold you forever I could hold you in my arms I could hold you in my arms forever When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions It's my worried mind that you quiet Place your hands on my face Close my eyes and say Love is a poor man's food Don't prophesize I could hold you in my arms I could hold you forever And I could hold you in my arms I could hold you forever So now we see how it is This fist begets the spear Weapons of war Symptoms of madness Don't let your eyes refuse to see Don't let your ears refuse to hear Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness I could hold you in my arms I could hold on forever And I could hold you in my arms I could hold f

Beard
I haven't trimmed my beard for over a month, by way of a scientific experiment to discover exactly how fuckin' manly I am (beard length divided by time equals manlyness quota) I'm not sure, but I think it's starting to plot the downfall of man. Or at least the invasion of a small principality. Watch out Andorra. Apologies to anyone expecting anything profound. But then, if you got past the subject title and STILL where hoping for a glimpse of my soul, you got everything you deserve.

I
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Jealousy
Jealousy is a very bad thing. Is it so wrong to feel jealous when your being ignored and the person your with is so busy helping others. Is it so wrongto feel jealous when hundreds of flighty people flirt with the person your with. is it so wrong to feel jealous when so many people try to break up what ever happiness you have found? I have to say to a degree yes it is wrong to be so uptight and jealous over everything. You can chasse away the person your with. destroy your own happiness with your fears and jealousy. I have been guilty of letting the lil green eyed moster appear myself a time or two. It makes you feel sad and icky. yet making you angry and your eyes glow. when ever i feel the lil green eyed monster coming i get mad at myself for thinking that way. i guess its part of life to have some type of jealousy. as long as you dont let it destroy what happiness you have in your life.

Desperate
There you go, walking away like you did before But I know, I know you'll be back, back for more And the game, the game will go on as it was Nothing's changed, we'll know when we're closer to love Aren't we desperate, aren't we afraid We're just two lost and lonely people, scared to be alone again Aren't we desperate, aren't we afraid Can't you see that there are no victims, just volunteers We won't change, we won't change until we face our fears We're alone, even though we are together right now Love remains, just out of reach somehow Aren't we desperate, aren't we afraid We're just two lost and lonely people, scared to be alone again Aren't we desperate I know we can make it, take up that look into my eyes We'll take the future for you and I, yeah! Are we so desperate, oh are we afraid We're just two lost and lonely people, scared to be alone again Are we so desperate, aren't we afraid Desperate

Just One Kiss
I've heard there's always one that's got to get away Let him go, even though it's not that easy I never listen to what the people say I lose control, I let desire lead me My conscience aches but it's gonna lose the fight I don't care, I'd give it all away tonight For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one Of these fantasies I kept inside till now Lead me on, I will follow gladly Please don't be mad at me because I let it show Is it so wrong to want you this badly You got the power that I know I can't resist My heart is pounding and I'm bound to take the risk For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss What if we lose tonight, we'll never know Should we give love a try or let it go I can't help what I do, the closer and closer I get to you My conscience aches but it's gonna lose the fight I don't care, I'd give it all away tonight For just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss, for just one kiss

Cheer Up (icare About You)
I know you're feeling blue. Lately, life has been hard on you. But know that I care about you, and I think about you every day. You're in my heart and in my prayers, and I'll be here for you during the rough times. I'll offer you an ear, a shoulder, and a big, warm hug. Have faith that everything will turn out fine, and in the meantime, I'll do my best to bring you some sunshine.

She Would Prefer Hell Would You ?
An old lady dies and goes to heaven. She is chatting to St.Peter at the Pearly Gates when all of a sudden she hears the most awful bloodcurdling screams. "Oh my goodness," says the old lady, "what is happening?" "Don't worry about that," says St. Peter, "It's only someone having the holes bored on their shoulder blades for the wings." The old lady looks a little uncomfortable but carries on with the conversation. Ten minutes later, there are more bloodcurdling screams. "Oh my goodness," says the old lady, "now what is happening?" "Not to worry," says St.Peter, "they are just having their head drilled to fit the halo." Shaking her head, the old lady says, "I can't do this. I'm off down to hell." "You can't go there," says St. Peter, "You'll be raped and sodomized." "Sure" says the old lady, "but I've already got the holes for that!"

I Hate This
Music Video:WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE (by My Chemical Romance)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i'm tired of being told that i'm loved and then turn around and find out that there are other girls. i'm tired of being led to think one thing and digging up something else. i'm tired of being lied to, i'm tired of my fucked up emotions. i'm tired of thinkin there's a future with someone and then havin it shoved bak into my face. i'm tired of being the one guys go to for sex but cant have REAL feelings for...i'm just tired of everything. i'm tired of pretending to be happy when all i wanna do is die. i dont want emotions anymore, i dont want to be the "other woman" you have to hide, i dont wanna build up a future with you by my side and then realize it would never happen...i dont want to hurt anymore, i dont wanna feel anything. i dont wanna be told that i'm pathetic or sad or stupid or a whore cuz i already know that and i've already had it all thrown in my face be

Poem
Your virtue keep me up like I got no curfew some one curse you with good looks and I get a deep arousal from your perfume your love has me swept like a broom I can’t wait to be with you soon so we can make love under the moonlight and wait for the day you be my new wife and start a new life and all it takes is love for this there is no price for you for I would sacrifice my last bill and my defense would be still like im Pittsburgh a big curtain of steel and with all my will and might I would claw and fight to make it right

Cheese Stuffed Chicken
You can substitute blue cheese for the feta cheese if you'd like. You could also use any strong flavored cheese, such as sharp cheddar. INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts * 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese * 3 Tbsp. chopped fresh parsley * 1/2 tsp. dried oregano leaves * 2 Tbsp. olive oil * 2 (14 oz.) cans diced tomatoes with roasted garlic, undrained * 1/4 cup sliced black olives * 1 Tbsp. cornstarch PREPARATION: Cut a 3" slit in the thick side of each chicken breast to form a pocket, being careful to not cut completely through the flesh. Combine cheese, parsley, oregano and oil and mix gently. Spoon 1/4 of filling into each pocket. Place chicken in ungreased 2 quart baking dish. In another small bowl, mix tomatoes, olives and cornstarch and pour over chicken. Bake at 350 degrees for 35-40 minutes until chicken is thoroughly cooked. Serve with spaghetti, if you like. Serves 4

Rates Comments
Just was thinking! I have commented and rated pictures alot. But No one really rates and comments my pictures. Is it that my pictures suck? Is it that people just want friends and fans only? or Is it that my pictures are to forward and open?

Santa Forgot My Christmas Wish...
Her tears were made from paths, forged from the past and forced upon the future. Earthy brown released crystalline blue, as if the sky had been born from the soil there and rain clouds seeped their history out on the fertile flesh of the girl’s blossoming cheeks. How long had it been since the emotion caught up with her? Who knew. All that mattered is it was there now and the only way to be rid of it was to let it rip its way through the many layers of conscience until it could sublime into the surrounding air and appear as if it had never existed. Tribulations that had occurred haunted her at this moment, and thoughts of troubles plenty more to come. In this was the overwhelming device of her sorrows which could not be halted, or haltered. Time would be obstinate, stern, and adamant; geography would be unintentionally unyielding; and her mourning would be constant as long as the holidays came this year. “You know what I want for Christmas. Don’t get me anything if I can’t have it

Like Alice Down The Rabbit Hole
Well here I am, and just like Alice when she went down the rabbit hole this place gets curiouser and curiouser. I was invited by a MySpace friend and when I first saw the swirl of content and features I just had to say (purposely mixing my metaphors here) "You ain't in Kansas anymore Toto. Hey, I either have to be Toto the dog or Dorothy the chick that decision is a no brainer. So here I am and this place is so much more WOW BANG POP than MySpace is that it will take a bit for me to blink away the stars in my eyes. So here I am and for better or worse I am going to jump on in and follow the rabbit down that rabbit hole because what use is life if you just play it safe ALL the time.

Weather
the weather sucks ass. its snowing today after three long days of sleet and ice. i hope people dont get into more wrecks than they have already. people need to take it easy and the city needs to get all the streets more clearer than they already have. this is rediculouse. its getting down to six degrees and thats freezing. so everyone keep warm and blessed be.

Tomorrows Hope( Poem)
Tomorrows Hope Looking down a stair way that curves away. Looking dark and bleak, cold, and empty. Not knowing what awaits. Turning looking back, and seeing what was, but it too is dark and cold. Yet knowing atleast what is thier, but that path has been walked. To go back shall bring no change in heart. Guided steps of uncertianty lead to many things, Thier is giving up, but an attempt needs to be made. No one knows what good the future holds. Hope is fleeting, but it always returns. Give it a chance, and remeber what the objective is. Life,happiness, and True self love with no end. Antonia LaDedrick Stafford

Opinions
Just wonderin what you all might think about this. If someone is goin to take cheap shots at someone else online, shouldn't that person at least have the courage to be able to face the person they ran their mouth about and not hide behind a comment or shoutbox block? Pretty GUTLESS if you ask Me, what do you guys think?

Hello
hello is there any one out there if you are i can't seem to find you or your just not looking in the right place to find me. i had friends here but they all seem to have left me and found something better to do with there time so i'll just set here and wait for some one to come to me. i'm tired of looking i'll be here if you want to talk speek up

Some More Crap
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Amateur Bomb Inspector
"Curiosity may have killed this cat, but no amount of satisfaction can bring him back." (25 May 2004, Indonesia) The city of Ambon was on edge. Just two days before, a bomb hidden in a cookie tin, disguised with two bottles of beer and some peanuts, had exploded and wounded five people. So police took extra precautions when a worried man alerted them to a suspicious black plastic bag that had been hung on the handle of his motorbike, while it was parked outside an open market. The police cleared the area, moved the bag to the middle of the street, and waited for the bomb squad to arrive. Alarmingly, this bag also contained a cookie tin. The police set up a safety cordon 20 meters away from the bag, and warned people to stay back. But after 25 minutes spent waiting for the bomb squad, curiosity got the best of Willem, a 45-year-old fish vendor, and a number of other onlookers. They wanted to get a closer look, see what else was in the bag. What could happen? What indeed. As th

Was Away
Sorry I havnt been on in a while, been busy around my house and all, PLEASE , PLEASE , for give me for that. But I'll be back off and on again, but not like last time the week before, love to hear from you, stop on by.

Airplanes And Women
1) Airplanes usually kill you quickly - a woman takes her time. .. 2) Airplanes can be turned on by a flick of a switch. .. 3) Airplanes don't get mad if you do a "touch and go." .. 4) Airplanes don't object to a preflight inspection. 5) Airplanes come with manuals to explain their operation. 6) Airplanes have strict weight and balance limitations. .. 7) Airplanes can be flown any time of the month. 8) Airplanes don't come with in-laws. 9) Airplanes don't care about how many other airplanes you've flown before. .. 10) Airplanes and pilots both arrive at the same time. .. 11) Airplanes don't mind if you look at other airplanes. .. 12) Airplanes don't mind if you buy airplane magazines. 13) Airplanes expect to be tied down. 14) Airplanes don't comment on your piloting skills. .. 15) Airplanes don't whine unless something is really wrong. 16) However, when airplanes go quiet, just like women, it's usually not g

Ill Tell You What
ILL GIVE YOU MY YAHOO ADDRESS AND PERSONNALY SEND ANYONE THE PICTURES IF THEY WANT TO UPLOAD THEM THIERSELVES !EMAIL ME WITH YOUR YAHOO AND ILL CONTACT YOU !THEN SEND ALL THE FILES STRAIGHT TO YOU

My Night Creature
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Vampire50%You are a Demon42%Black Witch42%Fallen Angel33%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com NOT QUITE SURE BUT THIS IS WHAT THE TEST TOLD ME. :D :D

Funny Questions
If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented? If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes? If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? When cheese gets its picture taken, what does it say? Why isn't the number 11 pronounced onety one? Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks? I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered what do Chinese mothers use? Toothpicks? If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? Ever wonder what the speed of lightning would be if it didn't zigzag? Last night I played a blank tape at full blast. The mime next door went nuts. Whatever happened to Preparations A through G? Do people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water know that spelling it backwards is Naive? If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...Does tha

Random Quotes/sayings....
As silly as these may seem to some of you, I like them... :) Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to If You Love Me Like You Told Me, Please Be Careful With My Heart. You Can Take It Just Don't Break It Or My World Would Fall Apart. If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up, the only thing you think of when you're awake, and the last thing you think of before you go to bed, then she is really somebody special. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today. You never truly love a person until the mere thought of you hurting that loved one is enough to break your own heart. "Life may not be the party we hoped for... but while we are here we might as well dance!" Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no one's watching. A person will forget what you said, forget what you did, but will never forget how you made them feel. As we grow up,

Time Is My Greatest Enemy...
As time goes by i get older... As time goes by it allows me to make more mistakes... As time goes by i waste more of it... As time goes by pain gets deeper... As time goes by my body aches more... As time goes by i get more confused about life... and i just sit here, and watch time go by...

Today
Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) You must be as practical as possible now in order to counterbalance someone else's fuzzy thinking. But you could just as well be the ringleader of an unrealistic scheme. Either way, you have a lot to lose if you let your unbridled imagination run away with the facts. A grounded outlook on your life will sustain the new stability that you are creating.

Quiet Gentle Soul
Can't let you see me cry the tears fall as I think of you can't let you know i'm thinking of you You are on my mind My emotions dance within me in rythmic confusion They laugh as they bounce off my inner walls causing me to feel faint i am tired my mind laughs at me it said I told you so. But i didnt listen it was subtle very quiet very still the feelings that grew i was confused scared that my fears had come true only to find that it was now as hard as i try to escape i end up getting more tangled in my emotions they scream with laughter as they tug me in multiple directions causing me to loose control i wonder if Im going insane if I am being parinod if im just overreating if im just giving a blame This cant be real I ask myself i want to believe this is all a lie please do not let me look like a fool and then over and over again i hear the laughter but if i listen closly put my ear to my soul i hear a faint sound peaceful an

Not To Be
He finally told me that we should see other people, i knew it was coming, but i'm still sad about it.I'm not really sure if this is what i wanted or not, i knew that we just fought all the time, but i really wanted things to change, i just don't know about this drastically. anyway, so just moping around today, not the bestest time of my life.

Just Read It!!!
I HAVE LOST MY MIND, I HAVE LOST MY PLACE ON MY FRIENDS LIST.....BLAME IT ON MY 'LIL FREN' IF I DONT HIT YOUR PAGE SOMETIME TODAY, GET OVER IT..I LOVE ALL MY FRIEND, I JUS GET SO CONFUSED! ANYWAY, HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! BONES

Survery Says....
Naughty Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? Yup... Sure have. 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes. 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Nope 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Nope. 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Yes. 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yes. 7) Had sex in a car? That's where I lost my virginity. 8) Had sex at the beach? Yes. 9) Had sex in a movie theater? Yes. 10) Had sex in a bathroom? YES.. 11) Had sex at work? Yes.. 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes. Use to work at one. 13) Bought something from an adult store? many many things. 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Yup. 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Oh god YES!!!! 17) Have you been caught having sex? Yes 18) Are your breasts rea

:-)
Went out today after work and went to this little independently owned music shop......Steve and I used to shop there ALL the time....The guy that owned it is named Art, and he really enjoyed when we came in....I had not seen Art since several months before Steve passed away...so figured I would go in there today and tell Art about Steve and then get some new cool tunes.....Art was in complete shock.....he is SUCH a nice guy......Told him how Steve loved to get his music there (he hated big corporations)and Art just smiled real big lol....anyway I got 5 CDs and an Audioslave bogan haha, if there is a bogan I am gonna get it hahaha.....so I got Killswitch Engaged, Biohazard, Hinder, Fuel and Creed (yea creed...I know lol) but I just love the guys voice........oh and I got a gift for someone special :-) and I know it is gonna drive him crazy till he finds out what it is LOL Well I am going back to eating my pizza now..........nothing left to see here.......go.......go now..........

Have You Ever Wondered Where The Phrase You Got To Be Shitting Me Came From??
Have you ever wondered where the Phrase "You Gotta Be Shitten Me" came from? Well, it just so happens to have originated through the Father of Our Country way back when, George Washington was crossing the Delaware River with his troops. There were 33 [remember this number] in Washington's boat. It was extremely dark and storming furiously and the water was tossing them about. Finally, Washington grabbed Corporal Peters [remember this name] and stationed him at the front of the boat with a lantern. He ordered him to keep swinging it, so they could see where they were heading. Corporal Peters, through driving rain and cold, continued swinging the lantern back and forth, back and forth. Then a big gust of wind and a wave hit and threw Corporal Peters and his lantern into the Delaware. Washington and his troops searched for nearly an hour trying to find Corporal Peters, but to no avail. All of them felt terrible, for the Corporal had been one of their favorites. Sometime l

Dreaming
My dreamtime, it is almost apart from me, that dream life, this waking world, at odds, incomprehensible to one another. Both, a complexity of meaning, but what meaning, but the why of it, the why escapes me in both worlds. So, chasing elusive why, I go on in two worlds, maybe in the dreaming world, I will find why for the two states, it seems to have more logic.

The Mysterious Fate Of The Great Library Of Alexandria
A much more detailed and heavily footnoted paper about the libraries of Alexandria, their foundation and their fate is available here. Note: When a reference is given in Green then holding your mouse over it will cause a note to appear that gives the text of the reference. Longer references, given in Red, will appear in a new window as long as your brower supports Javascript. I believe that giving ready access to the original sources should be one of the primary aims of scholarship on the Internet. Introduction What happened to the Royal Library of Alexandria? We can be certain it was there once, founded by Ptolomy II Soter, and we can be equally certain it is not there now. It formed part of the Museum which was located in the Bruchion or palace quarter of the city of Alexandria. This great ancient city, occupying a spit of land on the shore of the Mediterranean Sea, had been founded by Alexander the Great in his flying visit to Egypt and became the capital of the last dynasty

Friday Night Party
So, I woke up friday morning with a plan . I'm getting drunk with my meetcam friends tonight ! Ok, after my daily bullsh*t of work, going to the bank and food shopping . I came home with my 12 pack of beer "yes 12 is all I need" and thought man I should cook some food for later cause I need food after a night of drinking . I went to the kitchen and made roasted garlic chicken with moms homemade bread stuffing . "yumm" After it was done it was like 6:30 and I said to myself the party doesn't start hoppin til 11 pm . So, I decided to take a nappy for a couple of hours . I woke up around 9:30 and took a shower . Got all pretty pretty grabbed a brewskie and went into meetcam . Low and behold there were all my pervin friends already drinkin . Well after a couple hours of drinking and chatting someone came up with this brilliant idea "MJ" lets play Roxanne . For those of you who don't know the game this is it . It's a drinking game...First off go to the fridge and grag at least 2 beers come

I Can't But I Can...... Let You Go.
I can't let go although I know I should. You remain a part of me even though I know it is not good. I can't let go, you wont leave my mind or soul. I want to be rid of you and assume my new role. I can't let go, why do I keep living for something that is not there? Do I trust that you still love me and that you do really care? I can't let go, It just shouldn’t be this hard to do. But when I’m not in your life I am constantly thinking of you. I can’t let go but I am working on doing just that. I have to get over you; you don’t want our love to last. I can let go I just don’t yet know how. The more I stay away from you the easier each day is now. I can let go, and when you see I have you will be surprised. Surprised to find me not needing or wanting you and that all my tears have dried. I can let you go, the final stage will come. I will have a joyous life with the new woman I have become.

24 Fans Take Notice....
There is a DVD available at Target with this season's first "four" hours on it, which I learned about through a friend of mine, Camgold@ CherryTAP. I missed the premiere of the new season last week because of the ice storms and my having to work during the ice storms. While we had a tv at work, I was actually outvoted to watch the show. I didn't fight it because I thought to myself "No problem, I'll just pull it up on the net and watch it online later that week" -- just like you can watch many other shows online beginning the night after the episode. WRONG!!! I couldn't find it anywhere at all. Chris told me about the DVD and I went to Target after work last night to purchase it. One thing you need to know about the DVD for $9.99 is that, it actually has 5 hours on it!!! Other words about the series.... "unbelievable" "riveting" "must see" "thumbs up -- well, make that a double!" "definitely well worth it" "Wow!!!!!!" PS... And, oh by the

A Short Truck Driver Story
well another shitty story of my life as a truck driver. as most of you know i took wednesday off to take my boy to knobeles and while im on my day off the mechanic at work was to paint my truck from my accident last december. i come in this morning and fire up my truck, with half the hood painted, and head over to st.clair to pick up my trailer. half way over my truck starts to howl like a wolf and loose power. ive never heard a noise like this b4 on any truck. well the mechanic comes over to look at it and tells me that the turbo shit the bed. fuck so now i have to drive the spare truck until my truck gets done. this truck sucks big time its a flat top which means i cant stand up in it like my truck. i dont have any of my stuff with me. and im not changing everything over just for a few days. the worst part of this truck is not that i dont have my XM or as much room or the speed of my truck, its the fact that the seat doesnt have arm rests. i hate not having arm rests it blow

Chickenshit
Ok, so there's these people who go around commenting on other people's pages, and then block people from leaving them comments. What's up with that? It seems like if you comment on other people's pages, then you should let other people comment on yours. This guy, Texas Tattoo Artist

~moving On~
Moving on, After all the hurt, Let nothing stop me, Dust off the dirt. Lifting up; Spirits that are down, Put a bright smile on, Throw out the frown. Look ahead; Wipe dry all my tears, Take deep cleansing breaths, Push down my fears. Baby steps; That's more than enough, Go slowly at first, It's not so tough. Day by day; One night at a time, The steps that I take, When moving mine.

To All You Assholes
To All You Assholes You got your hair cut and you grew a ‘stache. You sat beneath the orange lights and bitched about rich people and their excesses, rich boy. You told me what a nice guy you were while winking at Becky when my back was turned and unsuccessfully attempting to subtly insult me. No, your veiled cruelty did not go over my head. We argued about war and pacifism. I still laugh at Ho Chi Minh city and find cities named after dictators absurd. You think you’re hot-shit, don’t you? You, the king of the “I’m-so-smart-and-and-smooth” crew. The one thing you “look at me, I’m so cool” types don’t realize is the cooler you think you are, the less I find you cool. Next time I see you, please do not insult my intelligence or try to make your sappy puppy-dog face at me. It won’t work. And please, especially, do not touch my shoulder or elbow or try to play footsie with me. You’re not my type, bud. Quit my sight, you hair “Bear,” or leave your pompous bullsh

What Happened The Year I Was Born.
In 1950 (the year you were born) Harry Truman is president of the US Masked bandits steal $2.8 million from Brink's in Boston 35 US military advisers are sent to South Vietnam to aid the anti-Communist government US Senator Joe McCarthy begins his crusade against suspected Communists in the US government North Korea invades South Korea President Harry S. Truman announces a program to develop the hydrogen bomb In South Africa, the Group Areas Act is passed formally segregating races Peter Gabriel, Jay Leno, Bill Murray, and Stevie Wonder are born New York Yankees win the World Series Cleveland Browns win the NFL championship Detroit Red Wings win the Stanley Cup I, Robot by Isaac Asimov is published What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Channel 69 In Your Movie Guide
Digital Journal — You’re staying at a hotel and feel like watching a movie using on-demand video. But you’re feeling a tad randy so you decide to check out a skin flick. Little do you know this hotel offers video of live sex through its pay-per-view service. If an adult entertainment industry insider predicts correctly, this scenario will be reality in the near future. According to the New York Times, Gregory Clayman, the owner of the live-action company Video Secrets, anticipated selling not just videos in major hotels, but also images of porn stars having sex live over the hotels’ entertainment systems. “We feel that live, right now, is coming of age,” Clayman said during a panel discussion at Internext, an annual trade show for sex entertainment industry producers. “We are planning to make the jump to hotel rooms.” In light of computers and TV sets continuing to marry their services together, Clayman believed live-action sex would find a home in on-demand services in hot

Girlfriend Applications!!!(lol) Bored!!
COPY AND PASTE IN A COMMENT IF YOU WANNA TAKE A HIT AT IT!!!! (LADIEZ ONLY) NAME: AGE: HEIGHT: ~ Discribe yourself alittle and what you like to do~: ~what do you like to do for fun~: ~Thanks, if you filled this out I will Comment ya back greatly :)~

Plz Answer
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a n pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use dessert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i

Feedback ....please
I am in school to get my accounting degree, and in the one class that I am taking we have to do a research paper. Well I am doing mine on abuse in prisons. I know that alot of people feel that a prisoner gets everything they deserve and to a point I agree with that. BUT the people that are getting all of the abuse is not the ones that killed someone or raped young children. The people that get raped or abused while sitting behind bars are the ones that wrote bad checks, got a D.U.I., burned down a house, things like that. They are denied certain things, like a toothbrush, deoderant, soap and toilet paper. They are humiliated and beaten when they talk out of turn or do not abide by the rules of the prison. I live in a small town and we have had c.o.'s beat a man so bad that he went blind in one eye and deaf in one ear. Do you think that anything was done to the guard that beat him? Do you think that the warden suspended that guard? No and now that man has to walk around this way. The bi

Here For A Reson
We are all here for a reason to help one another some plant seeds & some water so to speek, we are all Gods children & are gifted it is withen each & everyome of you some dont even realize or understand you havt to ask for understanding. We are like one body working together each part has its own job to do , We help one another, learn & teach one another it is not that complicated though we make it that way some times, I am still learning & always will till I die. We have to work as a team people to make this a better world to live in never quit & give up hope keep the faith God bless you all your Friend forever Constantine

Error: You Can't Rate Yourself, Foolio!
-whines- I wanna self love myself!.. poor me.. i was banned from AOL when I told an admin "i love myself there for i am gay".. now here on cherry tap.. i cannot love myself.. they only say.. "Error: you can't rate yourself, foolio!"

L.i.g.
Yeah so its like 4:16 pm. Hmm I've got a dinner with my daughter tonight for her birthday.I guess it will be ok but the last time I ate at the Olive Garden it sooo messed up my gut.Its probably that ulcer thing, well I think. I don't know I havent been to the doctor's yet. I told my ex everything yesterday. I say ex because in my mind she was already gone to me, even though she didnt know I knew all about her scandalous ways.She tried to lie in the beginning but in the end she finally just said yeah, I did and said all that stuff.So I wanted it all to be gone.But she says she loves me sooo much and doesnt want to lose me that shell do anything to keep me. I cant go on continuously worried as to wether or not shes cheating on me.I dont want to end up 2 lonely people in the same house and one of thems seeing people on the side.Thats not right to me. Thats dragging out a long boring painful existence thats destined to fail. So anyways I still love her. Yes some part of me loves the person

Pissed Off And Fustrated!
Why is it that when you try to be nice to someone, they are a complete psycho... then years and years go by, they still feel the need to SEARCH you out, and be a bitch? UGH!!!! If it's clear they don't like you, and you've made it known not to like them, why can't they just leave you the F alone!? Sorry People, just extreamly pissed off tonight.

Major Cherry Tap Maintenance...
I honestly hope that it isn't as long as it is anticipated. I am working on an overnight shift tonight and didn't bring anything else for me to work on during the slow periods. Below is the message from Mike... subject: major site maintenance early friday morning. post date: 2007-01-24 18:41:07 views: 32 comments: 4 ratings: 0 hey everyone, just wanted to give you a heads up-- we'll be performing *major* maintenance on the cherrytap site this Friday morning (Jan 26th) from 12:30AM PST until around 4AM PST. during this time, the site probably won't be reachable. we're doing this to address the power problems we've had over the last month or two. if you notice anything weird on friday, this is the cause. -mike UPDATE: Oh, re-reading the message. That isn't tonight's morning hours; it is tomorrow's morning hours. Whew!!!!

Crash Into Me
Dave Matthews Band Crash Into Me Lyrics You've got your ball you've got your chain tied to me tight tie me up again who's got their claws in you my friend Into your heart I'll beat again Sweet like candy to my soul Sweet you rock and sweet you roll Lost for you I'm so lost for you You come crash into me And I come into you I come into you In a boys dream In a boys dream Touch your lips just so I know In your eyes, love, it glows so I'm bare boned and crazy for you When you come crash into me, baby And I come into you In a boys dream In a boys dream If I've gone overboard Then I'm begging you to forgive me in my haste When I'm holding you so girl close to me Oh and you come crash into me, baby And I come into you Hike up your skirt a little more and show the world to me Hike up your skirt a little more and show your world to me In a boys dream.. In a boys dream Oh I watch you there through the window And I stare at you You wear no

Late Night Tv
It's kinda annoying that our sleep schedules are so off that I'm up and awake at 1:22 in the morning...I sleep too much... I'm sitting here listening to the end credits of "Inuyasha" and find myself thinking, 'hmm, doesn't really matter what show it is, I usually like the music in anime. Of course, one of my favorite shows is "Cowboy Bebop" so... yeah. I also like mythbusters... well some of them... the other ones are just dumb :P .... I'm going to curl up in a ball on the chair now ::^-^:: hopefully I'll get sleepy...

You Raise Me Up
"You Raise Me Up" When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. [Instrumental break] You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up... To more than I can be.

Happy?
wow today started off really shitty and somehow has ended up being very good. well in some ways. first of all we did screw up on my income taxes so i am getting it all back instead of owing money thank god :) two i ended up working tho i havent slept in now over 30 hours (i needed the money to make rent) and then well this is good and bad but dean was pissed off when i saw him tonight because of how the week has been with out me working. he almost quit it was so bad with my not working before him (dustin and joe don't do crap) dean is already packing meaning i will most likely be taking over midnights soon meaning more money, a normal sleeping schedule ect. and another brighter note i got to work for a few hours with felicity which was nice because i like working with her, well i just like hanging out with her in general. i was wide awake and almost hyper at work because i got there and was overwelmed. kim does jack shit so i had to put away groceries stock the cooler tons of stuff

Something Unknown
I'd say this was a headache, if I felt any pain, I'd say this was confusion, if I didn't know exactly where I am. I'd call this dissonance, but nothing seems out of order, I'd call it a fugue, but I know where it began. I'd describe this in all sorts of ways, but the words fail me.

Plagiarism A Crime
PLAGIARISM, TO ME IS A CRIME. THOSE WHO STEAL AND USE AN OTHERS ART, POETRY AND WRITTEN WORD, PASSING IT OFF AS THEIR OWN TO AWE OR TO SEDUCE OTHERS. TO ME IS A SHALLOW, SMALL MINDED INDIVIDUAL. GIVE CREDIT WERE CREDIT IS DUE. YOU DO NOT SEND A GREETING CARD AND TRY TO PASS IT OF AS YOURS. THE SAME SHOULD GO FOR ALL ART, DON'T LIE, DON'T ALTER OR HIDE THE ORIGINAL ARTIST NAME AND COPYRIGHT. WRITE FROM THE HEART AND FROM THE SOUL, PAINT, DRAW, PHOTOGRAPHY. THE WORLD WILL SEE YOUR HEART AND SOUL, YOUR JOY AND SORROW. WHEN YOU ARE TRUE TO YOUR-SELF AND OTHERS. THEIR ARE ENOUGH ARTISTIC THIEVES, WHOARS AND LIERS IN THIS WORLD ALREADY. BE RESPECTFUL TO THOSE WHO SHARE THEIR TRUE HEARTS AND SOULS WITH YOU AND THE WORLD. FOR IT IS A GIFT TO BE CHARISHED. FORE I AM EVER SO GRATEFUL FOR THOSE WHO SHARE WITH ME. PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL CREATE, SHARE, ENJOY DON'T LIE AND STEAL AN OTHERS HEART AND SOUL.

A Letter From A Civilian Wife To A Military Wife.
Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have

Victory
Daylight beckons me..... AWAKE!!! Cries the sun! Doomed to face another day Within these fettered walls Alone, My soul screams For redemption Revenge! Retribution! Then there is you..... My jailor, my tormentor How to escape your torrid gaze? Your unending maudlin yammering day after miserable day Edge of knife? Taste of poison? What shall be your fate? When victorious I arise From this prison hall No I shall watch you suffer In the knowledge of your sin Each day you stay alive....and alone Is my victory within lbm2005

Help Me With Music
Hello everyone! On our computer, we've got 3.2 days worth of music. Since I am a music freak, I want more. My goal is 4 days worth. So, if you could, please tell me your favorite song, and the artist. (also accepting one-hit-wonders) Also, any complete soundtracks (that rock), any genre... [country, rock, opera, pop, reggae, jazz, funk, anything...] Thanks!

Atrophy
Atrophy Truth like a muscle that isn’t used withers. Is it the norm for a person to use the truth only when it serves them and to let it wither when not needed? I don’t know anymore. There is a storm on the horizon. It’s odd that when I speak about this storm to the many it will affect, it is me who is asked to take the high road to delay this storm. I have learned much from those I use to trust. I say “Shame on all of them and shame on me and shame on the person who wrought this storm.” How could so many ask for what clearly benefits a coward? I have never felt so alone but being alone is better than being a coward. I know that as truth withers lies will fester dams will break and storm surges will crash. Very cosmic if you think about it.

My Kinky Turn On
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Blind Folds75%Whips50%Bondage50%Biting42%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Frustrated Incorporated
Is it wrong to become cold to someone that is overly confident? When someone THINKS they know what you are feeling and thinking when they actually don't. I get so irritated and I want to tell them to shut the hell up. They do not know me that well. I let very few people that close to me. I try to shrug off the little things, but that is just one of my biggest pet peeves. "They say misery loves company...."

Maybe Someone Wants To Read It
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When you belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you woul

The Official Holiday Freestyle "freedom"
I want freedom from this system thats got me falling victim like islams and christians got to lock n load a gun six em put a revolver to solve ya problems got to snitch just to get a deal on a sentence many brothers letting their own fall into the system watching the sweat glisten off their forehead in court when its over walk outside let the newport hit you inside the lungs cuz the damn cops got ya right where they wanted ya pressured ya tongue i want freedom from the judgement of society i can't even walk outside on my porch without gettin mad looks for how i dress i'm not trying to impress anyone just stayin true to myself fuck the wealth i do my music and me for me n the love i got for both give a toast i'm not a rapper who boast on his skillz i'm not usin hip-hop to pay my bills trying to get deals or meals i do hip-hop cuz she gives me a sense of freedom amongst the madness i was in cali time of rodney king how them cops get free or the cops who shot that kid on his wedding day

Things In Your Everyday Life
I cant believe it is the end of january going to be febuary, it is a new year 2007 and the time is going by so fast! and Valentines Day is coming up... so it is time for people to let each other know their feelings, who has a crush on you and so forth... My daughter is a senior in highschool and my son is in the 5th grade. How fast time flies by, I remember when they were babies, Oh they were beautiful as they are now :) Hope everyone has a great day!!

Help!!
I am in 2nd place but still 1400 votes behind! I really need everyones help!! Thank you everyone who has been comment bombing me I appreciate it very much!! I will as always return the favors!! *Hugs and Kisses!*

Exile...
Yep. That's basically what's happened since yesterday morning. My new computer that my boss was supposed to have ready for me to use yesterday wasn't at all ready. The email accounts refused to switch, the main database we use said tht I was denied access from that machine and various other problems. So they sent me to the other side of the wall where our accountant works to be able to use the old computer that I had been using. Pat's not here so I'm taking advantage to listen to music rather loud on the speakers. Woo hoo. But I hate having to run back and forth outside in teh cold just to do my job. I swear, it's like every 10 minutes I have to go back over there. Oy. I miss the bantering over there. And I'm really sick of the smell of onions and stale coffee that Pat brings, not to mention the fact she won't shut up!!! With any luck they will be able to fix my computer today so I can go back to my desk.

Just Another Survey
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25.sexual ACT that you enjoy the most?: 26.have you ever used BONDAGE?: 27.do whips and CHAINS excite you?: 28.does it turn you on when your partner DRESSES up

Trade #1
Sorry I haven't blog'd in awhile. The good news is I have traded my Lucky penny. Thanks to all who made trade offers. Now I have traded up to a stapler. Not an ordinary run of the mill everyday stapler either. It's a rainbow trout shaped stapler and I just received it. Who has something interesting to trade me for this unique one of a kind desk accessory? Remember to email me your offers at justinsayne39@yahoo.com I hope to hear from you soon :) the base is a blue color like a stream while the trout itself is shimmering like a rainbow trout.

Goodsearch....please Actually Read!
Hey everyone. Here is a great new way to support Youth Against Poverty. Just use wwww.goodsearch.com as your search engine (it's powered by Yahoo) and every time you do a search, they donate a penny. Just be sure to use this link http://www.goodsearch.com/?charityid=831300 or enter "Youth Against Poverty" in the "Who do you GoodSearch for" box. To date, we've earned about $33. But, here's some inspiration. An elephant sanctuary has earned more than $2500! Just 500 of use searching four times a day will raise about $7300 in a year! Please download the toolbar or make it your homepage and tell everyone you know. It's so incredibly easy, there's no reason not to do it.

To My Friends....
Well, I do not want any of you to think I am being an ass, by not getting back to you. I am having some issues here at home, and it kinda sucks. When someone is dying, and you know it, how do you act? I mean when something goes from more than a year to any day, how do you act? I have had days of sadness, leading up to THE day, that is not here yet. I am glad for him to still be here, but should I be? I know he wants not to hurt, and not to be seen in this way. So on that I ask, should I be happy? I am happy, that he may have the chance to get better and be with us longer. I am sad that he has to go through this pain. I am sad that the family has to go through this pain. I cannot show my sadness, as I have to be the strong one. For my mom, for my sister, for anyone who needs me, I have to be strong. I am just tired, I cannot sleep, and I have so much other crap going on right now I do not know what to do. OK, I am done for now, sorry to have rambled on. PeAcE & LoVe -Matthew-

What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were A Jaguar A shapeshifter that understands the patterns of chaos. You are powerful and move without fear in dark places. What Animal Were You In a Past Life? OOPPSSS.. redid with correct birth date.. lmao.. results below: You Were a Parrot You are a master of language, and you use your wit to mock and tease others. But you are also wise, and you often think carefully before you speak. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Love Is A Unstoppable Force Of Goodness
today is the day I say I love you and ask you to take my hand and start over with me cause I love you deeply...I would trade in the stars for your love, your touch, your heart as I gaurd your heart for the negative I only hope I can save you from the pain cause I never want to lose you...cause my love for you grows stronger by the min I hope you see that I would do anything for you, someday you'll see I care so much about you I would die for you my luv......to be cont!? hehehe i know its evil to do that but I dont have anymore material to put in it and I will cont. it when i dig deep some more into my heart to finish it and when its done it will be amazing ^_^ until then

Remember Our Troops On Veteran's Day
On this day, we go to church to pray, For every Hero on this Veteran's Day. They fought and died for the Red,White and Blue, They saved our Freedom for me and you. No one likes wars. Sometimes it can't be ignored. Even though they are not worth a penny, These dictators are a World Wide enemy. As they battle their way, Our Troops don't celebrate a Holiday. They have little time to eat, Strong fighters that can't be beat. All their hardships will be over come, Then the job will be done. From the Washington White House Dome, Fly your flags in front of every home. Our Military has done its best, They deserve a warm welcome and good rest. It is plain to see a working democracy, For all the world to see. On Veteran's Day let's have a celebration, Let us all show our appreciation. Thank our God and His Son above, There will be no more wars, but Peace and Love. [A REPOST FROM 2005 SINCE FRANK WAS NOT ABLE TO WRITE ONE THIS YEAR] By FAP

Last Day At Work...and Iraq...
Tommorrow morning I leave Iraq...head to kuwait. I should be getting on a plane sometime tommorrow headed for Texas, where I'm to demobilize for a week. Then off to Toledo, Ohio to live with my sister. So in the mean time, i will not have internet. Lately i have been packing my bags and have been busy.

Making Cakes Redneck Style
There was a little girl and her mother walking through the park one day and they saw two teenagers having sex on a bench. The little girl says, "Mummy, what are they doing?" The mother hesitates then quickly replies, "Ummm they are making cakes." The next day they are at a zoo and the little girl sees two monkeys having sex. Again she asks her mother what they are doing and her mother replies with the same response, "Making cakes." The next day the girl says to her mother, "Mummy, you and Daddy were making cakes in the lounge last night, eh?" Shocked, the mother asks, "How do you know?" She says, "Because I licked the icing off the sofa."

I Just Got This From A Hot Blonde
YOU HAVE JUST BEEN KISSED BY THE CHERRY FAERY. HERE ARE THE RULES .. YOU MUST PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERY ONE YOU KNOW INCLUDING THE ONE WHO POSTED THIS. IF YOU RECEIVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED

Deep From Soul
O` if I had the wisdom of Soloman? The strength of Samuel? The love of David in song? The humbleness and patience of Job? The love of Ruth? The faith of Jeremiah? The courage of Gideon? The vocabulary of Paul? The meekness of Moses? The righteousness of Noah? The love of Jacob for Rachel? The forgiveness of Joseph? With deep humbleness, sincerity, I seek to imitate these. I long for the love, from the woman in my dreams. Waters have flown over my head, because of the breakdown of our love. At night, despair causes my tears to descend just as a torrent. My palms, are held out. In sack cloth and ashes, I bow low to the earth. My affliction and desolation have surrounded me, my mouth is in the dust of the earth. My eyes are pining away for salvation, there is none forthcoming.

Philosophy Of Sex
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --George Burns "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." --George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --Sharon Stone "My girlfriend always

Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog
I just wrote a nice long blog. I forgot to put a title on it and I hit "Post Blog Entry." Naturally, instead of CherryTap nicely reminding me that it needed a title, the stupid system went and erased what I wrote. So much for trying to infuse this place with my stories. Might as well just post more pictures of my tits.

Whispers
An older gentleman is sitting in a bar when a beautiful young woman walks up to him and whispers in his ear, "I'll do anything you want for 50 bucks." He immediately puts his drink down and begins frantically going through his pockets. He pulls out a cumbled up ten, two five's, a twenty and ten ones. He thrusts the wadded up money into the woman's hand and says, "Here...paint my house."

A Strong Woman
A strong woman is one who feels deeply and loves fiercely. Her tears flow just as abundantly as her laughter. She is not afraid to be afraid. A strong woman is both soft and powerful. She takes compliments to heart and treats herself like the queen that she is. A strong woman is equally visionary and decisive. She is able to hope when things look hopeless. She is both practical and spiritual. A strong woman in her essence is a gift to all the world.

Halbfinale
Halbfinale 01.02 17:30 Deutschland 32 : 31 Frankreich 01.02 20:00 Polen 36 : 33 Dänemark Viertelfinale 30.01 17:30 Polen 28 : 27 Russland 30.01 17:30 Deutschland 27 : 25 Spanien 30.01 20:00 Island 41 : 42 Dänemark 30.01 20:00 Kroatien 18 : 21 Frankreich Platzierungsspiele 01.02 15:00 Spanien 27 : 35 Kroatien 01.02 17:30 Russland 28 : 25 Island

Broken;
i see you; i always see you. standing there, laughing, joking, all the while crushed inside. broken heart; [but not from me]. outside occurances happening at top speed. brace yourself for the worst. buckle up & here, hold on to me. maybe i will be obliterated, but it will soften your blow. take care of my broken body, heart still beating. it/s precious in it/s own fucked up way. mangled outside to match the inside. broken heart. [yes from you.]

50 Things You Didn't Know About Me
How tall are you barefoot? 5'11 or 6' 2. Is your hair naturally curly? nope 3. Do you own a gun? hi..have we MET???? Check the pictures...lol 4. Did the Elephants On Parade sequence in Dumbo give you the heebs? i never saw Dumbo 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents" ? no..at the point where I don't care who likes me and who doesn't...yes, I'm getting crank in my older years 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Don't ask, Don't tell 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? the night Santa went crazy 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Full Throttle Blue Demon 9. Can you do push ups? I can eat push-ups...does that count?? 10. Is your bathroom clean? Yep 11. Is the Rocky series overrated? Yes 12. Do you like painkillers? With my back and kness damm skippy!!! 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Ummm......pity?...LMAO 14.Do you own a knife? I cooked for 12 years, what do you think? 15

Asatru Symbols
Valknut (Hrungnir's heart, heart of the slain, heart of Vala) Definition: This symbol found on old Norse stonecarvings is often called "Hrungnir's heart," after the legendary giant of the Eddas. It is also known as the Valknut, or knot of the slain, and it has been found on stonecarvings with funerary motifs, where it is possibly a symbol of the afterlife. With nine points suggestive of the nine worlds (and the nine fates) of Norse mythology, it is also an important symbol to many follwers of the Asatru faith. Odin's horn (triple horn, horned triskele) Definition: An emblem of the Norse God Odin. This symbol consistes of three interlocked drinking horns. Thor's hammer (Mjolnir) Definition: A stylized representation of the legendary weapon of the Norse God Thor. "Mjolnir" means "lightning." Solar Cross (Odin's cross, wheel of Taranis) Definition: The Solar cross is probably the oldest religious symbol in the world, appearing in Asian, American, European, and Indian relig

I Can Read This, How About You??
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Help By Not Helping Is Hard To Learn.
I AM LEARNING THAT IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND CARE ABOUT THEM, SOME TIMES THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO IS LET THEM HAVE THIER SPACE. AND DO NOTHING LET THEM DO WHAT THEY NEED TO DO, FOR THEM -SELVES. LET THEM KNOW YOUR THERE FOR THEM ALWAYS. IT HURTS AND IS HARD TO DO WHEN YOUR A PASSIONATE PERSON. BUT ITS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. WHEN YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE. AND WHEN THIER READY THEY WILL LET YOU KNOW. RESTRAINT OF ONES SELF IS HIGHLY RECOMENDED, IN OTHER WORDS SHUT THE HELL UP. BACK THE F#*k UP. LOL. IT'S THE HARDEST DAMN THING TO DO FOR ME. BUT WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE WITH EVERY THING YOU HAVE, AND YOU DON'T WANT THE LOVE THEY HAVE FOR YOU TO TURN TO HATERED. HELP BY NOT HELPING. WITH ALL MY HEART TO YOU, THE PAIN IN THE ASS THAT I AM. FREAKING BABY STEPS, UUGGHHH! :) SCOOTER XOXOXO

Pissy Little Ex's
You know..... I Am SO fucking pissed off! UGH , my bitchy little ex is still blaming me for her crappy little insecurities. Like her shitty relationship is my fault! FUCK THAT! she left me i didnt leave her she left me! I moved my ass half way around the fucking world for her sorry ass, and she cheated on me, she lied to me. Sure i could of been better but i was stupid because i let her rush me and i made mistakes but she is so not a fucking angel. I swear I am so ready to go back to Arizona and let her fucking see the damage she did to me and how long its taken to get over all she did to me, and then i'll knock her fucking loser boyfriend out cold. Bullshit about him being ex army, i fucking doubt it, Army has repsect for other army, He's just another fucking bitch who thinks because he's big and tall he cant be touched. I wonder when he will learn that size doesnt always matter. Maybe he'll come to his sences once i knock his ass out! They better fucking NEVER set foot

Help My Friend
this link will take you to a set of beautiful eyes that belong to a friend of mine and she needs all the comments she can get in this contest. Thanks to all my friends and i am sure she will apriciate all the help

Traditional 5-7-5 Haiku
Here are just a few I have written I hope you enjoy them *new will always be on top* Springtime wet bone aches Longing for summer heat waves Waiting for night fall Night time city heat Floresent neon aglow Cruising on the strip Pipes rumble pegs down Rows of riders leather clad Parade for the dead Spice jazz blues swirl Breath in life sorrow pain and truth Carving roads... we do Life drink it deeply Surrender never to the strain Taste love with out shame Blood flowing sweet thick Life beating fading ending No pain no tears... bye Why do we end love Could it be change that we seek Love joy life death... live Pinpricked black then blue Dark fading into light Regrets... I have none Chocolate sweet hot Melding in a liquid mound Sweetness licked up down Pears wet honey sweet Juices dripping neath the sheet Time knows what will be Rain pouring down... mad Trapped in a house stale air Can't ride or hide... insane Blacktop highway w

God Bless America !!!!!
A Mexican drinks his beer and suddenly throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol and shoots the glass into pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink from the same glass twice." An Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47 and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink out of the same glass twice either." The Kentucky boy, cool as a cucumber, downs his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his gun and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi, and catches his glass. He says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice." GOD BLESS AMERICA !!!!!

My Fantasy
I have always had the fantasy of being tied to the bed and blindfolded. I haven't found a partner who shares the same desires yet. While tied to the bed, my arms above my head and my legs spread I want my partner to do whatever he wants to me. I want him to tease me, make my moan in anticipation as I feel him run his hands and body all over me. I won't know what he will do next as he plays with me fully, teasing my breasts, my mouth, and between my legs. He will use toys on me while he slips himself into my mouth. So many thing I want to do, now just to find the right person.

Oh, Yeah!
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? []sexy as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your number if so l

Lupercalia - The True Origin Of St. Valentine's Day
Lupercalia is uniquely Roman, but even the Romans of the first century were at a loss to explain exactly which deity or deities were being exalted. It harkens back to the days when Rome was nothing more than a few shepherds living on a hill known as Palantine and was surrounded by wilderness teeming with wolves. Lupercus, protector of flocks against wolves, is a likely candidate; the word lupus is Latin for wolf, or perhaps Faunus, the god of agriculture and shepherds. Others suggest it was Rumina, the goddess whose temple stood near the fig tree under which the she-wolf suckled Romulus and Remus. There is no question about Lupercalia's importance. Records indicate that Mark Antony was master of the Luperci College of Priests. He chose the Lupercalia festival of the year 44BC as the proper time to offer the crown to Julius Caesar. According to legend, the story of Romulus and Remus begins with their grandfather Numitor, king of the ancient Italian city of Alba Longa. He was oust

Valtines Day
well its close to valtines day one of the most depressing day for me. i been single most all my life and i hate that day becuse its a day of love and i dont know what love is. but i am sure its great for people who are in love and all. but anyway happy v day everyone

Depressed,sad
In a room full of people but yet I feel all alone.Sad,lonely,misunderstood,scared,hurt,pain,mad,angry,hate.This is how i feel.Sounds crazy I know try feeling it,,,, We all have these days some a little more then others.... days like today r days u find out who your friends r not and who r...Kinda funny to me how u can fix your heart and make it all cold and dead inside then u feel safe but then the min u open up to someone they crush it all over again.....Why cant people be honest and upfront with u from the start....i think some people go around being mean and hatefull just to get there rocks off..lol its kind funny when u think about it...and sad at the same time that people can be like that.....

A Month And I Didnt Realize It!
so yesterday has been a month since my grandpa passed away! I still miss him and love him a ton. im going to post some pics of him! I really want him now. I saw soem pics of him and i a few days ago and all i did was cry! See my papa was supposed to walk me down the aisle when i get maried. So now I'm missing him like crazy now that I've realized hes been gone a month! God I want him back! My papa isnt supposed to get sick and die. Its the rules!!

Contests
Here's a couple contests i'm currently working on to help some friends out...Come join me and keep me company if ya like! LEO IN THE DILF CONTEST! DICK DRAGON GOING FOR HIS PLATINUM CHERRY! Hope to see some of you there showing that Cherry Love! XOXO

Mazu
Mazu, Chinese Goddess of the Sea Mazu, or Mat-Su, Chinese Goddess of the Sea, is the story of an extraordinary girl who became a goddess. The Goddess Mazu's stories even come to us in an unusual way. Usually we have to search the works of poets and philosophers, historians and anthropologists, when wishing to explore the myths of the legendary ladies we call goddesses. But ancient government edicts, court documents, Taoist scriptures, and even shipping logs provide the stories of the young girl and the goddess she became. Mazu . . . a goddess, even after a millennium has passed . . . arguably the most worshiped in the world with over 1,500 active temples and 100 million devotees. Hers is a fascinating story. The Chinese goddess Mazu has many names and titles. Known in different regions as Matsu, Ma-Tsu, A-ma, Tianhou, and other names, with numerous titles that include "Motherly Matriarch", "Kuan Yin of the Southern Sea", "Daughter of the Dragon", and "Empress of Heaven"

I Finally Had My Mri
well monday i finally had the fuckin MRI.i should have had it the monday before but as im on my way to the hospital they call and tell me the machine is fucked.so i had to go another week. Well i had never had a MRI and didnt have a clue as to what would happen.i knew a needle would be involed and that fuckin freaked me out. i hate needles im not good at takeing needles.i couldnt be a junkie thats for sure.But the guy doing all of it was super cool and super nice and that made it all the better.MRIs are LOUD.when the guy put ear plugs im my ears i thought well how loud can it be? turns out it can be very loud.i have a really bad bad looking brusie on my arm and it hurts like hell. dave freaked when he saw it.Hopefully my doc or someone will call me today and tell me something.im always so waiting to know when my CT Scan is.That i have had before and im not looking forward to. the dye they put into you sucks.its make u hot and can make the vain they use collapes witch ive had happen

Little Can Be Big!
Little stones make big mountins Little steps can cover miles Little acts of loving Kindness Give the world its biggest smiles :o) Little words can soothe big troubles Little hugs can dry big tears Little candles light the way in the darkness And little memories last for years Little dreams can lead to greatness Little victories to success It's the little things in life That brings the greatest happiness And when I think about all the little things Warm thoughts of you my friend...come to mind Like the little train that could our friendship keeps chugging on Little seeds turn into big flowers and trees Little smiles brighten the gloomiest of days And your little hello my friend Brings forth the biggest,most special feeling... In my heart! Thank you for being my friend!

Love Can Be....
Love can be the most wonderful feeling in this world. But, it only becomes complete when we share it with someone who feels the same way for us. Do not be afraid to love because the joy it brings can fulfill us beyond measure and the pain it sometimes inflicts can make us better and stronger persons. Although the very first person who taught us the real meaning of love would always be difficult to forget, it doesn't mean that he is our last. The first heartache often becomes a prelude to another and then another, until we mature emotionally from the pain of our mistakes. Open your heart once again to the real meaning of love. Let us always remember that love is not love when we do not show it. Love is not love when the person to whom it is intended doesn't know or feel it. We should not be scared to take the challenge because those who succeed in love are those who are not afraid to be rejected because they believe that losing love because they tried than losing love because they were

Anna Nicole Smith's Mother Blames Drugs
HOLLYWOOD, Fla. - The mother of former Playboy playmate and model Anna Nicole Smith blamed drugs Friday for her daughter's sudden death that ended an extraordinary tabloid life at just 39. "I think she had too many drugs, just like Danny (Smith's late son)," her mother, Vergie Arthur, told ABC's "Good Morning America" on Friday. "I tried to warn her about drugs and the people she hung around with. She didn't listen. "She was too drugged up." Smith's attorney, Ron Rale, said the one-time reality TV star had been ill for several days with a fever and was still depressed over the death five months earlier of her 20-year-old son from what a private medical examiner determined was a combination of methadone and two antidepressants. On Thursday, authorities say, a private nurse found Smith unconscious in her room at the Seminole Hard Rock Hotel and Casino and called 911. A bodyguard performed CPR, Seminole Police Chief Charlie Tiger said, but Smith was declared dead at a hospita

Lose Weight Faster Than You Will With Diet Pills...
...with this brand new twelve gauge. We guarantee you'll lose six pounds instantly, and after an initial period of increased body odor and bloating, you can lose up to 85 percent of your body weight.* *Side effects include liquifying of solid mass, skull fragment shrapnel, and high funeral costs. There's my fucking solution to all these goddamned diet pills. Quit looking for a fucking quick fix, and get out there and fucking EXERCISE and you won't have to worry about side effects and having to pay 10 payments of $99.99. Christ. Doing Meth wouldn't cost you as much, and you'll feel a FUCKLOAD BETTER doing meth than you would doing some random fucking pill that could swell up in your throat, or could cause severe anal bleeding. Now, I know not everybody has a metabolism like mine ((for those who don't know....I can eat until the all you can eat buffet runs out of food, and i will never gain an ounce)) But fuck. If people would get out there and do something, t

Poetry8
TWISTING DAWN OF HOWLING STARS Clear velvet night and shining stars choke it. They cry out to me and whisper my name as I look up. They'll always be there.. a never-enduring life of souls no matter what I do they'll be back to haunt me. Far from the asylum of hatred and cemetery of fear the welcoming arms of warmth are but of no comfort as time heals nothing.......only minds. I would want to escape the free mind that releases haunting memories that should never be there, to be around who I care about and be free from the dawn of reality and live in the night when time froze, as not to realise of what will happen and what will and should and could........... Only I can see a blur of tears in the sky, a soft cry in my ears and in my mind of the reaping pattern that will always scar me, from beyond the light......from beyond the grave. So take my mind and soul from my heart because all existence are all extinct and as the planet dies we will always be together with the hand

Poetry9
BALLAD OF THE DAMNED Welcome to my world-- alive after dark, after dreams, after death. Enter my ballroom, lit by chandeliers of stars, with walls defined only by impending dawn. Listen. Listen to the songs of still night. Feel the melody flow like your blood through my veins. Embrace my dark dance. Change the rhythm for it is yours..... THE VAMPIRE'S REIGN As the moon rises, the sun sets, the vampires wake up again. After they feast on blood, like snakes eat rats, they'll sleep in their coffins, before dawn can rain. So beware young child, because they might, decide to drain your blood tonight..... VAMPYRE You have no choice, You cannot choose... All of our Heroes, Shall one day lose. Some may Hope, And others Pray... They are only safe, In the light of Day. For when the Sun sets, To slumber and sleep... Out of the Darkness, My Kindred shall creep. So hide yourselves well, Get thee to bed... The Day is

Rattlesnake Shake
She's a sex machine She keeps her engine hot Her motor clean Way she moves across the floor The way she shakes her hips And licks her lips Come on there girl Why don't ya shake that thing Doing the rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake Make my body ache Rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake It's all I can take She's got sassy class Bring you to your knees When she shakes her ass She's a voodoo, voodoo child Just one look wil drive you wild Slides through the night With a viper's smile Come on there girl Why don't ya shake that thing Doing the rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake Make my body ache Rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shake It's all I can take Sexy motion, just take my time The way she moves her lips Up and down my spine Got the rattle Snake wants to spit Call 9-7-6 and let my hand do the rest Doing the rattlesnake shake Shake, shake, shake Rattlesnake shak

Nothing In Particular
Just sitting here bored out of my wits, like most Saturdays, wondering what the hell I've done with my life... I'm nearly 43, and still trying to finish a Bachelor's degree! Being single at valentine's day doesn't boost my morale mch either... oh, well, thanks 4 letting me vent... :-)

Creating Another Image Server
Well, after creating my own special eCards for use on here, I have been getting requests to make some specifically for other people. Also, after I create my eCards, i have to go through the steps of typing out the code and uploading them to my server so I decided to use a domain that I own to make something more useful not only to myself but to others as well. I started working this morning on some basic code to display my eCards, generate thumbnails and create the required code to paste the information into a blog such as this. I actually did most of it while at the local bar doing laundry today. Yes, we have a bar with a laundry room. So two Corona's and two loads later, I created this new host. It is in it's basics right now though and I am getting the bugs out but keep it in mind if you want a no advertisement or pop-up site that hosts eCards for free.

What Is 100%?
I got a little bored one day and came up with this so, from a strictly mathematical viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101,31 or 105%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these, just keep it simple that's all! Questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the "love of God"2 will take you L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% its amazing how that extra 1% can change somethings! Also, it has

The Sword Of Truth
The sword of truth I have a sword named truth without a hilt. A bare blade with neither, remorse or guilt, as dangerous to the wielder, as to the victim. I have a dagger called clarity A naked blade Sharp on both ends. I cannot reveal you, without exposing me. I have a shield named denial. transparent and diaphanous. No protection blinding and binding, to me alone I wear armor named ego. Of pride unfounded caustic and unproven. odorous and annoying. easily dented. Thus girded for war, I'll surely be smitten. For it is written. upon the sword named truth

Friends
Let see just how many people read blogs and bullentines and other things we post. Here is a list that started it is called our 100 things to live by list. What I would like us to do is each person who reads this add several and if you can only think of one that is not already listed then just add one. Come on lets make a 100 things to live by list , okay?.. Remember this is all for fun and just to see if we can come up with 100 things to live by cool huh. 100 Things to live by!.... 1. Be a good friend 2. Be a good sister 3. Be a good brother 4. Be heathly 5. Be helpful 6. Keep a Secrets 7. Keep in touch with people I love and who love me 8. Buy a Home (Where You Truely Wont one) 9. Buy a Home just to be able too 10. Get a degree 11. Never be ashame of who I am 12. Be a person to be proud of 13. Always keep improving 14. Read something daily 15. Be informed 16. Be a good listener 17. Volunteer for a charity 18. Spend more time with family 19. Drink

A Difficult Year
It's been a year now since my wife died. It's been a tough year, emotionally as well as physically. I remember everything that took place each day this past week up until the day she died. I woke up this morning at the same time the hospital called last year to tell me of her passing. I know in my heart that I'll make it past this, but she is still in my heart, and my heart aches with her absence.

I Am....
I am a slave inwardly, in my need, and in my love, and in my nature! It is what I am! Despise me for it if you wish! I am a natural slave, a rightful slave, and here, on this world, in my collar, I have found myself at last! Hate me ! Hold me in contempt! But I am a slave, and I love being a slave! I love it! I love it! Do not try and force me to be what you want me to be! Rather accept me for what I want to be, and am! one who knows she belongs at the feet of her Master! and desires to be at the feet of her Master! His slave! His loving slave!

No Hope
Lost in a terrible pool of despair wondering, wondering if I dare, Seeking a way out of this pain I take myself to a higher plain, Where these people cannot hurt me where they can never possibly be, It is a place of utter calm of lovely peace and blissful balm, They cannot find me, they know not where I go alone to find some air. This very lonely little child would love to find someone mild, Always destined to fight alone with never one friend in this home, It is a place where you do not speak you never, ever open your beak, This little child suffers in silence through all the years, all the miles, He has learnt it is far better To be quiet and wear the fetter.

Tchaikovsky, Stravinsky, Radio, No Soap Part 1...
... erm. BBC Radio 3 (www.bbc.co.uk/radio3) is playing every note they can find of Tchaikovsky and Stravinsky (sometimes more than once with different performers)- starting yesterday and ending Friday, but with their "Listen Again" link or some other ways, one can still catch yesterday's programs until next Sunday- in a program called, not that informatively, the "Tchaikovsky Experience". So yesterday afternoon EST (evening GMT) they broadcast Tchaikovsky's 5th symphony - conducted by Valery Gergiev, from a Philips CD- followed by Stravinsky's half-hour setting of part of the Lamentations of Jeremiah, his Threni, written from 1957-1958... from a recording that (I think) originally appeared on a CBS LP some years back (this work has only been recorded- twice? thrice?) - then a brief - less than five minutes - Tchaikovsky cantata "for the Jubilee of O A Petrov" (from a Russian LP). (Some of the performances are commercial recordings, some specially for the BBC and recorded in their st

While You Are All Rating My Pics ;-)
OK GUYS IM IN YET ANOTHER CONTEST SO SHOW ME SOME MORE LOVE... IT IS THE PHAT TAT CONTEST... ONCE AGAIN COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT LOL!! THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS AGAIN LETS GET ME ANOTHER WIN... TOP WINNER THE JUDGES WILL DECIDE AGAIN THEN THERE WILL BE A WINNER ON RATING AND ONE ON COMMENTS!! HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Lonely Quotes
“Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is thinking of you.” “Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate.” “Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets.” “The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.” Friedrich Nietzsche quotes (German classical Scholar, Philosopher and Critic of culture, 1844-1900.) “I'm standing on the moon, with nothing left to do, with a lonely view of heaven, but I'd rather be with you” “Let us touch the dying, the poor, the lonely and the unwanted according to the graces we have received and let us not be ashamed or slow

Rant.
Seriously you amuse me. Leaving stupid things on my page just "hoping" for my attention. Guess what queer boy, didn't work. You're pretty much worthless, and disgusting, and you make me puke in my mouth at the site of your enormous pig headed ass. Keep your mouth shut, and get a clue, no one really likes you. Then some people on here have the nerve to tell me, that im making some "wrong" choices with my life and with Anthony, Well there sweetheart, you really don't want to get into this, im not the one who gave up my whole life for shit. Im happy yes. And i have EVERY right to be. Then you have people who swear they were only worried about "one" thing, but the attention got to there head, and now they have to be the center of all cherry tap univerese. And the only reason they're getting all the points they get is because they spend 24 hours a day on here, or have contest and have other people give them the points for them. Oh did i say that outloud my bad. Then you have "othe

Here For The Party!!!!
Okay guys this is my first contest ever!!!!!! I know that I have helped a lot of you out with past contests so all I am asking for is a little favor return here. I need you help so please just bring your mouse down to the link below and give me some comments. Thank you all so much and I truelly appriciate it a lot. You are the best. COME VOTE FOR ME BECAUSE I PARTY BEST, AND HERE IS THE PIC TO PROVE IT. C'MON, WHO WOULDN'T WANNA PARTY WITH ME? SOME COME BOMB IT AND JOIN THE PARTY. WE ARE ALL HAVING A GREAT TIME. HURRY THE PARTY IS ALMOST OVER

Brazil
One of my alltime favourites. Acting, writing, look, everything. I bought the Criterion Edition DVD box a few years ago and that really was a revelation. It contains the director's cut version running 143 minutes, a DVD containing a very good documentary, and the american TV version called "love conquers all", that was released without Terry Gilliam agreeing to it. And no director would have ... It is just 90 minutes long, and has a completely different content and ending. Things that were deemed too difficult to understand were left out or the audience was supported by hints, like a wavy border around the frame if it was a bloody DREAM SEQUENCE. So as not to overheat the brains of the people needing to realize, that a man flying with a set of mechanical wings fighting a giant ninja made of computerparts is *not* real. If there was something important in the background, they sometimes made a still photo of that, blew it up to fill the screen and left it there for a few seconds. It

Here Are The Guys In The Contest
HERE ARE THE PICS FOR THE GUYS IN MY MENS SEXY BOOTY CONTEST AND IF ANYONE ELSE WANTS IN JUST LET ME KNOW!!! GL GUYS AND MUAHHHHH HAPPY VALENTINES DAY THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST TO RUN O I HOPE I DO EVERYTHING RIGHT LOL

Bah Humbug
Here's a little something I photoshpped that I think best sums up my opinion of Valentine's Day The odd thing is that even though I have absolutely no interest in being in a relationship at the moment (Still burnt out form the last one), I still despise February 14.

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. ~author unknown~

Crackpots
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That's because I have al

Have You Caught Yourself Asking Why?
When you were little do you remember asking your parents why things were the way they were or how they got that way.. I do.. Hell I still do it.. So I decided since everyone I know is posting stupid things like chain letters and love notes and how to get free stuff like ringtones and things.. I would post this instead.. I will ask a question and then you give me an answer.. And I will tell you what the book says.. Yes I'm a dork I have a book about tell me whys.. But I love to read so.. I know you will know most of the questions.. You probally learned them in school.. So Please humor me I stay at home all day with nothing to do.. Atleast this is a way to get to converse with all of you.. If I remember to do it half the time.. But we will see how y'all like this one.. In honor of valentines Day Here is the first question!!! How did the custom of kissing start?

Birth Order - Yep It Pegged Me !!
You Are Likely a Second Born At your darkest moments, you feel inadequate. At work and school. you do best when you're evaluating. When you love someone, you offer them constructive criticism. In friendship, you tend to give a lot of feedback - positive and negative. Your ideal careers are: accounting, banking, art, carpentry, decorating, teaching, and writing novels. You will leave your mark on the world with art and creative projects. The Birth Order Predictor

Venting
fuck you. fuck you and every fucking thing you ever fucking stood for. 17 fucking years and i never questioned anything you said, i believed every fucking word that came out of your mouth. now, i dont know what the fuck to believe. it hurts me now to even fucking look at you. you've turned my whole goddamned life upside down in one fucking day. i dont even know who i am anymore. you fucking broke me. i feel broken, no, i feel dead. yes, i fucking blame you, because it's your fault, it's your fault i hurt, it's your fault it's hard to love, it's your fault i'm insecure, it's your fault im so self-destructive, and the truth is ive had enough, dont fucking say sorry its far too late for that. and no i dont hope you die, i hope you live long enough to see that all along you were wrong about me, in fact i hope you live long enough for me to crush everything you ever loved, just like you did to me

The Year I Was Born In
In 1967 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US President Johnson and Soviet premiere Aleksei Kosygin agree not to let any crisis push them into wore Thurgood Marshall is sworn in as the first black Supreme Court justice The first home microwave is released by Amana Dave Matthews, Kurt Cobain, Liz Phair, Vin Diesel, Julia Roberts, and Anna Nicole Smith are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series Green Bay Packers in Super Bowl I Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup Disney's The Jungle Book and The Graduate are the top grossing films One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez is published Paul McCartney announces that all four members of the Beatles have "dropped acid" For the first time, Jimi Hendrix sets his guitar on fire during a concert in London Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band is released The first issue of Rolling Stone magazine is published The FCC orders that cigarette ads on tele

Ya I Cheated On Yooh So What
ya so i cheated on yooh, yooh stupid scave yooh never ment n-e-thing to me n yooh never really have n now with all that said n dun go on dumbass n run hearin yooh git sik on tha phone was fun hurtin yooh like yooh hurt me was mandatory nigga dont hate yooh was jus another chapter in ma story n when i say what i say jus remember ma nig i aint sorry i told yooh dont EVA try to git 1 up on me haha givin this bitch ur heart came 2 yooh with a fee i said i didnt want yooh no more but yooh wouldnt let me be i tryed endin it peacefully b4 but yooh jus kept wanting more oh boo hoo keon yooh called me a whore haha yooh only said it kuz yooh kno that eats at ma core haha who woulda knew that tha 1 yooh truly loved did what all these otha bitches have wanted to do yooh n ur homies say yooh this big ass playa playa runner of game?? oh ya so thats y yooh were so easy to tame? oh playa playa, great runner of game if yooh soo good at it

English. . .
You lovers of the English language might enjoy this There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that is "UP." It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends. And we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the Silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP. We open UP a store in the morning but we close it UP at

Lets Chat!
So i have this friend who lied to me, and anthony kinda sorta told them where to go, cause he was protecting me, which was the right thing to do, Thusly i love him even more ♥ Hes my heart mhmm be jealous ♥ ♥ &hearts So i better put my laptop on the charger haha its 2 seconds away from dying. I wish the certain drama with a cowardless user would stop but i doubt it, hes an old faggot ♥ And Yes i hope he reads this. All i asked for is my stuff back, how hard is that? Considering YOU DIDNT PAY FOR it i did. And i worked my ass off for the other stuff. So you know what FUCK YOU. And yes im saying that not anthony. You wanta send me text messages at 6 am, saying bullshit, then bitch fuck you. ♥ I am so sick of bullshit. God get over yourself. Oh whatever. Just remember cupcake, HELL ON EARTH ♥ Rate my blog please. And remember SAY NO TO OLD PERVS!

Part One Of Finding The Fun Factor!
Please take a look at my Bio, I am a fun loving, filthy, cheeky chappy that is looking for fun and frolicks in the UK with CT Angels. I'm happy to share pics and laughs to see how the mood is! The summer is coming and I definately find another gear of energy! I'm 6'0, athletic, blue eyes. I'll leave it to you to work out if you think I'm attractive. If you would like more info, pics, jokes or to chat, please send me a mail!

Dedicated 2 My Moma
((((FOUND ON EMANONS PG)))))))) 'You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.' David Harkins (British Poet and Painter b.1958)

My 3rd Place Finish In The Best Chest Contest
This is the reason why I already won 3rd place in the best chest contest while the contest is still going on. I sent messages to friends and posted bulletins asking to be bombed in this contest since bombing was allowed. It seems that one friend of mine decided to stake a claim and decided to message another friend of mine that was bombing me. She told this friend that I was her boyfriend (NOT TRUE!!!) and that she better stay away from me. The one thing that pisses me off more than anything is someone making a claim like that and involving me in their deluded little fantasy world here on CT. The one friend that received the nasty messages said she couldn't remember who it was that sent the nasty message to her. I posted a bulletin asking the person to have the intestinal fortitude to come forward, but as I already knew, they wimped out and didn't answer. I went to the contest moderator and asked to be pulled from the contest because of this drama some childish woman decided to start.

Let It Go
Let it go There are people who will walk away from you. Or hurt you. Or not love you. Or not 'see' you. And hear me when I tell you this - when people try to walk away from you: let them go. Don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone if you need to. When people turn from you, let them go. They're on their way to somewhere or something else: somewhere or something that does not include you and let me tell why that is okay... Your destiny is never tied to anybody or anything that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, it's best they do not stay. Let them go. And it only means their part in your story is over. And it's good to know when people's part is over so you don't keep trying to push something that doesn't need to be. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's

Stranger
Do not stand by me tonight, Do not stand by me ever, I will not be like you in this light, I will never be you, ever, Do not talk to me today, Do not talk to me at all, I am not one of you anyway, I am not like you at all, Do not laugh at me now, Do not laugh at me again, I am different, you ask how? I am different while you are sane, Do not kick me anytime, Do not kick me tomorrow, I will steal your life make it mine, I will laugh back and give you sorrow, Do not kill me tonight, Do not kill me ever, I am but a stranger in this light, I am but a stranger forever.

12days
12 days until my birthday.. I'm supposed to go someplace or something.. we shall see. The last 10 times.. I had to work or got stood up.. so.. I'm not holding my breath.. I'll find out today. :) edit.. I just remembered.. I've never had a date on my bday.. not even with girls I dated.. someone had to work so .. it never happened.. Last year I got stood up .. cuz the girl wanted to see that lame arse tyler perry concert .. and forgot about me.. wait.. then she told me the next week.. and stood me up .. then the next.. hell it was 3 weeks later when her drunk arse remembered .. I had to pay for my late ass birthday dinner. and offered to pay for her gf. geez i'm too nice.. and brought her roses.. wayyy to nice.. Anywho.. Before that.. different girl .. got drunk and fired from her job .. geeeeez.. Before that.. well she didn't know that much english .. :) Its 2007 and I want to start off the year with no stand ups! lmao crossing fingers..

Credit Card Theft/fraud
PROTECT YOURSELF IN CASE OF THEFT OF YOUR WALLET, CARDS, ETC. 1. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED." in the space. 2. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card accounts, DO NOT put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes through all the check processing channels won't have access to it. 3. Put your work phone # on your checks instead of your home Phone. If you have a PO Box use that instead of your home address. If you do not have a PO Box, use your work address. Never have your SS# printed on your checks. You can add it if it is necessary. But if you have It printed, anyone can get it. 4. Place the contents of your wallet on a photocopy machine. Do both sides of each license, credit card, etc. You will know what you had in your wallet and all of

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes67%Eyes full of Pain33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

If I Only Had A Brain Re-written By Me From The Wizard Of Oz
I could while away the hours,masturbating in the shower relieving my sexual pain My dickhead id be whackin while my balls were a flappin If she'd only give me brain Id lick on her nipple fiddle with her clit a little Making her orgasmically insane With the thought she'll be thinkin I dont care if her pussies stinkin If she'd only give me brain Oh,I could help her with the daily chores Go shopping with her at the grocery store I could do things she'd never thought id do before I would not just be cummin Id appreciate the luvin And all there is to gain I would do it doggystyle, get on top for a while IF she'd only give me brain.

Being A Girl...
It must be fucking nice! Guys trippin all over themselves jus to talk to you. You can pick and choose who you want to talk to and talk shit to the rest for fun! Being a guy, girls all look at you as some freaky pervert or something. Like you are trying to fuck them with your eyes all the time or something. I mean obviously, there ARE people out there like that, but it has nothing to do with their gender... Its a mind set! I am sooo not like that! I am jus a real person... Whever kids, I am jus venting! But I have led a few friends to CT. 1 guy and 3 girls. the guy, actually "works @ it" and has made little progress, the 3 girls, could give a shit! THEY are all higher level cherry than I am! I referred their asses! WTF?! I am done ranting, thanks for readin if you got this far :P

Message From Your Angels Opal
"Your children on Earth and in Heaven are happy and well cared for by God and the angels." Additional Message: "Your worries about your children have been received as prayers here inHeaven. We understand your concerns, so we surround the souls and bodies of your children with our loving care. This is a time for you to release your children to God, and know that your Creator is their true parent. God is pure love, without judgment or anger. He could never abandon you or your children-nor would He want to!" "As one of your children's guardian angels, I watch over them ceaselessly. I never tire of keeping my watchful eye upon them, for as I gaze upon your children, I see their Divine light. I see their true perfection, their goodness, and their innocence. I ask that you see your children through my eyes, which will help their love and light to be fully expressed. I love you, I love your children, and your children love you!" by-Dpreen Virtue Ph.D.

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You?

To Whom This May Concern
Roses are red Violets are blue I'm in love But not with you When we broke up You thought I cried But all it was Was another guy You told your friends I was a trick And I told mine you had a weak dick I told you I loved you And you thought it was true Well guess what baby? YOU GOT PLAYED TOO!

My Name Is Sarah
my name is sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall

Vote!!!! Comment Bomb!!!!
Hey ya'll.. I'm in the Killer Blue Eyez Contest... I am SERIOUSLY lagging behind.... COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED, SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REPOST THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, HAVE THEM BOMB ME... THERE ARE 2 DIFFERENT PRIZES.. ONE FOR THE MOST COMMENTS, AND ONE FOR THE MOST RATINGS!!!! THE WINNER OF THIS CONTEST GETS A 3 DAY BLAST.. AND I KNOW I WOULD *LOVE* IT!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WOULD TOTALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!!!!

21 Sex Facts
21 things you might have never known about sex :D 1. According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches. 2. The most common fantasy is oral sex. 3. 8% of us have regular anal sex. 4. 60% of men and 54% of women have had a 1-night stand. 5. Women buy 4 out of every 10 condoms sold. 6. In 1609, a doctor named Wecker found a corpse in Bologna with two penises. Since then, there have been eighty documented cases of men similarly endowed. 7. Men say the average erect penis is 10 inches. Women say its 4 inches. 8. A female orgasm is a powerful painkiller (because of the release of endorphins), so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. 9. 56% of men have had sex at work. 10. Among the Mangaians of Polynesia, 18-year-old couples make love an average of three times a night, every night, until their thirties, when the weekly average drops to a mere 14. 11. 1 in 3 of us have had an extramari

40
1.) Open and close a bar. Find one that opens its doors before noon. Stake out a comfortable seat and hunker down. Resist informing the bartender of your tremendous plan, as this will cause him to pour waves of pre-celebratory shots and you won’t survive happy hour. Pacing is everything. Watch the crowds come and go, watch bartenders rise, reign and fade while you remain like a cagey Methuselah. From that day forward, within the walls of that bar at least, your name will be legend. 2.) Go on a bender. I don’t mean a weekend binge. I’m talking a full-bore, hooch-bent, screw-work hoolihan. Dangerous, yes, but so is getting out of bed in the morning. True benders have gone the way of the snap brim fedora, which makes them all the greater currency in the world of drunks. It won’t be easy. You must start drinking the moment you wake up and carry on until you go under. Then start over again. In your grandfather’s day you had to drink two weeks straight before you could officially declar

Please Se The Bi%ch In The Kitchen....
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now...because this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train...because we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train ... but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling contin

Hey Guys....
Check out my best friend. She is new to cherry tap only been here like 3 days but she is already addicted. She needs some friends to come by add her and rate her to get her up and running. If you'd like to get to know a KICK ASS BITCH then check her out. She is AWESOME. I love her to death! Phat an Fine@ CherryTAP

Experimental Metamyth For The End Times
What will Winter Solstice bring in 2012? ...an instant of Karma? ...an ethereal spiral dance of the collective soul? ... cosmic judgment leveled against civilization's expanse? ...destruction of the world as we know it? ...a chance for a new start? ...the rise and the revenge of the Goddess? or simply another day in the life of paranoia? These are the false prophesies that your pastor warned you about! Reality Exchange Program "the South side of time..." Crazy Bear said there'd be days like this. As usual, no one believed him. Now, all I want to know is: where IS that lifeboat, and how DO I ditch this ship of fools, without any of these bliss ninnies noticing that I'm already gone? Captain, my ass. We are equal in this sea of madness. That iceberg is looking awfully big. Amana Mission is on a quest to save the world, and the only problem is, she can't remember why she got involved with such an obvious scam in the first place. Jesus saves. Christ. What a loser. Kali kills

Why Nice Guys Finish Last
All of your suspicions are correct. Nice guys really do finish last. Why? Because nice guys are boring. There, I said it. Let me clear up some misconceptions about women. Yes, we like to be told we're beautiful. We don't like it to be said ad nauseum. Unless it's a spontaneous thought, save it. If it's not sincere, don't bother. Tell us something you DO like about us. We don't REALLY want you to tell us how much you love us during sex. We also don't want you to touch us like we're going to break. My clitoris does not care if you love me. My g-spot doesn't even care if you hate me, as long as you know where it is and how to manipulate it. If you don't know where a woman's g-spot is, you'd better get off here and type it into google. Trust me, you'll be glad you did. If you're still confused, ask me. For God's sake, stop romancing the girls and start seducing them. We like the bad boys because they don't care if we like them. They are a challenge. They do

Tell The Truth
hey BABY do you love me?¢¾ Gotta repost this as"baby do you love me?" The 1st person to message you saying "baby....i do." will be your CT sweatheart...you'd be suprised just who wants to be your...you have 2 do this even if you are taken.

Remember Our Veterans
REMEMBER OUR VETERANS EVERY DAY AND GIVE A LITTLE PRAYER. THEY ARE THE ONES YOU SHOULD THANK FOR THE FREEDOM YOU NOW SHARE. HONOR THE MEMORY OF THE ONES WHO DIED THEY DEID FOR YOU AND ME. AND THANK THE VETERANS WHO STILL LIVE THEY ALL KEPT OUR COUNTRY FREE. A THANK YOU DOESN'T SEEM LIKE MUCH BUT IT'S ALL THAT WE CAN SAY. OUR THOUGHTS, OUR HEARTS AND FEEELINGS GO OUT TO YOU EACH DAY. GOD BLESS YOU FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE

My Soulmate
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

True Friends
i once thought that some of my realtime friends were my best friends i gave then the chance to earn the title of my sisters and i see that some of them need to learn that they need to stay out of my life especially the ones i did not ask to butt in to the whole situation. my life and my love life are not for them to dictate i am the ruler of my destiny i am a witch and i have many friends that are witches and things that will be done will be done by the grace of the Goddess. From now on i know who to trust and who not to trust and they know who i am talking about they are on here too and yes one i have know is not behind the fact that someone will not speak to me again thanks to someone that wanted to see me happy or so she said she did when i called her crying on the phone i thought that she was there for me but i guess that she wasn't the other hurt me because i hurt her and told her that because of all that was going on i was taking her godmothership away from her over my son well

A Promise To Everyone
I have some wonderful friends on here, i really truely mean that. I been talking to some of yall today and alot of yall r concerned bout mt me not taking enough time to rest, exspecially after just getting out of the hospitial. Well after thinking bout it, yall r right. So right here and now i promise to take this weekend off. I just locked up all my gunsmithing tools, told all my clients i am closed this weekend and will be opened till monday.I give you all my word, not a bit of work till monday. I'm gonna just catch up with my friends here on ct, do some reading and watch tv, cook out n bbq tomorrow. Just gonna take it easy. Honestly i thank yall all and i am truely blessed to have good caring friends lke i do on here. And each and everyone of yall has my word, no work at all till monday. So if ya want to message me, call or chatt please feel free to, i look forward to it.

Saturday Afternoon
Its saturday affternoon and i have had to go into work to see if i was required. Also spending time using a library computer as mine died the other day..... shall have to buy a new one next month, im having withdrawal symptoms from no CT ...LOL

Albino Raven Poem Part 1
the ravens are gathering, only the albino raven stands alone. What does this mean? Why an albino raven now. what is the reason it stands alone. Does it stand for new hope or new life. Why do the other ravens gather and not let the albino raven join them. Does it symbolize the pandoras box?? Does it challange a sense of balance of old verses new: Shows the turmmoil of evil veres good. Then maybe it shows a sense of justices. That if you, are not oen of the same in the gathering you msut be an outsider. So, why does the albino raven stand alone. Does it stand alone laughing at the others. Who gather: Knowing it can stand alone. Or is it crying with sarrow, Shame and pain, Because it knows it can not join in the gathering. What does it see this albino raven! Joy, happiness, or pain and sarrow. Is this the reason that it stands in jugdement over the souls of lfie? For ataking or not to hell or heaven. Or is it the raven that takes the soul and put's it back into the body. If the

None For Dad
One day a little boy woke up and sat down at the table expecting breakfast. However, his mother says, "You don't get any breakfast until you do your chores." --- A little pissed off, the boy goes out to do his chores. When he goes to milk the cow, he kicks it. When he goes to get eggs he kicks a chicken, and when he goes to feed the pigs, he kicks a pig. When the little boy sits down his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "Where is the bacon, eggs and milk?" asks the little boy. His mother replies, "I saw you kick the cow, so you don't get any milk; I saw you kick a chicken so you don't get eggs; and I saw you kick a pig so you don't get any bacon!" Just as she finishes saying this, the boy's father comes down the stairs and kicks the cat. The little boy looks up at his mother and asks, "Do you want to tell him, or should I?" --no pussy for dad!

I Was Wondering.....
I was wondering if someone could make me a spiffy animated picture for me to use as my default picture. If enough people offer - i'll hold a contest. If only one or two people offer, I'll give out a big pimpin gift. You can use any of my SFW pictures to make it. Thanks in advance!

Time For A Stretch.
So, I haven't been writing blogs very much lately. I've been spending most of my time on the net actually conversing with different people. I have quite a few friends on here, and I really do make an effort to talk to whomever is on at any given time. Sometimes I get a reply... and sometimes I do not, but the ratio is in favor of those who do, so you have my gratitude. I enjoy a good conversation, but every now and again, I need this kind of one way expression to complete a thought or idea. I have some really good friends here now. Good ol' Sunny and Eddie keep me well plugged in to what's going on with them, and they are great people. Be sure to go see Eddie about getting the very best graphics done for your CT page, or for any other website. I have yet to see a task be given to him that he can't accomplish in short time, and with stellar results. If I'm shelling out so much as a dime for any graphic work in the future, I won't give it to anyone else but him. Artists are rare enough,

"since 2002, Pretty Much All The Intelligence That's Come To Us Has Proved To Be Wrong."
"Since 2002, pretty much all the intelligence that's come to us has proved to be wrong." Diplomats say U.S. intelligence on Iranian nukes is thin 24 Feb 2007 Despite growing international concern about Iran's nuclear program and its regional ambitions, most U.S. intelligence shared with the U.N. nuclear watchdog agency has proved inaccurate and none has led to significant discoveries inside Iran, diplomats here said. http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fg-usiran25feb25,0,4451045.story Cheney's plane diverted 25 Feb 2007 The plane of US Vice-President [sic] Dick Cheney has reportedly been diverted to Singapore because of mechanical problems. Mr Cheney flew out of Sydney en route to the United States on board Air Force 2, a Boeing 757, about 9am today after a four-day visit marred by violent protests, arrests and traffic chaos. [Rendition!!!! --CLG reader] http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/cheneys-plane-diverted/2007/02/25/1172338452183.html

Dried Up, Tied And Dead To The World
You cut off all of your fingers Trade them in for dollar bills Cake on some more make-up to Cover all those lines Wake up and stop shaking cause you're just wasting time Don't you want some of this? Don't you need some of this? You take but cannot be given You ride but cannot be ridden Pinch this tiny heart of mine Wrap it up in soiled twine You never read what you've written I'll be your lover, I'll be forever I'll be tomorrow, I am anything when I'm high Don't you want some of this? Don't you need some of this? You shove your hair down my throat I feel your fingers in me Tear this bitter fruit to mess Wrap it in your soiled dress Now you must spit out the seeds All dried up and tied up forever All fucked up and dead to the world

Ugh...
So I met this guy. Well, I met him a while ago and we went to school together but we finally went out for the first time the other night. I had a really good time and I'm looking forward to our next date. He likes me because, as he put it, I'm happy and pleasant haha. He thinks I'm cute and my smile puts him in a good mood :P He actually thanked me for my company! My God! I don't think anyone has ever done that before. Needless to say, he kinda makes me squishy inside. My problem is that there is this other guy I kinda like. We've hung out a couple times and I had a really good time with him. In reality, though, there is no chance of any kind of realtionship there that is more than what it is. I know that's not what he wants and I'm not sure it's what I want. When I'm with someone, that's it. I don't mess around on people because I wouldn't want that done to me. I also don't sleep with more than one person at a time, even if I'm not in any kind of relationship with the person I

My First Blog Attempt
hey evryone i decided to try to post one of these things, i hope its not too dorky. my name is Paul , im 36 , m , pa . . i hope to make more friends then i already have plus who knows . i like to do jus about anything fun . if u y'all have yahoo messenger u can IM me at vpfre34@yahoo.com . i wish i knew more how to do these things , but im just dopey i guess , but im a typical guy so im as dumb as a stump . i hope evryone who reads this will look at my pics and post comments on them so i can get points , pleeeeeeeease . ok well i will stop for now t t y l .and may god bless

For Members Only
TO ALL MEMBERS I'M THINKING ABOUT OPENING A LOUNGE FOR THE FAMILY MEMBERS TO GET TO MEET EACH OTHER,TO CHECK ALL THE NEW EVENTS AND UPDATES,TO COME AND ENJOY SOME MUSIC AND GET TOGETHER WITH OTHER MEMBERS.WE ARE GOING TO WORK ON IT HOPEFULLY THIS WEEKEND BUT I NEED ALL YOUR OPINIONS FOR NEW IDEAS AND THINGS TO ADD TO OUR LOUNGE.SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO POST WHAT YOU LIKE TO HAVE OR TO ADD THERE IN A COMMENT ON THIS PAGE,,AND THIS BLOG IS FOR FAMILY ONLY. HAVE A FANTASTIC TUESDAY AND GREAT UPCOMING WEEK. WildCat

Taking A Chance
Becky forced herself to look down at the book she was theoretically reading. This was at least the tenth time she'd caught herself staring at the hot young barista as he pulled shots of espresso, foamed milk, and sprayed whipped cream on top of mochas. Ah, the things she could do with his hard body and some whipped cream. She'd been sitting at home, moping after finally getting hard proof that her asshole boyfriend had been cheating on her for months. Tired of feeling sorry for herself, she'd forced herself to get out of her pajamas and leave the house. She'd considered calling a girlfriend to meet her for a drink, but she just didn't feel ready to spill the whole sordid story yet. She needed more time to absorb what she'd learned. So she'd picked out a book and drove to Starbucks. She'd known the caffeine and sugar and the buzz of people around her would lift her spirits, but she hadn't expected the eye candy. The Hottie behind the bar looked like a young, - Thelma and Louise e

Friends
If you lucky enough to have friends Keep them cause friends are rare True friends im talking about... I recently had two very nice friends and what did i do I hurt them very much by my actions now they are no longer my friends if i could turn back time i most surely would ... Cause I lost the Best friends in the world i could ever have...... I'm So Sorry I didn't think and its my fault!!!

My Music Now!!!
AIGHT MY TUNES ARE PLAYING NOW, HOPE YOU LIKE. ENJOY AND LEAVE FEED BACK, AND OR REQUESTS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND READING. THE RAWK!!!http://freepowerboards.com/digitalmix/portal.php

Little Things
I'm just sitting here on this computer chatting and my granddaughter is watching her cartoons. As I sit here and watch her and how excited she gets over the littlest thing like "dora" coming on tv. we as adults take the littlest thing for granted. We can learn alot by stopping and watching the little things in life as our little one do!!!!!!!!!!! JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY!

Virus Warning
There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Worm-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK put your jacket on and take two Good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote. Repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

I'll Be
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.

Moving
"Scornfully underestimating me / They have disrespected destiny / Thus they make their fatal mistake / Tomorrow they will be gone / I smile as I move on".. Better late than never but still too late Lost in a lonely land alone To avoid the scorpion-sting of fate Not for the first time I have known What it feels like to be played for a clown Against my will to entertain Sick sadistic souls in a soulless town Who find their pleasure in my pain I stumble into the discovery That I am still here wiser if sadder That the fools cannot make a fool of me The more I think about it the madder I get and yet not a single regret Not a cloud in my sky I am too young to die Even though the misbegotten might not be gone Soon all this will be forgotten as I move on Scornfully underestimating me They have disrespected destiny Thus they make their fatal mistake Tomorrow they will be gone I

Doughtfullness
The moon will shine for me, and the sun will shine for you. Together we shall see, what light will shine true . The moons face shines bright, smiling all through the night. The sun's shine is hot, and seams to like you a lot. But when the sun and the moon disappear, behind the clouds of doubtfulness. I will renew my vows of love, my Dear, and we will stay as one God Bless.

Damn!!!!
Damn!! it's my day when it busy come to me when I can't get myself out of blue but manage when I need is VACATIONNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!! lol but don't worry everyone, I am doing just fine but will return your comment when I am not busy at that moment and again, Happy Hump-Day to all those ladies ;-) Have fun! Cheer!!

The History Of Dracula~~~~part 4
The greatest threat to Vlad’s position was the rivalry in southeastern Europe between the Ottoman Empire and the Hungarian Kingdom. Following family traditions, Vlad decided to side with the latter. To the end of the 1450s there was once again talk about a war against the Turks, in which the king of Hungary, Matthias Corvinus would play the main role. Knowing this, Vlad stopped paying money to the Ottoman in 1459 and around 1460 made a new alliance with Corvinus, much to the dislike of the Turks, who attempted to remove him. They failed; later, in the winter of 1461 to 1462 Vlad crossed south of the Danube and devastated the area between Serbia and the Black Sea, leaving over 20,000 people dead. In response to this, Sultan Mehmed II, the recent conqueror of Constantinople, raised an army of around 60,000 men and in the spring of 1462 headed towards Wallachia. With his army of 20,000-30,000 men Vlad was unable to stop the Turks from entering Wallachia and occupying the capital Târgov

Emotions....
Ya Emotions...They suck.... Love...Is not a good thing.... Lust....Umm wont go there Relationships....GRRRRRRR..(think that says it) Where are all the good guys at? Are they alive? Where are the guys who want to get to know someone??

Men
There are 2 types. 1) A women dream guy... Tall dark and drop dead handsome. Would do anything for you. Would love you for you. And dead rich. 2) A womens Nightmare. Short fat and ugly. Would rather be with his friends. Would want you to change everything you are. Would want you to work while he satys at home. Which would you choose??????

Irish Knots
MAKES 12 SERVINGS 1 EGG 2 SCALLIONS, CHOPPED 2TBS. OLD-FASHONED OATS 2TBS BUTTER, MELTED 1 TUBE (11 OZ.) REFRIGERATED BREAD-STICK DOUGH, LIKE PILSBURY 1. HEAT OVEN TO 375F IN BOWL, LIGHTLY BEAT EGGS AND 1 TBS WATER, IN A SEPARTE BOWL, COMBINE NEXT 3 INGREDIENTS. 2. SEPERATE BREAD-STICK DOUGH ALONG PERFORATED LINES using lightly floured hands, roll each piece into 10"rope tie each rope into knot and fold edge under 3. brush with eggs wash sprinkle scallion mixture over doough place on baking sheet bake 16 min. perep time 5 min tota timel 20 min per serving cal. 101 pro.3g carb 13g fiber 1g chol 23mg sod. 220mg fat:sat. 2g trans.0g mono 1g poly. 1g

To What Level Of Dante's Hell Will You Be Sent
b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High

She Pt 2
I'm standing in the rain, inside I feel this pain but its not intense enough to drive me insane. I follow my self to persue her though I know I'll get burnt like a moth to a flame. I look around, I try to make sense, and maybe even re-arrange but maybe nows not the time to look ahead at a family and make a change. I care deeply about whom I'll never have, nights trying to sleep, from time to time it'd drive me mad. Its got me lookin back @ the mirror to see, to question whats going on, to ask who am I, what do I see? At times I wish I'd died in a relationship, never survived to see it alone. Instead of lived single wearing puma cologne. Do you know who the perfect woman is? Who could she be? Someone who gives a damn, someone who can have deep conversations with me. Someone who'd do me no harm, tell no lie, and hold my hand in the hospital as I sleep in a coma for so long, never let go even when I die.

There's A New Puppy Mill About To Get Started In Virginia
New puppy mill in virginia. sign petition to stop They have many kill shelters in this area, they have more than enuf dogs. please sign to stop. THERE'S A NEW PUPPY MILL ABOUT TO GET STARTED IN VIRGINIA LETS STOP THIS NOW!!! PLEASE SIGN THIS PETITION, WILL ONLY TAKE A SEC AND THINK OF THE LIVES IT MIGHT SAVE!!!!! CLICK HERE TO SIGN!!

Thou Shall Not Covet My Tools!!!
I just have to make this clear. I like powertools! It never ceases to amaze me that every single man that I get involved with messes with my powertools and then either steals them, doesn't take care of them properly or just ruins them. In case you haven't figured it out yet, I'm not talking about sex toys! Yes, I have those too and use them quite often because some bastards just can't leave my tools alone so I don't even bring men around the house where they can even see my tools. lol Even when they have their own set of tools, they like my tools because I will spend the money to get good tools while they have the "crappy, cheap tools!" For example, my friend Chris borrowed my hydraulic jack with the stands to work on his buddy's truck. I haven't seen it again so I had to buy another one. gggggggrrrrrrrrr! He also put my stand up aircompressor in storage so it wouldn't get stolen and I haven't seen it again. He used my 96 piece tool set to help my son work on his truck and

Sunshine, Again!
We have sunshine, again! How delightful! It's 14 degrees above, with a high forecast of 31. Love it! Something about low 40s forecast for Thursday, Friday and Saturday - but, we'll have to see. Whoa, I need to stretch out! I've been curled up with my laptop way too much since Thursday started my long weekend. Some stretching and a round of belly dancing practice, lol! Sounds like a plan! Well, I broke down and got a cam - a very cheap one, lol! And as the old saying goes, you get what you pay for!! I'll be taking a trip to Best Buy for a better one, lol! The guys love this little clip-on thingy, but the pictures are crap! So, don't anyone go getting all excited, lmao!! And, I will restate for the record, I am not firing that cam up for just anyone! Neither will I be doing anything of a private nature on cam! Deal!! There are a blessed few that will be viewing me by cam, that's my prerogative! Do not whine!! I keep forgetting to tell you that I have entered that Dragon Tatto

Holes
This is a little cheeky A little old lady dies and goes to heaven. She is chatting with St Peter at the Pearly Gates when all of sudden she hears the most awful bloodcurdling screams. "Don't worry about that," says St Peter, "it's only someone having the holes bored in their shoulders for the wings." The little old lady looks around very uncomfortable. Soon there are more bloodcurdling screams, worse than before. "Oh my goodness! Now what's happening?" says the little old lady. "Not to worry," says St Peter, they are just having their head drilled to fit the halo." "I can't do this," says the little old lady, "I'm off to hell." "You can't go there," calls St Peter, "You'll be raped and sodomized!" "Yes," says the little old lady, "but I've already got the holes for that!"

First Ever Post
I'm a Brit, and I've just taken up a new position working in Saudi Arabia. Culture shock doesn't even start to describe it. But what to do. I'm sure I'll get used to it, and I'll get used to the restricted access to the net eventually. This place appears to be accessible so I guess I might end up spending quite a bit of my of time on here. Time will tell.

Thank You
just a quick thanks to all of you that had made me feel welcome here. I have met some awesome people here. Thank you all for the comments all of them in good taste. Just because of my name it doesnt mean i am lookin for the sex thing friendship is good. Keep the compliments coming rate me add me and well talk THE CANADIAN MILF

In Response To Majik....
true, love can hurt, is it not supposed to at times. we reguard hurt as an offense, but instead let it be a tool of teaching. just because we have reached an age of being grown up certainly does not mean we are to ever stop learning...good or bad, but with the advice in this blog, though vague at times, alot of these "formalities", can be PREVENTED. sure people have trouble with commitment and love esspecially unconditional love, based on upbringing and life experiences, but...arent we to surpass them all to seek the one thing that all want most.....to be unconditioanlly loved. we can use all the expensive words we can find but there is one simple word left to ponder....love. It has to be learned, but people mistake love primarily as a feeling.we base our entire lives upon feelings...but they are fickle and can be there one minute and gone the next. you can "feel" the past , present and then the future, but thats not the entire equation. thats where people go wrong....always how they "

Numb Lips - Lyrics
I burned my lips again, but that's okay because what do they have to feel? They were already numb, already lost in the bitter vodka chill. Sorry for myself? No, I'm sorry for you. And I'm sorry that this bottle only lasts an hour or two. Tar taste on fingers, acid, dirty with a bite of salt My tongue's losing it's memory drowning in fear and fault Vision blurring like a broken windshield in splinters and shards shed Like dried wax under fingernails Blood welling up taillight red A rattle in my ears From a breath drawn too fast Skinned knuckles bruised Between my teeth to keep it from rushing past Splashed with clear cool comfort that flares when I light another Waiting for the lights to dim Waiting for a better deal I burned my lips again, but that's okay because what do they have to feel? ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Round 2
Deleted another 160 people today, would do more but that shit takes forever. So if you're still around you are either a) a decent human being or b) I just didn't make it that far down my list yet. What bothers me is when you delete someone and they come right back and try add you again...look if I took you off my list I probably had a reason so kindly fuck off and die slowly for all I care. k thanx!! I also have no time for whining and bitching, If I say something and you take offense to it...oh well. I'm not gonna cry about it so why are you? With that said... have a nice day :)

Sour Part 2
"Sour" Mellow out Bitch I thought I knew ya Took the time to throw my lovin' into ya Screw ya Cuz now you got me sittin in the sewer I'm through with all them roller coaster rides See, I ain't forgot about the knots that you been tieing with my insides I dropped my pride Without you I was sure to die I tried with cash And all I could, to make it last Now I accepted that was in the past I know you love me Loved me like a piece of trash But at first you were so sweet Couldn't go without seein your face for an hour So sour It all became a hassle You were even living in my castle Just to use me And verbally abuse me That's not the way I'm running my shop It took a while to see the light before I stopped And you got dropped off It's over, probably I'll be sweating it But in the long run you'll be the one regrettin' it Maybe you won't, maybe you will But baby, you're still about as real as a three dollar bill Theres No one to blame but you Who gets the blame

Patience
Practice patience People who cause you problems also give you something of real and lasting positive value. They provide you with the opportunity to practice and build your patience. Patience is a profoundly powerful and useful thing to have. It can bring real value into your life in almost any situation. With patience, you can achieve a thousand times more than what you could achieve without it. With patience, you can listen, learn, work and prosper instead of lashing out at every frustration. Patience enables you to see and to experience rich treasures that you otherwise would have missed completely. Patience gives you the ability to forge deep and meaningful connections with others. Practice patience, and you avoid costly careless mistakes. Live with patience, and you have the persistence to create great things. Be truly thankful for each opportunity you receive to strengthen your patience. For it will surely bring new richness to your life. -- Ralph Marston

I Am And Have Always Been This Man
everyone has asked me why i am not like any other man they have ever met well its time to explain it to you all. i am what you would some you call and old romantic soul and i am what others of you call and its also what i call myself a samurai.i have lived by a code of honor my whole life the code sounds simple but it is not at times "my honor is my life death before dishonor" i am a man who while his friends were out partying and have sex with as many women as they could. i sat home and read i made sure to stick to my code of morals in life. i am a very kind hearted and a very passionate man and i am also very compassionate. i have always been there when my friends were in need and i always will be. i have always been this way in my life and i will not change but i will tell you this it has not been an easy life nor will it get any easier for me by posting this.some of you might laugh at me for it but i don't care everyone who truely cares about me already knows me as this man and the

I Think That Today Is The Day
today is it for me being pregnant I think? its just a funny feeling that i'm getting, haven't had any contractions but the baby dropped big time and it really really hurts to walk, can't even lay down with out it hurting and its just a feeling that i'm getting that i might not even get to my dr appointment because i will be in labor and delivery, by then? I might i don't know i could be wrong but its just this gut feeling that won't quit

How Does All Of This Work?
Well, this is my first CT blog! I'm very new here.. I'm a MySpace junkie and was recommended to give this place a try.. Certainly different to what I'm used to, so how do I get started? How do you find friends? How does all of this stuff work? It feels very competitive with the "cherry levels" and all of that fun stuff! I guess this will take some getting used to, but so far, the people I've met have been wonderful :) Any advice/suggestions are welcome.. Have an awesome day!!! Ldy B ~

Long Trip
Hey everyone, Just had to say i love this site and will be moving to North Carolina from Texas. So i might not be around for awhile but do check back soon. Should be settled by the end of next week. Take care and have a safe and wild weekend! Huggs, Celiste'

I Give Up On Them
Why is it that most women have to not only stick it to a guy but then have to fuck him over? I have a really good friend I made when I lived close to him in Illiniois and then again in Texas. Well his ex wife is raking him over the coals on child support and he doesn't mind paying it because it's his kid. But now she changes the phone number and doesn't give it to him! WTF? I would never do that to my kids dad and he is a piece of shit dad!!!!!!!!!! Well this guy is a good dad and had to move because of some trouble his second ex wife made for him and well to put it nicely she took him for every penny he was worth and I had to send him money to get down to Texas with his family and to be closer to me as a friend again. Now my job lets me travel alot so I am not around when he needs a close frined. If you could or if you want to please go to the profile of .....Part of Me Still Hates You on my friends list and wish him well. Rate him if you want but at least give him your prayers

Tell Him I Don't Care!!!!!!!!!!
why If i give my all my heart and soul that I the one that gets hurt. Its been over two weeks now and my love have not change at all for Rick. I scared to start another relation ship because I don't want to hurt that other person but I want someone to hold me and love me for who I am. I just want to know why me.

Angel
My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

Killiing Time Before Work
Ok, so as much as I HATE working weekends...here I am, stuck working another saturday. I had to take monday off to take my son to LARC...a drug/alcohol abuse clinic/counseling center. So, instead of giving up a 5th day of work, I said I'd work today--must have been temporarily insane because my weekend crew is made up of mainly teenagers who are a pain in the butt, have no speed and figure that when I get there, they can relax. its pretty bad when I clock in and the first thing the manager says is "Go back there and calm them down." ...I'm not a babysitter! I guess I offended stephen the other day, when I was in a rather snappy mood and told him that after being there 2yrs he should be able to handle the kitchen by himself without flipping out. His reply was "I'm sick of trying to prove to everyone that I'm not an idiot!" He also likes to use his bipolar as an excuse for everything....I told him if he'd take his meds he'd find things easier to deal with. Ok, so he comes up with

Let It Go.
I sit and watch the setting sun and wonder how my life came undone Tough choices, I need to make knowing that someones heart will break But what is happiness If you don't feel pain how do you enjoy the sunshine unless, you've dealt with the rain.? My heart is filled with too much emotion And I wasted on you all of my devotion; You asked how do I move on and start a new life? When all I've ever wanted was to be your wife? You screamed at me that I didn't care when you know I was the one that was always there I held your hand all of those times you cried, I forgave you every time that you lied. I covered things up, and protected you I hid all of the times you made me black and blue. I am through with the pain you give to me I will move on I will be free.

Please Read And Be Aware
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. http://www.jeffreypeak.com/thedayjeffreydied.htm

Feelings
The things that I dont understand and im 25 years old the feelings that run through our body. the reason they make us crazy and push us to the point when we seem to be crying or acting like a baby. when all we are trying to do is express ourself and let our feeling flow insted of being bottled up and at sometime explode. I see myself as a person that will say what and how i feel and i need to know how to control that cause at times somethings should not be said and left alone. and that has been a problem with me for sometime now i just cant find the right thing not to say. and it pushs everybody around me in the wrong way not to mention makes me look like a asshole everytime my mouth opens. so some would say but thats coming from me and i can say that cause thats how i feel. i find myself by myself alot of the time thinking is it somthing that i said or someting that i did. my life is about to change for the better and i hope that i can keep my mouth shut when it needs to be shut and p

Some Friends Needing Hell
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Going Under The Knife!
Hey guys whats going on? I am finally putting my little Dakota in the shop to get the air ride suspension done. It will go in on Monday to Solar Sheild where they will work thier magic totally customizing a brand new one off suspension for my truck(since there is nothing out there for it). It will have a 4-link in the rear like Baha trucks have in the front and one of a kind A-arms for the front that will be fabricated in thier shop. When done some of you 4X4 guys might not like the look but you will love the comfort of the ride. Also when i get it back thier will be some new 20's color matched to my truck under it so that way they can tuck under the body and lay the truck on it frame so I can get in and out, along with a Reflex bed liner and a customized lift for my powerchair. I might also go ahead and get the paint done since they are going to have it so long what is another week. I have put pics up of the suspension and under the hood befor they modify everything so that when they

I Wanna Be Someone Else....
Would I be happy if I was someone else?? Would I truly enjoy life if I was different? Sometimes, I wonder... The way that some people look or think of me is hurting...I know they're is always someone who doesn't like you but what if I could change all that by being another person. Would it make the pain go away? Would it be easier to live? So many questions and so few answers...

Summer Night
NOW sleeps the crimson petal, now the white; Nor waves the cypress in the palace walk; Nor winks the gold fin in the porphyry font: The firefly wakens: waken thou with me. Now droops the milk-white peacock like a ghost, And like a ghost she glimmers on to me. Now lies the Earth all Danaë to the stars, And all thy heart lies open unto me. Now slides the silent meteor on, and leaves A shining furrow, as thy thoughts in me. Now folds the lily all her sweetness up, And slips into the bosom of the lake: So fold thyself, my dearest, thou, and slip Into my bosom and be lost in me.

Traumaless Drama
Even the middle Of nowhere Is somewhere You just wish You were Someplace else Feeling abandoned Left stranded Lacking direction And missing Much hope No inner light To guide Your path Insecurities posing As actual Fears The sensation Of being lost Never wanting To be found No matter where You try to hide You’ll always Find you Right here

Sexual Compatability
Stephen, your ideal sexual partner is a Type 1. Type 1 partners enjoy giving pleasure as much as they enjoy receiving it. Chances are, your Type I will not only know the most direct path to orgasm for themselves, they will also likely be able to figure out, or learn from you, what they need to do to fulfill you. But orgasm isn't the only thing on their minds. They also pay attention to the details along the way, which can lead to a much more pleasurable sexual encounter. They enjoy the ambiance of sex and truly want to connect with you. But how do you spot your Type 1 sexual partner before becoming intimate with them? New research has shown that you can determine a person's sexual type simply by observing subtle cues in their everyday behavior.

Rulez To Live By!
Wizards First Rule: People Are Stupid. They will believe anything they want to be true or they fear to be true. "People can be made to believe any lie, either because they want to believe it's true, or because they are afraid it's true." Wizards Second Rule: The greatest harm can result from the best intentions. "Sometimes, doing what one thinks is right can cause more harm than good. Violation of this rule can cause anything from discomfort, to disaster, to death." Wizards Third Rule: Passion rules reason, for better or for worse. "Letting your emotions control your reason may cause trouble for yourself and those around you" Wizards Fourth Rule: There is magic in sincere forgiveness, the magic to heal. In forgiveness you grant, but more so, in forgiveness you receive. "Forgiving and being forgiven are powerful elements of healing, not for your body, but your soul. Forgiving others is healthy for you, but being forgiven is even more powerful." Wi

Dreaming
Dreaming of a life not not so full of confusion Trying to find my tranquil place Serenity Something grows inside me Growing for years Causing me so much pain Becoming harder to see the differance between reality and dream Floating below cloud nine Wishing I could reach a bit higher I can not stand the lonliness any longer

Stupor Of You
Stupor Of You Yesterday you made me cry but you didn’t seem to understand- what your words did to me. They amputate through me and cleave heavy to my chest- harsher than any other abuse you have put me through. Today I chase my hands along my bruised cheek and gaze at the reflection of a submissive woman. Some battles are won while others go on long after the warrior returns home. You are a maverick in a world laden- with dreams and lately anything I say seems to guide you over the edge. I watch the window and listen to make sure he is not coming back. I remember when youth’s hands- explored and taught each other how to feel more than malice. Now when he touches me I paralyse myself to everything but my breathing. I crawl to my room and creep beneath my covers and fall into the darkness of my life. I dream it’s almost over before- I feel his hands on my skin and I come back to live each day