fuck you. fuck you and every fucking thing you ever fucking stood for. 17 fucking years and i never questioned anything you said, i believed every fucking word that came out of your mouth. now, i dont know what the fuck to believe. it hurts me now to even fucking look at you. you've turned my whole goddamned life upside down in one fucking day. i dont even know who i am anymore. you fucking broke me. i feel broken, no, i feel dead. yes, i fucking blame you, because it's your fault, it's your fault i hurt, it's your fault it's hard to love, it's your fault i'm insecure, it's your fault im so self-destructive, and the truth is ive had enough, dont fucking say sorry its far too late for that. and no i dont hope you die, i hope you live long enough to see that all along you were wrong about me, in fact i hope you live long enough for me to crush everything you ever loved, just like you did to me
