Fubar Blog Posts 3

Pants Down!
So..I was in my living room talking to my sister and my boyfriend was getting ready for work!...Well..my window was wide open and people were standing on their balconies and could see in!...Anyways my boyfriend came up behind me and pulled my pants down...Everyone saw!...I was soo embaressed!!..BLAHH!! Anyways..Hope everyone had a good Tuesday! x0x -Ash

Edit Edit....
I was wayyyyy past buzzed last night, I dont know what I was thinking, shit I dont even member moving from my computer chair to my bed, but I woke up nakkid in bed, so I got there somehow.. I think I should have stopped at the 3rd Long Island, but Al says I had 2 if not 3 BV and coke.. haha ooooooops! Hell it was fun tho, he also said one of the dealers made a comment that I seemed to be having more fun then the players.. well DUH I wasnt loosing money like all them! HAHA but yeah it was fun, I can't believe how fast they move their hands.. Wonder if they can move their hands like that.. nevermind... haha.. Im so sore and tired tonight though, got what.. like 3 hours of sleep this morning, then went and helped Al with the job again till about a half hour ago.. my feet are killing me and my lower back.. Joey wanna rub me down? Oh wait, he wont read this.. cause he's a booooger head! I hope we get done with that job tomorrow night tho. Well Im going to bed, im so worn out...wait, I m

A Beautiful Poem Written By Sweetangel2008 For Mccayla
LITTLE ANGELS When god calls the little children, to dwell with him above, We sometimes question the wisdom of his love For no heartache compares, with a death of one small child who does so much, to make our world seem wonderful and mild, Perhaps god tires of calling the aged to his fold, so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so he takes but a few, to make the land of heaven, more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try, the saddest word mankind knows, will always be goodbye. So when a little child departs, we who are left behind, must realize god loves children angels are hard to find. SPecial Thank You To Angel2008

Friends List....
Friends list clean out ---wanna stay? Here's the deal...I normally try to leave love on my friends' page at least once a day. Well those that I think will appreciate and return the favor. Majority of people on my friends list have no clue who I am. So I'm doing a clean sweep. Those of you that I send comments/talk to or receive some from on a regular basis--don't worry--this isn't about you. This is just for those people that take up space when I try to reach the people I do want to leave comments for and that appreciate them. I guess what I'm trying to say is...if you want to get to know me and communicate and you haven't done thus far--send me a message in one form or another; otherwise you're gone. Thanks for reading... my CT friends rock --hopefully you all know who you are :) Hugs, Kim

Watching Your Child Grow Up In Video
Posted 4 video clips in my Stash of my daughter eva that i have just recently found out about. I havent seen her since christmas and her mother is basically hidding everything about her from me, Court Systems Are fucked, She didnt comply with a court order and she doesnt go to jail but hey they dont care, im the dad and im not supposed to give a fuck or have any kinda feelings about anything, When will the court system ever care about the GUYS like me who actually give a fuck about their children and want to be a part of there lives instead of those Deadbeat Fuckers. These videos literally took me 3 days to watch because of the hurt of missing her so much, glad i could share a little something of me that means the world to me with you all, hope you enjoy!

Waiting My Husband To Get Home From Dploymentl
he has been going since novermber 27th of last year and i miss him alot and love him alot. i'm keeping busy at home well his has been gone. he come home in two months and can't wait till then. he come home to a 3 girls that miss him dearly and the two other girls are cats.

Some Poems
The pain left There is this part of me That is so afraid to Let the thought of you Me, and us go So afraid if I let it Go I will die A part of me has been dead for Nine long years Waiting and hoping Finally making what I needed to happen Happen. Your face, your smile Your teeth, your hands The way you look At me, at us, at it The way I fit Inside of your arms The way you smell So familiar, so warm We never said good Bye, just hurt Pain, and then numb Numb is what I have Always been since you And I could no longer Be one happy On fire. 12/27/2006 _________________________________________ There is a point of Holding on to nothing Holding on for the Sake of holding on Waiting, wishing, anticipating Your hands and eyes all over my body Your gaze, your laugh, The kisses, the holding The way you are The way you look When you just get home When I’m doing the dishes Singing some songs that Make no sense Watching you lau

*~to My One True Love~*
To my one true love. Every night I sit here thinking, Thinking about how much I love you. I never realized that I could love someone so much. You stole my heart from that first moment we talked. How could I be so blind? I took so long to realize that my feelings that I felt were for you. I mistook my feelings and thought they were for someone else. If I only followed my heart from the very start. Our relationship would be further along. You cloud my every thoughts and dreams. My heart belongs to you and only you. You entered my life not too long ago but I feel like I have known you a lifetime. You’re my best friend, and my soul mate. My life partner I love you and only you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am not whole without you. You complete me in every way possible. Every time we get off the phone I think about you until the Next time we talk. I never want to go a single moment without you. I love you! You’re my one true love…. Te

Blessed
The other day on my way home from the office a song came on the radio that brought me to tears. My father's mother is dead, she has been dead since October 29, 1993, but there are times when I cannot help but miss her, and all that she meant to me. If I had to call any person on the face of this planet by the terminology "Mother" then she would get first chances. This woman raised me from the time that I was three months old when my father, and mother divorced, and my father one custody of me, and my mom's other son whom was not his child, but he adopted. My father moved us in with my Grandma who placed it upon herself to raise us, and this she did to the best of her ability having been 65 when I was born in 1977. It was not as difficult to raise me as it was my older brother whom was a trouble maker of the worse degree, but she managed her best. She is dead, and according to her beliefs, and my beliefs, this mean that she is in a state of unconsciousness, and thus I

Help If You Can...it's A Great Cause
The following is a repost of a message I received on my yahoo 360. I just thought the more people that saw this the more help they could receive. If you can help, please do. If you would like to copy, paste and repost in your own blog, please feel free to do that too. All help is appreciated and it's such a great cause. Thanks in advance. Yahoo 360, Hands Helping Habitat for Humanity It's almost time!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time to pick up your (virtual) hammer, pitch in, and do your Yahoo 360 Crew part for the Habitat for Humanity. Cisco-Brentwood, and it's business partners, are sponsoring a Habitat for Humanity home build in Franklin, Tennessee. The home will be located at 248B Chestnut Lane in Franklin. And by the way, this is not a hand-out. It’s a hand-up. The special family we're building the home for must make monthly payments via a no interest mortgage once the home is complete. I volunteered to be the Project Director, organize the work force, and convinced Cisco corporat

Just Curious!
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you g

Omgoodness How Touching Plzz Read ......
OMGOODNESS HOW TOUCHING PLZZ READ I wanted to share w/u all a message I just got that broke me up What a heart And I do ask everyone PLZZZ go to her profile and say ty for McCayla THANK YOU JACKIE YOUR A BEAUTIFUL PERSON her message to me: Hi Hon, I just wanted you to know that I went to "Babyland" a section of a local cemetary where my firstborn is buried and added a pink teddy bear holding McCayla's picture to my daughters grave and planted some rosed in her honor.. May she rest in peace... Hugs~ Jackie ~ Jackie ~@ CherryTAP THANK YOU ROSIE,

~*~i Will~*~
I will send comments to your page every week. I will read, rat and comment your blogs. I will always read and repost your bulletins. I will rate and comment your pics. I will be interested in getting to know who you are. I will stay up all night chatting with you when you have a problem or are just not feeling yourself. I will always consider your feelings. I will be here for you when ever you need me. I will be your TRUE FRIEND....If you let me!! I am posting this because I have noticed that there are a lot of ppl on here that only care about rating's and aren't really interested in making real friends...... I have a few of you on my page. This is to let you know in advance, who I am and what I'm about. I'm not an attention whore. Nor do I care about points. I am here for friends. it was a friend that brought me here in the first place. So If you wont to stay on my list I need to here from you once in a while. You cant just sit there on my friends lis

Posers, Friends And The Rest...
It bugs me to know end (and I'm not alone in this) that there are an amazing amount of people here that just plain seem to care only about points and not about being friends. Honestly I don't mind that people are out for points, that's fine. At least many are up front about it. Some just do it under the guise of wanting to be a friend and that's when it annoys me. They'll rate your profile/prictures 10's, ask to be friends/become a fan then ask for the same in return, then you'll never hear from said person again. There are a few on my list (and shall remain nameless) that I have tried to contact since adding them to my list, only to have my messages go unanswered. Doesn't matter if it's a private message, comment on their page, or through the shoutbox. Sure, some could be busy with a conversation or get several bulletins in one day. That takes care of the shoutbox or the bulletins, but not the private messages. Thanks to the way the system is set up, we can all tell if ou

Late Night Mumblings
I'm tired and out of it.. so we mustn't expect too much of these words... I'm listening to this bit of madness that I've sorta produced... Which ends up sounding a little like "Satanic Hippy Music." It's basically a possible intro plus a track.. that we may put up on the pod safe music network.. for other podcasters to play... Where it could also function as a promo for the podcast.. which is sorta interesting.. It's a fairly amazing piece of of audio madness.. which ends up breaking down a little bit towards it's ends.. so I'll have to mess with it a lil bit before I put it up... but it'll still function perfectly well as an intro to an episode... But maybe its not as good as my imagination pretends.. In other news.. its a late night.. feeling a lil lonely.. and a lil libidinaly...... well wishing I was a lil less alone, you know? I'm so over tired and out of it. My car is now stuck in a neighbors driveway.. where it was forced to rest while the plows

Hey All!!
Hey Everyone!! Just wanted to thank everyone who has been soooo nice to me and have helped me through this new site!! I Just wanted to Thank you for being patient with me also!!! You know who u are !!! Lots of Love to everyone!!! xxx

"what's Changed"
"What's Changed" Craig David Hey, baby Oh tell me, babe Why do you wanna play these games with me? Thought you always wanted to be with me Verse 1 Well at first girl, I wanted to But things have changed between me and you That's why I don't know what I'm gonna do Lately, you say I been acting kinda strangely Like I don't love you no more You say "call me" (call me call me call me) But I just can't explain It's all so crazy Between me and you, baby oooooooh And even though at first you meant the world to me (world to me) The time has come to spread my wings and be set free (be set free) So I can figure out a place where I belong (I belong) To find my way home now love is gone (girl, now that love is gone) Now baby singing... Why don't you call me no more? It was every night you were calling me before Given half a chance, you'd be knocking at my door So, tell me what's changed Baby, tell me what's changed Why don't you give me some time Tell me,

Hello Spring Is Here!!!!
HELLO TO MY SEXY FRIENDS OUT THERE!!! HOW WAS UR WEEK AND WEEKEND.. MINE WENT OK. MY FRIEND OF 3 YRS IS NOT TALKIN TO ME FOR NOW.. HIS PISSED AT ME.. FOR WHAT REASON I DONT KNOW. HE GETS THAT WAY SOMETIMES. I HELP HIM MOVE ALL WEEKEND LAST WEEKEND EVEN STAYED UP TWO NITE TO HELP HIM UNPACK.. AND HE TREATS ME LIKE THIS. WILL FRIDAY HE CALLS ME EVERY NAME BUT A WHITE WOMAN IN THE BOOK.. AND IM REALLY HURT ABOUT THAT.. I FEEL LIKE HE DOES NOT RESPECT ME.. SO NOW WHAT DO I DO? PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE ON THIS ONE.. REMEMBER WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR 3 YRS.... SHOULD I GIVE HIM IS SPACE?

A Place In My Heart
I sit here tears running over my cheek,my thoughts of him are close to my heart it hurts,in my mind my thoughts yet are far away,even though the person I seek isn't all that far away,...but I bare this mostly alone,for what more love can I give that I Haven't already given,so my feelings of what love,passion and desire is real must remain in the shadows of time,until secret time will relent and come out from the shadows and I See your face as bright as the light off of an Angel for now he is m perfect angel,I miss him always,...And always holds a specail place in my heart. TAKE CARE.

Unlicensed Love
On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's tha

L.o.v.e.
L.O.V.E. THE NIGHT AT IT'S PRIME DARKNESS IS BRIGHT THIS FEELING .....NOT SO RIGHT THE TOUCH OF DEATH THAT WICED FEELING PAIN IN THE CHEST SUFFERING IN THE MIND THESE TEARS OF PAIN WONDERS OF FEAR THE DARKNESS RAIN THE FEAR IN ITSELF HEARTACHE WITHIN SHATTERING LIFE FIGHTING TO SEE THIS DARKNESS IT BRINGS THE PAIN OF THE L.O.V.E. RENEE 12/27/2003

A New Day Dawning....
new day is Dawning The moon is layed to rest, The dreams of lastnight, Are forgotten. What was that last thought, Upon rising? You think you have it in your Grasp. Was it the thought of your true love? Was it just a test? What were you thinking when you slept lastnight, Were you thinking of him holding you in his arms so tight? Wanting him near you? Wanting him there, knowing that its not possible Not really Caring? Do you wonder if he was thinking of you. Lying in wait, for the next time he sees you for your next special date? Will you see him again? What will you wear? Where will you go? What will you do? Does it matter as long as he's with you? Does he love you, as you do him? or is it just a fantasy best left in dreams? March 2007

Naughty Girl
Naughty Girl "Hi there. What are you doing?" "Being naughty." I said. "Naughty?" He questioned. "How are you being naughty?" "I am playing with my toy." I had a smile in my voice. "Really? Hmm... that gives me ideas." "Ideas huh? Care to put them to good use?" "Yes. I think I will." He said. "I will be there in a hour, ok?" "Ok." I agreed "Bye." "Bye." I hung up the phone. I greeted him at the door with the usual kiss. Then he went to use the bathroom. I sat on the couch waiting anxiously for him to come out. When he did, he walked over to me, sat down and gave me a wicked smile. "You have been naughty?" He asked. I nodded my head. "Naughty girls get punished." I looked sharply at him, searching his face for a sign of humor. There was none. My mouth went dry at the thought. "I think you need to be taught a lesson." He said removing his shoes. "I do need to be punished." I said. "Are you going to punish me?" I was all for playing this game.

Yep
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bad Habits
Ugh. I'm trying to break myself of the bad habit of chewing on my fingernails. And it is a tough one to break, lemme tell you! I never really cared about doing it before, because I need my nails short anyway, but I've decided I want my hands to look more presentable, and it bugs me, now, that I'm having so much trouble with it. I need to buy some straws. My sister says that when they're trying to cure little kids of biting their nails (apparently I have an oral fixation... don't leer, it's rude), they give them straws to chew on. But it's driving me crazy! Now that I'm paying attention, I'm noticing that I have my fingers in my mouth all the time. So far, though, I've managed not to chew the nails on my right hand for three weeks. I've not been as successful with my left hand, although they're still in better shape than they would normally be. But I've been fairly successful so far. More successful than I was with that "stop going to bed so late" vow. (Still doing OK on

Your Face........
From the beginning of my life I have been looking for your face but today I have seen it Today I have seen the charm, the beauty, the unfathomable grace of the face that I was looking for Today I have found you and those who laughed and scorned me yesterday are sorry that they were not looking as I did I am bewildered by the magnificence of your beauty and wish to see you with a hundred eyes My heart has burned with passion and has searched forever for this wondrous beauty that I now behold I am ashamed to call this love human and afraid of God to call it divine Your fragrant breath like the morning breeze has come to the stillness of the garden You have breathed new life into me I have become your sunshine and also your shadow My soul is screaming in ecstacy Every fiber of my being is in love with you Your efflugence has lit a fire in my heart for me the earth and sky My arrow of love has arrived at the target I am in the house

Blah And Icky
So today is my birthday. I am turning 32 and I am hating it sooo much. Between counting greys and wondering where my perky boobies went it kinda has me feeling blah. And I am not doing a thing for my birthday either so that has me saying blah too.

My Back And Why I Am Mia
I had a spinal epidural. It was extremely painful. They said the pain should get better in 3-7 days. I am personally hoping for the 3. Due to back pain and RL issues I havent been able to get on tap much but HOPEFULLY that will soon change. I miss and luv you all. MUAH

Little Rock
I'm in Little Rock for a conference, but I'm avoiding going to any of the conference sessions. I may go have lunch here... unless I find a bar soon that will serve me eggs. I really need some protein. The weather: Lovely. It is close to 80 degrees, there's a light breeze, and though it's partially cloudy, the sun is bursts out from time to time and I take great pains to sprawl myself out on park benches so as to absorb as much of the sunshine as possible. I am like a starving child in a third-world country, except I've been deprived of Vitamin D, not food. Regardless, I look equally sickly and pathetic. Thankfully, there aren't a lot of flies here. There was an open bar last night, so I tested out the wine reserves. The cabernet was vile, and the only beers were Bud light, Miller Lite, and Budweiser. Fucking lame. So I switched to gin and tonic. Registration for the conference was $300. I think this may have been a fair deal. Already. After the open bar ceased to

Come Out, Come Out Wherever You Are
Okay, general ramblings about my life... Lots of good things are happening right now. For one, Bobby's coming to visit this weekend. He's really only coming to help Jer put his new drafting table together, but we should be able to have some fun. Midnight Cafe for us! And I can probably convince Bobby to help me put up curtains too. I got my N-221 presentation out of the way (A), another SPanish exam (A), my scene analysis (almost definitely an A), and my nutrition exam... Let's see, what did I get on that... ... --'' For some reason, grades aren't up yet. But I'm confident for an A for that too. I had another awesome conversation with the good pastor. I am not going to post that one because it reveals way, way too much information about my personal life. But here are the highlights of what I discovered. I discovered that God's favorite language is "American." I discovered that Jesus likes barbeques. I discovered that Pastor Ezekiel plans to marry a 14 year old girl. I discov

Im Not Going Anywheres
you know what i am not going to let whats going on run me off this site i will just stand strong but i wouldnt believe what other people has to say about me unless it is coming from my sister and my friend jolene or nick them 3 have known me the longest so if anyone has any questions go to them or me before asking anyone else on my friends, family or fan and fans of list thanks a whole lot. someone made me realize i should not be running away so im staying here if you have a problem with me come to me first no one else if you wanna start drama on me you can go to fucking hell and die for all i care.

Kiss & Tell
Well I drink too much and I want u to touch me When you're lookin at me this way & I think too much and I know I still need u now I hope that u say its okay 2 give u some of this piece of little action i know that u want me as well and if u trust me with your sweet attraction i primise I won't kiss i promise I won't kiss & tell Don't lead me on cuz I'm not down to play that game but if u want sweetness i'm here but if I turned u on then why not come away with me? I promise I'll never be scared 2 give u some of this piece of little action i know that u want me as well and if u trust me with your sweet attraction I promise I won't kiss & tell nobody knows that I'm like this I want to give u just one kiss nobody knows that I'm like this but you, so what r u gonna do? I get so high but that's alright I won't ever come back down your flying eyes are crying and I won't ever come back down your flying eyes are cryin

Howl-ing At The Moon
It's late at night, I can't sleep.. There's a strange fire in the pit of my belly. There's a feeling that.. things could start to happen now.. or perhaps things are happening.. This with the podcast, just cause I messed around with some blog software a little and changed how its set up... Normally I feel like we won't be heard which.. is maybe not a bad thing for the moment, while we try and get our shit together.. but now I have the feeling like.. no... we'll climb that mountain.. and I feel as if I'm part of the people who are climbing now or have climbed.. climbed higher then me anyway.. and I suppose we are all doing it together.. and its an amazing thing... I hope this doesn't sound arrogent.. you ever search for what is special about you? What is special about you? There is perhaps something special about us all? Maybe? Perhaps.. I think I have a certain analytic inteligense... I think its sorta social sciences orientated.. that seems monumentally powerful

I've Missed You My Whole Life
I’ve missed you my whole life By my side you have walked With a blind eye to what is here for you I get close You push off I stay back You want more I give myself And you want the one who is a whore I miss you when you’re with me I miss you when you’re gone I miss you when we’re kissing Because I don’t ever want to be done You’ve held my hand Told me you understand Brushed your hand on my face Told me you’d love me forever Then turned and went to that other chick I’ll always be your best friend No matter if it kills me inside I sit with patience that you’re the one If you’re not I’ve wasted my life waiting No regrets because it was what I wanted I’ve missed you my whole life I just wanted to be your wife If you asked I’d never decline Because I wouldn’t want to miss you For the rest of my life

Beloved One Of Mine....
¿ in a word, you make me cry at the moment you say goodbye, in a word you calm my storm, in a word you make me warm, with just a word you bring a blazing fight, with just a word we end the night, in the years we spent as one i felt your allpure, inside of me. with simple wisdom and well placed words, you lead me into a world unknown, you were my lover, you were my own, now you call to say one word i waited to know.. you said to me.. beloved..

Ok Stephen
That is fine, say what you want, apparently not too many people deleted me, you cannot control who I decide to talk or not talk to neither can you make the decision for them, you can make it for yourself but that just shows what a hypocrite you are at calling me a supposed control freak..you have to have control of your surroundings or you feel incomplete, which makes you incomplete anyways because you will never have complete control, you hold no responsibility for not only your life but your actions......and im glad I got to know the real you instead of continuing to play cate in your bullshit.... say whatever you want about me, drama queen, F-U, yada, yada, yada......but you cannot take my sister Elmo or anyone else from me, and yes she is still my SISTER! you cant take people away from me and I hope you have a nice life in new york.....loose my number, and dont ever hack into my shit again, because if you do there will be problems....... p.s. you lied about casey, everything

The Lies
Lies you told were just so cold even though I would cry you would still lie How did it feel to not let me heal leave me so confused I know I was used Did it give you power to watch from your tower as I fell apart you have no heart I cried my heart out but you would only shout and keep telling me a lie as I began to slowly die You are so cruel used me like a fool you are laughing at me now go on, take your final bow So bury me deep I know you won't weep as you hold your golden staff I will have the final laugh Cause this I promise you you will get yours too I will haunt you night and day I will never go away

Falling
Each day I lose a little more it starts out sunny then starts to pour I try to think about tomorrow but it only brings me more sorrow I try and act like it's alright but I fight between dark and light an endless battle, stupid war I just can't do this anymore There are many things I should live for but they just don't seem to happen anymore no one understands that I am unwell I am living in my private hell The dark, the light which should I choose either way I pick I still lose if I choose the light, I must still fight but if I choose the dark I can say good night I've been pushed and shoved I know I am unloved you never saved me when I was depressed I can tell you were just not impressed I know I was rejected all my attempts you deflected even when i just started talking you turned your back and started walking So as I began falling no one heard me calling I don't have wings to fly I am on my way to die It's now to late to help me I have set

Things That Sound Dirty At Thanksgiving, But Aren't
"Whew, that's one terrific spread!" "I'm in the mood for a little dark meat." "Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist." "Talk about a huge breast!" "It's Cool Whip time!" "If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst!" "Are you ready for seconds yet?" "Are you going to come again next time?" "It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it?" "Just wait your turn, you'll get some!" "Don't play with your meat." "Just spread the legs open & stuff it in." "Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once?" "I didn't expect everyone to come at once!" "You still have a little bit on your chin." "Use a nice smooth stroke when you whip it." "How long will it take after you stick it in?" "You'll know it's ready when it pops up." "Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that!" "How many are coming?" "That's the biggest one I've ever seen!" "Just lay back & take it easy...I'll do the rest." "How long do I beat it bef

Who I Am
THE CHILDREN OF CUBAN EXILES...WHO AM I? By Sonia Guerra I am the product of two cultures. I like to think of myself as the perfect mix of both the point of harmony between beliefs. And yet ... They've labeled me "Cuban-American". And like the hyphen in this supposedly single phrase,I see the separation, feel the distinction. I am not truly part of either. For some I will always be a "minority". Despite my education and place of birth, I cannot - nor will I - hide my heritage, and so I return to "my people". And yet ... I find open arms of welcome in my Anglo world. But the blood that we share is too thin; We are the same, but not one. Lost to me is the history of my parents' homeland. I feel no tie to a forbidden land, or to relatives I will never know. Why should I continually mourn the past? My life, my future, is in the present. Across the water is a nightmare, a constant bad dream; And I am not Don Quixote. I cannot relate to the time

You Are An Idiot... Yes You Are.
Ok, so you want me out of your life after 5 years? Ok, done. but on one condition. You stop stalking my pages, reading my blogs and away messages and then texting me about them with your sarcastic asshole remarks. I'm a big girl sweetheart, I can take care of myself. If you are that concerned about me, then fucking be here for me as the best friend you used to be until everything got fucked up. Youve been telling me for months to treat you like a friend again, and I am, and now you say I'm annoying the fuck out of you? How does it feel sweetie? You dont tell me shit about your life, and yet you want to know every tiny detail about mine, right now to who I'm fucking, which by the way, is and has never been any of your goddamn business. :) And if you think going to florida is fucking up my life, then guess what, im going to be seriously fucked up then huh? Its 1 week, not an entire year. I can use my head and be responsibible without someone holding my hand and telling me what to do. And

The Brotherhood
The Brotherhood The brotherhood of Firemen runs deep in all our veins. We love this job with all our hearts and our brothers just the same. Although we have our little fights and disagreements at the station house. When one of us is in need our brothers are there to help. The brotherhood is strong and true and consumes our very soul. We will be brothers till the end, this vowel I do bestow.

I'm Gonna Love You Forever
As long as you love me, I'll stay by your side, I'll be your companion, Your friend and your guide. As long as you love me, As long as you care, I'll do anything for you, I'll go anywhere. I'll bring you the sunshine, I'll comfort your fears, I'll gather up rainbows, To chase all your tears. As long as forever, My love will be true, For as long as you love me, I'll only love you!

To My Friends
FOR MY FRIENDS www.hostdrjack.com I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING FOR MY FRIENDS,THE OLD ONES AND MY NEW ONES..I WASN'T QUITE SURE WHAT TO DO..BUT I DO HOPE THAT YA'LL WILL LIKE THIS..THE PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON HERE HAVE BEEN GREAT..SOME MORE THAN OTHERS..I HAVE ONLY MET A FEW THAT HAVE JUST BEEN COMPLETE JACKASSES..BUT THE ONES THAT I HAVE PUT IN THIS SLIDE SHOW,HAVE BEEN THE GREATEST..THEY LISTEN TO ME BITCH,GIVE ME ADVICE WHEN I NEED IT,OR JUST SAY HI HOW ARE YOU..SOME ARE A LITTLE CLOSER THAN OTHERS,BUT ALL OF YOU HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL..ITS A PRIVILEDGE TO CALL ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS THOUGH.. SO THIS IS A THANK YOU FROM ME TO YOU!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!! LOVE, TEXAS GIRL

Reality
************ Self Represented***************** By The Poet Magic Mike C-Towns Finest It was a hot and sunny day, I felt all the super heated breezes blowing my way.. So I decided to hit store for a little cooling off, But when I opened the door you wont believe what I saw.. The woman that stood before me, was as sexy as any woman can be.. Her skin was that of a color hard to describe, and her eyes drew me in deep inside.. As I asked her name and who was she with, she just smiled and said I've seen you and know where you live.. we exchanged a few words more or less, but I was caught up in those sexy breast.. her lips were full and soft and wet, and alas her name was? hell I forget.. she said let's get out of here, and I said after you just so I could watch that rear.. she had ad ass that tigh,round and fat, and I just had to get next to that..we got to my spot about seven or eight, adn I already knew that this night was going to be great.. she wore a shirt with some brand printed

The Crush
I remember the first time I started loving you. It was when we talked on the phone when my girlfriend wasn't home. We talked about everything and anything. I didn't know it then but I know I loved you since then. I remember the first time we met. It was in the second floor hall we met by the stairs. We both were in a rush. I didn't think you'd be my first crush. I still want you but I know I can't have you. Just think of my some day when you give someone a kiss. Cause then you will know why I am feeling like this.

Worse Things Then Grey Hair....
Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing's, tattoos, and her tight motorcycle clothes. I know she is much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it and trading it with the other people in the commune for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want.so in the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS to Joan can get better; she sure deserves it! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of

Sunday Is Zed"s B-day Help Me Out Ppl
zed"s b-day is on sunday i am making him a video.. if you know me then you know zed.. so hit me a message if you wanna contribute a pic to the video..smoochessssssssssss lady kaos.. pstttt btw if you dont know zed you should get to knwo him and his b-day is a great reason to get to know someone you can find his profile linked on my profile page or find him in my family secion.. as lord of kaos .. so go rate him add him fan him buy him a shit load of b-day cake or send me your pic telling him happy b-day ..

Cassies Ramblings
I am having trouble saying in this what I really wanna say so please bare with me and I hope this makes sense.. It might just be the ramblings of a fool.. I am a person who has dealt with alot in my life and I feel it has made me stronger and in some ways weak.. I grew up with a mother and father till May of 1972 when my father passed away. My childhood at the time i felt was normal and later found out that not all families deal with those problems like I did. My mother married at a young age and had 6 kids before she knew it.. After May 1972 she raised 4 of 5 kids alone. My dads parents took my oldest sister and refused to let my mom have her back. In 1973 she had another baby which made her raising 5 kids alone... She worked hard to make sure we had everything we needed in life.. My father was an alcoholic, and he abused my mother. My grandparents on my dads side made life hell for my mom.. They tried at every turn to take us away from our mother.. It didn't work thank god. Noone i

Today Was Suppose To Be A Good Day
Today was the day they were suppose to give me my insulin pump and today everything was suppose to change for the better,I was suppose to get my life back in order and I had some high hopes only for things to crumble.WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT!! I go to the dr despite the long drive it was a rough morning. I see dr. lee and we talk and he has my results and my 3 month test which averages out how high my levels are.. well a good level is 5 and under.. mine is 12.75 .. so he says i am totally resisiting my insulin.... so he says ok this is what we have to do.. you need to take 60 units of levimire in the am and night time... 2 shots more insulin.... 20 units before and after every meal.... ok 3 meals a day =6 shots plus the two.. 8.. if you have snack 2 more shots because i eat dinner normally early i have to eat something prior to taking my eve shotso that is 2more ... 10 shots total.. plus he put me on a medicine to do with some kidney... and in the process of trying to digest this he sa

3-27-07
I haven't been on in a while. I don't know when I was last...probably yesterday, I'm just so out of it. My internet connection is working like crap, so I'm at a coffee shop. MMMmmmm Dunn Bros' Coffee...and their free wi-fi. I "almost" got a job today. I've had a whole crapload of interviews lately, and they called me back and wanted to offer me a job--except that they said it required knowing ms outlook, which I don't think I've ever used before. So that one isn't going to happen. Phooey. I've got another interview tomorrow. Wish me luck, folks!

I've Learned
I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the pa

"satiate"
I may love you forever even if we fall apart I'll have your handprints tattooed on my heart from where you caressed it so gently and burned through all my barricades every cliche you've had me feel you made it very real what I once thought to be some far away cruel mindgame that life would dangle before me but never allow me to play I'll never forget you cause your smile's printed on my mind and your touch, on my soul I'll always have a place for you because it's not like I could fill this hole with something new if you ever decide to vacate it it'd be like an infected wound that no amount of peroxide or TLC could cure because that's what love does it burns holes in us and our lovers are the salve XxBarricadexX May 2, 2006 ----------------------------------- Notes: God, I love this girl. She might not be able to fill it. Doesn't mean she isn't trying to. It makes me sick thinking about how close we were and that I fucked all this up. I would d

"but God, To Lose It..."
I feel myself smiling when I think of you and I can't help but feel like a fool I hear myself saying "just wait for reality" because nothing I'm feeling could possibly...coincide... something is slipping between the cracks of the vaguely beating "reject it [?]" because I have no idea... no earthly idea what this is but I do... I'd just rather stay blind to it love is weak. leaves us vulnerable...full of hope. but to give in... is bliss...a fleeting feeling [?] no... I just can't make the connection but I already have... you manage to make it so simple... how..how? it just can't be I always tell myself nothing is that simple... it just isn't but you live it every day oh, the ignorance but you're oh, so happy can love exist in clarity? sometimes it shakes us awakens us to the hope that we never knew we had love gives us a strength of its own it's beautiful... but God... to lose it... XxBarricadexX February 15, 2006 ------------------- Notes:

This Song Discribes How I Feel About Men
One, two, ready go I'm tired of boys who make me cry They cheat on me and they tell me lies I want a love who'll never stray When he sees other girls, he looks away And if he never kisses me, well that's alright 'Cos we can just cuddle all night Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I don't really care that you are queer Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I never feel lonely when you are near It'll be a great romance We'll go shopping and buy tight pants You don't care how big my ass is, just how fabulous my dress is Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I don't really care that you are queer Gay boyfriend, gay boyfriend I never feel lonely when you are near One, two, ready go You cry at movies, on our dates Romantic comedies sure are great But when you're sad I'll dry your tears 'Cos I'll always think that you are fierce I like cigarettes, and that's no gag But you'll always be my favorite fag You'll always be my favorite fag You'll always be my favorite faaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

It Was Upsetting News When I Heard It On The News...
but it really hit home, as well, when I learned that it was a friend's cousin that was a victim. The family is in Houston advocating for her while her ex-boyfriend is in jail with a $250,000 bond. Who says that domestic violence doesn't have a rippling effect? Can you imagine having to have to search for the remains of your loved one's ashes and bones among the city's dumps??? Don't go to my site to click on the article from Houston's Channel 2 Station on my site under Domestic Violence, unless you are really prepared to hear about the whole story. It is certainly a maddening nightmare that shall be unravelling for a while. Please pray that the young girl's family will be able to find some justice in midst of it all and find peace in the end. www.iwim.wordpress.com

How To Forgive
Subject: 7% ************ How To Forgive One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration. Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed: "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how. It is not fair Lord. I didn'

Madness
Madness I am madness, hear me scream and shriek my deafening cry of rage obliteration, oscillation, devastation chaos all around me, push me down and hit me HARDER, FASTER, bloody my face like you Bloodied my heart you liar, thief of trust to legged desecration of the human spirit! I am madness, watch me bleed pouring from the ears and nose you think me mad, I am now, was not before the cruel cold hands of manipulation came to roost upon my soul and shred it to crimson-soaked ribbons! Do you hear me scream? DO YOU HEAR ME POUND THE WALLS of your conscience?! AM I TO ROT HERE in this CELL you CAST ME IN?!!! OH how madness breaks takes smashes grinds apart a man Crashes, lashes, corrupts the babe to sin and HERE WE GO TO HELL AND BACK AGAIN!! MAKE UP YOUR MIND, do you speak truth or spew out lies

Endurance Test From Heavenly Father
hey everyone just in case ur wondering whats up with me here's the reason i have not been on for a while. i had surgery in the beginning of summer and i am having some major complications and just getting well now. i'd been stuck in bed here at home for the past 9 weeks and could hardly walk. i have been in pain all this time to and hit rock bottom many times while being at home here. i have had alot of time to think about things . I consider this a test of endurance from my heavenly father and even though it's been hard and painful i am blessed because i know it could be a hell of alot worse. i have a beautiful angel and gave birth to her naturally last September the drs and everyone at Kapiolani is still talking about it 14 months later! just in case you don't know a natural birth is unmedicated which for me is like a miracle because of my condition. I took the Bradley Method natural child birth class. This doesn't mean i am made of money cuz we all know how expensive it is to

The Unicorns Ride
Over your rainbow A unicorn flew, He was sent to find me... He said by you. "Climb aboard", he whispered, "We must go for a ride..." And into a portal of light We rode inside. The sky was so blue, The fields so green, With each explosion of light Was a wonderful scene. So happy we seem And always together, There was no end to your dream, It just went on forever. Then the unicorn said "I have one more surprise..." So we took off quickly And pierced the sky. Then I saw you sleeping And dreaming in your bed... I caressed your hair gently And kissed you on your head. The unicorn interrupted... "I must now get you home, But now that you've seen her dream, May you never feel alone." My heart is feeling heavy, A fire burns inside. Thank you so much my darling For the unicorn's ride.

Follow My Heart
~~~~my heart up in flames burning with pain, my eyes pouring out a salty rain. hurting the one that i know cares for me, to follow my heart to see what it will be. am for the anger i have caused my dear friend, hoping this will not be the end. my heart says i should try one last time to be with someone from the past, but i am so afraid that once again, it wont last. both these men mean so much but i am starving for attention and touch i cant seem to bring myself to stop hurting inside, almost as if i am losing my pride. bad at being a mom and worse at being a friend, sometimes wishing today would be the end wanting to scream with anger and hurt, wishing i could crawl in a hole in the dirt, wanting to take back all the hurtful things i told him tonight, knowing i cant because it wouldnt be right wanting to let the words come flowing out, but instead i want to scream and shout wanting someone to hold me tight, knowing i cant have that tonight~~~~

Man Of The House!
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can Be THE >Man Of Your House." > >He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need >to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. > >You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my >meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. > >After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the >kind of sex that I want. > >Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my >back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. > >Then, you will massage my feet and hands. > >Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" > >The wife replied, "The fucking funeral director would be my first guess." >

41 Mistakes Guys Make During Sex
41 mistakes guys make during sex 1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we'

Each Path We Ensue
Each Path We Ensue by Bluewolf Stroll hand in hand Where love entwines Uplift heart and soul In creative designs Following the path Wherever love glows While reaching afar Over the rainbows Blend love together Upon paths we tread Enhancing the heart With golden thread Attune in harmony Each path we ensue As heart songs play In love forever true

The Fine Art Of Down Rating Pictures...
Otherwise known as "I'm a chicken shit that thinks I'm hurting some one by giving them a low rating." Since I seem to be a recent "victim" of someone (or multiple someone's) down rating a picture, I figured I'd speak my mind on it here in my trusty blog, that all four or five of you read. Now, really... What is it supposed to accomplish when someone down rates a picture? Hurt their feelings? No, not really. Irritate them? Yeah, some what. Make an ass out of yourself? Most definately. What people don't seem to get is that the ratings while (Wrongly, in my opinion) are anonymous, it's not too hard to figure out who's doing it, especially on low traffic pages like mine. But that's not really the point of the blog. Nope, my point is the immaturity of people that pull such a stunt. Probably the same types that cruise CT for boobies and get pissed when they don't see them. lol Some do it out of jealousy, some do it out of anger, but when it comes down to it, th

Essence Of Humankind
“The true essence of humankind is kindness. There are other qualities which come from education or knowledge, but it is essential, if one wishes to be a genuine human being and impart satisfying meaning to one's existence, to have a good heart.” —Tenzin Gyatso, The 14th Dalai Lama

For Real...the Winners Are.....
FIRST PLACE (MOST COMMENTS) 17,630 comments! tabby@ CherryTAP SECOND PLACE (HIGHEST NUMBER OF RATES) 79 rates! DJ Weezie~Certified Rawker~Beautifully Chaotics Fiancee~Domination Radio@ CherryTAP THIRD PLACE (HIGHEST OVERALL RATING) 10.21 rating! ~Sweet*Angel!~ ^Please Fan Me B4 Befriending Me^@ CherryTAP Congrats to the winners and thanks to all who participated! Crystal (AngelEyezTN)

Ok Lemme Get Something Straight..
so okay i can be the sweetest thing or the biggest bitch..take your pick. but dont say rude things about me. if you dont fucking know anything about me.k...its simple if i dont judge u u dont judge me..this is how i am.. if somebodys "Ugly" i dont tell them that thats fucking rude who wants to hear that honestly..nobody.. and i know what it feels like to be called ugly and all the sudden everybody be like DAMN YOUR HOT...wtf dont play fake..its not happening..and i respect that people have opinions..that's all..but nothing pisses me off more when somebody calls u something that your not..trust me i already chewed somebodys ass out and they deleted all my comments cuz i guess they just tried to bite off more than they could chew and it came back at them in there face..booo fucking hoo..its life.but im just tired of getting treated like shit.. when nobody deserves it.. but oh well people suck... and i work at a coffee house ...kkkk...... so get out of my face if your gonna sit th

~family & Friends~
I like being here. Just last Monday, March 26 someone messed up my CT account. Had to make another one and it really sucks. No one on here seem to be able to help me get it back. Lost lots of good friends on here, that I had met. Had gifts and now they are gone. So, if anyone of you remember me, please come by again.

Just Dropping In....
Hey gang, Just dropping by to say hello to everyone. Things have been crazy the last two weeks and I havent had much time to come by and see how you all are doing. Last weekend, we played two shows and this week marked the debut of our first single on radio. We kicked the event off with a radio appearance at WPKO 98.3 FM and played not one, but two new singles off "Conversations"...we got all the proofs back for the final album package and it was super cool finally seeing the completed package as it will ship out to all of you in JUNE. We've also launched our new merch line as we got three new t-shirt designs in. They will be available soon on our online store once the new website and myspace rolls out....so stay tuned for everything thats coming up. Things are a little quiet now, but I can assure you, we are about to muke some noise soon! Hope all is well. Enjoy the the coming of spring... Troy P.S. I will leave you with a clip from the frat show we played at Ohio Norther

Still Here..still Loved And Still Fighting
Im a strong minded person.. with love from everyone around me that truly knows me ....I will not be knocked down i will not be pushed around ... i was taught better than that from my family and close friends of my family or friends that are older than me and from a great man in my life, and he is a great man because with everything that i have gone through he backs me 100 % and tells me each day that he loves me nad that will make it through whatever we need to make it through ....Im a strong willing person and im a fighter with everything that i do and i will not be knocked down with anything that comes in my way... because my heart is to damm big for all the drama and the haters to even try to cross mine or his road.....Im closein this blog now i just wanted to make my point to everyone that knows me on here and that knows whats going on talk to you all later Mandie

Touch My Monkey
your all monkey lovers and you want to spank syko's monkey!!! you monkey lover,, yea you wanna touch her monkey. please be gentle. dont be like a tow truck. bring the cabage. i like to poke bagers with spoons. you look sexy in your sock, well polish the floors. If anybody knocks, we'll lock all the doors. fill the tub with jello and play starwars. you be my woocky.

Im Gonna Host Another Contest Want In???????????????
hey all ill be hosting a contest as soon as i get the photos to do it.i need funny photos.anyone wanna enter?all you need is a photo that you think is funny enough to win and send it to me or just let me know you want in.come on pepole i dont have any yet......so if ya think ya have the funniest photo to win then let me know.

Religion And Salem
Religion is based on a person's need to believe in something. Whether that is nature and the goddesses or God as a three-in-one, everyone needs to feel like they belong. What I learned in Salem today was that maybe there is more to me than what I believe there is. Tab and her mom, Joyce, have really opened my eyes to Paganism. Although they both participate in different aspects of it, they both belong. Today was the first time, that I have ever been ashamed to be a Christian. When we were at the Salem Cemetery, there was a group being given a tour. The tour guide said that Christians accused people of being witches and hung them just for the fun of it. After that, I went over to Abigail Williams' grave, rubbed her name, and said "I'm sorry." She was one of many who were accused of witchcraft because Christian's found it to be a joke. Earlier that day, Joyce, had told me about a ritual that she had performed a while back. The ritual involved burning something of significant

My Very First Cherry Blast!
Successfully recorded blast (ID # 29329) You will be notified when your blast is approved Be Watching For It Please And Screen Shot It If Possible, I'll Be Looking Also But I Wanna Keep A Pic Of It! KinGDicKBu... Special Thanks To Tammy869 For The Blast! Reaching Out To All You CherryTappers To Check Out My Profile And Go Rate/Bomb Me In My Very First Contest. Rate/Fan/Add Me Also If You Wish. To My Family And Friends - Thanks For Everything! views: 1,355see more..

The 9 Factor......
A short note.... A lot many people tend to ask why I rate them only 9 and not 10... Hope the below explains it.. TEACHER : Millie, give me a sentence starting with "I." MILLIE : "I is... TEACHER : No, Millie..... Always say, "I am." MILLIE : Alright... "I am the 9th letter of the alphabet….. Hence the 9… Now if it was 10, it would be J' am or J' is, that is to say Jam or Jis... wouldn't it... ? No harm... if that's what they want to call themselves or allow me to say... their twatters !! And if they wanted an 11, it would... Ja Ja.. Das its gut…. gesundheit!! So shall increase it, once that twatter is examined.. No offense girls... Don’t go down too hard on this.. Obviously, if you got a 10, why not 11 would be the next question.… However, if it is a 9, it would be remembered as that bloody twit, who gave me twat a 9 ! So...three cheers for 9.... Amen....

Videos
I want to watch them all! How else can I tell if I like them? Rock & Metal are always the best for music vids, though I have on occasion been in the mood to listen to some nice mellow country and on even rarer occasions to enjoy a hot rap. But.... I can't play vids when the tv is on or someone else is watching or listening to something else, so all these great vids have to wait. *sigh* I need more hours in the day! lol

And Not So Good.
If you are truly my friend you have read all my blogs and know about my kids. I posted awhile back about my one daughter Tatiana. She is it one with cerebral palsy. She keeps getting weaker. We had an mri of her brain a few weeks ago. I spoke to the neurologist yesterday and she said there is not sign of stroke in the brain however by the way the mri looked they cannot rule out a small tumor. She has been weak since she was born. She can't squeeze the toothpaste or button her pants, and shes getting weaker. The neurologist is supposed to call me next monday to let me know whats next. We just nead a reason as to why shes getting weak. I assume they will repeat the mri or do a petscan to verify what they saw in her brian.So I have been preoccupied with that and the other BS in my life lately and I just haven't been a great friend here. But my family is most important right now. Thanks to all who have been there for me..it means alot. Heres a Pic of Tatiana...keep her in your thoughts.

I Need A Spotlight
and the only way to get one is if u awesome peeps rate my non - nsfw stuff so i had to take some down for a bit (nsfw folder) cuz some ppl get there and then forget the rest :) sorry for the fuck around ppl

My 'dark_picture_contest' Bulletin
Dark_Picture_Contest For this contest I want you to send me the darkest art pic you can find. I am looking for pics with blood, gore, and any type of a dark feelings, reach within and find the best expression of darkness you can come up with. The pic does not have to be original art, no duplicate entries will be accepted.. Rules and Guidelines No Downrating Use any means to get people to your entry, stickies, Bulletins, Leaving Comments on peoples pages... If you would like to enter send me a private message with a link to the picture you would like to enter... a stated duplicates will not be accepted so please have a back or a second choice just in case that happens As i get your entries i will send each person a link to their entry which will work once folder is open I will contact Each person personally, once i have gotten ten entries to let them know that the the contest will start 24hrs after i receive the last entry This is a open contest, meaning peo

Pearls Of Wisdom
Pearls of Wisdom 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pi

Good Friday Greetings, Everyone!
TGIF!!!! For most, we're at the start of a long weekend. How delightful!! The guys have today and Monday off from school. With a few less in the house, I shouldn't have to worry about phone calls regarding holes in walls, major food fight in the kitchen, or that small fire in the upstairs bathroom!!!! Yes, I have received calls of this nature in the past, lmao! The only thing I might hear about is Taylor trying to stuff Dakota down the toilet, if things get too bad, lol! Tonight is a special night, indeed!! I am going out with my niece and her friends to celebrate her 30th birthday! I AM GOING OUT!! I can't remember the last time I went out partying and that is pitiful indeed! She wants to party with her Auntie M - isn't that sweet, lol!!!! My reputation precedes me, I believe, lmao! Should be fun! I do need to pick up my daughter Jen tomorrow, so she can attend the family Easter gathering/Christening party on Sunday, being held at niece Maria's house! Yep, she's the one with

This Is Not A Poem, Or Some Inspirational Thought, This Is Where I Am
I am upset, I am sad that i hurt anyone, I live by my own principals, my own being, how can u judge me, I hate meking tears roll down your face, I hate to see u cry, please we have never met, and I warned u far before, I canot offer u that love. I will not offer u the feelings u want in return, I canot be the one, besides who says one in a world of so much heartach and unpredictabillity, can u truly see my heart beat, can u truly know who i am, can u say beyond the shadows, i love u, and even know what that is, if u could we would still be, our frindship would be intact, but please don't hold me to this standard, you knew i told u, i warned u, do not fall for me, Love me, and be with me but do not fall, enjoy me, but do not fall, I can be there for u, whenever u need, the best friend u will ever have, but if u fall for me i warnd u, your heart would loose, u would be hurt,

For American Cherry
Some of my friends and I came up with this Idea. Its quite possibly a long stretch do get it done but I would be honored, if this Idea actually does come about. Part of her life story is in my blogs under Raven. Here is a little back ground story. Many do not know I have a severely Handicapped daughter. I contracted toxoplasmosis, no it is not an old wives tale it is something VERY real. It is a bug in laymans terms that inflicts itself on the host and if pregnant the unborn child normally killing that child. Its contracted from feral or outside cats that eat birds and other things to live. Not common but can be found in indoor cats as well. With that part all said. Raven wasn't supposed to survive but through prayer and love and her strong will she turn 9 this year. She is severely handicapped. She has the mental state of a new born. The startle reaction you get from a newborn the flailing of the arms ad the kicking of the legs and so on.

Send Answers Via Private Message Please
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wifey/hubbie [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i ca

Be Careful How You Answer You're Being Graded
I think its funny when someone rates my profile or pictures low. Its funny because I wonder if they're comparing them self to me. His middle finger and smile is nice, but my middle finger and smile fucking rocks, maybe. Not really. I think they're just going to them self. He is just not cute. I think they're really grading the quality of photo. Thats what I do. I go through and grade the quality. The lighting is a little crap and oh shit thats blur. Do they even know what they're doing taking pictures of them self with a fucking camera phone. Oh that webcam photo has some harsh shadows. Thats what I think people are doing. So they're looking at my picture saying. You know his composition is alright. The picture certainly says something, but I don't appreciate the quality of the sepia tone he put in there. I like to think thats what people are doing. I know thats far from the truth because hey I go through every once in a while and say. Hey, hot redhead. So there are

Pedantic Semantics
Do you think there is something inherently evil about being human? Is there a place within ourselves that's joyful and frightening at the same time? A beauty that lies in the ugliness of our moddled souls? Reincarnations of lives into something incredible and new. Fresh starts for the worst kind. The most terrible events known followed by the birth of the most wonderful thing on the planet. The destroyer of worlds as much a part of our transcendent beings as god. Crestfallen snow glowing orange in the flames of a phoenix. Standing on the cusp of some dark object greater in magnitude than any stone god could lift. Teetering on the edge, at the brink of humanity. Like a child's toy fallen fromly his freshly expired little fingers. The glow of half lit faces staring in obsession. The fear and sweat, sickly sweet on the lips of the walking damned. And but what for else? But love, the handle and chain to pull fear from its velvet depth. Holding on to the impenetrable strand o

Getting To Know Me.
What is your full name? Deborah Lynn Brooks When is your Birthday? June 28 1965 What is your e-mail address? indiana_sweetheart1965@cherrytap.com Do you smoke? yes but trying to quit How many sexual partners have you had? around 9 i think..give or take Are you bi? yes very much so Can you cook? yes but don't like admitting it.. What talent do you wish you had? some kind of musical talent G-strings or thongs? thong or french cut What was the last book you read? reading Stephen Kings Buick 8 now What zodiac sign are u? Cancer Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Both Worst Habit? Smoking and Procrastination...really bad...and OCD What is your favorite sport? Nascar Do you have any pets? A Male Dwarf Rabbit What is your favorite flower? Rose What color eyes do you have? Brown What is your favorite drink? Coca Cola Do you believe in ghosts? Yes Favorite thing to do in your spare time? Being on the net Do you swear a

I've Noticed Some Things
I know, I never post on here for blogs but I was reading through my journals on dA again and I just wanted to share this one. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before "myspace," "dA," Britney (or Jamie) Spears. Before I worried about boys or came out to liking girls too; there are memories that I miss that most never think about anymore. So Im gonna list them and explain a few (and none are in order or year or how much I miss them). I miss having a yard to take care of. I used to live in a 4 bedroom, 2 bathroom Cape Cod (style of house) whith a nice sized front, back and side yard. I miss that. Even though Im allergic to freshly cut grass...I miss cutting it. I miss the 4 big flower beds we had in our front yard; the 4 different rose bushes, the many types of flowers, the big lilac bush right under our front window, the big tree in our front yard that I used to climb. With that front yard, I miss sitting on my front porch...and no on cares or stares at you.

Love Me Or Hate Me
Whether you love me or hate me, I am who I say I am. To all who love me: I thank you all for being there for when I needed you. You all are so kind, so caring, so loving that you all bring tears to my fine hazel eyes. My heart beats for all of you, you all are my best friends and you deserve the very best that life has to offer, the love and friendship from a woman like me. To the haters out there: Well, what can I tell you? you used to love me, you used to care for me, you used to understand me. But now I see the truth coming out from you. You did nothing but stab me in the back and used me. I can feel your anger, it's painful enough to bare. But no matter how hard to try to make me forgive you, I cannot take the pain anymore. You have hurt me for the last time, now you are nothing but a painful memory, and that is something that I have to face on my own.

Imvu Newest Way Cool Chat On The Net
Hello all, Please click the link and sign up, become my buddy, so we can chat in a three dimensional world, full of way cool features and capabilities. Please Repost, I could really use the help, I get 3,000 credits for every confirmed sign up, thanks for the Luv! all. really looking forward to talking with all my friends further, in a 3 d environment.

Happy Easter
Happy Easter everyone. It's just another day for me but I had fun with my son. We hid easter eggs in the house for Thomas to find. He got too much chocolate of course. I'm not doing too much today just relaxing before I go too work tomorrow morning. I'm still fairly new to Cherry Tap but I do like this site. It's much more fun than myspace or your typical chat sites. I'm hoping to meet lots of new people. Not much else just have a great day.

Pretty Close To Home
Your Birthdate: June 19 You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Sad Times...
I have been thinking alot about Woody lattly, I was making a stash and most of the songs in there ended up being from his funeral. I dont know why this still bothers me so bad so many years latter, It seems like I should be over it by now but I guess I'm just not... It is always hard to loose someone you love but it's really hard when it's so unexpected, we all knew he had a brain tumor but he was so young we never would of thought he wouldn't even get to graduate. The day he died will be in my brain forever, playing on the school playground and he fell, I was younger then so I didn't understand at the time, they took him to the hospital and he was there for 2 days before he died, I will never understand why this happened to him. Most kids would go trick-or-treating for candy and he always went to earn money for the needy. He was so young yet so grown up. I will always love and miss you Woody!

To Be More Than You
Broken into a thousand pieces on the floor. Pushed off your pendulum...pushed down from your most perfect moment. Trapped from what you want unable to attract the things and beings you want. Not good enough not bad enough not ugly enough not pretty enough. To fat to thin...to pretty and pretentious. Boring, plain, full of life once again. Just an act just a game, cover it all up one more time. Your nothing to them once more everything they say to you is all a lie. It can't be how you want no matter what you do. Im so pessimistic this is why. Ill find what I want...skinny, runtish, brutal, beautiful, modified, synthetic, loving, caring unbroken, giving receiving. Notice Im here screaming for this...something Ive wanted all along. Youll think this is all about you as always the world doesnt spin around what you...not even that is for you...not for me not him not even for her. Once I get over this feeling and Im back to what I want...Ill move away, get on with things be what I wan

What Men Should Know
what men should know No always means No!! If you can't use your big head, we can't guarantee to be nice to your little one!! Just an FYI is all!! If we tell you we don't like something please DON"T do it! Your not going to make us like it no matter how many times you try…you will only turn us off! If you make me cold I am not putting out! When kissing my neck or earlobes do it lightly, a little tongue is ok as long as I don't feel like I showered when your done! I don't know any female that likes this…GROSS! Dry humping is NEVER ok!! EVER!! It is kind of creepy and in some weird way reminds us of a pedophile! Begging is pathetic! No woman I know will give it up when you beg! We are not porn stars, well at least most of us, so don't talk to us like we are! Now it's not that we mind the dirty talk but when you make it sound like we are in a movie is when it becomes a bit freaky! If we are breathing heavy or moaning you are doing something right! Keep it up! Everyo

Sex
If We Had Sex.... Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. W

Erotica: Movie
It started out like any other date night, instructions for the babysitter, reminding the kids to behave. Laurie is stunning -- even as she points out where the emergency phone numbers are, I catch myself ogling her in that sexy new dress I picked out for Valentines Day. She's slender with a tight ass and ample D cups -- her pale skin and red hair have always been my downfall. We decide to eat dinner quickly and head directly for the movie theater. I notice a twinkle in Laurie's eye as she finishes her food and leans into me when she talks to me. She keeps pushing those beautiful breasts together, challenging me not to stare as we make conversation -- it takes all my strength. She knows how to control me. She usually has me get our standard popcorn, Raisinettes, and a coke -- but tonight she says no and ... there it is again, that twinkle. She visits the restroom and comes back just as the lights are lowering for the previews. Unexpectedly, she pushes something into my pocket. I

It Hurts So Much
Today I attended the funeral. The funeral of Momma Rose. I watched my best friend. Break down in way I have never seen before. I watched family memebers. I never really get along with. Shake my hand, then tell me they were extremely happy I was there. My father stood right by my side. During the whole event. Trying to be a father to me. Try to pay respect to a woman he respected so much as well. Yet I still felt alone and lost. Looking at her coffin. Telling myself. Why did sucj a wonderful hard working woman. Have to leave us. Why did I lose my rock. Why did I lose the only one that truely understood. The one person I admired and looked up to the most. Why is she gone? Why why why? Asking myself inside. Will I ever be the adopted son in her that will make her proud? Will I ever live up to the degree and hopes she had for me. Who do I go to now for all my problems. Whos words do I listen too. Then hearing so many walk up to me and say that it meant so much for me to be there. The outsp

Walk The Magma Of My Mind
Walk the magma of my mind The sky is pitch The ground is blind Shapeless forms that hunt and breed Created out of word or deed Piles of flesh that swell and spew The lord of all is walking through Beast and daemons sing in pain Law and Chaos strive in vain Never walking though moving still They gorge themselves On putrid swill Things of fear arise behind You turn, you look, then become entwined Rotting corpses kneel and bow The magma's hot and frozen now No volition, you cannot fight You strive for dark and find the light Walk the magma of my mind Where ego reigns with pride sublime Dpc1960 10-12-91

If I Let You Hit It
if i let u ride it .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL LoriL AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET U RIDE IT GIRLS REPOST AS"IF I LET U HIT I

Poem 16
You were like an angel in disquise to me You made me warm when I felt cold You made me cool when I felt hot You fed me when you thought I was hungry You stayed awake with me & took care of me when I was sick You held me when I was sad You laughed with me when I was happy I can't imagine living without you I am so sorry Please love me & let me love you again. I cannot hold back my tears thinking I've lost you forever Every time I think about you I get a lump in my throat The tears begin to stream Is it truly our destiny to be apart? If it is I will respect that & let US rest in peace dissappear never to cause you pain again But to always Hold our memories deep in my heart

Poem 22
The day You walked into My Life When you walked into my life i was amazed & in awe when i first Saw you. As we spent time together We slowly Fell in love I feel it took us both by suprise But I truly feel neither of us expected it to happen that fastBut then You stood beside me through it all. you wiped away all my tears and brought a smile to my face with All the surprises you gave me I cherish all the times & moments we shared I promised to love you and be there for you. Then I ran away & hid with Fear & left you with a cold broken heart & Tears However there are times i try to understand why? & Now Im left with Tears Wondering why I hurt someone Who was so inlove with me. To be Honest I was overwhelmed & Amazed with your love & Kindness which I long to have once again in my life.

Pen Pals Needed By Email
WHO WOULD LIKE TO WRITE RO US? IF U WOULD LIKE TO WE ARE GOING TO LET U EMAIL US AT semperfi_the_all_american_team AND U CAN SEND US NE THING YOU CARE TO LETTERS, PICTURES, POEMS, WHAT EVER U WANT, WE REALLY WANNA HERE FROM U IT IS EASIER HERE THEN THROGH SNAIL MAIL. HOPE U ALL WOULD PLEASE LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT OET SITE CANT WAIT TO HERE FROM U ALL. THANKS AGAIN UNITED STATES ARMED FORCES_

Poem: Ragnarok
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Ragnarok Listen Now to story told Of a time which may be soon With the sun eaten by Skoll As Hati shall the moon Giants awaken to cry of Fjalar Gullinkambi the gods alert Fenrir freed in his place afar Jormungand shall poison the earth Hymir aboard Naglfar shall come Loki shall lead the dead Surt's fire giants come Now comes a time of dread Sound the horn Heimdall Call the gods to war Einherjar rise ye all To battle and to gore Meet all at Vigrid Plain Come gods, come dwarves, come elves The earth with blood to stain Valkyrie have prided themselves In their choices among the slain Odin's might against fang of Fenrir Thor's hammer strikes Jormungand Freyr shall meet Surt here Tyr and Garm die by the other's hand Prepare a great funeral bier Odin gone and Fenrir tired Vidal shall tear the jaws apart The battle long, becomes mired Surt shall mighty fires start All the worlds b

Pleasant Dream
I know I am not a rich man, not in material things that is, But what I am rich in is the love I have to give. My heart and love are yours for the taking, Maybe one day you will claim that which is already yours. Now is not the time for this I am well aware, Too long trapped in a box not of your making. There is so much of the life and living for you to see, Now is the time to experience all you have missed. This dream I have, of the two of us sharing love, life and joy, You cannot fault a guy for such a pleasant dream. As friends together we share so many things though it may be miles apart, Those miles mean nothing since you have captured my heart. I know that the friendship and love that we share will sustain me, For this Pleasant Dream will always remain within. by INXS421 04/01/07

For Our Heroes!(got This From A Friend And Had To Repsot)
thanks TB for this! >>>>Will you give this to my Daddy? >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>>As a company, Southwest Airlines is going to support >>>>"Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta Georgia >>>>Attending a conference. While I was in the airport, >>>>waiting to return home, I heard several people behind >>>>me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned >>>>around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of >>>>patriotism, I have ever seen. >>>> >>>>Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in >>>>their "camos", as they began heading to their gate >>>>everybody (well almost everybody) was abruptly on >>>>their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When >>>>saw the soldiers (probably 30-40 of them) being >>>>applauded and cheered for; it hit me, I'm not alone! >>>>I'm not the only red-blooded American, who still loves >>>>this country, and who supports our troops and their >>>>families. >>>> >>>>Of course I immediately stopped and began clappi

Nail In The Fence
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, "You have done well, my son, but l

*~my Heart~*
My heart is his my love is his my family is his my joy that he brings me all that he can give me then some....he keeps me strong he keep me here on this wonderfull place i call my cloud nine with ever motion that is called love with keeping me safe from the people that walk in our path and try to hurt us and all i do for him is the same...HIs heart is mine ...His love is all mine his life is with me.. we carrie each moment together and love every minute of it ...All thats well is a wonderful life i cant wait till things that get to a better place withy smiles hugs kisses and wonderfull nights side by side each other ~*Mandie*~

Oc Register Calls Hellyeah A 'triumphant Return' For Vinnie Paul
Hell Yeah delivers a rollicking 21-drum salute By NIYAZ PIRANI The Orange County Register "Hell Yeah" The recent spate of rock supergroups – Audioslave, Velvet Revolver and Army of Anyone, among others – certainly isn't a new trend. But when a supergroup, specifically the aptly titled Hell Yeah, is the reason for Pantera/Damageplan drummer Vinnie Paul's triumphant return to the kit after his brother "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott's onstage murder in 2004, there's certainly cause to cheer. Hell Yeah, rounded out by Mudvayne's Chad Gray (vocals) and Greg Tribbett (guitar) plus guitarist Tom Maxwell and bassist Jerry Montano from Nothingface, has taken a few pages out of Pantera's songbook, crafting hard-hitting "cowboy metal" that begs to be cranked to maximum volume. The self-titled opening track showcases what the band is all about – mainly furious drumming fused to whiplash licks and infectious scream-along choruses. The frenzied attack only gets heavier as the disc wears on, esp

Pissed
im pissed bc ever since my sister in law moved in shes treated her husband like shit and he aint done nothing wrong and then she leaves her kids here with me and my husband and hers and leaves for days at a time sometimes weeks at a time she dont provide for her kids its me and my husband doing it. and also since she moved in our kids dont really listen any more so they are always getting into trouble.

Upinion
Social disorganization : This occurs when the expectations of a society fail, plunging its members into norm-less chaos. It is manifests itself three ways: 1 Normlessness, which arises when people have no rules to tell them how to behave 2 Culture conflict, which occurs when contradictory rules impart a trapped feeling to people, and 3 Breakdown, which takes place when obedience to a set of rules is not rewarded OR punished. FIGURING IT OUT YET HERMAN NOT MAYBE U CAN SELL SOME MORE FIREWOOD

"tiny Bubbles" Singer Ho Dies
Travel Finance EntertainmentYahoo!My Yahoo!MailMore Welcome, levmorganSign OutHelp Make Y! your home pageYahoo! SearchSearch: Primary Navigation HomeU.S.BusinessWorldEntertainmentSportsTechPoliticsElectionsScienceHealthMost Popular Secondary Navigation Movies Music TV Industry Reviews Books Celebrity Arts Fashion Dear Abby Dear Margo Humor Search: All News Yahoo! News Only News Photos Video/Audio Advanced -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Tiny Bubbles' singer Don Ho dies at 76 By JAYMES SONG, Associated Press Writer Sun Apr 15, 7:38 AM ET HONOLULU - Legendary crooner Don Ho, who entertained tourists for decades wearing raspberry-tinted sunglasses and singing the catchy signature tune "Tiny Bubbles," has died. He was 76. ADVERTISEMENT He died Saturday morning of heart failure, publicist Donna Jung said. Ho had suffered with heart problems for the past several years, and had a pacemaker ins

I Think I'm Haveing A Break Down
It's 10 amish here..i've not bee asleep since ummmm i don't remember...Things just went from bad to worst & I realy do think im haveinga break down. I mean I had to pull the car over sto get out find a place to be for a few just to not lose it. Odd how that place Is a cyber hut. Plunked down 40$us and got and hour. I'm hopeing this blog will center me again. I warn you there's going to be some very ugly things touched upon. so if you can't deal with that i say you best stop reading now. Alot of bad mojo has went down with me n mine. We're tough but even us hard asses can only take so much. I'm at my breaking point. First I land my happy ass in the hospital not once 3 times. Then I find out a bro of mine is missing. go looking for him..find him....damn near puke learning all he was put though.... Then tonight not only do I learn we all need to move for our safty..I also learn my sisters was raped and never told anyone. so didn't want to add more worrie. Tonight she broke it spi

Love Spell: #1 Simple Love Spell
SIMPLE LOVE SPELL To gain the love of someone: on a night of the full moon, walk to a spot beneath your beloved's bedroom window, and whisper his/her name three times to the nightwind.

This Is Just A Dedication For My Daughter Brianna Topaz
Her name is Brianna. She was born on May 14, 1993 and passed away on May 26, 1993. She was born 3 months premature, but she was definitely a fighter. She is thought of everyday. Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com Love, Mommy

Your Profile
Here is what I like to see in a profile: Location - Just put your zip code in. It only shows the city. Something ... anything! ... about you. I don't care what it is. At least five words. Comments - html comments enabled. A picture - It doesn't have to be you. Just something you like that shows in your profile view. If you have more than three, please put the rest into your stash for the sake of page load speed. Music - Video or Track, preferably with an off switch. Just one. Please put the rest of your videos and tracks in your stash. Background - Not necessary, but a nice touch. This is only what I look for on the profile page itself and has nothing to do with the pictures in your photos.

The Latest Dispatch From My Hick Hometown...this Crap Really Makes The Main Newspaper
Car-chasing wolf isn't a pack of lies Duluth News Tribune - 04/18/2007 Minnesota Conservation Officer Steve Peterson thought it was a prank call or that someone was mistaking a German shepherd as a wolf. Until he saw it for himself. Last Friday, Peterson responded to a call of a timber wolf that was hiding in country road ditch near Brimson, then chasing vehicles that drove past. “Apparently it had been happening for several days before I got the call,” said Peterson, who patrols from Two Harbors. On arriving where the caller had reported the wolf, Peterson found the animal standing in the road. As Peterson watched with binoculars, another vehicle drove past Peterson’s truck. The wolf first hid in the ditch, then ran out when the vehicle drove by. “I couldn’t believe it. It was like a dog chasing cars,” Peterson said. “It looked like a big, healthy male wolf. No mange.” When Peterson pulled ahead on the road, the wolf retreated to the ditch, then lunged back on the r

New Folder Taken Tonight!!!!
New folder taken tonight!!!! date: 2007-04-18 17:10:00 Please comment the new pix, and my others as well!!!!Especially my just me folder!! I encourage u ladies to be as dirty as u want!!!! Become my fan if ur not already, and accept my friend requests, send me some to!!

To Be In Love
Although I have gone beyond right or wrong I have gone to what is pure and real. With every breath I breathe, it tightens At the beauty of knowing what it feels like To be in love. And, although the pain of being away from you Is so overwhelmingly hard to bare I have felt love, I have held you, I have touched you With a touch that can only be felt Or given with entire intensity As the touch I've given to you, and the touch You shared with me. A thousand feelings engross me. Feelings that are indescribable, yet, so fiercely strong, And ruling to my very essence. Should I have? I can ask myself that a million times. Should I have met you? I thought that meeting you would free my Desire for you But it has only amplified the deepest love That comes from within me, for you. And yet, with all this love I feel inside There is also a hidden sadness, A sadness that promises no one tomorrow, That leaves your heart open With amazing clarity of want But closed to

Passion Of The Ocean
Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be like the waters stirring under the oce

Chocolate (this Is Cute)
A good piece of chocolate has about 200 calories. As I enjoy two servings per night, and a few more on weekends, I consume about 3,500 calories of chocolate in a week, which equals one pound of weight per week. Therefore, in the last 3-1/2 years, I have had chocolate caloric intake of about 180 pounds, and I only weigh 145 pounds. So... without chocolate, I would have wasted away to nothing about 3 months ago! I owe my life to chocolate!!

What Do You Like Done To You - As You're Being Screwed?!
Keep this in mind when you have something to return and the store gives you a hard time A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager goes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, " PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" And doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In

Jealousy
In me green depth your mind will change. what may be quite normal appears twisted and strange I will change the truth into something it's not make you swear and abouse while your temper grows hot I'll block out love's light so no truth can grow Im in your head deep destroying you slow. I'll make you soon lose any love that you find you can't prove a thing Im all in your mind.

Soil To Support Hellyeah On Select Dates
Chicago's SOIL will support HELLYEAH on the following dates: May 27 - Madison, WI @ Barrymore Theater May 30 - Omaha, NE @ Sokel Auditorium Jun. 01 - Wichita, KS @ Cotillion Jun. 02 - Tulsa, OK @ Cains Ballroom Jun. 03 - Lubbock, TX @ Southbeach Jun. 05 - Corpus Christi, TX @ Pavilion SOIL, SEEMLESS and LIGION will team up for "True Rock Tour" in May. SOIL's latest CD, "True Self", was released in May 2006 via DRT Entertainment. The follow-up to 2004's "Redefine" was recorded and mixed at Bomb Shelter studios in Los Angeles, California with producer Ulrich Wild (STATIC-X, TAPROOT).

I Will Not Cry
Ive walked barefoot on the city streets Ive slept in gutters and beneath the trees Ive felt the hands of men, and the force of rape But I will not cry in the bed ive had to lay Ive had a hard life, it started when i was three Ive been scared and alone, cold and hungry Ive been left to deal with what anger someone else had created The jelousy in a mans eyes, broken and degrated I will not cry in adversity or pain I laugh at my life and wouldnt change a thing I have become the woman I am because of this I will not cry, no mater how hard it gets by Amber

Beltane
I am going to be ready for beltane. I should have the money I need to go to Beltane...andunlike Trillium I am working very hard to make sure I have a ride from the bus stop in Charlottesville. Cheap ticket... I will make calls starting Monday.

Forbidden Thoughts
As for me everyone has there own Forbidden Mystery I take you to a dark part of me. I gently lay you upon the sandy beach ground as you lift this black lace from this dark place. You and I put our lips upon each other as you ask can you give me everything I look to you and offer. As you speak I show you Forbidden Thoughts with just a glance I show you there is No heart in me. For I showed up tonight in your dream. I will be yours in this dark hour and give you my forbidden love. As the thunderstorm began to roll in I can see your desires as the wave crash down against our naked bodies, as in your dreams. I captivate your body with gentle touch of an innocent hand and then I hypnotized your mind with my thoughts. So I ask to take you to a New World where you and I may dwell within this dark hours as for you. This is a Fantasy and Dream you once wished for I am here to make this work but I take you as a Slave and into the darkness realm we must Go. Making forb

Is A Virtual Affair Real-world Infidelity?
Is a virtual affair real-world infidelity? Or are in-game chats and animated sex just harmless experiments? By Kristin Kalning Games editor Updated: 9:12 p.m. ET April 16, 2007 Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might

Please Help My Friend
HEY, I'M ASKING ANYONE WHO READS THIS BLOG TO PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR AND GO VOTE FOR MY FRIENDS PICS, JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND IT'LL TAKE YOU TO THE CONTEST. WE'D APPRECIATE ANY HELP POSSIBLE EVERY VOTE AND RATE HELPS. THANK YOU AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL WHO CAN HELP REDNECK RIN AND DR. LOVE

What Do U Think
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Transform
my body feels like its floating just trying to fit in i didn't turn out popular or skinny pretty or mean but i studied i studied the way people were which social network had more friends they all backstab but i found one i thought i fit in so i transformed myself to their criteria but i seemed to fail at it now i guess you can say i fail at life im lying to myself and the world around me noone knows me hell, i don't even know me but if i can't fit in what more do i have i don't feel i did anything to deserve this not when everyone else taught me i guess all that i do now is accept and move on i mean really what choice do i have i feel this burden on my back this pressure of social suicide what does it all mean to a girl like me a future of nothing more than an aquaintance i thought i could do it but i thought wrong i thought i could prove myself but i proved myself wrong its like a tornado this world of pressure its unpredictable and chooses its own

Go Sell Crazy Somewhere Else...
We're all stocked up here...a couple of weeks ago Zak called and said, "Hey let's go have a beer!" So of course, A beer turned into another...and then another...and then a shot...you get the picture...LOL! A bonus for the night was Anton was performing at the Hideaway...and sang every song I requested! YAY! IF you've never seen her perform, you are missing out! Anyway...here are the pictures and you can tell as they go on how drunk we were getting...LOL!TishaTeetah & Bubba...aka Tisha & Zak

Didn't Want To Lose This So I Figured I'd Blog It.
Bulliten originally title: MY TWO CENTS ABOUT FAT SONNY went around for a while and there is some stuff added. I was trying hard not to get involved in the whole Fat Sonny drama bullshit. However after reading his blogs and his bulletins I have discovered what it is all about. Anyone who discriminates a country over someone callin you out does not deserve to be my friend. Especially when the claims are false. If you follow Fat Sonny then you are not a friend of mine. He is not a real American. If I lose friends over this I could really give a flying fuck. He is not worth my time. =^^= REPOSTING FOR DJ CASH CUZ THE CAT ALWAYS HAS MORE THAN 2 CENTS FOR SONNY MWUAHAHA! AND THOSE OF YOU WHO GO STICK UR NOSE UP HIS A$$ WHAT THE HELL?? I JUST DONT GET IT! YOU SEE THINGS HE HAS DONE, THINGS HE HAS SAID, IT IS CONSTANT! YET, HE COMES BACK AND YOU SHOVE UR NOSE RIGHT BACK UP THERE AND OFF HE GOES AGAIN TO CALL PEOPLE NAMES AND WHATEVER HE FEELS LIKE DOING THAT DAY. ADDED BY BBG...

This Is To The Guys Out There ....
Someone please explain this to me, because I don't get it. You guys complain about how women have mood swings, well you guys are just as bad! You blow hot and cold! You change faster then the weather in New England. One minute you are all full of "You are so special to me" and "I want you" and "I want to be with you". The next minute you are off to the next skirt that crosses your path. Please do me a favor, don't say it if you don't mean it. Its just not far and not right. Oh, and I am not just talking about the guys here on CT. All guys!!!

Proud To Be From Wabash
Mego and I have been ranting on about 1 certain subject lately and I just want to post this in protest to all of you that think that Wabash is a piece of shit town.... I am sick of hearing that everytime that something bad happens here it is just "typical Wabash". Just because someone robs someone or gets caught with drugs doesn't mean that that is the whole town. It is one person out of thousands! How does one person make the town? Want to know something...I like this town. Yeah we may have a drug problem but come on now....who doesn't? Welcome to the 21st Century! Drugs and crime are on the rise everywhere. I am also sick of hearing that there is no opprotunity in Wabash. If there wasn't then how did people end up in California and all over the states....even some across the world. Even if it is the military Wabash had something to do with that. I went to Europe when I was a junior in high school....guess who gave me that experience? This town isn't so bad. And people sayin

Non Participatory Friends!
TOP Comment Graphics Hot Site FAV Myspace Tweaks Generators This is not for everyone that I have on my friends list. (And they know who they are!) This is for the people that don't stop by and say hi or anything. I have met a few nice people on here that are faithful in stopping by and rating and commenting and those are the ones that I have time to get to first. So if you want to be one of those few people, holla atcha gurl! I also wanted to take this opportunity to say thanks to those of you that are faithful "true friends"! (Schattenreiter, Beckie, Sexy metalman, sylvia, Drake Tauru, Di, Seejaykaygee, stonecold, vampire jack, el gringo loco, tedy bare, uwannalick, earth angel, all eyez on me, and there are a few more, I'll update this when I remember, sorry). TOP COMMENT Graphics Cool Comments Graphics Images

Todayyyy
Well so far today i haven't really done too much...If i'm doing this blog right now i'm obviously pretty BORED...I did some "gardening" this afternoon repotted some plants for my dragon tank and one for my scorpion, Spike. I also put my Hyacinthe flower in a pot so i can keep it inside for awhile!! Smells sooo pretty! oh and i put a humming bird feeder up, hopefully that will take our cats mind off the dragon lol. I've been downing energy driks all day too!! loves it! and getting hella baked too...Some sad news, this morning one of my fish died, his name was Sushi and he was pretty cool...The female i had in the tank killed him, damn her!!! But at least my shark and other fish are good.OMG i found a teacup yorkie today for only $650, i'm trying to work something out to get one!! Anyways this was a long and pointless blog entry, who ever actually reads these damn things anyways lol... peace

Few Things
i need ge few things off my chest first is im not on here to cyber with you thats most stupidest thing ever im on here meet new people and have great time..i do not have a cherry tap husband yet im kinda picky in that dept lol so until i find one im open lol ... another thing plz do not post I LOVE YOU commments on my page if i see them on there it will be deleted you can show me love but no i love yous.. theres a few people on here who i will make an acception for because ive known them longer andhave talked to them b4 until u really get to know me no posting that... another thing plz dont go snooping on my other friends profiles to see what i have posted on there page its freakin childish and if i found out you are i will delete you with no intentions of readding you..im not trying to be a bitch on here im just tired of people being jealous of what i say to other people.. i love all my friends and show you all love i respect all of you and would like the same in return ...hugs and k

Let's Switch Roles Playa
Like A Boy lyrics by Ciara [Verse: 1] Pull up your pants (Just Like Em') Take out the trash (Just Like Em') getting ya cash like em' Fast like em' Girl you outta act like ya dig (What I'm talkin' bout') Security codes on everything Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring (Joint Account) And another one he don't know about [Hook] Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corna rolling Doing my own thing Ohh [Chorus] What if I?... Had a thing on the side? Made ya cry? Would the rules change up?... Or would they still apply?... If I played you like a toy?... Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy [Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice] Can't be getting mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! [Verse: 2] Girl go head and be... (Ju

"white House Proposes Killing Spotted Owl Rival"
Spotted owls have been endangered for a while and there has been a bit of controversy between the timber industry and the animal protection groups. In like 1995 there was a plan put into place called the Northwest Forest Plan that restricted old growth deforestation and had areas that were flagged as reserves to protect the numbers of the spotted owl. There were of course opponents and such, but I just got done reading a new article about it. Apparently "The new proposal concludes that logging in old-growth forests is now a relatively minor threat to the survival of the spotted owl, after competition from the barred owl and wildfires." Basically they are trying to push the concept that the reason the spotted owls are suffering is because another species called the barred owl, is bigger and more aggressive and is competing for the same territory and such. The ultimate resolution of the proposal is to lure the barred owls to one of 18 sites and kill them. I am just in shock that t

The Inner Key
I search desperately for the key The key that unlocks the inner me Have u seen the key? I wring my hands in despair I can’t find it anywhere I ponder for a few minutes Just what is that inner me? I look long and hard And think I see just a glimpse Of a small light or maybe it’s just a spark Then it all fades to dark The depth of darkness is so real It’s the different shades of light that seems so unreal If I found the key to unlock my inner self Would what I find bring me joy or peace? Or would I sink further into darkness and despair? As I ponder the choice of unlocking and freeing my inner self I speed the search for that special key Even in my uncertainty I need to find the key The key that unlocks the inner me Written by ~Paulette~ 4-28-2007

Get Down Make Love (nine Inch Nails)
-How old were you when you first let a man make love to you? Next, who was he? Next, how did you feel at the time? Next, how did you feel afterward? What did you feel, what did you think, were you pleased, frightened, ecstatic, disgusted? What did he say, what words did you speak, that's what I want to know, now, tell me, now, now, all of it, now, yes! yes! Get down, make love X3 You take my body- I give you heat You say you hungry- I give you meat I suck your mind- You blow my head Make love - inside your bed Everybody- Get down make love X4 Every time I get hot, you wanna cool down- Every time I get high, you wanna go down- You say it's enough, in fact it's too much- Every time I wanna get down, get down, make love- I can squeeze, you can shake me I can feel, when you break me Come on so heavy-then you take me- You make love, you make love, you make love, you make love- You can make - everybody Get down, make love X2 E

Herbalists' Charter Of Henry Viii
When the American Colonies declared their independence as Sovereign States, in July, 1776, they each adopted the Laws of England as the Common Law of the State. Among the Laws of England so adopted is the Herbalists' Charter, an Act of Henry the Eighth (in the 33rd Year of his reign - 1542 and adopted thereafter by Parliament: Statutes at Large 34&35 Henry VIII. C8. A Bill that Persons, being no common Surgeons, may minister Medicines, notwithstanding the Statute). It is astonishing to note that many of the issues confronting alternative practitioners today are the same issues that the Act of Parliament addressed. In the Sixteenth Century, as in the Twentieth Century, licensed physicians and surgeons were going to Court to ban the activities of the alternative practitioners of their day, the herbalists. Parliament ordered an end to this misuse of the Courts to enforce licensure, protecting the nutritionists from "suit, vexation, trouble, penalty, or loss of their goods..." This a

Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans. You either love ancient history -VERY ancient- or else you worship the Sumerian, Mesopotamian or Babylonian Gods. A rare breed of pagan, you know that literature on your dieties is few and far between, but something about the mysterious Gods called to you. Drawn to tragic epics, like The Epic of Gilgamesh, you're aware that not everything is bright and sunny. You're likely a solitary person. Rare and priceless, you are willing to work hard to attain what you want. Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan100%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan100%Roman Pantheonic Pagan100%Greek Pantheonic Pagan100%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans100%Shamanic Pagan100%Ecclectic Pagan100%Zoroastrian Pagan100%Eastern Pagan80%Catholic (Pagan?)

What Song Should You Strip To ?
Your Stripper Song Is Toxic by Britney Spears "With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride You're toxic I'm slippin' under" You may dance for someone - but only to weaken their defenses. What Song Should You Strip To?

A Slave's Dream.
Okay so if you want to read this, click the picture. I am on deviantart.com and my screen name is scarredbride. Another name I go by when writing is darkwinter_slave. A slave's Dream by ~scarredbride on deviantART

One More Day
Last night I had a crazy dream A wish was granted just for me It could be for anything I didn't ask for money Or a mansion in Malibu I simply wished for one more day with you One more day, one more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then again, I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day with you One more day... First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl I'd unplug the telephone and keep the TV off I'd hold you every second Say a million 'I Love You's That's what I'd do with one more day with you One more day, one more time One more sunset maybe I'd be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day with you One more day, one more time One more sunset maybe I'd be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day Leave me wishing still for one more day Leave me wishing still for one more day with you.

Life And Death
Okay, this is a blatent tease, a work in progress. But, I am a bastard that way. Bitulf: An Utlagr Tale by Mitch Otinn Chapter 1 Under a Dark Cloud The late autumn storm clouds sucked the last of the starlight from the night of the new moon. Nottulf and Steggi could barely make each other out in the musky blackness, though only feet away from each other. It was not a night either would have chosen for such a hunt, but the dawn would bring the time of the dead, when Wodanaz mounted his eight-legged steed and scoured the land in a Wild Hunt, gathering the souls of the years dead. They had to make sure the varg was dead before the dawn, otherwise it would bode ill for the Chatte tribes along the river. Normally, the ulfr, the wolves of the land, were no threat to the people. Indeed, often they were used to aid in the hunt. But, then there were the varg: man eaters, having lost all fear or kinship with man. These were a force to be feared. Such a beast had harried the Ch

So You Are Calling Me A Piece Of Redneck Trailer Trash?
So you are calling me a piece of redneck trailer trash? I'm sure it was intended as an insult, but it was actually a compliment, let me explain why. Once upon a time, a long, long time ago, there was a place called the old world, and in the old world there were lots of King and queens, and Lords and Ladies, and as well as those people there was millions and millions of dirt poor people, who toiled the lands with the bare hands, so the Kings and queens, and Lords and Ladies, could all wear nice fancy dresses (yeah, even guys wore dresses back then), and go to parties, and eat nice food, while the dirt poor people shivered in the cold and dark, and went hungry and died from diseases, and other equally nasty things. Now one day this guy is out in his boat, looking to score some goods to get in favor with one particular king or queen, so that he might get enough money to buy a pretty dress, and go to some of these fancy pants parties, when instead of finding some spices, or whatev

To My Uncle Who Passed Away...
His death, was sudden His love, and I'llness it was tragic. And his life was in the hands of Fate. His love for god, he never doubted, His love for us, I'll never forget. The greatest uncle I miss him never thought he'd be gone, can't wait to see him again. May your love,follow me, May your soul rest in peace. ~Heather~

Shredded Pork Burritos With Ancho Chile Sauce
Shredded Pork Burritos with Ancho Chile Sauce These incredible burritos are simple enough for a weeknight and, with the clever presentation tips that follow the recipe, elegant enough for a special gathering. You can always cook the pork ahead of time and reheat it for dinner. Credit: Dishing with Style: Secrets to Great Tastes and Beautiful Presentations by Rori Trovato Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil * 7 to 8 pounds pork shoulder, with the bone (3 1/2 pounds if boneless), rinsed and patted dry * 1 tablespoon kosher salt, plus more to taste * 1 tablespoon cracked black pepper * 2 teaspoons whole cumin seeds * 4 whole garlic cloves, peeled * 1 medium onion, quartered * 1 whole dried ancho chile, seeds and stem removed * 4 cups chicken broth * 1 tablespoon tomato paste * 6 (12-inch) flour tortillas * 2 cups shredded romaine lettuce (1 small head) * 8 to 10 sprigs cilantro

Syntax Error, Does Not Compute....
Damn fine day today, a little warm for my own preference but pleasant none the less. So I am doing some sub work at a local junior college. I spoke with a student today (he has CP), turns out his kidneys are failing. The med's he is on are no longer as effective, he is tired all the time and depressed. He still has a sense of humor. We talked about dating. I laughed and said to him, "I haven't dated in over two years. I simply bring nothing to the table." He laughed and told me he has plenty of young women pay him attention but it's not the kind of attention he would like. He gets a lot of "I'll call you later" or tears and sobs about his health. These same young women are always asking him if they can do anything for him and he replies "Yeah, take me out on a date, lets go see a movie or have dinner." "I'll call you later." A E I O U, sometimes Y.

Dance With Me...
Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove Dance me to the end of love Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon Show me slowly what I only know the limits of Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the children who are asking to be born Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic till I'm gathered safely in Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the end of love...

. Looking For .
~ i'm not looking for someone to sweep me off of my feet ~ i'm not looking for a stalker ( . i have enough . thanks . ) ~ i'm not looking for someone to be drop-dead-out-of-this-world gorgeous ~ i'm not looking for someone to hound on me 24-7 ~ i'm not looking for love persay ~ i'm not looking for a pretty boy ~ i'm not looking for "the perfect man" ~ i'm not looking for someone to spend all of their cash on me ~ i'm not looking for someone who drives the most expensive vehicle out there ~ i'm not looking for a one night stand ~ i'm not looking for someone who gets along perfectly with everyone in my family ~ i'm not looking for someone who always agrees with me ~ i'm not looking for marriage proposals ~ i'm not looking for drama . ever . your ex's are yours . i have mine too . deal with it ~ i'm not looking to be ignored . ever ~ i am looking for someone who enjoys just sitting

Such A Nice Day...
Or not... Fuck the VA... Fuck a system that works for everyone but those that put money and blood into it... Fuck old people... Fuck Minivans... Fuck old people in minivans... And fuck the bill I gotta pay thanks to old people in minivans... FUCK!!!!!

Write What You... Dont Just Feel And Keep It Hidden Xxx
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person............ When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on........... Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or

My Friends
ok thanks for all tha leave me comment and say hi every now and then thank you. but i have gotten way to many friends and having a hard time finding everyone so for those on my family no worries you are staying but the rest of you if i leave u a comment. all i ask is comment back. Plus if u read this just leave me comment on this blog and u will not be delete. if u can not do so i will delete you. i am sorry if this hurts anyone feeling. but i just want to meet cool and fun people. and not fake ones. =) hope all is well with everyone. have a great day

All She Wants Is To Be Loved
SHE DOESN'T ASK FOR MUCH ALL SHE WANTS IS TO FEEL HIS TOUCH,THE TOUCH OF A REAL MAN SOMEONE WHO WILL HOLD HER TIGHT THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT,A GENTLE HAND WITH A STRONG MAN'S SIGHT.SHOW HER LOVE MAKE HER FEEL EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT EVEN WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH HE IS THERE WITH HER THROUGHOUT HER PLIGHT.NEVER DEGRADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT ONLY PARADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT MEANING SHE IS WHO SHE IS GOD MADE HER THAT WAY LET HER DO HER THING FINDING HER OWN WAY.HE IS TO HER LIKE NO OTHER SHE IS TO HIM HIS FUTURE CHILD'S MOTHER HIS LOVER,BESTFRIEND,CONFIDANT AND ONE DAY BRIDE TO BE EX-GIRLFRIENDS ENVY HER IN A RAGE OF JEALOUSY, IT'S NOT HER FAULT THAT THE MAN OF HER DREAMS JUST HAPPENS TO BE REALITY.OH YEA MAMA HE IS OUT THERE FOR YOU AND ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH STRONG STAY GOOD WITH GOD AND THROUGH HIM YOU WILL FIND THE ONE YOU SEEK..LOVE IS REAL JUST LOOK PAST THE FAKE AND TAKE YOUR TIME GIVE THAT ONE GUY THAT YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER TALKED TO A CHANCE....ANYTHING IS POSS

Just One Love
Some guys just look at a women as a sex toy and they can do what every they like to them.But some guys look at awomen as joy of life and they can't live with out them in there life me i'm one that can't live with someone by me a good woman that can be there for as much i would for her. Plz ladys don't play with the hart ok and if u like to know more about me plz let me know ok.

She Disobeyed Him,....again
"Slut! I'm home!" He called to her as she hurried from upstairs to meet him at the front door. She had heard him opening it and cursed herself for not being in time. She ran down the stairs and around the corner to stand in front of him. She spread her legs and clasped her hands behind her neck, elbows out, for his inspection. She was wearing 6 inch black stiletto heels, thigh high black fishnet stockings, crotchless leather panties and an open-cup black bra. Around her neck, she wore a padlocked leather collar, to which he held the only key. He also held the only key to her closet, where he locked up her clothing when he left in the morning, to ensure she wouldn't leave the apartment without permission. "Where the hell were you, slut? Sitting upstairs, doing nothing but playing on my computer?" He scolded her, even as he looked approvingly at her body, not moving from inside the door. Even in her heels, he towered over her. He motioned ever-so-slightly with a nod of

Personal Medical Care
lol I thought I would all bore you to death about what I just did...ok I have a problem when cutting my nails I always seem to go past the quick..I don't know why I do this I just do it allright? ok so like 3 days ok while doing some nail grooming I did that to the index finger and yesterday it was starting to hurt something fierce during spiderman 3 but I didn't do anything about it..and it was even starting to bother me why typing..so this morning when I got up I noticed my finger was ten timees larger then normal lol now I hate the doctors I figure there is nothing they can't do that I can do my self so I got a thumbtack heated it up on a stove burner and jabbed it in the finger in question til it punctured and I squeezed till blood and green pus oozed out..and you know what? my finger doesn't hurt I am able to type this up with no problem..I washed it up real good with soap dumped peroxide on it and we are good to go..I swear I could be Macguyver..if I had 3 names like Richard Dean

Kimber Was Wrong
Hey all...just trying to relieve someones ego from bruising...and clear my name...i never rated kimber at a 1....On the record...and here is the rating i did give her...even tho not so sure now she really deserves since she tried to blacken my name over her mistaken identity issues....See my pix for the real deal....

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you. I often think of you when I see the stars in the sky. They remind me of how your eyes sparkle. I often think of you when the sun shines high. It reminds me of your warm touch. I often think of you when the gentle breeze blows. It reminds me of your caressing words. I think of you all day long. I long for your touch, your smile, your voice. The simple thought of your presents warms my soul. You are my life. You are my breathe, my soul. Without you I am but a shell. Whatever life may hand me I know I can withstand. As long as I have you in my heart, I know I can withstand any storm. When a tear streams down my cheek, You are the one to wipe it away. You are my strength when I am weak. You are the heart that beats within me. You make me whole. That is why my thoughts of you bring me joy.

Frusterated!
i have something to say and you know who you are!!! if you don't like what i say or what i have said...too bad....get over it if you don't like what or how i do things...get over it if you don't like something about me...get over it what i say is who i am and what i do is who i am..i am who i am... if you don't like it...get over it!! don't get pissy with me and ignore me....tell me..talk to me...then...get over it!!!! ahhhhh...i feel better!

Lyrics I Like
LEONARD COHEN LYRICS "True Love Leaves No Traces" As the mist leaves no scar On the dark green hill So my body leaves no scar On you and never will Through windows in the dark The children come, the children go Like arrows with no targets Like shackles made of snow True love leaves no traces If you and I are one It's lost in our embraces Like stars against the sun As a falling leaf may rest A moment on the air So your head upon my breast So my hand upon your hair And many nights endure Without a moon or star So we will endure When one is gone and far True love leaves no traces If you and I are one It's lost in our embraces Like stars against the sun [ link ]

Friendhsips, Changes, & Medical...
Well I have been on an emotional high finding old friends. Being a military brat we moved so finding old friends means alot to me. Finding and sorting out family has been fun for me and my daughter as well. Facebook is an awesome site, I swear everyone is on there:)Looks like some changes are coming to my life, new beginnings and old endings, probably for the better, but will need emotional supports I think to get through them. Saw docotor today I am staying on pain meds 4 times a day and she ordered a breath test something to do with ulcers, more blood tests, more stool tests, an upper GI test and getting hold of doctor Amson to have him look me over and do more tests. I am getting so sick of all these fricken tests! Why can't they figure out what is going on... Last week it was the Baldwins, this week David Hasellhoff drunk and eating a burger off the floor shot by his 16yr old daughter. Your not safe from the drama even if your a celebrity. What is going on with so many dad's and w

Play Station For The Troops In Iraq
I am attending a conference this week and a police officer was honored for the many long years he has served his community. However, this blog is not about him. You see the officer being honored got a call from woman with a son in Iraq. She told of how proud she was of him, of how he was serving his country, and how he had brought his playstation to Iraq for a little R&R in his down time. The playstation brought joy not just to him, but to his entire unit. The all enjoyed the games (when there was power) that he had brought with him, and the mom told how the playstation was like a little escape for them. A chance to not think about the horrors of war and about the IED's that they were tasked to take out. One day, one of the unit's canines ate the playstation and chewed up most of the games. The soldier was hurt, but it didn't pay to be mad at the unit's dog and they did without. Now, I don't remember why the mom had called the officer to relate this tale. Maybe she was a frien

Sabres Have Edge In Fort Erie
Sabres have edge in Fort Erie Patriotism favors Ottawa Senators, but Buffalo is very close to home http://www.buffalonews.com/103/story/71646.html FORT ERIE, Ont. — Their capital is Ottawa. They live in the land of the maple leaf, “Hockey Night in Canada” and Don Cherry. And when it comes to patriotism, they’re intensely loyal to their “home and native land.” But Fort Erie residents also live in Buffalo’s backyard, only a figurative slap shot from HSBC Arena. Most of them are inundated by Buffalo media reports of the Sabres. Some have bled Sabres blue and gold for almost 37 years. So where is Fort Erie leaning in the Eastern Conference finals, in the battle between the Sabres and Ottawa Senators? That depends on whom you ask. The Sabres seem to have the edge — some say a huge edge — but there clearly is plenty of support for the “last Canadian team standing.” “Go Ottawa, anybody but Buffalo,” Fort Erie resident Christine Carty said Tuesday. “I like

Call It What You Want. I Call It Love
In my lust for love and thirst for passion I dreamed of you a thousand times, even kissed your lips a million more, waiting, engaging my perilious pursuit to be loved by you..and yet my search, in vain... In the momentary lapse of busy schedules, I forget that I have loved you even before I met you... The thoughts come again.. and in your absence, my soul softly cries from missing you... Have I met you? Have we crossed paths before? Will we meet again? Do we engage in this silence of wait or burn through the obstacles to find..that all along you were the one.. You were the one..

Missin You So!
Memories Of My ANGEL GOD Had Sent To ME!!!! I miss my Lil' man that God had sent to me. Daddy and I got 8 whole days to spend with you. Though to me and daddy that may not been enough but, there is a reason that he took you to up above. I may never know that reason but I do know this. The lil while you were here I got to see some things. I got to see what you looked like, and that means the most. I also got to see the Angel that you truely are. So beautiful and calm no problems for you to worry about. I will see you one day and I hope your at the golden gates wait there for me. Rest In Peace Dominick. We all love you and I want you to know that you ARE missed.

Ripped Photos, In Re Ducks Et Al.
I'm beginning to suspect mightily that if you rip an image from the profile of another person's profile (call them "person two") then all rates of that image on your profile will actually give points not to you, but to the other person. (I think I've already verified the "you don't get points" part. I'm guessing about the other... worth checking?) Comments made on the image, I know, will still give you some points; not rates; amusing if the points don't disappear, just transfer over...

Thanks For Sharing
Have you ever clicked on a random person's blog alert, only to find out that you didn't really WANT to know that much about their life? Some people's blogs are fairly predictable. Cupcake's will usually entertain with lewd poetry, a handful of fun neologisms. Legobot's will relate some wacky news story or an amusing anecdote. Becca's will be smart, witty, funny. Jim's will be pointless. Always, always pointless. But with others... you never really know what you're in for. The writer is--more often than not--going through some kind of personal trauma, a break-up, usually, sometimes an official break-up--i.e., a divorce. This isn't so bad. If you hadn't noticed, I really enjoy my self-appointed role as divorce counselor. But sometimes... you stumble into a blog and have no idea what the fuck is going on. my heart bleeds raw with deep dark gashes i scrub grime off my soul i hilex my spirit my wounds are never as deep my bruises never as tender as my love OK.

A Friend Took The Test So I Took It Too
You scored as P!nk. Your girl is P!nk! Shes a hot woman with an attitude, but has a caring side too. Sounds like good girlfriend material to me!P!nk92%Avril Lavigne83%Angelina Jolie67%Keira Knightly67%Which hot lesbian icon girl is for you? (aimed at lesbians) (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Buster 1997-2007 Mother's Day
Today I buried my family pet. He was a wonderful Shelty breed dog and one of the best dogs I have known for many many years. He will be missed ... he just got old and died. He was one great watch dog and was loved by my family. He is gone but not forgotten. His place is empty, his food dish no longer to fill and his water dish is empty. He brought us joy and happiness for many years. His bark no longer heard when I return home for me to come to him. I will miss you, Buster. xoxo, Celtic

Remember Our Love
I was chosen today I'm learning to fly the world took me away, but please don't you cry. And I chose you today to try and be strong so please don't you cry and don't say that i'm gone. When you're feeling alone just rememberour love, I'm up near the stars looking down from above. Remember our love In a moment you'll see that i'm still here besde you when you're thinking of me. THIS IS FOR MY DOG, MY BABYGIRL, SHEBA SUE, WHO DIED ON MAY 4, 2007, SHE WAS 11 YRS OLD. I MISS HER.

The Lonely Drive
This is just something random that came to me the other day as i was driving down the road...its not very good but i dont care...i just feel like sharing... A long empty winding road Late on a summer's night The headlights barely showing the next bend Nothing but the dashboard lights and the voices on the radio for company The wind rushing in the open window, through her hair, breezing over her flesh like a lover's caress. Pushing the petal farther toward the floor Fingers tapping on the wheel to the music that is all but drowned out by the roar of the engine. A single tear slides down her cheek. Then more begin the blur her vision as thoughts blur her mind. Pushing the car faster yet. Trying to run from... A figure on the road, the screech of tires, the deadly thud of a body. Coming around to gaze into the lifeless eyes of the lover who abandoned her. ...the fate that she would run into him again.

Yep, It's Tuesday, Lol!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! The high was supposed to be 66 today - oops, it was 70 when I took the guys to school, lol. Got thunderstorms on tap for today! How I love thunderstorms!!!!! I get to hang around home for a little bit longer this morning. All my clients are late this afternoon, which means I won't be getting home until 7 or 7:30p.m. I'm not overly fond of late days, but I do what I have to! How I love belly dancing!! Good thing - we start practicing twice a week starting this week. Practice will be at one of the advanced students home on Thursday evening. Those of us that went to the workshop and learned that rather complicated choreography are going to do that dance at Butterfest in June, lol! I may be online a little less and practicing a whole lot more!! The veil dance we are learning is rather complicated, as well. As I said - practice, practice, practice!! I spent a good deal of my extra time yesterday, lol, Journaling and meditating. Yep, it is h

Love In A Mental Hospital
love in a mental hospital > > :; > > Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day mwhile they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped >into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there.Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. > When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is > you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally >respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays that you have a sound mind. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." >Edna replied, "He didn't

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Where R The Single Guys Gone?
WELL MY THOUGHT FOR TODAY IS WHEREE HELL ARE ALL THE SINGLE GUYS GONE? I MEAN DAMN THERE IS NOT MANY AROUND HERE IN LAURENS, SOUTH CAROLINA. OR AT LEAST ONES THAT I KNOW OF. SO IF YOU ARE SINGLE AND YOU LIVE WITHIN A 100 MILES OF LAURENS, SOUTH CAROLINA PLEASE GIVE ME A SHOUT OR AT LEAST LET ME KNOW THAST YOU ARE ALIVE AND NOT JUST ANOTHER FANTASY OF THIS REDHEAD. HELL I GUYS I BE 80 AND IN A NURSING HOME BEFORE I SEE ANY MEN THAT ARE SINGLE. AND MOST OF THEM WILL BE TO OLD TO FUNCTION OR WOULD BREAK A HIP ON THE WAY DOWN. NOT TO MENTION THEY WOULD GUM ME TO DEATH ....... LOL! ANY WAY I AM 37 SINGLE AND LIVE IN LAURENS, SOUTH CAROLINA AND IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO ON A DATE .... WHICH DOES NOT MEAN I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU A PEICE OF ASS..... LET ME KNOW! COME ON DINNER AND A MOVIE THAT IS A DATE OR IT USED TO BE HELL I DUNNO ANY MORE. LOVE YA MEAN IT FREAKY PAGAN AKA RHONDA AKA RED

Wow, The Commercials Did Not Lie...
... headaches are bloody awful! I have a near migraine right behind my right eye, like throbbing... I'm afraid it'll explode like in a Lucio Fulci movie. Nice image, you're welcome! I keep squinting the eye, I kinda look like Popeye.

Hello Out There!
Just in case some of you are still wondering what on earth happened to that cute Worthy chick....HERE I AM! I haven't been around much as of late, but I do still hop on to check messages and send a few hellos out to friends. So...been busy working, being a mom, fighting off all the men...just kidding, I was wondering if you were really paying attention. I started a new job about 3 months ago and it takes up a lot of my time. So between working and playing mom, I don't have much time for anything else. However, if something comes along that sounds fun...I am game! I love my job, it is so much fun, meeting new people and most of all trying to help people. I have felt a little out of my element and it is getting better with time. I am so trying to fit in that I told the guys that I would go to the strip club with them tomorrow night...LOL! The things I do to seem cool!! lol So, wish me luck and pray that they pay for my drinks!! As some may have noticed, I have deleted some photos. I h

It Is Sparky_g's Birthday..... Show Him Some Love
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Tired Of Being Harrassed! So Here Is My Bitching On It!
well i just wanted to get some frustation off my chest! i am so fucking tired of my ex trying to harrass me constantly! calling and pming me on yahoo. i have ignored him and blocked him and he makes new names and still harrasses me! for god sake he is married now and got kids. wut part of i do not want a fucking thing to do with u does he not understand? please tell me how to get rid of his ass. police say till he does something to me they can not help me. i myself do not want to f=end up fuck dead because he can not understand it is over and i want nothing to do with him. i am gettin pissed off at the situation and it is going to force me to seriously do something evil and i do not want to have to do that but i will to protect myself. my god get a fucking life and stop tryin g to take mine. okay i am done bitching and whining. lol ya'll have a cherry day bye! freaky pagan!

Back
if anyone has wondered where i have been i have hurt my lower back...i might not be on here for awhile..i hurt my lower back and need to have surgery...im in the bed and cant even get up without help from my sister...i hope to be back soon but not sure when..my sciatica is really bad and i have spasms down my leg at all times..i have a doctors appt.wednesday and then i will know when they will perform the surgery..the sooner the better cause i feel like shit...soma and vicodin have helped a lot though!!!

Homosexuality/heterosexuality? Think About It!
Here is a compiled list of questions and statements aimed towards homsexuals. Now switch it around and see how ridiculous they truly are! What do you think caused your heterosexuality? When and how did you first decide that you were a heterosexual? Is is possible that your heterosexuality is just a phase that you're going to grow out of? Is it possible that your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex? Isn't it possible that all you need is a good Gay lover? Heterosexuals have histories of failures in Gay relationships. Do you think you may have turned to heterosexuality out of fear of rejection? If you've never slept with a person of the same sex, how do you know you wouldn't prefer that? If heterosexuality is normal, why are a disproportionate number of mental patients heterosexual? To whom have you disclosed your heterosexual tendencies? Your heterosexuality doesn't offend me as long as you don't try to force it

The Story Of The Peace Pipe (sioux)
Two young men were out strolling one night talking of love affairs. They passed around a hill and came to a little ravine or coulee. Suddenly they saw coming up from the ravine a beautiful woman. She was painted and her dress was of the very finest material. "What a beautiful girl!" said one of the young men. "Already I love her. I will steal her and make her my wife." "No," said the other. "Don't harm her. She may be holy." The young woman approached and held out a pipe which she first offered to the sky, then to the earth and then advanced, holding it out in her extended hands. "I know what you young men have been saying; one of you is good; the other is wicked," she said. She laid down the pipe on the ground and at once became a buffalo cow. The cow pawed the ground, stuck her tail straight out behind her and then lifted the pipe from the ground again in her hoofs; immediately she became a young woman again. "I am come to give you this gift," she said. "It is the p

Feeling Ill (graphic)
have you ever been so sick you literally think you might die? i mean, so sick that drinking water makes you vomit again? I've shit and vomitted so many times in the last 24 hours i would have sworn my intestines came out hospital confirms not poisons, food or otherwise.. a nice bill i cannot afford. a neighbor is grilling hot dogs.. the smell made me throw up.. and i did not make it to the bathroom... thankfully at this point there is little to come out save me

Bdsm Tips For Beginners
BDSM is one of several overall names given to a collection of behaviors that involve bondage, spanking, domination, and other activities that are done in a safe, consensual, non-abusive manner and in an erotic context. BDSM is a form of erotic play that involves significant physical and emotional risks, and thus requires instruction in order to do so with reasonable safety. Accordingly, we make the following recommendations for beginners. Please understand that the tips below do not provide, nor are they meant to provide, complete instruction. 1. Do BDSM only with people you know well and are on good terms with, and when both of you are in a good mood. Trying to do it with strangers, or when either of you is tired or upset, dramatically increases the degree of risk. Avoid significant use of intoxicants. If you're not in condition to drive, you're not in condition to do BDSM. 2. Keep "reality" out of it. Unless both of you specifically agree to it ahead of time, BDSM play is

Kinda Goes With The Quote Of The Day Today.........
It's the little things in life that bring a person happiness. Not another person or thing, but the little insignificant gestures that bring the greatest joys in life.

Freinds All Over
freinds make the world go round Free as the wind Real and true freinds are always here Each time u need them In good times and bad Never to let u down and always near ,in heart Don't ever regret anybody who u think is here 4 u. And never turn ur back on freinds Love them with all ur heart Love them allways Often the ones u love are hidden from view Very much here 4 u Eeach and every day Resting til u need them or they need u

Another New Developement
Man! How do I end up with so much work! Must be a gene thing ...lol Now.... somehow I have positioned myself to be one of the leaders of a new internet marketing team. I guess I knew this was happening.. It was one of my goals. I just hope it won't take any more time away from my friends.... seems like theres not enough time now. Any one struggling in Marketing or building a home business, let me know, we will be able to help you. I have started a web site to help, its still in progress, but you can jion now and you will get more personal guidance while the membership is small and the site is growing. Come join me! http://www.hereisyours.com/homebiz/index .php Be back soon......Scott

All Thats Left
i awake in the night cold sweats images of you why cant i forget i want so bad to forget you plague my mind like a bad dream i drown myself im fawkin pissed after what u put me through what do u expect me to do sit here and cry beg you to come back im done with you and all your games all that's left of us are the pictures in these frames Ive tried so hard to make things work but your so set in your ways so set in making me hurt now the time has come to say goodbye your control of me and my life is about too die I can see in your eyes all the pain that's inside the look on you face just cant hide the hatred within im pushing you back but still your here haunting my dreams and making me wonder what am i to do so i turn up this bottle all i see is myself just sitting there on the shelf all i see is me sitting here alone all i see is me me without you

The Underground.....
Dollar bills and dirty deals, Smokey ash, and pointy heels, Roaming eyes, and naked hips, Secret doors, and playful whips. Martini ice and Blackjack kings, Naughty girls with angel wings, Roulette wheels, and millionaires, Greedy hands, and nervous stares. Dancing shoes and Poker bluffs, Sharp black suits and silver cuffs, Private rooms and fancy meals, Shiny red Ferrari wheels. Slimy seals and VIP’s Sloppy kisses, bouncing knees, Frilly skirts and winking eyes, Sliding zippers, loosened ties. Photo shoots and makeup bags, Kinky sex, designer tags, Painted lips, and furry coats, Bodyguards and secret notes. Coloured jazz and piano blues, Sneaky whispers, toxic booze, Illegal guns and flick-blade knives, Fake id’s and stupid wives. Loyal mistress, healthy pockets, Swinging orgies, hotel dockets, Dope deal runners, dirty cash, Popping pills and hydro hash. Money counters, copied bills, Private mansion in the hills, Crooked coppers, blinded eye

Crazy Tattoo Contest Updated
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/21 thur 5/26 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

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Cherry Tap Porn Bots
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I Regret
My God, why did you take my mother? Angles took the wrong one - not her - another. Regret is a feeling that I feel everyday; You took her from me, and I didn't say - "I Love You, Mom," in my own way; Only to hear her say it back to me. God, why couldn't you just let us be? She didn't deserve to die; Didn't deserve to be in pain, Only to leave me here asking you why - Night after night when I cry in vain.

What Do You Need?
Here's the deal: if you want to find out what that mysterious something is in your life that has been lacking, put Google to the test. Go to Google and type - (your FIRST name) needs. And don't cheat by looking for the one you like best; just take the first link Google gives you. Then leave a comment saying What You Need. When i Googled Willie needs, it came up with.... 1. Willie needs to get laid. LMAO

Before I Forget This Wknd
thanks to all the men and women who have and still r serving this country to make it a better world for us to live in.for the iraq war USA needs to pull troops out and just make the damn place a glass plant.with all the sand a big ass nuke would make it shine for all to see. tc and same going over there all.come home soon to end all the damn bullshit there.

Dad And Child Contest Update
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Why I Didn't Quit - My Rant
I was going to quit CT today after being bugged to death by some people who just won't take silence for an answer (NO! for those of you who need translation). However, after being reminded (by a friend) of who I am, I have decided to give this a while longer. When I let people add me as a friend, it does not mean that you are on my fans list, nor are you family until I decide that you are. If you'd like to be treated like a piece of crap, trust me, you will get what you ask for. Being told over and over again how "beautiful", "sexy", etc. is a real bore. There is a person inside the hair and the face, and if you want to talk to me, you'd better come at me with more than your dick in hand. (Seen one, seen them all.) I am a well-loved friend of many people, including musicians, family and friends. I have a favorite on here, and if you have to ask if it's you, trust me, it isn't. He knows who he is. Does he consider me a favorite? I would like to think so, but hel

Lately....
Lately You are growing more impatient with me. Lately I have not heard you say, "I love you." Lately I'm wondering if it's gone. Lately I feel as if I'm bothering you. Lately My heart has been aching. Lately I been wishing for your touch. Lately I wonder if you wish the same thing. Lately I just need to hear your voice. Lately It seems I have to wait in line. Lately All I've done is love you. But lately You haven't. So what do I do? What can I say, or not say? What am I to think? I'm scared out of my mind about losing you Lately.

By 10am...
May 26, 2007 my little girl had walked across the stage that welcomed her into what is now truly considered adulthood. She's no longer a child in high school. She's graduated. Its been such an incredible experience to be her mother. Not that my job is anywhere near over, I'll always be mom.. but I don't think anyone will ever truly grasp just how much I have been blessed. My amazing, blonde blue-eyed lil girl is no longer a lil girl. BUT.. BUT, she'll ALWAYS ALWAYS be a mommy's girl. I've watched this exquisite creature grow from just a happy baby into a beautiful, funny, gifted, completely out of control and yet so disciplined young woman. And believe you me, she has no qualms with telling anyone just how great and amazing she is. She knows. I've cried a thousands tears today. From the moment I sat behind her to straighten hair and thought, "Wow.. its the last time I'll have to wake up at 5am to hot iron this kids hair before school." Then again when I had to get out of th

Twenty-one Steps
Twenty One Steps Arlington where our unknown soldier lies The place to honor those who gave their lives Those that died that generations be free May we remember them through eternity This Unknown Soldier guarded day and night By the choice of a few and with all their might To show mankind their respect and dignity To those who defended our lives and liberty Twenty one steps, he takes twenty one steps Eyes locked in honor for the soldier he guards And twenty one seconds before he turns To honor the soldiers who never returned Twenty one steps until the end of time For our lost soldiers we cannot find They gave their lives for you and me The price paid to preserve our dignity So let's take twenty one steps, just twenty one steps Lock our eyes in honor for our soldiers that died And think for twenty one seconds about their sacrifice To preserve our freedom and our children's lives.

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4 Non- Blondes- What's Up
So , this has been my qua h song since I was 13 and was off in the hell of life already (long story) but-(lol) Now- I'm 28 .. and it's still my song.. and I'm still inlove with Linda Perry. This song right here.. is like a punch in the gut for me. It brings back so many memories of just hope and drive and resolve and fear and everything. This song I think.. every one can feel sometimes. What’s Up? 25 years AND my life and still I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope For a destination I realised quickly when I knew I should That the world was made FOR this Brotherhood of man For whatever that means [Chorus:] And So I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed JUST To get it all out what's in my head AND I, I Am feeling a little peculiar AND So I wake in the morning and I step Outside AND I take deep breath AND I get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on And I SING hey-YEAH-YEA-EAH, EAH HEY YEA YEA I said hey! what's go

Men Are Like
MEN!! For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage. WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives .....They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...Bananas .....The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ...Weather.....Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ...Blenders.....You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ...Chocolate Bars.....Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ...Commercials .....You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like...Department Stores.....Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ...Government Bonds.....They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like...Mascara.....They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like...Popcorn .....They s

Interesting
I can’t get the vision out of my head I toss and turn in my bed I close my eyes I try to hide from these feelings inside I have been hurt many times before I have fallen to the floor I have crawled on my knees I have felt my heart bleed I don’t want to have these feelings inside I want to have a free mind But my heart has found the crack Through the walls that protect Find Me....... I never want to feel I never want the pain I never want to lose I never want you To be in my life So why don’t you walk away I can’t get you free of me I really wish I could see But yet I am so foolish To believe I don’t want you But yet everything I do.... Is all for you I find you are too far away Yet I want to stay...... The journey never begins I am paying for my sins Running a race I will never win Walk away Turn around and Walk away what I do best Walk away I do not want to feel the pain.

Wiccan Pentacle Will Finally Mark Fallen Soldiers' Graves
MADISON, Wisconsin (AP) -- Since Korean War veteran Jerome Birnbaum died in 2005, his grave in a pagan cemetery had been marked with only a pile of stones and U.S. flags. On Memorial Day, Birnbaum's grave and those of other military veterans will be dedicated with government-issued markers etched with a symbol of their religion -- the Wiccan pentacle. Wiccans sued the government last year, arguing that it was unduly stalling a decision on whether to add the pentacle to the list of acceptable symbols for veterans' graves. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans added the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief." (See a timeline of the history of Memorial Day) "I like to see our success literally etched in stone, because it will be," said Birnbaum's wife, Karen DePolito. She said winning the fight is vindication for all Wiccans. Half of her husband's ashes were scattered outside their house in Utah, while the rest were interred

Temp Bombers List, To Help Me Sort Out Links And Bio's.
This is just a temp list until we get everyone in and together, as its a new bomb squad so gonna take a little time. ME (Raven) Bubba Lezka Crazy Lady, (Bubbas Mom) Sting DJ Soulz DJ BearNekkid if i missed anyone then please tell me or put tbr in your name so its easier for me to know who you are?!?!?!?! Thats it for now until i speak to the remaining ppl WITHOUT TBR Bombers in their name ... tut tut!

Ok, Copy And Repost Adult Questions - Dont Be Shy
1. Is sex best morning, afternoon or night? HELLOOO???? How would I know??? 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right side 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? I love Chicken 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No, I have never been drunk.. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Left 6. Candles or Incense? Both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? I dance even when everybody is watching . .hehehe 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? No. I played that I am a firewoman 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Filipinoes are very particular in cleanlines.. 12. Shower or bath? Both 13. Do you pee in the shower? No 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Chinese 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Don’t know yet 17. Do you love someone

Women
ok well dont know what too say but i will tell you i like meeting women i love women with sexy eyes nice lips and been single for 5 years it time for a change if there are anybody instersted get in touch with me and lets see what happens with lots of love wayne d

Poem For Bettie
another poem for my number one friend whos going throught lots of rain right now... a million miles I am a million miles away, I wish i was close to you, i am close to you in my heart, there are many people i meet in life, there all the same except you, your my sunshine and rain, my pot of gold under the rainbow, my world in this universe, Will you always smile for me, as i smile for you, Will you marry me if i ask? will you be there for me, like i would be for you, will you love me like i love you, your heart is mine, for now and forever.... love bedrock

Who Else Wants To Screw Me
Ok...Ok...so I have been braging about how everything is great...well step on my freking toes why dont ya...So i cant spell out what happened its just to devistating but answer me this question why is it when you give your heart and soul to people they can find the one thing that can really hurt you and when you confront them on it they blow it off like "GET OVER IT"... SOmetimes I wanna crawl into a hole and hide...but then sometimes I want revenge..and right now I want revenge so bad I can taste it...But i want the revenge to benifit me and to hell with the reaction hopefully it would just speed up certin processes..... AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

It Doesn't Matter Where You Go.....
If only we could teach our children, The finer principles of life: Love one another. Have faith we are not alone. Love, Faith, Hope, Patience, Compassion, and Tolerance. I pray for all of these things..

Native American Poetry
Call To The Four Sacred Winds By Spirit Wind (Pat Poland) I call to the East, where the Father ascends to all Mother Earth where life begins. I fly through the cedars, pines, willows, and birch as animals below me wander and search. I call to the South, to the land down below. Turtle stands silent, as man strings his bow to hunt food and fur for his kin before snow. A life will end so others will grow. I call to the North, that yansa once knew. I follow their path til it disappears from view. Once vast in number, there stand but a few. I hear only ghost thunder of millions of hooves. I call to the West, to the ends of the lands, to the Tsalagi, Kiowa, Comanche ... all bands. Unite for the strength. Teach the young and demand that you are Native Americans. Learn your tongue and stand. My name is Freedom... I fly through this land. I call to the Four Sacred Winds of Turtle Island. Ghost Warriers By Donald Hook Shadows dan

A Confession
I have to admit, I'm a bit of a prude. I'm also tipsy right now, so forgive the lack of coherent tone in this post. I know better than to be prudish. I love women. I love their shapes, their scents, their voices, their virtues. I love making women happy and sharing time, pleasure, and joy with them. Nothing makes me happier than a woman's joy. So even though I know better, why am I sometimes a prude? I don't have a good explanation. Well, that's why I'm here, to get over that. I love beauty and I know it and I want to take some time to celebrate it. That's all for now. Everyone have a good night and for my sake if not your own, don't overlook the beauty around you!

The Wooden Bowl
I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate a lone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he h

Scallops Provencale
Scallops Provencale Plump, slightly sweet scallops take almost no time to cook and make for an easy and delicious weeknight dinner. Just be sure not to overcook them -- five minutes should be plenty for small bay scallops, while larger varieties will take a bit longer. Credit: Eater's Choice Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound bay scallops * 1/4 cup white flour * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 2 cups snow peas * 2 cups sliced red peppers * 1 cup sliced mushrooms Directions: Rinse the scallops and dry with a paper towel. Roll the scallops in flour. In a wok or large skillet, saute the scallops and garlic in olive oil until tender (about 5 to 10 minutes). Add the snow peas, red peppers and mushrooms and mix until heated through. Serve over rice.

What True Friends Are!
Some of yall know of that saying, "Nice guys finish last", well I know two of those guys, They are two of the most wonderful men out there, Both very caring, very loving. Would go to the end of the earth to make sure I am happy. I'm not gunna drop any names but they know who they are. I just wanted to thank them for everything they have done for me, Down to the latest thing that has happend in my life, Both we're there for me in ways no one else would, well besides My mom. All three were my rock in the stress and painful time. I even woke my mom up a 5 in the morning cryin and she didnt get mad at me for it. The other two would drop what they are doin to be by my side! You dont find many friends out there like that, people who would drop what they are doin just to help you out when u need it the most, If you do find people like that, dont let them go, You will kick youself in the ass for it!

Hurt
I hurt, oh how I hurt Searching for answers Where do I turn? My heart filled with despair Crushed and torn apart Should I make a new start? Or should I just forget about it and not go on Theres no point in living My life is pointless; worthless What the hell did I do to deserve this? Everybody is leaving me behind I need a place to go and unwind To escape from it all I need answers I need help I need someone to save me from all hell I need love I need hope I need someone to help me cope I need direction I need understanding But most of all I need to know that Im needed

Ugh Feel Like Shit
If I seem to ignore ya'll tonight its just my head is pounding...I was running threw the house today to catch the phone ,triped on Koda ( my lil puppy ) and slamed my head on the tial floor .I went to the hospital and recived 5 stiches in my freekin head ...Damn i hate weekends lol Higs and kisses my Kodas

I'm Up For Sale
Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Bittersweet
I dream you, breathe you My heart pulses your name How long do I have too ache Dry my tears of emptiness Cry out for your touch Beg you for my completeness My body wracked with carnal lust Dreams of your touch Words of sultry passion Whispered with heavy breath Will make my skin shiver with delight Longing to see the electricity in your eyes Embracing effect of your voice That will caress my soul Fears that will take flight in your arms I will wake up in the morning Face another day same as the last Battered by the bitter sweet agony www.hostdrjack.com

Do You Want To Be An Official Peter Britt Country Girl?
Would you like to be an official member of the Peter Britt Country Girls Club? Do you have what it takes? Well, do ya? lol Well, all it really takes is to be a true supporter of Peter Britt and my music. For those who become official members, you will receive and official member card that will give you back stage access for any show I play, anywhere. You will also get front row seats if available. So what are you waiting for? Just remember that the PBCG's should be true supporters, active supporters and absolutely LOVE the music. Well, that last part sure helps. lol Now below, you will also find some official Peter Britt Country Girl merchandise available and just so yoou know, NO, I don't make a fortune if you buy a PBCG shirt, thong (Man I love the thongs. lol) or anything else. Matter of fact, I make almost nothing on these. They are for the Peter Britt Country Girls to let EVERYONE IN THE WORLD know that THEY are OFFICIAL Peter Britt Country Girls. So, take a look, get a shirt,

For Any Newbies Part2
ok the next thing for all to know about our lifestyle is this,you can be a part time but if you ever get a fill time partern then you can never make them feel the way they need to,it will never work out one fill and one part time,i know hands on i am a fill time 100% Dom and i had a sub who only wanted to be part time it didn't last cause i didn't get what i needed from her and this goes as well for a fill time sub if their owner is part time the sub don't get happy don't get their needs met,i say if you are going to be part time then get someone to fit that with you don't get one who is fill time cause you will do more hurt and pain than it is wroth. june5,2007 written by LordRipper

Blonde Jokes
Blonde LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking........ And one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away.......... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you SEE Florida ...?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the Mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She Says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and th en today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the

Best Kid On Ct Contest! Score Updates
Best Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of Kids for this contest! 1st Kid is...... with 67 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 70 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Winds!
There are winds that remind us, that we are small an weak. When they blow harder and faster ,we feel there is going to be some what of a disaster. That is when we pray to ask God for it to be meek. When all and all is calm, we look towards the sky to thank the Lord our Master. So now we know we have to show the ultimate respect. Then God will let us all know what to really expect!

Feed Up With Losers For (justin)
yes i am single yes i am sad but my x needed to get help i had my birthday and shit i went to prom that was cool there been alot of shit going on but there is one person i cant get off my mind that besides my mom but i wont tell cuz no one would care he dont care so what ever i keep my secreats in my heart and let them eat away at my soul intill you come back to me and tell me every thing is ok and hold me tight but i know that day will never come because you dont see me in your life any more you see me as dead worm not usefull if it anit moving i will always be dead to you i am sorry justin bye

Why Is It?
*warning.. Rant, brought on by my ex boyfriend* That no matter what I do, I seem to attract assholes? Gah! The last guy I dated left me three days before leaving for Iraq (on our "anniversary"). Which I could understand somewhat. He said he was coming back for me.. well.. guess what? He came home and fucked my friend and got her name tattooed on him after he sat there and told me for months how he misses me and can't wait to see me when he gets hom. Worst part is he didn't even have the balls to tell me, I found out from his myspace. I guess that's what happens when you date your best friend of seven years. Not to mention the fact I was completely faithful to him and was totally thrown into the military life... he was the ONLY military guy I dated. Yet he insists to message me complaining about how he and kristin arent getting along.. or some other stupid problem.. GAH! WHY CAN'T I JUST FIND A NICE GUY!?!

Age
age a.. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING "SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL, YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL. "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!" I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. THEN, THAT UGLY, OLD, WR

Can U Read This!
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Clever Woman
> >An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse >full of money. She wanted to open a savings >account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she >said, she had a lot of money. > >After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an >employee took the elderly woman to the president's >office. > >The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She >placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was >curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The >elderly woman replied that she made bets. > >The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" > >The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are >square." > >The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to >win a bet like that. > >The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, >"Would y

Not Feeloin Well
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Poetry- Confused
My knees start to shake When you're in sight My mind is filled with wonder My heart with fright When will this feeling stop? When did it start? How can i listen to my mind? Without breaking my heart? I'm so confused What should I do? I can't think of anything Except you Should I ignore you Or just give it time? I can't think straight My heart controls my mind

Dam Bitch Gets To Me Everytime.
Well folks.. I did it again. A really stupid thing but I learned a great lesson as well. The lesson was really learned thanks to my good friend Stang. Her blog taught me that lesson. I would like to blame this shit on PMS, which had struck the middle of this week, and it is a valid defense. I just feel the need to admit I was childish. My guy, has been getting comments from an old girl he used to "hang" with. Now, I didnt say sleep with, I said hang with. But, well, it hit a nerve. I would wake up in the morning, ready to send him a nice lovey dovey comment and there was this bitches face on his page every time. Now, a comment is a comment, but EVERYDAY. That was too much for me and my PMS to handle. I asked him what the deal was about this. I expressed to him that I know women and feel that she is wanting something she cant effin have. Apparently he didnt understand this because he started sending her comments back which in turn not only blew my damn PMS out of the wa

Father Day Contest Come Show Wildman55 Some Luv And Help Vote
OK HERE I GO POSTING MY FIRT OPEN BLOG , SMIRKS .. I HOPE ALL HAD A GOOD NIGHTS REST AND IS HAVING A WONDERFUL SUNDAY SO FAR . IMMA ASKING FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO COME HELP SHOW SOME LUV FOR WILDMAN55 WITH ME .. THANKS ALL AND CONTINUE TO HAVE A HAPPY SUNDAY ..

On Ct
I have talked to a lot of people since i have joined CT, and all of them have been really nice....There is one man in particular that has caught my attention, and I have to say, I can't seem to get him off my mind. He is very sweet and funny, and for the first time ever, I am really considering meeting him...I have never met anyone that i talked to online so it is kind of scary, but I think I should take the chance with him. We have talked a lot, hours a t a time, and even though he is younger than me, I haven't had that good of a conversation in quite a long time... I know he is going to read this and i just want him to know, I am most definately falling for him...its gotten to the point where i just get online to look for him....some people have commented about us, wondering if we are professing our love for each other on people's mumms, and if those people read this then the answer is yes....well I think thats enough for my first blog......

The Factors Of Marriage (this Turned Into More Of A Rant Than Anything Now)
So after seeing Bill last night and talking to him about things that we both could understand, this is what I am going to explain to you, my friends. What Bill noticed on his first meeting of my husband was something I thought ok, he just doesn't know him yet. Then a friend I had worked with who knows my husband Steve had also noticed that he has been more along the lines of a typical, asshole. And here I was thinking it was something minor. Nope. Not when you have a friend who can tell something isn't right on a first meeting, then you check with friends who know your spouse, then if THEY notice the same thing that someone who doesn't know the person says, then guess what? It's completely official. I guess I had overlooked the attitude for a while because it was something I didn't want to believe for myself. Yes, if I am pushed ever so far, I can fight back. This time I didn't take the warnings lightly. All I know is that in the past couple of years he has changed, and I guess

To My Heath... He Who Has Half My Heart
Where do I start? I met a man on September 19, 2005 Who had the most incredible eyes I had ever seen. He had a face that was so perfect. So perfect I thought he was fake. I spent 9 months getting to know him. We talked nearly every day. See, he wasn’t perfect He had things that he thought no one else would understand. All his obsessive-compulsive issues. This man has to separate M&M’s before he can eat them He makes a hamburger like no one else. (yes I know how) Satin sheets White towels Blue shirts on blue hangers Shoes lined up at the door Pictures hung perfect on the wall. As we talked I found out that someone else Shares the same love for the stars. Someone else that feels so alone Just like me. Someone whose childhood was little more then a nightmare. The pain he endured The beatings The abuse The fear that lived in his heart. The anger he carries with him each day because of it. I loved him with all my heart. And he went away. A few weeks la

I Desire You....
I feel you, oh how I feel you, so close though you're so far away your touch your mind your body... your soul next to me, beside me... with me Your touching me, mesmerizing me with your eyes filling me with your touch melting me with your sensuous kiss I taste your kiss, all day long, though I have yet to actually taste it I imagine, fantasize about you and my desire, my fantasies... my needs There's so much I desire - to be with you in every way possible... next to you, beside you, with you... touching you I desire you...

Danny N
We weren't very close when i lived in MN..but the past year we recconected and i only talked to him not too long ago. Ya know when you see people that pass on the news, and their family talks about how special a person their loved one was and how good they were. Sometimes i just want someone to be like..*well the guy was an asshole* lol ya can't say that here. I get that now. Wish I would have had more time with ya buddy...miss the shots via text msgs lol and i wish we could have gotten that drink this summer and caught up. I miss you man love you and I know i'll see you again. If anyone who knows anything can keep me in the loop i'd be much obliged...and if anyone needs anything..no matter now big or small..don't hesitate. much love

As I Lay Before You
As I Lay Before You As I lay before you naked and see the passion in your eyes, I want so much to please you and feel your hot breath on my thighs. I long to bring you pleasure, feelings that you've not yet known - as you thrust so deep inside me in that place for you alone. To know your bodies secrets, it's recesses to explore, as I expose my own to you - not bashful anymore. So tell me your desires, that when we're next entwined, I'll know the ways to send you on a journey most divine.

Catch A Rainbow
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Dead Beat Dads
Why is it after 5 yrs you would even attempt to see something you ran away from before she was even born ? I just cant fathom the thoughts the made this man come to this conclusion that he should reappear from his friendly neighborhood gutter and try popping back in to my life or hers. What thought would make someone think its ok to run away for well over 6 yrs and come back like nothing is wrong?? Want to see her vist her or get custody. Seriously outta ya mind is what id tell you cause its never gonna happen. Ruining my life is one thing but shes innocent id rather see your dead lifeless body in a gutter then anywhere near my child. My child not yours i gave birth to her and have raised her for almost 6 yrs without your broke ass helping me out once. GAH why turn our world upside down all of a sudden ?? it just doesnt make sense to me at all. .......... ok so that all there

Power Of A Proud Bbw
I am Big and Beautiful I have curves like you've never seen Yes, when I walk, I jiggle I have lots of Junk in my Trunk I know where I shop I know what I eat But when I put it down It cannot be beat. You girls that are 1's and 2's You do not know the pleasure that is me My sisters that are 20's and up Know the pleasure of not giving up. We strive in a world that looks down on us, We persevere in a society that wants none of us. We love like no other Our style can not be beat. You tell us we would be pretty if we lost weight Maybe if you gained a pound or two You'd understand the glory that comes with being us. Our skin is smooth Our shape is curved We don't need plastic surgery to give us an ass, We do it Au Natural, We do it with Class. So this is a call to all my Big, Beautiful Sisters. Stand Up, Stand Proud. For we are the true leaders of this land. We love from the heart Not our eyes. We dress for ourselves Not for society. We are Big We are

Grow Old With You
I Wanna Grow Old With You Another day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something’s burning strong betwee

The Stories Of Jake Drake And Jack Blaze
well i'll tell you why im writing this in the hopes that you understand i did not want to become a killer but that i was born one. yeah yeah i hear you fucked up psychologists and other medical professionals "you can't be born a killer you can either transform yourself into a killer or be changed into a killer but you've always got a choice."choice is such a fucked up word dont you think? i never chose to be born a super human, i never chose to be my father and i am literally my father(clone). well first things first i guess i tell you who i am and quit rambling so i can get on with the show.the names jake drake or if your of the illegit segment of our fucked up nation then you fear me as the dragon. im writing this to tell my story because soon i will meet my good friend jack blaze or as i call him inferno. when we meet, one of us will die but were not sure which. the names jack blaze or as my beloved twin calls me the inferno. i sat down today and decided to write this because one

Fathers Day....
i hate fathers day not fathers mind you. just mine and father's day in general. you try raisng a child as your own from their birth, build a relationship, be called daddy, invest 5 1/2 yrs of your life and love into a child, only to have them taken completely out of your life, because their mom is fucking their dead biological father's brother and shes crazy. im glad that drama is out of my life but, i miss madison. i used to feel special on father's day now i just feel like shit. im sorry to be a bummer i just needed to get it out. done with it wont come up unless u ask but theres a lil insight to what has made me who i am today. luv y'all john

7 Degrees Of Cajuns
FIRST DEGREE Boudreaux and his wife were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. Boudreaux picked up the phone, listened a moment and said: "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The wife said, "Who was that?" Boudreaux answered, "I don't know, some man wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two Cajuns are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. He opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second Cajun says, "Here, let me see!" So the first Cajun hands him the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE Boudreaux suspects his wife of cheating on him, so he goes out and buys a gun. He goes to his house unexpectedly and when he opens the door he finds her in the arms of a redhead. Well, Boudreaux is really angry. He pulls out the gun, and as he does so, he is overcome with gri

I Want Gift's Lol
I am addicted to CherryTap................. I want Gift's...Gift's.... Gift's.... An my gift box is Holding Two gift's..Feel some love for this Cherry addict and send me a gift.... lol Thank's oxoxoxooxox

No More War
as i traval though the pages of our past i see the mistake that went by so very fast the peace there once was is not here any more i look around and all i see is war tottal destrotion and tottal desastar now fall to your knees and obay your master the blood lies in the sands who shall rule these lands it is our familys that are dying while we are left cring backed up against a wall dont want to take a fall have the loved ones return though the doors let there be no more wars no more war 7th rewright

Christopher's Fitness Guide Part 1
Christopher's Fitness Guide Part 1 (gears more towards women) *I have lady friends I workout with who wanted me to jot some stuff down for them, and I decided to put together a guide. I'm working on it in parts, so check on my site frequently and I'll keep updating it* If you wanna get in shape, you should read up on my guide based on information I have accuumulated over the last 3 years or so. Here are some simple rules I have learned about fitness: -There are 3 types of results you can derive from pumping iron: 1.) Power/Strength/Mass (Think the bulky guys in strongman competitions) 2.) Muscle definition/moderate mass/moderate strength (Think bodybuilders such as Arnold Schwarzenegger) 3.) Muscle tone/definition/low fat percentage (Think Suzanne Summers) -Fitness imporves not only your physical health, but also your mental health. Before I worked out, not only was I skinny (defined from years of Gymnastics, but skinny nontheless), I also tended to be depressed from

Single
hurts to much to think it sucks i didn't have much time to think while i was in oklihoma training but i have cryed everyday since i been home break-ups suck i'm not looking for anouther relationship i just need friends and honesty ,and to get my shit togeather shattered heart

Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On Ct Contest! Ends Tommorrow Morning
Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On CT Contest! I Need Tattoos of Arms And Legs for this! 1st Tattoo is...... with 2367 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 2200 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 976 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 25 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 3 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 7th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 8th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 9th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start

Just Wanted To Say Hey
Well this is my first time doing this :) I just got back from Michigan to is a long trip from Missouri to Michigan 13 hours :( I did have a nice time there and i seen my oldest girl ( 19 ) finally finish school ( woohooo). yeah i'm not a very good speller went to comes to some big words so i will find a way to get around them big words. :) Ok not sure what else to say but i'm sure that i will be typing more All Have a GREAT day/night

Night Driving Practice
I did worse than i usually did...and this was in a parking lot. I gotta relax more when i drive no matter who i am driving with. i cannot do this bad when i am driving with the tester or i will fail. Must find a way to relieve some of this pressure.

Negative Communication ......
It's amazing, but if you really look closely you'll discover that people are extremely private creatures. For all that we seem to want to boast and have ourselves become acclaimed, we still tend to bottle our truest and deepest feelings inside. And, for what? Most often to protect our helpless hearts from heaps of pain, anger, ridicule, despair or ultimately heartbreak. But, what if keeping our inner selves hidden is what causes the pain to appear in the first place? Have you ever considered that preventing the people close to us from really getting to know us is what's keeping them from giving their all as well? Every person has an inner need to be heard and understood. The people who understand us best are the ones we consider our closest friends, and the type of people we tend to gravitate towards. So, it would make sense that if we took the time to understand our partners and visa versa we could create a relationship of true closeness and intimacy. We wouldn't feel the need to h

P.m. Dawn On The Mind...yeah, I Know - Weird
So for some reason the lyrics kept popping in my head and I realized I needed to get them out before they implode my brain. Early 90s R&B is a funny thing.... I'd Die Without You by P.M. Dawn Is it my turn to wish you were lying here I did not dream you in my wish little babe Is it my turn to fiction out my world But even imaginary motions tell my self anything Is it my turn to hold you by your hands Tell you I love you when you hear me Is it my turn to totally understand That once you walk out of my life that I’d do whatever for you If I have to give away (the feeling that I feel yeah) If I have to sacrifice (whatever baby, whatever baby) If I have to take apart (all that I am) For anything that I would not do ‘Cause inside I’d die without you ‘Cause inside I’d die without you ‘Cause inside I’d die without you Oh I apologize for all the things I’ve done Now I’m underwater and I’m drowning (oh yeah) Is it my turn to be the one to cry Isn’t

From The Moment We Met
From the moment we met Until this minute right now I will never forget Getting lost in your smile The melody of your laugh The peace in your eyes Beyond all dreams I've had On so many lonely nights When I put my arms around you And I hold you so close Makes my heart feel brand new And inspires my prose From this moment right here Back to the moment we met I can't deny the way I feel For I know that I am blessed

Diary Of A Stalker..........
Below is a list of people I am "Stalking". I will visiting their profiles each and everyday and leaving comments/rates, whatever I can. These people have given time and emotional support to me in one way or another. I will be adding more people, just wanted to get started on this post, so if you dont see yur name right away, trust me you will. These names are in no particular order, just grabbing them as I see them. Thanks to all of you. goose1060@ CherryTAP Goose 1060 cameronthecrow@ CherryTAP cameronthecrow Floetic@ CherryTAP Floetic ~*Blair*~@ CherryTAP Blair DoubleNaughtSpy@ CherryTAP DoubleNaughtSpy The Chief@ CherryTAP The Chief longnslow@ CherryTAP longnslow Yellow Rose~Wife of Furey@ CherryTAP Yellow Rose-Wife of Furey furey@ CherryTAP Furey BooBoo.......

Time For The Lake
Well it's time for the lake and nude sun bathing i so can not wait just tonight and i will be free .... the lake water feels so good on my naked skin and the sun oh so nice .... I hate winter just for the reason that i cant go to the lake for 6 months or more and by then i loose my tan... so just to share i am going to the nudie lake and i just cant wait may seem dumb but well thats for yall to think and me to enjoy the lake

Friggin' Commie Bastards!!!!
I don't get it. I mean what is the point of having the double point happy hours and having the "I'm Bored" link at the top of the page, if you aren't supposed to use them? Seems like everytime there is a happy hour and I try to leave people a bunch of rates or comments, I get slapped with: "You're rating to fast, stop flooding our servers" or Slapped with the nasty Anti-Spam message. Stop all the whining and let us have some fun, for Christ's sake!!!!

Mexican Beans
Mexican Oysters Big Texan stopped at a local restaurant following a day roaming around in Mexico . While sipping his tequila, he noticed a sizzling, scrumptious looking platter being served at the next table. Not only did it look good, the smell was wonderful. He asked the waiter, "What is that you just served?" The waiter replied, "Ah senor, you have excellent taste! Those are called Cojones de Toro, bull's testicles from the bull fight this morning. A delicacy!" The cowboy said, "What the heck, bring me an order." The waiter replied, "I am so sorry senor. There is only one serving per day because there is only one bull fight each morning. If you come early and place your order, we will be sure to save you this delicacy." The next morning, the cowboy returned, placed his order, and that evening was served the one and only special delicacy of the day. After a few bites, inspecting his platter, he called to the waiter and said, "These are delicious, but they are muc

Touching Ectasy
I want to feel you deep inside me, moving ever so slow. I want you to take me to all these places called ectasy you know. I want to feel your tongue upon me, as you will feel mine. I want to feel you inside me till the end of time. I want to feel you caress my soft body with your hands, wait baby, don't rush, I have no other plans. Kiss my lips so softly and gently enter me, you should always no, you're the only one I need....

Last Message From Kristy
A step back I want to thank everyone for all of the support and attention that Kaleb has received however, it has become WAY too big for me and Josh to handle right now. Kaleb is starting to get better and now is the time for us as parents to be proactive in his treatment and rehab. We are very tired and weary at this time. All of our strength and focus needs to be on Kaleb & our family. We are EMOTIONALLY drained as well as physically. My blog posting is going to considerably decrease from this point forward. My words are being misconstrued and taken out of context by some. I have to take a step back in the interest of Kaleb. I guess you could say that we are taking a step back to take a step forward for Kaleb. I still however would love for Kaleb to still be in your prayers. This is ALL we need from anybody. This is all I wanted in the beginning but received SO much more from all of you wonderful people. Obiviously all of our prayers are working and I would be heart brok

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All she knows is she makes the moon glow Lights up the night with just sound Empties the boys of their dreams Xactly less than when they left the ground I always look for her in the sunrise Standing still for hours at a time Maybe i should just shoot for something A little lower than the moonlight Remember me when the day comes I know I will hold you in my heart Even as the ashes blow around my feet Smile when you think of me Take the time to listen to the silences Every now and then like the way i do Vacancy in this heart full of closets Each and every room is full of bones Needles and pins in the bed i sleep Steal a thought and lose my place Open up my head and walk right in Naked as sin and now I'm done with this

Brandy..
Personally I never know what is going to happen from here on out.. I was going to go to bed but i had to write a blog about what happened to me at Myrtle Beach today. I came here to see a close friend of mine that I thought was gonna spend time with me. I can't blame her for not hanging out with me cause she was with family. All I got was a wave and to take a glimpse of Savanna. She's adorable.. I hope I have a girl like that someday. Brandy is cool.. I can't hate her for not hanging out with me at all.. All I can do is keep looking for people who will be my true friends. Who will love me for who I am rather than what I will do for them. I am very hurt. I feel like crying. But crying over people you love who don't show the same isn't worth it. You can't control people just control what you do. After this year I don't see myself doing anything for anyone other than family and if I ever have a girlfriend. At least you can rule Myrtle Beach off my list of things to do.

Sunday, June 24, 2007
Sunday, June 24, 2007 Progress~! Kaleb is making progress! Friday night a Native American Christian Pastor came up to the room and played the wooden flute for Kaleb... It was absolutely beautiful. Kaleb loved it, he responed so much. He was moing his whole body and opening his eyes. It was wonderful to see such a positive response out of him. So he will be coming back once a week and I am looking forward to this. Early Saturday AM Kaleb had a couple spells of tachycardia (high heart rate) and problems maintaining his tempeture. They've taken the air blower off of him and have replaced it with a heating Pad that is underneath a buch of sheets on his bed. He had periods where he was awake on Saturday. I worked him out and he tried to fight me so that is a good thing. Him showing resistence shows that he is thinking. We talked to the doctors and hopefully he will be making some progress. The menengitis is pretty much gone. They are giving him one more treat

Today Is Another Day
I am (not exactly late for work) but i am not early either. Not the way i usually am. So i have issues to work around. I have to go into work and tell them i failed my first driving test. Most people fail it but now i also have to tell them i am taking it this week. The only thing that cause me to fail it were my nerves. All that waiting to take a test. Punctuality is the key. I hope I can find a way to get there early or arrive at work early. Somehow I want to get there at a good enough time even if this means coming to late and leaving later in the evening I can handle that. I just want my driver's license so i can get this part of my life over with.

(s)lush
1 lemon, squeezed 8 large strawberries 1 t. sugar (don't forget me!) 6 ice cubes vodka (be generous) Put the above in a good blender. If you don't have a good blender, sell some of your crappy CDs (all of your CDs, if necessary) and buy one. Pulse. Pour into your prettiest glass, add a straw and a drink umbrella (only if it's raining). Drink several of these, then go outside and find some fresh flowers. Pick them, regardless of whose yard they are growing in. Glue or otherwise attach the flowers to your body and take photos. In a couple hours, we'll have a lovely CT flower snatch. Er, patch.

Saphire & Round Table Bombers
Lets all give Saphire & the round table bombers a special visit with love, ratings, comments for all the hard work they did bombing our soldier into 1st place!!! They are wonderful! here is her link.. thank you all very much muahz

What Do Your Eyes Reveal
You scored as Passion, You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100% Eyes full of Pain75% Mysterious67% Diamond Eyes67% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Back To Work
I just enjoyed two days off of rest and relaxation...back to work tomorrow morning...I am in on wednesday and thursday...and friday is my first pay day...I can't wait...hopefully I have this weekend off...but if I don't that is okay too...have a great day my friends...thanks for all the ratings my goal of 1,000,000 point is in reach now lol...stay safe.

Family, Fren And Work
i don't know whether it's another pms of mine but damn am i being super SENSITIVE or was it i am under treamendous stress. i hate almost everything about myself now and i don't know why. WTF with my father, why does he have to bring every little damn thing home for me to do. i can't even finish the stupid job. why can't he bring accurate information home. was it because he pay me i got to do this shit. i feel like shouting on top my lung now. i feel like asking him to do my thing and get me y am i getting tension all the time. babies crying, mom screaming, my fucking sister complaining no car for tuition, no money, my mother complain no money. why do i need to hear all this?? my aunt complaining about us not making money. wtf am my father doing! Fucking father doing fucking thing. can't even understand the importance of document accuracy. i feel like shit. i feel like i just want to die. i just want to commit suicide. was it all about life?? i wonder. some are destiny to be happy an

Part Of The Benoit Story
Pro wrestler Chris Benoit strangled his wife, suffocated his 7-year-old son and placed a Bible next to their bodies before hanging himself with a weight-machine pulley, authorities said Tuesday. Nevertheless, Nancy Benoit filed for a divorce in 2003, saying the couple's three-year marriage was irrevocably broken and alleging "cruel treatment. Benoit's 43-year-old wife was killed Friday in an upstairs family room, her feet and wrists were bound and there was blood under her head, indicating a possible struggle, No suiside note was found.

At This Moment
What did you think I would at this moment? When you're standing before me With tears in your eyes? Trying to tell me that you - You found you another, And you just don't love me no more. What did you think I would say at this moment? When I'm faced with the knowledge That you just don't love me? Did you think I would curse you Or say things to hurt you 'Cause you just don't love me no more? Did you think I could hate you, Or raise my hands to you? Now, come on you know me too well. How I could I hurt you, When, darlin', I love you? And you know, I could never hurt you, ooh, ohh, ooh. What did you think I would give at this moment? If you'd stay I'd subtract Twenty years from my life. I'd fall down on my knees, Kiss the ground that you walk on If I could just hold you again. I'd fall down on my knees Kiss the ground that you walk on, baby If I could just hold you - If I could just hold you - If I, if I could just hold you Again.

Tuesday 06/26/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "The moment she fell in my arms was surely meant in time, this passion in her eyes I saw the lover I would find. The days which followed after, though filled with fleshful want, were never more remembered than the moment she did say, her heart enslaved to me now, in rapture we should stay. A lustful loving moment, a lasting place in time, eternities pass by us and still she is, but mine. Her heart will never wander, her eyes see only me, she looks into the future with the thought of what might be. And as our lips together, create the firestorm, she turns to me and whispers you'll never be alone. A moment lighted in the world for two alone to share, the storm goes unabated and passion has it's way, again this day." © 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Producitons

I Hate........
tonight i had my ex call me... he's been trying to get me back and i wanted to give him another chance just so that i would be able to say that i didn't give up you know. well he fucking calls me and asks if i talked to one of his friends. and when i told him that i didn't i asked why... then he precedes to tell me that he said something that was kinda fucked up and that i should take it to heart... well he started to just skirt around the issue and i finally just got pissed was like what the fuck did you say.... he tells me that he told his friends that i was going hill fast just like all of his other ex's... well at first i was surprised so i didn't react then when i wasn't shocked anymore i flipped out on him... i can't believe he said that about me... well two can play that game if he wants but i don't have the energy for the bullshit... i'm done if he wants to play them games he can find someone who will put up with his inability to have a job, lack of bedroom skills, immaturi

2 My Friends
Just want 2 apologize 2 all my friends, family and fans. i got a bad sunburn on my face and arms over the weekend, and touching it 2 ut on lotion or aloe spray, makes me sick. By the way, i'm tryng 2 put something on2 my page, so the my friends can send me private thoughts. Now that i am back, i will try again. U'll see when it's on. 4 now, have a great day.

K Its Time....
Tonight I will no longer have internet at home, The only way to get ahold of me online is monday through friday at 8pm til 9-930pm an then 11-1130 til 1am. I went to work today at 445 an just got a phone call from my girl an my lil sister that everything is almost moved. Its almost 9pm im scared to see all this. Its the first time I didnt have to move anything. GRR.. i dont like it when people do things by there selfs cause then they bitch later on. But it was all up to them. My girl had my mothers van an moved everything in it. umm wow... Im shocked lol... Well i better get back to work yay... Take care ~Shorty~

Remember
As I sit alone With the warm sun on my back I realise something’s missing A part of me which lacks. Could it be the trees, Reaching for the sky? Or could it be the children, Walking home, who pass me by? Perhaps, I miss the birds, Chirping sweetly above my head? All I feel is restlessness A part of me is dead. I know now what it is. Now I realise what is wrong. It’s the feeling, they call solitude, All my friends are gone. Of course I know, That as we grow, We have to make our way, We all must plot a different course, To go by everyday. I always thought my friendships, Would be round, Just like the moon But you see, I am not ready, For it all to end so soon. I miss their happy laughter, Floating on the wind. I miss the many secrets, That circulate within. The only way to keep, Our friendships woven tight, Is to keep in contact always, And then we’ll be alright!

I Was Sent This And I Wanted To Pass It Along
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

Driving
I wanted to get out this weekend and do a bit of driving but i don't have the money (took me longer than i wanted to take to get my license and cost a bit more as well...but i had not other options so i had to do what i had to do) I figure i will go out next month a couple of times.

Blockbuster
Blockbuster closing 282 US stores By MATT CURRY BW Exclusives Welcome to Planet Apple The Fed's Fiercest Foe Building Woes for Beazer One Case Against Wal-Mart J.D. Power: Cars with APEAL Story Tools order a reprint digg this save to del.icio.us DALLAS Blockbuster Inc. plans to close 282 stores in the U.S. this year to improve operating margins and expand domestic share, according to a Securities and Exchange Commission filing Thursday. Blockbuster's effort to accelerate closures of underperforming and marginal U.S. stores comes as the company is spending heavily to beef up its online-rental business to compete with rival online DVD rental service Netflix Inc. The company did not identify which stores would be closing. "Traffic is just not what it used to be when Blockbuster was the big rooster in the hen house," said Andy Cross, senior analyst with The Motley Fool. In 2006, Blockbuster closed 290 U.S. stores and transferred a quarter of the revenue f

Comment Bombers Needed!
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----god Bless My Boyfriend----
GOD KNOW THAT WE ALL NEED LOVE THAT WHY HE CREATED BOYFRIENDS WITH THEIR UNDERSTANDING HEARTS GENTLE TOUCH THAT CARES FOR OTHERS HE MADE ME A WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND ONE THAT WILL NEVER GROW OLD FULL OF LOVE AND KINDNESS A HEART THATS MADE OF GOLD HE ALWAYS BEEN BY MY SIDE WHENEVER I WOULD CALL THERE WHENEVER I NEED HIM SOLVING PROBLEMS BIG OR SMALL YES, GOD CREATED BOYFRIENDS TO LOVE US OUR WHOLE LIFE THROUGH I THANK HIM FROM THE DEPTH OF MY HEART BECAUSE HE GAVE ME YOU!!!!!

Saturday's Full Moon Offers Strange Illusion
This weekend's full moon hangs lower in the sky than any other full moon of 2007, according to NASA, and it's a good time to be fooled. When low on the horizon, the Moon can appear to be larger than when it's higher in the sky. It's all an illusion, scientists say, and it does not involve any enlarging effects of the atmosphere. Rather, it's all in your mind. Here's how it works: Our brains think things on the horizon are farther away than stuff overhead, because we're used to seeing overhead clouds that are close compared to those on the horizon. In the mind's eye, the sky is a flattened dome. With this dome as a reference, we expect something on the horizon (such as the moon) to be father, and because it is actually no farther than when overhead, our brains goof and imagine that it is larger. Skeptical? You can test this from home. When the moon first rises, hold something small like the eraser of a pencil at arms length and compare its size to the moon on the hor

Last Contest Update For The Night
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!! 808 VOTES AHEAD!!!! I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO HAVE HAD A HAND IN GETTING ME THIS FAR!! YOU LADIES AND GENTS STRAIGHT UP ROCK! I KNOW THIS BLOG/BULLETIN HAS GOTTEN A BIT REDUNDANT, BUT MY HOME PC IS ON ITS LAST LEGS AND IT IS EASIER TO COPY/AND PASTE A FORM BLOG/BULLETIN BECAUSE ITS FASTER. I NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS PC IS GANNA CRAP OUT ON ME SO I WANT TO GET THE UPDATES OUT ASAP. THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH IT. ALSO DUE TO MY PC ISSUES, IT IS HARDER FOR ME TO LEAVE YOU GUYS AND GALS COMMENT AND RATE LOVE. DONT THINK I AM IGNOREING YOU OR SLIGHTING YOU. THAT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH. THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR PATIENCE AND SUPPORT!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! Th

Love Defined...
Love Defined What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow. - Matt Dubois -

Lmao They Never Take The Hint
->billybonez: i'm happy with what i got still billybonez: if you like too sexy billybonez: well look anyways billybonez: ya i have that too ->billybonez: nope i don't go by size of cock i go by size of heart and brains hun billybonez: well ill add you to my friend list you look at my cock then ill be the winn ->billybonez: lmao nope and that's telling the truth got to guys fighting over me and i don't need a third lmao billybonez: whats good sexy is ther room on that bed for me ? ->billybonez: hi billybonez: hi

The List Of Things That I Hate/think Suck.
The list of things that we hate/suck... Cleverly penned in a drunken stupor by Nicole and Michelle between 2:30 and 3:30 AM Tuesday somewhere in a remote location in the motherfucking LC. As I understand due to certain offensive terms and certain those of you that we may or may not work with all politically incorrect (not that we believe there is such a thing) terms have been replaced with the word BANANA....so here goes.. 1. Mini vans and the soccer moms that drive them. 2. Busses and/or taxi drivers- FUCK YOU BANANAS! 3. Gaggles of BANANAS that mindlessly wander in front of your care because they have no concept of oncoming traffic (like geese). 4. Canadians. 5. Annoying guy friends that are only friends with you because they want a piece of ass. 6. Guy friends that stop talking to you and demand their shit back when you deny them ass. 7. Your mom 8. Ah-Ha (ok the video was cool) 9. People that think "Video Killed the Radio Star" was perform

Days Events
Well it seems today has been one day that will always go down in the hall of fame as being a bad day. I mean I had a great day going to the parade and being in it. But now I am feeling the after effects. My very large dog and I had a run in, litterally, she was jumping back into the back of the truck and I was leaning down and she hit my face. Now I was bleeding for a while and then my husband gave me a cold compress and then I got some soda and then I now have a fat lip lol, some forth. And I still gotta go on boat patrol.

Family Emergrency
TO FAMILY THIS RUBIA I WILL BE OFF LINE OFR THE NEXT FEW DAYS DUE TO THE FACT MY EX HUSBAND AN GIRLFRIEND ABUSE MY SON, MY EX HUSBAND WHO CHOKED AN SLAM MY SON IN TO A WALL OVER ICES PLEASE BARE WITH ME ANY ONE NEEDS HELP GO TO SHADOW OR CANDYRAIN ALSO CHERRY HAS A FAMILY PROBLEMALSO SHE HAD TO LEAVE FOR HER SISTHIER SHE WILL BE BACK ON STAURDAY EVENIN PLZ KEEP CHERRY IN THE LEAD IM SORRY LOVE RUBIA

Auto Biographical One Act Written In High School
Two Stone by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1996 Published 17 March 2004 :: Other Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Two Stone Synopsis of Characters in play Jon: an emotional disturb young man claiming that he was abused as a child by his alcoholic father. Solitary, quite, withdrawn The oldest child to the woman and Sam, is suicidal and has tried on a previous occasion to kill himself, but was unsuccessful because of Sam's interference. Has a scar on the right side of his face from the fight with Sam over the gun, the gun went off leaving him with the scar to remind him Ghost of Jon: Looks back over his family with his eyes open to both the past as well as the future, tries to guide his sister in her future Lisa: Jon's younger sister, troubled by the turmoil in the family. Takes on the role of the voice for the family and tries to become independent though she has reached and is far surpassing her capability Woman: Sees all that is happening in the home, but for

Sexy Soldier Contest End Date
Letting u all know that sometime around the 22nd of this month the contest will end offically. so get your votes in for who u want to win. and good luck to those that are in the contest.

Poem To My Babe Part One
Poem Engaged Love to the next level, lovers budding… Marriage’s door well anticipated Couple senses the power of connection… Desiring more party of soul mate Intention of intendeds manifest… Blooming for tomorrow onwards in time Compatibly longing partnership… Promising future with hearts confident Maturing commitments in world of love… Intimate assurance adoringly Progressing spirits to positive means… Kisses with meaning, and hugs enduring Beings purposefully linked by function… Jointly agreeable to peace servings Rite of passage to true love and duty Craving for the one; the other partner Sights treasuring what’s priceless and beloved On the same page accepting together Engaging in the life of romantic… Feeling presence of more growing treasure

She Has Landed
For those of you that know, Bethany and her friend left for Florida today(what was I thinking lettin my 16 year old fly alone to Florida) but anyway, they landed at 405 safe and sound!! Have a great weekend everyone

Poetry
mindless floating vivid delusions irrational thinking why even bother? i hurt the ones i love lying to them… lying to myself… denial running thick lies to cover up half-truths it’s enough to make you sick yet do you even care? all that matters is that euphoric sensation one that comes from you hearing your voice… being in your arms… a sense of security i get nowhere else it lasts but a mere moment yet feels like an eternity an eternity when nothing else matters escaping reality… but only for a time then the moment ends… the pain returns… withdrawal begins… jitteriness sets in… and all i can do is crave… want… need… you…

Holy Shat I Wanna Kill Somethin
well today started out promising but i should have know what it was gonna turn into........ well i guess ill start at the top. i was heading out to get my car fixed and i broke down on the side of the road. my father came out and picked me up, only to have the strut break in his van leaving us on the side of the road again..... we finally got back to his house, and i went to get financed on a new car. sounds simple right? well that was the easiest part of the day. after that i got back to my parents house, and my mother tried to tell me that i wasnt able to have my roommate over at their house anymore..... because he didnt have the gas to come pick me up off the side of the road. so we got into a fight and she started crying. she apologized and so did i, but she still would not talk to me afterwards.... ooooo and as it turns out u need to have proof of insurance befor they will sell u a car. so now i have to come up with 200 bucks befor monday so that i can get insurance, befor

Fishing Photos From July 8, 07 From This Ma.,it's Sweet.
July 8,2007.4lb.9 oz.Lake Trout,Unofficial Scale.I thought it was 5+ lbs. Releasing it back to grow to Lunker Size.Biggest of the Yr. for me. This Fish Spooled me took me 15 minutes to land.Had to Reel in from 70' of water.6lb.Mono.9 1/2' med.Salmon Rod,Okuma 9 Bearing Reel.Next time will send them in as Mobil. All an All,Turn'd out to be a Great Weekend.Now Time to Injoy the Company of my Awesome Kingdom Fam.An Show Kindness towards them.So Greatful to have my Precious Friends mostly from the Kingdom.Hugs + Peace.

Cell Phone Versus Bible
Cell Phone vs. Bible Wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cell phone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to Kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go: "Hmmm, where is my Bible?" Oh, & 1 more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry about our Bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill! Makes you stop & think "Where are my priorities?" And no dropped calls! P.S. DO WHAT YOU THINK GOD WOULD WANT YOU TO DO WITH THIS E-MAIL.

Help Me Out Plzzzzzzzz
PLEASE GO HELP HER SHE NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET ~*~TONI~*LORD PLZ HELP ME HELP MY STUPID SELF!!!!!@ CherryTAP MUAH PRINCESS DARK ANGEL (repost of original by 'PRINCESS DARK ANGEL~ MISTRESS OF THE DARK REALM~~WHITE DOVE CT WIFEY' on '2007-07-08 21:40:17')

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awwww it's snowing here yes i love winter and snow but Buenos Aires isn't ready for it, no chains for the car wheels or anything it's getting even colder and i hope it stops, or the transport system will be a disaster i uploaded a couple videos, and i can see through my window it's still snowing :( note: the audio sound in those videos SUCK! i'm going to look for another site where i can upload them

Sexual Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? At the stroke of midnight, Kristina died while in the sack with their lover, George Clooney.Kristina will be terribly missed by Colin Ferrel. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

When Darkness Surrounds My Soul
When darkness surrounds my soul and my heart is covered with endless fog, I see the light of your love break through all the darkness that is so thick around me. I follow your light as you lead me through the fog that is so thick and heavy as it presses so hard against my heart. But that weight is lifted from me as your light finally breaks through and completely surrounds me. Then your light becomes too bright, too warm. I start to panic. After a few moments I realize you have placed the armor of your love around me. Still I fight and struggle, trying so hard to find holes, flaws, rusted spots in this perfect armor that you have given so freely to me. Nothing could possibly be this good, this true. I see your patience, but how long will it last? I feel myself starting to grow, struggling with each growth pain that comes to my spirit. Then I see the many ugly jagged thorns that came with my very small growth spurt. They prick and hurt you so much. I wonder, will y

This Should Be On Your Bathroom Mirror...
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

People Ripping My Pic
Ok this ASS told me he is going to "rip my pic" but "make up for it" http://www.cherrytap.com/user/385529 Heres the thing...... Unless you are getting me a date with a gorgeous asian goddess that will take my virginity and cuddle all the time ya aint gonna make up for ripping my pic sufficiently, ALSO, you wanna rip it, YA NEED TO ASK PERMISSION I made the pic for ME, not for some talentless BUM to rip and use for whatever he likes.

Truth
i just woke up its 9.37am 111/7/07 i think that world time should be the same and then we could allways be together as one time zones should not be god should not of done i6 that way ans yes if you dont know2 am a christaIN BUT HERRS ANOTHER THING I DONT G CHURCH AS I THINK WITH ALL THE POVERTY IN THE WORLD CHUCH SHOULD BE LIKE IT WAS IN THE BEGINNNING THERE CHUCH SHOULD BE ON THE WSTREETS OR ON A PIECE OF GRASSS AND IF IT RAINS THAN WE ALL WOULD BE WASHES WITH GODS HOLLY WSPIRIT AS I BELIVE RAIN IS HOLLY WATER AS IT WASHES THE DIRT OF THE STREETS AND GOING TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND GET DRESSED BE BACK SHORTLY PLEASE RATE MY BLOGGS I NEED VOTES JOIN MY LOUNGE ASWELL LINK TO MY LOUNGE IN BLOGS ASWELL IN BLOGSS IS ONE WITH MY MSN AND YAHOO MESSENGER ADDRESS I HAV E CAM AND MIC DEREK GOD BLESS YOU ALL, WHEN I COME BACK AM WRITING SOME MORE GOT OF THE BLOGHGING B OOK GOD BLESS YOU ALL DEREK MRDJ2007