Each day I lose a little more
it starts out sunny then starts to pour
I try to think about tomorrow
but it only brings me more sorrow
I try and act like it's alright
but I fight between dark and light
an endless battle, stupid war
I just can't do this anymore
There are many things I should live for
but they just don't seem to happen anymore
no one understands that I am unwell
I am living in my private hell
The dark, the light which should I choose
either way I pick I still lose
if I choose the light, I must still fight
but if I choose the dark I can say good night
I've been pushed and shoved
I know I am unloved
you never saved me when I was depressed
I can tell you were just not impressed
I know I was rejected
all my attempts you deflected
even when i just started talking
you turned your back and started walking
So as I began falling
no one heard me calling
I don't have wings to fly
I am on my way to die
It's now to late to help me
I have set myself free
I can't feel the hurt
as I am buried in the dirt
Just remember one thing
you were my everything
I loved you with all my heart
but now we are forever torn apart
