mindless floating
vivid delusions
irrational thinking
why even bother?
i hurt the ones i love
lying to them…
lying to myself…
denial running thick
lies to cover up half-truths
it’s enough to make you sick
yet do you even care?
all that matters is that euphoric sensation
one that comes from you
hearing your voice…
being in your arms…
a sense of security i get nowhere else
it lasts but a mere moment yet feels like an eternity
an eternity when nothing else matters
escaping reality…
but only for a time
then the moment ends…
the pain returns…
withdrawal begins…
jitteriness sets in…
and all i can do
is crave…
want…
need…
you…
