Am I really falling in Love? It does not seem to matter how many times I tell myself or you that I am not. I think about you consistently, I feel it start to come out in the morning when we wake up. At night when you kiss me it is on my lips. It wants to come out, it wants to be said. I am scared that it is not real. How could this be real? How could I actually be falling in love with someone. This feels so strange to me, maybe 'cause I never was in love. I keep telling myself you are so far away from being in love with him. There is no way you could be in love. Just keep telling the world that you are not in love, and especially him, and maybe it will stop happening. Maybe it's the fact that you get me, or maybe it is because you appreciate me, Or maybe it is the way that you let me be me. I'm not in love with the sex. It is amazing but that is such a little part of who we are. It is all in the way we talk to each other. You have become such an amazing person to me. You always were amazing, but now I get to see it up close and personal. You make me want to say those three words, so badly, but until I am sure of what this feeling is I am not going to say it. I'll just keep telling myself there is no way I can be in love.
