Fubar Blog Posts 3

Son Of A Bitch!!!
i'm so sick and tired of having roommates! i need a new fucking job that has more hours so we can kick them out. so fucking irritated that EVERY NIGHT they fucking WAKE ME UP with their fucking loud ass voices and the TV loud as hell. this time they woke me up just 2 hours before i had to wake up for work. i tired going back to sleep, but seriously what's the fucking point? by the time i would've fallen asleep i would have to wake up again. so now i'm up, PISSED, and i feel like i have to puke from lack of sleep. thanks a lot you fucking assholes!!

~ Every Woman Should Know...~
~ Every Women Should Know ~ ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . a youth she's content to leave behind.... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. one friend who always makes her laugh.. and one who lets her cry... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... ~A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . a feeli

One For The Guys....
Men Are Just Happier People!!! NICKNAMES If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah . If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes. EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale. BATHROOMS A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from Farmers. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items. ARGUMENTS A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man

Breeth
I breath today as I did my first day, uncertain of where my exhale will settle and stay. I'm unsure of the risk my ongoing rough breath will display. I feer to show my fear, I'm angry at my hate. I cry to the sadness of each breath I need to embrace. I tremble for the chuckle of each windful escape with every beat of my heart as it strives to brake. NO!!! No I say. I want to breathe and chuckle to happier days. Yet i still sigh with an on going pain. Why Oh Mighty God, why must i disgrace all I breath today as I did my my first day with hesitant ambition yet I still pray. I curse the first breath given each one on each day. Will I curse and curse this painful breath I need to embrace and keep sighing and crying hating and denying the sweet breath you give me each day? YES!! Yes I want to breath as my first day. I know my breath is the wind that can clear my way. I breath today as I did my first day hoping for an exhale that my soul will save

Thanks Guys!!!
I can't begin to name off all the people that helped everyday to help me make Fuberlord. You know who you are. Those that actually took the time to go through my rather obsessively large stash and those that made sure every HH to be here and drop all your 11's. I ♥ you guys!!

Having A Bit Of Fun...
Running the roads... The sun was bright and the air was filled with a new breeze. I walked outside and looked around with a smile on my face. Spring was just a few weeks away and I was enjoying one of the few warm days we had been allowed by Nature. I got into my favorite little red convertible and put the top down. Driving down our long driveway, I looked out over the old growth forest that was getting very rare in this part of the country. Everyone was clear cutting, no one was enjoying the native flora and fauna anymore. By the time I had reached the highway I had seen a wide variety of birds, squirrels jumping from tree to tree, and even a large female deer with her fawn over by the creek that ran through our property. The peace and quiet of my little piece of heaven was the perfect setting to prepare me for what I wanted to do next. Race the wind and test my driving skill on the roads. I put on my seatbelt and sunglasses and then eased out onto the highway. I we

Recruiting
ARE YOU LOOKING FOR A AWESOME BOMBING FAMILY? WELL LOOK NO FURTHER.....S*U*P WANTS YOU!!! Contact Mizz Shady bu shout: I WANT U 2 WANT ME Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions@ fubar or leave a message on our homepage and someone will get in touch with you asap: Shady's Under Ground Posse S*U*P* III@ fubar

Hope Or Stupidity
love is a funny thing sometimes it just never fades Even when it is apparent that it was misplaced. I'm in a quandary atm feeling confused and lost you see my ex has decided suddenly that he was a fool for how he treated me. Explained alot of stuff made sense but just cuz it makes sense does it excuse how he treated me? just because i love him and my heart is loyal do I give him another chance with hiS cruel words still echoing in my head? how does one forget i dont love you how does one forget your a fat ugly useless cunt how does one forget hearing noone will ever want you for more then a fuck i realize yes he was angry when he said these things but thats not an excuse is it? specially since the words never fit the crime how does no im not in the mood or no Iam busy today i cant follow you around today like a lost puppy warrent that kind of treatment even if the reson he got mad was becuse he felt we were growing apart when that wasnt the case for me my life had simply become to busy

Dead / Alive
Dead people who appear alive in dreams have three general categories of participation: cameo, resolution, and judgment. Cameo participation is a little eerie in recall, but not particularly noteworthy in the dream itself. In these cases, the dreamer simply sees a dead person intact and living, just hanging out in the dream scene. Often there is little direct participation in the dream per se. The dream image probably is tied to an activity that the dreamer and dead person once participated in together. Most likely, there is a latent sense of missing the person that made the dream appearance possible. Resolution participation usually involves a specific action with the dead person. In this case, the dead person's presence is central to the unfolding storyline. Either you lack something they need or they act in a way to provoke emotion (positive or negative) from you. In either case, the transaction or inability to complete it revolves around some deficit that needs resolution in the

Pregnancy, Estrogen, And Women
PREGNANCY Q & A & more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A: Not if you change the baby's diaper v

A Great Quote I Came Up With.
The best things and the greatest moments do not come with ease, but they come from an attempt rifled with many obstacle's, for it is not the desire that makes it great, but the obstacle's that you over come that make it great.

Time For Change
As many of you know, (or might not)... I haven't really been on much lately. And i've been in the process of moving due to an eviction, caused by loss of job. Fortunatly, we have somewhere to stay. The move just got finished today. Kinda hard to pack everything up, get everything out of the house and into storage in 3 days. But we did it. Unfortunatly, the move will never be finished until we get a new place and everything from storage, into the new place. Im waiting for a job driving truck locally in northern kentucky, half hour south of cincinnati. Which means, we might end up living in kentucky again. which i have not problem with, because that is beautiful country down there. Some have been inquiring about my daughter, Emmalee, and how she is doing. She is doing great. She gets a little moody now and then, but thats because she has two teeth trying to break through. But other than that, she's a very happy baby. Always smiling, giggling and all. I couldn't ask for a bet

Rain
Weather in dreams is generally a detail that may be left unanalyzed unless it is particularly noticeable to the dreamer for some reason. Rain is one of these notable exceptions. The reason comes from the relationship between water and fertility that many cultures affirm. In dreams where rain and water-fertility are identified, there is usually an unique feature to the rain. This can be as mundane as a drought that is broken to rain that only falls indoors on one or two particular people. Does the rain cause you problems of some sort or is it a welcome addition to the scene?

Poem
Random won’t forget Category: Writing and Poetry I went to extreams to forget you a bottle of Jack Daniels random blue eyes A motel room untouched by memories I wanted to erase you like sepia tones erase impurities My heart won't close the door and from time to time I feel a draft and smell you on the wind. 2:44 AM - 4 Comments - 6 Kudos - Add Comment -

Lease Help
IM FINALLY BACK AND I COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS I JUST GOT BACK ON AND NOW IM IN A CONTEST NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ME BUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE ANY HELP I CAN GET RATES OR COMMENTS IT RUNS FOR 7 DAYS WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES AT THE END OF THE 7 DAYS WINS A HAPPY HOUR SO PLEASE AT LEAST CHECK IT OUT I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE IT AND WILL TRY TO HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS IT AS WELL MUAH THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR READING CUTIE WITH A BOOTIE (repost of original by '★☆sTaRr☆★Co'Owner of the Diamond Vault★ Fu-Owned by DDiamond1975' on '2008-05-02 19:44:05')

Searching
Searching for sustenance to fill my heart, to fill my soul What can it be? Who can it be? Can there be one for me? . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening? Do I deserve? Do I need to deserve? What am I to do to fill my heart and soul? I will swim the oceans; climb the mountains . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening? Do I deserve? Do I need to deserve? I will walk the desserts: wander the forests . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening? Do I deserve? Do I need to deserve? I am good I am giving I am grateful I am forgiving I am weak I am strong I am alone I am not lonely . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening?

And The Winners Are....
My second auction is now over! It was a blast. Let me introduce you to those that were up for auction and those who had the high bids on them. lucky69 Is now owned by Unbreakable-FU Owned by Ace of hearts, Guidomedic & T -Dylon's Diva Mafia-Fu-Wifey to Sweetpeaba with the high bid of 125,000 FuBucks! ~♥Ashley♥~ Is now owned by http://fubar.com/user/1810810 with the winning bid of a 7 Day Blast and a FuBling Pack! ~Shelle-belle~ Is now owned by ^Titan65{Chief of NAP,Spankers*r/l

2 Am ...we Need To Just Breath
this song has stuck in my mind all day.. having had many a sleepless night with so many conflicting emotions with in myself, between my heart and my head... Lady victoria reminded me that we all take breathing for granted..and we forget to stop...and BREATH deep cleansing breaths to let our hearts and minds and spirits calm down and be renewed again... i hope my friends enjoy the way i see things and i hope i help u all in my own little way. HUGS ANNA NALICK LYRICS "Breathe (2 AM)" 2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your

Only A Few Days Left Come Bid
LOOK AT THIS OFFER.... ...and ya'll are just going to let me have him for $175,000 FUBUCKS! NO Effin WAY! You better get your butters in there and bid! Not that I wouldn't love to own him...but c'mon! HE DESERVES MORE! xoxo PebblesinAZ ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!@ fubar (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!' on '2008-05-09 14:29:10')

Veteran
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have

Another Auction
I am Hosting another Auction. This is gonna be a different Auction. The rules are: A 1 day blast = 100k in fubucks. A 3 day blast/Bling pack = 250k in fubucks. A 7 day Blast/Ticker pack/1 month VIP = 500k in fubucks. A 3 Month VIP = 1 million fubucks A 6 Month VIP = 1.5 million fubucks A 12 Month VIP/Happy Hour = 2 million fubucks And here is the twist: You tell me when you want to end the Auction. If you like the current bid its your choice. If no one bids on you after a week you will get the highest bid posted. I might be Hosting the auction, but it will be done on another page. If anyone wants to enter hit one of the 2 people below up. I will be stop accepting entries Wednesday the 30th and the auction will run from May 1st to 10th. This is where the Auction will take place at, so hit one of us up and your in: The New Justice League Mafia@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: King of Kings/Ruler of Heavens Angels/Fu-Owned by Steph@nie/Fu-Owner of Lisa, Babygirl_01

Sapphire
The sapphire is the crystal of faith, peace, and good fortune. Consequently, dreams of the sapphire relate to receiving or discovering these attributes in your own life. Whether you find the crystals or are given them by another character in the dream is crucial to determining what the dream may mean. If you find the sapphires on your own, you are probably needing to plumb the depths of your soul to find the peace or spiritual insights lacking in your life. If they are given to you by another, it is a sign that some spiritual mentoring, guidance, or direction is needed in your life.

No One....
Stay locked up inside myself For eternity. no one can get to me No one can crush my dreams Or shake my since of reality No one to talk down to me Or make me feel loss of myself Cause i gotta be me Can't be anybody else Not for you, not for me Not for anybody inbetween Stay locked up inside myself It's the only way to be me Even if it is a cage Of my own making! (c) Feb 08

Story Made Me Stop Breathing.....
So I'm at my one boss's house last night uploading music to her mp3 player and uploading pics to myspace for her.....and she starts to tell me this story about my other boss. the story starts out like this.....did u hear char's workout story? and i say no i haven't, what happened???? well my boss says try to contain urself so i can tell you......well that was the magic words......the laughter began....she's like why are you laughing i haven't told you yet....i replied with u said to contain myself, which means its gonna be good......shes like ok listen.....char comes to work after going to the gym....and she tells me this story.....i was on the treadmill....i was hustling trying to get the last 15 mins of cardio in....I'm just a movin along.....and i dropped my ipod.....i let go of the treadmill bars....(I'm hysterical at this point in the story, cuz I'm already picturing the next events) ....i reached down to get my ipod and the treadmill is still going....my feet go one way and the r

A Long Over Due Update!!!
Hello all my fubar friends. Its been a long time since I have really be around on site. I have been very busy. I spend Monday-Friday at the gym with my mom trying to work off this weight. I am down from 205lbs to 197lbs. Would have been 195 lbs but gained 2lbs of muscle my trainer Sebastien said I am doing great. I am on a diet but dont find it as hard as some people say it is. Yes I have had a few chips here of a piece of cake here but the funny thing is my trainer who is also my moms trainer knows if I had it she had it and the other way around. So we end up busting each other without even thinking about it. I enjoy very much going to the gym keeps me busy. But I love it!!! :) My oldest Tristen is now 4 years old. Kieyah is now 3 as of March 10 and Alexzander is 2 as of April 27. My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years as of April 19 maybe one day he will ask me to marry him. I want hold my breath on that . LOL. My daugther graduates from the YMCA Nursery School June 19.

The Future Of Psychedelics
by Daniel Pinchbeck The 2008 World Psychedelic Forum was an almost shockingly respectable affair. Held in Basel, Switzerland, in a spacious convention center next to the five-star Swissôtel Basel, the event drew 1,500 visitors for a two-day symposium on the past and present state of psychedelic thought and research. Despite flashes of eccentricity and DayGlo, you could have easily thought you were at a conference for alternative medicine or some abstruse but uncontroversial hobby. I felt honored to be one of the speakers, part of a high-profile group which included the Czech LSD researcher and theorist Stanislav Grof; Ralph Metzner, a well-known author and teacher and one of Leary’s original partners at Harvard; botanists Dennis McKenna, Christian Raetsch and Kat Harrison; MAPS director Rick Doblin; anthropologist and author Jeremy Narby; visionary artists Alex and Allyson Grey; and many more. The Gaia Media Foundation organized the forum, following upon their successful LSD confe

Friends, Can You Help Me Out? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee Rate This Pic For Me :)
link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1329213&albumid=1017267&i=287393261&idx=2 Hi, this is the 1st Auction I have ever been in and I find it a little daunting as well as exciting. I am not 1 to point whore or beg for Bling, Tickers, Blasts or Happy Hours. I am happy with what I get on my own, what people willingly give me as far as points, rates or comments. But this I really think I could win, a BONUS PRIZE for most rates on auction pic. That is, if my friends help me by going to rate on the pic. Pleaseeeeeeeee? Thank you in advance to any and all who does, Thank you to those that already have! MUAH to you all, you're the greatest! This is also my first blog, so excuse me if it sucks lol

Teaching Angels To Fly
Teaching Angels to Fly By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan Sitting here sad and lonely and feeling quite bereft, It doesn't seem like two years have passed since the day you left. I remember it quite vividly the day you died, And how I sat for hours and just cried and cried. Thinking of your golden coat and coal black tail and mane, Brings to my heart a stab of aching pain. The most graceful and beautiful of any around, Not to mention one of the fastest in town. Though I long for you still to be with me here, I know in my heart that you are very near. The joy that was once mine, Now belongs to another, You were my best friend, my companion, my brother. I think of you now way up in the sky, And I no longer have to ask myself why. I know now why you were taken from me, Why your spirit was set free. There were those in Heaven that had forgotten their way, Had forgotten why they had come to stay. Though they had wings, they had forgotten what they were for, Until the day you

Sorry
hi to all my sweet friends as you know my friend jake told some of you that i passed away well i did not ...not yet any way im sorry for that i dont know what he was thinking... and it hurt the the best think to ever happen to me sorry babydoll .( you know who you are) ok first i dont want any one feeling sorry for me.. but i wont be on as much any more as im going through treatment for a maningioma tumor inside my brain they got 20% of it and want to do more last saterday i went to the hospital cause of i had a sezier and hit my head as was ther i guess i flat lined thats when jake told some of you and they saved me for now..but i dont know whats going to happen to me. .as i thought i was geting my life ontrac to see this wonderful person this happens and i lost it all. so im pretty much screwd ether way lmao SO i go back into the hospital today to have some more removed ok fu-friends godspeed to all and to the one who hates me.. xoxo ervin (not so much a superman any more

James Made Me Do It Kinda
50 Odd ThingsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Do you like blue cheese? yes 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? no 3. Do you own a gun? no 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? cherry 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? no 6. What do you think of hot dogs? eh they are food when there is nothing else 7. Favorite Christmas song? silent night 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? mt dew 9. Can you do push ups? yes 10. Why do you post surveys? boredom 11. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? my class ring 12. Favorite hobby? playing video games 13. Are your toes painted? no 14. Do you have A.D.D.? no 15. What is one trait that you hate about yourself? all of them 16. Middle name? ann 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment nothing 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday? sweet tea ,final fantasy 12,dinner @bk 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? mt dew ,tea,kool aid 20. Current worry? too much to list 21. Current hate right n

Wtf?!?!
Ok today I have received approximately 30 or so letters from the Fubar Shop - saying that my photos have been flagged. I am strongly considering leaving the site at the beginning of July. So keep flagging my pictures fuckers - we'll see how long I stick around this place. I am so tired of the bullshit drama!

Total Bitch Mode!!
THIS is a shout i got from someone i sent a shout to asking to help me in a contest. NOW... As many of you know... IM NOT A SELFISH PERSON. If there are anyone among you that feel i HAVE been selfish PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT so that i can SINCERELY apologize! (((No jokes you jackasses!! If it is a joke make sure to mark it J/K :P:P))) ANYWAYS... Here's the shout! "LadyC...: sorry you are point whoring to the wrong person.. i have no interest in R/F/A people i've never spoken to.. i think that part of this site is so obnoxious.. god forbid there was anything genuine from any of you asking for this shit.. THIS CAME FROM: Name: "LadyCinFul... (Dont point whore to me, I will block you!)

More Fu Stuff...
I just saw some fubar person named "razncox" is it just me, or does that totally make you think, "raisin cocks"? and another one: the name is "pimpalicious". doesn't that sound a little too close to "pimple-icious"?

I Adore You Bubby
Tonight you opened up your heart in the most amazing way,i knew you loved me but the depth i never realised until i looked into your eyes & read your words,heard your voice & watched you smile. You stayed up all night long until the early morning telling me things you could not tell anyone else & i touched your hand felt you take my hand as we went to bed to hold each other,i cried when you went my tears were just one big tear @ a time falling slowly down my cheeks some reached my lips & i had to return here briefly to express what you mean to me,i want to tell the world how much you are my heaven sent angel. Thank you Bubby for being the man you are,a man who never ever yells or gets mad with me,a man who cries when im hurt,a man who expresses so much love to me,your sleeping i can watch you now...i cry happy tears yet sad ones also as i miss you dearly You Are My Dream Come True Always in my heart You make me feel more loved Than I've ever felt And happier than I'v

Sexy Bald Men Calendar Contest Bulletin
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Vacation!!!
Hello FU friends! I will be totally scarce for the next week. I have my son and 2 grandsons in town for a vacation. They have a LOT more energy than I do!!! But I think I can keep up. I will return all the love I can once they go home, and I collapse for a couple of days. Oh yeah, and also re-build my house... Love you all! Mean it! {HUGS} XOXOX Charley

Cheating Wife...
The lovers passionately embraced on her bed, their bodies fused together as they gyrated to their own beat. The woman cocked her ear, "Quick! My husband's coming through the front door! Hide in the bathroom!" she cried. The lover ran into the bathroom as she hid his clothes under the bed and as she turned back, her husband came through the bedroom door. "What are you doing lying on the bed naked?" he asked. "Darling, I heard you coming up the drive and got ready to receive you," she replied with a knowing smile. "Great," he said, "I'll just step into the bathroom and I'll be with you in two shakes." Before she could stop him, he was into the bathroom where he found a man clapping his hands together in mid-air. "Who the devil are you!" the husband demanded. "I'm from the exterminator company. Your wife called me in to get rid of these pesky moths," the lover replied. "But.. but you've got no clothes on?" stammered the husband. The lover looked down and jumped backwa

Not Sure If I Should Post This
I’m so tired on being alone, every time I think I find someone I can truly be happy with I just get hurt or it falls through… Along with the physical pain from the war, and the mental pain from the war, it just pushes me over the edge. I think about killing myself a lot, and I found a new way today that will work well I think. I’m not asking for help, I’m not asking for you to feel sorry for me. I’m just venting my sadness, and pain. I really have nothing to live for, and no hope of getting better. Even if I found someone I could love, they wouldn’t love me for long, or they would just use me like all the others. I cant do this much longer. I’m sorry. I don’t know what to say anymore, I’m one of the nicest guys and I try to make other peoples life's better even as my own falls apart around me, I give and give and never ask for much if anything, but to what end? I think I will have to do it my self, god don’t seem to care enough to end my suffering.

Sign Petition For Chris Benoit
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Newsflash!!!
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Lol...i Can't Do It But Others Can
ride the bouncer: this only works in internet explorer .. it will not work in firefox at all. first off you have to catch a bouncer check. there are 2 different kinds (though they look the same). there is the "you're commenting too to ride fast" -speed- bouncer and the "you are commenting the same thing over and over" -spam- bouncer. you need the speed bouncer to do this. catch your speed bouncer by commenting 2 or 3 times really fast. -For Example- enter the text -or paste-, hit tab button twice, hit enter button (which just is selecting and submitting without useing mouse). a black screen that says "pointz awarded . click here to go back" appears. use either the back button on your mouse (if your mouse has one) -or- use the back shortcut (press the alt button and the left arrow button at the same time) to go bact to the comment screen (you may have to scroll back down) do this 3 times as fast as you can you should get a bouncer. when you catch him, don't let him go! e

The Biker
THE BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the store as I walked in. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my fri ends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donat

Love~loyalty~respect
THE TITLE OF THIS SAYS IT ALL SO NO NEED FOR ME TO SAY ANYTHING JUST SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE. THANK YOU THIS IS MY RIGHT HAND! MY SISTER! MY BEST FRIEND! WE ALWAYS GOT EACH OTHERS BACK NO MATTER WHAT! nicole@ fubar THIS IS MY PARTNER N CRIME RIGHT HERE! YALL SEE HER AROUND NO NEED FOR ME TO SPEAK ON WHAT A WONDERFUL PERSON SHE IS! ~Cherokee God Mama*Owner Of Club F.A.R. Owned by ♥Boricua God Daddy♥ d.s.c.@ fubar OOOO NOW THIS ONE HERE...LMAO... THROUGH MY TEARS THROUGH MY MOOD SWINGS HE STAYS STRONG AND STAND

I've Been Tagged
Instructions......(I was tagged by Daddy Rocks Hard) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I read HTML manuals 2.The food on my plate CANNOT touch or I WILL NOT eat it 3. I have 6 brothers And 3 sisters...only one of each has the same mom and dad as me 4. I am not a people person 5. I played the Stand Up Orchestra Bass for 6 years... 6. I bleach my kitchen twice a week 7. I have heard that I am a brat even though I deny it! 8. I always find out about EVERYTHING...even if you try to lie to me. 9. I am addicted to Jack Daniels 10. I can lick the bottom of my chin... and now, the moment you've all been waiting for... Jen Mercy Melissa Todd Toni

I Heart Internet Warrior B*tches
OK THIS SHIT IS REALLY GETTING OUT OF HAND, YOU INTERNET WARRIOR BITCHES ARE TOO FUCKING FUNNY TO ME. WHY DON'T YOU JUST DO ME A FAVOR AND SIGN THE "KEEP YA MAN AWAY FROM THE ICE PRINCESS" LIST AND MOVE THE FUCK ON. I DON'T BOTHER YOUR STUPID ASS SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. DON'T BLAME ME FOR WHAT YOUR MAN DOES. I MEAN THINK ABOUT IT IF THE ONLY TIME YOU HAVE ANY INTEREST IN YOUR MAN OR PAY HIM ANY ATTENTION IS WHEN HE IS N THE COMPUTER THAN YOU HAVE ISSUES THAT YOU NEED TO WORK OUT. DON'T PROJECT YOUR ISSUES ON TO ME BECAUSE I AM PERFECTLY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE. I'M NOT THE ONE YOU NEED TO BE BLAMING BECAUSE MY CONVERSATIONS WITH YOUR MAN IS MORE INTERESTING AND GIVES HIM MORE PLEASURE THAN YOU BEING IN HIS PRESENCE. WHAT CAN I SAY, IF YA SPENT MORE TIME SHOWING AND GIVING YOUR MAN THE ATTENTION HE DESIRES THEN HE WOULDN'T BE ON LINE CONFESSING ALL OF HIS WANTS, DESIRES AND NEEDS TO ME. I CAN'T HELP THAT I AM A GREAT LISTENER AMONG OTHER THINGS. DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE I AM COMFORTAB

Cum N Check Them Out!
Leveling Baka.... Only Need 7k More.... Baka@ fubar And This Sexy Woman.... She Is Terrific... Spank Her With Alot Of Love!!! ~*~...Muerte Bella™...~*~@ fubar And Of Course My Owners Deserve Plenty Of Love!! ‡ X DEALER ® ™...@ fubar x_TheChaoticAddiction_x™ [ Fu-Owned By Deathproof Bamf In Iraq]@ fubar

Get Well Soon
a dear friend is sick and i am merely posting what she has send to me... as i am correcting this she is feeling much better now as the meds are leaving her system she is getting stronger. the prays we have exppressed for her has been working, so everyone keep the prays flowing its working: i like to thank everyone for showing all the concern for my well being as some sent me prays for my safe return to the internet. yes i'm feeling much better now it was touch n go there.. i did get so weak i could not sit up without being probed up. i'm start to hold down the food now even thinkin on going to the market. farm fresh here i come.

Tips On Pumping Gas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIPS ON PUMPING GAS I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are paying up to $3.75 to $4.10 per gallon. My line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon: Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose, CA, we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel, the next day is jet fuel and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34 storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallon s. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, t

Do Something
It's easy to look and disagree It's simple to talk from a distance Join me in the trenches if you will See, I can't talk for too long without action Do Something I'm not saying shoot that cop Or slap that politician More like cast that vote Make demands of these b!tches Let them know you hold the key to their coveted position Do something We've been down for too long From misery let's get evicted Realize that most of our wounds are self inflicted That's what was intended It was the only prediction The time is now Do something Your homeboys don't wanna read it Read it to them Since it's food for thought Feed it to them Can't bullshyt forever when we're seeing through them Do something Do something Do something Each one Reach one Teach one Ignorant minds Breach one Painful stains Bleach one Corrupt figures Impeach one Contribute ALL Leach NONE Ebonically speaking... Act NOW or WE DONE!! DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What's With People Today?
Is it just me? Are people really serious on here as they seem? Do people in cyber world really beleave all this? Let me inlighten you...........GET A REAL LIFE! I come in here just to have a laugh, look at pics and meet some really nice people. Who knows, fate may step in and I might meet Mrs right in here. ( No, not looking but never know what can happen in this strang world. Crazier things have happened! LOL! ) Some of us have hade real rough lives. It's trying to make the best of things and finding the best of the worst situation that makes us stronger!!!! If all you look for in people is the bad, that is all you will see and find. Karma does come into play in life! What ever you do in life will come back to you sooner or later. I like to make others laugh and try to help those in need. God has let me make it through these situations for a reason, to use it to help others. It has come back to me in all kinds of different ways. You do get what you give! We need more laug

Cum Luv Me Long Time!!
Ok So I Joined A Contest And Damn It Im Tired Of Not Winning! Its Seems To Me That Because Im Not In A Bombing Family I Have No Chance Of Winning! Well Please Prove Me Wrong. The First To 30k Gets 2Million Fu-Bucks And A Bling Pack!! What Are You Waiting For?

My Passion Is Blue-total Dream In Bedroom!! What Is Yours?
Your Passion is Blue You are a total dream in the bedroom.Sex is a fine art for you - and you’re a total Picasso in your pleasure making.You like to build things up slowly, savoring each moment.And you’d never think of skipping foreplay or afterplay... they’re part of the package. What Color Is Your Passion?..TABLE> ..TABLE> ..TABLE>

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.

The Beauty Of A Woman
~~~The Beauty Of A Woman~~~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears. The figure she carries, or the way she wears her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from within her eyes. Because that is the doorway to her heart, it is truly the place where her love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole. True beauty in a woman is always reflected in the kindness of her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives and the total passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with time, age and wisdom only grows......

Another Year Passes By. . .
Less than a week before I turn 21. Nothing big about it, just finally legal to everything I have been doing, lol. I look at the years that have gone by and I think about all of the things I have accomplished. I became a mom at 19, wow, and I lived on my own since 17. I never thought I would be where I am now. I am happy with someone who finally treats me right, and I am now a mom to 3 kids. 21 and a mother of 3, how does that work. I wouldn't change my life for anything. I have been through a lot. I hated and still hate a lot of those experiences, but they made me who I am today. So here I sit, planning a party to celebrate, but what am I celebrating? I am not celebrating that I can drink in bars and party, I am celebrating the fact that I have accomplished a whole hell of a lot before I reached the age of 21. I will not forget all the people who have helped me to this point. Nor will I forget all the things I had to do by myself. Thank you to everyone who wishes me Happy Birthda

Untitled
Once there was a boy who thought of life as just a toy; one desaster after another, wanted to be like his older brother;But he decided to make due with what he got, a happy kid he was not. Your stupid and crazy his dad once said. YourDumb and lazy Now daddy's dead. Where is this man now grown up with a master plan? A plan of blood from the fields below. A plan of mercy that he will never show. Maybe when he is done and has had all his fun maybe then he can be happy.

Eve's Side Of The Story
Eve's side of the story... After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc.........she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced". "That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I will fix it up right away." And God reached down

Summers Almost Over
Well hey everyone! Hope yall are doin great! Things here are pretty good, summer break is almost over and the kids go back to school in a couple weeks. My husband has been home all summer workin but now hes back on the road, left out this mornin. It really sucks but we knew this day would come again. Hes only a few hours away so after I get the kids reg for school we are gonna go up there and spend a few days with him. The kids will get one last mini vacation before school starts back. Weve done so much this summer I could write a book about it! Anywho I wanted to say hey to everyone. Once school starts back Ill be able to get on here to do things and chat with people and get back to bombin people so in a couple more weeks yall will see my face again! Miss yall and hope everyone is doin great! Lots of licks and spanks! XOXOXO

Bigdaddy237
Ok so I was going to wait until I got home to make a fancy and amusing blog on this guy. Why? Because I can and because he deserves it. Bigdaddy237 This fella right here viewed my profile and left me a profile comment saying: "how can u be a diva?? maybe for te bucktooth ugly people" Thank you for the points! Its amusing to me that this grown 39 year old man comes to my page, leaves me that comment, and then immediately blocks me. Way to be an adult! I applaud you! After all special people need love too!

Storm Worm Virus - 07/30/08
07/30/08—Be on the lookout for spam e-mail spreading malicious software (malware) which mentions “F.B.I. vs. facebook.” The e-mail directs the recipient to click on a link to view an article about the FBI and Facebook. Once the user clicks on the link, the “Storm Worm” malware is downloaded to the Internet-connected device, causing it to become infected with the virus and part of the Storm Worm botnet. A botnet is a network of compromised machines under the control of a single user. Botnets are typically set up to facilitate criminal activity such as spam e-mail, identity theft, denial of service attacks, and spreading malware to other machines on the Internet. The Storm Worm virus has capitalized on various holidays and fictitious world events in the last year by sending millions of e-mails advertising an e-card link within the text of the spam e-mail. Be wary of any e-mail received from an unknown sender. Do not open any unsolicited e-mail and do not click on any links provided

I Guess Ill Give It Another Shot At This
im so bored with life and cant seem to be happy with anything i dont know if its me or the lifestyle im trying to figure out who i am and be happy but i have to admit lookin ahead i do know what i want and how i want to live but the thing is that it would mean givin up all i know as normal but do i derserve to be happy or does my kids thats the ? i know if i move on they wont be happy at all

Something My Sister Wrote About Papa
Staci Elliott Hartman, Granddaughter August 13, 2008 Today, we are sad we lost a father, husband, grandfather and great-grandfather. To some he may have been a friend, known as Mr. Elliott, Millard, Micky, and a devoted Baptist Tabernacle member. Oh, how he loved his church. But to me and his family he was known as Papa – Papa Moo. What a privilege to have had a grandfather who was so loving, caring, and totally devoted to God and so eager to help others. To Odie, Mama Elliott, grandma, as we call her, he was her husband and companion for 76 years. Papa was the patriarch of our family Papa had a long life from the army and many unknown journeys until his final journey to be with God in Heaven, a journey he had prepared for, lived for and was never scared to go on. Papa had his share of medical issues in his life, but most recently was his shingles, which pained him so, his eyes that burned so badly, and finally his heart. During all of these he mentioned his pain, but

Mondays Visit
I had a appt. this morning with the doctor that did my back surgery. He wants me to continue with physical therapy. I am still not where I need to be with my shoulder and neck muscles. He also ordered a Cat Scan for my lower back. When I first got hurt my lower back has been in pain but we hoped that it was cause by the problems from the disc in my neck. That may not be the case because it still has not improved and he wants to make sure that I had not popped a disc down in my lower back at the same time. Not to mention when I told him about it way back at the beginning of all this he said he could only treat one injury at a time anyway. So that is what I have to look forward to. After my visit to my doctor I went to see grandfather at the hospital. Luckly my back doc is in the same city at where grandfather has been. I got there around 8:30 this morning. He was still asleep so I just tried to straighten things in the room a little and then got a idea on his schedule for the day. I

Please??? I Said Please Lol
MEET MY WONDERFUL OWNER *~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~* THIS AWESOME GUY BELOW IS MY FIRST OWNER, AND MY TIME WITH HIM IS ALMOST UP. HE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS I HAVE MET ON FUBAR. HE HAS JUST over 117K TO FU KING SOO I WANNA KNOW IF YOU WILL JOIN ME TONIGHT AND GET HIM THERE.WE HAVE 5 BACK TO BACK HAPPYHOURS TONIGHT SOO IM THINKING IT WOULD BE A GREAT NIGHT TO AT LEAST TRY. IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO SHOW HIM LOTS OF LOVE. FAN HIM, RATE HIM, ADD HIM, AND BLING HIM. HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE HE GETS. RadioGuy Proud Owner Of Devil's Angel@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE DEVIL'S ANGEL...OWNED BY RADIOGUY@ fubar

Just Want To Tell You
Just Want To Tell You When I look at you I see the beauty of you inside and out.Your eyes show the love that you have deep insde you; your heart is so giving that it so amazes me so my love,what really catchers me that I'm grateful to be loving you. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

The Play I Ahve Been Working On
THE SEXIEST SERIAL KILLER The Characters Paul Winslow (victims’ husband) Linda Winslow (victim) Jessica (?) Patrick (Detective) Christina (The DA) Garrett (coroner) Tony (head CSI team) THE STORY TAKES PLACE IN HAZLETON, PA IN THE YEAR OF 2000. WE ARE AT THE POLICE DEPTMANT. PATRICK HAS BEEN WORKING ON SEVERAL DIFFERENT CASES. THEY ALL LINK TO ONE ANOTHER. SCENE ONE, ACT ONE (THE PHONE RINGS) (PATRICK PICKS UP) PATRICK: HELLO, HOW MAY I HELP YOU? PAUL: YES IS THIS THE POLICE DEPARTMANT? PATRICK: YES THIS IS WHAT MAY I DO FOR YOU? PAUL: I JUST CAME HOME FROM THE GROCERY STORE, AND I FOUND MY WIFE LYING IN A PUDDLE OF BLOOD. PATRICK: OK I WILL BE THERE IN TEN MINUTES, DO NOT TOUCH ANYTHING. PAUL: OK. PATRICK: WHAT IS YOUR ADDRESS? PAUL: 1200 POPLAR STREET. PATRICK: OK I WILL BE THERE. PATRICK AND PAUL PUT THE PHONE DOWN PATRICK ARRIVES AT THE HOUSE PATRICK: SHOW ME THE BODY. PAUL SHOWS PATRICK THE BODY PATRICK: NOT ANOTHER ONE. PAUL, A

Some Questions To Ponder
1. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?" 2. Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there? I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes outta it's butt." 3. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer? 4. If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him? 5. Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? 6. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? 7. Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway? 8. Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs! 9. If Wile E. Coyote had enough money to buy all that Acme crap, why didn't he just buy dinner? 10. If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests? 11. If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is ma

Ct Girl Needs Just One Rate
CT GIRL NEEDS ONE RATE FROM YOU! JUST ONE! CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO BE TAKEN TO THE PICTURE THAT NEEDS THE RATE AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE TAKE A MOMENT TO BID ON THIS HOTTIE. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR CLICK THE PICTURE AND GET TO RATING RITE NOW!! ALSO WHILE YOU'RE THERE SHOW THE HOST LOVE!! Fu-Owned Auction * Party Like A Rockstar *@ fubar THIS BROUGHT TO YOU BY:

Michele Obama On Race
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 Michelle Obama thesis was on racial divide Category: News and Politics When you go to the polls in Nov. Do you Truly believe that you are voting for the right person, Now a days, it's really important to do the proper research, and wth the internet one truly can obtain info. The following is a link to a website I believe a lot of Americans needs to look at, After reading Mrs obama Thesis, please ask yourself if we really need to keep going to this point. I believe if Obama gets into the White House ths country will start going backwards, I not saying vote for Mccain either, there is always 2 other candidates on the ballot, Bob Barr and Ralph Nader, If this country truly wants to change, then we can't do it with a Democrate or a GOP candidate, cus then it be the same ol same ol, Lets really start and make a change in this country, and I say it should start at the top. Now here are 2 links you can go, to get real info http://www.pol

Ree Update..
Hey mummers and mummettes... sorry that ive been gone for alil bit but my father is very ill In fact, dying.... it is hard for me but im just takin it day by day yanno? dont worry too much about me i'll be fine and all that good stuff but i welcome prayers for those who believe in god. thanks so much for those who did welcome me back Love you guys ♥ Ree

Content In My Mind~
As they lower me down into this hole in the ground I hear not a peep I make not a sound.I dont try to fight I dont dare for this is my night I need no stagnet air.As I lay with my eyes closed I begin to feel the cold.Closing around me I will never grow old.I hear the dirt now as they shovel away getting thrown ontop of me where they think I will stay.I wish I could see them again I wish I could see...All those fuckin people who said I never could be.Fuck you all now and live your fake life as I am alone and away from your vice.You cant conrol me or tell me what to do,Make me change and try something new.I am a freak and will always be. now your all alone..Alone without me...I lay here now in the dirt within my box where I can be alone within my own thoughts.Never wondering or worrying anymore,Never looking back like I did before.I am here and I am free of that place and now I lay here with a smile upon my face.For you guys will get older and suffer sickness and death I will lay here wi

Love Is
Love is the way you make someone feel, the way someone makes you feel. Love is the sharing and the caring, the want and the need. Love is not just a word, love is a power with unknown strengths. It has the power to make someone smile, to make someone laugh, to make someone love you in return. Love is what your heart feels, what your heart says. Ignore your heart and it will fade away. Listen to your heart, follow your heart, let it sing. Let it run free and it can bring you anything Love is a bond, a way to keep people together. Love is everything wonderful. Love is You.

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subject: Introduksjon post date: 2008-08-31 22:01:02 views: 2 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Suki er ingen gudinne selvfølgelig. Hun var passasjeren i bilen Tara Browne kjørte og døde i. Ulykken er besunget av Lennon i A Day In The Life. Men den hadde utrolig fler konsekvenser enn det. Bl.a var Browne en vesentlig del av miljøet rundt Beatles og Stones på 60-tallet. Og han var arving til Guinees-imperiet. En dopmisbrukende ungutt burde bli glemt så raskt som mulig. Spesielt hvis han var med i miljøet for å spionere. Ble han myrdet? Ja, flere ting tyder på det. Men det også er uinteressant i denne sammenhengen. Suki forble venn med Brian Jones og hun var hans nære venninne fram til han døde (eller ble myrdet han også) i 1969. Og hun døde selv i en bilulykke på tidlig 80-tall (eller ble myrdet kan være en opplagt spørsmålsstilling, men det også er uvesentlig i denne sammenhengen). Hvorfor Suki? Tja. Hun har et fint navn. Og hun er en god introduksjon når vi skal be

Damn It Man!
No matter what i do or say he still thinks i'm lieing this shit is getting old real quick and i'm getting tired real quick! I mean i am human and have made mistakes but a person must know that some shit is a bit overbearing and that is how you loose someone! you say you like me this way and that way but you are drowning me with you! Everyday it's a fight and an argument a something in my day that makes you unhappy but you don't want to loose me! I'm truely tired and fed up and if you don't back the fuck up there will be no you and me! It hasn't even been that long and i'm seeing red with you! I'm supposed to still have butterflies when i think of you and lately i have a burning in my stomache like i just know it's fin to be some shit i am about to spontaneously combust for real!

Alzheimer's Association Memory Walk 2008
As some of you may know, my late grandfather suffered from Alzheimer's, so I have seen firsthand what this disease can do. I will be participating in the Alzheimer's Association's NJ Chapter Memory Walk on September 27th in Point Pleasant, NJ.Currently more than 5 million Americans have Alzheimer's. Unless we find a way to change the course of the disease, 16 million Americans will have Alzheimer’s by 2050. I want to do my part to fight this fatal disease – but I can’t do it without your help. Memory Walk funds help the Alzheimer's Association advance important research into better treatments and a possible cure for Alzheimer’s. And for the millions already affected by the disease, the Association offers care, education, support and resources in communities nationwide.On behalf of the millions of Americans who are living with Alzheimer’s, and in memory of my grandfather, thank you for supporting my efforts.CLICK HERE TO DONATE, OR EVEN TO WALK WITH ME! :)Thanks for your help and suppor

"one"
"ONE" As the soot and dirt and ash rained down, We became one color. As we carried each other down the stairs of the burning building, We became one class. As we lit candles of waiting and hope, We became one generation. As the firefighters and police officers fought their way into the inferno, We became one gender. As we fell to our knees in prayer for strength, We became one faith. As we whispered or shouted words of encouragement, We spoke one language. As we gave our blood in lines a mile long, We became one body. As we mourned together the great loss, We became one family. As we cried tears of grief and loss, We became one soul. As we retell with pride of the sacrifice of heroes, We become one people. We are One color One class One generation One gender One faith One language One body One family One soul One people We are The Power of One. We are United. We are America.

Meet Me In The Stairwell...
PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!! You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go..' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand hi s words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven He heard my voice and an

Re: Web Group Wants To Shut Down Vaccine "conspiracy Theories"
RE: Web Group Wants To Shut Down Vaccine "Conspiracy Theories" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 15 Sep 2008, 20:12 Group With Big Pharma Ties Wants to Shut Down Vaccine "Conspiracy Theories" A foundation populated by the giants of business, banking, government and military wants to "vet" websites and limit the spread of information that it says creates "conspiracy theories". http://infowars. net/articles/September2008/150908Pharma. htm

'bout Sins
Sins are forbidden. That's not news. News are that half of them are forbidden by religion. The other half is forbidden by money :) Always try to do your best. Even to those who you thinks they don't deserve it.

I Know What Men Are
I know what men are. Men drink and are routinely unfaithful, Can’t see beyond the end of their dick, Have faces like hams or wrinkled cardboard Or are bold, sweaty and frightening - I know what men are. Men drive fast cars, Like motorbikes, Will kill for the sake of their pride, Shoot off their mouths, Fart, bellyache and grumble. I know what men are. Men are insane and out of control, Vicious and vainly vainglorious. No! I know what men are. Men are not like this. Men don’t go down to the pub for a mindless drink, Can even (apparently) sometimes think! Men cuddle babies And can stand up for themselves in fights With their wives (And sometimes win). Men are prepared to challenge Preconceptions Misconceptions Deceptions Adulterated thinking And Will Do What Is Right. Men will Go the extra mile (And not always on a motorcycle), Men Like to be cuddled Like to caress And have loving, faithful sex. Men like emotions. The crisp

Dumbing Down America
Dumbing down America, ... seems Ironic to say that, ... especially on a site like this one. Though you may think twice let alone have second thoughts on getting your child those "required" shots. Is there a method to all this madness? We may never know? It honestly depends on just how stupid we get. Watch this video,... its got a total "WOW" factor to it. But it potentially explains a lot. Any & all comments welcomed. Take a peek,... watch this,.... I'm wondering if I can sue? If this video is fact? It will explain my child's recent antics & actions. Brought to you by: B.E.A

True Friendzz
"JUST LOOK BESIDE YOU" During this lifetime of ours, we will meet many different people and some shall become really close to us while others will be but only an aquaintence. It is those who touch our hearts and minds that we know are the best friends. Friends come and go all the time,but our best friends are always with us no matter where we go or what we do in this existence of a life we lead.Never at all ever forgetting all of the joys and happiness we just happen to share with them So anytime you go and want to think that noone can relate to the ways you feel or to the very many hard and hurtful pains you have always know this one certain fact. When you feel down and depressed, just look there beside you and your best friend is there. P.J.Page (Lost Poet) 1/12/08 4:43pm

Lu's Bully Sexy Eye Contest
~Brwneyedgirl35~ needs your help. This lovely lady is in a Sexy Eyes Contest. Please come give her a rate. Its rates only so it will be easy to help this wonderful lady that always helps whenever she is asked. Just click any pic to go to the contest page. As always please show the Hostess some love too. Made with much mad love by:♕ LuAngel ♕ @ fubar Music provided by Blue Cat Radio (repost of

Wanna Get Drunnk
You know this is the first time since I got to Vegas that I have actually wanted to drink,and in the mood I'm in it's possible that a bottle of Jager might be in my near future... Just for some reason I feel like drinking nothing else is going right and I just might as well go have some "fun" even though i really wont be because by the time I get to the bottom of that bottle reality will most likely set in...I'm FUCKED all over again..I'm alone in this house and its been that way since I moved to Vegas,and it's my dumb ass that thought that would change....I think I'm done ranting for one day...But you never know.... Gremlin

Lords Of Acid-the Abc's Of Kinky Sex
A-B-C-D-E-F-G H-I-J-K-L-M-N-O-P Q-R-S T-U-V W-X Y and Z Oh how happy you will be once I teach you my A-B-C A is for asphyxiation, you won't catch your breath B is for the blindfold, that keeps you dark as death C is for your cockwich that I squash beneath my shoe While I watch you wiggle, and I laugh at you (ha ha) D is for my dildo that you will learn to blow E is for your enema, I control the flow F is for my flogger, I whip you so violent G is for the gag in place to keep your screaming silent H is for humiliation that you must bear I will immobilize you in my sexual lair J is for your jizzy, jerking tendency K for kisses, L for love and licks you offer me M is for the manacles imprisoning your feet N is for your nelly little nimby so sweet O is for the O-rings, holding you in place P is for the perspiration dripping down your face Q is for the quirk I use to whip your eager ass R is for restraints, to make the magic last S is for sweet suffering that on

My Heart Will Go On Titanic Trian
Okay this my first train and I want to see how well it goes After you rate my Titanic Folder please Stop By Carries Page telling her that your rated the pictures and fanned added and rated all the others on the train http://www.fubar.com/user/432292

Our Deepest Fear
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness That frightens us. We ask ourselves Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small Does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking So that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, As children do. We were born to make manifest The glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; It's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, Our presence automatically liberates others. Luv Amanda Bear

The Man Who Knows His Math
He writes: I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out is window and gave the woman the finger. ' Man, that guy is stupid,' I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars that I pass everyday. Statistically, females drive half of these. That's 18,000

Daily Hazards And Where We Live...
You know you can tell a lot about a person from what hazards they deal with on a daily basis. Like California deals with Earth Quakes, Nevada deals with drought. Michigan deals with pot-holes…(and crazy Illinois and Indianans) While Tennessee deals with Aggressive Raccoons…yes…just ask their Basketball coach who apparently was saving her dog from a crazed Raccetty-coon I love calling them Racketty-Coons because they walk goofy…anyway I digress…Who in their right mind decides to wrestle with a Raccoon anyway? NOT ME! Those goofy critters have nails and teeth as long as long can be…How about Floridians who deal with Bull Sharks and Hurricanes? I know New Orleans I know…it doesn’t quite tell the tale. But Florida still has shark problems here is one, A dog is recovering after a Florida Keys carpenter dove in to save his pet from a shark. Greg LeNoir said he took his 14-pound rat terrier Jake for a daily swim at a marina Friday. The five-foot shark suddenly surfaced and grabbed nearly the

Foundrymusic Interview With Ryan Mccombs Of Drowning Pool
After cutting his teeth with Chicago-based metal outfit SOiL, Ryan McCombs filled the vocalist spot in DROWNING POOL (their second singer since the demise of Dave Williams in 2002). We let loose our writer FoundryMusicPhil on Ryan, and he came back with a great interview with the very candid singer. CLICK THE PIC TO READ THE FULL INTERVIEW WITH RYAN DROWNING POOL: Discography FOUNDRY CAMS: This is for the Soldiers (featuring DROWNING POOL)

Please Help Morgan Le Fay With Spotlight
Could you help a girl out? She wants to do the Spotlight by Months end and could use a helping hand. Fupal her ANYTHING! Please click the top pic to go to her page. * Morgan Le Fay * Cut Throat Bitch * FuOwned by PHOTOBUG@ fubar Even Sexi Zombie MUMM Chicks Need Love!!! Some Codes Proudly stolen for you by: PieDaDDY@ fubar

"news"
I WAS WATCHING A TRIPPED OUT NEWS STORY ON THE NEWS THE OTHER DAY, WHERE A LITTLE BABY BOY FROM INDIA, WHO WAS BORN WITH NO EYELIDS WAS FLOWN TO A SPECIAL CLINIC FOR INFANTS HERE IN THE UNITED STATES. DR.S' WERE ABLE TO CREATE NEW EYELIDS' FOR THE BABY USING FORESKIN FROM THE BABY BOYS PENIS.......THE OPERATION WAS 100% SUCCESSFUL BUT THE ONLY COMPLICATINON IS THAT THE BOY WILL BE PERMANENTLY COCK-EYED !!! LMAO....GOTCHA !!

Blah Blah...ahhh Shutup!!
Harsh words & violent blows..: Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow -------------------------------------- Swinging back and forth,..: Emotion to emotion ... Never once stopping, Nor slowing the motion. No reason, No answer, No justification. The creation of a sterile imagination. Just passing through time As time passes me… Me

Another Song 4 Him
I can run like a race for hours and hours and don't stop I can float I can fly us to highest mountain tops I can breathe you I can drink in your laugh, I can l can live on your smile I can trip and but if I can fall into your arms I can stay there my whole life Chorus (Stated Twice) I can live I can love I can be better with you, For real I can hear I can feel I can see I can tell, you are for real I can stare, I can memorize your face, your hands, your hair Every part of you, I can cut off any loose ends and not even wanna keep a few I can speak to you so honestly I can't even run any game I can hear a million angels singing in my ears When I say your name Chorus (stated twice) I can live I can love I can be better with you, For real I can hear I can feel I can see I can tell, you are for real I can't smile, can't dream like a child Can't feel safe in the wide world without you I can't go can't disturb this flow Can't begin to know what

This Contest And The Fu-tard
FU-TARD CLUB MEMBER QUEEN DRAMA AKA MISTRESS QUEEN I DO NOT THROW BOGUS CONTESTS! I PAY UP AND THAT'S A FACT! FOR SOME REASON THIS MORON CAME AT ME AND MESSAGED ME WITH THIS! MESSAGE FROM MISTRESS QUEEN REAL NICE ASSHOLE. THANKS FOR WASTING OUR TIME. KARMA BITCH! ENJOY ASSHOLE. ITS GONNA HURT. I PROMISE U THAT. FUKWAD! OK MISTRESS DUMBASS I AM GOING TO PAY OUT ON THIS CONTEST! THIS CONTEST IS NOT FIXED NOR DO I FAVOR ANY ONE IN THIS CONTEST! YES! THEY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS SO WHAT DOES THAT SAY, NOTHING AT ALL! HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED TO BRING THIS ALL ON! AS ANYONE KNOWS, IF THEY HAVE BOMBED BEFORE! IF YOU COMMENT TOO FAST, YOU CAN POSSIBLY HIT DELETE AND REMOVE COMMENTS BY MISTAKE! I WAS ACCUSED OF DELETING COMMENTS, SORRY THIS IS TOTALLY ALL WRONG! I AM TRYING TO LEVEL!! HELLO MORON!! WHY WOULD I REMOVE POINTS, WHEN I AM TRYING TO GAIN THEM?? MAKES NO LOGICAL SENSE TO ME! EAT SHIT AND LIVE, YOU NASTY BITCH! GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT YOU HOOD RAT WANNA BE, BEFORE

Candles End
Take away, These hands of darkness. Reaching for my soul. Now, the cold wind, blows out my candles. Feeling, only fear, without any hope. A thousand dark moons. A thousand winters long. A million fallen stars, the candle burns in the room. We try not to forget, they live through us. Slowly they die away at every candle's end. A thousand dark moons. A thousand winters long. A million fallen stars, the candle burns in the room. We try not to forget, they live through us. Slowly they die away at every candle's end

Ok He Has Auto 11's At First Hh Today 10/09/08
'BASSTRACKER~FREYAS' FU SLAVE~CO FOUNDER OF DEVILS ADVOCATE BOMBER AND LEVELERS CREW@ fubar as soon as a hh hits everyone go hit his page and for the family everytime you get auto 11's activated b4 it starts let us know so we can blog it for you k Angel Eyes.

Westside!
You know that ganstaz rock, gangstaz roll Heres the gangsta shit, we on a gangsta stroll Its gangstaz ride, gangstaz slide, Then the gangstaz rob with the gangsta glide Cuz gangstaz move, and gangstaz groove And most gangstaz got nuthin ta lose Gangstaz live, and gangstaz die Gangstaz form a gang and the gang multiply Gangstaz give a fuck a g dont ask why, Gangstaz dont snitch, and gangstaz dont cry Gangstaz boogie, gangstaz don't dance Gangsta pull the strap out cha' pants and blast Gangstaz don't run, and gangstaz don't hide Ima gangsta ass nigga from the sick westside Thats how i know exactly what a gangsta do Ya love the gangsta shit aint you a gangsta too? Then c-walk homie

Why Won't They Listen To Me
We go through this every time. My bosses tell me to do something. I tell them why that's not the the best thing to do and give my arguments on what we should do. At some point they just stop listening to me and the meeting ends with them telling me I have to do what they say. Then I do it. Everything goes to utter chaos and we have to do what I suggested in the first place. I love saying I told you so as much as the next gal but the chaos always takes a few innocent bystanders in the process. Is it because I'm a woman? Am I not stating my case clearly? Are they just douches? I've kinda had it with cycle of shit. I just got off the phone with one of my bosses and I ended the conversation with "are guys tired of me always being right yet?" Think he got my meaning?

Men
Ever love a man so much that you can't imagine your life without him? Well thats how i feel about mine but I can't seem to live with him either. Fucked up huh? Seems like sometimes he or I do stupid shit to push the other one away. Well after talking to a few friends and family they said "get the fuck out". Not exactly those words but close enough. One even said it waaay differenter but I don't think I would ever repeat in even just blogging it. Anyways I guess I am just tired of all the bull shit. Beyond tired of it actually.

Im In An Auction
It's The Infamous Chaos in an auction come bid on me!!!! add in top friends pimp out in bully/ blog pimpout r8 up to 200 stash rate up to 200 pics weekly owned by in my name 1 drink gift daily 1 custom morph by me *****if over 250k****** 1 sfw salute *********if over 500k*********** 1 wax body art salute this was brought to u by DJ Chaos the horny juggalo ¢¾ Fu-Husband & R/L B/F Of Chaos' Goddess

Just Gotta Say
I really hate my neighbors they are ignorant assholes that shouldnt be allowed to breed! they park in my parking spot across from the house every damn day. im sick n tired of parking behind him across from HIS house. makes no fukkin sense.

My New House
Ok this has been a very exciting past 2 weeks. Me and my hubby have been house shopping and we finally found a house that we liked so we made a offer on it and just today we got word that we got the house and a good loan rate @6.25% which is excellent in my book that makes our payments really low yay for us. The house is a 3 bedroom with a possible 4th in the basement, complete fenced yard which will be good for the pup, so I am ecited we should take ownership of it before the holiday which I cant wait. more to come later.

Sentimental
A Heart Of Stone Once I had a heart of stone For it had surley lost its home It could not love or wanted too But in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall away As happiness began to fill my day A feeling so sweet and special too Could this be love, I pray is true. My heart now sings a song of love For I know that it was sent from above My heart is warm, there is no cold Hard no more, but with wings of gold. It soars above the sky so high Sometimes I think of why and cry My heart now sings a loving song For the part of me I thought was gone. The gift that you have given me Is so important, can't you see No more sadness or being alone For now my heart returns to home.

Life Changes!!
Alot of things have changed. I had two horses stolen, which we haven't found yet, :( I moved in with my love, which is absolutely wonderful. I got a new job, barn manager/vettech, I absolutely love my new job. I'm not on here much anymore, working and searching for my stolen horses, and planning on doing some remodeling inside the house. Not ignoring my friends, though it seems like my friends are ignoring me on here. Which has me thinking of leaving fubar. I hope all is well, I'm headed to work, have a great day!!

Live Auction 10.26.08
-------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Come Join Us for the First Ever LIVE AUCTION -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHERE: The Playground alt=""> -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHEN: SUNDAY OCTOBER 26th 7PM EST -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHAT: These fine staff members are up for grabs Click each Pic for more details

Little Child
As a child I rubbed Dandelions on my cheek. As a child I searched for Four leaf clovers. As a child I waited on Christmas eve With youthful anticipation. As a child I ate sweet tarts With screwed up lips. As a child I never looked under the bed at night. As a child I was free to cry When crying was necessary. As a child I laughed when the time called for it. As a child I liked the food I liked And dribbled down my chin That which I didn’t. As a child I feared the unknown And did not know fear. Now I am older What happened?

Get Green Dog Back Lol
Hope you can send the green dog back to ME! Read Each One Carefully & Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you ar e, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't meanthey don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand & touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is fall ing in love with your smile. 7. To the wor ld you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8.. Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people be

Fury
I want my war The greatest battle of all time I want my war Battle in the streets Crew to Crew Fist to Fist Gat for Gat Blood for Blood and By the Gallons I want the old days I want BLOOD to pay the price of my pain Some of it is my fault yes But the Fury outweighs my guilt I will only wait only until the clock runs out my good mortals Then our day has come And So shall my war Be not afraid my children Fear is Mind killer Conquer your fear and only you shall remain You must sharpen not only your steel but also your wit You will need everything set for when this day comes Fuck all of you non-believers Burn in hell My hell Feel the pain My Pain I have plenty to share

Get Paid For Your Time!
"IN GIVEAWAY NEED ONE RATE AND 100 COMMENTS FOR 15K. AND THE HOST HAS AUTO-11 ON SO DOUBLE POINTS DURING HH. OR ONE RATE FOR 100 FU BUCKS E-MAIL WHEN DONE AND GET PAID! ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar

Walking The Ruins
you can't see the assault on my psyche behind my eyes. you left behind a barren wasteland, when it could have been a fertile landscape. i feel as if my resolution was at my fingertips. only to have torn away by undeserving hands. i yearn for my absolution, upon which only abandonment is bestowed. i let you go in hope that the few memories that you will have of me would be pleasant; and that you would not feel near the anger and anguish i endure. for i would rather take this upon myself; so that you may carry on unscathed by comparison. can you say that of any of your past victims? you made me feel again- now i no longer want my heart. you awoke something within me- now i am a fleshen shell. you showed me that i wasn't alone- and that is how you left me. you said you understood me- but you left; so did you really? you brought me up from the ashes, and left me smelling of smoke. now i am undone, with no hope

Stir-fried Pumpkin
INGREDIENTS * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 1 teaspoon minced garlic * 4 cups cubed fresh pumpkin * 1/2 cup grated carrot * 2 tablespoons soy sauce * 1 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon ground black pepper * 2 teaspoons black sesame seeds DIRECTIONS 1. Heat the oil in a large skillet. Add the onion and garlic; cook and stir until the onions begin to brown. Stir in the pumpkin, carrot, soy sauce, salt, and pepper; cook another 5 to 7 minutes, until pumpkin is tender. Sprinkle with sesame seeds before serving.

Striptease 101
Give your man a special treat he'll never forget - a surprise striptease! It's the perfect unexpected treat, and is something he's sure to remember better than any box of candy or stuffed animal. And don't worry...any woman can give a great striptease, even if your body isn't "perfect" or you're naturally shy. The following tips will help make certain that your sexy surprise will be an enormous success! First let's address what to wear... Choose clothing that accentuates your most beautiful body parts. This is one time that it’s appropriate to show a lot of skin. Anything from elegant gowns, baby-dolls, sexy lingerie, cute two-piece sets, or little dresses are great to wear. Whatever you wear, make sure it can be removed easily. Don’t wear a corset that you have to unbutton, or a tight dress that’s difficult to slip out off. Avoid anything too complicated that you will have to fidget with to get off. Clothing that zips in back or fitted clothing that doesn’t stretch can al

Give Me Time
just wanted to tell all my friends and fu angels that im about 7 months pregnant now and there are a couple of you that know theissues that im going through with this pregnancy and right now it is getting really bad and stressful. i just found out that i have to go out of town to have a special ultrasound done on my baby boy cause there is a serious issue with his kidney at first it was both of them but one of them has gone to normal and the other one is just getting bigger. so if you come to my page and help me level or rate mypics plese leave me a shout or a private message and when i get back on when im up to it i will return the love i always do that is one thing im good at is rating pages. im glad for the friends that i do have and that have been there for me and ask me everyday how im feeling. im getting bigger by the day other then the kidney issue baby (ronald james) is very healthy and kicking me every day. and i cant wait to have him to show himoff to my fu family.. so ill

Chewy Chocolate Chip Cooooookies! (alton Brown)
Ingredients 2 sticks unsalted butter 2 1/4 cups bread flour 1 teaspoon kosher salt 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 cup sugar 1 1/4 cups brown sugar 1 egg 1 egg yolk 2 tablespoons milk 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract 2 cups semisweet chocolate chips Hardware: Ice cream scooper (#20 disher, to be exact) Parchment paper Baking sheets Mixer Directions Heat oven to 375 degrees F. Melt the butter in a heavy-bottom medium saucepan over low heat. Sift together the flour, salt, and baking soda and set aside. Pour the melted butter in the mixer's work bowl. Add the sugar and brown sugar. Cream the butter and sugars on medium speed. Add the egg, yolk, 2 tablespoons milk and vanilla extract and mix until well combined. Slowly incorporate the flour mixture until thoroughly combined. Stir in the chocolate chips. Chill the dough, then scoop onto parchment-lined baking sheets, 6 cookies per sheet. Bake for 14 minutes or until golden brown, checking the cookies a

Auto 11s
AUTO 11 AUCTION WILL OPEN SUNDAY NOV 9 I WILL BE AUCTIONING OFF TWO AUTO 11 BLINGS MINIMUM BID EACH ONE IS 5 MILLION!!!!! CLICK ON THIS PICTURE ON SUNDAY 10 PM FUBAR TIME TO GET TO FOLDER *I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BID I CHOOSE* AUCTIONED OFF BY: †ÐARTH†V€ÑØMOUS†™Proud MASTER of VENOM'S VIXENS@ fubar (repost of original by '†ÐARTH†V€ÑØMOUS†™ Auto11's Auction is on Now!' on '2008-11-09 20:26:24')

Losing Someone Special
This sucks so bad it really does, you see there was someone really special I met online and it was great i thought we chatted a lot and everything well i ended up getting hurt i guess thats all i should say to respect their privacy...

I Really Don't Expect Anyone To Read This.
She's standing on the corner of 9th and Pine, scraping her toes impatiently across the pavement. Her cheeks are flushed from the cold and the wind that's seeping slowly into her bones. She's shaking like fall's last stubborn leaves, which are fluttering and falling quietly around her. The sun is slowly setting, signaling for the night to settle over the sleepy city. She wraps her arms more tightly across her shrinking frame and thinks longingly about some home she once had. Or once felt. Or something. Distraction is a skill she's vowed to master but she's a novice, nonetheless.    At long last, a figure approaches from the shadows and the grey, growing and growing. A familiar gait elicits an un-welcomed twinge of longing. She drops her smoke and watches it fall to the concrete, scattering dying sparks.    Saying nothing and everything, he steals a long, hard look, peering into her amber eyes and burning a hole through her timid soul. His sincerity frighten

To My Friends
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health. Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a p

Pain Again
It seems today as the pain will never stop, The constant hurt of being incomplete, This pain has troubled me for quite some time now, I guess that I had hoped it was nearing it's end, My smiles may not be so bright, My short days turn long nights, This however will not hold me back, I am strong, I will endure, I will prevail, I'll not be beaten down by this same nemesis, Over and over again, So if by chance our paths do cross, Just ask me how I am, I'll probably reply, I'm dealing inside, With this terrible pain again

Miss Kitty & Mr. Typhoon To Godfather (closed)
Miss Kitty and Mr. Typhoon Aren't they just the cutest couple? Well, they are trying to Godfather on the same day... Now isn't that the sweetest thing? So, let's help them make this wish come true! Click on the picture above and show Miss Kitty some love... Click on the picture above and show Mr. Typhoon some love... Only 1.5 million to go... Let's make it happen... RATE Them FAN Them ADD Them as friends BLING Them

Ww's The Birthday Gyrl
***Happy Birthday Wonder Woman*** Stop by and wish her an amazing happy birthday!!!Her auto 11's are on and she's ready for a spanking!!! She is also having a special Birthday Happy Hour @ 9am Fu time!!!! Spank her real hard with lots of Rates! Comments!& all that shiny Cha blinggggggggggggg Bling!!!!! Wonder_Woman is a good Fu-slave 2 T ! Fu-Engaged to Suggadaddy@ fubar Lets get this Birthday Girl to 60 mill in points today!!!! Love on her all day! I know i will!!! Luv ya gyrl! Have an amazing Birthday! ♡Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy♡Owner Of Burg♡@ fubar In Da Club - 50 Cent

The Laundrymat
before I start I am not a superficial person really I am not. but some things..... I was at the laundrymat last night trying to get my laundry done and was texting a friend the attendant I have met before and is a little crazy but not the scary crazy kind. she greeted me and I said hello and that was that. then a guy came in and the attendant and him started to talk. this guy was at least a half foot shorter than me and like a quarter my size small guy. well he tried to engage me in conversation. I politely answered his questions in the shortest way possible while I continued to text this friend I like. this guy them starts talking to the attendant then who decided to sit next to me. so I was sandwiched between the two and now they are BOTH trying to engage me in conversation...I continue my back and forth texting and give them as short of answers as possible. when they start talking about all their health problems...I was not really paying attention. when this guy says "well the only

I'm Watching You
I know you watch us, I like it. I leave the curtains open, I know you look in. I know how much you can see and I get excited at the thought of someone watching me have sex with my girlfriend. I plan it all. After dinner I lead my girlfriend to the area of the room that you can see. I begin to kiss her lightly on the lips, just brushing my tongue across them. Her nipples harden. I ask her to dance for me, as she takes a step back she begins to wriggle her hips, showing her fantastic long legs, the tops of her thighs and a glimpse of her pert bottom. She smiles seductively as she begins to untie her white top at the neck, she looks at me, daring me to touch her. She turns around and at that moment she faces you, you can see her perfect breasts bouncing up and down as she wiggles and dances. Her nipples are hard, right infront of you she removes her top completely. I imagine you to be very turned on, perhaps you’re even stroking yourself, it makes me even more excited. She turns b

Cell Phone Photos Used Against Mickey..d's
Good Morning. Have you heard about this so called incident at McDonald’s where a man left his cell phone behind after he then realized he left his phone there he called to make sure someone working would secure the phone for him and he would be over to pick it up. The man now has a lawsuit against McDonald’s like who hasn’t tried to get rich off of McDonald’s…apparently any business that has a clown running it is fair game for lawsuits…Oh well!... However, here is my ploy on this whole ordeal…I like to give the benefit of the doubt in more ways then one…but what kind of idiot has naked pictures of his wife on his cell phone? Red Check mark number one (1) then all this happened back in July…hmmm red check mark number two (2) Then the couple have to move because of embarrassment due to said wife being naked on said husbands cell phone… What will the neighbors think? We need to move! No, I will tell you what you need to do, First off, Liar, Liar, Pants on fire! Who leaves naked photos o

Dead On
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) Sometimes you can appear more easygoing than you actually feel. Today, however, you are likely to just push others away if you need time by yourself. It's not that you are antisocial; it's just that you aren't interested in putting up a fake front for the sake of making someone else feel good. Don't try to justify your actions; just be true to yourself while remaining kind to everyone else.

Welfare
A scouser walked into the local welfare office to pick up his cheque . He marched straight up to the counter and said, ' Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing dole. I'd really rather have a job.' The social worker behind the counter said, ' Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a Chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his 2008 Mercedes-Benz CL, and he will supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll also be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips. This is rather awkward to say, but you will also have, as part of your job assignment, to satisfy her sexual urges, as the daughter is in her mid-20's and has a rather strong sex drive. A two-bedroom loft type apartment with plasma TV, stereo, bar, etc. located above the garage, will be designated for your sole use and the salary is £200,000 a year.' The scouse g

Friendship Vs. Love
Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust. Love is when you feel like you are the only two around. Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care. Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart. Friendship is being close even when you are far apart. Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near. Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best. Love is when you bring them the very best. Friendship occupies your mind. Love occupies your soul. Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need. Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side. Friendship is a warm smile in the winter. Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart. Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares: A tender laugh, which opens your heart, A single touch that melts away your fe

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L0rd Give Me A Sign
Yeah..Uh In the name of Jesus (that's right) No weapon formed against me shall prosper (preach) And every tongue that shall rise against me in judgment thou shalt condemn (preach) (Lord give me a sign) For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord (preach) And their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord. (preach) Amen [Verse 1] Lord Give me a Sign! I really need to talk to you Lord Since the last time we talked the work has been hard Now I know you haven't left me But I feel like I'm alone I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown And I'm still going through it Pain and the hurt Soaking up trouble like rain in the dirt And I know! Only I can stop the rain Wit just the mention of my saviors name IN THE NAME OF JESUS! Devil I rebuke you for what I go through And trying make me do what I used to But all that stops right here As long as the Lords in my life I will have no fear I will know no pain from the light to the dark I will show no shame spit

Who Am I?
i don't know who i am at all. i'm trying to figure this out but i don't know how. i've lost my way in life and i don't know how to get it back. i pray, hope, and wish for someone to help me but i don't think and/or know of anyone who can. the only way i can ever talk about how i feel anymore is through writing. because i don't want to hurt myself and confide in anyone because i don't know i can trust anyone.

That Time Of Year
Yep, that time of year. The constant questions, what do you want, I don't know what to get you etc. And to be honest, I don't really want anything. Partly because I actually don't, other than one or two cds perhaps. But mostly because I'm going to have very little money to get anyone anything. I know that's not the point, but it just doesn't feel right.

Santa’s Tired & …
‘Twas the night before Christmas - old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list, Miserable brats, ungrateful jerks, I’ve a good mind to scrap the whole damn works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa" - what do I hear? My old lady bitches ‘cos I work late at night, The elves want more money and the reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed up the maids, Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things might get better, Those assholes from ATO sent me a letter. They say I owe taxes - if that ain't damn funny; Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money? And the children these days - they all are the pits Ask the impossible, the mean little shits. Spent a whole year makin’ wagons and sleds, Assembling their dolls - arms, legs and heads. Made lots of yo yos, but no-one wants them, Just computers and robots – like I'm IBM? If you think all that's bad, just picture this: Try holding tho

Lateralus
This song is amazing... i dont think there has ever been a song thats touched me as much as this one... Album: Lateralus (2001) Black then white are All I see In my infancy Red & yellow then came to be Reaching out to me Lets me see As below, so above & beyond, I imagine Drawn beyond the lines of reason Push the envelope Watch it bend Overthinking Overanalyzing Separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition Missing opportunities & I must Feed my will to feel thy moment Drawing way outside the lines Black then white are All I see In my infancy Red & yellow then came to be Reaching out to me Lets me see There´s So much More and Beckons me To look through to these Infinite possibilities As below, so above & beyond, I imagine Drawn outside the lines of reason Push the envelope Watch it bend Overthinking Overanalyzing Separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition Leaving opportunities behind Feed my will to feel

Treasure Hunt
The Pegasus Project12 Days of Christmas, Treasure HuntMembers Only Contest On the first day of Christmas, my True Love gave to Me...BUT, that dumb old Grinch Stole it, and now I need your help to get it back and catch this criminal. If you will follow the clues and report where you find my gift to The Pegasus Homepage, then maybe we can catch him.Daily clues released at RANDOM TIMES, Dec. 12th-23rdStarting at NOON FuTime on December 12thNobody knows exactly WHEN the clues and daily pic will be posted each day... So WATCH for the Status Change on "The Pegasus Project" homepageOnce you see the homepage status change telling you that the daily posts are upSTART SEARCHING FOR THE PIC OF THE DAY!!!Search for daily clues that will be posted on a scroll like this oneThe daily prize to be awarded to the first person who finds the OFFICIAL CONTEST COMMENT PIC OF THE DAY(one contest pic posted per day) The contest "Comment" pictures will be signified by the Official Pegasus Stamp added to ea

Dont Worry Little One
Don’t worry little one things will be alright I can still fight Your wings are small but the are great Lean on me and we will see if we have the strength to fly We will sore high in the sky where things will not hurt us So please don’t cry little one Things will get better I promise I will take you to some one who cares They will help you heal

Proverbs 13:12
Proverbs 13 12 Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a dream fulfilled is a tree of life. 13 People who despise advice are asking for trouble; those who respect a command will succeed. 14 The instruction of the wise is like a life-giving fountain; those who accept it avoid the snares of death. 15 A person with good sense is respected; a treacherous person is headed for destruction.* 16 Wise people think before they act; fools don't—and even brag about their foolishness. 17 An unreliable messenger stumbles into trouble, but a reliable messenger brings healing. 18 If you ignore criticism, you will end in poverty and disgrace; if you accept correction, you will be honored. 19 It is pleasant to see dreams come true, but fools refuse to turn from evil to attain them. 20 Walk with the wise and become wise; associate with fools and get in trouble. 21 Trouble chases sinners, while blessings reward the righteous. 22 Good people le

My Love To Give
I will love who I love and not who you prescribe I will not listen to you though you jeer and jibe My heart is mine to give to any who I will Though you think me stupid, it is my choice still I love it when they hug me, run their fingers through my hair So keep your judgment to yourself, I really do not care You are not my conscience, you are not my heart Keep your opinion to yourself, in love it plays no part. I love who I want, and don't care what you say So please just take your judgment and walk the other way

It's Dragging Me Down
My friend, Lindy, and I have been close for some time. She lives on my street, and we see each other nearly everyday. She has a vehicle, and I keep it gassed up, and we run errands, shop, etc. Our views differ on a great many things, but we've gotten along just fine... Now, she's driving me crazy. She's very negative, and judgemental, and I'm really not wanting to spend time with her. Tonight, I went over to return a movie, and was telling her how much I'd like a husband. She instantly started up on how much trouble men are, and how the stress would be doubled, and that getting married is stupid. She's divorced, and anti-relationship, and doesn't even have interest in sex anymore, and that's fine... But why does she have to be so negative about ME wanting it? She admits she's never been in love, but it feels like she doesn't even believe it exists. And I don't see a man as a liability; I LIKE guys. I want a partner, a lover, a best friend, a deep emotional bond built on mutual

The Story
So I answer questions for a living, it's what I do. So the person asks the questions "what is the definition of doggy style position". The next step would be to send it to a guide to research it or send them a default answer which would just be the most commonly used. I obviously chose default and it reads: A dude gets on his knees behind her and puts his peepee in her hoohoo. Then he pulls her hair and uses her boobies as a steering wheel. OMG, I thought it was hilarious and I lost it.

Freedom!!!!!
Here is something I always admired "the more we are governened the less we are free" Last night I got into a debate with a social worker about free internet over the web a Comcast employee chimed in and said I can tell you it is illegal. Bull shit! They used the ignorant excuse what if? child porn was there concern. Well back to freedom I do not object to nudity. porn is rather discusting so I do have some scrupples but if you look at nude people on the net or download music or get a free signal or fire wall or any other thing you can think of it is only the money the fucking right wing objects to loosing,And your into a fight to protect yourself from these oppressive goverment regulations. So anyway I explained they deregulated wireless in 1999 I think. I stopped short of telling them the world wide web was invented in Belgium by a guy that wanted free access to the library, by the way Belgium has not government right now 12/22/08. I do not believe freedum int free so thats a

What To Think Or Do...
I don't know what to think at times; this week has been a trying one emotional and physical...from the time my son went missing for 7 hours to the information to Miss Caylee being identified and the over whelming thoughts of am I the parent I should be or the ex stepping up too. My mind spins on what I can do more of...rate huh??lol nah...I wanna be a bigger presence than what I am in my sons life and this by no accounts is a mumm...it's me putting the vulnerability out there as in what more can I do. I am tired..I am thinking...my next thing is what action can I do to do more. I seem stuck and yet bewildered. Maybe, the days of old the Serenity Prayer should ring volumes in my head and heart. Who knows...all I know is conviction is setting in!!

Consumation Of Grief
I even hear the mountains the way they laugh up and down their blue sides and down in the water the fish cry and the water is their tears. I listen to the water on nights I drink away and the sadness becomes so great I hear it in my clock it becomes knobs upon my dresser it becomes paper on the floor it becomes a shoehorn a laundry ticket it becomes cigarette smoke climbing a chapel of dark vines. . . it matters little very little love is not so bad or very little life what counts is waiting on walls I was born for this I WAS BORN TO HUSTLE ROSES DOWN THE AVENUES OF THE DEAD.

Sorry Seems To Be..............
What I got to do to make you love me? What I got to do to make you care? What do I do when lightning strikes me? And I wake to find that you're not there? What I got to do to make you want me? What I got to do to be heard? oooooooohhh What do I say when it's all over? (babe) Sorry seems to be the hardest word (That's right...) It's sad, so sad It's a sad, sad situation And it's getting more and more absurd It's sad so sad Why can't we talk it over? Always seems to me Sorry seems to be the hardest word What I do to make you want me? hmmmmmmm What I got to do to be heard? What do I say when it's all over? Sorry seems to be the hardest word It's sad, so sad It's a sad sad situation And it's gotten more and more absurd....ooooh It's sad, so sad Why can't we talk it over? Always seems to me Sorry seems to be the hardest word What do I do to make you love me?...oooh What I got to do to be heard? hmmmm What do I do when lightning strikes me? (yea

Auto As***
Now to most of you all that read my blogs you know I don't pull no BS with you and will rate ya!! This thougfh is a list of those people that don't rate back, but keep taking from the honest ones like you and I....it's NSFW cause the poor people that take time from us keep up their crap and keep taking whether auto's or HH's and never give a thing back........4,498 were rated today..pics....profiles and a cpl comments!!! http://fubar.com/user/1003883 Auto 11's Hard Timez 900 Rated by this Happy Hour and recipient of of Auto 11's only gave a profile rate and a blog comment, but she said remind her as she was leaving for the weekend ummm no can do http://fubar.com/user/1914457 Cynzdreams just a profile rate; 1237 pics rated and nothing more than a profile rate http://fubar.com/user/2298658 Devilish Curves profile rate and 145k in fubucks- 1451 pics rated can we say this auto 11 made out as the previos one and leveled!! Regular http://fubar.com/user/1876269 Icee

Red Velvet Cake
2 1/2 Cups All-Purpose Flour 1 1/2 Cup Sugar 2 TBSP Cocoa 1 Tsp. Salt 1 Tsp. Baking Soda 2 Eggs 1/2 Cup Oil 1 Cup Buttermilk 2 Oz. Red Food Coloring (May use other colors) 1 Tsp. Vanilla Extract Place all dry ingredients in bowl. Blend eggs with fork. Add oil and blend again. Add this mixture to dry ingredients and mix with wire whisk until smooth. Blend in food coloring vanilla and buttermilk. Bake at 350 degrees for around 30 minutes. ICING 1/2 Stick Butter 8 Oz. Cream Cheese (Softened) 1 Lb. Powdered sugar 1/2 Tsp. Vanilla Extract Mix all ingredients with electric mixer until smooth. Spread over cooled cake.

Happy Bday Mystic
MYSTICFAIRY HAS A FEW WISHES FOR HER BDAY 1.SHE HAS NEVER HAD AN AUTO 11 BLING SHE WOULD LOVE ON FOR HER BDAY 2.TO LEVEL TO GODMOTHER 3.MORE FRIENDS N FANS FOR THE NEW YR SO COME ON BY AND SHOW SWEET LOVE TO HER Mysticfairy@ fubar P.S. SHE LOVES TO BE BLINGED BROUGHT TO U BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Screwby N Crazed Maniac@ fubar

Fubar Is Right!
Women add men they dont find attractive, men add women they dont find appealing, why? just for points? Thats kind of lame if you ask me. Seems to me that could cause peoples feelings to be hurt. Why be something your not? Why pretend to care or be attracted to someone? For points? LOL I suppose I got sucked into it myself, but I have found a few people on here I would call friend. But over all, this website encourages people to unsincere and F-A-K-E! The worst part about it is some people even pretend to be someone completely different than who they really are....

Check It Out Please
will rate pics and stash during hh crush for two weeks add to top friends comments on profile often fu drinks when you're dry if VIP is offered: will use 50 to 75 11's daily on you make a salute for you possibility of making custom pics too crush for month if bid is high enough: will give yahoo addy and more, lol...... have any ideas just ask ;)

The Tiger And The Fox By Massud Farzan
The Tiger and the Fox by Massud Farzan A fox who lived in the deep forest of long ago had lost its front legs. No one knew how: perhaps escaping from a trap. A man who lived on the edge of the forest , seeing the fox from time to time, wondered how in the world it managed to get its food. One day when the fox was not far from him he had to hide himself quickly because a tiger was approaching. The tiger had fresh game in its claws. Lying down on the ground, it ate its fill, leaving the rest for the fox. Again the next day the great Provider of this world sent provisions to the fox by this same tiger. The man began to think: "If this fox is taken care of in this mysterious way, its food sent by some unseen Higher Power, why don't I just rest in a corner and have my daily meal provided for me?" Because he had a lot of faith, he let the days pass, waiting for food. Nothing happened. He just went on losing weight and strength until he was nearly a skeleton. Close to losing conscio

Kipster Is Just 100k Away.
He's a really good friend and always returns the rates. Let's give him a good spanking and get him to Godfather! Thank you and have a great night. KIPSTER ~ RATE SPANKER'S member ~(fu-hub to the queen)~@ fubar

I Need Your Help
Hey everybody. Can you all help me out a little bit. I am out of photo rates and I still need 30K to go to level. If you can help in anyway, I would be sure to help you out as soon as I can. Thanks.

I'll Never Let U Go (angel Eyez)
angel eyez u have angel eyez such a smile that lights up my life you're a dream come true now im holdin u & i'll never let u go i will never let u go 1st time i laid my eyez upon u all my dreams were answered 1st time i kissed your tender lips my love to u i surrender i'll never let u go you're alwayz on my mind you're the only 1 for me you're all i need & i'll never let u go angel eyez my heart relies on the love u give to me u never let me down you're alwayz by my side & i'll never let u go i will never let u go when my heart starts to crumble & the tears start to fall u hold me close for tender lovin & give me strength to carry on i'll never let u go

Missin U Guys
Well I havent been around in seems like years! Not sure how many of you will read this since I havent been around to keep in touch with anyone, but I do hope that you all are doin great! I miss ya's and even though I dont get online like I use to I will make an effort to get on at least everyday while the kids are at school. I hope yall had a wonderful New Years! Mine was pretty good, spent it with the hubby and my cousin and her boyfriend. I do hope yall can forgive me for not bein around, if not then not sure what else to tell ya other then im sorry for not bein able to get online to play. I started to babysit again, and my son is involved it Scouts, and in Basketball. My daughter is in gymnastics. So needless to say I do keep myself very busy everyday of the week. Weekends are just as bad, we have a basketball game on Sats, and then go and visit grandma, and Sundays well that is for me and the kids whenever hubby is at work. We sit around and play a ton of board games. My daughter

I Think Im Happy
Or at least I know I will be. Im in a bad spot I know this. The insanity that is my life and a baby on the way. But I have watched some of the strongest people I know overcome worse odds, some in just the last day even. I myself have been the breaker of odds my whole life. Some because other people were to stupid to not give up on my. Some because I was too stubborn to walk away or die. From the ruins have come my greatest joys. Emily. Nathan. Ivy. Even the children that I never held breathing. From those sorrows I know the depth of my own ablity to love and be happy and survive. Some people say I need to just get over it and grow up. And I guess maybe from their perspective I should, by the worlds perspective. But it just shows me that they havent ever given into what it means to truely lose their world, their life, their love. I wish with all my heart I was able to let it all go. Yet I cant. I dont want to really. Its all I have left of my former self. The self that lived in an ig

Please Help!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS PLEASE GO SHOW TEDDY T SOME LOVE PLEASE RATE ,ADD, AND FAN HIM AND RATE HIS PICS AND STASH HE IS TRYING TO GET TO GODFATHER BUT HE NEEDS OUR HELP!!!!PLEASE LET HIM KNOW SUMMER SHADOW LEVELER SENT U AND THE GODFATHER FAMILY......THANK U TO ALL THAT HELPS ....ANGEL1111 HERE IS THE LINK TEDDY T.~~OWNED BY SWEET SERENITY@ fubar

The Closer.........
My baby, my baby, my baby, my love Come a little closer so we can see into the eyes of love Just a little a closer let me speak to you I wanna softly tell you something Here I am-- I just want you to come closer Come a little closer let me whisper in your ear ‘Cause I wanna tell you something Move a little a little closer we can celebrate The way we feel about each other’s lovin’… Wanna tell you words, words of love Words that make you wanna………..

The 50 Things I Hate
1-I hate the smell skunks make when you run them over. 2-I hate procrastination. 3-I hate bad spelling and bad grammar. 4-I hate chapped lips. 5-I hate generic chapstick. 6-I hate dirty hair. 7-I hate when fat people wear tight clothes. 8-I hate girls that are all "OOOOH MY GAWD" 9-I hate it when people move their legs. 10- I hate tapping. 11-I hate being cold. 12-I hate chipped nail polish. 13- I hate when you are on the tele, and all you hear is the person breathing. 14-I hate TV, it rots your brain. 15-I hate when people think they know what they are talking about, when they dont. 16-I hate boys who treat girls like they own them. 17-I hate when things are quiet. 18- I hate when I lay in bed, and i cant sleep. 19-I hate second hand smoke. 20- I hate the way liquor smells. 21- I hate drunk people, they are obnoxious. 22- I hate when people quote things, but quote it wrong. 23-I hate being hit on. 24-I hate it when girls stare down my man. 25-I hate people who

Greetings Fubar
Hello FUBAR readers of blogs. I am Mistshadow, I am a semi non-normal person who found this place by happenstance one time. I figured I would make a somewhat introductionary blog posting. In regards to my lack of salute: Currently, I have no digital or web camera in which to take photos of my self. So when I'm able to have a friend take some pics of me, namely when they arn't busy, I'll try to get a salute on my page. I assure you that I am a real person, not some robot. Granted i realize that saying such might lead one to think otherwise. My guess on the estimated time in which a salute will be up it 1 to 1.5 weeks, I'm hoping by Thursday. Anyhoo, I'm learning the site slowly and hope to make some interesting friends while im here, hopefully actual friends rather then those interested in increasing their e-peen size by number of friends and fans. Many greetings Fubar-ians

Ok...not The Kind Of Morning I Wanted To Have
It really wasn't that bad...Nothing like staying up late and trying to sleep in knowing that you can't because of the things you have to do. Those just happened to be one of those days to where there were people to call before lunch and I didn't get to hear what I wanted. Well, part of it I didn't want to hear. lol I called my unit here and was inquiring about my departure date and my mobilization station prior to my deployment, since it was supposed to be next month. YEAH, SUPPOSED TO BE...well, it has been pushed back another month due to them having a large workload to contend with. The good part about it though, I'm not going to be freezing my butt off in Jersey. :-) I'll be in the south for it and that makes me feel ohhh sooo much better. The thing that makes this all that much more difficult to deal with is that I'm not having the communication that I'm wanting or needing. You know who you are if you have read this. Being pushed away from the fact I'm leaving sucks

Life
I FEEL USED, ABUSED, AND BROKEN DOWN, AT NIGHT I TRY TO SLEEP. BUT MY SOUL WON'T LET ME, ALL I CAN DO IS LAY AND WEEP, MY HEAD IS FILLED WITH WANDER, MY HEART IS FULL OF LOVE, AND THERE IS NOBODY TO SHARE IT WITH. I HAVE TRIED TO FIND THAT SPECIAL ONE, BUT IT SEEMS NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT ME. SO I AM ASKING FOR SOME ONE, WHO IS WILLING TO CARE, AND LOVE ME? ONE WHO CAN GIVE ME A HAPPIER LIFE, TO ANSWER MY HEARTS CRY FOR LOVE.

February Promotions Contest
DO YOU LIKE MORPHS BUT DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THEM HIT ME UP FOR DETAILS ON HOW TO GET ONE FREE FREE MORPHS 4 1 MONTH ONLY Im making morphs and pics for this month only payment not needed but is accepted, donations in bux or cash items all i ask is that u check out 33 east & tell them DJ CHAOS sent you & if u like the lounge feel free to subscribe Go Here to view my morphs i've already made As A Promotions Contest, Every New Subscriber to 33 East This Month (February) will be eligible for the end of the month drawing with top prizes (4) tickers, 5 custom skins & 3 custom animations CLICK THE LINK TO GO TO THE LOUNGE & DONT FORGET 2 SUBSCRIBE Bulletin Created By: ~TIGEREYES~ Bulletin Modified By: BBW Goddess

Wednesday Night Double Bill At Kins' House
So as well as shaving my beard last night, I also watched both these movies. They are fricking excellent, so if you haven't seen them, you should. In this one, a girl thinks she's a cyborg and so gets locked up in a mental institution and starts to slowly starves herself to death. And it's absolutely delightful. And in this one, the kid from 'Third Rock From The Sun' solves a mystery about a dead girl like he is some kind of film noir detective, only he is at high school. It, too, is brilliant.

Speak To Your Mountains
Speak to Your Mountains Today's Scripture "And Jesus answered them, Truly I say to you, if you have faith (a firm relying trust) and do not doubt, you will not only do what has been done to the fig tree, but even if you say to this mountain, Be taken up and cast into the sea, it will be done" (Matthew 21:21, AMP). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria We've all had seasons when the challenges of life feel overwhelming. During those times, it's easy to be tempted to talk about how bad things are. Maybe you received a bad medical report, or maybe you're facing a financial obstacle. But the more you talk about something, the bigger it becomes in your mind. Instead, you've got to dig your heels in and say, "No, I am not going to give life to that defeat. I am not going to speak sickness over myself. I'm not going to speak lack. I'm not going to speak fear. I'm choosing a different report. I believe the report of the Lord which says I am blessed. I am favored. I am prosperous. I a

How I Feel When I Write
i write when i am happy sad hurt or just plain mad i write about the good times i have had or the heartbreak i have felt i write about the ones i lost or the ones that did not care to stick around i write about the funny things in life as they happen i write to express my self in ways that no one would ever know when i write a ease feels my soul and peace comes again when i write its not always happy but i write to let it all show if you know me and i mean really know me then you know that to me writing is life its something i must do to be able to sleep better at night writing ... its me

"wheel Of Life"
"THE VISIBLE AND THE INVISIBLE...NOW AND FOREVER...THE GREAT WHEEL OF LIFE SPINS ETERNALLY" I REALLY WONDER WHY PEOPLE CHOOSE TO NOT SEE THE ASPECTS OF LIFE ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS...THAT IS WHAT THIS LIFE IS FOR. THEY SEEM TO BE HAPPY REMAINING IN A STUCK STATE OF EXISTENCE. PONDER THIS AND ASK YOURSELF WHERE THE WHEEL OF LIFE IS LEADING YOU

Auto Auction~spotlight Fund
Spotlight Virgin looking for the spotlight. In her quest to get it she is also auctioning off an auto 11 or cherry bomb bling, your choice. So if you don't mind sparing some bucks come to her page by clicking her picture and donate or bid on the bling. Lady GaGa - Paparazzi... paparazzi by lady gaga songs | music videos | lyrics

Gaining Ground
Ok cool, I finally had a little bit of time to do a couple of friend requests. I had to spend an entire day in a meeting about nothing! (don't you just love those!!) What a waste of time, especially during this economy. Speaking of the economy, this shit is fucked up!! I feel really blessed to have a great job so I will not complain. My birthday is in a few days so hopefully I can find a nice beautiful female to spend some time with because its a cold February, but it has now been 70 degrees for 4 days straight. Plus I'm very picky....

Happy Thursday
well.. we had one bad windstorm lastnight. Have to say it was one of the scariest moments in my life. I know they were calling for tornados in cities near us..but felt like we were having one here also. I was rather shocked though when I went to town today..to find not much damage. I seen a little bit..but not what I figured there would be. We were out of electric for 13hrs though. I got weighed in today..and lost 3 more pounds. A total of 9.8 in two weeks..woo hoo. Anyways.. hope you all have a great day..I am going to go take a nap. Didn't sleep to well lastnight.

He's Just Not That Into You
So I saw this movie yesterday and i must say my eyes are open fukn wide. I took all my fav out my phone. I'm not calln,txtn,im, or email anyone i've known for less than a year unless they show true interests. And yes I have to agree, If I'm not getting a phone call he's just not that into me...... Believe what you see and don't ever make up an excuse...

You Cannot Eet Them.
J told me about a couple he'd met during his travels. They were French, and the woman had been a schoolteacher. Her comment on children: "They are so naughty, but you cannot eet them!" "You can't eat them?!" "No, they will not let you eet them." J paused for a moment before he realized what she was saying. "Ohh. You can't hit them." "Yes! You cannot eet them!"

Where I Belong:
You belong to S.Korea You were just getting back to a normal cycle of eating when a group of people came up to you and said that you were too different than they were, so you could no longer visit the beach. You'll probably miss the beach, and you're still kind of hungry, but ironically you cook for lots of rich people in other places who think your food is excellent, but won't let you eat it yourself. You are revered in the Caribbean, though, which counts for something.

Vendor Problem
In a software design meeting, we were using typical technical jargon to discuss a data exchange interface with a vendor. One co-worker said the programming we had ordered was delayed because the vendor was suffering from a "severe nonlinear waterfowl issue." Curious, the team leader raised his eyebrows and asked, "What exactly is that?" The programmer replied, "They don't have all their ducks in a row."

Australian Bushfire Personal Story
'It's just like a bomb blast': one firefighter's story On Saturday, Dixons Creek firefighter Drew Adamson stood and watched his home burn while he saved someone else's. In the past two days, the CFA lieutenant has seen a body tumble from a smashed car and charred remains in the blackened shells of other vehicles He tried to help a woman find her sister's children only to discover they had burned in a house in the Kinglake fires. Attending a community meeting at Yarra Glen this morning dressed in his ash-smeared CFA yellow overalls, his body shook from sheer physical and emotional exhaustion. But Mr Adamson thinks he's been lucky. His wife Sharon and three sons, aged four, eight and 10, are alive. After what he's seen he knows that's all that matters. On the way to fires in the Yarra Valley on Saturday, Mr Adamson's strike team was stopped just outside Yarra Glen to put out an overturned burning car. When he opened the door of the wreck a body fell out. His c

Can You Rape Me To Godmother??....or Are You Too Chicken???
=== '*LORD WOLF* Extreme Master Morpher & Tag Creations,See Profile.Fu Married to Just Susan)' wrote the following at '2009-02-20 11:57:48'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > AND THIS AUTO WAS PROVIDED BY THE VERY BEAUTIFUL > IM UR'S 4EVER..PLZ....SHOW THIS 2nd ALARM HOTTIE > SOME MAD FU-LOVE TOO!!!! > SHE ALSO HAS AUTO 11'S GOIN!!!! > IM UR'S 4EVER! 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!!!!!!!@ fubar > > > > > >

Feelin Love
You make me feel like a sticky pistil Leaning into her stamen. You make me feel like Mr. Sunshine himself. You make me feel like splendor in the grass where we're rolling Damn skippy baby you make me feel like the Amazon's running between my thighs. You make me feel love You make me feel like a candy apple all red and horny You make me feel like I want to be dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door. And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny little t-shirt That I'm wearing and you would open the door And tie me up to the bed. You make me feel love Lover I don't know who I am. Am I Barry White - am I Isis? Lover I'm laced with your unconscious, I will be your Desdemona

Betrayal
Betrayal is saying you will be back in a minute, but end up taking all night. Betrayal is saying that you will pick me up after you go get the alcohol, but take two hours to get back. Betrayal is saying you are my friend, but not acting like it sometimes. It is when I have to leave because one person doesn't want me there, and you not trying to stick up for me, trying to stop me and talk to me, or trying to call me back at my room. Betrayal is the worst thing that someone could do in a friendship. It ruins the friendship, tears up the trust between two people, and worst of all, it makes enemies out of the friends. It is when you act one way in public, one way in private, and yet another way when you are around certain people. Betrayal is such an easy thing to do, that sometimes people don't even realize that they are doing it. But when it does happen, it can ruin even the best of friends. NMG 10-08-03

Mardi Gras Potty Dance
INTRODUCING A TRAIN UNLIKE ANY OTHER... THIS TRAIN IS FOR ANYONE WHO HAS EVER GONE TO MARDI GRAS AND EXPERIENCED IT FIRST HAND AND FOR ANYONE WHO PLANS TO GO TO MARDI GRAS AND WILL EXPERIENCE IT... THIS IS THE MARDI GRAS POTTY DANCE TRAIN RULES 1) NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! 2) RATES THE PICS IN MY POTTY DANCE FOLDER (THERE ARE ONLY 37) START HERE 3) ADD, RATE, FAN ALL RIDERS. IF THEY ARE ALREADY ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST LEAVE A COMMENT STATING MARDI GRAS DAY POTTY DANCE 4) PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ONCE YOU'VE COMPLETED THE TRAIN SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG AND ADD YOU TO THE BLOG/BULLY 5) PLEASE REPOST THE BULLY ONCE YOU'VE BEEN ADDED HAVE FUN!

Wednesday Morning, 3am
Wednesday Morning, 3AM Paul Simon and Art Garfunkel I can hear the soft breathing Of the girl that I love, As she lies here beside me Asleep with the night, And her hair, in a fine mist Floats on my pillow, Reflecting the glow Of the winter moonlight. She is soft, she is warm, But my heart remains heavy, And I watch as her breasts Gently rise, gently fall, For I know with the first light of dawn Ill be leaving, And tonight will be All I have left to recall. Oh, what have I done, Why have I done it, Ive committed a crime, Ive broken the law. For twenty-five dollars And pieces of silver, I held up and robbed A hard liquor store. My life seems unreal, My crime an illusion, A scene badly written In which I must play. Yet I know as I gaze At my young love beside me, The morning is just a few hours away.

Stolen Ffrom Bounty
1]How tall are you barefoot? 5'7" 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? Not yet but day is still young 3] Do you own a gun? no cause i'd be in prison 4] Rehab? i'm not a quitter 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? yep 6] What do you think of your friends? love them 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? grandma got run over by a reindeer 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? starbucks vente mocha twist frap 9] Do you do push-ups? pfft no thats why im so soft 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? many times LOVE IT 11] Are you vegetarian? nope 12] Do you like painkillers? too much 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? all it takes is "ya wanna fuck" works like a charm 14] Do you own a knife? der COOKING 15] Do you have A.D.D. what? 16] Date Of Birth? 6-5-1970 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: sex painkillers and bountys hands 18] Name the last 3 things y

Am I A Fireman Yet
Always experience life to the fullest Get your Kleenex ready In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down At her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, She also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & Fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still Wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted To be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would Do with your life?' Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman When I grew up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can Make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , A rizona

Put Me On A Leash N Call It A Day
Well friends woe is me as i sit here in the worst pain i think ive felt in a long time. Just as things start to look pretty damn good as far as my ankle goes my clutzy self just had to mess that up. About 1am this morning i had let the dogs out and as i was letting them back in i tripped over the leash and fell directly on top of my daughter's scooter back first. As i hit the scooter i could hear my back cracking and it knocked the wind out of me, so i think i must have layed on the ground in shock about half an hour before i could even move. My back is throbbing and it hurts to walk or even bend over and its like it radiates around to the front of my kidneys. I literally had to cry myself to sleep as it hurts to even breathe. Today is even worse, my entire body feels like its been run over by a mack truck. I called my doctor and they cant get me in until the morning and i refuse to go sit for hours in the emergency room so looks like ill be crying mlf to sleep again tonight. I really

The Accurate Historical Documentation Of The Spartan 300 And The Battle At Thermopile.
THE ACCURATE HISTORICAL DOCUMENTATION OF THE SPARTAN 300 AND THE BATTLE A THERMOPILE. THE 300 THE 300 SPARTANS. THE DELTA FORCE OF THE ANCIENT WORLD. THE FINEST SOLDIERS THE WORLD HAS EVER KNOWN. THE DEFENSE AGAINST THE STRONGEST ATACK, A FULL FRONTAL CALVARY ATTACK WITH FOOT WEDGED SPEARS LIKE IN THE MOVIE, "BRAVEHEART" WOULD BE A GREAT DEFENSIVE WEAPON. THE THING IS, HORSES WILL NEVER RUN INTO ANYTHING, JUST AS MUCH AS THEY WILL NEVER GO NEAR SMOKE OR FIRE. THE ANCIENT PERSIANS WOULD SEND IN A FULL FRONTAL ATTACK OF INFANTRY, THEN USE CALVARY FOR A RIGHT AND LEFT FLANK TO ATTACK THE ENEMY FROM BEHIND. BUT THIS ONLY WORKED ON THE OPEN PLAINS. THIS TACTIC WAS THE SUCCESS OF THE CAPTURING OF MILITARY DEFENSIVE FORCES THAT CREATED SUCH A MASSIVE EMPIRE. BUT THIS TACTIC CANNOT WORK ON A CLIFF ON ONE SIDE AND DROPPING CLIFF ON THE OTHER OF A PATH WITH A LIMITED WIDTH. A TRIANGLE POINTED POSITION BY THE SPARTAN 300 COINCIDING WITH THE TACTICIAN BASED ON THEIR WEAPONRY OF THE CALVA

Sumone
when u love sumone they become ur best friend ur world so u try so everything in ur power 2 make them happy but ur running out of ideas on how 2 make them happy and u start 2 become depressed becuz they r depressed all the time dose that mean that u r not meant 2 be or u just starting 2 feel their pain and u cant seem 2 do anything 2 help them love is a painful thing! love ya by missy

No Pain..
she is in so much pain but she no longer feels it a coma she was put into to keep the tears from sliding down her sweet little face her family is torn they are falling apart they have only God's love left so many people pray for this little girl her big sister stands by the window not allowed to enter this germ free room she doesn't understand why she is not able to hug her sister she cries cause her sister is her best friend her tears bring even more grief to my already tear filled eyes there is nothing i can do but pray i want to hold my little cousin and let her know i am there but she wouldn't hear she wouldn't know for the child sleeps in a painless world of darkness

Thinking Out Loud
Most girls dream about Happily Ever After. I'm too busy thinking about the day after Happily Ever After... Did anyone ever stop to think maybe Cinderella kicked off her shoe, instead of "losing" it? What if she realized she wanted more and ran away? Ever think of that? -REL

Evans Blue
"A Cross And A Girl Named Blessed" She wears a butterfly on her wrist But she might as well cut it's head off She's holding out for weapons to kill the ghost inside Or at least kill the thought she has of killing her mind she says "I love you" with her hands, she says "I hate you" with her eyes Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name But I could never let you know how much this means I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know It wasn't worth fighting for I wear God's name up by my wrist but she might as well tear my skin off She's letting go convictions, to release the ghost inside To release all the suffering of a cross and a girl I sing "I love you" way too much, so I'll say "I hate you" for tonight Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name But I could never let you know how much this means I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know It wasn't worth fighting for She, she said to me I will be driving in the wrong direction Did yo

Someone Else
Someone else is pouring your coffee It's not me Someone else is holding your hand It's not me Someone else is looking into your eyes It's not me Someone else took your body and mind It wasn't me Someone else had your children It wasn't me Someone else is tangled up in your soul It's not me It wasn't me It isn't me Not me

As Good As It Get's
THERE'S A TIME I LOVE I MEAN REALLY REALLY LOVE WHEN YOU AWAKE SOMETIMES AT 3AM IN THE MORNING, AND ITS ALL DARK AND IS ALL STILL AND YOU LAY IN BED AND LISTEN TO THE RAIN ON YOUR WINDOW. I LISTEN TO HIM BREATHING SOFTLY BESIDE ME. AND YOU KNOW ALL'S WELL WITH THE WORLD. IT BECOMES SO REAL AND MERCIFUL. WAITING FOR LOVE , SURE AS THE RIVER FINDS ITS WAY TO THE OCEAN . ONE DAY YOU SAY YOUR LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY TO ME . SO LIKE THE SEA'S WAITING BEYOND THE DESERT SANDS I WAITFOR YOUR LOVE GENTLY LEAPING AT YOUR EDGES....

A Rose
My love for you is like a red, red rose, It started as a seed but it’s grown and grown. Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest, And it grows even more with each passing breath. The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure, All the doubts that I’ve had you have since cured. For all the thorns that this proud rose bears, They are all softened by the thought of your care. Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies, But the love that helped grow it will last for all time.

Episode 97- Everyone Is A Punk
The first thing you notice about this show is the normal cohosts are missing. So, stepping up to the mic and strapping themselves into the deadliest co-host chair on internet radio, is Punkette. Nightshade has relinquished his duties as co-host to pursue other endeavors. Hellermoon has not been seen in over a week. So good thing I have a backup plan. Here is what was covered: Hellcast News w/ Punk Pool League update Top 10- Pick up lines used by Myspace Pervs Hellcast Trivia #17 Movie Review- Slumdog Millionaire Good Deed of the week Rant- Mchgn King of the Hill- Kid Rock, Billy Idol and Thrice Drink of the week- Taiwan Duck Fart Mad Lib- gilligans Island Theme Fractured Fairy Tale- Tales of Redlar 16 Country of the week- Iraq Sextalk w/ TMI Slackney's Wisdom On this day in history Presidential Weekly Address 60 second science 60 second psych Drink of the week- Taiwan Duck Fart 1/3 oz Segrams 7 Whiskey 1/3 oz Kahlua coffee liquer 1/3 oz Baileys Irish Cream

Relationship Resume'
Lately I have seen a lot of women saying that they are accepting applications for a real man or a partner or whatever else that they want. This post is a response to those requests.... Application is as follows: Age:28 Status: Single Male Current address: Natrona Pa. 15065 Details: I am 6'5 tall and a little overweight but I am fairly well built. I own my own home. I pay my own bills. I am not a mooch and I am not a cheater. I do not smoke, drink, or do any kind of drugs. I am honestly a dirty minded individual, but to be honest I can be just as naughty as I am nice. I am not shallow but I am looking for a woman that is not exceptionally overweight that doesn't mind cuddling, hugs, and affection in general. I do not hit women nor do I lash out in anger. I don't mind a woman that smokes, or drinks as long as she doesn't get aggressive when she is drunk. Experience: I lost my virginity when I was 21 and I have been with 9 women since. Out of those 9 women, 5 of them

Abunza Review
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Internet Marketing for Abunza or any other company for that matter is not rocket science. (Abunza Review)You simply have to know where people are looking for information about your niche, in this case Abunza, and are sure you provide that quality content to them. So how to do find where people are looking for information about Abunza? Well, for purposes of this discussion, let's keep it simple. 80% of the people looking for information about Abunza do so using Google or You Tube or both with the keyword Abunza. Therefore, our objective is getting ourselves listed on Google, preferably the first page, and better yet in the top 5 for the search term Abunza. Google loves articles, press releases, videos, and Squidoo lenses. Therefore, if you can do a little research on the topic and optimize your submissions, you can quickly find yourselves on the first page of Google using these sources. If you want to earn $10K per month or mor

He Can Use All The Help! Fat Sonny Needs You!
First id like to thank everyone of you that have helped Sean Castle on his goal to Spotlight Im overwhelmed with the FuBux & rates that you have given to him Now for the hump were almost at the money goal that we need for him so this is where Fat Sonny will actually well ok not beg but ask for any Fubuck you can spare i dont care if its 100 or a million every buck counts as of now so please if you got it and your not gonna use it send it to Sean or rate whatever you can to help him earn bux and get your self some too NOW HERE iS HiS LiNK ☠Sean Castle☠ Fu-Engaged to Mz.PhattyGurL☠@ fubar thank you The Fat Sonny AKA Hairy Yambags ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar & THE RainbowFromHell ▓ℜainbowBriteKilla▓© A.K.A. ℜainbowFromHell & D.C. Member@ fubar (repost of original by '▓ℜainbowBriteKilla▓© A.K.A. ℜainbowFromHell & D.C. Member' on '2009-03-26 10:36:17')

Maintaining A Healthy Level Of Insanity
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Marijuana. 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get. 7. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 8. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 9. Sing Along At The Opera. 10. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You have a headache. 11. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!' 12. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling

And When I Wake Up You'll Be Here... And It Will Be The Way It Was...
Well I couldn't tell you what the title was about. But it is what it is. I'm losing my sleep again, which probably means I'm thinking too much, but fuck it. I want my life. Like I want to grab the reins and do this shit, now! Takes time I know but I'm growing impatient with this motion. Give me the money for school, or a job. Give me a car. Son of a bitch something to get this mother fucking ball on a roll. Too many set backs, too many let downs. Let me walk on stable ground. I'm also missing a companion. Not something I need, per say. Just something that's nice. Someone who's not confused. Or a fucking cock faced ass head (this statement has nothing to do with the confused ones, dickish as it all may have been I don't hate either of you, just get your fucking shit together) I don't deal with assholes, get to stepping, I have no tolerance for your ignorance.. I needs someone that won't tell me that they're sure, then turn around and dip, ain't got time for that shit either

10 Months
It’s been ten months since you left this placeriding your last great high straight into the groundneedle, still protruding from your armleaving the rest of us to wonder what went wrong.And every day, when your likeness flickers and fades into focus,a pain rises in my throat, stinging my eyes and esophagusas memories of you twist and bend through my consciousness,calling forth an insurmountable wave of emotion which never seems to break.I haven't yet decided whether I regret touching your cold, stiff handsas you lay sleeping in that creepy, community coffin at the wake,face fixed in a horribly unnatural grimace of death,because I know I can't ever forget the horror of it all.And sometimes, I daydream of sneaking some witchdoctor or voodoo priestessinto that closet of your parents’ house, where your ashes lie in a garbage bag, to try and wake you back to lifeso we can grow old and senile together, just like we were supposed to.

All Of My Songs That I Self Produced.
Create Your Glitter Text ..Powered by iSOUND.COM MOST OF MY SONGS ARE HERE AND I HAVE IT SET UP FOR ALL OF THE SONGS TO BE FREE TO DOWNLOAD ANY SONG FROM MY WIDE RANGE OF STYLE AND FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO PICK OUT WHATEVER SONGS YOU LIKE THE MOST. THERE ARE ALSO LYRICS AND LIVE VIDEOS OF THE SELF PRODUCED SONGS.

My Love
I am helplessly in love with a woman, she knows who she is. I think about her all the time. Wondrering if she is warm, safe and happy. I dream of her in the night and wish i could hold her in my arms, o so tight and look in to her eyes, tell her how much i love and care for her no matter what. She is the light in my dark soul, my love is hers and hers so until i can call you my own and we can build a home. My heart screams for you and you alone My Love !

Early Mornin'
How did you get one of your scars?i was stabbed...kidding um got bit by a damn miniature pinscher!How are you feeling at this moment?sick as a fucking dog and so in loveHow did your night go last night?didnt go very well tossed and turned in bed, my body hurtsHow did you do in high school?i did good when i went to classHow did you get the shirt you're wearing?Bought itHow often do you see ur best friend?not enoughHow much money did you spend last month?hell if i knowHow old do you want to be when you get married?ugh i already got married but i wont count that, umm so i'll say within the next year or so hopefully(h)How old will you be at your next birthday?28NINE WHAT'S:What did you do last weekend?spent it with my baby babyWhat would you rather be doing?right now i'd like to be in bed...once again i feel like shitWhat did you last cry over?my mom being upsetWhats the most important thing you look for in a significant other?TruthWhat are you worried about?Nothing Right nowWhat did you h

Thinking Online/outloud
maybe if peeps who commented on mumms with some serious answers, there wouldn't be so many depressed peeps. Be cool to the peeps online as you don't know the entire situation, only what you read in the mumm itself. Don't judge by a pic or a single mumm question. Be cool and respect each other as you would want that same treatment back. If you feel that this blog crosses the line then keep the shut to yourself as that line of thinking is the immaturity and judgement that comes with it.

When Your Kids Have Kids
I read a mumm today from a gentleman who was reflecting on becomming and grandpa and how it made him feel. Some of the comments givin were awesome. Some not so much. But every one is intiled to their opinion. I know how he feels seriously. When I got prego with my first child at the age of 24 the thought of a child calling me mom didnt seem to appealing. But I think that was just the shock of becomming more mature and now the responsiblity for carring for another person. Then after having two more sons, I thought about being called grandma. (shivers) that still will take some getting use to. I know I dont want to be called grandma but warmmed up to the idea of being called nana. That word dont seem to make me feel to old lol My hubby how ever wants to be called old man or old fart hahahahhaha . Hes such a dum ass !!! So for any one that might or is gonna become a grandparent. Just think one thing smirk As the child grows up you can spoil them to death and they have to

My Vow To You
I know you're going crazy, I've been there too. I can see how the weight is making your knees bend, Let me take some of it from you. Don't keep yourself closed off, I am here for you to open up and let go. There is so much you can't forget or forgive, Let me help you cope, we can work things out together. I hear the pain in your voice, You need me now. Don't worry, I'll move heaven and hell to get there. You can't talk, you won't talk about it, I understand. Put your worries in my hands. Lay your head down, And believe that I will do anything to stop your tears. You're ready to give up, you've stopped, I want to be able to give you the strength to keep going. Link arms with me, Let's move on, As one living, breathing, loving, being. Know that you can put faith in me. I will be your rock, I will be your dwelling, I am here with you, for you always.

Men
I HATE when MEN talk 2 U say they want to see U and when U PUSH IT THEY BLOCK U!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO MEN WHO WANT U TO TALK DIRTY TO THEM AND THEN THEY BLOCK YOU!!!!!!!! WHATS UP WITH THAT????????? BUT WHEN THEY BLOCK U AND KEEP CHECKING U OUT????? I JUST WANTED A FRIEND!!!! SORRY!!!!!!!

Lesson Learn Never Type Wrong Email Address
Wrong Email Address This one is priceless! A lesson to be learned from typing the wrong email address!!! A Calgary couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So the husband left Calgary and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Vancouver , a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she scre

Prego At Large
Police are looking for a pregnant woman they say tried to rob a North Carolina bank at gunpoint but left empty-handed after answering her cell phone. Which is funnier the fact that shes probibly blonde (i am a blonde and i even think shes blonde) or the fact that she still got away?

Spectacular!
I was thinking since one of my blogs had given me the nickname, "spectacular" I wanted to see how many Purely Spectacular flowers I could get from the gift shop. I think they are only about 65 FuBucks, so seems like a cheap enough thing to ask for. ...hey at least I'm not asking for a blast or Happy Hour. =]

Fuckin Hilarious
20 rules for drunk dialing 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is falseadvertisement.2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don'tremember it, it didn't happen.3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you"4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them/you over something.5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let theirfriends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come.6.Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what youwrote the next day when you are sober.7.It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night.8.You can also call this same ex and let her/him know,

Confucius
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni

Easy 1.5 Mil! Woooot!
THATS RIGHT... AN EASY 1.5 MIL IN FUBUCKS... ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS CATCH S51 AKA SURREALS BLAST AND TICKER TOGETHER! ITS THAT EASY THEN PM HIM WITH THE PICTURE AND YOU GOT YOURSELF 1.5 MILLION! HERES A PIC OF THE HOTTIE YOUR LOOKING FOR:

Guns, Paranoia, & Common Sense
Okay, so i'm reading this article of a woman who was legally packing a side arm and thwarted a car-jacking. Good on her. Now most of the comments weren't in praise of someone defending herself, if any at all. Most of them were the same people crying over gun control, and how the liberal dems are trying to take their constitutional rights away from them blah, blah, blah. Now while these are probably the same people who were all for the last administration's (anti) Patriot Act, it seems their biggest concern is keeping their guns & gettin' MORE of them! FYI, I have done target practice at the shooting ranges, but I don't own a gun, nor do I intend to. While I totally agree with the right to defend myself, home and loved ones if necessary with a gun, fine. a revolver or semiauto 9 or 10mm pistol is fine. I guess it's the guys that running around buying up assault (style) rifles and ammo who kinda spook me out a bit. And in regards to the 2nd amendment that's actually more in regards

The Union Of Easy & Aries
Come Join Us As We Unite TogetherIn The Bonds Of Fu MatrimonyEasy & Aries Saturday May 23rd, 20099:00 pm E.S.T. click pic to enter The Red Dragon's RealmStop By The Lounge And Have A Drink With UsJoin And Have Some Fun!!

Just Havin Fun
TREAT YOUR BODY LIKE A TEMPLE!!!! LMFAO! I know, I can't believe I said that with a straight face. Such sage advice from a guy that tretas his own body like an amusement park. Don't ever break your back trying to fit some image. If you like who you are that's all that matters.One of many philosiphy's I've adoopted is "I would rather die happy then kill myself body building"

What Is Love?
What is love?? I believe that love is out there for everyone and i am happy to say i belive i have loved a special girl that was tradgicly taken away from me just under 3 years ago in a car accident. I have no told many people about it and i dont plan to go into detail about it on here because that to me is not right and tarnishes the memories that i have if i share them with anyone that i do not trust fully. I know that there is 1 person i have told about what happened and that is because i trust them whole hartedly (yes i know i cannot spell lol) So back to the question What is love? Is love a feeling or a memory or a mixture of both? I myself belive it is both of them because you feel so much when you love someone and you also treasure the memories that you have of that person the things you have done and the times you have talked and laughed together weather it be in person or on the computer or on the phone. I do believe that love is out there for everyone an

How Much??
how much i miss you??!!how bad i want you??!!since u lefti did wish that i was blindthat my eyes wont see anyone ,anything after youthat your image is the last thing my eyes sawafter u lefti did wish i am a handicapthat wont walk any place, wont go anywherethat last trips last walks were with youafter u lefti did wish that my hands get cutthat i wont touch anyone anythingthat last touch was ur skini did wish my tongue get cutthat i wont speak or say any more wordsthat last words were for you,were about you,to youi did wish i got deafthat wont hear any soundany voicethat last voice would be yourslast words i heard were yoursthats how bad i want youthats how much i miss youthats how i do love you------------------------------W.B: FM

The Dam Ham! Hehe
This was told to me one summer, haha, too funny, and goes like this.... The preacher's wife walks into the deli, starts looking around and sees a ham, then asks the cashier about it. "Sir how much for this ham"? The cashier says "oh thats the dam ham" and she says "oh sir, you should not talk like that, i am the preacher's wife", he says "I know, but thats what it is called" so she says "okay" then buys it, then takes it home. Later she is in the kitchen, the preacher walks in and says, "honey, that ham smells great!" she says "oh thats the dam ham" he says " oh honey, you should not talk that way, your the preacher's wife" then she says, " i know, but thats what it is called" then he says, "well, okay". That evening, the family is sitting around the table, the preacher says " honey, can you please pass the dam ham"? the son yells " thats the spirit pop, pass the f**kin' tators!!!!"

My Writting
For those of my friends who knows about and read any of my stories, yay! I just started on my Wrestle Zombie story. i really started durring a wrestling match between WWE superstars Edge and Jeff Hardy. i also had an idea for a vampire story, which i haven't started writting yet, but i'm planning to. im usually happy when i finish writting a story. stories are fun to write when i have more to add to them.

Friends Or No Friends??????
WHERE ARE MY REAL FRIENDS??????????? I AM GETTING SICK OF FUBAR DRAMA.. PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS BUT JUST WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO THEY CAN HAVE TONS OF PEOPLE ON THERE LISTS I ALREADY CLEANED OUT MY FAMILY LIST...AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST IF U WANT TO BE MY FRIEND .. PLEASE LET ME KNOW BEFORE I START DELETING AS I SAID BEFORE IF ALL U WANT IS ME TO BE A NUMBER AND NOT A REAL FRIEND.. PLS LET ME KNOW AND I WILL DELEATE U.. I AM TIRED OF FAKES AND LIARS.... ALL I WANT IS TRUE FRIENDS WHO WILL HELP WHEN THEY CAN AND I WILL HELP WHEN I CAN

To My Baby
Here I sit 3:30 in the morning lonly with out you. Here I sit 3:30 in the morning thinking about you. Here I sit 3:30 in the morning not able to sleep with out you. Here I sit 3:30 in the morning missing you.

Vista Help?
Well, my laptop crashed yesterday. My hard drive decided that it needed to die. Dell sent me a new one and now I'm needed to adjust what my laptop does when I close it. I've forgotten. Help? Where the hell do I go? Once I get there I'll be able to fix it myself, lol. I have the stupids sometimes.

Angry Video Game Nerd Ii The Power Glove..
As promised I am posting another AVGN link. So this video is funny on it's own however seeing the Top Gun episode "Check Previous blog." first will make the episode that much funnier. I was a jealous poor child who had few accesories with the my NES "providing it was not sold for drugs that week" as well as few games so when I saw exacally what I missed out on I felt that much more greatful for what i did have and no longer felt like I was missing out on something cool as a child. Hope you enjoy! ~Brodie http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYDuy7wM8Gk Also check out AVGN's other videos at www.cinemassacre.com As always, Feel free to check out MY videos and links. www.myspace.com/randomclips www.youtube.com/randomclips

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Thank You
As some of you know, I'm leaving for deployment soon. I just wanted to say thanks to those of you who have been there and continue to be there. I'll try and pop in from time to time to say hi and put in an update. Thanks again and luv ya's.

Ambivalence
Ambivalence consumes me Love and hate war within my headDrawn and yet repulsedI'm filled with constant dreadI yearn for his affectionYet I don't want him near meIf I can't have his full attentionI don't want any of it.His half-hearted attempts to please meOnly make me want him lessHis unwilling touch sickens meThis much I will confess.While he sleeps beside meI gaze upon his faceA jumble of emotions fill meMy heart begins to raceWhy do I even want himDoes anybody know?Yet if I don't want himWhy do my tears flow?Copyright V.A.R.D. 2005

30 Minute Delay
30 Minute Delay in Calling 911 for Jackson It took Michael Jackson's doctor a half-hour to call 911after finding MJ unconscious -- this according to the doc's lawyer, Edward Chernoff. Chernoff explained this bizarre revelation by saying Dr. Conrad Murray didn't immediately make the call from his cell phone because he didn't know the exact address of Michael's mansion. For the record, the house is just above Sunset Blvd. in Beverly Hills -- one of the most famous streets in the country. Chernoff said Murray eventually got someone in the house to make the call. Murray has already taken heat for performing CPR on Jackson as he was lying on a bed. Chernoff's excuse ... it was a "firm bed."

Three Little Boys
Three little boys were concerned because they couldn't get anyone to play with them. They decided it was because they had not been baptized and didn't go to Sunday school. So they went to the nearest church, but only the janitor was there. One said, "We need to be baptized because no one will come out and play with us. Will you baptize us?" "Sure," said the janitor. He took them into the bathroom and dunked their heads in the toilet bowl, one at a time. Then he said, "Now go out and play." When they got outside, dripping wet, one of them asked, "What religion do you think we are?" The oldest one said, "We're not Katlick, because they pour the water. We're not Bablist because they dunk all of you. We're not Methdiss because they just sprinkle you." The littlest one said, "Didn't you smell that water?" "Yes. What do you think that means?" "That means we're Pisscopalians"

You Give Love A Bad Name
Shot through the heart and you're to blame Darlin' you give love, a bad name Fuck you An angel's smile is what you sell Promise me heaven, then put me through hell Chains of love, got a hold on me Passion's a prison, you can't break free Whoa! You're a loaded gun Yeah, whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me My damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love a bad name You paint that smile on your lips Blood red nails on your fingertips A school boy's dream, you act so shy Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye Whoa! You're a loaded gun Whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love... Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your ga

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Just A Lil Story
Ok this is an old lil story i wrote when i was about 13 and thought i would share it. Damn things are strange in the house where John and Sarah live! Things keep moving around and no one knows why. They always have thought that there house was haunted but never realised what was really going on!!!!! The story begins on a cold but clear night in december when John and Sarah were just moving into there new house. They had just brought so they could renervate it and start a family. When all of a sudden the door slammed shut behind them as they entered the house. They always thought nothing of that fact untill things started moving. They had just finished moving things in and finaly got everything how they wanted it after 6 months and thats when strange things started to happen. John and Sarah had been trying for a baby but not succeded after 6 months so John goes away for a while to get his head together that the one thing he always wanted was to be a father and a loving husband.

A Crowd "pleaser"
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Berlin
So it looks like we've almost got dates and stuff finalised, but me and the girl are off with our friends to Berlin at the beginning of September. We're going by train, which is an adventure of itself, and booking an apartment to stay in for the week. Any tips on cool shit to do in Berlin would be greatly appreciated - nothing weird though, I ain't like that. Good galleries, museums, restaurants, that kind of thing... Glad I've got my new digital camera finally, so you folks can look forward to some good photos when we get back.

Where My Mind Is...
yesterday my best friends dad died. ive dealt with many passings the last few years but this one...this one has hit me hard..much harder than i ever expected. maybe its because i knew him since i was 5, we all grew up together..i know her 7 sisters and brothers,their husbands,wives,kids,grandkids,and the recent great grandbabies... maybe its because its my best friend and i know her heart is broken and i cant fix it...i cant go beat the shit outta the mother fucker that dicked her over. maybe its both..b ut either way my heart is hurting for her and her family... i havent slept since Wednesday sometime..i cant remember and these valiums just aint doing shit. so i covered her shift at work then came home and started the calls and emails..this somehow has kept me from breaking down myself. despite the shitty circumstances it was nice to hear from friends,ex's, etc that i havent spoke to in ages... kinda funny how you lose track of people until a tragedy strikes.. i have been taki

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My Family!!
Ok, This is just something to rant on and on about. My family no matter how many times I hang out with part of them or all of them something always makes me feel like shit. I am the odd one of my family. I am a MAJOR TOMBOY! I mean like when my girlie cousins were playing school, and house with each other, sure I would play but if I found out there was HOME-RUN DERBY or FOOTBALL going on with my guy cousins. I WAS THERE!! I didn't like playing all the girl stuff. Now I am almost 21 years old. I still wear guy clothes but I wear my girl clothes too. I love my guy clothes though cause they are so much more comfortable. I can litterally go and sit next to my cousins and they could be having a conversation that I would know something about. I could join in the conversation they would know that I talked about it and everything, but still wouldn't even really talk back to me. I am the oddball of the family. On my father's side and my mother's side. It is usually something really interesting

Loose Change Mortgage.
Yeah, last night was pretty rough.This morning was too. Shaved my head, spit out more bloodThe consistency of warm buttertaste of copper and snort. I made a wish of the lowly lonely as I watched the clotted lung cream spin down the tube.Quick merciless maurading love. Something unfamiliar, episodic rather than constant.Someone I could afford to miss.Someone I would want to forget.Someone I could get drunk overand not have her find out. Someone with the fortitude for forgivenessa pentient for penitence and a pension bigger than a dime purse. Someone six stories lowwith no history of violence, no disasters or tragediesstill being an ace, still a beautiful unique fucking butterfly like the rest of us. Someone trying their fucking hardest at not tryingjust reflected in a shattered mirror. It's not such a crazy idea really...a shard of glassa silver lining must have a thousand and one uses

Temptation
I cant sleep. the motion of you lying beside me makes me tremble makes me weak. i want you to awaken and just give me a peck, you know a kiss upon my cheek. your hands so ruff as you curess my curves i want this feeling not to stop but for more to occur. i awaken your body with a sweet gentle kiss. your heart beats so fast so quick. without no thought or question in mind i take advantage of you and try to please mine. i rush your hand up and down my thigh oh this feeling makes me feel good inside. your eyes light up when i let out a soft quiet moan. you give me a look "I'm glad were alone". i don't know what ive gotten myself into. all of a sudden you start to move. kissing me everywhere on my body "oh your kisses kill me", but i let the moment be. breathing so loud i yell out a shriek "you've done it baby you brought out the freak in me". i unzip your pants and you undo mine. we all know whats going to happen next its the perfect moment in time. i just cant resist. i bite your bottom

*angelic Demonisation*
Shrouded in darkness no feeling within no thoughts of emotion no inclination of sin enter the room noone sees the real you there none know of that cross you bare The angel walks into the room shrouded in light no darkness looms The angelic carisma sucks you in Come closer inhale breathe it in Smell the sweet perfume as it melts into your senses tell a joke break the tension fake a smile remember your intention play your game start the misconseptions

Questions
I realize that no-one probably reads this, and I guess I am just trying to get my thoughts out as clearly as possible, so maybe I can understand something that is going on in my life. I've recently broken up with someone who I thought would be the one....but I screwed things up, and I made mistakes, and so the relationship has been ended. I understand that I bear the responsibility for the ending of our relationship. But I am still left with lots of unanswered questions because of this break-up, and the treatment I've received from this person. I care for her deeply, and thought that she cared for me, but I really don't think she ever really did. I think maybe she was in love with the idea of being in love, in love with the thought of someone caring for her so deeply they would give their own life in order to preserve hers. But again, I made the mistakes, and the relationship ended because of my mistakes.....but lets start back at the beginning. When we first got together, I had as

The Hurt Is Here To Stay
Today I broke down and cried For all the hurt and all the lies The years that have past I can't get back The runaway train rolling off the track Looking back upon the road at what I have done You took it all away and left me no where to run All these years I have hidden my shame Blaimed myself for all my pain All I want now is peace within myself Please don't dust me off and place me back on the shelf The chapter is not over don't write me off yet One final scene is all I have left The last scenario in which I may stand To prove myself worthy as any other man You took it all from me left me no where to hide Stripped me of my sanity robbed me of my pride So how will this final chapter unfold I guess that

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LOS ANGELES - Patrick Swayze, the hunky actor who danced his way into moviegoers' hearts with "Dirty Dancing" and then broke them with "Ghost," died Monday after a battle with pancreatic cancer. He was 57. "Patrick Swayze passed away peacefully today with family at his side after facing the challenges of his illness for the last 20 months," said a statement released Monday evening by his publicist, Annett Wolf. Swayze died in Los Angeles, Wolf said, but declined to give further details. Fans of the actor were saddened to learn in March 2008 that Swayze was suffering from a particularly deadly form of cancer. He kept working despite the diagnosis, putting together a memoir with his wife and shooting "The Beast," an A&E drama series for which he had already made the pilot. Swayze said he opted not to use painkilling drugs while making "The Beast" because they would have taken the edge off his performance. The show drew a respectable 1.3 million viewers when the 13 episodes ran in 2009

From Da Desk Of Locn3$$
From tha desk uv... Current mood: crazyCategory: Life Im a lunatic in mind; a callous 6rain wit tur6alance on tha in side; darknezz within not a speck uv that which we call moonlite; so; light in my eyez no vision like a crowd on my side; my heart, tho internalized, iz healed, yet on the outside stabbed wit a thousand knives. These people r my new friendz tho strangerz as well; so um stuck in a bond with no love 6ut my own. here i am, quietly walkin in the 6lanknezz uv my so-called room... seein the world from a new level with my 4 eyez. it'z juz a phase,a haphazard that occurred many yearz ago. 6efore i could only think amorous thoughtz; not juz my first time 6ut my laz az well; {huh(shruggin my shoulde

Turn Off My Brain Please.
I seriously wish there was an off switch for the portion of my brain controlling my thoughts today. I am going to sit here and drive myself crazy because of all the thoughts just rushing into my head. It's been going on like this for two weeks and I don't know if I can take much more. Work isn't even providing me with an adequate distraction today. Maybe things will get better after lunch.

Thought I'd Share This With All Of You.
HOW TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE A FRIENEMY.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #1 They are jealousy of you. #2 They weren't there for you during an important event. #3 They are draining you emotionally. #4 They are nice to you, but mean to others. #5 They burden you with their secrets. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I know a few people here who have been struggling with this issue and i thought it might be usefull to them. You know me, I always try to find words of wisdom to get me through things. To know me is to know that I'm always trying to be there for my friends!!! I hope that it helps you find your way my friend. ;) ~Much love, respect & peace~ ~Loves~

B-day, Xmas, Whenever Ya Find Yerself Shoppin For Me List
birthday, christmas, when ever ya find yerself buying me a gift list ok ya'll keep asking me what i want for my birthday and shit and idk i'll take anything hello i have nothing!!! lol but if ya really want a list here are a few things i know i will appreciate and use....visa gift cardswalmart gift cards7-eleven gift cardsmcdonalds gift cards (ima coffee freak people but hate starbucks they are teh devil!)for those of ya'll that dont like doing gift cards:xbox 360 (i missed the whole normal video game playing kid part of my life trying to catch up lol)car games to go with xbox ( dont like violent killin spree games)bandana's... seriously i have over 30 but can always use more its my weaknessdvd's and cd's.... i have none at all!!! seriously i have none with my car being broken into few months ago and like all music.... ya'll should know any music is good music!!! and i need me some music!!! lmaodvd's:doll house the seriesangel the seriesbones the seriescharmed seriesghost whisperer s

Stupid
Stupid Stupid me has cloudy vision; Not seeing what's true, just what I'm feeling. My judgement sucks, that's always been so; I keep forgetting till stupid I go. Will I not ever somehow learn? To use my head not passion's burn? No more follies can my stupid self take; My heart can't handle bad judgement mistakes. Darlene

Catching Up!
Soccer is going great, we are 5-0-1 and we are ranked 14th in the state. We laid an egg on thursday and got lucky enough to pull out a draw. We needed that in more ways than one. The boys were getting a little cocky so at least we didn't lose the game just tied it. Monday is the next game and it is for sole possesion of first place in league. If we win that one we will be in the drivers seat. I will keep all up on the progress.

Email To The Kind Folks At Nike
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One Little Grin
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The Best You Gave
The best thing you gave me was freedom. The worst was your attention. Time spent in a land of illusion and deceit. My love for you hit me like an airplane, Your alleged love shook me like a tower and my dreams exploded into nothing. I'd rather have willfully free fallenl from heaven heights. Then to remain and reminded at ground zero. My pain is selfishly remedied. Your joys await karma's satisfied smirk....E.D.M.L.

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Remember those walls I builtWell, baby they're tumbling downAnd they didn't even put up a fightThey didn't even make up a soundI found a way to let you inBut I never really had a doubtStanding in the light of your haloI got my angel nowIt's like I've been awakenedEvery rule I had you breakin'It's the risk that I'm takin'I ain't never gonna shut you outEverywhere I'm looking nowI'm surrounded by your embraceBaby I can see your haloYou know you're my saving graceYou're everything I need and moreIt's written all over your faceBaby I can feel your haloPray it won't fade awayI can feel your halo halo haloI can see your halo halo haloI can feel your halo halo haloI can see your halo halo haloHit me like a ray of sunBurning through my darkest nightYou're the only one that I wantThink I'm addicted to your lightI swore I'd never fall againBut this don't even feel like fallingGravity can't forgetTo pull me back to the ground againFeels like I've been awakenedEvery rule I had you breakin'The risk

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Awake... I awaken in a cold and dark room. The bitterness of the past day has left me behind. The same thing like the day before. awaken alone in this cold and forboding room. it never changes. regardless of the dreams and hopes that I wouldn't awaken in this bitter cold... That my heart would beat again in the warmth of a loving embrace... memories of those days are nothing more than whispers of the day past... The insanity of self has gripped me so many times... I have denied myself so many things. I look not to others for comfert. The shame of the beast covers me like a cloak. I hide in the shadows so others may not see me. Life... Love... Happiness...

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Things I Didn't Know..
I didn't know how much i would like you i didn't know how much i would care i didn't know how much i would need you I didn't know that thease feelings wouldn't leave i didn't know i could be what you need I didn't know thease feelings wouldn't fade I just wish they wouldn't have stayed I know im not what you want. I know im not what you need Im not the beautiful women that you want. I just the pretty girl on the side line.. who will be there no matter what..

Woman's World
I only started reading Graham Rawle's novel 'Woman's World' yesterday, but it's off-the-chart nuts. Compiled as a collage (yep, the whole novel's a cut-and-paste job) from snippets from old women's magazines, it tells the tale of a young woman who, and bear with me cos I've only, as I say, read a few chapters so far, is clearly completely mental, living in a world that seems entirely informed by household tips and fashion advice. Perhaps you better read the summary on Rawle's website instead. But take this as a recommendation, cos I am utterly hooked already. *edit* It's a couple of days later, and I'm about half way through now, and it is a work of GENIUS.

Our Love
Do not doubt I love you, even though My actions may have undermined my words. We could be as connubial as birds Had I not let my wild longings show. I cannot help wanting to devourAll the world that comes before my eyesBut more than all the world is that which liesWithin the precious circle of our bower I'll do anything to keep you with meOur love will last as long as you have willDespite my untamed need, my love is stillA rock against the surges of the sea

Facebook Request
Someone obviously did not read my page. This message was sent to me on FACEBOOK after I repeatly denied a mans friend request: "Do you feel special enough to keep deleting me? Do you feel that you can pick and choose your friends? That was so fucking rude of you. You are not that special. You can't pick and choose your friends. Since I am not special enough to be on your friends list here, you are not special enough to remain on friends list on Fubar! Fuck you!" LMAO. Seriously? Don't we all have the right to choose our friends and who has access to what pages? omg. lol My family and CEO for the company I work for are on my facebook. There is nothing interesting on there. If you want the "goods" fubar is where its at.

It's Time To Cast Your Vote
OK EVERYONE....HERE WE GO....FIRST RUN.....IT'S TIME FOR YOU ALL TO CAST YOUR VOTE IN A PRIVATE MSG TO THE HOMEPAGE AS TO WHO YOU FEEL IS DESERVING OF MEMBER OF THE WEEK.....ONCE WE HAVE ALL THE VOTES IN.....WE WILL BLOG FOR MONDAY WHO GOT THE WINNING VOTE......AND THEY WILL BE MOTW FROM MON-SUN......REMEMBER.....SHOW THEM LOVE....THAT DOES NOT MEAN HOWEVER THAT YOU HAVE TO FEEL LIKE YOU NEED TO RATE ALL OF THEIR PICS......JUST TRY TO DO ROUGHLY AROUND 100 RATES FOR THEM AND MORE IF YOU WANT......THANKS EVERYONE AND GOOD LUCK

Next
I get it now. It took a while but I finally understand. I am not what she wanted, not who she thinks of, not the person that makes her happy. I sit up at night and wonder what it is about me. Am I not smart enough, am I not attractive, am I to needy, demanding? Or do I not care enough, do I not give her enough attention? Well whatever it is I get it. She don't want to be bothered. I get it now, I finally understand. I am not the one. Thought that I could complete her and that she could complete me. So much in common, so much understanding between the two of us, but I guess that was wishful thinking. I was intrigued by her and wanted to know more. I wanted to know all of her desires, dreams, passions and the things that make her uniquely her. The thought of her placed me in a dream that I didn't want to wake up from, a dream that I wished to return to each night, but no such luck. Instead I was forced to wake up, forbidden to go back at night and trapped in the cruel realit

Big Blog
I have a big blog coming some time by the end of the year, unleashing everything I've held inside this whole year about certain people on Fubar; good and bad. People will be put on blast. Names will be used. Clear conscious needed and wanted for the new year. No regrets. Watch for it :) -Mz. Iowa

Xmas 2009
2009 is almost over With the crises, 2010 will probably leave us with: THE SAME SALAREY THE SAME CAR THE SAME TV THE SAME HOPE But most important THE SAME FRIENDS I WISH YOU ALL A MARRY CHRITMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

Wut Are We
she says she likes me but is it real or is it fake ive trusted those words to much that i can no longer tell if its real or not if it is then i can finaly start this brand new chapter in my life so if its real show me and let me know that wut u say is true but only time will tell the only words i know that seem to be real is forget resks and take the fall if its wut u want then its worth it all

God...sorta..
Lmao, Spinoza uploaded this pic and it made Me laugh so I blogged it! Hm, are humans angry because they created a god, to have a sense of being divine and now are angry that they have placed their thoughts above themselves, and thus making themselves inferior to themselves hm ...really needs to stop thinking :P

Where Did My Baby Go
Where did my baby go?I wonder where she ran off toI miss my baby soI'm calling but I can't get throughPlease tell that girl if you meet herThat someone's longing to see herWhere did my baby go?I wish that she would get back soon (get back soon)I'm searching for the lover I knewHave you seen her?Where did she go?Feels like I've just lost my only friendFlames subsided, colors fadedLove just got so complicatedWish that I could see her smile againSo if you see her out there, tell her I'm still hereWaiting for the day when she will reappearWhere did my baby go?I wonder where she ran off toI miss my baby soI'm calling but I can't get throughPlease tell that girl if you meet herThat someone's longing to see herWhere did my baby go?I wish that she would get back soon (get back soon)Maybe I was wrong and IIgnored her for too long and IDidn't even notice when she slipped awayMaybe while I lay fast asleep thenOut into the night she creepsI'll leave the light on, so she'll come back somedaySo if y

Be Contagious!! In A Good Way :)
I was flipping through the channels the other day and a show caught my attention. It was about "happiness". What IS happiness, how does one achieve happiness, what does happiness mean? Etc. etc... At that point in the show, a P.O.W. was talking about surviving and how him and his buddies used a "tapping" system to communicate between the walls and how important that little bit of communication he had was so important to him and his survival. He also was speaking about about how he designed his dream home over and over again, knowing exactly how many bricks would be here, there etc. and then reconstructing it a different way. All part of his survival. Anyway, HIS story was awesome, so I kept watching. (if something can keep my attention for more than 3-5 minutes it usually has me) I will be honest and open, I personally do struggle with "happiness", so yeah, this show in general did interest me on many levels. Another topic spoken about that I found fascinating was this ... and quo

Pumpkin Eater
A pungent odor fills the airIt makes her face tense when she walks in the roomAnd reminds her of the stench of old milk and rancid fishStumbling over boredomShe struggles through the motionsLeft, right, left, right to the top of the stairs…Stop. Off balanced hug, kiss, and empty smileMutter a few rehearsed wordsContinue fighting the urge to run out the door into the embrace of fresh air.She walks down the hall to the bathroom,turns on the water in the shower, and plops heavily down on the porcelain bowl.The warm release temporarily relaxes herSighShe can smell his semen, still sticky on her thighsThere wasn’t time to shower during this most recent meetingShe had tried too, like every other timeShe was lifting her foot over the rim into the showerWhen the door creaked open, and there he stoodCompletely nude, his hand scarcely covering his erectionHis eyes were still hungry and he wore a crookedAlmost innocent smileHe needed to be acceptedShe needed to be desiredThe shower w

It Is..
Domingo, 21 de octubre de 2007 a las 18:10 | Its the simple things that we sometimes forget... It is the sound of waves crashing against rocks at the shore. Crashes at the Rock by Darryl Campbell It is the setting moon, giving way to a beautiful new day. It is her smile, unseen, yet felt 'neath each word she writes. It is the subtle swirling of whirlpools whirling. It is that rare majestic moment shared between two people on the damp sand, as the tide falls, hours before dawn. It is the sparkle in her eyes, remnant of the thousand suns dotting a darkened sky. It is the lethargic whisper of summer winds and spring rains. It is the off-balance shudder step as she jumps into your arms, planting a long awaited kiss on your lips. Its the smile you flaunt, alone in your bedroom, when a thought of her creeps into your mind...They are the slowly dying artifacts of once cherished romanticism. And just when realization strikes... just when you've thought you lost it for all time... A frien

I Keep Looking On..
-- and on, onto the future. Regardless what may come my way. visionsof greatnessimageshaunting the mindwhispers of a futurethat cannot be seenof a cool breezethat has yet to brush our skinwe reached for the unreachablewe ranuntil our body failedwe prayedto a God who may not be listeningbut we havethese dreamsthat push us along the waythese hopesthat fill us with powerthis faiththat we will rise aboveand taste freedomtoiling for justicebleeding for hopedying for lovewhat Fools we may bebreathing truthin a sea of liesand so we will drownyetlove lies before usall we can dois take the step forwardjustice rests on the horizonall we can dois squint at its beautystumble forwardand knowsomedaythey'll feel the warmth upon their skinand smile in thanksto the soulswho beat the paththat leadtofreedom-- By Ernie Duque

My Valentine
The warmth of your touch, something I crave deep inside Feelings I have with you, I do not have to hide My dreams, you are there waiting just for me My heart, broken before but now I see I was waiting for you, to come set me free All these memories that you have given to me I love you with everything and more everyday Hold on to us, for you and me this is the right way Remember how I said your hand fits just right with mine. I told you how I knew that was a sign. Not only our hands fit together just right But if I could I would remind you of that tonight. Stormy days I once had have all but passed This cloudless sunny day I want to last. What I am trying to say, is you my love, are my sun And just wanted to tell you how much I love you Hun. To the one who thinks he not worth it when he rlly is i love you w all my heart hun and if u dnt see this and u dnt see im diff and i wont hurt u then idk wat else to say i love u

Five Minutes....
....something you can't get out of your head right now. Go. **** From the time I saw the guy on the subway this afternoon, I knew I wanted to write about him. Trying to describe him in a few words, under the heading of Funny People Sightings, I've been dying to own him in the pages of my notebook. Bald as a cue ball, taller than the sky, he was sleek and slim like an otter. But the reason that he stuck out in my mind, the reason I need to make him part of my "someday" stable of characters, was the way he was dressed in the middle of the day on the subway at Queen and Yonge, in a tight black catsuit and flip-flops. I would say he was wearing a wetsuit, but it definitely didn't look like it was waterproof. He had the most aggressive nipples I have ever seen on a man, protruding rock hard through the fabric and tipping a pair of amazing pecs. Heavily muscled abs and thighs that were corded and gorgeous. The objectionable part, at least for some of the people who could not take their ey

The Waste Land By T. S. Eliot
The Waste Land by T. S. Eliot "Nam Sibyllam quidem Cumis ego ipse oculis meisvidi in ampulla pendere, et cum illi pueri dicerent:Sibylla ti theleis; respondebat illa: apothanein thelo." I. THE BURIAL OF THE DEAD April is the cruellest month, breedingLilacs out of the dead land, mixingMemory and desire, stirringDull roots with spring rain.Winter kept us warm, coveringEarth in forgetful snow, feedingA little life with dried tubers.Summer surprised us, coming over the StarnbergerseeWith a shower of rain; we stopped in the colonnade,And went on in sunlight, into the Hofgarten, And drank coffee, and talked for an hour.Bin gar keine Russin, stamm' aus Litauen, echt deutsch.And when we were children, staying at the archduke's,My cousin's, he took me out on a sled,And I was frightened. He said, Marie,Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.In the mountains, there you feel free.I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter. What are the roots that clutch, what branches grow

What Is The Difference Between A Latte And A Cappuccino?
For those who do not frequent coffee shops, ordering an espresso-based coffee drink can be intimidating. The most important thing to know when ordering a coffee beverage is the distinction between the different drinks and their identifying characteristics. While there are many variations on the basic coffee drinks, there are two main drinks that are the basis for many other specialty drinks. These basic coffee drinks are the latte and the cappuccino. The Latte A latte is the most common type of espresso-based coffee drink. A latte consists of a small amount of espresso topped with steamed milk. The steaming of the milk is one of the most important parts of preparing a latte. Unlike milk that has been warmed in other ways, steamed milk is infused with air as it is heated. The addition of air to the milk gives it a velvety, creamy texture. A great many other coffee drinks are a variation on the latte. For instance, a mocha is simply a latte with chocolate syrup added to it. M

Elemental Chaos
I looked down to the oceanic invaders, their slimy, scaly skin glistening in the sunlight. Their numbers continued to swell from each village they conquered. I couldn’t understand it. I saw no Mar’Nitsi, only Sha’Nerath – water folk. Disgusting… They rode atop their mounts: horses that were scaly and slimy just like them. The horses trailed carriages and wagons, two of which were made of stone and nearly three times as large as the horses themselves. Six each had to pull these wagons. I held up my fist. My clan of sky-warriors stopped flying and looked down at the horde of evil sea-farers. We had one shot at this. There were hundreds of thousands of them and only about a thousand of us. We had the advantage, though. We had our orendi, our wise folk with us. Our orendi were warriors as well as magic workers; we could not lose. I looked at Ajani to my left and Angeni, my lieutenant to my right. Their eyes mirrored mine. Ajani, my handsome

Just 1 Kiss
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on realityNot even the thickest iceberg Could melt the love I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss.

A Message From Your Bartender
From your Bartender Someone once pointed out to me the fact that there seems to be a micro-economy in the service industry. Restaurant workers take their tip money out to bars and clubs at night and give it to the bartenders, who promptly return it to the waiters and waitresses the next day at lunch. The cycle is almost self-sufficient and is mutually beneficial. Knowing the pain of waiting on customers, each group tips the other well and never raises a fuss. These people do not need to be educated. The rest of you do. Many of us have stood in a noisy, crowded bar and asked, "What's a guy got to do to get a drink around here?" Well, you're about to find out. Here are some Do's and Don'ts that will keep the relationship between the bartender and bar patron running smoothly. DON'TS Fail to have your money ready We're waiting on you. Everyone else is waiting on us. Therefore, by the Transitive Property of Equality, everyone is waiting on you. Rule 1: Have your shit together. Not onl

This Is What Messed Up My Commute
This is the station I use to get home. There were literally 15 fire trucks, squad cars and ambulances. Good waste of city money, no? Red-ink stained cash was left scattered on a Near North Side subway platform Tuesday after a bank robber's getaway went south. The man robbed the North Community Bank at 800 N. State St. at about 4:50 p.m. But his stolen loot was harboring a security dye pack, designed to explode and render the stolen cash useless. After the robber bolted the bank and fled down to the Chicago Avenue subway station, the dye pack exploded, staining the bills and littering them on the platform, witnesses said. A pile of red-stained $20s could be seen on the stairs leading into the underground CTA station. Police arrested the suspected bank robber. Several ambulances rushed to the scene after the dye pack exploded and sent the ink into the air. One person complained of an irritant and was treated and released on the scene, Fire Media Affairs Spokesman Richard Rosado sa

Time And Lovers
from: Friday, December 25, 2009 at 3:48am Time is the enemy of lovers, who stand frightfully upon his doorstep... begging for seconds to kiss pleading for minutes to say good-bye on hand's and knees, prostrate before their prosecuter, asking only to remain in one anothers arms for a lifetime. And, he... with his hands thrice, moving so swiftly 'round the face of despair; yes, he will laugh at them in quiet ticks and abrupt tocks. He will neither grant nor deny the lovers their plea. He will turn and walk away, across the sands of infinity, of which no great amount of tears can moisten enough to transform it into clay, delaying the precious moments of quixotism... This Christmas, I am Koschei the Deathless... unable to be with whom I love most in this world, I will cut out my soul with a needle. That needle, I will stick through an egg. That egg, I'll hide in a duck... The duck in a hare... The hare locked in an iron chest. The chest buried under a green oak tree, on t

.:poetry Of The Body:.
in my mind i'm holding you. and in your way you give yourself over to me while still staying strong within. something i could never do. you never knew the difference between a lie and sincerity as long as it was what you wanted to hear don't believe me for a second. i cannot begin to explain to you the innerworkings of my intricate lie i've begun to believe is my life. in truth, no one knows the real me, not even myself. knowing the enemy is half the battle but the war is nowhere near over even with your arms wrapped around me, i'm distant and wandering. if you looked into my eyes, truly looked, you'd see i was far away. i'm lost in my own thoughts, my own insecurities, yet from my lips fall the phrases you need to hear to believe me. everything will be okay. nothing's as bad as it seems. it can't rain all the time. it's as if i'm really there, isn't it? that's what i'd have you believe. that's what will bring you closer to me. there's nothing i want more right now

Let's Say I Break Into Your House
A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials In ages!!! It explains things better than all The baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that

For Thos Wondering Where I Have Been And Haven't Been Here ..
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time

My Poetry
MY ONE A wild heart beats in my breast, Longing to be tamed. Waiting for One strong enough. Waiting to be claimed. A lonely wind blows through my soul. I feel so incomplete. The empty place within my heart, Echoes with it's plea. It yearns for One who's strong and bold, Yet loving as can be. One who'll take me to my heights, And then set me free. Free to feel his loving arms, Catch me when i fall. Free to answer with a smile, To his gentle call. One who'll whisper his command, Sweetly in my ear. One who's words caress my soul, "Would you kneel for me, Dear?" One who's hand is strong and firm, Yet willing to caress. What other answer could I give, But a softly whispered, "YES" W/B Ylva

The Opening Of Young Minds
A novel or short story is always more formal But, here now’s a poem of the paranormal There are a few theories beyond understanding Well, as so many say, “Seeing is believing!” A night as a youngster with friends all around Telekinesis revealed, for skeptics abound Doubts set aside, proof right before eyes No wires, no mirrors; a gift in disguise? A life-changing event, so simple in stature Reveals hidden truths around us in nature Skeptics and doubters would still seek and search They would pick up the vase and peer at its perch! In the end there’s only one thing they could think It’s funny how knowledge can bring one to the brink Magic is real reckons the newly opened mind Stringent rules of physics will no longer bind! It seemed such a wonder there in the night A mind reeled and a soul gave up the fight Concepted world to never again be the same Take it as it comes voted the name of the game! Do you believe in this st

Thank You Ga Assassin *kisses*
I FOUND A GIFT FOR YOU TODAY.IT'S JUST A ROSE YOU MIGHT SAY.AH, BUT TAKE A LITTLE CLOSER PEEK.IT'S WORTH MORE THAN GOLD AS OTHERS SEEK.THE FRAGRANCE OF THIS LITTLE FLOWERIT HAS SUCH AN AWESOME POWER.IT HAS THE POWER TO CALM THE SENSES.AND TEAR DOWN ALL THOSE DIVIDING FENCES.THE FLOWER YOU NOW HOLD IN YOUR HANDIS JUST A ROSE TO THE COMMON MAN.BUT IF YOU LOOK REAL CLOSE YOU WILL SEEHOW MUCH GOD LOVES BOTH YOU AND ME.ITS DELICATE BEAUTY IS A WONDER TO SEE.PETALS SO SMOOTH IT AMAZES ME.HOW GOD COULD CREATE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING.SO FRAGILE AND SOFT LIKE A BUTTERFLY'S WING.HE CREATED THIS ROSE

I Can't Work This One Out....
I have just got wrong from a patronising bank employee for not going over my overdraft limit in the last 18 months. So you actually get wrong now for NOT going over your limit? Guess what I told her to go and do? Fuck me backwards and tickle my ass .... this world's a fucked up place.

Rant.
*Start of Rant* Went and got my new shoe fitted today .... fucking lovely it is, here have a look ..... After I had that thing fitted and having to put up with all the people staring on the bus ... I can just imagine all the old biddies whispering to each other ....' poor soul, bless her she has a club foot'. Club foot my arse, you'll have a club head in the minute if you don't stop whispering about me. Paranoia setting in??? ... Fuck yes, it would happen to you if you had to lug that damn thing around with you. And Jesus H Christ it makes you feet sweat. Then I went to the dentist to have the rest of my root canal filling done, the anaesthetic is now wearing off and it bloody well hurts. Then, about 30 mins ago (as if my day wasn't fucked up enough) I received a call from the hospital ... Caller: Hello Miss Fraser, i'm calling about your appointment for a CT scan, how does the 30th August sound? Me: *stunned* .. did you say the 30th August? Caller: Yes! M

Friday Night August 27
The other day, someone reminded me that it was my birthday. It was sweet and touching for someone to remember something I've been trying to forget. Then she tells me she wanted to throw a party for me. That, too, was sweet and touching for someone to try to celebrate something I've been trying to ignore. It reminded me that sometimes, people really do care about me... With that said... are invited to MY BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!! Come celebrate with me and my friends TONIGHT!!! Bettie Nuggs is your hostess tonight with free prizes and up to 2,500,000 FUBUCKS UP TO GRABS!!! It all starts tonight 10pm Eastern 9pm Central 8pm Mountain 7pm Pacific

Bomb
Today is double points. I'd really LOVE to level today, so......if you buy me a bomb, I'll give you 20 million. My fuHubby has agreed to match my 20 million....making it 40 million. I know I'm saving for spotlight and I've had one donation for that..but the 20 million I would be spending on the bomb would be what I had BEFORE the donation was made. It would be MY fuBucks, not what was donated. So....do I have any takers? Ps. My fuHubby is NOT online right now, but if you see my previous blog about this....you will see that he did comment that he would make it and I will be sure that you get it. Thanks!!!

Taken By Me....
TAKEN BY ME My profile says that I'm in a relationship, but it's one of singularity, yes I am in a relationship, but I am taken by me. I may be in a single state, but with myself, I constantly relate, forever growing, taking on experiences a new, ever learning and changing, becoming better through and through. Sometimes people don't take the time to know themselves and end up in a constant search for something never really knowing what it is that they're looking for, exactly what it is that will fill that need, trying to grow something wonderful without laying the proper seed, then facing the frustration of failure that started on un-fertile ground, a recipe for doomed destiny. I guess most of us can say; "been there, done that." As some juncture in our life, making our way trying to deal with another without dealing within,but the ironic thing is that some dealing with others has helped me grow within myself, and it's that inner growth that shines out for all to see.Relationships

Breguet Classique Grande Complication Squelette Ref. 3655
PLATINUM MANUAL-WINDING SKELETONISED TOURBILLON WRISTWATCH WITH POWER-RESERVE AND RETROGADE 24-HOUR INDICATIONS Breguet Classique Grande_Breguet watch_replica Breguet classique watches COMPLICATION SQUELETTE REF. 3655PLATINUM MANUAL-WINDING SKELETONISED TOURBILLON WRISTWATCH WITH POWER-RESERVE AND RETROGADE 24-HOUR INDICATIONS Calibre 560 T, hand-engraved, 24 jewels, screw balance, compensating balance-spring with Breguet Classique Grande_Breguet watch_replica Breguet classique watches , tourbillon regulator, transparent dial, off-centred hours and minutes with satined chapter ring, sectors for power-reserve and retrograde 24-hour indications, three-part case with display case back, milled band, platinum Breguet buckle, case, dial and movement signedDiameter: 40 mm. Saleroom Notice The present lot is also accompanied by a Breguet certificate. Watchpond.com will remove the crocodile strap from the watch that is to be shipped outside Dubai, unless requested otherwise by the purcha

Im Such A Nice Guy....sometimes A Douche
BLING CONTEST starting up the boob salute folder again...if anyone is interested First place : god bling 2nd place: famp or anything of the same price or less 3rd place: boomy or something else Rules: has to have nips and my name...thats it contest ends 10/31/10 if you dont want to do it then dont...no need to whine about it

Lots Of Alternatives For Seaside Casual Wedding Party Dresses
Are you searching for seaside maternity wedding dresses when you lookup for inspiration for the desired destination wedding? Well... you are in luck! There are lots of alternatives these days for seaside casual wedding party dresses... Dressok even for pregnant brides-to-be! All you must do is make the perfect selection based on exactly where your ceremony will consider place. One large benefit of weddings in another country will be the price tag of seaside maternity wedding party dresses! Cheap Wedding Party Dresses As they are generally informal and lightweight they are frequently very much less expensive than standard wedding party dresses. Top hints for selecting seaside maternity wedding party dresses Where are you currently preparing to obtain married? Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses on the seaside itself? Or inside the garden / chapel of your hotel? allow the place of your seaside wedding party impact the design of seaside wedding party apparel you choose. The important to ach

Because I'm Getting Increasinly Bored With This Site...
entertainment!because everrrryone wants to know about me...ha! ;) Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourselfDay 02- The meaning behind your fubar nameDay 03- A picture of you and your friendsDay 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t haveDay 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to Day 06- Favorite super hero and why Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends Day 12- How you found out about fubar and why you made one Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently Day 14- A picture of you and your family Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play Day 16- Another picture of yourself Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why Day 18- Pla

Lances' Hate List #1
The band Tool, The movies: Dune, heavy metal, All British comedy's, Little Shop of Horrors, A West Side Story, All Tyler Perry films, ALSO: Fish andbirds as pets, Sand at the beach, people justifying making your beddaily, racist and homophobs, typical Pot heads and ALL pot headculture. dreadlocks, and adults with pink,green,purple,orange(dyed) hair. menthols cigarettes, Non-crispy bacon, The TV Series Kidsin The Hall. people who brag about knowing unsigned bands and/or localmusic and preaching some bullshit music manifesto about the Realism andhow True they are to music, People who currently buy Records and stillsay..."it sounds better", Vegans and them Pushing it or even mentioningtheir life style when it's not asked.

How Ozma Looked Into The Magic Picture
WORD COUNT: 30,026 In case you all are interested in seeing some of what I’m doing this month with National Novel Writing Month, my novel “Refugees From The Emerald City” places a spin on Baum’s books – well, one of them, being spin. Check it out, David … Was it just a hallucination, or did David see a hand reach out from the rainbow to grab him? And would he reach it and grab solidity or just pass through nonexistence as people are wont to do with mirages? But a mirage is a bending of light brought on by outdoor heat, and they are prone to desert climates … None of the typical thoughts that accompanied near death experiences accompanied David as he reached quicker than it took to read that passage for the gentlest, lightest hand he had ever seen and been lifted up by its deceptive strength to a cave entrance on the side of the cliff face and into the arms of … a Nome, tall and thin. (Unusual for a Nome, David thought at t

Army Spc. William A. Jeffries
Died March 31, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 39, of Evansville, Ind.; assigned to D Company, 1st Battalion, 152nd Infantry Regiment, Indiana Army National Guard; evacuated from Kuwait to Rota, Spain, where he died as a result of a sudden illness.

Good News/bad News
The good news: My doc called this morning to let me know that the tests showed the antibiotics are working and my UTI is improving. The bad news: The CT scan from Friday showed that I have more kidney stones, and in particular one enlarged one in my right kidney that is probably causing my continued symptoms. She is referring me to a urologist tomorrow. More good news: I get to take loootttsss of Vicodin :P

[i Could Kill For Somoene Elses' Food]
It happens every once in a while.You might be an awesome cook.You might have the zen of 30+ dishes.You might not sleep any more.... but every now and then you hunger.and that hunger can't be satisfied by the food you cook.It pokes and paws and gnaws at you like an itch behind your eye.A splinter in your mind.You gotta havesomeone else's food.So I could either go to IHOP and pay double the price and eat too much food.Go to tacobell and get assured dyssentaryor wait six hours for mcdonalds to serve breakfast.... sooo hungry.God its like a crack binge.Fuck it.Tacobell.I haven't had nachos and a bunch of other REALLY awful things in a year.

People Are Amazing
So I got to leave work early...took ful advantage of it, and went to do some shopping I need an outfit for a Christmas party (UGH did not go well) and I had yet to start my Christmas shopping.. So...I wandered around the mall and I found some things for some people...but I people watched more than anything People look so sad and miserable, or mean This is supposed to be a happy time of year Then I texted a very dear friend of mine and that person made me grin from ear to ear...offered to give me opinions on what I try on tomorrow for the party I am blessed to have some truly wonderful people in my life, and I would do well to remember it.

Silenced Screams
A look from you is as blinding as the sun,As stunning as your eyes I lose myself in.A look from you is as pure as the clear blue sky,As isolating and binding as the ties I'm in,When I'm with you.Every minute I'm not around you,I feel like I left something behind.Every time I'm not looking at you,I feel like I am blind.A smile from you is as electrifying as the moon,As beautiful as the moonlight that shimmers off your skin.A smile from you is as calming as the stars in the sky,As cruelly wonderful as the world I'm in,When I'm with you.For you are the star in my lifeAn angel in the skyWhat do I have to sacrifice?For you, I would die.I've tried, but I can't flyNo use, just hurting me moreYou're my angel in the skyHere I am, tied to the floor.You leave me here, standing in the rainYou leave me here, staring at the skyYou leave me here, in darkness and painYou leave me here, all alone to die.I'm soaked in blood of shattered dreams I'm drenched in tears of silenced screamsLooking at the star

U Gotta Poem By Yours Truely
when life kicks ya in the butt ya gotta take a deep breath n say so what. When the odds are against ya and the mountains are high u gotta shrug it off n give it a try. When the sky is dark not a soul in sight gotta keep searchin for the light. When songs of praises fall on deaf ear gotta pull em close so they can hear. When u try but it never goes right gotta keep up with the fight. Live laugh love n stand so strong take that to heart n youll never go wrong