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9/11
I remember where I was on this day 6 years. I was working for a moving company. I remember looking up in the sky seeing no planes at all. One of my Ninjutsu instructors had just moved to New York City just a couple of months before, he was on a ferry heading toward the island, and got stuck somewhere else for a couple days. Later that week I went to Ohio to train with An-Shu Stephen K. Hayes. During that weekend we learned not only how beat the daylights out of people, but we also covered compassion and as Buddha said "Only love can defeat hate." It's great that we all came together on that day, it was scary for all of us. Sadly, the main villian behind that is still out there, roaming free and we are stuck fighting in a country that had nothing to do with it. Don't get me wrong I support the troops, I just don't agree with how the War on Terror is being managed. We should have focused more on the Taliban and Al Qadea, than Saddam, but it's too late to do anything about it now.

Humberto
Well, Thankfully we made it through the first hurricane of the season. Went to bed wednesday night expecting to get a pretty good storm from tropical storm humberto, which was supposed to make landfall south of galveston,,,, Got woke up about 330 am to what sounded like a train bearing down on the house. Shit crashing into the sides and rain trying its best to get inside where we were. Seems humberto decided to become a very strong catagory 1 hurricane before shifting and slamming into us that night. We got a pretty direct hit but we survived a direct hit from catogory 3 Rita a couple years back so this wasnt to bad... I can handle the storm, the rain, the wind, the noise, trees crashing, all that stuff, I just dont like doing it in the dark. And by about 430 we of course were without electricity.... GOt that back late last night, was nice cause we were actually one of the first areas to come back on. Anyway, now we are cleaning up, accessing the damage, all that fun stuff. Le

A Cocky Bia Employee
A cocky BIA employee stopped at a farm and talked with an old Indian. He told the Indian, "I need to inspect your farm for a possible new road." The old Indian said, "OK, but don't go in that field." The BIA employee said, "I have the authority of the United States Government to go where I want. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on Indian land." So the old Indian went about his farm chores. Later, he heard loud screams and saw the BIA employee running for the fence and close behind was the Indian's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets and the bull was gaining on the employee at every step!! The old Indian called out, "Show him your card!!"

Come On Guys!
I am reposting a blog my husband wrote. it is currently posted on his myspace and he has yet to post it here on fubar, so I will. We are all in school this semester. Betsy is in school with me at ECSU for her General Requirements. I am back in classes for Biology, CHemistry, and Calculus. Gwen has her prereqs for her Nursing school. The kids are back in school, and enjoying it. All but one, Tim seems to have some issues with behavioural issues. But after the events of this summer I can understand. I was recently asked to describe this family in a short statement. A short phrase if you will. The one I chose was that "we are a wolf pack" Each one of us an individual, yet together a formidable and cunning force. I keep seeing guys that come in this house, and they run squealing back to their own homes. I noticed at issue is my "alpha male" status finally when the girls pointed it out at a small town in Oregon. I noticed I did not have to move for others while walking down the stre

Writing
~I Lye~ I lye, savoring every moment like it's our last. Time ticks away tic, tock, tic tock, uneven beats but yet in rhythm. How much can I take I do not know. My mind races from the previous night oh how I loved it My love once pure now tainted with betrayal. Echoes stir from afar moments later dead silence, the sun has woken, its rays burning through me, this my punishment "I cry out" moon, why have you abandoned me my good friend. I notice a figure next to me the same one I see every night. Trapped and alone I feel the safest in your arms, you cause me to lose all train of thought for a few hours of freedom I yearn for. Angered and frustrated I take you in my arms and shower you with bliss once again

Wishing Upon A Star...
This is noway direct at or towards anyone who my read this... Just sitting here wishing upon a star... wishing that prince charming existed wishing that the knight in shining arm existed wishing that a dam good man existed wishing that mister right existed None of those exist in reality As one friend said they all die cuz he killed them. I am starting to think that they all have die. I can't help but to think that I wont find a guy that is tough and strong enough to put up with or even like my strong personality. I can't help that I WONT put up with shit from anyone and i know for the most part what i want out of life. I do consider myself a strong, independent woman. I don't need a man in my life to feel complete but it is NICE to have someone who want to walk hand in hand beside you down the road of life. I just can help that i am human and feel the need for companionship. I still have glimmer of hope that i will find someone who is strong and tough enough to put up with

I Have Feelings Too
i OPENED UP TONIGHT AND TOLD A SPECIAL PERSON SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT I FEELS IS VERY SENSITIVE! I THOUGHT SHE WOULD APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT I'M REVEALING SOMETHING PRIVATE WITH HER! BUT WHEN SHE CALLED ME A LIAR AND MADE FUN OF ME THAT REALLY HURT ME, MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!! FROM HERE ON OUT, I TELL NOTHING OF A SENSITIVE NATURE TO ANYONE...I'M TIRED OF BEING HURT AND CALL A LIAR....

Twenty Things To Remember
1. Faith is the ability to not panic. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you prayed, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kinda like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7 God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 10. Laugh every day -- it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. Come on in. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. 16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious moments.

Cherie Aka Witchesbrew
My Son Kurt Aka Oak . Got To know a member here , back in june , whom is in oops Special forces . My Son was asked to do a Special Task ,To read a blog the member wrote , and to do a bulliten which kurt did . With The Understanding i might not be comin back. Which Weighed very heavy on my son's shoulders and many tears as a young man .Which kurt hadn't cried since his brother passed in 3/14/97. I always tell Friends & Family C'ya never Bye , kurt asked me to create a lounge And That Lounge Is Death BBG Special Forces Its A lounge to chat and their are 5 videos 1 of which is Saigon 3 are IRAQ their good days and bad . We are Friendly and Our Arms are Open with Welcome .Please Stop and Say Hi Ty Cherie aka Witchesbrew imikimi - Customize Your World

Checking In
Hi everyone just checking in, sorry between work, kids and nephew in the hospital dont really have time at this point, I am trying. keep my nephew in your prayers how ever you do so, and yes you have our permission to those whom know what I am, and what I practice. I will be on more in time. Thank you to all who are dear to me and have my back, and whom actually read this. ~Cope

My New Friend
My buddy signed up last night and for no reason at all other than the fact that he knew i wanted it he bought me a VIP so I figure the absolute least I can do is show him some love and I'd appreciate it if you did too! Dude that likes music@ fubar

Life
Lulu was a prostitute. One day there was a raid. All the prostitutes were lined up outside the police station as they took them in one by one. As Lulu stood in line, she saw her Grandma coming down the street and was so ashamed, Grandma didn't know her occupation. Grandma stopped to say hi and asked what the line was for. Lulu, saving face, said that the police were giving away fresh oranges to those waiting. Grandma said wonderful, she loved oranges and got at the end of the line. When the policeman got to the end and saw her, he was amazed. He said, "How the heck do you do this at your age?" &nb sp; She said, "I just take out my teeth, rip the skin back and suck 'em dry!" The policeman fainted

My Angel
u know i use to write short stories and poems all the time when i was younger.. even after i had my first child i still did.. here is my lat poem i have wrote.. i made it for my child who neve got a chance to live cause of my ex.. i was 4-5 weeks pregnant when i lost him.. my ex punched my child out of me over me allowing my mother to keep my daughter over night o i could have a night where i could try to relax.. when i was with my ex i was the one who worked, cooked, cleaned, took care of my child..i dont it all.. my ex didnt do anything except for drink, do drugs, cheat and beat on me.. i remember that night as if it was yesterday.. we got into an argument and then the next thing i knew he got me with a low blow to my stomach and then thhrew me into the edge of our bed and then raped me.. all i could do was cry and hold my stomach and force myself to not scream out with all the pain.. i knew if i did he woul have hit me again.. he always did when i screamed for help.. when i did nobo

Friends And Fans!
I have noticed that alot of the people on my list are here for the points, which isnt bad, but dang, when do you come around again? I could honestly say if you popped up i would rate, can't go hunt you all down. show some luv and i will do the same!

The Bigg Sissy
One summer evening during a violent thunderstorm a mother was tucking her small boy into bed. She was about to turn off the light when he asked with a tremor in his voice, "Mommy, will you sleep with me tonight?" The mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. "I can't dear," she said. "I have to sleep in Daddy's room." A long silence was broken at last by his shaking little voice, "The big sissy."

Isn't This The Truth??
October 2, 2007 - Tuesday ISN’T THIS THE TRUTH????? ISN'T THIS THE TRUTH ?????? When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over i n her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken

Lies I Tell Myself
It was just a beautiful lie Believing in you and I Especially when we both know It's well past time to let go. I know it's only cowardice That won't let me drop this But how can I find someone new After all we have been through? Beautiful as it has been dreaming, I'm sick of waking up screaming, I know you aren't coming back for me, Though if you would, we could be so happy. Could we ever make things right, By rectifying every past slight? Could I believe in us again, Or will something always be missing? I am clouded in doubt Searching for a way out. Fight for me, stand by my side Tell me it wasn't you who lied. I thought our bond could never be severed Guess I was wrong, as we can't be together. Even if you love me, you chose another, And I won't compete with your baby's mother. It makes me want to hide and cry I know how hard we once tried But I think you gave up on me Set me free, when you could not be. We both made promises and sacrificed

License Plate
I have come up with a few ideas for license plates... ursuper imspcy all4it cmngtit rudunyt livrdie lvordie imfked allnitr AQTU12 urdumb sxtasy GR8TTS WTFBTCH NS8IABL RUABCH2 SLAV4ME UMYSLAV TRUEX2C TZNUBLU WHTHFK

Spell Of Eternal Sleep
Bring the Spear of Ancient Briar Bring the Torch to lyte the Pyre Bring the One who trod our ground Bring the Spade to dig his mound Summer is Buried there Ceturies Deep In a Crypt of Years Where Seasons Keep Happy Halloween Happy All Hallows Eve Everyone

Cowboy's Are A Dying Breed
To them Cowboys! To every Cowboy that doesn't drink, smoke or dip. To every Cowboy that's said, "Sex can't wait, wait min. that came out wrong" To every Cowboy that's said, "You're beautiful Ma'am." To every Cowboy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every Cowboy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every Cowboy who has given her flowers just because. To every Cowboy that said he would die for her. To every Cowboy that really would. To every Cowboy that did what she wanted to do. To every Cowboy that she cried in front of. To every Cowboy that holds hands with her. To every Cowboy that kisses her with meaning. To every Cowboy that hugs her when she's sad. To every Cowboy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every Cowboy who would give their jacket up for her. To every Cowboy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every Cowboy that would sit and wait for her for hours

A Pumpkins Chagrin...
a pumpkins chagrin... pumpkin, would you rather not smile that cheshire cat grin? has it cut once too often your silence and skin? hallowed outside but hollow within? pumpkin, do you dream of november? licking the wounds of a scorching but beautiful ember? would you rather not even remember? pumpkin, tell me.. how did you stumble, where did it begin? did you try once too often to wager and win? pretty to pieces and lost in the spin.. pumpkin, will you ever grow weary of clamor and sin? all the cheshire incisions that leak your pulse thin. where wonder bleeds out and winter seeps in... dg

Confsed
So Im lost and so confused. I love this guy but I dont know if he feels the same way. I would do anything for him. He means the world to me. I want to marry him and make him happy. I dont think he feels the same way anymore. It was my fuck up but if he would let me fix what I broke I would. I love you and you know who you are

Catwoman Halloween Costume
Catwoman Halloween Costume Shop for super hero costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! There are a lot of halloween costumes that you can wear to impress this season. You can go as a witch, a superwoman, a wonder woman, a pumpkin or you can also go as a Catwoman. Creating a catwoman halloween costume is easy. Just picture yourself as a catwoman first. Then find the required materials to make yourself a catwoman halloween costume. Do not forget the eyes. Get yourself catseye contact lenses and look like a true catwoman. Do not forget to walk like a cat and also make cat noises to get noticed. There are other superhero costumes that you can try and if you do not get the mood to become one of these, get yourself a nice halloween t-shirt and wear it. catwoman halloween costume, catwoman halloween dress, cat woman halloween costume, catwoman costume, catwoman dress, catwomen halloween costume, catwomen halloween dress, superhero hallowee

Producers, Check This Page Out
This is the site where you can learn all about the works of Christopher and Wayne Miller, how you can get a physical copy of the script as a keep shake or download your own free copy in a zip files, so far all down loadable copies are PDF but any new scripts will change to RTF format which will work on your word program. http://chriswaynescripts1.tripod.com/index.html Just copy and paste the address to see the page.

How Do You Say Goodbye
in a world where peer pressure and racism have crowded with the ever changing politics that have engulfed our government and invaded our lives, i am forced to leave behind those struggles of defeat only to be beat down with my own demons that have haunted me for some time now, that sence of security that comes with health has swept through my life like a theif in the night and has robbed me of my sanity and stripped me of my zest for life and longing for my success, taking away my joy and leaving me sadness taking my happiness and replacing with pain taking my goals and adding defeat stealing all that i have within me to give me back heartache, although its hard to give up this life that was once full of fun and laughter and smiles and tears of joy rather than pain, the easy part is that i have no love no husband no kids no parents no siblings no one person left to mourn me except maybe a freind or two in passing, i however do leave behind a man that makes my world glitter and sh

A$$hole's Contest
Our favorite A$$hole is in a contest. Please stop by and show him your love and support. He need 10,000 comments to get either a VIP or one week blast. I would consider it a personal favor if you drop him some comments. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

Projectile Sharps!
While awaiting the Hooligan & his bad bunny for our random themed date nights I learned how to play darts. My boo hung his Red Lion Wine & Spirits cabinet of cork, chalk, and flying sharps, then proceeded to lay out the basics- note that I spaz a bit and ricochet darts off the porch and zing 1 into the outside stereo speaker. Good job! I begin drinking liberally, and start to ferociously rock out to the 80's hair metal drifting from speakers. When Joan Jet came on I squeed in fan girl-y glee executing the random shimmy jig, and upon my turn become lethal compatant dart girl. WTF? Witness my idiosyncratic glory.

Mama I Blew It At Love
Mama I Blew It At Love Mama once told me when a man doesn't respect love he loses love.Mama I must admit that your right and say that I disrespected love;now it's gone cause I blew it big time Mama not taking her feeling inconsideration,so now I see what you mean Mama about losing love cause I did lose it. Poem By:Charles LaMark Nelson

Dj's Needed For Zombie Radio
IF U WANT TO DJ FOR THE FASTEST RADIO STATION GROWING IN FUBAR THEN CONTACT CHITA OR ILLUSION BY FUMAIL OR COME IN AND MEET THE CREW AT HAUNTED.. ZOMBIE RADIO WHERE EVEN THE DEAD AWAKEN!!! Chita*Owner@Haunted*Zombie Radio@ fubar illusions Owner *The Haunted/Zombie Radio*@ fubar

A Few Questions
Family always comes first! I would do the same if our situations were reversed. I understand why you had to travel so far away. But as each day passes, I wonder when you are coming home and if you are okay. I have a few questions for you, but I'm afraid to ask. For me writing this poem was no easy task. "They" say nothing ventured nothing gained. But, it wont be "their" pillow that may become tearstained. I take a deep breath and I start to type, At my tears, I distractedly swipe. The questions are not what has me so filled with fear. Its the honest answers i seek, that I'm not sure I'll want to hear. I know I have little right to question you and I know you are busy, And lately life for the both of us hasn't been easy. But, after all this time i have to wonder, Has our friendship somehow fallen asunder? Was it something I did or perhaps something I said? I feel like our friendship is dangling by a thread. Yes I care, after all that's what real friends do. I

Quiz Junky Du Jour :)
Your Birthdate: March 3 You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean? You Belong in 1964 You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.What Year Do You Belong In? Your Boss Isn't Psycho, but Your Boss Stinks Your boss is probably not mental. Still, your boss is not competent or professional. You may want to transfer departments or get a new job, before your boss sucks out your soul.Is Your Boss Psycho? You Are an Exotic Beauty!

Goodbye For Awhile...
Well,it's Tuesday night,as I promised I have come to a decision.I went and saw my brother and had a long talk with him.He gave me a lot to think about as he usually does.I think the best thing he said to me was a saying I've been repeating in my head since he said it. "I'd rather you hate me for who I am than love me for who I'm not." And it's true.Ive spent so much time trying to be loved for who I'm not than who I am.It wasnt til he said that to me that it all made sense.Ive tried so hard to find someone to be with and have a connection with.It's no longer about sex.I just wanted someone to be there for me when I needed them,to hold me after a bad night at work,to call me and say they miss me.I've been trying so damn hard to find someone I forgot who I am.The real me and it's very sad to realize that.I dont have confidence in myself,guess thats why I dont feel good enough for any guy.Or better yet,I dont think I'm pretty enough or thin enough.It's not that,its the fact I dont have c

Oh Well!!!!!
It's kinda sad, but the whole mess I mentioned in my prievious entry (attention everyone) has re-occured. the Psycho I re-united with pulled the same old shit and then some. Well, oyu live you learn. Mandy will never see chance 3

Oh My Beeding
Hey my first blog so want to get it out that I do not: Consume bodily flesh (unless it's a virgin, female and lushiuos of course). Scare with Garlic, holy water or crosses of any kind. I do however have a weakness, can you find it! That's it for now. Fatum Abyssus

Racism
Racism A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm, please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumst

Adream Not Forgoten
In the early morning a whisper comes to me A love so pure and tender beckoning to me come hither say the voices crying out in dreams. Abandon inhibitions come to the angels' den Where desire mixed with feeling and the golden light of love is sprinkled as a perfume throughout the air. Where is this poignant perfume that permeates the air? Breathe deeply the forgotten dream it is everywhere.

Lesbian Pics...
He gave me a mission today, and i knew that if i failed, i would be severely punished.. i stepped out of the front door, intent on succeeding for Him. Dressed in a very short skirt, knees boots and a very revealing top, that if i was not careful, would expose my chest. i got into the car and drove down to a nearby bar. When i arrived, i looked around, scanning the place, but alas, there was not one person in there who could make me succeed. i headed for the bar, sat on a stool, crossed my legs so my skirt hitched right up my leg, ordered a drink and waited. As i sipped my wine, i could feel eyes boring into me, men undressing me with their eyes. As i ordered another glass, i noticed a tall brunette woman heading towards the bar. She was obviously on her own, and also wore a short skirt and knee boots. At that moment i knew she would be the one. As the woman sat on a stool, her brown curls hanging loosely across her face, i stood up, drink in hand and headed towards her. i sat nex

Do Women Really Know What They Want?
Ok, so due to some recent events that have happened in my life, I have done alot of thinking and this is what I came up with. WOMEN DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY WANT. You know I'm right. I swear all women have the guy that would do anything for them to make them happy and then the guy that strings them along and we can do whatever we can to show them that we will always be there for them and do anything for them. The guy that has us there when he wants us, otherwise we don't exist. But which guy do we always go for? That's right the ass, the one that strings us along. You know I'm right. The reality of all this is even if the one that strings us along were to come to us and say "Ok, I want to be with you and only you. I will do whatever it takes." We would give it a few months or even a few years, but we wouldn't be completely happy. We want what we can't have. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WE WANT!!! But I think the same applies to men too. We think we know what we want, but whe

Confused And Alone
And now she's more confused Than she's ever been She doesn't know which one to choose She doesn't know who should win. She thinks she has feelings for them both And this she just doesn't get Apparently, Cupid missed shooting practice Cause with two arrows she was hit. She's always been friends with both of them But her feelings are getting stronger Both of them confuse her so much She doesn't think she can take it much longer. So for now, she'll sit back and see If either feels the same Hopefully, only one will If not, she might just go insane.

Keeper
I grew up in the 50s with practical parents. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycle queen, before they had a Name for it... A father who was happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones. Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that someti

Ideas On How Things Are Supposed To Be.
I am not quite sure where all of this is coming from but I feel like I am in this state of confusion... I have been alone for almost 2 years, I have been talking to a man that I thought was a really amazing guy, but all the sudden, he is staying at the house, and I almost feel invaded and he is a different person. He isn't as loving and I seriously need that. I don't want him to stay but I don't know how to tell him... My partner has also been trying to ask me out and that won't work, because he is my superior. I do not date anyone I work with, its unethical... So isn't there just one guy out there that actually treats a woman like a lady, I know of a few that are amazing, but they are taken... so as I sit here every night and wonder why I am alone, I begin to wonder if its just me... if this is what is meant to be. if it is, then I guess thats the way it will be until it should be different.

Easy Italian Pinwheels
Prep Time: 40 min Makes: 24 appetizers 2 oz. (1/2 cup) shredded mozzarella cheese 1/2 cup sliced pepperoni, finely chopped 1/4 teaspoon dried oregano leaves 1 egg yolk 1 (8-oz.) can Pillsbury® Refrigerated Crescent Dinner Rolls 1 egg white, beaten 1 . Heat oven to 375°F. In small bowl, combine cheese, pepperoni, oregano and egg yolk; mix well. 2 . Separate dough into 4 rectangles. Firmly press perforations to seal. Spread each rectangle with about 3 tablespoons pepperoni mixture. 3 . Starting at shortest side, roll up each rectangle; pinch edges to seal. Cut each roll into 6 slices. Place, cut side down, 1 inch apart on ungreased cookie sheet. Brush with beaten egg white. 4 . Bake at 375°F. for 12 to 15 minutes or until golden brown. Serve warm.

About The Straight Edge Movement
About Straight EdgeTo be Straight Edge is to keep one's mind, body, and soul free from self-destructive behavior, including drug abuse, alcohol addiction, and smoking. Straight Edgers see the harm that substance abuse can cause to individuals and choose to free themselves of any crutch that may be used to synthesize temporary happiness. Drugs and alcohol inhibit the ability to think clearly and are used as an escape, to temporarily hide from and mask one's daily problems. Straight Edgers are strong enough not to hide from their problems and strive to make their lives better and themselves stronger by passing up the easy way out of situations.When attending a hardcore punk show, Straight Edgers can be easily spotted in the crowd due to the giant X's that are drawn on their hands, usually with a black magic marker. The X has become the symbol adopted by Straight Edgers because of the practice in clubs where bouncers would mark an X on the top of the hands of anyone under the age of 21 wh

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90# A Must Read!!
This was forwarded to me and I did not check with any phone companies to see how authentic it might me. Thought others might be interested. Paul > >PASS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW > >I received a telephone call last evening from an >individual identifying himself as an AT&T Service >Technician (could also be Telus) who was conducting A >test on the telephone lines. He stated that to >complete the test I should touch nine(9), zero(0), the >pound sign (#), and then hang up. Luckily, I was >suspicious and refused. > >Upon contacting the telephone company, I was informed >that by pushing 90#, you give the requesting >individual full access to your telephone line, which >enables them to place long distance calls billed to >your home phone number. > >I was further informed that this scam has been >originating from many local jails/prisons > >DO NOT press 90# for ANYONE. > >The GTE Security Department requested that I share >this information with EVERYONE I KNOW.

On 11122007 - 19.00 Pm.
Welcome EverybodyBy The Way Just Wanted to Connect With Some More Equines_Horses Buddies Here at Fubar So Your Welcome to Add Me as Your Friendship If Your a Equines_Horses Person Just Add the Profile You See Below Thank You Very Much(repost of original by 'Der_PferdeLieber_666 aka. 4_Legged_Professor_666 aka. equines_horses_666' on '2007-11-11 00:07:06')

Friends And Family
You know its kinda funny that 80% to 90% of the people here want talk or chat with you unless you buy them a VIP or BLAST. Whats the deal with that? I thought this was a room to meet you friends and have fun with either other. Well i have meet a few new friends and there are a few real people here that like to chat and to those i say thanks. To the rest well you can guess>

Some People Piss Me Off
ok I gotta say that some people piss me off, they seem like cool people and chat with ya for a minute then after maybe a couple of days you never hear from them again unless you send them a message.. Don't get me wrong I have no problem sending a message to say hi but damn don't avoid me, I'm just as important as anyone else.. I know ya have things to do and you have responsibilities but don't forget about me... I'm a nice guy and easy to get along with if ya give me a chance

Thought Of More
I wear combat boots. (so do my 2 oldest daughters) Actually, I love boots in general. Boots are hot! Im all about shock value. I love my Bondage.com shirts. They are Fantastic for shock value. More so here in Small Town Hell. I enjoy corrupting people. my best work all time, was convincing my siblings and cousins at a funeral to play Vatican Hold Em with the mass cards. You know, "Ive got 3 Marys and 2 Jesus" Its all good. Made them laugh instead of cry.

Umm,freedom-what Is It?
In today's world we have pets with microchips.Cellphones that have little chips in them that we carry.Or maybe it's that Low-jack for our tools and vehicles.And I can't leave out OnStar that is supose to make our lives so much easyer.All these are really neat gadgets in the realm of technology.However,They are also really neat tools to track you down when and were the government may see fit.I know you say they wouldn't do that.Well,we are liveing in an age of terror laws instead of laws of the land.to put it simpley.The way democracy was described to me and one way I subscribe to it.Is fairly simple,it is a means that you can travel about the country and the world anonymously as your right as a law abideing citizen.yet there are those whom think that we are not educated enough to think for ourselves.They may be your neighbors or maybe those scholars that work in you community.Who knows,But what I wanna know is when did we stop minding our own buisness and start minding others?Well,if y

Dry Winter?
FYI, this article was in the Rocky Mountain News the other morning. Sounds like its the Pacific Northwest that is getting the early snow this year. http://www.rockymountainnews.com/drm...745794,00.html Headed up tomorrow anyway. Thank god for manmade snow. Breckenridge opened last weekend and this weekend Vail, Winterpark and Crested Butte joined the mix. Hope for some good weather and think snow!

Fubar Friends
I've had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relax and turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to say to make my stresses go and my troubles fade away. My friends you're always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never met before I know our friendships true. And although we haven't been friends for long in this short time it seems we shared so many things already our hopes, our fears, our dreams. We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and it's time to say that of all of you I've grown so very fond. So thank you friends for being there whenever I've needed you I know you're always there for me and you know I'm there for you!

Vampire At My Workplace!
I work next to a temp that got chosen to work at the place I work. Everything is cool, right? Two cool guys talking and working the time away....then I happened to notice. HE HAS FANGS! THAT is the coolest thing I have seen. I don't know how to ask him about HOW he got his teeth that way.

My Ali
Your smart, your sweet, gorgeous too easy to see why i like you the shitty thing is your so far away but ill get to see you someday We'll go to dinner and the movies and everything will go smoothly we will hang out and have lots of fun wont stop partyin till we see the sun she got eyes that sparkle and a smile that stuns you can see why shes my number one shes cool as hell, got a body like damn i wish i was lucky enough to be her man all through the day shes the one i think about i love when we talk and she does her cute lil pout no matter what i do i cant stop thinkin bout her wonder if she knows im all about her shes the girl i talk to the most i feel like we're gettin pretty close i cant wait to see her smile up close in person that first moment will be absolutely perfect shes a stone cold stunner, definitley a fox this gorgeous girl totally fuckin rocks we always talk i think she likes me too if your not me it sucks to be you cuz this hardcore hotties my l

Australia Decides
OK as you all know i mentioned in my previous blog that on 11/24/07 or 24/11/07 Australia votes for an new prime minister of the country well Australia Voted and Decided Mr Kevin Rudd is Now the 26th Australian Prime Minister of Australia and John Howard Is now No Longer Prime Minister Of Australia after 11 and a 1/2 years as Australian Prime Minister from Bruce.

Gay Ppl Only...
The Rainbow The rainbow of colors So merry and bright Each color has a purpose Even black and white The rainbow is so full Of radiance and gleam It sparkles and shines Through every little beam After a storm A rainbow you'll see With all the glaring colors A rainbow there'll be Then at the end Your dream will come true A pot of gold awaiting All just for you

Movie- We Are Marshall
We Are Marshall...True story. Ok, so this could very well have been the most depressing movie I have ever seen. I can be a softie sometimes but this brought me to a whole new level of soft. I actually stopped it twice. Definitely a tear jerker. It was a very very good movie though. I will watch it again. Alone of course. I can be showing that side of me to just anyone.lol

Band Name Game
If you haven't seen this before it's a pretty cool game. Each of the pictures represents a Band Name. For example, the big #20 towards the bottom of the pic is Matchbox 20. get it??? See how many u can get. Good Luck!!

I Can Dream
Just hold me close even if it's a dream let me hear your heartbeat let me have this dream. For the world is colder than the words that we say, and only in my dreams will I know you'll stay. For touching is not wanted and I need to be held, for when you've never known love it seems like your in hell. But even there you can't stop these dreams i have of you, of being in your arms and a love thats true.

End Of Year Holidays
Thanksgiving we had dinner at my grandfather's house as usual.. Mom, Dad, Me, Grandpa, and a friend my dad bowls with.. Would have been nicer if my brother and his family showed up but their loss.. For Christmas we will probably have dinner with my grandpa on Christmas Eve as usual and then have our small family christmas thingy on christmas morning..hehe tear open the gifts that aren't there and drink the egg nog that taste yucky.. watch the movies that you have seen every year since you were in diapers.. and then clean up everything like it never happened.. New Years... Hmmm I don't know .. I met a guy maybe I will be with him out somewhere but I doubt it.. don't doubt I might be with him but I don't normally go out on the most hectic day of the year..lol Probably be home on my computer as usual.. counting down with my buddies..hehe Who Knows Maybe I Will Get a Real New Year's Kiss.. hehe I KNOW ONE THING IS FOR SURE... NO MORE SO CALLED FRIENDS WILL FUCK ME OVER IN ANYWAY SHA

Drugs
People say they're giving up, The harry, the coke, the drugs themselves. They don't wanna lose the comfort, The zone in which they're loved with hugs. These hugs though, they're dangerous, You get hooked, they strike and you OD. Then you wonder why you're in hospital, Next to a comatose person, someone named Jodie. -- Come on guys, these things we don't need, They supposedly make us 'happy'. They just fuck you over, Makes everyone round feel crappy. Cos we can't do anything to help you, Although you think you don't need it. You seem to think you're better with than without, But I can say, you don't need this shit.

From Above
When life has been hard, i look up above, and when i am sad I look to your love. When things don't seem fair, I have you to turn to. Before i was bore you knew who i was and shone down on earth and sent me your love, though born we are dying, but dying we live to walk with the father at last we shall live.

Death Came Silently ...
DEATH CAME SILENTLY My mind began reeling, big bells began pealing, then I found myself kneeling in a river not on any map. Instead of dead, Life seemed upended, and I could hear and see, Love’s lovely lonesome sound, echoing around inside of me. Death came silently! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, November 27, 2007

Can It Be
Laying on the sand, watching the water rush in. As the sun starts to set, on the horizon. Laying my head on your chest, feeling your heart beating beneath my head. I turn and look into your eyes. Thinking to myself, can this be real, or is it just an illusion? But as I see you looking back at me, I see the same passion in your eyes that I feel inside of me. I think to myself, I have found my heaven on earth, there in your arms, underneath the starry skies.. No other place I would want to be.

Worst Day Of My Life..12/04/07
Today is the day my mom lost the battle of liver cancer, I was told at work today that she had passed away. That's the worst feeling in the world . I know that she is in no more pain but I still find myself asking god every few mins why my mom, why take her from me and her grandbabies. I don't know how I will go on, she was my hero and my bestfriend and I'm dieing without her, I can only think of what my dad is going through I can only hold him and pray that he is strong, I don't know if I could bare losing him too.

Christmas Poam
Twas the night before christmas And all through the house Everybody felt shitty Even the mouse Mom at the whorehouse And dad smoking grass I'd just settle down For a nice piece of ass When out on the lawn' I heard such a clatter I sprung from my piece To see what was a matter. Then out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a monment It must be saint nick He came down the chimey Like a bad out of hell I knew in a moment The fucker had fell He filled all stockings With pretzels and beer And a thounderous fart The son of a bitch Blew the chimney Apart He swore and he cursed As he rode out of sight Piss on you all' And a Hell Of A Night

Merry C H R I S T M A S !!!!!!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Amen to This! *Twas the month before Christmas* *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *See the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just a "Holiday ".* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* *CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* *Something was changing, something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* *In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *Inclusive, sensitive, Di-

~confucius Say~
• Confucius say, virginity like bubble. One prick - all gone • Confucius say, man who do business in whore house get jerked around • Confucius say, baseball wrong. Man with four balls not able to walk • Confucius say, panties not best thing on earth, but next to it • Confucius say, woman who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house • Confucius say, man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night • Confucius say, it take many nail to build crib, one screw to fill it • Confucius say, man who keep feet on ground have trouble putting on pants • Confucius say, if you want pretty nurse, you got to be patient • Confucius say, man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day long • Confucius say, man who run before bus get tired • Confucius say, man who run behind bus get exhausted • Confucius say, man with tool in woman's mouth not necessarily dentist • Confucius say, man with tight trousers is pressing his luck • Confucius say, man who stand on toilet high on pot •

My Teenage Daughter
Once again I find myself spilling my thoughts and emotions in this blog...My daughter Lee and I have been having communication problems and changes of adaptations such as "rules", "respect", and the "Locking of Horns" in so many other issues... She has this azzhole boyfriend whom I just can't stomach and I do not sugar coat when I talk about the azzhole... Anyways, she had been sneaking him into my "our" house and keeping him in her fuggin bedroom and so fourth when I am away at work... I have warned him twice now that if I catch him as far as fuggin stepping one foot on my property that first off I would shoot his azz... then call the Sheriff and have him apprehended on criminal trespassing issues... The dick anis calls my house multiple times and I mean multiple... too the point where I have been blocking numbers that I do not know out... and telling the daughter meanwhile how the ball is going to bounce down the court... Well... Saturday past, I was getting ready for work and the

My Friend List
Hello all, Yeah I know there isn't going to be many who read this, but I am gonna type it anyway. There are those of you on my friend list that i talk to everyday and those who talk to me everyday. Then there are some of you that talk to me every once in a while. Then there are those of you who do not speak to me at all or do not leave messages and or comments. There are those of you who are just on my list for big friend numbers. If you are one of those people please remove yourself from my list. I am not trying to sound like a bitch but I want real friends. All of my real friends and those of you who consider yourselves my friends please remain on my list. Any drama makers please disappear. Anyone who doesn't want to really be my friend, just remove yourselves from my list. Once again I am not trying to be mean but I am not gonna put up with a bunch of people who r so unreal and not true friends.

Omg Come See My Cam And Ty For Leveling Me Wow
YOU GUYS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO HOLD A CONVERSTATION WITH 30 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME.. IM MISSING ALL YOUR SHOUTS.. IM SORRY BUT I DO TRY AND KEEP UP ITS JUST IMPOSSIBLE.. IF I MISS YOU JUST TRY BACK ANOTHER TIME AND HOPEFULLY ILL BE FREE.. TO CHAT WITH ME HERE ALL YOU DO IS JUST TALK IN THE SHOUT LIKE NORMAL.. OKAY.. BUT I NEED ABOUT 20 MINUTES BEFORE ILL BE ON.. YOU VIEW ME FROM RIGHT THIS SPOT OR MY PROFILE.. KK EVERYONE GOT THAT? HOPE SO... IN THE MEAN TIME READ THIS WHILE YOU WAIT.. ITS PRETTY HEAVY BUT ITS A TRUE STORY.. http://fubar.com/blog/152882/623846#

All About Me
I have been living in raceland since July with my husband. I am happily married since august of 2004. I'm an Avon Representative and have been since May of 2006. I also have a seizure disorder but I haven't had a seizure in also 2 years.

I'm Sad Here Is Why. Ty
just to let you all know why i am not on much. my parents are both very sick. my mother is going to a nursing home u can read my other blogs about her to find out why. her brain waves are even slower now with the dimencia . that means its setting in quicker than we thoutht. i can't imagine the day that my own mother looks at me and does not know who i am. my father is in the last stage of copd and his lungs are starting to fade fast. i will be going to stay with him tonight and he will be moving in with my sister and I soon. he is unable to take care of himself so we will take care of him the last 6months to a year that we have left with him. my heart is breaking and im sad and crying alot please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. ty to all the real ppl out there for ur understanding. my pc is also still broke so im on my sisters right now.

Time For Xmas Fun
Well, here is me sitting writing few words for my friends and fubar family :D I am going to celebrate Xmas up the Mountains gone for 10 days so behave and I'll bring you some cool pics love you all just one question, pics of me drunk or pics of me snowboarding drunk :D:D:D:D MARRY MARRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU

Red Riding Hood
Once upon time there was a little girl named Red Riding Hood, ( well she was short ok !) nice looking young lady and never would. ( NEVER WOULD? She did it all the time the little hussy). A handsome wolf, well! Maybe if you were a wolf. In love with Red Riding Hood, that was his trouble, the wolf he thought they would make a great couple. Thinking of tender times when he would make her so happy, how? Lustful thoughts he was having now. Would the wolf win the heart of such beauty see, together is where they should be. A busty wench, Red Riding Hood, She likes all the boys as she passed through the woods. Grandma is just what she tells her mom, boys she meets, for rough sessions discrete, rumbles in the hay you may say, all dressed up and no one to blow, on her knees she only knows. The wolf, he see her every day, and wished with him she would play, he thinks a plan is needed here, so in her heart she would show no fear. Sneak up on a grandma and eat that guy, dress in his c

Scattegories!
Copy and Paste and Send to your friends and back to me. SCATTEGORIES...it's harder than it looks! Rules: Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... They MUST be real places, names, Things...NOTHING made up! If you can't think of anything, skip it. Try to use different answers if the person before you had the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. Once you're done, forward on to friends and back to the person who sent it to you. Your Name: Cathy 1. Famous singer/band: Carly Simon, Charlie Daniels Band, Coldplay, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Croweded House, Carlos Santana 2. 4 letter word: Cold 3. Street name: Cameron 4. Color: Cerulean (yes, it's a real color, check the crayon box! lol) 5. Gifts/presents: Car & Cash! 6. Vehicle: Chevrolet 7. Items on a menu: crackers cola cucumbers carrots corn cake candy cookies cupcakes cotton candy captain crunch corn flakes corn tortillas carn

4 Months Old Now She.....
Four months old now she is rolling, laughing, playing, and cooing. She just had her shots. This is her first Christmas, she is getting clothes, toys, and other baby things.....don't you wish we all had it this way for us. But it doesn't work out that way for us we have to work at it. It pays off in the long run. I will put up her Christmas pictures her after the New Year. Mykala says buh bye until next time.

Come Help Some One Please
HEY ALL WE GOT SOME GREAT CONTEST AND GIVEAWAYS GOING SO IF YA HAVE SOME TIME CAN YOU PLEASE COME AND BOMB ANY OF THESE WELL I HAD TO CHANGE IT CAUSE WATCHER GOT HIS SO NOW SOME ONE NEW HAS BEEN ADDED PLEASE PICK SOME ONE AND COME RATE AND COMMENT BOMB THEM YOU CAN JUST RATE THESE 2 AND 1 RATE = 5 COMMENTS Sycho needs 60,000 comments in 10 weeks to win a 1 year VIP http://fubar.com/user/179979 http://fubar.com/user/1207210 Biker Heart needs 40,000 comments to win a 6-Month VIP! Obiwan~~ IN A MORPH CONTEST **DJ Devil Witch**15000 COMMENTS Abby needs 60,000 comments in 10 weeks to win a 1 year VIP http://fubar.com/user/956773 Archangel needs 60,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP!! SO COME HELP SOME ONE OUT PLEASE

A Different Christmas Poem...thankyou To Those That Dont Get To Be Home With Thier Families Protecting Us And Those We Love And All We Live For.......
PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

Damage Control
all right damage control i just had a fu friend over to my house from north carolina un supervised at my computer and she left a few mums and blogs in my name so anything that came about 20 minutes before this was not me sh was over here fucken with me yeah she is so funny ha ha ha yeah i wish u could pick up sarcasim on the net....thanks

This Is Another Friends Poem
All color left my world the day my last and worst betrayal was ripped from my blackened heart. In your hands my heart turned to ash and dust, returning to the earth from whence it came. Forsaken, betrayed, and soul shattered, I lay dreaming in black and white, oblivious with no energy to fight and no emotion left to care, while knowing that trust must be earned, not handed out randomly. Knowing only despair and loneliness, I dreamt of everything that I will never have and desires that will never touch my soul. Alas, unconditional love only comes in technicolor dreams. While forever trapped in my world of black and white dreams, I feel an empty hole gapping in my chest that oblivion's hand-maiden takes me into the stillmess of the nothingness of my life.

Music List Pt 1
# & misc. (HeD) Planet Earth - (HeD) P.E. (HeD) Planet Earth - Back 2 Base X (HeD) Planet Earth - Best Of (HeD) Planet Earth (HeD) Planet Earth – Blackout (HeD) Planet Earth – Broke (HeD) Planet Earth - Insomnia (HeD) Planet Earth - Only in Amerika (HeD) Planet Earth - Ultimate Unreleased +44 - When Your Heart Stops Beating 2 Live Crew - As Nasty as They Wanna Be 2 Live Crew - Is What We Are 2Pac - 2Pacalypse Now 2Pac - All Eyez On Me 2Pac - Better Dayz 2Pac - Greatest Hits 2Pac - Pac\'s Life 2Pac - R U Still Down? (Remember Me) 2Pac – Resurrection 2Pac - Still I Rise 2Pac - Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z. 2Pac - Until The End Of Time 3 Doors Down - Away From the Sun 3 Doors Down - Seventeen Days 3 Doors Down - The Better Life 3rd Strike - Lost Angel 8 Mile 12 Rounds - My Big Hero 10 Years - The Autumn Effect 12 Stones - 12 Stones 12 Stones - Anthem for the Underdog 12 Stones - Potter\'s Field 30 Seconds to Mars - 30 Seconds to Mars 30 Seconds to Mars - A

In Few Weeks!!!!
WoW As soon!!! I going to moving out of New York!! Then I start to looking for job and new house in Virginia!!! My GF are so happy and excite to moving together!!!! Sorry for NY has no job to live!!! I hates NY!!! I am so tired of NY that I keep looking for job!!!! THANK YOU Mike!!!!

This Is For You
love and resentment can be felt together at one time alone and crowded can be felt together at one time happy and unloved can be felt together at one time not all things make sense sometimes the pain is unbearable understanding what is going on is almost impossible sometimes hurt comes from where you least expect it sometimes love comes from unordinary places Just because the North star shines alone doesnt mean its not loved a mist the storm comes a new strength uncharted territory means braveness the ones closest to you dont judge you never say i told you so, never say ur wrong they are just there to listen just because your not her shinning star doesnt mean your not someone elses shinning star doesnt mean no one else cares and loves you one moment the sun will shine thru her windows she will see she missed that sunny day wondering what she can do to get it back. but no matter what she thinks you

Another Child
Another child is to be born Another woman is to be in pain Pain that was bestowed upon woman years ago To happen once more just to bring a child into the world The father is a great man The mother is a caring one The child is to be protected from the world Til the is right for it to leave home one day Parents and child That’s the way it always goes And one day The child will become a parent It will continue this way For years to come Just like it did Many years ago Another grandparent, there will be Another uncle Another father Another mother Another child A child is to be born A woman is to be in pain.

Fat Chicks/bbw
i have read some fucked up mumms on here about BBW/FAT CHICKS but when intelligence is lacking and ignorance overcomes the small minds the end result is some fucked up people in the world and hateful comments and bashing takes place. SO I REPOSTED THIS BLOG IN HOPES TO CLEAR SOME SHIT UP ABOUT FAT CHICKS/BBW!!!! Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large

Uncontrolable Pleasure
Come to the dark side with me, let your passion and imagination run free. I love for you to touch me that way, you heat up the night in a special way. I want to just let myself go, wild and free,let the pleasure flow. You have a tongue of satin,that melts me, deep within my spirit is set free. You lick me and I lose control, because of this desire I have lost my soul. I want you for a delightful treat every night I need you to take me in your arms tight. On the dark side there's hidden pleasures, your touch and kiss are my hidden treasures. You lick me inside and out, all I can do is scream and shout. Up and down and in and out, your a pleasure without a doubt. Turn out the lights and let your light shine, for you are the most desirable one of a kind.

Born To Serve The Lord
From the dust of the earth my God created man, His breath made man a living soul; And God so loved this world, He gave His only Son, And that is why I love Him so. My hands were made to help my neighbour, my eyes were made to read God's Word; my feet were made to walk in His foot-steps, my body is the temple of the Lord. For I was made in His likeness, created in His image, for I was born to serve the Lord; and I can't deny Him, I'll always walk beside Him, For I was born to serve the Lord. I am fussed upon for actions other see as wrong when I see someone bubble and it appears that they are hurting. It is in my nature, Jesus in me, to reach out a helping hand to those who are hurting. Now if this bothers some people, I will not say I am sorry for I am about my King's business. I read others blogs and see the hurting again and once again I reach out to them. It is my nature to reach out and I will not stop. If this bothers you

50 Car Pile Up In Lakeland, Fl On 1-4
LAKELAND, FL -- Authorities say at least three people have died in a 50-car pileup on Interstate 4 Wednesday morning. Nearly a 15 mile stretch of I-4 in Polk County is closed right now. Officials say thick smoke from nearby brush fires and fog made for hazardous driving conditions which may have played a role in several crashes. There are several crashes in Haines City, Polk City and near Lakeland. In the 50 vehicles pileup, officials say more than a dozen of the vehicles semi trucks. There are also overturned tankers on the road. Westbound I-4 is closed at U.S. 27. The eastbound lanes are closed at County Road 557 which is just northeast of Lakeland. Video from the scene shows several burned out semi trucks and dozens of other vehicles scattered across I-4. Several medical helicopters are continuing to land nearby to help victims. Here is a short video of how it looked at 4am this morning during the fog and smoke from a local fire including smoke and fire from the

The Pain
You told me you loved me you said you would always care But when I needed you you were never there. You told me you loved me I gave you my heart then you laughed in my face As you tore it apart. You told me you loved me you said I was the one You told me forever and now you are gone.

Questions
Questions Why is it, He breathes into her ear, His words husky notes, That make her heart beat faster, As they lay tangled up together. That Death is enough, To scare us into living, And Life is enough, To scare us into dying? She pulls him closer, As she considers his question. I think, She says at last, While she traces designs onto his chest. Designs that swirl like curling paper shavings, On the hard canvas of his breast. Its because when we are living without threat, We are scared of becoming threatened She stops tracing the gentle patterns over his heart, As she listens to it beat, The thumping that assures her he is alive, And that she will stay so. She tries to form the rest of her answer. Struggling for the words that will make sense, In the black confusion the question presents. But when we are finally threatened, Our fear of it doesn't matter anymore, So we live. We live and realize what we've been missing. H

Taking A Look @ Things
dig it times are hard things are shitty all over the world. dont hate any1 dont fear any1 dont blame any1 just step back for a minute take sum time to wonder about the possibilities granted and what you and i actually have. wonder about life creation fun and fucking, shit wonder about zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance, understand that the world and creation are more unified than one may think, wonder about that then smile about all the little shit you come up with while staring at the side of a mountain or a stretch of desert, or even the construction of a double wide and its occupents.:) have a good one; to any who wonder about more than themselves, as well as to those who dont. Tax Time Tony Riverside Ca.

Ex Boyfriend
ok my ex "fred" is a a**hole! he ASSUMED that i am a complete idiot. i bought a new laptop and was playing around with it. he asked me to give hima ride home from work the same day i bought the laptop cuz he bought a chair and needed to get it home. well im a nice person at least in my mind so i gave him a ride home. well w are sitting there talking about this that and the other..ya know just shooting the s**t while he put his chair together. i told him clear as day that i know how to rip music from my cd's as well as download software like limewire to my computer and get music and other file from there as well. so as you can see i can operate the computer and even surf the 'net. i may not spell correctly and have a ton of typo's but a computer illiterate i am not. i did graduate from a vocational high school with computer technology as my course of study. so yea i have some idea as to what i am doing. another thing is he totally is trying to make me the bad guy and the reason are rela

Sewn
Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. Nothing seems right, On this hatred fight, difference in sight, When people see that I am. Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. Eyes do not lie, Only if they can see the person inside, The humble part of me, And not the parts that are. Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. Thoughts of suicide, That rips and tears on the inside, Taken a hellish ride, As the needle threads. Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. "written by B.K. Snodderly Jr"

Violated
Keep flapping those loose jaws No one listens It only makes you weaker to those who see it Cruel bully Ignorant fool You, the Fanged Beast Attacking me at the jugular Ripping me to shreds Go away I hope a hunter catches you, mutilates you Run and hide, little creature That's all you can do now One word And you'll be a wretched, Hairy carcass You've violated me, you've won Cease to exist, Pathetic fool

No Title
my heart goes out to those who needs love and compassion my love goes out to those that showed me love and befriended me my thoughts goes out to those who has lost someone they love and cared about my spirit is with everyone i know for i am the guardian and i watch over those who needs me the most

Untitled
The wind blows around us in an ancient lullaby This place we found with walls touching the sky. Our wedding inside from the world we'd conceal and wander off secretly to show what we feel. If only the statues from inside could talk They'd lead us to path's that others have walked. The stories of live such as ours would be denied. The halls are quiet now waiting in disguise The archways reveal morning light from the skies. Minute by minute the clock hands march on As guest start to arrive the silence is gone My heart beat is rapid as I long to say How much I love you on this special day. And ow that I knew it was you all along that gave to my heart a special love song. As I walk to the stairs and proceed down the way I feel the ancient spirits begin to play. You can detect a slight sent of Marr I see you there, oh how handsome you are. Standing above them, a smile on our faces we have love on our minds in far away places. We silently chat our way through i

Sick
Well its cold/flu season and I work in a pharmacy so I know everyone has been getting sick here the past few weeks. So it's no surprise to me that working in a pharmacy I probally just picked something up. But this time has me a little scared. Started Tuesday night I came home and my skin was itching like crazy. I thought just the weather etc so I took a hot bath and had some oatmeal stuff thats soposed to be for dry skin in it. About 15 minutes out of the bath my whole body in different spots broke out in a rash that burned and itched at the same time. My dumb ass makes it worse and rubs lavender lotion all over it. Half hour later my bodys on fire. Next day at work I go to the pharmacist. She says sounds like I had an allergic reaction to the oatmeal stuff and tells me to take benadryl and use only cortisone lotion on the rash. So thats what I've been doing for the past 3 days. Now it's Saturday night and I get a high fever and start coughing as well. The benadryl just makes me tired

What Do I Deserve?
what is it that i deserve? how do i know? see im dating adam, and he says that i am great! see the only problem is that i have never been told that or felt that i was a good person. i mean i am a good person cuz i care about others and am a good cemaritan and all but in a relationship 4 some one to say that i am great is unbelievable! with adam i am oh so nervous! i want this to last forever! i guess im nervous cuz i dont understand how or y i deserve him! hes the greatest person i have ever met and he wants to be with me!! WOW! y was i not great to my ex's? what did i do? i dont want adam to hate me in the end, hell i dont want an end with him! he is the best! he rubs my back and feet volentarally! kisses my hand and holds me close to him! talks to me AND listens to me! this is one of the text messages he sent me, youll see how sweet he is! Fr: Adam yur the most important and beautiful person in my lif and im not going to loose u no matter wut happens i luv u damn it!! Seriously!

My First Contest
Daddy M has entered his first contest. it is Heartistic Souls Big 0 contest below is the link hope that everyone that I have helped and has told me how they feel about me comes over and bombs Daddy. especially all his babygirls. DaddyM

Government Is Another Way To Say Better...than...you...
God's blood...but I am a fool. Not exactly a newsflash for some, I know. Pride doth indeed cometh before the fall. I can only pray that my feet come back under me on solid ground, and soon. Guilty, I may very well be. Of what, though? The first offense that springs to mind is that in my soul, I hold people to the same standards I set for myself. Those standards being honesty and consistency. Lord knows though, I've probably failed these standards more than a few times, and am bound to do so again. The joy of being human, I suppose. If I have another failing at the forefront of the rest, it is that I see only what I want to see in people. And I tend to believe in the best of them. A charming naivete in someone who's purportedly poisoned in her soul. I suppose though, if I lost that faith in others, I would lose everything within myself. In my heart of hearts, I do not particularly care what other's may think of me. Whether they like me or no, that is their dec

All About Steven
All About Steven Lots of people have asked what was Steven like, so I thought Id try and write down a few things. Steven was born in Germany and didn’t have the best start to life. He got stuck in the birth channel and several attempts by one of the junior doctors they realised that he couldn’t be born normally and Gail was rushed down to have an EC. Waiting outside the operating theatre seemed to be a lifetime, but eventually someone came out to announce I had a son and both mother and baby were doing fine. Again I had another wait till they cleaned both of them up. Gail was groggy when I went to see her but pleased that she give me my first son, although she told me I had to go and see the sister as there was some concern over his foot. The reason Steven was stuck during birth was one of his feet had been stuck in a rip. There was a slight deformity of the foot but we were reassured, it was nothing to worry about. Every day I visited the hospital even though it was a round 3hrs

Warning To All
ok if u know me, i mean know me well, u already know i tend to come up with random things and the oddest of times, so this entire blog is going to be dedicated to random thoughts i have. u have been warned, thank u plz go to the next entry if u dare or not.

Frozen Time....
Sometimes the days never end - Other times they go too fast - Is there a time when we can catch a moment in our hand and never let it go? Memories.....those are the eternal moments, fragments of time, held fast in our minds - locked away in our hearts. Are those moments frozen in time when they are locked in our memory? Frozen, like people and places in a photograph? Does time actually stop and lock in those few precious seconds??? Are they floating around, in some parallel universe? ...A universe full of nothing but peoples memories mingling with each other to form new frozen moments for the next person to discover?

Doctors Day Off
Doctor's Assistant... A doctor in Ireland wants to get off work and go hunting, so he approaches his assistant. 'Seamus, I am going hunting tomorrow and don't want to close the clinic,' he says. 'I want you to take care of the clinic and all me patients.' 'Yes, sir!' answers Seamus. The doctor goes hunting, returns the following day and asks, 'So, Seamus, how was your day?' Seamus tells him that he took care of three patients. 'The first one had a headache, so I gave him Tylenol.' 'Bravo, Seamus, and the second one?' asks the doctor. 'The second one had stomach burning and I gave him Maalox, sir,' says Seamus. 'Bravo, bravo! You're good at this. And what about the third one?' asks the doctor. 'Sir, I was sitting here and suddenly the door opens and a woman bursts into the room. Quick as a wink she undresses herself, tearing off every stitch of clothing including her bra and her panties, and lies down on the table. She spreads her legs

Back
So, after a long absense, I am back. I came home Sunday. Exciting news, yes, I know. My time in Europe was good. I am jet lagged to holy hell. My body thinks it is around 2am. Not sure I like the small changes that have been made here. Who's business is it that I left a comment on someone's profile or resonded to a Mumm or whatever, other than the person who I posted the comment to or whatever? Change for the sake of change is never good. I'm tired.

Beer Vs. Pussy
Beer ~vs~ Pussy A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not drive. 6 pussies in a night and you have done all the driving you need. Advantage: Pussy Bu

Think It's Ok??
Think its OK to boss a girl around? Slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson? She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut". No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash. A "man" should NEVER hit a woman. And should never force his girl to have sex with him, thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love. So if you're against Spousal Abuse please repost this! And if you don't you're not going to die or be raped by a toaster, you're just cold at heart. And if your a guy thats man enough to repost this GOOD for you. (repost of original by '

You Can't Tag The Person Who Tagged You.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am 39 years old 2) I was born and raised in USA 3) I AM divorced. 4) I am mom of a lil diva. HEHE 5) i moved in a new place . 6) I am disabled. I have celebral pasly conditions that keep me from being able to work. 7) I love all animals except SPIDERS YUCK !! 8) I love have fun 9) I have lived in IL, MISSOURI, TEXAS and Florida. 10) I LOVE SEX LOL Now for the list of friends I have tagged: 1. ROSEBUGG 2. THE BAYOU MAN 3.SHISCUS 4.THE SMARTAZZ ANGEL 5. DAISY DUKES

The Constitution Of We The People
The Constitution of We The People Tuesday, February 12, 2008 The Constitution of We The People Ok this is my first official blog. I am writing with the intention of having other people know something that I feel is somewhat important, and, once that information is available and familiar to people, having that information MAKE A DIFFERENCE. I shall use this forum as an avenue to express myself. What I forsee as typical topics would be politics, society, culture, fashion, fads, what have you, usually my commentary will be on what I percieve from all of the sensory overloading media outlets and observations from my own eyes on the Human Condition...I hope, I sincerely hope, no, I AUTHENTICALLY HOPE I can make a difference for the many... Isnt it ironic how our society, once the cutting edge of everything, is not conducive to innovation, or progress in general? I remember how proud I was to be an American when I was young. Back in the day, when I was a young boy growing up i

Nsfw
So I was wondering why is it when most men take NSFW pics their faces are never in them? Do men think women only want to look at what is below the belt? I myself like to look at the whole package and besides without the face how do we know if it is really you? Seems to me women work a lot harder at making their pics enticing even going so far as to have backdrops or cropping the pics. Now don't get me wrong some men do and kudos to you but you seem to be few and far between to coin a phrase. What is the deal with all the fuzzy pics is that so we stare at them longer? Let me tell you something if that's why you do it we are only trying to figure out what the pic is and are baffled as to why you would post a blurry pic. On that note how ticked off would you be if you couldn't see a woman's NSFW pic clearly and you had to squint your eyes while you were trying to picture us, while you do what it is we all know you do to when looking at NSFW pics. And I don't mean admire them for their

When Friends Go Too Far
Why did we cross the line? Everything would be fine - One moment of pleasure For all this pain; Can you tell me now what did we gain? Everything would be OK - Normal as it was, But no - we had to go to far - We had to cross that line I would never turn back time, For every moment I learn. It's just things are so different now - Things between you and me. Why didn't I open my eyes? Why didn't I only see That what we were accomplishing Would be the end to you and me?

Vampire Lover...poem
sitting in my bed chamber, all alone in the night, looking and praying, to find me some light. staring into the darkness, i see something there, looking so blindly, at the figure so fair. when i blink my eyes, i feel the despair, lonely a feeling, a deepening stare. finally i awake, to the hour of dawn, looking around, my soul to be drawn. i sit up in the bed, my body of ice, i feel to my neck, the holes deep and nice. then comes the rememberance, of the night before, thy fangs in my shoulder, my neck to be sore. then as i wonder, i pull out my mirror, i look deep inside it, but my reflections not there. i lift up further, to stand on my feet, look in the bath mirror, with only defeat. wondering wildly, what happened to me, thinking and pondering, oh, how could this be! now i sit in the darkness, never to know, the feeling of sunshine, never to glow. a vamp must have got me, oh what a thought, i never thought someday, i'ld

Ski Train
The last couple of weekends I have had the pleasure of going to Winter Park from Denver on the ski train. As anyone who lives in the Front Range knows, the worst thing about going skiing on the weekends is the drive up I70 to the ski areas. Its a traffic jam that would make the people in LA or San Francisco envious. Can double or triple the amount of time it takes. Since the 40's a train has been run from Denver up to Winter Park Ski area (http://www.skitrain.com/) . The Rio Grande runs daily trips on weekends from Christmas till the end of March. The train leaves about 7:15 in the morning and gets back to Denver about 6:30pm. In the club cars they serve breakfast in the morning and a light dinner in the evening. As far as Winter Park goes, the ski conditions have been fantastic. 70 inch base of some of the nicest snow I have ever skied. They added a new lift this year, the Panoramic Express which is the highest 6 passenger chairlift in the world, peaking out at over 12,00

Im In An Auction
I'm in another auction, but this one has a a few twists... for every 100 rates I get 10,000 fubucks the auction will end when i chose to end it *which means theres no time limit* so please even if you don't want to bid stop by and rate the pic The bidding will start at 60,000 fubucks. Other Items are totally acceptable as bids The Breakdown in Fubucks is like this: STICKY BULLETIN = 250000 1 TICKER = 250000 1 DAY BLAST = 375000 3 DAY BLAST = 600000 7 DAY BLAST = 1000000 30 DAY BLAST = 2500000 HAPPY HOUR = 5000000 $1= 50000 fu bucks $5=250000 fu bucks $10=500000 fu bucks $20=1000000 fu bucks $50=2500000 fu bucks $100=5 million fu bucks this is what i'm offering 600 - 800 11s during Happy Hours All Stash/blogs rated during Happy Hours 6 Custom animated tags A Custom Blend Tag Daily Comment Randon Gifts/drinks "owned by ....." in my name permanent Blog pimp out Added to my family Link to your profile from mine Digital Makeover from one of your p

Hey Come Over To Club Paradize Radio Lounge
COME ON OVER TO CLUB-PARADIZE-RADIO LOUNGE AND RAWK OUT WITH THE BEST DJ'S ON FUBAR! WE ARE RAWKIN 24/7 AND PARTYIN HARD TOO. WE ARE HIRING STAFF AS WELL SEE MANAGEMENT IF YOU ARE INTERRESTED IN A JOB WITH A GREAT LOUNGE THANKS AND COME AND HAVE A GREAT TIME WITH US! Song Request

Band Game
Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band........ Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::.... -Korn- Are you male or female: Justin Describe yourself: Coming Undone How do some people feel about you: Freak on a Leash How do you feel about yourself: Counting on me Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Another Brick in the Wall Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Alone I Break Describe where you want to be: Divine Describe what you want to be: Alive Describe how you live: Here to Stay Describe how you love: A.D.I.D.A.S. Share a few words of wisdom: Wake Up Hate, Right Now!...:D

Stephanie Lynn's Contest
Now, keep it going OK? Because I can NEVER have too many friends… AND I’LL BUY YOU STUFF!! and make sure you tell her i sent you so that we get credit for it. You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends MUST FAN AND RATE (10 or above) in addition to sending an add request. Any request that wasn’t subsequent to FANNING AND RATING will

Have You Ever
HAVE YOU EVER FELT SO ALONE THAT YOU JUST WANTED TO CRAWL IN A HOLE AND DIE. HAVE YOU EVER HAD THAT SINKING FEELING INSIDE THAT ALL HAS BEEN LOST. HAVE YOU EVER WISHED YOUR LIFE WAS SOME PLACE ELSE THEN WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT NOW. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO RUN SO FAST AND SO FAR AWAY NO ONE WOULD EVER FIND YOU. HAVE YOU EVER CRYED SO MUCH THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD NEVER STOP. HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS JUST TO GET A LITTLE BIT OF ANGER OUT. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO MAD THAT YOU CUT OFF THE WORLD FROM YOUR LIFE. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HURT BY A FRIEND YOU THOUGHT WAS FAMILY. HAVE YOU EVER WISHED THAT YOU COULD JUST VANISH. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED SOMETHING SO BAD IT HURT INSIDE. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO SAD THAT NOTHING MATTERED. HAVE YOU EVER..........I HAVE

A New Pc Virus Is Out. Be Warned
I just recieved this from a family member and want to warn everyone Hi All, I checked with Norton Anti-Virus, and they are gearing up for >> this virus! >> Get this E-mail message sent around to your contacts ASAP. >> PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS! >> You should be alert during the next few days. Do not open any message >> with an attachment entitled 'POSTCARD,' regardless of who sent it to you. >> It is a virus which opens A POSTCARD IMAGE, which 'burns' the whole hard >> disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has >> your e-mail address in his/her contact list. This is the reason why you >> need to send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive >> this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it. >> If you receive a mail called' POSTCARD,' even though sent to you by a >> friend, do not open it.! Shut down your computer immediately. > > This is the worst virus announce

In The End
I am so lonely without you here I think of you and my eyes start to tear I would rather have you for a best friend Then to be all alone in the end I smell you I see your face No one can ever take your place So I will settle just being your best friend So that we will be together in the end

If I Can................
IF I CAN REACH THE SKY TO GATHER THE STARS TO LIGHT YOU IN A LONELY NIGHT, IF I CAN COLLECT THE CHOSEN BIRDS TO SING FOR YOU IN YOUR SADDEST DAY ALL I CAN DO IS TO GIVE YOU THE PUREST OF MY HEART... IF I HAVE THE WINGS TO FLY, THOUGH CROSS THE SKY...TO STAY BESIDES YOU,TO SHOW HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOU...HOW I LOVE YOU THAT ANYBODY CAN'T DO............... BECAUSE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I DO ALWAYS LOVE YOU............................................ *ANGIE*

Evolution Of Thinking Versus The Heart!
Is it me or do people really use their hearts when it comes to marriage, relationships, hurtful words or anything else in life that uses the heart? Everything that I am writing is my point of view and what I have seen in experiences and know as life! Seems like every year more and more people are breaking up and getting divorced and treating each other like crap more and more. I think the reason for this is there is way too much thinking involved in what we decide. People have too much communication, tv, music, counselors, friends and books to make their mind over rule the heart. In the 50's and 60's and on up realtionships and divorces started struggling more and more as more people watched tv and the radion and talked on the phone. Not to say some people have been caught in lies and cheating but there have been a lot of good things lost also! I know for a fact! We sometimes relate things that we here with the situation we think is just like ours. It turns out in the end to b

Silent Killer
I am known by many people But I have no friends. Ill bring you pain and suffering Your happiness I'll end. My cold embrace, my chilling breath, My silent deadly kiss I'll pick you up, then throw you down Into my dark abyss I'm silent, I'm invisible. I'm a killer you can't see. I'll touch you when you least expect, And I'll never set you free. I don't hate, I don't discriminate. I don't choose who plays my game. Fat or black. Young or old. To me you are all the same. There is no reason for what I do, There is no reason why. I chose you just because... Its time for you to die.

Words Of Wisdom
Below are the best lyrics to the best song written in the history of the Universe..... and thanks also Phil for writing the book!!!. BOX OF RAIN Look out of any window Any morning, any evening, any day Maybe the sun is shining Birds are winging or Rain is falling from a heavy sky What do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through? For this is all a dream we dreamed one afternoon long ago Walk out of any doorway, Feel your way, feel your way like the day before Maybe you’ll find direction around some corner where it’s been waiting to meet you What do you want me to do, to watch for you while you are sleeping? Well, please don’t be surprised when you find me dreaming too Look into any eyes you find by you, you can see clear to another day Maybe been seen before through other eyes on other days while going home What do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through? It’s all a dream we dreamed one

So There's This Contest....
I have contemplated for quite some time if I wanted to enter the contest hoopla & my friend Havok has prepared a contest that I cannot turn down!! It sounds fun & interesting,so I decided to give it a shot. I am going to post a link to his blog so you can read about it. Now for the fun part! Tomorrow evening,Havok will be opening the "CONTEST" folder so everyone can vote. I will not beg for votes,but simply ask for your help. I would greatly appreciate all votes & comments & if you are ever in a contest & you help me,in the Libran way...I will lovingly return the favor! While you are already in the neighborhood,feel free to stop by & fan,rate,& add Havok. He has some fantastic literature in his blogs & simply breathtaking photos to rate. He's a really nice guy,so check him out!!! Tell him ~ReD~ sent ya!!! Once again,Thank YOU,Fubies!!! LOVE 2 ALL!!!!! PEACE Your Dirt Siren LINK: http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=190611&pid=721222

The Heart Project
Wanna join my heart project?? just take a pic of you making a heart with your hands Must be a horizontal picture And then send it to me in a private message Let's get this thing going!! I will post all names of ppl who send me a pic here in this blog. Pictured above: Me(AMber420Nicole) babysatan�™AMber's RL/BF & Pain in the ass�™I own my AMber!@ fubar SexVixon♥MommyToBe♥@ fubar ~Kiwichi~ *Owned by Jen & Airbags*@ fubar RoughTough20@ fubar Gregoire - Master Pimp 4 Real Deal Babes@ fubar SoLaReD______ I Ma

You Were There~ Babyface
You were There~ Babyface Time passes, the world changes But I'm still the same ole' kid And your jokes still bring me laughter As if you still were here And it hurts When I smile 'Cause my heart still remembers When you were around CHORUS: 'Cause you were there When no one was Just when I thought nobody cared You showed me love 'Cause you were my friend You always told me And I am still here Because you were there So precious, small treasures A time when truth was innocent True friendship, was all we were after A place where kids could still be kids And it hurts But I'm glad 'Cause at least I was blessed To have you as my friend CHORUS You're my best friend And there are no accidents God has a plan for everyone And he brought you in my life To show me what a good friendship was CHORUS

Just A Note About Me!
Well I have come to realize a few things about myself. I am who I am and nothing more. I don't need to prove myself to anyone but myself. I have also realized that I don't need to make "boob" salutes for people just to get them to like me or whatever. I am me. At the moment, I feel as if I made myself out to be an idiot, but ya know that's ok cause that is how we all learn. Aren't we supposed to learn from our mistakes? Aren't we supposed to hope that the ones that we feel that we let down or push to forgive us? I don't know why, but I learned a very valuable lesson this weekend and all I can hope for is that I can be forgiven. Anyways, if I have let anyone down, I want to apologize for it is nothing that I have meant to do. Hugs n kisses - Katrina

Come & Make A Bid
*~*eYeZ LiKe eCtAsY's*~* AUCTION IS NOW OPEN!!! COME CHECK OUT EVERYONE ON THE AUCTION BLOCK AND GET YOUR BIDS IN WHILE THEY'RE HOTT!! terbear2545 HardKoreTranceGoddess riddick2008 pooh bear Skeebo DJ_Mr Right FREAKYCOWGIRL ~¢¾SexiSam¢¾~ suave da great

My Computer Is Now Back Up And Running
Finally some good news. I got my computer fully fixed and upgraded which means that O.K. Studio is now up and running again. Here's a list of the stuff I had to get. New power supply New motherboard (ASUS M2N32-SL Deluxe Wireless Edition) AMD Athlon 64 X2 Dual Core Processor 4000+ New RAM (Patriot Viper DDR2 - 4 GB total) New graphics card (NVIDIA GeForce 8800 GT Alpha Dog Edition 512 MB DDR3) Total cost: about $600

Tattoo
Hey! Got the tattoo I mentioned before and there is a pic in my default folder so you all can see it. It ended up being bigger than I originally wanted but it is beautiful and I love it. It is on my left hip/butt cheek and looks so cute... just like me. LOL. Big blue eyes, a crooked little halo and a devil tail. LMAO. Let me know what you think.

A Poem For The Ex!
-Found this poem, thought it was so funny. Comment and tell me what u think- Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face Kind, intelligent, loving, hot I just described what you are not ! I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face I love your smile, face and eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies ! I see your face when i am dreaming Thats why i always wake up screaming ! My love, you take my breath away What did you step in to smell that way ? My feelings for you have no words to tell Except for maybe ''GO TO HELL!!!'' What inspired this amorous rhyme ? Two parts vodka, one part lime !

Dont Dial Area Code 809 , 284 And 876
We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beg inning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DONT DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T . DON'T DIAL AREA CODE 809 < BR> This one is being distributed all over the US This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to call the 809 number right away. Since there are so many new area codes these days, people unknowingly return these calls. If you ca

The Way You Make Me Feel
(to someone special you know who you are) My heart warms at the thought of you I haven’t felt anything close to this before Every hour, minute and second I love you more When we are able to talk I feel as though nothing in the world can make me sad You are at this moment my world, my heart I realize that it is you that gives me every reason to breathe Without you I will still live physically but emotionally I shall perish I appreciate you and all that you give to be with me I too will do any and everything to be with and stay with you There is no one on the face of this earth that can change what I feel for you I love what we have right now and can’t wait to see our future Baby you are the light in my eyes the blood flowing through my heart You are the beats in my chest… I love you now, I will love you forever With you is when I gave up the thought of never because I know you are here to stay Just promise to always love me… Just promise to stay the same… With that

Daytime Single Motherism
Who ever said being a single mom was easy is absolutly nuts.. lol I’m not exactly a single mother like those woman, i do have help after 5 pm lol but being who i am a well known unmedicated BI-POLAR with sever ADHD and O.D.D and being preggo again on top of it all, its not exactly easy, but its not hard either, i think the days i spend with my lil one make me a stronger person and defently has taught me some patience, not alot but some lol I dont think it would be as hard as i think it is if Jadein would start talking.. i dont mean the typical 19 month old talks, but like how her cousin who is 2 and he can hold a convo’s yanno. she will learn in her own time i know i know, but ehh its boring during the daytime i have no one to talk to and when he dad comes home i start to spout at the mouth about anything and anything and he just sorta shrugs me off it hurts, he has told me once he honestly didnt care, that crushed me, but i understood he was tired sore from work, but it was like w

The Stranger
They merrily gather around the brightly-lit dinner table Eating, drinking, laughing Reminiscing about the good old days I lie in bed Alone Counting the cracks on the ceiling The children play innocently Happy to see their aunts, uncles, cousins, grandma Sometimes they even ask aloud as who I am! The nightmares of childhood Still haunt my Memory They love to gossip about me Telling one another that I'm bitter Crazy In need of salvation I seldom leave my room Quiet as a shadow Avoiding them like a vile Plague Somehow I have become a Stranger In my home.

Flashbacks
I lie naked under the Stars The pale moonlight shimmering on my flesh Four lowly hyenas slowly circle Chanting their hideous Sutra A lone crow flies above Cackling Its eerie eulogy One hundred ants wait orderly in line With their jaws wide open Ready to pay homage And fetid flies buzzing around Eager to offer their precious Blessings...

Wtf?
Need help why cant people be honest. I have been going through some shit and I think it might work out then you get that call and the other person tells you what you dont want to hear. Hey i was faithfull took care of my family didnt cheat she did and still wont tell me the truth. Thought we worked things out just to find out she is still at it? what id i do wrong?

Alone Again
So last night althea and I got into a huge fight cause she was drinking and wanted to go to dennys and I said no fucking way. So i get home from work today and she tells me that she cant live here anymore. So Im alone again. This is just fucking horrible and right on my birthday too. Im so fucking depressed right now

Bloody Mess
Depressed and upset My hearts breaking I need some relaxation So sick of this drama and aggravation My minds filled with bloody endings Chainsaws and decapatation Jitters and shakes My nerves burn like fire Any second Imma snap and break Every mother fuckers life Imma take The same dreary story 2 everyday Trapped behind this blank stare Im screaming inside But I gotta keep it cool and stay fly When night comes and Im deep in sleep True thoughts and feelings come out to creep Rolling across my mind So intense and real Waking up grabbing my chest Outta breath Its so vivid and Im in shock Scary the thought that the psycho is you That your subconscience could come up with such a horror fest My dream lands bloody mess

This Poem Is For You Hun (james)
For taking the time to say hello, I thank you my friend, hope it never ends. When you come to that bend, remember I will always be there. and i will always care. Even though the miles, sometimes makes it hard to smile, In my heart you will always be close. never that far away, with you my friend i know I will be okay. with you my friend i know that my tears will be wiped dry, and i wont have to cry. Thank you my friend, hope it never ends. You respect me for who I am, you let me be me. This poem is for you my friend. I can only give you my hand, give you my heart so you know that I will always be there, and I will always care. for you my friend I will always be here for you, you make my skies so blue, without you my friend, my skies would be so grey. You are like a blooming flower, always giving me the power, to see the beauty inside of me, things i couldnt see. This poem is for you my friend. I will always be here for you my friend. Thank you for t

I Want 2 But I Just Dont Care..
I just don't care if the world likes me my sarcasm is a part of my identity who gives a damn about another's reality? I wont waste my time thinking about u thinking about me.. I don't care... see?? I'd be lying if i said i care I know! I know! I seem so unfair.. Truth is, I still don't care!! Maybe it's the way I shut the world out when I wanna come in.. Or how I don't care to accompany another's sin!! Better yet, I think it's the way I wont let them control me.. I casually sway my swagger through society.. I don't care to hear your burden of a problem you can control When life has captured a leg of a child stroll! I don't care to entertain you with my debatable controversy of philosophy.. i don't care to explain ME!!!

Transsoulmania
TRANSSOULMANIA The Light bled red. I no longer could tell you What all the signs said; Nor did I care like a fool. My confidence had been broken By the death of a precious love affair. I shaved my hair and became a kamikaze dare. I was tattered and tattooed, My heart pierced all the way through. I had fallen into an opaque abyss --- The hell of cupid’s spell: A slave in bondage of my own created cell. I ignited my napalm in fact; It was an dishonorable act. As I spiraled rapidly further and further down, A giant serpent wrapped itself around, And pounced itself upon my flesh, As it announced: “ Oh, many, must, most: Squeeze you, tease you, eat you and then, leave you. It is always about attitude and gratitude, Not longitude and altitude.” I watched in horror, As my life force slowly dripped and stained itself Across an ancient scroll belonging to Mephistopheles. I closed my eyes and prayed. I let go. And within my last breath of life sprang forth out of m

Proud Owner
it took a bit time to get done a new blog entry. i am very happy with my slavegirls, they serve me well and you can call me a proud owner! my Slavegirl M wrote me a few lines and you all should be able to read it: First off, I was actually only curious about the whole dom/sub idea, that is until I got an email from HIM. (The one I PROUDLY refer to as Sir now) Initial thoughts upon opening and reading of the email was he must be a serious pervert to randomly send emails of this nature. Then I re-read email and much to my own surprise was more curious now than before. So, I replied to email and have found it to have been a very wise choice. :) Sir Alex is a smart, caring and understanding hardworking man(dom)with a good sense of humor. He is very well educated, passionate yet powerful Dom that deserves respect, loyalty honesty, commitment, amusement and love. I serve Sir for a couple of reasons: 1. because I like/want to.... 2. because I'm told to..... I like/want to se

The Perfect Man For Me
The perfect man for me: kisses me goodnight has a sense of humor has a serious side grills amazing anything would walk in the park with me would ride paddle boats with me wouldn't play golf all the time knew he could have a poker night knows I need a girls night out knows I trust him on a beach trip with the boys can budget his money doesn't spoil me with expensive clothes would love to see me barefoot in the hammock would come with me to watch football, baseball, and to the beach so I could beat him in racing loves SNES has an optimistic attitude calls me when he says supports my stupid habits (like bubble blowing) blows kisses to me over the phone would buy me chalk for sidewalk drawing go downtown for the free music and free food introduces me to his friends as his girlfriend says I'm gorgeous or beautiful

I Like This Wine Called Anarchy
I Like This Wine Called Anarchy...... It Tastes Like Death It Tastes Like Blasphemy I Like This Wine Called Anarchy...... It Tastes Like Solitude And Violence I Like It More When I'm With You.... Because You're Good And I'm So Filthy Because You're Good, You're Good.... And I'm So Filthy, So Damn Filthy Anarchy....... It's My Meditation It's My Celebration About Fools And Shit And Sex And Fools And Wine And Shit And Crap And More And Whatever. I Am Anything You Like, Just Say What You Want, I Don't Care, Just Say It To Someone And.....Blank And Blank, Blind Garrote, What Am I Standing Here For? Anarchy........

He Is Awake
Rob woke up out of his coma earlier this afternoon. For the benefit of those just finding this out, Rob was hospitalized once again late last Wednesday night, but because of the severity of his condition he was induced into a coma on Friday morning. His vitals were so unstable that he had even flatlined once early Thursday morning. His body needed to heal and recuperate and inducing the coma was the best possible choice available to him. I have been back and forth to the hospital to see him whenever I wasn’t working or taking care of my mother. She had also been very sick after having a double-bypass surgery two months ago. Knowing about what happened to Rob really brought her down. When I called her from the hospital and told her that Rob had woke up out of his coma, she cried. She was relieved to hear he was okay and was overwhelmed with emotion. Rob’s family never left his side. They stayed here with him since they got the phone call from me after I had the medics take him

Auction Open ..you Have To See These#'s
WOW has this Auction been a huge turn out .. 50 entries... over 7.5 Mill in fubucks bid and over $2,000 in cash bids ..so you can see what a great turn out this has been and it's only been 6 days days..TODAY is the LAST day that I will be accepting entries. So if you want in you better hurr

The Storm
A tear in the fabric of reality An illusion or the truth? The ashes of your awakening Delusions of your youth. The dreams you once had Have become warped and twisted. Refrain from the thoughts you have Tremble on what once existed. Slip away from your morality As your essence becomes frayed Lose the battle against insanity These skies are turning grey. Fall back into the dust As your vision becomes obscured Scream into the face of lust Stand where death once lured. A taste for vengeance The seed of your betrayal Losing grip as my head spins Seeking truth but lies prevail. Fading into the darkness What once was can never be You're living off my weakness Captivity will never set me free. I am not meant to be here When will you let me go? My face is tainted by tears Feelings will never be shown. Slap on that smile Again, another day I'm living in denial Because there's no sun after the rain.

My Brother
My lil brother is mini me he tried to rob the ice cream man at the age of 3, told the niggas in the neighborhood if u fuck wit him u gotta answer to me, i paid my dues i earned my respect took it to the next level now i gotta change his lifestyle, make him his own man and dont make the mistakes i mad, so ill do what i can but the rest is in gods hand i hope baby calhoun can see the light get his act right and relize its his life

My Chemistry
Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide

Existence Justified.
NOTE: MY blog = MY opinions. You do not have to agree with said opinions. --- My theories of Existence are incomplete and mangled. New opinions are floating in this mass of gray matter which we call our mind. My imagination is caged; freeing itself in short bursts which society refers to as hallucinations. What if the pen I'm writing with is a mere hallucination? When I go back to read this, it will be a memorized hallucination. If we play with this theory, what if my existence is a hallucination? Existence isn't so justified if you're an imaginary friend to some lonely being. I suppose it ties in with the theory as the dream state. If we are sleeping, dreaming a lifetime of existence. Perhaps I am comatose, and none of this is real. Perhaps reality is a lot more amazing than we thought. Has this always been so? Where does the true power lie? Are we to believe blindly in religion, and a story of an almighty existence? We create. How do we differ from God? We create, we contr

Friends I
Friendship is an investment into the future. Talking the bank out of credit. Invest it into a new factility. It pays back in small gains. Worth a try! So are friends too. We give a credit from our heart. We invest the credit in people, we don't know yet. We wish, that what we gave will pay back in our future. It's worth a try Friendship it the most worth-while gift you can give to other people.

O U Know U Want To
Ok so I'm back to saving up FU bucks. I do want spotlight eventually lol (for those from my old acct, hush up, lol) So here is the break down of things that I am offering to sell to you for FU bucks. � 5,000 FU bucks for a FUBAR skin (yes it's so cheap because I think I suck at making them lol) Check out memoires page to see the one I made for her. Mémoire™♥Lovely WIfe OF Chaotic Realms♥ Owner of Chaotic& Masquerade Lounge♥@ fubar �10,000 FU bucks for a personal SFW Salute �20,000 FU bucks for an animated personal sfw salute �30,000 FU bucks for/if you want bulletins done up all pretty like this I will do it for u :D �If you have over 200 pics and stash I will spank your entire page until I run out of pics and stash rates (if you have enough for me too) for 40,000 FU Bucks � Willing to sell my 11's (amount of 11's per FU buck negotiable) Donations of any amount would be greatly appreciated I wi

Army Of Many, Soldier Of One
I do not consider myself a hero Because each day I carry7 a gun I do not consider myself a brave warrior Fighting until ones last breath is done I consider myself a person That takes pride in their home Accompanied by comrades When sent, across the globe we roam We have stood in defense of freedom Many of us have died for the cause In our hearts each one know If called again we would not pause Does it take a hero of many to wear Their country’s uniform with pride Does it mean your super courageous When you stand in battle side by side It should be thought by each as they see Us standing in the battle for our land That we answered our country’s call We proudly wanted to give others a hand I hold my gun now in defense of Freedoms that others have given to me To defend them with the same honor That has allowed us to remain free I ask no thanks or praise to me be given For anything that I may each day do I do it so with so much pride and honor Knowing that I am s

God: Judeo-christian
God images in dreams are very diverse. Often, it is not God as a direct visual image that you encounter, but something that is known to contain a projection of God's power and presence (religious icons, a bible); or it is simply a sensation that some high-powered entity is present. Many times, the object or presence will somehow illuminate us to a providential solution to a problem that is confronting us in the dream. Other times, the symbol may block progress as a warning. This may be especially true if we are being confronted with a choice that is luring us towards a taboo experience or relationship. In these dreams, the content of the revelation should be of primary concern. The presence of God, even as a dream image, is not to be taken lightly. Many times, our waking egos prevent clear awareness of the full supernatural possibility of God. Yet, while sleeping, we may be more receptive to direct communication. Discerning authentic spiritual content should be the concern of the d

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Endangered
For Immediate Release, May 9, 2008 Contact: Noah Greenwald, (503) 484-7495 Bush Sets New Record in Refusing to Protect Endangered Species As Polar Bear Decision Looms, Department of the Interior Crosses Two-year Mark Without Any New Species Protected Under the Endangered Species Act WASHINGTON , D.C.— Today marks two years since the Department of the Interior last protected a new U.S. species under the Endangered Species Act. This period includes the entire tenure of Dirk Kempthorne as Secretary of the Interior and is by far the longest period without a new species being protected since the landmark federal law was passed, surpassing even James Watt, who, under Reagan, in 1981 and 1982 went 382 days without protecting a species. “The Bush administration has been an unmitigated disaster for the nation’s endangered species, delaying and denying protection for hundreds of animals and plants,” said Noah Greenwald, science director at the Center for Biological Diversity.

We Chose Each Other
You chose me I chose you you said I do I said I do some times were bad some times were good you hurt me I hurt you we both have regrets we both have sorrow I made you what you are you made me what I am I'm sorry your sorry I still love you do you still love me? I wrote this as a txt message after a fight with my ex. Feel free to use it if you want.

Quitters Never Win.
So, in order to get out of working out in the morning once a week, I decided to go to this "Tobacco sessation program" they have for soldiers and their dependants here on Fort Gordon. I really was not there to quit smoking... but... things happen I guess.Today I am 48 hours smoke free, and according to the propaganda they gave me, in another 24, I'll be totally free of nicotine in my system. Then, the increments increase, and other fun stuff happens to your body as it becomes smoke free... yadda, yadda, yadda. Truth be told, I just don't see the point anymore. They gave me some medicine to help with the cravings, and short of a few social situations and the physical habit, that was all it took. I went to a bar the night I quit. I got pretty drunk too (I live at a hotel within walking distance of about 5 bars... beat that!) but really didn't need to smoke. Last night, I was the DD, and didn't smoke then either, but still had fun. Perhaps it's the medication... but why did I wait to do t

Creation Vs Evolution Has Been Settled
A little girl asked her mother, 'How did the human race come about?' The Mother answered, 'God made Adam and Eve; they had children and, so all mankind was made.' A few days later, the little girl asked her father the same question. The father answered, 'Many years ago there were monkeys, and we developed from them.' The confused girl returns to her mother and says, 'Mom, how is it possible that you told me that the human race was created by God, and Papa says we developed from monkeys?' The Mother answers, 'Well, dear, it is very simple. I told you about the origin of my side of the family, and your father told you about his side.'

More Undoudted Ramblings
It seems that not a year goes by without some sort of natural disaster where hundreds of thousands are killed. In the last month we’ve had 2 biggies, an earthquake in China and a flood in Burma. Although Burma was partially avoidable (i.e. if the hadn’t destroyed huge amounts of mangrove swamps in the delta) nothing really can be done to prevent disaster like this happening. And it’s probably going to get worse as the population grows. As we as humans kill of the rest of the living world (roughly 25% of all species disappeared in the last 10 years) it seems the world is getting its on back and trying to redress the balance. It’s amazing to think that in the 400,000 years or so the human species has grown from nothing to over 5 billion, from living only in Africa up to 100,000 years ago to now populating ever corner of the earth. Yet what price has this come at. For the majority of that time, man was in harmony with nature, killing only what was needed to survive, and hardly changin

Been A While
Well seems the bozz man went back to the shrinks.THey got me on some new pills that make life feel a little better.im not so much of an asshole to people like i used to be.I still have trouble with relationships.....not just with women but all in general. My shrink made the mistake of asking me about my last one and i went off...bad.I think i scared the guy. yet,things are getting better.

Results Of A Quiz I Took On Quizilla.."what Is Your Soul Hiding From The World"
You hide fear that your friends will reject you. You have done nothing wrong, and yet you are always paranoid that the ones you love will find some reason to abandon you. You are a very caring and compassionate person. You have much love to offer to all your friends, though you may not always know how to express your true feelings. You are constantly entertaining your friends and finding new ways to make them laugh. You are highly respected and yet you can't help but feel a certain distance from even your closest friends. You sometimes feel left out, even when you're included like you think you don't belong. You are the Insecure Friend. Your element: Water The color of your aura: Orange Your wants/likes: Hanging out with your friends, being accepted, protecting the ones you love. Your needs: A sense of security, possibly from someone you have feelings for. Strengths: You are very entertaining, charismatic, and fun. Easy to get along with. Weaknesses: Your insecurity sometimes mak

Time For A Reality Check People!!!!!
I really don't kno what to think about all the DRAMA that has been going on. And the people included in this DRAMA will kno who they r when they read this. First of all, you shouldn't be sweeping others porches if YOURS AREN'T CLEAN YOURSELF..and again..you'll kno who you are!! You shouldn't be TRYING TO START SH*T UNLESS YOU ARE AN ANGEL..and I doubt there are any angels among us!! I kno myself..I'm not an angel and I don't like DRAMA and BS and WILL NOT BE INCLUDED OR TOLERATE IT!! Anyone knows me knows that I have said that from the start!! Y'all need to take a reality check real fast and YOU KNO WHO YOU ARE!! I REFUSE TO BE LIED TO/BROUGHT INTO THE MIDDLE OF ANY SH*T/OR THOUGHT OF AS A FOOL!! More to come..........

Almond Orange Cookies
Almond Orange Cookies Makes 36 Cookies Ingredients: 1 Cup Shortening (softened) 1/2 Cup granulated sugar 1 Orange 2 Eggs (beaten) 2 3/4 Cups All-Purpose Flour 1 tsp Baking Powder 1 3/4 Cups Ground Almonds 1/2 Cup Confectioner's Sugar 1 tsp Ground Cinnamon Preheat Oven to: 400 Degrees Fahrenheit Instructions: Whisk the shortening in a large bowl until light and aerated. Use an electric mixer if possible. Gradually beat in the granulated sugar. Grate the rind of the orange onto a plate and squeeze the juice into a cup. Be careful to remove any seeds from the juice. Whisk the eggs, orange rind, and orange juice into the shortening mixture and continue for 3-4 minutes after combined. Sift flour together with baking powder in a separate bowl. Stir the flour mixture and almonds in to the shortening mixture until it forms a dough. Lightly flour a flat surface and roll out the dough until it's about 1/2 inc

My Hair
im stupid if you know me i take great pride in my hair. i didnt something stupid as hell today. i dropped my son off at his dads house for his 2 hour weekly visit. ne ways i was bored as fuck just walking around downtown fargo by myself its not so bad when i have someone there to talk to but i didnt this time so i decided to go ahead and get a trim bc my hair needed it desperately. i told her to even it up so it looked good and to leave as much of the length as possible she took off 5 INCHES i almost started crying. i went to joseffs so i know all the terminalligy and how everything goes. so after that i told her i wanted disconected layers top starting at a 180 degree angle. how hard is that uff. over all it looks pretty good i think i just miss my long hair, not too worried it will grow back not too mention im gonna get some extensions and put them in lol.

Dam Fish
A boy was standing on a corner selling fish, "Dam fish for sale, dam fish for sale." A preacher walked up and asked why he was calling them dam fish. The kid said, "I caught them at the dam, so they're dam fish." The preacher bought some, took them home and asked his wife to cook the dam fish. His wife looked at him in bewilderment and said, "Preachers aren't supposed to talk like that." The preacher explained why they were dam fish, and she agreed to cook them. When dinner was ready and everyone was sitting down, the preacher asked his son to pass him the dam fish. His son replied, "That's the spirit dad. Pass the f*cking potatoes!"

Lonely
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone. By Joanna L. Bassett

Just Me
A Little About Me1) Eye ColourHazel (more green)2) Hair Colourbrownish red with blonde streaks3) Height5\'4\"4) Right or Left Handedright5) Your Weaknesscowboys in wranglers6) Your Fearssomething happening to my girls and grandson7) Your Most Overused PhraseDude!!!! lol8) Thoughts First Waking Upto cold to get out of bed 9) Your Best Physical Featureeyes10) Your Bedtime10 pm 11) Pepsi or Cokepepsi12) McDonalds or Burger Kingneither Sonic 13) Ice Cream or Yogurtboth 14) Pizza or Chinesepizza15) Waffles o

Death In Retrospect
In retrospect of everything that I have gone through in my lifetime good and bad.Thinking back to those two very significant days in my life, had I chosen to find a way to end my life, where would that have left my son. He now is my reason for living as he always should have been. Unfortunately it took me feeling abandoned by my Mom taking her own life that made me realize that. My son will forever and always be my reason to choose life over death. Mickey and I have a relationship very similar to the one I had with my Mom. I don't even want to imagine what it would do to him, if something were to happen to me at this point in his life. I want to watch him grow up. I want to be here to see him through his mistakes. I want to see him succeed. I want to see what direction his life takes. Most of all in order for me to assure that he has a better life than I did, I need to make sure that he does. By wanting all of these things for him give my life a meaning and a purpose. I have been c

My Time To Shine Auctioned + July 4th Is My B-day!!
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Deja Vu
DEJA VU I've had many lives and in everyone, I've been with you I keep coming back and every time there's something new you may be short or tall, a blond or a redhead, your eyes may be green or blue so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were a friend standing by my side through good times and bad times, helping me through this crazy ride as a friend you always helped me do what I needed to do so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were my lover with passions running high when you’ve been my lover the lust would fly me to the sky as my lover there was things that I liked and you always knew so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were some lives where you were my wife and that was always the best of any life our love was so strong it last our whole life through so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were times when my life, love, and marriage all turned into a mess but I always had you to tu

Confusion
Confusion Is this right? Is this wrong? Do I stay or do I go? If I stay what will change? Will I regret it? If I go will I wish I stayed? Will anyone understand? Why am I confused? Is it yes or is it no or can my answer just be I don’t know? No matter how I answer it will be wrong and yet it will be right. Why is there such a fine line? Confusion, it haunts me. It follows me I can’t get away I must face it. Sometimes it is simple sometimes it is complex. What would I do if a life was on the line? How would I react when no clear answer is there? Some days I wish I could hide but it is there with me I can’t even sleep.

Kelli's Hh
one of our good friends Kelli is in a contest for a hh.If ur not doing anything could u stop by and help her out i've seen her help out alot of people.All luv will be returned.She deserves this so let's help her out.ty dolphinbaby73 her link is below

Afri-can't
There's an African that works at the grocery store I shop at. Not a black guy, but an out and out African. He's the checker of the 10 items or less lane on weekdays, which is the lane I usually go through. Sometimes he likes to talk to the checker in the other lane about various things he finds interesting about America. One Thursday while I was in line, they were talking about Charity Date Auctions, and how strange it was to auction someone off for a date. They were both talking about how much either of them would fetch, in a jovial manner. Trying for once to be a normal person, I said "Come on man, anyone would be a fool not to pay a couple hundred bucks for you." I had just told a black man I thought he was worth a couple hundred bucks. I now take my groceries to the regular check-out lane on the other side of the store, even though I still have less than ten. But MAYBE... ...he was just really flattered.

My Vampire Name
This was done using my real name: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Marchioness of All Russia Known in some parts of the world as: Lioness of The Hungry The Great Archives Record: One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and the garlic strung cross. This is using one of my pen names: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Poppy Maundrell Known in some parts of the world as: Haunt of The Tormented The Great Archives Record: A soul in torment and tumult - hell of their own making! This is using my maiden name: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Marchioness of The Great Oceans Known in some parts of the world as: Devil of The Hungry The Great Archives Record: One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and the garlic strung cross. This is the one given to me using my fiancee's last name and my first name: The Great Archives

Insomnia
BEEN UP FOR TWO DAYS NOW. IM TIRED AND I CANT SLEEP. CANT EVEN GET MY BRAIN TO SLOW DOWN LONG ENOUGH TO CLOSE MY EYES. MY BODY HURTS AND MY EYES STING. IM GOING TO START SEEING THINGS THAT ARNT THERE SOON. HALUCINATIONS ARE ONLY FUN IF UR TRIPPIN! I NEED HIM TO LAY NEXT TO ME AND HOLD ME TO CALM MY BRAIN SO I CAN SLEEP......... WHO IS HE?

Fill It Out And Send It Back
NAUGHTY APPLICATION Your Name: Your age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. Lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5. Would you take a shower with me? 6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7. Would you leave after or stay the night? 8. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9. Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11. Would you kiss me during sex? 12. Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14. Can I use you as a booty call? 15. Can we take pictures of the act? 16. How long would we have sex? 17. Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Untimely Deaths
iam not much into religion yes i believe in god but u just gotta think hmmmmm! ID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): 'Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man sow, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said:

One Word
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? floor 2. Your significant other? sweet 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? *ugh* 5. Your father? *sigh* 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? didn't 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? fulfilled 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? dependant 16. Muffins? nah 17. One of your wish list items? maid 18. Where you grew up? kansas 19. The last thing you did? supper 20. What are you wearing? pjs 21. TV? noisy 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? interesting 25. Your mood? mmmmmk 26.

Righting A Wrong
What would you do if you could go back in time and right one wrong? This is something more than just a simple question. I had this opportunity this last weekend. I found someone I really wronged back in the past and I was able to find absolution. It wasn’t easy explaining myself and why I had done the things I had done. Why I had said the things I said. It was surprisingly simple to just come clean and explain what had really happened those many years ago. In the end, I made things right and regained a friend I had lost long ago.

Addictive To Godmomma
............................ Calling all JAGER BOMBERS, Pirate Levelers and ALL Levelers -- Addictive is 25,000 away from LEVELING TO GODMOMMA -- lets all stop by and help her out! Addictive~RL & Fu Fiancee to & owned by DJ Army Medic~Jager Bombers Officer~Club Far Team Capt~Shado@ fubar (repost of original by 'I§låndGirl®'s Pїråtê Wênch Tїkї Bår ☠ Co-Owner-Club Unїtêd' on '2008-06-27 18:21:53')

I've Been Tagged.......now It's Your Turn!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am in the process of leaving my third marriage. 2. I have a collection of shawls, lol. I love them! 3. I have a high pain tolerance, high enough that my daughters don't trust my opinion of pain involved in medical procedures! They tell me I underestimate the pain, big time! 4. I love to cook, especially those foods from different cultures. (Chinese, Middle Eastern, ......) 5. I have a gift for long distance energy sending, also known as remote healing. 6. I love to learn, about anything and everything. 7. I have found upwards of 60 past life companions at Fubar/CherryTap/LostCherry. 8. Left to

Forced Entry...........
Tori had been hooked on cyberspace for six months. Using "Online, USA" had begun as a lark, something to fill her time and an outlet for her need to write. There are so many interesting people out there, she'd reasoned, why not meet a few? And indeed she'd met more than a few. Since she herself had two screen names, she could be anyone she chose to be. Take for example the guy in Seattle with 48 piercings. He knew her as TorridOne. She had told him she was a tattooed sexual submissive. Which was mostly true. Besides, she had laughed, did he really have a subincised penis? Or what about her favorite friend in NJ. A very addictive man who loved women. She spent hours talking to him. Even got a POBox for there special mail. With him she was BlackLace. Often she had contemplated meeting him, wondering if he was really as good as he seemed. Truthfully she didn't really care if they were real or fantasies. She longed to live out, safely and vicariously, all the dark little sexual fantas

For My Fu- Owner
This Is Dedicated To My Fu- Owner In my Last Auction I got the Best Fu- Owner you can Ever Have!! Let me tell You About Him: He was origionally from Ozone Park, in Queens NY, currently he is living in Northeast PA. He is disabled. He was born with Spina Bifida. But he doesn't let his condition stop him from living life as normal as the next person. He loves to drive (with the use of hand cotrols), Riding his ATV, going to the mall, workingout, the internet, and just about anything else. He is an easy going guy. He treats other's the way He would like to be treated in return. He is a giving person. The type of person who is ready to jump to help other's when they ask. I guess you can say He is a selfless person. But would hope they return the favor if he needed it. He is a shy person, but will open up after a while. His Name is MIKEY!!!! Now I'm Own By This Sweet Man: Mikey Was Born May, 19 1975.... Time Unknown!!! But What

Real Quick Update
As of midnight tonight, in 1 hour 12 minutes, I think there is something you all should know. Something REALLY REALLY important. 66 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 66 Days and I'll be on that sweet bird of freedom. I have been informed of a way to get a civilian flight out of here on my DEROS. Gotta love Chaplains. They have all the good information. So in approximately 67 days, I'll see my wonderful loving exciting excitable kids. I'll see my dog. I'll see my kids. And sometime while I am on leave, I'm having lunch with my best friend, and major source of support. Yeah, I'm driving to PA and having lunch, and hopefully an ice cream this time. Oh yeah, and in 67 days, (unless I can swing it on the flight and not break some law that is very vague and only applies when it is convenient for the higher ups because for some reason Qatar and Bahrain are still "deployed" but they can drink) BEER! Oh yeah, and Happy Independence Day Everyone!

All Alone In A Sea Of Dreams
Voices, music, people, sounds, Talking, yelling, and laughter resound. Everything and nothing it seems, All alone in the sea of dreams How can it possibly be? Surrounded by humanity? Is it possible to be crowded? All alone in the sea of dreams? What is it that will set me free? Who is it that will be with me? Where can I go or be? All alone in the sea of dreams. I am not the first to tread this watery grave. Others have had to float wanting to be saved. What is the answer? What is the key? All alone in the sea of dreams What is the purpose that turns loneliness into peace? Feel present and causes despair to cease? What price can it be to redeem, All alone in the sea of dreams. In silence and whispers In calm beyond vespers There are but three saviors it seems, All alone in the sea of dreams. Love, respect, and concern, Are the three that fuels the burn. Communion sweet will result you see when you are All alone in the sea of dreams.

Color Or My Kisses
Your Kiss is Blue You prefer kissing to be a meaningful, emotional experience. You don't like to kiss strangers, and you don't like to kiss someone you're mad at. A kiss can change how you feel about someone - for better or worse. You don't take anything lightly... especially kissing. Kissing Type: Deep People See Your Kisses as: Genuine You Kiss Best With: A Green Kisser Stay away from: A Red Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

Sex
sex This is hilarious! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6.. The more sex you have, the more you will be off

Win A 1 Year Vip,or Happy Hour,or $120 Prepaid Credit Card
Todays the last day I'm taking entrants for my contest so if you want in here please comment on my blog today.I am not taking anymore entrants after today so enter today. July 12th I am hosting a contest for some awesome prizes.The winner of the contest gets to choose one prize out of the prizes listed below. 1.A 1 year vip. 2.A happy hour and a one month vip. 3.A $120 prepaid credit card to use as u like. 4.Two 30 day blast to give to a friend and urself with a $20 bling pack. 5.150 bling credits and a 20 dollar ticker or a 7 day blast. The rules are simple and are listed below: 1.You are allowed to have a bombing family help you comment bomb your picture. 2.The first person to reach 60,000 comments wins the contest.So basically there is no time limit. 3.You are allowed to comment on your own picture as much as you like. 4.Anyone trying to start commenting on there picture before July 12th will be removed from the contest. 5.When you reach 60,000 pi

Ky Harley Rider Is In An Auction
AUCTION ONE MORE DAY TO OWN THIS HOTTIE?!?!?!?! Auction ends July 11th Don't let him slip by you!!! Great guy!!! One of my dearest friends!!! He is a super great guy!! Don't miss your chance to know him and OWN HIM!! CLICK BELOW TO MAKE YOUR BID

Penis Raise
i, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to possible contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss THE RESPONSE: Dear Mr. Niss, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shi

True Desire
True Desire by LateNiteFantasy© As I wake from my dreams True desire all I know My body tenses and screams Let it go... Let it flow... True love's scent, feel and taste Like a fire in me burns My heart beating in haste Yesterday's passion returns I attend to my soulmate One word I long to hear It does not come as I wait With my time drawing near Don't you know? Can't you see? Just one word will appease That word is "Coffee?" My answer? "Yes. Please." There is much to be said For a morning routine As we rise from our bed Go in search of caffeine.

Spotlight Fundz!
FUBUCKS!!!!!!!!! He needz em! You know they're burning a hole in your pocket!! We'll be happy to help take them off your hands! :) RoUgH^n^ToUgH ~~~ OwNeD By Sweet Kandy Kisstina ~~~@ fubar Ya know ya wanna... He's accumulated a LOT of fubucks, but is just a few million short to get spotlight... Please send whatever you can his way! Every little bit helps! If you donate 250K or more, send me a PM and I'll make you a sweet pimpout bully! Made with ♥ by:Sweet Kandy Kisstina@ fubar

Living Will
MY LIVING WILL Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug.' So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch

Life Lessons From A Dog's World
If a dog was a teacher you would learn simple things like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently. Be always grateful for each new day

Don't Go Away, Just Yet, Please
I wrote this one the day Liz told me she was going to die. Today my grief was almost too great so I share this now... Don’t go away, just yet, please. By: Heaven © March 23, 2008 I hear your weak voice and my heart cries. You are too young to die. Once, you and I had been so close, You gave my teen memories a reason to boast. Time had a way of keeping us apart, And life without you is bleak and dark. Now we chat almost every day, And for you every night I pray. Don’t go away, just yet, please. I find myself on my knees. To lose you I will not accept, What else can anyone expect? To bow down is not my way, So I beg God to let you stay. “Let her stay here as long as it takes, until there are no more medical mistakes.” I plead with every last bit of myself, To get a dose of miraculous help. Until that day comes I will not break, I won’t show weakness, for both or our sakes. So, Don’t go away, just yet, please. For someday I’ll have nothing left…but to weep.

Hey
HEY ALL WHAT GOOD TODAY.I AM ON HERE TO NEW FRIEND AND SEE HOPE I CAN CAHT AND TALTALK TO SO COME AND TALK TO ME AND GET TO KNOW ME AND I CAN GET TO KNOW YOU AS WALL. SO YOU ALL HAVE A BLESSED DAY. LOVE FORM MISS LIL MAMAM 26

Poem
Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away. Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is Heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now. I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big big words, I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry. Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you operator, I'll give them a call.

Tired Of All The Lies!
Okay! Yes! I am writing this and don't care who the heck sees it, and if they try to use this against me in court. I have a right to freedom of speech and you can't take that away from me. Your no one special to take it away from me. The president is not even special enough to take it away from me. Its in the Bill of Rights and to do could end up in a lawsuit for infringing on my right to freedom of speech. So, now that I got that off my chest. I am sick and tired of the lies being told about me. I am tired of the lies to manipulate everyone and everyone to make things go your way. You think thats christ like. Heck no! God sees what your doing and you know what I am leaving it in his hands. And people wonder why I am backslidden and not going to religion. No matter where I go everyone seems to be a big self righteous hypocrits that are trying to take me to Hell with them. I am sorry. Why would I want to go to church when most churches are out for their own interest an

Hurry Plz Its Making Me Cry
okay this is for real.. SO REAL THAT I DONT HAVE TIME TO MAKE IT ALL FANCY AND SHIT... YOU CAN JUST GO READ HER BLOG.. IM VERY WORRIED ABOUT THIS YOUNG LADY... I'M VERY WORRIED THAT IN FACT IM SCARED.. WE HAVE PEOPLE CALLING HER RIGHT NOW TO CHECK AND MAKE SURE SHES OK BUT I NEED HALF OF FUBAR ON HER PAGE.. THIS WOMAN IS CRYING OUT FOR HELP AND NO ONE SHOULD TURN THEIR BACK ON THIS... SOMEONE IS HURTING WE REACH OUT AND GIVE THEM A HUG.. SHE NEEDS A HUG... CAN WE DO THAT FOR HER PLZ.. GO HIT HER PAGE AND MAKE HER FEEL CARED ABOUT PLZ .... READ HER BLOG YOU WILL SEE WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT... THIS IS SO SAD ITS MAKING ME CRY ... PLZ MIZZ SHADY IS ASKING YOU TO PLZ GIVE HER SOME LOVE... HURRY PLZ... **Miss juju** , The Luvßug, FUBARS FLAMING HOTTIES* FEEL THE HEAT ** Fu. Owned By Brian **@ fubar

My Resume
I work at a grocery store and its between two restaurants (a chinese restaurant and a mexican restaurant) Ok so our store has a cat in the back one day i told an associate in front of my store manager that i was gonna go to the chinese chef and ask how much it would cost for black cat and fried rice.. Next thing i know my store manager says, "If I find my kat missing 'Youre FIRED!!', so I asked the asscoiate after she left, "how do you put on your resume you were fired for eating your boses pussy??"

Do The Jailhouse Rock!!
All you have to do to join us in the Jailhouse is.... Rate, Fan and then Add all the Rockers!! In your friend request put "Doing The Jailhouse Rock" or something along those lines. If someone is already on your friends list check to see if you can Re-Rate them then leave them a comment saying you are "Doing The Jailhouse Rock" When you get friend requests from people joining after you..... DO NOT JUST accept the request!!! PLEASE go back and Fan and Rate them as well!! That is the whole point of joining the train afterall!! So when you have done all that send me a message and let me know!!! ****NO SHOUTS PLEASE**** E-Mail Me when you are done!! ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ Real Life G/F Øƒ ϟϟJÁkè the §Ñåkèϟϟ {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar ~Owner~ ******************** JÁkè the §Ñåke Real Life B/F of JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ {Shadow Leveler}

Last Practice At River Falls
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 – Afternoon practice, 3:45 – 5:15 PM THE GUNTHER CUNNINGHAM EXPERIENCE It’s fitting that in the last edition of The Gunther Cunningham Experience, we discuss what Gunther Cunningham often oversees at the end of football games – prevent defense. This afternoon, Cunningham took his linebackers through drills focusing on defensive formations with several defensive backs but only three down linemen. He wanted his linebackers to line up deep off the line of scrimmage, sometimes as far as 12 to 15 yards, especially if it was the last play of the game. However, Cunningham also instructed his players that they had to worry about conservative calls from the offense in such situations. For example, a screen pass, a draw, or even a quarterback scrambling. Cunningham continued his lessons later in the team walkthrough, which featured linebacker Derrick Johnson lining up as a pass rusher. That’s a clear sign the Chiefs will do everything in their power to

Freedom Is Not Free Lounge Invite Comment
COME & SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR OUR TROOPS. SO IF YOU ARE DEPLOYED OR AT HOME AND NEED TO HAVE A PLACE TO HANG OUT OR JUST NEED TO TALK COME BY AND ENJOY THE MUSIC. AND IF YOU HAVE FAMILY OR YOUR A VETERAN COME AND SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR THE ALL. IN FREEDOM IS NOT FREE LOUNGE JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW.

Read Letter
Read Letter Pay Attention To The P.S. at the end!! Letter from the Devil This can really make you think. It actually made me really mad while I was reading it, but it made me realize some things. Plus, I had to send it because of the P.S. This is deep... and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see. A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night. You are so un-thankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet. As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, GOD LOVES

To My Love.........
Dear Love, > > I will help you up when you stumble. > > I will cheer when you secede > and I will encourage when there is doubt. > > I promise to never wipe away your tears, > Because within every tear is strength, > wisdom and courage. > > These are the things I promise you always > and forever, as long as there is love > in this world and breath in my lungs. > > I am here for you. > > > Always, > Jeremy P. Lincicum

My Very 1st Auction!!
My First Auction!!! Wanna Own Me???? Winning Bidder Gets..... Duration 1 Month Your name in mine Added to Top Friends Rate all Pictures Rate all Stashes up to 500 Daily Comments A Random Gift Everyday Personal Salute Your name in My Status Once a Week Added to YIM If Bling Pack offered will Bling You Once a Week If VIP offered will Rate Satsh/Pics 11s during HH Click Picture Below

'new' Preamble To The Constitution
The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country i

Chapter 1 - Anxiety
- This story is based on the events that unfolded in my life during my first deployment to Iraq, while serving my country in the United States Air Force. This is an account of what could have happened if I weren't already involved with another at the time... now, on to the story... As I recall, it was a brisk German day in the middle of August. I had been stationed at Ramstien Air Base for about seven months now, and I was completely in fatuated with the gorgeous country-side. Now, more that ever, I was awe-struck because it was fall now, and endless rolling hills of green had now become ablaze with brilliant streaks of amber, chocolate, and rust. Automn had always been my favorite season, and growing up in Michigan, the colors are quite familliar to me, however, I had never seen them in such astonishing magnitude. Besides, after living in Florida for the past seven miserable years, i was relieved to see that the seasons still existed. Yes, I absolutely adored Germany, well, a

Force~3~bombin Fam.. Frist Give Away
p> Hey Everyone! Come and Comment Buckles Pic…. He Needs Your Help For This Giveaway!!! Buckle is always helping people out when they need it and right now he could really use your help, so please come by and return the love!! He Needs 45,000 comments to get his 3 Mo. VIP!!! Note: All members of the Force 3 Bombers are required to participate if they wish to be eligible for future giveaways!!!! Let’s get this party started!!!! AND $25,000 Fubucks from the Pimpouts author (see below) to the first to make Sticky!!! This pimpout was brought to you by

A Scammer Amungst Ya
Hey guys inked here...this is so true because earlier today he was tryna talk me into givin him some of my fubucks I told him no their mine I do with them as I chose!!! Please repost this for me guys xoxox ♥ this joker thinks hes funny! goes around the site telling people he will buy them blasts, vip, hh's, etc... for fu bux. gets people to send the bux then blocks them. hes scammed over a dozen people out of their hard earned bux! lets give this looser what he deserves! †Dj Azriel†@ Saints and Sinners@ fubar REPOST PLEASE! GOTTA STOP THIS GUY! (repost of original by 'PïërcëÐ &TÅTTØØëÐ (In PlÅcë§ YØüÐ ♥ TØ Lïck) ~**' on '2008-08-31 04:11:37') (repost of original by ' MRMostunderated THE FREELANCE BOMBER*THE Thing of the **JUSTICE LEAGUE** AND **SHADOW LEVELERS*' on '2008-08-31 04:23:11') (repost of original by '*Goofy Girl* {H & L Bombers}promoter@sinful sensations' on '2008-08-31 04:53:26') (repost of original by 'Cali Rain' on '2008-08-31 05:19:36')

Seaside
"Seaside" As the wind blows fiercly and the waves crash against the seaside, a single light beckons in the distance. You walk down the pathway, the steep embankment leading to the cliff's edge. Your gown billowing around you, as you steady yourself to keep from slipping over the edge. You hear your name being called out. Could it be he from so long ago? Your one true love that went away, only to never return? The voice is so clear, as you hear the familiar song as it sings through the wind. Yes, it is he! He has come back to you. The love was so strong, the passion so intense, the nights on the beach, memories come flooding back. When he left, your heart it did ache always wondering what fate had taken him but knowing this magnificent, undaunting sea had claimed his life, tearing what would be forever from your grasp. Leaving you so suddenly, so many questions left unanswered. A fog rolls in from the sea, you hear your name again. This time it is behin

Omg! Come In Here
bored well if you are how bout you stop by and help my friend godmother she only needs about 800k... I have seen it done many times.. So please go rate her stash or drop her some pic rates.. Even repost this for her to the more the merrier.. spanks ya Evonne Fu_Angel ~ Spankers~Club Untied@ fubar

Looking For A Contented Life
WHAT WE HAVE IN COMMON IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY DIFFERENCES. THE MUTUAL INTERESTS THAT WE SHARE CAN FORM A SOLID BASE FOR OUR FRIENDSHIP WHILE OUR DIFFERENCES SIMPLY ADD SPICE TO OUR LIVES. IF EVERYONE AGREED ON EVERYTHING ALL OF THE TIME, THIS WORLD WOULD BE A REALLY BORING PLACE. I welcome you as a Friend. Whether you accept or deny my invitation of friendship is entirely up to you. It is your choice, your decision. *** My life is lived in a "whosoever will" world. My life is too serious and too short for me to care too much about what you and other people do or do not do in relation to me personally. My life goes on, and it's a good life. *** I live life "on top of the table"..."in the middle of the road." I am exactly who I say I am, as stated here. Live and Love with passion. Our interaction in this world, makes life worth living.

Lets Level Her
I just noticed where a friend of mine is less than 5,500 from leveling. If you could drop by her profile and add/fan/rate/comment. Thanks for reading this and have a great evening. Among The Wild Flowers@ fubar

Unforgiven I Was There!
I was at unforgiven. SO FOR That show I was HOW's corraspondant. (Look for Sign that says "Home of Miz" And "HOW's CHAMP") spoiLERS WARning this post Contain spoillers So don't say i didn't warn you BEACUSE I JUST DID! Okay dark match first match of the night was Morrison vs Jason Borne: This match was agood one to hype up the crowd. i now have a new found respect for Jason after seeing his skill in person. He won the match and it was a very back and forth match. the show opens to the ECW Match. Starts up Matt vs The Miz. They go back and forth then Chavo comes out. He scores the first pin fall. Mark Henery is out and tossing everyone around like rag dolls Hardy gets another pin fall then finlay came out with horn swaggle. Finlay got a pin fal then hardy got one RIGHT before the time ran out making him the Ecw champion crime time vs priceless (Im calling them that no one is stopping me fr

Me
Well I dont really know what to write now that i'm actually looking at the blank message box hum! So... who likes my pics then?! Just like to apologise to everyone that I didn't get back to it take years to look through messages and write back so don't be offended! Going out tonight whoop whoop friends 21st should be fun! Pimps and Hos party might get some good pics! Loads of gorgeous girls where I live! Oh and if anyone ever speaks to Batman tell him he is a freak and to stop callin me names cos I dont respond fast enough! So i'm guna go get ready now hope everyone that reads this has a great day and ill prob speak to you soon! Be persistant! loves and kisses xxx

What Is "love"
What is love ? is it just a feeling for that specical someone or is it just an emotion? My recent relationship only destroyed my life. I don't think that I can ever love the same person again. If that person was to ever say they were sorry and for me to give them another chance I don't think I'd be able to. and to admit it I'd probably be stupid and say ok. Or better yet I'd just have to say that I need some time to think about that for awhile. For the simple fact the person has a one sided love affair. Is'nt love susposed to work both ways As I sit at night thinking about the good times we had I only cry cause it hurts so much deep inside me, feelings will no longer be the same cause of the one sided love affair. If anyone ever reads this don't go out with a one sided love affairing person cause it will only kill you inside. Where is this person when you need them now? And at my deepest time of dispare. wHAT IS LOVE ? THAT'S THE QUUESTION YOU NEED TO ASK YOURSELF. Don't just

Untimely Deaths Read To The Bottom....
DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDN'T TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians6:7): 'Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man sow, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: 'Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Je

To: 911truth.org Grassroots Organizers. From: Paul Deslauriers, Moving To New Horizons. I Find It Interesting I Get To Announce This On The Day
To: 9To: 911truth.org Grassroots Organizers. From: Paul Deslauriers, moving to new horizons. I find it interesting I get to announce this on the day that has changed my life and the changes continue. It has been a pleasure serving the 911truth community and its grassroots organizers for over a year. I particularly enjoyed welcoming new organizers, facilitating our grassroots development calls, and putting together tools for support. I have been uplifted and learned from my many interactions. Grassroots organizing is a vital part of transforming our system. Denis Kucinich said grassroots is our primary strategy to end the tyranny. I will continue to be involved with grassroots development but it will be in a different capacity than the volunteer position I have held. I will be working with a large network of activist communities, so I will continue grassroots development calls and assemble more tools of support. I firmly believe that 9/11 truth is the Achilles’ Heel o

My Friend
My Friend He was so strong ,brave and true to our country when he served for it . Now he lives with the anger , hate and fears that he seen and fought for . But for the country he knew he had a duty to do so he would do his mission and pray he would be one to be going home at the end . He loves in so many different ways , caring and ginving for and to his friends. With each face he meets a new friend , new name thinking that there is one that will be perfect for him one will be his companion for life one day to be his wife . now i am a friend of this man and i care so much for deeply I understand some of the pain but not all and he does not like to share often.. But when he does it makes you think why is there so much hat in this world? Why cause others so much pain in the world who fought for our country ? He shares through his music you could ask him the name of a song and he could tell you the date time and where the band came from and maybe if he had seen

Hurricane Ike Update
Just wanted to let Ms ohlala, Ms. Purty and all my other fabulous fu family i'm ok. Lost power round 11pm Friday night..cables out...i'm staying with a friend who has a generator...it's running the ice box window unit a/c and other appliances.lots of wind damage here. my house is ok. few towns south of me weren't so lucky. a couple were totally flooded by the storm surge...we had a lot of wind and rain..said the power outage was worse than Hurricane Rita...Verizon has been out all day so can't call anyone right now..soon as it's on i'll text those whose numbers i have. Galveston which is 60 miles from me was hit pretty hard...like much of the beach in this part of texas. some areas may be without power for a month...we have plenty of alcohol....lots of food water...etc...so i just wanted to let everyone know what was happening and i'm doing good.....so keep on keeping on....huggss and kisses and when i get full internet from Verizon i'll be back on.....so till than mwuahhhhhhhhhhh

Nuttin But Strings
I usually dont care to watch tv much, but i saw these guys on americas got talent. They so rock. This is something everyone should check out it is to cool to pass up, and they only get better. All of their music is original and created by them. Hope you enjoy it. Audtition Semi Finals Top 20 Extras Playing National Anthem

Shout Message From Today 9/20/08
Below s a shout message that occured for me this morning. I have re-arranged the order so that you can read from top to bottom rather than the bottom to top we are all use to... (I will follow up below the chat message with my thoughts and comments) this shout is from...YOURWORSTNIGHTMARE YOURWORSTN...: what happened? ->YOURWORSTN...: ? YOURWORSTN...: no being mean just curious how you gain so much weight? ->YOURWORSTN...: LOL YOURWORSTN...: not meant to offend ->YOURWORSTN...: WOW well tell me what happened to you I've always been fat and frankly I've lost 73 pounds so far this year so thanks for the encouragement YOU DID NOT MAKE MY DAY YOURWORSTN...: so you are offended? YOURWORSTN...: hmmmm so it is true.. cant stand the truth? ->YOURWORSTN...: i know i'm fat i can handle the truth i didn't appreciate your assuming smethng happened to me YOURWORSTN...: if i may or should i just shut up? ->YOURWORSTN...: and as i stated i'm loosing so your comments

Pimp Out Blog #7 Nicckiebabie
nicckiebabie@ fubar this is my wonderful original friend on this site and she will always return the loving to you all and i made her a special birthday present for her 30th birthday which is today so please Show Nicckie my wonderful,amazing sexy,gorgeous,beautiful etc friend some fubar loving people from Bruce.

All Blessings Pure And Abundant
All Blessings Pure and Abundant, to You Dearest Beloved One of the mysteries of life is relationship. Since it exists between two persons it depends on both. Whenever two persons meet a new world is created, just by their meeting a new phenomenon comes into existence. One which was not before, and thru that phenomenon both persons are changed and transformed. Unrelated you are one thing, related you immediately become someone else. In the beginning when you touch the person from without, when boundaries meet, you become acquaintances. If the relationship becomes closer, becomes deeper, grows intimate then centers start meeting. When centers merge, it is love! Acquaintance is not love, this is fallacy, love is very rare. To meet one at their center you have to allow that one to reach your center also, you will have to become vulnerable, absolutely vulnerable, totally open. It's risky, to allow someone to reach your center for you never know what that person will do to y

Que?
figure i might say a little about my self im 44 and from texas i tattoo weld and ride harleys but not in that order lol,i love tattooed goth chics and topless dancers,i also heavly in to politics so you want to know more dont be afraid to ask.then again be afraid very afraid lol

Check Out Dj Maha@ The Real Red Dragon Lounge!
COME CHECK OUT DJ MAHA AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Plz Help Me Win My 1st Hh! : ) 1 Rate Thx!
=== 'CherryFoxx ♥RL Wifey 2 Scoop ♥ OWNED By E.T. Sipper ♥ Sky is Finally Happy!!!!! ~' wrote the following at '2008-09-18 09:22:40'.. > > > /> > > > > > > My girl, ANGELNDISCEYES is in another give-a-way!! > > > > > She just needs 60k in rates/comments to win her 1st HH!!☺ Just 1-Rate of 10/11 equals 5 comments and/or you can drop her a few bombs. > > > > So we're looking for help from the Da Realest Fam & any other friends, fans and fam of Angel's!! We wanna see her win, so let's do this! She always shows love to her friends and now it's time for us to give back & help out a friend!! > > > > Click the link below to get to her contest pic > > > > > > She's a sweetheart & a Betty Boop fanatic like you would'nt believe!☺ > > > > Even if you're not a friend, make a new one, just fan, add & rate her & she'll return all the love!¢¾ This is when the true friends arise to the occassion!☺ > >

The Death Of A Family: An Era Ends
On November 4th, one of the strangest and worst eras in our country's history will come to a close. I think it is safe to say that George W Bush has effectively destroyed any chance a future Bush has of getting into the white house. That has to be particularly frustrating to Governor Jeb Bush who has hinted at wanting to run for the presidency. However with W's approval rating at 25% (lowest in US history) I think it will be a long long time before anyone in this country could even stomach the thought of another Bush running for president. Truth be told had George Bush Sr's role in the Iran Contra affair not been downplayed chances are W wouldnt have even gotten the nomination. However he did and thus the strangest story in American Politics was written. Why is it that W has been such a bumpkin as a president? There are I think a few answers to that. The first is the handling of the post 9-11 affairs. W handled himself really well after the whole 9-11 attack took place. A scared nat

Buy Me
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Sex
Interested in meeting a Woman In the bedroom, what types of activities interest you? Straight sex Giving oral sex Receiving oral sex Candle wax Threesomes Mutual masturbation Making home movies Taking pictures In the bedroom, what types of activities are OFF LIMITS to you? Water sports Rimming Fetishes Cross dressing Handcuffs Latex What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner? Sexual experience Physical attraction Same/similar fetishes Experience in a certain (top/bottom; master/slave) Ability to be discreet Open to menage a trois and/or orgies Sexual appetite Willingness to freely discuss and try anything Agreeable to a commitment free sexual relationship Creativity/Kinkiness level Have you ever videotaped or taken pictures during a sexual encounter? I've been in a few naughty pictures Is it true that size matters? As long as it works, I'm happy What are yo

Hitman6!!
HES ON HIS WAY TO GODFATHER AND A LONG WAY AT THAT! HE IS 706k AWAY FROM FUKING! HE HAS AUTO 11'S ON AND NEEDS SOME ROADSIDE ASSISTANCE TO GET THERE HE IS A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE AND A GREATER BROTHER! Hitman6 FOUNDER OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ AND PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMB SQUAD@ fubar

Choice
You have many questions. Though the process has altered your consciousness, you remain irrevocably human. Ergo, some of my answers you will understand and some you will not. Concordantly, while your first question may be the most pertinent... You may or may not realize it is also the most irrelevant. Your life is the sum of a remainder of an unbalanced equation... You are the eventuality of an anomaly, which despite my sincerest efforts, I've been unable to eliminate from what is otherwise a harmony of mathematical precision. While it remains a burden assiduously avoided, it is unexpected and thus not beyond a measure of control... Which has led you, inexorably, here. I count from the emergence of one integral anomaly to the emergence of the next. As you are undoubtedly gathering, the anomaly is systemic, creating fluctuations in even the most simplistic equations. Choice. The problem is choice. A triumph equaled only by it's monumental failure. The inevitabilit

One Sided Love
One Sided Love: This type of love does not seem to be mutual, and most people in a "loving couple" tend to discriminate against this, saying it is not a type of love at all. One-sided love commonly occurs when a relationship or marriage breaks, and one person moves on, while their spouse constantly thinks of them and attempts to win them back, often in vain. It also happens when someone has fallen for their best friend, or for someone they are involved in a No Strings Attached sexual relationship with. I think most of us have been there at one point or another in our lives. Can anything ever come of these?

Studious Ducks
I first noticed this last Spring, when it was (understandably) wet in Western Washington. Much to my surprise, they've returned: There is a mated pair of ducks living on my school's campus. Last Spring, I first noticed them hanging around a puddle/pond that had formed among a cluster of trees that is surrounded by walkways, and once on the baseball field on a particularly rainy day. Yesterday they were walking around on one of the grassy knolls in the central courtyard, probably looking for some lunch. They've become used to mingling with students, as I was able to pass within a few feet and they didn't even flinch. Hopefully the administrators leave them be, and I'll have my phone's camera ready if I ever see ducklings being led across the courtyard. :)

Economics Explained With Cows
SOCIALISM You have 2 cows. You give one to your neighbour. COMMUNISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the other, and then throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. SURREALISM You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons. AN AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyse why the cow has dropped dead. ENRON VENTURE CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell three of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother

How Was Reduction Calculated
Waste We based our estimate of the environmental impact of household waste on data from the EPA, with 1010lbs. per person annually being the average. This average was obtained by dividing the tons of waste deposited annually at US landfills by US population. Emissions = number of people in household * average lb CO2 equivalent. generated from waste per person per year [Source: Based on EPA's Inventory of U.S. Greenhouse Gas Emissions and Sinks 1990-2004, Chapter 8, Table 8-3] How Was the Reduction Calculated? Home Replacing incandescent light bulbs with compact fluorescents: assumes that lights are on for 4 hours per day. Replacing old refrigerator with an ENERGY STAR® model: assumes old model uses 820 kWh per year; ENERGY STAR model uses 440 kWh per year. Turning up thermostat for central air conditioner: assumes average household electricity use of approximately 900 kWh per month, and that air conditioners account for 16 percent of residential electricity consumpti

Today Is A Day To Remember.
Today is a day to remember. Today is Veterans day and we are to honor both the living and dead who have served and sacrificed. Thank you all for doing your duty. Thanks to our friends and family. Thanks and hail to our honored Einherjar. Salute

Remembering My Dad
My Dad ( 1908-1974) I was very fortunate growing up, I had a wonderful man for my dad. My Dad was born on Novemeber 15, 1908 in Burlingame CA. After all these years the house is still standing. My Dad and his parents moved to Reno, Nevada and thats where he met my mom. I was born March 19, 1952 in Reno Nevada. It was great growing up there. Dad use to race boats on Lake Tahoe and he really enjoyed it. My Dad and Grandpa had their own construction busines in Reno WAtkins and Son Millwork so I learned from an early age all about construction and yes I can still read blue prints lol. Daddy was Coast Guard certified so he could patrol the lakes in the Reno-Tahoe area. He loved it. I remember always going on the boat with him, yes i had to be certified too. Daddy could always take a gloomy day for me and turn it into a smile. He had this little tune he would always whistle. This time of the month is very hard on me as Daddy.s birthday is the 15th of this month. Had my Dad liv

Mzcabibbw Auction (closed)
A very nervous virgin! This is my first auction. Anxiously awaiting someone nice to own me for a month. ************************* Come place a bid. You won't be disappointed. I'm well worth it. Just click the picture below to place a bid. Auction ends Saturday, Oct. 11 @ 12pm Fu-Time. You know you want a virgin! So, place your bid on me today.

Turn Your Lights Down Low
Turn your lights down low And pull your window curtains; Oh, let Jah moon come shining in - Into our life again, Sayin': ooh, it's been a long, long (long, long, long, long) time; I kept this message for you, girl, But it seems I was never on time; Still I wanna get through to you, girlie, On time - on time. I want to give you some love (good, good lovin'); I want to give you some good, good lovin' (good, good lovin'). Oh, I - oh, I - oh, I, Say, I want to give you some good, good lovin' (good, good lovin'): Turn your lights down low; Never try to resist, oh no! Oh, let my love come tumbling in - Into our life again, Sayin': ooh, I love ya! And I want you to know right now, I love ya! And I want you to know right now, 'Cause I - that I - I want to give you some love, oh-ooh! I want to give you some good, good lovin'; Oh, I - I want to give you some love; Sayin': I want to give you some good, good lovin': Turn your lights down low, wo-oh! Never - never try to

Death
YOU KNOW THAT SAYING IF IT IS TRUE LOVE SET IT FREE AND IT WILL RETURN; THATS BULLSHIT! Now there are people who say they have done the stupidest of things, but they have done nothing compared to what i did. I let my true love go! How many people can say they did that, none I bet. Now that she is gone I can't stop thinking about her. I miss her every waking moment of everyday. I can't stop thinking about her, my love for her just gets stronger as i begin to realize the distance between us is getting greater. My life is over. I don't have my true love, I don't have anything now. I'm just a waste of space now, I have nothing more to live for. I love her more than anything else in the world, but I feel now that I'm not the one that can make her happy anymore. I've lost that ability, I've lost myself, I've lost the love of my life. Everything was going good until yesterday, yesterday she had a good day with him. Whatever happened yesterday changed everything between us, I mean she stil

Start Of Turkey Week
Well its Sunday, need to get out recipes to see just what all I need to start baking and cooking for thursday. Monday have Exam in Med-Surgical class then a Math test. So far doing good in both. At lease this time around I not under so much stress from home. Still stress but not letting it get to me like I did. Hope fingers crossed everyone shows up. I would really like to see my older bro that for sure. Well can think of anything else. Oh had a quiz last Thursday I know I Aced it but find out for sure Monday. me

Best Breast Contest
Starting 11-30-08 I will be holding a best breast contest open to any members of dirty little secrets lounge . The contest will run for 1 week ( dec 6th ). The winner will get a 1 month vip . Participants will be judged by 6 judges 3 men and 3 women . Ladies remember bigger isnt always the best . So breast of all sizes are welcome to join and have an equal chance of winning . Contest rules 1 . participant must be at least 18 years old at time picture was taken . 2. must be a member of dirty little secrets lounge . Even though this is not being put on by dls . and does not reflect anything on the lounge . 3. judges have final say . winner will recieve a 1 month vip from me . To enter you just have to add me to your friends list and send a message saying you want in the contest .or you can comment on this blog and say your in . Good luck to all that enter .

What About Love....?
Ok. So you think you know me? You think that just because you have your opinion on my views doesn't mean that I don't know what I am saying? You think that I don't know what pain is? That I have never been hurt just because I am a man? That I don't know if I really LOVE? Let me tell YOU something, I have been on this earth for going on 25 years, I have been in countless fights, worked my ASS off in a large number of jobs, sweated, bled, cried, lost, held, dropped, fallin, and begged for forgiveness more than any other man my age, that I know of. And I have loved, not that one true love that only comes once in a lifetime, but I have loved more deeply than what common edicate dictates. I wore MY heart in the open just to have it spit on and worn down, I have had my sould tarnished and broken, I have had my feet buckled and my mind spun, but I have never had my faith nor my love stricken from my heart, soul, mind, or body. You dare not come between that which is what I love and me.

Wills -love A Soldier-
Have You Loved a Soldier Today? A very special soldier needs your help to level! He is only 9,172 from Henchman! I know we can all do this TODAY! So... Rate him hard! Bling him hard! And lets get him there today! And remember to love a soldier today!

A Cowboy & Hiz Lady ~*~ Bid On Us
Come bid on us, The Cowboy and hiz Lady. We are gathering funds for Ozz2's spotlight so bid generously. :D As always be sure to F/R/A the hostess, the lovely Pia! Music provided by WYKD Visit our pages.... Ozzfanatic2~*~ @ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ★♎★Lucretia★♎★ @ fubar

Celebrating My 2 Year Fuversery! Auto 11s All Day! And My First Hh Tonight @11pm Est! Will Open Special Folders For Fubuck Bonus! Party In Bada Tonigh
I MADE IT - 2 YEARS ON FUBAR!!! JAM ON OVER TO MY PAGE TODAY, DEC 8.and CELEBRATE with ME! CLICK THE PIC BELOW Its Been a Crazy, Fun, Wild Ride these 2 Years! Along the Way I have met some truly Amazing People who have become like family to me! Those special people have brought me so many smiles and awesome memories! CLICK THE PIC ABOVE and Party On My Page today! Help Me Hit PROPHET For my Anniversary! Auto 11s all day ... MY First Happy Hour Tonight ... SEE BELOW FOR DETAILS! ITS AN AWESOME CELEBRATION of 2 YEARS ON FUBAR!! *** AUTO 11s ON for the whole FU DAY of Monday Dec 8th!!! *** Random Drinks and BLING all Day*** OVER 54 Points/ Bucks for Each Pic U Rate in HHs!!! MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR!! @ 8PM Fu Time/11PM EST 5 Special Folders MARKED with ** will remain PRIVATE until my Happy Hour Starts. They will be public for My HH. RATE ALL PICS IN those 5 Folders (440 total) DURING my HH and GET a 50,000 FUBUCK BONUS!!! Join Us in Bada Bing @

Yah
look i think that men can take a flying leap off a tall pear ( the ones i know anyway) they all want one thing and it's not my winning personality. think i should just lay low and be free for a while thats including s#% nothing no fisical contact and just be me and stay away from men i think they enjoy using a person then they do caring of one( the guys that i see) i don't mean to afend any one i just want to get it off my chest. i feel men are hateful and hurtful they don't desurve someone like me who gives 200% of them selves to help and support them. am i being to hateful or am i on the right page here?

For Sale
Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep

Early Christmas Present
When I was driving home today I stopped in Charlotte to see my dad for a bit. At the end of our visit he asked me to help him carry a box to the back of the townhouse. I did and we stood back there talking. I didn't even notice the car in the driveway. I was hugging my dad and on my way out of there. Then he says "I wanted to wait, but you see that car?" Then he clicks the keyless entry thing and says, "It's yours." WOOHOO! The truck I have now is his old truck. He had a work truck so I got to borrow it for the time being. Well, he got laid off and lost the company truck. So my dad has been without a vehicle for a few months. Which is worked out okay because he had back surgery and couldn't go anywhere. I guess he finally came across a good deal and decided to get me a car with the money he had saved and borrowed. The funny thing is he told my mom about it about a week ago when he got it and she has kept it secret. I'm proud of her, lol. I got to actually get the car from

My Prayer
for the love of my life that I don’t know yet! I know you walk the earth you are as free as i and when its right all in good time we'll make our way to each others side so until then be free my love gather all the wind ya need to rise into the heavens on the wind of life that will carry you to me and me to thee for as i live my life on my own terms i know you will to and when we meet at last my love it'll be from then until eternity and i'll accept you you'll accept me and all the things we each encompass will be the gifts we bare long with our hearts so godspeed my love but most of all remain free know that i will love you until the end because my love you are also my dearest friend serenity, danielle

Feeding The Void
Don't use me to feed your void, borrowing my voice to disguise your lonliness, recent past haunting you, poisoning what you started,under false pretence, wearing the mask. Oblivious to your emotional desperation piercing my heart. This is my voice you hear, but the past in your heart when it skips a beat. False gentlemenly persona created from the dispare you reside in, determined to get out. Unconcerned obsession of recent memories, desperate for the future, wandering aimlessly uncaring, playing the game you think will fill the emptiness, You do not need me to fill the black hole you need time. Poem by Tammy C.

Its So Halarious That...
I have to actually write somewhat of a blog just to try and defend myself against people- I have been through more bullshit them people have gone through in their life time- which I believe makes me stronger in the end. Adoption, abortion due to a difficult pregnancy, depression, giving birth to a 1 lb baby girl and watch her struggle to survive, divorce, relationships I tried to make work then gave up, Autism spectrum disorder,( my son diagnosed @2) and I had to go through most of this alone- I DONT HAVE TIME TO PLAY GAMES! There is so much more but I really dont feel I need to feel sorry for myself and post blogs on it to strangers that have nothing else better to do but read others blogs- there are 2 sides to every story, so you decide in the end what you believe. I am strong, I have been through a lot and I will get by once again in life the same way I always do, but just because a relationship does not work out in the end due to so many differences and not seeing eye to eye, no tr

Coconut Lime Chicken And Snow Peas
So pretty i had to post a picture Makes 2 servings ACTIVE TIME: 35 minutes TOTAL TIME: 35 minutes 1 cup “lite” coconut milk (see Tips for Two) 1/4 cup lime juice 2 tablespoons brown sugar 1/2 teaspoon salt 8 ounces chicken tenders 4 cups shredded romaine lettuce 1 cup shredded red cabbage 1 cup sliced snow peas 3 tablespoons minced fresh cilantro 2 tablespoons minced red onion 1. Preheat oven to 400°F. 2 . Whisk coconut milk, lime juice, sugar and salt in an 8-by-8-inch glass baking dish. Transfer 1/4 cup of the dressing to a large bowl; set aside. Place chicken in the baking dish; bake until cooked through, about 20 minutes. 3. Meanwhile, add lettuce, cabbage, snow peas, cilantro and onion to the large bowl with the dressing; toss to coat. Divide between 2 plates. 4. Transfer the chicken to a cutting board and thinly slice. Arrange the chicken slices on top of the salads. Drizzle 1 tablespoon of the coconut cooking liquid over each of the salads. NUTR

Makin It Through
Well things are better they got worse for a minute but everything has really settled down and i feel much better than i did too....I owe a lot of that to my friends one in particular she really kept me going....she made a mistake which set me back for a minute but it didnt take long to fix the problem so no biggie lol. Im just glad that its all over now im just waiting to see what happens next and if maybe im falling for her idk....well shes gonna be here in about 20 minutes or so.....so im gonna get off here and actually get ready for the day later.

Depressed
Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in You don't feel up to facing anyone or anything Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low You feel like you're in a dark place with nowhere else to go Depression is like you're falling deeper into a black hole Your mind feels violated and as though you have no control Depression is having little energy or lack of motivation You feel tired and don't want to engage in conversation Depression is used in the wrong context by naive people They don't understand the seriousness of how it affects people Depression is isolation, withdrawal, low self-esteem and more You will never understand it unless you've been through it before

This Is What Christmas Is All About!
Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in life comes from giving, not from receiving. It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn't been enough money to buy me the rifle that I'd wanted for Christmas. We did the chores early that night for some reason. I just figured Pa wanted a little extra time so we could read in the Bible. After supper was over I took my boots off and stretched out in front of the fireplace and waited for Pa to get down the old Bible. I was still feeling sorry for myself and, to be honest, I wasn't in much of a mood to read Scriptures. But Pa didn't get the Bible, instead he bundled up again and went outside. I couldn't figure it out because we had already done all the chor

Special Dedication To Jinzo71
Im sitting here trying to put our friendship in words. Never realized it would be so hard. You are an amazing guy! Always there for me when I need a friend. Trying to make a bad day good or a good day great. Never asking for anything in return. I honestly believe you accept me for the woman I am. Not wanting to change anything about me. You know more tahn most yet you dont run away. The friendship you have give me is really unexplainable! Thank you for bieng such a great friend. I hope one day I can do something to let you see how greatful I am to have you next to me!

G.t.s.
Stab ya man's, so that his blood'll squirt/ Get the syrup, like my bitch is Mrs. Butterworth/ We gets the syrup, not the coughin kind/ Call me Jay-Z, cuz this cities mine/ The troubled clique, problems we just stir up/ No 9's & shit, we just cop the syrup/ You just keep talkin, all I hear is blabbin/ We lives in Las Vegas, but we fucks with Log Cabin/ Not just the name brands, generic'll work on my french toast/ We movin units, ya'll just stuck like a fencepost/ I know we makin money, that makes ya crew hurt/ Cuz we live by 1 rule, make sure we do work/ You fuck with us, that's a sticky situation/ We got people on the strip, with syrup bottles waitin/ With my man 5th El, he's that dude behind the beat/ & the topic of this song, ain't the reason that it's sweet/

My Auto 11
Woah i have My Auto 11's on wo0t so come rate me a 1 thats all it takes, 2 secs of your time i give random blings during my auto's so hey you might be happy for doing this for once i am someone who is a great friend to have dont believe me go ask my fu family anyhow i hope to see you givin me some love ☆√îølëñt ℉ëtîšh☆@ fubar ☆√îølëñt ℉ëtîšh☆: @ fubar There will be a bulletin of those who rated me as a pimp out .. after my auto's end Thanks again ~Violent Fetish

I Dunno
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? Broke 2. Your significant other? CARRIE 3. Your hair? Black 4. Your mother? R.I.P. 5. Your father? michigan 6. Your favorite thing?Basketball 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Rap 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?Home 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? boring 16. Muffins? n/a 17. One of your wish list items? Carrie 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did?basketball 20. What are you wearing? Steeler jersey 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? satisfied 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? Jays 30. Yo

Check Out What Dj Ghost Has For You
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Addendum
ok so i decided to add another one since its been several days and i still dont have an answer to my garage load of unanswered questions. i used to work, i enjoyed my job, take that back i loved my job. i worked with blind and multi handicapped children and i enjoyed every minute. even with all the scratches, pinching, biting, and hitting. i had a kid come at me with a pair of scissors, ive had a brick thrown at my head, and had to deal with the whole politics and ethics of a state job. it was more politics and light on ethics when it came to the hierarchy of working for the state. i felt belittled, and unappriciated, but then again what boss do you know that actually listens to their employees who know a hell of a lot more than the stuffed shirt and tie of a jerk they put in the leadership role. these people had never been down in the trenches, the only time they ever dealt with one of the kids was when they were being recognized for something. the whole point being i loved my j

Breathing Deep
:Breathing Deep: In silent moments not a word said just fingers intwined like cloth and thread. Eyes smiling deeply into eachother beating hearts sync dancing with one another. Skin like silk and satan just craving to be touched legs interlaced together tight in intense clutch. Heavy hot breaths quickly in and out biting down on lips to keep screaming out. Covered in salty sweat nails graze when flesh smells in the air above of pleasure and arousal so fresh. Muscles tensen up just to relax again eyes roll backwards brains start to spin. Climax begins to shudder and shake the very essence all motion is pleasure explosion begins without resistance. Quivering is the aftermath two bodies lay in a heap no movement or sound except for breathing deep.

Rock Bottom
As I sit here all teary eyed I just wish I had died So much Stress What a big mess No one to turn to in the world By myself, and all alone Wishing to here someone's tone Feeling of emptiness, like I am a bliss Feeling unloved and unwanted My problems I have confronted Wanting to be alone Interrupted by the ringing of the phone But all I hear is a dial tone Life is so mean and unfair Why the hell must it be here Everyone is against me All these problems that I see They all make me want to sit and cry But all I really wanna do is die This stage I hit really sux Because in my heart I feel completely fucked This is my own life No one elses Strife And in the end I know That everything will show And will be left out I the cold My problems still untold Frozen in time, I wish these were mine My problems, an easier life it would be Not having to worry about me

Yep...
"Don't be overcome with evil, yet overcome evil with good" I was watching one of my fave movies "Man On Fire" with Denzel Washington and this Bible verse was used. I like it, and it's quite fitting. So easy to give in to evil.... So easy to let it eat away.

The Way Things Are And How They Should Be
What ever happened to the way things used to be? When the strong lived and the weak didn't. The days when the world wasn't so Nerf-like. In the old days you read about strong leaders, things being done, people working harder and family's stronger. In the days where discipline was key and there was respect for others. I think some things should be changed back. I think everyone deserves a little help. Its the world today thinks that everything should be handed to them. I'm tired of the blame game. Take responsibility for what you do, work for what you want. I'm not trying to say everything was perfect back then, but things were better.

Update From Cindragon!
As all of you are aware, I am spending less time online, mostly due to my illness, and have asked for volunteers to be an additional team captain. While several of you have offered to help in any way that you can, and I do appreciate that, only one member has stepped forward to offer to serve as a team captain. Please stop by to show him lots of love, he deserves it, and is REALLY close to leveling as well! Our very own Resident Wizard, and my best friend forever, Jim aka Merlyn!!! MERLYN....ClubMystic@ fubar Don't know why I did not ask him anyway, we speak almost daily, and probably knows almost as much as I do what is going on!

Longer Than I Thought
I know i said before i would be back pretty soon, but infortunately i may be longer. My niece (who is 4 months pregnant) is in hospital so it'll probably be a few more days before i'm back. Thanks for all your support and understanding. Luv and huggs Lo Lo x

Auto 11 Auction
I am holding an AUTO !!" auction ...The hightest bid will win so get them in now ..Auction ends 2/5/09 at 6pm futime Highest bid will get an Auto 11. Minimum bid is 2 Million Fu Bucks!!! Have Fun!!! click the Auto 11 to make your bid This bully made with love by: ♫♫DjBlueyes ♫♫ Daddy's Levelers member of Regiment DragonBombers&DDleve@ fubar (repost of original by '♫♫DjBlueyes ♫♫ Daddy's Levelers member of Regiment DragonBombers&DDleve' on '2008-11-09 11:34:22') (repost of original by '☠ The One ☠ / Founder of Daddy's Levelers / Fu Owned by Buckeyebabe' on '2008-11-09 13:27:22') (repost of original by 'bl

Auto 11's On!!!...come And Get You Some (repost)
callin all friends and friends of friends auto 11's on!!! im sendin out a request to all my real friends to help me out a lil bit like i alwayz say love given is love returned...i've shown lots of love and now its time to give some back if you want points too then click da pic below LETS GO!!!!

She Never Cried In Front Of Me
Seven Thirty-five She's someone else’s wife. I can get on with my life, And that thrills me. She married him today, Her daddy gave the bride away. I heard a tear roll down her face, And that kills me. Cause now I Can see why, She's finally cryin. [Chorus] How was I supposed to know? She was slowly letting go? If I was puttin her through her hell, Hell I couldn't tell. She could've given me a sign, Could've opened up my eyes. How was I supposed to see? She never cried in front of me. Yea maybe I might’ve changed, It's hard for me to say. But the story's still the same, It's a sad one. And I'll always believe, If she ever did cry for me, They were tears that you can't see, You know the bad ones. And now I Can see why She's finally cryin. [Chorus] How was I supposed to know? She was slowly letting go? If I was puttin her through her hell, Hell I couldn't tell. She could've given me a sign, Could've opened up my eyes. How was I suppos

The Temptations
Sunshine, blue skies, please go away My girl has found another and gone away With her with my future, my life is filled with gloom So day after day, I stay locked up in my room I know to you it might sound strange But I wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) 'Cause so badly I wanna go outside (such a lovely day) But everyone knows that a man ain't supposed to cry I gotta cry 'cause cryin' is such a pain, oh yeah People, this hurt I feel inside words can never explain I just wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Rain, rain, rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Day in, day out, my tear-stained face is pressed against the window pane I search the skies desperately for rain 'Cause raindrops will hide my teardrops And no one will ever know That I'm cryin', cryin' when I go outside To the world outside, my tears I refuse to explain Oh, I wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Let it rain, let it rain I need rai

My Screen Name
My screen name throws everyone. I love hearses and funeral items. I've owned a hearse, my fiance' owns a hearse. I will own one again. I have a casket and other funeral items. But don't let that fool you. I'm a very loving person. I have a lot of love to give and honestly love to get attention, just not the wrong kind. I'm a little shy, but still like attention. But my obsession for funeral items and hearses and stuff really throws people. Halloween is my other big obsession...like some people love Christmas decorating, I love Halloween decorating. I do a full haunted house at Halloween. So if it offends you or bothers you, move on. sorry.

Auto 11's On !!! Hit Them Hard Please
AUTO 11'S ON Feb 16th, 2009 NOW!!!!!!!!!! FOR SOME GOOD FRIENDS!!! SO LETS SPANK SOME ARSS HARD, ♥♀Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$♀♥Spank Me, I like it! TEXAS HELLCAT PLEASE RERATE MY PAGE TY!!@ fubar Friend Leveler(Owned by Sexypirate13 )@ fubar THANX ALL & ANY FAVORS HIT ME UP & I WILL HELP THERE BEST I CAN ~BRATT~ =) ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*&FuOwned by*BIGDADDY4LIFE*&FuOwned by~BigDaddySpa Bulletin Brought to You by ஐ~Dream~ஐ ♣Good Luck, Chaotic♣

Shocking!
Ok, yesterday I bought one of those foam mattress pads and was putting it on my bed, but while I was taking the old one off it shocked me. I have a wool oriental rug and no doubt that's what caused it. It was the worst static shock I've ever gotten and didn't know that it could be that bad. Anyway, it struck on my middle finger in the middle of the fingernail. It put a hole in the fingernail and caused it to bleed and made my whole arm (all the way to my shoulder) hurt for a couple of hours. Has anyone else ever had a static shock this bad or worse? Please comment....

Sex Blog (got From Bonz)
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? To get off!:P What is something you have always wanted to try? I'm a chicken shit so it isn't going to happen but i guess a 3 sum!but i don't think I'd ever have the guts for it anyhow! What is something you have never done in bed before? what haven't I've done would be a shorter list:P What time of day do you like to have sex? I'm a morning person 3am i'm ready but it don't happen mostly late nights is what I get *sighs* What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? it's not what I see but feel , as soon as i get softly kissed below my ears and on my neck okay I'm ready lol How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? not long*hehe

Heartfelt Thanks
Oh, what a day Friday Feb 20th,2009. My 1st Auto 11 & birthday gift from my R/L daughter (Tracie) Vixxenn213 and our race to GODFATHER. At the start of the day I needed 1,500,000 and she needed 1,300,000 to level. In 9 1/2 hours we both reached Godfather. Team Rick leveled 1st and 11 minutes later Vixxenn213. Talk about some true friends, WOW! You all rawked!!! Many friends rated both of us & watched the race come down to the wire, leads changed, but in the end we had two new GODFATHERS. This was because of your support. So thank you all, and to your friends who came long as well, KUDOS! It fulfilled my birthday wish. Thanks to Archaic Angel (Indiana wants me) and Darklady for their bulli's that made it special. It was truly a blessed day! With all my love, Rick

Amended Shedule For Remaining Week Till 3/1
Things got miscomboobalated this week - so lets see if this works - - I did schedule myself light the next 2 days because i have to work on the show for saturday and havent had time to do it at all - but with ben running his autos SUNDAY - i will be workin some of his shift then when i would have been off WEDNESDAY Devious 4pm – 9:30pm EST (3pm -8:30pm CST) Humpday Bounty 9:30pm -1am EST (8:30pm – 12:00 AM CST) Humpday Pet 1PM .. till whenever - if busy (QUEENY No Djing) THURSDAY DEVIOUS 3pm – 6pm EST (2pm – 5pm CST) PET 6pm – 10pm EST (5pm – 9pm CST) BOUNTY 10pm – 3am EST (9pm – 2am CST) Doubleshot (QUEENY no DJing ) FRIDAY (Pet Off Work) Devious 3PM to 7pm EST (2:00pm to 6pm CST) Queeny 7 to 9:30 EST PET 9:30pm – 3pm EST (8:30pm – 2am CST) TGIF Jam ( BOUNTY no DJing ) SATURDAY Devious 3pm -8pm EST (2pm – 7pm CST) Queeny 8pm -11pm EST (7pm – 10pm CST) HITS SHOW Bounty 11pm – 2am ++ EST (10pm – 1am++ CST) HITS SHOW (PET NO DJING) SUNDAY Dev

Any Good Friends
I wonder is there really any true friends. The one when you feeling down you call and they can hear in your voice that you upset. The one when you is feeling down they can lift you right back up. The one you can tell any and everything do not worry about it been repeated back to any one. The one when you need a favor they will not let you down. I just wonder is there any true friends if you out there please stand up ok!!!!!

Tagged Again!!
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1.John 2.that's 3.it Three Jobs I have had in my life 1.steel worker 2.warehouse 3.head sack boy at piggly wiggly Three Places I have lived 1. Arkansas 2. Tennessee 3. that's it Three TV Shows that I watch 1. entourage 2. rescue me 3. two and a half men Three places I have been 1. Playa Del Carmen 2. Cancun 3. Dallas Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Spam 2. That's 3. It Three of my favorite foods 1. Steak 2. fajitas 3. bratwurst Three things I would like to do 1. travel across Europe 2. see the pyramids 3. go on a deep water scuba dive Three friends I think will respond 1. Don't 2. Really 3. Know Things I am looking forward to 1.

Who Am I
who am i i have no clue for the longest time I was the man in love with YOU Now You've found another I tried to deny it But sadly it's true All the love I have is No good for you I dont think of you often only day and night I can't help it still LOVE YOU with ALL of My broken heart! So i put on this mask and pretend I'm not dying but one look in my eye would easily show the lieing Where is my self respect? my pride,my cool?All tossed out the window with the thought of being with YOu I invested much more than I told All I could see was You by myside as we grow old Now I'm lost with out a single clue My whole world burst into flames the moment I knew this was more than just a fling and he loves you Too

Blonde Princess's Bulletin
~*Meet the beautiful,smart, and talented DJ AMELIA*~ ~dJ aMeLiA ~ Head Spinderella @ Pyroteknics~ ~*She is just too sweet not give some good lovin to*~ ~*C’mon now how can u not love that face people! Show this sexy mama some lovin*~ ~*Send her a rate a drink a hug I don’t care just send her some love and message me when your done for ur surprise*~

Bombs Away March 4, 2009 9 Pm Est/6 Pm Pst
☮AMaNDa jO☮ (Fu Bombers CM) ❤@ fubar & the look in her eyes tells a different story...@ fubar ★☆ Jennifer.Fukn'.Bitches™ ☆★@ fubar ☠Italian Irish Princess™☠...~*CO-CEO of Fubar's MOST Finest*~@ fubar *MI$$ INDEPENDENT*@ fubar ~Cubby~ owned by Slirpa@ fubar Pî§Çè§1971--"DeMonAnGeL # 4"@ fubar ~~Amy AKA Nellie ~~ Head Girl @ Fire & Ice Getaway~~@ fubar Here comes trouble~Always' Girl~Stace's fu-wifey~FuLuvBombSquad member@ fubar DJ Sunshine Princess "Sweetwater's Manager~Sweetwater resident sexpert & Dj at Betrayed Soul@ fubar ÐJ §ÌRÌÚ§ ßLÄÇK@GðÐ§£ðr§åkêñ RåÐïð~"ßlïñg ÐåÐÐ¥"~ðWñêÐ ß¥

Please Help National Kidney Foundation
As some of my friends know, I have a disease, called Polycystic kidneys. I have inherited this from my mother's side. I am writing to ask for donations . I am in the National Kidney Foundation walk, here in Boston, on May 17th. And, I want to raise at least $500.00 with my team. so please, click on this link, and donate for me? Any and all help will be appreciated. Thank You from the bottom of my heart!

Dig This
ok so my son's mom just called me, we try to be friends for the sake of the kid, I haven't had a real relationship since july 07, partly because I was usually busy, with work the kid and recording. Any way she made that relationship a living hell for me and the girl, so I was messin around with a girl on the LOW LOW, but it didnt work. BACK TO THE POINT, we have been apart since 8/28/06 thats rite OH FUCKIN SIX and she called me ten minutes ago and started harassing me about a phone bill she found, in a box of my paperwork and mail, I apparently left behind, and she is flippin out about 3 year old phone calls I allegedly made to other girls while we were still together, WHAT THE FUCK. I seriously dont know what to do, I seriously dont, I told her I live in the present and she can have fun livin in 2006 cuz its 2009 in my world, and I put my son first. will this ever stop? thanks for lettin me vent I feel a lil bit better

Autos
I am going to be out for awhile today, my family is taking me out for my Birthday. PLEASE, if you rate my pics please message me so I can return the love, I will be back around 7. I also work tomorrow am so please again, please message me, I do not want to miss anyone. Hugzzz and lots-a-love....Cynde

What Is With Women Liking Nickelback?
Most of the women I know just looove Nickelback. Personally I'm not a big fan... The State was a good disc but after that they're pretty hit or miss in my world. One or two songs on each CD is ok and the rest is just drivel. All of their music sounds the same and they have one over riding theme in most of their songs, and it's what makes me wonder what women see in their music. The theme I speak of is the derogatory ways in which they refer to women in 60% of their songs. I mean how many songs can you write about a blow job? One gets the feeling Chad never got over a bad break up somewhere along the line!