Well things are better they got worse for a minute but everything has really settled down and i feel much better than i did too....I owe a lot of that to my friends one in particular she really kept me going....she made a mistake which set me back for a minute but it didnt take long to fix the problem so no biggie lol. Im just glad that its all over now im just waiting to see what happens next and if maybe im falling for her idk....well shes gonna be here in about 20 minutes or so.....so im gonna get off here and actually get ready for the day later.