Vi's blog: "Just thoughts"

Well things are better they got worse for a minute but everything has really settled down and i feel much better than i did too....I owe a lot of that to my friends one in particular she really kept me going....she made a mistake which set me back for a minute but it didnt take long to fix the problem so no biggie lol. Im just glad that its all over now im just waiting to see what happens next and if maybe im falling for her idk....well shes gonna be here in about 20 minutes or so.....so im gonna get off here and actually get ready for the day later.

Idk i havent been able to get a damn thing straight in my head lately and its fucking me up......Ive never been the type of person to lose my cool or composer and i really dont like the feeling of it. I guess this probably something really retarded to write a blog about but oh well. I guess what i really want is the security that i had knowing that i wouldnt lose myself and now i have and i dont know what to do.......I cant even get a clear thought through my head without getting bombarded by 5o million others. Idk i just want to feel normal again but i dont think thats going to happen anytime soon so fuck it right lol. Well i dont really want to write anymore on this so im gonna end it here.