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Brocken Hearts
Broken Hearts I’ve had many broken hearts Although the one you gave me hurt You continued to flirt Gloating your fake love That actually wasn’t from above Sometimes I wish I hadn’t met you Thinking of our memories is all I can do I thought I really felt something for you Now your thoughts make me blue When you found someone new. I knew it could never be me and you. I thought our love would last forever; Forever turned into the end You were nothing more than just a friend I wish we were together Just me and you again forever.

Blah
I feel like I am heavily broken right now and I dont know why. I was so happy yesterday. I slept all day today. I need to sleep more. I can't keep going on like an hour of sleep a day. It's killing me. Im just so tired. I just feel so sad. :((

This Is What My Eyes Tell People
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Passion75%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Help Find Trenton Duckett
PLEASE add this profile HELP FIND TRENTON DUCKETT and spread the word. This page was done to help try & find 2-year-old Trenton Duckett...if you have any information about him, please don't hesitate to call 1-800-CALL-FBI. Trenton is 2 years old & has been missing from his house in Leesburg, FL for about 2 weeks now. If you happen to see him ANYWHERE in the United States (whether it's Florida, New York, California, etc.) PLEASE call 1-800-CALL-FBI. I'm sure you'll see his story on the news & in newspapers, his dad has been putting flyers up everywhere trying to find him & it's not working. Look for the flyers to see more information on Trenton & another picture. Trenton was last seen wearing jean shorts, no shoes, & no shirt. PLEASE HELP US FIND HIM! Please repost this. If you can repost stupid and pointless bulletins about what flavor skittle you are and how you'll find $20 you can repost this and possibly save a little boy's life CLICK "REPLY TO POSTER"

A Little Bit Of Me!!
I want everyone to hear me in the dead of the night. When I write the things I cannot forget or remember to hear out loud. There is truth in the world and in family. The most wonderful aspect of life is living and loving and experiencing things you didn’t think you ever could. The strongest part of me is in the truth of my mother, she is so hopeful and loving even when she is not treated well. One day I hope I am just as good and beautiful as she. I am preceded in death by my most amazing family members (may they rest in peace) I am with-drawn and enlightened by their wisdom and love, to stay around so long when nothing works for them anymore. How precious our life is and how long it takes the average Joe to realize it. I have been licked by the death tongue and thank god, lived another day to see how I am loved and cherished. My best friend was out of town and when she got back home was completely lost in finding where I was staying. I am grateful that she would even try and know she

Policemen
Keith bought a brand new Holden Monaro (Chevy US). He took off down the road, pushed it up to 150 kph and was enjoying the wind blowing through his (thinning) hair. "This is great!" he thought and accelerated to an even higher speed. Then he looked in his rear-view mirror and there was a Police Car. "Problem" thought Keith and he floored it some more and flew down the road at over 210 kph to escape being stopped. He then thought "What the hell am I doing? I'm too old for this kind of thing." and pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the Police car to catch up with him. The Policeman pulled in behind the Monaro and walked up on the driver's side. "Sir, my Shift ends in five minutes and today is Friday the 13th. If you can give me a good reason why you were speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go." The man looked back at the Policeman and said............... "Last week my wife ran off with a Policeman and I thought you were bringing her

Isolation
where is the sun?.....nowhere to be found.... where is my shade?.....to cover me whole.... where is the water?.....to quench me..... it can't be found.....in this reality abound.... where is the earth?.......that i lay my head on.... where are the souls?.....that occupy it with me.... what happened to everything?....my existence... it's gone within a trace.....in front of my face chorus: don't know...where i am now... can't see....the way.... don't want.....this isolation.... give me.....a sign today...... where is the light.....to guide me through.... where is the taste.....that i used to savor.... where is myself......i can't find it..... i'm stuck with nothing.....looking for something... what's happening here......can anyone see it.... what's going on.......does anyone know.... what the fuck......happened to my world... this apocalypse is haunting.....it's got me wanting.... (chorus x 2) what happened to love......i can't feel it.... what happened

My Health
Hello everyone. I have been trying to enjoy my time here on earth. Well it just seems like no matter how bad things get they can get worse. I'm sure as most of you know by now that the hip replacement went well. My recovery is still ongoing and it looks like it will be a success. But now comes along another problem. I have neuropathy in my legs. I don't know too much about it other than it is a nervous system disorder. And that it only gets worse. this on top of the hemoglobin SC disease. I have been in extreme pain for a few months now but I must say that having my daughters here for the summer has eased the pain a bit and given me a boost of energy. There was a point in time not to long ago that I just wanted to give up. I didn't like the pain. Not being able to do the simple little things I use to do. But the little ladies have opened my eyes and given me something to live for.

Ilya
i hate when people say i can get anyone i want...its like so far from the truth...what i want is in RI and i cant get it even if i try more then anyone in the world...like literally 6 people today 'your so hott you could get any guy you wanted' its like annoying almost because i know i cant get the one i want :( i just hope that we do end up moving back to mass

Fucked Up
doing what you did you fucked up saying what you said you fucked up acting like you acted you fucked up leaving like you left you fucked up playing with my heart that was your worse fuck up me loving you i fucked up

Spirits
Spirits As i walk through the gallows i hear the wind blow full of creeks and whistles as i walk really slow gazing at the shadows that follow me near they whisper help me in both of my ears as i pace my self slowly i see the green glow of life thats been floatting from the hills of Gallow pacing and strolling the grounds below the ghoust of our brothers and sisters still like to roam lurking in darkness they will roam till the new day of justice their spirit will flow

Yummy Food
A man walks into a hamburger shop and orders a regular meal. Later, the waitress brings his meal to him. He takes a bite out of it, and notices there's a small hair in the hamburger. He begins yelling frantically at the waitress, "Waitress, there's a hair in my hamburger! I demand to see what is going on!" So, the waitress takes him back where the cook is and to his demise, he sees the cook take the meat patty and flatten it under his arm pit. He says, "That's disgusting!" Then the waitress says, "You think that's disgusting you should see him make donuts."

Child Pornography
there she is oh so hot imege after imege they just dont stop parts of her streaming across the screen parts that not even i have seen something tells me something changed she more un-inhibited im more deranged time has passed here we are life is stail i hear the call its a scream directed at me go leave get away from me so i go letting time pass me by watching others actions as inside i die love and hate go hand and hand infection seeps in with each imege i die again and again

Why A Motorcycle Is Better Than A Man
10 reasons why a Motorcycle is better than a Man: 1) Bigger and better ride 2) You're always on top 3) Longer and better vibrations 4) It's always there when you want it 5) You can kick it and it won't kick back 6) It doesn't want to know who you rode last night 7) You can dress it the way you want and it won't complain 8) Because it's a fast start and a longer ride 9) Motorcycles won't insult you if you are a bad rider. 10)Motorcycles don't care if you are late.

Help Needed Points Plssss
I need some help a freind i signed up is tryin to beat me to the next level i need 500 points and he needs 1000 pls help me stay in front love ya's all i'll show ya some love in return c'mon plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

This Morning.......
This morning as I woke, my first sleepy thoughts were of you…..and as I snuggled deeper into my blanket wishing that your arms were around me….I realized that my whole body ached… My fingertips ache to touch you… My eyes ache to see you… My lips ache to kiss you…. My arms ache to hold you…. My body aches to feel you… My legs ache to be lying next to yours…. The only thing that doesn’t ache is my heart. Why you ask? Because it is so full of my love for you…..

Girl Next Door
Small town Homecoming Queen, she's the star in their scene. There's no way to deny she's lovely. Perfect skin, perfected hair; perfumed hearts everywhere. Tell myself that, inside, she's ugly. Maybe I'm just jealous: I can't help but hate her. Secretly, I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her. She is the Prom Queen; I'm in a marchin' band. She is a cheerleader; I'm sittin' in the stands. She gets the top bunk; I'm sleepin' on the floor. She's Miss America an' I'm just the girl next door. Senior class president, she must be Heaven sent. She was never the last one standing. A back-seat debutante, everything that you want: Never too harsh or too demanding. Maybe I'll admit it: I'm a little bitter. Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her. She is the Prom Queen; I'm in a marchin' band. She is a cheerleader; I'm sittin' in the stands. She gets the top bunk; I'm sleepin' on the floor. She's Miss America an' I'm just the girl next door. Oh,' I'm just the girl

36 Questions
1. what's the middle name of the first person you ever slept with? If I knew it, I've forgotten it. 2. what color underwear are you wearing? uhh... whoops. PJs 3. what is the song you want played at your funeral? Amazing- Aerosmith 5. what would your last meal be before getting executed? Lobster, Melbourne steak from Outback, coconut shrimp, bay scallops, blowfish, sushi, cornbread muffin, death by chocolate ice cream dessert, strawberry Daquari w/ whipped cream to drink. 6. beatles or stones? stones 7. beer, wine or hard liquor? hard liquor 8. do you have any phobias? yup. Like arachnophobia 9. what are your plans for the future? Marry John April 21 10. what's your dog thinking right now? I'm without, but my families dog is probably wishing it wasn't so hot inside the house since my grandparents have the heat CRANKED. 11. do you walk around the house naked? on occasion 12. what is the best thing to eat at taco bell? Baja Chalupa 13. where is

Honest Saint
Weapons of pleasure, and moments of leisure you are a war upon yourself. The ragged edge of enlightened and the utter darkness of insane. The mirror just spat in your face. Who would do this to a honest saint. No god, no savior just yourself staring back into the mirror. A mind beside it's self is a weak chain holding up the world behind our eyes. What truth have you when your shallow as a tea spoon. You love the lies, you need to hide. Those eyes staring you down cut you with moments of slicene. How fortified is your foundation, do you need a elaborate idea of creation? Are you the captain of your own ship? Has your soul been wondering for ever? Can you take responsibly for whom you are and what you have done? Are you one who lives or are you one who exist? These questions must be answered from within.

Tears:
Tears: Tears slowly falling down my face so many memories in so little time, I wish they would have never happened I wish I could change it all yet my mind won't let me forget my mistakes this biggest one, is not doing the things I should have, the things I will later regret for the rest of my life I trust to easily and I hurt to easily, How could anyone love me? my heart screams when all I feel like is a waste of air. why do I even feel like this why does this happen to me why can't my mind just leave me alone! why do I treat myself like this? why do I fear love? why can't others see me for me, the inside me why does it have to be me? why can't there be someone like me? Too many whys I believe. Pamella Quackenbush 2000

Interesting Mum Results
Interesting MUM results Here's a few things that I thought would be fun to see what others views were on some (somewhat) interesting subjects. Superstition and Friday the 13th (77veiws still active) Being it was a superstition based day, I ask if Superstition played a part in your life. The believers were plentiful at first ... owning the vote the first eight hours. With 80% saying they were at least a little superstitious. During the wee hours (and suspiciously after the 13th was over) The nonbelievers took the voting over: Yes-sometimes-I'm a lil 44.4% No never! 55.6% Speaking of voting ... I asked the viewers if the USA voting system could change along with the times in: Politically incorrect (49 veiws still active until around 7:00 tonight) Sadly, just like our voter turn out ... not many showed interest. (one of my least viewed MUM's) I'm wondering here if "Special Interest" groups have made it almost impossible to let the PEOPLE actually run the

Pray For My Baby
we just rushed my 6 month old to the er a lighter blew up in his and my uncles face tonight .... im scared .. he is in a room being raped they wont let us in yet so im on the hospitals pc trying to keep from killing a docter cuz they wont let me in damn it why wont they let me in im sorry guys like you want to hear this

Tag You Are Not It Lol
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.i hate snakes 2.i have to go to sleep with muics on 3. i like to dec for halloween 4. i'm a claen freak 5. damn this is hard 6. i smoke 1.ndbdger 2.babyjesue 3 big mule 4.awol1986 5.t-bone 6.restrictive

For Better Or Worcester
After a week of horribly bad luck, poor timing, and overall crap happening, I'm happy to say that I was able to do something with myself this weekend. I went to a "Big Girls" dance in Waltham, MA (thanks, Lisa!) and had the time of my life drowning my sorrows in Toasted Almonds and Sam Adams. Met up with a LC user who made the trip worthwhile... I think I'm going to open a picture folder keeping track of the LC users I met on successful road trips (they won't be rips; rather, they'll be pictures I've taken myself).

Dinner Part Ii
lily's contribution (please keep in mind i am not a writer...lol) Even though He had arranged with the waitress before hand, that move did surprise Him. His pet didn't quite know how to react. So He turned the vibe up a tad. At that moment He realized what He needed to do to help His pet. So He lightened up just a smidge and after dinner took her to the bar area...He sat very close to her.....Tthey usually don't drink...But in this instance He knew it would greatly help her to knock those barriers down....He knew that she wanted to...He has tried everything else...So He figured what the hack.....As He sat next to her, He ran His hand firmly but gently un and down her thigh.....Grazing her swollen clit periodically....sending electrical shocks straight thru her...He just looked into her pleading eyes and smiled...Then kissed her lips and flicked His tongue across them.....He whispers "you are doing fine my pet". He has seen that the waitress is watching all of this and makes sure s

Game
LostCherry: Children of the Seed (developed by ~~ TheCureForSanity ~~) To add this game to your profile, copy and paste this line into any of your Profile sections: If you would like to submit a game or any LostCherry artwork that you've developed, please contact marketman.

Special Thanks To All
I would like to thank everyone for the Birthday gifts , messages , and comments. I wasn't aware of how many friends I truly had on here till today. I can truly say that this has been the best Birthday that I have ever had. I can only pray that each and everyone of you have a Birthday as wonderful as I have this year. Thank You again Everyone Sign, Sir Forrest White Knight@ LostCherry

What A Test!
You scored as Steaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable. Y r we wasting our time on the computer you should be here now...or maby ill just come home and moleste you ( i think ill save eitehr till we both are ready) corny i know but after this u have to realize how much we could make each other moan and shiver and scream and sweat and all those good thinksSteaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable90%How did this happen60%EWWWW get away!20%It could be hott....then again maby not..20%Sexual compatiblitycreated with QuizFarm.com

The Five Factor Values Test
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty highly. You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy. For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others. People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from

Any Nice Guys Out There
hey everyone, are there any nice guys left in the world? I mean guys who arent gay, married or taken! I am single mom of 2 children and have been playing the field for a couple of months! There is one person that I did really like but we were better off as friends which I am very happy about gaining a new friend! but now I am looking and ready to start again! Anyone wanna chat feel free to im me on yahoo nancy_storey2002 or AIM kayla70100! hope to hear from y'all soon Nancy

Well Well
Man I have been gone for awhile and the LC goes off and changes. It may take me a few minutes to try to locate everything but I guess I like the change. I have been so busy with the family thing so I haven't had much time to come and play but hopefully I will have time this week. Maybe by then my blogs will be a little more intresting. Anyone have any suggestions on what I should write? Stories? My opinion? Maybe something that no one else is doing here. Well its up to you my friends.

Hehe
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Personal Tragedy
today Wednesday, September 06, 2006 at 3 pm I got a phone message from the Texas DOC my father Was killed today. So if I am not on for a few days please understand why I am not online. I will miss my father alot.

Doing The Dishes (adult)
Steve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price, but it's missing a seal, so whenever it rains he has to smear vaseline over the spot where the seal should be. Anyway, his girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents. He drives his new bike to her house, where she is outside waiting for him. "No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word." She tells him, "Our family had a fight a while ago about doing dishes. We haven't done any since, but the first person to speak at dinner has to do them." Steve sits down for dinner and it is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen, and nobody is saying a word. So Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her on the table and has sex with her in front of her parents. His girlfriend is a little flustered, her dad is obviously livid, and her mom horrified when he sits back down, but no one says a word. A few minutes later he

I Am Callisto!
You scored as Callisto. You Scored as Callisto. When she was young her village was raided by a Warrior Princess named Xena. Since that day she vowed to become good enough to hunt down and slice her revenge out of Xena's flesh. Each season brings new ways she tries to screw Xena over. Even though she's "good" now, I miss the 'ol gal.Callisto100%Ares50%Joxer42%Aphordite8%Xena8%Draco0%Gabrielle0%What Xena Warrior Princess Character are You?created with QuizFarm.com

I Don't Know If I Am Real Without You
I only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this I never meant like this no i never meant like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? Stabbing Westward - Shame

Morphed Pics And Backgrounds
If u want morphed pics.. plz send request to my inbox .. i will not do request by the shoutbox... cuz i had problems remember what people want done.. so to get better results plz send me a pvt message ok thank you..for others thing like back round pic plz go to my wife that is under my family list her name is psykobich.. and to be honest for all the hard work we do on these things we would like for u to come by and rate are pics in return and a user comment .. thanks u .. is that so hard todo.. hell you would be getting cherry points also to help u level up too.. so it comes both ways ..and u gotta be a friend and fan.. thanks for ur support.. lataz hope to here from ya soon.. Beno0420 @lostcherry.com Psykobich @lostcherry.com

River View
RIVER VIEW Breathing water without a care moving swiftly, like flying through air making turns in the blink of an eye bright silver glinting, gliding by slick and sleek rainbow of splendor moving tward lover, motions so tender Tiny fins like ballerina toes gracefully bending to rivers flow each delicate gesture changing the maze young lover pursuing in hungry daze round twig and log, over rock and fern his elaborate dancing, lady to turn Musical notes playing the breeze currents rippling, staging ease down through mirroring images see spinning, twirling, movements free dignified minuet, swirling two by two river passion, gently swaying, silver, green and blue

The Queens English
A Indian chief from a remote part of the Amazon jungle was flown to London by a local scientific society and met at the airport by a flock of curious reporters. One asked," Did you have a comfortable flight?" After making a series of squeaks, shrieks and gurgles, the chief replied in perfect English, " Yes, thank you very much." " How long do you plan to stay?" he was asked. " Tweeet, squeak, eeeuuuu," he began. " I think about three weeks." Baffled, the reporter asked, " Where did you learn to speak English?" " Shhhh, tweet, waaiii. Short -wave radio."

The Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger and Tonto stopped in the desert for the night. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, look at sky, what you see?" The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars." "What that tell you?" asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets." "Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the morning." "Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant." "Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What's it tell you, Tonto?" Tonto is silent for a moment, then says, "Kemo Sabe, you dumber than buffalo. It mean someone stole tent!"

Sex Intelligence Quotionent
You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Daughter
let me tell you about my daughter. she is 14 and lives with her dad in another city. just bc she isn't here with me physically, don't mean i don't think about her and her older brother daily. she was and still is one of the biggest lights in my life. she is a freshman in high school. From the day, she was born she has been a unique human being. she can be such a jerk one moment and so loving the next. her dad and i chose to divoce when she was 7. that is now coming back to bite me in the ass. I haven't spoken to her since 6-17-2006 for any great lengths. you have to understand this young woman and i used to be so close. buildabear days, Csi watching days, craft days, cooking days, reading days we did them all. sometimes all in the same day. she is in counseling to deal with her anger/depression management. i got a call last nite regarding her and her life. she was a cutter/SI. she mentioned to me recently that she is cutting again in one of the oh so brief calls. I wi

*~tortured Mind*~
A lost cause that never finds Troubled dreams and faded lines Forever drowning and cursed to be Losing touch and touch to see Tortured mind and hugered soul Loss of love; burnt out coal Tears of acid running dry Reality fading as I cry Hollow screams echo here Smell of twisted dying fear Smile of chaos; burning blood Lies of misery; sound of mud False hope and blinding pain Courage hiding and bleeding rain Sighs of passion and thirst of life Blurry visions an angry knife Imprisoned happiness locked up tight Lost the key end of sight Whispering voices; a trembling sound Fading faces that cannot be found Decieving friends; Family of solitude Creating a world of low altitude Lingering worry and Deafeaning silence Bouded hurt; Scars of violence Brain of madness; feelings of war Captured imagination becoming soar Moving images captivating danger Alluring time; reflecting a stranger Cruel sincerity a broken sign Fantasy legend; wisdom of mine P

Remember Past Is Prologue
This makes some very good points, most of which you have heard or read before, it's worth reading all of it. In closing, today we get a chance to vote - it probably won't make a difference but at least we have the opportunity to keep liberals from taking over the Senate by not indirectly electing a liberal from San Francisco into the Majority Speaker's position. Here is the message: I may get some grief from this, but here it is anyway; Remember the Past Is Prologue THIS IS HISTORY THAT HAS BEEN LEFT OUT OF OUR TEXTBOOKS. MOST OF YOU ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THAT NEARLY EVERY FAMILY IN AMERICA WAS GROSSLY AFFECTED BY WWII. MOST OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER THE RATIONING OF MEAT, SHOES, GASOLINE, AND SUGAR. NO TIRES FOR OUR AUTOMOBILES, AND A SPEED LIMIT OF 35 MILES AN HOUR ON THE ROAD. NOT TO MENTION, NO NEW AUTOMOBILES. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT HOW WE WOULD REACT TO BEING TAKEN OVER BY FOREIGNERS IN 2007. This is an EXCELLENT essay. Well thought out and present

My Ex Sent This To Me
How does one put into words the feeling they get when they are in somebody's arms. When you are making love to me ...the times I stopped was because I became so overwhelmed with .....I DON'T KNOW its like you where inside me...yes I know physically you were inside me, but that's not what I mean. It's like sometimes it feels like you can touch my soul. You were going deeper into my psyche Than anyone ever had. I guess that is why they call it "two shall become one" I guess I never really felt that before. You are the only one that can make me moan. You are ..how do I say it? ...perfect. I feel your raw physical force and yet gentleness and my mind spins wildly out of control until there is no option left but to submit, and be conquered. I guess that's what I was scared of , what is on the other side of being conquered? Your body is hard and lean and your dick is truly Vlad the impaler, who shows no mercy. He will get what he wants, and I am the target. Yet he is just the weapon Yo

She's Out There
If ever to believe old chivalry's lore Each has a true love, as said written before Through each trick of romance, I search for more A woman not yet met, but still adore Time goes by and I cannot see How an unknown face let's thoughts roam free And I know for sure the things she'd be But I do not know if she waits for me Curiosity shows me the door To the place I met her before A woman not yet met, yet still adore Torture of unknown, but I beg for more

Pay Attention
Is it still me that makes you sweat Am I who you think about in bed When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as youre slidding off her dress Think about what you did and I hope to god she was worth it When the lights are dim and you heart is racing as your fingers touch her skin I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than ANY girl you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Boy I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will ALWAYS just be ME

Online Friend Angeleyes
I have a really good friend online that was recently hurt by a guy. She went to meet him and had great sex. She really liked him and he dumped her as a friend. Her husband has been really mean to her lately and she wants a divorce. She is being neglected as a woman and a wife. She has really been severly depressed lately and smoking a lot. She has also had had a few drinks here and there. She really was hung up on this guy. I do not think that it would be so bad if he would still talk to her though. Even though this guy shit on her, she refuses to tell me who he is. She thinks about him all the time and she starts to cry. She dreams about him too! I do not know what to tell her or to comfort her with this. Please go to my friends and click on her and show her some love. If that guy that did this to her is out there and reads this, please talk to her again. She really is a nice person, I have met her and maybe she was just nervous with you. Give her another chance, will you? Looks are n

My Great Friend
I want to tell you about angel.She was 4 years old never had children of her own.She weighted about 20 pounds,had long hair it was black and white. She would shed alot.Yes she was a cat,but she was my friend. She was my alarm clock for work.When it was time to get up,she would be bumping your head with hers till you got up.I truly got very sick around feburary.the doctors told me I had cancer.It was very hard to deal with it,but my friend was by my side.I had major surgey to take out the cancer.but they couldnt say they got it all.The children said that she would cry by the door every night that I was at the hospital.Then when I came home she never left my side.She would sleep when I did on my bed.And meow at me if she thought it was time to go to bed.She has been my friend threw sickness and health,threw good and bad times. boyfriends have come and go,but my friend never left my side.every one loved her.and she loved everyone. But on aug 19,2006 .She was t

Cataphract
you did what you did...you betrayed the set...but the reason you on here and im throwing love at you is for dying for refusing to give away where i was hiding that day...you betrayed the set and went red cuz but you didnt betray my friendship... i love you for that cuz, your blue in my mind...i know the reason you switched anyways...your sister...im sorry that we all didnt know but thank you for allowing me my escape...R.I.P. always know that your lil sis has my protection for life no matter what she choses in life.

Call Before You Come Over
i had to set someone straight the other day..for some reason they thought that the term call before you come over meant to call me when they where right up the street with like a 2 minute notice, so i said hell no you cant come over... now i was doing anything special and i wasnt going anywhere, but i had to make a point...call before you come over DOES NOT MEAN call me when you are in my driveway talkin bout you on the way over as you walk up to knock on my door.. that shyt does not fly...and YES i AM anal about calling before you come over to my house, bootycall or not. i like my privacy and to tell you the truth i dont care for company too much..i like my space.. ok done with that one ... heh heh heh

Home
~*Home~* I stand in the shelter if the trees.The clearing in front of me is the unknown; the forest my shelter. I lean against the tree for support and trace the rough bark. Then, out of the corner of my eye, I see someone standing in the clearing. I find myself suddenly curious. Who is this tall stranger in the unknown path ahead? I start walking towards the mysterious person, leaving behind everything that is safe; leaving the old ghosts that haunted me behind as well. All of a sudden, the moonlight reveals all. Your beautiful silhouette bathes in the luminous light of the moon. You look into my eyes and take me in your arms, returning to me the feeling of being safe. And that's when I know: I'm safe, loved and treasured. I've finally come home.

Hung Over
Its 845am on Thanksgiving day and, Iam so hung over. I was suppose to cook last night but, instead went out....I had sooo much fun. All of my buds were there. Iam paying for it now, my head hurts. I have to go make cannied yams...yum... Doesnt sound good when you are hung over. Iam getting to old for this shit...lol. Oh and to boot....some dickhead thought it would be cool to e-mail pics of his dick...Iam just not into that...what kind of girl do you take me for?

Pisces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hooray :(
so yeah first off, welcome to the first installment of BoNEz' Random Blog Moment...feel free to leave any comment on any of my blogs...always lookin for feedback on my songs too...lol...anywayz...so as mostly every freakin day, im down and depressed...there is very good explanation as to my depression and if you dont wanna know, too damn bad im gonna tell it anyway...i messed up my marriage and never took the other chance to stay with my wife at the time...and sure enough i really wish i hadnt fucked up so bad in the first place...but yeah, nothing seems to work to get rid of the depression but im just rambling cuz im bored and dont really give a rats ass bout much...well guess ill go now...by the way, anybody know what its like to SERIOUSLY only think about what you want more than anything in the world and cant have it but still think there might be a slight chance you can have it? well thats me every fucking day...but for the most part im just depressed anywayz and dont know why

Too Much Informat Ion!!
Name: Kym Eye color: Let me look and see Height: 5'7" Damn right I do, and I always have a reason Month: How can I pick out a favorite month? Any other options here? Juice: Any kind that goes with Vodka! Favorite cartoon : Ok...I'll tell u....Daffy Duck ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: Ummm....I have a daughter.....I would say so Bungee Jumped? Are you out of your fucking mind? Made yourself throw-up? Isn't that entertaining! Woohoo..... skinny dipping? Do u have to be skinny? Hehe! Loved someone so much it made you cry? how sad is this? Broken a bone: how about a broken heart? Played truth or dare: Yeah, go ahead and dare me! Been in a physical fight: How old are we? Came close to dying: Missed it by that much! Been in a hot tub: How about a VERY hot tub! Fallen asleep in school: It's been so long I forgot Ran away: I let my brother and sister do

Underground (writen 12/29/97)
Pulling you down Deep down of the surface Underground Where you been send To be killed In a devil's mind You lose control Now that the devil Has you deep down Underground Where you been force to go Where will be More in Control Than ever No one not stop Him Because his gets What he wants Underground

The Game Of The Keys To Life
Here is a story that you may use in one of your future training program, it's called: The Game of the Keys to Life A few years ago, I had to plan an activity for a youth group, followed by a talk. Little did I know that after the game, the true meaning of what happened would come to light. Wanting to be original, I devised a game where a hamper, filled with chocolate bars and candy, sat on a table. Everybody wanted it. There was only one problem. It was locked and required a key to open it. I told the participants that their objective was to find the key to open the lock. They had one hour. I supplied them with a sheet with clues and told them that there were twenty keys outside in the neighbourhood. Other than that there were no other rules to the game. They could organize themselves in any way they chose. When we started, some formed groups with their friends, some chose to search alone and one person decided not to participate. The neighbourhood was filled with kids sc

Adventures In Lingerie Shopping
So its the holiday season. Which means Christmas parties, frilly drinks, presents and did i mention Christmas parties? My staff party is this sat night. Due to ticket problems we cant bring dates unless we are married or living with someone. Which is complete bullshit but oh well. My plan is to eat supper, have a few drinks and watch the show as quick as possible then have my date pick me up early and continue a party on our own. Anyways........... Today i braved the mall for some last minute party clothes shopping. I know i should have done this sooner, but i cant seem to get that organised. I invited my mom to help watch the kids which i thought would make it easier. WRONG!! My mom gets there and she is in a rush and bitchy as anything. Anywho, she is watching my 2yr old as im in the change room of the 1st store. You know i hate not being a size 5. Nothing fits right when you have any amount of body fat!! I finally found some clothes that flattered my non size 5 figure and

Crucify Me
I didnt write this but I like this poem. Crucify Me Fight me, deny me, and crucify me, My sins are yours, they're not mine. You make me what I am, evil at your command. You send me to meet my challenger, whatever it may be. I risk my life to line your pockets for nothing but pain and agony. Three feet of chain with nowhere to go, there's not much here to see. No time to play, its work, work, work, that's how life is for me. Run the treadmill. Pull the blocks and hang there from the tree. If my ribs feel a little thick, then not much food for me. I'm in tip top shape, a muscle bound freak, with all the attitude I need. I've got gameness several generations back. You should see my pedigree! Pump me up! Hype me up! Throw me some bait! How about that young pup? Watch me rip his eyeballs out; I need the taste of blood. I've been hit. I've been beat. I've been left to die in the ring. I've been sewed up! I've been ripped open and I'

Sensual Slaughter Pic Entered Into Stixxs Contest
I was thinking about posting bulletins about getting people to vote but I dont want to bug people unecessarily so posting the link here and if you can go and vote for the pic then great but if not, no big deal as I know how annoying it all gets. Anyway I am posting the link to the bulletin so you can see all the pics and not just the one I have entered. The Stixx's Graphics Contest

Long Lost Sister!
FUNNY STORY I ENCOUNTERED ON SOME FORUM! I went to visit my parents this year for Thanksgiving, pretty typical American style holiday excursion. I packed up my wife and the twins and headed out Wednesday night on a five hour trip back to the place where I grew up. Needless to say, by the time we got to my parents' house, we were all pretty exhausted. My wife and I unpacked the car, and as she put the kids to bed, my dad came up to me. "Son, we need to talk. Tomorrow for dinner we're going to be having someone else over." Well, yeah, duh, my sister and her fiance, right? Well, yeah, them plus someone else. My father sat me down and went on to explain to me that my sister, my other sister, was coming to visit. But wait, I didn't have another sister? Wrong. Turns out my father had an affair when I was really young and I have a half sister I never knew about. OK, I was pissed, sure, but this needed time to process plus I was exhausted from working all day and then

My Love Storey ,lol
Your Love Story (detailed results) GIRLS ONLY You fell for the shy guy!Your Name: MarissaHis Name: CodyYour Story...How you first met:It was your first day at this new highschool. It was such a dramatic change for you, since you were originally from a big city, and were now in a highschool with only 100 kids. You already felt like the odd one out, but what was weird, was how everyone was so interested in you. You weren't the average girl anymore, you were the girl everyone wanted to be with. When lunchtime came, you sat down at an empty table and your new "friends" joined you, where they started talking to you about themselves. You weren't really listening, because your eyes were preoccupied. You were staring at a boy who was sitting alone at the other end of the cafeteria. He was pretty cute, but it wasn't his looks that caught your eye. It was the way he sat there, so lonely. He looked at you, and you quickly looked down. 'That was humiliating' you thought. You looked again

A Fake Smile
A FAKE SMILE :) One morning I started the day w/a smile A fake smile that figures not joy but loneliness Putting aside those things that reminded me of you. To remove the scars that you engraved in my heart. Every moment I close my eyes and try to forget you In my mind,memories of the past are flashed. Reminding me of your sweet smile that once lighted my path And your care and tenderness Which I thought would last. Now,the sun has gone and the night has come The cold air ,telling me that another day has ended. Again, I'll close my misty eyes and let the dawn pass by But i know that tomorrow i'll still carry A FAKE SMILE

One Way To Catch A Rabbit
Small Trap Couple Comedy Paddy decides to go rabbit shooting, but when he gets to his favourite field he sees the village priest is already there. Paddy watches with fascination as the priest holds his finger over a rabbit hole and immediately a rabbit pops out. The priest grabs it and puts it into a sack. He repeats this unusual but very successful technique until his sack is full of rabbits. Paddy stops the priest and asks him how he does it. "Easy,"says the priest."Put your finger on your wife's pussy and then hold it over a rabbit hole.They can't resist the smell,so when they come out,grab them." Paddy rushes home to find Maureen bent over scrubbing the floor.He lifts up her skirt and applies his finger as directed. Without looking up, Maureen giggles, "Holy Moses, Father! Rabbit hunting again?"

Caroling...
I have had so much fun doing my own little version of caroling around the CT site. It has had it's backlash of nasty messages and comments from the bah humbug-ers but I've had some really sweet requests to tag their page with the comment so they can hear my silly rendition of Santa Baby. One gorgeous girl told me it was her late mom's favorite and so now she could hear it whenever. How cute is that! So to those who've enjoyed it, thank you for making it equally as enjoyable for me! And if you don't, well, that's why you are in full control of your volume knob. ;c)

You.....were Always So Far Away......i...know That Pain.......one Of My All Time Fav Songs
R.I.P. LAYNE YOUR MUSIC IS MISSED! Frozen in the place I hide Not afraid to paint my sky with Some who say I've lost my mind Brother try and hope to find You were always so far away I know that pain so don't you run away Like you used to do Roses in a vase of white Bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves That fall because my hand is pulling them hard as I can You were always so far away I know that pain and I won't run away Like I used to do Pictures in a box at home Yellowing and green with mold So I can barely see your face Wonder how that color taste You were always so far away I know the way so don't you run away Like you used to do Like you used to do

Hey Peeps
hey hey everyone new to the site as you can see just wanted to say hey hey to everyone come vote rate or what ever ya like to get my rank up so i can do some things on this its pretty awesome and having fun meeting new peeps

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Poem
'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude. Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut

Merry Christmas(feel Free To Repost)
I Just want to take a minute to Wish Every Service Member AND Thier Family a Merry Christmas.My Thoughts and Prayers are with You All.I Pray You Have a Great New Year also. Stay Safe and May God Watch Over You All. www.hostdrjack.com

Part Fifteen
For a moment there was stillness, only the sound of people trying to catch their breath. Cat sat back on her heels and waited for whatever was next. Time seemed to be running slow as she felt the cum drip from her face onto her nipple and then to her thigh. She had to fight the urge to wipe her face as it continued to fall. Cat's respite was short lived as she felt herself being pulled by her hair until she was standing. Her arms were raised over her head and her hands placed in leather cuffs. When she felt her arms and body being pulled upward she realized the cuffs must be attached by a pulley to the ceiling. Fear crept up inside her as she became aware that she was completely vulnerable. It is one thing to have your hands free and allow yourself to be groped and spanked but to not have the ability to protect yourself whatsoever, changes things. The pulling stopped when Cat's toes were barely touching the floor. The combination of fear, excitement and being suspended fro

Soldiers
YOU KNOW WE ALL SIT HERE IN THE COMPHY USA EVERYDAY KNOWING WE ARE SAFE BECAUSE OF OUR BOYS OVER SEAS, I KNOW WE NEVER FORGET THEM AND THEY ARE ALL IN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS,,WISHING WE COULD DO MORE FOR THEM, STILL KNOWING WE CAN'T.,WHAT WE CAN DO IS KEEP THEM IN OUR PRAYERS......MY SON WAS OVER THERE AN MADE IT HOME SAFELY SO I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS ON FAMILIES..PLEASE IF YOU EVER SEE A SOLDIER ON THE STREET SHAKE HIS HAND AND THANK HIM FOR MAKING OUR HOME SAFE, THEY WILL APPRECIATE IT....WE CAN NEVER KNOW OURSELVES HOW THEY HAVE IT OVER THERE BUT WE DO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE COMING HOME TO......FREEDOM........THANK YOU AND HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AN HAPPT NEW YEAR....... .......A SOLDIERS MOM....

The Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethin

Show Some Respect!
Wether it's christmas or not, these guys deserve all the love they get plus more!!!! Yes its Christmas! a day of love & joy being surrounded by the ones you love! If your into family get togethers its the best time of the year!! You get all kinds of goodies and presents & even those dreaded fruitcakes that look like bricks *lol* we all know noone eats them but its the thought that counts!! Now picture this.. Your millions of miles away from home soil & family and friends, you havent seen them in months and may not see them for awhile... its christmas and your in a place fighting for your country & the people who reside in it.. kinda lonely huh? Thats is why i am posting every person on my list that is overseas for christmas in hopes you will all show them a little christmas love! it doesnt hafta be much, just even a simple merry christmas or that your thinking of them this holiday season would make there day im sure of it! There not asking for a thing they d

I Will All Ways Be There
when life becomes difficlt sometimes you find that it help if you know you're on somebody mind and i just want to say that whatever you do please remember that someone is thanking of you so don't ever feel lonely or full of despair if you need me i promas ill always be there

Bored At Work...
I am bored at work...This really sucks...Somebody please save me before I go insane... FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Snow For Sale
To all, As the snow is falling here in Colorado just a week after the last large amount of snow fell I was thinking where we as a state might be putting this snow. I have come to the conclusion that as a state we should sell the snow to places that are not a fortunate as we are in Colorado. There are children who have only seen pictures of such ideas. Anyone interested?

Little Johnny
Little Johnny's father said, "let me see your report card." Johnny replied, "I don't have it." "Why not?" His father asked. "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents." Little Johnny came running into the house and asked, "Mommy, can little girls have babies?" "No," said his mom, "of course not." Little Johnny then ran back outside and his mom heard him yell to his friends, "It's okay, we can play that game again!" Teachers never give up, and neither does Little Johnny. She asks him, "Can you name the Great Lakes?" You know Johnny, he is always fast with an answer, and he pipes up with, "I don't need to. They've already been named." The pastor was talking to a group of young children about being good and going to heaven. At the end of his talk, he asked, "Where do you want to go?" "Heaven!" Suzy cried out. "And what do you have to be to get there?" asked the preacher. "Six feet under!", yelled Little Johnny. One day, during

Size Dont Matter
Small, Medium, Large, Big n Beautiful...READ CAREFULLY CUZ YA MIGHT LEARN SUMTHIN... I have always wondered why people make fun of other people...Whether they r small,medium,large, or simply big n beautiful like me....hehe. Anyways my only thought as to why people do things like that to hurt other people is because they are either lacking common sense or they r just trying to boost up their egos to make up for the smallness of their brains or the size of certain areas. I will never be able to begin to understand why people have to be evil,rude,cruel, or just plain freakin stupid. I look at it this way...If god made everyone the same size...same looks...same personality and everything else this whole fucking world would be boring as hell. So my saying is "YOU R BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER HOW BIG OR SMALL YOU ARE." And if your a big beautiful lady that is being harrassed by stupid men with peanut sized brains and marble sized nuts simply tell them you dont give a shit what they think and you kn

Shoutbox Chat
I just want 2 let ya know that I'm sorry if I don't answer your shoutbox chat comments, but I leave my Cherry window open while multi tasking. I'm a webmistress so I'm on and off line all day working on one thing or another. So please don't take it personly if I don't reply!!!!! Deep Wet Kisses Rachel xoxx

Just Funny!!!!!
This was written by a black guy in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor and creativity!!! When I born, I black, when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black, when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black. You white folks... When you born, you pink, when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red, when you cold, you blue, when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple, and when you die, you gray. So who you callin' colored folks???

Gotta Hate A Smart Woman?
A guy got on a plane and found himself seated next to a cute blonde. He immediately turned to her and made his move? "You know," he said, "I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger. So let's talk." The blonde, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the guy, "What would you like to discuss?" "Oh, I don't know," said the guy. "How about nuclear power?" "Okay," says the blonde. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass. Yet the deer excretes little pellets, the cow turns out a flat patty, and the horse produces muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?" The guy was dumbfounded. Finally he replied, "I haven't the slightest idea." "So tell me, then" said the blonde, "How is it that you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

One More
Where there is anger, offer kindness Where there is selfishness, offer generosity Where there is despair, offer hope Where there are lies, offer truth Where there is injury, offer forgiveness Where there is sorrow, offer joy Where there is hatred, offer love Where there is evil, offer goodness

Family Values
If you read my last blog, then you know how messed up my family can be...but that doesn't even begin to scratch the surface. I recieved a call from my brother the other night and he went off on me for the situation with my daughter and boys. My mother gave him the impression that I don't want anything to do with my children. I sent my daughter to live with her so that she could go to school. My brother didn't know any of this, and neither did my sister....I got an earfull from her a few days later. After I explained everything to my sister, she came to the realization that my mother has been lying and will always be out to screw me when she sees a good oppurtunity. I honestly thought that she had changed (my mother). Otherwise, I would've never sent Angel to live with her. Why does she feel the need to lie to me, to hurt me, to make me feel like nothing I do ever matters? She is seriously messed up in the head. The only explaination that I can come up with is that she d

My Color Of Aura
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Eternally Yours
ETERNALY YOUR'S WHEN I MET YOU I WAS'NT SEARCHING, WITHOUT YOU, I FIND MY HEART HURTING, I WISH YOU COULD UNDERSTAND, I WISH I HAD BEEN A BETTER MAN, I HOPE SOMEDAY YOU'LL SEE, THE MAN I WANTED TO BE, YOU ARE MY HEART'S DESIRE, MY LOVE FOR YOU BURNS LIKE FIRE WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE, I'LL SLOWLY WILT AND DIE, I'VE NEVER IN MY LIFE FELT MORE PAIN, I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE AGAIN, YOU ARE MY SUN AND MOON, LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS DOOMED, YOU ARE THE STARS IN MY SKY, FOR YOU EACH NIGHT I CRY, I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO SEE YOU SMILE, I'D WALK EACH AND EVERY MILE, EACH DAY TEARS OF LOVE FOR YOU POURS, FOR I KNOW IN MY HEART, I'M ETERNALY YOURS.

The Hardest Thing..
The Space Between Alone in the dark On this chosen path Standing at a crossroad Not knowing which way to turn I cant go back from which I came Cant go back to the safety and light It grows darker still The winds of change blow bitter through my soul. Early this morning I said goodbye to someone I feel very deeply about. I know what you must be thinking; 'if I care so deeply about this person then why say goodbye?' Let me explain the events leading to the goodbye to make it perfectly clear. I met this really great guy and there was an instant mutual attraction. The more we got to know each other, the more profound the feelings became. I told this person from the beginning that I have things in my life I need to work through, and until I do I couldnt commit myself to anything more than friendship. He told me that he understood, and was content to wait until a time when I could commit. Everything was going alright until last night he said something that made me take a step b

About Me
hiya am 31 yrs old woman with long brown hair and green eyes i live in a town called greenock just outside glasgow i luv 2 have a drink with my pals at the weekend and have a gd laugh at the same time i hope u all have a chance 2 look at my page and maybe rate my pics the profile pic is not me if u want 2 c pics of me they r in my private pics album so go on have a peek luv ya xxx kim xxx

Wishing For Beauty That Will Never Be
She hates the girl in the mirror. She wont go away. As long as she’s still there. Forever sad she will stay. The never changing image. Only grows worse with time. Her efforts are useless. People can be so unkind. She was damned from the start. She cant stop hating the reflection. She turns her insides to acid. There’s no positivity in this connection. She only wishes for the impossible. She’s so tired, it’s not fair. She tries twice as hard to look half as good. It’s useless, why does she care. Let her live under a paper bag. She’ll cut holes in it to look out. On this skin deep world. From which she’s been shutout.

The Rose - A Poem By Cdn Geoff Whynot
The Rose - A Poem by CDN Geoff Whynot (first poem i wrote written August 2006) The Rose,... So beautiful,...So elegant with uniqueness the petals do grow not one petal like like another but together growing,... creating the most admirable signature of beauty In which the stem holds high with comfort and security proudly showing to the world it's divine beauty For every rose needs,... strength,... to be held high,... not to be let down The Stem,... every rose needs a stem,... a stem that never lets go a stem to hold on and to hold on to never dose the stem let go of the beauty that clings to it this poem is a metaphor for relationships the girlfriend being the actual rose and the boyfriend

Ma Love Is Addictive!
Hold up don't rush take it slow when you hit it Because too much of this and you'll be addicted I'm telling you soon this will be what you need One hit of this will get you higher than a blunt of weed You know when you take speed and get the rush This is better than it so don't take too much I'm telling you it'll happen in the blink of an instant One hit of this and you will be addicted Out of all the drugs this is supreme It has a stronger addiction than nicotine If I give it to you you'll say its nice This drug has a stonger high than ice This drug I got its the right recipe This will take you higher than ecstasy You might not know it but you'll be back You'll be craving this as if it was crack After one hit you'll neva say no I swear what I got is better than coke One hit of this will have you seeing circles And if you not careful it might just hurt ya This drug I got can't be tamed Its better than shooting h

Why Men Only Want Beautiful Women
Most men I know these days want the following type of woman. 36-24-36. They want her to have a Barbie type figure and all that goes with it. The one's who are the exception are those that make you think they are but are not. Where are all the really nice guys? Married that's where. They are all in relationships too. It figures that that would be the case. But maybe if we get lucky there will be someone out there who is the exception.

I've Got Soul, But I'm Not A Soldier.
the night was young. Nay and i were driving all over Olympia like high schoolers without fake IDs. i was falling asleep due to previous major insomnia, and all i wanted was a nice warm bed. BUT, i stuck it out with the help of a guava rockstar and my good friend, p-funk. i said to Nay, "what the hell would we be doing right now if we weren't old enough to get into a bar?"... eggs. yes, eggs. so, we ventured on over to the local 'dollar tree' and purchased the following: :: pink plastic basket with butterfly cut-outs. :: thirty-six plastic easter eggs, assorted colors [neon pink being my favorite]. :: combat zone figurines [military green]. :: one inch white plastic wedding doves. :: three permanent markers. :: 'over the hill' confetti [black and silver]. :: 'big blow' bubblegum. :: sugar-free 'fudgie rolls' :: sugar-free 'creme doublers' :: Dawson's Creek: 'Too Hot to Handle' in paperback. we proceeded to take these contents to the west side safeway parking lot to con

The Most Wondeful Thing
WOOHOO I FOUND THE MOST WONDERFUL WOMAN, YES WE MET VIA CT AND YES WE HAVE BEEN DATING, AND YES LIVING TOGETHER AND YES WE HAVE GOTTEN ENGAGED WE ARE GETTING MARRIED IN JULY HOPEFULLY 07/07/07 BUT I DONT CARE GOD HAS ANSWERED MY PRAYERS AND GAVE ME A WONDERFUL WOMAN, SHE IS SMART, FUNNY, KIND, SEXY, BEAUTIFUL, TREATS ME GREAT, LETS ME DO THE THINGS I LIKE TO DO LIKE OPEN HER DOOR AND ALL THAT OLDFASHIONED STUFF. I LOVE HER AND AM CRAZY ABOUT HER. WHEN WE MET I DECIDED TO DO WHATEVER IT TOOK TO SWEEP HER OFF HER FEET AND DID JUST THAT. WOOHOO

Picture
A picture tells the story The way he makes you smile You want to be his wife And spend everyday with him For the rest of your life You're holding his hand Hoping to never let go He's gentle and kind You say, I'm going to marry that boy you've made up your mind He whispers in your ear Says I love you, my dear And as he leans in You know what's coming So you smile and grin He touches your cheek It's your lips he'll seek You're waiting for the kiss The greatest part of your life It is eternal bliss Slowly, he's making his way Deeper into your heart More so, each and every day And it's consuming you whole Your smile lets him know He leans in a little bit closer Just a little bit closer to you He holds you tight, kisses your lips And leans back to say You made my life complete today

C-ya
ALL THE CRAZINESS WHEN WILL IT END UNABLE TO PLEASE UNABLE TO MEND CLARITY OF MIND PRAYER IN MY HEART HELP ME DEAR GOD SO I DONT FALL APART DESPERATE FOR PEACE SICK OF THE FIGHT LOOKING FOR THE END THAT REMAINS OUT OF SIGHT WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE IT GO AWAY TIRED OF THE GAMES WE PLAY EVERYDAY AT ONE TIME I LOVED YOU SO PURELY AND SO TRUE AFTER ALL THE YEARS OF TORMENT I FIND MYSELF HATING YOU SOMEDAY I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME FOR I TAKE MY SHARE OF BLAME BUT I JUST CANT TAKE NO MORE ITS DRIVING ME INSANE I WISH YOU TOTAL HAPPINESS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO BUT ONCE THIS YEAR IS OVER I WILL NO LONGER BE WITH YOU

Random Bullshit
If men had breasts, would they be self contained? I mean, come on-it's the first thing noticed. And- if you show enough cleavage- they can't tell you the color of your eyes. Yep. I asked. Is Jared Leto sexy or what? Come on... fess up ladies... how many of you (like me) watched 'My So Called Life' and just couldn't WAIT for her to 'get him??? And... how many (like me) asked themselves why they didn't have guys that looked like that in THEIR high school? And, now he's a rock star. Come ladies!!!!! Just think on it a moment! Now, I'm totally straight... just the way it is, but how many of you ladies, even the straight ones- would 'do' some female? Just curious. I mean, I have two I'd do. Maybe three, have to have the other one take me out to dinner. Hmmm... enough for so far... Surely there are plenty typos...

Just Writing
I sat at my table and started to cry as I thought of you with tears in my eye I wonder what is wrong I wonder where I stand when I should be beside you holding hand to hand So tell me how to feel tell me what to do at times I am so confused I wonder are you to? At times you hurt me really really bad at times you make me feel super sad but all in all my love for you is not only special but sincere and true By:Tracy Campbell

Who Am I
i'm a carpenter apprentice, finishing my 4th year. husband of the most beautiful woman in the world, father of 3 great kids with one on the way. i work hard and try hard to pay all the bills. but like most people i'm never cought up. just trying to see what all the hoopla is about on being on line. so i'm taking a chance and trying to figure this out.

Updated Schedule
(all times Eastern Standard Time) MONDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 6PM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 8PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 10PM S&M DJ Krys 12AM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 2AM Satan’s Slumber Party DJ Lucifer TUESDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2:00PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8:00PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Sin Within DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Rock Yer Box DocNasty 12AM Disciples of Rock DJ Cru 2AM Satan's Slumber Party DJ Lucifer THURSDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 6PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 8PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Black Mass DJ Lucifer Friday 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 10PM S & M DJ Krys 12AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince 2AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince Saturday 6PM Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin'

Friends
I am goin to clean house this weekend! So if ur on my list and don't talk Ur OUTTA HERE!!!! If ur my fan or my family u'LL stay! FAMILY will always stay! =) If ur on my list and would like to STAY LET ME KNOW!!!! =) ♥ Miranda

Stress
I cant stand my life too many people expecting way too much from me,I am trying my damndest to take care of myself and my three kids and everyone wants something that I am not ready to give.tomorrow is my birthday I just want to relax and have a nice day and it does not look like thats going to happen,I just want to be myself,and most people in my life cant accept that.

By My Eyes I Cry...
Too much time wasted just to say hello So much energy just to whisper goodbye.. A medicated heart and mind Too easliy broken with time A window to open for warm weather A thuderstorm to bring us together Thoughts made from clay It will be okay Another day Shall pass on by like a moth at night in the light Missed and forgotten Another name, another game So many ways to explain But no way to express But what would one expect An outcome of glory and love Nada not happening That's a Disney movie taught in Schools Where its okay to be young and cool Now its bad to be young and smart..... I'm wounded by your eyes.. By your vibe, but I see through you The abuse you bring on yourself The help You refuse Well, Oh, well... Apparently nothing.. Apperantly nothing at all.. You don't see me.. You don't see me... I'm lost..

Science And The Moon
Dear Readers: I was a very young child when my grandmother told me the secret of the moon. She explained to me how she would regiment the farmer's crops, affect the sea, our emotions and to be particularly careful while she was full. She left this world in 1968, may her soul rest in peace but ironically it seems to be in the family to be well ahead of science. http://news.independent.co.uk/world/science_technology/article2171687.ece It amazes me that this "infantile science" is just beginning to acknowledge the power of the moon upon man's psyche and her impact in our daily affairs. The wisdom imparted by my grandmother and my own investigative nature since then was so incrusted in me that I spent last 30 years writing about our close satellite whereabouts throughout the Universal belt of the Zodiac. I have guided people from all walks of life with my book Moon Power for many years now and I am still receiving support and great endorsements since the fist issue was publish

Golf Joke!!
A man goes to the confessional. "Forgive me father, for I have > sinned." > > "What is your sin, my child?" The priest asks back. > > "Well," the man starts, "I used some horrible language this week and I > feel absolutely terrible." > > "When did you do use this awful language?" Said the priest. > > "I was golfing and hit an incredible drive that looked like it was > going to go over 250 yards, but it struck a phone line that was > hanging over the fairway and fell straight down to the ground after > going only about 100 yards." > > "Is that when you swore?" > > "No, Father." Said the man. "After that, a squirrel ran out of the > bushes and grabbed my ball in his mouth and began to run away." > > "Is THAT when you swore?" Asked the priest again. > > "Well, no," said the man, "You see, as the squirrel was running, an > eagle came down out of the sky, grabbed the squirrel in his talons and > bega

A Doll.
i've been tossed. like a rag doll. that no one wants. i'm lost. with nowhere to run. a melancholy spirit. chained by misfortune. hiding... behind a fortress. in my world. a place for the broken. to rest. stitch the wounds. and hope to heal.

Super Bowl Xli
So this is a blog about my prediction on the super bowl and to get comments about other people's thoughts. Well i'm a dallas cowboys fan and was very disappointed with the way that all ended. But I see Peyton Manning getting over his hump and winning the Super Bowl. Although it's a close game in my view, Rex Grossman will throw a late INT that will allow Manning to bring his team on the game winning drive. As the Colts win 31-27. Super Bowl MVP: Peyton Manning

Universal Laws - The Secret At Work!
2/2/2007 "Man's creative power originate within the depth of his subconscious and it's mysterious relationship to the Universal Mind. Man is at the firmament of realizing his celestial identity and rising towards his Divinity". And Now The Rest Of The Secret... Dr. Turi Hello readers: Realize that "confirming" my predictions doesn't mean I am joyful for the tragedy that took place in Florida. My sincere condolences go to the families of the victims and may God bless all departed souls. In my last two newsletters about Sylvia Browne I emphasized that I am the real thing and all my predictions are well documented on my LIVE TV and radio shows and most of all PRINTED in my book 2007 Moon Power that was published in August 2006. In those 2 newsletters I steered quite a lot of responses and I asked for your help. You still have a chance to use that book and realize how you did a great favor for yourself and those you care about at the end of the year! http://www.drtu

Why People....
I know why people never keep their new years resolutions. Say you go to Sonic Drive-In if you know what those are, and you order a salad...a NICE HEALTHY salad....and they give it to you and you take it home to eat it...you take the lid off and there sits a BIG FAT JUICY ONION RING (which does happen..I bought a salad today).....wtf? They are just tempting you to eat greasy nasty food..given it wouldn't work for me since I hate onions..but that's beside the point. I HATE how fast food restaurants don't just give people what they order....if they order an onion ring on top..give it to them..if not..leave it off...the temptation is almost too much for some people. I've decided I want to eat healthier. I'm a cook now at a substance abuse rehab center...and we make pretty healthy food sometimes, so I'll just start eating there, though lastnight I ate pizza (don't tell) but it was too icy to get out and go to the store..so they delivered in their big ol' truck...hehe...AND my son decided

"non - Reality..."
"Non-Reality" Sins of the inner mind twist and manipulate conscous thought to have you believing what manifests in sight of you... Your sight and mind begin to work against one another to find dominance to prove that your own thoughts are wrong... Are they?... Is what you are seeing and you feel wrong or even real?... Have you really bult your existence around a nonreality, a place where false illusions invision themselves as being actual moments in human life... Your life... How much of life is real and how much is fantasy?... Where is the line drawn, what will become of the life you know as real if in truth it is merely that of an illusion?... Illusions, like the flame of a candle, fade... Burning till there is nothing is left and that same flame burns and fades into the darkness... The very darkness you run from... What will be left?... Where is that inevitable end?... What is YOUR nothing?... The fusion of life to reality forces the mind

This Is Beyond A Joke
Everyday i see ppl"s primary pics that i think would be considered NSFW and have also seen pics such as these on ppl's blasts So why is it that someone has felt the need to report one of my pics that is in an album marked FRIENDS, when clearly the person who reported this pic is definently no friend of mine and the picture is not even what i would consider to be really that bad, i am laying on a bed and you can see the cherries WHAT IS WRONG WITH PPL ON HERE I AM SOOO SICK OF THIS, AND TO ALL THE ABSENT MINDED PPL GET A FUCKEN LIFE.......

For Thouse Who Knew My Problem
Well it turned out to be a cyst...its agony...im on anti biotics for a week : ( cant get out of bed or anything so im stuck.... Im lay in bed watching resedent evil...its making me feel better ^_^ if anyone fancys cheering me up just add me and message me ^_^ MCL! x

Tom T. Hall---- I Love
Tom T. Hall - I Love Lyrics I love little baby ducks, old pick-up trucks, slow movin trains, and rain. I love little country streams, sleep without dreams, Sunday school in May, and hay. And I love you too. I love leaves in the wind, pictures of my friends, birds of the world, and squirrels. I love coffee in a cup, little fuzzy pups, bourbon in a glass, and grass. And I love you too. I love honest open smiles, kisses from a child, tomatoes on a vine, and onions. I love winners when they cry, losers when they try, music when its good, and life. And I love you too.

What Is A Warrior~
WHAT IS A WARRIOR A Warrior is the protector of his family, clan and his tribe A Warrior is the guardian of the old ways so that they are not forgotten A Warrior is not motivated by greed, political ambition or fame A Warrior will not put himself above others in need And above all A Warrior is the living spirit of our Grandfathers

My Mood
s i sit here typen how my mood is,some people think my life is wonderful and grand. only a few select knows what ive been through in the past year and a half. so much mental abuse i have taken within the past that it has taken a toll on me in a way that it is hard to forget, thats why i work 2 jobs so that i can try to foget the past but hasnt worked,i'm fine wile i'm worken but when i have a day or night off it comes back and beats me down, hard for me to have a social life , its scary because it makes me think i will go through the same mess over . i tried to have a relationship with someone special to me but couldnt not that i dont but its just hard for me right now. i have seen people go through mental abuse in the past but now i know how they feel and it hurts from deep in the heart , feels worse than loosing a loved one cause u get so beat up inside that u start beliving wut that person said u r, sorry for the messed up blog but this is how i feel, i want to have a r

About Me...
I put this on my main page too, but thought it was worthy of a blog entry also, lol. =) I find joy in both the simple and complex things in life. I crave the smell of wet blades of grass, the earth's soil after it rains, Grandma's homemade apple butter when she's canning... and a baby's sweet spot on their forehead. I enjoy the sounds of my Mama's laughter, my brother singing, good music on the stereo, and the thunder rolling off in the distance when I'm safe in the arms of the man I love during a summer storm as we listen to the rain on the window. I admire the beauty of the power of true friendship, butterflies in flight, a sweet smile on the face of a friend or loved one, the color of the leaves in the Fall, and the Snake River with the Grand Tetons in the back drop. I enjoy the feel of a soft, velvety kiss, having my hair brushed and played with, rose petals between my thumb and fingers, knowing that those who matter to me are safe and of knowing I

So Bored
Ok well its 11:42pm my time and im bored to death my kids are away for the night and the love of my life had to work its not right. SOOOOOOOO now what do I find myself doing? sitting on cherrytap and myspace doing NOTHING! So i got to thinking. What would i want more then anything in my life at this very moment? and to my suprise....I DONT KNOW. I mean should everyone know what they want in life. I mean i know somethings but i wont put them in here incase someone reads this and thinks im being a pushy GF. But i mean i just dont really know what i want for my life. I want to go to school. I want to raise my family and well i have tried both of them but they just clashed majorly. Maybe what i need to do is just sit back and let life happen. Drop hints here and there to whoever is in control of things but otherwise just let it happen. I mean i think i have alot of things to be thankful for so why complain and worry about what can or could happen. LMAO this is going no wher

Need Help Before Midnight Tomorrow Night
Hey people I'm looking for a little help. I'm in a contest that ends tomorrow at midnight. The prizes in this one are real so I'd really like to place. I'm actually hoping for second place because I really like that prize. I would be thankful for any help and I'm always willing to repay the favor. Thank you...

I Hate Internet Gangsters
Ok as u can see my name is (ICP IS FOR METROSEXUALS)Does not mean i hate them just Little Kids who clam to be juggalos or homos whatever like to talk shit cause i guess they think i look good.So my name came about.So then these little bitches wanna call me out like im a bitch or something.(Word to the wise I will beat a lil bitch down)But anyways im getting off topic they have threatened to kill me with there hatchets or something but for those of you that know me on a real life lvl and personal know I find it funny so to all u ICP fans that are not lame and think my name is funny (WE ARE COOL) all the others CAN GO FIST THEMSELVES

Gotta Love The Alcoholics Out There!!
SO the next time someone says you are an alcoholic cause of ALL that awesome Vodka in the house simply tell them all the Helpful uses it has!! 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong t he life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a

I Need Help Please....
I AM IN A MILF CONTEST AND AM WAY.... BEHIND!! IT RUNS TIL SUNDAY SO I AM HOPING I CAN CATCH UP WITH YOUR HELP OF COMMENTS AND RATES...BOMBS AWAY!! I AM NOT ALLOWED TO COMMENT ON MYSELF SO I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET... THANX! CLICK ON MY PIC TO GET THERE:)

Abstinence
A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the man asked. "No, I don't waste time fishing," the homeless man said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive." "Will you spend this on greens fees at a golf course instead of food?" the man asked. "Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless man. "I haven't played golf in 20 years!" "Will you spend the money on a woman in the red light district instead of food?" the man asked. "What disease would I get for ten lousy bucks?" exclaimed the homeless man. "Well," said the man, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead,

The Truth
Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there, (Inside of lies buried in me, why) Alone Born into a world never asked to be here (Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth) (It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth) Maybe we're all the children of a star, Misguided in direction, our misdirection Pardon me while I pray for light I'm not the only one, that walks between the rain, there are many. I'm not the only one, When everything is lost that doesn't surrender Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there (Inside of lies buried in me, why) Alone Blind walking through a world I never asked to be here Versions of the truth... I'm not the only one... Lies!

Another Poem
collared by threads silken gold, by flowers sweetly wild; unicorn dips spiralled horn, bows to Dragon, bows to Lion. old wolf bitch woicing song with Twilight's rhythm, unicorn dances in Sun's Lastlight, then moongleam, then starglow; Dragon, Lion Smiles.

Welcome To The Cologne Carnival!
Welcome to the Cologne Carnival! The official homepage of the Festive Committee of the Cologne Carnival of 1823 Carnival has been celebrated in the City of Cologne since time immemorial. However, after the French Revolutionary troops left Cologne in 1814 and the Prussians took over, it was high time to "organise" the street carnival which, the new authority felt, was getting out of hand. Thus, in 1823 the "Festordnendes Komitee" was founded, the predecessor of todays Festive Committee. On February 10, 1823 Cologne celebrated the first Rose Monday ("Rosenmontag") with the motto "Inthronisation of the Carnival Hero". Over the years, decades and centuries certain traditions and customs emerged, which are still the hallmark of the traditional Cologne Carnival: the indoor festivities (sessions and balls) and, of course, the street carnival, culminating in the grand parade on Rose Monday. It is the task of the Festive Committee, the umbrella organisation representing well over 100 Col

The Naughty App
1. Your Name: > > > 2. Age: > > > 3. Favorite position (s)? > > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > > 6. lights on or off? > > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > > 12. Condom or skin? > > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > > 18. Three sum? > > > 20. How many times would you like to cum? > > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > > 21. Can I use you as a booty call? > > > 22. Do you like fore play? > > > 23. What is fore play to you? > > > 24. Can we take pictures of the a

Sexism
Why is it that, in Canada, a country that is suppose to be based on equallity between men and women, sexism still exists. If a man breaches a court order he gets charged, however if a woman does the same exact breach, the police mearly tell her not to do it again. The family courts are nothing but a joke. They give the kids strictly to the mothers, and us fathers don't get fuck all except child support payments. Even with joint custody father's still have no role in raising our kids. Is this fair to either the kids or the fathers? All that the lawyers want to do is negotiate, instead of fighting for our rights. Any lawyer that i have met in the past four years does the same thing, take the mother's side, instead of fighting for my rights as a father. I have not seen or talked to my kids in 14 months, and yet i live only a few blocks from their school. The last time i went to a school play, the police showed up on my doorstep under the false pretence of what the mother said. I h

Living With A Monster.
Living with my uncle is like living with a monster. He's constant yelling at everyone and insulting them. He can be such an ass. He's abusive. He doesn't use his hands though he uses his words which sometimes can hurt a hell of alot worse.....for those of you close to me you know what im talkin about. Well this morning i woke up to him yelling and threatening to strangle my aunt. the reason he flipped out was because the post office screwed up on mailing out the car payment my aunt had sent out. he was screaming at the top of his lungs blaming her for it. She didnt do anything. its not her fault they fucked up. I ran out to the kitchen the second i heard him threaten her and asked what the fuck was goin on. Well buzzy just kept goin. my aunt filled me in and i told her all of it was bullshit. I was extremely pissed at that point. Hearin him yell is not a good way to wake up first thing in the AM. He started hittin shit and yellin even louder. I told my aunt i wanted to call the cops

Web Of Lies.
Web a lies. This is a web a lies. This is a web a lies and many does it catch. Many a victim fall prey to the web of lies. One lie told. One lie hurts. One lie grows. One lie turns to two. Before you know, your nothing but a lie. Your nothing. A lie. Zero.

Are You Going To Help Me
In 1989 an 8.2 eathquake almost flattened Armenia, killing over 30,000 people in less than four minutes. In the midst of the uter devastation and chaos, a father left his wife securely at home and rushed to the school where his son was supposed to be, only to discover that the building was as flat as a pancake. After the traumatic initial shock, he remembered the promise he had made to his son: "No matter what, I'll always be there for you!" And tears began to fill his eyes. As he looked at the pile of debris that once was the school, it looked hopeless, but he kept remembering his commitment to his son. He began to concentrate on where he walked his son to class at school each morning. Remembering his son's classroom would be in the back right corner of the building, he rushed there and started digging through the rubble. As he was digging, other forlorn parents arrived, clutching their hearts, saying "My son!" "My daughter!" Other well meaning parents tried to pull him of

Self-sabotage!
There comes a time when being oblivious to things that are obvious is just lame, foolish and OUTRIGHT!!!! inexcusable! Caring, true and loyal friends can serve well in the role of the "canary in the coal mine" pick up dangers that aren't easily detectable! If the canary strarts to give you indicators of problems, it is rather dumb to ignore them! I am quite lucky to have 2 quality and loyal canaries right here- I just need to improve in listening to the warnings, reponding quicker to them and finally learn to do the right thing in responding to them!

----- For ----- A Poem.
----- For ----- for she gave of her self, her love to share, with a Man whom she knew, for whom she did Care, withal, the tempest, the passion and flare: yet stayed she by, His need for her clear, and in His turn, yet knowing thus, remained He yet as ever, Aware, her need for Him as plainly bared, For Love that is enwound in two: Unbreakable, and ever Dear. ^Uyraell^. For My beLoved nikki, ^tainted]M[love^ 02/25/2007. Feb 25.

Weekend
I hope everyone had a great weekend. I went out with my cousin, and we ran into my "crazy russian" friend. No matter how bad my day is he can always make me laugh. I hope everyone is lucky enough to have a friend who can always make you laugh. Have a good one and stay safe.

Come Here
COME AND HANG WITH HONEY IN HER LOUNGE.... JUST COPY AND PASTE THE LINK..HUGZzz To YOU! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5248 (repost of original by '¥µ Honey¥µOwner¥µOf¥µHoneysHacienda¥µ' on '2007-02-27 20:21:09') (repost of original by 'MOBILE CHRONIC DISTRIBUTION MANAGER' on '2007-02-27 20:26:47') (repost of original by '¢¾ Honey¢¾Owner¢¾Of¢¾HoneysHacienda¢¾' on '2007-02-27 20:33:09')

So I Got My Vic
and i love it, lol and i want to keep it going, so i have a new pic ripped, and im starting over, no presure this time, if i can manage to get out 1,000 a day ill be in great shape, ben totaly rocks haha

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without co

Need Comment Bombers Please
Contest started and i really could use your help Please I also want to say thank you to Chaotic Dragon ~ Co Founder of Cha0ticCherries ~ for making my awsome pic for me . He sure does a great job . Thank you Chaotic Dragon ~ Co Founder of Cha0ticCherries ~

I'm Not Responsible For This
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold wi ll it be? If it's tru

Perfectionist
You Are 73% Perfectionist You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others. While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high! Are You a Perfectionist?

Still
Still The Sun STILL rises, each morning of the day, giving warmth to the earth, from each golden ray The birds STILL sing, their sounds fill the air, no worries in the world; they fly on without a care. The breeze STILL moves, gently to and fro, softly it touches all, no matter where it goes. The moon STILL shines, through the dark of night; signs of life appear hidden, but not truly out of sight. The stars STILL twinkle, in the darkened sky, forming constellations, right before our eyes. STILL... all of this, as beautiful as it sounds, holds little importance, without you around. Author: Trudy L.

What Is Truth?
~Wha†'s the Tru†h?~ they say the truth shall set u free... why do i have my doubts?... people usually dont want to hear... what its really all about... tho we know the truth deep inside... we ignore our "inner voice".... we blame the other person... but it really was our "choice"... its easier to see the world... thru glasses colored rose... why do we do it?... to avoid conflict i suppose... we choose a world of fantasy... where ignorance is bliss... ignoring that anything is wrong... pretending nothing is amiss... one day we wake up... to lifes true cruelty... and see the truth at last... as it was meant to be...

People
People Well today was a great day my cousin and I had alot of fun. Have you ever realized that there is always people that will mess up a perfect day. I have 2 of these in my life at the moment. This is a problem I fully intend on fixing. As everyone who reads these knows I have a boyfriend that makes me very happy and that is all that matters right now. I love him no doubt in my mind. I want him to be happy though and if it ends up that his wife is what he wants fine. I can and will move on. If that is what he wants and not what others people say he needs to do. I have these 2 people that are trying to mess up this for me 2 who are supose to be my friends I guess it is true keep your enemies close right. I just DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE FUCKING WITH ME. What they are doing is trying to make me feel bad and all for being with this man. Lets review 1. She is not around 2. He wants a divorce 3. They have been seprated for 2 years (give or take some months) 4. I A

I'd Do It For You
I would swim an ocean, I would sail across the sea, I would catch a rainbow, just to have you here with me, I would lasso the moon, I would darken out the sun, to show my love for you, just to let you know, you are my only one, I would show you everyday, till my days are done, I will love and cherish you, always respect and treat you well, all these things and so much more, I'd Do It For You.. Kid Rock - Do It for YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Urinalysis
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer at the drugstore at the corner. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...a hell of a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to the drugstore. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Jack began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samp

Forget
Forget the way things are Forget the way things used to be Forget the way you told me life should be I've started to figure it out on my own This is the first time And it will not be the last time That my thoughts will work for me and me alone I don't need to be Escorted around by a collar made of lead I'll be just fine Because I can find my own way home I can find my own way No longer is a conductor needed, to tell me where to go Please forget about me Forget the way I used to be Forget the way I pretended life should be I knew better all along This game is going to end, I don't want this to go further I'm cutting lose the chain that you have kept me on

New Virus Found Read Immediatly
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point presentation " Life is Beautiful" If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner. PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And ask them to PAS

The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes You Probably
The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women And What To Do About It... Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With WomenAnd How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes... Free Newsletter And Download eBook -By David DeAngelo, Author Of Double Your Dating MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A Nice Guy Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION. And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you. I rea

It Actually Works
This website seems like its b.s. but amazingly it is actually true. I already recieved my PS3. http://freeplaystation3.peel.com/refer.php?l=ps3153109240dhmg Try it I couldnt believe it myself that it worked. I thought i wasted 27 dollars. 2 weeks later it actually came in the mail.

I Am My Own Shinning Star.
A friend once asked me if she thought our friendship was for the rest of our lives, for a season, or for a reason. This question has been running trough my head lately. As I have come to a point in my life where it is just so hard to keep in touch and talk to anyone on a personal level. I can feel my loneliness becoming more permanent and definite and sadly it’s more comforting than depressing. Sometimes I feel like an alien among my own family and friends, total isolation looks more and more appealing each day that goes by. The human body is really out of our control on so many levels. Even when everything you have, you’re mind, your heart, your body; your soul has been beaten down and left without the want to survive. The will kicks in, the uncontrollable will the body has to collectively pull itself together and move the fuck on. Some people are stronger than others but I have come to realize that even the weakest link must make their own journey to find their own chain. Some of us

Cocktails.....
Man goes into a cocktail lounge and approaches Maxine sitting by herself. Man: "May I buy you a cocktail?" Maxine: "No thank you, alcohol is bad for my legs." Man: "Sorry to hear that. Do they swell?" Maxine: "No, they spread."

Bone To Pick With The World
Man, this society is just over flowing with people who try soooooooooooooooo hard to be what they THINK is sexy or cool, when, inside everyone knows how really bland, and ugly they truly are And, when ya'll try hard, It looks so retarded... I wish people had hidden cameras everywhere catching these people in their pathetic acts of trying to be "sexy", so they could see themselves, and say, "Is that really me?? I look like that when I do that??" Yes.. Yes, you do See, maybe, then, it would scare a bunch of ya'll into realizing how pointless your lame efforts are... and how foolish they look to everyone else, including yourselves FUCK DEFINING BEAUTY!! FIND YOURSELF!!

A Quiz
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT I DONT KNOW U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i li

A Promise To You
A PROMISE TO YOU By: Daniel J. Maag A promise to you, a journey at the start. forever together, a belonging to my heart. A love that is blossoming, a love that is new. A friendship developing, a bond between us that's true. From this day to the next, a moment in time shared. A commitment to you, to express all my care. So take this promise, and hear my vows. To love for all of time, and that time begins now.

Sex, Gender, & Bipolarity
Sex, Gender, & Bipolarity In order to understand the difference between someone who is gay, lesbian, or bisexual, and someone who is transgender, you need to know the difference between sex and gender. Simply put, sex is polarity of anatomy, gender is polarity of appearance and behavior. As one gains familiarity with transgenderism, these definitions quickly break down, but they serve as a good starting point. Most people think there are just two sexes, male and female. Such is not the case. People who are intersexed and people who are transsexual constitute sexes which are neither exactly male nor exactly female. Likewise, gender is not a simple case of "either/or." Gender is exhibited by countless signals, from articles of clothing to cosmetics, hairstyles, conversational styles, body language and much more. Notice, however, that our gender "norms" are not symmetric. Women have won for themselves the right to a wide range of gender expression. Men have not made a correspond

Weekend Getaway
It Started like any typical morning as I was returning home from work, but this morning I knew was going to be different as I made the drive home. It seemed a little more stressful than normal dealing with all the stop and go traffic due to all the lights and everyone trying to get into work during rush hour. Simply having somewhere I was wanting to get to rather than just home alone made me feel a little more rushed. I had to keep reminding myself that it wasn’t as bad heading out of town rather than into it at this time in the morning, which made me a bit more thankful. However this morning I knew would be far from typical. To be able to do what I was about to embark on later in the day could turn out great, or it could turn out disastrous. I had done my best to make all the plans and arrangements, but no amount of planning could control individuals responses or decisions. I had spoken to both of my friends about the details and plans, making sure both were up for th

Letter From Hell
> A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN > > I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. > > You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't > > even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night. You > > are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad > > I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are > > mine. Remember, you and I have > > been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet . > > As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. > > > > He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as > > > > possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU > > and HE has great plans in store for you. > > > > But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to > > make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. > > This will really hurt God. Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him > > who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.

Alone
i have been alone for so lomg and it seems that i am not good enough for anyone and it just sux i just want to have some one who cares about me and wants to be with me and loves me for me and wants to be wit me i just want to know is there something wrong wit me!

Fading..
Funny how the greatest stimulation in talking to someone is when you don't know them, when you're learning the ins and outs, the whats and what nots. But when you run into them a second, third, fourth, fifth time... that interest level, that intrigue between one another, seems faded away...

Be Sure He Knows
Be Sure He Knows whispering winds in the dark of night, drown out the sound of the little girls cry, missing the one who to her ment so much, knowing she'll never again feel daddys touch. kneeling down for her nightly prayers, she asks our dear lord if her daddy is there, if he is could you make sure he knows just how much i miss and love him so incase i didnt tell him latly, i want to be sure he knows how much he ment to me and though now hes with you lord, i love my daddy and im proud of him could you please just be sure he knows. © Mellisa Yarber

Short And Sweet
Headin out to a baby shower soon. Have to make my pasta salad. This should be interesting LOL ... hope i make enough. I don't even know how many people are gonna be there, but I know it's just about every female who works (or workED) at our timmy's and then some ... wish me luck ... I really don't wanna be there all night ... someone save me, PLEASE!! lol

I Am
You scored as Goddess. You are a goddess. Your constantly helping people with their problems, but you never take time for you. You should try to take some alone time. Take a trip far away, where noone knows you. It will be good for you, because you deserve a break.Goddess92%Wolf75%Dragon75%Faerie67%Elf42%Sorceress33%Drow25%Shadow Spirit25%Zombie17%Vampyre8%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

How.....
Tara how do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out right. You may think it sounds mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exa

Grr.....
What is it about some men that drives you crazy? I know I'm not in a relationship at the moment, but why do they constantly have to be an ass? I mean is it something they inherit or do they rise to that occasion when something you say is correct or they're inaccurate. I'm so "drained" and tired of "excuses" that make no common sense. It's as if the lights are on and nobody's home. The simpliest decision or conversation always has to be the hardest thing to explain or say and they're always right. Believe me, I love my men, but I'm not too positive on being in a relationship right now considering my brother-in-law's not all there in the head. I mean he just irritates me about how at first he wanted Traci to NOT get a job, now all because the "MORONS" at his work say that maybe she should get one, it's all a written gospel. I mean seven years ago it was NEVER an issue, now because they utter a single sentence it MUST be done. Need I tell you that these are the same

Under Your Spell.........
Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Stresses Relieved
So I no longer have a 23 yr old disabled mother of 3 all living with me anymore.. So now I can focus on myself, my baby and my baby daddy.. lol that really sounds funny!! Hoppy Easter!! Just been trying to relax and have fun! Enjoy being prego and enjoy not having a newborn just yet without taken care of other peoples kids.. We are still looking for ladies to model with cars.. If neone is interested please let me know!! Until next time.. I will add more pics of myself.. and my sonogram pics.. *always*

Adopted
Been thinking lately about the shock I felt when I found out I was adopted. Kinda hard on the system, when you live to be my age, and find out. I found out after both my adopted parents had passed away. My brother knew and had made a promise to my father that he wouldnt say anything until both of them were gone. I wonder why? Did they think I was that fragile, that I couldnt handle it? Yes.... they were right... But, I think I could have handled it better if I was told when I was a child, and not an adult, who now has no life history. I mean, who am I know? I am not the person that I thought I was/am??...Un-nerving to say the very least. I love my adopted parents for wanting to love me and take care of me/us (** my brother..who is also adopted-from a different biological mother). We both were adopted as newborns, if that makes a difference.?? Mom was a great photographer and a shutterbug, so I have tons of photos of both my brother and I as teeny tiny babies and us b

*unrequited*
*Grrr!* It fuckin sucks 2have feelings 4someone u can never have a relationship with. For one example, There's W... He's a work crush. Simple infatuation.. He's hot. He Funny. He looks edible when he's perched atop his Yamaha motorcyle in his matchin leather jacket, with helmet in hand...And... He's got a girlfriend :/ Tho disappointed, I am far from shattered. But then there's C.. A chat friend Iv known 4a few yrs now. If I hadn't just gotten involved with another guy @ the same time C and I 1st met, I have 2wonder if/how my relationship with C woulda evolved. C is good looking and funny and sexy.. And, God help me, I just M E L T when he sings 2me. He has been such a good friend 2me n I do love him dearly.. But deep inside I kinda ache 4him. I know he loves me2, as 1 of his best friends but its obvious that whatever feelings he may have had beyond friendship back then, r now gone. N I can live with that.. It just SUCKS. We used 2talk on the fone all the time n since he's moved acr

Take It Or Leave It
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars?

Another One Of Those
1. My name— you should know it by now..if not ask me..i'll lie to ya. 2.WHY ARE YOU SINGLE -- I guess I haven’t really been throwing bait…or no one is fishing in my direction. 3. WHAT IS MY IDEA OF A PERFECT SOUL MATE? A woman who loves God and has a relationship with him. A simple woman 4. What is my ideal relationship? a relationship where there is an agreement of the minds..where not too much is spoken or gestured.. 5. What makes me the woman/man that I am now? My life experiences. 6. Where do u see yourself in the next five yrs with regard to having a family? i am not sure..what will be will be 7. IF I COULD CHANGE 5 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF WHAT WOULD THE BE AND WHY? my sense of individuality, my procastinating ways, be more spiritual, develop excellent social skills, learn to enjoy life with others. 8. DO I LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY? .... 9. HOW IMPORTANT IS GOD IN MY LIFE? God is essential…nothing else matters if I don’t have Him…and I am nothing without Him. St

Raver Manifesto
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we c

Repost Of "the Female Squirting Orgasm Paet 1"
Anyone that knows me, knows that i have a massive obsession with female squirting orgasms. For that matter, if you read my page, you would know that. The reason i bring it up, is because so many women have told me that i need to write a blog about this, so i have decided that i would.....and explain my obsession, and maybe enlighten a few people on the myth's, and misunderstandings. Since i teach so many women how to have squirting orgasms, my original intent was to write a blog teaching women that wanted to know how to do it.....but i have learned that in every instance, the circumstances are different, so one generalized, well writen blog may not work for everyone....so ill keep teaching on a one on one basis. With that said.....lets cover a few things real quick. MYTHS - WHEN A WOMAN SQUIRTS, SHE IS REALLY PEEING. This is absolutely false. People that say this, are truly ignorant, and show it by making assumptions about something they know nothing about. The truth of the ma

The Next Generation Of Us Service Men & Women On Fubar (updated On 8/24/07)
The Next Generation of US Service Men & Women. HEROS SUPPORTJoining the Air Force(After CompletingFirefighter Training) Fallen AngelEnlisting in the Air Force. chrissy and andreMother:~CherryChunk~ Father:PBrad74(Army)Andre is LeavingFor Basic Soon Army CheerleaderJoins Army July 5, 2007 Proud Navy GirlBrother is in IraqJoining the Navy ~*DARK~*~ANGEL*~Dad is Retired NavyJoining the Navyin May Adopt a soldierBF: Gowynn(Veteran)Joining the Army as Flight Paramedic Specialist LyndsayPlans on JoiningThe Navy After College whiskeyCousin in Marines

99 Things Queen Of Darkness Requires From You
99 things Queen of Darkness requires from you 99. Damn….just let me own your heart and soul forever 98.Buying me house 97. Giving me a car 96.Spoiling me 95.Gifts 94.Public sex 93.Raw sex (Mating like two wild animals) 92.Kinky sex 91. Hot and intense passion 90.Give me all my heart desire from you 89.Honor among my realm of darkness 88.Stealing not allowed 87.Beating is not allowed…unless am using damn whip on your sorry ass 86.Stalking is mine too do 85.NO church 84. My rules, my way, or damn highway of death 83.Am always right….you are never right 82.Shower for more than two 81.Games 80.Toys are must 79.Kissing (please use tongue) 78.No selfishness allowed 77.No greed allowed 76.No haters allowed 75.Must be wicked 74.Talking back to me 73. Thinking for self is not allowed…..gets you kicked out 72.Drop to your knees and worship me 71.You are replaceable 70.Never think you mean something to me 69.Don’t ask me if cared about you 68.Give me the world

Hmmmm......
Ya know, i have never figured men out sometimes, probably never will, but im a female and cant even figure some of them out...but what i really dont understand, why does a female want to stay or keep being involved with a guy who has lied to them, and cheated on them, and the proof is right there in their face? I really dont understand, ya know, i have been hurt, several times now, but i sure in the hell am not stupid enough to keep being involved and believin the man who hurt me, once u hurt me, im done, ok lesson learned, but i sure am not gonna go back for more, and i really dont understand how a female can keep going back, not once but twice with a guy who has not been honest with her from the beginning, and then she wants everyone to feel sorry for her when he does it again....Ya know, probably most of u reading this r men, so u really only have a mans opinion about this, im not looking for comments jus wanted to write something in a blog and figured this would b something good

50 Dollars Bet
This guy who works at a pickle factory comes home and hands his wife 50 dollars. She asked him what it was from and he told her that he won it in a bet -- the guys at the factory bet him 50 dollars that he wouldn't stick his dick in the pickle slicer. The wife was surprised and said she wanted to make sure he was still intact. He pulled down his pants and, indeed, it was all there, unharmed. “But what about the pickle slicer,” asked the wife, perplexed. “Oh, she liked it too,” answered the husband.

Out Of Control
So I've been having a hard time recently with truth. I've been having strange dreams that don't translate so well and I wonder if they mean what I think they mean. I've been having random things coming to mind that scare me because I just don't know what to do about them. It's hard when you don't know how to control something, or how to use it properly. How do you help someone without telling them their future? How to you control what you see when the vision makes your head hurt so much that you cry out in pain without even realizing it? I'm so confused and lost about what's been going on and I just want to crawl up somewhere and hide because of what I see. Yet at the same time I want to surround myself with people so assure myself it's not real . . . . Then there is the question, what visions are true and what ones aren't? I kind of hope that they aren't. All of them. But I know a few will happen. But what scares me most is what happens after that?

Just A Quick Freestyle
Life is so short and we fail to see the meaning of being free. It means everything to me. Its how I want to be. A choice was given to live or die I choose life and this is why. I dont want to die or make my loved ones cry. I cant give up, I will go on. Im finding that I am that strong. My road and journey has been so long. But I would rather live right instead of wrong. Ive made mistakes and payed the cost. See I have had my freedom lost. Prison guards became my boss. Thats the path that I want off. Me and life go hand in hand. I wont give up even though I can. I know now that Im a better man. I have the strength to finally stand. Its been a road of ups and downs and still i have true friends around. No longer do i feel like the clown who painted his smile into a frown. My frown has turned the other way and today I know I will be okay. I can back up what I say. Today is a day

Sorry I'm Mia So Much
It seems lately that school & home life has totally consumed my time these days. I have been trying to check in & get back to you all but with finals around the corner it will have to be during my free time. Which, of course, is also limited. Sorry to all of those who are leaving the love & not hearing back from me! I will try to get back to you all soon!! Much love!! See you after finals! xoxoxoxo

My Trip To Gatlinburg To The Cabin
hey friends check out my new photos on my trip to Gatlinburg, TN. believe me i had a great time and starting to plan a trip for adults only. this one was for my son who is going in the military soon. but now mom is planning a trip where i can enjoy myself better,lol. let me know if your interested and i mean really interested in joining the crew of adults that will be going ....this trip will have cougar, and myself and hopefully tnker, and other couple or singles it really doesnt matter. come have fun with us......

Mia
sorry I havent been around much steven started his second part of his chemo treatment, so Ive been spending a lot of time up at the hospital. He is progressing well, and the problem he had with a blockage in his leg is now all sorted. The hair loss has started, he has only a few strands left now, even less by the time the second session has finished. I have relay the good wishes people have left for him. And agian i would like everybody for their kinds words and prayers during this difficult time

The Best Of The Best
We have the best of the best trying to rewrite the laws and put more bands on hand guns! It's not the hand gun or gun that kills it's who is behind the gun.Do you think that by a change in the hand gun laws and to change school policy will fix the problem? Has all the changes in the school system made them any more safe today? Have all the State and Federal laws that have been change today for us, let's see or them, made us any more safe? I don't think so. And now to hear the talk of locking you up if you are mentally ill! Sure lock you up and give you more pills! That's going to fix the problem too! Who is going to make that decision.Thats a scarry thought! I have seen that first hand on what that does. And I will never forget that till the day I go back home! (Such a waste of life) Good way for them to make more money and fry more kids brain. The changes going on at this moment sure are not fixing the problem now are they?

Time To Grew Up...
It time to grew up all this dogging ecah other is so childish..I dont have the time for it or the want to leave naughty comments or down rate people just bc ur pissed at them...I did nothning wrong..I didnt start dating Phil until you call it quits...Which I'm glad now bc I find the man that makes me happy...WE are taking things slow and not going to have sex until we feel like it time...We want this to work for all the right reasons...Far as the married man he does his own thing I do my...We are just friends and thats it...So lets just get the paper signed and call it done...No more fighting which I'm done...Far as David I'm sorry for what I said about him..I have a great Gay friend at work and love him to death..

Busy Busy Busy
I set up another Myspace account yesterday and joined a bunch of yahoo groups. Then I was up till 4 in the morning writing ads and friend requests. So I took the day off today. It was a great day for it. 78 degrees not a cloud in the sky. The CAVS won!!! Couldn't get any better. Now tomorrow I've got to turn the ads into little bits of code filled with hyperlinks. But thats life. Real talk. Check out my other blog at Blogger.

Leave This Place...
And no one see's me here, So alone and out of place, No more hints of smiles, that once played on my face, This ghost of who was, here before, he never even laughs, This shell that used, to hold this man, now more brittle then glass, So take that hammer, off its shelf, and smash it in my face, And break this one last, piece of me, that ties me to this place, I know you say you cant, you wont, dont want to hurt me now, But that would be a blessing, next to, sticking this all out, Cause all I wanted, in this world, I have to do without, And now this heart is calous, from all these little tears, And numb from all the scars, from every time its been repaired, It barely beats in breakdowns, as I stare off into space, Just one more day, in living, when I want to leave this place...

Wake Up Calls
usually come at the worst time.. today with some help I realize that i'm not living the life i should I'm doing things that I shouldn't and I'm not hitting my main goals in life for such a strong person suposably I'm such a weak individual i've turned into the cliche teenager and done things I swore never to. I realize i need to get away from everything for a while i need to stop and look at life and how things should go. I'm auditioning for AMDA in two months and yet i'm still being retarded. my family no longer looks at me the same they look at me as if i'm a lost wondering child that they have never laid eyes on before. I've let down so many people with just this one action that i don't know how to face things at the mmoment. I know i'll pull through but I don't know how I'm going to do it!!! right before graduation and everything will be ripped away.. yummm don't you love days like today

Fleeing Harem Girls.
If your not going to be what you say.. dont apply.. its as simple as that.. dont look at me even.. I dont want false.. I dont want fake.. And I should trust my instincts.. if something smells fishy, check its expiration date.. it might be putrid. fuck. DJ Purrr was false, first inkling i get, is when her friend is a "Dragon hunter hired by purrr" i ask her, she says things are fine, nothing changed.. then people are trying to get me kicked out of a lounge... if you dont want part of my life, im not going to force you. I only want those in my life, who care, who want to be there, who belong there.

Being Spanked
Sometimes people want it rough not soft n gentle,sometimes being with a lover that is soft n gentle can be nice but not all the frigging time. I would love it it a man that I am with would flip me over his knee and just spank me,open hand with a cane or what ever,just show me who's is boss.Tired of being the one in control n actually bored with it. I can just feel him grabbing me by the back of my hair,pushing me onto the bed,ripping down my pants n spanking me until I cry out,begging him to stop.When he does stop,he just takes me,f**king me hard,until I am moaning n crying for release.That would be ideal,and my idea of heaven,after words holding me close to his heart.I found such a man,but he is angry with me,maybe I will get this when we meet. I've got my finger crossed *winks*

For The Soliders
This is for the Soldiers This is for the Soldiers, who died to save my life, This is for the Soldiers, who are fighting to stay alive. This is for the Soldiers, who risks their lives to save mine, This is for the Soldiers, who have to stay behind. This is for the Soldiers, who deserve every ones respect, This is for the Soldiers, who see more than they suspect. This is for the Soldiers, who never chose to die, This is for the Soldiers, whose family lies awake at night. This is for the Soldiers, who are so bold and brave, This is for the Soldiers, who loved you enough to prepare for their own graves. This is for the Soldiers, who had put their lives aside to fight war This is for the Soldiers, who believe in what they are fighting for. This is for the soldiers, who we pray make it out of Iraq, This is for the Soldiers, who died and couldn't make it back. This is for the Soldiers, who I pray for every night, This is for the Soldiers, who bel

Molestation
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com In the US, 1 in 3 girls and 1 in 7 boys are molested by someone they know by the time they reach 18 years old. I ( Karmic Kisses) am one of these girls! It is up to Us to change these statisitcs!!!! Do your part Be Vocal!!!!

I'm Tired Of It...
My first blog here, hooray! LOL Ok, down to brass tacks here. I'm REALLY getting tired of the wife's zero sex drive. Coming up on our 14th anniversary in July and I'm getting it once a month if I'm lucky. I swear to god if it wasn't for masturbation I'd have gone insane. I have a fairly high sex drive and even so I respect her wishes and not push the issue, but every time I try to get intimate I get an excuse. I know whoever reads this, if anyone does, really shouldn't give a damn if I'm getting any, but it's important to me and she just doesn't care at all. To add to it, I am the one who 99.99% of the time initiates it. I've even tried seducing her, like making her dinner (which I do all the time anyway), running a nice fragrant bath with candles all over the place (again, which I do all the time), anything I can think of to get her in the mood. Long back rubs, anything. To no avail. This sort of thing has happened before years ago and I'll admit, I cheated. I like to know I'm appr

The Spineless Nobles On Capitol Hill
IMPEACH GEORGE BUSH WHAT IS WRONG WITH THOSE BOYS & GIRLS ON CAPITOL HILL.....WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW THEY COULD JUSTIFY IMPEACHING BILL CLINTON FOR LYING ABOUT "SEX" BUT REFUSE TO IMPEACH GEORGE BUSH FOR LYING, MANIPULATING PEOPLE AND DATA TO SPEND 400 BILLION DOLLARS OF TAXPAYER MONEY (MOST GOING TO HIS BUDDIES) AND KILLING OR MAIMING 20,000 OF OUR BEST AND BRIGHTEST, HE SHOULD GO STRAIGHT TO HELL AND TAKE DICKLESS CHENEY WITH HIM.

Remember When?
I miss the look in your eye, the way your hair would fall. I miss the way you would wrap your arms around me and tell me everything was gonna be okay. I miss the way you was always there. but most of all I miss my friend, the one that my heart and soul felt the safest with, the one that knew just what to say to make me smile again. I miss laying my head in your lap watching some old navy movie because you loved those. How we would sit on the window seal and drink coffee and talk about everything didn't matter what as long as we was near each other. I miss the colors you braught into my life, You're golden smile the blue greenish eyes, I miss your voice in lonely times like now telling me everything will be alright. I miss those times, I miss those nights, I even miss our pillow fights, the late after noon walk, the movies we would watch. Now, I sit here and it's almost 2 years since I lost you.. Still, the pain is there. I felt worthless I couldn't stop the pain you

Ok....... My Final!
Lmao! Ok I love that pick just wanted to get your attention! I had a blog here before but thankfully you all didn’t see it!...... that would have been hard to explain....... Ok then what to write about? Let me think...... :-? ..... so much has happened in this daY that I just don’t know! So much...... Meh fuck it! Like I care! Ok let’s see! I’ll tell ya the truth and yes I know! :-O but just settle down and let me finish ok! No first im a fake!.... and a big one! My whole life is fake! From the beginning to the end!..... and I know im getting ahead of myself but I know my death is going to be a crock a shit too!........ anyway!... im dark! Fucking darker then you all think! My soul is tainted and that not something you can get rid of!.... I pray to ..... ok I’m not telling ya that :P No I did stuff in my past that would make a priest shit himself! And well I liked it! And blood... ahhh gods! Please I long for that taste!!!! Just gimmy a virgin and I will suckle all fucking night!

Oh No.. She Didn't....=p
All black and white But I can hear you breathing still Colorless and monochrome And I feel you’re heart beating faster as we touch Echoing trough my heart…Pulsing through my veins You are everything I could ever hope to have In a vacant endless field with not one existing creature you with me eternally As I dash aimlessly toward the abyss at the end you reach out to save me from death I want it. You refuse it. It is not allowed I have been exposed… Open to the elements of emotion and such a vulnerability I could never wish to obtain What have you done? A spell has come over me. I must be Ill. It is out of my character. This is not my disposition The great pain to come may only be worth all the while You’ve made me weak without regret. I need you by my side again You were here. You left me empty and anxious I wanted more. I asked for too much You left me and didn’t look back Such a forbidden word is on my mind… Outlawed from my t

A Poem To Give Ya Goose Bumps
HIGHWAY 109 A drunken man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes t

I Lost Me Way ,, Poem
I walk threw my life,, People around me that I see,, Seem to see right threw me,, I am the shadow of my own past,, In my life as they may come,, People as I see now.. Just spirit's so vast,, I am lost yet still finding my way,, I scream to the moon,, HELP ME FIND MY WAY,, She has such a pull on me,, And to this I want not to be let go,, Bring me back to myself,, Show me the way,, The power I once held,, How I am told I once was,, My memory of this lost,, Finding my way back.. A long slow path,, A shadow of my own past,, But to now walk the light of my present,, wiisper

If You Really Want To Help
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. I am almost to the next level, please help so I might post more pictures.Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Joys Of Motherhood Part Two
SO WHERE WERE WE? OK YEAH I GO TO HER MESSAGES ON HER MYSPACE AND HE HAS PUT THIS "IM NOT GOING TO BEAT AROUND THE BUSH HERE. FIRST I CALL YOUR HOUSE AND YOUR DAD ANSWERS AND I FIND OUT YOU ARE ONLY 13. I THOUGHT YOU WERE A YEAR YOUNGER THAN ME- GUESS NOT! I KNOW YOU THINK YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU ARE YOUNG- YOU HAVE A LOT OF LIVING TO DO AND I DON'T WANNA RUIN THAT FOR YOU- YOU HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED LOVE LIKE I HAVE- I DO STILL LOVE YOU BUT IDK- MSG ME BACK WHEN YOU GET THIS" oK ITS ADMIRABLE THAT HES GIVING HER THE YOU ARE TOO YOUNG SPEECH. BUT HOW DO I KNOW HES NOT SOME 40 YR OLD PERVERT PEDOPHILE THATS GNNA COME KIDNAP HER RIGHT OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW THAT HE HAS HER ADDRESS? I DECIDE TO USE HIS ADDRESS FROM THE LETTER WITH HIS LAST NAME AS WELL TO DO SOME INVESTIGATING. HIS STORY PANS OUT- FOUND A HS ATHLETICS PAGE THAT HAS HIM ON THERE WITH PICS FOR THE BASKETBALL TEAM, FOOTBALL TEAM, AND THE WRESTLING TEAM.SO IF HES THIS POPULAR JOCK WHAT DOES HE SEE IN A 13 YR OLD OVER 1,000 MILE AWAY

University Chapel
University Chapel United States, Alabama, Auburn Once used as a theater, the University Chapel was a hospital during the Civil War. When the chapel was used by theater students, it was haunted by a ghost identified as Sydney Grimlett. When the thespians moved their operations across the street to the Telfair Peet Theater, Sydney followed. Sydney Grimlett, a confederate soldier, had his leg amputated before he died. When there are theater productions, Sydney makes his presence known by opening and closing drawers, making rattling noises, locking and unlocking doors, and destroying equipment only to repair it again. There have also been reports of pianos playing and footsteps on the catwalk.

Daily Devotional
Health fills the body and eager anticipation absorbs the person who see the blue, blue sky and gives thanks. The sky is the flyway of the bird, whose freedom is to light and go at will, who swiftly builds a nest and lines it with soft down to cradle tiny eggs. When evening shadows fall upon the earth and a lone jet cuts the puffy clouds with straight lines, it does not bother the birds. They chirp and murmur night sounds and settle down to sleep. Only the owl and the nightingale call in mysterious tones. And sometimes the mockingbird, having recorded too many songs, must relieve itself with a midnight medley. ~ We forget and think we are all there is. ~ Jane Sequichie Hifler "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - May 14 "Prayer is the best answer to all of the trials that face us, because without prayer, even if we succeed in accomplishing some great goal in the eyes of men, we have failed in our sacred re

91 Year Old Man
I just saw what had to be the most discusting act i have seen in quite a while. A 91 year old man was beaten badly by some young punk trying to take his car. That is bad enough but what really got to me was 5 or 6 people WATCHED IT HAPPEN AND DID NOTHING. Have people quit caring so much that they can watch someone get beat and sleep at night. This poor man fought in WW1. He deserves nothing but respect from everyone and to do this is unforgiveable. The punk is already in jail and while there i hope he gets beat down every day. To the animals that watched I hope you never need someone to help you out like you failed to help this man out. Its a real shame you cant be put in jail like the punk!!!

Etherus & Aphrodite
Etherus & Aphrodite Though he had hired on for the stable with a good recommendation from his mentor, Faisal still felt uncomfortable. It wasn't so much the animals...they were his friends. He had become friends with each one quickly, each equine trusting him easily. No, it was the way he was treated from the family. That is all except for Kat. She was a princess of course. Yet she did not act like the rest of the family. When they looked towards him, they looked through him...after all, he was but a mere serf. Faisal smiled inwardly when Kat looked at him. It was as if she saw him for the man that he was...he felt whole and sure of himself. She was a beauty, tall, with smooth creamy white skin. Her dark hair was such a contrast against her white skin. Her eyes were light brown, soft and tender. Each day, Kat would come down to the stable for a ride. She would be dressed in tight fitting leathers...not at all that of a princess. Often she would laugh and joke with the hired han

He Looked Into My Eyes
He looked into my eyes Tears in his eyes To tell me his truths He wanted me there With him always My caution was my lie I held on to my questions All for me None with an answer Why’d I do that? He looked into my eyes Offered me his forever No questions asked I found my forever in his eyes My caution said be patient I held onto my questions All for me None with an answer Why’d I do that? He looked into my eyes Told me he loved me Told me “Forever, forever” I held my response My caution was my breath I held it for myself I couldn’t let go I held onto my questions All for me None with an answer Why’d I do that? He looked into my eyes Told me he’d give me everything All the smiles I could dream All the dreams I could have in one moment All the laughs I could handle The kind that make your tummy ache and your tears fall I smiled so big Gave him my words “I love you too, forever is what I say,” “You’ll be in my heart always,” “That’s where you b

Just Me
I was once crying over you Then I was trying to forget you Just when I thought I had achieved that goal Now you walked back into my life And confused the hell out of me Can i learn to forgive and forget? Are we meant to love again ? Or doomed to repeat this pattern of unfullfilled hopes and dreams ?

She Is Finally A "mom'
My older sister had always wanted children. Due to her ex husband and his physical abuse, she was became barren. A week and a half ago, my youngest sister who has two or should I say had, two sons, decided that she no longer wanted to be a mom. Men and partying became her top priorities in life. My mother adopted the oldest of the two, but did not want the youngest. My older sis { I love her dearly} took the youngest in. This past Monday, she went to court and adopted P.J. She is finally a mom and P.J. will have a better chance in life. He is already quite spoiled, but that is alright! The look on my sister's face was priceless when the judge announced that he was now her's and no one could ever take him away from her. Even though it has only been just a few days, I can tel a big and needed change in her. This weekend I am giving a surprise party for them. lol, ok I just wanted to share this with my friends.

Best Of The 80's Inside Come On In And Have Fun And Bring Your Friend To And Well Have A Blast
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Happy To Be Here!
Glad to have found out about Cherrytap! My friend who recommended it said it's like MySpace on steroids and that's how I've been describing it. This is a fun site and I'm going to be using www.Trooker.com to create sets to post. Trooker, by the way, is the great new online video search engine that lets you find videos from across the web and create your own sets which you can publish or embed, like the one on my profile. Now it's Tuborg time!! (that's my favorite beer).

Hey Guyz!
i know i know i really havn't been around and i'm so sorry my world is work right now and i'm trying to make time for everybody so heres the deal don't expect me to be on that much this summer come the fall i'll be on more often but right now i really don't have time... when i do come on i'll leave some blogs and some love to my friends Later babes Raven

Ive Lost My Best Friend
I had to have my dog put to sleep He was best best friend my companion my boy I will miss him so much a gentler soul you could not find go in peace my friend till we meet again Please remember i love you

Watch Us Have Sex!
sign up on imlive.com to watch us fuck live! just follow this link http://imlive.com/vippath.asp?hnumber=292278 and then look for us online...we are MikieMartin. its free to sign up...but yes it costs money to watch people. or maybe you want to become a host yourself and get paid to have people watch you have sex or masturbate...doesnt matter if your a girl, a guy, straight, gay, a couple, into fetishes, they have a category for everything...if you want to be a host follow this link http://imlive.com/vippath.asp?host=y&hnumber=292278

A Blonde Goes On Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
Regis: "Barbara, you've done very well so far - $500,000 and one lifeline left -- phone a friend. The next question will give you the top prize of One Million dollars if you get it right ... but if you get it wrong you will drop back to $32,000 -- are you ready?" Barbara: "Sure, I'll have a go!" Regis: "Which of the following birds does not build it's own nest? Is it........ A-Robin B-Sparrow C-Cuckoo D-Thrush Remember Barbara its worth 1 Million dollars." "I think I know who it..but I'm not 100%... No, I haven't got a clue. I'd like to phone a friend Regis, just to be sure. Regis: "Yes, who, Barbara, do you want to phone? Barbara: "I'll phone my friend Maggie back home in Birmingham." (ringing) Maggie (also a blonde): "Hello..." Regis: "Hello Maggie, its Regis here from Who Wants to be a Millionaire-I have Barbara here and she is doing really well on $500,000, but needs your help to be a Million. The next voice you hear will be Barbar

Chili Cook Off
They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge # 3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy; and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted and became Judge 3." Here are the scorecard notes from the event: CHILI # 1 - MIKE'S MANIAC MONSTER CHILI Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick. Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild. Judge # 3 (Frank) -- Holy crap, what the hell is this stuff? You could rem

Girlfriend App
Girlfriend Application Finding a girlfriend is a remarkably difficult procedure. Believe me, I speak from personal experience. Basically, I'm tired of meeting the crazies, so I have devised a way to help move along the screening procedure. Besides, who doesnt want their own personal Andy? WANTED Nice girl somewhere near the 25-30 age range for passionate, romantic relationship with an incredibly awesome 29-year-old guy, who for merely the sake of argument we'll call Andy. JOB RESPONSIBILITIES Tolerating/enjoying my company on a daily basis Telling me that everything's okay when I fervently believe that it's not Seeing everyday as an adventure Appreciating me for what I am as well as what I am not Teaching me exactly what it means to be a great guy (i have my moments) Being there when needed WAGES/SALARY All of my heart MISCELLANEOUS BENEFITS As many massages as you require. Someone to listen. A shoulder to cry on. A date for Valentine's Day or

True Love
If you are in a relationship, or "think" you are" in love" you may want to use some of this as a checklist to see where everything stands in that relationship. I'm not a preacher or a master at love by any means, otherwise, I wouldn't be single. I just found this, and thought it was very insightful, and I know there are a lot of people out there who are in relationships now who are just, " settling" for whatever reason. This might help clear some things up for you. If you like what it has to say and it helps, let me know, if you don't like it, I can take criticism. Sorry it's so long, but I think it's an important topic. It is impossible to discuss love in one little article. Volumes of books have been written about love, and I only want to add a few thoughts in relationship with love in the family situation. Turn and read the great love chapter of the Bible I Corinthians 13. Remember, as you read-that Paul does not tell what love is, but rather what love does. Read 1 Corinthians

Yet Another Older One That I Wrote. Enjoy! Brand New Ones Comin Soon.....stay Tuned!
you walk into your house....no lights on....and as you make your way to the nearest lightswitch, someone grabs you. i grab both of your hands....and lead you to the nearest wall....and pin you against it, with your hands above your head. for that brief moment....you focus on me...and i kiss you ever so lightly. my lips barely touching yours....the feel of my breath on your face....its so quiet, you can almost hear my heart beating. i let go of one of your hands, and touch your face gently....tracing my fingertips down the side of your face. the kiss gets more passionate....suddenly, everything around us is a blur. the soft touch of your lips....the texture of your tongue....the gentle moans....it all drives me crazy. my fingers run up through your hair....pulling it gently back....just enough to get a reaction from you, and i kiss you deeper....feeling totally overtaken by passion! i move in even closer to you....pressing you against the wall with my body....i can feel your heart beati

If A Man Wants You!
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got

I Woke Up In A Bed On The Beach In A White Nightgown
I woke up in a bed on the beach in a white nightgown I'm doing better today I guess after my talk about the gyno visit to my friend sheryl put it into perspective because this poor girl went thru Cancer twice in her life first time she was 30 years old I was pregnant with Arielle at the time and the way she found out was awful she miscarried and after the miscarriage she went to the doctor and yes she was pregnant what terminated that baby was a tumor the size of a basketball. she had to go thru a total histerectomy and limpnodes with not only left her sterile but diabled for the rest of her life the chemo left her weak and unable to stand or sit for long periods of time her second bout was this past year they found a growth on her heart after 6 months of chemo again this time she will have numbness in her legs for 2 years at least she is only 46 and when I met her 24 years ago she was this beautiful raven haired doe eyed model today she is but a memory of this beauty. Three t

One
One One look, That's all it took, On that day, To take my breath away. One smile, In that country style, Against the fence, To make me body tense. One touch, Nothing to awful much, As we walked, To make it hard for me to talk. One hug, Nice and snug, Before I walked away, To make me want to stay. One kiss, Was total bliss, Not so chase, To make me red in the face. One night, It was all so right, Not one regret, To a night I won't forget.

Picture Comments Game!
This is the picture comment game. Since you have opened this bulletin, do the following things:: 1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Leave them image comments on all of their pictures 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many image comments you get on your own pictures Dont break this!!! You've already opened it and might as well comment on some pictures!!!

Sorry
I just wanted to make a blog to let my Cherry Tap friends know that I'm sorry for not being on here more. My sister's going through some really rough personal problems and I'm trying my best to be a leaning shoulder for her. I'm hoping everything works out in the best interest for her, plus I've been working some hellish hours too. But alas, Dawnie will be back soon, so beware! LOL!!

Keep Your Fork
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly . "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the pastor. The young woman explained. "My grandmother once t

Happy Summer Solstice
Litha or summer solstice Happy Litha to all Wiccans The longest day of the year, the god of light reaching the moment of his greatest strength. Litha the opposite to Yule. He gives way to his twin the god of darkness . Wicca is known to have a basis of the spiral of life, representing the neverending circle of death and rebirth, encouraging you to be aware of that which balances. Where there is death there is life,Where there is light there is dark. if i have written anything that is incorrect, please let me know!!!!!!!

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Communication
Have you ever noticed that men and women seem to speak different languages? I mean they sound the same, but the worlds have different meanings, for example: If a woman says, "I would like your help in the yard." the translation is, "I have decided that I am redoing the landscaping in one weekend and I need you to do all the heavy lifting." If a man says, "I need your help in the yard." the translation is, "I want someone to stand in the shade while I mow and hold my beer." If a woman says, "We need to spend more time together." it translates as, "We are going shopping and you are carrying all the bags." If a man says, "We need to spend more time together." it translates as, "None of my fishing/hunting buddies can get off for a weekend trip to the woods." Then there are other things that pop up. Not dealing with language, but finding alternative uses for various things. Take a home dishwasher for example. The water hits a good 180 to 200 degrees. So, put in

Pray For Baby Kaleb
Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos ********** Kaleb's story PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS BABY AND HIS FAMILY. Like any responsible parents, Kristy and Josh Schwade wanted what was best for their only child, Kaleb. They did a background check on their day care worker, and even interviewed her in her home for two hours. Kristy was even willing to drive 20 miles out of her way to provide, what they thought to have been, "optimum" care in a good neighborhood. On May 9th, 2007 their worst nightmare was brought to fruition. After being in the care of this home day care worker only five times, Kaleb was picked up by his Grandmother and Aunt. They noticed that he was lethargic and experiencing obvious breathing abnormalities. The caregiver told them he was ill, but Kaleb had just visited the doctors the day before and was given a "clean bill of health". When Kristy arrived at her mother's home to pick Kaleb up, she described him as "having no life in his b

Clubbin
we see each other across the room my love for you now in full bloom your eyes glistening in the colorful club lights i move towards you like a bird taking flight i push against the music and i push against the crowd the vibe i feel between us it's deafening its so loud wait what am i thinking, first i need to dance I'll see if you come to me. I'll give you a chance i don't want to rush, don't want to seem to desperate i want our meeting to be something good, something perfect i see you watching me as the music pimps and my body sways i do nice things for you to look i have my little ways and then you start moving forward and i begin to smile when was the last time i kissed someone i think.."its been awhile" and here you are standing in front of me your face is so beautiful its a sight to see then you take my hand and i move away from it all i pitched ans being the good catch you are you caught the ball now we're dancing and to the music together we

New Account Pls Read!!!!!
Hello my CT Friends and Fans!!! Long ago when I first joined CT it was on the invite of a friend of mine. Only later I discovered my “friend” to be a liar. Needless to say after a falling out we have both banned each other, however I only just discovered he still benefits from my points and also has his nickname linked on my profile. I posted a mumm about this and it was suggest that I start a brand new account. So I have done just that!!! I will be closing this account by the end of the first week of July and I will also be away from a pc for most of the week (family stuff). So please help me out and allow me to keep you as friend by adding the new account. sultryncurvy@ CherryTAP Click pic above for link to my new profile!!! To help boost me getting back up to the level I am at now I am also in a contest to win a blast. There is no time limit just need 15,000 comments. So please drop a few comments my way to help me out. You all know I help out when I can.

6 Inches
SIx Inches Coming into the bar and ordering a double, the man leaned over and confided to the bartender, "I'm so pissed off !" "Oh yeah? What happened?" asked the bartender politely. "See, I met this beautiful woman who invited me back to her home. We stripped off our clothes and jumped into bed and we were just about to make love when her god damned husband came in the front door. So I had to jump out of the bedroom window and hang from the ledge by my fingernails!" "Gee, that's tough!" commiserated the bartender. "Right, but that's not what really got me aggravated," the customer went on. "When her husband came into the room he said 'Hey great! You're naked already! Let me just take a leak.' And damned if the lazy son of a bitch didn't piss out the window right onto my head?" "Yeech!" the bartender shook his head. "No wonder you're in a lousy mood." "Yeah, but I haven't told you what really, really got to me. Next, I had to listen to them grunting and gr

My Resignation
My Resignation I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; when all you knew were colours, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair; that everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible.

Clocks In Heaven
Hillary Clinton died and went to heaven. As she stood in front of Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates, she saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. She asked, "What are all those clocks?" Saint Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie, the hands on your clock will move. "Oh," said Hillary, "whose clock is that?" "That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved indicating that she never told a lie." "Whose clock is that?" "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have only moved twice telling us that Abe only told 2 lies in his entire life." "Where's my clock?" Hillary asked. "Your clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."

A Few Poems I Wrote
REFLECTIONS As she gazes into the lake her eyes look at the reflections of a troubled young woman. Eyes so full of pain and anger that stems from somewhere beyond her. So lost deep within the hurt she can't seem to see her way out. Loneliness drives her mad, companionship is lost. Always feeling like she is so alone and unloved. Never being able to find someone that can see through her masks. Searching for something she may never find. Always feeling unworthy of something as great as happiness. She sinks deeper and deeper into a depression that is killing her. Praying at night that she will not see the light of another day but deep down knowing her prayers will go unanswered again. Crying out for help but there is no one there that understands how she is feeling. In fear that she will become another depression satistic. How horrible could death be? Couldn't be worse than life. Unsure of what she is feeling. Being saddened by the thoughts of regrets and self loathing. Not sure where to

Cream Cheese Dip
Appetizer -- Cream Cheese Dip 1 8-oz. package cream cheese, softened 1 fresh tomato 2 cloves garlic minced Less than one quarter cup milk or Half and Half to thin mixture Fresh ground pepper Slice tomato in half and scoop out inside pulp. Combine tomato pulp with cream cheese and garlic and a splash or two of milk. Mix with a mixer for several minutes until smooth. Add a little milk if necessary to thin the dip. Place mixture in a small bowl and sprinkle with fresh ground pepper. Refrigerate until ready to serve. Potato chips actually go great with this dip, but you may also use your favorite crackers. The Skinny: Use light cream cheese and low fat milk or Half and Half. If you have a nice tender tomato, then cut it into pieces and put the whole thing in the mixer. You will end up with some of the tomato skin in the dip but it really is no problem.

New York Was Great...now It's On To Martha's Vineyard
Loved New York, it was much different than I had expected it to be. All my life I had heard people speak of the big apple. It sounded so big, I was intimidated by it without going there to see for myself. Maybe it was partially because I spent my time there in Valley Stream. But even after that I went back into the city before leaving for my next assignment in Martha's Vineyard. All I can say is this, I loved New York. The people are friendly and it has so many things to do. There is no doubt in my mind that I will go back there soon, so much I want to see and do there. But for right now, my work is taking me in a different direction.....Martha's Vineyard.Can hardly wait.....

Distance
distance mean so little from where we may be,our hearts will share the treasures of each happy memory... and though we may be miles apart our love will last... the distance means so little just because u mean so very much to me ....... by lonelywhitewolf

Please Look At This Update
Today I also found out that baby Elizabeth Dugar is sick in the hospital at St. Jude's with a bacteria infection that she has been batteling with for a week now. She has one more chemotherapy session to complete and she can not get it until the bacteria infection is dissolved. If you have been following along since I blogged about her, please say some extra prayers for her. She is only 15 months old now and has been doing so well with her treatments. Every child deserves a chance to live life! It will not hurt to pray for her wellbeing. Thank you. http://i156.photobucket.com/albums/t35/Justmeee00/ElizabethmonsterfaceSt.jpg

Friends...........
A man was exploring caves by the seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could. He thought little about it, until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone! Excited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left. Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had thrown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could have taken home tens of thousa

Friday 13th
Hi there, just a quick blog to say after a lot of searching we have finally met another female that wants to into me to BI. She is actually a friend we have known for 5 years and we have recently chatted about it and she is more than happy to introduce n seduce so to speak. She even agreed to hubby taking pics and video. Wish me luck.....l. Kylie...xx

Becoming A Cherry...
HELLO THERE ALL, THIS BIG NERD. NEW TO THE CHERRY TAP WORLD. MOST SAY I WONT BE HERE LONG IF I RATE LOW. BUT IF YOU RATE EVERY1 HIGH, DONT YOU THINK YOUR BEING A LIL DISHONEST?. I MEAN MOST IN THE WORLD DONT SEE WHA EVERY1 ELSE SES IN OTHERS. THATS WHAT MAKES US AN INDIVDUAL PEOPLE.. OUR OWN PERSON. IF I RATE YOU LOW IT DONT MEAN YOU AINT COOL OR NADA, PLUS LOOKS ARENT ERRTHING. JUST ME HERE SPEAKIN MY MIND. I HOPE TO MAKE NICE FRIENDS HERE RATED 11 OR 10 OR 5 ETC.COME AT ME CORRECT AND YOU GET THE SAME RESPECT I GIVE MYSELF..CIAO

Battle Not Monsters, Lest Ye Become One
So, here I was, in another website's chat room, when I make the mistake of taking the flame-bait. "What is it about all men not being able to get past the boobs when they see me?" spat Carebear13, venting her frustration at her most recent grocery store experience. Of course, being a male, I had to say something - after all, not everyone with a penis is a pervert. We're not all saints, either. I'm regularly chastised by the few readers I have left about lumping people together. "We're not all that way, you know," I started out. "You've spoken to me before. I haven't cared what your breasts looked like." This must have turned her auto-attack feature on, because I was immediately given a "Stop whining, Take" (short for "TakeItOutside", my screen name there). "Nobody's whining, Care. How come someone has to be whining in order to defend his gender against sweeping generalizations that some might even find offensive?" It deteriorated after that, until finally I just agre

Tos #5
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Cration Of A Soldiers Wife
The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beat soundly when it's over-wor

Adjusting
So I spent 5 weeks in Mexico at the University of Guadalajara and I came back home. Found it a little funny when I went places and started to speak spanish and not even realize it til i noticed the funny looks on faces. Never knew how much I would miss being able to walk up to someone and speak spanish and get my ideas across. Now I can not wait til I can find people on here that can speak to me in spanish and others in my town or even til I head back to Mexico!!!

.shot The Moon.
.Shot The Moon. I was never quick to say it Never quick to feel it Without thinking its said Was I delirious instead?? So many questions run through my head I can't believe what I just said So far you've been nothing but real Your honesty is something I feel I love talking with you Its like I'm alive and someone new Its like I'm the center of your world What girl wouldn't love that position to hold?? I know its too soon Its like I'm shooting for the moon I've lost control And have nothing to hold I feel embarrassed and such a fool So stupid that its just not cool So please forgive me I didn't mean to say it so free I know I shot the moon And yeah I know.... its too soon © butterflies

Natal Curry Contest
You may not be aware that Durban has the largest Indian population >outside of India in the world. Understandably they have put their mark on >the city and its culture, and Durban (or Natal) curries are legendary (and >almost lethal). Now read ... > > NATAL CURRY CONTEST > >This is great.... > > If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no >Hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this >slowly. >For those of you who have lived in Natal , you know how typical this is. >They actually have a Curry Cook-off about June/July. >It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Royal Show in PMB. >Judge #3 was an inexperienced food critic named Frank, who was visiting >From America . > >Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a >Curry Cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment >and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for >directions to the Beer Ga

Poem I Wrote!!!
Today And Yesterday!! I have loved you all. So Much I've cherished . Every moment , we shared Deep in my heart. But , if I leave . This world tomorrow. Will you know how much. I loved you ALL And how deep I cared? I've tried to be here. To be a friend, And to dry your tears . That would fall. We talked about everything , Big and Small. Sometimes laughed And Sometimes Cried. I can Remember , The First time I met all my friends . And each one That Call's me MOM . The first kiss. From each man in my life . Each touching a part Of my heart . In different Way's. The first time I held one of my Children And I knew , I had a gift from Heaven. Praying I would love them , the way All Children deserve! Please - Forgive me if it wasn't enough. Would you know, That I had, one last Though , of you ALL ? That my pain and sorrow , Have come to and end. And my tears on this Earth are Threw. If I leave this World Tomorrow , Will, you know ho

Pieces Of My Broken Heart ...
Sitting here once again picking up the pieces of my shattered broken heart. Trying to fit the pieces back together but there are so many to even start. The one's my family took from me so long ago, my first love forgot to give me the one's he took as well. So many pieces missing from this puzzle of heartache, so many stories to tell. What's the use, it's so confusing, there are pieces that never seem to fit, colors that never match, and the box that holds the pieces is torn and tattered too. Reaching down, chaotically tearing the finished pieces apart, through a tear stained face, I throw them into the torn and tattered box. I will bring them out another time,try the pieces out, when there is no more breathe in me and I am done picking up the rest of the pieces of this shattered broken heart. "No Matter How much Love you give to a person, or how much of your heart they take. Sometimes Love just isn't enough. They chose a different path to walk on a leave yo

Only 31 Girls Remained Faithful And Kept Their Name In My Absence...here's The List:
IrishEyes Tornado BlueEyes BettieBarlow Demisis SultryFirefox Lillyth Chaz LadiiWicked(e-mail me) DarkVixen(e-mail me) FireRose(e-mail me) Joy CinnamonGirl Ronda Wimsey SweetMissKate SavannahJo PoisonGirl(e-mail me) VoluptousVixen(e-mail me) PussecatPurrs RichsGirl(e-mail me) Sugarbaby(e-mail me) Tat2Angel MzPhattyGirl DarkestFaery MizzThickness PrettyKitty SexySongstress(e-mail me) JennButterfly(e-mail me) Nikkie Nothing(e-mail me) Curvalicious Those are the only girls who kept the title of Plus Size Pinup in their name...Many of the girls e-mailed me asking where I was and how I was doing...Countless welcomed me back. To those of you whose name has (e-mail me) after it, please e-mail me at CurvyPinupGirls@aol.com Thank you so much ladies! Madame Dazzy

A Poem
If I knew how to write a song I'd write one everyday It would say that I'm in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you're pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you're a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as dorky as can be You're smart charming lovely And everything to me You're my comfort when I'm lonely You're my peace when I need rest Of all the women I've known I must rate you the best. You're the orchard in the jungle, you're the better half of me You're all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

New People
they expect us to rate them help them level up but does that mean cuz we are a higher level we shouldnt get rated back? no i honestly wish people would please rate me back when i rate them i have all sorts of new stash and wonderful pics please dont hesitate to help me get out of this rut im in...

Then Came You
I was left all alone; with my heart in my hand. I walked on the beach; and built castles in the sand. For now I know the reason; for all the salt in the sea. It's from all the tears shed; from other girls like me. As I walked from the shore; a solitary figure came into view. I began to wonder who it was; but then came you. You took my hand and kissed it; then told me your name. I couldn't believe what was happening; things just weren't the same. You held me close in your arms; and things felt so right. You took me home later; then left for the night. You came back day after day; saying things I needed to hear. You brought warmth into my heart; keeping away every fear. I look back on that day; the first day we met. Thank you for your love darling; Your love I will never forget.

Desire
What are the things I desire? What are the things i need most? Why do i sit here and write nothing down? My soul as empty as a ghost. I desire warmth, of flesh and blood. I desire your touch ever so soft. I desire your lips upon my skin The touch making me rise aloft. What are the things I desire? What are the things I need most? I wrote a few things down I am your welcoming host.

Family Level
I am also at my limit for family members on this family page. For some reason it will not verify my email. I have a clcikable link on the page page that tells me to verify my email to level up...well I click it, it sends me an email to verify, I go to my email and click the link within my email to verify it, and it keeps giving me an error message that says I have already verified my email. Scrapper, from Fubar told me to go into my profile settings and change the email address and try it again with a different email. So I went and made a whole new email account, came back, changed the email associated with this account and re-clicked to verify my email. I went to the NEW email account opened the email, clicked the link to verify my email, and got the same #$^&%$#$%^& error message saying my email had already been verified. So....I will once again email Scrapper and see what he suggests I do to remedy this but there is the possibility that it may not ever get resolved. They have more

Doing The Math
Just some other facts (Yeah, this clothes thing is really bothering me LOL) Paid in child support in 3 years $ 15,720. Adoption assistance collected 3 years $ 18,000. Personal loans $ 1300. Flight tickets and washing machine $ 740. 401k share (she took the cash) $ 17,000. School books Edison $ 300. (I not only paid Chelseas tab, but I also paid for her son Chris's fees) GRAND TOTAL $ 53,060. Her bills at the new place (estimated) Mortgage $ 1,000. Utilities $ 200. Water $ 100. Car payment $ 600. Insurance $ 100. Phone $ 150. Grand Total $ 2.150. Her salary (based on $ 20 an hour mth)$ 3,200. Overtime (based on $ 30 an hour) $ 720. Taxes and garnish

Lover
She feels the breath..warm and moist She feels the touch..her pleasure unvoiced Eyes stare deep into her soul To make this one happy is her goal She smells the escence of lavender and soap Her mind feels with joy and hope A soft touch just like silk Skin soft and pale like fresh milk Laying on the bed of roses Not sure of herself and her poses People say this is wrong But to her its the perfect song She melts into love and pleasure never felt With each touch she begins to melt Soft lips taste like sugar Each kiss just seems to linger Now as they lay in eachother arms She realizes all of this ones charms This is her life..her love forever This is her perfect friend and lover A woman has stolen her heart This love she prays will never depart by alanna

Broken Sparrow
Caught in confusion, life is such a delusion. One day you are up and the next day you are down. Sometimes you are happy and sometimes you are sad. Hanging on to yesterday and reaching for the future, yet forgetting to live in the present. Emotions mixed and running wild,some would call you a destiny child. Portal of happiness yet so consumed by sorrow and pain while looking for love yet having none to give. Feeling so unworthy to be loved and not willing to take a chance. Is love real in the first place? Often broken and saddened from trying to love, yet not knowing how. So many painful memories haunting from years that have past leaving you wondering how this broken emotion could have last? Changes all around, often felt abandon and let down. Always the feeling that people are trying to change you and that you are never good enough; the way you look, the way you act and even the way you feel. Is life so unreal? Broken Sparrow, what does your future hold? Light o

10 Weeks Today!!!!
Your baby is no longer an embryo! Though she's barely the size of a kumquat — just an inch or so long, crown to bottom — and weighs less than a quarter of an ounce, she now has completed the most critical portion of her development. This is the beginning of the so-called fetal period, a time when the tissues and organs in her body rapidly grow and mature. Her vital organs — the liver, kidney, intestines, brain, and lungs — are now in place and starting to function (although they'll continue to develop throughout your pregnancy). Her liver continues to make blood cells, and the yolk sac, which previously supplied these cells, is no longer needed and begins to disappear. During the next three weeks, your baby's length will more than double to nearly 3 inches. Her head is proportionately smaller now than it was a few weeks ago, but it's still almost half the length of her entire body. Her forehead temporarily bulges with her developing brain and sits high on her head; it will later rec

The Follow Up
When the last time I post a blog was on Father's Day an here is the follow up from it... as soon as I just got done posin my blog my phone rang and not to my surprise it was my family on the other end.Here the day hasn't began and I'm already got a annoying phone call wantin to know if I was commin over or not (I should have said no I wasn't but that wouldn't been right of me to do so) so soundin all so trilled I told them I will be over asap. 30 mins went by... 45 mins went by and when just about 50 mins went by and alot of second thinkin I was on my way over. When I was just lockin the front door guess what (if you said that my phone rang again.. u can pat yourself on the back) and here I thought yall wasn't smart. So couple of mins went by ... my cell phone rang ( yall knew it was comming...lol) cause of when I live my cell don't get a good connetion so they had to wait for 2-3 mins to go by before they could call. To make of my surprise (yea right) I found out that not only did I h

Chicken With Cashew Nuts
Chicken with Cashew Nuts The nutty crunch of cashews really makes this dish something special. As with all stir-fries, be sure to have your ingredients prepped and ready, because the cooking goes by in a flash. Credit: Helen Chen's Chinese Home Cooking Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound skinless, boneless chicken breast (about 2 cups), cut into 3/4-inch cubes * 2 teaspoons cornstarch * 2 teaspoons dry sherry * 1/2 teaspoon gingerroot, peeled and grated * 2 tablespoons dark soy sauce * 2 tablespoons hoisin sauce * 1 teaspoon sugar * 4 tablespoons vegetable oil (canola, corn or peanut) * 1 peeled and crushed garlic clove * 1 cup whole toasted blanched cashews * 1 teaspoon sesame oil Directions: Place the chicken in a bowl. Add the cornstarch, sherry and gingerroot and stir until well mixed. Set aside. Combine the soy sauce, hoisin sauce, sugar and 2 tablespoons of water in a small bowl and stir until smooth. Se

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a pl

The Irony Of Love
The Greatest Irony of love Loving the right person at the wrong time, or having the wrong person when the time is right. && finding out you LOvE someone Right after that person walks out of your life. && sometimes you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. But in reality, some are so afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. *Most relationships* Tend to fail not because of the absence of love, because love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved to little. As we all know, the heart is the c.e.n.t.e.r. of the body, but it beats on the left and maybe thats the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with t

Life Out Here...
So I've been here for about two weeks now. everything was going great and whatnot... but now I feel like I'm not even wanted here. I love my bf and I love his family, but I'm not feeling the same love back. It's like they don't want me here and they want me gone... thing is.. I really have no where else to go.. and I just don't know what to do. I really don't want to have to go back to Wisconsin, and I might be getting a job soon, so maybe I'll be able to get my own place. I just wish someone would tell me what's going on an why they're acting this way. I don't think I've done anything wrong, but what I think and what they think are two different things... Everytime I try to talk to him about it he just changes the subject, gets mad and walk away or just ignores me... so something has to be up and they must not want me here... so I guess I'm gonna be moving again.. lucky me..

Wtf???
Ok so time to rant I wont use names here! Lets just say that it seems like shit keeps snowballin and I find out more stuff all the time. I go to my moms yesterday only to find out that she "knew" what was going on between my sister and the person i used to love. Apparently my niece came over quite awhile ago and told my mom what was goin on. Then my mom starts cryin and tellin me she wished she was dead, that she cant handle whats goin on between us girls and that she wish we could just have decent lives. Of course I assured my mom that I am fine, obviously Im not happy about the situation, but Im ok and I can deal with it. I also assured her that I would never start shit with my sister over it at my moms house or durning any family functions. But now Im even more fuckin pissed, now I feel even more hate for these two because, its now affecting my mother, and shes not in the best health and doesnt need to be worrying about all this. I swear to mother fuckin god, the n

Im No Better
just realized today that im no better than my fucking father.i just want to fucking carve myself up like a thnksgiving day turkey.im a worthless no good piece of shit just like him i guess no matter what i do its true what they say. like father.....like son

Could It Be
Could it be that we weren't meant to be That you have a soul mate and it's just not me Could it be be that we met and the wrong time wrong place That it was too early and we both needed space Could it be that neither of us were ready My heart was in it but you would have to behead me You kiss was deadly plus I could learn a lot from you Could it be the rebound just went to far off the rim and it wasn't me it was him who caught you It could probably something I never thought of I lied didn't tell you the whole truth at the same time cupid was bussing of the roof Hit you he caught your eye When it hit me wasn't no surprise Could it be that I guided you to his arms Could it be him that will be loving all life long And my place will be your friend then I will settle for that Could it be a dream turned nightmare actual fact twisted twilight zone Whatever it is it could be or should be it won't Could it be I don't cross your mind you know that I don't

What Am I To Say
What am I to say? What am I say to say, When you ask me if I am ok When you tell me thank you for accepting things What am I to say No, i wanna scream, I have no choice but I slowly recollect myself and choke down my words, Only to suffocate on them later. Bashed around by my lonliness, at least it's something to focus on. You don't believe when I say I'm tired, I know you are too.... Just wish I could voice as free as you do. Without the ridcule Of course though you tell me, "You have nothing to be sad about." But really I'm beat down and blue Just can't rid myself of this. I don't wanna be alone, yet... I hide myself away by habit It's gonna be ok, even though I know I'm not. Right now. No voice to speak, Too weak to stand Never good enough, I hide away. JUST ANOTHER MISERABLE DAY.

If Tomorrow Was Your Last Day
IF TOMORROW WAS YOUR LAST DAY STOP AND THINK, IF TOMORROW WAS YOUR LAST DAY, WOULD YOU BE CONSUMED BY WORK OR, TAKE YOUR KIDS AND PLAY? WOULD YOU STILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOUR DREAMS? WOULD YOU SEIZE THE MOMENT AND FORGET YOUR SCHEMES? WOULD YOUR THOUGHTS BE OF WHAT HAS COME TO PAST? WOULD YOU SQUEEZE EVERY SECOND AND TRY AND MAKE IT LAST? TAKE THE TIME EACH DAY, TO SEE THE BEAUTY THAT’S BEEN GIVEN YOU. TAKE THE TIME TO BE THOUGHTFUL AND HELPFUL IN ALL YOU DO. TOO MANY DAYS ARE WASTED BY WORRY’S OF TOMORROW AND REGRETS OF THE PAST. YESTERDAY IS A MEMORY AND THE TOMORROWS COME WAY TOO FAST. TAKE TIME TO REFLECT EACH DAY, OF BLESSINGS IN YOUR LIFE. BE THANKFUL OF A HOME TO LIVE IN, FRIENDS, FAMILY, A HUSBAND OR A WIFE. DON’T DWELL ON POSSESSIONS THAT YOU WANT OR, THAT YOU’VE BOUGHT. ON YOUR LAST DAY HERE ALIVE, YOU’LL FIND, THAT THEY WON’T MEAN A LOT. IF YOU THINK, YOU DON’T HAVE A LOT OF WEALTH EVER THINK, OF SOMEONE DYING W

Rant Of The Day
Today my rant is about stupid people. Most directly, stupid people who think if they perv you (a.k.a oogle your pics) but don't rate what they are pervin you don't know about it. Take for instance the 10 people who have viewed a picture I have up but only 4 of the 10 actually rated it. Well honestly I know who did, therefore I know who did not. Now.. why must you be so lazy as to not add on that extra mousey click that pushes a little rating down? Or how about those loverly people who actually rip one of my pics and neither rate nor comment that they ripped it? Now don't get me wrong, in the (near year) I have been on this site I have never ever been about the points. I honestly don't give two shits in a pig pen about levels or points on this site. My thing is, common courtesy. Manners. My rant today is about all these lovely people, who wish for me to add them.. and then they do nothing but .. fuck I don't even know what they do or why they want an add to begin with ffs.

Hey
just to let you know, that i have graduated my basic training today. I am heading out for my Advance training tomorrow. Will stay intouch more when i get another internet access. Thanks for all the loves and comments, i miss you and love you all oh so much. Peace and love. Moe

Thank You Fubies!!!
I just wanted to give a big shout out to all of you that came by,read my blog earlier,rated my stuff...YOU ALL RAWK!!!!! If we stick together & keep each other informed of who these assmunches are...we can make it FUBIES!!!!! LOVE Y'ALLL ~ReD~

Why I'm Sad.
Today....my wife, the love of my life, left me. Although it was on good terms(as good as it can be I guess) it still hurts alot. I guess we just grew apart over the years and I know I wasn't the easiest person to live with sometimes. (Two souls that were joined as one are now torn apart...And a great love is undone.)

Bubba Died Funny
Bubba died in a fire and his body was burned pretty badly. The morgue >needed >someone to identify the body, so they sent for his two best friends, >Cooter >and Gomer. The three men had always done everything together. > >Cooter arrived first, and when the mortician pulled back the sheet, Cooter >said, "Yup, his face is burned up pretty bad. You better roll him over." > >The mortician rolled him over and Cooter said, "Nope, ain't Bubba." > >The mortician thought this was rather strange, so he brought Gomer in to >confirm the identity of the body. > > Gomer looked at the body and said, "Yup, he's pretty well burnt up. Roll >him over." > >The mortician rolled him over and Gomer said, "No, it ain't Bubba." > >The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" > >Gomer said, "Well, Bubba had two assholes." > >"What? He had two assholes?" asked the mortician. > >"Yup, we never seen 'em, but everybody used to say, 'There's Bubba with >them >two assholes.'

Tattoo Addict
sitting in the dark pain an electric spark the fuel to my fire increase my desire needle finds its mark the current courses through me with every breath i take nerves pulsating absolutely tittilating the feeling envelops me pleasure courses through me stimulating my mind extasy courses through me such a pain is hard to find my addiction, my climax, my love Copyright: Chantal Plummer

Blurry
why do we sleepwalk when we should move with purpose? that which requires self reliance is the most sacred to behold i realize what i behold and i defend it fiercely; no usurpers however strength for evolution of said self is not a trivial feat indeed to reduce my steps to a level i can keep up with is shameful is it the fear of a tangible that would define me what slows me? have i even a definition at all with which to present myself to the world? its a task i continuously tackle but with no plan, thus no success. sorrow is an eager muse, self-reflection the subject of my subconscious canvas basically no one wants a man that isnt of himself, for himself, for his.period.

Music
So I'm a rock fan and I've noticed that some of the music that my bands put out are getting alot of heat cuase they changed there style just a lil bit. I mean don't artist have to grow and try new things why can't these "so called fans" see that all bands will try something new and diff then what we are used too. Just beucuse its not as hardcore does that make them a sellout. It just makes me irritated but then again I have to remember that these kids are young and don't have a good concept on music. if there is no change then you wont get very far right? ^_^

$500 Shopping Spree
A Chance for ladies in The NJ/Ny Area to win a $500 Shoppoing spree hotel accomodations, makeover by prfessional makeup artists and a professional Photo shot with pictures to appear in Companies Profile magaziine... u intereted ask me how...

" What I Do For A Living"
Today I went to the grocery store. If ya ask me, I will tell ya I go to the Walmarts EVERY DAY. But in truth, I probally only go 5 out of 7 days a week! It is what I call "food moving". The food on the shelves, it all looks simple enough, some packages even boast and brag, 'only 7 minutes from freezer to table. Who are they kidding? Not me, I've already invested that much time in finding my keys, to begin the food moving mission. After I have measured and calculated its portion per package capacity. And compared generic vs. what I can afford, from the shelves into the cart this is where the food becomes my responsibility. I move this food around the football stadium size of a grocery store until I cant take the running and screaming any longer, isnt it time for the snowbirds to go home! It's time to stand in line, Whatever happened to the sign that states that if there is more than 3 people in line they open another register. Gone! The bag boys took all the signs when they went into wi

My Age
If you're my age, no one's trying to sell you anything except life insurance, hardcore pharmaceutical drugs, the hole in the ground, and "The Best of Sting," and when someone comes up to you and hands you "The Best of Sting," you realize that basically, somehow you are dead. ~Henry Rollins

Wtf!!!
I jus got banned from posting fucken bulletins..why u ask ? For repositng a fucken bulletin that was considerd fucken NSFW..arent we all fucken adults here like wtf!!! and I got banned for it fucken bullshit muthafuckers!!!!!

Crazy Ppl
u all need to bug out or i am shippin out and fuck fubar cherrytap or lostcherry what ever u want to be if you want to cause drama fuck you kitten Sexxy Katt-Fu-Wifey to The Main Event, eXibitionist,JD &babyboi whaite queens loving black kings fuck you baby jesus fuck you fubar fuck you except ladywithcurves your the only one that this dont apply to i am done with this fuckin fubar shit i delete a bitch and you let cunts on this shit with guys they may fuck some shit up for and its so what suck your own dicks bitch and i am out

Lyrics
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me. Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more. Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by. My love is strong, with you there is no wrong, together we shall go until we die. My, my, my. An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see. And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles, Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one. Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad. If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.

Nfl
BEST NFL CHOOSE 5 TEAMS AFC AND 5 TEAMS CHOOSE 5 AFC TEAMS 1.Baltimore Ravens 2.Cincinnati Bengals 3.Cleveland Browns 4.Pittsburgh Steelers 5.Houston Texans 6.Indianapolis Colts 7.Jacksonville Jaguars 8.Tennessee Titans 9.Buffalo Bills 10.Miami Dolphins 11.New England Patriots 12.New York Jets 13.Denver Broncos 14.Kansas City Chiefs 15.Oakland Raiders 16.San Diego Chargers CHOOSE BEST 5 TEAMS 17.Chicago Bears 18.Detroit Lions 19.Green Bay Packers 20.Minnesota Vikings 21.Atlanta Falcons 22.New Orleans Saints 23.Tampa Bay Buccaneers 24.Dallas Cowboys 25.New York Giants 26.Philadelphia Eagles 27.Washington Redskins 28.Arizona Cardinals 29.Seattle Seahawks 30.St. Louis Rams 31.Carolina Panthers 32.San Francisco 49ers

A Sioux Prayer
A Sioux Prayer Translated by Chief Yellow Lark - 1887 Oh, Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds Whose breath gives life to the world, hear me I come to you as one of your many children I am small and weak I need your strength and wisdom May I walk in beauty Make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made And my ears sharp to your voice. Make me wise so that I may know the things you have taught your children. The lessons you have written in every leaf and rock Make me strong--------! Not to be superior to my brothers, but to fight my greatest enemy....myself Make me ever ready to come to you with straight eyes, So that when life fades as the fading sunset, May my spirit come to you without shame.

Help Me Pick My 1st Tat!!
whats up people?...i have been thinking about getting my first tattoo...but i don't really know what i want to get...so i'm looking for ideas and someone to help me design my tattoo..so if you have any drawing skills or ideas feel free to give me your advise..thanks

9-11-01
ref="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this bulletin on to others! WE SHOULD ALL REMEMBER ALL OF THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES AND THOSE WHO'S LIVES WERE LOST SAVING OTHERS.

Morrnings Lol
Every morning I wake up and get my kids up than make 2 phone calls lol lol you would think I could remember my buttons on my phone since i do it every morning 1 is my voice mail 2 is tink (home)3 is tink(cell) 4 is Jess !!!!! Those two I call every morning so first phone call is to tink and his cell how ever I always hit the wrong button 2nd one is to jess and everyone calls her star well i have another friend her real name is starla and people call her star . you guess it i always hit the wrong button on that one too lmao lmao !!!! You see how blond I am in the morning ! So needless to say when i first wake up in the morning i am scary with a phone in my hand lmao lmao lmao !!!!!!

Did I Ever Mention I Was Slightly
narcissistic? hehe. Not overly, dont get me wrong, its a love hate kinda thing[a love to hate myself kinda thing]. So that in turn makes me a camerawhore, yada yada. Im out of picture space blah blah blah. [So heres where I feel bad] Ive got like 53k till my next lvl. I need help lvling[rates] or if you really really love me and wana help the "Mandi is a cameraWhore" foundation by donating a blast or a vic id love you forever. Normaly if i wanted it id buy it myself but my broke ass is trying to afford cable internet this month so i can ditch living in the stone age[dial up]. so yea xoxoxox lots of love and all that stuffs.[dont hate me]

Prayers For A Friend.
Yesterday a good friend of mines son was found murdered here in Twin Falls. Details are still sketchy, but here is the article from todays paper. This 18 year old man use to babysit my step son 4 years ago for my ex and I while we worked. So it's been quite a long morning for me since they announced who's body was found. I'm still trying to reach his mother to give her my condolences. Please say a prayer for his mother and his father as they are wonderful people. Dale was a great kid and was always nothing but fantastic to my son. My son idolized him. Thanks Todays article: http://www.magicvalley.com/articles/2007/09/14/news/top_story/120583.txt

Wtf?!?!?!
I have had enough, I am done keeping this inside. I need to let this out, and I don't give a good G.Damn if anyone doesnt like it!! Ok... Let me ask a question... Why is it that single mothers always end up having to clean up the bullshit messes that their ex's create??? ( And generally get ZERO CREDIT for doing so?? ) I recieved an email last week from my first husbands new wife saying that we may have to "reevaluate" his support payments because he has been cut down on hours at work. WELL EXCUSE ME.. BUT IT WAS * HIS * CHOICE TO QUIT HIS LAST JOB THAT PAID GOOD MONEY IN FAVOUR OF A JOB IN THE TOURIST INDUSTRY THAT EVERYONE WITH HALF A BRAIN STEM KNOWS ENDS UP CUTTING HOURS AFTER PEAK TOURIST SEASON ENDS. Maybe if the two of them grew a damn brain, stopped taking so many damn vacations, and saved that money instead of spending it all... and dipping into MY DAUGHTERS bank account to buy groceries for the two of them and THEIR KID... they would not be in this situ

Mumms
Hi all u fubarians!!! I had a MUMM deleted this morning due to unknown causes. I was basically wanting opinions on the whole 9/11 attacks ...weather they were Really what they appeard to be or weather it was a government Conspiracy. I wanted others insight so i can Make Up My Mind. I read the blog rules on MUMMS and found that i didn't violate any rules so i preceeded to seek out a formal answer as to why it was deleted by way of contacting scrapper. I was very polite about the whole ordeal and all i got from him was, and i quote "read my blog". I wrote him another messege and am still waiting to hear back from him. I really have a hard time believing that he even read my MUMM or considered weather it was absolutely necessary to delete. I feel that I was not taken seriously and there is a problem here that needs fixing. I understand that the guy may be kinda busy since he is the "only" one that deals with them, but I see no reason for us to suffer because he dont wanna take the time t

George Carlin's Rules For 2007
George Carlin's rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days . . mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much

9/26/07
Tomorrow my baby who is 7 is having her first ever surgery. Nothing real major, her tonsils and adnoids removed and tubes in her ears. But this is the first time for her and she is my baby. I have 3 girls ages 23, 21 and 7. The 2 oldest girls never had any kind of hospital visits, Thank the Good Lord!, until the oldest had her first baby. So this is going to be an emotional day for us all. We are a very close family of girls because I have pretty much raised them all alone. Was single with the first 2 at ages 3 and 5. Now single again since the baby was 3. So we have always pretty much supported and taken care of each other. The girls will be there with me tomorrow and I know everything will be ok, but i'm a mom I can't help but be worried. Please keep us in your thoughts as we take this next journey. Thanks to all my friends for helping me level so now I can add new pictures of my babies.... Gabrielle Renae

My Ex I Should Have Never Let Go
Well if yall cant tell, Ive been on a sentimental kick, but I cant help it, it would have been our 8 year anniversary, so Im depressed, so seal with it. J/K I DO SO love him still, and it is my fault we broke up, I was being a dumbass, and I kick myself in th eass everyday for the bullshit.*sighs* But there isnt really much I can do, except be depressed, so I am, and mixing that with alcohol, not good, Ill probly end up calling him later, but I hope not5 , because I broke his heart, but on the other hand, he did leave me to go to South Carolina, and didnt give a shit what I thought, so who knows, its over , but its hard to move on sometimes, he is the only "dad" my daughter has known, not that she thinks he is her dad, but he has always loved her like his own, even though she is mixed.. so yeah he is a good man, and I wil ALWAYS love him,,,,,blah Im just rambling, but its true..D.J. has my heart and it will take a hella man to take that from him...as always, much love to those who read

Can You Be Honest?
GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION Current mood: horny TELL ME........ BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: OTHER: 0. Are u a virgin? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite rapper? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Would you give me a lap dance? 7. Would you like for me to give you a lap dance? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick, slut etc)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed wit me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u h

Almost Gone
I slit my wrist and watch it bleed Don’t f*cking care now cause there’s no need I’m half way dead, the deeds half done Congratulations looks like you won You broke my heart, oh you must be proud The guilt the pain must be screaming loud I wish it didn’t have to be this way Now you live without me every f*cking day

Questions
so many questions in my mind the answers are so hard to find i know the truth is really out there it's only one place and i know where locked is the vault where it is kept complete truth i can accept till that time possibilities are swirling so much confusion my head is twirling they say truth shall set you free i believe it will and want to see when it comes i will be at ease will this vault open, i'm begging, please