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The Key
The Hidden Key I had closed the door upon my heart, and would let no one come in. I had trusted and I'd been hurt, and it would never happen again. I had locked the door; and thrown the key, as far and as hard as I could. Love would never enter there again, my heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life, and you made me change my mind. Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand, and showed me I was wrong. Inside it was the key to my heart, You'd had it all along. DMP 6/21/06

Tag! Your It! Haha~
WELL, first, don't laugh at anyone who has been tagged, it gets you tagged! :( THANKS WET! :) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1) I love to read about world war two, fiction and non. 2) I am the biggest flirt you will ever meet. 3) I will probably never get married, I will be the crazy dog lady, the little kids run from. 4) The discovery health channel, rocks! 5) I sing like an idiot if i think no one can hear me! 6)I love driving duallys, and other trucks, its fun! 7)my favorite movie is labyrinth! ( i still secretly have a crush on David Bowie) 8) I worked for the carnival for 13 years, i grew up out there. 9) I am horrible at being serious,even in the worst o

Love
i wrote this poem just for you after all the shit ive put you though with you i wanna share every day i never meant to hurt you in any way i wish you knew this isnt some drama play its with you that i want to stay even though we are a perfect pair id be lying if i said it was fair i made you love me then ran away you let me go but wanted me to stay at times ive made you sad and blue but no matter what your love is true ive hurt you in so many ways theres nothing i could say or any price i could pay to make those things go away im always going through some crazy shit and you stand by ready to commit when i was little i hoped and wished that someday i would find a love like this one single man that i love to kiss whom fills my life with internal bliss i want to tell you all my fears and be together for years and years youve been done wrong too many times but somehow i am perfect in your eyes i could do nothing or be all glam and you would love me the way that

Where Did All My Friends Go?
haven't heard from all my dear friends in a while? whats new? drop me a line..say hello! hello iam christopher 40,single,male rome,ny like to chat with you. i have messengers if you do? thewolfwhowalksalone_2005 is yahoo bwoofie2002 is hotmail blueeyeguylookin is aim add me and lets chat.. i have more pics as well

Just Moved
Hey all out there in blogland. I have recently moved from Boston to Los Angeles and made some wonderful friends out here. I was getting kind of tired of the cold weather back east and I was wanted to come out this way. I came out here 25 years ago on vacation and fell in love with the area and always wanted to come back. Finally had a chance to do it so now I did it.

Every Girl Dream....
perfect boy??? ???Every Girls Dream??? 1?. Getting kissed in the pouring rain 2?. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall 3?. Have a guy that thinks you're the world 4?. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs 5?. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear 6?. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes 7?. When you cry, he kisses your tears away. 8?. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about 9?. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you 10?. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get. 11?. A guy who squeezes your hand 12?. A guy that says he loves you and means it 13?. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window 14?. A guy who is loyal 15?. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it. 16?. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead. 17?. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fi

Sleepless Torture
Nights like these when I can't sleep Thoughts are running way too deep Leaving my days foggy and cold This shit is really getting old Wanting to escape this mess Not brave enough I must confess To end it all and rest in peace This torturous life just won't cease...

Driver's Licence Information
This is important !! Keep it in your inbox until you get time to read it! Seriously !!! Hey, Did you know that this was happening? Check your driver's licence information on-line. Now you can see anyone's drivers licence on the internet, including your own. It asks for U.S. info, but unfortunately it works for Canadian, English, Australian and New Zealand licences as well. I just searched for mine putting in Australia as the city and there it was; picture and all. This is really scary. I removed mine. Go to the website and check it out. Just enter your name and city, leave out 'Select a State' and see if yours is on file. After your licence comes on the screen, click the box marked 'Please Remove'. http://www.license.shorturl.com/

Risk
Risk There are no guarantees Life throws things at you You can catch or miss them But they will come, ready or not I always looked for the real thing Never trusting in the possibility Risk-taking not my forte Staying safe at all costs Even playing it safe is not certain Safe has hurt me Zero risk gets zero gain Sometimes playing it safe costs you more It has me, In not fighting the battle you may lose the war In not believing in a dream You may never sleep peacefully again So let go of the fear Reach out for the flame So what if you get burned Better that then numb for life Better to remember passion and joy Along with the pain and tears Then to have no memories worth Remembering So to hell with safe I am going to gamble and bet Until I win back everything I lost And my life is what it was meant to be

Cracka's
My fellow white people. Recently I had the unfortunate luck to be stuck in RHU (Hole) at the prison. Working in the hole over the years I have learned to ignore most of the bullshit that spews forth from the top notch of society's rejects, but today's conversation just got on my nerves. One particular inmate just kept screaming at the top of his lungs about all the "niggers" in this jail. I thought it was strange considering he is black. I asked him why he would call his Friends "niggers" He corrected me and said that he was referring to his "nigga's" not "niggers" "Nigga" apparently is a term of friendship unlike "nigger" well we all know what that implies. He gladly explained the difference to me and then told me to go fuck my white cracker ass. This conversation has stuck with me and I have realized that as white men we to have been improperly labeling individuals. No that doesn't mean we can use the term Nigga, or nigger for that manner. But I reali

I Had My Baby!
Well I have to say that either eggplant parmesan really works or it was a super super freaky coincidence. Friday night (February 29th, her due date) we went to an italian place around the corner and I had eggplant parmesan. That was around 8:30. I woke up halfway around 2:30 or 3 thinking that I was feeling some lower abdomen pains but didn't think it was contractions since they are typically suppose to start at the top of your belly. Finally at 4 am I decided that they were probably contractions since they were beginning to get stronger and a little more painful. At 5am I told my hubby that we needed to start packing things up because I was pretty sure I needed to get to the hospital. We gathered everything up and packed the things and our 5 year old in the car and headed to the hospital. I checked into a room at 6:15 and at 6:30 when they checked me I was 4cm. At that point they broke my water and my contractions went from slightly painful to unbearable. LOL I told them to get me d

Rebuilt Louisiana Seafood Platter
Baked Oyster with Asparagus, Crabmeat, Lemon, and Parmesan: 2 tablespoons unsalted butter 1 cup Louisiana jumbo lump crabmeat 1/2 teaspoon seafood seasoning (recommended: Chef Paul Prudhomme's Seafood Magic Seasoning) 1/2 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce (recommended: Lea and Perrins) 2 cups blanched asparagus, sliced into 1/8-inch pieces 8 asparagus tips, 2 inches long, sliced lengthwise 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground white pepper 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1/2 cup extra-virgin olive oil 4 tablespoons grated Parmesan 1/2 cup fine French bread crumbs 8 Louisiana oysters on the half shell Crabmeat Thermidor: 4 tablespoons fine French bread crumbs 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan 4 tablespoons melted unsalted butter, divided 3/4 teaspoon ground paprika 3/4 cup diced yellow onion 2 tablespoons minced shallots 1 bay leaf 2 tablespoons whole-leaf dried tarragon leaves 1 teaspoon salt 1 pinch ground white pepper 1 pinch ground cayenne pepper 1/2 cup crab stock 2 tab

Me...
Appearance [ ] I am shorter than 5’4. [X] I think I’m ugly sometimes. [ ] I have many scars. [ ] I tanburn easily. [ ] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I’ve had braces. [X] I wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [X] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. Family/Home [X] I’ve sworn at my parents. [ ] I’ve run away from home. [ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house. (sorta) [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [ ] I want to have kids someday. (Maybe...kids are fun) [X] I’ve had children. [X] I’ve lost a child. School/Work [ ] I’m in school. [ ] I have a job. [X] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school. [ ] I almost always do my homework. [X] I’ve missed a week or more of school. [ ] I’ve been on

Foursome
GOLF'S WORST FOURSOME 1. MONICA LEWINSKI 2. O. J. SIMPSON 3. TED KENNEDY 4. BILL CLINTON WHY YOU ASK? 1. MONICA IS A HOOKER 2. O. J. IS A SLICER 3. TED CAN'T DRIVE OVER WATER, AND 4. BILL CAN'T REMEMBER WHICH HOLE HE PLAYED LAST.

People Come Into Ur Life....
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a God-send and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They

Apples And Wine
Apples and Wine Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt, boo hoo! Instead, they just take the rotten apples from the ground, that aren't as good, but easy....... The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right Man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. So keep your dignity and self-respect and wait for the right MAN to arrive and sweep you right off your feet!! Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked! It's never too late to respect yourself. Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes and it's up to the women to stomp the crap out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with; hence: fine wine.

We Have A Blast!!
Hey everyone there is a blast out there that was bought by BABYFREAK (thanks so much) for the family page, if you happen to catch it and know how to do a screen shot please get it and send the pic to the page here please and thank you!! Thanks again BABYFREAK YOU ARE AWESOME!!

Ranting About Tards..
Yup me ranting.. go figure... actually this is pretty repetitive because i say it in the mumms a lot.. All of you bastards who can't think of anything to bash on other than saying someone is fat.. you should be shot or stabbed in the face with an ice pick. DO YOU NOT THINK WE KNOW WE ARE FAT?! we are the ones that have to look at ourselves in the mirror every day. Do you not realize what you do to people? I don't like leaving the HOUSE anymore because of what idiotic, childish, assholes have said to me in random places. "oh look at the fat chick" by some random jerk at a bar. "BEEP BEEP BEEP watch out shes backing up" from people in school (when i was a size 12 and 14 at that) People.. seriously grow up. If all you can do is bash on someone by saying they are fat... get a fucking life. It is ridiculous that you think you are better than someone because you are skinnier than them. hell half the time it is a bigger man bashing on a bigger woman. Any of

Shyte
Life is growing never changing. Nothing stays the same. Happiness is just a game everyone wishes they had. Joy and tears are all I can feel, yet they come instride. Why does it hurt so much to want to be, why do I feel this pain. To want so much to be a me that I can only see. To have someone really see me is just a joke. For you see if you see me you are seeing a ghost. A shell of someone who once lead of life of happiness and love. Who now leads a life of tears and fears. Will I have the precious life I once had though I deserved, or am I doomed to this utter dispear. To live my life of only halves and stares. To be hole and be so free it’s all just a dream. Ok so my poetry sucks but you know what I figured out the funk that I am in and I am feeling so much more myself since realizing that I am me and me alone and no one can complete me but me and it doesn’t help that I lost my little girl 5 years ago this week!!! It creeps up on you and just hits you that when

Attention Sarges Bad Girls!!
Ok so Im taking Sarges idea. Post a comment letting me know who wants my 11s during a HH. Im at work from 3-1130 central time but I will definately get to it when I get home or before work!

Nott Furr You
i tend to cling like shrink wrapp n most gurls can't handle that they don't want a nice mann like me they want sumone willing to flush'em so eagerly I'm sorry but i can't do that why would i treat love like i do crap they act like they want sumthin so very tru when in turn they want anythin but that from you wanting to be found under my shoe means that I'm nott meant for you i treat my gurl like i do myself as if they compare to no one else either I'm to emotionally deep or they're shallow as this puddle at my feet (or they’re as shallow as this puddle i weep(not surr what fitts best)) i try, i try, n i tried a little harder i dive, i dive, n dove a little farther the more effort i put out the more you want to scream n shout if i treat you like you don't exist you put out in an instance sumthin bout this is so very twist'd looking at me like there's sumthin missing when it wasn't there from the start i can't replace your missing (vacant) heart

Sex Sells Auction
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Mexican Fruit Cake
2 c. sugar 2 c. self-rising flour 2 tsp. baking soda 2 eggs 2 c. crushed pecans 2 (20 oz.) cans crushed pineapple, undrained Mix all ingredients; grease and flour a 9x13 inch pan (or use Pam non-stick spray). Pour batter into pan and bake in a 350 degree oven for 40 minutes. ICING: 8 oz. cream cheese 1 box confectioners' sugar 1 stick butter 1 tsp. vanilla Mix ingredients; beat until smooth. Spread on top of Mexican Fruit Cake. NOTE: If you prefer your icing to be less sweet, use 1/2 to 3/4 box of confectioners' sugar.

Just Now Separated
well I was married for 3 years and separated on my 3rd year on the day!!! I dont know what will happen because He didnt know what he really wanted to do, but I think maybe he did. Things just didnt work out anymore, thats why its very important to have comunication. Thats something we lacked. well Moday will be a week but we didnt see each other for 3 weeks until Friday night. and it was like nothing ever happend I didnt feel strange with him coming by but after he left I missed him still. I hope we can work things out but until then I will take care of me and my girls.

Moving
So,I'll be moving back to Massachusetts finally.We'll be flying out Tuesday morning.I'm so excited to get back to where all my family and friends are and familar surroundings.I won't be on much,between settling in and starting back to work I'll be very busy and tired.I'll talk to ya'll when I get the chance...

Now
I used to ignore the way you felt Thought you deserved all your wrongs How foolish, how selfish for me to think that way Because where you are is where I now belong So far away now So much in pain yet numb Because now I'm in your prison So far away Paying for my mistakes Now I'm in your prison Suffering,Pain The same pain keeps us alive

Learning
I have learned alot of lessons in my life, actually I am still learning. A lot of these lessons were easy, and some ... well let's put it this way, I probably could have climbed Mount Everest faster than those lessons penetrated this hard head of mine. But those lessons, the hardest ones to learn, have made me a better person. And I try to put them to good use each day. You should never stop learning ... no matter what the lesson is. There is something valuable in each situation we are confronted with. And while it may not seem to be so at the time. Eventually you will understand why you needed to learn a certain something. A very wise person told me once ... if you don't learn something everyday ... check your pulse. And how true that really is!

Ahh!! Tour!
So if you haven't noticed, I've essentially disappeared. For a bit I was doing two shows in WI (Footloose followed by All Shook Up), however things have gotten magnificently crazy for me. I've now joined the cast of The Wedding Singer for their first national tour. I haven't actually started shows yet, but I expect to do so in the next week or so. For now, I'm completely crazed with trying to catch up on EVERYTHING. I've got crazy amounts of dance to learn, an entire show of music, not to mention that I'm at this point expected to cover two of the female leads. And that could all change, but I won't get into that. I can't wait to start. Especially because then I'll be on the website! Yeah, I'm most excited about having my headshot and bio on a website. For now we've got dates in Texas and Tempe, and then will be in Atlantic City for all of July and August. If that's in your area, check out Ticketmaster!

Lime-jalapeno Chicken
Tangy, mildly spicy and tender, this chicken is delicious with black beans and salsa. Prep Time: 20 minutes Ready in: 1 hour 20 minutes (including 1 hour marinating time) Yield: 8 servings, about 1.5 ounces each Ease of Prep: Easy Recipe Ingredients 1/4 cup lime juice (about 2 limes) 2 tablespoons canola oil 1 tablespoon white vinegar 1 teaspoon ground cumin 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 jalapeno , sliced 1-1 1/4 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts , trimmed of fat, tenders removed Recipe Directions 1. Whisk lime juice, oil, vinegar, cumin and salt in a small bowl. Stir in jalapeno. Place chicken in a shallow baking dish and pour the marinade over it, turning to coat both sides. Cover and refrigerate for at least 1 hour, turning once, or overnight. 2. Preheat grill to high heat. Oil the grill rack (see Tip). Grill the chicken until cooked through and no longer pink in the middle, 3 to 4 minutes per side. Let cool slightly; thinly slice crosswise. Serv

Happy Birthday To Me
This is a poem written for me on my birthday by my the famous poet, Gina Williams who is my ex-wife. Lee, You're 50 now, it's only an age. For your book of life, it's only a page. The pages have turned, one after another, and in a few pages, I was your lover. Though that chapter closed and came to an end, I'm still in your book as a true and blue friend. I wouldn't miss a chance on your 50th to say I hope all that you want in your life comes your way. Happy Happy Birthday and here's to a wonderful year for you. Be blessed and at your best. Love Always Gina

Tips.... For Men
How to Be the Perfect Guy for Her 1. Don't Obsess About Your Looks 2. Cheer Her Up 3. Be a Gentleman 4. Earn Her Trust 5. Be a Good Kisser 6. Don't Rush Sex 7. Give Her a Great Orgasm 8. Be honest 9. Players not apply

Poetry-- Heaven
woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead more aliv

Peoms
Bed or Roses- By Rob Your love is like a bed of roses, The sweet softness of your touch reaches out to my heart, I feel as if the world I know has broken, Only leaving you standing tall in my heart as a rose in the garden, Your thorns prick me as I hold you tightly in my arms, The wrath of your rage draws blood from my fingers. But yet you are still soft like a rose, Your long stem reaches out to me as a time that we will be together, Through all the knots and curves on your stem I still come home to your softness, The pedals of your heart heal my wounds, The softness of your love caresses my soul, The life you have that you hold so tight, Washes away the pain I have felt before, To seed a new growth that blooms into a flower, Your love is like a bed of roses. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Diamonds - By Rob The night so dark, The moon so bright, You glimmer like diamonds in the light, My heart grows heavy w

Happiness Of Life
The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions - the little, soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitesimals of pleasant thought and feeling.

Top Ten On 5-1-08
Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 5-1-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Mudvayne - Happy 2. Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough 3. Theory of a Deadman - So Happy 4. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 5. Powerman 5000 - When Worlds Collide 6. Pantera - Walk 7. Hed Pe - Wake Up 8. Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff 9. Three Days Grace - Riot 10. Seether - FMLYHM Remember this is Your Top Ten. If you Disagree then i Suggest you get your asses in Dirty Deeds and Request what you want to hear!! Your Top 10 Request is Every Thursday Night at 11pm Eastern time!

Birthday Cake Disaster
So this is when I was living with my boyfriend at the time. And honestly, I really don't remember where he was when this happened. I think he was at my neighbor's. But anyhow, it was a friend of mine's birthday so I figured I'd bake him a cake, get him drunk, cook him a nice meal (Not in that order, mind you). Well, the couple of people who were there, figured, we're going to stick the candles into the HOT cake and ... well... you'll see. By the way, my friend whose birthday it was, was completely shitfaced, in my bathroom pukin' up what was left in his stomach. So enjoy. Hah.

Back From Fpg Beltane
Greetings all! WOW!!! What a great Beltane it has been this year! Thanks to an unexpected turn of events, my hubby and I were able to attend the Florida Pagan Gathering's Beltane Celebration held at Ocala's National Forest this year. I have to say, it was the most wonderful and much needed excursion I have had ever! We originally were going for just the day to see some friends who were performing there with the group Spiral Dance. They made the trip to the states from their home down under in Australia and it has been over 5 years since we saw them. As it turned out, we extended our stay and just got home this afternoon thoroughly refreshed, yet exhausted from a most exhilarating and enjoyable experience celebrating the festivities of Beltane. We wound up camping with the Drum Circle amongst several friends of ours that are semi local and danced around the bonfires till the cranes called in the morning light. There is nothing in this world like being primal and feeling the ene

150 Yrs Ago.....
Almost 150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private investigator - Alan Pinkerton - for protection. And that was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, federal police authority has grown to a large number of multi-letter agencies - FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc. Now we have the "Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service." Can't you see them now, these highly trained men and women in their black outfits with their initials in large white letters across their backs: "FATASS." .... I feel safer already.

Yadda Yadda Yadda
Well its been like forever since I've posted a new blog entry, and I'm bored tonight so I thought I'd ramble a lil bit, I know, YAY! :P Well to let the people who actually read my crap, I'll let ya know a little bit of whats been goin on with me.(although not much)I've gotten engaged, maybe will be getting married in September, if he can put up with my crazy ass till then, lol, we'll see... I wish all my fu-friends could come :( . Still no job, but my fiance doesn't want me to work, but Im tellin ya, Im sick of sittin at home!!!! But hey, ya never know. Well my fiance works out of town all the time so I may see him once a month if I'm lucky, so that kinda sucks, but on the good side, because I don't see him that much, he cant get on my nerves lmao, but I do get a lil lonely, but there is always phone sex!!!! LMAO well other than that, not much goin on, just tryin to be Suzy Homemaker, lol. Well as always, thanks for readin my crap :)Much love to you all!!!!

A Lovers Kiss
someone asked me what a kiss was like, this is my reply . A lovers kiss . . as i gaze into your eyes i can see forever in time your hair soft slips easily thru my fingers i can smell your perfume a haunting aroma fills my lungs as i see your eyes close gently my hand under your chin lifts you gently to me pouting soft lips ever so gently touch mine i can feel an electric shock go thru me my lips begin to tremble as yours part to meet me i feel my knees shake as i flick my tongue gently across your lips then i kiss you soft deep and filled with passion i feel my breath taken away i gasp as passions grip tightens its hold i pull back just enough to gently nibble your bottom lip then consumed with heated want i press my lips to yours my hand softly holding your neck as my other encircles you our tongues begin an invsisable dance becoming alive wresteling and writhing in their own throws of passions fury my arms incircle you bringing your body tight against me our

Pimped Out Friends!
If you dont have these fu's as friends, you are so missing out! Go fan, add, rate and show them lots of fu love!! Tell this set of fu's that sensual-breeze sent you! This fu was my first and I will never forget him...my first to bling me that is! Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* This fu keeps me wet when I am dry...He buys me drinks and lots of them! Get your mind out of the gutter! !!!RIÇKŸ'~ This fu has such a kind heart and always listens to my woes whatever they may be. PETrified_WoOdY! Now this fu...gotta love someone who can never find his pants! Cappy This fu always makes me smile and he looks pretty good in those sunglasses too! Jeffus'kickin wing' This wonderful man has been my friend since I started the fu. He's my teddy bear. ~WILDBILL10169~

5 Dates No Guy Wants To Go On
5 dates no guy wants to go on By Mark Miller During courtship and dating, women — being the more creative gender — will often come up with the majority of suggestions for where they’d like to go and what they’d like to do with their romantic partner. You’d think this would be a positive thing. After all, their motivation appears genuine. “Oh, come on, it’ll be fun!” they say to us. And yet according to my latest “Aw, Jeez, Do I Have To?” survey of myself and my friends, 96% of these suggestions are viewed by men as embarrassing, boring, or uncomfortable. Ladies, the following is inside information—a select listing of some of your most common activity suggestions, what men don’t like about them, and what we’d like to do instead. Hiking Hiking is an activity many men look forward to with the same relish they take in reading Aristotle in the original Greek, receiving a prostate exam, or attending a Celine Dion concert. The way we see it, nature is way overrated. How many flowe

Part 4 Of ?
Well today was a day in the record books....The CPS did their job for one thing, and shocked us all. They actually decided to keep the kids away from their mother, my stupid dope head step daughter...good decision. The Child Protective Services decided that the children needed to stay where they are for the next month AT LEAST, which means the baby, 3 month old Jacob will stay with Nikki's mom and the 3 year old will be living with her father. He isn't my number one choice as a guardian for her (I am of course, I have taken care of her for over 1.5 of her 3 yrs), but he is better than the alternative, which would be Nikki getting her back. Little Grace is traumatized right now, she saw a stabbing and her mother being beaten, the last thing she needs is to be in her mother's care...and I am using the word "mother" very lightly considering she has never been much of one to either of her children. What has upset me the most today is that after all I have done for Nikki, she comple

Alone
Alone, the night closes in Forcing the thoughts inwards Making the choices made questionable; This night time, sorrow time, Crying in the dark time..... Massing up and making all progress an impossibility Screaming alone No thoughts, no lessons Just sorrowful droning To make the heart seem less alive Less hurt, less....... Alone No-one knows, no-one notices The smile becomes the mask that everyone expects Living this lie for all to welcome Sadness is not a welcome sight in the world Of laughter and comradeship Ash in the mouth a sign of life-lies

Lol I'm Smart Sometimes I Guess*l*
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Updates For 6/12!
Good Morning Everyone! We are not doing a Profile of the Week for this week as most everyone has had the chance to be the profile of the week. Ashley is in a giveaway for a VIP She needs 10K in comments. Don't forget we will be having our weekly meeting tonight on Yahoo at 9:30PM EST. Please make every attempt to attend. If you are not going to be available please let either Fallen Angel, Scooter, Lori, or myself know. If you have any questions feel free to ask myself, Lori, or Scooter for help! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Scooter and he will be able to answer any of your questions! $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Fu-owned by Ashley}-[Demon Crew recruiter]-{ShadowLeveler}

~forgiveness....real Love~
~Forgiveness....Real Love~ Real Love...Like Real Life... is never Perfect. And Happily Ever After only happens in Fairy Tales..... Somehow Real Problems always find us..... Sometimes Angry Words are spoken. Sometimes we just get on each other's nerves..... But the important thing to remember is that Our Love is Always there... full of forgiveness and understanding, waiting for more Happy times to share. Real Love is Powerful Stuff. It doesn't need to be perfect to survive and grow. In fact, Our Love probably wouldn't be as Strong as it is if we hadn't survived a few tough times. We'll get through every time, too. I Love You....and I Trust in Our Love. Peace.

36k To Insider! Leveled!!! Ty 2 All Who Helped
THIS IS ONE FANTASTIC GUY! NEEDS ONLY 36K TO INSIDER! COULD YOU HELP HIM OUT A BIT PLEASE? AND BE SURE TO F/A/R HIM WHILE YOU ARE THERE, CUZ YOU COULD NOT ASK FOR A MORE LOYAL FRIEND! Mr 7,000,000....This Space for Rent@ fubar and just look what he did for me! BEFORE I helped him level! http://fubar.com/blog/200294/795946

My Birthday
Another birthday has come and soon will be gone. It's almost 5pm here and I have nothing planned and no one to plan it with. I am in a new town, with no new friends or family near. Which is truly my fault. I can not even afford gas to go anywhere or buy myself a drink. So now what?? I guess I will play some WoW and go to bed alone like any other day. Jeremy P. Lincicum

All About Me
Everybody thinks i'm crazy, nasty minded, and love to have fun. They would be right. Most of the time I'm a devoted wife, mother, and grandma but I like to let my hair down get comfy in as little clothes as I can get away with and have fun. I hope everyone enjoys chatting with me at badhabits.

My New Rant
ok so i havent really had a rant blog in awhile..i thought it was time i did one..if i typo oh well im not fixing it lol.. anyways...as most of my friends know..i took a short break from my red account on here..I didnt know if i was comming back or not..I was having alot of issues and doing rates on fubar for 8 hours a day just wasent my main priority. So whats new with me?...Well my long time friend Jennifer moved in with me because my parents are moving far away and i didnt wanna go with them. I wanted to stay at my appartment but the bills were crazy and i couldnt do it myself. She is the onlyy person i could see myself living with (smokey if u read this of course i can live with you too..ur just not here yet hahaha)..i dont really like that many ppl that i know irl..ppl irritate me reallty easy but Jennifer is on the same page as me. We both wanna cool down on the life drama so we are good roomies for each other. Umm...well some ppl know that my fiance smokey is going to b

Angel
save me save me i'm have falling and its not from heaven or hell but somewhere i donot know and come save me save me i'm falling. when will i stop falling . i reach for hand and no one is there. save me save me i'm falling.

Violets Owns Me!!! (permanent Pimpout)
I'd Like All My Friends, Fans and Family to meet my very first owner Violets. I'd like to ask you all to please please show her love, by adding, rating and fanning her page. Not only is she my owner, she is also a great friend. Click this pic for her Profile! ~.violets.~Owned by The Beautiful Vixen260 & The Handsome Giggity~ + Owner of WhoreMaste@ fubar Click This Pic for her Album! This Pimpout Brought to You By: PieDaDDY - OWNED by VIOLETS@ fubar

So..
So my job revoked my net privileges. No more interneting from work. The wifi here is all bastradized too. I can't get on anything but fu and yahoo mail. *sigh* I need a new job. The day is going even longer now...

The Return
The return Marine Corps Air Station in Beaufort, South Carolina as a group of U.S. Marines were returning home from the war in Iraq. As soon as they arrived, the rain began to down pour. The two people walking and embracing are brother and sister. This was such a wonderful moment for everyone. Now is time to stop this war

The Hollies - Stop In The Nane Of Love
Oh baby I’m aware Of where you go Each time you leave my door Watching you walking down the street Knowing there’s another guy you meet This time before you run to him Leaving me alone again Think it over Haven’t I been good to you babe Think it over Stop in the name of love Before you break my heart Stop in the name of love Before you tear it apart I’m trying hard Hard to be patient Wish you’d stop This infatuation But each time I think of you together I see myself losing you forever This time before you leave my heart And rush back into his arms Verse 2 Haven’t I been sweet to you baby Chorus x3

Her Need, His Question, Their Love
As they sat there watching television she glanced down at the foot of the couch where he was sitting. She loved looking at him. To her every bit of him was something beautiful to look at and take in. She never tired of taking those looks; the ones that made him turn to her and ask “what” like she wanted something. She did, she wanted him, and she always wanted him. He stirred feelings inside her that scared her and excited her. The love she fought but now allowed was amazing. She would look at him and wonder if she stirred anything remotely close to that in him. He looked so handsome sitting there and she wanted to touch him and feel his touch so bad. As she stared she felt a tingle between her legs. A yerning to once again have him inside her. To feel his hands on her body and his lips pressed against hers. She could feel the moisture build within her. She had to touch. Slowly, trying to go unnoticed she reached between her legs and brushed her mound over her shorts. Her body reac

Got An Owie!
Well last week was a pretty bad week for me. I had a continuous gallbladder attack that is still going on. Went to the ER on Tuesday and the pain meds that they gave me didn't even faze me (they usually do the trick). On Thursday I went in for the diagnostic test to see if my gallbladder was working like it should. On 8:00 that night my Dr. called and said that she is referring me to the surgeon to have it removed. Oh boy! My appointment with the surgeon is on Tuesday and even though I hate surgery, I hate living in constant pain and having to take pills just to function. I will update my blog with my surgery date. Thank goodness for having such great bosses! They are so understanding and with this new job I have fantastic insurance. Well TTFN!

Let Him Steel You Too.
Steelers are his team, but he has been a Steeler of me!!! I am completely indebted to my owner!!! Please show him mad love!!! Maybe if you do I will have earned his love he showed me!!!! Follow this link to give him love!!! Beerman65.........R8,FAN and ADD Me@ fubar

History Of The Enigma Part I - Lostcherry
I first started here on September 29, 2006, back when the site was known as 'LostCherry'. It was a lot more laid back than it is today....of lot of the features we have today on this site weren't around. No crushes, no blings, ticker wasn't going across the bottom of the screen, no Happy Hours....a lot more simpler than it is today. I met some amazing people who have remained friends with me from that time. Brandy: The very first friend I made on this site, and you have been here with me for the duration. You became one of those closest to me and have had a number of firsts with me (I think I've given you that list many times before). You are truly one I love and adore, and I look forward to seeing you one day! Sadie Grace: We met towards the end of the LostCherry days, but you had become one of my best friends, and that remains true to this very day! Even though there was a time we were both struggling and were out of contact, we proved many times that no matter how much

Its All About Me!!!!
I AM WAT MATTERS N COUNT,SO BEING GRATEFUL WHEN I'M FEELING GOOD AND BEING GRACEFUL WHEN I'M FEELING BAD NO MATTER WHAT,WHOM,& HOW ITS ALL ABOUT ME & MY FEELINGS.SO PLEASE DONT PRAISE ME NOR BLMAE ME FOR UR FAULTS IN LIFE.I CARRY MY OWN CROSS.BLESS THOSE DAT UNDERSTAND N THOSE DAT DONT UNDERSTAND.LOOK BEYOUND UR BEHAVIOR NOT MINES.

Bill Balsamico For Prez - Casa D'ice
You have all seen his signs from a friend's email. See what the man himself has to say about the world. This is a documentary about him and the now-famous "Casa D'Ice" sign! Agree or disagree, this guy speaks his mind. Enjoy.

Life
So for those of you those of you that knew that I was pregger. I finally had him he was born on the 20th and he is so cute.So thats why I haven't been on here lately taking care of him is a full time job to say the least.So send me a drink and we can toast to his birth!

You Have Been Tagged.
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i like all kinds of music but metal is #1 2.i bike every day 3.i luv shooting, 4.survival horror video games or #1 5. watch WWE every monday 6. i am a hero believe it or not 7. i come off dark at times but have a good heart 8. im the badest motherF*CK behind a 10 lb slengehammer you'll ever meet. 9. luv all animals but bugs. 10. yes im a grown man that reads comic books and watches cartoons. 11. hate men that prey on the weak(RRRR) 12.I SWORD PLAY AND FENCE 13 HALLOWEEN is my holiday 14. like to cook 15. horror movie or my fav. to be tagged. 1. RYOT 2. VENOM 3.STANG 4. UNBREAKABLE 5. DRAGOMAN 6. PARIS 7. KANDI 8. THEDEVIL 9. METAL 10. TR

Trickle
Trickle The light trickles down like a stream: a river of dreams on a reel. And these rolling scenes seem so real that I feel her steel in my side- the dagger’s surreal and alive and feel it carving my spine. Her mind is as blind as a shrine unlit and forbidden to shine. Yet she’s mine…nevertheless: a caress frozen in time. Rampant molecules compose all her rhymes while I lose my sight and decompose in the presence of fright. I can’t bite my tongue anymore. I can’t fight these words that arise from my core. I’m a shell of a man in this hell where I stand, where I turn and I burn until my ashes collide in a bitter good-bye. Yet she’s mine…always mine. And her smile might be cold and her stories untold And her skin’s made of sins and her heart’s etched in pins. ...and she cuts with her grin for her world never spins. ~Here I lie paralyzed with my eyes carved in ice~ And this darkened embrace I salute with my very last sigh: for she’s mine…onl

My Song
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Im begging of you please dont take my man Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Please dont take him just because you can Your beauty is beyond compare With flaming locks of auburn hair With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green Your smile is like a breath of spring Your voice is soft like summer rain And I cannot compete with you, jolene He talks about you in his sleep Theres nothing I can do to keep From crying when he calls your name, jolene And I can easily understand How you could easily take my man But you dont know what he means to me, jolene Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Im begging of you please dont take my man Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Please dont take him just because you can You could have your choice of men But I could never love again Hes the only one for me, jolene I had to have this talk with you My happiness depends on you And whatever you decide to do, jolene Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene Im begging

So Another Horse Is Executed...
last night, during a chuckwagon race at the calgary stampede, a horse that was injured as a result of two teams colliding, was executed. the one team was penalised and the rider fined $2,500. what is it about these bastards, that they feel they can abuse and exploit non-humans to their own ends, subjecting them to all kinds of atrocities and cruelties, then casually dismiss them as living beings....as if they were in fact demolition derby cars...? these creatures are relegated to lives of exploitation that eventually end in their being sent to barbaric deaths in horse slaughterhouses...what a sick species we are-all hellbent on killing and thrilling to the slaughter... R.I.P. to the horse executed... to hell the bastards that murdered it.

Linkin Park ~ Given Up
Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but I'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me Goddddddd!!!! Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my fucking misery I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me

Talk About Excitement!
decided to go fishing in St. Catharines tonight, but the good stuff didn't happen until I was on the way home.. I was following an suv that was swerving all over the highway.. so I called the highway patrol.. gave them a play by play of what was going on.. then they exited in Niagara Falls.. so I followed them, got transfered to the city cops.. gave them a street by street of where they were.. after 20 minutes of following them, the cops finally pulled them over... so that was my fun.. oh, and I managed to catch a few rock bass.. lol Mike

Wanna Have A Black Widow As A Pet?
DO YOU WANT TO HAVE A BLACK WIDOW FOR A PET? IF SO HERE IS YOUR CHANCE! Have you ever owned a black widow before? If not here is your chance! DJ Black Widow is up on the auction block! She is an awesome lady and one heck of a person to know. So why don’t you go put your bid in so you can own your very own Black Widow. She is offering some great things. I can tell you that you will not be sorry She is also adding that she will give her yahoo ID to the person who ends up owning her! So get in there and get your bids in. She is worth way more than what she is at so far. Go bid on her and bid high. For the highest bidder I will do 3 name tags and 4 pictures made by me! I will also do a pimpout for you for her! So go bid, bid, bid!!! This Pimpout Brought To You By! Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~FU Owned by~Dr. Tre~CinDragon~Silverpixi~wyorose~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~FU Owned by~Dr. Tre~CinDragon~Silverpixi~wyorose

I Am In The Spokane Valley
Crews battling Valley View fire, others burning across Inland Northwest Posted: July 10, 2008 06:05 PM Updated: July 11, 2008 06:19 AM SPOKANE, Wash. - Firefighters in Spokane County area are getting help from the state to help fight the Valley View fire, a fire in the Dishman Hills area of Spokane Valley that has burned at least 8 homes. High winds and hot temperatures helped start and fan several wildfires Thursday in Idaho and Eastern Washington. The evacuation orders connected to the 1,200-acre Valley View fire have been reduced and cover an area bounded south and east of 18th and Park to 48th Avenue, and west of Dishman-Mica. Residents in the area east of Dishman-Mica can return to their homes, but they should be aware that access into the area is difficult. Authorities say they have a two mile perimeter set up around the fire and believe it started somewhere on Eastern Lane between 18th and 20th. Sheriff Ozzie Knezovich tells KHQ that early last evening the

Adult Poll
Take the Naughty poll Quiz ....Where Meeting, Matching and Fantasy Cums Together 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Yes, been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 5 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Girl on top 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17.

Life Is Looking Up
Things had been rough for me in the past few years but they are slowly beginning to change. I have someone very special in my life who makes me trully happy. The other day we went to Across the skin tattoo parlor here in Asheville,NC and got some ink work done. Matt has been very supportive of me through all the hardships that had been going on. Just the 30th of June,2008; I ended up miscarrying the twins that I was pregnant with at that time,but things happen for a reason too. It hurts us on our lose of the children but we still continue on with our lives.He has been there to help look after me in my recovery to being there for me even more as my partner and mate in life. i am thankful for him everyday that I live!

His Sex Slave In Training .......part Vii...final Chapter
“It’s really great having you back,” he said leisurely as his breathing slowly returned to normal. “Thank you Sir, it’s really great to be back,” Marcie replied gleefully as the buxom blonde looked up at her handsome Master from her knees while she licked the remains of his manly juices from her lips. “Mistress Samantha raved about your performance last week,” the Germanic gentleman said with glowing eyes as he reached down and lovingly caressed the side of her face. “I’m really glad that I pleased her, Master.” His hazel eyes looked proudly into her brown orbs. “You see, I knew you could do it!” Her pretty blush filled her face and she accepted the gracious compliment while she enjoyed the gentle feel of his hand. “Hilda and I both missed you.” “And I missed you both as well.” “You realize we’ll have to make up for some lost time, of course.” “As you wish Master.” At that point the tone of Hans’ voice suddenly changed. “Mistress Samantha also informed m

A Lead To A Warriors Voice...
Okay, dear friends, those who have read my introduction and my previous posts already know that I am a heart patient. I was born with my main heart condition. I only bring this up now beecause my life is always going to be a life of surgeries on and off both major and minor ones. In the introduction to myself I mentioned my pacemaker and my inability to use my wifi settings on my DS. Well, the time is finally upon me, yep. It is time to change the device. I have a surgery date already. August 4th. Normally I take these more minor of operations (compared to what I have had and what lies ahead) with grace and little worries but in light of the wickedly crappy year this has been I am kinda freaking out a bit. To top it off no one else, no other doc other than Dr. Spotnitz from CP in NY has EVER handlede my pacemakers. My ICD, well, others have replaced those but the pacemaker is something else altogether. No pacer equals no life. I live only because of that small device and that odd, bril

Rough Times Part Ii And Job Hunting
So just when I didn't think things could get worse, I'm out of a job. All my rainy day funds are gone using them on unpaid FMLA leave, I'm fighting just to get unemployment, I'm trying to get other kinds of assistance but I'm running into brick walls at every turn, so I have no income coming in right now, I'm trying to see if I have a wrongful termination lawsuit over FMLA but of course that's gonna take time, and the job hunt is going REAL SLOW. I probably submitted over 100 resumes & applications JUST YESTERDAY! I'm going to a job fair this afternoon & I have an interview tomorrow so PLEASE say a prayer to the big guy upstairs! I'm really getting discouraged, I'm worried sick, I have my daughter and grandbaby I have to take care of and I need something to happen FAST! If anyone locally has any suggestions, ideas, or leads, please shoot me a message! I've worked in customer service, worked in incoming call centers for 18 yrs & been a supervisor for 10 years. I'm pretty fluent with com

Circut Court Misdameanors
It seems in the state of michigan while on at work you can get screwed In 1999 while on duty delivering keys to a hold up alarm I was in a auto accident i plead no contest to the accident due to the fact I can't remember what happen now I can;'t get a decent job unless I pay a lawyer to get my records cleaned and I can't get records cleaned with all my money going to gas and child support wow what a way to keep people down. They told me some one was killed in the accident I don't remember anything about it and now it seems it will haunt me for life

...
Hey ya'll... It's me... I figured I'd post a blog since I don't have anybody to talk to... Haven't had the greatest night... Day started off ok... Just a normal day... Didn't get outta be till prolly 2. Took a shower, got ready and went into town for awhile... Visted an old friend talked for awhile then came home... Went back into town and got supper and finally came home for the night about 6. Of course I got on here and of course nobody was on so I messed around on here and facebook for awhile... Started listening to music and started thinkin... And then of course it started... It's always bad when I actually have time to sit down and think because then it usually hits and I can't stop it! The lonliness... And of course that's what happened tonight... So I've been mopeing around the house and finally when I came to bed it really hit me! I'm just so tired of being alone! I hate it! I have nobody to hold, nobody to hold me, nobody to call mine, nobody to spend time with! I'm tir

Just Checkin In!!!
Hey all what up? the shelving community has issued there monthly gossip. they caught the home invader them dirty rats!!!! there was two of them I am not gonna name any names nut seeing as they know who they are they feel the quilt they have to live with for doin what they did!!! they are BAD!!! but what can ya do everyone needs a second chance. Just incase we cannot trust them we have hired some guards to protect the shelving community right now we only have four guards but soon we hope to aquire four more, they come from a well known company and do not require a big payment!!! Which is awesome because since the babies were born we have been havin to buy a lot of food they sure can eat. I knew they would soon come to realize that there is life outside the shelving comunnity and lately I have been called to go lookin for one of them and it is more so chaos more then anyone else I tell ya we named him right!!! There is rumer goin around that there may be a wedding happening at the shelve

A Polite Way To Pee
During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Robert, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Robert said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Brian, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners? I would say: "Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner."

Men Blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry to all the guys who read this but right now I'm so not happy! Why is it men can think they can control someones life. I mean come one my ex tries to control my life and now my best friend is dealing with shit she shouldn't my god she just found out that the man she has been dating is cheating on her and she is 5 months pregnant with his child how could someone who supposedly loves someone do that. Control them and tell them that they love them and then turn around and cheat on them and think it's all a big joke omg you get someone pregnant you deal with it you don't cheat on them. Sorry im ranting but im so mad right now and i can't do anything about it other then sit her and be with her cause i don't want her alone. and it sucks cause im trying to move on with my life and we are both dealing with the same thing

A Fragile Heart...
My fragile heart was broken more than once before I don't think I can endure another pain. They don't know how or what I feel inside, through my smiles I cry, they don't know what they do to me. Deep inside me I feel like I'm dying. My world is so empty the days are so cold and lonely each time I face the purest pain. I wake up every night to see the state I'm in. It's like and endless fight I never seems to win. I should let it out, I think it's time someone should know. I wish I could tell u the pain that I feel every day, and that I can't find my way. How can I break this wall around me that causes my heart to grow in pain. With this fire that burns deep within me, there's so much to lose and yet less to gain. Is it obvious that I'm caught in emotions I'm out of control; I don't know how long I can keep this inside. So help me complete the pain inside me and help me mend this fragile heart.

So Excited!!!
Well...on Monday Marc asked me to marry him and he gave me my ring. It is so beautiful!!! We are going to get married on 4-4-09. He wanted to get married on 4-20-09, but that was a Monday. Oh well. Now we just have to figure out where we are getting married and how much we are going to pay for everything. Sheesh...even being frugal and cheap it is going to be expensive. Thank goodness I'm only getting married once! ;-)~

Psychopath Test
Psychopath Test Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the Bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right but me :D A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did Not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream Guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his Number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by A famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answere

Crappy Day
OK, the day started before yesterday ended. I was on here, chatting with my newest fu-friend... until 6AM. So I fell asleep quickly, when my head finally hit the pillow. But I was not able to stay asleep all 'night'. I kept waking, because of my night sweats. For anyone who is not familiar with this... I was sweating so much, that I had to put a towel under me & change my clothes because my sheets, blankets, pillows, clothes were all wet... and I was cold. Unfortunately, this is due to my current illness. If you know me, you know what it is, if you don't know what it is, feel free to ask. I am not going to put it in here, because I'm not a whiny baby about it, and I don't want to focus on it right now. I woke at 11am, and of course, turned on the computer, before I put the kettle on (it needs time to start). After a little while checking messages on fubar & facebook (etc) I decided to go to the gym and while I was out I'd pick up some bread since I forgot it yesterday when I was

Love Gone Cold
how do you hide the coldness of a heart how do you keep it from going cold how do you get to back to warm after it gone cold why is there coldness in a heart with no love how do you get over loseing the one you love how do you know which why your heart should go i know one thing when you find the one you love love her like tomorrow is today show her you love her like the end of the world is here dont let her go you dont want a cold heart it hurts and hope that she loves you back

The Pain Of Mistakes
In our jouney called life,we cross paths with the lives of others. Some became enemies,some friends,some much more. We make mistakes in life all along the way,but with every step we should learn from our mistakes. We hurt those we care the most about with our words,as well as actions. From family members to friends. If you stop and think about it the ones we hurt the most in the end. Is ourselves,because we have to live with what we have done. We also have to live with our loses in life. Sometimes it seems it would be easier to just carry of into our own little corner of this crazy world,but we can't. Because were all human and we make mistakes Things happen in our lives for a reason,even if we don't understand why. We just have to hope the lives we have touched was for the best and not all bad.

Keep It Up Herm
By C.E. Wendler Warpaint Illustrated Columnist Posted Aug 13, 2008 So much for Kansas City's "boring" offensive attack. In the span of just 16 plays and eight minutes, 45 seconds last week, the Kansas City Chiefs laid to rest two extremely important fears going into the 2008 season – one, that the offense will be boring, and two, my own personal fear. If you remember, the last time we saw KC’s offense in preseason with Herm Edwards at the helm, the playcalling was vanilla, the results were uninspiring, and you really felt like the Chiefs got a whole lot of nothing accomplished before the regular season started. But not this time. What we witnessed in Chicago last week was proof that Edwards is making good on the promise he made about three weeks ago, when he outlined his plan to attack the preseason with a goal in mind. "We need to win some of those games," Edwards told the Kansas City Star. "These guys need some confidence. We won’t be playing the starters the

Rough Sex Fact's
Rough Sex fact's Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand...................

Lincoln & Kennedy
Both Lincoln and Kennedy were concerned with Civil Rights. Lincoln was elected President in 1860; Kennedy in 1960. Both where slain on Friday and in the presence of their wives. Both were shot from behind and in the head. Theih successors, both named Johnson, were southern Democrats, and both were in the Senate. Andrew Johnson was born in 1808 and Lyndon Johnson was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth was born in 1839 and Lee Harvey Oswald was born in 1939. Booth and Oswald were southerners favoring unpopular ideas. Both Presidents' wives lost children through death while in the while in the White House. Lincoln's secretary, whose name was Kennedy, advised him not to go to the theatre. Kennedy's secretary, whose name was Lincoln, advised him not to go to Dallas. John Wilkes Booth shot Lincoln in a theatre and ran to a warehouse. Lee Harvey Oswald shot Kennedy from a a warehouse and ran to a teater. The names lincoln and Kennedy each contain seven letters. The names An

It's Amazing To Me
Ya know some things will NEVER fail to amaze me! It's been one of those up and down days... Found out some family things that made sense, or rather made A LOT of sense but at the same time just boggled my mind because of whom it came from. See My great uncle is in the hospital, no surprise he's beginning to suffer from the exact thing that most of my family has died from. Let me tell you I swear the hospital must dread my family getting sick! LOL can you POWER STRUGGLE! The siblings posturing over who has the final say, fighting as to whether moving out of the state makes you in some form less "entitled" yadda, yadda, yadda (oh yea it's a BLAST!!!!! regular good old fashioned family "bonding") and the poor hospital staff are tossed into the middle while the attempt to do their jobs! I swear it's just a big game of whoever draws the short stick gets rounds during visiting hours. Me, I just stay out of it! But this time I had company in the form of my aunt... Or rather a woman who

Mudvayne- -1
Mudvayne -1 Losses, losers and more Gain of life's pleasures, go on taste them free at door To a life, shuttered in, less than 0 in me, all my walls, falling down, pains aloft, misery I'm sure that the lessons were hard I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved By the pawn, in the plan, taste of shit, bitterness, walk from me, everything, systematically Come on youweretheone youweretheone To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live Patience, pleasures and rewards Come in due times, stare at the sun I'm bored In this life, meaningless, soaking up, all of me, like the cross, you worship, life is loss, look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream Of success, and focus, tunneling, to the light, glowing deep, inside of me, your taunting, "I" wake up Come on you

*~love Me, For Me~*
PLEASE LISTEN TO WHAT, I HAVE TO SAY... LOVE ME, FOR ME. NOT WHO YOU, WANT ME TO BE. I AM WHO I AM, THERE IS NO CHANGING THAT. I HAVE MY FAULTS, WE ALL DO. SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST, LOVE ME, FOR ME. AND NOT WHO YOU, WANT ME TO BE. I AM THE ONE, WHO LOVES YOU, FOR YOU. I AM THE ONE WHO IS THERE, TO CATCH YOU, IF YOU FALL. I AM THE ONE, WHO WILL NEVER TAKE YOU FOR GRANTED. I AM THE ONE, WHO GAVE UP EVERYTHING, TO BE WITH YOU. I AM THE ONE, WHO IS YOUR LOVER, FRIEND, AND SOUL MATE. I AM YOUR OTHER HALF. I SHOULD BE THE ONE TO MAKE YOU WHOLE. SO WHY CAN'T YOU, LOVE ME, FOR ME. AND NOT WHO YOU, WANT ME YO BE... WRITTEN BY:WENDY K. SELLARS

Let It Rain
I WISH IT WOULD RAIN The Temptations Sunshine, blue skies, please go away My girl has found another and gone away With her with my future, my life is filled with gloom So day after day, I stay locked up in my room I know to you it might sound strange > But I wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) 'Cause so badly I wanna go outside (such a lovely day) But everyone knows that a man ain't supposed to cry I gotta cry 'cause cryin' is such a pain, oh yeah People, this hurt I feel inside words can never explain I just wish it would rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Rain, rain, rain (Oh how I wish that it would rain) Day in, day out, my tear-stained face is pressed against the window pane I search the skies desperately for rain 'Cause raindrops will hide my teardrops And no one will ever know That I'm cryin', cryin' when I go outside To the world outside, my tears I refuse to explain Oh, I wish it would rain (Oh ho

Take Your Pick
"Diamonds and Rust" by Judas Priest (original lyrics by Joan Baez) I'll be damned, here comes your ghost again but that's not unusual it's just that the moon is full and you decided to come And here I sit, hand on the telephone hearing the voice I'd known a couple of light years ago headed straight for a fall But we both know what memories can bring they bring Diamonds and Rust yes we both know what memories can bring they bring Diamonds and Rust Now I see you standing with brown leaves all around and snow in your hair Now we're smiling out the window of the crummy hotel over washington square and then comes that white clouds, mingles and hangs in the air Speaking strictly for me we both could've died then and there Now you're telling me you're not nostalgic then give me another word for it [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] you were so good with words and at keeping things paid cause I need some of that vague

Sexyswtjojo
almost the end of summer already,,wow,,did it go by fast!! now we have the long weekend ahead, yeay,,i get to play longer,,wiat!! my job is to play,,lols,,i get to offer play time more,, happy labor day everyone!!! xoxoxox sexyswtjojo

Having Fun On A Friday Night!
Today hubby and I took the kids to the fair near here. HAD A BLAST!!! I never got to go to a fair growing up. Being this was only my second time going to a fair in my whole life! I was kinda a newb! :P (First time was only like 3 years ago.) So riding all the rides tonight.. I was like a kid in a candy store! LOL There where a few rides that almost made me piss myself from getting scared. Even my 9yr old son was laughin at me from screaming bloody murder. :P But my main joy tonight was seeing my 2 boys face light up when they rode a ride and having fun. Also when they was eating part of a funnel cake or a fried oreo. Then on the way home they both passing out in the car from exhaust. Both of them are growing up soooo fast. Its sad but great at the same time. The oldest got to ride almost all of the rides. He was to short for 2 of them. Only by 2 inches! The youngest was upset the couldn't follow his daredevil brother on all the rides. Now I must go gargle my throat with sa

Running Blind
cant find the answers i've been crawling one my knees looking for any thing to keep me form drowning promises have been turned to lies cant even be honest in side now im running backword watching my live bid me goodbye i'm running bliiiind i'm running blind somebody help me see i'm running blind searching for nothing wondering if ill change i'm trying every thing but everything still stays the same i thought if i showed you i could fly with out anyone by my side now i'm going backwords with broken wings i know ill die i'm running bliiind i'm running bliiiind someone help me see i'm running blind running bliiind running bliiiind i'm running blind i cant find the answers i've been crawling on my knees looking for any thing to keep me from drowning i'm running bliiiiind i'm running bliiiiiiiind i'm running bliiiind i'm running bliiiiiind running blind..................................... ..................................................

Today's Trio
I’ve had to deal with many types of people, I’d like to describe some of the ones I have worked with today: The Toddler – Have you ever tried to get a toddler to do something? It’s always a negotiation of some sorts: “Clean your plate” he then wipes everything off the plate and on to the floor, “Take the garbage out” becomes the garbage outside, by the front door. They obey the letter of the law, and see if they can get away with ignoring the spirit. The Chicken Little – Everything is a devastating failure, or it’s on its way to become one. If this doesn’t happen, everything is going to fail!! (I had four of these e-mails before noon.) It’s a wonder that they can even exist with all the danger that lurks outside. Mentioning the phrase “Self-fulfilling Prophecy” only gets you a stern glance. The Push Back to the Future - To this guy, time has no meaning. If he says it will be done on Friday, you cannot be sure which Friday he means, this one, next one, or the third one

The Risk Of Love
There is a risk involved in everything Every time you share a smile Every time you shed a tear You are opening yourself up to hurt. Some people tread slowly through life, Avoiding the closeness risk brings, Sidestepping the things they can not understand Turning away from those who care too much- Those who care stay too long, Those who hold too tightly. There is never an easy way to love You cannot approach it cautiously It will not wait for you to arm yourself. It does not care if you turn away It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatest of all risks. It is not reliable, it is not cautious, It is not sympathetic It is unprejudiced and unmerciful. It strikes the strongest of mind, And brings them to their knees in one blow. Even in the best of times, love hurts. It hurts to need, it hurts to belong, It hurts to be the other part of someone else, Without either of your consent. But, from the moment it overtakes you, It hurts worse to be

I Need Fu Bux
So I am collecting fu bux to trade for bling packs.. So I am selling 700 11's. Please comment how much you're willing to bid. Also , I am taking any AND all donations as well. Starting bid is 500k fu bux. You can bid CASH bids as well. I'll GLADLY accept those.

My New Nightmare
and thne i had nightmars they were differnt i was out by pool loong at te sky there were stars and i was talking to an old friend his lil brother called me he wanted me to rent a party bus but thye did a candy apple with a glass of whole milk and 2 cookies who wouldnt ant that he says right lol and i am looking in the sky my friend is rushing meofft he phone dosnt know italking to his bro and there is this huge plane flying low i saw a shooting star b4 and i jump up and down y do i keep seeing thme they dont give me my whishes and then the is this huge stream of light i thought waas abig star but its a plane in flames in the night sky amoung the starts i gose stright up for a sec my friend screems at me too run he says its gonna be a big slow burner and peaces of the plane all round us we feel the earth shake when it hits and all this heat wwe try to run to the pool but it has flames all round so we run for theh hills and thre is a li pond i am on fire s

Beautiful Or Not Beautiful
Hello ladies.Beauty comes from the inside,the outside beauty is a factor for some(this is the way a Man should see it,but Boys see the opposite).If you are Beautiful inside then you are Beautiful outside.Don't let no one tell you different if you are reading this.I know you woman are very concerned about your looks.Just be yourself and let that Beauty show from the inside,(that outside look will fade as we get older,but the heart will stay Beautiful unless you try to change that. For the men that read this or leaves a comment on this that is negative,then you might want to look at yourself and your past relationships.Because you are truly a boy if you think different!

Under 11k To Fuberlord! Let's Show Him Some Real Fu Love!
This wonderful man needs your help in leveling! He's Awesome! You can't ask for a better friend! He used to serve drinks for awhile, And even had his own lounge for awhile! He may not have an Auto 11 but he does give the love back! And if your lucky maybe even a drink! Ron Just click on either picture to R/F/A or bling this wonderful person! Show him lots of love. You're sure to get it back. Ron ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by: ◊SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

Trivia Did You Know???
What was the orignal Name of Bugs bunny when he debuted in 1935? ***********************************Happy Rabbit What was the first Beatles Film? *******************************Hard Day's Night Name the river that run's through Wahington D.C.?************************************************** Potomac What happened on Blck Thursday October 29th. 1929? ******************************Wall street stock market crashed What does natural vanilla flavoring come from? ***************************Orchids What is a 5 cent called in the U.S.A.? *********Nickel Which war made Florence Nightingale famous? ********* Crimean War ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Did You Know??? The Eskimo people are very percise when they discuss snow ~~ there are more than twenty words in their language to describe it ! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Brothers Grimm, generally know for their fairy and folk tales, also created a German dictio

Bumps In The Road
Ever have one of those days when it seems like everything is against you? yea me too and today has been one of those days. Lately i have been feeling some what depressed due to money, bills, my cars brakes being out, and work being a pain in my ass. Dont get me wrong the day started halfway decently until work started piling up on me, making me feel like a piece of crap as if im not worth anyones time. which happens on occasion with my job and the employees being the kind that have favorites (actually the bosses). Anyway, after i got my car fixed yesterday i paid the mechanics and got to work only to find one of my hubcaps was missing. and no i didnt find it so somebody either stole it or it just 'happened' to fall off amidst my travel. so between work and my personal life realy sucking right now it kind of started pushing on the depression again..which i hate cuz it makes me want to get good and drunk. Now i know everybody has those days, with some ppl having more than others, b

Need Your Vote Please !
PetFinders is giving away a $5000 grant to the shelter that receives the most votes. PLEASE! Go to http://www.petfinder.com/disasterprep and vote for us. When the voting window pops up, please enter Arizona from the drop down menu. The put Kingman as the City and choose the Exotic Heritage Cat Association of America as your shelter of choice. We really need the funds. We have 46 cats that we recently took in that need to be spayed and neutered (at approximately $100 each). We also need money for our TNR program. There is no donation necessary for you, personally. All you need to do is vote for us. Thank you, in advance, for your help. Taymie Exotic Heritage Cat Association of America

Blast It
Something's been annoying me for a few days now. I've bought a few blasts for people, not once have I ever actually seen any while they've been in use. Now to the point of this, I keep seeing this one all the damn time, belonging to one of like three people who has me blocked. Just makes me sick to see it. Sod's law aint it...

Lori!
It's time to make another leveler GodMother! ♥ Lori ♥ Wife 2 ScOoTeR/ Real Gf 2 DaIrishPrincess@ fubar She's got about 557k to go! Get to pervin' Fu's! Brought to you by: lauria♥ShadowLeveler♥{{H&L BombersCo-Founder}}Owned byPassionman71♥R/L GFtoVinny@ fubar Please repost!

Go Big Orange
I might live in the land of the Purple, Green, and Gold, but my blood runs pure orange!! In Tennessee we take our football team, The Vols, seriously! It's not a football team, it's a religon... and for some that is SO true! GO BIG ORANGE!!

I Once Knew
I once knew a women that could take all the pain away even the thought of death was nothing because she was by my side. I once knew a man who had his shit together he win any battles and take on the world as long as that woman was by his side. I was knew LOVE , JOY , and HAPPINESS at least I thought I did till I learned it was only something just said I once knew the reason to living no I do not

Serving In The Soup Kitchen
HOSTESS: Sherrylynn59 With the economy in the shape that it's in, many people are struggling to keep the wolf away from the door and many don't have enough to eat. With that being said, I thought that having a train to bring attention to the homeless and people without enough food to eat was a great idea. One of the many ways that people can get help is through the generosity of area churches and organizations that have such programs as "soup kitchens". So why not do your part to acknowledge that there are persons without enough to eat and join the "Soup Kitchen" Train? Rate the "soup" pics folder on my page (there are only 50). Then F/R/A everyone on the train. If you are already friends with them, please be sure to check if you can re-rate their profile. You can make your own comment or simply put"I'm serving in the soup kitchen" when you f/r/a members. CLICK on the link below to get to the "soup" pics folder....

Tourtured Heart
I try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. In my dreams I am lost in your eyes. I'm swallowed by your smile. I'm tortured by your lies. I'm tangled up in you. Whatever you have done? What spell have you cast? What game have you won? I'm tangled up in you. Reminded of your laughter Not to have forgotten your silence My heart broken with your slander. I'm tangled up in you. Warmed by your kisses Missing your skilled touch Casting pennies while making silent wishes. I'm tangled up in you. Longing for your return. Your fingers laces in between mine. When will I ever learn? I'm tangled up in you. But you have since forgotten. My posts never answered. Your heart is not wanting I'm tangled up in you. Dreaming of our future Even though you're just my memory. My heart still tortured...

Read It If U Want To Know!!!
WANT TO TALK TO ME???READ THIS: DONT WASTE UR TIME TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH ME, U HAVE NO CHANCE!!!! So i think is time to write something more about me... Who am i? I can be Heaven or Hell, depends on how U treat me. I can be the best friend ever, i can be the girl you ever wished for ...or not! I can make someone Hate me with the same intensity he Loves me!!! I hate these words "I LOVE YOU TODAY, I DONT LOVE YOU TOMORROW!" or worse, "I DONT KNOW" and they make me appear insecure coz i keep asking things to clarify my mind. I AM NOT INSECURE!!! On the contrary, i know what i worth and I say this without being the "fubar biatch" type. I have eyes and I can see very well my own reflection in the mirror. I LOVE WITH PASSION, WITH DEDICATION AND WITH A POWER THAT THE MAJORITY OF YOU NEVER EVER EVEN DREAMED EXISTS! Sounds scary?? IT IS! ASK TREAZON, HE DEALS WITH THAT EVERY DAY! This PASSION scares me too but might be my zodiacal sign, my nature, the stars, call it how you want,

Political Censorship Is The Last Thing We Need
Dear Editor, The race between Barack Obama and John McCain is a virtual tie. This has been a wild, unpredictable election year. An election that will likely be decided by who wins the independent votes and swing states. Well guess what? McCain and Obama are not the only contenders. This year, America's presidential choices include lifelong consumer advocate, Ralph Nader, and two former members of Congress, one running as a Green, another as a Libertarian. These are not minor characters. These are viable candidates with growing support. They deserve to be heard and deserve to be in the debates. This is an important factor of the 2008 election that the media is overlooking. While the Democrat and Republican camps bicker over pigs and lipstick and try to out-shout each other in reckless calls for offshore oil-drilling, independent candidates have been steadily rising in the polls. Why aren't you covering this story? There's strong evidence that third-party candidates

Updat On All 4 Auction Ladies
In Jade Auction am at 250k here the link if want to bid on my ladies. It end sunday I will make worth ur wild In St3ph4ni3 am at 200k come ladies bid on me am worth it. In my auction at 350 come on ladies bid on me In Dj Lette auction am at 85k come ladies i make worth it

Naughty Girls
After reading Lady S's blog about bad boys from a womans point of view, I decided to throw out there a mans point of view about Naughty Girls. She writes that most women do not necessarily want a BAD boy per se, but a bad boy in the sense of a man who is confident, knows what he wants, and when the chance comes, takes it. That includes the bedroom too. Now, what would a man define a Naughty Girl as? Maybe a Barbie Doll type with big boobs, small waist, and heart shaped ass? Or maybe a biker chick, in chaps, thong and a bikini top.. or maybe topless? How about a woman who first and foremost, is intelligent, can carry on a conversation, is confident, knows what she wants, and goes and gets it. And yes when it comes to the bedroom, isn't shy about it and won't back down when a man doesn't want to make love, but get down and dirty. Sound familiar? Lady S says the same thing about bad boys. I commented to her that it works both ways. Yes there are guys out there who want the Barbie D

Mrs. Palin You're Disgraceful
Sarah Palin and the "Sambo" Remark Saturday September 6, 2008 To hear the L.A. Progressive blog tell it: "So Sambo beat the b--ch!" This is how Republican Vice Presidential nominee Sarah Palin described Barack Obama's win over Hillary Clinton to political colleagues in a restaurant a few days after Obama locked up the Democratic Party presidential nomination. The quote is attributed to Palin by "Lucille," an unidentified Alaska waitress. At first glance it sounds like an offensive, off-the-cuff remark--but there's a lot more to it than that. This year's election cycle was rife (at least among the punditry) with discussion of race versus gender. Who would be the first to break the white male monopoly on presidential nominations: A black man, or a white woman? We could have saved ourselves all this trouble if we'd just nominated Shirley Chisholm in '72, but never mind. The 2008 Democratic primary has been characterized as the oppression olympics, as a competition to see wh

Day 2 Epcot
We spent today at EPCOT... We needed some sleep so we did not get to EPCOT until just before 10... I sent hubby with the kids to Imagination why I ran over to Soarin' to get FASTPASSES as it always has a long wait and the fast passes tend to get run out early in the day... I jumped on line at Living with the Land and my family caught up with me there just as I was nearing the end of the line. I love that ride because of the awesome greenhouse at the end...boy I'd love to have a hydroponic garden. :) How cool is that? After that we tried to ride Nemo at Living Seas but it broke down with us in the middle of it... we had to listen to the sound track over and over and over again..."Hey! It's Nemo!" "Mr. Ray! Here comes Nemo!" Yeah it's Nemo! "Oh there you are Nemo! Okay everyoe...let's go adventuring!" (Try listening to this on a loop for 10 minutes straight---while watching graphics capable of inducing seizures!!!) They did give us "Fast Pass" to use "on any ride except Soar

Braty Spotlight Auction! Closed
I'm Up auction again come own me you won't regret it! Lets see who can spoil this sweet, sexy, awesome brat. Come and spank me with all kinds of love! Oh yea while you are there don't forget to spank HerWorld hard! Here is my entry pic and what I'm offering :) Come and show me some love and make a bid on me and own yourself a sweet, sexy, awesome brat. Oh don't forget to rate my picture most rates get a bling :) muah Auction Brought To By The Lovely & Sexy: })i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ® ღ* ஐ*ღ FuAngels Co-Captain Team 3 ღ* ஐ Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat ~Owned By Photobug~

Worried
So I get a phone call today from my Mom. Telling me that on Friday she died...apparently her stopped and they had to revive her and she was placed in the ICU. She is out of the hospital now but the cause of her heart failure is still unknown. Her stupid freakin room mate gave her 50 days ( i think is what she said) to move out because she and a few other stupid ass people think that she did it on purpose with drugs. Which is NOT the case and I honestly wish I could bitch smack the ppl sayin this shit about my mom. I really am very worried about her and I hope she is going to be ok and that she is taken it easy. So if I seem a bit off.. this would be why.

Mor Karbasi
Mor Karbasi's MySpace Page Wow. One of the joys of our local Arts Centre is that at least once every programme you can get yourself tickets to something you've never heard of, and be utterly blown away by it. One of the more enthralling gigs I've been to in a long time, this incredibly beautiful young woman is a charasmatic performer, and backed by a trio of simply phenomenal musicians. A heady blend of Flamenco and Middle Eastern sounds, blended with other influences I'm not expert enough to pick out, this really was a fantastic gig. Amazing night.

Opening So Called Nsfw
from what i understand these are the flags for nsfw pics........ I had a folder open and someone marked some as nsfw. I would like to re open the pics but i dont want my account deleted and the pics are fine to me.... so how do you fight someone flagging your pics as nsfw? Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations Overtly tasteless Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there’s a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as Primary Photos. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes your Home page, Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs

So You Want Some Auto-11s?
Auto-11s AKA fuCrack is the single biggest game changer on fubar and absolutely essential if you want to level very quickly. There are only three ways to get it: #1 Have friends who are really generous #2 Trade with others #3 Buy me an bling pack and I will give them to you For as little as 35 credits, I will give you the Auto-11s and even rate a 100 photos when you activate. For 50 credits, I will give you the Auto-11s and rate 200 photos or more when you activate and give you an additional three credit bling of your choice. For 65 credits, I will give you the Auto-11s and rate 300 photos or more when you activate and give you an additional five credit bling of your choice and one pimp out bulletin and blog. For 135 credits, I will give you three of the Auto-11s and rate 500 photos or more and an additional ten credit bling of your choice and three pimp out bulletins and blogs. What do I get out of it? The extra bling, some points when I bling you and when I r

All In My Dreams
Laying down side by side Arms tight around my waist Fingers running slowly and smoothly... Through my soft, silky hair Whispering sweet something’s in my ear Making me feel like a nubian queen Our bodies slowly and surely turn face to face And when our faces meet... We say we love each other We lean in to kiss... And as my soft, sweet, and juicy lips touch yours... Your hand starts to slowly slip down my pants And my legs start trembling from your warm touch You start going down my thighs And I feel my sweet juices overflowing As you get closer....and closer...and closer I wake up And tears form in my eyes Because I realize That it was all...in...my....dreams

Shoo Fly Don't Fvckin Bother Me
So there's dead people gnats flying around the mortuary. One decided to fly up my nose. I freaked out and involuntarily inhaled. After about 20 minutes, my nose started to tickle. I blew my nose... and there he was. What a way to die. -REL

Rusty Knight
has my imagination, my mental wanderings, led me into a state of total wreckless abandon..... a colorful delusion of a knight in tarnished armor, a sliver tongued jokester.... have i created him to suit my own need for the man that shall fit into my haphazard lifestyle.... the warrior with ductape to make his way in to affix himself to my chaotic ways...... is it my own fascination or need for a creature likened to myself or is he flesh and blood and soul, tried and true.... to be mine, if only for a moment....

Argh...
So bored I'm thinkin about starting a riot in Killeen,TX. I hate this place, and dislike the army even more. Thank god I'm on a plane home tomorrow, and don't have to waste anymore time or money in this god forsaken stinkhole.

Testing Only
what i am willing to offer the highest bidder 1. fu owned in name for the month that person owns me rate all pics and staff during happy hour what i am willing to offer the highest bidder me personal graphics make them 1 nsfw cleavige salute click my pic above to place a bid on me

Ashamed
As I sit here alone Looking at the stars Listening to the music Of passing cars Thoughts of you Cross my mind Your words to me Have always been kind But there is something Troubling me I wonder baby Are you ashamed of me Our love is hidden From everyone’s view Have to watch what we say Have to watch what we do I know I am not perfect No ideal bod I am kind of chubby Certainly no God I have to wear glasses And my hair is turning gray Slowly disappearing With each passing day But my love for you is true I know how to make you smile I love holding you in my arms If only for a while I know things are complicated And the trouble there would be But still I wonder baby Are you ashamed of me I not only hear you I listen as well I can see love in your eyes When you care not to tell For me you true feelings I do not know All I can see Is what your eyes do show With each passing day My love grows deep This once shattered heart Is

Back...
I am back, and as a slight warning, I have grown a lot in the past few months, I am alot stronger and less likely to care about the judgements set forth by other people. I have an amazing best friend who I spend a hell of a lot of time with and who keeps me strong, and a man. We all learn from past experience and both myself and hopefully my friends have learnt a thing or two. Never allow an internet person to seep into your real life and destroy it, it is pointless... I shall leave with two pondering thoughts... I have learnt from beggers and thieves as much as I have learnt from doctors and schlors. Focus on the future, but do not jepordise the present.

Live Not...
Live not for tomorrow, Live not for what might be, Focus your energy, use all your strength, To achieve happiness today, Know in your heart that now's all you've got, For what is to be tomorrow unsure, Treat others as you want to be treated,, Keep your heart pure, Speak only the truth, Even if in speaking it brings your own death, Rejoice in all good, Clear your mind of bad, Live not for this earth,, Live not in the past.

My First Auction!
Ok everyone..This is my fist time being in an auction and I really need your help...Don't you wanna own me? lol..Well come bid on me and do your thing!!The auction is open from Saturday 11/15 5pm central time to Saturday 11/22 6pm central time... thank u M.anna for loanin me the fubucks to be in this auction

Going Offline
going offline as of the 1st week in dec. not sure how long it will be before i can afford to have internet again.. anyone that wants to keep in touch with me can call me, will always have cell phone, 207-659-0062... will miss talking with everyone, love my fu friends...have met some great people, love you all...beth

Please Do This 'free' Good Deed - Animal Rescue
Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS !!!

Still Having Pc Problems
most of yall know i was away from pc for about month cause of my pc takin a dive n whatnot..i got a new out of box pc other day and it seems to be havin problems and acts like its been used allready and repackaged so i may be back on if they have another pc or when i can get another one i may go get one somewere else

Souls Merged
Alone on this path, I wonder Searching for meaning I roam alone seeking. Mist all around No light shines through Darkness envelopes My heart echos No answer. Smoke and fire abound I seek what's behind The curtain of flames A figure stands alone Holding out an offer Gazing upon his hands I see a key This key he says leads to the way The way of happiness and fulfillment All that is required Is the willingness to serve An Era of service To be found at the end Lead souls to this place Take their hands and hopes Shattered dreams Lead lost souls to me Gypsies all With this choice I make Spend an age alone Spend an eternity dreading Actions rendered I accept on one condition That after this Era I be allowed to choose Who I shall spend eternity with Agreement reached Service complete Eternity now to spend with one The one who holds the key The key to my heart Once was lost in desolution Now there is light Where once there was none Searching the soul L

Me Myself And I
I am a disabled, freelance writer who is married and have 4 children, 2 cats and a dog. I don't drink that much but if you want to send me a drink that's fine. The disability I have is Cerebral Palsy and E-mail me if you want me to post any of my stuff on here

How Do You Know That You Are Loved?
do you know you are loved when someone hurts you or when they say they love you, when they show they care or when they walk out on you, when they tell you they love you or get you pregnant and say ill be with you the rest of your undieing life? answer when they say they love you, show they care, tell you they love you and get you pregnant and say they will be with you for the rest of your undieing life.

Cheeseburger Skillet Dinner
Ingredients: * 1 package (7-1/4 ounces) macaroni and cheese * 1 pound ground turkey or beef * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 1 package (16 ounces) frozen mixed vegetables * 1/3 cup ketchup * 1/4 cup water * 1/2 teaspoon prepared mustard * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 3/4 cup shredded cheddar cheese * Salt and pepper to taste Directions: Prepare macaroni and cheese according to package directions. Meanwhile, in a large skillet, brown the turkey or beef with the onion; drain. Stir in vegetables, ketchup, water, mustard and garlic powder. Cook until vegetables are crisp-tender, about 10 minutes. Add cheddar cheese and stir until melted. Mix in macaroni and cheese. Season with salt and pepper. Yield: 4-6 servings.

Loe's New Address
Here is my brothers new address. He's waiting on those letters. What 'cha waitin on??!! Lawrence Awoniyi #09434-027 Unit Alex Federal Correctional Institution BOX 1000 Morganstown, West Virginia 26507-1000 He sends his love.

Abraham Lincoln (american Statesman, 1809-1865)
"The Bible is not my book nor Christianity my profession. I could never give assent to the long, complicated statements of Christian dogma." "My earlier views of the unsoundness of the Christian scheme of salvation and the human origin of the scriptures have become clearer and stronger with advancing years, and I see no reason for thinking I shall ever change them." I see a very dark cloud on America's horizon, and that cloud is coming from Rome. I am for liberty of conscience in its noblest, broadest, and highest sense. But I cannot give liberty of conscience to the pope and his followers, the papists, so long as they tell me, through all their councils, theologians, and canon laws that their conscience orders them to burn my wife, strangle my children, and cut my throat when they find their opportunity. My earlier views at the unsoundness of the Christian scheme of salvation and the human origin of the scriptures, have become clearer and stronger with advancing years and

My Friend
Hey!!!!! Please welcome my new friend Perfekt to fubar! He is a personal friend of mine...He is number one on my family...or the direct link is below!!! Hit him up....add/rate/fan/comment....he needs ur love!!! Mwah.... http://fubar.com/user/2341070

My Brother, Also A True Story
I learned something not so very long ago... I had not seen my brother in many years, One day as I exited an interstate ramp I noticed a guy holding this sign..."will work for food", as I drove past I noticed it was my brother, very much to my surprise!!! My brother has been no stranger to tragedy, but this was a bit extreme. I finally got up the curiosity to turn back to see why his life was this way...as I pulled my truck up in the grass to talk to him, he recognized me...he immediatly came to my truck...reached in to shake my hand...then stood back away from the window for a minute...reached into his pocket and pulled out a large handfull of money 10's, 20's, and pitched them through my window...said he had lots more where that came from...that he was just using it for drugs anyway....how heartbreaking...taking advantage of those thoughtful souls that donated that to him...I collected the money...handed it back to him...slowly drove away with a tear in my eye, and I will never un

I'm Back
Ive been gone for some time now but im back and im going to tell you that's right my friends what I have been doing the whole time Ive been gone.Ive been working hard to make myself some money on line and working hard I have done.but now I have made it and im going to let my friends in on what I found out the hard way.You do not need to rack your brains out its really pretty simple.With the help from the right people you can jump right into the cash pie. http://www.yourbizwebsites.com/XMF5D7KR just go to my web page to get started with the help from my friends that did it for and with me.I'm not telling you you don't have to do nothing but I will tell you that it is set up for you to be able to do with help all the way.So go check it out and see for your self.I hope you will listen to my friends and trust them because they will bring you down the right bath and on the fast track to making cash for your self. Your Friend Dennis

Jazz Fest 2009 Line-up
Jazz Fest announces 2009 lineup 04:01 PM CST on Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Tom Planchet / Eyewitness News The 40th edition of the Jazz and Heritage Festival will again feature a mixture of national and local acts, it was announced Tuesday. Associated Press Aretha Franklin Aretha Franklin; Dave Matthews Band; Earth, Wind and Fire; Tony Bennett; Joe Cocker and Bonnie Raitt are some of the national headliners that will join local stalwarts like the Neville Brothers, Dr. John, Allen Toussaint and Irma Thomas. A complete list of performers is below. Festival organizers announced a discount ticket package for fest lovers who want to purchase tickets for an entire weekend. A limited number of the packages are available for the first three-day weekend for $105 and for the final four-day weekend for $140. Single day prices in advance remain $40. Tickets at the gate are $50. Children under 11 are $5. The list of performers: First weekend, April 24-26:

My Life
Ok those of you who know me know I am a huge flirt.. But for the record I am not looking for that meaningless one night roll in the hay... Some of my best friends are on here and they are friends online and off. I also am not looking for a relationship because there is one who knows he holds the key to my inner being and when he is ready for that then he knows I will move the world for him... I am a woman in many levels but believe that you should always be honest in every thing you do.. so if you want to ask me a question feel free and if you like the answer or not it will be the truth so becarful what you wish for...

Cuz Its An Essay :p
Your result for The Love Styles Test... 75% Eros, 18% Ludus, 46% Storge, 54% Pragma, 50% Mania, 82% Agape At various times, everyone takes on different aspects of each of the love styles. No one is just one style or another. However, we each have styles that we may tend towards more than the others. Also, no one style is necessarily better or worse than any other. It's more important to find what works for each of us as individuals, and figure out how to enjoy our love in a healthy and positive way. The descriptions below were taken from Close Relationships Research by Susan S. Hendrick and Wikipedia's entry on Love Styles. I highly recommend checking out these resources if you find this subject interesting. Eros 75% The Eros lover is characterized by passion, though a passion broader than just a physical one. The Eros lover tends to be drawn toward a preferred physical type, and thus there may be an immediate recognition or "aha" when meeting a pote

Auto 11's On...i Want To Be Disciple!!!
JADED ONE HAS AUTO 11’S…HELP ME DISCIPLE PLEASE!! AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!!! 3 MILL TO LEVEL!!! PLEASE HELP ME DISCIPLE FOR NEW YEARS!!!! PRIVATE MESSAGE ME FOR ALL LOVE RETURNED!!!! I LOVE FRIENDS AND FAM NEW AND OLD!!! SO COME LEVEL UP AND GET YOUR POINTS WHILE HELPING ME LEVEL TOO!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND HELP US BOTH LEVEL UP!! ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar PLENTY OF STASH, PICS, AND BLOGS TO RATE.!!!!! ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED!!! JUST SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE!! I WILL GET BACK WITH YOU!!! THANKYOU IN ADVANCE TO ALL MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND TO ALL THE NEW ONES TOO!! LUV YOU ALL!!!

New Year And Stuff
I don't, as a rule, do resolutions, as it makes a mockery of self-improvement to only want to do it one day a year, but for the record, this year I want to... 1. Lose like a shitload of weight and stop being fat 2. Kick the smoking back into touch, and get back to full non-smoking status 3. Learn the ukulele 4. Write that book at last 5. Finally watch/listen to/read all that stuff in my house I bought and never got round to 6. Spend more time with my family 7. Spend less money on things I don't need

Life
So, it's a new year and I still don't have it all figured out so here's my list of wonders I'm gonna get answered this year: 1. Why do you men fall for the women who throw themselves at you? Cam shows/naked pics/Racy convo's really get far with you men and then you all fall in love with these fake ass women! 2. What's wrong with having a decent conversation with a woman? 3. Why do men feel the need to control women? Most on here seem to like that ish, but it seems like men can't handle a strong minded woman anymore. 4. What's with the "have to have many girlfriends/a wife and a girlfriend" bit? 5. Is life and friendship/relationships a one way street nowadays? 6. Why do women degrade themselves to get attention and then continue to get hurt when men treat them as whores cuz they acting like whores? I'm sure I will have many more throughout the year, so stand by!

I Am
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

Now Wtf Are These 2 Doing?
~Rain & Babyboy are in an auction~ Click Below To Place Your Bids ... Visit Babyboy's Profile..R/F/A & Bling him $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar Visit Rain's Profile..R/F/A & Bling her †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar Dont Forget to show the auction host luv .Please A/F/R her too. ~*~PIA~*~Co-owner of WYKD~*~@ fubar

Oh The Blood...
I want to get something pierced this weekend. I can't decide what though. Nose Tongue Nipples Fuck a mumm. Gimme input. __________________________________________________________________________ EDIT;; Thanks to everyone's input, I've We've decided on: Thanks to everyone who participated. I'll give you each $5 fubux :P -REL

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on, pooped on, chewed on, peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a

For Christopher, Aka Tappinit!
It is time ... Fu has -finally- hit my limit. Jan 1 I purchased a Level 4 Blast ($50) for a friends Birthday. Paypal completed the transaction, yet no Blast was delivered. PM's to Scrapper, and follow-up emails to Support have fallen on deaf ears. Scrapper read the PM 2 hours after I sent it, yet not even an acknowledgement. The silence is deafening. This is not the first time that a Paypal transaction has 'burped'. The most recent occurrence, Scrapper took care of it and then some .... Kudos. This IS the first time that Fu Admin has refused to acknowledge an accounting error. Now I understand that it is the Holidays and personnel are on vaca .... BUT .... Somebody's got to be minding the store! Our wallets are their bread and butter. One would think that they'd make attention to customer support their FIRST priority. No Paypal/Credit Cards, no paycheck. I've been a good Fu ... I've had numerous people join the site ..... I've helped Noobs navigate the

L.l.l.=life's Lessons Learned
There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid, Some starts, That had some bitter endings, Been some bad times I've been through, Damage I cannot undo, Some things, I wish I could do all all over again, But it don't really matter, Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger, Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were, Lessons learned. [Chorus:] And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. There's mistakes that I have made, Some chances I just threw away, Some roads, I never should've taken, Been some signs I didn't see, Hearts that I hurt needlessly, Some wounds, That I wish I could have one more chance to mend, But it don't make no difference, The past can't be rewritt

Auction - Come Get Some Of This!
Hey everyone, it's been a long minute, but I am pushing my way back through the crowd and have managed to work my way back to the (FU)Bar! And since I'm back up here, I am up for grabs in an auction, so come get your bid on! Ends January 23rd! Hope to see you all bidding! Click the picture link below for those who don't know! Much love to you all!

The Bad Date
Ok so I've decided that before I meet anyone else again I need to talk to them on the phone first. This one time I didn't, and I paid for it! Here's a little background: I meet this guy online. I'd seen pics of him, and talked for a couple of weeks through text and IM. He was from NY- an area I'm familiar with, and black. I was supposed to meet him at AZ Mills Mall at 5 o'clock last night. I was running late so I called him to let him know. He sounded like Mos Def with a heavy foreign accent.Seriously, I don't know what it is but I must have had to say "what" nearly every single time he said something...which was not often. After I hung up with him, I called my sister and was like "If I text you then you have to call me at 6 and make up an excuse for me to leave!" I walked into the mall and he was waiting at the food court. He did not look like his pictures! He was much darker in person and his head was abnormally small! Anyway, I sit down and say "hi". We were meeting for

Ranked With Some Bling!
HEY! Have you missed me? Well I missed you! I am trying to come around more since I miss you all so much! I even got ranked today! Woop Woop! They said I was addicted to this....I guess they were right! Come by and say hello to me! Rates are greatly appreciated as I am close to leveling! There may even be a few suprises for those that help me level! (wink wink) Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ Your Future Ex Gf Much Love from Kiri!

Sometimes
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past...stop planning the future...stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel...stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel...Sometimes we just have to go with..."Whatever happens...Happens"

My Life!
Take me away from the hood like a state penitentiary. Take me away from the hood in a casket or a Bentley. Take me away... Like I overdosed on cocaine, or take me away... like a bullet from Kurt Cobain. Suicide. I'm from a windy city like do or die. From a block close to where Biggie was crucified. That was Brooklyn's Jesus shot for no fucking reason. And you wonder why Kanye wear his Jesus pieces. Cause that's Jesus people, and Game he's the equal. Hated on so much Passion Of The Christ need a sequel. Yeah, like Rockefeller need a Segal. Like I needed my father but he needed a needle. I need some meditation so I can lead my people. They askin’ why? Why did John Lennon leave the Beetles? And Why every hood nigga feed off evil? Answer my question before this bullet leave this Desert Eagle!!

The Trainer
THE TRAINER The Trainer is skilled and knowledge is real. Precision is marked and the course lain out. Training is everything without a doubt. A lesson here, a lesson there, we are certified by the Trainers seal. Perfection and direction, a challenge we must all meet. Teaching and lecturing the trainer’s words are written on a blank sheet. The Trainer is the one, teaching us where it all begun. Articulate balancing the scales, making us ready for truth or dare. Testing and provoking the thoughts that we all must compare. The Trainer is held and is responsible to the reality we all shall bare. Listen here and listen there, eventually we shall have some fun. The Trainer teaches us that it is our principle to be all in one. The Trainer is considered perfect even when the job is done. The Trainer is the one we all must eventually share. (C) Copyright: 2007 Ann Rich

Rising Up My Star
Rising Up My Star In the midst am I, sitting and waiting for my day in the Sun. I am toasting and roasting to a new name I swear as mine. Cute and cuddly I may be, but watch out I will cross a line. I will step over you, him and her just to be all the way done. I am gaining much ground as I am uncontainable as I am much fun. I have mastered galaxies passing forbidden zones and I am just fine. Laughter with looks all in awe, meet and form inside of me as I shine I am the main matrix centered in you, it is where my existence begun. I will throw you a clue, I will jump in your bed. Leaving you in my lieu, Being all up in your head! You all will know I am not all that far. Look up and see me rising up my Star. ® Registered: 2009 Ann Rich

A New Look...
So, as I sit outside and gaze up at the stars, I cant help but just realize how we as people make our problems seem so damn big, when in all we are the ones who make them that way...if we would just step back, breath, and look up at the sky you would see that it will be fine. I know its weird coming from me, cause yeah I do make my problems seem like its the end of the world, but something happen (no idea what just yet) and Im seeing that I'll live and get through it all. What can you do but just wait for things to work out in their own way, right? *Sighs* Have you ever really just layed outside at night on your roof and just gazed up at the beauty? Oh, and Im not talking about those drunk nights where its snowing on you and you have a smoke in one hand and a beer in the other babbling....nice try. Next time you have your mind all tangled up, just go lay outside and look up at the stars...you'll be surprised what you see, I promise. At this very moment, I can point out the Northe

Shady Jack's Party Info For This Saturday. 1/24/09
FOR THOSE WHO ASKED... Shady Jack's Saloon & Deli 1423 North Broadway St. Louis, MO, 63102 Phone: 314.241.4644 7:00 PM to 1:30 AM (3:00 AM if enough there!) Visit the website at http://www.shadyjackssaloon.com Shady Jack's is an array of fun sights and sounds! The establishment hosts a kick ass menu, strong drinks and cold beer , a tattoo and piercing shop, a cigar shop, a leather repair shop, a custom silk screening shop, and of course...you can get some kick ass swag in their merchandise shop! * Dress is casual...biker attire is acceptable, of course! * Off street parking available in the rear, as well as street parking. * Indoor and Outdoor Seating, weather permitting! Smoking establishment! (Though most say well ventilated!) SPECIALS FOR THOSE IN THE SINGLES GROUP (This includes anyone attending via this blog. Contact me to see HOW to get these specials!) * No Cover Charge * Happy Hour Pricing ALL NIGHT which is: - $2.50 Domestic Bottles - $3.00 W

Tell Me
If you're on my friends list... I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY. REPLY : 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 9. Can we get together and make a cake? 10. Have you heard any rumors o

Auto 11's On Sunday January 25th!!!
This will be a simple blog, nothing frilly or flashy about it ~ straight to the point!! I will be running my Auto 11's on Sunday, January 25 starting at the first HH. There will be pay for rates. You MUST be a friend to be paid. The pay will be 10k/100 rates. If you rate ALL my non NSFW pictures, I will give you 300K. This is an incentive to help me become Oracle, as well as to get points, fubucks and level yourselves. When you have finished rating me, please PM me saying how many pictures you rated OR the names of the folders you rated. Once I become Oracle, I will open my NSFW's when my Auto 11's expire. Do NOT ask to see those folders until then. Remember, you MUST be a friend to be paid. While you are on my profile, you may as well read it AND sign my guestbook. Oh ya, are you my fan yet? Have fun!!

Why Don't They Think Before They React?
I usually stick to myself, not getting involved in most of the Fu-drama. But when it involves a friend of mine, especially a member of my Fu-family (as like in previous blog in this section), I can't just stand back and watch it happen. This 'hate bulletin' (CEO's words) was made, slandering a friend. Steve never saw it when it was posted on January 19th. (Funny, the original day Steve was going to help move CEO there, before asking him to wait a week) But someone was 'kind' enough to send him the link several days later, after bulletin had expired, otherwise, he would never have known about it. Steve brought it to me and I felt I needed to help him out. This is the bulletin in it's entirety (minus Steve's pic and private info) and my response below it. ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ What i said about this phucker earlier this week… ß£nÐ£®ßL@k£ OR (had Steve's full name) A HATER>> (had Steve's pic)

Help A Hottie Level Up! Do This For Va Beach Girl 4 Life Aka Texxas. She Is Awesome!
~~**~*~**Va Beach girl 4 life~*~***~* THIS SEXY FU IS IN NEED OF SOME HELP GETTING TO Henchman SHES ONLY 213K AWAY I KNOW WE CAN ALL PULL TOGETHER AND MAKE THIS HAPPEN WHAT ARE YOU WAITING GO SHOW HER SOME LUVIN! ADD/FAN/RATE/CRUSH/BLING HER HARD!!!!

Video
i took a video with my camera and downloaded it to the computer but aparently i needed to put it on a dif setting or something cause the file is way too big like 170mb. i need to figure out how i can compress it down to at least 100mb but i am totally computer illiterate so i need help from someone who knows what the hell they are doin PLEASE HELP

Our Star
OUR STAR LOOK TO THE SKY WHAT DO YOU SEE? I WILL TELL YOU IT'S OUR STAR IF YOU LOOK HARD ENOUGH YOU WILL SEE OUR STAR BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU LOOK AT IT YOU WILL KNOW I AM NOT TO FAR AWAY TO FIND OUR STAR JUST LOOK AND WHEN IT TWINKLES AND SHINES HIGH ABOVE YOU WILL KNOW I AM TALKKING TO YOU

A Poem I Wrote Many Years Ago For A Friend
The Path Two mothers Two infants One born to a family of believers The others existing The firt infant flourishes her path unknown The second is sickly Her path to unfold Our Lord has many paths for those he chooses to place upon this earth Some paths are long... Never seeming to have meaning Some paths are short and purposeful Yet, Meaning and Purpose may elude those around and leave us to ponder: The True Path Set Before Us We can be assured Our main path is to glorify our King Our Heavenly Father Christ We may at times have questions Never seeming to be answered At times, The answeres are merely outcomes Of the circumstances Surrounding our lives

Hope Lives On
It is never too late for Happily Ever After!!!! This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with 'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that 'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own bre

$1.99 Special
The $1.99 Special We went to breakfast at a restaurant where the 'seniors' special' was two eggs, bacon, hash browns and toast for $1.99. 'Sounds good,' my wife said. 'But I don't want the eggs.' 'Then, I'll have to charge you two dollars and forty-nine cents because you're ordering a la carte,' the waitress warned her. 'You mean I'd have to pay for not taking the eggs?' my wife asked incredulously. 'YES!!' stated the waitress. 'I'll take the special then,' my wife said. 'How do you want your eggs?' the waitress asked. 'Raw and in the shell,' my wife replied. She took the two eggs home and baked a cake. DON'T MESS WITH SENIORS!!! WE'VE been around the block more than once! Send this to the Seniors in your life. I'm sure they'll appreciate it!! Even non-seniors will appreciate it!!!!!

I Believe In Love
I believe in sharing smiles, hello hugs, and good-night kisses... I believe in playing fair, taking turns, and holding hands... I believe in making wishes, and magic words like " I'm Sorry," "Thank You," and "Yes"... I believe in you. I believe in us. And I believe the love we share was always meant to be. TKT

Texas Twister
TEXAS TWISTER HAS AUTO 11S SO SLOWLY RATE HER SLOWLY SHE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST LADIES ON HERE SO GO SPANK HER WITH RATES BLING FAN AND ADD HER SHE IS SWEET AS PIE I WANT TO INTRODUCE.... ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~♥~SHADOW LEVELER~♥~CLUB UNITED~FU BAD GIRL~@ fubar PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOVE BY CLICKING ON THE ABOVE PICTURE SHE IS PRETTY INSIDE AND OUT FROM HER FRIEND: *AngelDawnKris*Owned By Dj Scooby n Texas Twister*@ fubar AC/DCThunderstruck

2-07-09 Blog To Friends
First, I want to thank all of the people that tried to stand up for those of us who have worked hard only to be hurt by some of the new changes & It’s now obvious that our opinions do not mean anything when it comes to suggestions about this site. I’ll be here to help my friends when I can but the many hours I spent rating & working hard to acquire the points I once had will take another 2 years & I just don’t have that kind of devotion anymore. I passed up on my other hobbies & its not worth it anymore especially if the things that matter to us (the paying members) have no meaning to the people that run this site. Because I own a service company I have always thought customers made the difference “ guess not here”. So, I’m not leaving but I just wont be as available anymore since NASCAR & fishing are coming back. I’m just gonna go back to the things I once enjoyed instead of being here a lot. Please do not hesitate to call on me if you need my help & when I am here I’l

Sooo, Why Should I Rate You?
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Happy Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine's Day my friends! I hope your day is filled with love! Cupid showed up at my house.... But I made sure I fixed his match making ways... My deepest apologies to any who may have been affected by my actions!! :P

Tat2bunnyluv
WELCOME TO THE BLOG OF A SWEET LADY THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW SO GO R/A/F HER. YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY YOU DID!!! SHE IS A GOOD FRIEND TO HAVE,AND TREATS EVERYBODY WITH RESPECT,SO GO LOVE ON HER AND BE AMAZED HOW SWEET SHE IS THANK YOU TAT2BUNNYLUV ♥ Tat2BunnyLuv ♥ FuOwned by JOHNNY & Sniper@ fubar

Deja Vu
Oh yes!! I have loved you before Something in the way your lips softly meet mine in the instant before we kiss says it must be true A familiarity with the way your hands feel on my skin as you softly trace the outline of my chest says that this is not our first life together This primal fear of loss deep in my soul when you walk out the door leaving me laid bare and defenseless as a child has to be a call back to our past together A momentary gleam in the way you glance at me a barely caught glimpse of another you known only in the locked recesses of my ancient minds eye In a thousand more lifetimes I may never remember the ones that came before but I will know you in any form you chose to take for in the book of fate you have been written as the yin to my yang and the eternal balance to my turbulent soul So please don't be alarmed if my stare seems a bit intense for there is no malice in my thoughts I am simply caught in the momentary deja vu that seems to entrap me when my mind

Freakin Tag!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Don't do these things AT ALL!!! 2. Bald men turn me on. 3. I like to be bit in various spots. 4. I don't let to many people close to me...but when I do they are then my family. 5. I dream of running away to some far off place...and leaving everything behind way to often 6. I am intrigued by others personalities and body language and what is lies underneath 7. I am addicted to water (beach, ocean, lakes...ect...) 8. I love to dance but need a few drinks in me first 9. I take a shower before I go to the gym 10. I talk way tooooo much on the phone

Addiction
My addiction I have an addiction nobody can see. I have an addiction that is so intense it can not be suppressed. I have an addiction that only one can supply me. This addiction runs deep in my veins This addiction keeps my heart beating faster and faster. This addiction had me hooked from my first contact. This addiction is different and stronger than any other. Without it in my life the effects are emotionally deadly. My addiction is one of a kind and very unique. My addiction is the love and affection of my true love-soul mate. No drug can compare to the effects that his touch has on me. No drink can intoxicate like his soft sensual kisses. No combination can bring me to such a high as his erotic, intense lovemaking. I love you my sweet addiction!! Heather xxxxxxxxx Copyright ©2008 Heather xxxxxxxx

Dont Ever Think You Are Not In My Thoughts
Just sometimes Life gives you a shake I have had a very bad week My 15 yr old daughter went missing well she ran away do to the fact that she allowed a homeless friend to hide out in our basement that i knew nothing about she thought she was helping them by giving them a place to stay and food to eat well this person stole all my grandmothers jewelry and money from me my daughter so upset she took off she is staying with a very good friend now and we are working things I thought about my friends here often i just wasnt up to being here a lot of you mean more to me then just names on a screen and i know you would of been there for me i just wasn't able to bring myself to say anything i am still finding it very hard to be here you have been my pillar of strength through it all and Priceless thank you for all the late night break downs too luv you

Winter
Time for school Scheduled sleeps and awakening Homework to be turned in on time No time to yourself Always busy Never by yourself Unless you take a bath Holidays come around Time for a break Open gifts and giving gifts Time for family Never alone It is like your brother Who won’t stay by himself Because he wants to Play a game with you Spend more time with boyfriend His family got you gifts He got you the movie “Gone with the Wind” You are so grateful to him Break goes into new years You realize that another year has gone by Then it is back to school Before you realize it.

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Ash Wednesday
So, I work in a restaurant and as you know yesterday was Ash Wednesday. I had at least 3-4 customers/families come in with their ashed foreheads and order food with MEAT on it, or in it. I'm not even Catholic and I KNOW THE RULES. Have fun in hell you dumbasses.

When You Just Stop Caring....
I have come to a realization! When you care.....you get your feelings hurt, your heart broken and your expectations of something real are shot to hell. If you stop giving a fuck.....its all so much better. Nobody messes with your emotions or feelings, you have no expectations of anyone and you sure dont get hurt. The only hurt is the hole left in your heart when you thought love was a real thing. Im just not so sure anymore........ Leaving it at that!

Where Have I Been...
Now...ok some are like what is your deal lately and what are you doing with your pathetic life..lol Ok, well been kinda busy?? Ummm occupied Alrighty, as most know certain times in my boring life I get busy...that involves my son, paydays and some family... Yet recently, it has taken on a new form for me as I'm 38 and for the most part have always rented, but over the past few years I've been wanting to finally buy...why rent when you can have something to invest in ..right?? Unless you see some of the pathetic houses where its the same amount of bedrooms..and they're smaller and want 124k for it..lol. So, recently I would say 6 months I've been working on my credit again and paying things off..who at 38 can say they have less than 10k in debt...not many in today's society...but I am getting there. So, seeing that Friday was payday....I bought all my totes...yes they are a great friend to a mover ..lol. Paid all my bills...wait I think I forgot one...nah I'll get it lat

Wth? Stupid Screen Shots
Alright I feel like an idiot but....I can't seem to get a screen shot to work! Have tried ctrl+ alt+ prt scrn then ctrl +v to paintshop and every other combo possible. Tried it with Firefox and IE both! What in the hell am I doing wrong? Tell me how YOU do it plzzzzz!

Trying To Disciple!
Trying to make it to that next level! Over 2000 pics...Ez Rates and Cherry Bomb Folder!!! Come on by and show some love! )O( Juniper )O( ☆ Fubar's Finest Levelers! ☆ No Blank Friends Request Accepted!@ fubar

Wish It Wasn't True
well i'm defintely a firm believer now that nice guys finish last, or don't get to finish at all. i mean i may not be in the best situation for some of the things i expect or desire or crave. i can live with things not going my way. but it seems the more i do, to try doing the right thing, or to put someone else first the further it puts me out of the picture. maybe i need to start being the typical ass and if i want something do whatever it takes to get it, but that so isn't me. maybe i'm just shooting too high. maybe i just need to lower my hopes, so that i don't get any expectations i shouldn't be getting. wish for once something would work out as nicely as i want it too

Stomach Drop
My chest has a feeling, dropping Stomach, whirling I feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins A spinning feeling My mind doesn't want to accept My mind doesn't want to accept My body feels my mind and spins Whirls, whirrs, drops, cries I don't know where comfort is I just see a dark hole My mind and body fall in I don't think I'll get out My heart is skipping The cloth is pulled out from under me There's nothing I can do There's nothing I can do

Stepping Stone
Use my heart, Step on my soul, I don’t need it anymore. Without you I am nothing, so take me to my grave. All of these colors I see in your eyes, yet the one that stands out is the blackest of night. I’ll love you anyways, so go ahead I’m damaged goods. Toss me around like I dont exist. My heart is starting to blacken and my eyes are starting to fade. The mistakes I made are showing, the bed in which I made. Lying here dying to the sound of your voice. This chapter in my life will never be closed My breathe’s are getting shorter, you are my weakness. Take me for who I am, a lost soul in forbidden territory. My cries no longer work for you, your soul has been bruised and damaged too. Put me back down to size, for I am nothing without you.. JCK Copyright 2009 folks so dont try to steal

My Laptop Bit The Dust...
So my laptop got hit by a power surge so I will be offline for a while until I can afford to get a new one. Until then You can all contact me via yahoo deadbody929 / deadbody929@yahoo.com if you don't have my number you can get it from Cat (JadeMoonlight) or Jess... they can be found in TMR (Twizted Minds Radio). I shall post more about this later on when I can get access to a computer.

Youre Not Sorry!!!!
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around. I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down. And it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out. And you think it will be fine again but not this time around. You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't wanna hurt anymore And you tell me that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby Like I did before You're not sorry, ohh no no no Looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn't know. Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. And you've got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know. And now you're asking me to listen cause it's worked each time before. You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't wanna hurt anymore And you tell me that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby Like I did before You're not sorry, ohh no no no You're no

Cave
If you ever watched the old Kung Fu TV series, you may remember the powerful beginning sequence: Grasshopper (David Carradine) is in a cave. He seizes the smoking cauldron and burns the tiger and dragon images onto his skin as he carries the cauldron out into the sun. Upon doing so, his initiation is complete and he is an official Taoist monk. The cave is the archetypal place of initiation. Caves are the first and most sacred of human dwelling places. As such, people may often feel a primordial sense of attraction to caves in their dreams. Initiation is the Jungian term for becoming a Self in the transition from childhood to maturity. Jung contends that there are rites of passage that need to be completed. The cave is often the place this is done. For much of human history, caves have been sacred places of shelter from the world; the place that became the extent of a person's kingdom in the face of uncertainty and peril. While the cave itself may not be a central image any longer, w

To All My Rating Revolution Family/friends
To all my Rating Revolution Family/Friends I've done a lot of thinking lately and have decided that I cannot give rating revolution my fullest attention, and feel it would be fairer if I left. This may not come as a shock to some of you for I haven't been happy on fubar for a long time, the site has in all sense of the word killed itself, with the autos, and blings. Dont get me wrong I have had some wonderful friends give me blings and things and thank you to them ... but with the rush of the auto came the obvious point whores, the so called friends that I hadnt seen for months and months suddenly came out of the woodwork and were all over my page, and then as soon as the auto stopped my page became a ghost town. I always got great pleasure from finding pictures to add to my folders, I liked sharing them with friends but again only a small handful of loyal true friends stopped by regularly unless the dreaded auto 11 was on. The ezee rates are just pointless no one can see what

Oh What's Toasty_rosie_xoxo Doing For You All For Easter Hmmm. Please Repost .ty Xoxo
TRYING TO LEVEL SO I AM DOING SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR EASTER.HERE IS WHAT I AM DOING.I WILL HAVE 2 FOLDER'S .THE FIRST FOLDER WITH 100 PICTURE'S IN IT.THE SECOND FOLDER WITH 250 PICTURES IN IT.I AM OFFERING 2 DIFFERENT TAGS I MADE.FIRST TAG FOR THE ONE WITH 100 PIC'S,RATE ALL PIC'S AND 200 FUBUCK'S.FOR THIS TAG.THE SECOND TAG IS FOR THE SECOND FOLDER WITH 250 PICTURE'S IN IT,RATE ALL PIC'S AND 300 FUBUCKS.FOR THIS TAG.IF YOU WANT BOTH TAGS THE BEST DEAL IS RATE BOTH FOLDERS 350 PICTURE'S AND 400 FUBUCKS.FOR BOTH TAGS.I WILL PUT ONE NAME ON WHAT EVER TAG YOU ARE GETTING.SO PLEASE SEND ME THE NAME OF YOUR FRIEND,OR YOUR NAME WHEN YOU SEND THE FUBUCKS,AND YOUR USER # (NUMBER).WHEN YOU FINISH RATING WHAT EVER FOLDER YOU ARE GOING FOR PLEASE LEAVE IN A COMMENT,RATED FOLDER 1, OR 2 THE LAST PICTURE YOU RATED.THERE ARE NO RIPS IN ANY OF MY FOLDERS. RIP PICTURES ARE IN A FOLDER BY THEM SELFS,ALSO THERE ARE NO NSFW IN ANY FOLDER.I WILL SEND ALL FINISH TAGS WITH NAME ON THEM TO YOU,IN A MESSAGE.SO

Forever Ended Yesterday (mind Games And Secrets Pt3) [written When I Was 16]
Forever ended yesterday, never begins anewNo more dues to pay and no chance of loving youMy heart lays on the floor, drenched with my sweat and tearsI'm going through the door, I'm getting rid of all my fearsI go out and face the sun, a sun that now laughs at meAs the pain swells to mind-numbing, I find that I can't seeThis sadness rules my mind, leaving me blind, bound in the darkI'm drowning, searching for poisoned air in water filled with sharksI'm longing for your touch, my ties to pain to severThere's no emotion left in my eyes, you leftAnd you took my foreverForever ended yesterday, Never began anewNo more forced dues to pay, no fucking chance of loving youMy heart lays on the floor, ground and shattered hemispheresBut I've already gone through the door, I've gotten rid of all my fearsMy desire has left me, you were all I hadAnd I wonder in desperation, how did I make you madWithout any warning my world has come to an endI have no will left to go on or retreatThrough the deepest

The Journey
There are times in our lives that make us enter the realm of the unknown. We begin to see the other side of ourselves at this point. There is no turning back at this point, no u-turn. The path is set before us is hard and extravagantly rocky with all the pressures of outside influences. Some make it to the end, others do not. How we navigate and learn in this unknown abyss makes us more aware of the opposite side of life. We rarely see any influence that shows us a good way to crawl through this, but they are out there. There are songs, people, movies, and books that make the journey less desperate than it is. Focusing and surrounding yourself with these make all the jolts of pain and the face plants less than what they would be without them. The trek is something to be aware of, and if, only if, you make it out, are you wise enough to say you have lived.

A Poem For A Grieving Mother Who Lost Her Child To Cancer
There are no words that I could say, But I can sit here and wipe your tears away. Your life will forever be broken, It is now without those little words that once we're spoken. I can feel your pain, Yet I can see your strength the same. There are no words that could heal that empty place inside, There are thoughts of you I share with pride. When you have moments of doubt, Think of your Love he could not live without. Take a look inside yourself, You'll see, You are the Mother noone else could ever be. He has earned his "Angel Wings." " I am Free," he sings. Don't think of me as gone, Think of me as "Life's Happy Song." I know that you and Daddy miss me so, I am now in heaven shinning from the stars, I will forever glow, and grow. Don't cry Mommy, I am alright. So dry those tears, Keep me in sight. I will forever be in your dreams, So please don't cry for me. I will always walk with you, Take my hand, and lead the way. I will follow you through each struggling

I Have No Idea What This Is Supposed To Be About...
but it's a great song. 1-2-8 by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones They played somethingThey made somethingBrand new a baby bluemachineBrass tacks, duct tapeFor the great escapePacked in therelike sardinesBack and forthEast, south, west, northShred the atlasburn the mapOften lost and pathsWake me up I need a napThey didsomethingWhich meant somethingAnd that got them some attentionEyeswideA roller coaster rideGreat pride in this inventionI thinkthey're selling Snake oilAt the dog and pony showIn the gardengeeWould you pardon meAnd by the way how does it growTheexplanation's unexplainableHolding onto somethingOnce dreamtunattainableThe course was never chartedSo don't look into thebooksThe secret's not the recipeIt's got to be the cooksThey madesomethingThey played somethingBlood, sweat, and elbow greaseIf youcan't stand the heat in the kitchenGet out it will increaseLast trainto where?Hey get out of hereNothing's measured and nothing'sweighedA dash of honesty in the recipeThat's the fi

If I Died
If I Died Who would cry If I died who would cry not one tear do I want shed cry for myself when I'm dead you see I lived my life like I wanted no regrets no remorse I had my fun and I've rode in the sun lied on the beach with waves rolling over me when I die just put me in the ground cover my face, cross my arms and put the lid on don't cry for me don't shed a tear just roll a joint and have a beer

Gone For The Weekend...
So, I'm going to this seminar/conference thingie and I decided NOT to take my labtop (shocking I know...). So that means I'll be off the FU for a few, but I didn't want anyone to think I'm ignoring them ;P I AM taking my iPod touch so I MIGHT jump on the wi-fi and bug some of ya quickly =P And for those that have my number, feel free to call/text when bored. I'll be busy during the day hours, but have a feeling I'll be bored as hell at night *sigh*. Anyway, take care all you lovely peoples!!!

Fuck Me
I feel you touch me. I feel you kiss me here and thereI love the way you look at me with that loving stare. You make me need you You make me want you .you do everything that makes me feel you.you kiss my back and neck and you know what it does to me.you caress my body. You let the words slip that i long to hear.you play with my hair, you breath me deep, you keep me close so close i cant speak.you daze me, you tempt me, you make me feel at peace.I tremble, i quake.As i think of all the times you have you have been my releaseI love you and long for you to be near. like an addition, yes that bad.You move my thighs and spread them wideas you slide deep inside. you Caress my skin and make mebreath and sighI want you to work my body till i scream and Feeling you with in me.As i am lost in your endless exticity that you provide.All i know this is not a love that i cant hide.

Just One Rate Please
I am in a contest for rates to win a bomb. I could use just one rate from each of my friends please. Please be sure to click my linkand while you are theremake sure you show the host some love as well. Howey ☠ The Vagisnorkel ☠ Feltersnatch¢â¢¾'s My Mels@ fubar (repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 11:23:05')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 13:32:47')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 13:38:32')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 14:31:00')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 14:31:29')

Eternal Sorrow
Eternal sorrowTears are for memoriesMemories are for sorrowSinging myself in sleep our lullabyStill you’re in my heartBut I want more then thatI want to lay beside to youTo hear your voice again (for the last time)And to look into your eyesWith one look I’ll fall into sleep in your armsDeath is opening the door for meIt lead me to your heartTo unlock it and t touch youIn deep sleep you’re but I hear your last beatBut I know you can hear meHear my last words I will say to youHear my last grace to youHear this 3 words: I love youIf I see your smile againI will not wake up from this dreamI don’t want to let this end up againDon’t let them to wake me upJust hold me like you used to itIf you feel my sorrow far from hereDon’t walk away just open iyAnd you’ll see how is my eternal sorrow so deepMy beautiful angelSpread your wingsAnd take me with youI don’t belong them anymoreSave me with your beautiful voiceIt will lead me to your dreamsI no lon

Addiction
Addiction. You can have an addiction to almost anything. An addiction to sweets, movies, books, music, drugs, clothing, and the most favored love. Your addiction always, with anything never start out as one, but can lead to it fast. An addiction doesnt always have to be something bad. Its true what they say too isnt it all you have to do is state what it is that you are addicted to and you can start to heal. Ok here goes, my name is tiffany and im addicted to smoking, coffee, and finding love. Nope still dont feel better. The thing is though its never so much the smoking or the coffee that gets my ass. Its always the love thing. I mean I dont fall in love easy and i am a very garded person when it comes to my hart, but I guess my problem isnt so much my love for someone else that gets me but the love that comes from another person. You can say you love someone or like them but what is it about them that you love or like. Oh yeah and hey guys here one thing yes girls like it when you te

Hell Yeah!!
So after 2 nights in a row of getting post-ops back and having them tank within 30 minutes of anesthesia leaving, the stress level was a wee bit high. But the big-wigs decided to pay respect to all us ICU/CCU nurses and we all got free massages at work this morning. lol Gotta love nurse appretiation week!!!

New Fu-owner And A Great Friend
Teddy Bear Beer Hunter Is My New Fu-Owner For A Mouth He is Always Cheering Me Up When I'm Down And Out He Puts A Smile On My Face Everytime i Come And Check MY Emails AND Ect......... I'm Always haveing something good from him

A Memory
i i've been doing alot of thinking about the days of yore and i just find that i am trying to find one of those memories that makes me want to go there again. i get bored with the things in my life and want to run away from rocks and burdens

Cowboy Prayer
Our Gracious and Heavenly Father,We pause in the midst of this festive occasion, mindful and thoughtful of the guidance that you have given us. We would ask today, Lord, that you be with us in this rodeo arena as we pray you will be also with us in life's arena. As cowboys, Lord, we don't ask for any special favors in this arena today. We only ask that you will let us compete in this event, and in life, as You did for us. We don't ask that we never break a barrier, draw the steer that won't lay, draw around a chute fighting horse, or a bull that is impossible to ride. Help us to compete in life as honest as the horse we ride; in a manner as clean and pure as the wind that blows across this Texas country; so when we make that Last Ride, that we know is inevitable, to the Country Up There.. Where the grass is green and lush and stirrup-high and the water runs clean and clear; You will tell us, as our Last Judge, that our entry fee's are paid. We ask these things in Christ's Name.

Corrective Lenses And Happiness
i know when i blog sometimes it comes out all fucked up. the things i type out don't always coincide with the reality of the situations. please know that when you read them, i'm writing them through the eyes of someone that is very upset because she doesn't have a hold on her emotions, not because someone has done something to upset her to that extent. i'm going to be going away this weekend, if all goes well... please all cross your fingers for me, and will be out of state for two weeks... again, cross your fingers, and toes and anything else... i'm happy. this is what i wanted all along. just to know i'd see him. to know he loves me. and when i'm calm, i know all of that. when i'm happy, i know all of that... when i'm upset, i'm not sure of anything. he really is wonderful, and a sweetheart, and he is there for me when i need him. he's going through the stress of moving, i know i mentioned the not calling thing, but when you're moving, you don't have time to txt and call someone 100

Random Blurb
So now, I have a blog to set the world afire, how shall I use it? Who knows. Some use it as a journal, others as a site to show people things they do, what I will use it for has eluded me to the point of not making one till now. But I now have one and will try filling it up with random ramblings and showing you what I do. I do however have to first and foremost thank my family at Gods Forsaken Radio, you guys kick so much ass it makes my brain explode. And I do thank the extra special people who I have been there for, and vice versa I'm glad to have you all as friends and family members. :)

Songs Through The Years (1984 Top-100
1. When Doves Cry, Prince2. What's Love Got To Do With It, Tina Turner3. Say Say Say, Paul McCartney and Michael Jackson4. Footloose, Kenny Loggins5. Against All Odds (Take A Look At Me Now), Phil Collins6. Jump, Van Halen7. Hello, Lionel Richie8. Owner Of A Lonely Heart, Yes9. Ghostbusters, Ray Parker Jr.10. Karma Chameleon, Culture Club11. Missing You, John Waite12. All Night Long (All Night), Lionel Richie13. Let's Hear It For The Boy, Deniece Williams14. Dancing In The Dark, Bruce Springsteen15. Girls Just Want To Have Fun, Cyndi Lauper16. The Reflex, Duran Duran17. Time After Time, Cyndi Lauper18. Jump (For My Love), Pointer Sisters19. Talking In Your Sleep, Romantics20. Self Control, Laura Branigan21. Let's Go Crazy, Prince and The Revolution22. Say It Isn't So, Daryl Hall and John Oates23. Hold Me Now, Thompson Twins24. Joanna, Kool and The Gang25. I Just Called To Say I Love You, Stevie Wonder26. Somebody's Watching Me, Rockwell27. Break My Stride, Matthew Wilder28. 99 Luftball

The Storm
The storm rains spin, whrilwinds howl as if they're in painwaters chrun and swirlweather's going quite insane she stands on the rocky cliffuntouched by the weather a drifthands raised in a chantattempting to do what she knows she can't panic, stubborn, determination sets inlong to bring the wild storm to an endslowly she thinks she see's it bendonly to become part of the storm in the end

Those Who Dance Are Considered Insane *dances*
Hello everyone! =D What a wonderful day yesterday was!!! *danced twice in the rain* Once in my backyard...nakkie style :s and then at the Lion Soilders show...omg I (h) Reggae. I feel like a new woman, I swear... It's amazing how much dancing and good music will cleanse the soul. I didn't take many pics last night, sorry peace :( *was too busy enjoying herself* I need to get up to my cabin soon!!!! anyone wanna come? =D hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend!!! ♥ most of you! PoStaL

Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 4
Operation Trojan Horse Part 4 It was another busy Friday night at the watering hole. The workers at the port had been paid earlier in the evening and had turned out in force. Most drank to forget. To numb the pain of their dismal and dreary lives. To escape from the foreman, the work, the wife, their debts……whatever their nemesis in life might be. Amongst the honest workers, the dishonest were also hard at work, planning and plying their nefarious trades. The inn had become notorious as a meeting place for criminals and other unsavoury characters. Life was precious to all of them, so nobody interfered in anyone else’s business. A man in a shabby looking cloak entered the inn and looked around. In the corner, he spotted who he was looking for and began to make his way towards him. “So, what do you have for me today?”

Poem
SO DAM MUCH Sometimes i think im goin crazy Then i look into her eyes She makes me happy She make me cry Thats when i wonder why I LOVE HER SO DAM MUCH At night i cant even hold her Her eyes are so cold I dont understand All the good memories just fold But I LOVE HER SO DAM MUCH I dont want to loose her She is all ive got She is the best thing thats happen to me and that is a lot I dont know what to do i dont know how i will find a way So i guess i jst keep reminding myself That I LOVE HER SO DAM MUCH

About Cancer
Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask "How are you?"Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred choresRunning through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship dieCause you never had timeTo call and say "Hi"?You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is over.

Hes So Sweet
look into my eyes. watch the tears pouring out of my eyes. I'm happy to see your beautiful face.look into my heart. you will recognize how much i love you. i will never be the same without you. i could feel you beside me. with all the memories i have talking to you. please say yes, yes i want to spend your life with me like i want to spend mine with you. i cant just walk away. i want to keep loving you, loving you forever. i belong to you. my heart belongs to you my love. i know i wont forget our 1st kiss. the memories will stay in my mind after i die. you lead me here. you show me the way. i cant walk away. i miss you in a second. the promises i can make. promises of being yours forever. i cant let you go. cause i love you

Mzliz Birthday Train
~*Mz Liz‘s Birthday Train*~ It‘s birthday celebration time! Lets all give “MzLiz” a warm birthday greeting and help her celebrate! Her special day is June 6th. Hats off to you chicky and hope your day is the best! ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list starting with the birthday girl or comment if already added. Rate the pics (links below) in the MzLiz’s birthday and LadyStClair’s birthday album. Please leave a comment at end of LadyStClairs folder to let us know when u have finished. Will add you to the train then. MzLiz will be making the tags. Also would like to wish our pal “Inkspot69” a very happy birthday as well! ~The Birthday Girl~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, Affinity Train Maker and Rider ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~DDR ENFORCER~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER~ Fu Owned By~COCA-COLA-GIRL~

Love Him
Have you ever loved someone, but for your love he never really knew, You'd always say love you tons and he'd always just love you too. Did you ever just wanna make him understand or make him acknowledge the words you say, But it's like it never works out, you're the one hurting the most at the end of the day. Have you ever had someone who was your morning, afternoon, and you're night, He meant the world to you, he was your sunshine, he'd be your moonlight. Have you ever had him so close to your heart it's like everything would always be just right, Because he was your everything, he'd be your moon and the stars in the sky at night. Have you ever had someone to talk to, whenever it felt like your whole world was coming to an end, He'd just sit there and listen, and then tell you it's all okay and that he'd always be your best friend. He'd tell you he'd be there forever, no matter what the people say, And no matter what everyone else thinks because he'd always love you anyway.

Body And Soul
Beads of perspiration formed on his cinnamon colored skin. She felt his body press into hers and it took her breath away. Her legs wrapped around him and they moved together in unison, two bodies, one soul. "I need you." The words flowed softly, sweetly over his lips like honey dripping on her being but it was her honey that he wanted to taste as he kissed his way down her body. She invited him to taste her, lick her, to eat her sweetness and she cried out like an animal as his lips worked her sweet spot. Her breathing was labored and her legs were trembling as she felt her climax approaching. Intertwined in her fingers were his cascading locs as she held his head in place and prepared to flood his mouth with pleasure. He wouldn't stop, he couldn't stop; he needed her sweet juices to run down his face like the juices of a sticky, sweet mango on a hot summer's day. Exhausted yet aroused, she closed her eyes to the world. He kissed her sweetly and they shared her unique f

Sex
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. She moves in a bit closer And dances just right He longs to hold her Long into the night. Heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust His muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric They both shed it all. So naked she kneels His dick in her mouth A gasp when she feels His lips moving south Licking and sucking And moving together Grinding and moaning Their mutual pleasure She begs him to enter And give her his meat Quickly he helps her They regain their feet Swiftly he bends her Down over the bed Legs spread further He thrusts in his head He pushes in harder She squeezes it tight The moan of pleasure The sounds of delight The rhythm of loving The feel of the flesh Indescribable feeling As two bodies mesh Cum rips from his balls As he shoots his load. Her insides expand as She feels him explode.

Who Knows. But This Is My First Blog
normally id say its just one of those days, but today is a lot different ten jus one of those days.....i was wokin up by a panic attack this morning. my heart pounding so hard. my chest felt like it had been stab over an over again. then the puking started an then my vision got blurry an i swear i could hear a deep sounding laugh...the laughing stops but my vision hasnt returned the puking continues an i cant breathe...this must be hell everything looks so different so unfimlar like a place i have never been before.....this isnt my room this inst my home were am i some one help me is all i think....the more i puke the less i can breathe the less i can breathe the colder i get...why am i so cold my hair is soking with sweat......can any of this be real is it really happening to me. hours go by, or whut i think is hours but slow painful burnng hours....tho all the choas i can hear a slight nocking it sounds so far away. the nockin gets louder but then the laughin starts up again....but n

The Station
They stand outside on a sunny day But it's cold out here despite the sun's rays A multitude of people with suitcases and bags Some dressed in splendor; some dressed in rags Artisans, artists, poets, and scribes And everyday people with everyday lives Beautiful children, and young ladies, so fair A little girl with a pink ribbon in her hair A soldier smiles at her as he walks down the tracks She hides behind her father and does not smile back She looks at her shoes and nervously kicks the frozen ground And waits for the train that will take them to Krakow And from Krakow.....Auschwitz bound

Current Auction 6/7/09
With everyone wanting to join the current auction its hard to have all the pictures made before this one ends. so with that being said i will be takin entries for the next auction but will not enter them into this one

Fun On The River
We would have made a great lunch for the devilish beast, but gods willing this wasn't to be our fate. It was a beautiful day for playing in the water, especially near the sandbar by Pineda Causeway. This was a special time in a special place. When the tide was just right and the weather was nice, the sandbar would have a great length above the water. It was almost like a tiny beach with little baby sized waves crashing gently on its shore. I always loved exploring this little treasure trove of childhood adventure land. We used to play Swiss Family Robinson and Robinson Crusoe. It was a place where imagination had a wonderful boost from nature to kick things into high gear. One particular adventure was in our old canoe. During low tide the water could get so shallow in spots that even the canoe could run hard aground. My sister and I were out with our dad just enjoying the beauty of the day on the water. Dad seemed nervous at one point and started rowing a little more earnestly tha

Current Events
I got to watch my whole world come crumbling down around me. I stood alone in the aftermath wondering how I would rebuild my life out of the rubble that was left. Things had been going very well for me for quite some time. I was the go to guy in my field at work. My coworkers and management all respected and liked me. Any time an unforseen problem needed an expedient solution, Sam was the man with the plan. Every weekend I hosted incredible dinner parties and bar-b-que's. Sometimes I would not even bother to announce a party until just a few hours before. People would cancel their other plans just to come enjoy my food and company. I even got up the will to quit smoking cigarettes after fifteen years of heavy smoking on a daily basis. Everything started to change when the mother of my children decided she didn't want to take her medication any more. I was supportive of her decision, because I have always been a fan of the slogan "meditate, don't medicate." She went the route of

Relationships
OK HERE GOES I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE WELL I GOT SOME SHIT I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST. IM SURE THIS IS GONNA BE A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE THATS GONNA AGREE WITH ME ON WHAT IM FIXIN TO SAY. FOR ONE DONT TELL ME U FUCKING LOVE ME WHEN U DONT JUST BECAUSE U THINK THATS WHAT I WANT TO HEAR WELL YEAH I WANT TO HEAR IT BUT I WANT U TO FUCKIN MEAN IT TOO....SECOND IF YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART U JUSS CONDEMNED YOUR ON LIFE CUZ I WILL MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL.....3RD I WOULDNT DARE TELL U I LOVE YOU IF I DIDNT MEAN IT....AND JUST TO LET U ALL KNOW NO THIS ISNT A GUY OFF HERE THIS IS SOMEONE I REALLY CARED ABOUT AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE BUT FOR SOME REASON HE HAS CHOSE NOT TO BE WITH ME CUZ HE WAS HURT 5 YRS AGO WELL U KNOW WHAT THE SAY NEVER TAKE SOMEONE FOR GRANTED HOLD EVERYONE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART CUZ U MIGHT WAKE UP ONE DAY AN REALIZE THAT YOUVE HAVE LOST A DIAMOND WHILE U WERE TOO BUSY COLLECTING STONES...WELL THIS GUY IS GONNA REALIZE I THINK A LITTLE TOO LATE THAT I COULD OF BEEN HI

Staff
Looking to being part of an awesome lounge staff? Come check out the Plaid Mafia Lounge! Always looking for new members and a kick ass staff! Apply within or check with Lauren the lounge owner Lauren's Link http://fubar.com/user/1156311

The State
Many years ago there was this channel called MTV and they showed videos. For some reason they decided to get into showing regular shows as well. One of these shows was "The State" which was a sketch comedy show that was actually pretty good. Most of the people from it you still see around today on various shows. Most of the cast is on Reno 911 for example. I have been saying for years that they needed to release this show on DVD and I suppose someone finally heard me as the box set comes out July 14th. I'll be doing the pre-order, but until then, a little something to tide you over: Last Supper, Watch the Monkeys Do it!, Barry & Levon - $240 worth of pudding"

Help
to all juggalos and juggaletts my friend sunny is on here she needs help getn 2 level 10 can any 1 help her please her screen name is juggalettelove2 she is still new member when u 1st started out again please help her out

Shocked
Oh yeah, come home from work and my neighbor kid comes up and asks if I had been to the garden, No I reply and she tells me someones cows had wiped out my corn patch. Thinking she was a joking I head on over, now my patch of corn is only 15 * 150' and sure enough three cows had almost eaten the entire patch in one night. Now being the adult and trying to set a good moral example for the very impressionable child I soon replied well you cant blame em they like corn too. What I was thinking was an entire cow on the spit. Just outta curiosity I would like to get others reaction had this happened to them.

Fun
went 2 london over the weekend had a blast seen my grandsons and the rest of my kids spent time with them felt great hadnt seen them in a long time need 2 do that more often wish i had more time 2 spend out there but i had 2 come home and go 2 work

The Desederata
THE DESEDERATA - BY MAX EHRMANNGo placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what PEACE there may be in SILENCE...As far as possible, with out surrender, be on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly: and listen to others even to the dull an ignorant: they too have their story...Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are VEXATIONS to the spirit...If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than your self...Enjoy your achievments...Keep interested in your own career, however hunble, it's a real possession in the changing fortunes of times....Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery...But let this not blind you to what virture there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of HEROISM...BE YOUR SELF...Espically DO NOT feign affection...

Caught Pt.2
Her Master walked toward her,Each step took in stride,Until he was standing,On her left hand side.Taking her hair,He twisted it into his fist,It was at that very moment,She knew her Master was pissed."How dare you enter this room?How dare you come alone?"His words roared out in rage,And shook there very home.He shoved her to the floor,Until she was on bended knees,The tears ran down her face,As she begged her Master, "please?"She wanted so badly to explain,Let him know she meant no harm,She just wanted some insight,On the man with so much charm.Her face began to burn,As she felt his slap,He whispered in her ear,"That was a mere love tap."Now she was fully crying,And totally filled with fright,For now she began to really fear,The pain to come this night."You have betrayed me,You have entered my domain,I have no other choice,Than to bind you up in chain."He spoke once again,With some sympathy in his voice,She knew he was only being Masterly,He really had no choice."I understand your reas

Salisbury Nc Anime
Hello. Back in Dec 15 2003 . I help start anime group in Salisbury NC. If you like see NC Rowan County Anime Group web site please check out this web site; http://groups.yahoo.com/group/NCRowancountyanime/

Counseling Minnesota Style
Ole and Lars are quietly sitting in a boat fishing, chewing and drinking beer when suddenly Lars says, 'I think I'm gonna divorce my wife - she ain't spoke to me in over 2 months.' Ole spits, sips his beer and says, 'Better think it over.... women like that are hard to find.'

A Chance Of Meeting
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ~A CHANCE OF MEETING~ A CHANCE OF MEETING Current mood: creative A Chance Of Meeting...On my screen you cameout of the blue,Awakening my heart from painto feelings before I never knewWe are both scaredof the road fate has shownTwo souls pairedto a destiny still unknownShould we choose to meetand tempt these hands of fateIt would take two, for the odds to be beatTo lead us to eternity and heavens gateShould we choose to notwould our minds constantly wonder,Was that the one I always soughtOn that do we dare to ponder?For you have touched me deepI long to hold you for all timeTo be mine, forever to keepFor us to share a lifetimeI want your passionate kissto take my breath awayNever want to miss your touchwhile in each others arms we laySo now the decision is ours to makeI’ll treasure you whatever may beMy heart is here for you to takeLoyalty I’ll vow should you give yours to me

Jobb Huntin'
My name is Art. I am a recently graduated UCLA MBA student. In this economy, even graduating from UCLA Business School will not guarantee you a job. I have been trying all of my connections to find a great job but seem to have no luck. So I began searching for some great tools on the internet that I could use to either get a leg up on the job Job Interview Videos and Interviews on Video search and came up with some cool websites. A cool place I found was Video Job Interview and Video Resumes It’s a great tool to search for upper level management, or account executive jobs. Another great place to find tips, and ideas about how to write a resume, or how to give a great interview is about.com. Trust me, these websites are gold! Just thought I woul the knowledge. Good luck everyone!

Thousand Voices
A Thousand voices bring me to you Telling me the story of your body. Thousand voices tell me of your lips cherry red with wine as a smirk forms into them.A Thousand voices tell me of your hands as they run across my every secret place as i shiver beneath you. A Thousand voices tell me I LOVE YOU

Boyfriend
So life's been a little crazy recently. Work has been busy as we had Inventory to do. But life has been slowly moving towards one big event and slowly further from another. I left my Ex-Husband almost six months ago. Our Divorce will be finalized in a weeks time. I'm looking forward to having it said and done with. But there will be some challenges along the way. His lawyer says I don't deserve Spousal Maintanance or as most people know it, Alimony. Prolem is I depended heavily on HIS income to serviv and now without it I'm barly making it month to month. The good news that rolls into this month is I have known my boyfriend for a month and a half now. We get along great and I wouldn't trade him for the world. It was luck and chance that I met him and I don't intend to do anything to loose him. So there we are. The current leamonade in my life is my new boyfriend and the people I live with - my ex-husbands Mom - life is moving steadily and surely just as it always days. Progressing o

Simple Pot Roast
Simple Pot Roast 3 to 4 pound beef roast 1 packet onion soup mix 1 cup beef broth Pepper Season roast with pepper. Place into crock pot. Pour broth over roast. Sprinkle with onion soup mix. Cook on slow for 10 hours

Staind - Layne
i heard today that you were gonei had to stop and sing alongthe song they played to say goodbyea song that gave, gave me back life[chorus]you'll never fadethe words you gave my life you savedyour name was layneand on that day a child was born to someone who you helped alongand helped see through his darkest timesbecause of you, this child she is mine[chorus][bridge]the words you said, you made me feel like they were all formethe words you said, they will always be a part of methe words you said, you made me feel like i was not alonethe words you said, you gave me all the strength to carry on[chorus (altered)]so to me you'll never fadeyour life you gavemy life you savedyour name was layne

Kitte
if god hadnt created the universe, i wonder wat else he would have done. course we wouldnt be alive but i dont think we would care because we woudnt even exist to care in the first place. hmm....i wonder how other religions came to be and why. i wonder why god made us to choose one or the other. im not looking for answers cuz in this world in these times who really knows.

The Latest Fashion Of Dresses
If you want to look good on your daughter’s wedding, it is essential to choose a right mother of the bride dress for yourself. Therefore knowing something about the fashion in this year is necessary. This passage may probably offer you some help. Color is an important factor. It used to be that mother of the bride dresses only came in pastels and navy blue. But they are not the major colors nowadays! The industry is starting to show a spectrum of various colors, from dark brown to chocolate, from bright blue to red, from grape to burgundy. No matter what kind of color you prefer, you are able to find one fit you. With the day is getting colder and colder, jackets and shawls are becoming more and more popular among mothers. These also can make you look more serious in a church. In some sales website, the number of orders If you want to make good use of the shipping fee, you can order two or more dress, not only for yourself, but also for your daughter. It would be a good deal i

If Anything Should Ever Happen To Me.....
I've been meaning to do this blog for several reasons, on account my health isn't the greatest. And for everyone who came to see me anytime I was in the hospital, THANK YOU! You are amazing :)I will update this, every once in a while!If anything were to ever happen to me......Here are a few things you should know.....1. If I ever told you, you hurt me.... Chances are you really did, but all the same, I'll still love you.2. My family and friends are more important to me than anyone can ever or will ever imagine.3. If I ever hurt you in anyway, I didn't mean to, unless I told you I meant to.4. The time I'm happiest, is when I am surrounded by people who truly care for me....5. My mom and dad, are my rock and I'd be lost with out them.6. Hanson will always be my favorite band :) My life dream was fulfilled when I got to meet them September 21,2008:)7. My bluntness, is just me, if I ever offended you by it, I'm sorry. It was just easy for me to say how I felt rudly. Haha8. A certain some

Damien Darke - Owner
About Me - simple - I am Me ... I believe in the word friend and I believe we all should have one.. I believe in the word family - family keeps us grounded, or it should, we put our all into it with no thoughts of getting anything in return because thats our family... I am the Father of a host of kids... some biological others by marriage and I love them all.I am a writer, I love the use of words and I seek different ways to make them come together in a way that is I hope different from how others may use them. I have actually completed a book and I look to have it published one of these days. I have a bevy of short stories I have written about different things most of them are for the adult eyes only. Maybe I'll share them with you one day.Im am deep into Graphic designs... nothing against imikimi but I dont use it so the tags I make for My Angelz are all done with My time and patience but Hell I love how they turn out. Want something done.. look Me upI wanted to put this group tog

Update
So I have some good news. My mom can finally eat soup! lol yeah its not much but its something. She is getting a little energy back. She starts the IV treatments on monday. She also has to get tested for TB (I dunno why). Not much else new. She is still weak and tired most of the time...but its been a good couple of days. She has been able to get out of the house now. She has done a little shopping and tried some light yard work. Keep us in your prayers still plz. Everyday is another step and I hope things keep looking up.

Fucrap
ok heres the deal, rate my pics if u want, im not gonna beg for a rating or comments, also i will not give blings just to see ur nsfw pics obviously they must not be very good if u want something that is just a pic of bling,also i had a salute and it got deleted by mistake,so if i have to have one of those to see ur profile or ur pics then may i suggest u move along or u r not worth my time to see ur page,if this offends then click the little in x in the corner and have a good day

Because She Would Ask Me Why I Loved Her - Christopher Brennan
If questioning would make us wiseNo eyes would ever gaze in eyes;If all our tale were told in speechNo mouths would wander each to each.Were spirits free from mortal meshAnd love not bound in hearts of fleshNo aching breasts would yearn to meetAnd find their ecstasy complete.For who is there that lives and knowsThe secret powers by which he grows?Were knowledge all, what were our needTo thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?Then seek not, sweet, the "If" and "Why"I love you now until I die.For I must love because I liveAnd life in me is what you give.

Never Say "i Love You"
Never Say "I Love You" If You Really Don't Care Never Talk About Feelings If They Aren't Really There Never Hold My hand If Your Gonna Break My Heart Never Say You're Going to... If You Don't Plan to Start Never Look in My Eyes If You're Just Going to Lie... Never Say Hello If You Really Mean Goodbye Never Say "I Love You" Unless it's Something You're Willing to Do Never Allow Me to Trust and Believe If You're Just Going to Leave If You Really Mean Forever Don't Say You're Willing to "Try" Never Say Forever If You're Only Going to Make Me Cry...

My Life
My thoughts are like Black Clouds restlessly floating, and soaring into the abyss of nothingness... Yet, oftentimes like comic figures hanging at the edge of sanity butmost of the times, envisage death basking between the jaws of reality with a flamboyant face... Nevertheless I am, miserably fascinated -of my third eye's -elusive grin, blissful not of a downfall but festivity--full of -ripe emotions nurtured in a barrel of olden days... These days, I hate the way how my cup of coffee stares at me- as if it knows the- emptiness inside when- the fang of boredom injured the many minds...

Finally ! The Man Of My Dreams
I thought I did something for him to leave me But he told me that could never be I just needed to find me and I realized he was my destiny I finally know now we were destined to be free I hid my feelings for so long never in a million years did I know it would be so strong I should have told him long ago we could have started instead of prolonged thinking it would be wrong Our ages was the key never did that matter to me We will be Man and Wife some day this time for Life

Ex And Life :)
idk why i went throw it we wasnt happy i was happyer wen she was away i just couldnt wait intil she went 2 work but idk im better off with out her cuz no more stress i do miss her sometimes but idk why yes i did tlk to gurls but i didnt want them i thought we lasted 4ever i guess anything dosent lasted 4ever i know im n a wheelchair and i really wasnt trying my best 2 get out i realize i have 2 do something and try my best i cant really trusted no1 but myself so it just helps me 2 think i have only myself i just want 2 wlk and find my 1 i hope it works out :) just hoping 2 find some1 i can trusted dat wont cheat on me and tell me how they really feel only thing i can do is hope i do like some1 and wanna c something happen with us but idk if it is so.... just hope and be happy!!!! :)

Monopoly
ok here we go . i got park place if anyone has board walk let us help one another out . we can split the money and every one nose we need it so come and help please . i am unenployed lost my job do to economy laid off and it sucks so help me and i help you . this is not a joke mp2..

~people Will See Us..100 Words Or Less~
Back to my game of putting things, thoughts, dreams, desires, fantasies down in 100 words or less....first came 'Black Netting', then 'Captured by the Moment' and now this offering......here we go.... There's a Wildness in Her Eyes Tonight....Animalistic, Carnal, Furious....I'd guessed just how little she was wearing under her trench coat, But it's still a suprise when she opens it wide in the Moonlit Street, lampost buzzing in the background. My Heart races as I take in her lingerie clad body... 'Kiss Me'....she sighs... I approach her tenatively...aware of the heat coming off in waves... Her mouth is Soft and Warm and Sweet....She tastes of Lust and Desire... 'Fuck Me' she asks, begs, demands...wantonly gripping the Hardness in my trousers.... 'People will see us'..... 'I Know' she smiles slyly...'I Want Them Too'....... Peace.....

My Friends
hey all this one is to all my friends they are silly kooky crazy they are srpead across the globe ive never met them but i love them they are my fu friends when a gak needs someone all this queen has to do is log in they are always there in good time and bad wow i love you all guys hugs from your queen

Stolen From Philemon
I am a cuddler - True I am a morning person - ahahahahahahaahahaha FALSE I am a perfectionist - on certain things, true I am currently in my pajamas - False I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False. I am okay at styling other people's hair - pfft I can barely style my own hair. False I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - True. I don't like to be stared at. And especially if they're good looking. I can be paranoid at times - True (fuck you, Skully!) When I get mad I curse frequently - False...I curse regardless of my mood.

Bastard Ass Landlords
so i got a nice 2/2 house a couple of months ago. the rent was reasonable, and the area great. when we signed the papers, i asked him straight up if he was in forclosure, or anywhere nere it. his answer was no, he was all good. fast forward two months.... i missed a call today from my landlord. he left a message saying that it was important, call him back. guess what.... yep, we are in forclosure!!!! son of a bitch!!! i know i have a few months before anything goes down, but what a kic in the ass. i have lease, so i still gotta pay rent, even though he aint payin his mortgage. i cant just bail, i have a 10 y/o who is in school. so i guess i will just piss and moan about it here!!

And Out Of My Dreams Came You
Deep in silence, one night fall When the moon sat still, and shone bright Came the utterance of one single moonbeam At my window... tapping ever so light And in the flicker of one swift instant I felt it's warming embrace It encompassed me and then I trembled As before me appeared your gorgeous face The the radiance of that gentle smile The love shinning from yours eyes Began to penetrate with the moonlight Straight through me, to deafen my cries Now, no longer am I lonely With each night fall there is you and love so true In the darkness, I seek out my moonbeam And ouf of my dreams came.... you. Samantha Lewey

This Week - The M11
Choosing which motorway to review for my first "Motorway of the Week" feature was never going to be easy. So many to choose from, the heritage rich M1, the glamourous M4, the largely pointless A57(M), the choice was bewlidering. But then I had to drive my BMW k1100lt from Cambridge to the Docklands area in London, and my choice became clear, the elusive and "built on the cheap" M11.Running the 49.7 miles from Woodford in North-East London to Girton near Cambridge, the M11 is perhaps one the UK's lesser known Motorways, but is nonetheless offers an excellent escape route from London. It was opened in stages between 1975 and 1980 - meaning that during the late 70's, people that were sick of London would have struggled to sneak out via this route. The connecting motorway is the infamous M25, but you can also get onto the A406 north circular, which give access to north london...if thats your kind of thing.Features of InterestThe four illuminated sections (southern terminus near juncti

What He Said....
...well here's what you should know. when i said i care about, i meant it. i have every day since i said it. when i said i won't hurt you, i meant it. when i say i'll be there, i mean it. and when i say i'll fix somethin, i will. i still look at ya, and i smile when i do. OMGAH. Why would I walk away?

♥2 Friendship Quotes♥
Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. Men kick friendship around like a football, but it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it goes to pieces.

Snakes
Personality Occupying the 6th position in the Chinese Zodiac, the Snake symbolizes such character traits as intelligence, gracefulness and materialism. When it comes to decision-making, Snakes are extremely analytical and as a result, they don’t jump into situations. They are effective at getting the things they want, even if it means they have to scheme and plot along the way. Snakes are very materialistic creatures, preferring to surround themselves with the finest that life has to offer. This is especially evident in the home, where luxurious furnishings and surroundings help Snakes seek the peace they need in order to thrive. Health Snakes prefer living a life of calmness, preferring quietness over noise and a manageable workload rather than a schedule that’s overly-booked. Snakes become easily stressed when their lives aren’t peaceful or in order. Too much of this way of life can shorten a snake’s life! Career Snakes do work very hard, but they hav

Kitson's Words Of Wisdom
One thing Kitson (the comedian I saw the other night that I mentioned in an earlier blog) said that really resonated with me was that he was talking about how funny he found it when comedians/people on stage talked to their audience by a group name, things like saying "HELLO NORWICH!" He'd started saying it ironically, but as he said, "Whenever you start doing something ironically, sooner or later you just end up doing it naturally and with no sense of irony at all..." I, of course, know EXACTLY what he's talking about, so may I hereby formally apologise for anyone I've ever spoken to on here who's been the recipient of me using "u", "r" or "2" at them, like some kind of internet teenage befuddled fuckwit.

Life's Little Pleasures
1. The way Speech DeBelle says "couch potato" in 'The Key' 2. A Grande Mocha with whipped cream from Caffe Nero 3. Making Craven go 'lol' 4. Throwing something into a bin from the other side of the room 5. A bacon slice from the shop downstairs 6. Mister Plops 7. A glass of milk 8. Getting a text message 9. Ugly Betty 10. Buying comics

Etlh'rthhyq Or Something Clever.. Smart What The Fuck Ever
So pissed I could FUCK!!!!! ever get to the point where what you were raised to follow was too much moarlly were we rong to have rules i sorta like the no fault world that we fucked up so well i mean so many pills somany problems evryone is rich with invisable money i feel like i want to stab the next fucker with a good slice of pie fucken sugarcookies and weed make for odd rants.. that empty usatisfied feeling that loss that where did my world go what happen to kicking your kids ass when they need it and whooping a fathers ass to remind him when he goes too far what happend to "will work for food " now its hey i'm poor give me" the warnings are out there not the end but a big crash in what we have who knows just a lot unclear right now so much wonder where it all goes wonder where the world ends or where my version went i want the origonal feeling of love not this copy with all those inperfections in it i want my fuck-ups not the ones the new people made change it back name me a

Love Herts
i dont do this things how come we can love with all we have and it takes one person to rip your heart out. you trust someone with your life but they almost kill you when they just leve you for no reson what so ever i trust her with every thing and she just go and say it not me its her i have not been in love with someone in ten years i have seen a woman stay with a asshole and get beat on. i cant under stand that. but i do nuthing like that why cant find love like that i just try to love with erverything i have but why is that not good

Random Thoughts
(1) went to college in NYC for one year then changed schools and complete direction in my life (2) lived in Japan for a few years growing up and I speak the language (3)family is the most important thing to me (4)going dancing is my favorite thing to do. I can dance all night (5) I used to be a belly dancer (6) I made love in a laundramat . next time I went to that laundromat with my BF at the time, the mangar told us we were no longer aloud in. My BF said "why not?" the mangar just pointed to the camera (7) I have never smoked anything in my life and never will (8) my favorite movie is GREASE (9)my brothers sudden death had the biggest impact on my life in many ways.effected who I dated, what I look for in a guy and even my direction in school (10) doing this told me how lame that I am! LMAO

I Ask For...
I asked for strength, that I might achieveI was made weak so that I learn how humbly to obey I asked for help that I might do greater thingsI was given infirmity so that I learn to do better things I asked for riches that I might be happyI was given poverty so that I learn to be wise I asked for power that I might receive praise I was given weakness so that I learn how to need I asked for all things that I might enjoy lifeI was given life so that I learn to enjoy all things

Writing To Release Myself
My soul is tired, My heart's grown weak, And I don't want to compete. I don't want to hide the way I feel, Yet I'm tired of everything that men steal. I hate my inability to trust, But when things seem off, this I must. Do to protect my fragile heart, So I won't again fall apart. You refuse to understand, Or you simply can't. Maybe we should have just stayed friends. Then you wouldn't get impatient. But in going back I'd lose you all together, So I feel this i must weather. I know I want you, if you are as you seem. But for another your love does stream. And you can say it's only friends, This, for you, may be true. But I'm not stupid I've played these games, and what she feels may differ from you. I feel caught in the crossfire,

Nice Message From Dragon's Keeper Aka Keeper Of Souls Aka Soulbringer Aka Peacebringer
: PeaceBringer Ow... Join my mob...http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?accept... United States subject: haha received: 12/8/2009 11:52 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam When you finally grow sdome balls and tell me the truth..then you can talk to me or about me other than that you will never have access to anything.....You are not a friend as you stated you are not a lover as you stated you used and abuse me like you wanted to from the beginning...I have never done wrong to you...but you always feel you need to accuse me of everything...i am not the retard that downloaded programs from a site that you installed and then screwed over your own computer and then blame it on me....You got nerve...You are never to contact me until you appologize and accept that you were wrong on everything you accused me of....And news flash i called my friend Steven Dunshire in the CIA and my friend A

~death~
I feel the warmth upon me. It surrounds, and embraces me. I will someday let go and fall into your arms. I will soon be held by the only one that truly loves me. The only one that will not lie, judge or condemn me. You will make time and wait a lifetime for me. I am timid to let you touch me. But I know you will accept me like no other. And so I shall learn to love thee. Death, I know that when it is time, you will set me free.

Teen Tracy Stripping And Sucking Cock
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Not Always Right | It's No Net Loss
Call Center | Glasgow, UK Customer: “I’ve just received a leaflet for broadband from you. What’s broadband?” Me: “It’s a faster type of internet.” Customer: “What’s internet?” Me: “It’s a method of accessing information through a computer.” Customer: “What’s a computer?” Me: “I don’t think this offer is for you, sir.”

I Am A Great Person
i like this girl and i hope see knows that i do, i would treat her great and love her and protect her. i just hope she sees that, i have been thru a lot in the past. all i want is a chance, thats all anybody can really ask for in life. i deserve a shot. i want to know her as a person and not just as a girl to have sex with.

Ode To My Father
Why do you hate me father tell me whyy Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes Father should I take my life and die Why do you hate father me tell me whyy Do you know you bring those tears to my eyes Father should I take my life and die What did I do to deserve all the pain All the things that go wrong I get all the blame Everytime we fight it makes me go insane Your words whip me like the end of a chain I don't know what I'm doing here I don't know why I feel this way Everything that you say And everything that you do It makes me weak and sick just like the flu Who knew about the abuse you put me through Drowning my emotions until my mind grew My life is no fun, it's turned into a chore I'm crying with a roar and my throat becomes sore I'm doing what I'm told and I'm feeling like a whore When I look into your eyes all I see is your anger Telling me to die like I was a stranger Or maybe you should have killed me in the manger Why do you hate me father tell me whyy Do you know yo

More From The Archive
FeelingsI'll rise from the realm of dreamswalking slowly back to the world of men and machinesI'm not sure what it meanswatching this planetcome apart at the seams.Those with shining souls in tow will soon have complete controlplanting crystal columnsfrom the front rowby multitudes and volumeswords will only be compulsoryfeelings will soon ruleas love will be the only worthwhile tool.

Cameras At Red Lights
OK todays conspiracy theory is .... ever notice how most of the cameras at red lights are pointed directed into the FRONT of your vehicle. Looking directly at you face and NOT your liscense plate ? There have been cases where such cameras have been used in courts to convict people by confirming their locations through using facial recognition software. Big Brother tracking you ? You bet

Love
We are only living creatures, particles of dust swirling in the void of eternal and infinite. Ourselves only to surrender and obey. If we love, our love does not come from us, nor ours. If we are happy, our happiness is not in us, but in life itself.

Comersations With My Exgirlfriend
1/23/2010 10:20 PM lisa: its ok …………………………………………………………………… 10:20 PM gordon: cool …………………………………………………………………… 10:20 PM lisa: i got really buzy i was at work …………………………………………………………………… 10:20 PM gordon: ok ……………………………………………………………………

The Start Of A Long Journey...
Just over two weeks ago, my niece was visiting her grandparents and they noticed a hump on her shoulder. This bothered my sister so, the next day, Monday, she took her to the doctor. The doctor confirmed, my 10 yr old niece has Moderate/Severe Scoliosis. They sent her to get the round of x-rays and bloodwork. She was referred to the orthopedic in another city at the Childrens Hospital. They got in to see him this past Friday. This doctor confirmed the severity of her case of Scoliosis. According to the doctor, her only real option for as normal a life as possible, is surgery. I am unsure of what extent the surgery will be, but it will be a long recovery for her based on the severity and procedures. The surgery is scheduled for May and the school is going to provide in home tutoring for her once she comes home from the hospital. Which the stay is to be approximately 8-10 days. They are estimating that for about a year my niece will be limited in activities, won't be able to l

:) I Love It!!!
Jay-Z ft Kanye West, Rihanna – Run This Town Lyrics http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVA-xTBeHyM (Rihanna)Feeling it coming in the air,hear the screams from everywhere,I’m addicted to thrill,Its a dangerous love affair,Can’t be scared when it goes down,got a problem tell me now,Only thing thats on my mind is who gon run this town tonight,who gon run this town tonite,We gon run this town! WassupWassup (Jay-Z)We are,yeah I said it we are,this is Roc Nation,Pledge your allegiance,get y’all fatigues on,all black everything,black cards, blacks cars,all black everything,and that girls a blackbirds riding with their dillingers,i get more in deppif you boys really real enoughThis is la Familia, I’ll explain later,but for now let me get back to this paper,[lyrics courtesy of killerhiphop.com]I’m a couple bands down,and im tryin get back,I gave doug a grip and lost a flip for five stacks,me im talking 5 comma, 6 zero’s, dot zero’s, jiggaback to r

Obama Supporting Criminals & The Truth About Economy...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Survey
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

A Toke A Day Keeps The Doctor Away
Alone in her Birmingham, England home, a woman stirs a half teaspoon of cannabis into her hot tea. By seeking relief from pain and spasms caused by multiple sclerosis in this way she is, in the eyes of the law, a criminal.She doesn’t take this action lightly and is not out for a recreational high. She simply wants a reprieve from the relentless pain that plagues her and, after sipping her tea, generally experiences about three hours of relief. Only those who live in chronic pain can fully understand her anguish.Speaking of her predicament she says, “I want politicians to be nice to me… I’m sick.” One cannot put it more simply than that. (You can read the rest of her story and view the heartbreaking video on BBC News.)Medical marijuana enjoys legal status in many parts of the world, where it is recognized as an effective treatment for chronic pain or nausea caused by conditions like multiple sclerosis, glaucoma, HIV/AIDS, arthritis, and cancer. Canada, Chi

My Majestic
Majesticaly look through the eyes see the dawn of the sun as it sets while the eagle flies The kiss sets the butterflies free from the bind strngth that of a bear creating an uproar in the mind Journey to the moonas it dances on the lakeby taking the hand feeling free as we look upon this landd The touch so eroticand sensitive the stars are burning sweet voice makes the heart and world keep turning Thoughts running wildletting the inasents be buried in the well warm breath on the skinso smooth like the wings of an angel Loving memory hits like lightning across the sky so bright our bodies vibrate intensly like that of thunder crashing in the night Your love is the most majestic I've witnessed in my time may my soul be your majestic crime writtin by Kat Buske/richardson

Mil Ppl
THEY LAUGH AND SMILE YOU THINK THERE ALL RIGHT BUT TURN YOUR BACK AND ITS GOODNIGHT YOU TRUST THEM , YOU EAT CHOW WITH THEM OH YEA YOU GUYS REAL TIGHT! THEY'LL THROW YOU UNDER AND DO IT WITH PRIDE GODDAMN YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKIN TIGHT!!! ANOTHER DAY COMES ANOTHER DAY GOES BUT GODDAMN YOU GUYS AINT GETTIN MY SOAL MY SOUL IS NOT HERE, I LEFT IT BAK HOME WITH MIS.PUERTO RICO AND DAMN SHE IS FINE!!!! THE ONE WHO I TRUST , MY BEST FUCKIN FRIEND THE ONE WHO WONT STAB ME , NOT LIKE YOU GUYS SO HAV YOUR SHITS N GIGGLES YOU ALL CAN SUK A DICK JUST LEAVE ME OUT OF IT U FUKIN QUEERS

My Music
We just put up a cover version of the song "One" by U2. Sorry fucking Bono, it's better than your version. Eat a dick if you don't like it. You can even download the shit for free (if you can figure it out...as we haven't yet). http://www.myspace.com/strokadellicspace

How Do You Tell Someone That You Want More, When You Know It Will Ruin What You Have Now?
I think this blog willl be the hardest one I have ever written. I know at times people often sit and wonder exactly how they will say each thing, and here I am finding myself at a huge loss. I am at such a loss and so confused about my pure existance right now. I know that some of you who read this just will not understand how I am feeling, but on the other hand I bet there will be some that will be like, "Oh yeah I know exactly how she feels!" I guess I should begin since I do have so much on my mind right now. You see awhile back ago I kind of gave up on love, I ended up in the hospital over it and everything. My so called fiancee had deeply killed who I was and who I wanted to become. She was everything to me, my life and yeah I see now that I just held on too tight. When she just up and abandoned me I thought what the hell there is no such thing as in love. I wanted to give up. But then I met someone, someone that I see as a perfect angel. Only problem is we live so far a

Deletion And Friend Requests
A little lesson in deletion: If you were on my friends list at some point and you find yourself removed, here are a list of a few reasons why: 1) Fubar had a glitch and it deleted you. 2) You deleted me. 3) We never talk and I don't see a point for you being there. 4) You showed yourself to be a racist, fucktard or moron. 5) You creep me the fuck out. Those are the most basic reasons I can come up with. Oh and FYI: just because you MuMM and I MuMM doesn't mean we need to be automatic friends. We can goof around in the MuMMs without having to befriend one another. Here is another big pointer: if you have been deleted, pointed out you've been deleted in various forums and I ignore you, don't send me multiple requests. You were removed for a reason. It makes you look creepy and makes me think you're obsessed with me and want to jerk off to my NSFW. :) Desperation smells funky and is not an attractive quality.

Falling Through The Cracks
There is quite a bit about me I choose not to share. If, however, you talk to me, there is much you will learn. I try to live life as simply as possible but the more I learn the more I find that I am nothing but a web of mystery and riddles. I am not complaining by any means as I can keep myself occupied hours on end. I also enjoy talking to people in depth and learning about them, not by what they say, but by how they say it. I was given a gift when I was born and through the years, I have lost touch with it and have found it, again. I am a devout in my beliefs. Who couldn't be after some of the things I have gone through? But, in my devout ways, I am a curious being and find my way into a world that doesn't exactly agree with all that I believe. I believe I was given a special gift and I choose not to use that gift to hurt or harm others, only to answer questions and ask for guidance or protection. How is it a person can believe so strongly in something yet finds themself sn

The Pencil Eraser Planet
imported from my facebook: The Pencil Eraser Planet Share Thursday, February 21, 2008 at 7:42pm | Edit Note | Delete When waking to dreams of me sleeping, in reality,the difference between the two is nothing more than a difference of eye positioning. We are an increasingly interesting society. A society where we've learned to hate with ease and love with much difficulty. Our globe, a living, breathing entity... completely harmonious despite the harshness of reality... despite the fact that we homo-sapiens are the inventor of the pencil eraser. Revenge Is An Eraser by seadams Born of this earth, and taught the lessons of life by our peers. I find it strange that with the quick swipes of the rubber end of a writing utensil, only man can completely kill a memory. Only man wields the power of the pencil. Who could have guessed, that with one quarter-inch cylinder of rubber, nearly three years of life would become faded? ..nothing more, now, than a gray and pink s

Zynga Vs. Facebook
By now almost everyone at Facebook has heard about the dispute between Zynga and Facebook. First Zynga threatens to leave Facebook because they think a 30% commission to Facebook is too much. Facebook wants Zynga to keep all of their games only at Facebook. I will admit I do like Farmville, Mafia Wars and Poker Blitz (when it is working). However I do not know if I am willing to log into Zynga every day in order to play my games. I am a member of Pogo and I do not log into Pogo every day or even once a week to play games even though I have a chance of winning a jackpot spin worth real money. I check my Facebook almost every day but that includes checking on updates from my friends and family. Playing the games is a bonus that is offered at my profile site. Plus Zynga is not the only company supplying games at Facebook. Their games may have better graphics than most, but ultimately I still play games at Facebook that are not by Zynga. Such as Country Life, Mobsters, Mobsters 2, Airline

Irish Pride Auction
The auction for irish pride will be held on June 18th at 6pm estern time. If you like to be apart of this event in irish pride let us know we will get your name down. Here is how its going to work:All Fubucks will be split 50/50Half will go for the lounge and the other half will go to the person who was on for the auction.If you win the person put the payment to irish pride lounge profilewith who you bought.Also think of what you will offer the people so they bid on you the more the stuff you offer the higher you will go.You can be on cam if not at least be in the lounge.If on cam and in the lounge please fallow the lounges rules please. We will start promoting this event starting May 19th we will drop the bulletin and comment drops tommarrow all have to help out in this that is staff. If member you are not required but if do that will be appreciated.Thank you all for all your cooperation.Dj Irish Rocker

For My Mom..5 Years June 1'st She Left My Brother,sister And Me We Miss Her As Much Today As We Did On That Day
If Roses grow in Heaven ,Lord please pick a bunch for me ,Place them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it everyday, but there's an ache within my heart that will never go away. I Love You Mom!! ♥ today, tomorrow,and forever!!