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Why Do We Want What We Cant Have?
So why is it that we desire the unattainable?? Lets say you're in a great relationship thats been going on for about 3 years... Everything is great.. the sex is great.. you hang out and do stuff together... sure you argue but what couple doesn't? And then.. (queue the dramatic music!) you meet someone that totally blows your mind... This guy is everthing you've ever wanted in a man and then some... He's good looking a total sweetheart, he can cook (whoa baby major turn on!), he's got a great sense of humor, and you get along better with him than anyone you've ever met... so herein lies the problem.. he's way older than you and married for a very long time... AND you yourself are in a relationship... but you cant help but wonder... could this be a soulmate?? what if this was meant to be?? but then you think if it was meant to be then why are you both in relationships?? maybe it just wasnt meant at this time... or maybe it just wasnt meant to be at all... *sigh* The thought of you

Letting You In:
Letting You In: I want to hold you, stroke your hair I want to let you know I care I want to open up my mind So you can see my love is kind I want to make you understand my love is gentle, hold your hand, touch your face, and kiss your eyes make you believe I speak no lies I want to let you deep inside so you can see I do not hide so you can know my love is true so you can feel my love for you. Pamella Quackenbush 9/26/2000

Word
i hurt them But not wiht a punch With my words Why should i care They never cared? They never cared? My so called friends, PLas buddies, ass holes So cloes What a fool i was To think i could have friends To think a girl like me ...to all my so called friends YOU SUCK!

Guys
Hey people i know you guys wonder who is freaky? well the answer is im a girl who is in love with someone that dont see how much pain shes in. everyday i cry not because of a guy because i hurt. i never tell anyone because no one ever believes me and i want someone to notice. i might have to have number 4 surgery if im nto careful or 5 how ever many they have to do to make me better. But this guys is the most loving guy in the world, he makes me laugh, smile and even feel important. I love him but i know it will never come to that. now i will be hurt nad in pain my whole life cause he means the world to me. Hes a great friend adn maybe even a great lover. And i hope he reads this one day. I do love you hottie! i do but i wish you could see the pain. Well its time for this cherry to go to bed. Night night everyone! KISSSES to everyone!!!!!! Love, ALex or freaky

Quote
I found this on one of my friend's MySpace pages and I just had to share it because I love it....So enjoy “Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren’t good but easy. So the apples at the top think something’s wrong with them, when in reality they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree…”

My Guess Is No
OK you see something that makes you want to view someone's profile you go visit rate the profile rate the pics rate any blogs answer MUMM the whole "nine yards" can you then leave the profile without leaving a comment asking to make friend without becoming a fan and come back 3-4 days later then comment/ask/become without reference to prior activities--as the title says MY GUESS IS NO///and yes there will be a MUMM not to make up my mind but to see what the votes are and how many views and comments--true test of cherry luv to give without expectations

Fresh Accurate News 24/7
if you have never heard of matt drudge, he's the reporter that first broke the monica lewinski story & since has become THE source for timely, accurate news!!! check it out & bookmark it!!! drudgereport.com

Hey Everyone
Ok hows everyone doing,well things here in australia are starting to warm up as we are going into our summer.well just a update on my immagration status.I missed out on the usavisa lottery.so i now have to find another way of immagrating over there now.But all is good as we are coming over to visit in Feb/March so we will file papers over there.well we hope thats all we have to do. As i am really wanting out of australia to be with all of my american and candain friends... you guys rock.. Miss you all

Hi Guys
I WANT TO ASK WHY IS IT THAT MEN ALWAYS WANT THESE BONE RACKS WHEN THEY CAN HAVE A BIT EXTRA TO LOVE? TRUE BONE RACKS ARE PRETTI BUT SO ARE BIG LADIES!....EVERYONE LOOKS ON THE OUTER WHEN THEY NEED TO LOOK ON THE INNER...TRUE LOOKS HELP BUT ITS NOT THE WHOLE DEAL......SO IF YOU WANT TRUE LOVE I KNOW THAT A LADY WITH MORE TO LOVE CAN BE ALL YOU WANT....

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day.
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

I Have Not Been Hiding.
I want to let all my friends and family know that I have not been hiding. I miss being on here. The reason that I have not been on here is because I found out on Wednesday that my youngest son has a hernia and he has been hurting alot in his stomach and I just cannot seem to keep him off my lap. The dr that he was seeing don't want to do anything about it so I have found him a new dr that is going to see him on 11-2. Cannot wait to go see the dr I am hoping the new dr will do something about it instead of making my child suffer like the peditrician is doing that just saw him on Wed. So everyone don't get upset or mad if you dont see me on for a few days or im not answering comments back right away I will get to it as soon as i can.

Hellhounds, Werewolves And The Germanic Underworld
Hellhounds, Werewolves and the Germanic Underworld Alby Stone There is a curious connection between dogs and travel to the realm of the dead. It can be found particularly in Indo-European mythologies, although it also occurs in Egypt, Siberia, and north America. According to the Vedic mythology of ancient India, for instance, the deceased must pass by the four-eyed dogs of Yama, king of the dead; and Greek mythology tells of the dog Kerberos, popularly endowed with three heads, who watches the entrance to Hades. Mention must also be made of the white, red-eared hounds of Celtic myth. But the idea of the underworld watchdog appears to have reached its fullest, and most complex expression among the Germanic peoples. In Scandinavia, hounds are associated with Niflheimr, the mortuary land ruled by the grim queen Hel. The Eddic poem Baldrs draumar (Balder's Dreams) tells how Odin rides to Niflheimr to ascertain the meaning of the dreams that have been troubling his son. On the way,

Why Would You Only Pay Attention To Her When You Are Drunk???
ok what if she does everything in her power to make you happy and yet at night she can not sleep or she has nightmares every night??? would you comfort her and ask her what is wrong or would you only worrie about yourself and not her feelings.... yeah she may think you love her but when it comes time to make love to her or hell even hold a desent conversation with her.... why does it seem like some of you guys only do it when you are drunk???? if you dont want to be with her and you are just useing her then why do you not just tell her and let her eventually get over it insted of hidding it... and letting her feelings get more and more invloved and yet she will eventually catch on and know that the only time you touch her, kiss her, tell her you love her is when you are drunk.... i mean could she be that bad of a person???? and that is why i LOVE this song!!!! this song says it all..... Call Me When You're Sober Video - Evanescence lyricsEvanescence Music Video CodesMusic Video

Picture Update
For those of you who know me, I recently had another baby in June. She is my little angel. Her name is Elizabeth. I have updated my photo section, so feel free to stop by and check them out. They are all the photos that I have right now. Will be getting more scanned into my computer hopefully in the next couple of weeks. Take care.

Usa!
You Are 79% American You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges. Tough and independent, you think big. You love everything about the US, wrong or right. And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you! How American Are You?

What Have The Scots Ever Done For Us?
I was once amazed when a tourist stated to me that they were surprised that we had televisions in Scotland!! Have them I replied, of course we have them, we invented the bloody things!! In the spirit of that conversation I present to you a few more things that we Scots invented! We're not as backward as some think! lol! Adhesive postage stamps These were invented by Scot James Chalmers. Anaesthetics James Simpson, an Edinburgh physician, was the first doctor to use anaesthetics to relieve the pain of surgery in the mid 19th Century. His main objective at the beginning was to alleviate the pain that women felt in childbirth. There was strong opposition to this idea from the Church, because the Old Testament claims that God's punishment to women for the sins of Eve was that they should bring forth children in pain. Fortunately for women everywhere, Simpson won this argument. I despise the recent trend in the USA for impressionable pregnant women to refuse any painkillers dur

All Night Jams For The Masses
RIANDROP ENTERTAINMENT,LLC PRESENTS*JEANS AND STILETTOS:THE SEXY AFFAIR,*HELD AT THE FABULOUS BRANDYWINE BISTRO & BRANDYWINE SUITE HOTEL/LOUNGE (707 NORTH KING STREET WILMINGTON,DE 19802)FRIDAY NOVEMBER 3RD THIS IS THE MOST TANTALIZING EVENT YOU WILL EXPERIENCE! LADIES,THIS EXCLUSIVE FUNCTION IS ESPECIALLY FOR YOU,SO COME OUT & PLEASE YOUR SENSES! FEATURING DJ NICKELS&STREET TREATS (SMASH BROTHERS/BUM SQUAD DJS)SPINNING THE HOTTEST MIXES OF DAY IN THE MAIN BALL ROOM AND DJ MOBLEY SPINNING SMOOTH GROOVES IN THE V.I.P LOUNGE. *$250.00 CASH PRIZE FOR THE SEXIEST JEAN N' STILETTO OUTFIT! (LADIES,DON'T SLEEP,DRESS TO GET YOUR MONEY). ALSO FEATURING: SPECIAL FASHION REVEIW WITH FRESH ORIGINAL STYLES FROM HOT REGIONAL DESIGNER/BOUTIQUES,LINGERIE SHOWCASE,MASSAGE BOOTH,BOUTIQUE VENDORS WITH SENSUAL GOODS(OILS,LOTIONS,TOYS,HAND BAGS,MORE). SPECIAL INVITED GUESTS,CASH RAFFLE,MORE!DON'T MISS IT! SO JOIN US ON THE "BLUE CARPET" AND COME PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR! GOLD PACKAG

All Yours
What are you doing? What are you thinking? What are you wanting? Every moment my eyes don't see you, every moment my ears don't hear you, every moment my arms don't feel you, my heart does. I may not be in your presence, but I feel you everytime I breath. I feel u everytime I think about tomorrow, everytime I want more moments , and everytime I want you. What does your heart feel? What does your heart want. Do you want the kisses we shared, shared with others? Do u want good night and good morning kisses shared with others? Do you want me to hear I love you from someone other then who is destined to be my wife? My kisses are yours , my heart is yours, my love is yours, and my soul is waiting for you to agree...

Dead Jane Doe
We never even knew who you were, a young prostitute never heard. You layed down and spread your legs. He left for McDonalds and that was the end. First we saw you sleeping peacefully. Next they found you eternally sleeping. A voice unknown only to scum. The media on your funeral will all be in fun. A girl unknown only to clients, fought to survive and ended up dieing. One less girl on the streets, one more gone as a family weeps. I stood above you and looked through the floor. I knelt down and wept for a whore. Even with you gone the reality is fresh. No matter who you are you can`t escape death. So this is for you, the dead jane doe, the world will miss out on you not the ho.

Cilivian Friends Vs. Army Friends
> CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when you're drunk. > ARMY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught. > > CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. > ARMY FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up. > > CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. > ARMY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" > > CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. > ARMY FRIENDS: Laugh at you and tell you to put some Vagasil on your pussy. > > CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. > ARMY FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff, then keep your stuff untill they PCS. > > CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. > ARMY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. > > CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. > ARMY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole

Hmm
~*~TAG~*~ EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS WITH 6 WEIRD THINGS OR HABITS, AND STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. CHOOSE 6 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED, LIST THEIR NAMES, LEAVE A COMMENT AND TELL THEM THEY ARE TAGGED AND TO CHECK YOUR BLOG FOR DETAILS. ITS FUN 1. i let my cat sleep on my blankets with me 2. I only drink when others are around 3. I love to sing but ask me to and I won't. 4. I put people before myself 5. I am afraid of someone hurting me again. 6. My favorite thing to do is have fun OK....SO HERE THEY ARE. PEOPLE I'M TAGGING 1. keke 2. meg 3. debbielee 4. reyna 5. playmate 6. Jim

Aquarius In Relationships
Aquarius in Relationships The Water Bearer has many relationships -- the real prize, though, is in finding that perfect one. Aquarians love to give pleasure, in keeping with their altruistic and philanthropic spirit. They also tend to seek agreement in their friendly and harmonious way, a real boon in the give and take of partnership. A progressive nonconformist is a blessing to the Water Bearer, and if they can give them the space they crave, even better. The key to real passion for Aquarians, however, is in connecting with that lover who can make vulnerability safe for them. Aquarians are so often busy caring for the masses that they forget about themselves! A lover who can help the Water Bearer get in touch with their innermost feelings and teach them to put the analyzing aside will tap into a torrent of emotion waiting to be released. The ideal Aquarius soul mate is an Einstein with lots of soul.

Love
WHAT IS LOVE? LOVE CAN BE INTERPRETED IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. ONE BEING SO STRONG IT WILL END YOUR HEARTS DESIRE. YOU THINK YOUR MATCH HAS COME BUT HAS IT REALLY? OR WILL HE BETRAY YOU AS WELL? OR CAN HE BE THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART MELT? LOVE IS PAIN, ALL THE LYING CHEATING AND GAMES. LOVE IS LIKE A PUZZLE, A TWISTED GAME. IS IT LOVE OR CAN IT BE LUST? PUT TOGETHER THE PIECES TO REBUILD MY TRUST. ALL I WANT IS A MAN WITH RESPECT WHO KEEPS IT REAL TO THE FULLEST AND DOESN'T JUST EXPECT SEX. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE? IF SO IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND CAUSE LORD KNOWS I'VE BEEN LONGING FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO COME ALONG. WHY DOES IT SEEM SO EMPTY? MAYBE I'M JUST DESTINED FOR MY BABYGIRLS,FAM AND FRIENDS. MAYBE NEXT LIFETIME LOVE WILL REAPPEAR AGAIN. MAYBE...

What Are Your Qualities
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."Charity Faith Peace Friendship Courage Which Positive Quality Are You?

Waiting
Waiting By Kent Holman Waiting kills the mood. Constantly it gnaws at your nerves Like some flesh eating disease. Stomping your feet or Tapping your fingers Alleviates nothing. Waiting is maddening. Relentlessly it lingers Ever present in your mind. Let the madness go. Calmly assuage your nerves. Waiting is inevitable.

Just A Story :)
a guy and a girl are in love. they live together, laugh together, love together. they are hard workers, decent people, good and normal in every way. one day, they join a group. its a large group made up of a large number of men and women. its purely social, meant for fun and just to get out there and talk and stuff with other people. things are going well with this group for awhile until the guy starts to spend more time with the group than with the girl....the girl is upset by this and asks the guy to pull back from the group. to be continued......

An Update To Taste Of Heaven!
This is an update from Raynes brother. Please keep him in your prayers. A note from me to Rayne, be strong and know that you are loved by many, comforted by few, and watched over by one!!! Okay, Rayne Tyler Nickname: Taste of Heaven. He is still having a very hard time. He is going through some emotional trauma right now and it has had a physical affect on him. Please say a prayer for him if you pray. If you don't then please at least keep him in your thoughts. If you wish to visit his page the link for it will be below this message. I thank you all in advance!----James 'Scorpio_One' I AM A PROUD FATHER! Taste of Heaven@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'Scorpio_One' on '2006-11-09 23:08:42')

Where Daydreams Lay
Build a home for me amongst the trees Tile it with leaves Wrap me in a voice as soft as Irish linen sheets And if daydreams should start to stray Pull me back to sleep So that I shell awake to dreams

Cleveland Browns
Q: What do you call 47 millionaires around a TV watching the Super Bowl? A: The Cleveland Browns. Q: What do the Cleveland Browns and Billy Graham have in common? A: They both can make 70,000 people stand up and yell "Jesus Christ". Q: How do you keep a Cleveland Brown out of your yard? A: Put up goal posts. Q: Where do you go in Cleveland in case of a tornado? A: To The Browns Stadium - they never get a touchdown there! Q: What do you call a Cleveland Brown with a Super Bowl ring? A: A thief. Q: Why doesn't Canton have a professional football team? A: Because then Cleveland would want one. Q: What's the difference between the Cleveland Browns and a dollar bill? A: You can still get four quarters out of a dollar bill. Q: How many Cleveland Browns does it take to win a Super Bowl? A: Nobody knows and we may never find out! Q: What do the Cleveland Browns and possums have in common? A: Both play dead at home an

Men Are Happier
This so explains it all!!!! Men Are Just Happier People ... What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never get pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. Hell, you can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress: $5000.00. Tux rental: $100.00. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is not only appreciated by your friends, but practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone

A Little Fame... Web Candy!
Wow, looks like we made it into someone elses blog! Big thanks goes out to Olivia for writing such a great review! Thanks so much! Quoted from http://shirtaday.blogspot.com Where’d you get that shirt?: You know you’re eye candy! Wednesday, November 08, 2006 You know you’re eye candy! So, the next time you’re having a webcam chat with your friend, you should be wearing a shirt like this! “Web Candy” from DeXine Graphic Concepts is this sweet little number that features a devilishly hot looking red webcam on it, and lets your fellow chatters know that you are all that, and eye candy too! Great for your inner flirtatious spirit! You’re a hottie! Let them know! Click on the shirt to get to DeXine to get one of these shirts. Shoot, get a few! They have all kinds of shirt styles that it’s offered on! You’re beautiful — flaunt it! See you next time with the next featured shirt here at “Why is Olivia

Tip Of The Day
Here is a little trick for those that don't know how to find mp3 files on google. Enter the following into the search field and put the artist or song you are looking for in the parenthesis try it and you will see. intitle:index.of mp3 "put what you are looking for here" This is the simplified version, it works but not all indexes are active. piratefrog

I Dont Wanna
I don't wanna do the dishes I don't wanna do the wash I sprinkled clothes a week ago And now my iron is lost! I don't wanna rattle pots I don't wanna rattle pans I see the mail light flashin' I wanna chat with friends! Oh, the table needs some dusting and the floor could sure be mopped But I know if I get started there'll be no place to stop. The closets are so full things are falling off the shelves I wish for cleaning fairies and magic little elves. They could sprinkle fairy dust and twitch their little nose The windows would be sparkling I would have no dirty clothes. Oh, I know that I'm just dreamin My head is in the sky I must cook that meat that's graying and bake that apple pie. The hubby needs a bath the dog needs attention Oh...the other way around I mean My brain is in suspension I am runnin round in circles I am getting nothing done, I keep thinking of my web I am missing all the fun!

2 Ever Cares
A SOLDIER’S PRAYER Almighty and all-present power Short is the prayer I make to Thee I do not ask in battle hour For any shield to cover me. I ask no help to smite my foe I seek no petty victory here The enemy I hate , I know, To Thee dear lord are also dear. The vast unalterable way From which the stars do not depart Shall not be turned aside to stay The bullets flying to my heart. But this I pray: be at my side When death is drawing through the sky. Almighty God who also died, Teach me the way that I should die.

This Is Not A Blog.
I haven't been writing a lot the past few days. Overloaded, I think. I seem to have spurts, where I'll write like a madman for a few days at a time, then slack off and do something else. I'm in slack mode at the moment. I have a half-written fictional short story, one that's been rolling about in my head for a few days. I'm relaxing from AC, despite their protests. And, with the closing of my Britannia! blog, less to do each night as far as regular stuff. I'll get back on the stick this weekend.

Camorain
Nothin like a Folk who rolled wit a Crip set! love you so much fam. down for anything, there for me when i had doubts, chilled wit me through beef, held my heat and took some shells for me through drama, Grey and Blue in heaven foreva, love you man thank you for fightin WBC for me...I couldnt have taken him at that young of an age....i love you fam. 1

Seasons Of Love (song And Lyrics)
THIS SONG IS CUTE, SAD, FUNNY, AND ANGRY. IT'S A SONG ABOUT A KINDA STRAIGHT LACED GUY WHO IS ON A BAY WITH HIS CAT "BOOTS", AND MEETS A KINDA BAD GIRL WITH A MOTORCYCLE. THE SONG TAKES YOU THROUGH 1 YEAR OF 4 SEASONS, RATHER THAN VERSES, AND TAKES YOU THROUGH THE REALATIONSHIP. IT'S A VERY GOOFY SONG, AND SUNG THAT WAY ON PURPOSE, BUT IT'S VERY COOL AND DIFFERENT. ALTHOUGH THE RHYTHM IS FOR THE MOST PART THE SAME THROUGHOUT THE SONG, THERE'S A LOT OF SUBTLE CHANGES, AND GETS A LITTLE DIRTIER WHEN IT GETS TO WINTER, BUT AT THE END, IT GOES INTO A HEAVIER ROCK SONG TO GO WITH WHAT HE IS FEELING. THE END GETS KINDA FUNNY LYRIC WISE TOO. Seasons of love (mellow then heavy) CLICK TITLE ON PLAYER TO PLAY SONG (SUMMER) ON a tropical day I sat on the bay with my “Boots”--I saw a girl in blue and before I knew, she came my way--she said ,”how would you like to hop on my bike and take a ride?”--well before I knew, that girl in blue became my bride--we would sit in the sun, a summer o

Saying Hi
HEY ALL JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET EVERYONE KNOW I WAS DOING OK. I DO NOT HAVE INTERNET YET. I AM AT LIBRARY NOW SO SEND ME MAD LOVE AND COMMENTS WHILE I AM GONE AND HELP ME GET OVER THE EDGE. MISS YA ALL

First Blog Ever
Thats right Friends, Fans & Family this is my first blog! Not sure what to say. Guess i can start with I hope you all have a fantablous week end. Mine started off great, last night the hubby took me out to dinner for our 21st wedding Anniversary. It was a fablous night. Dinner at a wonderful place called Orso, Great food then for drinks at a club called the "O". While we were there i bought tickets to my favorite new band Paperback Hero. They will be at the "O" on Dec. 1st & 2nd. I'm going both nights. You can check out there kick ass music at Paperback Hero enjoy. ok how did I do for my first blog? Let me know what you think? Thinkin of u all. Calmgoddess XOXO

Another Poem
Bang! I wanna see the walls covered in red,letters to friends and loved ones in a stack.A corpse on the floor without a head.But no matter how much they pray and cry I won't come back. Atleast I'm free from all the pain. Now the tears won't forever fill my eyes. My brain is now on the wall, nothing but a stain. I sorry to say that everything dies,and though this is just a rhyme I must bid you farewell cuz I decided it was my time.

Deleted Friends!
Well as you noticed I went from 226 friends to a lower number! Ok if you are a guy it happened for one of four reasons~ ~ you are a perverted fuck that always ask me to fuck you online and I have explained in detail not gonna happen! ~ You drove me crazy to come and meet up with you to get our groove on! ~ You begged to be in my family and that was not gonna happen who is in my family is in my family for a reason and it is not to see me nude I have respect!!!! ~ And lastly it is cause you asked to be my friend and than we never connected! or we connected and things went very wrong! Chics~ ~ I am not bi and tired of being asked that so unless we have a relationship as a friend you are axed as well... Did I mention that yeah I am in a mood today!!!!!!! ~Tina~

Advice
Anyone have any advice on finding a 3rd for your threesome? We;ve been looking, but it's kinda hard to just walk up to someone and say "hey, you wanna join my and my b/f for a night of sexual adventures?" This is something that we both REALLY wanna do!! But how do we make it a reality? Any advice from anyone would be GREATLY appreciated! Also any tips on how to make it an AWESOME experience for all involved would be great to!! THANKS!

An Update On My Baby!
Well, just wanted to give anyone who cares an updated on my little man!! :) He is doing much better. I took him to a WONDERFUL vet that my boyfriend recommended me to! He has a skin condition that will be with him the rest of his life. :(, and I had to load him up on antibiotics!! Trust me that was NOT FUN!! Well, luckily it was LIQUID and not PILL form (someday I will have to upload a VERY funny thing called how to give a cat a pill giggle) But, he is looking MUCHLY better!! and is purring in my lap right now. And, I do not know if anyone was praying to the goddess/god or anyone else about this, he does NOT have Thyroid cancer!! Thank you! He has a follow up appointment with the vet on Tuesday. But he does not need to know about that LOL (he hates the kitty carrier) Just wanted to let everyone know that likes kitties that my handsome man is doing well. Oh he is the GREY cat not the himi :) Oh this one!! He is my baby! :)

Rules To Be Your "friend"?
I just recently got back home, and a lot has changed !!! It's not Lost Cherry anymore, it's Cherry Tap. They're not "adult" pics, they're "NOT SAFE FOR WORK" (WTF is that?). We have "stash" boxes, salute photos, sticky bulletins, etc. Man, the things you miss when you're on the road. But you can always bank on one thing here. The "rules" when you submit a friend request, especially if you're a man requesting an add on a woman's profile. Of course, there is the obligatory "read my profile first" disclaimer (which I read every profile I visit). Now I know there are a lot of pervs and creeps on here, but damn, didn't know such a big screening process was involved to try and get to know people. Now, I have to be your fan first, rate at least 50 of your pics and comment 25 of em, buy you a CT gift, read your fragmented blogs, vote for you in whatever CT contest you happen to be in today, submit my tax returns for the past 3 years, birth certificate, order my secret decoder ring, then

Friendship A-z
“Friendship A-Z” I wake up in the morning, and can hardly wait to see if I've received a mailing, addressed from you to me. I get my puter running, and much to my delight, your poems, jokes and other things come quickly into sight. Please keep those emails coming, they are so enjoyable you see Funny things, friendly things those things you mail to me. But most of all, the fun of it, Is knowing that they came From you my friend, The one I need not name. This is a test of the Emergency Friendship System forward it (and back to me, too, I hope).... a Friend does most or all of these... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust to "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer

Have You Ever?
Have you ever care about someone so bad that you do so many different things wrong that pisses them off? I have and wished that I could just turn back time and fix everything I did, but I know that I can't. It really sucks man!!!!!!! I just want this person to know just how sorry I really am. This person is one of my true friends and I don't want that to end and I don't want to lose her either, but I think I might have already. I would do anything she asked me to do, no matter how much I didn't like it. I Love this person so much that it would be the greatest thing in the world to me to be with her, but I have this feeling that it will never be. I have to really say that what happened on Saturday is mostly my fault, because I ignored her, but it is hard for me to say something to her when other people are around so not to cause any problems. Please just know that I am extremely sorry and I will leave you alone if that is what you truely want. Just let me know

Hmmm.....
I don't know if it's wise to meet people from the internet, but hey... I think it's worth a shot. Sometimes... haha I'm getting a lil' weary b/c of the whole murder and stalking stuff... icky I don't want to play with that stuff....

How To Give A Cat A Pill
How To Give A Cat A Pill If you have ever tried to give a cat a pill you know how difficult it is. The following instructions are fool proof! 1. Pick up the cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from under chair. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom and throw soggy pill away. 4. Take a new pill from foil wrap. Cradle cat in left arm holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten. 5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse in from garden. 6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between the knees. Holding fron

Time Flys By.....
Its crazy how fast time goes by anymore... MaKennas little more than 8 months now...its already december... Erik will behere in 14 days.... that should be fun...itll be the first time he saw MaKenna.. hes staying until christmas eve...not too bad... MaKenna is almost walking...she can stand up in her bed and walk around the bars and all that... she never wants to sit still anymore... everytime she wakesup in the middle of the night now she just screams....hopefully that doesnt last that long... shane gets paid today so everything will be sent out monday for sure... i still have some things to do yet, didnt do much this last week... god its too early to be up writing this, but i have nothing to do right now MaKenna is playing in her saucer and my mom just wokeup to goto work.... well i dont feel like typing anymore maybe i will later since i havent ina long time... later

My Girl
Betty.... sometimes girl.... I just dont kno what to do. I love you so much and i wanna be there for you for everything. But i cant. I wish i could make all the bad just disapper but since we are in real life i cant. I dont know what to say about last night/this morning except i love you with my whole heart and i never want anything bad to happen to you. Im always goin to be here when i can. I can only say that ill do my best... I can only hope its good enough. Ive been with you since Kindergarden and i dont plan on leaving anytime soon... just remember that babe.... I LOVE YOU!!!!

Truly Is Me?
When I read this , thought maybe I was writing it my self.. LMAO.. But it's me, all and all it's who I am, more to me then that.. I can bet you on. BUT being on Cherry Tap, I have met som wonderful people.. and well I like to let people know take the time and you will see there so much more to me.. but this is the side I love to show that one special person some day? Just where is he? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >>>SAGITTARIUSSpontaneous. >Freak in Bed. >High sex appeal. >Rare to find. >Great when found. >Loves being in long relationships. >The one >So much love to give >Not one to mess with>Very pretty. >Very romantic. >Nice to everyone They meet. >Their Love is one of a kind. >Silly, fun and sweet. >Have own unique sexiness. >Most caring person you will ever et! >Amazing n Bed..!!! >Did I say Amazing in Bed? >not the kind of person you wanna fuck with u might end up crying

Warning Graphic Video!
What a way to play a poker game...most do not expect blood and gore during a poker game..>Great poker clothes for your poker fan! Wish I could show you all of the Poker themed clocks...they really are great! Remember to use the pull down menus to pick the style of gift you would like and then click a popular search term or type in what you want to search for.It's easy and we still have free shipping plus the $5.00 coupon on sitehugsSusanwww.shopbydesigns.com

Wtf????????????
ok whats the deal u can look at peoples photos but they won't show the pics? u open up the folder there r pics in there but it will not show them whats the deal? i'm not at work and still can't see them it use to be where u could see them as long as they give u permission or just say private ask user for permission but now u can't even see them when they give it to u, whats the deal? has this become another myspace or what? thought it was suppose to be for grown ups not kiddies? please some one tell me whats the deal here this place went from awesome to boring over nite because of the whining ass people that don't want to see nudity, if u don't want to see nudity go back to myspace with the rest of the kids GEEZ come on people thought this was suppose to be a grwon up place?

X-mas
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the streets, not a person was stirring, 'cept an officer on the beat. As he quietly patrolled the town with great care, children and parents slept peacefully there. The officer was clad in his blues and his vest, gun on his hip, always looking his best. He'd just pulled aside for a quick bite to eat, When all of a sudden, out on the street, A bright light appeared from out of nowhere, He shielded his eyes from the brilliant glare. 'Twas an angel of the Lord at the squad's rear, He smiled and spoke, "Dear Officer, don't fear." "I've been sent by God with a message for you who faithfully serve while wearing the blue. He wants you to know He loves you all, He's pleased with the way you've answered His call. "To protect and serve others, so selfless you've been, Your bravery and kindness have known no end. Even in tragedy, when nights became long, You've helped countless strangers by being strong. "God sees you

The Riddle Of The Sphinx
In the morning I was innocent On 4 legs I crawled through time The windows of my soul were open wide And I didnt care who looked inside By the Afternoon I was strong On 2 legs nothing could bring me down Walked to the farthest corners of the Earth With no thought of Death I even witnessed birth Now in the Twilight of my life On 3 legs I crawl through time Ive grown weak and Ive grown tired My heart is dim it lost its fire The answer to the Riddle lies in Death It will come with your last breath A chance to finally understand Are we holy or are we damned The answer to the Riddle lies in Death It will come with your last breath A chance to finally understand The secret of the creature called man

To All My New Friends...nsfw
JUST WANTED TO SAY HI - AND IF YOU WOULD PLEASE RATE MY PICS, BLOGS, AND MY PROFILE AS WELL AS BECOME A FAN! I AM TRYING TO GET TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU SO PLEASE BE PATIENT! THNAKS!

People Being Idiots
This is one of those moods I am in that has me writing this Blog. I am the kind of person that enjoys life and when it comes down to talking with people I am pretty honest about everything. Their are guys out their that are just wanting to meet people just for a booty call and it pisses me off, because it screws things up for us nice guys that want to meet people and get to know them. I know this person that it happens to all the time and she feels that their aren't any real people or nice guys out their. I have been working on showing her that their is still one left in this world that isn't gonna take advantage of her. For awhile it was working but because of these other people it has gone in reverse and it is going to be a long road back to get her back to where she was. If you agree with me on this go ahead and comment. If you just happen to be that special person I am talking about I just have one thing to say and that is you know how I feel and what I want to do in

Dark Angel
You know me well, I am the Angel from hell, any thing you do or say cannot hurt me, so just let me be, people say I’m sweet, it comes when your beet, I talk to no one, instead I flee and run, I wont let them touch me, LET ME BE!! You only want to hurt me, when I scream you tighten it, you drug me till I throw no fit, I cannot remember when you put me in it, for there was only one candle lit, why did they put me in a straightjacket? You lock me in a padded room, here is my tomb, all I want is to be free, cant you see? He made me like this, I want his face to collide with my fist, but this serves me well, I am the Angel from hell one can be a dark one yet be a sheppard to lost souls he can shelter them guide them wile in darkness he can show them their path to follow to find their way one does not have to be always evil to be darkness evil is what u make not what you are most dont take the time if you

Help This Sexy Thing Out!!!!!
SUCH A SWEETHEART! DISCOVER UNDISCOVERED SOUL. SHE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU CHECK OUT HER PROFILE. *~*UNDISCOVERED SOUL*~* @ CherryTAP RATE AND FAN HER! SHE HAS A HOT PROFILE THAT DESERVES A 10!!! SHE LOVES GETTING NEW FANS TOO, SO DONT FORGET TO FAN HER. HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND! AND REMEMBER TO REPOST!!

Needing To Vent.....
So here i am , I am never one to rant or vent i am pretty good at keeping everything in because well i really have no one i can talk to or vent to. Going to the base tharipist doesn't help and i don't feel like getting lectured for my feelings. I am tired and i am restless, i miss my family and i miss my friends, I am far away from what i know and all i can think about is a nice warm bed with my wife. Tomorrow is my mother in laws birthday and i am going to miss it, Just like how i celibrated my birthday alone and away from those i care about so much. Not that i complain about the army i mean its been my life. Ever since i was old enough to know how to strap my own boot laces i wanted to be a soldier and then Jrotc and Rotc and then Finally Reserves and everything made me pretty happy but then all this shit. It feels like forever since i have been home and i miss all those i care about so badly. Even my brothers i miss , we've drifted away so much they have girlfriends a

Intro
I am slated to get my AS degree in networking and security in May 2007. Yes I'm in college. My original career didn't pan out. I'm not afraid to try something new so here I am. My hobbies are: fishing, surfing the net and photography. My ex says I'd rather fish than F***. I told her that depends on my partner. I'm a smart a** who loves to show a lady that chivalry's not dead. I like walks on the beach, candle lit dinners and cuddling. If you want to know something about me ask. I may not answer, but if I do it will be an honest answer. I may get older but, I refuse to grow up! Central Florida born and raised. Feel free to add me as a friend. I listen well and sometimes offer good advice. TTFN Pugmie

San Diego Barbie's
Mattel recently announced the release of Limited-Edition Barbie dolls for the San Diego, California area market: Chula Vista Barbie - This Spanish-speaking- only Barbie comes with a 1984 Toyota with expired temporary plates and three baby Barbies in the back seat, but no car seats. The optional Ken doll comes with a pickup truck loaded 10 feet high with mattresses. Green cards are not available for Chula Vista Barbie or Ken. National City Barbie - This Barbie now comes with a stroller and an infant doll. Optional accessories include a GED and bus/trolley pass. Gangsta Ken and his 79 Caddy (with switches) were available, but are now very difficult to find since the addition of the infant. Rancho Bernardo Barbie - This modern-day homemaker Barbie is available with a Ford Windstar minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full-time occupation or secondary education. Traffic-jamming cell phone included, headset sold separately. Oceanside Barbie - This

The Hockey Game
Well I went to the second hockey game of my life tonight. Ironically, it was the same 2 teams playing as the first game I went to. It was a good time, I still don't follow hockey, but it is fun to go to the game. We were sitting in the very last seats too LoL but they were good because you could see everything. It's nice to go do stuff other than work. Just thought I'd share

Fatality
It's like time stops moving in that instant, that moment when you realize that tomorrow no one person will look into your eyes. The rodents have started to use little pieces of me towards their own abuses. I'm part of the cycle that begins and ends underneath. I appreciate the visits, but the pain I'm causing, with just my Name and Dates, doesn't really mean anything anymore, i can't feel. I've noticed that you've grown quite a bit and that your hair is much longer than before, it seems a warm place to be I'm very cold. The dirt is heavy ladden and minerals have started to seep into my prison these scavangers just another way to ensure constant regeneration.... I left you without word, without choice without conscious, without goodbye... And I burned for it...deep inside.

What Is S4l?!?
S4L (Single For LIfe) is a state of mind I somehow get into, and since I'm not big into the relationship thing as is (relationships get you in shit) I figured I might as well be S4L. It's easier that way, yeah I know, sucks to be me right?!? Anyhow, I gave up trying, I guess noone is good enough.

I Want Toys
Hey you know what I want for Christmas? Some new toys, the vibrating kind! I'm gettin sick of the ones I have now, need some new ones. Only my man doesnt seem to think that is what I need for Christmas. Hmmm, oh well, still got my fingers for now right! Hehe. I dunno why I put this in here, just a random thought. But hey if anyone wants to get me some sexy toys, that would be freakin awesome!! And I might be inclined to send some photos of me using them too, heheehe! Love ya'll, JEn

Destiny By Axe
From: AXE Date: Dec 16 2006 6:00 PM Destiny my destiny is in my hands and so is yours you have the right to decide your destiny and so do i your destiny is not to suffer you caused the suffering yourself your destiny is not to live in poverty it is your own doing it is due to your own mistake destiny,destiny i want to rule my destiny yes! i now rule my destiny i now have it in my hand everyone has got the right to decide his own destiny in this judgement there is no partiality the sayings of bob marley refrain from illusions insist on work and not words paitently search for divine and scientific truth do you want a better destiny? then wake up from your slumber wake up from your sleep have feasible dreams have good visions work towards it you have the right to choose success as your destiny the rich decided their destiny the poor decided their destiny thesufferers decided their destiny destiny is not fixed you were ne

A Little About Me
Where were you ladies B-4 ?? Okay I am married but the sex life really sucks!!! we have been together for about 22 years , and lately she has been cutting off the sex and holding out for weeks.. I love her but this is getting out of control We both are in our early 40's but she seemd to have lost the sex drive and mine is thriving like crazy!!! You women are very beautiful and sometimes I wounder . Where were you B-4 I got married.....LOL Anyway I just thought I would get something off my chest.. and Say Thank You for accepted my friendship

What Are Friends
This is something that has bothered me. I had a friend for over a year, a constant friend. Someone whom I could tell anything, Someone I stuck up for when no one else would. Then one day out of the blue they decided I couldn't be their friend anymore, of course we are on line so it's not like we take up alot of time. Friendship should be stronger than that, thanks to all you others out there who can drop a line and be a friend, do unto others as you'd have them do unto you, right. I don't like being treated like shit. And most of all, what goes around comes around.

My Brithday Is Coming
subject: my brithday is coming date: 2006-12-30 15:11:46 hey guys my brithday is coming on jan9th so what will u send me for my brithday wishes so stop by private message me to say happy brithday or give me a brithday surpise Reply To my private messager for brithday wishes and my brithday surpises as gifts

Gf Application
Ok ladies it has come to my attention that I need to finally need someone in my life. Sick of being lonely after a few yrs soooooo with that in mind Im gonna put this up. if you wish to answer it then so be it. just copy the questions and answer them by sending the questions with the answers to my mailbox here. So who wants to be with me forever??? lol SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY Whats your Name: Nickname: Age: Birthday: Location: Sexual Preference: Height: Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?: Drive?: Job?: Piercings?: Where?: Tattoos?: Where?: How well do you know me?: Why Are you Applying?: One special thing about you: One special thing about me: Your favorite body part on me: Favorite type of music? Are you in a band?: Do you know how to play any musical instrument?: Do you think I'm ugly,cute, hot, etc?: If we were to date where would you take me on the first date?: Do you like to

Mj Myth & Fact (remixed)
From: Stoner Stuff Date: Jan 1 2007 3:52 PM Marijuana Health Mythology June 1994 by Dale Gieringer, Ph.D. Coordinator, California NORML HTMLized by Chris Pressey, Cat's-Eye Technologies, cats-eye@cats-eye.com. Table of Myths Myth: Marijuana is a dangerous drug Myth: Marijuana is harmless Myth: One joint equals one pack of (or 16, or maybe just 4) cigarettes Myth: Prohibition reduces the harmfulness of pot smoking Myth: No one has ever died from using marijuana Myth: Marijuana is a major road safety hazard Myth: Marijuana prohibition improves public safety Myth: Drug urinalysis improves workplace safety Myth: Random urinalysis is needed in safety-sensitive transportation jobs Myth: A single joint has effects that linger for days and weeks Myth: Pot is ten times more potent and dangerous now than in the 1960's Myth: Pot kills brain cells Myth: Marijuana causes sterility and lowers testosterone Myth: Marijuana causes birth defe

The Lesson *rant*
This past holiday. It is Happy New Year. Not 'New Years' New Year's eve is the night before. The apostrophe 's' shows POSSESSION of the night to the new year dawning. Think a little and you wont sound ill educated to the rest of the world. *end Rant*

Salutes And How To Make Them
Directions for making a ¡°SALUTE¡± A ¡°Salute¡± is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member¡¯s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can ¡°salute¡± in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID# along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. ¡°Photo shopped¡± and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it will be rejected. 3. The following items WILL be allowed in your photo as part of your verification if you wish. Please add your member URL and ID as mentioned above under number one to the photo: a) Your LostCherry T shirt. b) You sitting next to your PC, with

Hemp Biomass
Excerpted from 'Energy Farming in America', by Lynn Osborne. Biomass conversion to fuel has been proven economically feasible, first in laboratory tests and by continuous operation of pilot plants in field tests since 1973. When the energy crop is growing it takes CO2 from the air, so when it is burned the CO2 is released, creating a balanced system. Biomass is the term used to describe all biologically produced matter. World production of biomass is estimated at 146 billion metric tons a year, mostly wild plant growth. . Some farm crops and trees can produce up to 20 metric tons per acre of biomass a year. Types of algae and grasses may produce 50 metric tons per year. This biomass has a heating value of 5000-8000 BTU/lb, with virtually no ash or sulfur produced during combustion. About 6% of contiguous United States land area put into cultivation for biomass could supply all current demands for oil and gas. The foundation upon which this is achieved is the emerging concep

Promiscuous
N:Am I throwing you off? T:Nope! N:Didn't think so... T:How ya doin' young lady The feeling that you gave me really drives me crazy You dont have a player on your trunk I was at a loss of words First time that we spoke N:If ya lookin' for a girl that’ll treat you right If you lookin’ for her in the day time in the light T:You might be the type if I play my cards right I'll find out by the end of the night N: You expect me to just let you hit it But will you still respect me if you get it? T:All I can do is try, gim'one chance What’s the problem? I don’t see no ring on your hand I be the first to admit it, I’m curious about you, you seem so innocent N: You wanna get in my world, get lost in it Boy I’m tired of running, lets walk for a minute Chorus- T:Promiscuous girl Wherever you are I’m all alone And it's you that I want N: Promiscuous boy You already know That I’m all yours What you waiting for? T:Promiscuous gir

Mine And Ashleys Kick Ass Conversation Lol
..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: ugh..I wa salready supposed to have tooken 2 pills today..but since I didn't wake up I only took one so far lol x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: eek ..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: I just puked a lil x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: omg x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub.Him.l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..Deep.Inside.The.Corner.Of.My.Mind.Im.Attached.To.You..}} says: barlow? ..[Nicole].. ι мιςς γоū ιсн Ľιεвε đιсн says: no ..[Nicole].. ι &

Freedom To Express Yourself!
Today I found a young lady on here that did not like my main profile picture of a M14. She calls it disgusting and when I asked her why she said they are (guns) fucked up and said feel free to delete her comment. Well I thought about doing that, but I realized that I am a Marine so everyone can have there opinion. I meet a lady once and she started saying something about me being a Marine and killing people and some other liberal properganda. I let her finish and told her "Your Welcome". You should see the face she made when I said "I fight for that bill of rights so you can say anything you wish, and you speeking your mind is a way of saying thanks to me, so your welcome". I walked away with a smile. I have been a Marine for 9 years now, and I would do it all over again if I had to!

The Sad Bastard Test
The Sad Bastard Test Each question requires a "yes" or a "no" answer. You can tick the boxes in the grid at the end of this article if you want, but any spare piece of skin and a biro will do. Do not quibble about interpretation. Make up your own mind as to what the questions mean. You don't get a free point by writing your name at the top of the page. Count up your "yes" answers; this sum is used to calculate your final score. The Sad Bastard Test

All I Cant Say
All I Can't Say There's so much I can't say, When I look into your eyes. I'm worried you'll reject me, And hurt my foolish pride. Each day this love grows stronger, But I could never let you know. There's so much behind my smile, That I could never show. I'd hold you for a lifetime, If you would let me in. Every time I see you holding onto her, The pain is like a knife cutting deep into my soul. So I'll dream of us together, Of just how it could be, And all that you are, will remain A silent part of me.

Letter To The Editor That Didn't Make The Print
Newspapers simply won’t publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which don’t agree with the philosophy they’re “pushing” on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published – but with your help it will get “published” via cyberspace! New Immigrants From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in theOrange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made u p of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis

I Am
I am the voice That speaks no sound I am the wind Which sweeps the ground I am the one That no one knows I am the star The movie shows I am smaller Than one can see I am larger Than one can be I am the moon That moves the tide I am the sun At mornings rise I am as mystical As the Unicorn can be I am as real As fish in the sea I am as nothing else And nothing else is as me I am everything, I am nothing I am simply me

The Choice
В моих очень многих вещах изменились, и очень много вещей только настолько трудно объяснить. Ich steige von der Armee in ein paar Wochen aus und hier ich weiß nicht genau was ich bin gonna macht.. In una mano ho Cathy... Si potrei essere con lei, ma la lotta e la gelosia deve fermare. L'alors il y a Michelle... Mais après une année, je n'ai rien trouvé avec elle jamais changerait et elle est juste gonna fait quel est meilleur pour elle et Phoenyx. Der også Wendy. Men hun gifter seg og jeg ikke ser meg selv være den annen guy. Jeg ve

Getting Jessie A Diamond Ring
WE HAVE OVER 420 FRIENDS WE NEED 50 VOTES AND 4500 COMMITS WE CAN DEAL WITH THE COMMIT BUT WE CANT VOTE 50 TIMES SO A LITTLE HELP WOULD BE GREAT WE HELP A LOT OF PEPS AND TRY TO RATE PIC, STASHES,BLOGS AND CONTEST IF URE REALY OUR FRIEND U WILL HELP OUT THIS ISNT EVEN A CONTEST ITS JUST SO JESSIE CAN GET SOMETHING SO PLZ HELP OUT THX JASON&JESSIE

Drivers License!!
Check your driver's license. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! Thanks Homeland Security! Where are our rights?? I definitely removed mine. I suggest you do the same. Go to the web site and check it out. Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement.? Drivers License Search - National Motor Vehicle License Bureau? http://www.license.shorturl.com/

Like Fire And Water Baby
times up time to decide what im gonna do is it time to ride? harder than i been doing can that be right? i 'd like to see you try follow me all day and night i'll make you laugh might make you cry whatever it takes to see inside your fake fasade thats portrayed at night only let people see you done-up right. i need a girl that can see inside between the spaces inside the lines accept me for me. too bad i just cant find her. but if you look just slight and i let you besides me. visualize please the mind of a giant who slipped up tricky dick and fell on a bee-hive. got stung 16 times just in one eye and his brain feels like the devils soldiering iron the might begin to describe why i get so high why i hate pretty boys but still think im fly. so instead i hide behind the confidense line and keep my brain locked-up tighter than fort knox. I'll give you the real me,

Desire
I awake in a shroud of confusion, my body unable to resist your subtle whisper, the gentle pursuasion of ur tender touch, i long to more from this numbed slumber, to allow my senses to absorb your every breath, for our bodies to levitate into a mass of hypnotic passion, to taste your soft delicate skin, to grasp this feeling of untainted contentment, the sweet odour of your perfume arousing my every pour, the shimmer of your eyes embracing my very soul, weak and paralised to act under ur imense beauty, far from reality and near emotional colapse, you are the reason. you are the wonder. you are my all!

Confusion
IF ONLY LIFE WAS SIMPLE SORROW, TEARS AND PAIN TELL ME WHY PLEASE EXPLAIN LOVE IS SO PAINFUL KEEPS ME CONFUSED AT TIMES FEELING CHEAP AT TIMES FEELING USED IF ONLY I HAD THE ANSWERS NOT A SIMPLE ONE ITS TRUE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO

Catalyst
Attitude is my addiction I live life with no regret Unlike it's my conviction That sets me apart from the rest I live for competition Your cynicism only makes my stronger I am the culmination Setting the Standard that all will follow I live it every day Don't know another way Within my eyes there is devastation an fury You can't understand In my fight Win by attrition I bring it with that I fucking am You never dealt with such rejection Licking your wounds that won't fucking heal You've never seen so much aggression I am the scream to your fucking silence I live it every day Don't know another way Attitude is my addiction I live life with no regret Unlike you it's my affliction That creates the template of all that I am You know I know No matter what you say You'll be beaten today Like every other day Something about you Keeps you from letting go Of lame obsessions Built up inside you Forget the guesswork You're starting at the source G

Something Nice For A Change
I have only posted three blogs to date, and they were, for the most part, extensions of anger. Therefore, I thought I should write something nice, even though I really can't think of anything profound to write about that I have not already said in my columns. (I really must wonder whether or not anybody on CherryTap has ever taken the time to go to www.ainews.com and read any of my columns.) I suppose I will take the time to say that I have met some wonderful, caring, beautiful people here on CherryTap, many of whom make me appear to be a Neanderthal by comparision! Yes, I have come across the existence of a few cretins. Fortunately, for every one single jerk I have come across, I have met dozens of fabulous, wonderful people! In this day and age, it is always good to know that there are still some good hearted people out there. I take my hat off to all of you good people! For the small number of creeps and haters, you all know exactly where I will allow you to kiss me!

What Wicca Is And Is Not
What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, and as in all Neo-Pagan religions, Wiccans believe that both animate and inanimate objects possess a spirit which forms part of the Whole. Note that we do not use the term "spirit" in the Judeo-Christian sense of a "ghost," but rather that essence which every object possesses that links it to nature and makes it an inalienable part of the universe. What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, a

A Soldiers Promise
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your boy is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big brother to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brother's a soldier

A Touching Story Worth A Read
Minister wrote : I would like to tell a true story about Jacob who was 93 and his wife Emma who was 91. On Aug 14, 2001 , I was summoned to their home; Jacob was on his deathbed. I was asked to give him his last blessing. The doctor said that he would pass away within the hour. We spoke of his early years, and how he bored Emma with daily farm talk. As we spoke, Emma smiled and said, "You used to bore me to my witsend, but I loved you just the same." As she kissed him goodbye, he quietly passed away. On July 12, 2002, I was summoned to the bedside of Emma , who had suffered a stroke. Emma spoke very slowly so that I could hear her. She asked me, "Will god allow me on request?" Will god allow me to be in Jacob's Arms? I 'd like to hear about the cows again." I told Emma that it was what god was waiting for. I held her hand and she passed away. I have blessed infants, and I have been with many who have died. Those words and her request bring tears to my eyes and reqpect for

Writing And Poetry
The wind whispered through me, like fingers Tracing silently across still waters, Etching abstractly, designs of both fractions. Within the same contemporary chorus, love And hate reside on the same staff--- Where thier songs are so opposing that the Harmony blends fluidly. Two sounds contrast yet compliment, Like the wind---silently composing for Orchestras of leaves And the rain's--violent pounding choir. Yet thier harmonies compelled even the Amateur Strauss, Bach and Handel, Who find solace and insperation between Bars of contrasting color. Where the music tells a lively story, Vividly intricate. And momentarily the wind is pale and Soothing, to exchange with the vibant and Angry tale of the tormented wind. Each has it's own tale of woe and pain to Augment, But between rests, clearly is heard the Beauty of the tragic Messiah Where lain to rest by peals of thunder and Whips of lightening, Ends the sounds of the wind and rain in An Epiphany of Silence

I Am The Kitchen Pimp
2 pounds medium shrimp, peeled and deveined 1/2 cup butter, melted 2 cloves garlic, minced 1/4 cup dry white wine 3 green onions, chopped Preheat broiler to 500 degrees (260 degrees C). Stir shrimp together with butter, garlic and wine. Place on a baking sheet and broil for 10 minutes. Sprinkle on scallions and broil for another 2 to 3 minutes, until shrimp are firm. Serve hot.

High Blood Presure
i just wanted to stop by and tell everybody that im sorry for not being on and i might not be on for awhile i went to the doctor cause of chest pain and pain in my left arm found out i have high blood presure of 183 over 98 so if you care about me at all people please pray for me i need some help to get threw this honestly im scared because i know where high blood presure can lead to so thats why it scars me ill try to be back on later i hope

Get Me The Fuck Out Of Here.
Dear Cupcake, Here is your horoscope for Thursday, February 1: Explore the unknown. Maybe that means spending more time inside your own head. Maybe that means getting out of the neighborhood or even out of the country. It's up to you. Just make sure you expand your boundaries.

Smoking Violation Batman!!!!
Yes the saga continues. The new no smoking law has been in effect for the past month and it really sucks!!! Watch and see yourself as Batman tries to uphold the law! Misdemeanor BatmanAdd to My Profile | More Videos

What Is My Life Philosophy
You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life. “Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.” “It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.” --Jean-Paul Sartre “It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.” --Blaise Pascal More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...Existentialism95%Divine Command80%Utilitarianism75%Justice (Fairness)70%Hedonism60%Kantianism60%Strong Egoism55%Apathy10%Nihilism0%What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)created with

45 Reasons To Reenlist
1. Yesterday sucked, today sucked, tomorrow is going to suck, and this seems to be a pretty solid forecast for the rest of my enlistment. 2. Spending 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year training for something that there is a 99.9% chance that we will never do. 3. WWWDWOA? (what would we do without acronyms?) 4. Taking simple daily tasks and breaking them down into nuclear physics before doing them. 5. Having to attend a brief prior to carrying out any task more complicated than picking my nose. 6. Being a personal servant (that's basically all I am) to any one of the 300 thousand people in the military who out-rank me. 7. Being an adult and having somebody inspect me everyday to make sure I put my clothes on properly, and put my shoes on the right feet. 8. Having to wear a "cover," or hat, every time I want to go outside. 9. I love cleaning the same places over and over and over until either the paint comes off or my hands are bleeding. 10. Without the mili

Ladybird Problem
ok found a ladybird this morning and its about the 4th one i found in my house this winter but heres the problem what do i do with the little bugga!!! 1. leave him where he is and i may just suck him up with the hover. (by accident of course) 2. leave him where he is and the dogs may get to him first and eat him thinking hes a smartie. 3. get a little match box and put him in there keep him all warm call him george, and let him go in spring awwww how girlie!!! 4.other.... and that does not include standing on him awwww u mean gits so answers below people and quick before 1 or 2 happen.

Again In Bed....
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Important To All
my yahoo account has been hacked and now you my be at risk please don't open any thing from tonybeach2600 it is no longer my account some ass thought they wanted it more than me so i repeat DO NOT OPEN ANY THING FROM tonybeach2600@yahoo.com ask me for it and well see

Comments On Pics And Profile
I have decided to turn off all my comments off for a while if u need to get ahold of me use the private message or shout box .As for how long I'm not sure .To that one certain someone don't think I'm EVIL because I'm not mad a Little hurt but hey I'm a big boy I'll get over it .You know your a very special ANGEL and always will be to me ............later people Michael

Rh's Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest
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One Nite Stands
I have had my first one nite stand....I didnt want it to be that way, but that is just the way things happened....It makes you rethink a lot of things. I really thought that I was too old for that but I guess your age doesnt matter. Most of my sexual relationships were also ongoing relationships, whether it was months or years. I have one in particular that has lasted for almost 21 years on again off again. The one nite stand made me think about how I look and see people. I understand that it wasnt suppose to happen BUT it did. At the same time I thought that slowing down and taking it one day at a time was going to fix things. Guess what? It didnt, the word used is a harsh word but I can't think of a different word to replace it. I really thought that I could care about this person and the feeling would be mutual. It wasnt, now I feel guilty for even considering what we did and I shouldnt have to feel that way. And yes, it actually does hurt. I didnt think it would but then if you sit

A Picture Of Us
Every day, my mind paints a picture of you... then of us, and suddenly we're the stars in a romantic movie made for two, our bodies entwined... And I can't stop these fantasies, I don't even wish to. For when my mind finds you, I fill in the missing pieces that the distance between us creates and nourish my heart with the images it craves. And I can't stop these fantasies. Fool I'd be to want to. For my whole body feels your touch... it's as light as the whisper of butterfly wings, yet powerful enough to ignite a fire along every nerve, and fill my being with your being until I'm satisfied that we're one in body and spirit. And I can't stop these fantasies. Why would I want to?

Song
Ask me no more where Jove bestows When June is past, the fading rose; For in you beauties' orient deep These flowers as in their causes sleep. Ask me no more whither do stray The golden atoms of the day; For in pure love Heaven did prepare These powders to enrich your hair. Ask me no more whither doth haste The nightingale when May is past; For in your sweet dividing throat She winters and keeps warm her note. Ask me no more where those stars light That downwards fall in dead of night; For in your eyes they sit and there Fixed become, as in their sphere. Ask me no more if east or west The phoenix builds her spicy nest; For unto you at last she flies And in your fragrant bosom dies. THOMAS CAREW

My Daddy The Dancer
My Daddy the Dancer One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their fathers did for a living. All the typical answers came up--- fireman, mechanic, businessman, salesman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the teacher prodded him about his father's work, he replied, "My father's an exotic dancer in a gay cabaret and takes off all his clothes in front of other men and they put money in his underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is real good, he will go home with some guy and stay with him all night for money." The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" "No," the boy said, " He works for the Democratic Nat'l Committee and is helping to get Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too embarrassed to say that in front of the other kids." T

My Thoughts For Tonight
hi everyone this is one of those if you care you care if you dont care you dont care blogs. but 3 weeks ago i had the joy of meeting a wonderful 12yr old that was a guest speaker at a meeting i ran. here is a little history about me so you understand why i had to run the meeting where the 12yr old was speaking.i am a member of the Kinsmen club of Preston which is a service club like the lions and kiwanis or Optimist. which is only found in Canada. last year in june i took on the role of Cystic Fibrosis service director for the 2006-2007 year. and my job was to help raise money and awareness of CF which May is CF month. so on January 23rd me and my kinette counterpart ran a CF Night which was a formal night and a catered meal and a guest speaker.it took me months just to plan for the night. and on that night we had our district 1 governor there with his wife as well as the CF directors from district 1 and the zone A CF reps as well and of course 12yr old Amber Shewfelt who has CF and he

Heeyyyy! Do This.
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Incomplete
Whisper into the fire, "What are your fallacies? Clutched now at your breast, your poison realities? I'll touch you with the fire, but do not hesitate to burn, Every hope, every dream, every truth you'd hoped to learn. Experience the destruction of all childhood fantasies, Emblazened in the very orange of lifelong mendacity, Surrender to the torch, to cleanse the poison from your breast. As it peels away layers, the winds of truth at your behest, Submit to the fire, shed your restrictive husk, Reality touches to burn, and burn you must!"

Lawyers
Deaf Bookkeeper A Mafia Godfather learns that his bookkeeper has embezzled ten million dollars. The bookkeeper is deaf. That was the reason he got the job in the first place. It was assumed that a deaf bookkeeper would not be able to hear anything that he'd ever have to testify about in court. So when the Godfather interrogates the bookkeeper about the missing$10 million, he brings along an attorney who knows sign language. The Godfather asks the bookkeeper, "Where's the 10 million you embezzled from me?" The attorney, using sign language, asks the bookkeeper where the 10 million is hidden. The bookkeeper signs back: "I don't know what you are talking about." The attorney tells the Godfather: "He says he doesn't know what you're talking about." The Godfather pulls out a 9 mm pistol, puts it to the bookkeeper's temple, cocks it, and says, "Ask him again!" The attorney signs to the bookkeeper: "He'll kill you for sure if you don't tell him!" The bookkeeper signs back, "OK!

Can It Be
is there any sin that cannot be forgiven if forgivenes is sought. No, there isn't, not if you step forward and admit the wrong that you have done, if you feel true remorse. Any wrong can be forgiven. There is no lie, no hurt, no injury, no anything that can not be overcome as long as amends can be made. Some powers are stronger than anger, and injustice. And it is these things that can pull us through the hard times. It is these things that keep us human, it is these things that allow us to move on through life. According to the Christian tradition, God forgives everything. This is true, but first, we have to forgive ourselves.

Like A Bear
Did you know that Seasonal Affective Disorder partially stems from humans fighting their natural urge to hibernate? After running some errands, I turned off all the lights in my apartment, making it cave-like. I shut myself in my room, turned on my mini-heater and had a brief hibernation this afternoon. It was nice.

Joke10
After just a few years of marriage, filled with constant arguments, a young man and his wife decided the only way to save their marriage was to try counseling. They had been at each other's throats for some time and felt that this was their last straw. When they arrived at the counselor's office, the counselor jumped right in and opened the floor for discussion. "What seems to be the problem?" The wife began talking 90 miles an hour describing all the wrongs within their marriage. After 15 minutes of listening to the wife, the counselor went over to her, picked her up by her shoulders, kissed her passionately for several minutes, and sat her back down. Afterwards, the wife sat there speechless. He looked over at the husband who was staring in disbelief at what had happened. The counselor spoke to the husband, "Your wife NEEDS that at least twice a week!" The husband scratched his head and replied... "I can have her here on Tuesdays and Thursdays."

2-15-07
She keeps giving me glimpses of friendship like looking through a window....the quite smiles that are only meant for me yet she has turned to another. The bitter pain of the past is like a fog that will not pass. It keeps many secrats but hides also happiness...

Cold Sweat
I tossed and turned all night, a cold sweat upon my brow, just thinking of the things we said, I hope to forget somehow, every word we spoke in anger, still ringing in my ears, how they do haunt me, they follow me through the years, ripping at my soul, I still remember well your tears, how could I have walked away? how could I have been so blind? I close my eyes in the darkness, but your face is always crystal clear, I've drank, I've drugged,I've tryed it all, just to chase your memory away, but your still locked deep inside me, I know you will always be, so I awake again this morning, a cold sweat upon my brow, and drink my shot of courage, I'll get through another day some how... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Heart
Deep within this slave, There lies a secret place, Treasured and protected, Once lost without a trace. Hidden well within this girl, Cold and lonely and scared, Once beat a trembling heart, Aching for a secret to be shared. She jumped at every shadow, Wanting, needing to break free, From the trappings of a life, Unable to breathe, unable to be. One day a light began to shine, Curling around this slaves heart, Illuminating long hidden desires, Pounding fear once more to start. Afraid to trust, afraid to love, shaking and scared to death, A fire began to burn, A need growing with every breath. A word, a touch so gentle, A firm and guiding hand, Molding an eager slave, hajira heart, beginning to understand. Each day the light grew brighter, The slave becoming kajira true, A glow surrounding her heart, Reveling in feelings brand new. Today, la kajira shines, And Your love was just the start... Each heartbeat is for You, My Master, My Love...my Heart...

What Do You Do
The walls feel like they are closing in. You look around and no one is there. You call for help and no one herars you. then the realization is that you are alone. So you wait and wait. By the time someone comes it's too late. You feel like you lost it, but deep down inside something keeps telling to go on. Do you listen or do you follow you heart. So the question is what do you do?

Relationship Add
Am I alone in this? You meet someone, get totally in sync with that person... Maybe date for months, years, even get married... but eventually you just get bored. it's not even the same as falling out of love, more like you wake up one day next to someone you never really liked in the first place... and think to yourself, WTF am I doing here??? I feel like I've been through this so many times, I am afraid to care for anyone. Afraid to love. Like even if I think I do, I would just end up being the cold hearted b*tch who walked out one day... forever unsure of my own feelings, doomed to be alone with sporadic deep relationships (but realistically meaningless) until I'm not pretty enough to get a guy anymore, then the loneliness of being isolated and alone will set in? What is my relationship attention span? 2 years? 3? Do I use it up too fast? If I slow down the roller coaster that is my heart, can I make it last forever? Or is it just the simple process that most people go through

Beautifully Stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Wolf Spirit..
In Silence, a ghostly shadow flashes by in the pale moonlight .. the night is still, listening, waiting for the time to be right.. Eyes golden that pierce your soul .. Sets a tremor in your heart .. Eyes that watch you with intimate knowledge .. Your secret fears are now unhidden.. Lift me high with your poignant melodies .. What wisdom to you cry out for all to hear? That I long to understand.. While my spirit longs to reach out to you, my body holds me here .. I long to join your ghostly pack to see the things you see.. What secrets you have hidden .. What knowledge Do you share with me? If I listen with my heart I can almost hear you .. whisper your language so clear.. The words you speak are hidden in riddles .. Are as old as time its self .. Your memories you keep to yourselves .. Shared with chosen few.. The mysteries that suround you, known only by those who listen .. Your beauty, your grace, your silent journey .. Shrouded by the mists.. There is so much k

Doing Alright
Been awhile so heres whats been going on. I am so happy. I have had ppl tell me that I have changed since I left my husband. Good. I have been trying to be who everyone wanted me to be for so damn long. Trying to pls one person after another. Not no more. I am who I am, and if others cant accept me for that, then they arent worth my time. I have been a stay at home mom for 6 years. Tired of it. I love my kids dont get me wrong. But I am out there working my ass off trying to raise my kids. Yeah its hard. But the pride I feel just doing it, is so worth it. I think what alot of everyones problem is, when I dont have my kids, I cut loose. Whats wrong w/ that? Did ya'll expect me to be June Cleaver for ever?

Well Now. Artsy Fartsy!!
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! You attract geeks! You attract Yuppies! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?

Redneck Thoughts
We have enjoyed redneck jokes for years, but it's time to take a reflective look at the core beliefs of a culture that values home, family, country and God. If I had to stand before a dozen terrorist threatening my life, I'd choose a half dozen or so rednecks to back me up, with tire irons, squirrel guns, and grit -- You might be a redneck if. . .. It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God ... " ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You've never protested about seeing the Ten Commandments posted in public places. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You bow your head when someone prays. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You treat American Veterans with great respect, and always have. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You've never burned an American flag.

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::sigh::
I don't know... writing things down is sometimes easier for me. Reading Jaz's letter to Michael opened holes again. It made me think how neither of us got to say goodbye to each other or anything. We never got to see each other, we didn't get to spend time together. I still can't help but think of all the shouldve couldve things. Idk, everything just flooded back again. I hate when it happens and I don't want it to happen anymore. Especially becuz I'm so happy with Michael now. I know we are the same in a lot of ways and this perhaps the most binding. Oh well...they called him in for work tonight. I'll make him nap when he comes home tomorrow. *I miss you Chang.* Love you guys. I love you Michael.

* Beautiful *
* Have a beautiful night / morning & day * * For all thoughts and feelings which may * * Bless you with of serene dreams * * In the enlightenened radiance and illuminating light beams -- * * May you be touched by the kiss of bliss and love! * * As is below, So is above * * For all which gleams * * Like stars moonlit in the night or the radiance so pure of star/sun light beams ! * * ... for all are one and one for all - * * I seed the deed to gestate and breed the need for this BEAUTIFUL CALL: * * Of all nature, of all that is, ever was, has been and will be * in our collective free fall: * * that which deems our dreams turned reality and our reality turned dreams ! * * ALL we see and seem is but a dream within a dream. * ********************************************************************************************* Thanks to my FRIEND & SISTER CHOUMISSA - here is the translation in DUTCH: **********************************************************************************

My First Blog
Well this is my first blog on here so please forgive me if it goes to fast. Well I'm in the Military and is stationed at Fort Bragg in North Carolina. I just came home from deployment in December and is about to go back in April or May i think they said but anyway I really don't care. I signed up for a reason and this is the reason. To make sure our children and their children can continue to live like I live and that America never fall buy the waist side. I sorry i got a little carried away, anyway I'm 35 and I'm a very good guy to have in your corner and would love to be friends with everyone that i can so please stop by and show some love to a MP in the US ARMY.

Poem - Fuck It :)
i found this and thought it was hella cute :p This is my four-letter word poem. You know the one That gets you hits. And it goes something like this: FUCK IT! Want to be it? Don’t know how to do it? Just tell it Like it is. Only you can do it. If it's from the heart, It’s a start. If they don’t like it, Hey, no sweat, Never mind. FUCK IT! Life’s too short to waste time on idiots. Bigots Who criticize all the time. Anal retentive! Everything’s relative. Profanity, Vulgarity, Telling, spelling, Subject, reject, Hey lighten up, baby! This is poetry! It's free, Meant to be, Not to please. So tell them, Like me: FUCK IT! You're in love. Happens to the best of us. When it works, It's bliss. If not, It hurts. Can’t miss. And worse, It's really hard To say FUCK IT! Life seems vain. You're in pain. Want to open veins. Get run over by a train. Blow your brains. Don’t think I don’t know it. I get it. I’ve been there before. Someti

Need Your Help!!!!!
Hey ya'll I'm in a contest, yeah i know, but it is win by comments only not ratings so i need all you bombers out there to help if you will!! I will try to help in anyway those who help me!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=342016&i=426953755 Thanks I know your time is precious!! Lil Mama

Letting Go
LETTING GO TAKES LOVE To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desir

Love As An Idea
I hear this a lot. I'd like some input on it if possible. People say that people are in love with the idea of being in love, as opposed to really being in love. I just want to know what's the difference? For me, I'll admit, I do want to be loved. I want to give all of my love to the woman I love. Is that an idea? I don't know. If I say, how I feel about someone is more than just a physical attraction, that I love everything about them, from how they carry themselves on the outside, to being able to tolerate every little thing they are on the inside, and wanting to be with them and share your life with them no matter what, through thick and thin, how is that just an idea? If every fiber of my being tingles with excitement for one person, how is that an idea? If what I feel is an idea, why is that a bad thing? Does it mean I won't be the loving person I promise to be? I don't think I'd be the type of person, if I were in a relationship with someone I'd do it half-asse

Girl In The Mirror
The girl in the mirror There's a girl in the mirror, And she stares back at me, Yet I don't recognize her, My face is not what I see She looks pretty, She looks happy, So I figure, That can't be me She smiles that beautiful smile, And she holds her head up high, She doesn't look embarrassed, Or the least bit shy She looks like a perfect girl, The kind that your jealous of, The kind of girl you believe, Was born with a true love Then I realize, wait a minute, This is not what I usually see, But that girl standing in the mirror, Really is me

Philosophy ... On Versified Drivel
on VERSIFIED DRIVEL (a metrical form of drooling “twaddle”*) Nothing words and nothing lines, know the nothingness of rhymes, framéd verse and non-event are negatives that circumvent non-existent loves that went … to who knows where? Thus, ‘oft before you wrapped in rhythm, 'nothingness' is empty given quantum jumps from line to line; dead energy in four/four time, photons streaking ‘thru the sky … to who knows where? Oh, there and above is love, or worse. You hear a confusion of meaningless sounds in verse. A tear. pretentious babble, drooling sour, to grow a flower on some empty grave … but who knows where? Empty words and empty phrases twice deny Life’s fuller phases; stanzas with uncertain meaning show a certain leaning toward despair. An empty flair of rhyming sounds and rhythm swings, which signify a mind’s escape … To who knows where? And so for me, contemporary poetry is the “blankest” verse in history; you can take it straight to, …

One Word
Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone ? lost 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? gamming 3. Your hair? Skunk 4. work? sux 5. Your father? dad 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? drunk 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream car? eh 10. The room you're in? mine 11. Your ex? ex? 12. Your fears? spiders 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? succesfull 14. Where did you hang out last night? friends 15. What you're not good at? math 16. Muffin? me? 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? starke 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? normal 21. what aren't you wearing? panties 22. Your pet(s)? bulldog 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? o.k. 25. Your mood? average 26. Missing? brain 27. What are you thinking about right now? sex 28. Your car? honda 29. Your work? fo

Circle
Life is made sweeter by the circle of friends That enter my life and make it complete Because of the love that will never end Filling my heart and making life sweet. The circle of friends begin with family And open to pals I come to know As along life I go Completed with God's love through eternity. Many in my circle of friends I have never met As we found each other on the Internet But these friends have given me much As we often keep in touch. Each link in the chain Make a circle I claim With each friend special in some way Filling my life with love and happiness each day. My circle of friends is open To others I meet every day Welcome to join the circle in time Making a bigger circle of friends that is mine.

Stupid People
This is a song by Jack Johnson.. its called Good People. This song is how I feel about some ppl on here right now. I don't understand how talking to ppl is a bad thing. I enjoy meeting new ppl but some on here think they own the world and everyone in it. Well I am not owned. I don't want to be owned. I have made some mistakes since I have been on here and I regret them very much. A good person has been singled out and flogged for the most part because he talks to me. Well.. this song is to all those that think they are perfect and can just write ppl off because they talk to someone you like. Typing that even seems silly cause it is just the internet. I mean really.. who has the right to try to ban someone cause they are talking to the person you are talking to? who gives a fuck. Its the internet ppl. And once again ppl have proven that they are fake or just assholes. I guess you can't expect ppl to be honest and secure when they are on the internet 24/7. I wonder why I have been single

Crying
MY EYES SWELLED FROM CRYING TEARS OF SADNESS, FEELING SAD AND NOT GLADNESS. FEELING THAT NOONE LOVES ME, NOONE SHOWS THEY CARE IF THEY DO I CAN'T SEE. IM FEELING ALONE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE, WHY DO I FEEL SO SAD ,I WAS HAPPY BEFORE. I JUST WANT TO LAY DOWN AND DIE, I CAN'T EVEN GIVE A REASON WHY. I WANT LOVED AND I DONT FEEL IT IN MY HEART, I FEEL WE GREW SO FAR APART. WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES ME FEEL LONELY AND SCARED, I THOUGHT I HAD PEOPLE WHO DID CARE. IF I WAS NOT HERE ,HOW WOULD THIS LIFE BE, I KNOW HOW IT WOULD, IT WOULD BE JUST ME..

Saint Paddy's Day
Ok in little over a week, I am heading to Savannah for Saint Patricks day it should be a great time. I am just doing a CT check to see who else is going. It's going to be a wild time have a couple of my Navy buddys road tripping from other states to see what it's like to party GA style.

Darkness
In the darkness is where I hunt In the darkness is where I search In the darkness is where I find peace within In the darkness all is found to me In the darkness I find myself The darkness consumes and embraces me For the darkness is where I live

The New Me
I don't want to have to die, but it may turn out that way. I do not want to cry, but I lost control yesterday. It's over, it's finally done, I no longer must fuss and fear the thought of carrying a gun. I've found control in every last tear.

Hazen
Hazen lies about ten miles east of Fernley, Nevada and was named for William Babcock Hazen, who served under General Sherman in his "march to the sea." The town, established in 1903 to house laborers working on the Newlands Irrigation Project to the south, included hotels, saloons, brothels, churches and schools. As a tough town, it had no peer in the state. Nevada's last lynching occurred in Hazen when "Red" Wood was taken from the jail and hanged on February 28, 1905. William ''Red'' Wood claimed the dubious distinction in a state with a reputation for vigilante justice when a group of men busted him out of Hazen's wooden jail and strung him up from a telegraph pole along the railroad 40 miles east of Reno on Feb. 28, 1905. We probably should have some reverence for poor Red Wood, but he probably got what he deserved. The Reno Evening Gazette's account of the hanging the next day described Wood as a ''notorious thug and all around bad man.'' Wood was a morphine addict

Why I Hate People...sometimes.
random message sent to my shout box: alone_x_ha...: can i lick your pussy clean my response in my head: oh yes! please do so! i'm so glad you mentioned that...because it's been on my mind all day! you are such a mind reader. also...please die...soon. *sigh* it's almost as bad as the photo comments that sugar gets... i mean...are there actually women out there who view that pick-up line as acceptable? i would really like to know. i just saw a blast of a woman who probably views that as acceptable hahahaha oh the humanity. i make myself laugh a lot...just so you all know. usually when i leave comments for people...i'm cracking up at how witty and humorous i am. i'm basically 100% fantastic. and believe it or not, i didn't win a cherry tap contest to convince me of such a thing. you ARE allowed to form opinions of people without having them win cherry tap contests. i realize that you are as shocked as i am right now. also...click this sheep to rate and vote for me i

Sorry I Scared Everyone
well i am sorry i scare some people yestardy i was not myself and i should have not done what i did to anyne and i hope that evryone can forgive me and i am getting the helpnow and i am talking to someone everyday now. i want to say sorry to the people that care about me and i will be fine. i am sore but i will be just fine. things are really rough right now and til i am better don't be mad at me if i don't want to talk about things to anyone i was told til i know i can talk about things and not ge upset everytime i talk about it i am to not say anything. sorry i hurt u al with what i did. hotchick3

To All Of You Ct's Out There
well ok so im new on here and i am bisexual. i want to hopefuly find a relationship on here but i cant find any other men that are willing to try things out with me. i am super lonly and sad. dont get me wrong women you are welcome to i hope every one here onct reads this and answers it i hope you all will help me with this little problem

Sooooo...ya..
So I am sitting at work bored...I as might as well tell some stuff...I Used to live in Louisiana. I moved there in October of 2005. I had a shit load of fun there. I partied like crazy..Til I got arrested. I got arrested for stealing $2286.61 from Pizza Hut..I know..Stupid. I spent about 4mons in jail. I am out on Felony Prohbation for the next 3yrs. On New Years Eve, I went to the club..Got drugged..Got in a fight, got kicked out, then got arrested for Public Intoxication...Wonderful..Then I moved back to herre 4 days later. Where now I am clean, and I work for mortgage company as a loan processor..Unfortunately there has been alot of bullshit and unwanted and unneeded drama since I have been back..But I am out of that and keeping away from that..That is pretty much it..Feel free to shout at me today...I am bored...

Wait For Me, Daddy
I miss you being here to talk with everyday. To "make it all better" when troubles cloud my way. I miss the way you always knew without a single word, that something was bothering me or somehow I was hurt. I know your'e always with me no matter where I go, I feel your presence near me,my heart lets me know. I miss you so much Daddy,not a minute passes by, without thoughts of you racing through my mind. I know your'e in a better place, pain you never see, living your life with Jesus now,and this comforts me. Someday my journey will end,my work on Earth through, I want to come up there, so I can be with you. I know you'll be there with others who've gone before. Just remember, wait for me,on Heaven's Beautiful Shore!

Cherrytap In The News
Three surfers find a new way to drink -- online Reuters Thursday, March 8, 2007; 3:38 PM NEW YORK (Reuters) - Three U.S. surfing friends whose jobs moved them to different cities have come up with a way to continue their weekly drinking session -- in an online pub that even has happy hours. The founders of CherryTAP claim to have set up the Internet's first online pub that gives users the nuances of a pub but from the comfort of their home computer » FULL COVERAGE "We liked to go after a long day at work to a bar and hang out and have a few drinks," said Bill Lee, 36, a freelance marketer from San Francisco who was one of the three founders. "When we moved apart we couldn't do that anymore so we wanted to recreate that online." Lee said CherryTAP, which now has over 700,000 users in the United States and Britain, was different from other social networking sites as you did not need to have a network of friends already. It also did not take advertising. Instea

True Love
TRUE LOVE Open your eyes that you may see the love that grows deep within me.Open your heart that you may feel this love I have for you thats real.With you in my arms, I shall keep you warm. With me in your arms, our union no one can harm. Our love transcends those who hope for so much, for it is hard to find a love that is such. The dreams we've made, I take to my heart, for no one, not anything, shall ever keep us apart. A Red Rose... Do you know how much I love you? I love you more than the heaven, more than the stars.Your beauty is greater than one thousand red roses.And I want to thank you for bringing the splendor of a garden full of roses to my life. When you're near I forget all my strife... You changed my life for the better,and I treasure you and our love.I truly believe you were sent to me from above. I know it's not nearly enough,but here is a rose for you.In celebration of our love. Wherever you go; No matter what you do, Remember that I love you!

Written By Tony B....we Made Love
I answered the door and there you were, lightly made up but oh so beautiful. Your smile seemed to light the doorway. “Come in baby, have a seat” I said….and you walked over to the couch and sat down as I got you a glass of wine. “You look very beautiful tonight…” (It made my heart feel so good to see that little smirk), “Well thank you love” you replied. We sat and shared some conversation, and wine….and I realized, your wearing a skirt, my weakness. I noticed your very sexy and shapely legs, adorned with nude tone stockings. I notice a pale area, you skirt seems to have risen a little. A hunger begins to build inside….it seems to have suddenly gotten warmer. A moment of silence arrives, and I lean into you….we share our first kiss. Gentle at first…lips not quite touching, tongues gently dancing with each other. My hand caresses your face. As we end the kiss…I look into your eyes….how beautiful they are, a hint of a smile on you face warms my heart. I prepare the table for

Having A Bad Day
Well my peeps I see who my real friends are and I can guarantee that you will be the only ones left on the list in the next hour. But I do appreciate the kind words. Although I am serious about the things I said, I am just having a pretty fucked up boring day. I mean nothing happened today not even anything bad! Have you ever been that bored that nothing happens at all? I might be done... Realest

If I Could Make A Wish
If I Could Make A Wish by Pamela If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me

Sexiest Bbw Contest
Hi, I'm in a contest, can all of my friends help me out? This is the link... help me out please! /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=87943&i=1241208486" target=_blank>[ CherryTAP.com photo: 1241208486 ]

Thank Youz
just a short note to all my friends and fans - Wanna say thankz you are the best ever - mucho cherry love for you all!! if i forgot drop me a line and i'll get right on it ! cherry tap ..is the best! SO THANKZ TO EVERYONE friends and fans!!

Fucking Lonely
Why does shit like this always happen to me. I meet someone I know I can start seeing, we agree to continue seeing eachother, we make plans for me to drive up to Bellngham to see her, and she tells me we can "hangout" but that while I was home in the Everett area the last two weeks, she got back together with her ex and can't see me anymore. Now, I'm in no way saying I wanted to get into a relationship right away with her, but it would have been nice to have gotten to know her and see her a little more before this happened. This happened last month too. Met this girl and a week later, although it was planned before we met, she moves to Cali. The month before that, met this incredible person and started seeing her, then I go on a trip to Oregon for work, get back and on Valentines day, she gives me the old "we can still be friends" speach. Honestly, what the hell is wrong with me? Would women actually prefer me to lie to them about my intentions than be upfront about wanting to get to k

Just Checking This Out
havent really checked out the blog function here...though i'd give it a go,see what its like, seems ok so far...so would anyine like me to write on something specific, or just my running self dialogue lol til later xoxox

Family
Hey, all my CT family and friends ...Please welcome my real little sister who has joined us on CT!!! bomb the heck out of her...LOL Her name is softly and she is on my family list...Thank you, all in advance....

You Can Be Too Happy
I work in a restaurant, in case you didn't read earlier. I am a generally happy person, and get along with almost everyone, I have done jobs like this for 24 years and love it. I have been at this place for almost 4 years and make fat money and have a good time. Well anyway today, I was told by a friend that questions were being asked discretely about my behavior. Seems that since I have been seen singing and dancin, while I'm at work then I'm on drugs. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL Part of my bad day last Friday came from talking to my manager. Some of her comments didn't make sence to me. Now they do. I have always been a positive person, but knew I lost it for awhile. Kinda funny(sad)to have believed you were happy that when you finally come up, you're just where you started from. Here's to high on life!!

She Sits And Thinks
She Sits at the computer thinking about how life use to be so simple and the fights use to be rare and over stupid little things. She sits and thinks about how she use to watch the sun set at night. She sits and thinks about how she use to sit and watch the sun rise in the morning. She sits and thinks about how life was so enjoyable and how life use to be so grand. She sits and thinks about how life use to be so simple and have a lot less worries. She sits and thinks about why she is thinking about all these things. While she is Thinkings about all the Beautiful scenery that she use to enjoy she wonders how did life get so complicated? She sits and thinks about all the People that have come in and out of her life and wonders what each one's purpose was in her life. She sits and thinks about all that she's gone through and how far she has come. All the while wondering where she is going, and where will she end up. Is it possible for her

Biker Creed
THE BIKER'S CREED I ride because it is fun. I ride because I enjoy the freedom I feel from being exposed to the elements, and the vulnerability to the danger that is intrinsic to riding. I do not ride because it is fashionable to do so. I ride my machine, not wear it. My machine is not a symbol of status. It exists simply for me, and me alone. My machine is not a toy. It is an extension of my being, and I will treat it accordingly, with the same respect as I have for myself. I strive to understand the inner-workings of my machine, from the most basic to the most complex. I will learn everything I can about my machine, so that I am reliant upon no one but myself for its health and well being. I strive to constantly better my skill of control over my machine. I will learn its limits, and use my skill to become one with my machine so that we may keep each other alive. I am the master, it is the servant. Working together in harmony, we will become a

Poetry
DON'T LET GO When life is hard And times are sad Take your crystal shard And think of the happiness you once had. You will see the light You will surely know You must start the fight Now don't let go. Put a smile on your face Show the world who's boss You can win this race Let THEM bare the burden of their cross. Self copy right 2005

My 1st Blog
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. AGAIN, YOU CAN RESPOND HERE OR PRIVATELY ... IT'S ALL UP TO YOU!!! LOL. LET THE FUN BEGIN!!!!

Wear The X If Ur Unhappy With Ct
As in I might leave soon ...thinking about it after GF not sure yet ...wait and see game now! Thanks ALL this auto delete program is not right. not at all Just click the x above and rip it to your gallary and set as primary!

Baby Is Here
Hey the baby is here. she was born tuesday March 27th at 6:19pm. she weighed lbs and 9 oz measuring 19 inches. she is home and healthy. I'll add pics of her very soon. still tryin to sleep evry moment she lets me.

Happy Easter To You All.
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What If Titanic Sank Today?
What If Titanic sank Today? Reaction from different countries: U.S.A: "A ship coming to Freedom was attacked by terrorists. We will not sit quiet and we will teach them a lesson. Bin Laden you can run but you cannot hide we will find you and destroy your Al-Qaeda network." (President Bush........ whoelse?) U.K: "I have spoken to the President of United States and we have both agreed that the sinking of Titanic is significant prove that Saddam Hussein is clearly behind this attack, Iraq is imposing a threat to the world and this has to be dealt with." (Prime Minister Blair) Iraq: "LOL!!!" (President Saddam Hussain) Israel: "These Hamas and other terrorist network is enough evidence to say that sinking of Titanic is not an accident but it was their suicide bombers who have commited such a crime.We will now impose curfew on the Palestinians, detain them, exile them, kill them, starve them, destroy their homes and refugee camps." (Ariel Sharon....

The Gift Of Life
I have a touching story for anyone who wants to read on...on saturday april 7 God put me to good use...We were taking a family trip when we came upon and accident...I asked my boyfriend to turn around to see if we could help cause everyone else seem to keep driving by...I am glad we did...as I got out of the care I saw a woman screaming and crying and another holding her, a young boy crying and alittle ways from them a man holding and infant over his knee...the infant was motionless so I ran to tend to the infant first....The family was mexican so not much english was spoken very well but enough for me to understand that the baby had not been breathing for approximately 5 to 10 mins....so I took the baby and felt for a pulse no pulse, blood from nose, ears...I wasnt sure what I could do for her....I preformed cpr on her by myself for 10 mins before a female DR. showed up I had just gotten a pulse on her before she arrived...I continued rescue breathing on her...we worked on her another

My So Called Friends
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...

The Cruise
THE CRUISE DEAR DIARY . DAY ONE I am all packed and ready to get on the cruise ship. I've packed all my pretty dresses and make-up. I'm really excited. ______________________________________________________ DEAR DIARY . DAY TWO We spent the entire day at sea. It was beautiful and we saw some whales and dolphins. What a wonderful vacation this has started to be. I met the Captain today and he seems like a very nice man. ______________________________________________________ DEAR DIARY . DAY THREE I spent some time in the pool today. I also did some shuffle boarding and hit some golf balls off the deck. The Captain invited me to join him at his table for dinner. I felt honored and we had a wonderful time. He is a very attractive and attentive gentleman. ______________________________________________________ DEAR DIARY . DAY FOUR Went to the ship's casino . did OK ... won about $80. The Captain invited me to have dinner with him in his state room. We had a l

Brian Accord From New Jersey
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HE GOT ME PREGNANT AND LEFT ME WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN WHEN BRIAN ACCORD LEFT ME HE ENDED UP MARRYING MY BEST FRIEND WHAT A ASSHOLE DONT BELIEVE HIM GIRLS HE IS A PLAYER AND A JERK HE WILL HURT YOU TOO

How Many
mark it with an X 1 - [x] Gotten Drunk 2 - [X] Smoked pot/cigarette 3 - [X] Wrecked a car 4 - [x] Ridden in a police car 5 - [x] Saved an email 6 - [x] Said I love you 7 - [x] Fell in love with a friend 8 - [X] Came to school high 9 - [x] Hung up on somebody 10 - [x] Held hands with somebody 11 - [] Been to a Warped Tour 12 - [X] Bought clothes at Wal-Mart 13 - [X] Broke something in Wal-Mart 14 - [x] Back talked a teacher 15 - [X] Ripped up a detention slip 16 - [X] Got into a fist fight at a public place 17 - [X] Skinny Dipped 18 - [X] Gotten a caricature done of yourself 19 - [x] Gone to Six Flags 20 - [X] Cried in school 21 - [x] Broken a bone 22 - [X] Ran in a Marathon 23 - [] Been to the Masters 24 - [X] Ripped your jeans in a public place 25 - [X] Cried just so you'd get something 26 - [X] Ran away from home 27 - [X] Listened to music so loud the neighbors complained 28 - [X] Skipped detention 29 - [X] tYpEd lIkE dIs 30 - [X] Wore your pants so l

Front Royal, Va
I visited Front Royal with my Aunt and Grandma, being as that is where they are from. We went to the local museum and to Belle Boyds cottage. As we went through the tour of Belles cottage our guide told how Belle was a beautiful woman and used her looks to help her spy. Having a mental image of a really beautiful woman, when we got to a picture or Belle I was surprised. Of course I had to say outloud, "She looks kinda horsey to me!" A short while later, I had a wooden top in my hand from the gift shop, and was holding it tightly. While we stood in the hallway listening to the guide some more, the top shot out of my hand and straight across the room, without my arm ever moving. Calmly,the guide said, "Yes our Belle keeps it interesting around here." My advice is, if you visit Belle Boyds cottage......... Don't insult her!!

Drama
well this is real good drama the funny thing is people who say drama is allways started are the ones who start the drama but when some one asks a ? about something you get acused of drama i think it is funny as hell but that is ok im might start draMA BUT AT LEST IF I AM WRONG ABOU THTE DRAMA i apolagize about it but then it dont matter when you say you want to be with some one and then it dos enot go there way they get all pissed but it dose not matter no more and to the people that reasd this it is not toward any one it is just my veiw on drama

The Virginia Tech Massacre...and Responsibility...
My thoughts on the Virginia Tech massacre... It's truly sad, and although I cannot even empathize with the family, friends and loved ones of the victims, they have my deepest sympathy. Like most tragic events, this massacre is bringing out hundreds of outspoken people (like myself), who want to express their thoughts and feelings. UNLIKE most of the people I'm hearing speak out, though, I AM NOT TRYING TO BLAME ANYONE FOR THIS EVENT except the person ultimately responsible. As sad as this event is, the boy was a legal resident alien, he had the right to purchase a firearm under the Virginia state law. The right to purchase firearms is not regulated by Federal law, but by state law...our FEDERAL GOVERNMENT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!!!! Sorry, can't blame Bush. Can't blame our stance on international politics...it's the local State who has control over this one...and in this case, they had ABSOLUTELY NO CONTROL...and seriously, noone would want them to. I agree th

Not Good Enough
Tears fall rapidly As I sit alone here sadly Your face in my head My heart feeling dead. I know that it's over Which makes my heart even lower God, I want there to be a you and me But it's plain that it's just not meant to be. Now it's time to accept the true scene Time to let go of the dream You wont kiss me in the moonlight rain or the snow And why I'm not good enough I guess I'll never know

Abortion Ruling
I am so tired of hearing about how this whole ruling on the abortion ban is so wrong and against the rights of women!!! I believe that abortion should be illegal anyway so the government has made a GOOD start in my eyes and this is the only good thing that I can see that the Bush Administration has done since elected to office and I applaude them for that!!!! Earlier today I had sent the following e-mail to the Vice President even tho I know I will probably never hear a reply to it but never the less I sent it anyway so here it is... Mr. Vice President, Hello, my name is Brandie Craft and I am writing to you in regard to the abortion ruling. I personally am 100% Pro-Life and agaist abortion all the way and I think it should be banned completely but I know that is probably not possible but the one thing that is bothering me is the whole thing about how it is said that the partial-birth abortion is inhumane and I quote " The Republican-controlled Congress responded in 2003 by pass

~prettiest Smile Contest~ Vote For Your Favorite!!!
PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST!!! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS IN THE PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST. STOP BY AND RATE AND COMMENT BOMB THEM.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS... ~THE BAG LADY~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~THE INFAMOUS DEZ~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DJ MIZZMURDER~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~TOEKNEE~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~SWEET BUMBLBEE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~FILTHY CUTE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~MINNESOTA ANGEL~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~REDNECKCDB~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DIRTRACER15S~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DELICIOUSLY UNIQUE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~EYES TO YOUR SOUL~ COMMENT BOMB HER,

Fellow St'rs ...lounge Now Open!!!
Hey guys...and you know who you are ..my fellow ST'rs....if you dont know what an ST'r is then this isnt the lounge for you..lol.... I've just created my first lounge..come on in...

Funeral Today
TODAY WAS MY LIL COUSIN'S FUNERAL.... HE WAS KILLED ON THE 14TH WHEN HE WAS RUN OVER BY A UHAUL TRUCK. I COULDN'T EVEN GO TO THE CASKET AND LOOK AT HIM BECAUSE THEY RECONSTRUCTED HIS FACE. HE HAD TIRE MARKS ON HIS FACE. THEY HAD HIM WRAPPED IN PLASTIC. I COULDN'T EVEN LOOK AT HIM.. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL A SERVICE. I CREATED BOOK MARKS AND LIL CERTIFICATE'S AND LIL PINS. THEY ARE GOING TO LAY HIM TO REST TOMORROW.

I Am The Biggest Dork Of All.. Oh Yeah!!uh Huh! Can You Beat This??..dont Think So!!!lol
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post. (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total: 7 (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth () Saw II (x) White Noise (x) White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 17 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 () Scary Movie () Scary Movie 2 () Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 24 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 () Resident Evil 1 () Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Bl

Wanna Do Me A Favor... ?
I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO WIN THIS CONTEST TO WIN MY FIRST CHERRY BLAST! PLEASE HELP ME OUT BY COMMENTING THE SHIZ-NIT OUT OF MY PIC! (COMMENT BOMBS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED!) I PROMISE TO REPAY YOU FOR YOUR HARD WORK SOMEHOW! THANX! ♥ Brittany

If U Had Me Alone....
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. lol IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU...........DONT BE SHY...

Dont Eat The Shiny Red Apple
DONT EAT THE SHINY RED APPLE IT IS FULL OF WORMS WHAT IS BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK AT ROTS AND FESTERS FROM WITHIN SOME TEMPTATIONS SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE SOME THINGS THAT SEEM WHOLE ARE BROKE I NEVER SAID THE FRUIT WAS GOOD THE WARNING STOOD CLEAR NOW YOU TASTE ITS BITTERNESS AND CANNOT HIDE YOUR FACE LEAVE THE APPLE ALONE TO ROT INTO BLACK ITS BITTERNESS ITS HIDDEN SECRET ITS BEAUTY ITS CLOAKED LIE

Im An Aries... Lol The Pimp!!! What Are You???
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ¢¾ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easi

God Bless Our Troops
More brave soldiers will die in Iraq today, always knowing the price they might pay, they will die in a country so far away, another wife or mother will grieve all day. They fought for freedom in a desert land, now they must stay to lend a helping hand, I do not know if they have stayed too long, Only God knows if it's right or wrong. But my heart is with our troops in Iraq, my heart grieves for those who won't come back, one thousand troops died fighting this war, I pray each day there will be no more. My Nephew is training to go somewhere, I pray to God it won't be over there, my heart could not take the fear everyday, of losing a loved one in a land far away. Be proud of our soldiers and our country too, hang out your flag of red, white and blue, keep them in your prayers every night, with God on their side they'll win this fight.

Reflection
She looks up.. Staring back at her... is her reflection. What she sees.. She doesn't like.. She cannot change it.. But that doesnt stop her. The glint off the metal.. Is bright.. Like a star.. She picks it up.. It's cool.. to hold.. it's sharp.. to the touch. Her skin in soft.. The purest.. Of whites.. Its delicate.. like silk.. She puts two.. and two together. The white of her skin.. is suddenly disturbed.. A single red line.. Like the single star.. In the new night sky.. One drop falls. Piercing pain.. It sears.. and it burns.. Her hand drops.. And so does she.. The line.. meets a friend.. The only one she'll ever know. A gush falls.. from the line.. Down her arm.. The pain subsides.. As she presses down.. With her other hand.. It stops.. and so does she. Her anger gone.. FLoating away. Amongst the stars.. As she clears up the room.. And hides.. The evidence. written for a friend

My Orchid
My Orchid My orchid dews with musky cream for thoughts of you and distant dreams Its center swells with heat engorged its need unquelled awaiting more Petaled lips, those lingually teased passionate moans in ecstasy seized

Ur Bed
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good_ howd u get here?

Update On Life
I haven't posted a blog in ages. So here goes. I am tired as hell. I decided that I did not have enough to do in my life with just my two jobs so I enrolled in school. I definitely need to finish school and get my degree. Especially considering that after all of these years, I have come to realize that really is the kind of work I would enjoy doing. So it's cool. It shall be interesting to see me juggle two jobs, school and a social life. My main job has been crazy lately. I went from being able to kind of chill at work and do whatever to actually having to work. What tha hell?! :) I know they didn't think that I actually show up for that kind of crap. Then there is the second job which is necessary to an extent. I have a spending problem. I love to spend money. I would rather bust my ass and have money to spend and very little time to spend it than to be able to sit back and relax and be forced to manage money like everyone else. I don't know why I am so insane. I also don

Just Another Boring Blog
ok so i have been really busy this week with school and everything but i am really excited bc my prom is next week and then the week after i graduate!!! i am really happy i can not wait! then it will be summer time and i can sleep in until i have to go to work! that is going to be great!!! well i dont really have much to say i guess that i am a rather boring girl.... i dont see how anyone talks to me... see i am already out of things to write about in here

Double Dose
A man went to the doctor to get a double dose of Viagra, but his request was denied. "Why can't I have a double dose?" the man asked. "It's not safe," the doctor replied. "But I need it really bad," the man explained. "My girlfriend is coming into town on Friday, one of my exes will be here on Saturday, and my wife is coming home on Sunday." "Okay, I'll give it to you," the doctor relented. "But you have to come in on Monday morning so that I can check to see if there are any side effects." On Monday the man dragged himself into the doctor's office with his right arm in a sling. The doctor asked, "What happened to you?" The man said, "No one showed up."

Melaniepitts.com - 2006 - A Year In Review - Video
A year in review - 2006. Canadian model, actress, and fitness instructor Melanie Pitts and some of her various work activities in Canada, Korea and the USA. Watch the video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hL0sJxFP9X0 Enjoy! Melanie

Driving Daniel Ash...
so I get a call from ed in sandusky... "what are you doing may 27th" "uhhh why? "can you do me a big favor?" "heh what?" "i need someome relable whos not a fanboy" "heh.... ok?" "daniel ash wants to drive from cleveland to detroit may 27th, would you be able to drive him?" "wtf are you on?" looks like daniel ash is coming in for a guest dj night may 25th at the phantasy (why cleveland? I have no idea) and then doing the same in detroit the following week... however as he's not wanting to fly, he needs a solid state of transport... and im guessing the grehound is too dodgy (and i dont blame him) heh... so if im in town (as i might be back out in la that weekend shooting with rotten if all goes well this week *knock on wood*) i told him i'd do it... I know a bit about bahaus but im not a huge fan... and I guess since ed knows I deal with "rockstars" already this wouldnt be a big deal and I wouldn't be a fanboy about it... but it should be a cool trip as I always like t

Holy Kindy Stones Batman
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! motherfucking ow to be exact. Ill set this up.. after fair was over for the weekend i decided to hit up "la fiesta" and grab a bite to eat and hang with some friends. cool, i ordered a CHICK AND cheese quesadia, i got a cheese instead. she offered to fix it but folks i was ravenous so i took it and devoured it. bout an hour had passed and i was thinking that it just didn't settle right. i told my friends good night and headed out on my hour drive back to another friends (where im staying) and it got a little worse. thinking an upset stomach was to blame i just chilled out on the couch and played some game for a bout an hour. the pain got worse. now thinking that it was a vicious gas issue mixed with a hunk of cheese i tried to lay down... that didnt work either and things were getting intense.... so to shorten this and skip some ick details i went to the hospitial fearing the condition of my appendix. after some iv induced pain killer they wh

I Want My Country Back
I WANT MY COUNTRY BACK Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the Politically correct people, and people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas..........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone........we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we

Update On Amy
Thank you all that have put my sister in your prayers. She is still in critical condition but that fact that she is still here gives me hope. They really didnt think she would make it through sunday night. I think the prayers are helping so to all those that have said one for her, thank you so much.

Dentists Are Evil
Dentists are evil. Of course I have no real proof to support my claim but from my observations, dentists are demons. They are armed with sharp metal objects, drills, grinders, files and guns (filled with water but it may as well be acid). They use x-rays to see inside your head and they figure out ‘what’s wrong’. But I don’t think they are helpful! I think they are trying to kill me! You see, I went to the dentist last night. I was expecting a filling. I would go in, smile at the nurse, sit down and await the demon. He would numb me (with a needle, of course), drill me and fill me and that would be that. I would be on my way. Instead this is what happened: I went in. I smiled at the nurse. She took an x-ray and exclaimed “Oh my god! Look at that sucker. Looks like someone took an ice pick to your mouth!” Yea… Just what I needed to hear, you TWIT! Dentist came in. Dentist (here on out referred to as Demon) pulled out his little mirror. Demon pried my mouth open a

Linkin Park
Old-school hip-hop, traditional classic rock, and spooling electronic vibes were the initial factors behind the building of the alternative metal quintet, Linkin Park. The band's southern Californian musical roots were also an underlying basis, for drummer Rob Bourdon, guitarist Brad Delson, and MC/vocalist Mike Shinoda formed a tight friendship while still in high school. Shortly after graduation, art student and DJ Joseph Hahn hooked up with bassist Dave "Phoenix" Farrell and Shinoda for the band, Xero. Hybrid Theory came later, but the band opted on the name Linkin Park when singer Chester Bennington was the last piece added to the band in 1999. Soon the band became a noticeable face at the Whisky as well as favorites in and around Los Angeles. Zomba Music's Jeff Blue was one of the few who didn't turn the band down for a contract at the turn of the millennium - Linkin Park signed to Warner Bros. after being turned down three times in late 1999 and got to work on their debut album.

For Jack
The sky outside is blue; Blue for you, my dear And now as winter turns to spring The world is moving on But not me; I cannot help but cling To memories of you Leaves on trees are green; Green for you, my dear I cannot banish from my head The tune of your sad song I simply can’t get over it My Jack is gone Skyward clouds are white; White for you, my dear Never again will they be grey Sweet scent of springtime flowers Lingers softly in the air Reminding me of you I remember you like yesterday Your knowing smile Your laughing eyes Your wonderful brown hair They remember you too, my dear The trees are singing in the wind The flowers dance along The warm breeze whispers us its secrets The sun smiles down upon us I sit in silence knowing That you are here with me Dancing with the flowers Smiling with the sun This beautiful day is spring; Spring for you, my dear As the seasons change, each and every day; Is for you, my dear.

Subject: Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room, watching one of those medical programs on TV and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If >that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then poured all of my beer down the sink!! She's Such A Bitch sometimes...........

**what Every Kiss Means**
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

Omfg
ok well ya see i've been going to the tanning bed now for about a week and have managed to get myself fried... and now that im healing, im itching like crazy... i scratch and it feels good.. b ut as soon as i stop, it becomes more intense.. im about to seriously go crazy here...

They Kill Horses For Less
Well, I guess I am so much closer to hell. I am falling apart, or more appropriately, Kool-aiding myself to death. Didn't think that was possible did ya? Well, I am now "pre-diabetic", or "insulin-resistant". I also am developing high blood pressure on top of everything else. I am sick of this shit. Someone fuckin' kill me already.

Miss Me???
Yes Ihave returned, but only briefly. Nothing really has been goin on I've just been away for a break from the netfrom people all together. Yes, I was depressed. Still a little but, I'm coming to. Thisis the bestway to let you guys know I'm alright (at least thoseIthink cares). SO if you want hit me up on email or in the next 30min I'm on here. Now on to a new discovery of myself. i found out that I'm a really lazy guy. Yeah. I should have been promoted by now, but I just been lettin the time pass without turning in the right paperwork and all. I'm very disappointed in myself. I want all the things everyone strives for (house, car, so on so forth) but what am I doing to get this stuff? WHAT??? Well, don't crucify me just yet I have to tell you why. It's because I don't have anything to get all this stuff for. No wife, no family, I have noone to support or provide for. Yes I MAY have a son but nothing has been proven yet but it's nice to have some pictures to show and something to

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Those Born From 1930-1979...
IThose Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle an

Secrets To A Happy Life
1. Know when to stand your ground and when to walk away. 2. Never chase love. The natural reaction to being chased is to run away. Unless the other person is as in to you as you are to them, walk away even if you're in love. Have a Zero Tolerance approach to people who play games with something as fragile and as dangerous as love. 3. Accept that not everyone is going to like or love you. Let go of the need to be liked. 4. Learn whose opinion is worth caring about and whose isn't. 5. Chances are yours is not the sorriest story or life in the world. Neither does the world in any way revolve about you. Never allow yourself the crime of self pity. There is great satisfaction in devoting yourself to the needs of others from time to time. 6. Love yourself. You should be the best friend you ever have. 7. Only offer the respect you are shown. 8. See the good in life's difficulties. Few friends? You are selective in the company you keep. Single for some time? You a

I'm Sorry!
You gave me life, and seems like I took your away. Seeing you laying in that hospital bed and I knew you weren't the same. I'm sorry, that I let you down. I'm sorry, that I couldn't keep you here I'm sorry mom, that I had to let you go. I miss you more and more with every passing day you were too young to go away though you knew you had lived to see your children grow up. I'm sorry you will never know your granddaughter I'm sorry I broke my promise You were my flesh and blood I was your baby girl I named my baby girl after you And it saddens me knowing she will never know you, The way I did and will always remember you. I'm sorry, for the pain I caused you I'm sorry, for letting you down. But I will never be sorry for having you as my mother. I'm sorry you're gone!

Fun Stars 5-23-07
An old flame heats up your life when you least expect it, but perhaps not in the way you'd expect it. Now the sixty-four million dollar question is: Do you even want them back? Be honest with yourself -- and them. raises eyebrow.....old flame?.....what old flame.......if someone remembers me having an old flame plz remind me because i certainly don't remember any

Black Rain
The black rain is falling. Contaminating the ground. The human race is dying. The dead are scattered around. What is the price of a bullet? Another hole in the head. A flat right over a coffin. Another soldier is dead. How many victims have fallen? How many more have to die? People dying in masses. Ain't gonna get any by. We've got our marching orders, Defenders of the homeland, Our pride. We've crossed through many borders. In-between suicides. War, killing sons and daughters, Another failed attack there is no turning back. Blood, running down my water. 'Cause people gotta wait, Until the judgment get it down. Politicians confuse me. I watch the body count rise. Why are the children all marching, Into the desert to die? Thing is my psyche is twisted, The madness rising again. Another aim by a bully. I watch them dying in vain. We've got our marching orders, Defenders of the homeland; our pride. We've crossed through many borders. In-betw

Stuff You Might Wanna Know..
Stuff you might not know Body: *The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma. *No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times. *Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. *The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache. *Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. *Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. *The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets or flugobinders *Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin. *The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer. *Pearls melt in vinegar. *The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order. *It is possible to lead a cow upstairs....but not downstairs. *A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why. *Turtles can breathe through their butts. *On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year. *Elephants are the only ani

Much Love And Thanks To My Ct Friends!!!
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU AND SHOW SOME CHERRY LUV TO THE FOLLOWING MOST AWESOME FRIENDS AND CHERRIES ON CT.. THEY ARE SO AWESOME IN SO MANY WAYS.. AND I CANT THANK THEM ENOUGH FOR THEIR HELP IN THE CONTEST THAT ENDED TONIGHT AS I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS THE WINNER OF. WOOOOT WOOOOT GO ME :) BUT WITHOUT THE HELP OF THE GREATEST FRIENDS ON CT I WOULD NOT HAVE WON IT.. LADYFIRE, TAB, LIL BAMA, WENDY AND THE OTHERS THAT HAVE HELPED ME OUT .. YOU ALL ARE THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE BUT AGAIN.. THE MOST AWESOME OF FRIENDS.. YOU ALL ROCK!!! LUV YA ALL.. I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE THE SAFEST AND GREATEST MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLEASE EVERYONE GO SHOW THEM ALL SOME TRUE N SERIOUS CHERRY LUV!!! GET TO KNOW THEM AND YOU WILL SEE HOW AWESOME THEY ALL ARE!!!! LadyFire-n-ice~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ Of CT / ct fiancee of the infamous Jokers_Wild@ CherryTAP ~TAB ~~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ of CT / / ct fiance of LilBamaGirl@ CherryTAP LilBamaGir

This Is My Now
i really love my music and ofcourse i watched with great excitement as i watched her become the new american idol!! i have never been so touched by a song b4 in my life listen and let me know what you think

At The Airport On My Way Home :(
Im in FL & I dont wanna leave. There are kids here & they are hyper at 6AM!!! I hope they are not like this on the plane. i need sleep. They are loud. I dont wanna go to school to take a midterm that I study for. I also hope that i get a row by myself so that I can lay right out so i can sleep. I had an alright birthday yesterday. It could have been better but my friend & her mom wouldnt stop fighting. We didnt get to go out to eat until 9ish which is fine. I just wished they wouldnt have fighted as much ss they did. Hopefully i can see my friends this weekend for my birthday. Or see my boyfriend James. That would be awsome.

Hornyscopes!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

Freedom Isn't Free
a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, and then he stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea? How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of TAPS one night, When everything was still I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That TAPS had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked

White Shirts
Today was white shirt day. Not just any ordinary white shirt day but The White Shirt, the one which is related to Pig Pen in the comic strips; the one that is the first shirt my daughter ever bought for me, the one that has been lovingly de-stained every single week for year after year after year...... and yet again today, its true nature called to it. Never mind how thread bare it is, and I can now a days only wear it around the house, its sentimental value jumps and leaps with every washing. I was presented with this shirt when my daughter got her first job in college. I figure she must have saved for nearly 6 months on what she was making to be able to buy this branded polo shirt with her college name on it. At the time, I was flattered, never knowing how with each wearing of it, the preciousness of it would increase. I wore it proudly as a dad should the day she presented it to me and took me to meet her boyfriend. We both ordered spaghetti and both dropped spaghetti sauce o

Rest In Peace Dad!!!!!!
12-29-32 thru 06-01-07 DAMN LIFE SUXS!!!!! Im n Amerillo working in the Chevron refinery and I get a call that my dad has passed away!!!!!!! I work on the road doing shut downs,Maybe i should do a shut down in to the wall on the way home! That way the funeral wont b sooooooo fucking hard!!!!!!!!! Dont get in my way im a train out of control crashing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi There Everyone
well it has been along time that i have been on here. i am sorry been busy with stuff and i am glad i am back. i got new pics up if u want to look at them and rate them. well it fells nice to be back on again see u all tomorrow now. bye for now.

Surgery
Well...I met with the surgeon yesterday. It turns out that the surgery is more complicated than i thought. The surgery date is set for june 27th. Apparently, they need to go in thru my stomach. This means that they have to move my intestines and stomach out of the way, by one surgeon, and then the spine surgeon comes in and puts in a device made from dead peoples bones and screws. The removes the damaged disc and then put the device in its place and attaches it to the surrounding vertebre. Fun Fun....in addition to all of this, they cannot give me a sufficent amount of pain medicine to relieve the pain because they make people constipated. And because they are pushing and poking around with my guts, they have to make sure that there is no blockage and that everything is working correctly. Oh yeah...the best part....(for smokers only i'm sure) but i have to quit smoking asap (which i set the date for monday) because your bones are porous breathing bones that need oxygen to be he

Having Surgery
Well i will be out of comission for a bit...i am having surgery tomorrow on my arm. they have to go in and release the ulna nerve at my elbow and at my wrist and while they are doing that they are going to take care of my carpal tunnel. I am a bit nervous but i know i am in good hands, my doctor is supposed to be one of the best at this proceedure. I am just not looking forward to the recovery time it is seriously gonna cut into my play time LOL! Oh well, I WILL BE BACK!!!!

From A Dear Friend
A special poem selected for you! You're Not Here With Me by Caprina I was on the Internet one night. And came across someone so nice. We introduced ourselves and talked about certain things. But never did I know that this could be. How could it be that you're so far but yet near. When constantly, I'm wishing you were here. Why is it that the treasures you long for most, Are always so far, but never too close? I thank God for sending you my way. And to see you soon is what I pray. Everthing I do, I can't do without thinking of you. All I can do is hope my wish come true. I can't figure out what to do. All I seem to think about is you. Before I go to bed and when I wake up too. That's how I know these feelings are true. Sometimes I'm scared to open up to you. Wondering if this is really true. It's funny how one night we're online. Then the next, you whisper in my ear "Goodnight".

Poem 1
my eyes have never beheld a sunset like this the gental mist fills the air the breeze kisses like one awakening their lover the passion of life grows...love blossoms but it is like the midnight rose...its beauty shown only for a moment i wish this impass of life did not exist i am the autumn mist that is carried away in the wind the dew..dried up...like the rose...my wishes never to be but one does not know the ways of the heart and what lies beneath mine is like a shadow longing for a yesterday that may come tomorrow the passage of time grows near but the fear of alone has preceeded it i walk hand-in-hand with the precession the summer of my youth has turned into the autumn chill..and i am left ........the leaves caught in the wind.

Poem!
A SOLIDERS FINAL GOODBYE! A solider stands in solute as they bring the casket by not a tear falls from his eyes as 21 shots are fired he doesnt move an inch as they fold a flag and hands it to his dad as tears fall all around he stands in silence strong and proud for his brother who gave his life for the country he loves as everyone leaves he stands there in silence and when everyone is gone he gives one final solute and says goodbye to a brother a solider a friend.

Why We Have Redheads
After their baby was born, the panicked father went to see the obstetrician. "Doctor," the man said, "I don't mind telling you, but I'm a little upset because my daughter has red hair. She can't possibly be mine." "Nonsense," the doctor said. "Even though you and your wife both have black hair, one of your ancestors may have contributed red hair to the gene pool." "It isn't possible," the man insisted. "This can't be, our families on both sides had jet-black hair for generations." "Well," said the doctor, "let me ask you this. How often do you have sex?" The man seemed a bit ashamed. "I've been working very hard for the past year. We only made love once or twice every few months. " "Well, there you have it!" The doctor said confidently. "It's rust."

I Need To Watch Things Die From A Distance
Eye on the TV 'cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavour It happens to be like; Killed by the husband Drowned by the ocean Shot by his own son She used the poison in his tea And kissed him goodbye That's my kind of story It's no fun 'til someone dies Don't look at me like I am a monster Frown out your one face But with the other Stare like a junkie Into the TV Stare like a zombie While the mother Holds her child Watches him die Hands to the sky crying Why, oh why? 'cause I need to watch things die From a distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all need it too, don't lie Why can't we just admit it? Why can't we just admit it? We won't give pause until the blood is flowing Neither the brave nor bold The writers of stories sold We won't give pause until the blood is flowing I need to watch things die From a good safe distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all feel the same so Why can't we just admit

Raised In Hell
tell my father-iam ill,take my dollars-bills, shock docotor-phil// colder than water-chills,your in the blotter, i kill// my father he robs and steals,tell mom this how i feal, when ran over her nostrils// with hot-wheals// iw as pissed. thru-rocks-at miors,if you was stoppin-in here// you would notice his mind intoxicated-with-beer// he wasted drink more cases at 12,but u blame dwayne-wayne how- he fell// you think iam crazy-ohwell// its obvious he killed all his brain-cells// cus what u say-to-michelle// but iam not afaid-to-say how i was rasied in hell//

Heart Of Gold
Do You Have a Heart of Gold? (Beautiful Anime Art) You Have a Heart of Gold!You are warm, kind, and caring and focus on being the best person you can be. You often go out of your way to help friends. You have a sunny, positive outlook on life and bring joy to others.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Im His Lil One!
i awake to His hands around my neck and looking straight though me. i know He loves me and he knows ill never leave. His touch so warming His lips so soft and sweet. i give my all and do my best just to lay at His Feet. He tells me im a good girl and tells me im so sweet.He lets me know im wanted by His side for everyone one to see. i need Him and He needs me together We/we are free. i need other no ther will do i need His touch i need Him here with me. With His guidence His wisdom His ever loving touch. i shall reach for that desire that pain i need it so very much. i await for Him by the door as He comes home late from his troublesome day. im kneeling there a lil cold but here is were ill stay. He see me there and smiles and says "I have missed my lil one" "My day was rough and work was hard but now the day is done. He takes me in his loving arms and to the shower we go. i wash Him clean and dry him well and on my knees i go. i take him in and

What Am I Waiting For
With the things happing in my life and that have recently happened I have to propose some questions to myself.. The most important one is what am I waiting for?? that is a question that has been consuming my mind I sit here night after night waiting, hoping, dreaming of something that seem to elude me Day after day, Week after week, Month after month, and even Year after year.. I have Loved few people in my life like have loved someone recently.. Only to lose each and everyone on of them.. If I look back through my life it is a sad trend in my life for someone to fall in love with me and me with them only for them to end up in someone else's arms and for me to remain sitting here alone.. So it leads me back to the same question what am I waiting for? I guess I am waiting for someone to see what a great gift my love is and to return that love.. but will it ever happen for me? As the days goes by I lose more hope that I will ever find that love as with each passing day mo

The Night Worm
Softly crept the night worm Secure in its mission of love To tie together yet another pair With false whispers more tender Than words which fall from above. Yet the night worm Would find this night This pair would not succumb For in this world of mighty doubt They were far from being dumb. The night worm crept upon the pillow Ready to lie to his hearts content But found there already a bond Made of love wound long ago beneath the wind swept willow. He opened his mouth to speak And found every word he spoke Was the honest loving truth And his mission soon became broke Who was this couple So long in love So strong it could not break? Why my love its you and I And now its time to celebrate!

Mistakes
Sometimes we make mistakes, get started off on the wrong foot or say something before we think, then it is hard to retract those things said and done, why do we do such things? Sometimes a little snowball can create an avalanche, a little flirtation can blossom into a deep meaningful relationship that can last a lifetime. Deception is wrong and there is no excuse.

Faith
One day a 6 year old was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain? TOMMY: No. LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today i

A Dream Before Time
As i dreamed one night i saw your face, a vision of loveliness unlike any i have ever dreamed before, I looked into your eyes and saw a soul so beautiful that i made the angels weep, the way your eyes sparked as you melted my heart with your smile I knew that your were more then just a dream. As the clouds drifted under my feet I moved to get closer to you, but then I remembered its only a dream. I see you standing, arms wide open waiting for me to come near, but then i remember its only a dream. You reach out to me and hold my hand, you tell me you love me and just as my heart is about to explode from joy, I remember its only a dream. You kiss me passionately, nearly consuming my soul, entangleing my heart and as my heart is about to break because this is only a dream I remember, how cat it be, only a dream, i haven't been born yet>

Thankyou
THANKYOU I sometimes ponder about the mythical scene of Atlas holding up the mass of the Earth so she can embrace the stars. It makes me wonder how one man can do it all. They are my equals they are my teachers my confidonts my friends my headaches my laughter my cries they are there for me in time of need when i am sick when i just don't know when i take things too seriously my breathe of fresh air my family my life lines they have my heart my encourgement they are beside me through the good and the bad they listen they preach they help me hold up my small world. They are not my staff they are not my clients they are my equals working side by side with me to accomplish a task that no one person can do alone. just know that it takes many parts to make a whole. everyone is in a constant state of learning. persons before us and after us teach us something new everyday. I have learned there is always a question to ask, and there is always someone to help you answer it. It never hurts to

Toilet Paper
... I always try to comfort people. When someone's feeling down, depressed, feeling lonely, or just having a bad day, I try to make that person laugh, forget his problems, tickle his funny bone, give him words of comfort, tell him that everything will be alright, and I tell him to 'count his blessings.' It feels nice to be able to help someone or be there for someone. Now I find myself in the same situation...feeling down...feeling lonely...a bit sad...and I'm alone...no one to comfort me...no one to share my problems with.........hmmm......it's so quiet in here.....what now? I guess I'll have to slap myself and say "wake up!" Practice what you preach. Give myself words of comfort. Tell myself to count my blessings. Tell myself to forget the problem. Make myself laugh? how? Tickling myself won't work. Besides, I will look stupid doing so. What can i say to myself to make me laugh....what can i say to make me feel good about myself.... Oh, well. Best thing to do is t

Be My Wife
Under the moonlit sky with stars shining bright, Looking at you on this gorgeous night, I have a confession, a question for you, Ive loved you right from the beginning, Ive watched you grow, So baby just know that all my life Ive wished for you and the day you Become my wife. I give you a kiss, your just standing there, So I run my fingers through your Long silky hair, I love you girl, more than you'll know, You've won my heart so don't ever let go. Your my darling, my best friend You'll never know what you mean to me, A feeling of happiness, like being set free, I always knew we were meant to be, Locked as one our hearts shall beat, There I'll pray our souls will meet. Looking fine we'll intertwine Now I plan to make you mine. So on this special night under the moonlit Sky with stars shining bright, I turn to you and look you in the eye, My love, my reason why, I love you...soo much, I give you my heart, you can have my soul, If you say you'll marry

Cold
beautiful on the outside but inside fake you are your smiles only last awhile dark and evil on the other side surrenders easily at hand while the heart cold withstands faces of smiles illuminate yours brings death in bands only love ceases this fate

Pain (sorry)
It hurts inside, all the pain is sucking up energy within Everyone says just be yourself, but the truth is I dont know who me is I've been someone else for so long that I lost who I am In a world where if you're not a certain way you get judged I dont know if i could ever be whole again, but then again you can't make something whole that never was It's like a missing peice of me Without it I can't live After all I've been through you'd think I could handle this, but the thing is I can't take it anymore and I don't think I could make it I want to reach out to someone, but I'm scarde to let someone in Scarde I might get rejected So many people have betrayed me in my life, so many people have left me, so many people never actually got the chance to know me before they walked away I only let people in so far...don't get me wrong I'm just misunderstood I want to let people in I try to reach out, but they just don't get the clue I used to look in the mirror seeing the person I

Thinkin
everyone is trying to figure out what to put in the place where my 9 brothers died. i was thinkin as i sit and talk to a couple of freinds on line, and i think that a park with a memorial should be placed there along with changing the name of that street to the charleston 9 blvd. lots of ppl have simular ideas but i think this shuld have lots of time and thaught put into it. i think that every fireman in s.c. should be honored becuase their the ones who have taught us more than any ook could ever teach. when youre sitin at the table in the mornings and afternoons talking to the older guys and they tell the stories about burning buildings downtown back in the day before we had all this nice equipment, its eye opening and cool. the stuff they tell you will be used someday, mabe not today or tomarrow but ya never know when. i can remember while listening to mr. earl drayton talk he would tell me to notice all the sounds around me in a burning building becuase when things go bad they go ba

Expressions And Their Origins
In George Washington's days, there were no cameras. One's image was either sculpted or painted. Some paintings of George Washington showed him standing behind a desk with one arm behind his back while others showed both legs and both arms. Prices charged by painters were not based on how many people were to be painted, but by how many limbs were to be painted. Arms and legs are "limbs," therefore painting them would cost the buyer more. Hence the expression, "Okay, but it'll cost you an arm and a leg." *********************************************** As incredible as it sounds, men and women took baths only twice a year (May and October)! Women kept their hair covered, while men shaved their heads (because of lice and bugs) and wore wigs. Wealthy men could afford good wigs made from wool. They couldn't wash the wigs, so to clean them they would carve out a loaf of bread, put the wig in the shell, and bake it for 30 minutes. The heat would make the wig big an

Share My Life With Me
Share My Life With Me I am looking for someone I can share life with. Mine and theirs, will become ours. This is what I would say to him. Paint me a picture of your deepest feelings. Play me a song of your innermost dreams. Write me a poem of the most secert parts of you. I want to know what matters to you. I want to know all there is to know about you. If we can allow ourselves to be ourselves, accepting faults forgiving mistakes, and growing in love, Then maybe we can build something that would last. I don't care what you do for a living I care how you feel about life. I want to know if you can withstand pain yours, mine, ours. I have learned to love someone, You have to have total trust You have to laugh together, You have to cry together, You have to forgive mistakes, You have to accept faults, You have to be friends. You have to belive in each other's dream and help to make those dreams come true together.

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cu

Never Say
never say " i love you" if you really don‘t care never talk about feelings if they really arent there never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart never say your going to if you dont plan to start never look into my eyes if all you do is lie never say hi if you really mean good–bye if you really mean forever say you will try never say forever cuz forever makes me cry

Feeling Out Of It
First, I just want to say I'm sorry for not doing much on rating or commenting as of late. Lately, when I get on site, the feeling of 'why bother?', 'what's the point?' and 'who really cares?' comes over me. I know part of it is because I haven't been feeling well and I'm feeling down. It could also be from tapping the energy of the Full Moon for the first time and it's just a form of 'let down'. But most of this has been ongoing for a while before that. I'll try to catch up as soon as I can shake this (I hope soon). By now, you all will have noticed that I have taken my sort of nsfw pic of me out of my albums. I got tired of guys asking if they can see it (many without even rating me first) or asking to be on my family list when they find out that only 'family' can see it. Sorry, but I'm at my limit for adding more family and I'm not going to add anyone to the list just so they can see a stupid pic! That's not what the family list is for. At least, for me it isn't. The people on

Who Was?
In 1923, Who Was: 1. President of the largest steel company? 2. President of the largest gas company? 3. President of the New York Stock Exchange? 4. Greatest wheat speculator? 5. President of the Bank of International Settlement? 6. Great Bear of Wall Street? These men were considered some of the worlds most successful of their days. Now, 80 years later, the history book asks us, if we know what ultimately became of them. The Answers: 1. The president of the largest steel company. Charles Schwab, died a pauper. 2. The president of the largest gas company, Edward Hopson, went insane. 3. The president of the NYSE, Richard Whitney, was released from prison to die at home. 4. The greatest wheat speculator, Arthur Cooger, died abroad, penniless. 5. The president of the Bank of International Settlement, shot himself. 6. The Great Bear of Wall Street, Cosabee Livermore, also committed suicide. However: in that same

Abusive Men
many men who hit they wonan do it out of fear, the fear that they may loose her, that shes tired of their lazy asses, the fear that they will never find a woman that can treat them ass good as their mother did, anyman who hits his woman rather shes wrong or right is a bitch in my book a man should never but his hand on a woman no matter what as a man your suppose to be the provider and the teacher think about that, if you got kids by your woman and your beatin her think of how your kids will be when they get older abuse and not givin a fuck, too some of yall they may read this i may sound like bitch but ill kill a man before i ever put my hands on any female in and abusive way. in a mans life the one person thats actually loyal to u is your woman as long as u treat them right.

If Your Interested!!!! (contest Related)
TO ALL WHOM WOULD LIKE TO HELP OUT IN THE CONTEST I AM IN PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT HERE SO I KNOW WHO TO NAG TO HELP ME WHEN I SEE YOU ON TAP,LOL :-D THE REWARDS WILL BE OF SEVERAL THINGS, GIFTS, RATES, EVEN PERSONAL PIC'S EITHER MADE FOR U OR OF ME *wink* (for the fellas), IF YOU HAVE A REWARD IDEA-NOT TO EXTREME-PLZ FEEL FREE TO SPECIFY! AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKIN THE TIME TO HEAR MY B.S,LMAO......LOVE YA ALL!!! BEEBEE

Hit My Limit For Now (contest Related)
RIGHT NOW I AM UNABLE TO COMMENT PHOTO'S AND I'M CURRENTLY IN A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET I'M CLOSING IN ON 2ND PLACE PLEASE HELP A FRIEND OUT I WILL REWARD THOSE WHO GIVE THE TIME COMMENTS AND PLZ RATE THE PIC THANK YOU SO MUCH, I'LL DO THE SAME FOR U IN YOUR TIME OF NEED! :-D THE LINK IS ON MY PG IN MY ABOUTME SECT UNDER THE MAG PIC ARROW THAT SAYS LINK CLICK IT AND THERE YOU'LL FIND MY PIC! THX AGAIN.

Communication And Participation
Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com DEAR ANGELS, HAHA NOW I FEEL LIKE CHARLIE AND CHARLIE,S ANGELS! LOL I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT DAY! I WOULD LIKE TO DISCUSS A COUPLE OF THINGS WITH YOU TODAY... FIRST I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF OUR ANGELS FOR JOINING OUR CLUB AND DOING THEIR BEST TO MAKE IT WORK. "THANKS" I DO HAVE SOME THINGS TO GO OVER WITH YOU AND I AM HOPING YOU WILL READ IT AND TAKE IT TO HEART. THE FIRST THING I WANT TO SAY IS THAT THIS CLUB WILL ONLY BE AS GOOD AS OUR COMMUNICATION AND PARTICIPATION. THOSE ARE THE KEY ELEMENTS IN ANY ORGANIZATION BUSINESS OR EVEN IN YOUR OWN PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS. WE ARE JUST ORGANIZING OUR CLUB AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET FAMILIAR WITH OUR PROCEDURES OR WAYS OF CARRYING OUT THINGS. I HAVE CHOSEN THE BLOGS AS A WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH OUR CLUB MEMBERS ON A DAILY BASIS TO GET YOU FAMILIAR WITH EACH OTHER AND WHAT IT IS WE ARE REALLY TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH AS A WHOLE. AND WHILE THIS IS NOT A JOB FOR ANY O

New Mom
Ok recently my son has asked me for a new mom so together we have been exploring what it would mean for us to have a new mom in our lives and what qualities we would want in our new mom. His ideas are so cute I thought I would blog them and share them with people. We just had a conversation today here is what we have come up with so far. What he wants will be capitalized. 1. SHE WILL LOVE US. 1. I agree with this one. 2. SHE WILL MAKE US A BABY SO WE CAN HAVE A BABY FOR OUR HOUSE. NOT A MEAN ONE LIKE LOGAN, HE IS REALLY MEAN. 2. sounds good to me! ok any potiental moms out there who want to be our mom. do you hear that? no birthing mean babies! 3. SHE WILL MARRY DAD 3. yeah she would haveto do that to be our new mom 4. SHE WILL NOT KISS DAD BECAUSE THAT IS REALLY GROSS AND I WILL HAVE TO WASH HIS LIPS OFF 4. Hey wait a minute! what if I want to kiss her? 5. YOU WILL HAVE NO LIPS I WILL WASH EM AWAY. CAUSE THEY HAVE GERMS! 5. Hmmm Son if you want to have a baby I will probably h

Still Alone!
I am still alone- I am not so sure that it is by choice anymore! For awhile I liked being alone and for the most part I still do- But I just want that one person that can make me smile, and who wants to be with me- Who wants to hold me in the middle of the night- And who wants to hold my hand through the good and the bad- Maybe I am just down today- Or maybe there is someone in my life now that i should just give in too- Its true there is no gold at the end of the rainbow- No prince charming after you kiss the frog! BUT isnt there someone out there that can sweep me off my feet- That can come and blow me away and show me that not all guys are the same??!!??

Unspoken Words Chapter 1
Written by me (Peek A Boo) Unspoken Words It's the middle of the afternoon and my mind has been engulfed into a land that only seems to bring visions of you. Your standing there in your blue jeans and t-shirt with that sexy smirk you always display. I can see in your eyes there's a desire, a desire that only you and I seem to understand. Your silence says I want you yet; you aren’t sure how to proceed. Your eyes dance around my body as your mind says how do I start? I can see you trembling as many thoughts race threw your mind it’s a moment you’ve been waiting for and now your scared to start. “Dear God, can this be happening?” you silently think to yourself, shake your head in disbelief and softly whispering, “This just can’t be real?” Taking your hand into mine I softly whisper, “This is real, the time has come!” as I lay a light kiss upon your cheek. I step-back, look deep into your eyes only to see our passions dancing in unison as we exchan

Bahhhh
So License to wed wasn't worth the money. EVEN with John Krasinski in it. So I was disappointed. Saturday night is Karaoke night with Laura and Jen. Oh I am so fucking pumped. I gotta find a really good song to do this week to top the last ones. Oh and I gotta go suck some cock for beer money you know how I do. SO I am totally unhappy about some shit goin on at my house and im seriously about to go homicidal. Oh well.

The Plan
The plan is: Lower body fat Increase lean muscle mass To do this I have started doing cardio in the mornings (before breakfast) along with an abdominal workout. The "cardio" is really a 40 minute interval workout on the eliptical trainer where i keep my heart rate at 140 for three minutes, then at 126 for three minutes. Then I'll do some abdominals: situps, leg raises, side lateral raises, cable crunches, ab machine now and then (the ab machine is more a begining level exercise I think, but I'll add it sometimes when I get the urge :) ), and side planks. I'll do one or 2 sets of each exercise. This morning I added weight added step exercises, I held 25 pounds in each hand and did 2 sets of ten on each side. This is new and I'm not sure If I will keep it, expand on it, or dump it. I'll probably leave it the same for awhile just to see what the results are. In the afternoons/evenings I do my wieight training. I'm presently on a push/pull routine. I'll do my back and

The Symptoms Of Sexual Disturbance Among Children
The Symptoms of Sexual Disturbance Among Children Parents, teachers, and guardians may find it difficult to distinguish between normal and healthy childhood sexual experimentation and sexual deviance resulting from exposure to pornography. The following guidelines, established by mental health and law enforcement officials, are useful in assessing sexual disturbance among children.i These guidelines can also help to identify the symptoms of psychological damage resulting from exposure to sexual material on the Internet. Sexual Preoccupation Children who have been harmed by viewing pornography may be excessively curious about or overly preoccupied with sexuality. Some children expose their genitals to others or engage in a sudden, unusually high level of masturbation. Age-Inappropriate Sexualized Behavior Some children may display sexual knowledge and behavior beyond that which is appropriate for their age. According to the American Psychiatric Press, this is one of the fe

My Results...
You scored as Passion, You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100% Diamond Eyes67% Mysterious33% Eyes full of Pain0% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Rough Week
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been on. Thanks to everyone who has left comments and messages checking up on me, I appreciate it. We had a huge virus attack our computer. Those who know me well, know we have been fighting it for some time now, well it finally completely chewed down the hard drive. I have a new one in here now and am slowly starting to regain some of the things I have lost, luckily I have saved much of my information all over the web so all I have to do is navagate and find it all again. Unfortunately, I have lost my novel I was writting and both of my children's digital baby pics from the hospital after they were born...that hurts the most. We had them saved on computer and were waiting for the paper and ink to print all the pics up... Well I will be in an out this week. This weekend we're moving to Charlotte, NC and I'm not sure when or if I'll be on after Saturday a week until things get situated. I just wanted to give everyone a heads up and alleviate

Van Woes
I own 1994 Chevy Lumina APV mini van. I love to pieces it's a great van. Than one day my belt broke on my van, so I got the part to fix it, and took into a shop for them to replace it..when they said I have bad a/c clutch. So, I pay the owner of the shop $300.00 to place it. Now my vechical was working fine for a month or so. Than one day, my van started coughing and acting like not giving enough gas. Found out now, from my mechianic friend that the shop I took it to, they cross wired my wireing harness and it would be like $2,000 to replace it.. I was like gewiz. So, now my friend going type me letter stating the company did my van fucked up. So, I can try sue them for hooking my car up wrong. By, the way also when the put the AC clutch on they never recharged my AC.

Wake Up People
I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL SECURITY FUNDS TO YOU TO M

My Horoscope For Today
Sometimes I just get a kick out of these things, but todays horoscope made we wonder....hmmmmmmm Someone loves you more than you know. They may not necessarily be great at expressing their feelings now for fear that you don't reciprocate. If you feel the same, give 'em a hint. If not, be kind, firm and clear about that.

Paris And Nicole "make Up" In New Season Of "simple Life"
Here is your first look at season five of Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie's reality show, "The Simple Life." After spending season four apart, the pair met up for the first time on camera and Extra has your first glimpse. For this and more of Paris and Nicole, watch the Simple Life when it premieres this Memorial Day on E! TAGS: Nicole, Simple Life, Paris, Paris Hilton LINK: Paris And Nicole "Make Up" In New Season Of "Simple Life" by The Huffington Post Huffington Post from Boxxet Blogs ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Richie and Hilton to counsel fat kids - Paris Hilton Sex Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie to counsel fat kids - Topix MORE FROM Topix | National

A Look At Who I Am
Well I was doing some thinking today. Theres alot in my life that is going great for me; but there is also alot that I think I really need to get control of. Theres alot of things that I take great pride in. My life is very special in a sense. There is no one in this world like me. My life is full of darkness, yet there is just enough light to make me feel the warmth from other people. I am a libra; but unlike a libra I am not fond of people or large groups. I stay to myself most of the time. I have alot of love to give; but i am very selective of who I give it to. I am carefull not to get stepped on. But as all things, there are times when I forget who I am and let shit go sour. I mostly hate men. There are very few that I can actually get along with. I feel that over half of them are very rude and disrespectful to women. They claim to have so much respect for their mothers. So why not treat other women with that same respect? Even if a woman is showing herself to be "ver

Marriage Solves All Problems...
alrighty i would like to know does getting married to someone after you been separated for a good time, solves all lifes problems between the two... to get married just becuz it would solve the problems of the two involved and make things better right away... wut do you think??? this situation is mine...

Poem: Seems
As though everyone lives in some fantasy game & Clearly showing just how inept an insane they are. Telling you all you want to hear just so they can get near ya. When push comes to shove, & something honestly real comes down. The truth comes out, reality is all to real. You playing youre games being a clown. Telling me what you think I want to hear. Saying all that you can just to get near. You flakes, possers & fakes. Please fuck off! Ive more important things to do like taking a piss in the wind, then for you flakes, posers & fakes to take my time to waste. Honesty & realism is all Im willing to take the time for. Lifes to short. So if youre lookin @ this? & started youre fantasy shit? Now is the time to kindly fuck off! Thank you, that is it. :) Have a lovely whatever you can make of it.

Love's Fire
“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.” Joss Whedon Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with:

I Am Pagan
I am a Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, are my relatives. Other Humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, or sexual preferences. The Earth is my Mother and the Sky is my Father. The Sun and the Moon are my Grandparents, and the Stars my Ancestors. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect not abuse. I am a Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year, with music, feasting, rituals, and celebrations. Samhain, or Halloween, is a time for paying homage to my ancestors and friends who have passed into the Spirit world and a time for gazing into the future. Yule, the Winter Solstice, is a festival of Peace, Light, and the Celebration of the

Sheeesh!
Busier than a one legged man in an ass-kicking contest, I'm trying to get everything together at work before I haul ass to Vegas on Friday! Building rockets is not a boring job, but sometimes I need a break. Anybody want to meet a bunch of crazies in Vegas? It's my birthday! WooHoo! I wanted to say thank you to all the great folks who stop by to say hi and leave me kind words, I swear I'll have more time soon to return the favor! :)

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 17~*
Leonthegreat: i'd lick those rite off you PiercedQT: Pardon? Come again? Lick what off of me? Leonthegreat: your tattoos bitch PiercedQT: Wow, you must have some super tongue there, Casanova. I thought they were permanent. Leonthegreat: are you doubting my skill? PiercedQT: No, I'm not doubting your skills. However, I am doubting your pick-up lines... and perhaps your intelligence. Leonthegreat: you don't need a phd to be good in bed. PiercedQT: You're correct, but you need a PHD to GET INTO my bed. Leonthegreat: thats fucking shallow PiercedQT: How is THAT considered to be shallow? Leonthegreat: your judging me on my brains PiercedQT: No, Leon, I'm judging you on your LACK of brains. Leonthegreat: your a fucking bitch PiercedQT: And you, my darling, are DENIED! Leonthegreat: denied what Leonthegreat: i said denied what Leonthegreat: bitch

For Those That Care...
If you read my MuMM, you know I was having a moral dilemma... As of 8:30am today, I made the decision to have my Greyhound put to sleep to keep her from living a life of pain and hell... I appreciate those that left kind words....My grey was my 4 legged daughter and she will be missed... Right now Im running on ZERO sleep and major depression...I still feel sick to my tummy...

This Was Made For Me By Cdncyborg
GODFATHER Corky1952~Owner of The Global Bombers ~&~Founder of White Tiger Bombers~@ fubar Let's show him the respect he deserves. (repost of original by 'CDNCYBORG' on '2007-07-28 12:13:26')

Lammas Eve
LAMMAS: The First Harvest =============================== by Mike Nichols Once upon a Lammas Night When corn rigs are bonny, Beneath the Moon's unclouded light, I held awhile to Annie... Although in the heat of a Mid-western summer it might be difficult to discern, the festival of Lammas (Aug 1st) marks the end of summer and the beginning of fall. The days now grow visibly shorter and by the time we've reached autumn's end (Oct 31st), we will have run the gamut of temperature from the heat of August to the cold and (sometimes) snow of November. And in the midst of it, a perfect Mid-western autumn. The history of Lammas is as convoluted as all the rest of the old folk holidays. It is of course a cross-quarter day, one of the four High Holidays or Greater Sabbats of Witchcraft, occurring ¼ of a year after Beltane. It's true astrological point is 15 degrees Leo, which occurs at 1:18am CDT, Aug 6th this year (1988), but tradition has set August 1st as the day Lammas is typi

Beauty With In
To be truly beautiful, a precious stone must be cut precisely, polished expertly, and set in the right mounting. It was no less worthy in its original state, but its hidden beauty was where we could not see it. People are precious stones as well. They may be covered by a rough exterior, but we sense the glow - even before they are polished and shaped. With so much emphasis on how we look, there is always work to do, and it isn't all on the outside. Pettiness is the ugly bubble in an otherwise lovely diamond. Bitterness hides sparkle - but careful handling brings out the beautiful facets - and love makes it a treasure. ~ We saw everything the great Spirit's work in almost everything: sun, moon, trees, wind, and mountains. ~ WALKING BUFFALO - TATANGA MANI STONEY

Contest
Hey Hey! Bombers needed to help out tonight starting at midnight! KOW members show some love and respect to our founder! Non-KOW members bomb and see what we're all about and join us! ...remember it doesn't start until Midnight!

Help
Everyone i need help. im trying to be a stay at home money. i have a 8 month old son which im trying to take care as for his dad left me. If you are wanting to make some extra cash and willing to do a business with me. Let me know. Arbonne is a great company. They have everything from a babies line to a mans line. I love the babies line i use it on my son. He would break out with everything else i used on him and with arbonne he does not break out. If you just want to learn more about it let me know or if you want to buy something. Im really wanting to be a stay at home mom. This is a really great company. Please let me know. Thanks Sara http://maryself.myarbonne.com

Boyfriend :]
hhmmm well justtt so everyone knows i have a boyfriend. lol hes amazing, never thought i would meet anyone that i could be myself around that much, and could get along with so good. hes everything i could have ever hoped for. hes my prince charming :] just posting this cuz people are trying to meet up with me and stuff in person lol. but im not like that thanks. also trying to tell me "you need a real man" lol but yeha you don't even know hium haha. but yeah anyways just wanted ot let everyone know that im happy with who i have and i don't need anyone else :] thanks lol

Daddys Day Poem
( I saw this and had to post it. I don't know who wrote it but I loved it! ) DADDYS DAY POEM Author Unknown Her hair was up in a ponytail Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At

Please Prey For My Family
yesterday i was given the worst news ever. i was told that my cousin was found dead at his home. cause of death we dont know. he meant the world to me. iam just asking all my freinds and family on fubar to please prey for my family as we have to let a love one go. thank you all very much hugs to you all.

Surgery Update!!!
Friday August 10th @ 10:30am I go for pretesting Tuesday August 14th @ 8am I go for my surgery. First time I can remember go'n to the hospital and I'm not very fond of needles so I'm gonna be freak'n out bigtime. Wish me luck & please show me ur support, I'm gonna need it :P Johnny Thomas III

Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have Growing Up...
Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have Growing Up... (ty Canuckistani Cyber Guy) Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you Dumb Ass ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

New Shoes And Hair Dye
lol funny title i know but thats the small things in life that make me happy lol walmart shoes and hairdye lol........oh and new make up lol i am such a dork today sucks otherwise it is raining and lightning and me and the loin fruit are stuck in the effin house...argh. but yay new shoes and hairdye make my day

Fuck It !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know why i try to find someone to care or love me for me cause all i get is a game ..... is it cause im too hairy or too old or to young ..... im not looking for a one night stand im looking to settel down but what the fuck noone wants me all i here is games n keep being played like a sucker .... i got a big heart n ill stand up for my woman n try to take care of her the best i can but when noone will give me a chance why do i keep trying id be better off dead n then noone will miss me cause that realy never cared about me in the first place ..... yes im hurt n im pissed i just got told was not intersted n GOODBYE again wtf do i have to beet wemon or use them or hurt them .... well if thats the case i guess ill never find anyone so in a week i will say goodbye to everyone here in a blog cause ill deleate everything i have ever created n onone will ever miss me cause thay dont want to know mw im sry GOOD BYE !!!!!!!!!!!! i hope i was a good laugh when i was here i know i wont be

"when A Guy Misses You"
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

In A Whiney Mood, I Guess
I'm not really sure what I want to say here. I am not happy today and it feels like no one gives a f*ck. But then again, why should they? My mood is solely up to me and I shouldn't expect people to read my mind or care for that matter. Expectations generally only cause disappointment, which I am far too familiar with. In the last few months I have opened myself up to a couple of people and I'm beginning to believe it was a mistake. I do not like being hurt and when I keep my feelings guarded I don't get hurt. On the other hand, if we don't open up to people, we very well could miss out on a very special connection with someone. I believe my biggest mistake is jumping in with both feet. I tend to be very passionate in everything, happiness, anger, excitement, etc. But its impossible for me not to, it's who I am. I am also very compassionate and I don't feel like it is returned to me. I just need to stop thinking and stop caring. It probably won't matter in a year anyway

Actual Car Accident Statements
Man Driver: I had been driving my car for forty years when I fell asleep at the wheel and had the accident. Woman Driver: The accident occurred when I was attempting to bring my car out of skid by steering it into the other vehicle. Woman Driver: I saw the slow moving, sad face, old gentleman as he bounced off the hood of my car. Man Driver: The other car attempted to cut in front of me, so I, with my right front bumper, removed his left rear tail light. Woman Driver: I had been learning to drive with power steering I turned the wheel to what I thought was enough and found myself in a different direction going the opposite way. Man Driver: I was backing my car out of the driveway in the usual manner, when it was struck by the other car in the same place it had been struck several times before. Man Driver: I was on my way to the doctor's with rear end trouble when my universal joint gave way causing me to have an accident. Woman Dr

I Am Getting Married!
alot has happened in the last week or so... i found my spiritual soul mate up at the Cherokee Nation. I felt a connection so strong with someone (no we never talked or were introduced, but it was him.. we were watching each other like crazy)I came back to Texas, and i couldnt sleep.. this goes on for 3 weeks.. i was so restless and i could see him everywhere.. I wasnt interested in dating, i didnt want to date any one.. and he was always on my mind.. his mom and my aunt were chatting about it, and then to find out, he wasnt sleeping either and i was all that he talked about.. i finally got his number and we have been talking everyday for 3-4 hours. he lives in Kentucky and i here in texas, but i am so imcomplete, when he and i talk.. i am whole. June 14th 2008, i am getting married to him. in october of this year i will be moving home. i am so in love with him, and as he is with me. i am truly happy

Follow-up To: Has Anyone Experienced This? I Hope!
I hope this actually makes it into blog form. We'll find out what mood the powers that be are in today!! For those who have not read the other blog, please do so. I'm not repeating myself! After much meditating, journaling, and discussing this surreal incident with my energyworker friends, I have pretty much come to the conclusion that this was one of those things that was supposed to happen. For whatever reason this young man and I were supposed to strengthen the rather weak connection between us. And, yes, we have a fairly strong connection now. I was led to offer to send him energy while he is over in Iraq and he agreed to this! I am already doing so. Psi vamp? Probably. But the tranced out, dreamlike state was not so much done to facilitate energy feeding as it was to make us both cooperative in this endeavor, lol! In retrospect, I think he was as tranced out as I was. The powers that be needed our connection strengthened, and that was that!! Moral to the story: When y

Tears
I wrote this a year ago to the day. It is for two ppl I loved an lost with in a week of each other. *two very good friends* Tears I have seen the years I have cried the tears, but through all there has always been you to be my stone an my shelter. With out you I am alone in this world of decet an hate an pain. I fear I have no one left to turn to. Out side I put up a front that I am strong that I am alright. But inside I slowly die a little more each day. To not see your smile on your face because some one you care for has walked into the room or just because you are happy to be alive, to not have you hold me an tell me it will be ok, to not hear your laugh because of some stupid thing I have done or a silly face made at you, to not be able to just sit there an call you cause I am bored or you are bored. I fell alone an broken with no one left to turn to. My heart feels shatterd as if it is in a million pieces an I can never put it back together. People say time will heal my heart

Bored
high people! i havent been keeping this up as i said i would but il try to update it as often as i can lol im going to visit my famly this weekend im happy bout that! i dont really have any news so il go for now ttyl

About Me
I am an Ordained Pastor that has also been convicted of a felony in Illinois in the past. God has seen fit in His Grace and Mercy to allow His works to bear fruit and come forth through my trial and tribulations. Because of my generous nature I have been placed in situations where I have been forced to "give my life, for another" as in the case back in 1999. I was 27 and had employeed a 21 year old to work for me. He took room/board transportation and minor cash in exchange for 30 hrs week labor (deliveriing newspapers) He was living in sin dating a girl whom all (but him) believed to be 18. It turns out she was 16 as we all found out when he got her pregnant and her mother whom worked for the sherriffs dept. (after actively allowing her to date him, fully knowing his age as the court documents show) persued the case looking for a rape conviction. Because he was only 5 years in age different than her, it was not a felony charge so the courts came after me because I (enalbled the off

A Soldiers Prayer
It's time to sleep I've been relieved My rifle at my side My knife in it's sheath Lord let me live another day As I put myself in harms way I made my choice, I took the oath I stand for freedom, but I don't boast My God, my country, my family The things I hold so dear With these all on my side There's nothing for me to fear But if I should fall before my next relief I will stand before you Lord with honor and dignity So, while I'm here please make me strong To fight the battles and right what's wrong God Bless America

Drinking A Beer
Drinking a Beer I place one sandaled foot in front of the other, my platform heels echoing on hardwood floors. I enter the kitchen. The floor – sticky; dirty dish pile sink; counters and table littered with overflowing ashtrays and empty beer bottles. I open the fridge, scan the contents, quickly lock on my target. My hand enters the open twelve-pack, grips cold, damp glass, a sweating label. I retrieve a Bass. Using my incisors, I pry the metal cap off the brown glass bottle, then turn on my heel and head to the smoky, debris-filled den where friends and acquaintances are in varying stages of inebriation. I lift the bottle to my mouth, put my lips to the cold glass, tilt back my head, gulp down pale ale like water, like life bottled, swallow greedily, wipe my mouth with the back of my hand, burp and giggle, then lift the bottle again, sipping this time. I finally savor the robust flavor. Then I chug again, and the bottle becomes half-e

Hooters
Guys.....Tonight was the best part of a fathers life. As our day started, we did our running around returning a wireless gateway for my computer that got fired in last night storm. We were trying to get home so we could cook something since we are going to have a bowling party for my son tomorrow. Well, as we went from store to store, we just decided to eat out. The first thing that popped into my mind was Hooters the Restraunt. Well, we got there and we picked out our table and my Fiance noticed that my son was looking harder than normal at the waitresses. We asked him what he was doing and he said just looking. I asked him why he was looking so hard and he told me, which made me almost cry, "The girls are HOT!!!!" Fella's, that brought a tear to my eyes. Then I went on to give him the lesson of how to look at girls and not have them notice it and how to point, but not really point. Man, this little boy is so funny. What a chip off of the ole block.

The Joker's Wild
TO SEE HIS MOM ON TOP OF HIS DAD , BOUNCING UP AND DOWN . THE MOM SEES HER SON AND QUICKLY DISMOUNTS . WORRIED ABOUT WHAT HER SON HAS SEEN, SHE THROWS ON A ROBE AND HASTILY GOES TO FIND HIM. THE SON SEES HIS MOM AND ASKS,WHAT WERE YOU AND DAD DOING?", THE MOM CAREFULLY REPLIED,"WELL, YOU KNOW YOUR DAD HAS A BIG TUMMY, AND SOMETIMES I HAVE TO GET ON TOP OF IT TO HELP FLATTEN IT DOWN." YOU ARE REALLY WASTING YOUR TIME", THE LITTLE BOY SAYS. "WHY IS THAT?", SAYS HIS MOM , PUZZLED. " BECAUSE ...... WHENEVER YOU GO SHOPPING OR TO GET YOUR NAILS DONE, THE LADY NEXT DOOR COMES OVER AND GETS DOWN ON HER KNEES AND BLOWS IT RIGHT BACK UP AGAIN."

Straight To Hell
Drivin 'N' Cryin Straight to Hell I grew up just west of the tracks holding me to hold me back around your door she's calling out my name she said "son won't you go outside I've got a man coming over tonight The 7th one in 7 days" So I go down to the parking lot and hang around all my friends And roam the street 'till dawn breaks again I come in at five am and she is waitin' for me she said, "where have you been?" I said, "I was out" she said, "you're no good 'cause you're runnin' without love" I'm going straight to hell just like my mama said I'm going straight to hell The black widow and the ladies man met down at the laundromat and tried to make me understand the neighbors were all in a stir about what they might have heard and runnin' down they shouted out it seemed next door a girl she lives about the same age as me and asked me to come upstairs for a see just then her mother burst in said, "you're the son of that bitc

Contest Best Smile!
Click the picture!!! Please Vote and Comment on my Picture for the Best Smile Contest! This is by ratings!!! Comment bombing will be used for tie breaking!!! Everything counts! I will be posting a bulletin or two to promote the contest...it would be greatly appreciated if everyone reposts... The contest ends Monday Sept. 10 at midnight EST... Thanks!!! Will try and return the favors! xoxox Click the picture!!!!!

Sexual Zodiac
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Any Leos, Geminis or sagittariousus out there!! lol

Broken Trust
you broke my trust when you told me that you cared. you broke my trust because you weren't there. you broke my trust when when i went out of town...by playing mind games and fooling around... you broke my trust when you didnt tell me the truth...I saw something you did...and It threw me for a loop....now you say your sorry and want me to forgive...how can i do that after what you did......

Ya Not Really Sure If I Should
well who would of thought. Spend 2 months with someone and totally get attached to having them next to you at night. Its such a comforting feeling to know that there is one person out there that can comfort you. But you never realize what you lost till its gone. Ya everything in life Doesnt go the way you want it to or plan it, Life changes so does the needs of others. You realize what someone needs or wants once its to late or gone. Odd as it seems this person prolly doesnt realize how much she ment to me. She has always been there as a friend since day one. I dropped everything for her. I did everything to make her happy. Well so i thought... Why does a broken heart feel so bad? I can send aimless amounts of messages to her and im sure she will never know how much i loved her even tho we only spent a couple months together. I guess as they say "You never know what your missing till its gone", Which now i see how true it is. Im so confused i havent a clue what to do or to say to her n

New Standings
Here are the current standings as of 11PM 09-03-2007 Yahoo we got another person that has reached 10,000 comments. Good job lil devil, j-roxxx, Raema aka .:TITS:., and Nichole~Top Notch Glamour Chick Don't forget Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 5 points. Most points wins. These totals are only the comments totals Name Comments 1 lil devil 30901 2 j-roxxx 30423 3 Raema aka .:TITS:. 11802 4 Nichole~Top Notch Glamour Chick 10019

Very Funny
Best short joke ever!!! An elderly couple were attending a church service. About half way through she leans over and says to her husband "I just let out a silent fart what do you think I should do?" He replies "Put a new battery in your hearing aid".

For The Girls Who...
To every girl crying tonight--you know you deserve better than that - To every girl that dresses cute --- not skanky - To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot. -To every girl that will spend her whole day -- looking for the perfect present for you. - To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead. - To every girl that would die to have a -- decent boyfriend. - To every girl who would just like once to be treated -- like a princess. - To every girl that cries at night because of -- another heartbreak. - To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth -- just to get a boyfriend. - To every girl that just wants -- to hold hands. - To every girl that kisses him -- with meaning. - To every girl who just wishes -- he cared more. - To every girl who would just once want a guy to give -- their jacket up when they are cold. - To every girl who just wants -- him to cal

Hey This Is It
Fuck all yall that want to start and keep drama going. If yall dont shape up im gonna ship out. Fuck White Queen Loving Black Kings, Fuck Sexxy Katt, fuck Kitten, and fuck baby Jesus. FUCK ALL FUBAR, CHERRY TAP, OR LOST CHERRY. Whatever the fuck u are.

Scammers
People watch out for these two (2) names Anthony1 and Bigguy59.Two different names but same person he is a scam he will try to set you up to leave and when on eve of leaving will drop you.This blog is posted especially for women.Please beware of these 2 names.

Another Place....
I'm right here always here for you I long for you day dream about you fantasize about you I can feel your hands on me as if you were here next to me Remembering when we met A time I can never forget The drive I had before me Couldn't wait for our first date All the heated conversations we had The desire to be with you To kiss you hold you,run my tongue up and down your incredible body pull you in and feel you thrust hard against my body Couldn't drive fast enough wishing I had taken a flight All the anticipation it all paid off Our eyes met Not wanting to wait hurrying through our dinner date The pleasure you gave me The love you made to me The sensations I felt You took me to a place I have never been A place of desire and passion full of sweat dripping from our bodies We couldn't get enough of each other trying so desperately to please one another my body aching to feel as one together There was so much passion between us So much lust So much want Such a need to feel your body

In Justice
You don't have to comment on this but if like to it's welcome. JUST FOOD FOR THOUGHT. (It could happen to YOU! or your childern. Jena, Louisiana: Nooses and White Supremacy By Alice Woodward On a late summer day in 2006, in Jena, Louisiana, a Black high school student asked permission to sit beneath the “white tree” in front of the town’s high school. It was unspoken law that this shady area was for whites only during school breaks. But a student asked, and the vice principal said nothing was stopping them. So Black students sat underneath the tree, challenging the established authority of segregation and racism. The next day, hanging from the tree, were three ropes, in school colors, each tied to make a noose. The events set in motion by those nooses led to a schoolyard fight. And that fight led to the conviction, on June 28, 2007, of a Black student at Jena High School for charges that can bring up to 22 years in prison. Mychal Bell, a 16-year-old sophomore football star at