Fubar Blog Posts 3

Mild Heart Attack Or Severe Anxiety?!?!?
Hi My Dear & Sweet FuFriends... I swore when I joined Fubar for the third damn time, that I would not air my dirty laundry, meaning my personal life drama...but this is different...and very serious..!!! I'm leaving here soon to go see my Dr.'s.! I've been having severe chest pains, clammy skin, tingling, numbing, electrical sensations etc. since this past Saturday night..!! I'am scared too death..!! I have every symptom of having a "Mild Heart Attack" and my Dr.'s Nancy & Chris are freaking on me..!!! They both actually scared me into going in for a EKG and some type of Sonogram on my heart today..!!!! I hope and pray that the results come back as very severe anxiety at this point...If they tell me I had a Mild Attack, I'm going to lose it right there!!!! I'm too damn young and love life..!!!! I have too many things in life I have to accomplish or do yet...I'm needed here...to help others...to love, care, make them smile, cheer them up when having a bad day...help them get throu

Got Milf?
I love to cam on the weekends and now that I'm on here, I have found that there are lots of men who are in their early 20's interested in "getting to know" me better. I mean these guys are under 25 years old. I've asked some other friends about why this is and the answer always comes back to experience and maturity. Are they right or is it something else? I am just curious... What does a 20 something man want with an almost 42 something woman?

Sex
Sexual dreams are not about sex exclusively. Often they are about how we perceive people and how we think others perceive us. To construct a framework for interpreting sexual dreams, it is important to identify who is with us in the dream and how we feel about the experiences being had while dreaming. Certain dreams are simply romantic. Boy and girl meet in the dream state and find themselves enjoying one another. This scenario commonly involves an attractive acquaintance and a generally pleasing environment. There is no violation of taboo, except for a sense that perhaps things are moving a little fast in the nocturnal relationship. Often, the dreamer has simply acted upon a desire for a relationship with a particular person. Other dreams begin to press on the boundaries of our taboos. These include dreams with sexual content the dreamer would consider inappropriate in waking, but participates in during the dream. These dreams can be very troubling. One can wake up feeling as th

A Chapter Of Life
Recently, I had a very unfortunate thing happen. A woman with whom I was VERY close decided to end our friendship and to say the least, I am very sad that this happened. Now before I go much further, let me explain the relationship I had with this woman. We would email each other many, many times a day typically from about 8 AM until late at night. I traveled frequently and her emails saved me from many a boring night. I would share my very soul with her and I knew that I had nothing to fear. She shared her sorrow with me when her Mother died and her frustrations with friends & neighbors and even the dating scene. Though we lived in different States, we would meet periodically for lunch. All in all, I can say that I loved her but, unfortunately, she did not reciprocate. The long & short of it is that I wasn’t her type. Oh and did I mention that she is drop dead gorgeous? Blonde, slightly taller than me, VERY statuesque and her smile never failed to make my heart skip a beat.

The Beginning
Well today my classes started... so I'm caught reading my assignments and being nervous about doing well in school, after 20 years. Home life is going as well as can be expected with the twist that my honey makes me smile and laugh and is so supportive. I'm not sure what I'd do without him. Going to work is turning into a destested formality... I feel taken advantage of and passed over for a job well done. I guess that's why I decided to change the playing field and get the paper to go with my experiance in retail, accounting and business management.I miss being able to enjoy work and the customers, but all things must change and the way the economy is set right now, I need to be thankful that I even have a job.

Look Here!
I AM IN A RATES ONLY CONTEST, TRYING TO WIN MY CHOICE OF AN AUTO 11 OR A CHERRY BOMB. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE THE PIC BELOW PLEASE RATE MY PIC ALSO PLEASE ADD, FAN, RATE THE HOSTESS AND TELL HER I SENT YOU. SHE WILL ALSO BE RUNNING AUTOS THROUGHOUT THE CONTEST, SO FEEL FREE TO MOLEST HER WITH RATES OR BOMBS. •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. . P.S. If you bling the hostess a cupcake with my name she will add 5 rates for each one!! TY in advance!

Turn Ons
I absolutely love tattoo's and piercings. I have a thing for guys hips, when a guy has the V shape hips omg I am in trouble. I like guys with nice hands, and facial hair. Deep voices are a big turn on with me. I have a thing for tall guys as well.

Noticed
So have u ever noticed that there r some songs u listen to them and u just ball your eyes out its like u cant control it they bring u back to a time and place and u cant control it. I put my my comp on random and omg that just happened it just took me back to a moment I had almost forgoten its strange how those emotions havnt changed its been years but when i hear that song I cry i guess thats y i never listen to it lol

Do Me A Solid
I never ask for anything all you sexy people..so do me a solid and go and vote for my lil sister in the Maxim's hometown hotties contest..you can vote once a day till april the 7th....thank you for your time beautiful people... her name is alyse smith http://www.thecrushgirls.com/index.php?option=com_g2bridge&view=gallery&Itemid=59&g2_itemId=12776

Mad, Bad & Dangerous To Know!!!!!!
TONIGHT 11PM HILLSBOROUGH COUNTY FLORIDA VERIZON CABLE CH. 30, COMCAST CABLE CH. 20 & BRIGHTHOUSE CH. 950. CHRIS & TODD PRESENT FIFTEEN WAYS TO MAKE SWEET LOVE TO RANDOM BACK FAT WHILE SPORTING SILVER SPRAY PAINT ON YOUR LIPS AND ETHER IN YOUR DICK HOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHRIS WILL FINALLY WIN 50 DOLLARS WHEN I LOSE IT & CHOKE AN INBRED CALLER TO DEATH IN THE PARKING LOT, I WILL BE SO JACKED UP FROM HUFFING A THREE WEEK OLD ROOM TEMPERATURE MIXTURE OF PISS, SHIT, VOMIT & BLOODY SPERM THAT I WON'T REMEMBER SHIT TOMORROW IN HELL & ALLEN W. HAMPTON JR. III WILL HAVE TO PAINT A UNICORN ON MY FACE BEFORE THEY HAUL ME OFF BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT TAKING ME ALIVE HONKEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE TODDPS. DON'T FORGET TO PRACTICE YOUR BIG NOSE JOKES IN THE MIRROR BEFORE YOU CALL IN!!!!!!!! 254-7820 BE THERE WITH YOUR CLIT ON BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dumb, Dumb, Dumb
I just leasrned a new lesson today. Don't fall asleep with a cherry Ludens cough drop in your mouth when you have long hair. It is not very nice to wake up and have your hair matted to your face AND the pillow with a tiny piece of the cough drop in your ear. I hate learning things the hard way.

I'm Up For Auction Again
I AM IN NEED OF A NEW OWNER. SO GET YOUR BIDS IN. I WILL BE THROWING IN SOME EXTRA SPECIAL SURPRISE GIFTS TO THE WINNER SO MAKE YOUR BID REALLY GOOD. CUZ TRUST ME, THE SPECIAL GIFTS WILL BE VERY GOOD. QUITE POSSIBLY NAUGHTY! ;)

Jesse's Prenup Rofl
PRINCE JESSE'S PREMARITAL AGREEMENTBE IT KNOWN, this Agreement is entered into on the _____ day of _____ , 20____, between ___PRINCE_JESSE___ ("Prospective Husband") and ________________________________ ("Prospective Princess Possy Wife") (collectively, the "Parties"). WHEREAS, the Parties contemplate legal FUBAR marriage under the laws of the State of __FUBAR.COM__, and it is their mutual desire to enter into this Agreement so that they will continue to own and control their own property described in Schedules A, B, C, and D, attached hereto, and are getting married because of their love for ATTENTION or for Love of the Prince himself but do not desire that their present respective financial interests be changed by their marriage.NOW, therefore, it is agreed as follows:1. All property which belongs to each of the above Parties shall be, and shall forever remain, their personal estate. *Meaning What was yours before the marriage is yours after the marriage in c

Are You Rude, I Guess I Am Sometimes...don't Mean To Be
I saw an article that made me think for a second. Hmmm I do that sometimes but do not think of it as rude perhaps I should take a step back. “Are you rude?” 1. You know what's rude? When someone -- Interruptions are offensive on many levels. When you interrupt someone, you suggest that your time and ideas are more important than everyone else's and that you have no interest in listening to what they have to say. A rare offense is forgivable, but habitual interruption is problematic, says professional coach Susan B. Wilson. "Some folks interrupt incessantly, whether you are on the phone, in a meeting, deep in thought or in another conversation." Thank the maker I don’t fall into every category! 2. No thanksAside from the phrases "Because I said so!" and "No," perhaps the most common thing you'll hear parents say to a child is, "And what do we say?" The prompt is, of course, for the child to thank someone for a kind gesture -- a practice lost on many adults.

Of Students, Former Students & Panties
As a high school teacher, I meet some interesting folks. A few events from April of '09 prove this point. - April 9 ~ A former students went on trial for murder, was found guilty, and sentenced to life in prison. - April 15 ~ A bright, hard working, yearbook staff member from 16 years ago was charged with multiple counts of rape and sexual battery. One assault was on a 78 year old women, another was of a boy of 13. - Most recently, one of my student aides, a 2001 graduate, was describe by authorities as having "an underwear fetish" after police recovered 276 pairs of women's underwear, 38 bras, 58 bottles of perfumes and lotions, and "hundreds of photos of his victums taken as souveniors." I could go on and on, but hey, we all know there are some strnge folks of there. In fact, we could be one of them - lol

Cute
I'm the girl who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like; I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who you ca

Polo A Brutzi
in a saute pan add olive oil,minced garlic n shallots, saute tillgolden brown.add in red wine,blanced broccolli,sliced yellow peppers n saute for 30 seconds. add alfredo sauce n al dente fettuccini your fettuccini should be sauted in another pan with white wine salt n pepper n fressh basil. ad in thinly sliced capricola ham green olives with the pimentos,and capers, add in two table spoons of marinara sauce n a pinch of crushed mustard seed. saute then add in diced tomatoes and a shot of tobasco saute for 30 more seconds and serve. place a tomatoe rose in middle of dish with a sprig of parsly for garnish have fun and enjoy

Agem4life
aGEM4life [SinnersFamily-SBG] --Proudly Owned By Willie -- FU Owned By GANGSTA - DESIGNZ & Muma_e@ fubar This my truly awesome owner Donna, aGEM4life. Ive been friends with her on here for awhile now. Shes great and deserves lots of fu love guys.. Wish I could make this into one of the frilly blogs with backgrounds and stuff but hey I cant so here it is...Love you Donna

I Need Some Help ...
Some one sent me a 3gp file to my email and I would like to view it. I am pretty sure it's a lady being fisted by a homeless guy under a bridge. I think it will be entertaining. I tried to download something to watch it but it ended up being a virus. So instead of just going at this blindly, I thought I'd ask if any of you know what to do here. Thanks.

Love Is...
Love is patient, love is kind... yeah, yeah, yeah, we've all heard that before!!! My question is, if Love is patient, and Love is kind, why are there so many beautiful people that rush into Loving people that are so very unkind!!! I don't know, I think it's because too many people get the definition of Love fucked up in their mind. Love isn't sex, it isn't having a good time at the movies or at the club, and it damn sure isn't tit size or dick size!!! Love isn't about the Good times that you have with your partner. How hard is it to Love someone when everything is going great??? Real Love is Loving someone when they give you every reason not too, when the world has taken every thing that you loved about that person and beat you over the head with it! That's Love, being there and Loving that person through the good and the bad, and when noone else will. All that other shit, is just icing on the cake!!! Oh yeah, and nowhere does it say that Love is always returned!!! Love isn't Lov

Taking A Break From Fubar
I am walking away from fubar for awhile. I have some hobbies that i want to start up again plus spend time with my kids and the rest of my family. You all will be missed but this is a much needed break for those that have my yahoo you can hit me up there it will be on at all times. i will miss everyone but i will be back. i will check my messages off and on so leave me a message and i will get back to you as soon as possible. Take care my friends and love you all. Love and hugs Jennifer

No Gato...
Jack hasn't come home. I'm thinking he's gone. Either snatched up by some crazy cat lady or run over but a cat hating redneck. I keep fighting the urge to cry because then it would be too real that we lost a family member. he's the black and white one...

Help
Why do the inner workings of life continue to change? From good to bad, bad to good, back and forth, like an unpredictable revolution that changes course whenever. Leaving the person completely unaware of what will happen to them, they take the path that best suits them in hopes that the outcome will be what they expect. Unfortunatly, expectations are what they are, an expectation. In golf, the player makes their decisions in hopes that it's the best one and gets them to the cup in the least amount of strokes. What no player expects is for the elements to change mid swing and send the ball where they don't want it to go, changing their plans all together. What i'm trying to say is no matter what we do to prepair ourselves the outcome is as unpredictable as the weather. I ask this because my life has taken many turns, some of them good but mostly bad. I've changed my ways as best I can but for some reason or another, I find myself right back where I started. I've been an asshole most o

High Speed Collision
On my way back to work from lunch today, a cyclist didn't stop at a zebra crossing, and it reminded of this story. Told it to the teacher I was with and he couldn't stop laughing, let's see if the same happens here ;) Is short, don't worry. Basically, I was on my way to school, say, 3 years ago ish. Saw my bus was at the stop, started running to catch it, missed a cyclist coming down the road and WHACK! Me and him in the middle of the road dazed and confused. Get up, help the guy to the pavement with his bike, and he notices I've broken the steering column on it. He ran me down and I wrecked his bike....

It's Official!!!
I just booked my flight to Missouri. I'm scared to death of flying. So anyone have any tips for me? It's not going to be a long flight, so sleeping pills are OUT of the question, lol. Total time in air about 3 hours. Total time, including layovers, about 4 hours.

Whatev!
Goober Chi...: was just having fun but i guess you're too much of a cunt for that. ->Goober Chi...: my status is perfectly innocent...you took it upon yourself to be a pervert. Goober Chi...: you brought it on with your status. ->Goober Chi...: you really have no right to ask someone you don't know that question. Goober Chi...: sorry? just making conversation. just forget i said anything to you. ->Goober Chi...: why the fuck is it any of your business? Goober Chi...: a nice long tongue? Goober Chi...: really? just curious wha gets you wet ->Goober Chi...: wow really? Goober Chi...: WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET THOSE PANTS MOIST? from the bottom up...

Please, I Need Your Help
I'm hosting a Happy Hour today and that will give me all my points to Angel. However, I'll never make it without your help. I still need 22 referrals. I have no real life friends. So I'm calling out to my fu-friends...if you have a friend, family member, co-worker, business partner or class mate...and you think they'd do great on this site, perhaps you can give them this link and they can join under my name. It'll help me...if not, I'll forever be Oracle. Let me know if you send any invites, I'll do whatever I can to repay you. XoXoX http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1983444 Much Love... Bri-Tah-Nee

Lyrics
Bored, and listening to music, so here's the deal. Here are the opening lyrics to the next 5 songs that randomly played. no picking and choosing by me. If you get any of them without cheating, you're a genius (unless they turn out to be easy ones). Good luck. #1 "See the stone set in your eyes, See the thorn twist in your side" U2 - With Or Without You (As said by Pedro) #2 "When you're taught through feelings[x4]" Lacuna Coil - Swamped #3 "Here I go out to see again, The sunshine fills my hair" Black - Wonderful Life #4 "Don't Tell me what's in, Tell me how to write" Dream Theater - As I Am #5 "Beautiful - yet dangerous, Thermogenic luminous" Type O Negative - Pyretta Blaze

Sick - If U Wonder Where I Been?
I HAVE A BAD SINUS INFECTION, STREAP THROAT, AND MY FIBRMYALGIA IS FLARED ALONG WITH MY BACK AND HIPS IN PAIN I HAVE NARROWING AND BULGGING DISC IN BACK AND NECK SO I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN HIT BY A TRUCK. SO THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN DAYS. SLOWLY BUT IM GETTING BETTER AND TAKING MED AND HAVE BEEN IN BED FOR DAYS. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!TY FOR ANY SUPPORT U HAVE SHOWN.

My Life In General
well everyone my year as part of the preston kinsmen executive is nearly over. one more exec meeting then i hand over the reigns to someone else. to me the year was full of learning, taking time out and doing alot of soul searching. this year the club had their 60th anniversary carnival which was a big success, we also celebrated Kin Canadas 45yrs of partnership with the Canadian cystic fibrosis foundation where year to date we have raised over 30 million dollars in helping to find a cure and we will not be stopping until the cure is found. in my own personal life i have been going through some up and downs. but i am getting stronger each and every day. i am glad i still have my job i could have lost it when they shut down the keypad department and moved it to our sister plant in hungary but i didnt and i am thankful for that in many ways that was one of my biggest worries. i am heading to niagara falls in august for a 4 day kin canada national convention it should be alot of fun. even

Bling
I WANT TO SEE MY FRIENDS NSFW ALBUMS BUT I'M NOT GOING TO PAY FOR IT. THE ONLY WAY THAT WOULD BE FAIR IS IF I PAID THE SAME THING TO ALL MY FRIEND WHO ALREADY SHOWED ME THEIRS.THANK YOU IF YOU'VE OPENED YOUR UP TO ME AND IF YOU WANT SOMETHING ASK. DREAMWEAVER

Random Thoughts 07
So there I am at the Oregon State Fair. Just like every year. I go for the hand dipped corn dogs, the demolition derby (more on this in a minute) and for the people watching. Since it's Oregon I don't feel as bad making fun of the people there. It's like a train wreck. For instance, yesterday I saw a woman that must have gone 300 lbs. Not a big deal. UNTIL. You put that woman in a tube top with tight spandex shorts. Smoking. Pushing 2 kids in a stroller with one in tow. And her 130lb boyfriend with the jailhouse tattoos and crooked hat. It was awesome. Every manner of hillbilly and mountain folk were there. It was a joy to experience. Now, no one else in my family shares my love of demolition derbies. I don't understand it. Cars...crash into each other on purpose. It's like the Mall parking lot at Christmas with all women drivers. Ha ha ha ha. But seriously...it just doesn't get any better. Men with dirty clothes and as many teeth as their cars have wheels run int

Zodiac Folders
okay, mein freunds...this is what I am doing.....I created 12 folders, one for each zodiac sign and I am organizing as many friends as possible into the folder for whatever their zodiac sign is. So, what I want, is either permission from you to RIP any SFW pic I want so you can be added to it OR, if you have a special pic you want me to use, send me the link to it so I can RIP it from your page. The reason for the RIP is so I have the link to your profile on your pic and can find you easily. I am also putting your fubar name on it as well as your dob, year is optional and up to you but if you dont tell me not to use it, it will be included until you ask me to remove it and I am also adding a pic comment to each PIC. So......send me a private message with permission to rip any pic I want or the link to the pic you want me to use and let the fun begin.......thanks always, my friends, Johnny, aka 2thick and make sure your RIPS are unblocked so I can take your pic!!!!

4th Of July Auction Starting Soon...wanna Join!!!
4th of July Auction Starting Soon!!!Wanna Join?? Keep Readin For Details !!!All ya gotta do is send me the 100K entry fee.. Send me a with your offer and A link to the pic you wanna use. I will be making the tags for ya and making some bulletins for it. I will even be running a couple of tickers while the auction is going on to help bring in bidders from all across fubar. You will simply need to promote yourself and get people in there to bid on ya. I want at LEAST 10 - 15 entries before I start the Auction. Once I have your entry fee and offers I will get your tag made and that's it.THE RULES !!!MINIMUM BID IS 100K.. NO DRAMA... NO BULLSHIT.. JUST GOOD OLD FASHIONED FUN.. THE PERSON UP FOR AUCTION HAS THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY OFFER AND CAN ALSO ACCEPT AN OFFER AT ANY TIME AND WITHDRAW FROM FURTHER BIDDING..THIS AUCTION WILL RUN FROM 9 PM EST SATURDAY JULY 4TH TIL 9 PM EST SATURDAY JULY 11TH...THIS AUCTION BEING BROUGHT TO YOU BY BABZ!!

Tears
Tears of sorrrow, tears of pain. My tears of sadness I keep contained.I miss you brother but gone you're not. Ive got our memories, Ive got your thoughts. I'm torn apart because you're not here, but you're in my heart, you'r in my tears. I will not cry or set them free, since you're in them they'll stay in me.

For Michael
Two minds together as one  From the beginning of day  Until the night is done.  Knowing the other like oneself,  Connected in the mind today and forever,  Loving the other completely  And ceasing to love never. A soul mate that is. A mile or thousands of miles  May separate with distance  Longer than is the Nile  But no matter how far your soul mate is,  You are close and together in the heart,  In tune and close are the spirits,  “‘Til death do us part.” A soul mate that is.

If Have Or Are Going To Rate/ Fan/ Add Me Please Read This! There Have And Still Are Errors On My Account !
I have been away from fubar since Feb. I honestly was just burnt out. I come back to find out it's not keeping any of my friend requests, sometimes even from a few days back. I hope to get this resolved from fubar support. If you have fanned, added and rated me and I haven't accepted, don't take it personally since I didn't know. Please rerate/ fan/ add me again and send me a message! If you Fan/ Add/ Rate me for the first time also send me a message! I'm buying Auto 11's for fubucks if you are interested please send me a message and let me know how much. I hope you had a great 4th of July Vixxen

If I Say So
If I say I love you,Would you say you love me too?IF I say I miss you,Would you say you miss me too? If we ever got together,Would it be forever?I know that you say you love me,But is it really true? I just want to tell you,That I love you too

200 Things
200: My middle name is: Kay199: I was born in: Iowa City, Iowa198: I am really: bored and tired197: My cell phone company is: A T & T196: My eye color is: blue195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: 7193: My height is: 5'1192: I am allergic to: cats191: My 1st car was: Ford Probe (very briefly)190: My 1st job was: Iowa City Press Citizen paper delivery girl189: Last book you read: The third book in the Twilight series188: My bed is: a very comfy four poster wrought iron full sized bed187: My pet: is a 11 pound Bishon Frise named Cloud186: My best friend: is my mom, Adam, Josh and Jenny.185: My favorite shampoo is: Garner Fructise184: AIM name: don't have one183: Piggy Banks are: cute182: In my pockets: lip gloss, cell phone and pen181: On my calendar: TONS of stuff this month! From garage sale to Snow Demon show, to Lammasfest180: Marriage is: an ideal that I don't know is achievable to keep going in the long run anymore179: Sponge Bob can: die lol178: My mom: is awesome. 177: The

Ray Lamontagne
Hear me out Day follows day Light turns to clay in my hands How to explain, So pristine the pain Kindness made the cut so clean I still care for you Hear me out Wanted me to be Less your lover than a mirror Can't you see What you mean to me? (even promises may bleed) I still care for you The hours grow Heavy, And hollow, And cruel as a grave Open Me You'll find Only bones burned to glass. I still care for you

Fubar Friends
To all my wonderful friends The ones who make me smile With your beautiful gifts and words You make coming here worthwhile. There are times I feel like giving up And disappearing into the night But because I love you all I'm back with the morning light. Tho we can't always be here Like the sun, you do shine I hold each dear to my heart Even when we aren't online. So my friends, I thank you For all that you may do To make others feel special With your hearts so true.

Bux Offer Inside!
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Realizations/thoughts
I believe in soulmates...I just do not think we end up with them very often. I am a realist..NOT a pessimist I think it takes way too much energy to hold onto hatred and grudges. those who claim to be the least judgmental are usually the worst I think most people are selfish and just refuse to admit it...yet claim to be very giving When I say whatever...it really DOES mean fuck you I want to be adopted...my family is crazy and I have given up on them I am terrified of dying before seeing my kids grow up I am sick of docs and really believe they have more of my DNA than I do at this point. I will be nice enough not to tag on this one like I was

Kally's Bombing Expedition!
I'm going to be bombing! To make things easier for me, since I'm just coming back from the hospital, I need everyone who wants to be bombed to leave me a comment on this blog. Please friends help me help you by having a folder of at least 250 pics. That's easily achieved by moving some of your pics into other folders.

August 15
August 15thWill be 2 and 1/2 years since my divorce was final.Seems odd to know this or even care....but I have been waiting ....For the house to be sold, my VA home loan guarantee to be released, to move forward with my life....and still im disappointed and laughingly amused at the lack of care being given to the "deal"Tyler, My middle son is moving in with me, My oldest son is shipping out for Naval training center Chicago on the 20th of August, And my Daughter is moving with her mom To Burien to be closer to Her current boyfriend.Deep sigh...Instead of co-paying for my Daughters braces that she needs, My Ex's priorities mirror her own self service attitude. Instead , she purchased half of a $4,300 motorcycle and cant be bothered because she's moving.Her mom still pays for her gas on a gas card.I will borrow the money from my family friends, in lieu of the home sale, and get further in debt for my kids. That's no problem.I have paid child support, and started on my new life once i fo

Cleavage New Version
what yo think pro condo yo get turned on by nothing just yawnas a wicked lady would show shadyjst a bit of spaceas many ladies showits nothing to knowso why do yo look at nothingin south africa there is even a national dayfor showin nothing hey

Honey Dreams
Hi..... honey was just dreaming of u yes yes .... u I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart. Honey.......

Manors
Have we as human beings become so shallow that we have lost respect for others? I meen how hard is it to say thank you when we recieve something? Have we forgotten manors? And not beable to help ohers when they come to us with something that bothers them that we have done? i know our parents have raised us with manors and is it such a chore to pratice them every day?

Ughhhh
I've seen as of late alot of dumb shit happeneing. I don't know what's worse the clique fights (don't get me wrong my prego ass damn near pisses itself over it) or watching worthless ppl beg for handouts and then say screw u wen the time comes you need help. I've seen MANY bend over backward to help alot of these ppl on here and my question is simply this: DO YOU TRUELY HELP EVERY1 WHEN YOU SAY YOU DO OR IS IT JUST FOR SHOW AND YOU ARE AS SELFISH AS THE NEXT? I'd really like some feedback. I'm now to the point if someone wants help, I'm going to start charging their ass! Am I wrong for such a thought? Oh, and another thing I think I'll address... FRIENDS.... I have almost 500 of you ppl on my list and I'll be damned if any of you (a SMALL select shall remain nameless but you know who you are that talk to me) drop by and say hello anymore. It's almost as if you forgot who helped you get where most of you are! (and if you look at my blings, you see its ME!) Get off your ass a

Live Music Cafe - Live Musicians Playing 24/7 On Ustream! Check Em Out!!!
The audio quality isn't as great on USTREAM as it is on camfrog but here is a teaser just for FuLand of everyone performing live.. come on in and play or check us out! If you'd like us to start a Lounge Up in FuLand, let me know by rating this blog! Check out my profile for a life feed!

Family Blog: Reality Check
i need to know if i was out of line, if you think i was out of line. as y'all may know, i work on my flaws. i still have some, though, and always will, and i don't have enough distance right now to judge. ~~ Nuff and i broke it off today. i'm devastated, really. this man has been such an integral part of my life for several months. we've nearly been inseparable. we "click(ed)" as friends, as well as have/had the attraction. he's a good guy, as well. he has some prickish ways, but i do, too. we're both prideful and stubborn. ~~ y'all may remember the saga with my ex-fu flame. we'd known each other about a year, he professed undying love for me, literally, and the way i found out that he, in fact, didn't have said undying love, was going to his fu page, and seeing that he had a pic up of th this Fubarian he met of that lives a few hours from him. that's how he told me. haha. his default of he and she hugging. ~~ cut to now. Erik and i fought a little last week, during the shit go

Need Major Help On Choosing A Costume Please Help Me
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Teeth Down There
A little boy goes shopping with his mother and is waiting right outside of the ladies dressing room for his Mom to come out. While waiting the little boy gets bored and just when his Mom comes walking out, she sees her son sliding his hand up a mannequin's skirt."Get your hand out of there!" she shouts. "Don't you know that women have teeth down there?"The little boy quickly snatches his hand away and thanks his lucky stars he didn't get bitten.For the next ten years, this little boy grows up believing all women have teeth between their legs. When he's 16, he gets a girlfriend. One night, while her parents are out of town, she invites him over for a little action. After an hour of making out and grinding on the sofa, she says, "You know, you could go a little further if you want.""What do you mean?" he asks."Well, why don't you put your hand down there?" she says, pointing to her crotch."HELL NO!" he cries, "you've got teeth down here!""Don't be ridiculous," she responds, "there is no

Home
home doesnt have to be a house walls,rooms,and a roof no it might just simply be a beautiful state of mind a warm sensation inside a heart beating true this is home with you this is the home i want and the road doesnt always have to be long dusty dark or lonely and the road doesnt always have to lead to a sunny paradise no it just needs to connect us you with me this is the road we travel this is the road i need and life doesnt have to be a bed of roses a silver screen of dreams come true and life doesnt have to be so hard no life can simply be a grove of green shade trees me in love with you a home inside my soul this is the road i need this is the home i want

The Love Ive Longed For
as i look into your eyes lifes little troubles pass me by just hearing your voice eases my mind my heart was captured in the sparkle of your eyes all the pain before just left my mind and died your words roll over and over in my mind your kindness is the light it was just the right time the gravity of your power overwhelmed me your words draw my heart closer to you transparent to the life i used to live the door open to our reality i longed so long for a love like yours and now i have this wonderful gift i could never be so grateful i love you always

Quinceanera Blog
I had my Quinceanera this past Saturday. I'll try to upload pictures soonly. For now, I'll just blog. First thing's first...I had my poofy dress made. You know those super ugly, obnoxious dresses? Ya...they're like $300 and up. Fuck that. NOW I know why I didn't get a Quinceanera at the appropriate age. Oh well. The girl that made my peacock dress did an excellent job in just one week. The dress...you'll see pics...but it was hot pink and sequined on top...poofy purple and hot pink, sparkly toulle on the bottom. It was everything I was hoping it'd be and more. My friends were dying over it. I achieved epic levels of trashiness. Everybody else did pretty good with the theme dressing as well. Trashy formal wear or fiesta garb. So already...even if you just arrived, there was something to smile about. I had a taquero cater the event. For $220, I got carne asada and pollo tacos, made and served fresh from the grill....beans and rice...all the condiments...plates, napkins,

If It Kills Me...
Well, all I really want to do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you Before I rightly explode And this double life I lead isn't healthy for me, in fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all Well, baby there's a lot that I miss in case I'm wrong All I really want to do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through Lyrics...if it kills me...Jason mraz... And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man But I n

Song Title
Ok I have this song on my play list for Fubar, but I don't know the right name of it so that I can down load it and it is driving my CRAZY! Here is part of the lyrics to it.. if you know the song please lemme know.. and it is Not Korn's ADIDAS I already tried that one! I'm wide awake with this damn burning fever I can't think straight I just keep sinking deeper, Star at the walls but I swear I can still see her face... Cause All day I think about you, Everyday I die in this room, Say I'm twisted yeah that's probably true, cause all day I think about... sex

Doukawhore
If only for a momment,Her smile was meant for me.Where could my heart fly,For only her eyes to see. Right now she smiles for another,And I will wait for my time.If it ever comes,a day,When she would be mine. If fate has chosen,Her smile to never shine at me.I will still always be her friend,Because God has willed it to be.

Night Befroe Xmas 2009
twas the night before xmas and all through fu bar land there was nothing stirring not even you. i heard a clit clatter on the roof top, when i took a look jolly saint nick was staring at me, on naughty nikki , on jersey or crystal or lilslave, why wasnt the naughties out tonight, the raindeer were drunk, watching the gals strip, merry xmas to all and all have a good xmasbedrock

What Kind Of Pictures Would You All Like To See?
Im new and was wondering what pictures to post? Any suggestions on what you all would like to see will be appreciated. I will do my best to post what yo all want. Thank you

New Year Blessings
WISHING ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS A WONDERFUL AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.AS I AM REFLECTING ON THE COMING YEAR I AM REMINDED THAT I NEED TO GIVE MORE TIME TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH..........NO MORE I WILL DO THAT LATER.INSTEAD I WILL ENDEAVOR TO MAKE THOSE PHONE CALLS,SEND THOSE E-MAILS,TO MAKE TIME FOR MY FAMILY AND RETURN THOSE MESSAGES AND COMMENTS TO MY FRIENDS.......NO MORE THIS IS ABOUT MY NEEDS BUT RATHER THE NEEDS OF OTHERS,FOR WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW MAY BRING.WORDS UNSAID ARE WORDS THAT ARE LOST FOREVER.HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I WISHED I HAD SAID SOMETHING,ONLY TO FIND IT IS TO LATE?.I CAN NEVER RETRIEVE THOSE MOMENTS TO TELL A LOVE ONE DEPARTED HOW I FELT ABOUT SOMETHING,AS IT COULD WAIT ANOTHER DAY,BUT THERE MIGHT NOT BE ANOTHER DAY! SO AS I GO INTO 2010,I WILL DO MY UTMOST TO BE KIND,CONSIDERATE,FORGIVING AND TOLERANT.BEING THE BEST ME I CAN BE...AND TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH ALL MY PRECIOUS FAMILY AND FRIENDS...MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL ALWAYS ANNETTE xBE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER!

Sherlock Holmes (2009)
As I watched Guy Ritchie's latest movie, one word came to mind: "Mediocre" I didn't expect much going in, and I got what I expected. I've been a fan of Robert Downey Jr after his role in KISS KISS BANG BANG and especially loved him in IRON MAN. I was hoping to see what he would bring to the role of this classic detective. He did well, but I'm afraid the writer's dropped the ball. It seems as though they didn't let Downey be more creative with his role. Speaking of the writing, they DID do a good job in the actual storyline and kept true to the classic storylines of debunking "supernatural" with "science". And the wardrobe as well as the props and city designs were amazing. Obviously, there will be a sequel and I hope they give Robert Downey more of a chance to make the character his. Bottom line, this is a family-friendly rental. Grade: B- Sherlock Holmes on IMdB.com

Mustard Man Lyrics Artist(band):cky (camp Kill Yourself)
Mustard uhh behold Hahahaha A story that I rather not have told Of a mustard mayhem! I’m riding and I'm running in my sleep From mustard man He chases me ‘til the last sunrise And fucks me in his mom’s mini van Mustard man whoa, whoa bow down I must serve you I am on the ground Bowing to your mustard shit Lick your ass at the end of it I will march for you mustard man; ill stay true Wu, Wu when I shit, when I try to run away, mustard man whipped me with his mustard chain, And his mustard seeds pissed in my face And I bleed; Mustard… disease! You think it's hot, but try on theese jeans made of whicker, And they've got horse fleas, Mustard in my dreams. Whoa! Mustard god I’m on my knees bowing for you it’s hot I feel pleasure, won't you please serve me twice tonight I need Wu, Wu Mustard seeds like I set up in my head Jam them with some sugarcane, pleasured so good and I feel the pain Wu Wu mustard makes me cry, I hate it. Suicide I'd rather

Hypocrite
Take your words and swallow them whole, watch them fade, like your cold and bitter soul. You jump from person to person as if it's ok. One day I hope you receive the pain youve given away. Don't point a finger on how much I could be, you're the one who never even respected me. My wishes were to love and be loved, a wish we all have, But you took my confidence and cut it in half. You're hypocritical and pathetic with your blame and your "pitty me" ways. Well you've done more damage than repair, and pretended your way through the days. People think you're so generous and sweet, I've seen the other side, and I beg to disagree. You don't know what love is, nor I doubt you ever will, you run away from your problems, and hide so you can heal. Don't tell me about after friendship because your direct insults cut too deep. You make it hard for me to think clearly, you make it hard to sleep. I hope you feel so special, to be written about by me, This just shows how much you've made a mess of me

You......
You.....You are a memory, a mental reflection of what once wasan image in the psyche of a face, the sound of a voicei hear no words, i don't need to, i've heard them beforethe long conversations into the night, about hopes, fears,the past and the futurethe hopes that never came real, the future that no longer existsa different future will come truea different future for me to the future that becomes real for youI have a hope for the future, one just for youthat your fears will remain unrealised and that all your hopes and dreams come true

Celibacy
it was fine when i wasn't having sex because i wasn't interested... but suddenly.. because i said "no sex till i lose 100 pounds" i really REALLY wanna get laid... its bad enough that random things get me worked up! ie... i leaned back and my hair caught on something and it pulled... i turned into super horny chick instantly

Tired
FOR OVER A YEAR I HAVE DONE ALOT FOR ALOT FOR PEOPLE ON THIS SITE. I HAVE RATED YOUR PICS, MADE YOU MORPHS AND PICS, AND GAVE YOU BLINGS (SOME MORE THAN WHAT I SHOULD HAVE AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE), LEFT COMMENTS TOO YOU GIVING YOU MORE POINTS THAN WHAT I WAS RECIVING. RATED YOUR PAGE AND FANNED YOU. ALL MOST OF YOU HAVE DONE WAS TAKE TAKE TAKE. YEAH MY GOLDEN HEART BLOG SAYS 'TO GIVE WITHOUT EXPECTING ANYTHING IN RETURN' BUT THIS IS CRAZY AND I AM TIRED OF THE CRAP. I SEE ITS TIME FOR ME TOO TREAT YOU THE SAME WAY YOU TREAT ME. AND IT STARTS NOW!

Suspect In Trooper's Murder Found Dead
The suspect has been identified as Michael Smith. State police confirm the suspect and his wife, Nancy, were found dead in an apparent murder-suicide. The shooting reportedly began when officers were called to Smith's home to check on his wife who had not shown up for work at an auto dealership for two days. According to the report from state police, Trooper Richey and Trooper Jason Whitman were called to the home for a domestic incident just after 11:30 a.m. The police report goes on to say that Trooper Richey was hit by a bullet fired from inside the home after he got out of his vehicle. Dozens of state police cruisers were then called to the heavily wooded area where the shooting happened. Smith has faced charges before today's incident. In 1997, he faced eight criminal counts including stalking and reckless endangerment. He was put on probation and his guns were confiscated. But in 1999, Smith filed for and was granted early release from probation. His hunting fir

Shattered Made Me Do It!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?19. How many times would you like to cum?20. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Voldemort
Full Name: Barbara StreisandOther Names: 'Voldemort,' 'Tina Turner,' 'Bob Marley,' 'You-Know-Who,' 'He Who Must Not Be Maimed,' Birth Date: Dec. 31st, 1926Family:Merope Gaunt - Mother, deceasedTom Riddle, Sr. - Father, deceasedMr. & Mrs. Riddle - Grandparents (paternal), deceasedMarvolo Gaunt - Grandfather (maternal), deceasedMorfin Gaunt - Uncle (maternal), deceasedCher - AncestorWand: 13 1/2" Yew, Phoenix FeatherHobbies: Dark Arts; Gaining underpantsEyes: Gleaming scarlet; Slit-like pupilsHeight: TallWeight: Skeletally thinGeneral: White, wax-like skin; nose as flat as a snake with slits for nostrils; long, skinny fingers (similar to large Twinkies)History: Barbara Streisand spent his early childhood in a Muggle orphanage in London, as a result of his mother's death following immediately after his birth. His mother, Merope Gaunt and her family, were the last descendants of Cher, co-founder of Soul Train. His father, Tom Riddle, Sr. was a Muggle in the village of Little Hangleton. Mer

A Question For The Masses
So I am watching TV and in the last hour 2 commercials have come on advertising the great connection made on the advertised dating site. Why the hell aren't they showing all of the complete disaterous connections made? Why do they have to pay the actors to portray a happy couple? Why do people buy into this crap? Anyone out there ever have a wonderful experience on a dating site that resulted in a long term serious healthy relationship? I'm thinking KNOT!

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Pant on fire: YES DO IT BABY DO IT! BennyDiablo: yeah ummm, problem Pant on fire: WTF NOW? BennyDiablo: my ummm manthing dont seem to like you...it kinda resembles a cooked piece of spagetti Pant on fire: what? BennyDiablo: MY SHIT IS LIMP! WTF DID YOU DO TO ME? Pant on fire: OMG YOU ARE A STUPID FUCKING ASSHOLE IM DONE FUCKING PRICK BennyDiablo: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT Pant on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: can we do this again tommorow? BennyDiablo: hellooooooooooo BennyDiablo: YOUUUUUUUU WHOOOOOOOOO BennyDiablo: heh heh heh IS IT REAL? I DUNNO YOU TELL ME

What About Us?
What about sunriseWhat about rainWhat about all the thingsThat you said we were to gain.. .What about killing fieldsIs there a timeWhat about all the thingsThat you said was yours and mine...Did you ever stop to noticeAll the blood we`ve shed beforeDid you ever stop to noticeThe crying Earth the weeping shores?What have we done to the worldLook what we`ve doneWhat about all the peaceThat you pledge your only son...What about flowering fieldsIs there a timeWhat about all the dreamsThat you said was yours and mine...Did you ever stop to noticeAll the children dead from warDid you ever stop to noticeThe crying Earth the weeping shoresI used to dreamI used to glance beyond the starsNow I don`t know where we areAlthough I know we`ve drifted farHey, what about yesterday(What about us)What about the seas(What about us)The heavens are falling down(What about us)I can`t even breathe(What about us)What about the bleeding Earth(What about us)Can`t we feel its wounds(What about us)What about natur

Oh Heavenly Father...
During one of the several snow days we have recently had, my daughter announces “Mommy, I am a Christian and I need to go to church. When will you take me?”Well quite floored, I asked her how she knew she was a Christian? Her response was “Because I believe and God, and you don’t.” After explaining that many religions believe in a god or gods, we had a discussion based on what my lunatic sister had been teaching my daughter, facts, and the stuff in the bible. We discussed this for several hours, me asking questions, her asking questions, and actually had a very good discussion. At the end of the conversation she said she wanted to think and we would talk about it again later. Thinking nothing more of it, we went several days without any further discussion on the matter. Finally, tonight on the way home, she announced “Mommy, I know why bad things happen to people. It is because God is really evil.” I laugh of course, and say, “ok honey, w

Morning!
I hate CQ. It sucks, it gives you a lot of time to think about stuff that probably should never be thought of, actually. Lol. I know I bitch about being single, and I know that I'm the only one who can change my current situation, but I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who can actually put up with my bullcrap! For instance, I talk WAY to much. There are times when MY ears want to bleed from listening to myself for as long as I do. Then let's factor in my indecisiveness. I can NEVER make up my mind about anything. I'm the one who has to get her food to go because she couldn't decide what she wanted when everyone else did. Seriously! I cuss, alot. I don't know why, I guess because the words were always a part of my parents vocabulary...who knows! But nobody wants to take a girl home to meet their parents and the first thing out of her mouth is, "Well, damn, it's for sure shittin' about damn time I met you guys!" =/ I also have a tendency to dwell on the past. Like, the what could'

Love Type
Your Love Type: ISFP The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes. Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ What's Your Love Type? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

*tiny Cracks*
Paranoid...I melt into myself. We're all damaged in some way or another. Where do we get broken? I think we're all given an equal amount of potential...but a limited amount of control over it. We carry more scar tissue from our childhood then we do memories. I'd hate to be a parent. How do you balance the fun with the potential fulfillment? How do you keep them safe while still letting them grow? I love my parents...but I'd really like a do-over on some things. I gotta stop dwelling on the past. I miss someone. A lot. :/ Would you be surprised to know I have no courage at all? That fucking lion laughs at me...the problem is that I really don't like myself. I don't even respect me. Why am I writing this shit. It's nobody's business. My fucking co-worker is bat shit crazy. The vicodin is kicking in and she's babbling about shaving her arms or something. And low rider jeans that she's too old to wear. I know where she was broken. Four sisters in one house,

What 8 Hours Sleep Get You!
I slept.. Im excited I finally stopped having major leg cramps last night and got a full 8 hours.. All of this sleep has changed my perspective on a few things... !. Ive been a mean sob lately, i apologize to my friends but hahahaha i love it. 2. I think im getting horny again and really its only to the gender with vagina's 3. I talked to Witchie on the phone at first i was scared i make shitty impressions but hey i made the call.. seriously that woman brightens my mornings.... maybe its cause were both psycho 4. Seamus still refuses to allow my to enter the boobs contest cause apparently he thinks the scorpion will give it away i personally think hes has "pregnant lady" hate... I love you all and i will try really hard to be nicer to those around me.. *crosses fingers behind back* HAHA FUCKERS IM PREGNANT YOU HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ME!! Wicked My daughter is getting fat and oh im 6 months pregnant yeah PS i havent really talked to you people at all so what happe

Why I Am Taking A Break.....
Those who know me know that I have been through HELL and back 3 times this past year. I have been hurt and I have smiled and all of it all over again. I have decided that I need to fix me and mine and F*ck the world if I need to but for so many years it has been about everyone else not me. I was beatin and abused, lied to and cheated on for 10 years and Im not even 30 yet. My Ex Husband is in jail and deserves to stay there. I took that opportunity to fix myself and my children. In order to do that I need to leave Fu alone for a while. I have so MANY MANY friends on here who have my heart and I hope theirs as well. They know how to get me if they need me but Fu needs to wait. For the first time in a long time I AM FIRST!!!! In 2 months I move to Phoenix. Thats a new life for me. Erase the past and begin to sketch my future, Those that I need will still be there and those I dont need can keep it movin. I love my friends and fam and those who have stolen my heart and friendship TH

Baudelaire To His Love By: Joseph T. Shipley
BAUDELAIRE TO HIS LOVEby: Joseph T. ShipleyUXURIOUS languid tiger-lily, swayingUnconcerned, my lips are burned with the kissYou waft me, my head turned, and I swoon with bliss.Out of the anguish of your arms I'm prayingThat life shall end with this. You are my memory of Egyptian sunsWhen I adored the phallic pyramidsAnd found you couched beside the Sphinx, that bidsBeware. Frantic and vain my dream that onceLove seeped through drowsy lids. Where no gods be, man makes his god, and youAre god or devil fashioned for my woe;From you my pangs and parlous pleasures flow;Would I had strength to be blasphemous, untrue,Would I could bid you go! But all a hemisphere whirls in the tressYou shake at me; imprisoned there I dwell.Its secret dreads I do not dare to tell;It is my paradise--ah! who will blessMe with the gift of hell! And you have loved before--if the flaming passionThat roars through you to what it shall consume,Be love--and I would wring an awful doomOn those who held you first, and I

Constant Thunder
I was once lost in darkness,A wandering nomadic fool,Teetering on the edge of reason,About to plunge into the abyss,Then a light shone down,Lifted me out of darkness,Touched my soul with grace,And beat love into my heart,That was when I met you,My loving wife,For so long now youHave continued to save me,Day after day,You gave me the reason to be,To live and to feel love,To go on and find my dreams,As long as you were there,I just wanted to let you know,That I could never fully expressHow much I feel for you,When I love you Seems so simple,How can you put into wordsThe power of desire I have for you,Pray to God,Channel the muse,And let my fingers type the words,My heart beats because of you,My soul is bright and alive,Because of you,And even when the trails of todaySeem to distract me,My love is always devoted to you,It is eternal within my heart,Like a constant thunder in my soul.

For Cw
As White as a Dove Is as pure as our love As strong as an Ox You cant put it in a box Just let it grow as you let a river flow For ever and ever you lover I shall be for you and me we belong together for ever and ever I shall love thee

Your Right To Vote
I graduated from high school at the age of seventeen. Afterward, I enlisted in the Marine Corps, went to boot camp in San Diego, graduated from that and was sent to Okinawa and, later, Vietnam. The year was 1968. There was an upcoming Presidential election in November, but I couldn't vote in it. The voting age then was 21. I was old enough to defend our country against enemies, both foreign and domestic, but I couldn't vote for the people who decided friend or enemy. Ultimately, I had to wait four years, until 1972, to vote in my first election. Since then, I haven't missed a Presidential election and only a few mid-term elections. I love this country and the Constitution our Founding Fathers created establishing the framework of the United States. I love the fact that I have the right to voice my opinions in the election process and concider this to be one of the most important rights we have. There has rarely been a more critical time to exercise the right to vote. In a time when

In The Corner
In the corner, past the bed, if the closet door is open I can hide there. Sometimes when she is mad, really mad I can press myself tightly against the wall and she never finds me…too consumed by fury to think small. If she comes close to my hiding spot and it gets like that he usually draws attention to himself to protect me. I am not sure why, but he does. Oh, she takes what she can get too. She will start with that low nasty tone of voice that sends shivers up my spine and I can see her smile in my head that slow deliberate one. She will insult and intimidate him enjoying watching him squirm. She can see his fear battle his love for her as he bears the full brunt of her attack. Sometimes that is enough for her to fulfill her need for power but there are other times when it only whets her appetite for more. Those are the times that I love him the most. She has no conscience and no remorse pushing him, shoving him, pinching him, grabbing whole handfuls of his hair to whip his

Et Tu Encephalon?
I hate my brain. Well, that's not true. I like my brain...it allows me to do many of the things I enjoy doing. It's my best friend when it works with me. But my brain hates me. It likes to fuck with me. It likes to take one bad thought and run wild with it until I muster the will to shut it up. It takes joy in pushing my buttons. It makes me envy the peace and quiet only human vegetables can truly enjoy. Before the alarm clock shook me from the warm amniotic-like embrace of my bed, my brain decided it would have a little fun with my dreams. It decided I should dream about work...about being late for work and also about having forgotten to send out an important document in the mail. I was frantically searching for all the pages of said document when I was woken, causing me to greet the morning filled with anxiety and stress. The little rest and relaxation I'd obtained from sleep wiped clean by a brain that thinks I should start the day full of paranoia. So I shake the tho

The Tease! Nsfw
Her texts had been teasing all day. Knowing I was stuck in meetings she knew all my weakness's. She started before I could even get through the drive thru for coffee. Thats when I got the first picture... her tongue licking the froth off her cappuccino. Then just as I enter my office a picture of her ass in a tight skirt with stockings and heels as she bends over her desk in her home office. You could also tell that shes clenching the corners of the desk with her hands. That was only the beginning. It continued all throughout the day... tossed salad covering her naked body.... dirty texts saying what she needed and wanted! So many details. She was a horny nymph today and knew that there was nothing I could do she was home all day and I was stuck in the office. Thank god phones have a silent mode. I might have been fired otherwise. Especially when I got the call! Yes..... Her with Bob about to cum in my ear on voicemail. I couldnt take it anymore. But I had no choice! She was

Mumm Rant ..
I recently went in and peeked at the mumms to see if there was anything good. I found myself dissapointed again, I see a pattern of people using up their mumm posting limit, within close approximation to eachother, one in particualer Bludgeon I tolerate cause he is a big sweety! I think we should be able to have a 3rd voting option to oust a stupid mumm it would prolly cut down on the dumb crap and more towards real fun and advice. I wonder why the mumm trolls go around trying to piss people off, I myself had a few fans, but they should lose priviledges for being downright nasty people. I miss the mumms I really do, I love my mummer friends. but you can only tolerate so much retardedness until it gets boring. Should I comb my hair? Should I leave a guy who beats me? what kind of tattoo should I get? where should I get it? fubar or nap? hot or not? will I find my true love online? there should be a damn window licker category when posting a mumm! I miss the fun! *whew I ranted..car

One
I was slowly spiraling down. Down into a dark abyss. Your arms reached for me And grabbed we so easy and swift. A knife had been stabbed And it pierced right into my core. Your heart dug into me And it pierced me even more. Your soul was a dagger Stabbed right through mine. Your love was the leader And right behind was mine. You had an arsenal But you couldn't see. All you saw was the target And that target was me. I am defenseless But I would have it no other way.

Ub40 - The Earth Dies Screaming
A warm dry wind is all that breaks the silence, The highways quiet scars across the land. People lie, eyes closed, no longer dreaming, The earth dies screaming. Like scattered pebbles, cars lie silent waiting, Oilless engines seized by dirt and sand. Bodies hanging limp, no longer bleeding, The earth dies screaming. The earth dies screaming The earth dies screaming Your country needs you, lets strike up the band. The earth dies screaming The earth dies screaming Despite all odds we must defend our land. Half eaten meals lie rotting on the tables, Money clutched within a boney hand. Shutters down, the banks are not receiving, The earth dies screaming.

Random
I might not be that beautiful or the sexiest...Nor have the perfect body...I might not be anyones first choice....But I am a GREAT choice...I dont pretend to be someone else....Cause I am too good at being ME...I might not be proud of some of the things I've done ....but I am proud of who I am today. Take me as I am or don't take me at all.

What Type Of Lesbian Are You
[url=http://www.youthink.com/quiz.cfm?action=go_detail&sub_action=take&obj_id=1726]Which type of Lesbian are you?[/url] My Results: [url=http://www.youthink.com/quiz.cfm?action=go_detail&sub_action=take&obj_id=1726][img]http://www.youthink.com/quiz_images/quiz1726outcome2.jpg[/img][/url]Femme You are the second most common type of lesbian. You probably think you don`t fit any stereotype at all. Well, you`re wrong. You love a woman in charge, but when it comes to all things girly, you definatley wear the pants. Er... skirt. Just post the first link into your browser girls.

My Shoutbox Is Off
I am turning my shoutbox off. These new features, while taking a bit to get used to, aren't too bad. Matter of fact I do like them. The one problem is, they change the chats to a web form, and then Firefox caches that information. This gets to be a pain in the ass, because then I have to take the time to clear out all that information the more I use the shoutbox. Therefore, to save me that trouble, I am just going to keep my shoutbox off. I do use Yahoo Messenger, and some of you have my name on there, if you'd like to swap Yahoo names, just send me a shout. (I crack myself up sometimes)

Classic Tragic Scene
She rides her bike down country lanes.The sun shines down upon her pain,Clouds go sailing in the sky, Under the bridge, a train goes by,She thinks 'bout ending it all there and then,But something makes her think again,Of all the summer days gone by,And of these things that make her cry.And she is falling, falling,Tumbling through her days,Her life at an end,Wasting away,Her powers of reason in desertion,Cast adrift in some great ocean.So with the sun behind her back,She looks down, far along the tracks,Her shadow falling from the sky,And her empty hopes they fill her eyes,Her lips garnished with the salty taste,Of all the tears upon her face,Her heart wishing he was there again,His arms and smile to stop the pain.And she is falling, falling,Tumbling through her days,Her life at an end,Wasting away,All powers of reason in desertion,Adrift and tossed on some great ocean. Poem By Tammy C.

Persistence Is Futile...
I need more random fakes and weirdos in my shoutbox. Makes the day just fly by. This person had a blank profile and no pics fyi. Enjoy. angelgirl: hello cutie 7:20ammoreTo angelgirl: hello 7:21amreplyangelgirl: how are you 7:22ammoreTo angelgirl: i'm ok 7:23amreplyangelgirl: and do you have a girlfriend? 7:23ammoreTo angelgirl: i have 3 or 4 of them 7:24amreplyangelgirl: awwwww man i thought you are single and i could date you 7:25ammoreTo angelgirl: that was very forward thinking of you. 7:26amreplyangelgirl: thank you and i am single so you want to date me? 7:27ammoreTo angelgirl: i usually like to get to know nameless and faceless people before i date them. sex is another matter. 7:28amreplyangelgirl: well my name is carissa and i cant find a pic of me on my computer because my sister takes it and takes pics 7:31ammoreTo angelgirl: are you capable of describing yourself? your sister sounds very rude. Is she cute? 7:31amreplyangelgirl: so do you want to date me 7:32a

Oh Oakland Let Me Count The Ways That Love You.
Reason #1 Pregnant biotches battling in the Burger King parking lot. Real good. THIS is what I'm talking about. Someone get these ladies some fubar shirts! YOUTUBE LINK Reason #2 See reason #1 again. PREGNANT FISTICUFFS!

Everyday Heroes
Everyday Heroes No life lost All Lives Saved, The oath of a Fire Fighter on the lines today. When the bell rings, on their engine they ride, always aware of their fellow brothers and sisters that have died. Into the flames of Hell, they'll bravely go, whether they come back or not they do not know. Be it a burning building or a forest of flames they'd prefer a simple " Thank You" to glory and fame. Battling roaring flame, and scorching heat, they are the bravest men and women you'll ever meet.

Buy A Cheap Wedding Dress On Dressok!
How to buy a wedding dress online at reasonable prices? if you have already decided what you are looking for in a wedding dress, please do not go to the store and wait for the clothes. Online shopping. First, it is necessary to explore different sites. Think about what they wish to use your bridesmaids and of course, your personal style. Some sites such as David Bridals Morilee or very expensive. I would other adventurous types, such as recommended websites outside of marriage, for example clothes Dressok.com perfect. They are professional and with thousands of styles and quality can be checked in real samples. So ask the seller questions before you buy online. It is important to monitor the status and description and measurements. I have my own experience at a site called TheBridalGowns.com. The site owner is very good and very fast response Quetions. Please, please remember to consider the reactions and comments from previous buyers of sellers. There are certain things that Wareda

Breitling Bentley Gold Pocket Watch
In honor of Walter Owen "W.O." Bentley, who founded the famed British marque that bears his name in 1919, Breitling Bentley is set to unveil a one-of-a-kind Grande Complication pocket watch from the Breitling for Bentley collection at Baselworld in Switzerland later this year. The movement of the Breitling Bentley Masterpiece watch combines two of the most sophisticated complications in the "horological repertoire": a perpetual calendar (displaying the date, day, month, leap years and moon phases) that takes account of the quadrennial occurrence of February 29th; and a minute repeater striking the hours, quarters and minutes on demand. Based on a late 19th century design from Breitling Bentley 's archives, the timepiece comprises almost 700 parts. The cover of the 18-carat yellow gold case is adorned with an engraving depicting W.O. Bentley at the wheel of one of his early racing models. http://www.watchescase.com tags: Chanel J12 DiamondsCCorum Golden bridgeCUlysse Nardin Maxi M

Im Getting A Mac :)
So those of who just don't know what it is I do, I'm a student at TSTC Marshall double majoring in Multimedia Publishing and Webmastery. That being said, I got my hands on a MAC Book. What does this mean? MACs are the leader in graphic and video editing. So to celebrate this (and my going back to class starting August 30th) Anyone who comments on this blog will recieve a free image made by me. :D Will p.s.anyone who had pictures made from me before knows my work was never crappy.. but having a MAC Is so much better to make purdy stuff with :D

Kittykatz2214
God creates beauty,In so many ways.Now set before me,I see many today.Above all else here,Hers stands clear.When he made her,He must have held her dear.Her beauty supreme,Well beyond that fall.To this one an angel,Now I will call.

Life...
WHY IS IT THAT I ALWAYS GET HURT? I GIVE MYSELF COMPLETELY OVER TO SOMEONE AND HE TEARS MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST AND STOMPS ON IT... AND I STILL LOVE HIM... DAMN IT WHATS WRONG WITH ME... SIGNED, EXTREMELY HURT

All Hope Lost
In the darkest hour, where your nightmares live, all is lost and forgotten, there's nothing to forgive. There's no reality, in todays society, all dreams doomed to fail, when there's nothing left, but betrayel. Past the gates of Hell, there's a story to tell of eternal pain and strife, the destiny of a lost life. In a world gone mad, there's chaos to be had, hope and desire gone eternal life to the poor unfortunate one. So long my friend the world's coming to end, nothing left, but anger and hate, The decisions been made it's much too late.

How To Destroy Angels
A Drowning It's the glare from the reflectionMaking patterns in your eyesIt's the looking back in angerWith every second slipping byUndertow has come to take meGuided by the blazing sunLook at everything around usLook at everything we've done.Please anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfThere's a tiny little windowSwarms of locusts fill the skyMaybe I just disappear, If I canKeep my head above the tide.Please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myself The Space In Between All our blood lying on the floorSense the crowd expecting something moreOpened up, proudly on displayWhat we tried so hard to hide awayBl

Eat A Peach
Eat a peach Soft fuzz Tickles the nose Delicate crease Tongue caress Juice sweetest After passion spent Eat a peach Her wound divine Desire Fruit of mine poet Eat a peach Soft fuzz Tickles the nose Delicate crease Tongue caress Juice sweetest After passion spent Eat a peach Her wound divine

Dirty Office Visit - "delivery For You!"
I walk into your office... and look around to see if anyone is close by... I walk around your desk and stand behind you and lean over and put my hands on the back of your chair and let my fingers touch you on either side just under your arms... touching the edges of your bra. I lean closer and put my lips close to your right ear and you can feel the heat from my breath against your neck and I whisper into your ear... "I want to taste your pussy right now, make it nice and wet for me" and you let out a deep sigh."show it to me" I whisper in your ear as I watch your right hand move from your desk to your right knee. Sliding up your leg, you slowly lift your skirt as you look around to see if anyone is watching you and there is nobody around. You lean back slightly in your chair and begin to spread your legs as your hand gently raises your skirt up your thighs so I begin to see your pretty white lace panties. "mmmmm thats nice.... now rub it...I want to see those pretty pussy lips" I whis

Wanna Join The Fubar Street Team?
The purpose of the Fubar Street Team is to promote! Get the word our in any way you can! We want some more cool peeps on fubar! As a Street Team Prospect - Please go through the following as do it as your time allows. This is volunteer, dont stress urself on anything.- Add the Fubar Street Team page as a friend: http://fubar.com/user/400- Make Street Team folder in your pictures.- Please read all blogs to get caught up on what we have been doing.- View Street Team page photos to see how we have been promoting.- Before you do ANY promoting, please read this: http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125969- Add the Silver Wings to your profile in your 'About Me' section: http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126594- When you promote, please take photos. Upload them to your Street Team folder. You can then go to the Bounty Blog and post the image URLs into a comment. This way, everyone can see what you have done, and we can upload the pictures to the Street Team folders. http://fubar.com/blog/334873/11

Plzzzz Read
Ok.. as everone who are friends with me know, i dont ask for much on here.. but this is something i would really like for yll to do.. right now there is a contest going on inmy lounge and i need to get as many people to join and say they was sent by me.. plzzz join and help me out.. here is the link for the lounge..thanks :) http://fubar.com/lounge/72438

Feminine Nature
We women are born detectives. In our eyes, all men are suspect and their adventures will end up being discovered – it's just a matter of time. Even if we are not in love with you, hearing "I love you” is a balm to our souls. And if you don't say it, we will notice and become sad. The same thing happens with "you are beautiful”. It takes less than two seconds to say these three magical words, which can change our nightmares into real fairy tales. If we ask what clothes we should wear, don't be annoyed if we put on exactly the opposite of what you chose – that's part of our nature. At a party we are capable of scanning the whole room in less than a minute to find out what interests us. Just watch. We think of sex with the same compulsion as men - or maybe even more so. The only difference is that we don't show it. If we don't accept immediately an invitation to dinner or a first date, don't worry – we just need a few days to lose the extra kil

Life, Music, Concerts And Money
I have a story idea floating around in my head. It's not necessarily blog material...more something to research, travel for, and pitch to a publisher or magazine. if only i could get a gig writing freelance for spin or rolling stone and publish parts of the story in a series hunter s thompson style but with fewer drugs, i'd be set. (hallucinogenics are not my friend.) in light of this story idea, i'd like some input for research purposes. tell me about your most definitive live music experiences. i don't care about the genre. tell me any story that set a show apart from the rest for you. it doesn't have to be a famous act; local bands are fine. if you're in a band or have a story about being in a band and being onstage, definitely share it. you can also buy me things or take naked pictures for me. you know, for research purposes. thanks.

Poor Tutty
Back to work. After a week of moving my sister and then moving around all her and my parent's shit for a yard sale over the weekend, I need a vacation from my vacation. 8 hours of sitting in front of a computer doesn't sound too bad. It's probably going to be a busy week though. It's still summer and people still have vacation time. It's my dad's birthday on Wednesday, so the family will be going to my favorite restaurant for dinner. Luckily we share the same favorite restaurant. A classy little out of the way Italian restaurant with the BEST veal parmesan you will ever eat. I don't care how much of an animal activist you are, and I love the lil furry things, you will cave their cute little skulls in yourself for a piece of this. It is just perfectly made, with their own blend of cheese and homemade pasketti with a delicious sauce. Throw in two or three manhattans and I am on cloud nine. I got all the good gossip when I got back into work today. Actually, we rarely have goo

Running Scared
The radical left (otherwise known as progressives/socialists/marxists/communists) won a big victory in 2006 when they took control of Congress. They won total victory in 2008 but now their agenda is exposed and they look like they are heading for defeat in 2010 and then total defeat in 2012. Is right the right way? No! The Republicans are just as guilty about the mess our country is in and set up the leftist rise in America Both sides, but mostly the left, has resorted to lies, smears, attacks and violence to hold onto their power. They have truly become haters and no one trusts our government anymore. Give us a government that respects all Americans individual rights. Politicians that believe in God, country and the constitution above their individual agendas and powers. They are out representatives. We are not their slaves

The Deftones Scale Of Happiness
Only three days remain until the Deftones come to town. I bought these tickets over two months ago, closer to three. Yeah, I'm an excited little girl, fuck you, I'm happy being me. I was watching "Law Abiding Citizen" the other day and a Deftones song came on. After I checked to make sure it wasn’t my computer playing it, I then proceeded to get excited. I didn't dance externally, but internally, I was. I always set the cable to the Music Choice station, usually their "Alternative" channel, which isnt too bad, but then yesterday they played a Deftones song "Minerva" along with trivia information about them. Yes I was pumped, and yes the dancing was external. I really can evaluate my happiness on a scale of Deftones songs. Level 1 Happy: One Weak, Lhabia, Deathblow, Rats!Rats!Rats!, Digital Bath Level 2 Happy: SexTape, Pink Cellphone, Bloody Cape, My Own Summer Level 3 Happy: Cmd/Ctrl, Mascara, Around the Fur, Battle Axe, This Place Is Death, Nightrider Level 4 Ha

Today Is Beautiful
"A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they

Here's What I Got To Say To All You Point Whores & Bling Beggars
I don't hand out fucking bling or bling paks to anyone that asks. I am sick and tired of being hit up for it and then berated because I buy it for myself and not you. So, here is my answer to those of you that think I'm just an evil and selfish person...GO FUCK YOURSELF! I think you should earn it and I hold contests or raffles to share in my wealth of bling at times, but don't come on my page or in my SB asking for it just cuz you want it. I say, EARN IT! Don't be a lazy fuck and expect everything handed to you cuz I'm not your momma and it won't happen. I am on a limited income as it is and I know most of you are too with today's economy, but I don't beg for shit nor do I come on your pages or in your SBs and make a stink about it. I will say that I do try to return favors that have been bestowed upon me from some of the more nicer FUs that I have met on here but I will not just hand out shit cuz you just HAVE to have it! I have removed some people from my friends list because I f

Emotions?
ever feel like you dont belong like everyone hates you from night till dawn the 3rd wheel is hard to accept but sometimes its only for the best dont want to get into the mix of things jus feel like your being nosey all the same going everyday and feeling ignored makes you go crazi and feel unadored you sit and think what is wrong with me do i really make that big of a scene to lose everyone i have ever loved i feel like i will never rise above the emotions i feel hurt to the max i wished i didnt have a heart made of glass to where eryone can see in and take control i want to not care and not have a soul i want my heart to be ice cold so i wont feel nothing at all i dont want to have a damn care in the world i want to find that intended wall that i had up at one point in time to keep out everyone and to block all from sight it was easier to pretend that all would jus end i have my good and bad days jus like all the rest so dont juj me for what im saying for you would be the fool to assu

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Bleed For Me...
Bleed me dry of this jaded passion. Plunge the jagged edge of your love deep within my beating heart. Watch the blackness spill across the innocence of your torn soul. l open this mortal shell to show you the beauty of the inky passion coursing through the tattered lacework left of my soul. Watch as it shines with the shameless desire to consume all your pain within my pleasure. Feel it's beat as it poses to feast of your darkest need. It's rage will gorge on your willing submission Hear the beating slow to silence. l take one last breath of your sweet inspiration, just to feel your name upon my lips, before it escapes.

What Makes A Woman A Slut ? Can Anyone Answer My Question ?
ok i was haveing a talking to my friend james and he was telling me that real woman dont act like sluts and i ask him what do you mean and he said real woman act classy and i ask him what makes a woman a slut and he could not answer my question . so my question tonight is what makes a woman a slut is it the way she flirts or hooking up with different guys . what do you think leave your comment and for me i always try to think like carrie bradshaw and samatha from sex in the city when it comes to sex :) peace & love nicole

Mirrors
He stared at himself in the mirror that took up the entire eastern wall of the bar. He took pride in the fact that he had made himself almost completely invisible. All anyone sees is a nearly amorphous mass of shadows that would occasionally spawn an arm to engulf the bottle of Bud Light for a moment before returning it to its spot on the bar. A few people had already bumped into him, not realizing he was there and delivering an awkward apology. They would scurry off to another part of the bar; subconsciously wanting to get as far away from the void he created as possible. The only thought in his head was the word empty. Repeating it like a mantra, it was the technique he used to cleanse himself. His past, his present, all of his mannerisms right down to the way he held the beer bottle; it all had to be reduced to nothing. Only by becoming nobody yet again could be become someone new. The man in the tight black t-shirt and dark blue jeans that had driven the stolen Ford F-1

Quotes From O Sensei
Foundered by Morihei Ueshiba (O Sensei) and originally named Aikibudo, Aikido is a Japanese martial art based on Ju-jitsu and sword, staff and spear techniques and also the philosophy of a branch of the Shinto religion called Omoto. O Sensei developed Aikido in order to promote a peaceful society, turn foe into friend and eliminate conflict. O Sensei’s aim was to create a harmonious world based on mutual understanding. Here are some quotes from O sensei which may illustrate his ideas behind the techniques, principles and philosophy of Aikido. “Do not look at your opponents eyes, your spirit will be drawn in. Do not look at your opponent’s sword; your spirit will be captured by his sword.” “If you have life in you, you have access to the secrets of the ages. For the truth of the Universe resides in each and every human being.” “Though surrounded by many enemies, view them as a single foe and so fight on.” “Master the techni

Virus
this come for one of the fubar fucoder from fubar supportEW VIRUS ON fb using your pictures. It says you have been tagged in a picture, wants you to click on a link 2 see it, then hacks into your computer & all your accounts, including banking & other secure accounts. Destroys your computer. Once hacked into your computer, it sends e-mails to your friends telling them they have... been tagged in pictures & starts the process again. PLEASE RE-POST!! URGENT!!!!!!!!!

Dont Even Know
This goes out to someone that wasOnce the most important person in my lifeI didnt realize it at the timeI cant forgive myself for the way I treated you soI dont really expect you to eitherit's just... I don't even knowjust listenyour the one that I want the one that I needthe one that I gotta have just to succeedwhen I first saw you I knew it was realim sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasnt me let me show you the wayi looked for the sun but it's raining todayi remember when I first looked into your eyesit was like there was a God like there was a heaveni wore a disguise cause I didnt want to get hurtbut I didnt know I made everything worseyou told me we were in lovebut you didnt care when push came to sho

This Bitch Crazy
Angle: Muslim law taking hold in parts of US LAS VEGAS – U.S. Senate candidate Sharron Angle told a crowd of supporters that the country needs to address a "militant terrorist situation" that has allowed Islamic religious law to take hold in some American cities. Her comments came at a rally of tea party supporters in the Nevada resort town of Mesquite last week after the candidate was asked about Muslims angling to take over the country, and marked the latest of several controversial remarks by the Nevada Republican. In a recording of the rally provided to The Associated Press by the Mesquite Local News, a man is heard asking Angle : "I keep hearing about Muslims wanting to take over the United States ... on a TV program just last night, I saw that they are taking over a city in Michigan and the residents of the city, they want them out. They want them out. So, I want to hear your thoughts about that." Angle responds that "we're talking about a militant terrorist situatio

9 Superheroes Pick-up Lines (repost)
You must be a bad girl, because my spidey senses sure are tingling south. I hope you don't mind heat, cause I've gotta strong urge to get my flame on. Don't worry, babe, I'm only quick on my feet. Put me in the right mood, and I can be be a beast in bed. Literally. My metal suit isn't the only reason they call me Iron Man. Ever hook up with a god? Didn't think so. I may be blind, but my braille skills tell me you've got some fine humps. You'll be surprised to learn that I really have no weakness, especially in my "crib tonight." I'm Batman.

Epiphany . A Song By Staind.
Its a good song. I too feel as if its raining in my head. Ever dam day. she has to fight with me. making me feel like shit the things i do for a woman. Love, Kids nothing i do make her happy. nothing i do makes me. happy. this suck. but it was get better. i think. lol

So...
Ok so Yesterday 10-8-2010 I went and got my 1st sono! wut sucked about it tho is im not far along so they couldnt use the regular sono thing they had to use the vag one and that was kinda uncomfy lol but my baby is fine! thats the good thing! Altho I am very effin scared over the whole sitiuation cuz like always im doin this on my own my fam is not very supportive ok wait my mom and dad isnt or my sis angie is uber excited my cousin is excited cuz her kid is due in march and mine is due in may! my lil bro is already thinking of girl names he said he dont want it to be a boy LOL I will be happy with wutever I get as long as the baby is healthy well ok I would like to have a boy lol I have had 2 girls already I wanna boy! but like I said I will be happy either way! Of course I have came up with baby names and I have them all writtin down but they are downstairs in my room but I will post the baby names and u all can message me and tell me wut ones or cute names and wut not juss for the h

The Thoughts Of The Broken Hearted
I Want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly.I hate that im afraid of everything I hate that your the one thing i want most but cant have I hate that you let me go before i even got to say goodbye I wiish that you would come back to me I wish that i were strong enough to say NO to you I wish i could believe my own lies I tell you to cover up the pain you left I need to move on says my head I need to hold on says my heart I envy the way this hasnt hurt you at all I envy her I envy the fact that you dont understand what this feels like at all I want to hurt you I want to be with you I want this nightmare to be over I wish i could make things to the way they were before I wish i could change time I wish I could change you I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me I need you out of my thoughts I need you out of my heart I need to start doing things for me I hate that i gave you something that i can never have back Im tired of hoping aimlessly

8 Gigantic Products From Hammacher Schlemmer (that You Totally Want) - Repost
Yeah, Hammacher Schlemmer has some giant giant products that serve no purpose whatsoever. Of course, we want them. Badly.1. Gumball Machine - $3,9002. Inflatable Water Slide - $9,0003. Two Story Inflatable Black Cat - $2994. Dog Cage - $1,7505. 5ft Tall Stuffed Horse - $9956. No Idea What The Fuck This Is. But I Want It -

Another Marie Galvani Origianl Poem
LoveLove can hurt you but it can also make you happy.Love can be lasting or fleeting.Love can make you heart keep beating. Love is an emotion that keeps the world in motion.Love is sweet.Love can make you feel so complete.Love is patient and forgiving.Love can make your life worth living.Love is trusting and caring.Love is never overbearing.Love is a man and a woman a husband and wife.Love should last all your life.

Another Marie Galvani Origianl Poem
What Jay Mathews means to me J is for the joy you bring into my life.A is for the awesome friend you are.Y is for the years of friendship we share.M is for the memories we share.A is for the acceptance you give to me.T is for the treasure you are to me.H is for the heart of purest gold.E is for the excitement you bring into my life.W is for your warmth so true.S is for the sexiest D.J. in the Universe.This is what Jay Mathews means to me.

Another Marie Galvani Origianl Poem
You Are As I sit here thinking of you wondering where you are.I think how lucky I am to have you in my life and about who you are.You are my love.You are my life. You are my happiness.You are my sun.You are my light.You are my peace.You are my completion.You are my joy.You are my strength.You are all these things to me and more. I can't wait to see what our life has in store.I love you with all my heart and soul.I love you more than you will ever know.This is written to let you know , how special and irreplaceable to me you are.

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So tonight I went to see a show: The Spill Canvas. The person that should have been there wasn't, but that's another story. Small club, a bunch of unknowns. Yes one of the earlier acts gave a shout out to Applebees because he works there. Anyway, so I am there, waiting for the headliner... ...And this dude keeps backing up into me. So I say to him "Dude, if you are going to keep backing up into me, at least buy me a drink." Yeah, a bit smart assey, but really nothing bad. So his little guido friend has issues with that, and tries to step to me. He starts talking some shit, at this point, I don't really remember too much of what he said, but I know there was something about him saying "Do you have a problem with my friend, and me saying "do you have a problem with me?" and him saying nothing then me telling him "I thought not..." Then the smell of shit, I swear to god I think he shit his pants, if not, he totally sharted... Which resulted in him coming' up to me like 10 min

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I took this screen name as a joke, because the Large Hadron Collider at CERN sounds like it's some kind of porn film starring the Higgs Boson. So here I am a few years later thinking that what if Higgs Boson were a super hero? The so-called "god particle", the theoretical fundamental building block of all matter in the known universe. What traits would a super hero with that name take on? I asked myself, in reverse of most super heroes who name themselves once their powers are discovered. If this were a comic book character, Higgs Boson would be super-dense, and have the biggest ego in the universe. As far as he's concerned, he may as well be God, because the real one hasn't shown up yet. These would be his only super powers. Neither of them being any true benefit, his winning out through sheer force of will and averting danger via bumbling, yet good natured stupidity (and a whole lot of luck, much to the annoyance of foe and friend alike!) Anyone know how to draw? I'll marry you as

Trick Or Treat!
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Lol
i hate posers that call people fakes...talk about a kill joy. i mean what exactly am i faking anyway lol! and if i were lame why do i have a high rating ... unless u of course are a fat ugly man behind a massive computer i see no need for u to insult me. well i am just saying nice try to get me down. to tell the truth ur insults just make me laugh at how childish some people can still be.. i know i am not the "sexiest" man in the world but i am at east attractive enought to have had three ways with beautifull women my own age. i get flirted with constantly and ect ect... so there for im not fake but real... and u are jealous lol how adorable..... u little fukin little posers!:) dont hate on people is all im saying.

Wonderful Night...
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Sex And Good English
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Happiness
No ones love can make you happy that you must find for yourself. Then, happiness shared is unsurmountable. (My status 11/27/2010) I have spent a lot of time trying to grow and blossom as the woman I am today. I have paused often and frequently to see where changes have needed to be made in me and not the world to bloom as butterfly from the chrysalis many times. Each time emerging stronger and more resilient. For me it is key to learn from my experiences. Everything has happened for a reason. Sometimes the reasons are beyond reach at the time but more is revealed if I choose to look and reflect and see the changes I need to make. Sometimes that is letting go of people, places and things. True lasting happiness has come from loving and accepting myself for who and what I am. I am...so many things. Most importantly I am me. Have I discovered my purpose in life? Probably not completely, but I have discovered that accepting me for my positives and my faults is loving myself. At one p

Mental Health 11/28/10
Some of you may recall back to the first week of August when I was admitted to the mental hospital due to increased depression/anxiety, suicidal thoughts, had a very graphic and totally workable suicide plan, and hallunications of my dad uncle. I ended up staying a week including a three night stay at the ER under suicide watch. When I was first discharged I felt great and felt like I could tackle the world with my new found "sanity" but in the fast few weeks I've been hearing voices telling me I will be back in the hospital in 6 months or less, constant whispering and snickering, and my increasing collection of vivid and graphic nightmares about being readmitted. I have an appointment in the morning with my therapist and I'm not to sure what these new developments in my mental state will mean to him and the course we will take in my therapy. I just wanted to give anyone who cared a head's up in case I suddenly disappear and go M.I.A. for an extende

[i've Got A Hopeless Memory]
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The One Who I Was Never Ment To Be Mine ..
It was a day of happiness and sorrow, For it was the day we had a few laughs , Your words of how you longed for me to say hello,The day came and that was today, Yet little did any of us know, my first hello was my last.I was waiting for you, There I sat, alone on the bench, Looking in the distance to see if you were coming. It was then that I had a feeling of pain..My heart dropped so low, it might as well fell out of my body along with my soul.I suddenly heard a voice whisper.... I'm sorry. ....I didn't know who said it at first. . .Until I got up and couldn't even move, After a few moments that seems to have lasted a life time of pian fades away from my body,I run. I run, and don't stop.I can feel you need me or some kind of help. So I run to the only place I can think of where you would hide. .....It was that first day that I saw you, at your place you call the shadows.You would go there to think, and at times to hang with friends. I walked by there every day from school.Yet I coul

Growing Up
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Peeling Back The Layers
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The Void
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Over?
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My Last Word.
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Emma
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Dreams
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Only One Tear
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" The New Arrival "
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Love Takes You Hostage!
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Its Everywhere.
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Piccadilly Is My Home
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Wax On, Wax Off.
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[in Office Chairs]
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[and Other Mild Catastrophes]
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Reflections
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I Believe Again
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Update 4/17/11
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Every Hero. (part 2.7)
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This Is Just A Random Vent About Crying Wolf
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Another Day In The Shade
So today i went swimming twice. chilled by the pool with my roomates and some freinds. I heard this girl talking about this guy she i seein. and how he has been a "dickhead' and/or.. so i ask her " do you think that you feeling like this against him, and you knowing he's not here with you to make you feel good and make each other happy by being together is a positive way to be if you both really like each other?" Now i got silence for a few seconds, and then after that silence she walksaway and calls this guy and tlks to him for an hour. Now, i'm kind of curious as to what transpired, but it's nne of my business and im glad that im not in a relationship like that. Two people should enjoy being together. I myself wish i had someone to love again. to know that person, came to where you are at to see you is a remarkable feeling. and to be able to hold someone in front of all your homies and say, "this is mine". I guess in a way im trying to look for love. and another part of me doesnt wan

For My Queen... (this Is An Older One That I Just Redone)
Blood and heat is thick on the field of battle. He looks to his queen, in blood soaked armor she still shines and is as gorgeous as ever, turning to the next enemy. Why must they resist? Do they not know that we cannot be stopped? He cleaves through another, and another, working his way winding a deadly dances through the warriors around him. then he comes to one he did not expect, an average man but with a determined look about him. He knows this is their "hero", "savior". but unfortunately he is nothing as far as skill, or luck with a few strikes he is dead and they are in full retreat. then he starts to rise, and they stop, thinking their savior has come back to fight again. Which he has but not for them. Using some of the foulest magics I have learned I raise him and set him against them, then I raise more of the fallen and the day is won! My queen stands on the hillside, silver armor, tinted red by the blood, shear Ecstasy upon her face as she severs a limb from one of the pitiful

My Prayers Answered
My Prayers Answered As a child I could see, How my future would turn out to be., Full of joy, and filled with love, overseen by the Lord above. In the distance, Standing there was a someone who would care. I had some feelings, of doubt and fear, but they vanished as I neared. It was you to my surprise, to wake me up and open my eye's you showed me what love was all about, and freed my heart of all doubt. You opened my heart, to feelings that were new, and showed me a love, felt by so few. Now my dream has come true, and I owe it all to you. You showed me love, you showed me sharing, you gave me hope, you gave me caring. I guess what I'm trying to say, is I'll love you more, with each passing da

Killas
Hey Hey Hey, 3 hard mutha fuckas, 3 hard mutha fuckas, 3 hard Mutha fuckaThat ain't scared of shitNow let me tell you mutha fuckas who you fuckin withYou fuckin with the killasYou fuckin with the mutha fuckin realist niggasYou fuckin with some killasYou fuckin with the mutha fukin realist niggas[Lil Jon:]I wish a mutha fucker would say somethingFuck around and get your goddamn ass whoopedNigga I feel like startin some shit,and I might just snap the piss, out a pussy ass nigga like you, nigga fuck yaTake a 45 cross the head gun butt ya (Yeah!)Ya'll pussy-ass niggas ain't hard, stomp that ass out like a million man marchSawed off shot gun hand on the pump, finga on the triggaReady to dumpBlow a mutha fucker bye byePoint blank range, yeah niggas gon' dieThat's why I never leave the crib without packing my gatStrap on my vest, put on my hat. Mutha fuckers outta lineGettin laid down flat, I'm a show you how a real nigga act[Chorus:]Hey! 3 hard mutha fuckas3 hard mutha fuckas3 hard mutha fuc

Time To Say Goodbye.
Over the last years as a fu-addict, I have come to realize something? I can live with out fu. What kept me coming back was the friends I made. I lost some and others will forever remain in my thoughts and memories. I would like to thank so many for kindness shown to me. The sweet notes, pictures made for me and wonderful bling. You all at times went above a beyond to be sure I was OK. Now, that being said! I also need to make a statement. I am tired of only being able to level when it involves money. They advertise this as a free site. Sure! But? If you don't spend money here, you can call it a day. Girls don't care unless you but them things. Higher ups only give a damn about ability points and "let trade pimps, buzz kills and god modes!!!!!!!!!" I can't afford that stuff! These days I can't even pay my rent and don't even want to discuss my utilities. Have any of you stopped to realize you are paying for virtual shit? It has absolutely to real value! I miss cherry tap and fu when

Updates On Voter Suppression 2012 (repost)
Rachel Maddow has on Melissa Harris-Perry to discuss GOP Voter Suppression. Perry, as usual, is on point. From USA Today: Our view: Republican ID laws smack of vote suppression To many Republicans, it is an article of faith that minimalist government works best. Except, that is, when Republicans want to impose tighter rules for their political benefit. A case in point is the flurry of states —six so far this year— rushing to pass laws requiring voters to bring government-issued photo IDs to polling places. All have Republican governors and GOP-controlled legislatures. Supporters say this is necessary to prevent voter fraud. But the operative question is: Why, at a time of economic distress and state budget shortfalls, is this such a priority? The answer has less to do with prevention than with suppression. In theory, there isn’t anything wrong with requiring photo IDs to vote, just as they are required to drive, board a plane or cash a check. The Co

Lower Taxes On The Rich Don’t Lead To Job Growth (repost)
by Pat Garofalo WASHINGTON - Congressional Republicans — during both last year’s debate over the pending expiration of the Bush tax cuts and the current negotiations regarding raising the nation’s debt ceiling — refused to consider tax increases on even the very richest Americans. In fact, House Majority Leader Eric Cantor (R-VA) blew up debt ceiling negotiations last week due to his insistence that those making more than $500,000 annually be shielded from any tax increase. f you ranked each year since 1950 by overall job growth, the top five years would all boast marginal tax rates at 70 percent or higher. The top 10 years would share marginal tax rates at 50 percent or higher. The GOP justification for its position — even with income inequality at its worst level since the 1920s — is that raising taxes on the rich will destroy jobs. “What some are suggesting is that we take this money from people who would invest in our economy and

Figure Me Out :d
My name oh forget my name, just say hi to me and lets all talk for a bit. No one needs to know each other its always a hi and bye and next. What I can say is HEy my name is LIzzy /liz / elizabeth lol im 26 years old and im not joking i know i dont look older. Besides I'm just here looking for a good person to talk to and help me out, cuz lets face it sometimes idk what other things are. Everyday i start my life all over again, I was dreaming the other day and gosh I have the strangest dreams. For example: china...dont ask. I go to the same job monday - sat and sit in the same chair and when i have nothing to do i day dream and keep myself happy. (secret to everlasting beauty Be like a KId) :) thats all i gotta say for now...till nxt time

The Verdict On Casey Anthony
I was watching the verdict being read today in regards to Caylee Anthony. Her mom was accused of killing her. The verdict came bac not guilty. How can a parent do that. She had no emotions when the verdict was read but she got up and hugged her attorney after everything was said and done. Why is it that she is going to get away with murder and this girl isn't going to get the justice she needs. Casey told a friend of hers at one point that the tatoo that she had was dedicated to her daughter caylee. I just think that it was just a good show in my opinion. what is everyone else's opinion on the trial.

You Left Me Here To Die
you left me you left me here to die you tore me in half i tried to tell you tell you something was wrong i showed all the sighns cried out for your help but you was never there i was always second to your game the secret you hid so well was me saying you adore me you said you cared when all you did was hate me you never cared at all your no good for me people said the proof is on my arms YOU LEFT ME HERE TO DIE!!

Sometimes...
…soft, warm, floating. …clouds are mountains in the sky. …eyes close to the world. …little amoebas dance before my eyes. …deeper into the black. …feeling her touch my skin. …lips on mine. …breath on my neck as she rests on my chest. …her smell arouses me. …sliding inside. …slow, quiet, breath, kiss, touch. …skin on skin, touching as much as possible. …arms wrapped tightly. …anticipation, desire, purely physical. …filling her, over and over, as all of her skin trembles. …holding, kissing, hearts slow in time. …she moves away, fingers lingering slightly. …she asks, “Do I look alright?” …I reply, singing, “You look wonderful tonight.” …she knows, she smiles, that smile, and fades. …sometimes… …I wish I could live inside my head.

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Sick Of Fubar's Favoritism
IS IT JUST ME OR DO YOU SEE THE SAME PEOPLE DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY GET GOD MODES OR AUTO 11'S? HAVE THE QUALIFICATIONS OF LEVELING GOTTEN RIDICULOUS?YOU'RE DAMN RIGHT IT HGAS!!! I MEAN DID BABY JESUS EVER CONSIDER THE FACT THAT NOT ALL OF US HAVE THE MONEY TO SPEND ON THIS SITE I MEAN SURE I PAY FOR MY VIP BUT I MEAN ALL OF THESE RIDICULOUS QUALIFICATIONS YOU HAVE TO MEET,MAKE A GLOBAL MUMM AND GET THIS AMOUNT OF VOTES OR SPEND 3 DAYS IN A ROW ON HERE RATING PIX OR PROFILES? SERIOUSLY THIS IS BEYOND STUPIDITY!!! I MEAN MAKE IT SO US WHO HAVE NO TO LITTLE MONEY TO SPEND ON HERE CAN HAVE A FAIR CHANCE OR DID BABY JESUS NOT CONSIDER THAT TINY LITTLE FACT? IM SICK OF IT, IM SICK OF BEING ONE OF THE MANY JUST BEING TOLD THAT I HAVE TO SPEND A SHIT TON OF MONEY JUST TO GET AHEAD ON THIS SITE!!! SO I WANNA BE THE VOICE THAT SAYS ENOUGH!!!! IF YOU AGREE OR HAVE ANY COMMENTS PLZ FEEL FREE TO DO SO. KING NOTHING

A Song For You - Donny Hathaway
I've been so many places in my life and timeI've sung a lot of songs I've made some bad rhymeI've acted out my love in stagesWith ten thousand people watchingBut we're alone now and I'm singing this song for youI know your image of me is what I hope to beI've treated you unkindly but darlin' can't you seeThere's no one more important to meDarlin' can't you please see through meCause we're alone now and I'm singing this song for youYou taught me precious secrets of the truth witholding nothingYou came out in front and I was hidingBut now I'm so much better and if my words don't come togetherListen to the melody cause my love is in there hidingI love you in a place where there's no space or timeI love you for in my life you are a friend of mineAnd when my life is overRemember when we were togetherWe were alone and I was singing this song for youYou taught me precious secrets of the truth witholding nothingYou came out in front and I was hidingBut now I'm so much better and

Im Ok
The pain is almost goneThe hurt i will forgetI will learn to trust again I am ok I am starting to forgetI am healing It like waking from a nightmareThat started from a dream I dont have much to say because I am ok ...I dont feel much cause the feelings have died...I dont need you to make me smile I have found others make my smile last..I dont want you cause your not what i need I was broken but I relize I am stronger then I thoughtI was blind I dont see my self in your eyes anymoreAs I open my eyes a relize they are full of hope ...I hope your ok..cause I am ok.. -it is ok-

Do You Ever Just Wanna...
Do u ever just wanna.....have you ever wished you could run away from your problems?not with alcohol or with drugs but away from everything?kids squabbling, your mates small mindedness, The mate that makes an issue out of the smallest insignificate things? Have you ever wished you could run away from the job that you do because you have to, because you cant afford not to have that job? do you wish you could run away from having to sacrafice about everything you think or do? We all know that we can escape in the internet, music, a book or watching a movie. but you just cant run away. because the same issues always find you or you find them every time you turn around. Do you wish you could ever run away? if so where would you go? (:

[one Year Later]
Still angry. But hey, at least my back doesn't hurt. I can honestly say that the last 365 days have been a blur of prescription pills, aches, stiffness, and non prescription hooch. I don't miss a single one of those days. I don't feel the anger was wasted energy. Misguided. Or unjustified. I don't think that position will change any time soon. What am I gonna do about it? What can I? Its up to every whim of every other asshole. That is all. I'm not sorry to disappoint.

Cool Chick, Just A Down To Earth Girl!!
yes this girl is the coolest girl i've met on this site by far, theres a close second and third, but she takes the cake show her some love click those buttons and she'll get ya back she's good like that. Yes its THAT GIRL Sammi Baby shes the shiznit! lol So if you get the chance look her up and help her out a bit level her up she deserves it! She's a real fubar chick not fake like some i've met, you know who you are, thanks for taking the time to check this out lata, peace I'm out!!

Bill O’reilly Whines About Taxes And Jon Stewart Hammers Him With Facts (repost)
When Bill O’Reilly tried to complain that his taxes were already too high, Jon Stewart beat him down with facts, and debunked the GOP’s howls of class warfare. Here is the video from Comedy Central: O’Reilly claimed that he is paying through the roof in taxes, and when Jon Stewart said that wasn’t true, the FNC’s top rated host moved the goalposts. Here is their exchange: O’Reilly: I’m not going to give you. I am paying now through the roof in taxes. Stewart: You’re paying less than you paid in the nineties. O’Reilly: That’s not true. Property taxes are up. If you had a home you’d know that. Sales taxes have gone up. Stewart: The marginal tax rate was 39.6% O’Reilly: Yeah, and now it’s thirty six. Stewart: No, it’s thirty five. What is it? O’Reilly: Thirty five and a half, you round it up. Stewart: So, it’s 4% less. The rich have… O’Reilly: But ever

Letter
The hand that wrote this letterSweeps the pillow cleanSo rest your head andread a treasured dreamI care for no one else but youI tear my soul to cease the painI think maybe you feel the sameWhat can we do?I'm not quite sure what we're supposed to doSo I've been writing just for youThey say your life is going very wellThey say you sparkle like a different girlBut something tells me that you hideWhen all the world is warm and tiredYou cry a little in the darkWell so do II'm not quite surewhat you're supposed to sayBut I can see it's not okayHe makes you laughHe brings you out in styleHe treats you wellAnd makes you up real fineAnd when he's strongHe's strong for youAnd when you kissIt's something newBut did you ever call my nameJust by mistake?I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to doSo I'll just write some love to you

No One
The words cut deep. Maybe they aren't meant. Can we trust words when spoken in anger? in frustration? in disappointment? in despair? Maybe it is all untrue. Maybe my life is worth living. Around the corner, I can hear the smacking and smattering of their lips. I hear them devouring. It's true, you know. In one precious sanguine moment, it was stolen from me. Trepidation stirs within my breast and I stumble forward like a drunkard aimlessly clawing for solid ground. How is it that an abstraction - a collection of sounds or symbols can wield such influence and wreak such unspeakable pain? The child in me wants to run and run and run and get as far from the happening as possible. Consciously, I know. Within, I understand. Yet, this baleful knowledge is of no comfort. It simply refuses to kill the pain. Curiously, I watch the flames rise with some sort of indifference. It isn't that you hate me. No. I see that little in your eyes. When you wish I was dead, it is s

Happy Halloween...and A Rant..
Hello kids and Happy Halloween!! Usually I post this yearly October blog about the ramblings and happenings of this always-fu-crazy month...but honestly this year.. I haven't been here all that much. Not that it's a bad thing, nope. Not that there's any drama with me, nope. It's called prioritizing Fubar with your real life and sometimes, there just isn't enough time in the day to sit here 5,8, 18 or 36 hours (for you widowmaker people...crazy I say..ha.) Some people on here should try it sometime, you know taking this place -not- so seriously and spending time time carving a pumpkin or having a real life drink...imagine spending that $25 entertaining yourself real life instead of tr

Disney Ladies From Last Night (repost)
Culture Buzz Hey, it might ruin whatever's left of your childhood innocence, but this new Tumblr is worth it. It's scenes from Disney animated films mashed up with Texts From Last Night. Need I say more? Edit Stats Delete 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7.

My Gypsy
To the ground falls another vivid scarf With each undulation Veils of every hue tease the senses of those who watch. Finger cymbals dance Mirroring the motion of her hips Creating music to the tapping of her feet. In the firelight The coal-dark hair shimmers Falling in waist-length waves that swirl as she spins. Madame Gypsy floats upon a cloud Evoking sinful thoughts of passion and sensuality Calling to the heavens with each breathless note she sings. The wagon train travels into the sun On a luminous autumn day One by one each person steps into her wagon. Shadows and images swirl within a sphere of crystal Slowly they become clear Likenesses of what has yet to come appear within the haze of shades. If you grace her palm with silver She'll read yours Divulge to you what lies beyond. Will I live forever? Will I ever fall in love? Will my life be full of joy? To these questions there are no answers All that can be foretold Is what

I Was An Angel
I have had passionate dreams of my own I am a lady with no symbol of hope My life is tied up in drugs and alcohol I sit here today with no passion at all A man walks in the room Blood on his shirt I knew there was gloom He holds a gun in his hand Is it my time to leave this land He tells me to not say a word My life has been a shambles this must not hurt I look up at this big stalky man He was angry and I was the end of his plan I look in his eyes I see a glimmer of hope He tells me face down this is the end of your rope I start praying aloud My god must have been listening but I dont know how The man looks at me and asks me if I could read I said yes sit down please Police outside and this man wants this all to end I speak of Jesus and he is in love again This big man with blood on his hands Looks in my eyes and says thank you so much I looked at him knowing their was no such thing as luck After 2 hours prisoners of our own sins He gives me the gun and just gri

Then Losin My Daughter
t now christmas time boy the months have passed it seemed like it took forever jus to try to start a new year we struggled wit the pain and with all the tears not knowin what was gona happen that was gona bring more tears the day was xmas eve and the call was fast as light the baby is not breathing i struggled wit all my might i dipped in jus a minute to rush to my baby girl not knowin what had happened not knowin what was goin on the ride was long and painful the wait i dreaded more feeling alone and cold i know that she was gone watchin the doctors in the hallway me hitting the cold floor my body couldnt handle it it couldnt take much more my little tiny angel my only pride and joy why did u do this why did u let her go i knew that she was gone but my mind couldnt deal walkin into the room the sheet over her head i scream and i flip my baby aint dead i cant handle this my heart is totally gone sittin there in that room felt like forever holdin h

Have I Ever
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Hello
well i just realized you can do blogs on here wow i am slow lol...well all is good here...still raining in new mexico but all is well... hope all is well else where i am sorry i havent been on much but i have been super busy...i will try to be on here more ...kisses and hugs to all of my friends

Song Of The Day....
I usually do this on my MySpace profile, but seeing as I'm still at work, and they have MS blocked *ahem* I thought I'd do it here.....C ---------------------------------------------- Piss It All Away - Puddle of Mud What I feel It is real What I do It's the truth When I drink I can't think When I use I need more When you're weak I can't speak Close your eyes and Taste this wine The cork removed Less purified I throw away Everything that you say Erase everything That you fake What I feel It's a sin Tell the truth Do not lie Make a wish Will it come true One way streets One track mind Open up and See the light One million ways To hypnotize I throw away Everything that you say Erase everything That you fake Erase everything That you fake Piss it Piss it all away Piss it, piss it

Shhh. Dont' Tell Anyone I Have A Softer Side!!
"Friends Till The End" Friends till the end, will always blend. They help you mend, all pains and sorrows. Always seeming to make a brighter tommorow. They lend a shoulder to cry on, or just send a simple smile, :) that will make one feel better, even if it is just for a while. There is no denial, that with this friend, nice things will be sure to compile. All it takes is a special friend who will always be there till the end!! Hope It Brightens Up Your Day

To Aj Aka Simply Phenomenal & Kace
I know a lot of you know Simply Phenomenal and some of you don't but for those who don't you're missing out on a great person & a great friend but for those of you who do even if you don't know him personally that's awesome keep showing him love cuz of everything that's been happening to the poor guy. Now the reason this blog is dedicated to him is because I want him to know that he's done a lot for us and he might not even know it cuz we don't really show it to him so I'll let him know down below the line so here it goes. ------------------------------------------------- AJ, You've been there for us more than you know. You make us laugh, you make us feel like we're a person and not some outcast. You actually give us something to look forward to every single day when we wake up in the mornings and when we go to bed at night. You truly are phenomenal and a great person to know. When you're in the ring you make your fans happy and you make them want more. When you're out of the r

Sunshine On Leith
Bringing things up to their current date after posting the darker side of Edinburgh here is a picture of Leith Walk, I live at the end of this street and its about 3/4 of a mile from Edinburgh City Centre Leith has had a fairly colourful history, in most recent times is because of the author Irvine Welsh who wrote the Trainspotting novel, he lived round the corner from myself and also the train station that he was referring to is now a supermarket. Also we have the Royal Yacht Brittania but I have never visited due to the fact I hate all the touristy bits. One of the best pubs that I have found in Leith is called the Port o Leith bar in Constitution Street, there has been many a night spent steaming and dancing on the bar at weekends, I kid you not, although since the smoking ban has been brought in I have hardly been out, but now I have stopped smoking hope to get back out there give it time. It is one of the truly mad places you can walk into and find people from all

Tormentuous Night
I feel a cold hand stroke down my spine, I stretch out to hold the shadowy form my mind presives in this haze, only to find my had pass right threw the memory. Shivering I wake, I look around at the dark room. At the walls and the things within them and wounder how I ended up here. I think about what I am and what I could have become. Of how lonely life has become. I think of the broken dream, and my eyes welm up because I wasnt supposed to be alone any more. I had found my laughter and some how I had shattered it and all that remains is the debree skattered heart. I pull the blankets close and though I am sweating I feel so cold. An unyeilding cold down in my soul. I ponder my exsistance and weither I am truely away or held somewhere cold and asleep. I long for this to be but a momentary dream, such that I would wake and find my home in order and my family whole. I long to believe that all is possible and I try for a moment to hold oto all possibilitys. that moment is only bro

Ass Kickin For Action
DID YOU KNOW THAT IT'S PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO KICK YOURSELF UP THE ARSE? WELL DID YOU? GO ON THEN, YOU DISBELIEVERS, PROVE ME WRONG TRIED? FAILED? IN PAIN? AHAHAHAHA BY NOW YOU'RE PROBABLY THINKING I'M STARTING TO TALK OUT OF MY ARSE AND A GOOD TOE-POKE UP THE JACKSIE IS EXACTLY WHAT I NEED. AND NOT ONLY WOULD YOU BE RIGHT, BUT I WOULD AGREE WITH YOU! PONDER THE CHANGES SOCIETY HAS SEEN IN THE LAST 50 YEARS THE 60s VIETNAM CIVIL RIGHTS THE 70s WOMENS LIB CND THE 80s GREENPEACE SOLIDARITY THE 90s HANDS ACROSS AMERICA THE 00s THE ZEROs SO WHO'S 'KICKIN ASS' NOW?? JUST AS THERE ARE MORE ARSES NEEDING A GOOD HOOFING THAN EVER BEFORE!! 'KICK ASS' HAS BECOME 'FAT ASS' 'BOOT UP' BECOME 'REBOOT' ANSWER: WE'RE NOT MEANT TO KICK OUR OWN BUTTS OTHER PEOPLE ARE MEANT TO DO IT FOR US SO I PROPOSE "ARSE KICKING AID" TOMORROW GO OUT AND BOOT 3 PEOPLE UP THE ARSE (SEVERITY DEPENDING ON HOW MUCH OF A KICKIN YOU THINK THEY DESERVE) IN TURN TELL THEM

First Month In College
alright guys ive almost been at UWM a month now and its time to start telling you how its going so far. the first week was alot of fun, we didnt have class so we got to just hang out and party. my suite-mate brought home so many drunks the first night, that was special...all i wanted to do was shower but a 350 lbs guy was passed out in our toilet. then classes started which killed the fun. i had to spend $400 on books and another $50 on architecture supplies. most of my classes are alright, math is shitty, the teacher is a d-bag, and art just drags on and on, it goes from 7-930 pm...ARG! but my roomate is kool and we get along real well. so then later on we got some liquour and that made every thing better. ive gotten soo messed up so many times in the last 3 weeks, its amazing. also, we made wine in our fridge but it wont be read for a few more weeks. well i gotta go to my math class now... but as a parting thought my address is: Matthew Borsecnik Sandburg Halls Box 0220

Rock, U Gotta Love It
Now, rock music is one the all time leading factors in my life. I remember when i first really started listening to it... It was on my 7th grade field trip to some place i cant remember. I bought a cd by the band KoRn. Had no idea who they were or whut they sounded like. Lets just say i was blown off my feet by it. I was instantly hooked. I couldnt believe whut i was hearing...I NEEDED MORE!!!!!! So from then on i became an addict to rock. Yes i was a raver, goth, punk, and yes even a little preppy ghetto fuck, but there has been one thing that has never changed since that day...I am a rock lover. Metal, alternative, hardcore, speed metal, death metal, 70's, 80's 90's, and present. U name it i listen to it atleast once to braoden my horizons in the world that is named rock. Rock is whut really makes this world go round in these days of days.

Body: 22 RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS Body: OKAY YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST! 1) Single, 2) Are you happy with where you are? Yes 3) When you meet the right person, did you fall fast? Yes 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yes 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?NO 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?Not anymore, lies and to much hurt. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?yes 8) Do you want children?Have 2 beautiful children 9) How many?2 10) Would you consider adoption?yes 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?Tell me. 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?Sometimes 13) Do you want someone you cant have?no 14)Do you believe love at first sight exists?Yes I do. 15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?yes 16) Do you believe that you can change someone?NO.

Chalk One Up For The Old Guy
An older, white haired man walked into a jewellery store one Friday evening with a beautiful young gal at his side. He told the jeweller he was looking for a special ring for his girlfriend. The jeweller looked through his stock and brought out a $5,000 ring and showed it to him. The old man said, "I don't think you understand, I want something very special." At that statement, the jeweller went to his special stock and brought another ring over. "Here's a stunning ring at only $40,000," the jeweller said. The young lady's eyes sparkled and her whole body trembled with excitement. The old man seeing this said, "We'll take it." The jeweller asked how payment would be made and the old man stated, "By check and I know you need to make sure my check is good, so I'll write it now and you can call the bank Monday to verify the funds. I'll pick the ring Monday afternoon," he said. Monday morning, a very teed-off jeweller phoned the old man. "There's no money in that a

Native American Drums
Drums of The Native American Indians All life is rhythmic. We see it in the coming and going of day and night. the ebb and flow of tides. The swaying of trees in the wind. We hear it in the patter of rain. The repetition of footsteps. The beating of the human heart. We respond to rhythm when we sense it-and seek it out when it is not present for it is invariably pleasant. Little wonder that throughout the history of mankind, people from all over the world have prized drums-the instruments of rhythm. Perhaps no other people have attached a greater significance to the spirit of the drum than the Indian tribes of North America. The drum has played an inherent role in the lives of Native Americans for centuries. prior to battle, the beat of the drum aroused a sense of strength and solidarity. in gatherings of celebration, it created a sense of social and spiritual harmony. The Indian Nations continue to express their deep spiritual awareness through ceremonial dances accompanied by th

Ha Ha
A make sho yall pre order ya Scarface game and MK Armagaden damn i seen the vids of them and they look nice so check out the Mk vid on my pfile and for more vids go 2 http://www.gametrailers.com/ its a site where all you see is the game videos so you can see whats goin on i found it today

How Sexual Are You
You scored as A Sicko. You are a SICK FUCK!! You would do almost anything to get off. You know how to be wild, try new stuff and let loose and be crazy. You are at the top of the Horny/Sexual ladder, a very coveted paosition by many. People call you Sick, but those are the ones that think it but don't have the balls to do it. You will be an exploding sex partner, if they can handle it.... Rock On.A Sicko80%Very Kinky60%Average60%A WUSS !!50%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Several Untitled Short Poems
I’m in love with the idea of the idea of love But refuse to allow myself to love For fear that my true love will come and love another Writing is writing As long as it’s true to you Do what you want Do what you do Just don’t copy my work Or else I will sue © 2006 J.E.F

Darkness
You scored as Darkness. Darkness! Silent, mysterious and contemplating, you keep to yourself, and maybe a best friend. You are sometimes shunned and sometimes adored. It really depends. you will fight if you have to, but dont take much pleasure in it. You may feel alone, but its really that you just push everyone else away... Darkness67%Wind50%Fire33%Light33%Earth17%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Jack Jokes
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little Jack. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little Jack says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little Jack replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on," but I like your thinking." LITTLE Jack ON MATH (Part 2) Little Jack returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic. "Why?" as

Things To Go Hmmm
I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" Rock, leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in about 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry I thought paper would protect you, you asshole. I just love that... what did one tampon say to the other? nothing. they were both stuck up bitches. There are 2 types of pedestrians, the quick and the dead. He who laughs last thinks slowest. Friends help you move; re

Massachusetts Bbws- Lets Dance!
Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!! Hugs, ~Nadya~

Now, Even More Nervous!
Wednesday is the interview. I had to do this pre-screening test over the phone, and I got every stinking question right! As a matter of fact, the recruiter kept saying "wow!" after my answers. Good sign. I suck at being interviewed, though. Hence the nervousness... Nervousness... Is that a word?? LOL Send some positive energy my way. Don't offer prayers... I'm an athiest! Just some good ol positive energy will be fine!

You Tell Me
What does it feel like to be in love? Does it soothe? Like a soft mist dusting your shoulders, Relaxing your tension? Does it seize? Like an unrelenting grasp over your being. Your smiles and your tears, Your common sense and your emotions. Does it excite? Starting at your toes and rising to your chest, Then your throat where it holds it’s breathe, Until you can’t help but scream. Does it confuse? Am I supposed to feel this way? Does he feel this way? Why does he lead me on? What is it in those eyes that make me so flustered? You tell me. Does every smile, every glance, Every chance meeting feels like a promise to love you back? Now because that’s what you really think, But because it’s what you really need to think To keep the hope a fairytale romance from fading? Does every conversation, Linger for days? Every frame Clear but unreal In an everyday dreamy rerun? You tell me. Does he consume your mind, Day to long waited day? Until everything

Super Long Day....super Long Week. Damn.
so I worked. 4. to midnight. I was supposed to be out at 10 but since Im nice, I felt like helping out a little since my manager for the night is preg. Im dead. tomorrow I work 12 to whenever the hell they let me off. so this is how it's gonna be for awhile. me putting in assloads of hours. which means I won't be on here much. at all. just lettin ya'll know. and now I go to bed. with my socks on. so I can rock on.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

On The Truth & Trust
Ok this is a rant that might hurt someone's feelings. i'm sorry if it does but I speak my mind ALWAYS. I was raised Wiccan. I was not raised under the lies of christianity. the "easter bunny" "Santa Clause" "the Tooth Faery" and such things as that. all lies made to make children feel better toward christianity. now that rant is not about religion is about trust. I do *not* lie. gave that up a long time ago. I found it only hurts those one lies to, and it hurts the ones lying. case in point for me. 4 years ago in Austin Texas I was in a relationship with a woman that shall remain nameless; for a period of 3 years. during those three years she told me to my face that she loved me, she wanted to marry me and all these wonderful things. though to other people but on the streets, in malls, and over the internet; she told them I was stalking her, she was afraid of me. She actually claimed to people online that i had "followed her home and cut her face with a knife leaving horrible

For The Fans
you never know what you have intill lose it just think about all familys that are losing there kids over seas just remember that we all play a part in kids lives how we watch them grow from baby to audt and something bad happens we all should stick togother so we can make better place for or kids to growup in

A Friend Is
A friend is someone special that cares a great deal for you. A friend is some one you care a great deal for in return. A friend is someone who is always there when you need a helping hand and vice versa. A friend is someone who doesn’t judge you when you do something wrong and in return you are the same. A friend is someone who tells you like it is and will not hold anything back because it offends you, and it goes the other way around. A friend is truthful and loyal always, and sticks by you through thick and thin, and you do the same for them. A friend is someone who is there through trials and tribulations, and fears of all kinds, through good and bad times. A friend is someone like you that means more to me than all the chocolate in the world. A friend is someone you can turn to when you are feeling down and out, and who can turn to you when they are down as well. A friend is someone who laughs with you not at you,and is always willing to make you la

I Hate Phonies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me be clear my dear as to what im sayin!; About hatin phonies i'm not playin!!!; I hate liars, cheaters, scam artists,manipulating sociopaths, and psychopaths too i hate them all through and, through!!!!!!!!; They have no redeeming qualities and, they all deserve to die!!!!! About the only thing they are good for is using their bones to scry!!!; Now, when ripping em out of their bodies i wouldn't cry!!!!!! People who do this type of shit deserve to suffer miserablely, screaming in torturous soul shattering, body wrenching, spirit snapping, psyche cracking, fire extinguishing pain; The torture should never end or, stop it should never stop not even when your break them away from the point of going insane; Its just then u should increase the pain a 1000 fold and, never stop until they are allmost cold; Then when they are bring em back to life and, then start all over again and, intensify the pressure to force them to to do themself in.

Mate And Me
good moaning everybody! lol today is still gray... raining a lil bit :) what can i say? i love it!!!! lol it makes me kinda.. grrr :D you know ;) well, work is being quiet, not much to do, appart from installing everything back to my desktop computer (remember yesteday i did a format and installed w2k3 server) i have some more work to do but i'll be around here :) right now i'm drinking mate, here is a pic of it that i found on the net :D i uploaded pics, and few of my new sandals, lol i love them!!! :D and someone very lucky saw me on cam last night wearing them mwahahaha... ahhh i'm enjoying this again :) and i'm loving it... yesterday night i promised to post new pics, and i only uploaded few, so tonight i'll post few more but for the ones that still didn't see my new ones (the ones of the kisses, etc) then stop by now now now now!!!:D:D:D:D lots of love! Maria ps. i love those teddies!

My Girls
My Girls Current mood: content Three Tiny Faces Just Three And Four Years Apart, Three Tiny Faces That Will Forever Remain In My Heart. I Have Given You All I Could, As God Knows From Above. To Each Of You He Knows, I Have Given You All My Love. To Watch And Protect You, With Everything I Had, A Gift That Was Given To Me, Even When Times Were Bad. To Each I Wish You Happiness, With Loads Of Love To Share. To Find That Special Someone To Love, Protect And Care. All The Joys I Gave To You Throughout So Many Years, Your Bringing Them All Back To Me, With Happiness Shed By Tears. So Go Ahead Into This World, And Your Love Please Do Not Save. Pass It On T

Juggalo Family
"Juggalo Family" By: Dark Lotus [Violent J:] "And they wanted to know if I would trade 10 juggalos for a 100 main stream fans And I said I wouldn't trade 10 juggalos for a 100,000 mainstream fans 10 juggalos is priceless" [Blaze Ya Dead Homie:] I gots love for my homies, members of the Lotus United we stand, squashing all deadly forces Been to hell, could of spent eternity there All the bad shit I've done, I should still be there Juggalos can ya feel me, feel me, worldwide, worldwide Running with the hatchet straight out the Lotus Pod Always got your back till end screaming juggalos Dark lotus, psychopathic that's the way you go [Monoxide Child:] So many people in the matrix die alone, hey Not me, my soul belongs to juggalos, they Keep me going when I'm down and out I pick up the phone drop them a line and here them shout Saying Twiztid is the shit, and I'm down with the clown Dark Lotus for life until I'm dead in the ground! I give a shout to all my homies and

The Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
Once upon a time a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said,"NO!" And the guy lived happily ever after and went fishing, hunting and played golf alot and drank beer and farted whenever he wanted. THE END

Thanks God It's Friday?
yay it's friday!! i had a lot of things to do this morning, starting with a meeting for another project lol i'll be VERY busy soon many new projects and things to administrate... my ear still hurts sometimes, i'm not sure why my sister looked at it, and she said it was a lil red, and she told me to still take the pills i think i'll take an appointment for the next week with the specialist my dear friends, i feel happy after all, things are working well and yes, i know i had few hard weeks :) but like the Fenix, i'm back, for more ;) lots of love and hugs for everyone Maria

Relationships For Sex
Why is it that so many people think that for men and women to relate they have to be in a relationship? Men and women should first learn how to communicate with each other in an affectionate and caring manner that focuses more on what is going on in the mind than the body. Once a good friendship is established, then intimacy can be shared. If more people had this attitude for friendship, we would have far fewer broken relationships in America!

When U
When U when u speak; we all hear when u dance; we all cheer when u cry; it sends tears to our eyes happiness is when u laugh smiles to last when u see that u are a part of me. love is when u stay. always have a good day Desiree Brown

Chivalry, Is It Dead?
chiv·al·ry P Pronunciation Key (sh v l-r ) n. pl. chiv·al·ries 1. The medieval system, principles, and customs of knighthood. 2. a. The qualities idealized by knighthood, such as bravery, courtesy, honor, and gallantry toward women. b. A manifestation of any of these qualities. 3. A group of knights or gallant gentlemen. [Middle English chivalrie, from Old French chevalerie, from chevalier, knight. See chevalier.] Word History: The Age of Chivalry was also the age of the horse. Bedecked in elaborate armor and other trappings, horses were certainly well dressed, although they might have wished for lighter loads. That the horse should be featured so prominently during the Age of Chivalry is etymologically appropriate, because chivalry goes back to the Latin word caballus, ?horse, especially a riding horse or packhorse.? Borrowed from French, as were so many other important words having to do with medieval English culture, the English word chivalry is first recorde

Read Me
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care

Nudist Colony(read This Is Funny!)
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by, and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies "No. What do you mean?" "You must be new here," she says. "Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Finished, the man continues to explore the colony's acilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him. "Did you call for me?" says the hairy man. "No. What do you mean?" says the newcomer. "You must be new," says the hairy man. "It's a rule that if you fart, it implies that you called

About Me
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.im very horny all the time 2.I love to get high and kick back. 3.I love everything about sex. 4.I love the water. 5. I love the beech 6. i'm a very sexual person. I choose: morgster,blossom rose,raiden,axl,crazysane,and tazzy GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

Ugggg
Headache... wont go away. Heartache... wont go away. Loving him... feels like heaven. Needing him... makes it difficult. Wanting him... Feels like forever. Uggg... what this does to a woman. One can only feel. The hurt. The passion. The love. The desire. It takes alot to love. And only a second to loose it.

Kind Words
ok i am a nice guy i speak from the heart always and an occasion moan from my loins. though i am generally sweet, honest and try to compliment and message my friends from time to time to see how they are, then there is the daily hellos and hope your days is going good type of thing. i am not like most guys, i am sensitive, i am not afraid to show my emotions and i will not take shit from any gender. if you don't want me commenting, complimenting, and coversationalizing with you then tell me now and save yourself. james

Tag
HERE ARE THE RULES..LIST 6 WEIRD THINGS OR HABITS ABOUT URSELF, LIST 6 PEOPLE U WANT TO PLAY TAG AND COMMENT THEM SO THEY HAVE TO CHECKOUT UR BLOG FOR DETAILS HERE IT GOES.... 1. I HAVE WAY TOO MANY BLONDE MOMENTS 2. I AM COMPLETELY COMPUTER STUPID 3. I HAVE VERY BAD ROAD RAGE 4.I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR MY FRIENDS 5. I GET SO BUSY I FORGET TO EAT 6. LOVE ROAD TRIPS BUT I ALWAYS GET LOST AND I DOUBLE MY TIME GETTING THERE PEOPLE I WANT TO PLAY- KYMBERLEE, MIKE, ASHELY, TREV,SLY, AND HELLFIGHTER

The Only Way To Cope Is Making The Pen Bleed!
A poem written just this second. Why must my life be filled with pain? Is it cause 'strong' is the meaning of my name? you should have gotten on the plane, i garuantee(sp?) your life would have never been the same. why must i spend my days in heartache? cause now i have these feelings that i just cant shake. you may be able to throw them away or just brush them off, but you know what beautiful? It's your loss. ciao bella, XoXoX

My Daughter's ( I Wish You )
My Daughter's ( I Wish You ) I Wish You When You're Lonely I wish You Love When You're Sad I wish You Joy When You're Discouraged I Wish You Hope When You're Spirit Is Low I Wish You Beauty When You Are Troubled I Wish You Peace

Poem
i think I love him... I cant stop thinking about his lips touching my dying need for his kiss I cant stop thinking how nice it would be to hold him in my arms I wish he was mine I wish I could put him in a little chocolate box and eat him up let him melt down my throat mmmmm so wonderful this feeling I cant really describe it Its a burning flame in my spine Its a desire to be loved like I should I think I love him

V.i.b. (very Important Blog)
yep, i sure am getting deployed next year to go overseas to that wonderful sandbox...I get our new uniforms, ACU's (army combat uniforms) in december of this year. we did qualifications on the ranges this month...I PASSED IT with a 38 out of 40!! i passed my physical fitness test!! the next couple months my unit is going to be really busy with trying to get ready to go over there!! I need a lot of prayer on this situation!! Thank you very much!! SPC. Felicia A. Laffin

Would You Be In My Heart?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell

Hey!
I love you guys and wish you all the best in life. also I hope everything is going grandly for you all and that includes people I don't know as of yet. as for my day it is finally over all I have to do is wait for the sleeping pill too take affect and I just wanted you to know that earlier I had reposted something that a friend had wrote becuase I wanted him to know that someone had seen it, and it seemed that maybe it was not realized by all that it was not written by me though I did learn something from the comment it recieved, of which I am greatful it is my highest desire to learn pretty much anything. I love too read, I love too write, I also love too paint. I also very much love the fact Stang took the time too comment, I feel special now just knowing she had even read it you know I see her up on the spotlight and doing all her bouncer duties with the special stuff she has to do and then all of her friends and her being number seven on the site and I don't get to talk to her that

Why Is It...
Ok...I have had it with life!!! Why is it that as soon as things start to even out and go well in my life thaht the rug once again is pulled out from beneath me. Finally I get my finances straightened out...Not rich by any means, but I wasn't in the red in my checking acct. LOL Until yesterday... Car needed unexpected repairs...and checks missed and all sorts of shit and...UGH... I may need to start prostituting myself...but dont think I would get much.

Change In Destination, Lol
just heard that i don't get back to kolkata, and then fly back to europe, but have a slight change because someone somewhere managed to get a meeting organised in Malaysia (Klang). So tihs means i have to fly first to Chennai, then Chennai-Singapore. On monday hire a car+driver to take me to klang (3.5hrs drive it seems), have my meeting, then drive back (3.5 hrs again), and take a flight back singapore-london-brussels. I am used to late changes, but this beats all records, lol, i was almost on my way back home, rofl. I wonder if i can still get a seat on all those planes, i'll see

Which Drug Am I ? Lol
Which drug are you?Cannabis, Dope, Pot, BlowYou like to chill and smile as the world flows by right in front of your eyes. Anything for an easy life! Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Im Wierd
You scored as 50% weird. You are 50% weird. you like to be weird and different.. you know you're weird, but you just too weird to change.50% weird100%100% weird70%25% weird40%Normal25%Boring20%What percentage of pure wierdness are you?created with QuizFarm.com

I Got It!!!!
Hey everyone I got the job ... I start in the morning... I am sooo happy!!!!!! The job is the TA in Cottondale, AL . LOL I am going to working around the big trucks don't that figure! So all my trucker friends on here... if you break down in Tuscaloosa and have to have your truck fixed at the TA ... please don't holler at the girl behind the counter! Whoo.. hoo!

Just Something I Just Made Up....
as we sit there looking up at the stars and we start to hold hands, there's three words i want to say to you. but as i look over at you i'm so mesmerized by your beauty, i find myself lost for words. you notice me stearing at you with a blank look on my face and you tell me you love me.....the only thing i could say back is....i would tell you that i never thought i could ever love anyone as much as i love you, but my love for you runs deeper than that, i don't think theres anything i could say to explain how i feal about you.

You People Are Creepy Too!
I thought maybe blogging here would be different. But you people are spies too. You read the blogs, then have no comment. I'd like to get feedback so that I have a reason to keep blogging. Otherwise I feel like I'm doing it for no reason. Everyone else's blog can get comments, yet mine don't. I don't understand. Can someone please tell me why I can get the views, but not the comments?

Yucky Day!
Ok so I have to work both of my jobs today...uggg...so I won't be on much today! It's such a rainy day,I didn't want to get out of my robe today! grrrr... I hope everyone has a great day! Ok I am less then 6,000 points away from going to the next level....can ya help me out?!?! PLEASE! I want to level up by this weekend! Hugs and Kisses!

Hunting Season
There was this newly married couple, that were taking a tour bus up to Minnesota for their honeymoon. As they were on their way, the bus got a flat tire, and was forced to pull over to the side of the road. The man, named Sven, said to his wife named Olga, "Why don't we go up to the woods and make love? It would be so romantic." Olga said, in reply "No, we must wait til we get to Minnesota, in order for it to be special." Sven said "Ok," and they got back on the bus, and continued on, in persuit of Minnesota. While they were on the bus, the couple began talking to the other passengers, and were starting to have a good time. Among the group, was a bunch of hunters, hoping to get a shot at a huge animal in Minnesota. Just about that time, the bus somehow ran out of gas and was forced to stop for the second time. Once again, Sven ask Olga if she wanted to go up to the woods and make sweet sweet love. Olga responded the same way, by saying that they should wait until they get

My Love
Entry for October 29, 2006/ MY LOVE I just want eveyone to know how my soulmate makes me feel.I didn't know the right words to use so I found a poem that says it all. A Love As This by Wendy McKnightTo love with the spirit, To love with the soul, A love as this, The ultimate goal. To love with the heart, To love with the mind, A love as this, The purest kind. To love each other, To love completely, a love as this, Giveth so freely. To love in life, To love in death, A love as this, With all our breath. That's truely how I feel. With all my love ~{Kem}~g

Friday Night
Why is that a woman can go to the club and have drinks. Know about 2/3rds of the ppl there and You tell the Hubby or b/f and they get a chip on there shoulder It is not that you are there to pick men up It's the fact that a woman can go have drinks and dance and Have a good time and A man think's You are there to pick one up.... Hell NO !!! We are there to have a good time and not have to wonder about anything BECAUSE our ass is coming home ALONE.. If women want to pick a man up there fine, But Not me ,HELL NO... I have a man and dont want any one else!!! LOL

Easy Stuff
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, dont lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three Rs: a)Respect for self, b)Respect for others c)Responsibility for all your actions. 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Dont let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but dont let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, youll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. D

Blame
Just because you've been wronged is no reason to do the wrong thing. In fact it is all the more reason to do the right thing. Just because there's someone to blame for your troubles does not mean that you can end your troubles by hurting that other person. No matter who is to blame for your problems, you are responsible for them. Revenge may be entirely justified, but it will rarely solve the problem. Just as time does not proceed backwards, you cannot right a wrong by committing another wrong. Though punishment is often an appropriate and positive step, it cannot undo what has already been done. The energy you put into blaming others for your problems takes away from the energy you have available to effectively address those problems. Don't let the desire to assign blame detract you from making things right. You cannot move backwards, so put your energy into moving forward.

Lolz I Saw That Coming
You scored as Michael Myers. You are Michael Myers. You are quiet, and have serious family issues. You wont rest until you kill your entire family, and everyone who gets in your way. You dont really care what you kill with, but you prefer a nice butcher knife from the kitchen. There is no hope for you. There is nothing living behind your eyes but evil. Michael Myers80%Hannibal Lecter35%Jason Voorhees20%Captain Spaulding20%Leatherface20%Freddy Krueger20%Jigsaw15%Candyman15%Buffalo Bill0%Pinhead0%Which Horror

Im Getting Into Modeling!
Alrighty well I got a call back from Model Search America!! I couldnt be any more pleased!! yay!! Anyways thou I will start modeling with them sometime in the next few months! Wroooooot! Until then Im going to get my photoes ready and get an agent from this city to represent me! ;) hope that happens soon!! :D But things are kinda tight right now and stressed because Steves getting his Surgerys done soon!! So yea wish me luck and maybe one day soon you all can see my purty face on your next mags!! Later Sarahbella

Amber Alert
So sad.... There was an amber alert yesterday for a 16 year old girl that disappeared from her job at a diner yesterday morning. She was said to have dissappeared with a 51 year old man with whom she worked. She was found murdered and raped last night, about 2 miles from the diner. It turns out that the man that is said to have committed the crime, was just released from a 25 year prison term in April, for committing the same crime. The jackass at the diner, knew his record and still hired him to work with this 16 year old girl. I am so very sad about this. Having 3 daughters myself, it scares me to death to think of things like this!

Fly
Reaching for the sky so hard You are trying to get up From everything *in order to flap wings to further* Fighting for your life so hard Someday you will see the light *In order to shine The light road* I will fight and fight for me I will show the world what I can do If I had the wings I will fly high then anything anyone Fly so high, Fly so high *To let people know that I fly higher than anyone else* Fly so high, Fly so high *Until the last blazes, still continue to fight* For my life I feel alone everyday Sky of love, sky of tears Glory and sadness *getting over loneliness* I've been searching through the dark If there's a light up ahead And I will meet you in front of the 'Holy Cross' I will fight and fight for you I will do anything just for you If I had the power to fly high then anything anyone Fly so high, Fly so high *Wind gives you courage* Fly so high, Fly so high *Wrapped in the sky* rise now For your life, I will fly with you If you feel alone

Hell Of A Halloween
This Halloween I wen't out with a few friends trick-or-treating cause we're cool like that :P, but before we could even head out I had to drive my friend's girlfriend to her house to get some medication or something I really could care less cause it was cutting into my looting time :(. As we're heading back to my friends house we get waved down by this chick who kinda looked familair So seeing as how it was at a corner & we had to stop anyways I rolled down my window to see what she wanted, turns out she wasn't a friend but rather an undercover cop I think cause she was asking if we wanted to have some fun & tried to get invited to the party we were going to (I lied a bit). So anyways I finally convinsed her to leave us the hell alone & we headed off to my friends for some trick-or-treating, as we're going along we hit this house with a kick ass inflateable pumpkin guy & a liitle boy who was as cute as hell even though he tried to run off with my candy insted of giving it to me so his

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Yesterday I went to my grandmothers funrael...Its was soo sad..But she look really peaceful... I mean what she had been thro in her life..She look so peaceful...I mean I saw her dead...Thats ok...Becuz when I saw her..It was as if she was saying im better now im out of pain..She looked so nice and she had her perfume on it smelt so good..I mean she look so beautiful...Words cant describe what i felt and how she look and how everything went...I cant tell you guys how lucky I was to have a grandmother like her..It cant get any better that me having her as my grandmother...Im so lucky..And happy she is put to rest...And out of all the pain she was going thro.. she lost a leg a while ago when she was younger and had a hard time breathing and she was in the hospital alot and she was just going thro alot of pain thro out her whole life...But now she is out of pain..And in a better place...And alot happier....But I mean Im just alot happier..That I saw her..I got to say goodbye...I even go

Dance With My Father Again
Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence My father would lift me high And dance with my momma and me and then Spin me around till I fell asleep Then up the stairs he would carry me And I new for sure, I was loved. If I could get another chance Another walk another dance with him I'd play a song that would never ever end How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again. When me and my momma would disagree To get my way I would run from her to him He'd make me laugh just to comfort me Then finally make me do just what my momma said Later that night when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet Never dreamed that he would be gone from me. If I could steal one final glance, One final step, one final dance with him I'd play a song that would never ever end How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again. Sometimes I'd listen outside her door And I'd hearmy momma cry for him I'd pray for her even more than me I'd pray fo