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Now Is The Time To........
Sit down and talk Sometimes we tend to get so caught up in the bitterness and anger of a situation that we then do forget that the most important thing in sorting out a conflict, disagreement or even an affair of the heart is to sit down and talk like adults and NOT act like children……. Now is that time…….please sit, please talk and let’s resolve

Running My First Auction
Entery fee is 35k and all you have to is make a Tag with what u would offer i'll be in it too send me ur entry pic and 5k the auction will start when i get 5 people and if you want in when it starts you can get in too > > > > > Thank u

For Tappinit
Applicability of Deceptive Trade Practices Statutes Deceptive trade practices statutes do not govern all situations where one party has deceived another party. Most states limit the scope of these statutes to commercial transactions involving a consumer purchasing or leasing goods or services for personal, household, or family purposes. The terms used in each statute to set forth the scope of the statute are often the subject of LITIGATION. The majority of states requires a liberal interpretation of the terms of the deceptive trade practices statutes, including those describing the applicability of the statutes. Trade or Commerce Several states limit the applicability of deceptive trade practices to transactions in trade or commerce. This requirement usually incorporates a broad range of profit-oriented transactions. But it generally excludes trade between non-merchants and similar transactions. Consumer Transactions The appropriate plaintiff under most deceptive trade pract

Whiners
First off let me say...this blog doesn't apply to everyone. With that said, let me start off by saying...I DESPISE WHINERS!! As of late I've seen people whine about being set back to a certain level because of a fubar rule that states something about not having more pictures then you are supposed to have. Now if you are only a few pictures over what you are supposed to have, thats no biggie...but if you have 8,000 pictures and you only have room for 2,500...I can see where people would think you are cheating. Personally I think that if you put that much time into this site, you need serious mental help and need to turn off your computer and step away and go cash your reality check thats been sitting in your closet collecting dust for all these years. I don't see why you would want all those pictures clogging up your computer in the first place. All they do is take up space you could be using for something else more productive then seeing how "virtually popular" you can make you

Plz Help This Angel
(THIS POST IS FRIENDS ONLY FOR A REASON, IF YOUR NOT A FRIEND KINDLY MOVE ALONG. THANK YOU) I am reaching out to you all in hopes that some of you will find it in your hearts to help me help my daughter. Below is a link where you can help contribute to her happiness and well being. People buy VIPs and BLASTS and HHs and all that silly stuff on here everyday, please don't turn your backs on a good cause. I also included a bit about her in this bulletin and what she is going through. Please take a moment to do what you can. Simply CLICK THE PIC below to contribute, please. Thank you... AJ aka Unique Dream Roxan was born on November 30th 2008 at 6:27pm. She was a month premature and weighed in at 4lbs 6oz. Roxan was born with many complications, some severe and others strictly cosmetic. The entire left side of her body, inside and out, was and is under developed and deformed. Literally head to toe. As of yet the doctors still don't have a reason. We are constantly i

Bling Fling And Auto 11's Bonus Game!
AUTO 11 BONUS GAME 3 ways to win! First, I will be blinging random raters throughout my 24 hours of auto 11's. Second, on Thursday, January 15, at 9 PM Central, or 7 PM FU-Time, I will be holding a Race for BLING! Rate The "Poster" folder and PRIVATE message me as soon as you are finished. The 1st, 5th, and 10th person to email me will win a new MOON BLING !!! Third, Need fu-bucks?! During my auto 11's I will be holding a drawing for over 2.5 million fu-bucks! For rating every 100 TRUE EZ Rate pictures, you may private message me for one entry. Rate more, enter more. Example, If you rate 500, you get entered 5 times. 1st prize is 1,000,000. 2nd prize is 500,000, and 3rd is 250,000. In addition to those, 3 winners EACH day will be drawn to win 100,000 each day. Thanks in advance all! xoxo

What I Can Do That You Might Think I Can't
-Mole removal -Digital makeup -Tattoo removal -Tattoo tests (You give me an image, i put it on your skin) -Clothing color changes -Sepia, black and white etc Think it up, and don't be afraid to ask.

Why Love
why bother with love? all that happens in the end is pain and suffering so why bother letting your hopes build why bother letting your heart open to others when it gets crushed and ripped? the world would be far better off with out love. with a newfound pain comes a cold and bitter heart one that shall stay cold and bitter for ever more the heart can only take so much so keeping it cold is the best way to ensure no pain. we take each step one at a time and try to live for others try to love and help and share our lives but in the end the esult is always the same no matter how long you know that person you feel the pain you feel the suffering in the end was it really worth it? i used to think so but no more im done caring im done with love im done worrying about life. if my life were to end today oh well so be it i dont care one way or the other any more.

Own Me ?? Anyone ?
DUST ME PINK NEEDS A VALENTINE SHE IS OFFERING AUTO 11 TO WINNER,RANDOM BLINGS,AND A LOOK AT HER NSFW AND MUCH MORE!!!! COME AND CLICK ON THIS PICTURE TO BID ON ONE SEXY WOMAN AND A GREAT FRIEND Lil WayneLollipop Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com BROUGHT TO U BY:

Important!! New Rule For Tfc
It has come to my attention there are members who are dissatisfied with the mandated rate rule. We set up this rule so that no one would be neglected who belonged to the group. We did not want people to feel unwanted because they were not rated. It appears that this is not working to the groups advantage as people are leaving the group. As of today )1/25/09) I am cancelling the rule and you may rate who you wish too. Just remember, if you do not rate someone be assured that they will not rate you back. I want everyone to be content and enjoy the friendships they have made here. I luv ya all and hope this will make everyone happy. Please comment so I know that you have read this blog and understand what is happening with the group now. Sincerely Hoakie

I Need Fu Help Pleaseeeeee
HERE IT IS PEOPLE!!!! I NEED YOUR FU HELP PWEEEEZZZ!?!?!? CHECK IT!!!! THAT SEXY ASS THANGZZ THAT WE ALLLL LOVE TO LOVE!!! THANGZZ IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS YOUR COMMENT HELP!! STARTS AT NOON TODAY! THESE ARE THE RULES! 1-Picture Must have a minimum of 1000 rates to qualify for prize. 2-In the event of a tie, most comments will be the deciding factor. 3-Pictures will be placed in a "Friends" only album, anyone you send to rate your pic, will need to R/A/F me. 4-Contest will run from Noon EST 1-29 to Noon EST 2-4. 5-Absolutely NO Drama will be tolerated. Any whining, or complaining about other contestants will result in automatic termination from contest. Click The Pic Below!!! BAM!!! Dont Be Shy!!! ANYTHING GOES SO GET BOMBING ??? HOLLA!!!

Tuesday
Tuesday is the day for my surgery, I know that in a lot of ways I am not worried about it. But I already to a point already hoping things go wrong , and some who hope that everything goes well . But to the sceptics out there I am going to live. I should be scared but I am not at all , in my opinion whatever happens, it happens . I am not afraid to die , cause in my opinion if this is my time so be it .

Bedroom Survey
In My BedroomTAKE THIS SURVEY! Do you have the following in your bedroom: Condoms:No Tampons:No Mobile phone:No Chair/stool:No Shelves:No Dresser:Yes Computer:No Pictures:Yes Mirror:Yes Baseball bat:No Skateboard:No Clothes:Yes Surfboard:No Smoke detector:No Musical Instrument:No Locking door:No Bottle of water:No Blacklight:No Medals/ribbons:No CDs:Yes Flag:No Stop sign/any sign:No Real gun:No Cigarettes:No Pot:No Any drug:No Books:Yes Xbox:No Playstation:No Gamecube:No Wii:No Gameboy :no Stereo :Yes Television :yes Lighter :no How many windows do you have in your room?3 What color are your bed sheets?green Has the opposite sex been in your room before?Yes Has the opposite sex been on your bed?yes Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?opposite sex CLICK HERE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY!MySpace Surveys

Feb. 1966
February 1966 Your date of conception was on or about 16 May 1965 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Aquarius. Your Life path number is 3. Your fortune cookie reads: The secret of getting ahead is getting started. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2439162.5. The golden number for 1966 is 10. The epact number for 1966 is 8. The year 1966 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/21/1966 and ending 2/8/1967. You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern. You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soi

More 2 Come
LETTIN U ALL KNOW.. I WILL BE TAKEN MORE PICS THIS WK.. AND THAT WILL BE IT FOR A WHILE IM GOIN IN FOR KNEE SURGERY ON THE 18TH OF THIS MONTH.. ITS GOIN TO BE A SCOPE.. SO FAR.. BUT U NEVER KNOW WHAT IS GOIN TO HAPPEN.. SO PLEASE LUV MY PICS ANYWAY.. LUV U ALL MUCH

~* My Country; Dorothea Mc Keller *~
The love of field and coppice, of green and shaded lanes, Of ordered woods and gardens is running in your veins. Strong love of grey-blue distance, brown streams and soft, dim skies I know but I cannot share it, my love is otherwise. I love a sunburnt country, a land of sweeping plains, Of rugged mountain ranges, of droughts and flooding plains. I love her far horizons, I love her jewel-sea, Her beauty and her terror - The wide brown land for me! The stark white ring-barked forests, all tragic to the moon, The sapphire-misted mountains, the hot gold rush of noon. Green tangle of the brushes, where lithe lianas coil, And orchids deck the tree tops, and ferns the warm dark soil. Core of my heart, my country! Her pitiless blue sky, when sick at heart, around us, we see the cattle die - But then the grey clouds gather, and we can bless again The drumming of an army, the steady, soaking rain. Core of my heart, my country! Land of the Rainbow Gold, For flood and fir

Cranberry-coconut Bread Pudding Pie
* Active Time: 20 minutes * Total Time: 1 hour 20 minutes INGREDIENTS 1 cup sweetened dried cranberries 1/2 cup spiced rum or water 3 large eggs plus 3 large egg yolks 3/4 cup sugar 2 tsp vanilla extract ½ tsp each salt and ground nutmeg 2 cups heavy cream 1 3/4 cup milk One 8-oz loaf Italian bread (preferably day-old) 1 cup sweetened flaked coconut Cranberry-Rum Sauce (recipe follows) PREPARATION 1. Put dried cranberries and spiced rum in a microwave-safe bowl. Microwave on high 1 minute or until hot. Remove and let stand 15 minutes or until cranberries are softened and plumped. Drain, reserving liquid for the Cranberry-Rum Sauce (about 2 Tbsp). 2. Meanwhile, heat oven to 350ºF. You’ll need a greased 9-in. deep-dish pie plate and a large roasting pan. Bring about 8 cups water to a boil in microwave or on stove. 3. Whisk eggs, egg yolks, sugar, vanilla, salt and nutmeg

Jealousy
You can meet alot of people here on fubar(or the net for that matter). And you can make alot of friends that you talk to on a constant basis. I have many that I talk to all the time. But i have noticed that after a while it seems that people get a little touchy about certain things on here such as not being able to see pics, not being number one, not being only one you talk to or things such as that..I know that I will meet few if any from here in real life and therefore dont go out of my way to BE IN THEIR LIVES...I love the friends that i have and talk to all the time for they are awesome and are always returning the love and I dont just mean rating pics or sending gifts. They will actually take time to chat with me about more than sex or what they can get. But why is it that people have to get jealous over this?? Is there any real reason to act like an ass over things or people you may never get? Dont you think it makes you look like an ass and make people not want to talk to you or

No Longer Want To Dream
No Longer Want to Dream No longer do I want to dream Many misunderstand what I mean I always believe in many things Shining like a diamond ring I wish I could help everyone but sometimes I do like to have a bit of fun I hold onto deep memories Knowing this will drop me to my knees My focus has been blocked This for many isn't a shock I'm losing myself into many things keeping away from my dreams I once met someone who gave me hope I began to learn how to cope Then one day it all went away Washing away along the lonely bay

Bling Action Open
Bid Bid Bid HeartsOfLove IS HOLDING A BLING AUCTION BEGINNING 2PM FUTIME ENDING FEB 28TH 8PM FUTIME. THE FOLLOWING BLINGS ARE BEING AUCTIONED: Red Diamond Red Rose CupCake Hippo Red FuJuice Tiger Devil Heart HURRY TO HER PAGE AND PLACE YOUR BIDS!!! ♥ღHeart§OfLoveღ♥

You
You It's for you Only you It's for you I'll never know I'll never care I'll never believe my people I'll tell you what I say I'll never lie I'll never try I'll never cry for you people I'll push you Push you away As you lonely people Keep on running around my door Yes, you lonely people Keep on begging Beg for more And I'll cry for you Yes I'll die for you Pain in my heart it is real And I'll tell you now how I feel inside Feel in my heart it's for you It's for you Only you It's for you I'll never try I'll never die I'll never push for you people I'll tell you how I feel I'll never lie I'll never cry I'll never try for you people I'll tell you, yes it's real And you lonely people Keep on passing time away Yes you lonely people keep on passing, Pass away And I'll cry for you Yes, I'll die for you Pain in my heart it is real And I'll tell you now how I feel inside Feel in my heart it's for you And I'll

Pink Dolphin Appears In Freshwater Lake
The world's only pink Bottlenose dolphin which was discovered in an inland lake in Louisiana, USA, has become such an attraction that conservationists have warned tourists to leave it alone. Last Updated: 5:44PM GMT 05 Mar 2009 Pinky the rare albino dolphin has been spotted in Lake Calcasieu in Louisiana, USA Photo: CATERS NEWS Charter boat captain Erik Rue, 42, photographed the animal, which is actually an albino, when he began studying it after the mammal first surfaced in Lake Calcasieu, an inland saltwater estuary, north of the Gulf of Mexico in southwestern USA. Capt Rue originally saw the dolphin, which also has reddish eyes, swimming with a pod of four other dolphins, with one appearing to be its mother which never left its side. He said: "I just happened to see a little pod of dolphins, and I noticed one that was a little lighter. "It was absolutely stunningly pink. "I had never seen anything like it. It's the same color throughout the whole body and it looks like i

Happy Hour Contest!!!!!
K HERE'S THE DEAL PEEPS...I NEED AT LEAST 600 OF MY FRIENDS TO RATE MY PIC TO WIN A HAPPY HOUR!THE CONTEST HAS ALREADY STARTED,SO,I AM GETTING A LATE START. IT ENDS ON MARCH 20TH. SO HELP ME OUT N TELL UR FRIENDS! ITS JUST ONE RATE, HELP AN ANGEL OUT! IMA RETURN ALL THE LOVE!!MUUUUUUUUUAH! MAD LUV 4 YA ALL! CLICK THE PIC N RATE ME IF YA LUV ME!!!!!

Scavenger Hunt!!!!
I am having a SCAVENGER HUNT I will list 50 items to b found! 2 prevent cheating YOU must b in the picture the item! BE CREATIVE IN YOUR METHODS OF REACHING THE GOAL!!! The hunt will run for one week! I will wait til I have at least 10 participants to start this! For every 5 extra people that join I will add an additional 5 items The 1st prize will be: 250k Fubucks 2nd place will b: 100k Fubucks 3rd place will b: 50k Fubucks ENTRY FEE is: 50k Fubucks! Please message hostess with entry fee and let her know you want to join! O'NYHA P.S! All fubucks received OVER the prize amount will go to Whoremaster's Spotlight fund! O'Whore McMaster™ Hubby to ~Master's Whore~

Real Love
Darlin', I know I'm just another head on your pillow If only just tonight, girl Let me hear you lie just a little Tell me I'm the only man That you ever really loved Honey take me back Deep in my memory A time when it was all very right So very nice Here, Darlin', stands another bandit wantin' you In and out your life, they come and they go Your days and nights like a wheel that turns Grindin' down a secret part of you Deep inside your heart That nobody knows When you say comfort me To anyone who approaches Chalkin' up the hurt We live and we learn Well we've both lived long enough to know We'd trade it all right now For just one minute of real love

Reverse Funnel System Leads
Reverse Funnel System LeadsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is the system that I am talking about. If you really are the net savvy person that I assume you to be then you are probably going to be familiar with the term and the person behind it, yes that's right, the Steve jobs of the stay at home business model and entrepreneur himself- Ty Coughlin.Ty Coughlin and his famous band of brothers who rose from their humble origins to give you the mother of all systems that would enable you to make enough money that would give you the necessary impetus to take your life places.The Reverse Funnel System is one of the most successful systems that you would ever find on the internet and Ty Coughlin in my book is the guy second only to god.The Reverse Funnel System works so well. It builds anticipation and value by making potential sales go through a paid survey while at the same time it weeds out those who would be uncommitted and a waste of your time and energy.

My Daughter Started Her First Job Today
My little girl started her first job today. I can't believe she Is old enough to be working! It seems like only yesterday that I brought her home from the hospital and began my journey as a father. She turned 16 on March 10th, and that was shocking enough! I'm not really old, and I don't really feel like I am. But It seems as If the time Is flowing very quickly. A lot has gone on In the 16 years since she was born, and most of It I have been a part of. However, since her Mother and I divorced 4 years ago, I have not been In my kid's lives on a day to day basis. I accepted this when I divorced their Mother, but I miss that bonding time I enjoyed so much. Now I only get to see them every other Weekend. That's not enough! Also, my kids are at that stage of a teenager's life when it's just not "cool" to hang out with their Parents. So when they come to my home, they spend minimal time with me. They hang out In their rooms watching TV, or playing video games. I'm not here compl

Explainations
my mumm was seeing how bad i had been. Yes i had an affair with a married man. Unfortunatley for me i was given the wrong impression. 'Im leaving her' ' I dont love her i love you and we are going to be together' How much of an idiot was i to believe it all. His wife found out and confronted me. So, i backed off. Im never doing it again. EVER! So my mumm was to see how many of you decent folk have slipped up... and if i was a minority, and to make me feel better that i wasnt the only one in this world that fucks up.

Pain
the pain was like a sudden release truth bliss found my heart started to pound just by the sound the blood starts to drip i had to get grip teeth start to tare all i could do is stare and open my eyes and Indore this true surprise knowing that the feeling was so strong i knew this emotion i would always hold on. my pain my bliss. the curling of my fist screams i hold back as something holds me back. pain i never knew that this love for you could be so true. dont even care if i turn black n blue.

What's In My Bar?
http://www.webtender.com/cgi-bin/imbselect Just found this site tonight. It lets you select the ingredients you have in your bar/kitchen, then gives you recipes for those ingredients. It is pretty kick ass!

To Everyone On Fubar!!!
For Everyone On Fubar!!!This is for everyone asking me to CAM/Cyber. I'm getting Sick and Tired Of Guys Asking to See my Cam or Voice Chat . I Do Not Own A Cam and I do Not Do Voice Chat Unless Your a Friend or My MAN...So Everyone Else Quite Asking..Because the Answer is Always NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!If your a Friend or want to be a Friend thats fine..but Do Not Come to me wanting to Cyber or See Me On Cam!! If your a true FRIEND you'll READ my Profile and understand!!To All The Haters...Keep Stepping on and back Off!!!!!!!!!! Look To Get Your Rocks Off Some Were Else!!!!!!!!!!!!Thank You,Panther

Response To My Mumm
ok first off lemme thank those of you who took the time to vote and commented on my MuMM it was greatly appreciated. it was my first one so im sure it wasnt the best one, oh well. anyways the whole point of it was to gimme a satisfactory answer to my 6 yr olds question, who is gods daddy? everyones opinion is different of course and it was interesting to read all of your responses so thanks again!! however....none of the answers i felt i could explain to him properly without confusing him or myself lmaoo. my boss however gave me an answer and im sure itll satisfy alot of u...god is a spirit i guess would be a good way to put it. i dunno if i could tell my son that..i could see a whole lot of other questions comin from that answer lol. well thank for takin the time out to read my very first blog yaaa mee hehe. til next time all my fufriendsssss xoxoxo

The Invitation
The Invitation....It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache forand if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.It doesn’t interest me how old you are.I want to know if you will risk looking like a foolfor lovefor your dreamfor the adventure of being alive.It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrowif you have been opened by life’s betrayalsor have become shrivelled and closedfrom fear of further pain.I want to know if you can sit with painmine or your ownwithout moving to hide it

My Family Here At Home!!
Ok the reason that I am here writing my blog to let you all know that I have some strange feeling thinking why my parents had been married for 50 yrs and damn I should've done myself marry to someone who been marry that long... Which I thought they would you know divource or seperate but nooooo they stay together for 50 yrs so I want each everyone of you could mind show some love to my family who celebrite 50th Anniversary tomorrow and I will be honor to tell them about what you show or how you show them that you were thinking of them!!!!

Dating??
Most of you know my situation if not check out my blog entitled "My Life" and it'll explain a little bit of what my life is like for the most part. But for now on to the reason of this blog...Dating. I was always kind of shy around women and never really did the whole dating thing. I guess I just never had any self confidence when it came down to it. But, when I was about 19-20 I started to come out of my shell and found it easier to talk to some women. Then my health went down hill and subsequently ended up where I am today, in a wheelchair. It seems as though by shyness is back ten fold and I don't know what to do. Every morning as I go through my daily routine with my aide the same thoughts go through my head...Will I ever find that special someone or will I end up alone? If I do find someone how will everything work out in the long run? I can do some things on my own but for most part I need a fair amount of assistance. If I end up finding that special someone wha

About Me
here is a little about me.Im proud bbw and i walk with great pride of who I am and secure in my body.. Im looking forward to meeting new people and making lots of friends and one never knows maybe the man who will wing my heart and sweep me off my feet. im just a simple girl who enjoys the simple pleasures in life...from a walk in the rain to sitting in front of a fire place. I love old movies and a huge fan still of the 80's music especially the big hair bands.

Black Abyss
The black abyss surrounds the givers of life, Its emptiness makes them all the more beautiful in their elegance, Like the pupil of the eye enhances the color of the iris, Its hollowness gives rise to their splendor. Without its dullness, they would not be so brilliant. With all their beautiful, their end is still the same, the dark abyss swallows them up and covers them from view, only to give them up again, in a brilliant burst of light. Its loneliness gives me sorrow, for it stretches onward forever, like a lost soul, so lost that it has stop searching, just wandering, just outside the light, always retreating from its brilliance. Never risking an encounter with their warmth, always alone in its hollowness, but always there, always waiting, but for what I do not know. For it is just a mirror of my own soul, empty, without the brilliance of the light, without its warmth, dead and hollow, full of sorrow. The just like the darkness that surrounds the stars, a soul travels this univers

♪ Fade ~ Staind ♪
I try to breathe... Memories overtaking me. I try to face them but, the thought is too much to concieve. I only know that I can change... Everything else, just stays the same. So now I step out of the darkness, that my life became 'cause... I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself. You were never there for me to express how I felt, I just stuffed it down.

Considering I Am Old Yeah:)
What do you consider some perks of being your gender?-- ability to connect emotionally to others; and the way we have a "monthly" excuse to go psycho. hahaha!(agree w/ ash one this one) Would you ever get a tattoo with someone's name on it?--why hell NO!!! that shit's permanent. What occupation do you find sexy?--my job lol because most chicks don't do the construction thing and when they do only thing they get to be is flaggers lol plus I'm around a bunch of pervs all day lol Would you ever get your nipples pierced?--hell no i barely touch then and i'm turned one lol already NO! What is your LEAST favorite type of alcohol?--tequila Did you ever have tea parties when you were younger?--I don't think so actually as a kid I was a tomboy and did the whole melting the army men in the heater to kill them type of deal lol Have you ever shaved someone before?--of course i have. Do you know anyone personally who is terminally ill?--not personally now but before in the past yes What is

Promotion
Feel free to help get the word out about Bad Habitz Radio! Below are links to blogs containing codes to post bulletins or comments. Comments can also be used in the about me section on your fubar profile. Comment CodesBulletin Codes We also have custom comments . . . Click Here for more info! You can also invite someone through the bartab -Bartab invite how to. Want the BHR Profile skin? We now have many different ones Click here to see the list!After previewing scroll to the bottom and hit rip this skin. How about the BHR Player on your profile? Click here!

"here's Your Letter"
"Here's Your Letter" Cut the skin to the bone Fall asleep all alone Hear your voice in the dark Lose myself in your eyes Choke my voice, say goodnight as the world falls apart I can't let this kill me, let go I need some more time to fix this Here's a letter for you But the words get confused And the conversation dies Apologize for the past Talk some shit take it back Are we cursed to this life

Auto's For The One Family Read Please
Friday June 19th The One is Running His Auto's Again can we please get some FAMILY LOVE this time Thanks!! Our top #3 Family ☠The One☠ He has Auto 11's Please go show him some family love! He is our Promoter! Please and Thank You Management lol KrazyR [ fubar.com photo: 4273364427 ] http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2036329&albumid=0&i=4273364427 (because my links sucks u may have to copy and paste im sorry lol)

Crashing Down (beth Hart)
Album: 37 dayshell is on to me this desert wants a She black fire becomes the road diving down the dark gold inside my hear black fire begins to blow chorus: I'm crashing down there's no one for miles around crashing down on the road, on the road on the quiet side of the road I begin to run begging for someone bring mercy for my soul Too damn tired to breath I'm too damn scared to scream My will begins to slow (chorus) repeat guess that I just don't know better or I'd change my ways I'd change everything But we all can't live forever So I'll take my fate And swallow whole I can hear his heels the scratching of his tail he's coming for my goldon his chest it reads liars, tramps and thieves and my name is Big and Bold (chorus)

Omg Cant Stop Laughing
Canada VS United States This is an actual radio conversation between a United States Navy aircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authorities off the coast off Newfoundland in October 1995. (The radio conversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on 10/10/95 as authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.) CANADIANS:Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. CANADIANS:Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course. CANADIANS:No, I say again, you divert YOUR course. AMERICANS:This is the aircraft carrier USS Lincoln. The second largest ship in the United States Atlantic fleet. We are accompanied by three destroyers, three cruisers, and numerous support vessels. I demand that you change your course15 degr

Another Day Another Though...
ummm ... well I live by one rule everyday .. if it not gonna matter to tomorrow why dwell on it today .. I wake up with a smile on my face to enter a new day and go to sleep the same way .......and whatever happens in the middle doesnt matter ... well sometimes....... also I dont dwell on things I dont have control over either .. whats the point .... .u shouldn't be angry on what u never had in the first place...I say follow ur heart and it never lets u down.. and if have a bad feeling about someone or something .. theres a reason and dont ignore it...... .life about having dreams and going after them..... if we do neither we will weither and die...... .after u complish one dreams .. then make others happen one dream at a time..... .... well I know at one point in my life I didnt care if I lived or died to be honest with u ... but what good... would I be for myself or others if I am 6 feet under...

You Fucking Me Makes Me Bilingual
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesnessSubconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sensations in private locations where

My Collars - Past And Present
My collars - past and present The ONLY formal collar I ever gave was to my wife. We were together about three years when we found the perfect one. It was a silver band type choker necklace. My dear friend, Mistress Max Rulz had given me a lovely pendant - a silver heart with a lovely purple stone [my favorite color] that we would put on it to personalize it to reflect my ownership. This was her formal collar. She was to wear it to special events, but not daily. When we broke up, it was not the one I kept... See I have this tiny metal lock box thingie that my last hubby used to keep his night vision in with several trinkets from former people who served under me. It helps me remember what lessons I learned from each experience. *See I do have a slice of sentimentality left in my cold, black heart! The one I have from my time with Kimi is locked away in my little box of memories is my 'everyday' collar. It's a silver chain with a "Brain" character charm hanging off it that we got in M

Gay/bi Rights
ok, its been awhile but heres another one of my spouts off at the mouth. why is it that "SOME" ( a lot ) of gay/bi people feel the need to have support? why feel the need to announce it and badge it as if anyone really cares? i guess it allows other gay/bi people let them know where they are or something. Personally i could care less who someone else is sleeping with but i go through profiles on this site, other sites and always see little tags or some shit talking about " I support gay marriage" " do you support gay marriage" i kiss girls so what" etc... do you see straight people with signs and tags saying " i support straight marriage" a guy with words all over his profile saying " i kiss girls" or a woman saying " i kiss men" maybe i should make a huge tag that says " i support straight marriage" or " i luv women" and post it all over my profile. i can understand being proud of who you are and all but i think some take it to a whole other level.

So Ya Wanna Know "me"?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti

Love
Love has come to me in the form of you.Love shown by you is pure Love came to me when I was uncertainLove came to me when I did not like myselfLove came to me when I did not see the beautyLove came to me because of you.Thank you for giving this to meThank you for being my BEST FRIENDTHANK YOUCARRIE NICHOLS7\18\2009

Bar Joke: If My Wife Find Out
A drunk in a bar pukes all over his own shirt, which was brand new before he came in. “Damn,” he says. “I puked on my shirt again. If the wife finds out, she’s gonna kill me.” “Not to worry,” says the bartender as he sticks a $20 bill in the drunk’s pocket. “Just tell her someone puked on you and gave you some cash to cover the cleaning bill.” So the drunk goes home and tells his wife about the guy who puked on him. She reaches into his pocket and finds two twenties. “Why are there two twenties?” she asks. The drunk replies, “Oh, yeah, he crapped in my pants, too.”

Got The Job!!
ok, so long story short for the last couple months ive been looking for another job because the company im workin at now is strugglin a lil bit because we lost a big account but its startin to pick up again so hopefully i dont have to still worry about my job but anyway ive been putting in applications damn near everywher (pharmacy tech :D decent money) and i finally got a call from one at a walmart not too far from my house. interviewed n all that happy horsecrap, accepted the job offer today n i got it pending a UA (havent smoked anything other than cigarettes since i became a pharm tech over 3 years ago so i know itll be clean) so ill be working part time in the mornings from 9-12 or 1230 and a full 8 hour shift on wednesday (my day off from my full time job workin mon tue thu fri 1-9 sat 9-5 and sun 11-5) thats payin my bills and leavin me standin pretty tight by the time the next check comes round. so now ill be pulling in an extra couple checks a month n ill finally be able to ge

Well
Okay this is the situation i am in. I am living with my grandparents and trying to better my life and myself. I have been asked numerous times what I want to do and what i want out of life. I know what some of my plans are but how can you make any plans if you dont know what the future holds for you? I know i want my family to accept the person i am with for today and tomarrow and the near present future for who he is. I know that my life needs some improvement and i am thinking of going back to school. I know that some of what I want will never happen.I know what i need to do, and that is to get things straight so i can go out and get my own apartment and deal with life. But also i just got a bunch of bills taken care of too, so i am just thinking what is it that i really want in my life. I know i want LOVE and HAPPINESS and to be able to pay for bills and then be able to have more money so i can go and still take care of my other needs and wants. I know in the future i want to have

Like Me Or Not
you can stck me with your knives in the side of my dawn,i really dont care.my life in the real world SUCKS and at times ,here too.no i'm not playgirl material,nor do i pretend to be..you can laugh at me,ridicule me,so as long as it makes you feel good about yourself..if peace it gives you ,so be it..me.i do for others in a genuine way and yes THE REAL WORLD folks as well. i dont cut you till you bleed nor do i intend to nor shall i ever..when i go to someone's site i come to view,not to only see or to get as many points as i can,i go there for the pleasure...so ya know what..LIKE me LOVE ME HATE ME...i'll be here long after all is said n done..

A Wintered Fughe (for Those That Don't Know, A Hart = A Stag= A Male Deer)
Trapped, as the harsh snowed... winter swirled cold across the icy -HEART- of the... hart trampled forward hoping to escape the piling inches by reaching the... ...woods and plowed forward, snow unto its shoulders... knowing it would be safe, it would be able to move... the wolves howled... It's breath steaming and lungs straining... at the edge of the woods... - the wolves howled - but two deep drifts... The Hart's heart Exploded... and there it died.

Excerpt From A Message To A Friend
Rather than retyping an new blog...I am taking a portion of a message to a friend and posting it here...It outlines how my dad is doing right now message as follows: dad is doing so MUCH better! still terminally ill there is no changing that...but the raving psychotic in a drug induced delerium is gone!!!the "well-meaning and trustworthy" docs and nurses at the VA hosp were drugging him with so many medications using the excuse that he was dying and in a death delerium becuz his body was closing down!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!they were literally causing the delerium and his deterioration! he wasn't allowed out of bed...he was kept naked and in a diaper so they wouldn't have to deal with him going to the bathroom and they were giving him three different anti anxiety meds as well as oxycodone and other pain killers...all mixing and counter acting against one another til this man was a complete loony! and that is the only way i can even describe it... now that he's here..in 24 hrs time.

Halftime
Coach is in the front yelling but you cant hear him...You are to busy sittn there with your head between your knees. Thinking of all the mistakes you have made and of all the shots you should have took but didn't, plays you could have made but let pass you by. How you should have listen to your coaches instruction more in practice. Now maybe you have never played any sports or ever experienced a locker room. But im talking about life which is just like a sport in which we have all did things we wish we hadnt , there were shots in life we wanted to take but were to fearful to try. We have played our first half so badly but know we have so much more inside of us.So here we sit at halftime no matter your age young or old. With the chance to go out and play the best 2nd half we ever have.You might think oh but ive made so many mistakes or went down one to many wrong roads i just dont see a way out or a chance for a better life..Well im here to tell ya there is one who can turn it

9/1/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
Do you know the astounding answer to this question? Hi. I know I have not posted a vlog for a while now. But I will. Soon! I have not felt like saying anything on camera. Don't know why. My head has been in a headspace of music, and how I will execute the next CD. But speaking of videos, have you all seen my two videos which I keep here (on my myspace), in the "View my: videos" area? It's right under my profile pic. Not easy to see. And I am not sure most people even know it's there. Direct link. Anyways, please check it out and make a comment on what you think! (I've enabled friends only comments now. Hopefully no spam. "Check out my band Fruit Loops. We rule!")Videos: There is a live clip of "Candyass." The sound is not great, as it's from a regular video camera. But, you can see what I'm like on stage. And also the video for "Perfect" is there. Please comment on it, because it is a great video. Guess who the director is? The guy who did all the CG animation (because the ONLY thin

Mfkn Zombie Ants...this Is No Joke
In a bizarre parasitic death sentence, a fungus turns carpenter ants into the walking dead and gets them to die in a spot that's perfect for the fungus to grow and reproduce. Scientists have no clue how the fungus takes control of the brains of ants so effectively. But a new study in the September issue of the American Naturalist reveals an incredible set of strategies that ensue. The carpenter ants nest high in the canopy of a forest in Thailand, and they trek to the forest floor to forage. The fungus, Ophiocordyceps unilateralis, prefers to end up on the undersides leaves sprouting from the northwest side of plants that grow on the forest floor, the new study showed. That's where temperature, humidity and sunlight are ideal for the fungus to grow and reproduce and infect more ants. Once infected by the fungus, an ant is compelled to climb down from the canopy to the low leaves, where it clamps down with its mandibles just before it dies. "The fungus accurately manipulates the inf

By The Book
Those who live by the book loose the ability to think for their self . From judges to doctors - from government workers to factory workers, they all must stick to the rule books or risk the chance to loosing their positions. If we do not have a book we must depend on someone who has a book for each kind of problem that comes up. Each book is written by top ranking CEOs, drug companies - religious and governmental people, etc. Making choices based on your own common sense soon becomes unlawful. personal freedoms vanish. signs and stick on post "em notes soon replace your mother and father. If your mind tries to enlighten you with an allternative that does not conform to the books you might become confused - or even feel guiilty. we are trained to not trust our self or how to operate our own brain. Only to trust the s0-called experts - the leaders and the authorites, the police state. Why the hell am I writing thsi? I do not have a clue.

Men And Women Of Chemisty
Element Name: MANSymbol: XYAtomic Weight: (180 50) Physical properties: Solid at room temperature, but gets bent out of shape easily. Fairly dense and sometimes flaky. Difficult to find a pure sample. Due to rust, aging samples are unable to conduct electricity as easily as young samples. Chemical properties: Attempts to bond with WO any chance it can get. Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. Becomes explosive when mixed with Kd (Element: Child) for prolonged period of time. Neutralize by dousing with alcohol. Usage: None known. Possibly good methane source. Good samples are able to produce large quantities on command. Caution: In the absence of WO, this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell. Element Name: WOMANSymbol: WOAtomic Weight: (don't even go there!) Physical properties: Generally round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze any time. Melts whenever treated properly. Very bitter if not used well. Chemical properties: Very active. Often un

Closer To Time
As the seasons change and yet, do not change in the dersert, I feel the legnth of the time that I have been here. I have spent an entire year of my life here, and yet it feels so static. I will be very glad to be done here and I hope to never return. But I will return to a different desert and a different life. One that I love and one that also loves no one. I know that I will be happy to return, to fight the fight that will never end and may well end me. It is what I do. I am glad. I will face new challenges and old ones and I will have to be harder than ever before because now it is more violent and dangerous than ever before, but I feel ready and I can't wait. The Icebear had been quiet for far to long. The time in my life when I hoped for quiet is gone. There is no quiet, just the drive that will not let me stop, that pushes me to hunt in the darkness, alone and outnumbered, knowing that I will be victorious.

Not A Dirty Word
Ever wonder where the word SHIT comes from? Well here it is: Certain types of manure used to be transported (as everything was years ago) by ship. In dry form it weighed a lot less than when wet, but once water(at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the process offermentation began again, of which a by-product is methane gas.As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and did) happen. Methane began to build up below decks and the first timesomeone came below at night wit

Tell Me
Amaze me with your voice. Love me with your verbs. Explain to me, how I make your world blur. Kaleidoscopic flashes, as I worship your purr. How I make your insides warm, and colors merge. Amaze you with the way I caress you, and make the pleasure surge. You salivate, as you wrap warm wood and smile wit' the knowledge that it's all good. It's no small feat for me to worship all of you; but I embrace it and savor you, like a holy jewel. I understand your desire, I'm a part of you. We grind in tandem, when I hesitate you move... I ride with you, and it's an animal groove. My fingers caress your lips, as I split you in two. I won't stop, until you have an orgasm or two. Explain to me your pleasure, and tell me truth. Amaze me with your song, there's no words, but it's proof.That life is delicious, it's like Heaven in you.

The Doctor
I love this Doctor Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?A: Heart only good for so many beats, and that it... Don't waste on exercise. Everything wear out eventually. Speed up heart not make live longer; that like say you can extend life of car by driving faster. Want live longer? Take nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does cow eat? Hay and corn. What are these? Vegetables. So, steak nothing more than efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef also good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And pork chop can give 100% recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?A: If you have body and you have fat, ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, ratio is two to one, etc.

Why Do I Love You?
I love you because of the way you look at me.I love you because your touch makes me float.I love you because you always know what to say.I love you because you have the ability to listen to my problems,the tell me you love me and everything is suddenly fine.I love you because when I look at you,I feel as if I am the only one in the world.I love you because when you hold me,I want the moment to stop so the moment can last forever.I love you because when you kiss me,I get weak in the knees and when I go to fall you are the one holding me up.I love you because I get lost in your gorgeous eyes.I love you because you are the half that makes me whole.I love you because you are you.

Funny Christmas Quotes - Funny Quotes About Christmas
Christmas is a time when everybody wants his past forgotten and his present remembered. What I don't like about office Christmas parties is looking for a job the next day. More funny Phyllis Diller quotes *** The Supreme Court has ruled that they cannot have a nativity scene in Washington, D.C. This wasn't for any religious reasons. They couldn't find three wise men and a virgin. More funny Jay Leno quotes *** Many banks have a new kind of Christmas club in operation. The new club helps you save money to pay for last year’s gifts. More funny Anonymous quotes *** Christmas is a race to see which gives out first - your money or your feet. More funny Anonymous quotes *** I stopped believing in Santa Claus when I was six. Mother took me to see him in a department store and he asked for my autograph. More funny Shirley Temple quotes *** Christmas at my house is always at least six or seven times more pleasant than anywhere else. We start drinking early. And while everyon

Anger
I feel the anger rise up in me The same anger That makes me bleed Inside In my heart and in my soul Killing me With soft whispers of hate Softly, deeply But quickly my blood flows Outwards, pouring Showing its true power to the world Slowly but surely It destroys me I am not it But it has become me Angry is all I seem to feel lately Why can’t I just once be free From the anger that’s trapped inside me The anger which you provide The anger which you create The anger that’s inside me now Only at me it eats The only emotion we ever shared Was anger The only words we ever said Were yelled Why can’t you accept me the way I am The way I want to be Instead of turning me into somebody else The person you wished you could be I am not you And never will be Your thoughts are your own So how can I know what you’re thinking? I can’t But you expect me to You yell and scream and hate For I can’t read your mind Though I tr

Again How Well Do You Think You Know Me
Let's see who REALLY knows me...Lets see the funny stuff you people come up with! YOU fill in the blanks about ME even if u dont have any idea what they are. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you.My name:Who is the love of my life:Where did we meet:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke:Do I drink:When is my birthday:What was your first impression of upon meeting me:Do I have any siblings:What's one of my favorite things to do:Am I funny:What is my best feature:Am I shy or outgoing:Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:Do I have any special talents:Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):Have you ever hugged me:Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:What is my favorite food:Have you ever had a crush on me:If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:What's your favorite memory of me:What is

All I Really Want!!!
"All I Really Want" ALANIS MORISSETTEDo I stress you outMy sweater is on backwards and inside outAnd you say how appropriateI don't want to dissect everything todayI don't mean to pick you apart you seeBut I can't help itThere I go jumping before the gunshot has gone offSlap me with a splintered rulerAnd it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there alreadyIf only I could hunt the hunterAnd all I really want is some patienceA way to calm the angry voiceAnd all I really want is deliveranceDo I wear you outYou must wonder why I'm so relentless and all strung outI'm consumed by the chill of solitaryI'm like EstellaI like to reel it in and then spit it outI'm frustrated by your apathyAnd I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this landIf only I could meet the MakerAnd I am fascinated by the spiritual manI am humbled by his humble natureWhat I wouldn't give to find a soulmateSomeone else to catch this driftAnd what I wouldn't give to meet a kindredEnough about me, let's talk about you

My Uncle Jerry
My uncle has been living with a brain tumor for a while because its so embedded in his brain the surgeons just didn't want to mess with it. He has been going through radiation and chemo and it had shrunk down quite a bit but it has started growing again and its almost doubled its size in a very short amount of time. Hes had surgeries to cut off "feelers" that are trying to grow from the tumor. Unfortunately,because his tumor is growing so rapidly he has now lost his sight, among many other problems. They have to do something about it now because the tumor is causing so much pressure to his brain. Sadly, his survival rate isn't very high due to where and how big the tumor is. Please pray for him. Miracles do happen everyday:)

I Dnt Get It!!!
What iz wrong wit tha woman n tha cityz that i lived n there r no hook upz, now i have many woman from all around tha world that wud love ta get wit me but tha woman n my own city wnt give me tha time of day " i dont get it" now maybe sum1 can tell wtf iz up wit thatcuz i wud like ta know i mean iz it me or maybe they just dnt know a good man when they c 1, what eva tha answer iz i wud like 2 know cuz cumin home 2 a empty apt every night aint fun!

Saturday Fake And Some Other Stuff...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Love
in life u go thoght bsome much shit and so many people tell u what is best for u and sometimes just some times they are rigt and sometimes they make a mistake well i have someone in my life that i love and i dont want to lose and this erson helps and cares about me and makes me feel so good about myself he is the one person who has always aways there for me when i need him and will always be there for me

So Sweet
If you were packaged and shipped to be sold, C&H would soon be poor From the inside of that beautiful toned skin , deep inside to the core If measuring you was a job to be done, and it was left up to me one drop of your sweat would be sweet enough, for any recipe If we were caught out in the rain, I would lose all my clothing to help cover my love from head to toe, to be sure that she did not melt and if you did I would lick the ground clean, as if it were my dish as the world watched they need not know, this was our final kiss If I could take all the birthday wishes and combine them to make one wish they would all be combined , so that I could find out how , you got as sweet as this

Sister
For someone special, yet I havent met feel like I know you and never will forget I sence a smile and trueness beyond our hearts together create the bond You touch my soul with your deepened kisses tease my mind with your blissful wishes You've inspired my dreams with colorful wings I look at your picture and my eyes sing Sweetest words overturn the senses distance between us is open fences You wink at me with bashful thoughts my loving attention you have caught The giggles you give put a smile on my face the happyness you share flows with such grace Some family can treat you so bad but your the best sister I've ever had Excited to be able to share the days we will create our time to play

Newest List Of Levelers-1
all thse sre close to leveling unlsss someoe beat you too it I would like a thank you boomerang if you want all 15 which is a pain in the ass, but i will keep up listing these levlers cause i am coolCHECK THESE OUT THEY ARE STILL AVAIABLE MAYBEFu-gee (16) [?]36,194 Points to idolhttp://fubar.com/user/1808944\Fu-gee (16) [?]31,012 Points to go!http://fubar.com/user/2110978Regular (12) [?]12,590 Points to go!http://www.fubar.com/user/1341428

Who I Am.
What's up people! Nice to meet everyone here on Fubar, this is an amazing place and I can see why it's so popular. I have a feeling I'm going to be here for a while and make a lot of friends. That being said, it's time to get down to the point of my first blog. Fubar is so unique, that each person's profile and lounge are an extension of who they are, it's really cool to see how everyone expresses them selves. Just like I do on my profile, I'm a very passionate person. I'v visited quite a few lounges since I'v joined, a few have been amazing to me and I'v made friends. Now here comes the interesting part. Some lounges seem to want to take on a bit of a more...........lets say........demanding role. I get it, it's your lounge your rules. Though some people arn't comfortable with showing their real face, thus they put up something they enjoy like anime characters. I don't expect everyone to understand anime or cartoons, it's not for everyone. Anime is just who I AM. I'v actually been

Why?
Why they feel the need to be honest about their feelings now is beyond me. My ex-best friend doesn't speak to me anymore partially due to her never trusting the relationship between myself and one the Honest asses, and her suspicions were right, at least about how he felt about me. Then the other expects me to go for him after what his mother put me through when I was 17 because of a crush I had on him at 14-15. Yeah right... I love them so much as friends, they are two of my best friends, but I just can't go there with either of them and take the chance of losing one or both...

The Aftermath Of The Mumm...
Here is the fight between me and the friend of mine that my last mumm was about - Im sorry I didn't use the phrase kick rocks. She is the pink - I am the blue. This was a txt convo. Wanted 2 talk awwww. Whatever nevermindfine Well u dont seem intrest n listenin what could you say that wasn't a big "fuck you"? Alot ah But u don+ care dude... we've gone through this sooo much that no... I don't. Then fuck it have a great lifereally? ok then...do I hafta wanna hash out shit to be a homie? Wouldn't you rather I just dropped it? fuck! or would you rather I cared and left a shit load of "fuck you" to let you know how I feel? lmao! ignore some more... LOL! ha ha haForget itreally? so we done then?Im dun fightin i was tryin not to... dick Im tired of havin u pist a+ me and not talkin bout yI told you why. You never cared before and obviously dont care now - I always tell youi didnt do anything but get butthurt - and tell you... and i have good right to be.Well i do care u get mad cuz i

It's The Seagull's Fault...
Name Crisis called for today to be Scatterbrained Thursday, and that we should spew randomness in a blog entry. What the hell... A lil stream-of-consciousness expression may shake loose some deeply rooted underlying bullhockey floating around in my brain... Or maybe not... I commented that I didn't need a BLOG to demonstrate that I was scatterbrained, but here goes all kinds of nothing... First, Name Crisis is an ass for not posting the link to Peeps. I love peanut butter, but for some odd reason, I have had no desire for it. I have wanted 7-Eleven Smokey Bites. And Chee-tos. I hate Top Models - gotta change the channel... BRB... CSI:Miami - MUCH better! I never expect many people to peek at these entries. Why is that? Maybe I could just blog and not mumm. MuMM or mumm - which IS it? Does anyone GAFF? Anyone know anyone hiring the unemployed? I have read/heard several articles saying businesses are not, because we MUST be unemployed for a REASON. Never mind that the reason is b

Thoughts On A Lonely Road
My wife is dying, and I am helpless to do anything about it other than to make these the best years of her life. I grieve for her, and for us. We have been married more than half of my life, and I cannot imagine a life without her. The emotions of sorrow and grief weigh so heavily upon me that the only respite I have is in the first few minutes after I wake up. As the disease progresses, one or more facets of who my wife was is now gone. I have to say my silent goodbyes now.

Eternal Fire
Love, passion, hate Grows abundant and burns fast, Infinite time it will last. Spark into fire, Fire into blaze, Stages for one eternal phase. If I die, The Phoenix will continue to fly. If I live, The Phoenix will continue to grow. The eternal blaze, It gives me purpose, It gives me life.

Marine Mom Tears!!
I remember the first time I held you in my arms, proof that God does answer prayers, I cried! I remember your first day of kindergarten, I cried more than you! I remember graduation day how proud I was, hearing your name and watching you receive your diploma, I cried! I remember the day you told us you were joining the United States Marine Corps, my heart skipped a beat or two and oh yeah, I cried! I remember that early morning I drove you to the bus for boot camp, oh yeah I cried! I remember listening to those songs on the radio and news on television, I cried! I remember your deployment day, wiping tears on that long ride, hoping we would never get there. I cried so hard giving you that last hug for awhile knowing my heart and soul was being torn apart knowing you would be so far away and even this time the good ole cell phone would fail me, oh yeah, I cried. My Marine, as you can see moms have endless tears because of love and respect for the Marine you have become but

Ugg Boots--a New Fashion
It seems an undoubtedly fact that mankind always marvel at their creative ability, and thirst for new and amazing creations. As long as there is demand, there will be created, and thus ugg boots are born." New things came out; people will soon be sought after. Not long before, people are starting to know of the existence of ugg boots, and then started a fanatical pursuit. Ugg boots are soon becoming a hot fashion item in the US and Canada, and for good reasons. ugg boots are wonderful Australian footwear that is making their presence felt in the worldwide fashion footwear arena. Anybody, from the very young to the very old, can enjoy a pair. It is quite possible to buy baby Uggs and they are ideal for the elderly who may suffer from poor circulation and cold feet. So, uggs are not just uggs, they are gifts, they are warmth, they are health, they are concern and love. Purchase ugg boots, and gives it to his relatives or friends; you will receive unexpected results, and do not doubt t

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Reflection
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A while ago a very beautiful friend and I were having a conversation, when we both noticed someone claiming that they were leaving the site in their status. We both came to the same conclusion, nearly simutaneously: "If you are going to leave then just leave". I hadn't thought about that conversation, until recently. Someone else I knew was always saying they were leaving website x or y, but never did. So I decided I should write a how-to guide in hopes that it might help them and others. Step 1) Don't whine and complain in your statuses about not being loved or wanted. We all know you put that crap there because you want people to feel sorry for you. If you do put it there you are just doing it because you are an attention whore and need validation. If you really are leaving a simple "Good-Bye" or "Asta La Vista" will suffice. Step 2) Click the "X". You can usually find the "X" in the top right corner, but if you can't "Alt + F4" works just as well. If nothing else.....pus

Thanks To Me
There is a monster among us, that all of you see. The only one who sees him for what he truly is, is me. He comes across as sweet, genuine, and kind. But that's his way in, he'll fuck with your mind. Gain your trust, saying everything right. Then steal your innocence, in the middle of the night. He'll be the last one you'll suspect, smile back into your eyes. As you cry those blood tears, the worst kind of disguise. He is wolf, sinking his teeth in. While portraying this perfect image, but under the skin. There lies the evil, the hate that destroys so much. With every disgusting look, every despicable touch. He is the enemy, no one can see. But you will soon enough, thanks to me.

Développer Batterie Lithium-ion Qui Se Recharge 120 Fois Plus Rapide
Un groupe de scientifiques coréens a développé une batterie lithium-ion qui peut être rechargée de 30 à 120 fois plus rapide que les batterie pc portable asus. Les chercheurs croient qu'ils peuvent construire une batterie pour les véhicules électriques qui peuvent être complètement chargées en moins d'une minute. Un des principaux problèmes est que les batteries prendra plus de temps pour recharger parce que son volume physique se développe. Lorsque vous rechargez une batterie est chargée à partir de l'extérieur, de sorte que le plus de graisse est la batterie, plus il faut. La méthode coréenne prend le matériau de cathode - standard oxyde de lithium manganèse (OVM) dans ce cas - et trempé dans une solution contenant du graphite. Puis, par la carbonisation des OVM graphite imprégné de graphite devient un réseau dense de pistes conductrices qui courent autour de la cathode. Cette nouvelle cathode est généralement partie d'un électrolyte et une anode en graphite, afin d

Forever.
In a world full of darkness,The light of your love shines through;I've never felt so happy,As i feel when im with you;The way your eyes shine when you look at me,The way your smile makes me melt,I Never thought id ever feel,something i have never before felt;But Your love is like no other,Its sent from up above,God knew that i was hurting,And he granted me your love;I dont know how to explain this,its hard to put it into words,But without you I go back to the days,Where every feeling hurt;I love you more than anything,I just wanted you to know,I will wait for you forever,And I will never let this feeling go.

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Aunque celebra el 25 de diciembre, Navidad, o más exactamente, el nacimiento de Cristo, no sucedió realmente en ese día. La fecha fue elegida, como se cree, que corresponde con el solsticio de invierno. Sin embargo, tradicionalmente se ha aceptado que el 25 de diciembre marca el nacimiento de Cristo y la Navidad en todo el mundo es lo que celebramos en este día.-venta de luces de navidad En estos tiempos modernos, la Navidad ha evolucionado hasta convertirse en una gran celebración, para los católicos y no católicos. Navidad, en el mundo de hoy, nos recuerda cosas como adornos, árboles de Navidad, regalos de intercambio y similares. Además de esto, hay un sentimiento de gozo y alegría de las fiestas por todas partes, y todo el mundo está implicado en la celebración. Es algo que es difícil de explicar, pero se puede resumir en estas dos citas hermosas. "Navidad agita una varita mágica sobre el mundo, y he aquí, todo es más suave y más hermoso." ~ ~ Norman Vincent Peale N

My Purple Butterfly
This is a poem I wrote to help me get over my ex. It worked pretty well I'm now talking to another girl only thing is she is surprisingly similar to my ex is every possible bad way and different from my ex in every positive way. Oh well, dating isn't suppose to be easy. Gotta live for adventure. Tell me what you think. My Purple Butterfly You flew into my life and turned it upside down suddenly I found myself falling off the ground into the sky It’s true that the first time I saw you you made me fall for you as I stared at your beauty and elegance I loved how graceful you were when you flew effortlessly above me and the feeling of you touching my skin and the warm feeling it gave me I dreamed of flying alongside you so I was always afraid you’d fly off one day to somewhere better Until one day you did And that turned my life on its side Until I was constantly rolling along unable to stop like a quarter on a hill Just waiting for you to return and put you

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Hello everyone, we would like to know your thoughts on whether Joe Kinetic and Celestino Lee should make a song together. Please feel free to leave me your comments so that these AWESOME ARTISTS can see your thoughts :-)

Catfish Tv Show
I absolutley love watching catfish the tv show. It is so crazy how people just can't be themselves. I am no model by any means but at least I have the self respect to be who I am and not make up this whole fake profile just to get people to talk to me. That's the funny thing about the internet, you never know who's on the other end of the screen.

Christmas Blues
I am moving back to my home in Louisiana tomorrow an all i can think is that in the 1 1/2 that I've been in Arkansa I've changed alot. I started off my sophomore year in college exited and single. My life spiraled though through out the entire semeter. I was almost raped in September. A 39 year old saw mw as his possesion and tried to demand I pay him or let him use my body in October. My family was there for me through it all. From October to November though my family changed well I should say my mom changed. My mom has always been there for me and now she's not. I ran to hard times and Haven't had any books for Mary Kay facials or Photos. She banned me from Thanksgiving and bragged about how much fun she had with her "Family" while I was stuck in Arkansas for a whole week. My friends have supported me and now I am having to leave them and my boyfriend. I'm not going to have a Merry Christmas or a Happy Holiday. I'm going to have a Blue christmas that includes yelling screaming and

Just Some Fashion Unique Christmas Gift
OK, what gift do you prepare for christmas? We know, christmas gift is sharing and care with friends and family. So it’s not matter what gift it is, it just show your heart to the people you care. If you got furnishings gadgets, that's the mainstream gift idea, bacause we always do it. But why not make non-mainstream gift for the man in your life. I just show something I like to make for my family, so, just have a look at it. First part, Visual Christmas Gift: First, make your gift can be take along. For example: New iPad3 iPad4 Leather Sleeve Cover Wireless Bluetooth Keyboard Base Stand Case is mainly made of as leather case for new iPad. It has a slim, eye-catching design, easy to carry. This ipad best keyboard case has Bluetooth connect button in the lower right corner of the keyboard switch. Also Bluetooth connection indicator and power. If you want to transfer ipad/iphone file to computer, just connect iPad Dock Connector to USB Cable into Charging port, then select

Twenty Dollars
Twenty DollarsA speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In a room of 200, he asked. “Who would like this $20 bill?”Hands started going up. He said, “I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this.”He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar. He then asked “Who still wants it?” Still the hands were up in the air.“Well,” he replied, “what if I do this?” He dropped it on theground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. “Now, who still wants it?”Still the hands went into the air.“My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. Nomatter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless;

Alcohol And Drug Addiction.
Ever consider the possibility that you may have a substance abuse problem? Well perhaps you do. If alcohol or drugs have ever affected an important part of your life, such as your relationship with a significant other, then you likely will want to ponder the subject a bit more. Ask yourself a few simple questions: Have I ever had a DUI? yes or no Have I ever missed work because you partied to hard the night before? yes or no Have I ever lied to someone about my consumption? yes or no Does my addiction take money away from those I love? yes or no If you answered Yes to any of these questions, you may have a problem. One that only gets worse as we continue to use. Seek help....now! It's not to late. Is this what you really wanted to hear? Those questions only get harder. Get help, your family is worth it..and so are you. Out for now....much love. Brian

My Father Who Passed 12/21/12 He Was 82
well this recent holiday for 2012 wasnt too great with the passing of my dad,curtis "crawfish"crider 1930-2012...he was a former grandnational/winstoncup now nextel/sprint driver..he raced in england in 1955 and the last beach race in 1958 ponce inlet florida,then daytona speedway and other nascar tracks through 1964.then drove local short dirt tracks through out florida as he mostly called barberville"volusia county speedway" his home track. we did bump heads sometimes as some fathers do i reckon as i grew up and even now,but still didnt mean i didnt love him,me and some family was bedside when he passed and just had recent viewing and funeral 27th-28th of december and i think im still in shock,but i know i miss having him around even though he has been gettin demensia for several years now and was kinda rough on us,but i would trade that to having him back love and miss you dad,when you passed you made the final lap and got the checkered flag...here is a link to daytona beach news j

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CHICAGO -- Chicago Blackhawks forward Marian Hossa was taken off the ice on a stretcher and briefly hospitalized after being hit by Phoenixs Raffi Torres in the first period of Game 3 of their opening-round playoff series on Tuesday night. Antonio Smith Jersey . Hossa was near the boards at centre ice and had just turned and passed the puck when Torres left his skates and delivered a late shot with his shoulder that knocked Hossa to the ice. Hossa was down for about five minutes as medical personnel rushed immediately to his side, and then was taken off of the ice. It was the latest ugly incident in a young playoff season that has seen seven suspensions handed out in just over a week. Torres hit -- which will almost certainly be reviewed by the league -- was witnessed live by league commissioner Gary Bettman, who was in the stands for the game. Hossa, who led the Blackhawks with 77 points this season, was taken to the hospital and released Tuesday night, the Blackhawks said. He is expe

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People generally think that it is expensive to be fashionable. Well, it may not necessarily be so. Obviously, an average person will find the cloths designed by expensive designers to be beyond their reach, but there are online clothes stores that offer designer clothing for much cheaper costs. There are many websites which offer cheap clothes for women . You could take advantage of them anytime you like, and from the convenience of your homes. Some of the advantages would include no traveling expenses and eating the pollution while you are at it. You won't have to rummage through racks and stand in the long lines at the counter. There itself you save time and money. Many online stores offer great discounts and freebies to their customers, especially on repeat businesses. Some of them even offer discount coupons, using which you can save considerable amount of money on a clothing purchase. Additionally, they offer free gift wrapping and home delivery services. Another great way to

Do I Have Fun...
do I have fun.. "thinking about you in moon light" body's as one moving to the music.. sounds of your voice kills her... heart in the dark.. do I have fun... "thinking about her... in moon light" body's as one moving to the music.. sounds of your voice kills her... heart in the dark.. do I have fun...with out her.. bY LoVe GiRL For Evermore...

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Android de desarrollo ha dado lugar a un cambio de paradigma en las aplicaciones informáticas móviles. De hecho, Android ha dado un cambio de imagen emocionante que ha cambiado la forma en que el mundo se ve en los juegos, widgets informativos y otras aplicaciones emocionantes. Android de desarrollo se puede atribuir a la demanda latente que estaba allí para el juego de alta calidad y otras aplicaciones en la comodidad de su teléfono móvil. Desarrollado originalmente por la incorporación de Android y posteriormente adquirida por Google, es una tecnología que ha hecho experiencia de juego mucho más realista, simulando el mundo real. Funciona con sistema operativo Linux, se codifica en su mayoría con Java de C + + y se desarrolló principalmente para dispositivos táctiles de pantalla de cómputo, teléfonos móviles y tabletas en su mayoría. El equipo de desarrollo de software estudia los inconvenientes técnicos de la telefonía móvil antes de diseñar las soluciones móviles. Desarrollo ASP

My Vow
From the moment you Looked into my eyes, I became yours. As you held me tight In your arms, I never wanted to let go. Your lips touched mine, I wanted to cry, So soft and loving, We could not deny. I surrendered my body That night to you, A promise of love Through and through. I take your hands in mine, And say this to you. “I give you my heart, It was yours from the start. I give you my life, And take yours unto me. A promise I make, Of love so true, For this is my vow To you.”

John Simpson
http://www.fubar.com/83719238:51pmreplyjohn simps...: damn ,if you was on the menu youd be a Mcnasty....8:52pmmoreTo john simps...: huh?8:52pmreplyjohn simps...: ur a nasty fat ho8:53pmmoreTo john simps...: and your a crybaby bitch.8:54pmreplyjohn simps...: youd fuck me blubber,actin like you aint to fat to be cool...haha....FATTIES TASTE LIKE STALE CHEETOS8:55pmmoreTo john simps...: Aww, did i hurt your poor little feelings, which i am betting isn't the only little thing you got.8:56pmreplyjohn simps...: i bet you dont have one thing litttle on you blimp,cat got your tongue or did you eat that too?8:58pmmoreTo john simps...: and if you think that you can insult me, then you can kiss my big, fat, gorgeous ass. So why dont you go along and suck someone's cock before you get knocked the fuck out like the little bitch that you are.8:59pmreplyjohn simps...: whos crying now supersize8:59pmmoreTo john simps...: I'm laughing at you so hard, and not even smart enough to know.9:00pmreplyjohn

Spying X Box
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"what Is A Friend' ?
"WHAT IS A FRIEND" It is a person with whom you can be yourself around. Your soul can speak and be naked with him. He/she see's you for what you are and it don't matter. You ask of nothing at all, only to be what you are. He/she does not want you to be better or worse. When you are with together you feel and hear honesty in his/her words. You do not have to be on your guard because like the wind he/she can be trusted with all. You can speak and be listened to. He/She understands those contradictions in your nature that lead others to misjudge you. With him/her you breathe freely. You can tell your true feelings and listen to each other. You help each other when you have a difficult task.Respect means more then a word but it is bound by blood like a secret not to be spoken but between you and him/her.

Down Under
Last year I decided that for my vacation I wanted to go to Australia to meet my friend, Anthony. We had been talking for months and had developed a really good friendship, and we felt we should finally meet. Upon my arrival in Australia, I was so nervous about meeting him. While I was standing there waiting for my luggage I heard this voice behind me say “Hello, Pants”. I recognized it in an instant. It was Anthony. I turned around and was looking at the most handsome face that I have ever seen. He stood about 5’9”, tanned, athletic body, (I could see his muscles through his t-shirt), gorgeous brown eyes and beautiful dark brown hair down to his shoulders. He smiled at me with a quizzical look on his face and I realized that I was just staring at him. I regained my composure and said “Hello, Smarty”. Then we hugged one another as if we’d known each other forever. He laughed lightly as he felt my body shaking. He grabbed my bags and we started walking towards the exit. Out

Calvin
CALVIN I ONLY HAD HIM FOR A DAY NOW HE HAS GONE TO HEAVEN TO PLAY I DIDN'T CARE THAT HE HAD PARVO OH HOW I LOVED HIM SO I ONLY CRIED THAT HARD ONE OTHER TIME I COULD NEVER SALE MY MEMORIES FOR A DIME I KNOW IT HAPPEND FOR A GOOD REASON I JUST DONT KNOW WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS SEASON HE WAS CHEERFUL AND FULL OF LOVE IM JUST GLAD HE WENT UP ABOVE HE WAS STRONG AND BLACK HE WOULDN'T DARE ATTACK HE WAS ONE OF A KIND I JUST WISH I KNEW AHEAD IN TIME ~J.S.O.~

Anais Nin And John Lennon
"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." -- Anais Nin "Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given, it's never forgotten...never let it disappear." -- John Lennon

What A Day!!!
ok so me and dallas was hanging out today... like usual... and the people across the street was having a garage sale... so we went there with $20 and spent the whole damn thing there!!!! but dallas is really happy... i bought him a house and like a little tool workshop thingie.... the house is kinda small... but he can still hAVE FUN IN IT.. it was so cute after we cleaned it off... dallas went into it... and said i had to ask to come into his house to have a conversation with him... and he wont talk to me through the window... it was so cute!!!! we had so much fun today!!!! were gonna have lunch in his house too!!!!... hmmmm its kinda small... but me and him can still fit in it... just make some lunch that isnt like messy... .hahahahahahaha

Want To Be A 007 Girl......
LOL well these two are one. HEHE but right now I belong to Angel W so you will have to talk to her. When I get more I will somehow make a primary photo of all the cherries morphing from one to another. Sounds like it would be cool.

Daddy's Girl
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there

Things
Ok, I'm tired of bitching about what annoys me. So today I'm doing a list of things I love. ...ice cream (especially choc chip cookie dough) ...my 3 cats, Rupert Rosie and Oliver (see pics) ...my boyfriend Natt (also see pics) ...The Simpsons, House, Desperate Housewives, Gilmore Girls, Futurama. Such good shows! ...talking. I could talk through concrete ...shoes ...pizza ...cherry tomatoes ...people giving me good ratings :P ...blue, jade, pink, purple ...my old and daggy jeans, even though they have holes everywhere they are so damn comfy ...lilies ...anything with stripes, bows, spots or is small and fluffy (or a combination of these :P) That's all I can think of for now Have fun everyone, I'm in an awesome mood for some reason, I wonder why. Love LMV

New Friend Requests
Just thought I would let those know that have friend requests in to me that I have created skins for... Once Cherry fixes the comment problem I will accept your friend requests. The problem is that when I accept a friend I make sure and rate their photos, leave tons of comments, etc. And unfortunately, once you accept a friend, the request goes away and if you have a lot of people on your friends list, the new ones can get lost in the shuffle. I just want to make sure that I share the cherry love.

Ur Love
Your Love Traveling thru this valley, without a thought or care. Overlooking seas as if they were'nt there. Blinking ur eyes, while dreams appear. Heart filling with love. Enjoying ur body, which lays so near. Darkness sets in trying, to shadow the suns glare. Remembering our love, puts a smile everywhere. As long as i know, your love will always be there! Desiree Leanne Brown

So Icp Came To Town Today
well so i like icp but im not the kinda fan that will spend time painting my face into something im scared of...yes you read that right im scared of clowns and i like icp i know weird but thats just how it happens so i wanted to go to the concert cause their in town but no my mom was like you cant go cause of your knee yay well eff you! but she let me go to the mall...makes no sense to me but whatever so me and my freinds anna zach and matt all went and saw the gaurdian which is one of my new favorite movies! loved it...it made me cry...sad i know but whatever so before we went into the thearter anna wanted to get water so we went and got a water bottle and then i was standing there with matt and anna while zach got the water and all of a sudden out of the corner of my eye i saw these guys and one of them had their face painted like a clown and i was like oh hell no and i started to run away(cause thats how scared of them i am) and he started to chase me so i ran faster and then he lef

From The Past
In the past year I've remarried and discovered that having stepsons is KEWL... I mean my father didnt really care for the music I was listening to when I was Chad's (Step Son)age.. We both like alot of the same music.. And I've discovered a whole bunch of new songs that I LOVE..!! because of my wife (cathy).. But this is Enya.. I dont really know if Chad likes Enya.. This song is from my past.. Back in 1988... But there is just something about her voice.. if you listen to the song.. to me her voice isnt really a voice... its a beautiful instrument..!! Music Video Code provided by Music Video Zone

Ol' Shitstorm Rides Again
Fucking dying drunk Drowning in his own vomit Swims through Heaven's gutters The healthiest decisions made under the influence Piece by piece he rots into the scenery Next drink is on the house, ladies! I've come to take away your happiness You look so weak by yourself So you run to me for help I pretend to complete you Make you turn to shit inside He is the cause of his own problems Blame them wherever his finger stretches The skin's peeling from his hands Consumed within the bowels of his own mind Life is certainly looking up today Even though I watch as it's killing me Say you don't feel like it No you really don't care to I know you really can't I am watching myself die

Makes Me Sad :((
I personally believe in true love, well I do! I have seen it, No really I have seen it, Twice. I know a Wyoming couple, the man is a chemical engineer and the woman was a med tech, she did a lot more then just collects samples throughout the years but mainly she was a med tech. Once their children were raised they decided that they wanted to tour the world while they were still young enough to enjoy it, so the man took a very good paying job in Saudi Arabia for Aramco. This job would allow them to travel all over the world and provide a very nice retirement for the couple. They left Casper in 1992 and had a ball, they saw the pyramids, they have been to London, Greece, Germany and a whole lot more places then I could name. They even took up diving in the Dead Sea!! About six years ago the woman was diagnosed with A.L.S. or Lou Garracks. As the disease progressed her husband slowly started buying things to help her do things she could no longer do like walking talking and breathing. The

Dinner Part Iii
When Tthey arrive in the house He stops her just inside....."Take the skirt off now".....she does as she says.....quivering with anticipation.....He turns her and puts the blindfold on......He swats her ass....she stumbles from the swat ........But also because she must stop herself from cumming....she loves it when He does that and she cums instantly when she is in this shape....He grabs her and steadies her....He just laughs and grazes His teeth across her neck.........she shivers......He leads her to the bedroom.....He had already had the candles burning and the music playing....between that and the blindfold her senses started whirling......she always lost things in that situation.......He lay her on the bed gently.....feather kissing her as He did so.....Every once in awhile flicking His tongue over her.....He spreag her legs and arms and firmly tied her..........running His nails and hands over her as He did so.....He decided to take the vibe off and took the butt plug out....He

Hush Little Baby
Hush little baby don't you squall Momma's gonna buy you a crystal ball And if you still can't see beyond Momma's gonna buy you a magic wand And if that wand don't change your fate Momma's gonna teach you to levitate And if the astral makes you sick Momma's gonna buy you an incense stick And if that frankincense smells rank Mom'll buy a sensory deprivation tank And if that tank don't float your bones Momma's gonna buy you some some precious stones And if those gems don't ease your heart Momma's gonna buy you a natal chart And if your planets go berserk Momma's gonna buy you some bodywork And if your aura still needs kneading Momma's gonna buy you a past life reading And if your destiny stays hid Momma's gonna buy you a pyramid And if your chakras still feel stressed Momma's gonna take you on a vision quest And if power animals don't come to charm ya Sorry, kid, it's just your karma!

The Evil Pagan Influx....wtf?
While watching a special on Halloween last night, there was an interview with a "Christian" minister who was ranting about this holiday and the "evil pagan influx into this country." Over the course of the next few minutes, he proceeded to blame paganism for every ill and moral sin currently rampant in this country, and called for Christians everywhere to spend this Devil's Night educating themselves and others on this horrid, devil worshipping cult of pagans who are ruining the youth of this country. I stared in absolute shock at the television for about ninety seconds, actually appalled that someone in the year 2006 would actually believe and preach this utter nonsense! Has nothing changed since the 1600's? Are witches still women riding on brooms and blighting crops? I don't expect acceptance, but I did expect tolerance and knowledge. Heres a few of my favorite quotes before I head off into the land of education: "We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are

Truly.......
There is a woman… That I turn to when together. My road gets hard to travel… My emotions come unraveled. No need to worry… Her essence is near to me… There is one decor to see… Let it be. When darkness falls . . . Along that lonely road… I need a friend who knows me… 0NE T0 BE W/ ME! As the trick and treaters leave me w/o… I cannot hand anymore candy out.......... I call her and we take out chow............. I have no doubt! I can shout… and not pout!

Capitol Worth
im sure that you'll concur, that what occurs is most absurd. mingle with emotions, see the spoken word. streams turn to oceans then the oceans turned to dirt looters burned the capital, so much for capitol worth. confrontation on the dotted lines of life and what its worth 5 exit just before the enter sign, live for lessons learnt. burn like infernos on the surface of the moon while virgins frolic carelessly embraced by all this doom. walk away with angels while the others explore the tomb bombs away with sorrow welcome the desent and then the boom 10 shiver under the waterfall while the world collapse's around us all bleeding man for all his worth and the right to say he shouldve learnt doubts and lies, murder and crimes, just a sign of the times, as for me im fine on the outside but my insides absulutely have died. i killed as many as i could with my pen first,

Reposted For A Friend!!
And so the time has come again, when love is passed between the friends, and nothing really matters here, as much as handshakes, hugs, and tears. So call a friend, and let them know, you love them and aren't scared to show, a deeper side, because you trust, that friends will overcome the lust, no money is worth the "Thanks" you get, from the love you give, I'll even bet, that if you showed more love today, you'd get more love in everyway... - Jamiel R. Allen I don't ask for much, but do me a favor. Since I'm not around a computer all day, because I can't be anymore. I don't have a computer of my own in my home... just repost my little poem a few times today. It's just for today... and it's just a favor. you can choose to ignore it, or spread it. but why ignore love...

A Child Is Born
silently patiently waiting for the day a child shall arise from our own flesh and blood this world isnt a place for a child to be we hope that we make it the best it can be life is a challange time is short our lives will have changed with a stroke of the clock a child is an angel sent from heaven above please love it always with endless love i hope that my child will respect me i hope its love is true i wish that my child will be better than me my life has been meaningless until you arrived i see in your eyes that you belong to me my heart is a glad as a tide in the sea blah lol

Divorce
"Novemburrrr" 5, 2006 (check out this vid) "G & R's - November Rain" It's my song of the month! "Divorce" - (it's not what it use to be) - "CherryTAP" (I hope this finds you all happy and healthy) Although I don't do a lot of research for my blogs, if I state something as fact - I have read it and have a resource to confirm any 'fact' based references. Any stats I mention are pulled from here today: Divorce Statistics Collection (some interesting facts and stats if you like that sort of thing) I don't like to state a lot of fact though, I just like to voice my opinion most of the time ... I happen to find the above link while browsing an interesting story about divorce. I'm a product of divorced parents, and I've had personal divorce(s) in my life. *whispers 'three' under his breath* I was amazed at all the different stats that been accumulated threw out the years concerning divorce ... Seriously - It's like baseball cards! There's a

What Kind Of Sex Are You???
Whats your sex style? Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be! Take this test

A Dream
last night, i dreamed for like the 1st time in AGES. i saw myself and ttwo other people i knew, and one i didnt know. i believe i was with 2 other girls and one guy...the guy i knew, girl 2 was someone i didnt know but apperantly his gf and girl 1 i knew. for some reason we were in a house that was being renovated...there was a hispanic worker waitin for other workers. he eyed me and smiled and blushed and kept walkin. he left somehow and suddenly the gf start to seizure on the floor...i guess u could call it shaking. she stopped and we sat there waiting for her to calm down in the doorway to the house. the workers came back and the one who had looked at me turned to his friends and pointed to me saying "she gives good head" and walked right by me without giving me a second thought. his friends did the same thing. the gf ended up in her underwear and i remember thinkin how this was stupid and how she was prolly faking it. somehow she fell and hit her head and start to seizure

A Passage To India, Episode 8 (or 9, Lost Count)
Off to India again! As last time I nearly missed my connection in London because of fog, I decided to go to London the day before, in order to leave to Delhi tomorrow without having to worry about delays on the flight from Brussels to London. Sitting in the Sheraton Heathrow now. Tomorrow I leave to Delhi, where I will arrive in the middle of the night on Sunday morning. Then meeting in Delhi on Tuesday (rescheduled, was planned on Monday). Original meeting planned on Tuesday has been cancelled, meaning the next meeting is then on Thursday in Bhubaneswar (travel from Delhi to Bhubaneswar on Wednesday). Back to Europe on Friday, arriving in Brussels on Saturday 2nd Dec around noon. Will see if I can take some pics on Sunday in Delhi.

Upcoming Contests
CONTEST #1 *SEXIEST MALE IN UNIFORM* hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/27105 contest starts december 1st and ends december 15th winner determined by number of votes (needs more entries) CONTEST #2 *TOP CHERRIES OF CHERRYTAP* hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/189014 contest starts November 29th and ends December 6th winner determined by number of ratings and comments (needs more entries) CONTEST #3 *SEXIEST SMILE* hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/243035 winner determined by most comments. no nude pictures contest starts as soon as enough people enter CONTEST#4 *QUEEN OF CHERRYTAP* hosted by: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/407377 winner determined by most comments contest starts December 5th @ 1:00 pm and ends on December 8th @ 1:00 pm (needs more entries) CONTEST#5 GRAPHIC CONTEST hosted by: http://cherrytap.com/user/140500 RULES FOR ENTERING: 1) One image per contestant. The image you submit MUST be created by you(not a friend, not your uncle

Dumb *hit Of The Day
Okay this is short but classic. Over the last few days there has been a bulletein going around about a particular minor on site. The profile was investigated and the user was removed from site. The bulletin continued to circulate, asking people to not visit the profile, watch what you say...yadda yadda. Mmmk, so thus far no one has noticed that the profile has been deleted...until... 1 person figured it out. They changed the title to "KILL THIS BULLETIN, THIS PROFILE DOES NOT EXIST"....LMFAOOOO...and politely REPOSTED the whole bulletin in tact. Dude...here's your sign...lmfao!

12.2.06 (also)
Beneath Your Stars there in the cold of night you gave me a new heat it flowed from your eyes when you wondered if it was real that i was there and you shook under the question of why so any time you want to sit beneath the red and blue stars you love just reach for my hand and i'll be there hungry for your love and warm in the night m.e.j.

We're Not Gonna Take It...
This is kinda our adopted family anthem...we have had and still do have and probably always will have..an awful lotta crap thrown in our corner, and we have sat back an takejn enough of it over the years, so we fightin back now MUAHAHAHAH...and this is a cool vid for it too...so TURN UP THOSE SPEAKERS, SHAKE THAT BOOTY AND FEEEEEL THE WORDS!! YEAHHHHHHHHH (ok, so now i found one that works lol, these vids dont like me tonite;-(..)

What Kind Of Flirt Are You
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Flirt Style? MY RESULT:Touchy Feely When you see something you like, you’re not afraid to reach out and grab it. Literally.Being touchy-feely is by far the most effective means of letting someone know you’re interested. Well, interested in fondling them, at least. If you want to let them know that you like them in a deeper way, we recommend trying something a little more subtle...which would be, oh, just about anything. Maybe you should offer them half of your sandwich or something. Take This Quiz!

Personality
You Are An INFJ The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. What's Your Personality Type?

In This World
Time and time again I seem to rebuild, and the things that I see will never reach my fill, I amount to a song, maybe tones, maybe not, but the ones who understand me know I love a lot. The stress in the can at times infiltrate, leaving me in a stance feeling quite irate, but the world wont stop for the stresses of me, so the sunshines again when I'm ready to see. The world isn't simple in anyway that I thought, and at times it can seem all good when it's not, but the clock hand turns into memories to be, so Smile Big, Laugh hard, Love much, and Fly Free. another poem by my brother...Jamiel Allen!

Ahhhh!!!!
so i'm pissed now. i hate it when people keep you wating . and yet when you call you get pushed away becase there bissy . it just bugs the fuck out of me anymore . i hate lies and the poele that tell you them are BIG FUCKING ASSHOLES!!!!!!! i'm buntling being vage but i just want to stab someone right now!!!!! it's fucking bullshit and i'm done puting up with lossers anymore. so to all the fuckers and users out ther FUCK YOU YOU LIEING FUCKING DICKS I HATE YOU , AND I"M SORRY I LET MYSLEF BELIVE FOR ONE SEC YOU WHERE TELLING ME THE TRUTH!!!!!

Fitness
I am a fitness buff and have been influenced by my parents to be healthy and strong as far back as I can remember. Going to grade school and high school, I was required to participate in physical education and learn basic nutritional requirements. Running, swimming, roving around in Florida's palmetto scrubs and thick pines, or walking a couple of miles to visit a friend or to do manual labor, I grew up fit and strong. Part of my chores was to keep the wood box full for the kitchen's wood stove, and I was proud of my axe-wielding prowess. In my teens, I learned about lifting weights, the high bar, swinging bar, and the parallel bars while at the Florida School for Boys in Marianna Florida. It was extremely important to be strong and fit among the institutional population. Later in the military, it was also important to be strong and fit. Going thru Army basic training gave me a stitch in the side until it cleared up - after that, I could keep up without breaking much of a s

Non Cherry Lovin's
Some of you might know that I am in the middle of trying to win a tort claim I have filed against the state of Indiana for wrongful termination. See my previous blogs in this section for more information. I need to keep this story in the news and fresh in people's minds as the Attorney General's office is in the middle of their decision to settle this without having to go to court. If you could just click the link below, read the story if you'd like, but the click alone will hopefully help me to stay in the news. I would appreciate it very much. Here's the link: http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5589004&nav=menu35_1 If you could please repost the bulletin I have going around about this, that would be great. A click from all of you could help to start my year off right. It could really make a difference. Thanks! Karen (Leogal)

So
i have my contest going on now, and the sexiest older male contest is alreaddy organized, so after that contest ends im gonna take a break from this site, lol i have enough drama in my real life notice i said real life so yeah i wont be signing on for a while after that, if and when i come back ill be cleaning my list majorly. those of you i dont talk to or hear from will be gone, family you have nothing to worry bout but yeah thats the way it is

The Rumors Of My Death Were Greatly Exaggerated =)
guess whos back =) ok.. so im in arizona.. got the new apartment.. got most things unpacked. sorry i didnt post an update on my wherabouts after springfield illinois - once the van had been checked out and paid for ($600 =( ) we were on our way again - after a couple day delay.. but once on the road we made good time through the other states overall - it did turn a 3-4 day trip into nearly a week though.. but we were in no hurry really - it was sortof a vacation afterall. stopped off in amarillo texas for some ribs at Dyers ribs and then caught a cab to Grand Central Station - a local bar which is actually seven bars.. you can choose from country, country, salsa, or country - nah, jk.. it was a cool place overall - and i was after some chick at the karaoke bar. we got trashed - fun night. didnt really stop at a whole lot of other places along the way - just hotels.. i got a few videos on my phone from it all - but i also didnt film a whole lot.... well anyway - fun trip.. ex

Emily Dickinson
To fight aloud is very brave, But gallanter, I know, Who charge within the bosom, The cavalry of woe. Who win, and nations do not see, Who fall, and none observe, Whose dying eyes no country Regards with patriot love. We trust, in plumed prosession, For such the angels go, Rank after rank, with even feet And uniforms of snow.

*sighs*
...as i sit in this dark time...i see life how it is now...for once...i thought of someone else...and its too late...i tried so hard...now i sit and watch the world...seein it pass by and think to myself...when in this life do u learn to forgive...forgiveness can be deserved but only if u want it bad enough and prove u deserve it...but what happens when ur time runs out...when u finally do what u need to do but then figure out u ur time has passed...what then?...when u want that one thing and out the window it goes...i look up and see it turn red...the streets go dark...i feel the drops falling...i look from the ground and see the ppl running fleeing...i look around tryin to figure out why ppl r running from the rain...then i realize the drops r a dark deep red...i look up and see myself the blood running down my chest...the smell of sulfer and gun powder...is this my fate...because of the loss...idk ...i sit down and close my eyes...when i open them i look into the mirror and see the

Sotd - Here I Go Again
I got to see this band when I was in the 4th grade! My mom took me and her step-sister. We had 2nd row seats!!! It was awesome! by Whitesnake I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time But here I go again Here I go again Tho' I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for, Oh Lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on Cos I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity An' I'm gonna hold on For the rest of my days Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever kn

Writer's Block
I have writer's block, there is all this stuff floating around in my head and I can't make it make since on a piece of paper. Maybe I should go paintthough I am really haveing a problem sitting still, but that's becuase it snowed in dallas and I'm not sure my Mom knows what a freaking heater is for and I'm shivering, maybe that's why I have writer's block I'm too cold to think straight. I sent a fragment of what I have been working on to one of my oldest friends hoping she could help set me into some kind of place she hasn't responded something tells me I'm going to get a piece of paper with red ink all over it back (she's a grammer nazi) that's why I sent it to her though if some one could just get me thinking straight maybe I could place all theese thought's into a less random place then my head! Maybe I will go paint it might be interesting to see what my shaky hands can come up with, very serious about being cold, has anyone met Harold yet? I didn't think so, considering he's a fig

2007 Has Begun
Welcome to 2007 for me my friends on Cherry Tap New years was a quiet one then for a couple days i watched on tv the new years test cricket match between Australia and England then on 1/10/07 or 1/10/07 which was a wednesday marked a sad day for me because on this date in 2006 my friendship ended with my now ex best friend Geoff after a 16-17 year friendship got forced to end by the court system because of a jealous and a way over protective mother (GEOFF'S MOTHER)of her now 34 year old son and it's now been a year without any contact with him which totally sucks,andalso i got to watch at the cinemas the day my friendship ended Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and i also held back the tears from crying inside the movie because of the sad day i had and also it's 1 year on monday 1/22/07 or 22/1/07 my time since i met the Band Silent Reprise which was a more happier time in 2006 for me they're my personal friends the members of the band they're awesome and Silent Reprise are rele

Please Help Me Get My 7 Day Blast...no $$$ Required 6030 Comments So Far!
I am in Tazzy's blast giveaway and she will give me a 7 day blast if I can get 30,000 comments on my pic. It seems like a lot but there is not time limit and I can comment myself so I will be helping. Please stop by and leave even one comment. I would appreciate it! Please help me keep spreading the word about what I am doing here! Just click the pic below:

Ways To Get Started...
Want to lose weight and become fit and healthy? You do? Well, the first step to taking control is to become educated! Consult your doctor, read books, speak to a fitness instructor... A few basic steps to get you started are as follows: 1)Walk. If you're cleaning the house and you have a bit of extra time, make five trips instead of gathering everything at once. Bundle up and go out or if it's too cold, go visit a mall and use it as an indoor walking track. Every extra step you take will add up and help! 2)Hydrate! I cannot stress to you the importance of drinking water and keeping your body properly hydrated. Your skin tone will improve. You'll feel better. It'll cut down on false hunger (you think you're hungry, but you're simply thirsty). It'll help your liver function better. It'll flush toxins and whatnot from your body... 3)Add a little bounce! If you have to vacuum, turn on Aerosmith's Dude(Looks Like a Lady) and go to work Mrs. Doubtfire style. Dance around in

Tornados
For those of you who aren't familiar with tornadoes and are hearing news coverage of this, here is a short glossary to help you understand. FUJITA SCALE: used to measure wind speeds of a tornado and their severity. F1: Laughable little string of wind unless it comes through your house, then enough to make your insurance company drop you like a brick. (People enjoy standing on their porches to watch this kind.) F2: Strong enough to blow your car into your house, unless of course you drive an Expedition and live in a mobile home, then strong enough to blow your house into your car. F3: Will pick your house and your Expedition up and move you to the other side of town. F4: Usually ranging from 1/2 to a full mile wide, this tornado can turn an Expedition into a Pinto, then gift wrap it in a semi truck. F5: The Mother of all Tornadoes, you might as well stand on your front porch and watch it, because it's probably going to be quite a last sight.

Something Stupid
Astronautical Affairs... Once upon a time NASA decided to send 3 astronauts to space for 2 years. NASA allowed each of them to take 200 pounds of baggage each. The first astronaut decided to take along his wife, the second decided to take along books to learn how to speak German, while the third astronaut decided to take along cigarettes. Two years later, when the space shuttle landed, there was a big crowd waiting to welcome them home. First came the first astronaut and his wife and each of them had a baby in their arms. Next, out came the second astronaut speaking fluent German. They both gave their speeches and got a rousing applause. Suddenly out came the third astronaut with a cigarette in his mouth. He walked up to the podium and snarled to the crowd and asked, 'Has anyone got a friggin' match?!?'

Valentine's : The Day After
It seems like Valentine's Day was about a billion years ago, but it was really only yesterday. What could possibly account fer this rift in time? It could be related to the fact that I have had an extraordinarily busy day. Or, it could have something to do with the fact that a wonderful person I've met here said something about her dream of a long-awaited soul partner from the Eastern country? (Well, obviously I'm from The East, well South East actually! LOL) I was overwhelmed, in a good way, of course! I suppose it really helps that I have been working basically full time hours recently and live all by meself! Who knows what next Valentine's Day will bring? Perhaps I will be in a serious relationship by then. But then again, perhaps not. Perhaps I will have to take advantage of the visit from television's Fab Five, the stars of "Queer Eye fer the Straight Guy" so they can set me straight - in a manner of speaking! LMFAO Not that straight, :p Chazz

About Me
Some days Im like a passionate fire & other days Im ice You may wanna be friends But Ill warn ya now theres a price Ill tell you what I think Straight to your face You might hate me for it But hey, that kind of honestys hard to replace Ill talk about music till your hearts content Ill share Ill flirt But if you start to get rude or distasteful Ill knock your dick in the dirt I cannot tolerate A theif or a lier I wanna douse them with gasoline And set them on fire! Nothing comes between Me & my son, We do awesome things together And its a barrel of fun! I cant stand to be around The hauty or the fake I mean theres only so mauch drama One could possibly take So if you like what you see Gimmie a shout If I like what I see Ill share more of what Im about

Why
This is for all that has almost lost a loved one, For all the tears that I have cried. For all the times I thought the pain was to bad to go on, For all the times I begged God too let me die. For all the times I begged God to save my moms life, For all the times I thought i wouldn't have her by my side. But God listened to me i have her by my side, I love you more then ever, To my mother I love you now and forever. This is for has almost fallen, I seen you get sicker and sicker, I seen you fight for your life, When you looked into my eyes, I seen there was fear you tried to hide, You tried too be strong, You tried to fight death, For your kids and your wife, You won this time but what about next, You fight this sickness every day, What if you don't wake up one morning, What if your life fades away, How can I tell you I love you, And I want you too stay, You still have to walk with me when its my time too be married, You still have too show me how too be strong,

Finally Ended!
Well our snowstorm finally ended,we got like 20-22 inches of snow all together,at least we didn't get the ice that parts of Iowa did.My brother lives in Iowa about 2.5 hrs from me,he lost power for 12 hrs,had just borrowed a genarator and got it hooked up than the power came back on. I posted a picture of our snow in my profile,sounds like there more comming Wed-Fri,rain/snow,hopefully its all snow dont need that ice shit on top of this snow.. So if you want snow,see me....:P LOL

Really I Do ...
OMG.. I need everyone now!!! Im behind and its over today! But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me so I can get my 30 day blast!! It ends today Please help!!! ♥Please click on the picture to vote ♥ Well I was ahead for almost 2 weeks but I dropped to almost 6000 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends today!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Evita
Evita Evita is the story of Eva, a poor Argentine girl who grows up to be the wife of the president of Argentina and worshipped by her people. As a young girl, Eva quickly learns that the way to achieve the power she desires is by sleeping with powerful men. In order to make it to Buenos Aires, Evita sleeps with the tango singer, Agustin Magaldi. After she is through with him, she seduces the rising political figure, Juan Peron. Peron eventually becomes the President of Argentina while Eva becomes a hero to the poor and working class. In the end, to the sadness of Argentina's people, Eva dies young Madonna don't cry for me Argentina!"

Death...
unholy thoughts of despiration forgotten by dark thoughts of greed so grim this despiration more is all u need her icy grip around your throat so inviting her touch so willing to let go so willing to give up kiss the blade of her work as she lowers it upon your life now you fly with a million damned souls but not alone anymore

Sexual Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Gonna Miss Everyone
WELL I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS I WILL BE WITHOUT A COMPUTER SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS WILL MISS YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE WEEK... WELL THANK YOU FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING.. HUGS SHAWNA

Bomb Me
I am in 2 contests - Bomb Me - Id appreciate all your help! Sexy Butt http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=264126&albumid=258602&i=1022296302# Lingere http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=501858&albumid=260207&i=3198960643

Scared
i just wrote a blog on myspace yet still seems i need to write, yet i'm to confused to even really put things into words. i've been having lots of deja vu's involving movies i've watched the last two days, and suddenly i feel scared. i'm not sure of what exactly though suddenly i'm starting to wonder if i'm becoming skitzo like my brother. it's in my jeans, and i'm getting near the age where one is most likely to snap. right now i'm not even sure if i'm really alive, i'm starting to seriously question if i've even been born yet or what is going on. i'd almost like to think that i haven't been born yet and this is just a glimpse of what's to happen so that i may avoid certain things.. and then ponder if i've lived this same life over and over. so often do things happen that i feel has already happened as if this entire world this life has been played over and over. i feel tired by it. i'm tired of knowing what happens in movies i've never seen, tired of knowing pain is inevitable. i

*~destiny~*
~Destiny~ I hear your voice whispering in my ear, those beautiful words I long to hear. I know the words come from your heart and though were very far apart, I feel your love across the miles, that love that always causes smiles. I know in love we'll always be and together someday is our destiny. A romance written in stars above. If the only way for me to be with you is in my dreams, then let me dream forever. I never knew what love was until the day I met you. The days are full of hopes and dreams and the nights are timeless treasures. Teresa Abeyta© March 13, 2005

Pei
You Know You're an Islander When... 1) You know that the Red Bridge used to be Green 2) A line of 10 cars or more is referred to as "boat traffic" 3) Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor...on the highway. 4) Everyone knows the weather station telephone number 5) A popular phrase is " Quiet!!!!! The deaths are on!!" 6) Dishes are not washed, they are waRshed 7) It seems that more traffic moves on a red light than a green light. 8) Stop signs actually mean yield 9) The 2 red mailboxes at the post office are labeled "Island" and "Away" 10) PEI is the only place in the world with "slippy" roads 11) Islanders "slip" or "run" into town 12) Island drivers have official PhD's (Pot hole Dodgers) 13) Juice comes in plastic bottles and cans while pop comes in glass bottles 14) Tim Horton's Drive Thrus are busier than the banks on payday 15) You think of the major food groups as: Meat, Fish and Tim Horton's. 16) Everyone knows that the largest Cana

Beware Of The Ones!!!
This person is going around to military, veterans, and their spouses and rating what ever they can, profiles, photos, a '1'. I looked at the profile and everything is blocked, so this is a warning to look out for this person, who or what ever it is. There is definite animosity towards the military, veterans, and spouses. I always said this would not bother me, and had it been any other photo of me, or the others except my family, I would not be so upset. But I gave 20 years of my life and sacrificed 2 marriages to protect the very rights that allow this slime to operate and it feels like a slap in the face. Everyone, look out. It hits you through the "I'm bored" link at the top of the page. Repost this for all to see. Thanks. dead_lindz @ CherryTAP

Pissed
so i went to the hospital twice, for really bad chest pain, they took awhole bunch of tests, to tell me that they couldnt find anything wrong, so both times they just sent me home with more drugs, and imagine i still have the same pain it gets worse everyday, but mmmmm nothing is wrong i just have chest pain, i dont think so, so st.francis hospital in federal way dont go there, they are really rude and not helpful , im done bitching now

Pevs
As I was killing time last night looking through profiles and rating pictures I noticed something that disturbed me. On a page of a 19yr old lady where several grotesque comments by old men, some fat hairy and naked. Come on people. Would you really walk up to a lady on the street and make those kind of comments? Would you do it to someone that is probably younger than your grandaughter? Mind you I understand that some people are seeking encouragement and enjoy to hear how badly you want to do sexual things to them. But to me there is a line even on here and what I saw was gross. By the way if you are reading this and see a comment I may have left for you that gives you the willies like I had yesterday please let me know. I am not here to be a creep. That is all just had to get it off my chest. Predators are predators online or not.

Smile For You
SMILING IS INFECTIOUS;YOU CATCH IT LIKE THE FLU,WHEN SOMEONE SMILED AT ME TODAY, I STARTED SMILING TOO. I PASSED AROUND THE CORNER AND SOMEONE SAW MY GRIN WHEN HE SMILED I REALIZED I'D PASSED IT ON TO HIM. I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SMILE THEN REALIZED ITS WORTH,A SINGLE SMILE JUST LIKE MINE COULD TRAVEL ROUND THE EARTH. SO, IF YOU FEEL A SMILE BEGIN, DONT LEAVE IT UNDETECTED LET'S START AND EPIDEMIC QUICK, AND GET THE WORLD INFECTED! EVERYONE NEEDS A SMILE!!!! THIS IS WHAT I TOLD A VERY SPECIAL PERSON IT TAKE MORE TIME AN MUSCLES IN UR FACE TO FROWN THEN JUST TO SMILE AN MAKE IT A MUCH BETTER LIFE.

Oh, Brother!
Some of you have noticed my blogs tend to be warnings and bitchings about people making demands regarding my NSFW pix. There is a reason they are there. Yes, I do have NSFW pictures and yes I do post them. Yes, I do make a good deal of money as a fetish model and am a bit of an exhibitionist. Yes, I do post the images to help out some of my buds and have no problem or hang-ups about doing so...to a point. Many times, especially of late, people have been rude about it. I chalk it up to "they know now with whom they deal". You see, Im a bitch when it comes to being pushed around. Push me and you are apt to find yourself on your ass, quickly, figuratively speaking, of course. I accept pretty much all friends, unless their profile sends out psycho/stalker/scary vibes. I am happy to accept people as people just fascinate the hell out of me. In fact, I consider myself to be quite the people expert. However, I take no bullshit from anyone, male or female. I wont tolerate being lied t

Inner Desire
What Is Your Inner Desire?Loveyou want love. you feel lonley and you want someone to love you back. you want everything you ever wanted in love and you want to meet your right soul mate. you will probably get him or her later in life.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Us Marines
US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wan

Love & Trust
It seems no matter where you are in a relationship it's always lacking trust, and like a key opens a door, trust is what opens a heart. Without trust you begin to worry day and night somehow gaining insecurities within yourself that makes you question the love you two share. You start to feel unworthy, you have so much to say, will there ever be trust or just that constant pain, because of those feelings there's an emptiness in your heart. you feel it's easiest to just move on, but you wonder if you'll ever find a love so strong, so just take his hand, put your trust in him, because love without trust isn't love at all.....

About Me
Is your hair up? Yes Is your phone right beside you? no, i lost it Do you have a bf/gf?boyfriend? No. Do you miss someone? of course. Do you wish you were somewhere else? no Do you have plans for tonight? nope. bedtime soon Are you wearing makeup? nope Are you wearing chap stick? nope. Are you cold? yup. so im wrapped up in a blanket Are you tired? kinda Are you excited? no Are you watching t.v.? yes. Are you wearing pajamas? ya Who's the last person you messaged? cell phone? the chadmister Who's the last person that called you? dustin PAST Recently done anything you regret? not really. Ever lied? oh yeah. Ever spit at someone? nope. i think that's really disrespectful Ever trip over your own feet? ahahah of course. Ever had your nails done? yes Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? nope. TODAY Have you yelled at someone? ohmygod yes. Have you gotten mad at someone? veryvery. Have you cried? yep Have you called more than 3 people? nope. Have you

In Memory Of My Grndmother
my grandmother died on sunday. she lived until she was almost 90. she had a hard life, lived through the depression. barried her husband back in the mid 70's. she very rarely smiled but i did always know that she loved me. the 2 times that i remember her smiling was at my wedding and when she stayed at my houses she was playing with my 2 yr old daughter. these are memories that i will carry with me the rest of my life. i will miss her greatly

Horoscopes
AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. PISCES - The Addict (2/19-3/20) Extremely adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. Great kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. Just wants someone to be there to tell them that they love them. LEO - The Cool One (7/23-8/22) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... CANCER - The Smart One. (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. On

Life
This poem was sent to me by a great friend and it all makes sense to me, so I hope it will to someone else....... A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...

Lasik Surgery....read This
Hey what's goin on...so as some of you know I got the Lasik prk surgery. Let me tell you I went from having 20/400+ vision, which is nearly blind to 20/20. It's crazy but for those that are still contemplating this....go check this doctor out...She's awesome: Dr. Sandy Feldman (858)452-3937.....She's in San Diego. **If your somewhere else...go to www.carecredit.com and that website helps you look for a Lasik doctor near you...and you can also apply for a line of credit to get your surgery. My recommendation is to wait until you see the doctor to see how much you wanna ask for.TRhe way it works is: you fill out the application and it asks you how much credit you need, you put in the amount and it approves or denies you with in minutes. That way you have enough. I Luv you all and if you do decide to get the surgery..let me know.....xoxo BB

I Want!
I want to taste you, I want to taste you right now I want to lick the sweat from your skin I want to suck your soul right in I want to explore your mouth with my tongue I want to burn from the flames of passion I want to taste you, I want to taste you right now I want to hold your heated flesh I want our bodies to mesh I want to explore your sex with my tongue I want to savor you when you cum I want you to go numb from the sensations I want you to get wet from this verbal masturbation I want you so hot you drip I want to drink you, I want to sip I want to slip you some tongue I want to lick you off my fingers and savor you some I want to taste you Are you satisfied Are you electrified Can't you decide Are you what you wanted to be Tasted by me

Not A Player
Ok, lets get it straight once and for all! when i say to someone from here "i love you", it comes from my heart and strictly in a friend or family way! the kind of "i love you" that someone says to a lover, will not be heard from me. I am not a player as someone accused me yesterday, just because i dont share the same feelings! People that really care for me must know more than this. I didnt open my heart to be insulted in a brutal way. I am hard to catch, especially after what happened to me but once i am caught i will stay for good so dont come pressuming i want to be a heart breaker! As for the crushes that come and go to my page, i would really appreciate the honest ones that could stay there as long as i will be on CT! if one of you that has a crush on me thinks is not able to keep it that long, is invited to remove it! I hate fake feelings! For the moment, this is what i had to say! Thank you all for you time in reaing this!

Boobies
I had so much fun relaying our conversation about our new mom. I thought I would tell about some of our other FUNNY conversations. Same as last time my son's words will be all caps. I was watching 16 candles with my son, I had totally forgotten about the sceen where the camera flashes on a lovely pair of boobs. When this part of the movie came on my son said...... EWWWWW BOOBIES!! there is nothing wrong with boobies THIER GROSS Sid, that is where babies get thier milk. NO! ITS NOT!! yes it is. When you were a baby you drank milk from mom's boobies . NO MILK COMES FROM THE REFIDGERATOR (sarcastic like he thinks I am pulling his leg) yeah and where do you think it comes from before it is in the refriderator? WALL-MART!!!!!!!!!!!(in a duh tone of voice) where does wall-mart get it from? HHHHHMMM..........WALL-MART GETS MILK FROM MOM'S BOOBIES???????????????? (I am not real sure, but I think he was asking if wall-mart got milk from his mom's boobies.) (she would have to be a la

Cooperation
I see all these people working thier hardest, and they still are unable to get out of poverty, while rich white men sit in thier nice clean, air conditiond offices. Why must people be so goddam greedy? Take for instance these huge hmo's and insurance companys. UNIVERSAL HEATHCARE is where it is at.

Got Some Bad News On My Future Nephew Today
Even though the baby is coming along fine, growing and moving like he should his amniotic fluids have dropped to 5% and his mother's liver isn't functioning properly anymore. It appears that she has started to get jaundice because her skin is getting that yellow tone to it. She is now 33wks and just had her DR app't today and will go back on Mon to get a biophysical done again and hopefully IF the baby is needed to be delivered early then the DR will do it instead of waiting until it's too late like he did with poor Dominik. Iam asking that people keep this baby in their thoughts and pray for his safe arrival even if he does come early. My family cannot suffer another loss like we just had with Dominik.

I Want
I want to be perfect in your eyes I want your protective arms around me I want to stop crying I want to stop worrying I want to be the girl of your dreams I want to be by your side I want you holding my hand I want to be the girl you dream about I want to be the girl you say those three words to I want to be the girl that leaves an impact in your life I want your loving heart beside me I want your understanding heart I want to be with you the rest of my life

Helping Tigg
YOUR CHOICE DO WE PROTECT YOU? ...... OR SHOW YOU PURE K.O.P.E KLAN OF PURE EVIL.... ARE YOU WORTHY? COME FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF LET US TEST YOU TIGG IS ON AIR ROCKING THE HOUSE DOWN GET YOUR UR SEXY ASSES IN HERE JUST CLICK ANY PIC

Xmen Quiz
You scored as Rogue, Rogue is a strong but tragic personality. She loves Gambit. Because of her mutant powers, she cannot touch anyone without hurting them. Therefore, she longs for human contact. However, this southern gal's strong personality has allowed her to deal with this. Powers: Absorbs lifeforce and powers by touch, Super strength, and flightRogue90% Gambit80% Emma Frost70% Wolverine70% Iceman70% Storm65% Nightcrawler50% Jean Grey45% Beast35% Colossus35% Cyclops

Rosecherry Is Lost...
Ive been on this site since the old lostcherry days.Rosecherry has been my nickname 4 yrs,and since im an illinois transplant frm cali,i felt rite at home.Well,lostcherry became cherrytap became fubar but me-i'll always b lost.Peace...xox

Please Read!
Ladies and Gentlemen, if You have Your zip code in Your profile, the name of Your town on Your page, all anyone has to do is click on it and they are taken to google earth. They'll be looking down on Your house, Your driveway, Your life. You might just want to tell everyone You know about this. Please spread the word. hugs xxx I posted this in my stash also...everyone should post this!

Holder Of My Heart?
im sure everyone has the 1 ex or even the 1 person in life that for some reason is hard to get over no matter what you try to do. through the new partners, jobs, children, etc that 1 certain person stays on their mind and in their heart. anyway today i was at my dads and got bored so i went into my old bedroom and figured id rumage through the closet to see what i left behind, i ran across a paper bag opened it and was shocked to find i kept stuff my ex fiance gave me and such. i took a smaller white wedding bag out of the paper bag opened it to see what i kept, there was a teddy bear that still had his cologne sent on it, a shirt he always wore (that 1 shirt everyone has that no matter how old it is you keep it for whatever reason), the cell phone he gave me when i was just suppose to go back to my dads to pack up my stuff to move in with him permently, the game he got me when i was sick with mono, and some other tid bits, then i came across pictures we took the night before i left. i

Women Of Fubar Beware
i recently came into a situation with so called "single" man that has turned out disasterous. this man professed love for me and was even intending to move in and start a real relationship. i recently receieved a call from his "wife". she has threatened to come kick my ass an cause problems for me. i stopped talking to him a long time ago yet his wifey still calls and threatens me. if yu shout me i will give you his name so you might avoid the same situation.i hint he is from tenn.please let all the women on here know

Friends & Family...
WHERE DO I START? OH YEAH! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! ABSOLUTELY,100% BEAUTIFUL!!! ALOHA MY FRIENDS & FAMILY FOR ALL THE LOVE... I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON YOU GUYS, AS WELL AS YOU GUYS CAN DEPEND ON ME.. I LOVE YOU ALL...MUAHZ! U GUYS ROCK!!! imikimi - Customize Your World

Application
Girlfriend Application General Name: Age: Location: Are you employed? [ ] Yes [ ] No Employer: Education Highest Grade Completed: Are you currently enrolled in school? [ ] Yes [ ] No If yes, what is your course of study? Transportation Do you have a reliable form of transportation? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you own your own car? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you have a license? [ ] Yes [ ] No Family Do you speak with a majority of your family? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you sacrifice anything for your family? [ ] Yes [ ] No How often does your family ask you to sacrifice for them? [ ] Never [ ] Sometimes [ ] Often [ ] Weekly History Are you currently in a relationship? [ ] Yes [ ] No Have a majority of your relationships been abusive? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you speak with any of your ex-boyfriends? [ ] Yes [ ] No If yes, are you “good friends?” [ ] Yes [ ] No How often do you go to the doctor? [ ] Never [ ] Sometime

Relaxing Weekend
okay.. that's how it should be! i was cleaning up the livingroom and now took some minutes for me to rest, ugh my allergies! my back is still hurting, to be exact is my waist, but i have no idea why it's hurting since yesterday... i didn't carry anything heavy... well who knows, maybe it's the age lol anyways, i'm going tonight to have dinner in a restaurant with my friends, hopefully pizza! i'll be back late, and no lol i'm not going to get drunk :) it will be in capital and i have to be back home and take the train, bus etc. and i have to add that tomorrow morning i have dentist again :( boohooo tomorrow night my relatives will come to visit me, and we will have a very small celebration too. this will be a busy weekend lol until sunday that i'll be able to relax omg :P *hugs*

I Need Help
i was wondering what i would need to do to be able to put more pics on rather than waiting to be leveled up which i am only at 13 and i need to get to 16, can anyone help me with this? please i am asking all my friends and family and fans

Pics
have only a limited amount of photos really sucks because when u have so many pics that u want to share them with ur friends, family, and fans u can't so if anyone wants to buy me a vip then that would be awesome but i would not expect it. just having another one of those moments of thinking out loud

My All New Contest!!!!!
Yayyy! I am in another contest and I hope all my friends and family will help me and show some support!!!! I lovie u all and I hope you will show me how much you lovie me too!!! Just click on the link below and rate and comment the picture. Most comments wins and bombing is allowed!!!!! If you dont want to bomb then its fine just rate and leave at least one comment so I know you stopped by. The contest ends on Sept 24th. Please help me out! thanks! Click the pic below and it will take you there.

"again"
I just want to hold her hand and tell her that it's fine I just want to tell her heart she always on my mind, Does she see the hurt I feel when I look into her heart Does she feel the love i have even while we are apart, Can I be the one to lean on when her legs are week walk Can I hear the stories she tells when she needs to to talk, Would she look to me forever as a friend who wouldn't leave Would she have the faith I carry for her I'll always believe, Should I turn and walk away could I never look back again Should I tell her she's on her own until the very end, When she hurts does she think of me to make a smile appear When she knows it is all good was it because she knows I care, If I never met her soul would I miss the one I feel for so much If I know whats best for me I 'll be waiting forever to feel her touch. Again J-Dubz

Sex
when you date do the men or women you are dating think its easy to get you into bed the same night. I myself have tryed the same in year before i relized that women also want the same so sometimes i just wait for them to make their move then i just follow their lead.

Yayyyyyyyyy
OK, best news have had again! Steph called today, and as long as things go as planned, she arrives home THURSDAY!!!!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy Yes, I am feeling better just knowing she is coming home. It helps the stress level tremendously :) One more thing finally coming together :)

Help Me Decide
ok heres the deal and i need some advice- Id appreciate comments from veterans who have been here a while, point whores, and people just here for friends. As I said in a previous blog Ive been punished and am not able to comment ANYTHING(pages, photos, bulletins, mumms, blogs, stash) ANYTHING! Not only that but Im unable to post or repost bulletins.A big part of what I do here is welcome newbies, and help my friends by making pimpouts and posting and reposting bulletins. I have obviously been pissed and have been quite vocal and joking about it even which is probably why I haven't gotten those priveleges back.Im sure if I was like some people and begged and pleaded to scrapper maybe bought him a blast, apologized profusely and swore angelic behavior from now on I would have gotten em back by now but quite frankly anyone who knows me knows its not in my nature to kiss ass or be kept quiet. Honestly I was married for 18 years to a control freak and too damn old to put up with it.

Breaking Into Your House
BREAKING INTO YOUR HOUSE Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According to the protesters: You are Require

Pick And Choose
When you’re the boss you can pick and choose No matter whom else that has to loose The one that’s the best gets the spot or the fame That’s not always true but I can’t complain People are pasted up it’s all just the same Never given a chance to add to the game They might be the one to break through to the front Instead of a homerun their forced to bunt Bosses and people can change your day and your night But don’t let them keep you from doing what’s right The best is not what I want to be Good enough to be happy is enough for me To make myself and my parents proud Not to be just one of the crowd People make changes in my life you see Because they think their better than me This they are not and I know for sure I don’t change my ways to open the door I don’t lie or cheat to get to the top If that’s what it takes I’ll come to a stop And people will always change your stride Don’t change your values or loose your pride Something’s are yours and not to be c

Can't Believe It
Well we finally got the word the cancer is back and mom has 2-6 months to live. We had thought she was on the road to recovery but the cancer came back. I guess its hard to think this will be the last of anything for her. So me and my sibling are trying to do the best we can to make this as easy as possible. We're hoping she can at least see another Christmas that is her favorite holiday. She always had a big party at that time. Thanks everyone for your support.

So Tired
So I figure I can vent somewhat here... Im really fed up sick and tired of EVERYTHING! Seems as if nothing is going right nor does it look like things are gonna get better anytime soon! Im ready to say FUCK IT and give up because really Im tired of caring....No matter what I do its not good enough the harder I try the more shit gets fucked up not to mention people and there drama that love to bring me in the middle of it all sick of that shit to Igot my own shit to worry about but does anyone care ? FUCK NO ... Yea people claim to care and give a shit but when it comes down to it they really dont .. Im always there for everyone else no matter what the situation but when It comes to me well its FUCK SUNSHINE let her deal with it on her own we aint got time ... Im so sick of fake people and drama ass shit and my name in people's mouth always talkin shit GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!!

Bad Boys !!!!!
see bullshit ppl act lil fuk baby on mark my photo want too be lil bitch ever thing ppl made me know fuk asshole mark my stuff see some any thing on it and mark it too let me fine out who bc all shit will get mark nsfw 4 work too now fuk you

Poem
sanity is a rare thing it is found only in those who believe it exists. the poor man on the street will nothing on his back or his feet will mumble simply the truth of life and will still be titled 'insane". the white collar business man with two point five kids will work himself to the death and be called "sane". where do we draw the line? when all is said and done which side of the line will you be on?

Update
Ok I know I haven't been on here hardly at all lately. And finally it's for a good reason. My wife and I have been back together for a month now and I've been busy with my family. I want to thank all of you that were there for me during my rough stretch. I truly do appreciate everything my friends have done for me over the last few months. I haven't forgotten any of you but I had to make my marriage my top priority.

Pain
I really want to use my blogs as rants really I used to write editorials back in college and was known for my acerbic wit but today instead my first humble offering is more sentimental and personal, my dog is dying. I was raised with dogs and owned one nearly all my life, with the exception of some yrs. in my 20s when I lived in apartments and couldn't have one. One would think that I would be used to a dog dying, but I'm not. Sam, my current dog, is a big fluffy mutt just 4 yrs. old. He used to weigh a robust 98lbs. but alas his dwindled to a skelatal 68. They say Sam has kidney disease and may have been born with geenetically poor kidney's, I think it's from the recent contaminated food because the food I raised him on and he ate every day were part of the recall. The prognosis is not good. Sam was given a 99.9999% chance of dying and so for a week now I've been on death watch. What's really crazy is that I'm in sales, I'm a cold hearted salesman. And yet each day I come hom

Confusion
Have you ever wondered if you're making the right decision??????????? Afraid to take that next step into the Unknown?????????? Rolling the dice taking a chance on what could be????????? Sometimes I know what I want and other times I pray I make the right Decision Hmmm .... Its really all about chances... Chance meetings... Opportunitys... Forbidden Desires... Romantic Trysts... Love undefined yet felt deeply Maybe its really all about choices Do I plunge in head first only to experience rejection?????? Or unbelieveable joy??? Do I automatically know when I find my soulmate??? will I recognize something in their eyes that says they are the other half of Me??? Do I trus

Love Hurts
By Incubus Tonight we drink to youth And holding fast to truth (I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.) My heart still has a beat But love is now a feat. (As common as a cold day in LA.) Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing? Love hurts... But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive. Love sings, When it transcends the bad things. Have a heart and try me, 'cause without love I won't survive. I'm fettered and abused, I stand naked and accused (Should I surface this one man submarine?) I only want the truth So tonight we drink to youth! (I'll never lose what I had as a boy.) Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing? Love hurts... But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive. Love sings, When it transcends the bad things. Hav

Didi
I met this girl a few years ago and at the first moment i met her i know i want to be with her. But it was difficult for me, she didn't like me. Only 6 or 7 years later she changed her opinion... Damn she start to like me. But to late i realize only as a friend. But it was to late for my feelings... I cant stop thinking about her.

Ugh!
My horoscope for today.... (how ironic!) You need to deal with the situation at home before it gets any less stable. You've certainly got what it takes to handle it all, but the weirdness could get to be a bit much if you try to do it all yourself. (I'm doing 90% of it myself, hurts but oh well)

Fyi
JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW BLONDIE HAS LOST INTERNET SERVICE FOR A WHILE SHE SHOULD BE BACK ON IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS OR AS SOON AS SHE CAN. SHE WANTS EVERYONE TO KNOW SHE LOVES YOU ALL AND MISSES YOU HUGELY LOOK FOR HER BLOG WHEN SHE IS BACK LETS ALL SHOW HER HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER

Lover
i ues to close my eyes and dream of a happy life, a life with no pain a life with love, never did i think that it would 1 day hapen, nore did i think that i would find it with out drugs or wiskey, nore did think it would come to the point were i smile but now i smile wen i think of nuthing yet evry thing,the wind the sun the sea the waves,wen i wake i no longer want to walk in to the sea so she can love me,i rather walk in to ur arms, look in to ur eyes and see the love shing thue your eyes, the way u say my name,the way u love me,yet i know it wont last but i take what i can of u,and wen ur gone ill walk in to my lovers arms she will all ways love me,my love the sea she awates, but she will not have me till ur gone and i know thats soon.

I See
i see dat look in yer eyes when yer staring at me i hear da hope in yer words when u say were meant to be but i cant keep on pretending that my heart will soon be mending take my heart and ease my pain drown my sorrows down the drain hold me close n dont let go tell me that u luv me so and when i start to cry each night grab me and hold me tight i look for u in ever guy please just dont ask me why i fell for u atda mention of your name and since then life jus hasnt been the same yull c dat look in my eyes wen u staren at me yull hear the hope in yer words wen u say were meant to be so for now ill keep on pretending dat my heart will soon be mending

The True Meaning Of Christmas
The True Meaning Of CHRISTmas True Meaning of Christmas Just a week before Christmas I had a visitor. This is how it happened. I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out next to the fireplace. "What are you doing?" I started to ask. The words choked up in my throat and I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner was gone. Gone was the eager, boisterous soul we all know. He then answered me with a simple statement . . . "TEACH THE CHILDREN!" I was puzzled. What did he mean? He anticipated my question and with one quick movement brought forth a miniature toy bag from behind the tree. As I stood bewildered, Santa said, "Teach the children! Teach them the old meaning of Christmas. The meaning that now-a-days Christmas has forgotten. "Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a FIR TREE and plac

Happy Whatever
I’ve changed a lot over the years just like we all have. I’ve gone from a kid who put on a bath rob and played a shepherd in the church manger scene then went home and stared in marvel at the Christmas tree to someone who is satisfied just to see people smiling more this time of year. The world is a much bigger place with people of different beliefs and of every level of spirituality, all hopefully valued. We live our own different lives and are all held together by a thread woven of love and hope. The single constant through every celebration of the season is sharing. The act of sharing is why we light candles, hang mistletoe and bake cookies. It’s why we make phone calls, travel miles to hug, and make gestures too often taken for granted. Creating something you think is beautiful is just time wasted, the funniest think you can imagine is just another fleeting thought, and singing so sweet and with such a passion that makes your own eyes tear is just another sound unless you share

Toilet Paper
Toilet Paper Current mood: crappy Category: Shopping Something you never think about, till you get down to the last sheet.... Lets look at toilet paper, shell we....... Man, are there a lot of brands out there or what...and styles, wow. Ones with quilts, one with pillows...(pillows, i don't want to sleep with the damn stuff) one with stars, one ply, two ply, no ply.....200 sheets, 5000 sheets.(5000 sheets, get out)...makes my head spin.....takes me 20 minutes in the paper isle. Single roll, double roll....triple roll (can't even get that one on the damn roller)...and scent, you want smell, check out your T.P. (before u use it)...you want jasmine, you got it!!!....honeysuckle, right again, flower mist....you get the point.......and color, we got white, blue, green, pink, flowered, stripped....a virtual paint store. maybe it's just me but IDK what color it is as long as my hand dosn't go though it......and versatile, man, this stuff is great...You can write a letter on

So True
(i wrote this many years ago but copyrighted it in 2004...i get to spend time with my son on a fairly regular basis and to this day he still asks me when will he be able to come home...it tears my soul everytime i have to tell him "not right now honey") So True There was this boy I once knew He came into my life and made my soul anew My days were full and bright too With butterflies and tulips blue I loved him so and still do People thought I did not pay my due He was rudely taken from me and they forced me to bid him adieu My heart knows I have paid my due Our bond is still there though they don't want it to I love him for my heart is true So, I will make do Dedicated to my son T.C.B.D 10-3-04 All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Bring Him Home Santa
"Bring Him Home Santa" Dear Santa, I need to change my Christmas list There's one big thing I missed You see my Daddy's working for away from here And I know Santa, I asked for a Barbie doll And a brand new soccer ball But I'd trade it all, for just one gift this year... Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and me Let us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our tree You can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleigh Don't make him spend Christmas all alone Bring him home And Santa, here's a picture that I drew Of him in his dress blues Mama says our country needs him over there And you know Santa, this whole year I've been good And I was hopin' that would Do all you could to answer her prayer... Bring him home Santa, bring him home to mom and me Let us wake up Christmas morning, and find him standing by our tree You can pick him up on your way, he could ride there in your sleigh Don't make him spend Christmas all alon

What Do You See When You Look At Me My Friend?
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see the kindness that radiates within my soul? Or do you only see that I look only wrinkled and old? Do you see the fact that I care about all of my friends? Or do you only see that is sometimes hard for me to just bend? Do you see the inner strength that helps me get through rough times? Or do you only notice the etching of all of my lines? Do you see the laughter and joy that I like to share? Or do you only see that I am ready for the rocking chair? Do you see the compassion that I have for those who are in pain? Or do you simply see the weight that I know I have gained? Do you see the passion and fire that exuberates within me? Or do you only see the faded beauty that I used to be? What do you see when you look at me? Do you see the person that I will never again be? Love me for who I am now, not for who I used to be--for God made me who I am now, your friend for eternity! Love to you always! Linda

01-04-08 The First Friday Of 08
HEY! Thanks for stopping bye I love it when people read my blogs! (throws in a little philosophy) I hope this finds you with a productive week behind you (as well as your fill of the holidays) And an eventful or peaceful weekend as you want it - ahead! My weekend includes well, will be scheduled around watching my BUCKEYES Win the BCS National Championship! (hopefully) I know - I know ... A majority of my blog readers are: FEMALE Non-sports fans or non-buckeyes Just bare with me, I bleed scarlet & gray And don't bring up sports much ... :) One more and then I'm threw! I'd probably find the -MY- perfect woman at a buckeyes rally ... I've had ladies who where fans of sports in my life before, but sadly non where the die-hard buckeye fan I'd need them to be ... Any SPORTS fans out there? I'm sorry - blame it on my fever ... I had hoped to go somewhere to watch the game, but unless I can turn my fever into JUST "Buckeye Fever"

Beginings
To ourselves, we are true but in time, we slip away Become someone new someone we don't want to stay When people start to change they move on, try something new The world begins to rearange and life changes with you To become someone better you reach out to the unknown Seeking the things that matter finding a place to call home I don't want to travel this alone please let down your gaurd Why should we go on our own I know we are both scarred Lean on me, i'm here for you whatever you need, I'll do Be there for me, care for me to I've been there I've felt your pain It's never fair We must regain we can have all we seek If we do it together Future's are no longer bleak I have a partner in this endeavor You lean on me because i'm here for you Everything you need I do you're ther for me You care for me to Becoming someone better We reach out to the unknown seeking the th

Jessica
Jessica fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/25632 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE The pictures she uses can be located here: http://www.okayamigo.com/members/profile_view.phtml?user_num=46828 Page has been inactive for some time due to a previous FAKE Busting.

Fantasy
Fantasy fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/138571 The REAL persons pages are here: http://www.myspace.com/8746967 http://pixietrixie.livejournal.com/ Salutes done for MySpace: After 2 years on fubar never once submitting a salute is odd. This person is tagged a FAKE until a salute is submitted and approved by fubar.

Venting
okay i need to seriously vent over here... i need serious help too... i swear idk how im not fucking locked away yet... okay, i go to skool about once or twice a week n i HAVE to go tomorrow... ppl better not fuck with me so help me god... speically the fucking lil retarded kids that piss me off or ill go off on there fucking ass... and i cant do that cuz i will not stop when i start...... so therefor... i will get locked up that way grrr i want someone to fucking shoot me right now damn it i have to get outta this house this weekend... i need to get away from all the shit with ppl and my family and everything i dont know how much longer ill be around... im getting the fuck outta ny as soon as i can... im gonna go fucking insain, my depressions getting worse and the meds arnt working pains getting too much to bare physically and mentally... im so fed up with everything why the fuck do i even bother with anything anymore i cant wait till it gets warm so i can s

Words
I like your words, the way they stroke, the linguistic rush that you evoke. [you feel me, touch me kiss me, fuck me] I slip my noun into your genes, verb me like I’ve never seen, paragraph my earthly woes, fuck me, verbose, before you go.

Nutshell
We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight, and yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find, yet I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead

Almost There!!!!!!!
So, it's almost that time! Are you ready to come Scavenger Hunt my page??? I am uber excited! Show me lots and lots of love and I will catch up and get it all back to you! Apparently levelling people up benefits me the most during a happy hour so everybody hit up the newbies too and level as many as you can. Much Love to all my friends! xoxo

Alone
Alone I sit and ponder..... Alone i wonder.. Why can't I feel the rain? Than i remember all to well the pain.... Pain for the loss of someone so special to me... How could this be? He was there on day... Untill a breeze came and blew him away.... Now all that left is emptyness inside... Knowing I should of been by his side... Than i woulden't have so much left to say... To the one who made me this way..... *****RIP Achraf Nabil Hamze 8/14/72-7/19/05**** i will love and miss u always my dearest fiend life without is just not the same....xoxoxo

Tag, You Are It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hate going to funerals 2. I could eat chocolate 24/7 3. I am afraid of flying 4. I am claustrophobic 5. My first job was a waitress at 16 6. I can't swim/afraid of water 7. I love making people laugh 8. i hate people who lie to me 9. I used to teach clogging & square dancing 10. I have been married 3 times (twice to the same idiot) i'm not tagging anyone,but if you want to play along,thats fine.

Here
What can I say. This site is more than I could have ever imagained. Never found one place whre you can meet such a wide variety of people. Here you can talk to individuals from her in the US or as far away as you can imagaine. You can get your heart shattered one day, and the next met someoen who makes you fel like your flying. I have met a wide variety of men on hre. Well not actually in person that is. Some have become wonderful friends I hope to have for the rest of my life, and others I never want to think of again. But all in all , as many times as I have wanted to leave, I dotn think I could. Always been a terribly shy girl. Yes I know some of you will find that very hard to believe lol. But it is very true. Never would let anyone take a picture, or if they did wouldn't smile. So terribly self conscious and insecure. Unfortunately these insecurities made me lose a very special friend I had here. I sometimes put up a false front of this flirty, naughty girl.

Embracing Midnight
The soft whisper on the wind eases her out of peaceful slumber beckoning her out of bed a languid spell she's cast under. Clad only in a white shift she tiptoes down darkened halls guided only by the luminescent moon and candles flickering against the wall. Enchanting music adrift on a breeze flows steadily into her ears.. helpless to resist the pull as it soothes and ceases her deepest fears. Following the music outside eyes dazed, mind in a trance she lets go of inhibitions with grace begins to dance. Shadowed and mysterious he waits in still silence following her every move waiting to offer expert guidance. Her movements liquid against the black velvet of night graceful in poise and flow, embraced by a halo of moonlight. He glides out of shadows and hovers nearer her form a shiver runs down her spine her body loses it's warmth. An eerie calm settles around her sh

Woohooo!!!!!
I finally got an attorney Thursday Night. I have never had an attorney before. I really hope he is able to help out so it's not just me against my ex's attorney anymore. I am just looking forward to this being over with.

Bewildered
Ponder all the words ever shared, Muses and ideas and thoughts dared, Examine to what end it'll be, Is it the end you hoped you'd see? Roll with a punch, The sidelines gather a bunch, Shadows await your return to the dark, When your eyes and skin turn grey and feel like bark, Happiness a glimmer on horizon I can't reach, Loniness attained absorbed and not preached, I stand till I fall to the fates call, Sometimes I can barely wait for that fall, Echos ringing loudly...beckoning me, The strings of obligation make me stay you see, Only time remains as the end draws close, Abyss, quiet and serenre waitin for me.

I Fuckin Hate Copz!!!
NOT LESS THAN 10MINZ AGO I WAZ STOPED BY A COP AFTER I ENTERED A RESTAURANT UP AT THA COUNTER ORDERIN MY FOOD & HE WALKZ N SAYIN DNT TAKE THAT ORDER LET ME TALK 2 U OUT SIDE & I SAY WHY WHT 4 I DNT DO ANYTHING & HE SAID WELL I'LL TELL U OUT SIDE & SAY NO CUZ IM NOT ON PAROLL OR PROBATION I HAVE MY RIGHTZ SO THIZ MUTHA FUCKA GRABZ MY HAND & PUTZ IT N THOSE LIL BITCH ASS HOLDZ THAT THEY DO & LEADZ MY OUT SIDE & IM ASKIN HIM WHTZ THIS ABOUT WHY DID U STOP ME & THIZ BITCH SAYZ I FIT A SUSPECT THAT THEY R LOOKIN 4 N A ROBBERY NOW WE ALL KNOW THATZ BULLSHIT & YES HE WAZ A WHITE COP NOW IM JUST WALKIN DOWN THA BLOCK LISTENIN 2 MY MUSIC GOIN TA GET SUMTHIN TA EAT BUT I HAVE TA DEAL WIT THIZ BULLSHIT IT DIDNT MATTER IF I HAD ANY RIGHTZ OR NOT BUT IT HAZ NUTTIN TA DO WIT IM BLACK HE READ OFF SUM BULLSHIT OF WHT THEY SAY THA PERSON LOOKED LIKE & GUESS WHT THA MUTHA FUCKA DIDNT LOOK LIKE ME AINT THAT A BITCH & U KNOW THA MUTHA FUCKA WAZ TALKIN DOWN TA ME LIKE I WAZ JUST A DUMB NIGGA BUT NO I WAZNT

I Am In An Auction ... Be My Owner!
THATS RIGHT... I AM UP FOR BID.. COME GET BID AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!! (CLICK LINK BELOW TO TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION!) [ fubar.com photo: 3551395619 ] I am offering the following Your name added to My name Rate all 11s during Happy Hour Rate stash during Happy Hour Daily comment Keep you shit faced Bulletin pimp out once a week Permanent spot in blog Your link in About Me If you are a member or an owner of a lounge, I will subscribe to it #2 friend and added to family for the month you own me Added to yahoo Make them my crush for that month.. Will make a SFW salute.. SO COME SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!!

It"s A Boy!!!!!!!!
glitter-graphics.com I AM VERY PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THE ARRIVAL OF MY LITTLE PRIDE & JOY, ZACHARY MARK. HE WAS BORN ON MARCH 12TH, 2008 AT 12:26PM AND WEIGHED 7LBS. 13OZS. AND WAS 20 3/4 INCHES. HIS FATHER MARK AND I ARE VERY HAPPY AND I AM GLAD TO SAY THAT HE'S IS A BIG HEALTHY BABY BOY. THANKS TO ALL OF MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR YOUR WELL WISHES AND SUPPORT. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH & YOU KEPT ME GOING FROM DAY TO DAY WITH YOUR COMMENTS AND FUBAR LOVE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I CAN SNEAK IN HERE BETWEEN FEEDINGS AND DIAPER CHANGES BT I WILL RETURN THE LOVE AS SOON AS I GET THE CHANCE. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT IT IS DEFINITELY A JOYOUS BLESSING TO BE A MOTHER NOW. I LOVE MY LITTLE SON MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. KEEP THE THREE OF US IN YOUR DAILY PRAYERS FOR STRENGTH AND WISDOM TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE CHALLENGES WE FACE. MUCH LOVE TO ALL ~~~~~ Susie Q aka MZ. PONYGIRLSUE P.S. TO SEE A PICTURE OF ZACHARY GO TO MY ALBUM OF HIM UNDER HIS

March 30 1991
I remember March 30,1991 as though it was yesterday. That was the day when I saw the one person whom I admired, looked up to as a man of character and was honored to be called his grandson, cry. It struck me as odd to actually see my grandfather cry, for as long as I can remember I had never seen that side of his emotions before. You see, he had been battling Cancer and Leukemia since June 1989, doing these months he never let on that he was in pain.One time he told me that the only regret that he had was he wasn't able to get on the floor and wrestle with my kids like he had done with his grandkids. But that day in March was different and it brothered me very much. It was like I knew something was wrong, but just couldn't put my finger on it. Then 2 weeks later I received that phone call I had been waiting for. My grandfather had passed away and was in heaven. Even though I knew he was ill and that it was only a matter of time, my world stopped turning. Then I realized that w

I Wonder !
I always wonder this Why would you want to be in a group that the ONLY thing you have to do is just F/A/R and nothing else. Why they can't help level up or even help in a contest. I noticed when 1 of their Friends needs leveling up they do a bulliton on it to help that person but not the rest I think its stupid just to be in a club just to F.A.R people How can you become friends like that I don't understand.... I been in groups like that and I just deleted them Now RISING-STAR..THE SPANKERS CLUB, RATE SPANKERS and SHADOW LEVELERS YOU ROCK so DON'T this blog is about your groups I will ALWAYS help you guys out... I just think it is stupid to just be in those kind of groups :).. This is my whining of the day !!!!

Pick Your Prize Giveaway # 4
Due to popular demand...im running another "Pick your Prize Giveaway" Spaces are limited so get in quickly...You MUST send me a message...I will not accept shoutbox entries...and they will be in order of First in Best Dressed. This is what is on offer... BLING PACKS:( I will offer 5 of these ) 6,000 comments........One week time limit. ONE DAY BLAST: 6,000 comments.........One week time limit. 3 DAY BLAST: 8,500 comments........10 day time limit ONE MONTH VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST Either of the above.............12,000 comments........Two week time limit 4 TICKER MESSAGES 10,000 comments.......Two week time limit. 30 DAY BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP I will only offer one each of these..............28,000 comments........Three week time limit *****SPECIAL OFFER PACKS*****:( I will only offer 2 each of these ) 7 day blast or 1 month VIP PLUS a bling Pack...15,000 comments....three week time limit 30 day blast or 3 month VIP PLUS a bling Pack.........30,000 comment

Relationship Needs Assessment
Interdependence Interdependence refers to how much you need dependency or a “couple identity” with your partner. You are highly interdependent in relationships. This means that you desire – and perhaps even demand – a substantial degree of physical and emotional connection with a partner and other loved ones. Those connections and interactions can be frequent and superficial or they can be deep and meaningful. And you are probably attracted quickly to someone who you can deeply respect and even emulate to a degree. In fact, it is typical for a person in this score range to consider how a particular romantic partner might reflect on his/her own family and friends. All of this does not mean that you do not need personal space now and then; nearly everyone values being unique and different from others in some respects. However, people in this range draw considerable strength, comfort and sense of identity from close relationships. You like to know about virtually all aspects of your pa

Contest Details (amended)
I have decided to give runner up prizes to the second and third places yay!!! The person who is the first to reach 50,000 comments will win happy hour and when this is reached the competion will be closed (or the closest time that I am online, a girl has to sleep lol). Seond prize will be 500,000 fubucks. Third prize will be 350,000 fubucks if they have reached over 25,000 comments or 250,000 fubucks if below 25,000. The max END DATE for the contest is still Friday 30th May 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar

Sex Story #11
JUST ANOTHER SEX STORY.....I LOVE TO WRITE, WHEN I HAVE THE TIME, OR IS THAT WHEN I AM IN THE MOOD, LOL.....IT'S NOT TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, JUST FUN......WITH MY WILD IMAGINATION, LOL..... SEX STORY 11 I close my eyes and almost feel you, and how you would touch me.....kiss me so deep and passionately.....removing my clothing very slowly so ur finger tips can softly touch my skin, brush across my bra as u lift it up over my head.....turn me around, as ur lips gently touch my skin and my neck, unbuttoning my bra one latch at a time, kissing my back while removing my bra slowly.....slowly letting the straps fall over my shoulders and down my arms....u stand over me, your hands rubbing my shoulders, down my arms, u r kissing my neck, my shoulders, looking down to see my big huge breasts......your hands cup them, nipples in between your finger and thumb, u pinch and roll them.....I let out a gasp of air, my head back on your chest....our mouths meet, tongue gliding

Do You Know How To Measure
Find Your Bra Size Are you wearing the right size? Almost 8 in 10 women are wearing the wrong size- you may be one of them. Why? Your body changes over time, and your fit will change year to year as you lose or gain weight, exercise more or less, and so on. If you are experiencing discomfort, spillage over your cups or back strap, tight straps, or a gap between your cups, you are most likely wearing the wrong size. Measuring yourself for a bra is an art, not a science Our fit guide can provide you with a good starting point. If you're not sure what size you wear, or fall between two sizes, you may want to try several sizes and styles as a starting point. Getting Started It's best to measure when you are wearing your most comfortable bra - one that has no padding and is not a minimizer. Helpful Hints Try these tips and tests to see if your bra is flattering you as best it should. Place yourself in your bra Now that you've found your size, test your fit. T

Sorry About The Way The Contest Went
Well since I ended the Happy Hour contest early I have decided that all who entered the contest will get either a 7 day blast or a month VIP for their time and efforts. So ladies who entered my contest please contact me and let me know which one you want. I will not do them all at the same time but I will get to you in the order I am contacted and over the next two months all will get their prize! Also I will be hostine an auction with entry fee of 10,000 fu bucks soon so look for my blog about that and I will also have a bully about the auction. Thanks to everyone for being so understanding about the contest.

May 7-8
Morning May 7. Sunny day, sunny mood plans and thoughts of the upcoming b-day. I need concentration. Need to remember to do this and that. Yes. Hmmm.... No. Ok. Worktime's over. Going home. Watch - 3.20pm. Key to the home door. It doesn't fit in. Hmmm... I call my hubby. No, he knows nothing. I go round and see partly opened windows of our flat (second floor). My heart starts pumping. Shit shit shit (do not dare reporting me for these words, I'm sure you'd have pronounced sth more vulgar even)!!! I call my hubby again. Then his father, then 112 (police). No, I'm not imagining things. It's real. Come please. They all come, we open the door. Thieves had gone. Some mess around. WTF the mess. No money, no gold (my earings, bracelets, rings, pendants...), no laptop with all my sentiments in it and some important data and docs. I don't care for money. Give me my memories back. Oh yeah, I sit on the floor and cry. Fuck those thieves. God, deprive them of their memories and souvenirs too. I b

Do It!
[] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] I'd Fuck you [] All of the above Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] hell no Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Other, not sure yet!! Have to kiss you first.. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] Friends What k

Default Pic
I have had some questions about my default pic lol. It says will strip for fubucks. No I will not strip for fubucks, but I will certianly work for them. I'll rate pics and stash, even F/A/R or bomb contests/giveaways for the right price lol. I'll even makes tags, animations, and graphics. There are only two things I have never done on Fu. One is had a happy hour and the other is get the spotlight. So at least by working for fubucks I can get a bit closer to getting the spotlight and help someone else out while I'm earning those fubucks. So now that you know what I'm up to don't be afraid to make me an offer. Nothing is too small or too large. Lets see if we can make a deal and help each other in the process. Now that I have bored you enough lol, thanks for reading. Danielle

Barely Here
Juss lettin all my friends and family members know that I have less then 2 months to go till my baby girl is here :) So, I won`t be online too much...I still have alot to get ready for her...So, Please understand. And when I have the time I will come on here and conversate with ya`ll

Sex Story #12
FANTASY...... I sign in to get my messages and there you are......it's been awhile since I have seen or heard from you...thought you were bored of me, lol..... what's new other than making me horny..lol....from your message and your hot story you wrote to me, mmmm......now to respond to you.... of course I would not object to you fucking my tits...I would not mind at all sucking on your cock with each stroke....I love that actually....I prefer to swallow ur cum but hey, u wanna spray it over my neck and tits, go right ahead, as long as it does not go all over my face....I would even lick it off my nipples while you watched..... as long as you do not mind licking my cum from my pussy, b'coz I am sure I would be damn good and wet by the time you were done with me......I also would love to get you all hard again as soon as possible, but then again, maybe not even let you go soft at all.....flip you over on your back, kneel between ur legs, rub ur cock again between m

The Garden
Garden THERE is a fenceless garden overgrown With buds and blossoms and all sorts of leaves; And once, among the roses and the sheaves, The Gardener and I were there alone. He led me to the plot where I had thrown The fennel of my days on wasted ground, And in that riot of sad weeds I found The fruitage of a life that was my own. My life! Ah, yes, there was my life, indeed! And there were all the lives of humankind; And they were like a book that I could read, Whose every leaf, miraculously signed, Outrolled itself from Thought's eternal seed, Love-rooted in God's garden of the mind.

New Code Of Conduct
2nd Alarm Hotties Code of Conduct 1. All Hottie members/prospects must have a verified salute and a minimum of 15 pics which includeS.F.W body shots. All hotties must be female by birth 2. All pics, (excluding private and n.s.f.w) must be open for the purpose of voting and rating to all officers. Shout box and Fu-mail must be open to officers for communications. You have to have a yahoo id or msn id for this purpose. Officers must have yahoo sn. When you acquire a Yahoo Id. You must submit it to C/D.Carrie for inclusion in the communication list of hotties. 3. All new hotties will be assigned to a Team, your team leader must be in your top 10 friends and Upon your admission you must add 2nd Alarm hotties to your profile name/nickname, you are allowed 5 days to conform with C.O.C.rules. Team leaders will be checking for compliance. This applies to ex hotties, rejoining. 4. Most important; Chief and Hottie homepage Must be added to your Family...and Carrie (careabella),Flirt (cris),K

Heres Another One Of Them People
HERES ANOTHER ONE OF THEM PEOPLE!! I'm skipping over to my give away just to check things out cause I've been bustin booty at my other give away and haven't had time to work on this one yet. Here I see this woman had bombed the hell out of me.. She didn't even say a word.. Lets pretend I didnt go over there and maybe pershaps one of my team mates had hit that give away and knocked off all her comments. I would of never known she had helped me at all.. Thats what I'm talken about here.. Giving of yourself expecting nothing in return.. Ha well I did see what she did and I did find out so I'm going to rate every single thing she has on her page and I'll make sure I do it at happy hour just to give my thanks.. Not only that through Hellcat I have just learned shes also in a give away herself.. What is she doing bombing me if shes got one to bomb herself? She doing what so many of us need to learn to do more of self included.. Thats give.. If everyone just gave and gave this world woul

My Forbidden Girls
WANNA FIND OUT WHY THEY ARE FORBIDDEN????CLICK THIER PICS THEY COULD USE UR HELP :) RATE,FAN,ADD,CRUSH,BLING BUY THEM SOMETHING THEY DESERVE IT!!! TATERBABY-NO strokin to the pics!! Head Greeter @ Forbidden & Playmate 4 Cellblock Radio LaWmAn's Sexual Desire & FU Stalked by MRmostunderated Brit*~Pres/NPDz~*ReevesGroupie*motherenforcer@forbiddeninc Wendy aka '♥Breezey ♥Greeter@Forbidden~Fu-Wifey to TØwHëÅÐ72' Crystal Henderson aka 'H¡Ṥ ηÅUġħTɣ ṤƖâVĕ M.I.T. @ Forbidden'

Thoughts Of Love
As I look within myself, I find my soul is filling with more passion than I have felt in a verry long time, I'm regaining my center. As I look into the hear and the now I am finding myself in a wonderfull new and exciting new relationship with a spectactular group of people and a verrry special someone to whom I hold dear to my heart. As we all know, not any one person can see exactly what the future holds, but we can always change our path that we are on based on the information at hand as long as we have all the relevant facts that pertain to the decisions necessary to change our course in life.

Thoughts...
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away __________________________________________ Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watchful and sleeping, in a slumber. Though weary, it is not tired; though pressed, it is not straitened; though alarmed, it is not confounded... If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the

Rudeness
I met a guy last night we hit it off and he tells me last night that he wants to talk to me today. I try to talk to him all day and when I finally do he is fuckin rude and blocks me. He tells me that its 300am and people are trying to sleep. Well if he was why be online? He blames me or not contacting him earlier when I did try to do that. Love the names he came up for me, hmm lets see asshole. Try to get a new word you fucktard! Here is the conversation that happend a bit ago. Names have been deleted to protect me! umm hello (8/23/2008 12:24:29 AM): excuse me it is after 3am here eastern and some are asleep (8/23/2008 12:24:45 AM): sorry talk to you later then (8/23/2008 12:26:35 AM): love the mood change from last night oh well (8/23/2008 12:26:45 AM): excuse your as (8/23/2008 12:26:47 AM): ass (8/23/2008 12:26:54 AM): it is fucking what time again (8/23/2008 12:27:12 AM): almost 0330 (8/23/2008 12:27:16 AM): um wow you turned out to be rude (8/23/2008 12:27:30

Stolen From Cc...
It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............... H****n (i am not telling you people that..) 2. 4 letter word.............................. hats 3. Vehicle: ...................................Honda 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............Hackberry 5. Boy Name: ...............................harlen 6. Girl Name: ................................. hannah 7. Occupation: ................................health inspector 8. Something you wear:..................hat 9. Food: ..................................... hot dog *gag* 10. Found in a bathroom:...........hair brush 11. Reason for Being Late...........heat stroke 12

Name Change
I will be changing my name soon. As soon as I talk to the ones who own me, and let them know, I shall go by the name 13 from now on. It is not a drug reference. It is not a gang reference. It is my favorite number, and apparantly I've been listening to too much Slipknot, because it just seems like a good idea, and it is one hell of alot shorter than Mr 7000000. If it confuses any of you...sorry. If it causes problems...sorry. But I'm changing it regardless, so oh well.

I'd Love You To Want Me~
This is an old song by ~LOBO~ that I've always loved. The message is timeless and relevant. It goes straight to your soul... after all, isn't this what most of us want?~ ;)~ I hope you enjoy!~ ;)~ ~LOBO~ "I'd Love You to Want Me" ~