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Excerpt From Fourth Step To Bliss: Meaning
The following is from the book Bliss to You by Trixie Koontz, dog as told to Dean Koontz. While reading I found this and thought it was just a great passage: "Your purpose might be to die to save others or to protect their rights, meaning rights way more important than right to pick nose in private. Humans die for others every day. Is our responsibilty to honor them. They are the best of humanity. Of all animals, only dogs die to save human life. Never saw cow jump into lake to tow drowning boy to shore. Never saw hamster chase off armed burglar. Only dog. Is one reason man and dog have bond. We are gaurdians of each other. We share a destiny. Is many traits we share, too. Humans and dogs are only creatures that love play throughout life. Both crave affection. Value loyalty. See mystery in world. Get excited by Frisbee."

Fresh Tomato Soup
1 large tomato 1 medium cucumber 1/2 red bell pepper 1 t Italian seasoning 1 t dill 1 t Bragg Liquid Aminos 1 t minced chives 1 t minced parsley Place tomato in blender or Vita-Mix and blend at low speed until creamy. Add remaining ingredients and mix well. Serve at room temperature or cover and chill. Makes 1 to 2 servings.

Donate Your Fubucks.
For those who know me, I usually do not care about getting attention or points or any of that. But Due to the actions of a friend, I am trying to get the Spotlight for Veterans Day. I already have a decent amount of donations but seeing how much they have been going for lately, I am still going to need more Fubucks. In order to aid myself in this, I will have Auto 1s activated sometime early morning Sunday November 9th. I have EZ rate pics. At the very least Please swing by this wonderful young lady's page and show her some love. ☼FREYA™☼@ fubar

Daddy's Day
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.. There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every chil

Staff
If you have any problems in the lounge or have any suggestions for the lounge please contact any one of the following people and they can help you out. If they can't please leave me a message and I will get back to you ASAP! Thanks for everything everyone has done to make this lounge so successful. ~Manger~ Lonestar Tech ♥ Mistress Godess ♥@ fubar ~Greeter's~ Johnny's Girl proud V.I.P.E.R. girl@ fubar ~poet.lacking.sanity~]ayme face[~Greeter @ Mistress Layre-@ fubar ~Lounge Triva Prince/Bartnder~ Chu_The_Sad_Panda_@ fubar ~LOUNGE TECH & CODER~ THE BEST GUYS IN MY LIFE!!! LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!! ד®ÎÇk¥ÐÏÇK~*59th Oracle*~ÕwñÈÐ ß¥ TºÑ¥å, çÁ®ÔLviSîÒÑ63 & ÝÒû® µ£דmâtÊ Ðé§ì®é@ fubar ____PIMP™©® **Lounge Expert** ~Fu Daddy Jr.~ PLEASE HELP ME GET SPOTLIGHT BY DONATING@ fubar

Dating
So dating sucks. I've never really done it before and I totally hate it. Its like trying to find a needle in a haystack, except in this case, I've already found the needle, I just dove back in to make sure there isn't another one. WTF? I know I've found what I want. Whether the what and the who are one in the same remains to be seen. Now its a matter of patience. Oh yeah, like I'm SO good at that! If you have any answers or insight, I'd love to hear it!

Just Random Venom
No, this isn't about me relieving stress. Actually it's about how I minimized my stress levels. It's real simple and it helps a lot, doesn't cost anything, in fact it will probably save you money. People...less of them. After dealing with numerous fuckholes in the last four months or so, I decided to cut people out of my life. I think this started around, oh the beginning of October when I dealt with the last of the fuckholes. I decided if I wasn't worth their time, then why should anyone be worth my time? Ever since then, I've had a huge burden lifted from my shoulders. The burden of actually giving a damn about anyone. I've dealt with my last liar, my last whore, my last hypocrite. When I first moved to Muncie over 5 years ago, I was inexperienced. I went through everything with my eyes closed and in turn I made a lote of mistakes. My eyes were opened about four months ago and then shortly after I started seeing reality. I started seeing what I should have seen all of tho

Of All The...
i have some things to bitch about. you'll see that later. meanwhile, howzabout i do some creative writing??? I sit idly, confused by my circumstances. I'm forced to wait on two things that are chance and necessity. I ponder the beauty of my prison, this paradoxical paradise. I am aware of the events that lead to this, but not how it was preventable. Supposed manners lacked. There is much temptation here. Urges of a violent nature merging with those of a softer value. Yet, I refrain from unloading, just to torture myself...

My Face Is Sliding Off And Other 40+ Issues....
As i wake up today and look in the mirror at the extra pair of luggage i seem to be carrying under my eyes from lack of good sleep I wonder what cruel little surprise my 40+ body has in store for me next. It seemed that on my 40th birthday the process started of my face sliding off the bone of my skull giving me the slight resemblance of the dog in Dukes of Hazzard to the decided drop in a few other strategic places that were once perky and ready to face the world. The gray hairs come in faster than Clairol can keep up with and naps in the afternoon that I used to make fun of my mother for taking are something i would pay good money to be able to do in peace. What does it all MEAN??? Means I am not immortal like in Greek Mythology afterall. Somebody lied...lol! How quickly you get here and how fast it all flies by. Are you ready for it? I used to get hit on by older men who worried that I would get pregnant and they would end up paying child support. Now I get h

Yeah So
most of you probably think that i have no life and i'm just on this site all the time or on msn i'm really not. because i'm a full time student and i work all the time. so i'm constantly doing other stuff. but when i am on msn i will be gladly to talk to you all :] but for now my life is hectic and busy, so sorry and i cannot take anymore pictures because people feel like stealing camera's that really do not belong to them. so it might just be a while before i'm able to get a new camera :/ but i just want to take the time to thank everyone for all their votes and lovely comments, greatly appreciated

Crap I Hate About My Life
Let's start with the obvious: -When you're a contract weldor, your job can end very suddenly and leave you stranded. -When you're a wierdo, sometimes idiots will pick fights with you over anything. -Sometimes, I do that heart thing without meaning to. -On any given day, I could end up on the road to BFE. -Trusting people is my flaw. -I'm prone to being accused of things I haven't done. -The power of the penis is a terrifying thing. -I'll be homeless for Xmas......... There's so much more, but to get into it would take forever.

Bulletin Request ~n~ Pic Request
AS YOU ALL KNOW I TAKE JOY AND PRIDE IN MAKING PICTURES AND BULLETINS FOR MY FRIENDS, BUT SINCE THERE HAS BEEN AN INCREASE IN DEMAND FOR BOTH THIS IS HOW IT IS ALL GOING TO GO DOWN NOW. 1.FOR ALL TRICKED OUT PICTURES: COST $5,000 FUBUCKS OR (1) 3 CREDIT BLING. 2.FOR A BASIC TWO LAYER BULLETIN: COST $25,000 FUBUCKS OR (1) 5 CREDIT BLING. 3.FOR THREE TO FOUR LAYER BULLETIN: COST $45,000 OR (1) 10 CREDIT BLING 4.FOR A FIVE LAYER BULLETIN: COST 65,000 OR (1)15 CREDIT BLING **I DO WELCOME ALL BLING PACKS AND BLAST ALSO** I WILL CONT. TO DO TRAINS AND SPECIAL PIMPOUTS WHEN I HAVE THE TIME TO DO SO. **FYI THE PRICES I HAVE LISTED ARE FOR EACH TIME I DO WORK FOR YOU, U NEED TWO BULLETINS DONE 1 A 2 LAYER 1 A 4 LAYER THAT WOULD BE 70,000 IN FUBUCKS

Teron Nash And Lowana Holland Nash
Hello Fubar, I am Thickndaazz4ya. My brother and My My sister-in-law just lost there children. December 10,2008 11:46pm At Baylor Hospital in Dallas Texas. Lowana went into labor with the twins on the highway from Monroe Louisiana alone heading to Dallas Texas. They made it Texas but they has to stabilize her and transport her to her doctor in Dallas. Lowana was scared beyond belief I talked with her until it was time for her to deliver. The conversation between her and my brother killed me knowing she was there and he was here. He was trying to get to her there and had no means and the weather was bad here. I felt helpless, For once I couldn't help either of them. The babies were Born Stillborn Twins a Boy weighing at 4 lbs. and 8ozs, and a Girl weighing at 5 lbs. and 3 ozs. I want to first say to my brother Teron (MrKeepItReal) I Love you with all my heart, and there is nothing I wouldn't do for you. You are my brother and you have even been there for my giving birth to my so

Auto 11's Party On Sunday??? Purchasing Up Tickets???
Tonight at 10:00pm Fubar Time The ever so lovely Miss WendyCaroline is hosting a Happy Hour She will have Auto 11's running We would love nothing more than to have her bar tab go bezerk! So please just for us, Love this Lil Angel like she has never been loved before WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar Brought to you with Love and Affection by: ♥ Dawn ♥ Fu-Wifey to Rock Candy-@ fubar Jim ~ Dirty South Crew ~@ fubar

A Friendly Reminder!!
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO "SEARCH" THEN USING "NAME SEARCH" TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM! TO SAVE MYSELF TIME, I USE THE SEARCH SO I CAN FIND THOSE 11'S! PS I WILL BE RUNNING AUTO 11'S TODAY YOU CAN ALSO FIND OTHERS AS ALWAYS IN MY TOP FAMILY

Thank You
OK SO I REALLY JUST WANTED TO TAKE A FEW MINS TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN HELPING ME OUT TO GET TO GODMOTHER . AS EVERYONE KNOWS MY VIP RAN OUT YESTERDAY SO IT'S WILL BE A LITTLE HARDER NOW BUT THAT'S OK . I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AN IF THERE'S ANYONE I DIDN'T GET BACK TO PLEASE LET ME KNOW AN I WILL RETURN THE LUV . I LUV ALL MY FUFRIENDS EVEN THE ONES THAT GET LOST A LITTLE LOL OR DON'T COME AROUND AS MUCH ANYMORE YOU ALL ROCK IN YOUR OWN WAY AN I'M LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS =)

Pink0828
Hey What Are You Doing Saturday Night?? Well You Better Be Saving Up Your Rating Fingers! SixtyNineMunch Has Got A Happy Hour! 9:00 PM Fu Time! He Will Have His Auto 11 Running And Will Be Passing Out Random Bling To Raters! Lots Of EZ Rate Folders Too! You Really Need To Come Love Up On This Amazing Fu!!! He Gives So Much Love Back It's Crazy! Come Rock This Rebels Socks! You Will be Glad You Did! Love PimpOut Brought To You By Pink0828 (repost of original by '* Pink 0828*!ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ' on '2009-01-08 23:53:18') (repost of original by 'SixtyNineMunch FuOwned by EyesTaDi4~CLUB UNITED~' on '2009-01-09 09:52:12') (repost of original by '~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk ~Owned By Godfather~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~RR~' on '2009-01-09 10:23:40')

Gfr 32
DJ Bud @ Gods Forsaken Radio Bud's influences is the love of all things, rock/metal. His favorite bands are AC/DC, OZZY- Black Sabbath, Lynard Skynard, 5FDP,Guns-N-Roses. He likes being a DJ because the love of music itself, and he loves to shatter your ear drums. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Bud @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!

Just Be Gr8tful
Blowjob Etiquette ( Females Point Of View) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubi

Llama Leveler Of The Day
GnbRebel Manager of Head Thumpers At Sweetwater's Slave To Carolvision63& Carrie Llama Leveler@ fubar All Llama Levelers will leave 100 rates each when done please a comment below that you have done so.

Trust Me
Wear me like the old school jersey I am The one you've kept all these years Because it reminds you of laughing days Of failed tests that don't count Thread your fingers anxiously through my sleeves Wear me like that Like your old school jersey Carry me stuffed at the bottom of your heavy bag

Amazingly Enough
Amazingly enough, I am quite different from the personna that I portray on line. I am funny, witty, full of life and wonder, tenderhearted, very empathic and quite intuitive, oh, and intelligent. However, as I stated in a prior blog, I have been swaddled with quite a bit of negativity that has torn me to proverbial shreds. I want my damn life back!!! And, my life, I will take back!! Ima changin my ways to put it lightly. I am bringing back the real me and I am going to have a blast. I am dedicating my life to the service of others in and that I can bring forth changes if only for one person at a time. A new day has begun and a different life will emerge. To be a good person does not mean to be a doormat. It is to rise to the challenge of being the best that you can be in the worst of times and the best of times as well. It is to be mindful of your words and your actions for they have more power than you know. It is to reach out your hand to others and grasp their hand gently bec

Why?
Why do we feel the need to see what our friends are writing to their other friends on places like Fubar and Myspace? Going as far as to check other peoples profiles just to see how much contact someone is having with someone else is a bit far in my opinion. I used to think it was just the young who suffered from this need to check up on their friends and significant others but I'm finding recently that the disease is infecting the older people too. Personally, jealousy and possessiveness are not traits I admire in a man, (or woman for that matter) Why worry about what I do with someone else? I can still be your friend too. Just a personal thought. Blessings on all who read this.

Raspberry-walnut Rugelach
* Active Time: 10 minutes * Total Time: 35 minutes INGREDIENTS ½ cup walnuts or pecans finely chopped ¼ cup sugar 1 Tbsp raspberry jam 1/2 tsp cinnamon 1 refrigerated ready-to-use packaged pie crust (from a 15-oz box) 3 Tbsp whipped cream cheese PREPARATION 1. Heat oven to 375°F. You'll need a baking sheet lined with nonstick foil. 2. Combine walnuts, sugar, jam and cinnamon in medium bowl. On a lightly floured surface, unroll pie crust; spread evenly with cream cheese. Sprinkle walnut mixture on top. 3. Using a pizza cutter, divide circle into 16 wedges. Starting at curved side of each slice, roll into a crescent shape. Place on prepared baking sheet. Bake 20 to 25 minutes until golden brown.

Limbo
Waiting, pining, listless, Caught between passion and despair, Ensnared once more into this trap, Yearning, burning, churning, To escape, To stretch out, To spread these wings, To fly, To soar, To sail, Into the warm embrace of freedom, The sweet refrain of tenderness, Shaking off the chains of uncertainty, Trading them for a blanket, Warm and true, Embodied in the fiber, That is you, Let your threads spin and enthrall, Take my hand, Take me with you, And let us explore this thing, This sublime eternity, This dimension called love.

Attitude Is Everything
5 simple rules... Attitude is EVERYTHING: Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. It's a decision I make every morning when I wake up. Each day is a gift. And all the happy memories I've stored away ... Old age is like a bank account ... You withdraw from what you've put in. So, my advice to you would be to deposit a lot of happiness in the bank account of memories. Thank you for your part in filling my Memory bank. I am still depositing. Remember the five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred. 2. Free your mind from worries. 3. Live simply. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less.

Tagged By Metal Sandy And Yotd
Both fine ladies tagged me at the same time this evening. I always wanted to be tagged by two women at once... But I digress! On to the game.... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was class clown and best dressed in high school. 2. I've done stand up comedy. 3. I've sang professionally. 4. My longest drive on a golf course measured 327 via a GPS. But my lowest score was 75. 5. My IQ ranges between 136-140 depending on the test. 6. I have not watched network TV for about 10 years now because it's crap! IF I couldn't write better than their writers I'd f'in kill myself! 7. I suffer from SAD and as a consequence I sometimes act like I a

Once Bitten, Twice Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I will do obscene and ungodly things for frosted animal crackers. 2. I have HORRIBLE insomnia, I need medication nightly to sleep. 3. I secretly LOVE watching cheerleading competitions on TV 4. I have an obsession with fire. I once burned down a barn in my backyard just to watch it burn. 5. I think Charles Manson is seriously amazing and a genius. 6. I'm really as sarcastic in real life as I am here. 7. I'm a cutter (although I haven't in months) 8. I love strawberry milk 9. I have no doubts when my father dies, I will not cry 10. My grandmother was the most amazing woman in this world and I love h

3some's(no, Not That Kind)
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Sandy 2. mb 3. tard Three Jobs I have had in my life 1.grocery checker 2.quality assurance tech 3.mail carrier Three Places I have lived 1. Washington 2. New York 3. California Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Big Bang Theory 2. NCIS 3. Two & a half men Three places I have been 1. Disneyland 2. Illinois to see Daisy 3. Oklahoma Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. my foster brother Scott 2. my friend Jesse 3. my cousin Jenny Three of my favorite foods 1. mexican 2. baked potato 3. guacamole Three things I would like to do 1. cruise to Alaska 2. meet a few mummers I know 3. buy a new car Three friends I think will respond 1. ummmm 2. who 3

Gps And Cell Phones
This gives us something to think about with all our new electronic technology. GPS A couple of weeks ago a friend told me that someone she knew had their car broken into while they were at a football match. Their car was parked on the green which was adjacent to the football stadium and specially allotted to football fans. Things stolen from the car included a garage door remote control, some money and a GPS which had been prominently mounted on the dashboard. When the victims got home, they found that their house had been ransacked and just about everything worth anything had been stolen. The thieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. They then used the garage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to the house. The thieves knew the owners were at the football game, they knew what time the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much time they had to clean up the house. It would appear that they had brought a truck to em

Code Of Conduct
CODE OF CONDUCT 1. All Candy Shop members/prospects must have a minimum of 10 "current" pictures. 2. All Candy Shop Members must show loyalty and be supportive of each other. We have many giveaways, contest and prizes for all supporting members. 3. Shout box and Fu-mail must be open to staff for communications (Profile may not be set to friends only for this purpose). 4. Feeze and Candy Shop homepage must be added to your Family while considered a prospect and remain in family after admittance. Only The Candy Shop Homepage is required to be visible. 5. You must add The Candy Shop to your name once you become a member. 6. All current Candy Shop staff must be added to your friends list. Fanning and rating is preferred but not required. If they do not accept add please let a staff member know. 7.It is the responsibility of all Candy Shop members to repost any group related bulletins. If you need help with this ask staff for help. 8. No member will disrespect, abuse, harass, or vi

Fu-blingggggg
FU-BLING!!!!!!!!! If you want a Fu-bling, rate all pictures in my albums... on the last picture in each album comment rated or something like that. PM me when you are done and I will give you a fu-bling.....I am also going to be hosting a St. Patty's Day auction coming soon....I will have details about that a little bit later.>

Who Am I...
but a vessel....resplendent in the ways of my life.... having sampled from the dark recesses... and the glories bathed in the warmth of the sun... i have fought for my convictions... and for the ones with whom i share this planet... i have felt the edge of loneliness acute... its slice into my flesh... as it lay siege upon my heart... i have lived without love...and then i have loved...and thus, begun to live... therein lies....of what i am comprised.. the concepts once held i reject. the values we shared i object. the faiths we adhered to i detest. that which we took stock in i protest. i see and feel what we have rejected....the love and the life we killed... through me now protected.... to see this whole world as it is....not as we choose... to taste its lush beauty....to sample and cherish...to seek it and reach it and treasure it and then... to be one and hold it as it is.... i endure....within me and without... i am the breeze....invisible yet felt.

My Personality
You Are Honest You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Workout Diary, Day Six
After an extended hiatus, I was finally able to make it to the gym yesterday. I had the day off, but still had a lot to do, so it was only an hour, but this is better than nothing. Stationary Bike:25 mins, 101 Calories burned Elliptical Machine:20 mins, 191 Calories burned Stair Climber:10 Mins, 60 Calories burned. Weight is holding at 209.5, but that's what happens when you take a break I guess. If I can loose one pound before the end of the month and keep it off, I would be satisfied.

Mod Calendar Girl Contest
OFFICIAL LIST OF CALENDAR GIRL MODELS REGISTERED FOR 2010 M.O.D. CALENDAR GIRL CALENDAR...TOP 12 MODELS WITH MOST VOTES OVER THE SEVEN WEEKS OF THE CONTEST RECIEVE A SPOT IN THE UPCOMING PUBLISHED CALENDAR. THE MODEL WITH THE MOST VOTES WILL BECOME THE M.O.D. CALENDAR GIRL "COVER GIRL" GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE INVOLVED. I PURPOSELY LEFT OUT THE REST OF THE LIST BECAUSE I AM IN THIS ONE- VOTERS MUST BE REGISTERED WITH THE SITE- HERE IS THE SITE WEB ADDY- http://www.modoftheday.com/ PLEASE GO AND VOTE FOR ME!!! :) LOVE YOU ALL :) GROUP B (APRIL 8-15) BOOTYLICIOUS MAKIN WHOOPIE KELLYBABY38 BROWNEYEDGIRL36

How Is It Possible...
How is it possible that someone can say they love you so much yet hate everything you represent and do? Like they will say "I love everything about you...BUT this this this and this." How in gods name is that possible? If they Love everything about you how can they hate just certain things? It makes no fuckin sense to me... i guess im just confused.... someone PLEASE explain this to me...

It's You
Feelings change develope and grow people rearange distance, run with the flow some lives diverge stray from the heart But ours converged i don't want to be apart You are so special to me what i wanted, I have found You're everything I want you to be I hate when you aren't around I feel that we were meant for eachother Like two missing pieces fitted together My ins are your outs

Rules For The Non-military
Rules for the Non-Military; Make sure you read # 13 *Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:* 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their rear. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their rear.3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great.. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their rear! 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO N

Ha This Is Good. Stuff Well Kinda
SURVEYYY>>GO TO GOOGLESearch as directed in the following using "quotations"Copy paste a phrase on the first page of results*Type in "[your name] has" in the Google search:- Jessa has boobs LOL i sure hope so.*Type in "[your name] needs"-Jessa needs nudes yes send them or ill kill the kitty!*Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:-Jessa has black hair to mid-black, brown eyes Wtf?! how did they know my true hair color lol*Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:-Jessa likes to drawo_o creepy.. i do..*Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:-Jessa says Hey everybody– I guess I wasn’t realizing that there were questionsHAHAHAHA*Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:-Jessa wants you to leave her vagina out of it ummm plz do so.. lol*Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:-Jessa does some fire dancing.-*Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:-Jessa hates German-Italian-Americans uhh.. i SOOO did NOT say that. .*Type in "[your name] goes" in

Details
Why do they bother me, and occupy my mind so....The one picture of you...The verbal tapestry between friends...contrary to the reality of what is said to be a perversionDo you dream like me, breathe heavy like me, accept reality at its most real...or put on a happy face and walk through your own life.To know a persons character, tendencies, flaws, successes and accept them as they are is a big value meal indeed.I wanted to write about some encounter between two peoplebut i am absent from my own thoughts, life, career....my own love.Why do i laugh at the cake being burnt for my Sons birthday, because i wish i was there to help make it better. Kinda like corn dogs.....or my moms cooking (She cooked by the smoke detector, if ;when it went off .... dinner was done...the voices told her so)...just another thing in hindsight that is so "DOH". From abortions to miscarriages to adultery to divorce and custody....its a book on its own.I loathe my decisions, and the past that was, and my current

Rest In Peace
Nyha Hines, 26, of Long Beach, passed away Thursday, May 7, 2009, in Gulfport. Mrs. Hines was preceded in death by her grandfather, Alex Dubuisson, Sr. Mrs. Hines is survived by her husband, Jesse Aaron Hines; her mother, Ola Brinley (Danny); her father, Douglas Lee; her mother, Dawn Myers; her siblings, Jon Lindsay (Lora), Danice Lee, Rachel Lee, April Lee, Douglas Lee, Jr., Jennifer Lee, Darcey Lee, Kimberlee Slocum; her grandmother, Retha Hutchingson (Harry); and many aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, cousins, and friends. A memorial service will be held at Faith Baptist Church in Gulfport on Monday, May 11, 2009, at 1:00 p.m. with a visitation one hour prior. RIEMANN FAMILY FUNERAL HOME, 11280 Three Rivers is in charge of arrangements. An obituary may be viewed and guestbook signed at www.riemannfamily.com. I will truely miss her a lot. She was sometimes misunderstood by people. But, she was a caring person with a huge heart. I just wish I had talked to her more in

Photo Rates
Greeting all FUBAR patrons!!!!! I know I am one of the new drunks here, but what I cant understand about this place (more over some of the patrons) is you want photos to be rated so you may move up in status or for whatever reasons, but you put one photo of yourself on your default folder, followed by other stuff that does not even pertain to you, then place all your other photos in a private photo album for only a few select to view and rate. Kinda defeats the purpose dont it?

Whenever You Come Around
Whenever you come around, my heart pounds as I hear the sound of a thousand angel's wings as they quietly ascend on high. And then I hear a sigh . . . which is mine, as I'm overcome by the utter and complete beauty of one so fine; while on your lovely face my eyes dine. Whenever you come around, I see a thousand stars in a midnight sky; and the eternally perfect movement from sunrise to sunset as you walk by. I get an emotional and physical high as I'm forced to visualize the inner beauty that is displayed outwardly before my eyes. Whenever you come around, I feel inspired . . . by your beauty, and for it, I desire. Should I try to extinguish this fire? Or conceal it and make truth be a liar? Whenever you come around, I smell strawberries and roses, Cool Water and Liz; lilac and jasmine . . . and I don't even know what that is. Just knowing you exist keeps my feet on solid ground; but I'm taken to new heights whenever you come around.

I Am Old Im 38 And Sure Not Handsome.
Hi there for some reason people seem to think im handsome, there is not 1 pic on this profile that anyone can see my face clearly, I don't understand why people say that im handsome because im not, I been on this site now for 3 yrs sence it was cherry tap. if someone can explain what makes me handsome id realy love to hear it and once I get a good close up of my face I will post it for 2 weeks then I will delete this profiles and all profiles I am on. Wow me handsome that is the biggest joke I have ever heard about as good as the cowboys dreaming there going to the super bowl lol lol wow after 12 yrs they not gunna do nothin anytime soon.

Made Up Words
was talking with a sweet but mentally challenged women today about made up words. here are hers mog for a mud bog grazy for a grey hazy day i contributed fucksplat and cuntdribble does anyone else make up their own words and what are they yes i`m fuckin ripped, smoked some sk-47 whooo haaa

Farrah Fawcett Dies
Farrah Fawcett Dies Posted Jun 25th 2009 1:40PM by TMZ Staff We've learned Farrah Fawcett died at 9:28 AM today. Ryan O'Neal and Alana Stewart were at her bedside. She was 62.She died at St. John's hospital in Santa Monica in the ICU. Also present -- Farrah's longtime friend and hairdresser, Mila Murphy, and Dr. Piero, who has been caring for her.Farrah's only child, Redmond, was not present. He's currently in jail. A petition will have to be filed for Redmond to be able to attend the funeral -- as of now, this hasn't happened.The "Charlie's Angels" star was diagnosed with anal cancer back in 2006.UPDATE: We've learned Ryan and Farrah did not marry during her final days. Alana Stewart, who has known Farrah for 30 years, said "she will always be there as that angel on the shoulder of everyone who loved her."Ryan O'Neal just released the following: "After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away. Although this is an extremely difficult time for her famil

Chapter 32
Jesse Now had a safe haven with Bob, no worries no problems just her and him in their own little world. kindred spirits looking to escape in each others ecstasy and love. By day she was this mother working hard just to keep her and her kids a family.. by night she could escape all her worries and problems and be free to be herself. She couldn't have built up the strength to have dealt with all the pressures of everything without Bob, he was her escape from reality her knight . " I am dreaming please never wake me up" she often thought. During the day hrs all the pressures of not having her babies with her came rushing back the differnce is now because of bob she can deal with them a lot better , all the court dates hearing and meetings didn't matter. she along with Ron held the image of the perfect family unit and pretty much convinced evrerone that they were all about the constuction of building the whole idea of them getting married.Ron knew she would never give Bob

What If
Why wonder why, "What IF" you say Hi to a stranger today? What would you have to lose? Not a thing. I know when I am out on the lake in the boat, everyone waves at the one passing by. When I lived in the sticks of Texas, and maybe that is the keyword, STICKS, but the driver would always raise a hand when you passed them by. A quick hello, not a finger sticking up. A greeting, a wave, a hello. At the very least you told someone hello. Who knows, maybe a new friend comes along. What do we have to lose. Say hello, flash a smile and go on with your day. Just a quick hello might be enough to make someones day. And even make you feel better for the day. Everyone needs a pick me up. What IF? Why isnt there a National "What IF Day" Watch it Hallmark

Have A Coffee On Me...*gigglez*
Forwarded Message: Enjoy a Coffee on me. Just cause its so hard for us to get together for a coffee...have one on me.... J This is cute. I don ' t know how they figure all this stuff out. Enjoy1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW)2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY5. CLICK ON OPEN ENJOY!to start click COFFEE MACH

Last Farewell
The note is laid, To whom it may concern, No blame is taken or passed out, The final goodbye from this broken soul, No cryptic clue lost in its text, No hesitation in self extinction, No discussion to avoidance, One iron act of will spelt out on scarlet flecked paper you first clue, But all to late to help my in animation, cold and still, It tells not of the razors bite on tender flesh, Or how its furrow reminds me of autumn fields, Or how it glide through sinew and fibre, Like a knife through summers butter, Claret jets with the grace of fountains through spring air, But with my lifeblood unending in this lifetime, Euphoria hits like cannabises first hit on a teenage mind, Driven on and through by pressure beyond these protective walls, Whose comfort I stepped beyond in cat like curiosity, To a world too uncompromising to be mindful of me, In childlike innocence I welcomed it with open arms, But trampled by its aggression and impatience, My dreams shattered at

The Car Cunts.
Tonights installment in your shitty tailpipe is about car cunts. The car cunt is a pathetically vain creature whos entire sense of self worth is centered around what he or she feels is a hot car, and is somehow an expression of self. Ladies first tonight, the female cunt generally can be seen posing in or around her car, her considerable bulk causing the automobile to list to one side like a freshly torpedoed destroyer. Her poses, while meant to be cute, are simply read like a road map of places where you, and most of the other guys in town are going to drill her orifices, and invariably, leave some miscroscopic evidence of themselves behind to soak into the stale, half eaten orea cookies strewn about by her kids that she hopefully remembered (not like last time) to leave at home for tonights installment of Drivin Miss Daisy. The male car cunt is generally a much shallower version of his female counterpart, simply because he lacks the tools to fish any deeper. This cretin usually can

Random Questions Posed To Me...
Am bored so figured I would do a random blog about me, yea im arrogant like that. Hm random thinks I am either doing right now or am doing now in my life… As well as things friend have asked of me…Watching:Saw IVListening:My I-Tunes is playing random musicInterested In:WritingPhotographyCinematographyFlaws:Overanalyzing: I tend to over analyze a lot, especially the written and spoken words of people, and look for every thing that possibly could mean, and even judging by the way they wording things may read into some things they probably didn’t mean but the way they worded Perfectionist: Yea I tend to need things to be a certain way, I blame it on my OCD [obsessive compulsive disorder] in which things have to be in a certain way or my mind tends to wander very easily. The same with my creative nature when writing if I do not thing it is good enough I will not show any one, and when taking photos I do like to have the creative control and final say. Favorite Drink:

Life
i wouldve loved to been able to play pro sports but my body is shot, i wouldve loved to be an actor but my memory is shot, i would love to be an inventor but i lack the follow through and the motivation to continue, i use to have enough confidence in myself i couldve been a trillionaire off of ebay but it was destroyed by a woman i fell in love with i had a social life but it ended when i slowed down my drinking in 2005 i would like to get myself back in shape but i dont have the drive and i run out of energy quickly i would like to be married and have a family i know i would get my exercise that way either i would be running around after the kids or running away from the wife because i said something stupid besides im no paul walker or tom cruise im 33 with high blood pressure with a body that feels like a 50 year old doc says if i dont get myself in check and healthier i might be dead in 2 to 3 years tops i know im stubborn but im stubborn in the wrong ways i know alot about p

Judgement Night
Its the time of darkness gone is light. Those with faith will have to fight. The dead will walk in dead of night. Be prepared its judgement time. Forget your family dont go home, they are gone you are alone. Dont try to hide just dig a hole, he has come to claim your soul. Dont kneel down and try to pray, your god has left you on this day. There is no hope you wont be saved, youv been judged and you will pay. The darkness wins forever night, there is no sun there is no light. He has come to take your life, your souls been damned for all of tiime.

Foolow The Doggie Paws
SaZZaPhRaZe trying to stay on the top for monthly trophy for largest pack isnt easy please add me to your pack: http://lnk.ms/1ZfMn FOLLOW THE LINK AND SEE WHERE IT GOES. NEW EMAIL: sazzaphraze@rocketmail.com

Once Upon A Broken Heart
Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there.Why can't things just go right?Instead we always just fuss and fight.How can you just turn your feelings off and onWhile I sit here crying because your gone?My chest is aching, you broke my heart.You ripped it out and tore it apart.I so wanted to believe you had changed.So my life I rearanged.Now I'm not sure what to believe.If you ment what you saidthen why did you leave?So here we go again.I sit here wonderingwhat might have been.Would the two of ushave been happy together?Would we have made it to forever?I guess now we will never know.Just how far ourlove would go.

Our Logging Company Dispute On Abc News
Logging Dispute Update .. :) As you may or may not know .. I have been in a dispute with a logging company ILLEGALLY logging down our private road and tearing it up so bad that my neighbors & I have had a difficult time getting in and out of the road to and from home. Well, it escalated to where my neighbor was beaten with a 2x4 by the logging company owner, of which, I broke up, while 2 workers stood there and watched thier boss beat this man helpless!! I was out doing yard work on Wed and my beaten neighbors wife called me and asked me to walk over for a few min, which I did, only to discover that the ABC Channel 11 News Team was standing there and wanted to interview me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK ... so I look like crap and was told I could not go "fix myself" as they wanted me to look like I normally would while working in the yard ... lol .. so there you have it ... I look like CRAP. Ohhhhhhh...and yes, the camera DOES ADD 20 lbs, of course, the baggy azz pants I had on doesnt hel

Joke Of The Day
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Lomahotellit
Hotellit kaupungeittain ympäri maailmaa. Yhteensä yli 27000 hotellia. Jokaisesta hotellista kuva, tähtiluokitus, sijainti ja osoite, hotellin ja hotellihuoneiden varustelu ja ominaisuudet suomeksi. Hotelleja voi selailla ja etsiä niitä hakutoiminnon avulla antamalla kaupungin nimen. Tarkan hotellin sijainnin voi tarkistaa kartalta. City Sightseeing Pregnancy Time Hotellit

Ha Ha Ha
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His fathersaid, 'Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is$280,000 and your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can affordit.' The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the frontdoor with a suitcase. So he asked, 'Son, where are you going?' LittleJoseph told him; 'I was walking past your room last night and heard youtelling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to waitbecause she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here bymyself with a $280,000 mortgage and no bike.

Temptation
Shaking of the hands, Migraines in the head. Pressure of others, Surrounding the packed mind. Hair discheavled, Thoughts never stopping. Depression increasing. Body being run over, By a foreign creature. Skin soft as silk, Pale as the moon. Nature eyes turning red, Feeling dead. Thoughts of death are gaining up on her. She will not do what others say. She will die, Instead of killing others. She is suffering slowly, Blood in the body is decreasing. Hunger growing stronger, The sanity of mind is fanitly still there. She is growing weaker. Becoming more and more like an animal. Not knowing what is wrong and what is right. Sanity completely gone. The smell of blood is appealing. She is gone…

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooo. . .. . . Dot Dot Dot. .. . . .
totally got a phone call today. yeah... i said totally... i applied for this job... about a month... month and a half ago... did an interview... two... maybe three weeks ago. it's a customer rep 1 position... for the state dept. of labor. pays quite a bit and i can still keep my bartending job tues and thurs nights. as i said... got a call today... they wanted my birth date so they could do a felony check. already called my references... everything was perfecto. just have to do a felony check which i will pass with flying colors... and i'm in. said they'd call me back tomorrow and let me know. i'm stoked. yay me? yes. yay me.

Ah The Day That Restarts My Working Life.......
9 am.......... time to get my ass outta bed 1030......... interview at pepsi........ uneventful, but successful 1100......... eat at the wausau mine.......... scrumpdiddlyiscious NOM NOM NOM 100 pm........ drug test and physical (requirements to be hired by pepsi) success!!!! 400........ go to work at part time job for orientation......... and here is where it gets interesting.... ran into a friend of a friend who i swear her teeth get worse and worse every year....... all her front teeth are black yuuuuuuuuuuuuck!........... anyway , 3 orientation videos tonight.......2 of which made in the 70's, 1 made in the 80....... here are brief descriptions of all three. video 1: if anyone remembers the mission:impossible TV series, long before the movies...... the instructor looks EXACTLY, like ethan hunt's character, white hair and all!!!!! and of course ya got a 50 year old black lady doing all the cleaning. sooooooooooo way to crack those stereotypes!........ old white guy tellin th

Shopping Trip
It's a slow afternoon at the upscale clothing store where you work. You knew I was going to stop by this afternoon so you decided to wear something a little more provocative than you would normally wear, but still professional. You've got a nice sleek just above the knee black skirt on, a cute little colorful button up top on. You knew it would kill your feet but you went with the knee high boots and thigh highs. Underneath there is a very sexy red thong and matching red bra waiting to be discovered should something happen. When I enter the store I see that you are in a sort of hidden corner of the store folding some things and putting them a way with your back to me. I take the opportunity to walk up behind you slowly and silently. While I'm doing it I look at the view, and I can already feel the need to have you growing in my mind . As I slide up behind you I wrap my arms around you as my head goes over your shoulder and I whisper in your ear “ Hi baby, did you miss me?

Poetry......the Abyss.....
The cold, dark, dank, deep recesses of my mind,The abysmal black hole of my soul.Something is lost in the translation of happiness,Sorrow fills my senses,A longing, a deep wanting,Craving for something unseen.No peace shall be found.No relief, No warmth,Nothing will ease the constant pain.It is like something rain, rain, raining on you,Reliving the everlasting nightmare.No happy thoughts, just deep wretched blackness.Everlasting hatred for this putrid stench of dreariness,That lingers within you.Until one day something brightens your life,Making everything seem worthwhile,And you know now only sunny days shall you have.No more dreary shadows to darken your doorstep.No more gloom to eviscerate your dreams,And you know now all your dreams will come true.

=[
It has took me a couple days to write this :( But on Sunday the 15th of November my Aunt passed away from Lung cancer..... This is so fricken sad because NOVEMEBER is LUNG cancer AWARENESS month and she dies in November how frickin fair is that right??? 2 weeks ago the doctors gave her 6 months to live a week a ago the gave her a month and a week after they gave her a month she died.... I guess in away this is a blessing cause she also formed spine cancer too and she was in horrible pain everyday.... AND she is pain free and in a better place.... BUT crap why? why so fast? Why not me and not her?? I am a christian and I do believe she is in heaven with Jesus and he loves all his children it just sucks that the cancer took her so fast from us .... BUT the only thing that is keeping me sane is that she is in heaven with Jesus and she is with all the loved one we have lost along the way and they are watching over us ........ Wow I can not believe that this all happen so

Life
Here we are, day in and day out! Sometimes the same thing over and over again and sometimes not. As we walk through every day on this earth hoping for something else to happen, or to get better, maybe you think you are fine. Deep down we all know we are not. We long for more, great. We secretly hope that we don't have to go on with our dead end physical torture. Asking GOD to help us make it through. Paying bills, trying to get enough food. As we lower our heads thinking we have been defeated. I am hear to tell you. Do not give up yet. We have to go through HELL on earth to get to HEAVEN. The things we go through make us strong and help us prepare for anything GOD asks for and from us. I have been through it all, and at the end I know that I will have earned my way into HEAVEN. So this life we have sux, and its hard, you may not have it as hard as someone else, or you may have it harder. GOD never puts on you more than you can handle. Life is HELL but what a HELL of a reward, I get to

Let Me Go
See this heart ? it wasn't whole from the start.it would always beat fast, and i just wish it would've last.you made my world go around,and you lifted my feet off the ground.The day you unwrapped your arms,and let me go, was the day i know it was all a show.i just wanna know why you ran away?baby, why couldn't you stay? just a little longer,that's all i asked. i knew the moment would pass,but it's just all i asked.Do you ever think about me ?maybe see me in your dreams ?i wish you'd come back, and make my day happy and brighter again.I need back your warm and soft touch,nothing else really matters much.i miss you.did i tell you?i wish you would know,I've missed you since the day you unwrapped your armsand let me go.

What We See, And What Is Real...
We all want something we can't have, we want it so bad, that our thoughts and minds release everything else. Just to try and obtain it. The answer can be sitting in our face, right in our very eyes, but we chose to ignore it. It doesn't help us get what we want. Doing things seemingly out of our nature that everyone else sees us as, an enters a new twist on us. I know my own faults have came to that accord, an I'm still unsure on which directions its goin'. I feel it go one way, but pushed another. Tryin' to not make such things a priority, for with that, I know I am no more than an option... But wanting to be that first choice... will I be? probably not, but what is one to do when... When so much of you is pulled in so many directions? follow your gut instincts? Listen to your mind? follow your heart? Believe your eyes? I know what's said, I know what I read. I know what I feel. I know what see... but what is one to do... when there is no grasp... just the illusion of it..

Fallen Soldier
I wanted to raise you high high above the angels in the sky I wanted to make your world as perfect as it can be but somehow that got passed by. I wanted to protect you to never let anyone stand in your way I wanted to be the one that saved you in the darkest nights and fulfilled your very day. I wanted to kiss away your tears only to bring a smile to your face I wanted to take you away from the pain and put you in a much happier place. Now things are falling apart for you I can't hold you up like I want to so bad I know you would never leave but not saving you is making me so sad. Help me with my tears now take the hurt I feel away I thought I could make your life wonderful yet the darkness was brought right into the day.

Love
Love is an endless stream of surprises Joyful filled bliss that hits your heart hard Falling like your world has been torn from under you Sometimes you hit bottom and realize it wasn’t real Sometimes you float forever With the feeling that it’s perfect in every way With the hope that you will feel like that everyday A heart is a fragile gift you give others No control over what happens to it and why United in a bond where your soul has found its match This love is not always spoken but felt by many No need for words when its power is wonderful Live your life to find this happiness When you find it never let go…….

Fubar, You Complete Me!
I came here, looking for a way to ease the boredom. Now I'm hooked. There is something nauseating about this site that keeps me coming back anyway. It's dumb, impersonal, sleezy,and I think it gave me a virus. Yet, here I am... just me, some slack-jawed yokels (love all the NASCAR-themed lounges), and girls selling soft-core porn for game points. I tried to get a friend to join... and she ran after the first 20 minutes. I guess only some people have the stomach for it.So... with all that negative stuff, why am I here? I like it. I get drawn in. I like to read photo-comments. I like to post stupid blogs like this. I like being around a bunch of strangers whom I could care less about, and who could care less about me. In anonymity, there is freedom.My browser has been hijacked to take me here before (it's so considerate of the Fubar people), but I never bothered to sign up. Instead, I only cursed them for it (poor ignorant me). Now I thank the Fubar folks for showing me the light. Fubar

Hmmm..
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a day, when that p

Dear Jesus
Dear Jesus, So far this year you have taken away my favorite dancer, Michael Jackson, favorite actor Patrick Swayze, favorite actress Farrah Fawcett, favorite pitchman, Billy Mays, and favorite sidekick, Ed McMahon. Just so you know, my favorite politicians are Harry Reid, Nancy Pelosi, Barney Frank, Chris Dodd and Barack Obama. Thank you!!!!!!

Just Writing
Standing staring through the blinds at a sunlit clear blue skyIn a world of darkness held behind the eyeswatching people passing by going about their daily livesStanding lost inside the mind dwelling on what was left behindMemories of days gone by of laughter shared and teardrops criedWishing there were no tears just lots of laughter free of fearsRegretting things that came to pass to bring the laughter to its lastRemembering things that were said in haste leaving the tongue with a sour tasteFeeling an emptiness in the soul a sensation of falling down an endless holeIn the grip of a sorrow so intense it seems like it will never relentThe sorrow builds in strength and wells withinIt leaves the soul and attacks the mind leaving a streak of pain in its wakeIt reaches the mind its purpose clear an attack to the senses to bring forth tearsA fight ensues behind the eyes a battle of emotions from deep insideThe body shakes from head to toe as the pain administers it's final blowThe shoulders

Ramble
there is but nothing but today and yeaterday. i want to live for the moment and enjoy the pictures of the past. tomorrow dictates itself at this point. i get twisted and i get strange, but i have the sweetest heart. i like the things in life that make me smile like mohawks and tattoos. i will eventually get my ink, but life is too boring to recreate the picture right now

Haiti
ok... guys i need alot of opinions on this,Given the fact our economy is in the toilet,and the for some reason haitis government seems mia on helping their country would do think about it should we be helping this country in thier time of need. Or just Fend for our own country? * comment approval is on but i will approve every comment when i come on this evening thanks

Legal
As of August 2009, 13 states allow (and 14 more are considering) the medical use of marijuana to treat medical conditions that include: Cancer, AIDS, Migraines, Crohn's Disease, Anorexia, Epilepsy, Fibromyalgia, Multiple Sclerosis, and Glaucoma. An increasing number of medical organizations have endorsed medical marijuana including The American College of Physicians, Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, American Academy of Family Physicians, American Nurses Association, American Psychiatric Association, American Public Health Association, and the Lymphoma Foundation of America.

Methis
Lord Spinoza requested that I create a thesis on “ME”. So I suppose I can throw something together in order to appease his desire to know more. Quirky: A peculiarity of action, behavior, mannerism, or personality. In most cases this is the first word I use to describe myself. Why? Because if I don't people are caught off guard or feel the need to tell me something I already know. I like my quirks, it keeps people on their toes. Some quirks you ask, well, I don’t eat meat on the bone I have to pick it off to consume it, I trim and file my toe nails every other day because the feeling of long nails against my legs as I sleep drives me to madness, I will help an injured or homeless animal in an instant but if there was a child crying for help I would likely turn and pretend I didn’t hear them (this goes along with the fact that I adore my daughter and hate all other children), I have an overwhelming urge to drive my vehicle into a tree just to see what would happen

Test Bullly
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Stupid People
ONERecently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. 'We don't have half dozen nuggets,' said the teenager at the counter. 'You don't?' I replied. 'We only have six, nine, or twelve,' was the reply. 'So I can't order half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?' 'That's right.' So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets(Unbelievable but sadly true...) TWOI was checking out at the local Woolworths with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the bel

Words
LIES...EVERYTHING THAT COMES OUT YOUR MOUTH. EMPTY WORDS ARE ALL YOU SPEAK. UNABLE TO FACE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND THE THINGS YOU CHOOSE TO DO. USER...WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DO TO EVERYONE WHO COMES IN CONTACT WITH YOU. DENIAL....SOMETHING YOU LIVE IN DAILY. WHEN WILL YOU ADMIT TO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU WHO/WHAT YOU ARE? SELF ABSORBED.....YOU SAY YOU CAN GET ANYTHING YOU WANT. YET YOU HAVE NOTHING TO CALL YOUR OWN. YOU SIT THERE AND THINK THAT EVERYTHING IS GOIN TO GO YOUR WAY EVERYTIME YET NOTHING GOES THE WAY YOU WANT. PEOPLE GET CLOSE TO YOU AND YOU HAVE TO RUN. WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF? THEY WILL SEE YOU FOR WHAT YOU REALLY ARE OR THEY WILL FIND OUT THE TRUTH ABOUT YOU? WHAT DEEP SECRETS YOU HOLD THAT YOU FEAR YOURSELF? YOUR NOT SCARED OF OTHERS YOUR SCARED OF YOURSELF. THAT ALONE IS A SHAME FOR NOT MATTER WHO YOU ARE YOU SHOULD NEVER FEAR YOURSELF FOR IF YOU DO YOU WILL JUST BE WRITTEN OFF AS NOTHING BY ALL WHO SEE THROUGH YOU!

Setting The Record Straight
I am wanting to explain some non sense.I had a lady to come to me and offered to buy me a $99.99 bling pack,and i agreed to pay her back on the 22nd of april in which i did.She also gave me an auto and a bomb in which i was trying to level and i agreed to repay on my next pay period which is the 7th. of may and in which i am going to do.Ive been on this site since may of 2009 and ive never not paid any one that ive owed.There is ppl on here that can vouch for that so all i am wanting to do is get the record straight and for her and here fubies to stop bad mouthing me.So the ones of you out there that truly know me ,i appericate you,and the ones that dont thats jumping in and passing judgement on me can take a flying leap because you aint worth the time to get to know.Sincerly Yours Keith Beaver

Fairest Maiden For May 10 2010 (twizted Kitty)
BETTER LATE THAN NEVER! DUE TO UNFORSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES, I HAD TO POSTPONE LAST WEEKS SELECTION. SO WITH OUT FURTHER ADO... LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO TWIZTED KITTY AKA LISA. THIS STUNNING 38 YEAR OLD IS A MOTHER OF 2. SHE HAS MY DREAM JOB IN THE MUSIC BUISNESS. SHE IS A TRAVEL AGENT FOR TOURING BANDS! HOW COOL IS THAT!!?? FIERCELY LOYAL TO THOSE SHE CONCIDERS FRIENDS. I SHOULD KNOW! I'M LUCKY ENOUGH TO BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE!! NOT TO MENTION SHE MAKES ME JEALOUS OF HER JEANS!! SO CHECK HER OUT AND TELL HER THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT SENT YA!! TwizTeD KiTTeN Xx FMH xX@ fubar

Wake Up
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Again
I guess the lies called your name again The black you keep inside Reared its ugly head again I wash my hands this time If I never see your face again Hope it eats you up inside If I never feel this place again At least I'll feel my pride, oh Apologies only now condemn Honesty slips by Bitter now and you were bitter then Darkness is your guide On you face is that old forgive me smile For an inch all I know is you'll take that mile On your tongue you can't hold is another lie Tryin to get into my head..

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Buffalo Recap
A rundown of this weekends events: I had to be surgically removed from my plane seat(curse you birthing hips!) Someone was 20 mins late picking me up at the airport. Ate and drank at Jack Astor's. Drank some more. Drank again. Got vapor rubbed... Cockblocked. Tim Horton's....delicious breakfast sammie.... Niagara Falls....AMAZING! Jim's Steakout....can't go wrong with a yummy steak sub! Nap. Grover's....Who knew cheeseburger soup could change my life? Philemon! Dave and Buster's....Test of my wing-woman powers. Brennans.....Ivana never showed....but we found Jesus. Chicks dig me. Regressed into an annoying teenager and was sent to my room 11am wake up w/ a hangover....french toast and bacon by Pedro.

He Loves Me..........he Loves Me Not
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THESE HANDS Could wrench the life from you. Deathbreath. THESE HANDS Could shun the light from you. Lightheft. Passion in mortal embrace, no memories to replace, both the wicked and chaste. THESE HANDS Have ways to hold you. THESE HANDS Could warmly enfold you. Shatter your fears, catch all your tears, ceaseless devotion through the passing of years. THESE HANDS Have ways to maul you. THESE HANDS Have ways to enthrall you. THESE HANDS can mold a purer love. THESE HANDS can snuff the gentle dove. THESE HANDS Have seen their share of strife. THESE HANDS Search for better life. THESE HANDS Could be your damnation. THESE HANDS Could be your salvation. THESE HANDS Could begin you. THESE HANDS Could end you. THESE HANDS. Are all I have.

Wats Up After New Years
Hey Everyone so ya i have a awsome new year with my family we drank and we smoked and we got wasted then i slept all new years day just to drink more that night so ya tell me how ur new year went. Lets have a awsome NEW YEARS !!!!!

The End (suicide Poetry..not To Be Taken Serious)
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See Ya Laterz!
So after a bit of a sickness that kicked my ass, and an ass fuck of plans i got going on, im going to be MIA for a week or more likely two. I got shit that needs taken care of in r/l, starting my boutique, little road trip to get some of my shit, and just life. love you all....if you wanna get me, try fb or my cell if you dont have my cell..........shout me tonight, i might give it to you, i might not. xoxoxo see you on the other side sarah

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Stupid Encounters #65
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The Phoenix
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Manners
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You know lately it has become harder and harder to just care about everything anymore. I mean What do you do when you realize theres no point? I say this only because in the last few months so much has happened to make me care less about the world. My son has been moved to Washigton because his mother is Evil and likes to use our son against me to get her way, when I put my foot down and said I had enough she packed up the kids and runs away taking from me the best part of my life. She stalks me through here and various other methods and not just me but the people I care about. I can't have a relationship because I'm so worried that she will destroy it. I'm back in college but it has even lost the excitement of making my future better. I lost the only job I've had in 2 years because if I didn't quit some employees and a supervisor would have killed me for sticking up for myself. I'm still in love with a woman who I now realize will never love me like that again because I'm a fuckin

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Halloween Magic
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Ok doing this here cause I can :). I'm Mystic been called that for so long don't know if i would answer to anything else lol. I'm happily divorced :). Retired nurse, i have 2 sons who are my heart and my world, and a grandson on the way (haha) i'm older then what you think. See blood does the body good *bites* LOL. Deal with it people! I DO NOT put up with drama ever dam good way to get blocked and fast! Please don't put up porn on my page i'll just delete it. The sexy pics yeah love them vamp pics keep sending them and if i like them i add them to my pics. Ok back to the BS stuff i've been through more and seen more then 95% of most people ever will and never should. Need to talk then Sb me i'll sit and talk i'll either understand or do my best to try. I love my FU friends and family i have the most amazing people in my family THEY ROCK!!!!! I'll like you rate you fan you but i wont cam with you nor will i give out my private info or yahoo, skype info again deal with it. Don't ask to

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(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 90 of Janey Godley's Podcast Ashley is absent yet again and so Janey is joined by her good friend Shirley Doig, the ladies discuss their final week in Boston and the women in comedy festival they have attended. They talk about the mice in their hotel and the rat like Dominique Strauss-Kahn's treatment of women. The funny women chat about their new favourite TV show "20/20" and the repercussions of racism on the internet, before wrapping it all up with a rundown of their top Boston trip moments. All this plus laughs by the dozen on this week's episode! Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst with laughter. Janey Godley Podcast at: E

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So maybe you have noticed, or maybe you haven't, that a lot of my statuses lately have been fitness oriented. Needless to say I have become a little bit obsessed. But wait! There's a reason. As many of you know, I spent from December of '09 until my surgery in July of '11 enduring rather nasty shoulder/arm pain due to a bone spur tearing up my rotator cuff. It only lasted so long because it took so long to find thanks to a few inept doctors who insisted it was my neck causing all my symptoms. But that is a whole other rant (see previous entries in Rants lol). So finally this year I am able to get back into a regular fitness routine, and boy have I dug in with both feet and gone after it. Istarted withe a fitness program called Les Mills Pump. It uses light weights but tons of repetions. I chose it as a rehab program for my shoulder plus a way to start building back my endurance. I'll tell you what, people, the programs is a lot more challenging than it may look at first and it

Love
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Another Mothers Day Without My Mom
Well another Mothers Day will be here soon I so dread this day. Yes im a mother but this is the 4th Mothers Day without my best friend my mom. God felt the need to take her even though i still needed her here with me call me selfish if u want but no one knows the bond i had with my mom. I miss her all the tiime. Holidays like this suck so bad. Just wish i could have her back. Happy Mothers Day mommy i love u & miss u sooooooo much!!!

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Fathers Day
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Demons
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When There Is Nothing Left!
I was so in love with this guy once. When we were together it was like I was so lost in him and the good times we were having. We would lay on the couch or the bed or drive in the car and just laugh it was the most amazing time of my life. He was everything I had ever dreamed about. We split because i found out he was talking to this pretty girl so to speak. I could never compare to her and I told him it was over I wasnt even going to try. It's been 5 months and I still see him everywhere I go. He's not there but the things I do remind me of him. He trys to talk to me and I act like a Bitch I dont want him in my life anymore I'm tired of being reminded of what I once had. I just want it to go away. Yes i am greatful i felt the love but it is gone. Reality is that love isnt enuf even if its true love. I dont want to find love again I had it once so I know what it feels like.

Sunrise
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Medical Marijuana Caregiver Dies In Police Custody
One of Montana's first medical marijuana caregivers has died during a prison transfer in federal custody. He was being transferred due his worsening medical problems, and after mouths of delays was finally moved to a federal prison more properly equipped to handle his condition, but he never made it. 68-year-old Richard Flor, a Vietnam veteran, was sentenced to five years in prison earlier this year on drug related charges during some spring medical marijuana raids. His family ran a dispensary out of their home, and Flor was a co-owner of Montana Cannabis. His wife and son were also sentenced to federal prison for their involvement in the business, but his daughter fought for a lighter sentence due her serious health problems. Flor had been diagnosed with dementia and depression, and he had recently suffered two heart attacks aiding in a decline in his overall health. He was being held at a detention facility in Shelby since April awaiting this transfer to a federal prison better equip

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Original Poetry Written By Me
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Sick And Tired...
A wise man once said: "The only appropriate response to an outrageous situation is outrage." That wise man was my Dad. I’m pretty sure he was quoting somebody, and while I know there’s a virtual equivalent of "Bartlett’s Familiar Quotations" on the web somewhere and I think I even bookmarked it once, using it right now seems like more trouble than it’s worth. Actually, outrage itself is getting pretty hard for me to muster up these days, because frankly, I’m exhausted just trying to prioritize everything intolerable I experience in five minutes. I mean, on the one hand there’s Ethnic cleansing, but on the other I just stubbed my toe, really hard, and that makes twice today. Do you know what I’m saying? I mean, yes, sure, fine, all my clothes are made in third world sweatshops by malnourished preteens and if I don’t wear this crap I have to go naked because my dead end job just barely covers the bloated, grotesque debt that I'm in.

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Everyone Is Lucky In Some Way
Lucky I may be, but the luck I don't always see. Its sadly not by love that I am blinded. I know for a fact that those in love don't think of the unloved that often. Its sad that it is the same deal with the rich. They don't think of the poor that much at all. Both types just lose themselves in living comfortably. Its not like anyone can blame them. I have thought that some relationships I was in were too good to be true. I have not always had alot of space in my mind for someone that wasn't lucky in love. I have come to a point in my life where I am grateful for everyone I have loved or barely knew. They are the people that have made me who I am today. All the people I have yet to meet, I would like to ask that you understand I am not as quick as I once was but I am good enough for me. I am not going to ask anyone to jump hurdles for me and I would like to believe that I won't need to bend over backwards for anyone. I use to be able to do handsprings and back-bends, but that was in

Done ?
I think I'm past the point of caring. It's not like I matter to anyone. Honestly would anybody REALLY care if I was no longer here ? My life is meaningless. My existence is pointless. I can't help but feel my life has no more use than a rain drop in the ocean. Does anybody understand how utter loneliness can totally overwhelm you ? Can they comprehend what it feels like when nobody wants you ? Why bother fighting for a life that's really no life at all ? When you don't matter, is there really any reason to continue ? When you're nothing at all maybe you should just quit. Maybe after everything is said & done .... maybe I'm done.

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This is for some of the country music lovers out there that doesn't know about Mindy McCready's death. She will be missed by many of her fans. My heart goes out to her family. RIP Mindy http://music.yahoo.com/blogs/our-country/report-mindy-mccready-dead-apparent-suicide-030042125.html

Escort Girls Paris Make Days Memorable
A female escort, also known as an escort girl or a call girl are sex workers but are very different from street walkers since they are hidden from the eyes of the general public. Escort girls are employed by escort agencies and do not work in brothels like sex workers. The services of an escort girl are paid for and they generally advertise in magazines, newspapers and on the internet. They are mostly handled by pimps. There are two ways in which they function, incall, which means that the client comes to them and outcall where they go to the client. Escort girls generally work with escort agencies and these agencies provide escort services to their clients via these escort girls. Meetings are arranged and the client can ask for any favour from the girl like dinner, lunch, and day spend etc and will have to pay for it accordingly. Paris is the city of romance, love, holiday and festivity. The cities architecture, surroundings, buildings and monuments like the Eiffel Tower, Elysees

Girl Facts
when a girl says she misses you Girl facts: When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever," she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that

Ok my first blog here on LC. Need to rant a bit, also any advice would be appreciated. I am here like most of you to have fun, and meet some online friends. I have a few on here(lol) I try to comment on pics/pages as much as I can, and I get my share of comments which are all appreciated. Thanks to those who comment and rate my pics. Now to my frustration, I see comments from the ladies saying I am handsome, sexy, (again I appreciate the comments ladies Thank you very much keep the compliments coming) So why is it so hard to cross over from online to real life meeting(providing of coure you are in close proximity to whoever it is you might want to meet)? I am told I am a goodlooking man, so why do people seem so unwilling to meet in real life?? NOw if anyone reads this, I know I will get differering comments, response to this. So post away, or message me if you have more to say than a comment

My Day
id the worst day ever yesterday, i got up at my usual time of 630 but missed my bus so i was late going into work, then at about 1 the boss told me that the night man wasnt coming in so would i go home and come back in tonight, so i had to work 730 to 730. So in the end i worked like 17hrs and im exchusted now

To All My Friends
SORRY I HAVEN'T EMAILED FOR A WHILE, MY CAR NEEDED WASHING AGAIN. I WENT TO THE CAR WASH DOWNTOWN AND I HAD TO HAVE THEM REWASH THE CAR 3 TIMES...THEY KEPT MISSING SPOTS...SO IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME FOR A WEEK OR SO YOU'LL KNOW WHERE I'M AT. Off to the car wash again!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jeeping
I'm going Jeeping tomorrow ... WHOOHOO!! We're going to Gilmer, which I actually doin't like, but then I haven't been in 3 months so I don't really care where I go. But .. I promise to add some pics when I get back. :)

~~ Beauty of a Woman ~~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows..

Bored
Right now I am extremely bored..LoL.. There is nothing to do, I keep roaming this site, but yet, Im still bored. Rob had to work tonight, which is out of the norm. Im so use to us spending this time together, but since he isnt here I really don't have anyone to talk to. By the time he gets off work, he is going to wore out, and tired and he isnt going to want to stay up and talk to me. See Rob is in Florida, which means since it is 12 am here, it is 1 in the morning for him.. By the time he gets home, it may be 3 in the morning, he is going to be tired. Anyway I am just rambling cause, I dont know what else to do...LOL

My Oiler Pray
My OILER prayer Our Oilers, Who art in Edmonton,Hallowed be thy TeamThy Ducks they come,Thy roast begun,Just like San Jose as well as Detroit.Give us this win,All Pucks Stopped by Roloson,And forgive us our crosschecks, As we punish those whocrosscheck against us, And lead us not into golf, As we've lead thosewho played against us.And now we have moved up, to THE STANLEY CUPIn the name of the Smyth, the Pisani, the Horcoff and the Stoll.Forever and Ever the MacTavish and the Lowe(Amen)

Tonight
ya know i was listening to the delila show on the radio on the way home tonight and it just got me thinking on how lucky ppl really r and they dont even know about it really...i mean there was this chick that was complaining that she and her man r gettin married finally after 8.5 yrs well man all i have to say about is be happy dont complain i mean i was with the same man for 7 yrs and now were not together. but were both happier this way so its better off...than all these other ppl just get to me they whine about the stupid things when there are so many other ppl out there so much worse...but i will admit there are some real good stories on there bout all our great troops and ppl and their kids i so give them props and luv. well i guess im done ranting for now...if ya want leave a comment ill answer

~*~ About Me ~*~
I am me, I am the way I am, and I do not change for anyone no matter what. I love to meet new people but I have the type of personality where you will either love me or hate me..lol. So who knows, maybe you'll be my new friend? I'm ALWAYS 100% brutaly honest, and I pride myself on being that way. I'm blunt, outspoken, and I say whatever I want to say. I don't really put much thought into alot of things before I say them, if it comes to my mind, then it automatically comes out of my mouth.. lol. I'm weird, and I know it. I love my weirdness! I'm quick witted and I maintain multiple personalities while most people find it hard to maintain one. LoL. My favorite colors are orange and blue. I love to laugh. I hate most people. Girlie girls make me hurl. I swear like a sailor when I wax my cunt. I swear like a sailor when i'm not waxing my cunt. I hate most things anyone else would like. I'm spiteful. I'm stubborn. I can be selfish. I can be jealous. I'm a flirt. I

The reflection of you appears.in the mirror i saw nat only myself but the destruction i caused that night i dont recall maybe because as a flew through the windshield my mind took over one year to the presant awaking in past of the nightmare that comes true i touched my hand upon the cold dead dirt my my teares fall upon the blood running roses my sowrow tingout for the miss fortune i know nothing about you your lifei so carelessly i took the chance which was a stupid one the left was the wrong turn powering a life away from an hour of my pressure.

Tna
So ive been a Wrestling Fan for years. Ever since I was a kid. Yes I know its scripted (not fake, ask Droz if his broken neck is fake!) But I dont care i just love it! Being a fan i must say that TNA has the best wrestling on TV. WWE is stale, They recycle so many old storylines that most of the outcomes are SO predictable. TNA has Great Wrestling, Great storylines, more wrestling on a 1 hr show then WWE has on its 2 hr programs. So if you havent check it out. TNA wrestling is on Spike tv thursday's and replays on saturdays. SS!

Do You Know Me?
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you sa

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Sometimes I think alot about too many things. And I get into a mood where I just want to talk to everyone who will listen. And alot of the time those people don't always want to hear everyting I have to say. I think that's maybe why I try and make alot of friends on the internet. They don't always listen, but then again, you really don't have any way to prove they weren't. But right now, as some as you might know, I have been thinking about what I want in a relationship.And if you read my previous blog post then you know that I was thinking about not having any relationships anymore. And I have thought about it alot. Not just in the past five minutes but in the past month. I couldn't [at first] see the point in relationships, when 99% of mine end badly. But then I thought some more. None of my relationships have been bad from the start.There were always points in them when I was pleased with my decision about being with that person. And I can't bring myself to say that I don't w

A Journey
A Journey A journey of the mind, the body, of the soul, A means of discovery, to find yourself, For a road shall be present but with several paths, Choose your path without fear of mistake. A journey of the mind is to be thoughtful, A means to enlighten your self, To be knowledgeable and careful, Yet to be free to walk by your own strength. A journey of the body is to be strong, A means of building yourself in strength, To be broken down and rebuilt from within, A way to become the force behind your thought. A journey of the soul is to find peace, A means to become one with yourself, For you to become the bearer of your person, To carry your emotions for all of yourself. It is a journey of your equal, A search to find your companion, A desire to be complete, to have your heart filled, This journey is to become all that you wish for. This journey is like the stars, For solitude may wear on the patient as well, Like the shooting star you make your final journey,

~drunk~
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after the night at a business function. He forces himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Jack looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror and notices a note on the table: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping - Love you!" He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Jack asks, "Son, what happened last night?" "Well, you came home after 3 am , drunk and out of your mind. You broke the coffee table, puked in the hallway and got that black eye when you ran into t

The Music Plays...sensual
The Music Plays...Sensual by Bigg-G The music plays a romantic tune, softly creates the mood, We gaze into each other eyes and smile, all is right, scented candles lights the room it sets a real romantic mood.. Rose petals on the bed, satin red sheets, the feeling of satin caressing our bodies, the room smells sweet, on the table strawberries and a can of cream.. Honey on the other side of the table, makes me realize the passion and the delight she has in mind, Red wine on ice, one long stem rose placed in her hand sealed with a gentle kiss from my lips, a soft caress on my cheek, a sweet smile on her face makes me feel truly unique, I'm weak at the knees.. My passion arises as I look into her eyes the music plays, our favorite song, as she kisses my lips, I seem to want her more and more.. She feeds me, I feed her, strawberries dipped in cream, we sip the wine ~Oh how divinely~ The taste on her lips excites me, as I nibble on her bottom lip as she holds me tight, the mus

Ive Done 92 Of 142 Crazy Things!!
Body: Body: Level 1 (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Tried Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (X) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 5 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (X) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 9 Level 3 (X) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House (X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back (x) Been Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 14 Level 4 (X) Had A Crush On An Older Person (X) Skipped School (X) Slept With A Co-worker (X) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 18 Level 5 (x) Had A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane (X) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 20 Level 6 () Eaten Sushi () Been Snowboarding/Skiing () Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace (X) Been Mosh Pitting S0 Far: 21 Level 7 (x )Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Taken Pain Killers (X) "Liked" Someone Who You

I Can't Have You
If loving you is wrong Then my heart knows not what is right I cry myself to sleep Every second of the night What is there to do? What is there to say? I know I can't have you But still I give my heart away I’d walk a thousand miles And cry a thousand tears Just to know your love Will be waiting for me But what is there to feel? When you don’t feel the same? I know I can’t have you But still I give my love away You are my dream come true I wished upon a star for you But what am I to know? If you really love me so I know I can’t have you But still I give myself away

Mmm I Like It
I see your face and feel your heartache I see the trace of the tears you have cried The silent sound of the hurt left unspoken You were strong enough to hide All your life, no one's ever shown you What it's relly like to have someone to hold you In the arms of love, heaven's just a heartbeat away I'll be your light in the dark, your shield from the storm Your shelter from the rain And in the arms of love I'll lift you above all the madness All of the pain And you'll be safe and warm here in the arms of love We search this world for a little compassion For just one look through the eyes of a child For one more chance to be a beliver While there's still a chance in time All your life no one there beside you Close your eyes and let this moment find you In the arms of love, heaven's just a heartbeat away I'll be your light in the dark, your shield from the storm Your shelter from the rain And in the arms of love I'll lift you above all the madness All of the pain And

I Ain't Your Nigger
So I was at Best Buy today picking up the latest installment in a certain anime series. After finding what i was looking for (Baki the Grappler #9 if anyone was wondering) I took the scenic route to the checkout. This led me to the RaP Section. It took me a minute to notice something.... Before I get into that, let me give you all a little backstory. I was, and in light of recent years in "so-called" hip-hop, I truly do mean WAS a rapper. In my youth I enjoyed a moderate amount of success in my region - but this was in the heyday of the artform which has long-since passed so I will now digress to the story at hand... I found myself frozen for a few ticks as I realized that I was being inundated with, for lack of a better or more fitting word, Niggerdom. I actually couldn't move for a moment as I optically ingested this Homogenized Feast of Niggerness. Ever one of them the same; Hat cocked, excessive jewelry, tattoos, whores and bastardized spelling. I was angry. Ve

Please Repost!!
One of LC family members lost a firefighter brother today..They were working a wreck and an 18 wheeler did not slow down. It hit 4 of them 3 will be ok but one died..please send your wishes to our family member captMCFD....please pass the word to all of our FF friends and family...he really needs the support right now... God bless them. Firefighter's Prayer Oh Lord, please help this firefighter To be skillful and brave. Please let me never falter When there are lives to save. Be with my fellow firefighters And ride with us each run, From the moment we "suit-up" Until the job is done. Be with me as I guide a child Through the dark and smokey haze Give me strength and courage As I fight the deadly blaze Lord, I put my safety in Your hands, But in the chaos and the strife, Help me act with selfless courage God, just let me save a life. capt MCFDblueeyedsouthernangels big bad wolf @ LostCherry

Your The Only Person
People don't know exactly what it is about me They don't understand what I want to be Nobody knows the truth or why I do the things I do But one person does and that person is you You are the only person I know that is always by my side You helped me through hard times when I almost cried When I felt alone with out any hope You gave me a smile and the strength to cope You've been there for me more than I can say You're my guardian angel in your own special way You can take everything bad and turn it to good Just because if it was you, you know that I would If there ever was a shadow covering my light I could count on you to help me see right You're the only person who truly knows me You're the only person who respects what they see

5 Freaking Days
so it is 4 days until my mike gets here from Philly and 5 days until the party of the year. My bestfriend heath's birthday. It's one of the best things for me cause it will be the first night since i have had my son that i will actually get to go out all night without him. FUCKING AWESOME. Of course with all that aside i am dealing with some small minor issues right now. i can hear kissing behind me i know who it is and if u are reading this u know who u were too. HAHA BUSTED NO DOING THE NOOKIE WITH ME IN THE ROOM. so ne ways I am gonna go for now. peace, love, and car grease

Dirty But Funny
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?!

Gangsta Bitch
Gangsta bitch, gangsta ice, gangsta whip Gangsta clothes, gangsta money, gangsta shows Gangsta purse, gangsta shoes, gangsta verse We the bitches that the gangstas thirst Gangsta song, gangsta brawn, gangsta thong Huh, we the bitches that the gangstas on Gangsta bottle, gangsta trees Gangsta Brat, gangsta Trina, and gangsta Eve [Trina] Uh, uh, uh Miss Purina, Trina the M-I-A bitch Them I play wit, eenie meenie meiny mo Pickin basically the richest nigga, for the baddest bitch Me, Eve, and Brat, it's banannas shit We aint havin this, I steps on toes In a pair of hot shorts and eight inch stelletoes Iced out, drippin in Channell Prada, Gucci, and all that I make 'em fall back Hair done, fresh metti and peticure, bikini wax Gotta keep the cat smooth so when my nigga ask for the pussy It's good and wet After just one fuck, you won't forget I'm made up in the tropics gettin sunburned Bare ass out with the diamond thong on Nigga you thought you got yo' freak on in

Nightmoves Entertainment Weekend, Day 4
Sorry I'm writing this out two days late...Sunday night was a rather late night, and then I was out from about half an hour after I woke up yesterday til about 2 am Tuesday morning...so here's a recap of Sunday, October 8th, Day 4 of the NIghtmoves Weekend. Was out late Saturday night, so we came back, hung out by the pool and then I went home and crashed about 3 am Sunday morning...woke up around noon and started doing some chores around the house...hadn't been there much all weekend, so I wanted to get a little bit out of the way so I wouldn't be overwhelmed later. Took Bob Ferguson of Cheri Magazine out to lunch at Green Iguana, so he could have a little break from the insanity that was this weekend, and listen to some really good live music at the same time. Went back to the hotel and borrowed his room to do mine and Sadia's makeup and get dressed up for the Awards Show...hung out in the lobby chillin', then we all trooped over to Bricktown 54. I'd been there before, but it was

Preventive Medicine
I'm preventative medicine's digested degeneratives confessions discernable intentions are earnable, saleable, burnable, build a whole brain to scold and scorch the soul is unchainable unclaimed although maimable the same could go a similiar role if salvation is obtainable as much as the goal as for 1, and for all then I'll find peace in my soul, yes yall......

Two Old Friends
by Bryant H. McGill, June of 1998 Creaking wooden swing Crisp starry nights Frogs and crickets sing To sweet smoking pipes Fresh gentle winds Blowing Spanish moss With old trusted friends Time spent is never lost Old stories to tell, Laughing-tears in eyes In time all stories knell With ringing, sad goodbyes Memory to those who passed, Advice to those now young, Ignorance to wisdom is vast Like feelings to the tongue The night darkens deep The laughter wanes like years Until you'd nearly weep, But for regret of the tears Stories now all spun Smoking pipes grown cool Life was dear and fun When it wasn't cruel All friends say goodbye And hope to meet again And though we all must die We live to love our friends

English Fruit Crumble
1 lb fruit, any type 3 to 4 ounces granulated sugar, depending on the sharpness or tartness of the fruit 6 ounces plain flour 3 ounces unsalted butter 2 ounces caster sugar 1 Preheat oven to 375°F. 2 Prepare fruit according to type. 3 Place the fruit in a 1-quart oven-proof dish in layers with granulated sugar. 4 Sift flour into a bowl. 5 Rub butter into flour until mixture resembles fine breadcrumbs. 6 Stir in the caster sugar. 7 Sprinkle the crumble mixture thickly and evenly over the fruit. 8 Press down lightly with palm of hand then smooth the top with a knife. 9 Bake for 15 minutes. 10 Reduce the temperature to 350°F. 11 Cook for a further 45 minutes or until top is lightly brown. 12 Serve with fresh double cream, crème fraîche, or real custard.

Touch Of Love
A TOUCH OF LOVE I SIT AND STARE; MY HEART SEEMS SAD. IT SEEMS I HAVE NEVER FELT THE TOUCH OF LOVE, THE PROTECTORS EMBRACE CALLING ME INTO WAITING,ARMS WITH CHARMING WORDS THAT FLUTTER LIKE DOVES THOUGHT MY MIND DID I EVER KNOW SUCH DEVOTION? WILL I SEARCH FOREVER FOR SOMETHING GIVEN SO UNSELFISHLY TO OTHERS? GREED HAS STOLEN ALL THE CHARMS OF MY LIFE TO WEAR UPON HER WRIST. KEEPING THEM,BEFORE MY EYES,BUT FLASHING THEM TO TEASE MY POOR HEART. I SMILE AND LOOK AWAY, HOPING THE PAIN I FEEL WILL NOT DESTROY THIS MOMENT. WITH MY EYES THAT HAVE HELD CONSTANT SORRORW. I DONT KNOW WISH FOR PITY, JUST AN END TO MY CONSTANT YEARNING FOR SOMETHING I MAY NEVER OBTAIN.

Cum On Buy...
hey everyone, I've been spending alot of time putting together an internet shop, where my digital artwork is for sale on items like coffee cups and shirts, and prints. please, check it out!!! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK AND PLEASE BE HONEST.... and please repost so I can get the word out!!

The Dance
Looking back, on the memory of, The dance we shared, beneath the stars above, For a moment, all the world was right, How could I have known, that you'd ever say goodbye, And now, I'm glad I didn't know, The way it all would end, the way it all would go, Our lives, are better left to chance, I could have missed the pain, But I'd have had to miss, the dance. Holding you, I held everything For a moment, wasn't I the king. If I'd only known, how the king would fall. Well who's to say, you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end, the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance, I could have missed the pain, But I'd have had to miss, the dance. Yes my life, is better left to chance, I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss, the dance

After Awhile!
After A While.... After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth And you learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn.....

Sexiest Military Man In Uniform
I have decided to hold my own contest and am looking for interested contestants. My contest will be deciding the sexiest male in military uniform. Now by holding this...I am looking for REAL military personnel so please no costumes or dressing up. I am looking for 20 contestants and will see if there are that many people interested and go from there. I am planning to start the contest on Dec 1 so that gives 10 days to send me a message with a link telling me you are interested. Please send a link with a pic of yourself in your uniform if you are interested in entering. Thanks so much!

1000 Marbles
The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of tho se lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom-ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Cypress Tree You are strong, adaptable, and striving to be content. You're good at taking what life has to give - even if you don't like it. A passionate lover who can't be satisfied, you are quick tempered at times. You hate loneliness, want love and affection, and need to be needed. A bit of a live wire, you love to gain knowledge any cost... and you can be careless at times. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Maybe
Maybe the problems I have right now will all just go away, Maybe I'll just give up and let depression have its way. Maybe people are just so cruel that hate comes naturally, Maybe I'll just kill myself, another drop in the sea.... Or maybe the way things are right now will work out at the last, Maybe all this trauma and grief will soon be distant past. And maybe I'll then look forward to life, not dread each passing day Maybe I'll have true friends again, and true loves that also stay. ~October 31, 2006

Women
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..one old love she can imagine going back to.. and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..a youth she's content to leave behind... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...a set of screwdrivers, cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...a feeling

Wat If?
Girl: i love you Boy: yeah i know everyone does! -Girl: really? Boy: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday -Girl: oh... but am i only your friend? Boy: no... youre my girlfriend... why? -Girl: so when i say i love you i really do mean it -Boy: yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz i know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. Girl: ...... Boy: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anni? Girl: yeah... where? Boy: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner? Girl: ok Boy: ill pick you up after i get off and get ready ok? Girl: ok. what time do you get off? Boy: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... Girl: aye... i thought you didnt have work today... Boy: one of my co-workers called in sick Girl: oh okay! so ill see you around 7:30 then

Empty Tank
My snorkel is down at the moment. Needing some good ballast tanks to put the sail back in my snorkel and get old boaterman puttering again. Just dreaming, at my age I hope it is wet. Cum if you have a chance!1 Ha, Ha canoeing alone takes twice as much stoking on the oar... bye for now got to get stroking...

I'd Love To Love You
The more we talk the more I fall for you The more we talk the more I long to be near you The more we talk the more I think about you The more we talk the more I want to be in your arm The more we talk the more thing seem to fall into place The more we talk the more I want to be there with you The more we talk the more I want to look into your eyes The more we talk the more I see my life getting brighter The more we talk that less I want to be with out you Now that you are in my live i never want to be with out you I'd love to love you

Homesforourtroops.org
For all of you troop supporters out there. please log into home for our troops. giving back to those who sacrificed for us. Not just me but many soldiers like me who are unable to get around in a conventional house. Thank You.

If You Wanna Reach Me
With right now not being at home and crashing at friends house, I sometimes get on web messenger, but its hard to type, Yahoo messenger is not working at the libary and the only one is msn if you want to reach me add me on msn mine is beargurl_1973@yahoo.com (yes that is my msn)

Dark Times
its a dark time...u know its funny so many ppl fear darkness...well yea its a vunerable state...u fear when u cant see...u fear what u cant see...but darkness has clouded over me....and i cant say i fear it because the dark times in my heart has always kept me from bein hurt...i grew to love again...the light came through...hahhahahahahaha....but i see dark times again and i remember...i remember the day of no pain...of being able to live life and not give a shit...i liked it...but i like caring also...but fuck the pain its killing me and i hate it...my heart blackens day by day minute by minute...so i have to ask myself...in the dark what do i become...the demon releases and they eyes turn red...hehe the demon takes over...but then my eyes turn pure black...what am i becoming...well its simple...something worse than any demon or deadly enemy of a person...ive become the soul of hatred and pain...ive become everything that bring pain and sorrow...ive become this worlds.......torture

Golf Any One?
Rules for Bedroom Golf -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to

Slaves Of Society
Why is it that we always question the reasons behind the truth of the Soul. I know I am one of those, I see ap problem before it comes and going against the cycle of life. I stand by like a slave and except the one that is told, as long as our own self-gratifaction is fulfilled we forget the truth of the soul. We as a society are wrong being like this and making these choices. Remember the constitution is as valid today as it was when it was written, as it was written. JAy

Libra
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23)-- Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING. They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun. Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras, underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people. Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite well, actually. Male Lib

Sometimes
Is there a place where one can go, where there wont be hurt n pain. A place to go where trust and truth live freely. Where kindness is a norm and not an exception? Where people care and want to help and not harm, hurt or maim. There are times when you feel pain so intense that you cannot breathe, when it seems blinding, endless and useless. Tears fall freely and they are of joy and not of hurt and pain. Love is a norm and given and taken freely and warmly. To find arms that will hold you in sharing happiness and not abuse and violence. Finding that place where life means something of value and not to be discarded as thrown trash. Respect is a given and not an exception, gradification is for all and not a select few who deem themselves more worthy. Such a place might never exisist, but one day find a small piece of it to call their own.

Weep
Brave young warrior where have you gone Into the hills to mourn your song The breaking heart knows no ache like that of the warrior when it breaks The raging waters know not how deep the tears of the warrior when he weeps From umber hills the plaintive yell the heart of the warrior breaking all to hell Come now the spirits to calm from within the tears of the warrior for his lost friend At end of day the tears have ebbed the tear-spent warrior none left to shed On morning's light quietly he comes to bury the hatred that was done He carries the dead within his heart warriors weep when loved ones part His jaw now set in stern reprove when warriors weep the world is moved

Begging!!!!
Yesterday I was 500 comments ahead I am now 2000 comments behind!! I so need your help!! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

One Persons Opinion
One persons opinion One of my CT sisters (DIXIE you fuckin rock girl!) and I decided to get drunk and have a good time on CT last night…No, it was no planned, it just happened..like in real life, when you run in to a friend and decide to go out. So here is my story..all of it true…and yes if you feel like responding all will be appreciated. Dixie and I decided to go bar hopping..We knew we had old friends at Scooters and decided to start there. (maybe not the wisest decision..but it was a drunk decision) Here is what happened… We go in..1st person I see is Precious the bartender..she has been to our lounge so I spoke with her..finding out she has a hurt arm or hand..(a bit blurry now) AND BTW I hope you are feeling better girl! Then DJ Shadow..gotta love him, (Hi huni! If you read this) came out of the booth and gave Dixie and I HUGE hugs..saying he was glad to see us.. Taz and the other bartender were very cool and polite. Then walks in Slade, my old boss, someone I used to cal

Anger Management Idea....
Anger Management Idea When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number, you idiot!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when

This Sucks
hey darlings .. I know .. just 2 more days and were done .. but I really need you .. Kristin really needs your help .. shes been playing by the rules not voting on her self cause she said they couldnt bomb thereselves .. and she was almost 2000 up and come to find out shes the only one that hadnt voted for herself .. fun times over .. this is war lol come help her .. dont take my word for it look at the contest page .. check my girl out ... pleasee

Beautiful
beautiful is a man who can look far beneath the surface,beyond the mask of flesh, and see the beauty from within where others are so blind. one who treasures the golden rays of love that flow thru and warm the hearts of many... ~~~~

Missing Everyone!! John's Sooo Sad.
HEY EVERYONE!!! I AM REALLY MISSING EVERYONE!!! I HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP ON FIRST SHIFT!! LMAO. I HAVE WORK 2 OR 3 FOR WELL OVER 20 YEARS AND NOW I'M ON 1ST DUE TO BUSINESS REQUIREMENTS. I'M TRYING TO ADJUST TO THESE HOURS... AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL GET SOME COMMENTS OUT... I LOVE YOU ALL SO DON'T GO AN DELETE ME THEN I WILL REALLY BE LOCKED UP 'CAUSE I'LL COME AND FIND YOU!!... PLEASE PASS THIS ON FROM ME!!! HUGS AND KISSES PUT THOSE WHERE YOU NEED THEM THE MOST!! WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO SMOOOCH!! JOHN & SHADOW

Ct's Stupid Salute Photo Protest
Well it has happened again my salute photo was rejected and now the idiots at CT is telling me they are going to remove my page!!! Well I say this is a bunch of bullshit and I think is gender and certainly age discrimination!! I am no young nice looking man that all the women go wild over and I am no good looking woman with TITS and ASS hanging out for all to see!! I started on CT 09/12/06 and have met a lot of nice people on this site and maybe I haven't been as active as a lot of people on here but I have tried to communicate with people I consider friends and yes also "family" on a regular basis if not daily! But so be it the CT "bouncers" again mostly young and good looking have made their decision so be it!! Go by my photos and see the latest rejection!!! It is to bad there isn't a site for us ole cowboys to go and have some fun in but alas I guess we are becoming what we looked at 30 years ago as dinosaurs. I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Que

Joke
~ Joke of the Day ~ A man and his four year old son are talking, when his son asks him "Dad, what does a puszy look like?" The Dad confused, asks him " before or after intercourse" The kid says "Ummm before" So the dad says to him "Well have u ever seen a beautiful red rose with soft red peddles." "yeah" says the son."well what about after" he says to his dad. His dad replies " Have you ever seen a bulldog eating mayonnaise"

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Today my friend speaks Listen intently to him Then laugh at myself Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

Input.
hey y'all. i will be attending a meeting this wednesday [14th] with the cherrytap staff about feedback for the site. so if you have any questions, or concerns, please make a list and i will compile them all and take it to the meeting. feel free to leave your comments and concerns in response to this blog as well. pee ou bishes!

All Hell And Then Some
Just as I thought things couldn't get worse, it does. I have to have surgery on my left knee on the 29th, and I have absolutly NO ONE to fuckin help me with my home or my daughter afterwards. So I'm fucked, royally. Friday, I have to get some testing done and be examined to see if I have epilespy, because Thursday, I felt like I was having a panic/anxiety attack, but my face, hand, and feet went numb and tingly, my whole body started shaking really bad, and I was crying uncontrollably, and my dr agreed that it could have been a mild epileptic seizure. I was rushed to the hospital by ambulance WITH my daughter, and all they did was checked my heart rate, blood, and to see if I had a fever. Why the fuck didn't they do any testing on me that day? Now, I have done some reading about epilepsy and seizures, and some of the things I have read about them, compairs to what I experienced Thursday afternoon. Fucking great, huh? I'm already suffering BPD, Bi-Polar, PTSD, and still sufferi

Angels
Angels Explained by Children I only know the names of two angels. Hark and Harold. Gregory, 5 Everybody's got it all wrong. Angels don't wear halos anymore. I forget why, but scientists are working on it. Olive, 9 It's not easy to become an angel! First, you die. Then you go to heaven, and then there's still the flight training to go through. And then you got to agree to wear those angel clothes. Matthew, 9 Angels work for God and watch over kids when God has to go do something else. Mitchell, 7 My guardian angel helps me with math, but he's not much good for science Henry, 8 Angels don't eat, but they drink milk from Holy Cows!!! Jack, 6 Angels talk all the way while they're flying you up to heaven. The main subject is where you went wrong before you got dead. Daniel, 9 When an angel gets mad, he takes a deep breath and counts to ten. And when he lets out his breath, somewhere there's a tornado. Reagan, 10 Angels have a lot to do and they ke

Real Friends
Real friends don't post bulletins talking about REPOST THIS BULLETIN IF YOU ARE MY TRUE FRIEND, and IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS BULLETIN I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. By all means, if you ahve enough time to repost those bulletins, at least have the sense enough to change the title, or don't post it. If you post bulletins with any title that says anything relevant to the above mentioned things, I will remove you upon seeing your bulletins. The bulletin board is a place for people to be able to see where REAL SHIT Is going on, and if someone has an announcement, not somewhere for a bunch of people to be posting useless self promotion shit. I am not interested in seeing how many people can repost a bulletin about DROP ME AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN if you get some time either. I use the bulletin board to post stuff to help my new friends, not some go vote or please vote bulletins. If you read this and it offends you, feel free to remove me from your friends list, otherwise, drop m

Almost.
sad, but so true. Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda went out with you I shoulda made you my bop boy Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda went on a date Shoulda found a wa

* Family Tree Of Consciousness * Higher Self * Subconscious * / * Emotional * / * Reasoning * / Superconscious * Mind * Soul Matrix * Dora *
* Family Tree of Consciousness * Higher Self * Subconscious * / * Emotional * / * Reasoning * / Superconscious * MIND * Soul Matrix * DORA * ********************************************************************************************* Family Tree of Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* (Higher Self) The structure of the 6 primary levels of Multidimensional Identity represents a literal Family Tree of Consciousness through which all humans are connected to each other, all other life forms, the Universes, the Cosmos and Source Mind – one Mind (Source) The 6 primary levels of Identity are: 1) The Incarnate Identity – Tauren (See: Incarnate Matrix) 2) The Soul Identity – Dora (See: Soul Matrix) 3) The Oversoul Identity – Teura (See: Oversoul Matrix) 4) The Avatar Identity – Dolar (See: Dolar Matrix) 5) The Rishi Identity – Solar (See: Solar Matrix) 6) The Gemantic Enti

Wisdom Teeth
so today i go to get my last 2 wisdom teeth out. i'm scared shitless. i don't mind so much them taking them out, or even the pain. i mind the needle they are going to use to put me to sleep. ugh anyway i'll probably be out of commission for a few days, i know today for sure, maybe tomorrow too, who knows.

Its Over Now
what is this numbers in your pocket? I remember when you used to throw those things away why do you want to keep in touch now who gave you a reason to act so shady baby you know you can call me anytime anything you needed I would give it to you oow thats how much I care for you wanna act now never call me back now turning off your cell phone girl you know that ain't cool I dont understand baby baby its a shame we gotta go through this we cant even talk girl we don't even kiss I never would´ve thought we'de be breaking up like this but its over now its over now you think that I dont know whats going on cause your always home alone and I'm always out of town you need to stop trying to play me cause you cant even face me I know you're messin around baby you know you can call me anytime anything you needed I would give it to you oow thats how much I care for you wanna act now never call me back now turning off your cell phone girl you know that aint cool I

Regret!!!
What is all this time has been wasted? What if all we had has been lost? Cuz maybe i just don't care no more. Cuz maybe it's not how it was before. Maybe i'll change my mind later. But maybe you won't take me back. I'll just be sitting here waiting. You'll be at home debating. I'll be waiting for you to want me. You'll be wanting an apology. But neither of us will give in. So maybe neither of us will win. Hopefully one day we'll look back. And we'll smile at what we once had. But what i'm willing to bet. Is that we'll both be filled with regret

Self...
I walked many miles Carrying uncountable false faces One I held true all the while Takes me to dark places I waited for others to send rescue Praying for miracles unsent In my hand was blood untrue Blaming myself I never attempted to vent...

How You Got In My Family Or Gonna Get In
Just a word to the ones I talk to often.... When I find a friend in someone and we talk on more than a few occasions you become family or I become your fan cause I have reached my family limit!! But I am tired of sifting through over 300 friends is hard to remember who I talk to... So if I am of any importance let me know!!! neworleanslady_72@yahoo.com sassyntx72@yahoo.com rarelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy used neworleanslady72@hotmail.com ~Tina~

What Is Love?!
What is love but simple pleasures, heartache and pain with everything to loose and only heartache to gain; Love that natural inclination, 1st hand notion builds you up to tear you down that 2nd hand emotion; Never again will I fall for love's trickery and deceit prickin me and stickin me love is watchin me bleed. Love that thief in the night stealin my sleep, got me searchin the surface when the answer lies deep. Love jes a word that don't mean shit, one minute " I love you" and same breath one of yall is a " bitch". Sometimes love aint love its a fantasy myth damaging hearts and souls, I've been cursed by the gift. Love will make you run to the arms of a stranger and you thinkin its safe, but blind love can cause you harm and danger. On the outside love is ALL peaches and cream, but inside its much different its never what it seems. L-Losing O- Our V- Very E- Existence L- Learning O- Other V- Valuable E- Experiences Love's Sincerly, Suicide

My Thoughts
Simple Moments... I am a woman, who in the past, has always wondered how my future was going to turn out. I just wanted people to see that I had worth, I wanted to be loved, and respected. To be financially set, looking towards that future, and always wondering if I would ever reach those goals. I began to realize that it isn't the future I need to worry about, it is the moments, and when it comes to the moments in my life, I have been truly blessed. I have had my really good ones, the really bad ones and the in between ones, and it makes me realize that there would be no future without these moments. The moments that makes me smile and laugh, the moments with good friends, who love me and only want the best for me. The bad moments, where lessons had to be learned, even if it hurt and wounded, it was a lesson that needed to be taught. The in between moments where I am never quite sure what is going to happen, and those are the times of self doubt, and wonder. Moments of anxiety, p

The Angel
The angel is curiosity as she ponders the design and function of previously unseen objects. The angel is happiness as she interacts with those around her, bringing joy and laughter to their lives. And at day’s end, the angel is weariness, for she has given of herself much this day, asking little in return. And now the angel sleeps.

Secret Lovers
This is my forst attempt at this so be gentle and please rate and comment Thank you. She thinks about him quite frequently these days. At first it was nice, she liked the attention, but now has become something more. She has never met anyone quite like him. A man who could be her friend, confidant, and advisor. Then start a fire inside her unknown to her before. She longs for the stolen moments they share. Needing to feel his touch, to see the desire in his eyes equal to that in hers. She wants nothing mor than to please him, so she makes her body available to his every whim. She waits , wondering the next time she hears from him what is in store for her. Will he touch her softly? Kiss her and lovingly caress her silken skin? Lavish her body with kisses using his expert tongue to make her lose herself, then make love to her slowly and lovingly. Them losing themselves in each others embrace and share in each others orgasms? Or will his hunger need s

Vanity
Why must I be flawless to be loved I am hunman as well Flesh is always flawed So where do I stand now Out of the shadow of protection That your love afforded me Forgiveness given then ripped away Not being allowed to have my say Stealing the breath from my chest You must be so pleased with yourself And the damage that you inflict Your own Adonis you seem to be SO sure of your own perfection Your superiority a noose around my neck You make my own soul a painful place to be And I know you couldnt care less I know your only thoughts at this time Are on your wounded pride Your reasoning for cutting out my heart Is what other people will think If you show without a showpiece All of your own to give you What you cannot bring yourself A sense that you are in control In a world spinning out of rhythm Your own bastion of perfection Flawless in your eyes as long As your flaws dont show visibly Too bad your heart is not given the right to see And your soul is bound to

My Info.
just wanted to let u know i changed my profile info. just some insight to who i really am...so here it is First let me say hey to my friends and let them know yes my shit in this particular space has changed but im still the fun lovin moron u grew to love, or at least tolerate…lol.. Im not going to hit on woman just because you have nudie pics. Im an artist and appreciate the female form without wanting to f*ck it. I could use friends not ex-f*ck buddies, I have enough of them. What I do need is friends that I can open up to and get honest feedback from. They can expect the same. Imagine that, a male point of view without the opportunism that usually follows. Yes that’s a big reason we listen, if youre hot, we wanna be there in case you put out. Any man that says that’s wrong is probably trying to get into your pants right now. And no im not playng the sensitive role to get laid either. That is a tired idea. I enjoy deep thought and relaxation without trying to impress someone.

Death
Death becomes her as she sits in the cold... Death becomes her as she sits alone... Lost she will never look again, Once thrown away she will never mend. Death becomes her as she cries... Deathe becomes her from all the lies... Poweful she shall become, Never under estatemate, she IS the one. Death becomes her as forever it will... Death becomes her as her time stands still... Watch her as she grows, Powerful learning & an inner glow. Death becomes her as she gages her rath... Death becomes her to never look back... Touching her power of fire, gaining great strength, going higher. Death becomes her she finds her kill... Death becomes her out of your will... Look at her in all her glory, Do you even know her story? Death becomes her for she lives in the dark... Death becomes her because tis always the start... Her pain riddled with loss, She lays her white wings down in the burnt moss. Death becomes her on this final day... Death becomes

An Amazing Girl
So I met this girl online over a year ago and finally met her in person about a week ago. Talking to her over the last year has really helped me get to know her a lot better. But now that I have met her in person I just want to marry her because she is so wonderful. I think about her almost all of the time. Heck, practically all day today at work I couldn't do anything because I was to busy thinking about her. This girl has me going crazy. Every time I think about her I get this feeling in my gut saying, "Hey dumbass go get your girl!" I hate that I can't have a cell phone at work because I can't talk to her while I am there. For some reason, this girl has more of a hold over me than Jasmine (the first girl I talked to about getting married) did. Not only does this girl have more of a hold on me but she also got me to forget about Jasmine. Jasmine was out of my head for more than a week. For the people that don't know, I have been trying everything I can think of and everything o

About Me
Hello ALL I am a single dad of 3 kids, I am soon to have my divorce from my x, If anyone is interested in a good man leave a measage, but anywho, i like all kinds of things i work on cars, bikes, houses, and anyother thing in between, for thous of you on the dark side every year i have the best haunted yard in my town, and i would like to find some smart people to help me make it alot better than I can do, right now I just take life one day at a time, hopefully i will meet the right girl some day, if anyone has any suggestions on my yard or a girl please leave a measage and i will get back with you THANK ALL

Inspiration
The Concert When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that the child was missing. Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused on the impressive Steinway on stage. In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle,Twinkle Little Star." At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit.""Keep playing." Then, leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his left hand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child, and he added a running obbligato. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed what could have been a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. >The audience was so mesmerized that they couldn't recall what else the great master played. Only the classic, " Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."

A Touch Never Felt...........
A TOUCH NEVER FELT HOW CAN YOU ACHE AND CRAVE FOR SOMEONE'S TOUCH? WHEN YOU HAVE NEVER FELT IT? I DO THIS FOR YOURS, THOUGH. AND THE YEARNING GROWS MORE EACH DAY. I HAVE NEVER WANTED ANYTHING IN MY LIFE AS MUCH AS I WANT YOU. WHEN YOU WHISPER SUCH SWEET LOVE, IN MY EAR WHEN WE TALK. YOU MAKE ME MELT INTO A PUDDLE OF COMPLETE HELPLESSNESS. YOU HAVE BECOME MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT AND MY DREAM EVERY NIGHT. I BREATHE IN SO HARD TRYING TO CATCH MY BREATH WEHN WE CAN'T TALK. I CLOSE MY EYES SO TIGHT HOPING WHEN I OPEN THEM, YOU WILL BE THRE. BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT. IT SEEMS SO FAR AWAY THAT I THINK I AM LOSING MY MIND. I WANT TO BREATHE IN YOUR SECENT. AND KEEP IT WITH ME ALL DAY LONG. I WANT TO TASTE YOUR LOVE FOR ME. BY KISSING YOUR SWEET LIPS. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR BODY NEXT TO ME SO WHEN YOU LEAVE FOR AWHILE, I CAN HOLD ON I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I REALLY, DO LOVE YOU. WHEN THE DAY COMES AND WE ARE TOGETHER YOU

Nice Guys Allways Finish Last !!!!
It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don't see it f

Class Act!!!
Biggio reaches 3,000 hits / Associated Press Posted: 9 hours ago Craig Biggio collected his 3,000th hit and Carlos Lee made sure he could celebrate it in style. Biggio had five hits for just the second time in his career and Lee hit a grand slam in the 11th inning to give the Houston Astros an 8-5 win over the Colorado Rockies on Thursday night. "I think it was the way it was supposed to be done," Biggio said as he choked back tears. "To have it happen here - that was a special atmosphere that was out there today." Lee's shot to left field off Brian Fuentes (0-3) came on the first pitch. Biggio singled in the 11th, and Hunter Pence followed with a double before Lance Berkman was hit by a pitch to load the bases. Troy Tulowitzki's solo shot off Brian Moehler (1-2) to lead off the 11th inning made it 5-4. The loss extends Colorado's season-high losing streak to seven games. It was the third time in seven days Fuentes has allowed a game-winning hit after Tulowitzki hom

Parties & Friends ?!?!?!?!?!?
I Have All These Gorgeous Female Friends And Awesome Guy Friends And None Of Them Ever Ask Me If I Need A Ride Or Wanna Come To Their Parties!!!! Now I Ask This Question Below: What Is The Point Of SomeOne Saying They Are My Friend And Care About Me & Why Do They NEVER Come Visit Me Or Come Pick Me Up To Go Hang With Them Or At Their Parties But They Always Say You Missed A Kick Ass Party You Should Have Been There And They Know I DON`T Have A Car To Get There Is It Too Hard Or Too Much To Ask Me If I Need A Ride There And Back To Go To Their Parties ????????????????????????????????????

Lovin' No More
ever since i‘ve loved you you‘ve been puttin‘ me down and treatin‘ me like a clown but i won‘t take it no more no, i won‘t take it for sure you‘ve acted like i‘m your cart a special one just for your heart you take me when you need me and you put me back when your done but i won‘t take it no more no i won‘t take it for sure so here‘s the key that i‘ve cherished for so longthe one that made me break out in song whenever i thought you were near it‘s the key to your heart cause i won‘t be needin‘ it no more no i won‘t be needin‘ it for sure

Dj Sunshine !!!!
COME AND TAKE A LISTEN TO DJ SUNSHINE ON THE EXCALIBUR RADIO..... IF THERE ARE REQUEST OR DEDICATIONS THAT YOU WANT TO HEAR CLICK ON THE EXCALIBUR RADIO BANNER BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO WHERE YOU CAN CHAT AND LEAVE MUSIC REQUEST AND DEDICATIONS FOR DJ SUSHINE !!!!! IF YOU DIDN'T FIND DJ SUNSHINE THERE THEN YOU SHOULD COME AND CHECK OUT THE SCOOTER BAR.... CLICK BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE AND TO THE ONE AND ONLY DJ SUNSHINE!!!!!!! THIS IS WHERE YOU CAN FIND HER PERSONAL PAGE.. WHERE YOU CAN RATE HER, ADD HER, FAN HER, LEAVE HER GIFTS AND COMMENTS....... SHE IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO GET AND TALK TO NEW FRIENDS DJ Sunshine~Excalibur Radio~aka..BRAT~Cowboy Marine for Life's CT Wife~P.O.P.C/O of S & M@ CherryTAP COME AND HANG OUT WITH DJ SUNSHINE AND THE HOTTEST WOMEN AND MEN ON CT ..... GREAT DJ'S AND EVEN BETTER MUSIC ON THE EXCALIBUR RADIO WE ARE ALWAYS ROCKIN ON THE EXCALIBUR RADIO SO COME AND CHECK US OUT AND TAKE A LI

Before Time Was........
Before time was, there was The One; The One was all, and all was The One. And the vast expanse known as the universe was The One, all-wise, all-pervading, all-powerful, eternally changing. And space moved. The One molded energy into twin forms, equal but opposite, fashioning the Goddess and God from The One and of The One. The Goddess and God stretched and gave thanks to The One, but darkness surrounded them. They were alone, solitary save for The One. So They formed energy into gasses and gasses into suns and planets and moons; They sprinkled the universe with whirling globes and so all was given shape by the hands of the Goddess and God. light arose and the sky was illuminated by a billion suns. And the Goddess and God, satisfied by their works, rejoiced and loved, and were one. From their union sprang the seeds of all life, and of the human race, so that we might achieve incarnation upon the Earth. The Goddess chose the Moon as Her symbol, to remind the inhabitants of Earth of their

Cnn Headline News Showbiz Tonight Has Been Postponed
Hey everyone, CNN has postponed my appearance on the Showbiz Tonight Show to a later date. I will keep all of you posted when they confirm another date for me to appear on the show. Thanks for all your support. muah xoxo, Bre

My Boss
Yeah my boss is from india.. of course right the perfect steriotype! ha..anyways hes funny as hell for some reason he calls me Rebecca Gonzalez and he calls my best friend Jackie Chan butttt he cant say chan it sounds like chang hehe... well the other day we had a meeting he bought everyone two sandwiches from mcdonalds (BARF) anyways.. lol he was explaining to us that we cant choose one customer over the other for example if we thought a boy was cute serve him first he goes aweee FUCK THAT SHIT! haha but hes got that accent so it was amazing. lol hes funny and swears all the time :) hahaha pretty cool boss..

8-9-07
Survey # 2567 Best... [1.] Male friend: Joe [2.] Female friend: Barbara [3.] Vacation: Daytona [4.] Time of Day: Night [5.] Day of the week: Friday [6.] Food: Seafood [7.] Memory: seeing a shooting star in the moonlit sky while swimming in the ocean. Last... [1.] Person you saw: Dennis [2.] Talked to on the phone: Joe [3.] Text: Brian [4.] IM: Barbara [5.] Message over myspace: Crystal Today... [1.] What are you doing now: filling this out [2.] What are you wearing right now: A pink night gown w/ cherries on it [3.] Better than yesterday?: No way! Tomorrow... [1.] Is: Friday [2.] Got any plans: well someone wants to come over, but I'm not sure yet. [3.] Dislikes about tomorrow: *shrugs* Favorite... [1.] Number: 77 [2.] Song: Far Away- Nickelback [3.] Color: Blue [4.] Season: in the North- Fall/ South- Summer Currently... [1.] Missing: Alot [2.] Mood: Tired [3.] Wanting: Cuddles True or False: [I am a cuddler]: True [I am a morning

Artic Wolf
The arctic wolf (Canis lupus arctos), a subspecies of the gray wolf (Canis lupus), is very similar to other wolves. It lives and hunts in packs, has a social hierarchy, and holds territories. It differs from other wolves in its habitat, appearance, and prey species. Arctic wolves live primarily in the Arctic, the region located above 67° north latitude. The land is covered with snow and ice for most of the year, except for a brief period during the summer. Arctic wolves have adapted well to this icy environment. They have white fur, which allows them to blend into their snowy surroundings. To help reduce heat loss, they have more-rounded ears, a shorter muzzle and shorter legs than other gray wolf subspecies. They also have hair between the pads of their feet and long, thick fur to keep them warm in temperatures that can drop to minus 70° Fahrenheit. A low density of prey in the Arctic requires these wolves to have territories of well over 1,000 square miles, much larger than th

Married And Online
Welcome to my newest blog..it is based upon my opinion and I have chosen to share it with you all. Married and Online In my not so humble opinion I firmly believe married people in general have no place on a chat site geared toward promiscuity. This is of course my opinion and I am entitled to it as you are entitled to your own. I absolutely despise the use of the term "happily married" especially in conjunction with a page that contains less than proper photos. I think peoples ideas of happy are their own, but I do not believe a happily married person would be seeking out a playmate(s) online if they were so happy. I realize this blog will garner me no fans as most of the people online I do talk to are married. I am not here to air others laundry just merely state my opinion. I feel that married people should not complicate a bad situation with another bad situation. Some people prefer to have their fantasies and I do not. I won't criticize them for it...but I don't person

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!
heres the latest news with the contest im in... lil devil: total = 34,910 J-Roxx: total = 34,706 as you can see im still in second, but im giving ol' girl a run for her money! thanks for all the love, and help ive recieved! wow i owe you guys big time, and i plan on paying up when this is done!!! love you guys!!!!!!!! for any who havent...PLEASE go rate this photo. :) its worth 5 points and it only takes a second...please help me!!!!! CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys for all your help :D **muahs** ((hugs))

Thank You!
I am so blown away by the many wonderful people that I have met here! I want to say THANK YOU! Why? Because so many of you have been impacted by what is happening in my life...you've opted to sign the back of your driver's license as an organ donor...THAT'S A BIG DEAL! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! Please know that there are HUNDREDS of people waiting for a heart, kidneys, lungs, corneas, and everything in between...even skin grafts (burn victims)! Your thoughtfulness will help MANY people! GOD BLESS EACH ONE OF YOU! I LOVE YOU! MMMUAH BABY!!!

Twistedhorror Poem Lol
one who was torn and rejected now spreads his hatred as he was infected not a thought in his mind is flowing so his evil must be growing as his victims plea for beg for forgivness and beg for their lives he's just trying to set the wrong things right. for all the things that were done cant go unpunished for too long it drives poor souls to the brink of humanity it makes them into monsters ones that cant be reasoned with nor controlled . it makes them into the blackest of angels a new threat that becomes a evil seed that spans into everyday life for everyone that holds him down bless them with a kiss and let their body hit the ground and sink into the abyss and never to rise again

"all I Want"
I KNOW IM PRETTY SAPPY AND LAME BUT I LIKE TO WRITE POEMS AND IF U THINK IM SAPPY DONT READ IT LOL HOPE U THINK ITS OK ALL! I GUESS ONE OF THEM DAYS LOL! "ALL I WANT" i dont know if i was meant to be happy, or love was meant to be for me i wish someone could make me truly see dont know what to believe anymore dont want my heart to sore sometimes i fall to fast all i want is something that will last to fall in love with that special man someone to walk with hand and hand sometimes i let them walls down then when i do i end up with a frown i give my heart and trust so easily then always end up in misery why do i let this happen to me can anyone understand and truly see just want to be loved and to love them back not just to always be used to get in the sack! just looking for that someone special to love someone i can thank the heavens for up above i hate these walls i put up around me from being hurt so much,happy is all i w

Yes I Ramble
In times of need, why are most people more apt to turn their backs than to offer a helping hand? Is it so hard to be generous, or are we becoming a society of people hell bent on taking what we can from whomever we can? I don’t just mean monetarily but emotionally as well. Being decent is so easy. So is being kind and looking out for the other guy. This selfishness is more evident in some cultures more than others. I’m not going to point fingers but, how much “BLING” does one person need? This mentality is really pissing me off and makes me want to bash a head or two. You aren't clever, or unique. There are alot more just like you out there. Be original, be yourself! Yes this is just me rambling on but oh well, I feel better. Thanks for taking time to read it.

Leaving Today 09/14/07
To All My Of The Dirty South Crew,Family,Friends,And Fans..... Today,i leave for a Seven Day trip out West. Landing in Las Vegas Today.... To start ,my week long hiatus I may or may not have access while i am away, So i ask of you to not be upset if you don't receive Comments from during this time. Anyone that knows me,knows that i send a lot of them,and it is going to hard to keep up,while away. You Will All Be In my Thoughts,while i am away! Lots Of Love To ALL!!!!! And in closing just remember, Keep Your Head High,Keep Smiling,Keep Loving, For Life is Too Short,Cherish What You Have! I Will Miss All of you,while i am gone!

Vampyre Vs. Innocence
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Through the forest, Of sliding shadows weeping, I feel your breath on my neck, Your vampyre blood shrieking. As I turn to gaze upon your eyes, Cold shiver whispers through my spine, Sinking deeper and deeper Into my warm, but deserted heart. Your eyes are cold, but yet so charming... "Would you let me in your cruel world, To feel the darkness you feel now, To embrace the curse you have been cursed?" Your smile fades away, As you close your haunting eyes, Your innocence I cannot kill But it shall be only mine.

Have You Ever?
Have you ever wanted something so bad that you would die to have it? For over two years now I have wanted to go into the military. I have tooken the asvab test twice now and havent scored high enough. I want to go into the military to better myself and not to be broke all the time dammit:P The path that im taken is not the life I wanna live. So yeah I decided to try and take the asvab one more time. Went and talked to a army recruiter last week and got some info from him. Also went to the library and got books to start studying. Friends that thought they knew me have no clue what I have been up too and probably dont wanna know. I have hit rock bottom and know what I need to do to get back on top....

9 Words Women Use
9 Words Women Use (thanks Hurley) 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidi

Missing Photos
Hey fubarBarians, Yes, photos are disappearing...but it's merely database problems and babyj and his team are working to fix the error. **YOUR PHOTOS SHOULD RETURN AFTER ONE HOUR OF THE START OF THE PROBLEM.** We are not stealing or deleting your photos, so please try not to worry, and please be as patient as you can. Technical issues happen, and it's unfortunate, but we are aware of the issues and they are being dealt with accordingly. **AND TRUST ME, BABYJ KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING** Thanks in advance for your patience and support as we make fubar better for all. Cheers! the Intern, fubar Family member PS. CANT RATE PHOTOS RIGHT NOW? WE KNOW ABOUT IT. WE DISABLED IT OURSELVES TO DO SOME WORK WITHOUT OVERLOADING THE DATABASE...SO BE PATIENT, IT WILL BE BACK UP SOON.

Getting Over
Good at getting over I was getting good at getting over the women in my past I loved every-one and thought that they would last They all made me happy in their own little ways Now they’re gone and memories of better days I am so tuff no-one can hurt me Can always get past and return to the free You had my heart and now it’s through So why can’t I just get over you Women have come and were not here to last You are different a spell you have cast Life is inside and out for me In my head but not my sight you see But I am tuff and will get over you I try to believe that this will be true Voodoo child you seem to be Pins and needles sticking inside of me For every problem there is a cure For you I just don’t how for sure Your not here and I’m not there We will meet again sometime-somewhere Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/29/07

To Believe
To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds, To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart, The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us, When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone, That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, And all our hopes and dreams are within reach. If only we believe.

Broken Wings
my wings are broken what did i do wrong now? to weak to walk away but u can do it. u knew everything i am and took me for granted walking away from me ripped my heart out and took it with you i wish this pain would stop i wish i could fly away again on broken wings...

The Ethnic Vampire War
The Ethnic Vampire War A thick layer of fog lay captive in the valley below the castle. It was the Ethnic Vampire Wars. By 2075 AD the vampires had swallowed mankind, a new species rising from the earth. But unlike that first earth man who was made pure of heart, the earth had now belched forth a species born from evil. Kreef stood on a precipice overlooking the valley below, once a city of steel meshed with common man going about his common business. But all of that was a thing of the past.... The brisk north wind was strong on top of the mountain and Kreef was forced to gather his cloak to him. He was actually stronger than the wind - considered by all vampires regardless of ethnicity, the strongest of his kind. But numbers had a way of tilting the scales, including the scales of injustice. Although most of mortal man's ideas and ideology had been erased from pages of the future, some phobias still existed. As men were all once men and as now, vampires were all va

Widow Maker
Widow Maker The city lay shrouded in the distance, looming like a fragile virgin clothed in white. The year was 2785. Vincent’s keen eyesight cut through the fog, singeing over the towering steel buildings like a guided laser. He was searching for something lost, something that he would probably never reclaim. “Master, are we going to be out in this nasty stuff much longer?” Kregg inquired, walking five steps behind Vincent, his back arched like an inquisitive ferret. Kregg didn’t like the fog, he was more of a homebody and would choose a good book and a tattered coverlet to snuggle inside of, any day over an outdoor excursion. Vincent stopped abruptly in the trail, unable to avoid Kregg’s clumsy clash. However, it had been expected. Kregg had been with him a long while now, almost two centuries. At this point, his servant had become very predictable. And that’s how Vincent preferred things; predictable. His eyes molded over Kregg’s bent form, c

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a kebab, a butter chicken curry along with a sausage with ch

Pre Show Jitters
Alright all yours truly has become a DJ at the ACE cafe. My first show is Thursday 2-4am EST. I'm so nervous I got butterflies in my stomach. I have some big shoes to fill and some rocking DJs to look up to. I hope can can the place like they have been able to do. So if you can please come join me in the lounge and maybe stop by and hear my show and hope I don't screw it up. Anyways stop by and show some love and catch some great tunes.

George
On March 28th 2006 you left my life and tore apart my soul.What did I do to make you leave me like that?I still think about you everyday.You haunt my dreams.I miss you so much I feel like I can't breath with the pain crushing down on me.I would give anything just to hear your voice or see your smile.Know that I will always love you and I hope that one day we will see each other again.I hope that heaven was all you thought it would be.

Dad
In 2 days, it will be 2 years since my family have lost my father. I still feel the emptiness of the loss. On the 9th, I will start a new project that will honor him as much as myself. I love and miss you still Dad, and I hope that I can become half the man you were. Bill

Pain In My Heart
Theres a pain in my heart so deep and so dark makes my skies black and the energy i lack Theres a pain in my heart i cant count the scars cause theres been so many and ive cried rivers at the end of the year dont know what it is about these holidays is it just stress its just something about these holidays im not sure what it is Theres a pain in my heart that i cant describe but it aches like hell no, it doesnt feel well as tears fall down i dont feel like doing anything at all i feel like crap wishing lightning would zap me and take all this away Theres a pain in my heart and alcohol comes to mind wanna drink liquor perhaps ive grown bitter wanna get drunk and be a forgiver Theres a pain in my heart why is it there dont wanna be like this forever but i feel like this is gonna change never then i look around and see im not alone theres millions of people like me

Friends
Dear Friends, I strive to rate most if not all my friends pics. However lately noone had been returning the favor. Ive entered this situation lightly and started rating 5-10 pics of friends to see if id get the same response and still nothing. As of 1 week from today, all those who dont return the favor i will take back my rate and unfan. For all those who return the favor i will continue rating ALL of ur pics. For those who have been loyal THANKS MUCH!!!!

Hmmmmmmmmm
U know sometimes it feels good for people to tell ya what u want to hear...BUt when people continue to bother you and single you out in name calling it begins to be too much..So just consider who U talk to.....I love to STALK...((LUST)))LETS CLEAR THAT up...BUt never would I make them feel uncomfortable.....Lick me...HA ha....And I thank you to my RAWKIN ASS FRIENDS WHO know what IM talking about and to others who dont....I will just end it with this (((STALK ME WITH CAUTION))))I will bite back.......... Have a merry christmas and HAPPY HOLIDAYS.. SORRY I am not being myself, Love, Memory

Help Me Please
Hello everyone I just wanted to ask all of my friends if they wouldn't mind helping me out. I am in a give away and I am trying to get a 1 month V.I.P. I need to get 14,500 comments. Now I know its alot but if you think about it I have helped most of you out. If you do help me out I will make you a pic of something. Well here is the link to the pic if you have the heart to help me out>>>>> Brought to you by ~*Demented Kitty*~@ fubar

Condemn Or Be Guilty
I am a bit, ok a lot disappointed in the number of people who seemed blase, or indeifferent, in facy anything but outraged over the nasty mind games played by two adults on a 13 year old girl, resulting in her death. Anyone who read about this, heard the details, and isn't apalled by that supposed grown-ups, parents could do something like that, and then be un any way surprised by the outcome is either lacking in anything resembl maturity, compassion, or too self-involved. Either that, or cruel, stupid, or evil. Their behaviour is unacceptable under any circustances. There are no excuses for it, and no valid way they can claim that they had no idea what their actions could result in. They can never undo the harm they caused, and the only possible action they can take to attone would be to make the most public possible sicere apology, claim full responsibility, and then devote their lives to educating others on why never to act in a like manner. I'm sure many of you think I am

Witches' Chant
Darksome night and shining Moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune, East then South, West then North, Here come I to call Thee forth. By all the powers of land and sea, Be obedient unto me. Wand and Pentacle and Sword, Hearken ye unto my word.

Prayer For Strength
Prayer for Strength Goddess Mother help me to be patient and strong to see what is truly important to act without selfishness or fear Goddess Mother help me to trust your wisdom to resist the coward's way to walk in faith and compassion to be truly human in spirit and heart

Blocking
ok, so i rate shitty tattoos as shitty, ugly people as ugly, what is the best part of all this? when you come across some stupid twat who decides to come in and rate you and your pics in a retalitory fashion (of course lower than the ratings you handed out) and then block you from looking at their page, and rating anymore of their shit. sorry ~taryn~ i didnt brand you with the ugly tattoos, i just rated them as to how pitiful they are. the big tattoo on your back looks good, i guess 1 out of three aint bad, it just takes the slower people a few tries to catch on. dont worry cupcake, even though you blocked me, youre special to me, short bus special.

Cherry Kisses
Ingredients: * 4 egg whites * 1-1/4 cups sugar * 1/3 cup chopped walnuts * 1/3 cup chopped pitted dates * 1/3 cup chopped candied cherries Directions: Place egg whites in a mixing bowl; let stand at room temperature for 30 minutes. Beat on medium speed until soft peaks form. Gradually beat in sugar, 1 tablespoon at a time, on high until stiff glossy peaks form and the sugar is dissolved. Fold in the walnuts, dates and cherries. Drop by teaspoonfuls 2 in. apart onto lightly greased baking sheets. Bake at 300° for 20-30 minutes or until lightly browned and firm to the touch. Remove to wire racks to cool. Store in an airtight container. Yield: 6 dozen.

Broken Heart
why does people have to use others and then just throw them away like underwhere? i am talking about a woman. she semed special to me from the moment we met. saturday night we had great sex and while we were doing it i told her i wanted her forever and then i just wanted to fall asleep and cuddle after we finished but she said no. then she said she had to leave and before long she got huffy about it. i was so hurt, but i paid her the $100 anyway even though i didn't want to after that. some people go thru life with no feelings and thats ok for them becase i have mine.

Round 2
well I was just notified that I will be getting another set of back injections tuesday. since the first set didnt work and the dumb ass stupid excuse of both sides lawyers are retarded I have to continue to suffer in my own hell from having back surgery. though I was supposed to have the surgery this past may, they decided to do other things. FUCK YOU BASTARDS THIS IS MY BODY I HAVE TO LIVE WITH!!! I WISH YOU SUFFER THE WAY I HAVE FOR THE PAST 2 YRS YOU LOW LIFE WASTE OF BALL NUT LAWYERS!!!!!!! ok Im done.

Devil's Gate
Devil's Gate For it was without a doubt that we would leave, For time was of all imprtance and home a relief. Now that we're here, we can't wait to go home, With to much time, and not enough alone. We think about our loved ones night and day. Knowing we won't see them in too many ways. The telephone a relief, and the computer a best friend. We rely on these to keep up cheer till the day ends. When we leave our gates and head into the unknown, Nervous apprehension is what fills the soul. Danger awaits around every corner, We watch ourselves and eachother. Things change to often and the danger stays the same, For tonight we go out into the world of the insane. With each passing moment we wait for the new, Of when we get to go home, to live with our family anew. Starting over again, we can't wait. But first we must get through the Devil's Gate.

New Tattoo Ideas
Hey! I posted a mumm about needing help on a tattoo! I want to get a sunflower above my grandmothers name on my foot. I have a folder that shows the tattoo. Her fav flower was a sunflower and I wanted to get it across my foot in her memory. I was thinking about something like: A large sunflower curly skiny vines.. like those pumpkin curly strings.. a lady bug on a pettle of the flower or on the vien. Something. So I was wondering if you could help me! I would love to see if you could design a tattoo. I will get it done if I like it! Contact me if you are interested! Thankyou very much! =)

"believe"
Abdicate your unwarranted fears, Trust yourself and soar to the sky. Escape the chains of self doubt, And just fly with a childish joy. Set the future free from worry, Let it be discovered and embraced. Lift the weight of the past from your shoulders And bask in the unencumbered present. randy_Randy

The Definition Of Inspiration
I stashed this as well but people tend to just race through rating stash without really looking(im guilty) and this story touches my heart every time i see it so felt like sharing it again. I wish all fathers loved their children this much.I never knew my real father.he chose not to be in my life and I have no desire to be in his. I feel like hes missing out out some wonderful grandkids but hey his choice. but thats an entirely different blog so.. ENJOY! and hug your kids, tell them you love them, and NEVER take them for granted! Strongest Dad in the World Rick Reilly Sports Illustrated Issue date: June 20, 2005, p. 88 I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay for their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots. But compared with Dick Hoyt, I'm suck. Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair but also towed him 2

And Then God Created Wisconsin...
She's got the best stash!!! Evil A [Owned by DJ Lost Saint][Blue Lounge Manager]@ fubar The creation of Wisconsin .... Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call It Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot." God continued, pointing to different countries, "This one will be extremely

The Best Blonde Joke Of The Year - So Far
A man was in his front yard mowing grass when his attractive blonde female neighbour came out of the house and went straight to the mailbox. She opened it then slammed it shut and stormed back in the house. A little later she came out of her house again went to the mail box and again, opened it, slammed it shut again. Angrily, back into the house she went. As the man was getting ready to edge the lawn, here she came out again, marched to the mail box, opened it and then slammed it closed harder than ever. Puzzled by her actions the man asked her, 'Is something wrong?' To which she replied, 'There certainly is!' (Are you ready? This is a beauty...) My stupid computer keeps saying, 'YOU'VE GOT MAIL!'

02-01-08 (the Magic Is Threw)
YaY January is over! I hope this finds you with at least a few good Memories of another month gone bye. And full of hope & wishes for this new month ahead. I've never taken to any cold weather holidays, so in 14 days is when I officially let out a sigh of relief! After the last of the hearts have healed from the string of 3 hallmark holidays ... I start perking up & eagerly await saint patty's day. That's when we should have finalized everything for the trip to the Kentucky Derby (hopefully) It's also the time when the weather starts to show a lot more signs of spring locally! And SPRING is since it is the theme What I truly think is a ~m a g i c a l~ time of the year! Everything is coming back from it's winter slumber As though from the dead ... Freshness of the spring grass Okay ... I really got to stop, Those thoughts will depress me if I look outside and see the gloom of winter staring back at me =/ Good time to change the su

29th Of Feb
It's a leap Year Hehehehe Watch out all you men Traditionally when it comes to proposing marriage, it falls on the male to ask his sweetheart if she would do him the honor of becoming his wife. This year however is a leap year and on the 29th of February the tables are turned. It is a leap year tradition that women propose marriage on the 29th of February And if the man says no then he must pay a fine, the fine can be anything that the girl desires from a simple kiss to a very expensive piece of jewellery. So watch out boy because I’m telling all my girlfriends to go for it We’re coming to get you!!!!

Have I Ever
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Holiday Inn
Well I have been in Ohio for a week and suddenly my personal laptops MAC address was blocked from the hotels network. My company laptop still worked so I knew that it wasn't the network. They thought they could keep me off LOL!!! fuckers. I changed my MAC address (the hexadecimal address on the wifi card) and now I'm back online. Fucking bastards can't hold me down lol.

Straight Edge: Not Just Another Trend
Straight Edge: Not Just Another TrendFor a clean lifestyle movement born in the "Just Say No" era of the 1980s, Straight Edge has received little attention since its origination. Commercial exposure for Straight Edge bands, however, has recently brought the movement a little closer to mainstream attention. This, combined with differentiating beliefs from among the ranks within the Straight Edge movement, has some of its members fearing that their life's philosophy might be lost to a trend. The message of substance-free living may be overshadowed by the fashion and music styles spawned from the movement, therefore cheapening the basic ideals of Straight Edge. The general premise behind Straight Edge is "to abstain from self-destructive behaviour." What exactly constitutes "self-destructive behaviour" is constantly debated.Being true to one's beliefs is at the heart of what divides Straight Edgers from other people and also what divides them amongst themselves. While the original Straigh

Who Are Assyrians!
Assyrian People ... The Assyrians (also called Syriacs or Chaldeans; see names of Syriac Christians) are an ethnic group whose origins lie in what is today Iraq, Iran, Turkey and Syria,[17] but many of whom have migrated to the Caucasus, North America and Western Europe during the past century. Hundreds of thousands more live in Assyrian diaspora and Iraqi refugee communities in Europe, the former Soviet Union, the United States, Australia, New Zealand, Syria, Jordan, and Lebanon. As a result of persecution in the wake of the First World War, there is now a significant diaspora. Major events included the Islamic revolution in Iran,[18] the Simele massacre in Iraq, and the Assyrian genocide in what is today Turkey. The latest event to hit the Assyrian community is the war in Iraq; of the one million or more Iraqis reported by the United Nations to have fled, forty percent (40%) are Assyrian, despite Assyrians comprising only three to five percent of the Iraqi population