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My Yearbook Quiz Results
What animal-spirit lives inside of you? Wolf Inside of you, the spirit of the wolf is sleeping.The wolf is a lonesome traveler in the lonely prairies, the deep woods and the never-ending deserts of ice and snow of the Rocky Mountains, Alaska,the North pole and so on...The wolf is fine with being on his own and managing his days.So are you.But be aware of, that wolves also live in groups often , to support each other and to defend against their enemies with greater success.
The Contest Is Open!
SHOW ME YOUR MAD BOMBING SKILLS!!!! I AM IN A CONTEST, JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT. COMMENT & RATE AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT. THE CONTEST WILL START THIS AFTERNOON. THANK YOU! wingnut398963@ fubar
Hmmm
This place has got to be one of the most interesting friends site I have been on. Much better than myyearbook...but I am still a hardcore myspace addict so lets see if Fubar changes that for me....
A Lil Fun
Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" in appropriate spaces) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ Do you like rough sex? No__ Sometimes__ Always__ Do you like to talk dirty? No__ Sometimes__ Alwa
New Friends New Faces Come Joing The Newest Lounge
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Our Secret World
Our Secret World A secret world for you and me A magical bond one can not see It wraps us up and holds us snug Ever so tight like a woven rug Blinded by its pixy dust Our eyes gaze at each other in lust Together in its love two hearts beat Both now feeling truely complete Missunderstandings arise along the way With love as strong as this they soon fade away Inocently we share, give and trust Open hearts for this love is a must This kind of love is so rare People see, notice, stop and stare There is nothing in this world we can't take on Together we are bonded so tight from dusk to dawn We truely are each others best friend We know in our hearts our love will never end In this secret world we just floated in Our souls smile for our life together can now begin RSM & T by, Mizz Shady its your vibe at itsmizzshady.com graphics
Thought This Was Cute
A Child's View of Thunderstorms A little girl walked to and from school daily. Though the weather that morning was questionable and clouds were forming, she made her daily trek to the elementary school. As the afternoon progressed, the winds whipped up, along with lightning. The mother of the little girl felt concerned that her daughter would be frightened as she walked home from school and she feared the electrical storm might harm her child. Full of concern, the mother quickly got into her car and drove along the route to her child's school. As she did she saw her little girl walking along. At each flash of lightning, the child would stop, look up, and smile. Another and another flash of lighting followed quickly and with each the little girl would look at the streak of light and smile. When the mother's car drew up beside the child she lowered the window and called to her 'What are you doing?' The child answered 'I am trying to look pretty because God kee
My 100th Dive (cozumel Trip)
My 100th Dive 7/25-7/28 2008 Back in North Carolina, I booked my 96th Dive. SingleDivers.com was having the re-do of the Cozumel/Cenotes/Holbox trip, I was able to find some inexpensive airfare, so I came down for the weekend to do the Cozumel portion. We stayed at Casa Del Mar. I arrived on Friday, checked in at the dive shop (DelMarAquatics) and did a shore dive that afternoon with two of the women on the trip. The dive was suprisingly good. First we went and blew bubbles at the glass bottom boat. Then we followed the fish over to the snorkelers watching a couple get very territorial with each other. After the snorkelers left, we then hear this loud noise and in comes the Atlantis submarine. This is my third shore dive in the last couple of years and the marine life seems to be getting better each time. We ate at La Chorzo that night to celebrate the birthday of one of our divemasters, Fernando. I had a great fish filet, and they put a candle in the flan for Fernando's b'day
Gate
Think of the gate in larger terms as an opening in a boundary or secured area where one is not normally allowed access. Is the gate locked or unlocked? Do you have to open it or is it opened for you? Depending on your answers, these questions may reveal some level of tension concerning an opportunity that may exist for you.What is inside the gate: a building, a sacred or taboo place, or a place of tranquillity and safety? You may see yourself going to such a place alone or with a helper for some kind of ritual experience. If you go through the gate with somebody, it may herald that a relationship in your life is moving on to a different level (for good or bad). Are you at a loss for opportunities, or do you feel prevented from making progress towards a particular goal? The gate may reflect potential progress, or the hope thereof, depending upon where it leads in your dream.
If I...
If I left Would you follow? If I tried Would you try too? If you went Would you come with me? If I died Would you die also? If you left I would follow If you tried I would try too If you went I would go with you If you died I would die also.
Sage Francis - Slow Down Ghandi
There once was a song called arrest the president Contemporary music, a hit with the kids, it was a top ten I wasn't pop then so I missed the bus a bit But politics was on everybody's hot this summer lists The cool kids were all rocking votes I shit you not, I was pistol whippin' cops for hip hop BooYea! I'm a soap box yelling into megaphones Killing hard rocks using carcasses as stepping stones Had to promise that I'd stop holding my marches the day that Chris Columbus got crucified in golden arches My pedestal was too tall to climb off In fact that's the reason for the high horse And from up here I see marines and hummers on a conquest Underdogs with wonderbras in a push up contest All for the sake of military recruitment It felt like Kent State the way they targeted the students I galloped off whistling "Ohio." The rest of them, stuck doing stand up at a cricket convention But what they'd die for is it the same machine that leaves the quality of life poor
Thank You Drew
I just want to thank Drew for hosting this auction. She took the time to help others get stuff and also for her putting up the 350k for rates.
George Carlin's Views On Aging
Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life .. . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreams are g
Annoyed!
Hey all! How ya doing? Well I am writing this little tidbit to inform you of the fact that I will no longer write about the shelving community until I recieve some form of acknowlegement from someone. Now I know some of you fee you must read it just out of obligation but dont read it if that is how you feel. At least leave some form of opinion I mean there are all kinds from it sucked to hey man rock on! So until I recieve some thing along the lines of that then the shelving community is private!! Thank you and have a nice day!!!
Help her level up she only has 9,000 to go. She will return all love!! redheadedbitch@ fubar
A Special Little Dream...
I dream to become one to live a life of beauty though my life's nothing but a JOKE A ridde that will never be Solved.
Wondering?
I just got back home today and no love nothing on my page beside the auction. So once vip run ouy i might be deleting my acount. Yaw show me i mean nothing to yaw thank for being great friends. Thank for 2 who left few coments. but i am hurt
I Havent Done This In Forever!!!
Im taking the time to do this blog cause i have so many friends and no time to give a personal invite!! but please come check it out join us and have some fun!!! hope to see you soon Kerry!!!!
Good News
I was just told this morning that the Leukemia that was in his bone marrow is in remission. But the rest of his body is still fighting off the Leukemia so we are hoping in the next week or so the rest of his body will be in readmission and he can go home. He will still have to do Kidney Dialysis and his Kemo as a outpatient at a near by Hospital.
Jackie
My cousin Jackie passed away Saturday. She had had back surgery, and got a infection from it. She was a wonderful lady, friend and cousin. Remember her family and my family in your prayers. http://www.newarkadvocate.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080831/OBITUARIES/808310309/1023 http://www.hendersonvanatta.com/obituary.lasso?id=68
Football Pool
I don't know much about football... But this should be interesting... Keeping my picks here so I can keep track of the list... LOL... At the end of week 3, I am in 7th place... LOL... WEEK 1 Thurs. Giants(2) Sun. (3)Lions (5)Bengals (7)Seahawks Dolphins(10) Patriots (12) Saints (14) Eagles (16) Steelers (18) (19)Jaguars (21)Cowboys Chargers (24) 49ers (26) (27)Bears Mon. Packers (30) Raiders (32) total points for tie... 31 ************************************* Week 2 picks CAROLINA CINCINNATTI GREEN BAY BUFFALO OAKLAND MINNESOTA NEW YORK GIANTS NEW ORLEANS SEATTLE TAMPA BAY MIAMI DENVER HOUSTON NEW ENGLAND PITTSBURGH Monday, Sept 15th PHILADELPHIA Same rules apply for the Monday night game. Total score in case of a tie between players. 35 ******************************** Sunday Sept 21 KANSAS CITY OAKLAND TAMPA BAY CAROLINA MIAMI NEW YORK GIANTS HOUSTON WASHINGTON DENVER
Methods Of Mayhem - New Skin
It seems they re-mixed this song with Kid Rock so the only lyrics I can find is for that version but I feel this version is far superirior therefore I prefer to not post those lyrics here.
No Electricity = Sucks.
Because of the freak windstorm we got (thanks Ike), I've been without electricity since Sunday. I'm over my friend's house so I could take a shower, watch some TV (amazing that I miss this), and get online. I have no idea when I'm going to get electricity back at my house. Because some of my neighbors have power, our grid is a lower priority.
Buffalo Chicken-style Pizza
INGREDIENTS 1 can (11 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated thin pizza crust 1/2 cup Buffalo wing sauce 1 1/2 cups chopped cooked chicken 1/4 cup finely chopped celery 1/4 cup finely chopped onion 2 oz blue cheese, crumbled (1/2 cup), if desired 1 1/2 cups finely shredded Colby-Monterey Jack cheese blend (6 oz) 1/2 cup ranch dressing DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 400°F. Spray or grease 15x10-inch or larger dark or nonstick cookie sheet. Unroll dough on cookie sheet; starting at center, press dough into 15x10-inch rectangle. 2. Spread 1/4 cup of the Buffalo wing sauce to within 1/2 inch of edges of dough. In medium bowl, mix chicken, celery, onion and remaining Buffalo wing sauce. Spoon evenly over crust. Sprinkle with blue cheese and Colby-Monterey Jack cheese. 3. Bake 12 to 14 minutes or until crust is golden brown and cheese is melted. Serve with ranch dressing. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): Bake 2 to 4 minutes longer.
Long Time
I know this site has been through alot of changes since I was last on here. I am now back, and everybody changes..... Been through all sorts of things. Some I'm willing to talk about and some I'm not. Witchcraft descussions are back open though so if you feel the need to ask something do it here. I'll do myu best to answer, find the answer, or find someone who has some sort of answer for your question. BB, Matt
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FROZEN CRANBERRY SALAD 6oz cream cheese, softened 2 teaspoons butter, softened 2 teaspoons sugar 1 (16 oz) can whole cranberry sauce 1 (8 oz) can crushed pineapple, drained 1 cup walnuts, chopped 1 cup heavy whipping cream 1/2 cup powdered sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract Mix together cream cheese, sugar, cranberry sauce, pineapple, and nuts. Set aside. Whip heavy heavy cream with powdered sugar and vanilla extract until soft peaks form. Fold into cranberry mixture. Pour into a 9x5-inch loaf pan. Freeze until firm. Slice and serve frozen.
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Off To Salem
Hey everyone, I'll be away for a couple days with a few friends to go up to Salem, Ma. I'm leaving on the 31st and will be back on the 2nd. If anybody's going to be out and about up there and want to join in the fun let me know :D
First Time
First Time I did not mean to capture your heart or to cause it to joyfully skip a beat. I did not intend for this to ever start, yet smiling you lay it at my feet Your admiration for me, gripping and taking me to your secret place. Before I knew it I was tripping, falling, my leather into your lace. Moths through the candle flame fly breathless from the your balcony. Love, I see stars reflected in your eyes. My heart, exploding when you touch me. Longing for the experience of you, passions of expectations and dreams. An affair of hearts in love so true, sweetly gasping of climatic screams. Like a leaf in Autumn, predestined I fell for you, with heart and soul. Like the buds of spring my love grew For you until it was all I could know. Sipping on the wine of your love, parking our past, for the hillside view. Life taking a backseat to light above, afterglow of love in the morning dew. ;)dh
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Words To Live By
Do not accept any of my words on faith, Believing them just because I said them. Be like an analyst buying gold, who cuts, burns, And critically examines his product for authenticity. Only accept what passes the test By proving useful and beneficial in your life.
New Contest
Yep I am in a new contest, Please come help me win.
E-z Vegetable Soup
2 T olive oil 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 onion, chopped 3 carrots, chopped 1/2 c chopped celery 1/2 t Italian seasoning 2 T Bragg Liquid Aminos 1c fresh corn (off the cob) 1 c cabbage, chopped 1 can organic tomato sauce 1 can organic, chopped tomatoes 6-8 c water 1 c whole wheat pasta spirals Anything else that’s leftover in the fridge In large soup pot, sauté garlic, onion, carrots, and celery with olive oil and seasonings. Add corn, cabbage, tomato sauce, tomatoes and water. Simmer for 1 hour. Add pasta, leftovers, and simmer until tender, about 15 minutes.
Political Upset Of The Century
Political Upset of the Century Voting Machines Elect One Of Their Own As President
Alone...
alone night is huge I race through it trying to escape it but there is no end to it -- it goes on and on and on darkly and maliciously... but when our bodies are pressed as one oh how quickly night escapes us -- yes, how tiny is night then! come my sweet lover -- let's shrink night to proper size… come my sweet lover -- we still have all morning to play! SR 11/07/08 [for Theaza]
What Tha' ?:%$@ Wow! Either I was an extremely horrible person in a past life or I have done some really crappy things (that I hadn't even realized) in this life time. If one more thing goes wrong in any part of my life I don't know exactly what will become of my sanity or I should say my "my insanity". Every asspect of my life has something in it that has fallen apart or that is about to. I know everybody has what they consider problems in their lives, but have ever looked or listened to someone else's life and REALLY truely been like-"Hell yeah my life is absolutely great compared to their's!" WHEW!!!! Take time and really listen to other people and you may just find what I've said to be true....I have. Please Help Hi everyone. I'm in a giveaway for an Auto 11 bling. I need 20k in comments. Please help any way you can. All love will be appreciated and returned. Click on the link below and it will take you to the giveaway that I'm in. Show the hostess some love too while you're there too. Thanks to all who can help. You You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house--- You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies--- You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder--- You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher--- You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer--- You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition--- You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison--- You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance--- In my existance..............Believe............I do In our existance.............I live...........for you Sugar Daddy Hypothetically speaking .. we as women want to know what constitutes a "Sugar Daddy"? Is it that these men are looking for "Arm Candy" (Beauty with no brains to strut around with) or just someone very good in bed? And how does a woman go about finding one of these men? What does a Sugar Daddy relationship consist of? What are the expectations from both parties? Just curious .. Opions Are Like Assholes, Everyone Has 1 Sum People Shld Learn To Keep It To Them Selves! Ryan aka L...: Ill pay you 5 real dollars for every half naked photo you delete Ryan aka L...: No one is jealous of you, stop fooling yourself and put on clothes Princessboobs...: thats ur opion thz have a blessed 1 thats a message i recieved in my shout box, just thought id share it. wonder if anyone else feels that way??? Hot New Lounge I Love It Devilish Desire’s Coming Soon!!!! WE JUST OPENED!!!! COME CHECK US OUT! Get Your Desires Taken Care Of BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR COME FIND OUT ! ARE YOU SH*T FACED YET?? Get your ass in here and join the Family! Tired of all the drama come join Devilish Desires were its drama free! Live DJ's 24/7 so come request your favorite tunes! And have a few drinks on us! Blondie 2 Blondie's Doing what with who?! come on in to find out! Blondie 3 Blondie's Getting Her Groove On In The WolfPack! Wanna See How She Does It? Come Take Look Fumarriage Ok so I'm going through the tabs at the top and I see the "proposals" tab so I click on it and I see the "pay for fumarriage" so I click on it and I see this.... I mean WTF?! FuMarriage has been around since I've been here and to pay$100 USD JUST to have your other halfs name on your profile is ludacris but the I mean why real money when you could use FuBux I mean what happens if you end up hating the person your FuMarried to then what you have to pay another $100 USD for a FuDivorce?!?!?! I mean to spend$100 USD just to have someones face on their page I mean come on.... If you agree then repost if not the don't
Lost Loved One
Click here to get MP3 Downloads at MMP3G.com today 12/07/08 one year ago, the world lost one of the bestest people on this planet Anthony "space ace" Cortez 01/25/80-12/07/07. He was loved by all and love all in return. Was the most down to earth gentle creature you would ever know, always there to lend a hand even if you didnt know you he did. Was the type of person that always even if he didnt know you would ask ya not to harm mother earth! respect her n she will respect you, especially if he seen you litering or defacing the planet. he loved cars music nature hangin out n goofing around with his friends.Tragically he lost his life while at work doing what he did best landscaping. he started off the day setting up n preparing a tree chipper for a job of some basic tree pruning when all of a sudden a guard flew off the machine struck him in the head launching him 40ft from where he stood death was instant n he felt no pain.he will always be missed n loved shine on you crazy diamond w
Im So Sick Of This God Damn Song...........
So just to let the world know im so fucking sick of that god damn "If I Were A Boy" Song. I mean seriously ya know what I mean I know men can be dogs but when we weigh it out between the sexes on the scales. Guess what when and their evil,dirty, underhanded, scandolous, cheating, liying fucking ways are put out out there for the world to see women are just bigger fucking dogs then men so you know what, all you women who have this damn tag line in your status or anywhere else on your profile, this includes actully having the song on your profile.......GET THE FUCK OVER IT. Heres a thought, maybe there are no more good men left because evil fucking women have made ups jaded and equily as evil as they so by the time a good woman gets to them its already to late. Something to think about. I mean fuck this good damn song is worse then hearing "sexy back" a million times a day when it was popular!
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Autos
My Number 1 Friend has AUTOS on..Head to her page and help her out!! Help her level to 26!! Thanks for reading!!!
"what's It Look Like?
A mother was walking down the hall when she heard a humming sound coming from her daughter's bedroom. When she opened the door, she found her daughter naked on the bed with a vibrator. "What are you doing!?!" she exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband. " Later that week, the father was in the kitchen and heard a humming sound coming from the basement. When he went downstairs, he found his daughter naked on a sofa with her vibrator. "What are you doing!?!" he exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband. " A couple of days later, the mother heard the humming sound again, this time in the living room. Upon entering the room, she found her husband watching television, with the vibrator buzzing away beside him. "What are you doing?" she asked in shock. He replied, "What'
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Holiday Eatting
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. It's rare. You cannot find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission. 5. Do n
Member Taking A Break
Dear Friendship Circle...Tiffany is taking a break from the Fu for awhile ..due to personal issues.. This is what i received in a shout ... {Tiffany...: Micky im gonna be leaving fu for a while having some personal issues and need to take a break} TiffanyRalynn(Crysis).Fu Engaged 2 Seamus Hardcore@ fubar Please keep her on your rating list,she will be back... Thanks Micki-Blue-Eyes Co Founder
I want ALL my friends to get to know my new FuOwner ~*tinkergirl101*~ she is vrey nice and I know you will like her so please show some love and ADD/FAN/RATE her and let her know ~~Bratt~~ sent ya!!=) no fan no add~*tinkergirl101*~ Daddy's Levelers/Bombers~@ fubar
Let's Shoot Some Shit, Alrighty?
tonight, i hung out with friends. we watched mystery science theatre 3000 at some point. i laughed and laughed...it made me think about all my blogging friends and our witty jabs back and forth--the sarcasm..dry and dark. It all just seemed familiar. Is it sad that I'm out with friends and I think about this place here? Who knows? I was also shown the proper way to kill zombies on a game called left 4 dead. i'm not a video game player, but i really don't mind watching someone else play. zombies were everywhere...green vomit, ropey tongues, exploding heads. pretty all around gross, but i watched with fervor anyway, even jumping at appropriate moments. at one point, a warning flashed up about opening a door. open this door and be prepared for a horde. a horde of zombies. jeez. Steve, who was playing at that time, looks at me and says "let's shoot some shit, alrighty?" *swoon* i heart dorkiness.
Past Pain
how do i read you my beautiful son??? you have always been my heart and my soul more than u will ever know past lies and decptions only show one side of the story there is one that has never been told daggers r sunk in lies have been told i see that pain u carry inside for i feel that pain as well my son reaching thru the time reaching thru the pain may u feel once again the love that i have always had for you reguardless of of what others have every said..u feel deep in your heart that which can never b said... i can never erase that which u endured but i can re-affirm that which u know is real and tru.. its not flashy its not expensive and it will never be labeled with a price but it shall always be tru and i shall always love u my beautiful son.
Thinking Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does she think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a girl I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you
For Those Who Were Wondering
Friday night i started feelin a lil sick. I was thinkin I was comin down with the flu. Body aches, my right ear and jaw hurt. The next day the pain was gone but I had a bit of tingling on the right side of my face. Things tasted a lil funny but i thought that was the flu. Late saturday night i noticed i was losing contol of the right side of my face. So Sunday the entire right side of my face was completely paralyzed. I go to the ER and they did a cat scan and told me that i have bells palsy( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bell%27s_palsy ). They have no idea what causes it or why. But that its there. In most cases people funny recover and are fine with no problems after that. So we shall see. and i wanna say thank you and send love out to my fantasia family .. you guys are the best..
Merry Christmas
Wooooohooooooo!!!
It only took me a year and 4 months but I made it to Fu-Lord! I feel so so...well ok it's not that exciting I know but hey this blog killed time and may earn points. LMAO.
B*tch, I've Got Rubber Bands.
Sunday, I enjoyed the rain. My windows were up and the cool breeze blew. It brought me the sounds of the drops hitting the neighbor's tin room and the smell of wet, country grass...it was peaceful. I enjoyed it. I procrastinated on my homework as usual. After being back in school for 2 1/2 years now, the daily grind has me pretty jaded at the moment....especially since I've become a single mom this year. Add to that the fact that my son is a walking demolition team...and life gets hectic. Rarely do I find myself able to enjoy peaceful moments with wonderful cups of cinnamon hazelnut coffee, but on Sunday, I did. It wasn't long before that disrupted into anger and chaos. The ex brought our son back to me. Early. but what's new? he's always early these days so he can run off on a date with the newest love interest or sex interest...whatever she is. Or, that was at least my frame of mind when he showed up early on Sunday. Then he informed me that he's moving in with her. I boiled
Strength
Anyone ever feel the pressure so heavy on their shoulders that you feel your knees and legs are gonna give out in any point in time and you fall forever...It always feel like thie weight does nothing but just get heavier...you look for ways out but you find none..only thing you can do is take that strength from within, stand up straighter and deal with whatever is given to you......keep walking like a man..and you will get through whatever is given to you.....deal with it..and just move on...
Fair Maiden
The fair maiden stands before me, I stare at her nice and long. I turn my head for just one second, and when I look back she is gone. I turn myself in circles looking from left to right, Then I hear a scream as I look dead ahead and stare in fright. A man runs away laughing as I begin to cry, Her back is covered in blood as a dark red stream drips down her side. Why did I turn my head for that one second? If I didn't she might just be alive, Oh what can I do then I slowly begin to pull out the knife. I thrust the knife into my chest into my heart, Soon I'll join her in death and then we will never ever again be apart. -DJ Dragoz-
Rating Game - 1/12/09
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! PM Rain For Bonus Entries. ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This Week's Winners Clearing Cache And Cookies By Yotd For Firefox and IEClearing your cookies/cache will help keep your computer running smoothly, and will keep FU Bar from running slow. Depending on how much time you actually spend on site, you may want to do this a few times a day. One of the first things you should try, if you are experiencing any site hiccups, is to clear cookies/cache and reboot your computer. Here is a step-by-step on how to do so.FireFoxThis is the top left hand corner of the FF screen.Move your cursor over to the Tools option.From the drop down box choose "Clear Private Data".Check off all the option in there.Then click at the bottom of the box "Clear Private Data Now".Depending on how long it's been since you have done this..it may take a minute or two. Remember now, this is going to clear everything from all sites visited on your FireFox browser. DO NOT save your passwords on your computer. Write them all down in a safe place. You may also choose to reboot your computer at this point. Some computers have Just To Let All My Friends And Family Know i just want to let all my friends and family know that the reason im not on much is that i am having trouble with my hands and arms i am going to see an surgeon on the 29 of this month so plz bare with me Hand In Hand I sit on a park bench,on a chilly fall day. I see them walking towards me,hand in hand.Her long brown hair flowing with each step.They stop briefly for him to kiss her on the forehead and walk again hand in hand. It's a new love. I see them walking towards me,hand in hand. Her long silver hair flowing with each step.They stop briefly for him to kiss her on the forehead and walk again hand in hand. It's an old love.I sit on a park bench on a chilly fall day watcing new and old love. Miss Howard Tv Of The Year please vote for March!!!! http://howardtv.ugo.com/vote/ contest ends feb 20 vote as much as u can! thanks!! U Know You Do........... ***Confidence's Cha Bling Bling Auction*** I am auctioning of 2 amazing blings that are in the bling shop!!! First i want to say that this Auction is open until i am satisfied with the bids:) The First one will be a Auto 11! Min Bid on this will start out @ 1.5 Million Fubucks!!(Also feel free to bid tickers with your bucks)!! Click on the pic below to place your bid for the Auto 11!! And The 2nd Bling I'm auctioning of Will Be one of the most amazing in the bling shop! The Jewel Heart of Fu bling! Worth 100 Credits!! Min Bid on this will Start out at 7.5 million Fubucks!!!! plz feel free to also bid tickers or blast:)!!Plz let it be known again that i will not close this until i am 100% satisfied with the bid! Just click on the link below if you would like to bid on the jewel heart! ***Also once i am satisfied with the bids they will be sent during a happy hour only*** That way we get more points:) & also whoever has the winning bid must send me what th Was I Bad? I have been doing a lot of thinking. I go and work out, while doing so I think about everything in my day to day life. I think of all the happiness that I have had, all the sadness that I have had and how I have been able to turn everything into a positive perspective. I worry at times that I might have only put a band aid on my emotions. I then notice that I am a much stronger man, mentally than I was before. When problems arise, I come up with you solutions. It is what I do, what I do best. Lately, I have been taking care of things back home. Trying to make sure that I am able to have a place to go home too once I am released from active duty, insuring that I am not in debt when I return home and perhaps making a purchase of a new form of transportation when I get home. I do not plan on coming home until November 2009, which is a ways away, for sure, but you never know what the military does until it does it. I have been working in Iraq since February of 2008 and I have R.i.p. Billy Powell Of Lynyrd Skynyrd Lynyrd Skynyrd keyboard player Billy Powell dead at 56 By Matt Soergel, Jacksonville.com (story updated at 2:19pm on Wednesday, Jan. 28, 2009) Billy Powell, a longtime keyboard player for Lynyrd Skynyrd who survived the band's 1977 plane crash, died at his Orange Park condo early this morning, according to police. Orange Park Police Chief James Boivin said Powell called 911 from his condo in Club Continental and was pronounced dead at 1:52 a.m. after rescue crews performed CPR on him. Boivin said he was told Powell had an appointment with his heart specialist Tuesday but never made it to the appointment. Current Lynyrnd Skynyrd singer Johnny Van Zant spent 22 years with Powell in the band. He said the band took the news of Powell's death hard. "You know, they say they've got one hell of a band up in heaven. My brother Ronnie up in heaven is probably saying, 'Billy, what took you so long?' I'm sure they're catching up on things in heaven." Powell, who went to Bisho Poem "No Expectations" Is there really a way to get over the spliting up with someone you truly care for and love? How do we get beyond the pain and heartache that comes from such a traumatic time in life? People are always saying that you will get over it and find another. How can they possibly know how you will be feeling in a month or in a year from now? They can not foresee the future. I know all of us are destined to find love in our life,yet in the back of my mind,I often question it so much. Wondering if I shall be able to love some one as much as I did my lost love. Guess that only time will tell what is to come my way in life. All I can really do is take things one moment to the next,not at all having any kind of expectations that would be shattered. P.J.Page Jan.28,2009 7:56am Colors My blood bleeds red, red like my anger, and my face is red when my blood boils, but often times that red anger leads to blue sadness, blue sadness that turns days into bleary dark murkiness shades of black an grey an abysmal yellows that sicken the eyes. Then we have the green, green like the night that lacks color the street with only a small light, everything bathed in a murky green with shadows that remain unseen, the dangers of life not yet known, the dangers of becoming green with envy of others, being consumed with things that are not yours whether it be material or your status in life. Try not to be concerned with things you can't control, like the variables of life that can't be predicted, do not be consumed in the red anger because it leads to the blue sadness. Hazy days and dark lonely nights will consume your happiness, an eater of color till everything is all black, a empty hole, no color equals no emotion at all, just depression, not caring about tomorrow or if to True Friends Sometimes people come into our lives and we know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach us a lesson or help figure out who we are or who we want to become. WE never know who these people may be but, when we lock eyes with them, we know that very moment they will affect our lives in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to us at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair but, upon reflection, we realize that without overcoming those obstacles we would have never realized our potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, Injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of our soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people we meet affect our lives. The successes and down Breath.... Breath... With my every breath I want you close. Until my very last moment, you will always be my last breath. With my every breath I want to feel your love. With my every breath I want to feel your deep passions. Breathe me in life, in love, in passion. With my every breath I want to breathe with you. With my every breath I can't live without your closeness. Breathe with me forever. Own Her ~ Delicato fiore ~ is up for auction! HURRY--Get your bid in today! Auction ends February 14th! Click below to bid!!! Wetwillie wetwillie: whats up sexy ->wetwillie: the sky wetwillie: might be somthin eles by lookin at u! ew.. for fucks sake people... thats the cheesiest, most unoriginal line ever... If i wanted to hear about your dick, I'd ask. Primary Profile Pic. Nobody cares about it but me, but last night I had an idear... Valentines Day (hereafter referred to as VD Day) is gonna be much less than special this year. Yay. Thought I might post my favorite salutes instead of my own mug. Dunno if it's a self-esteem boost, but some of my favorite people have left love in this way, and I've more than half a mind to do it through VD Day. Sadly, the practical upshot is that all the shirtless pervy guys I've railed against will likely come knocking at my profile. So, it could be an odd experiment I'm utterly embarrassed by before it's over. I'll keep you posted. Sweetest Friend Auction! Sweetest Friends Auction Open now until Feb 26th. Extra bonus added. MyHotComments in an auction and need votes only 110 to go to win! Show some love&rate, and if you want to owne me make a bid!! : Remember its just for fun and to help you and others get farther on this site. The rules are simple. NO DRAMA, f/r/a the hostess and have fun. Come One Come All My top 2 through 6 friends all have autos running. I cant say witch one to go rate cause they are all good woman. I've rated all of them before and they all returned the love I gave in the own ways. Just pick one and show some made love. 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Uncle Willie 11-16-05 A rememberance of lost love: Uncle Willie in baggy tweed mindless eyes forgotten timeless ethics keys of steps fractured on rememberance of his love Ruth Natures Song 10-29-05 use your own imagery When a child blossoms The soft breathe of love Life's memories appear hopeful In Natures Song Tears Surface 10-27-05 Moments of unwanted tears surface come unnoticed as depths weaken Beyond live details happening still resurrected once reached Savoring Love 9-13-05 Feelings that can show through; Always embracing your tears Beyond the loneliness Your hearts desire unlocked a warm, soft touch of love I have almost a hole book of these but I don't want to bore ya :0) 3 of these P.I.M. won me money on poetry.com which at one time was a free sie, now you have to pay Todays Spotlight Shes young. Shes beautiful and shes a really great person to know. Go show todays spotlight winner some love. Shes also running auto's ♥ÐJ ßla©kiçe27♥Exotic Angel / MISC. @ Exotic Dreams@ fubar Tag You Are It Damn you, Broken Angel! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like submissive women 2. I love to sleep 3. I havent had sex in over 2 years 4. growing up in brooklyn with a name like Pierre really sucked 5. prefers to smoke pot over drinking. 6.I like angry sex 7.I talk in my sleep 8.I hate to mix certain foods in my plate. 9. I rarely rarely ever drink, and If I do I get drunk easy 10. I plan on going postal on the next person who tags me. My brain hurts to think of this stuff Im not tagging anyone since my friends dont read my blogs anymore. If you wanna be tagged then please feel free. Tagged Again By Sweetnsassy I think all my bad habits will be out if this tagged thing continues LOL Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I stayed in Brisbane, Australia for 4 years. 2 I never use a tampon before 3 I have no earring holes.I'm scared 4 I played volleyball in high school.Pretty good at it. 5 I'm a klutz 6 I can dozed off while talking to someone on the phone 7 Not a breakfast person. 8 I love milk choc over dark choc 9 I have a very short pinky. 10 I like tea over coffee February Thoughts The past is like a road sign on the path of one's life. It guides you on your journey, but doesn't determine where you'll end up. Why Do We Love Love Why do we love, love, When love seems to hate us? We love the way love feels. It makes us full, Full of the something that Marks a path that is only one way, The path that closes behind you, and blinds you from both sides. Love hates us cause it makes us do stupid things. Causes us to close our eyes to reality, dreams to fade for others and breaks our heart, because we couldn’t see the truth from the start. By Sterling p. Carroll 3 Wonderful Ladies With Auto 11's All these beautiful fantastic women are running Auto 11's...Stop by and show them some love! Autos on Wicked Wanda@ fubar ~MRS INDEPENDENT~@ fubar Auto's On Diamond Deb "kiss me I'm Irish"@ fubar Turning My Black Heart Too Red Turning My Black Heart Too Red I put my trust into your hands, And I loved without care or regret. I took my chance to show you I cared, And I crashed and burned in the presses. In my heart I could feel every crack, every break, I’ve felt all the pain, sorrow’s and regrets. I’ve loved and taken many chances to feel loved back, I’ve reached for many though none have reached for me. My once red heart has turned a shade of black, It has slowly begun to die from such damage and hurt. I’ve started to think all the blood sweat and tears, Were never worth giving my heart away from the start. I left part of me a few thousand miles away in a house of gray, That part of me broke off as I began to leave that last day. I took a deep breath as I felt it crack in two, felt the tears stain my checks, As they fell from my eyes with every stab, every crack that was made. I just want to feel something other then pain, other then hurt, Feel something real, something that sho Southern Vascetomy After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough, as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his veterinarian and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have any more children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. 'A less costly alternative,' said the doctor, 'is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama ) light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10. ' The Alabamian said to the doctor, 'I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me. ' 'Trust me,' said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count! '1' '2' My First Auction. Hey everyone that reads this, I am currently in my first ever auction. I am trying to get me a Spotlight. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=173531&albumid=1562185&i=3438419755#3309388785 Mem's 10 Commandments 4 Living 1.) The Path 2 Heaven Sometimes Leads Through Hell 2.) The Path You Choose Is The Path That Chooses What Type Of Friends You Have. 3.) It Ok To Not Forget But It Is Wrong Not To Forgive. 4.) The Life You Choose Is Your Choosing Not Someone Else's. 5.) Love Everyday Like It Is Your Last Because You Never Know It Might Be. 6.) Real Friends Won't Judge You For The Bad Things. They Will Judge You For The Good. 7.) The Hate You Give Little Infants F*cks Everyone. 8.) Remember To Smile Everyday. A Smile Can Change Your Mood And Just Maybe It Might Change Someone Else's 9.) Never Be Scared To Dive Head First Into Something New. It Might Be The Best Thing You Did. 10.) So What If You Make Mistakes. Who Hasn't. It's A Matter Of If You Learn From That Mistake That Matters. To Error Is Human. No One Is Perfect March Break My March Break is awesome and getting awesomer...my fu wifey and my ex fu hubby are comin to Canada!!! Whatever shall I do?? They are trouble I know they are! They might do horrible things to meeeee LOLOL Cell Phone Free Air Time http://www.phonelagoon.com/?ref=69057 I Love April! It's so exciting this year! Haha. Found out I'm gonna be an aunt at the end of September! Seeing as my sister has told me for years that I have to be the one to give our parents grandkids, I'm pretty psyched. I leave for Boston tomorrow afternoon. Most of the weekend is free, leaving my friend and I plenty of time to explore Boston, areas of New Hampshire, and parts of Maine. Our only plans so far are to have dinner after my plane arrives tomorrow and go see an improv show. Saturday night we're gonna go see Shinedown. Then I fly back here late Sunday night. In another couple weeks I fly to Atlanta to meet up with my parents, and then spending a week on Hilton Head visiting family down there. I haven't had a vacation in two years, so I'm pretty happy about all of this traveling. Survey Do you miss your last relationship?hell no Are you wearing a sports shirt?noHow long until your birthday?like 9 monthsWill tomorrow be better than today?its 1 day closer to friday so yesWhat color are your undies?noneSometimes, does it feel like your life isn't going anywhere?sometimesDo you bite your lip?yes..alotDo you have any strange phobias?yes i'm scared of bridgesHow tall is the last person you hugged?not very tall, my daughter What are you listening to right now?the song stuck in my headWhat is something you wish you had more of?timeDoes something hurt on you right now?yesWhat is your current mood?BouncyWhat's on your mind? i'm in painWhat are you doing right now?this Wheres your best friend at?who knowsDid you watch "Shot of Love" with Tila Tequlla?"the 1st 1Who makes you happy most of the time?My family and my friendsWhat are you sick of?the poor economyAre you normally a happy person?YES, I try to beWho was the last person u texted?my heartHave you ever kissed someone wh My New Website Check out my new site, inkinreview.com. Get your ink fix now. ~passion - I Will Be Here~ ~I will be Here~ (The Video to this blog is in my stash under 'Passion ~ I will be Here'...plz take the time to listen to this young man's beautiful voice....he captures how I feel about all of you....I did not know how to put it on here....Thank You.) For All My Precious Friends Old and New...this song captured the Passion and Feelings I have for Our Friendship.....Each and Every One of You......Hope it brings a Smile to Your World as You do Mine......Peace. ~I Will Be Here ~ Tomorrow morning if you wake up And the sun does not appear I, I will be here If in the dark We lose sight of love Hold my hand and have no fear ‘Cause I, I will be here I will be here When you feel like being quiet When you need to speak your mind I will listen And I will be here When the laughter turns to cryin’ Through the winning, losing and trying We’ll be together ‘Cause I will be here Tomorrow morning if you wake up And the future is unclear I, I will be here As sure as seas Do You Care ? if im woundering , you and me ? today im thinkign alot of things, love is very important isnt it and to care about others ? and who really care about a person ? are you interested then show it more not only for a few seconds dont u agree? its not to a speciell person its only a thought i have that if u want somebody go for it u know if u not show your true feelings u can lose more then to show them? is it true ? ... hmm who cares Fake Salutes R Us.. New Blog!! Titled: Fake Salutes R Us? (NSFW) http://www.fubar.com/blog/207243/1013998 5 Reasons Why You Should Date A Fat..err..voluptuous Girl Now! Bored and somewhat in denial of the long lists of tasks that I had to accomplish yesterday, I slipped into my age-old habit of seeing what was out there on cyberspace. Interestingly enough, I came across this blog post - a discussion of sorts as to why geeks make good lovers.It seems that girls are always hesitant on the geeks, no? This launched my own thoughts on what kind of girls guys are always hesitant on. And then it hit me- Fat chicks..Uhhh..I think the more politically correct term would be Vertically challenged OR healthy. Anyway, as an answer of sorts, I’ve compiled my own reasons on why Healthy Chicks make better lovers! In no particular order, they are:1. Big girls are nicer to hug and cuddle with. A girl of skin and bones proportion would be nothing but hard edges and planes. Ouch! That’s sure to give you a bruising, especially with all the activities you’ll be doing in bed! Compare that to a voluptuous girl, and its like comparing a rock to a pillow! No Obama Don't care what your political stance is.. this is funny... Rose sat so Martin can walk... Martin walked so Obama could run... People have said for centuries that if a black man won the presidency pigs would fly... And what do you know? After his first 100 days in office.... SWINE FLU!!! Many Thanks~ I thought I would take advantge of this blog thing by saying Thank~You to all who took the time to send so much love and kyndness for my birthday. Out here in the real world I have a small circle of family and phrends that love me. In the fu-world I got a country full of family and phrends! So Right On to you all! ~Peace~ Today Is One Of Those Days I'd Like To Forget Woke up all stiff and sore from not sleeping well last nite for one...2nd today my mother would have been 68 yrs old so in her memory the family had a bbq...though many were invited only 3 of us were here...took a trip out to her grave and got upset over what i saw (she's right in between the sprinkers yet her grass was dry and bubbled turf...and looked like someone drove an ATV over by where her headstone will be)...got sunburnt from my upper thighs down (wearing shorts out in the sun) and tonite almost lost a valueable friendship (mostly cuz i got pissed and blew up)...so now i need to stop venting and try to relax before i go back to my HELL monday nite... Milf Day my personal spin is MIlf Day. SO everyone go out grab a HOT MILF and show her a good time !!!! I Hate Her! I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your adult daughter and a room mate? Oh and lets no forget how you were neglected as a child! What the fuck? It's all mine and my oldest sisters fault,yeah right!! Let's see,while I was laying there in the crib I was plotting how I could ruin your life! Julie planned the whole thing when she lost her eye so mom could spend more time wi So Far......plans Seem To Be Goin .....as Planned!!! so when i get back to MA. its werk werk werk.... then finally...at the end of sept/begining of oct....its back to LA for new business ventures with melissa and i. we're actually gonna open our coffee shop....its gonna be the bad assdidness of coffee shops.... and we've been planning this all year.....so..... here we go... a fun filled summer of ass kikn ticket sales...and winter is time to open up shop!....so....heeeeeells yeah!!!!......this shizzle is way cool. and is gonna be toe taally gnr gnar!..ha! rp Mom Cant add Granny without my mother. My mother and I wernt close til the year before she died. I was in my early 20'when she died, that wasnt too long ago. She was a mean but funny lady. Life had delt her a pretty crappy hand. She did the best she could being a mom and dad, with no job skills, and a family who constatly used and abused her. She needed my help paying bills when i was barely old enough to work. I do admit, my additude didnt make life to easy on her. She was kicked around by her mother, her well-to-do sister used her as cheap labor and 4 ex husbands. So yes, she lived a hard life. I miss hearing her childish jokes and how she saw life. I think i took some of her traits of being a loner and silly humor. When i was 2, my so-called father left and took everything of value. Still she tried to remain in high sprits. He little spirts of anger and jokes and her talks is what i miss the most. I wonder if my mother was still alive today, would she be proud of me....... Trade Daily Pimpout X30 Days For Bling Pack trade daily pimpouts x30 days for large bling pack Send Message if interestedI am trying to level but need your helpthis is what peolpe are paying mefor a single pimpout1000000 fucbuck from 'Jaded one'800000 fuBucks from '69lkhrbox'500000 fuBucks from "cute but'Just send me a message with price offer ! Truck Driving this my life i'm a truck driver and i'm all over the usa i like some time it can get bad out here it is my job i get to see the usa and get payed to do so i'm good at what i do lol so if like truck driver u hit me up on my im it is tommieboy27@yahoo.com i taking pics of the usa so i will put them up here as son as i can Memorial Day Celebrated Memorial Day Memorial Day is their day isn't it? It is supposed to be the day a grateful nation pauses to quietly thank the more than one million men and women who have died in military service to their country since the Revolutionary War. Or is it the day the beach resorts kick into high gear for the summer season the day the strand is covered by fish-belly white people basting themselves in coconut oil the day the off-season rates end and the weekend you can't get in a seaside seafood restaurant with anything less than a one hour wait. Or is it one of the biggest shopping center sales days of the year a day when hunting for a parking space is the prime sport for the holiday stay-at-homers? Or is it the weekend when more people will kill themselves on the highways than any other weekend and Highway Patrol troopers work overtime picking up the pieces? I think the men and women who died for us would understand what we do with their day. I hope they would because if they wouldn' Why If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a stupid song about him? Que Paso? Do significant other really get that bent out shape around here that this poor dude found it necessary to make sure no one would be offended? This Week And Last Weeks Floral Arrangements Dedicated And Inspired By... My mommy *grinz*. She's the little shit on the right *bigger grin* I so ♥ her! She hated when we tried to take pics of her..this is one of three...my bro just got back from Hawaii in this pic... last weeks floral... This weeks floral... Thank you to everyone who has bombed my ass ... Please go to my about me and vote please please pleasse Thought I Would Share... The __CHUDWAH__ Field Guild: Davo started this discussion 2 days ago The CHUDWAH Field Guild: A Field Guide to Clueless Heterosexual Dominant Wannabe: This field guide is only to be used for CHUDWAHS, and does not identify trolls, brats or subs, which are totally separate species.The Greater One Trick Wonder:Unum Magnificata Voice: "That's the only way to do it." Habitat: Often seen in newsgroups, seldom seen in real life. Range: Known to disappear for extended periods of time, but frequently returns, like a bad burrito. Notes: Does only one thing, but occasionally does it well. Denies the reality of events that do not conform to its script of expecations. Mistakes appearance for substance. Often mistaken for Trollus Sokpuppiti. The Lesser One Trick Wonder:Faux Magnificata Voice: "That's NOT the way to do it." Habitat: Only seen in newsgroups. Range: Never goes away. Notes: Call often identified by use of the foot stomp as a terminal punctuation mark. Attempts to do only Happy Fathers Day If there is ever a person I know I can call to bail me out in time of trouble it's one man. He has sacrificed his youth, his career, his life for me. He gave me life, gave me support, and when necessary gave me the disclipline I needed to become an honorable and responsible man. He never abondoned me or made me feel unworthy. He supported me in all that I wanted to do and pushed me in all that I needed to do. He offered guidance, knowledge, strength, and understanding. He acted accordingly when I needed to be rewarded and spoiled me when he felt the need. He was selfless and protective but firm and strict. He may not have always been there physically but he was always there whenI needed him. He gave me the tools I needed to survive and grow and offered the direction I needed to keep me on track. Because of him I never went hungry, he always provided a roof and all basic necessities. He never made me want for anything and taught me to appreciate what I had. He may not be a perfect perso Motivation. motivation. (Terza Rima Sonnet)lost inside the remnants of a breaking heartonce fractured, some pieces will never be wholethough once intertwined are now ripping apartone cannot be removed from inside my soulto try cuts through me, jagged frozen steel kniveslong past time for me to break out of this rolemy emotions unchecked are ruining livesi cannot let myself continue so weaknothing this overwhelming for long survivesin my rational mind, my wise mind i seekquiet, maybe dormant, inside me it liesno longer in this task can i remain meekin what follows, possibly part of me criesalthough if i fail, i know, all of me dies. ~Sinamynlee Random Thoughts 06 Bitch Stole My Fish. You have seen it because it's my picture on here. Why you ask? Why would I have a picture of that poor little boy looking like he wants to unleash what HAS to be a strong pimp hand on the young lady holding his fish? What does that say about society? Well I'll tell you. Bitch stole my fish says "Hey Mr. Government...we won't pay$3.09 for gas anymore.  Go kick some ass in the middle east and get the price down or YOU will get the pimp hand." Bitch Stole My Fish says "Hey you criminals..no more time at the Washington State facility for educating and reforming our wayward adults.  No no...Bitch Stole My Fish says...you do the crime...you'll do the time but you'll do it in a small cell with no cable, no books and your days will consist of making big rocks little rocks.  Only when criminals fear our correctional system like they fear the Strong Pimp Hand will the balance be restored." Bitch Stole My Fish says "Hey...all you women (and mens) who think you are be
Reach Out & Touch Someone....the Synister Way
I was sitting on the edge of a river and looking across the water. I noticed a small tree or bush along the shore on the other side. Sitting there was a man who appeared to be sleeping with his head resting in his hand. At that moment it came to my attention that I was holding my rifle. I lift my rifle up, look through the scope, center my crosshairs on this unknown person's head and I pull the trigger. I jump into the river to swim across but i notice I'm not swimming in water, but more like syrup or some other thick fluid. I swim back to shore and walk over to a bridge and cross it. Upon coming up to my unknown victim, I inspect the body to find I had blown the top half of this person's head off, as if something you'd see in the movies or some morbid website. I saw that his hand was still resting on his face but in his hand was a cell phone. Apparently this person wasn't sleeping but in fact talkin on the phone minutes before their demise. I pryed the phone from his hand and press it
Fun Times
having a blast getting to know all the wonderful people on here...you really make me smile...
Last Hope (it Could Be Worse)
When we think all hope is gone And there is no point in going on Look around the room and see There is much more than you and me More pain and agony, more suffering More hell in this world in which we are living Than you may realize because you don't look More than what you think God forsook You are not alone in your sorrow Even if you don't want to see tomorrow Remember there are some in this life That lost family, loved ones, a husband or wife Maybe they go without food from day to day Can you see yourself living that way Well the truth is there is more to life then you More to be upset about, more you could do Don't try and compare you pain, or sadness to another They may have to live without a father or mother You don't know what its like because you have it all What would you do if you lost everything, Maybe you'd fall But there are people yet who live with disease Some who ask to end it all, who beg "please" They'd love to be in your place to "Suffer" your way But what is it that
Only In Texas....
Texas Sex - The Rodeo Position  Two Texans were out on the range talking about their favourite sex positions.   One said, "think I enjoy the rodeo position the best."  "I don't think I have ever heard of that one," said the other cowboy. "What is it ?"  "Well, it's where you get your wife down on all fours and you mount her from behind. Then you reach around and cup each one of her breasts in your hands and whisper in her ear, 'Boy, these feel just like your sister's.'  Then you try and stay on for 8 seconds."
Hmmmmmm
If you hear a "loud rumble" tonite in the sky, don't worry. It's not thunder. It's Elvis beatin' the crap out of Micheal Jackson formarrying his daughter.
Undies
Little Susie goes home from school and tells her mum that the boys keep  asking her to do cartwheels because she's very good at them ? Mum said : " YOU should say NO - they only want to look at your undies".  Susie said: " I know they do that's why I hide them in my backpack"!!
Fvck Me Runnin'
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1. I hate chain blogs :p 2. I hate people from Wisconsin. 3. I hope all people in Wisconsin die of lung cancer from smoking in their bars. 4. Guys in white tuxedos are gay. 5. Guys who like cats are going to die single. 6. I won't be tagging anyone :P 7. I like pez bling... 8. I' m hungry 9. I have a date on Sunday 10. My mini-van acquired a new dent...
In Loves Name We Play
We walk along our way,   never stray apart.   Looking from the day,  in which we had start.   Never ever play, one anothers heart.   Begging each to stay,  making love an art.   To our God we pray,   for us not to part.   Nor fade to grey, nor turn to dark.
Going To Bed
Going to take myself back to bed, got a long day ahead of me today, Good night FU world ~~~ mwuahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
Cowboy Rules :)
Cowboy rules for Arizona, Texas, Oklahoma, Kansas, Colorado, New Mexico, Wyoming, Montana, Idaho, Oregon,Nevada, and the rest of the Wild West are as follows:1. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right; your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight, it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck, because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're gonna get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell like cattle. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-10 & I-40 go east and west, I-17 , I-15 & I-35 goes north and south. Pick one and go. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have$250,000 Combines that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. Every person in the Wild West waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of geese/pheasants/ducks/doves are comin' in during the hunts, we WILL shoot it outta your hand
Plzzz Rate Me
CAN U PLZZZZ  RATE ME ........ THXXXXXXXXXXXXX PLZZZZZZZZZ COPY AND PASTE OR SEE ME AND i WILL GIVE U THE LINK..THXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX   http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1660183&albumid=1786787&i=3785470178&idx=4
Beautiful Eyes, Beautiful Face
Beautiful Eyes, Beautiful Face Beautiful eyes, beautiful face,I'm shy to talk to you.You're the eagle I must watchNo matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free,The mistress of my eyes,Rolling through exultant air,Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my ownCould I but have your wings,Could I but go where night beginsAnd frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love,How might we fly together!But I must watch you from belowAnd long for you forever.But I must be the one belowAnd long for you forever.
I Won't Forget
A journey is what I have to takeTo find myself that choice I must makeTo wander through the hands of all timeA vision of my life I must findYou know I won't forgetAll of those times we spentNo-one said that it would lastI won't forget the pastThe time has come for me to departI'll leave the world a piece of my heartWhere I go you cannot followIf I'll be back I really don't knowDon't say you'll miss me I won't believeYou laughed at me and all of my dreamsWell now the laughs are at your expenseWhere I go my dreams all make senseI won't forget the past...
Rate This Picture Please , Ty
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When You Have Nothing, You've Got Nothing To Lose.
Have you ever felt like you always tried your hardest, but you're hardest was never enough? That everything you did was never appreciated, and always forgotten. That's how it's been in my house for years, it seems. I left a good job, and my OWN place, to move back to rent a place from my father and help him with my grandfather, and I'm still worthless as a daughter. No matter what I do, I still suck as a human-being...and that's it. So what, if on my days off I decide I want to sleep until...oh, 10 a.m. After a 40-60 hour a week job, I thought maybe I was entitled to sleep late..but I'm not. It makes me a worthless daughter. So, I know nobody will ever read this or even care that it's how I feel but I needed some place to vent my frustrations.
~~~MIKEY~~~©® Stop By This Awesome Friend Above & Show Him Love. He Gives All Love Back. So Go Tell Him Hello . Thank You So Much ~~~MIKEY~~~ WOW WHAT A GREAT FRIEND . MY NUMBER 1 FAMILY IS GIVING ME All His Points For 12 Hrs 2 Help Me 2 Oracle
Theo Arrested….
The Greek public is in shock for the last 48 hours after the most popular model in the country Theo Theodoridis was caught with 4 kilos of cocaine at the airport in Sofia on Sunday night. Because of his exceptional beauty, the 32 year old Theo is often compared by the young to the ancient Greek God of the sun Apollo and is loved by the older because of his numerous charities. Theo can sweep people off their feet with his appearance on the catwalk, which guarantees him numerous prestige jobs and in the last 1-2 years he proved he has actor’s talent as well. This is why the news that he is caught carrying drugs worked as a cold shower for his fans, who are mainly 10-11 years old or even 70 and up. The 32 year old model was caught at the airport in Sofia with a fake passport when he was trying to get on the airplane for Istanbul. The passport control police found his real passport too and informed their Greek colleagues right away. He was also being searched for from the Greek police f
Sunday Equals Loneliness
minutes fade into hours...words are coming to mind faster than you can type...and then it stops...and when it begins again...it's as if you are talking to someone you haven't heard from in ages the same questions...the small talk...like nothing was shared before that moment...leaving you wondering who you were talking to just a few minutes or hours before you've laughed...cried...shared secrets...bared your soul...and you wonder how many people were also having that same conversation...wonder if what you said was just part of some automatic rambling and if the other person was even reading what you wrote wondering if you have once again made a mistake and trusted someone who has no true feelings of honor...respect...or if it's just another game...and you are the pawn...a willing one no doubt...but still just a gamepiece that will be sacrificed in the end to get to the more important player in the game called internet friendship
BUT... I just want to say a nice heart felt FUCK YOU to whoever came up with the sock puppet bling seriously... sock puppets make my skin crawl
I've Sold My Soul To The Devil...do Your Worst God
push has come to shove...my dad is coming home...his wife has no power of attorney...she cannot make decisions for him...and last nite she turned and looked at me and informed my "it's all on you...this is your decision" so ...i'm in it til the end...my dad will be taken care of if i have to be there round the clock 24/7 to be sure she doesn't neglect him as she did the 3 weeks before he was admitted to the hospknow one knows how freaking hard this is...my common sense says to deny him the right to come home...but that is where he wants to be...how can i tell him no? his mind is being eaten away by all the things he has not completed to secure the future of me and the kids..he thought he had the time and now he realizes he doesn't...and it won't let him rest...the only thing i can think of is by coming home and being able to be where he is in control of what is happening and get those things done that he wants will ease him and perhaps then he can accept what is to come...at this point
Twilight Auction 8/30 - 9/5
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Interlocutor
interlocutor\in-ter-LOK-yuh-ter\ , noun:1.Someone who takes part in a conversation, often formally or officially.2.The performer in a minstrel show who is placed midway between the end men and engages in banter with them.
Nosolagnia
Arousal from knowing ones partner has a terminal illness.
Happy Endings
Happy endings not for me.So by now i should have learned that anything in my life that seems too good to be true, really in fact is. And as the attage goes, "Careful what you wish for", yeah that's true.  Listen to it, Heed it.  It works wonders.  As for what I've been wishing for now for a while, i only got one thing out of it, and I don't even know how long thats going to last.So now what am I going to do? I'm left here with the mental anguish of what was supposed to be.  But i guess i"ll figure that one out on my own to.  "One day at a time"For those of you who can find happiness and that fairy tale ending, follow it, keep it, and DO NOT let ANYONE bring you DOWN!!! Just because that kind of a life does not exist to me, that does not mean that i will bring anyone down with me.
Character Beat Tattoos - Searching For The Great Designs
You can unveil a cluster of actor measure star tattoos in a entity of instant if you needful to. Most group will spend life and life sensing for the great designs, but most faculty locomote up proximate to vacuous. Why does this materialise? Because too many fill (95%) rely on see engines, which pretending you a ton of low end galleries. Here is a orbiculate way around that, so you can happen few uppercase histrion measure tattoos and the top cutting galleries that fuck them.I mention a term, not too yearlong ago, when you could support up a see engine and conceptualise photographic what you needful in a thing of seconds. It noneffervescent works this way for umteen things, but it doesn't seem to work as source when you are looking for eager star tattoos designs. The truly superb art is out there, but investigate engines conscionable don't move up some of the galleries that someone them. It's unremarkably the galleries that acquire generic, biscuit quarrier images that turn up. If you
A Poem For Me
one of my best freinds ( Raziel in my freinds n fam) that's indisposed at the moment sent me this cuz of something that happened to me and i didnt know the little shit had it in him! (well he's like 6ft2 or 3 and i'm 5ft2 but i let him know he aint all that! lmfao) When people run away and play their silly games makes us wonder if we'll die from the pain. Their selfishness in flight never makes it right. Even if their reasons seem bright. I'm telling you this, dear, and i'm hoping that you'll hear that even though he's gone, your good freind, ME, is still near. I know I'm locked away but freedom is closer everyday. Your freind I'll always be and always selflessly. I cannot takeit all away but i'll do my best to ease the pain. I've been there many times before and ifi can I'll help you mend that broken door. I wish you best and happiness moew now then ever before. Ain't that sweet?? Never saw that side of him LOL he's usually a butt face or something to me LMFAO
AM I NAUGHTY?? OR A NICE GIRL?? IF YOU DON'T KNOW AND WANT TO FIND OUT, YOU CAN STOP BY THE NAUGHTY OR NICE AUCTION I AM CURRENTLY IN! THIS AUCTION IS ONLY GOING FOR 4 DAYS SO HURRY AND GET YOUR BIDS IN!! YOU CAN OWN ME FOR 2 WEEKS. ALL BIDS CONSIDERED. AUCTION WILL END THIS COMING MONDAY **NOTE** ALL I AM OFFERING DID NOT GET LISTED ON THE AUCTION PIC. I WILL FOLLOW UP IN MY BLOG WITH MY COMPLETE OFFER. IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED IN BIDDING WILL YOU PLEASE JUST RATE THE PIC? THE PERSON WITH THE MOST RATES @ END OF AUCTION CAN WIN A PRIZE. THANKS!!
Uneven
UNEVEN     AS I STUMBLE THROUGH THE PAGES OF THIS PAPER LIFE, A MUMBLED TRAIL OF THOUGHTS I LEFT LAY BEHIND, I FIND EVIDENCE OF A FEW GOOD TIMES AND BAD BUT MOSTLY TIMES THAT SEEM UNEVEN AND LITTLE SAD AS UNEVEN AS THIS PAPER IS THAT'S BEEN TORN FROM IT'S NORM. I CHASE THIS LIFE THE DAY LOST MY EVERYTHING I TAUGHT MYSELF TO FIGHT TO LIVE THE LIFE THE WAY I LIVE TO LIVE UNEVEN AS I HUMBLE MYSELF TO LISTEN TO THE WORDS YOU SAY IT ALL SEEMS LIKE A GAME YOU PLAY AND I DON'T WANTA STAY SOMETIMES YOUR INTENSIONS ARE ALL FOR THE GOOD I KNOW, BUT WHAT WE HAVE CAN'T TAKE NO MORE THIS IS TOO UNEVEN ONE MORE FATAL BLOW AS UNEVEN AS THE PLACE HERE IS WHERE THE SCRIPT HAS BEEN FLIPPED WE CHOSE THIS LIFE WE COULD FIX WHAT IS NOT QUITE BROKEN OR LIVE UNEVEN
Beware Home Depot And Otherstore Being Scammed
A heads up for those men who may be regular Home Depot customers. This one caught me by surprise. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you or your friends.            Here's how the scam works: Two very good-looking 20-21 year-old girls come over to your car as you are putt ing your purchases into the trunk. They both start cleaning your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look.  When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say No and instead ask you for a ride to McDonalds. You agree and they get into the back seat. On the way, they start undressing. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and starts crawling all over you, while the other one steals your wallet.         I had my wallet stolen June 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on
For The Birthday Girl...
So Today...This is just a note,just a simple thank youfor keeping me afloatjust a note,telling you how it is,the colors im afflicted byfrom just a simple kiss, how it is,and how much greater it can getnot afraid to try the water,im enjoying being this wet.and it gets, so much better with each daythe layers under the layersseem to pull themselves awayso today,i offer you my heart,i trust you know how to treat it,some say its my best part.you're my heart. "so as the waves of each day, crash against their evenings, you fascinate and amaze me, thank you for believing..." ;)   Happy Birthday Kara.   LARKLB's
What Is Fibromyalgia?
What is Fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia produces widespread pain, disturbed sleep, and exhaustion from head to toe. Fibromyalgia means pain in the muscles, ligaments, and tendons—the soft fibrous tissues of the body. Although the muscles hurt everywhere, they are not the only cause of the pain. Instead, the diffuse, body-wide symptoms are greatly magnified by malfunctions in the way the nervous system processes pain. Regional muscle pain not related to arthritis or the nervous system also occurs in the majority of people with fibromyalgia. Patients describe this as firm knots in the belly of muscles, often causing restricted movement and radiating pain. These muscle nodules are myofascial trigger points and some researchers suspect that these painful areas overlap with the tender points used to diagnose fibromyalgia. The symptoms of fibromyalgia are unpredictable and most patients are frustrated by their physical limitations and inability to make plans. You may feel as though you
I'VE TRIED TO MEET E-V-E-R-Y-O-N--E'S NEED BUT AS I'VE JUST BEEN SHOWN,IT MEANS NOTHING TO SOME OF YOU. YOU GET ANGRY WITH ME AND LEAVE ME CLUELESS SO.WHEN YOU GET ON YOUR FUCKING HIGH-HORSE AND BLOCK ME WHEN I DON'T KNOW WHY,I'LL STAY BLOCKED IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON AROUND HERE?PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING,LIVE ONE WAY AND THEN BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU'RE BLOCKED WITH NO KNOWN REASON.I MEAN EVEN IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG,TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE AND IF YOU STILL DECIDE TO GO YOUR OWN WAY I'LL UNDERSTAND.BUT TO HAVE YOUR OWN HIDDEN OR UNKNOWN AGENDA AND THEN SAY,"FUCK'EM"WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IS UN-FUCKING-BELIEVEABLE!!!!!" NOW I'M LIKE WHATEVER CUZ WHEN PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING WHEN SOMETHING ELSE IS GOING ON IS FUCKIN' BULLSHIT ESPECIALLY WHEN I'VE BEEN STRAIGHT WITH E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E HERE DEVELOPING STRONG,SINCERE EMOTIONS FOR YOU AND WITHOUT WARNING,"BAM,YOU'RE PISSED AND I'M IGNORED AND BLOCKED!!!!!"NO QUESTIONS ON WHATEVER THE SUBJECT IS OR ANYTHING,
Funny 3
So my 9 yr old lost yet another tooth last night. I will be the first to admit, I am the WORST Toothfairy in existence. I usually forget she's supposed to come so the day after goes something like this:   "Awww, the toothfairy didn't come!" "Really? Are you SURE?" "Yes, I checked under my pillow and my tooth is still there." "Well that sucks! Maybe she got busy or something. Ok, go hop in the shower so we can get going (or go brush your teeth)". Off she goes while I shove a dollar bill under her pillow. "Are you SURE she didn't come? I mean what if she couldn't get your tooth but left the dollar anyway and you just didn't see it? Why don't you check again to make sure." "Yesssss! She DID leave me a dollar!" Problem solved!   Why would last night be any different? Tooth went under pillow, I forgot and this morning she made the discovery that her tooth was still there and no money could be found. DAMN! Think fast! My explanation was that because it was raining last night, she
It's Time We Stop Seeing Each Other
It's just not working out. It's just that,....well, you're a goat and I'm a human. People don't understand what we have between us. Baaaaa baaaaa No, this isn't easy for me... Baaaaa baaaaa Don't you think this hurts me, too?! All those sleepless nights I stayed over in your pen. Baaaaa baaaaa Of course I remember the weekend in Paris. Baaaaa baaaaa Sure, and the weekend in Rome, too. But that's all behind us now, we have to move forward. Baaaaa baaaaa No, don't look at me like that. I can't bear to see tears in those big eyes. Baaaaa baaaaa I'm sorry, this is how it has to be. Here, I have a carrot and some oats for you. Baaaaa baaaaa Baaaaa baaaaa Baaaaa baaaaa Baaaaa baaaaa.....
Moving Beyond Appearances
Softening Judgment Moving Beyond Appearances It is our natural inclination to judge people, since it happens without our even thinking about it. We take one look and summarize a whole person—overweight, pretty, stylish, sloppy. This habit comes from the mind’s need to categorize the world in order to be able to function without becoming overwhelmed. When we judge, we are looking for pertinent information, trying to determine whether the person approaching is a threat, an ally, or someone we don’t need to worry about. This way of looking at people makes sense in a dangerous context, but in our daily lives it leads to an overly simplistic reading of the people we meet. If you have ever judged someone dismissively, only to have them become a dear friend once you got to know them, you know the hazards of the judgment cycle firsthand. An experience like that may have led you to soften your natural tendency to believe your first impressions. We will always notice things
Herbs I Like
www.BOIRON.com   Arnica montana Trauma, Bruises, Muscle Soreness Common name: Leopard's bane   Graphites Helps reduce scars Common name: Graphite   Symphytum officinale Promotes healing of bone trauma Common name: Comfrey   Staphysagria Promotes healing of surgical wounds Common name: Stavesacre
Im Sorry (joke)
HEY IM SORRY IF I KEEP CALLING YOU AND HANGING UP. MY PHONE IS VOICE ACTIVATED AND EVERY TIME I SAY DUMB ASS. IT AUTOMATICALLY CALLS YOU.
Just One Question...
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question.        (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you
Some Thoughts...
I often wish I could go back to a time when my biggest fear and worry was making sure I passed that math test.  Life was so much simpler then.  But when I was a child this was enough to make me want to pull my hair out!  Now that I am an adult, I have learned that life itself is a series of tests.  Some you will pass and others you will fail, for there is no text book from which you can study.  No matter how well you  prepare you will never get a perfect score, because mistakes will always be made.  However, it is our duty to remember these errors in judgement and learn from them, lest we repeat them.
Longing Hearts...
I AM NOT SORRY FOR MY SOUL,  THAT IT GOES UNSATISFIED,,FOR IT CAN LIVE A THOUSANDS TIMES!!! ETERNITY IS DEEP AND WIDE!!!!!   I AM NOT SORRY FOR MY SOUL.. BUT OH,,,MY BODY THAT MUST GO BACK TO A LITTLE DRIFT OF DUST WITHOUT THE JOY IT LONGED... I LL MISS THAT FEELING OF ARE LOVE,,,,WHEN WILL I KNOW THE JOY OF YOUR LOVE? COULD IT EVER BE?
Writing
It's been a long day, like most days are. A lot has been happening and I have much food for thought and material I could write about. Thus, I'm besieged by doubt; Whether I have something concrete rather than vague to write about. Wether it will again sound pretentious and patronizing as my writing tends to, in my mind. If ,in the end, the result has any value.   I assume all aspiring writers are harangued by their own little potpourri of fears and doubts.   I should set a day per week to write, whether I have something ready or not, I guess. I have all kinds of ideas; from erotic fiction of which I have had a couple of scenarios I'd like to write down, to abstract ideas, to fantasy  and other types of fiction. Insights, conflicts and conclusions. Deductions and experiances.  There is much I'd like staring back at me.  In the end to be able to take all those pieces and attampt to make a whole.   To eke out form and function that reflects the content. To find the chord that
Love Actually
<   you said we'd be forever baby, but how was i to know, we cud have stood together baby, faced the winter snow.   I guess it doent matter baby, but i think you outta know, i never love another baby, i love you so.   where ever i may travel. ill take you in my heart, where we'll be forever baby, i love you so....................................
Feelings
The feelings I have are so tender and true,I never knew I could meet someone like you,Girl you Make me smile through and through,No one has ever had the power that you do.The miracles of our very first Kiss,your beautiful smile that I cant resist,the sparkle in your eyes make me at bliss,I never knew I could feel like this.Holding you closely is all I can do,I never ever want to let go of you,what I am saying is so very true,I am so glad I was led to you!Even though we are apart,I can not take back my heart,It was giving to you from the start.Time will come when we are again,Holding each other hand in hand,I told you girl I am your man,Why you keep pushing me away from you,This is something i am not used too,It hurts me truly through and through,But its because I am in love with you.I never knew I could feel like this,It's you I cherish and I miss,All the way back to our first kiss,I never knew I would love like this!
Re-spotlight
Today's spotlight : 20 mil and change My fund : 15 mil and change At the moment I'm perservering with this hideous default picture*, but I'm not quite sure how long it will be before shame over-takes hilarity, and I put my tits away.  So I guess the sooner I get a spotlight fund, the more likely it is I'll be stupid enough to do the whole thing with my shirt off... Thanks to Tom, Suga, Badcrumble, Crisis, Witchie, MooMoo, Skeeter, Peace, Alix, Shoshonni, MailBroad, TopKnotch, Rev, Moet, Reeka, Sherry, Papercut Kisses   * which, incidentally, always makes me think of this bit of Gummo
Whatever Works
This should be a short blog, because truly I should never have watched it in the first place.  It takes a specific kind of person to enjoy and appreciate Woody Allen movies, and I am NOT that kind of girl.  LMAO I've said that before but never meant it so seriously.  So anyhow my kid insisted I rent this movie because it was going to be soooo funny.  So here is what we got. Cranky old genius man takes in super young runaway.  Lots of flashbacks and bad accents.  Bad jokes.  In all fairness some good one liners.  That is pretty much it.  It sucked, not like Paranormal Activity sucked, but still incredibly bad.   Grade: D=:  Opening scene when the main character is trying to convince all his friends that there is an audience  watching their every move. Favorite Quote:  (speaking to his "then" wife) "Let's face it, our marriage hasn't been a garden of roses. Botanically speaking, you are more of a Venus Flytrap."
When I Return As A Skateboard - 4/23/09
WHEN I RETURN AS A SKATEBOARD Lauren Zuniga Poetry Workshop   When I return as a skateboard I will reincarnate the birth of practice to the slam death of beast perfection   Taking the dichotomy of my rough sandpaper exterior that only seems to close you out with the smoothness of the symphonic roll of the ball bearings in the wheels that do not discriminate against any terrain   Don’t be discouraged by the injuries of initiation for that ollie will soon soar over racial boundaries taking the 180 kickflip to the derision of elders who have forgotten their youth   For you see my view of the world has expanded along with my skills to boardslide past any insecurities   The world is my skatepark and in seeing past the obvious handrail or curb I will embrace with ease the person of color shake the hand of the guy in the wheelchair because we all cross this ground by foot or by wheel.
Out Of Curiosity ?
It is quite noticable that "camming is quite prevelent on fubar between consulting adults. As referenced by those who emphatically state in their profile   " I don't cam, IM or give my number". How many are prepared to own up to having a bit of fun when the opportunity arises? Might be esier if they put "I do cam, I do IM and I do give my number. Dare you own up ? Me ? yes of course I had my moments LoL. Caslad
I'm Pathetic? Or You Are?
I don't want to feel Insignificant anymore, I don't want to go back To How we were before. I don't want you to make me feel Like I am a low excuse for a human being, Sometimes you make me feel as though I am not even worth this air I'm breathing. I don't know how you do it - Degrade me so much that it hurts, You can hit me all you like, But nothing hurts more than your words. The bruises will fade away with time, But every minute you yell at me will stay, I won't forget that I am not worthy of anybody, Or how you think I should just leave this world, Go away. I don't need how you tell me That I am pathetically useless, Am I really no good in this world? Is fighting for my life helpless? I just don't want to be mocked, Or made to feel minuscule, But if you consider the source, It's kind of pitiful; What Have you done in your life That gives you the right to break me like this? I would never tell you, But if you were do die, You'd be the last thing anyone would miss.
Houses
First let me say I am SHOCKED at how some people live. More than that, I am shocked at what people do to a house. I have been house hunting for a while now. I thought I had seen it all by now. Today I was in a house that actually scared me. From the outside, it was a cute red brick house, corner lot, attached 1 car garage. I walk in & the smell is unreal! The hardwood floors are trashed, parts of the ceiling are coming down & there are ciggy butts in the kitchen drain. We get in the bathroom, There is mold everywhere & cat shit in the totally rusted out tub. The basement.....oh the basement. That house had once been super cute with an electric fireplace in the finished basement. Apparently, someone turned the water on & left for a week. All the tiles were curled up, there was black mold everwhere & the ceiling was down in a few places.  I had an asthma attack. How can someone live in that? Much less, try to sell it? I really don't understand people.
Death
Death   Death can appear in dreams in many forms ranging from the near-death experience to wish-fulfillment projected on others. It may seem to be terrifying, or almost joyful in its sense of power. The near-death experience can be either a psychological phenomenon or a physical one. The physical phenomenon comes from lucid dreaming in a nightmare condition. You may become aware of the body paralysis of the REM state and feel powerless to defend yourself in the dream. This can create an overwhelming sense of vulnerability to the threatening circumstances of the dream and a near-death experience. The psychological facet is part and parcel of feeling endangered by your circumstances. This danger may be tangible or merely sensed in the dream. If it is tangible, the source of the danger is the area for interpretive work (whom, why, how, and what has endangered your life?). If the danger is merely sensed, it may symbolize ambivalence concerning a soul's transition into facets of self-aw
Back Up By 12 Stone
I hear the words you say to me I see the way you look at me I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I know the fear you hold inside I know what's weighing on your mind There's nothing you can do so Stand up get up back up You're reaching out just to be like me But you've fallen short Still you're following me You had the chance to bring me down But there's nothing left So just stay away from me You can't stand to see my face To know you'll never take my place There's nothing you can do but Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I feel the hate you push on me I see the things that you can't see I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up It's not the things you say to me It's not the things that I believe You try to bring me down So stand up get up back up now Just stay away
Live Off The Grid With Solar Power Systems
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Justin
is the most amazing. even if he denies it.my boy really knows how it is. and it's allll him. sorry, geeky me. but i love it [:
Dani & Pagon
I am so sorry for your loss.. I will keep you in my heart .. I know it was a long struggle for him. Darklady has logged off of fu  for today as a show of respect and honor of your mourning... You two have always been there for us through thick and thin .... and when in a time of grieving   fu doesnt matter . I wish for you Peace I wish for you  Comfort  I will hold you in my prayers D
Soul Mates
A "soul mate" is really nothing more than a soul or souls (and there may be several of them) with whom we have closely shared so many lifetimes that we now resonate to the same pitch, so to speak. We understand each other like no one else could hope to understand us. This acquired understanding gives soul mates the capacity to help each other in ways that would be difficult without the deep bonding that has occurred through the ages. Soul mates often help each other reach their highest potential, and though this is not automatic and each will still have to apply themselves to making the present relationship the best it can be, their deep inner-knowing of each other gives them a distinct advantage. However, being soul mates doesn't automatically mean
Come Join My First Valentines Day Train!!!
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More Then Just Friends
I don't want what I'm about to say change the way things are, I'm a little scard of what you'll say 'cause I'd rather have you in me life as my friend then not have you in it at all.I feel so comfortable around you yet it's so hard to tell you how I feel about you, our friendship means so much more then that to me.I'm not sure where she stands with you all I know is that the time you spend with her was with me instead.I act like it doesn't bother me but, truth is I spend all my time wishing you were mine and I was in her place.It's hard to keep these feeling inside when all I wanna do is kiss you.I love how we can talk for hours, you just get me on a whole nother level, or how can sit in a room without saying a word and it still means so much.You're laugh makes me laugh and you're smile makes me smile.I bet you couldn't tell unless I told you but I wanna love you the way I want to, I want to be more then friends and I guess I was just wondering if you felt the same.
Life In Colorado Is 95% Over
looks like the wife and i are moving back to pittsburgh area next month (march) unless we get kicked out of our trailor b4 that or a mircle happens.the wife needs back surgery and hasn't worked since xmas i lost my fulltime job at the nursing we worked at and i'm only getting 9hrs a wknd at part time job and that's not cutting it for bills and living conditions.her parents were going to move out here but it won't work if the wife can't work and i don't find a fulltime job so it looks like we have to move back to our house just outside of pittsburgh pa.i'll let u all know when i'll be off line though nobody will miss me.
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Somber
Somber are my daysWhen I don't see your smile Unhappy is my heart without your voice It always stays that way for awhile. My beautiful, what would it take To see your smile,hear your voice Without them I cannot breatheMy will against you has no choice.  If you would honor meAnd my request you would grant I would know you were an angel You could only be heaven sent.
[part Epic, Part Case Study]
So I was brainstorming and free-forming this dreamscape I had a few nights ago about this divine representative of another planet.I remember she breathed methane, and wore an ellaborately carved device and ceremonial clothing so she could visit far off planets and scare the ever living crap out of them. She always arrived as a harbinger. Someone that kinda ... closes down doomed planets. But as I recalled that structure, I was reminded of Childhood's end, and decided to take a step to the side What would Heinliein do? I knew she was beautiful, powerful, holy, but from a profane world of wrathful gods and fertility rites. So of course the alien descendant of mankind in an impossibly harsh environment would one day fuck the bio engineered over-sanitized protagonist of the elite terran descendants. And no.I didn't see Avatar. *sigh* And no.Avatar didn't do it first. This is an act of inquisition, not romance or conception."this thing's vaguely like me, maybe I can relate..."Some
Inside Perseption
Make a mental note, include yourself and I. Like long letters wrote, cleverly and sly. Take no time to gloat, there you go awry. We are of one boat, will sink before we fly. So put this one to vote, for the answers scry. With your insides coat, with loves alliby.
Yes It's True
Once upon A time I saw you walk along A moonbeam; what a lovely boy I followed you around the world I love you, don't you see You stole my heart in 1-2-3 I love you, yes it's true You stole my heart and I'm gonna steal yours too April, June And underneath a harvest moon I dream in sleep I'm taking flight An aeroplane across the night I love you, don't you see You stole my heart in 1-2-3 I love you, yes it's true You stole my heart and I'm gonna steal yours too Once upon A time I saw you walk along A moonbeam; what a lovely boy Went with you around the world I love you, don't you see You stole my heart in 1-2-3 I love you, yes it's true You stole my heart and I'm gonna steal yours too
Totally 80's
So have you had one of those nights and morning you were kind of bummed out and then you found that song that just brightened your day? Well i found one and it is perking me up along with the coffee. I am not even going to bother to try to post it here so I will post it below in the comments instead. Feel free to share some totally 80's groovy tunes if you have them too.
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My Dilemma
This weekend a male  friend i have known for over 20 years told me he loved me and had for a long time. He said he could no longer be quiet about his feelings. The problem is that after being so close of friends for so long that if we started dating now  and it didnt work i would lose a great  friend. The dilemma is do i take a chance at dating him and maybe lose him as a friend  or do i just  tell him i am not interested in dating him in which case things could be so awkward i lose him as friend anyway. i really dont know what to do.
The Whining In Arizona...
I AM SO SICK OF HEARING PEOPLE CRY ABOUT THE STATE OF AFFAIRS IN ARIZONA. THE POLICE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PULL YOU OVER AT ANY TIME...PERIOD. IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE HERE ILLEGALLY...THEN FUCK YOU!!!  BYE!!!  IF YOU WANT TO GO THROUGH THE PROCESS AND BECOME AN AMERICAN THE RIGHT WAY..."WELCOME TO AMERICA"  BUT,IF YOU ARE ONE OF THE MILLIONS THATS JUMPED ACROSS THE FUCKING BORDER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...FUCK YOU. IM SO FUCKING SICK OF COMING ACROSS PEOPLE THAT CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING..IN ENGLISH. ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT WE HAVE TO TEACH OUR KIDS SPANISH SO THEY CAN COMMUNICATE WITH OTHERS. LEARN THE LANGUAGE OF THE LAND OR GET THE FUCK OUT! WE ARE NOT IN MEXICO ANYMORE DORTHY...
5:21am...still Awake Still Thinkin
yes its after 5 in the morning yes im still awake thinkin to hard wondering to much.. there are so many thoughts racing through my head i doubt that ill sleep i cant help but close my eyes and remember the good...the bad...the mistakes made...the nights i layed awake staring into the nothingness...the times when i used to stare deep into the stars n know everything was gonna be fine...my first full moon with him walkin on that beach the sand between my toes the water around my ancles walking hand in hand knowing it was true...the last night we spent together...the ones who left us...the ones who gave up...the late night phone calls...the early morning walks...the last words said to those certain people...times where nothing but fire made me smile...and many many more...all these things make me wonder what if it were different sometimes i wish they were... yet at the same time all these memories created me...they evolved into my life they can't be helped anymore so now i start to paun
Science Vs Religion
________________________________Let me explain the problem science has with religion.' The, atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand...'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'  'Yes sir,' the student says.  'So you believe in God?'  'Absolutely. ‘‘Is God good?'  'Sure! God's good.' 'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'  'Yes'  'Are you good or evil?'  'The Bible says I'm evil.' The professor grins knowingly... 'Aha! The Bible! He considers for a moment.'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him.You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?''Yes sir, I would.''So you're good...!''I wouldn't say that.' 'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could.Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'  The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed
Life
ONCE again i find myself ignorant, shallow of the strength i lack for a day well spent . should we say , now as the hour begins to fall the glass becomes pessimistic of a dream i once saw . i cannot blame anyone as fault balongs to me try lookin at fate through my eye you then may understand loss as you feelme bleed . who is this behind me , that hides in shadows? a being of death maybe , when my soul becomes hollow . hate takes me quickly . at this moment my only hope is my brother . i wonder how can he help me , when this poison has also left him confused and pale , we maintain this struggle of  pain through a bond of blood . a silent cry to god as we lose our loved ones . i shall return would be my last words . a beast no more when my ashes lay upon this ern . i finally walk free from this realm of evil tears . with one remaining on my left eye to tell a story you cannot hear . my soul shall ponder forever in the hearts of those who knew me , forget me not , for the flesh you know l
High (lyrics)
I swear i can feel you right beneathe my skin i breathe you in youre the air, you sustain me   Im high on you im hooked on you i fiend for you again   you flow through my viens youre my quick fix baby     i hear your voice its always in my head i cant feel you  but i feel you presence, your ever in me   im high on you im hooked on you  i fiend for you again   you flow through my veins  youre my quick fix baby   i feel your touch your fingers graze my lips i love you are the words  that i long to hear   im high on you  im hooked on you i fiend for you again     i just cant get enough of you you make me see things i never knew i cant get enough of your love       thats all i got for now
My 1st Contest
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Helplessness
You claim you want help for your current issues; yet you seem to think that it just comes to you. I'm here to tell you ...keep dreaming, it's not that simple. Suck it up, Man up, and grow a goddamn pair! The illness will forever own you if you keep up your life in such a manner. You don't just wake up one morning and *poof* you're magically cured! It takes time, effort, and yeah...there will still be disrepair. My words of wisdom and advice to you would be this: STOP FUCKING DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING IF YOU ARE HONESTLY AND IN FACT WANTING IT ALL TO JUST DISAPPEAR ...YOU ALSO HAVE TO BE SINCERE!
I Dont Wanna Be A Daddy
Well doc appt today went very well... Baby is no longer breech and in postion to fall out the GF's Vag... Sonogram shows that the baby is 8lbs already, so if she dont go by next thursday they will be inducing..and have upped her due date to be next Friday... if i suddenly disappear from here its cause my fourth..yes fourth...whats that fourth..yeah ya fuckin tard my FOURTH kid...is being born for those of you whom may not know...we are having another girl..her name will be Gianna Isabella so lets see..thats makes a 16yr old boy..a 14yr old boy...a 4 year old girl...and holy fuck a FOURTH kid... Yes all my children live with me....and no i will not be having anymore kids...hence the big V accomplished 2 months ago   that is all
Hile "two In The Pink, One In The Stink" Is Indeed A Bit Crude, You Might Want To Use Some Of These Classier Versions
Two in the pleasure, one in the treasure.Two in the friend, one in the end.Two in the crack, one in the back.Two in the kitty, one in the shitty.Two in the moose, one in the caboose.Two in the poon, one in the moon.Two in the girl, one in the swirl.Two in the gash, one in the stash.Two in the twat, one in the balloon knot.Two in the punanny, one in the fanny.Two in the beaver, one to check for fever.Two in the bush, one in the tush.Two in the pink slot, one in the stink pot.Two in the flap, one in the crap.Two in the cunt, one to make her grunt.Two in the fun, one in the bun.Two in the giney, one in the hiney.Two in the goo, one in the poo.Two in the grass, one in the ass.Two in the gutter, one in the turdcutter.Two in the hair pie, one in the brown eye.Two in the humper, one in the dumper.Two in the junk, one in the trunk.Two in her meat, one in her seat.Two in the bank, one in the stank.Two in the muff, one in the stuff.Two in the cootie, one in the booty.Two in the pocket, one in th
[the Mails]
I'm planning to spend about ...200 on models.Yeah... from the same bag of fuck that I bought from last time, but ... he does have competitive prices and great bulk discounts.included is the Jonny Ridden Zaku. Which is a PAIN in the ass to get I see this thing appear and disappear on Amazon all the god damn time.     Another version 1 Gouf (which I already own, but this gives me a chance to customize and practice more, for pretty cheap too)   I'm queued for another Kampfer (because ... hey, who can't use 2 bazookas, 2 shotguns, and an all around decent kit?)   The char gelgoog ver 2 for about ... $20 off the normal price Also, I finished the Gouf version 1 this weekend and finished my Gyan ... this weekend. Oh... ... and I got the last layer of black down on my 1/144 Gouf. He's... ... well... there's definitely limits to what can be done with masking tape. I learned some stuff. he's not done, but he's nearly done. 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But anywho...if you know me, you know that I am obsessed with the horror genre. I loved the original TCM and I loved the remake a few years ago. I was really looking forwawrd to this one...and I definitely wasn't dissapointed. It rocked. Full of gore and crying and screaming. I was really suprised by some of it though. A lot of the characters lasted a lot longer than I thought they would. I loved it because you got to see why a lot of stuff from TCM (2003) was the way it was. How the sherrif became sherrif, how he lost his front teeth, how Monty lost his legs, etc. Good times. I also liked how they took a lot of things from the original one from the 70's and put it in this movie. Like the famous dinner scene. That was in the original movie. Of course it was modified a little bit to fit this story, but it even had the main girl jumping out of a window. Rock. Most Epiphany okay so .. I just realized something .. no matter how long you're in school for .. IT NEVER GETS BETTER!!!!!!!! lol EVER I mean freshman year of college you have parties etc but that just makes going to class that much harder .. I'm a senior in college this year and I just now right at this momenent realized i've spent 19 of my 23 years of life IN SCHOOL !! you'd think they would've brainwashed me by now I mean ... my brain is not THAT BIG lol ... just thought i'd share and vent a lil White And Nerdy Get this video and more at MySpace.com The Booze Didn't Work So I'll Write First off let me say I really dig the LC and I don't really remember how I found it. I have made some great new friends! Now I believe in God, but I do not attend church. I guess I am more of a spiritual person than religious per sey. I do like I said believe in God. It is very hard sometimes though, when a person you have grown to know is faced w/ things, mutiple things in their life that would make many give up. And if you are reading this, you know who you are, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. CP Pampered You meet me at the door when I return from work. You pull me into your arms and cover my mouth with yours. Your tongue plunges deep into my mouth as your hands cup my ass and pull me against you. I can feel the bulge of your pants against my stomach. You pull back and look down at me with a glint in your eye. “I ran you a bubble bath,” you say. “Mmmm, what a nice surprise,” You give me a sly grin and say, “That isn’t the only surprise.” You take my hand and lead me upstairs through the bedroom and into the bathroom. I can smell the peach bubble bath you have ready and waiting for me. You turn to me tell me to enjoy the bath. “I will be back for you in 45 mins. Don’t make me wait one minute longer than that for you. “You slap my ass on your way out. You turn back as you start to close the door. “And I expect your hair to be down,” you say, looking at the clip that is holding it up. I agree and the door closes. I slip my clothes off and step into the warm inviting water. I Got It Again Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! ok here we go.... 1.I need to sleep with my feet uncoverd,,,lol 2.I am not afraid of much at all just a long painful death. 3.I drink like 4 gallons of water everyday,,,love my water 4.Me and my sister go to the candle isle and smell all the candles , but when we sniff one that smells bad we are done. 5.I need to put coca butter on every night. 6. I have a jar of pennies i found all over the place like the street and stores saved after my brother ,,,you know pennies from heaven now i will tag hmmmmmmm ,, Kim , sexman60,Timmy, Jen-Jen, Blaze is bored as hell and Bo God In School (not By Me) >>>>New Pledge of Allegiance! >>>> Since the Pledge of Allegiance >>>> and >>>> The Lord's Prayer >>>> are not allowed in most >>>> public schools anymore >>>> Because the word "God" is mentioned.... >>>> A kid in Arizona wrote the attached >>>> NEW School prayer. >>>> I liked it. >>>> Now I sit me down in school >>>> Where praying is against the rule >>>> For this great nation under God >>>> Finds mention of Him very odd. >>>> If Scripture now the class recites, >>>> It violates the Bill of Rights. >>>> And anytime my head I bow >>>> Becomes a Federal matter now. >>>> Our hair can be purple, orange or green, >>>> That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. >>>> The law is specific, the law is precise. >>>> Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. >>>> For praying in a public hall >>>> Might offend someone with no faith at all. >>>> In silence alone we must meditate, >>>> God's name is prohibited by the state. >>>> We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks I Bet Ya Didn't Know That I Am... chaosqueen -- [adjective]:Fetish oriented 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Stuff.... -Remember, Mr Policeman is your friend. Always cooperate with him. Mr Policeman wants to help you so you should help Mr Policeman. Don't forget, if you refuse to cooperate Mr Policeman might beat you to death, especially if you are Black -I would like to know the suicide rate amoung people who actually follow the advice they get from radio psychologists -The National Rifle Association would like to remind its members: "Never fire a gun at your own body. Unless you're trying to seriously injure yourself" -Fact I recently read; "in 1753 the Russian army had a treatment for soldiers who did'nt perform their duty because they were homesick. They buried those soldiers alive." That's cutting right to the heart of the problem I guess -Purina now has a cat food made especially for cats that live indoors: "indoor food for indoor cats". I wonder if these people are aware there are many human beings who have no food whatsoever. Not sure if they are indoors, however. -Life is simple Been Gone 9 Years Today :( DAD WE MISS YOU 9 YEARS AGO TODAY .. YOU PASSED ON.. THERES NOT BEEN A DAY OR A MOMENT WE HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT YOU. THINGS GET ROUGH AND IM SURE AS WELL AS I DO.. EVERYONE THINKS OF YOU AND WHAT YOUWOULD DO IF YOU WERE HERE. IM GOING THROUGH ALOT RIGHT NOW.. DONT KNOW UP FROM DOWN OR LEFT FROM RIGHT.. MOMS AS STRONG AS SHE CAN BE RIGHT NOW WITH OUT MY SITUATIONS. SHE HAS HER OWN. WE MISS YOU SO BAD. I WISHYOU WAS HERE. IN 9 YEARS I THINK IVE WISHED THAT EVERYDAY AT LEAST 20 TIMES A DAY. I HOPE THE BOYS ARE AS STRONG AS YOU ONCE WAS AND AS STRONG AS YOUR MEMORY IS IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU DADDY,.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.. THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS!!!!! November... NOVEMBER=THUG This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m. Ave Kid: Detective I woke up startled. Head was pounding like I had banged my head against the wall for hours. Spent all night at a local cops bar, drowning myself. My phone was ringing, but I didn’t answer it, I was still lost in my own thoughts. I looked at the clock, it said 4 am fuck, there’s nothing worse then having to go on a case feeling like shit, but I called back the chief. Told me to get my ass down The Ave, there had been another death. Great just what I need another fucking murder on the worst beat in town. I put on my pants and glanced over to the night stand. Looking at a picture of my wife I scowled even worse. Fuck you dear but please make sure the check is on time. Yeah I fucking hate my ex wife, took everything but my pension, probably get that too. I walked over to my bathroom and washed the grit off my face. Locked my cheap motel room of apt, got in the car and drove over to the Ave. I took my gun out of my shoulder holster and put my bullets in while I drove. It wasn’t far bu My Porno The porno of Andy DuShane's life will be called ... "Marquis De Sade - 90s Style" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Lee Roy Mercer -hot Sauce- "It Ain't Nothin' For My -Hot Sauce- To Whoop A Man's Ass!"Order Now & Get (2) -11oz Bottles- (For Only$8.98).A Few Early Birds Might Even Find Themselves An Autographed Bottle Or Two For Keepsakes.Don't Be Caught Without It This Holiday Season Or Your Ass Could Get Whooped!To Place An Order Click here!.You can also place an order by phone by calling toll FREE [877-687-4277].[9am - 12am Monday Thru Thursdays, 9am - 8pm Fridays EST].
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Anti-military Comments By Senator John Kerry
Okay I expected low down dirty shots from government officals before but this is by far the worst i have ever heard in my almost 22 years on this earth and by all people made by someone who served . Senator John Kerry Said and i quote "We are here to talk about education but i want to say something first. If you make the most of it you study hard do your homework and you make an effort to be smart you can do well if you don't you get stuck in Iraq" What the fuck is that who the fuck made Kerry fucking god. So everyone who is serving in Iraq is stupid? is that what the hell he is trying to say? I am so freaking angry , I expect bullshit like that out there from other people from people who don't understand the point in serving but to stab at troops serving their country calling them basically stupid. I'm sorry bot Senator you are Dead Wrong in you're statement. Some of the brightest and most educated people i have known have served in the military So to say that stabs at e
Hello All
wont be moving til thursday now woo hoo . i will be on til wesd. night now
Go Chiefs!
WELL IT'S FOOTBALL TIME! GO CHIEFS! POOR MIAMI! LOL! OH AND IT'S NASCAR TIME! GO #48!
Go With The Flow
Is that better? LOL....... Walk your own path and let others do the same "You will sometimes meet someone you believe is a soul mate; you feel the connection on many levels, perhaps instantly. And as you get to know each other more, you begin to feel the connection deepen and you feel that you must have an arrangement with this person that predated this lifetime. Do not assume, however, that this soul connection necessarily means that you are meant to be happily together for this lifetime. It may be that you are meant to be friends and allies, helping each other out. It may be that you are going to help each other in ways that even involve conflict and separation, but with an end result that is beneficial to you. It may be that you are going to learn some lesson from each other and then go your separate ways. What you need to do with all relationships, including those that have that instant and deep connection, is let be. You need to allow all of life, including close r
Its Broken
My Cherry tap name keeps changing without me. How can i stop it?
A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, so
Real Photos
know how you can easily check and see if someones pics are really them? real people have high res pics. not these little pics that are so small you can barely see them. small pics are generally stolen from site that restricts size of the pics. other then that, there is always the salute pics....:)
Me
I'm a complicated girl with simple dreams Wandering through a world I didn't choose I keep smiling hoping no one sees my tears If I've lost myself, there was nothing to lose So don't worry about me, I don't bother to I'm more worried about anyone but me I'm might be fading fast in this place But this slow fading is setting me free One day I'll escape and start a new life Somewhere near or far from here Somewhere I choose to settle down And finally be myself without fear The smiles on my face will be more them a mask To hide away all the tears I cry My heart will finally feel full again And the tears will all run dry
Chapter 3
Chapter 3 I want to force you to your knees so I can hold your head and thrust my hardness into your mouth. Has there ever been another woman who enjoyed sucking cock more than you, my little cocksucker? Is there anything to compare with the excitement you generate in me when you give yourself over to the heat and hardness of a thick shaft between your lips? The sighs and moans. The grinding of your ass as you attempt to quell the heat between your thighs. The wet softness of your lips and tongue around my prick. Lick my balls, bitch, and suck my nut. You know you love it, you hungry slut. That's it. Now nibble my head with your lips. Ah yes - now take it in your mouth - all of it. I want to feel you all around me. I want to feel my head in your throat. Now swallow so your muscles milk my cock. That's it, cunt. Drive me wild with your mouth. Bring it up. Take me to the point of no return. Yes. Now. I’m gonna make you gag on my cock. NOW get down on all fours. I'm going to sti
Oh Hell... [[w/ A Few Pictures]]
uh oh. Hell has officially frozen over. I wish I could talk about it more buuuuttt...I'm afraid somebody might read this and know what the hell I'm talking about...anyways, I was bored earlier and I decided to be a camera whore so I took some pix... here's what happend: smiling?! I'm smiling?! OMG, I'm happy? What is the world coming to? Ahh, The simple pleasures of being a girl. It's time to regain my composure. Expect the worst...that way you'll never be dissapointed. I'm outta here. EDIT: How I long for these days...back when nothing was wrong. I miss him.
To The Keepers
TO A KEEPER!!! One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away . . never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . .. and care for it and fix it when it's broken . . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us
Come Vote For Me :)
So I entered another contest...I know, goodie for me...lol. My hubby thought I should enter...he said I look HOT for a woman whose had 2 kids :) I hope all my friends think so too and come vote for me :) You can click on the pic above or below and it will take you right to the page...please rate the pic and you can comment as many times as you want...so please go vote and rate and comment bomb the hell out of me :) Thanks!!!
Hope
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest friend You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I don't cry a single tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime I see you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I first saw you Now I have found what I was looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you a
Newbie
I am new to this sight and it seems pretty cool,if anybody wants to know anything or make any comments,i would love to hear them.
SGT Daddy My Daddy is a Sergeant a U.S. Army soldier his job is to make men of privates a shaper and a molder My SGT Daddy is the backbone to this "Army Of One" he carries his head held high for all the hard work he has done. Sometimes my SGT Daddy comes home so tired and it seems he's had all he can take but then he smiles at me and scoops me up a bond even the Army cannot break. His missions are hard, days are long and the pay is not that great but both his Grandpas were military men and so it became his fate. When I look up at my SGT Daddy I see loyalty, honor and pride it is also reflected in our home as Mommy and me stand by his side. Someday he'll see the example he set when I grow to be his size such as learning how to adapt to change when a PCS uprooted us from our lives. Right now I pretend to be like him wearing his dog tags and beret the time will come when I am older I'll pretend no more and fill his boots one day.
This Is Me..take It Or Leave It
So I have recently discovered a few things about myself that I hadn't realized before. For giggles though, here are some things about me that you may or may not already know, depending on how good of friends we are. I've always been seen as the "good" girl. I always try my best and work hard. I want great things in life and I know that I may have to go to great lengths to get these things. I try to see the good in people even when others do not. I may act dumb sometimes, but I get it honestly ( When does the ATM close?). I know there are people who don't like me or think I am conceited, but they don't even know me. I have learned to deal with this bc it really isn't my problem. Some people say I'm stuck up bc I don't go out of my way to talk to them, well hey that's not really my fault either. I like to drive in my car sometimes with my music just a little too loud (Paul.."Tarah you don't have subs in here.") I'm a Republican and its not only because my parents are. I love to watch Fri
Folsom, Day 4
So, I've never been more relax. And I so don't wanna go back to work. Blah! But as of the 13th I have to go back to being a responsable adult. It's times like this that I miss being a child. But truthfully, despite everything, I'm feeling really happy still, although a little cold, so I'm going to go and turn the heat up. And maybe have my first cigarette in like 5 days, cuz I'm really wanting a cigarette (stupid adictive substances!) I love you all!
Foul Eden
set me free - how long can a soul hold on? whats it take, i feel strong but i break so easy let me go - i know i got so much to give but they suck every gift they endlessly bleed me and i - i dont think that sorry is enough i - i cant take this much thoughtlessness and ignorance thoughtlessness and ignorance it was people like you people like you that killed christ in the valley of killers and stars where the demons play the part of the saints and the ones that will save us from all the demons they made in our hearts this foul eden foul eden we find ourselves in some catastrophic antithesis of everything we were envisioning the money is spent the fruit has been eaten the leftover core is this foul eden set me free - i know i could have been so much more but life treats you like a whore you swallow the dirt til nothing quenches the thirst anymore well what the hell did you expect me to shut up i guess well save your breath that hasnt
Too Busy ...
Hi all, i love you and i send you a galaxy of Kisses. At this moment, i'm too busy at work !!! See you soon nd nice day, night and love.
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Need Help
I need someone who is good with graphics to make me a few images for my dj promotions if you can do that for me I would kick a free cd to you or give you mad props on air. Please send me a messege on here or on yahoo dj_brianb_phr if you can help thank you
I was in the lead but they're catching up and im gonna lose it within 10 mins.. PLEASE help bomb my pic... thank you so much if you can
One
One As the soot and dirt and ash rained down, We became one color. As we carried each other down the stairs of the burning building We became one class. As we lit candles of waiting and hope We became one generation. As the firefighters and police officers fought their way into the inferno We became one gender. As we fell to our knees in prayer for strength, We became one faith. As we whispered or shouted words of encouragement, We spoke one language. As we gave our blood in lines a mile long, We became one body. As we mourned together the great loss We became one family. As we cried tears of grief and loss We became one soul. As we retell with pride of the sacrifice of heroes We become one people. We are One color One class One generation One gender One faith One language One body One family One soul One people We are The Power of One. We are United. We are America. i found this on a friends blog and had to take it for other great blogs like t
Feeling Sick.......
I've been sitting here today trying to problem solve my life still and to no avail. Seems no matter what i do i keep running into brick walls and there is no one who can or will give me the answers i need to make things work. This blog is a warning to all women and men to check out their surgeons before you let them touch you. Ive been through hell the past 6 mos and god knows how much longer. First, out of sick time...now out of a job, then the car dies, next will be electric off, cable, then eviction. All because a surgeon would not listen to me post op that something hurt. And 3 mos later it was an even bigger problem requiring yet another surgery. Now i find out he has been sued before. But my lawyers are not forthcoming with any money to help me either. The processes take time. We are all one step away from disaster. Please, please if someone tells you you need to have surgery get a 2nd opinion, if you hurt and they wont listen, make them listen. Dont end up in this
Key West Pleasure
The place, an open air hut in Key West, it's all about the thought of sex in a beautiful place and the chemistry we share.. All of which I happen to excel at Dede. She's watching us Sexy. .As were kissing, my hands are rubbing the small of your back and you feel it all the way to your inner thighs, the tingling that is. As I lay your naked body on the bed, nibbling on your shoulders and neck I break out the oil and start to massage and kiss you. You look up to through the porch and your eyes meet, you lay your head back down. My hands running from your shoulders to your calves, running down the inside of your legs, over your shaved pussy and ass and I smack your ass just a bit while my left hand and mouth play with your upper body. As your ass rises to meet my hands I insert my thumb on my right hand into your wet pussy and rub you with my other fingers on the oily outside of your hood...all the while rubbing you with my left hand and running my tongue all over your body w
please come by and vote for my daughter Gina she's in a contest and needs some help! thanks maria click on her pic to vote and comment bomb her!
What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Saturn Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?
Lot Of Shafters Out There
I've decided there are way too many of you douche bags out there. I have no interest in explaining myself right now, but DAMN, ya'll are stupid mother fuckers! Props for being able to lie right out your ass to yourself. I'm sorry for the loss you will all go through when you screw over the wrong girl (or guy, if your a girl)....For God's sake it's way to wicked fricken hard to find a decent, honest human being in this world! For all of you with dirty laundry...I hope when you find someone special, you don't screw it up. P.S. ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER! For the time being, I'm really glad I got all my walls up. For everyone who is not on my shit list right now...put your damn walls up. Apparently you can't trust anyone!! 12:06 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos
Wow What A Holiday
Man i gotta say this had been a crazy christmas and the whole holiday thing. It started out by me and my girl takin a break. We have been goin out for almost 4 years but i guess things havent been goin all so good we split apart it sucks. I miss her to death. She is my life. We agreed on some things im not gonna get into them but i hope it works out. I dunno when i left to move back I thought id never see her again for a long time. But there is hope i think. I think we just need a break. Got laid off from a job and shit and we was by each other everyday i guess it just got to each other. I dunno if this girl knows it but i want to marry her. Its been in my head for along time i just dont know when to bust the question. I dont want to be rejected. She loves me lots i know she does she always tells me. We just need to get our lives on track. All that i can ask for in the year 2007 is for me and my baby gaby to be happy and live happily ever after. I cant see bein with anyboy else but her
Feast Of The Epiphany
OK Folks.... don't get over the Christmas Rush too fast... For those of you who are coming down with Post-Christmas depression.. take Heart.. The Feast of the Epiphany.. marking the coming of the wise men to the Christ child.. isn't until January 6th.. Ummm... that happens to be the 12th day of Christmas folks..
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Storm
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!!!
I'm In The Platinum Cherry Giveaway
There is no hurry so please stop by and leave as many comments as you like ANYTIME you like...I would really appreciate it.
+bongzilla, Whyyyyy???+
I can't find a video of theirs on YouTube. Some one, tell me : Has the 'Zilla even MADE a music video at all? Damn, I don't even know how long they've been a band. I would sell my soul for ANY bleeping music vid of Bongzilla's. Satan! Where are you? ::knocking on floor::
Oh No!
I should be ashamed of myself,or should I? I signed a pic with my number, lol, but damn she was cute!
Dear John Letter
A soldier, injured and hospitalized in Iraq recently received a "Dear John" letter from his girlfriend back home. It read as follows: Dear Ricky, I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice since you have been gone, and it isn't fair to either of us. I'm sorry! Please return the picture that I sent you! Love, Becky The soldier, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow soldiers for any snapshots they could spare of their girlfriends, sisters, ex-girlfriends, aunts, cousins etc.In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all of the other pictures of the pretty girls he had collected from his buddies.There were 57 in that envelope along with this note: Dear Becky, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the fuck you are. Please take your picture from the pile and send the rest back to me.
Vivaci'te
IN THE EYE OF THE HURRICANE SURROUNDED BY EXTREME PAIN AND YET~~ MUCH PEACE AN EXEMPLAR OF THE PARADOX BUT ~ IS THE PAIN ~~~~POWER? AND ~ THE PEACE ~~~~ENERGY? OR ~ THE PARADOX ~~~ CREATIVITY? IS IT DEATH? OR LIFE? SHOULD WE CELEBRATE? OR MOURN? A BIRTH IS IN THE QUESTIONS EMBRACE THE MOMENT IT IS NOT TO BE STUDIED NOR UNDERSTOOD IT IS TO BE ENVELOP ~ NOT HAPPY, NOT SAD IT IS THE CENTER~WHERE THERE IS HOPE CELTIC CHARMS (IMPITIS CONFRACTUS)
What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "Nice doggy." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?
The Liger
This is a small article about a Liger in a Wildlife institute in Florida. On a typical day he will devour 200 LBS of meat, usually beef or chicken, and is capable of eating 100 LBS at a single setting. At just three years old, Hercules already weighs half a ton. He is the unintentional result of two enormous big cats living close together at the Institute of Greatly Endangered and Rare Species, in Miami, Florida, and already dwarfs both his parents. "Ligers are not something we planned on having," said institute owner Dr Bhagavan Antle.. "We have lions and tigers living together in large enclosures and at first we had no idea how well one of the lion boys was getting along with a tiger girl, then lo and behold we had a Liger." These two cats don't normally have the opportunity to breed in the wild, as most lions live in Africa and most tigers in Asia. He is a 50mph runner... Not only that, but he likes to swim, a feat unheard of among water-fearing lions. In the
I Don't Care!!!!
Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle Eaststart caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia I'll care when Abu Musab al-Zarqawi tells the world he is sorry for hacking off Nick Be
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Thanks to everyone for the warm reception. Im new here but It looks cool so Im gonna give it a try and see whats up with it. Hope to hear from everyone about how to do stuff on here cuz I have no Idea.
* GIRLS TREE* -----------------Girls------------------ -----------are like apples------------- --------on trees.The best ones------- ------are at the top of the tree.----- ----The boys dont want to reach---- ---for the good ones because they --- -are afraid of falling + geting hurt So, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.So apples at the top think -somethin is rong with them,when in --reality, they're amazing. They just ---have to wait for the right boy to--- ----- come along, the one who's------ ----------- brave enough to---------- -----------------climb all---------- ----------------- the way-------- -----------------to the top-------- ^^^^^^^^of the tree.^^^^^
Oh Shit, Frezzno!
I'm shaking...I'mfvcking shaking with the excitement of it all.
Not Enough
His strength is never enough just passing smile through my window a casual word I hear over and over reminds me and makes me laugh inside. But to him my love is never enugh not needed, not wanted he causes my cries then wants to know how he can quiet them. A shot of ignorance poured into a wine glass his faith is never enough a fleeting feeling of security a warm embrace that fades into the days that pass. Like a feeling I cannot keep so sincere to hear but so painful to feel second best, someone stealing my spot my treasure, but who can own love. My smiles are never enough when half of the time they are lies just a show I perform for others who never seem to see past my costume. Sometimes it really doesn't matter but sometimes it leaves me empty they are not enough just a chilling phrase meant to be warm. A love that's only there sometimes or not at all, what is enough are you enough, am I trusting you too much because I need to trust so badly.
Heres Another
Why am I always confuzed, Why am I never satisfied..even when when things go my way? I fight for things that mean a lot to me... But when I finally get what I want....there is some kind of emptiness... I can't explain it.... Maybe it is because I have been let down so much in the past.... That I am used to it... I hope that this phase ends... So that I don't lose what is most important... Tanya Lanea Carson
Fortune 1
You will be traveling and coming into a fortune.
Losing.
I am losing all my friends.. I ahve 3000 friends here.. that never even talk to me.. :(.. I just had to say good bye to ones at a gaming site I go to.. they dont want me around anymore.. I feel so alone with not.. I close my eyes.. and all i can see are the lists of names I had to get ride of. What the hell is wrong with me.. why doesn't anyone want to talk? Am I a monster? Am I that ugly? I am alone in the darkness.. No matter how loud I scream.. there is no one there to hear me... Losing!
Kinky
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage100%Whips83%Blind Folds50%Blood42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Catching Up
ON WED ON WENT TO THE HOSPITAL AND SEEN MICHAELS MOM SHE SHOULD BE CUMMING HOME 2DAY SHE LOOKED FOR HER POSTION-SHE STILL HAD A SMILE ON HER FACE-THURSDAY I WENT 2 A DIINER THE QTC WAS PUTTING ON-ITS WAS FUN-IT WAS HELD AT THE HUNGRY HUNTERS IN MODESTO AND FOOD WAS GOOD-I DID GET LOST FINDING IT-THEN I WENT TO WORK AFTER-IT WAS NOT HARD JUST WAS EXTRA HELP LOL-CAME HOME AND SUM GUY WAS WALKING IN DRIVE WAY LOOKING AT ME AN I WAITED A FEW MIN THEN I GOT OUT AND AS I WAS WALKING 2 THE HOUSE I HERD A HISSING NOISE AND A TIRED HAD BEEN SLASH AND AIR WAS CUMMING OUT-WAS GOOD SIZE HOLE-I CALLED SECURITY AND HE WAS NOT EVEN ON SITE-THE DISPATCHER HAD TO GET SUMONE ELSE FROM ANOTHER SITE-SHE CAME OUT AND SHOWED HER-YAKED 4 A FEW-THE DAVE WAS UP HE MADE MAC N CHEESE-THEN WE WENT 2BED-I DONT REMEMBER FALLING ASLEEP-BUT WAS UP WHEN KIDS LEFT 4 SCHOOL-DIDNT EVEN OPEN MY SIM CITY 2DAY-PLAYED POGO AND CHATTED WITH JESSI AND JEFF ON MYSPACE-AND I HAVE 2 GO NAP-BOSS IS INSPECTING ME 2DAY NOOOOOO.....
Jan 25
today has went really well so far. I came home from having a decent work day... although it could have been better. My arm was about to fall off after knocking free 20 plus tools 4 or 5 times over during the night but hey thats work .. :) Chris and I talked and are still talking about all different kinds of things. Tonight is the hinder concert hopefully it will be good. TO the SPECIAL FRIEND that isnt talking to me now for SOMETHING I DIDNT DO... I STILL LOVE YOU!
Poem
When I need someone to talk to, or just to joke with, I'm glad to have a friend like you. When I need someone to tell my problems to, or a shoulder to lean on, I'm glad to have a friend like you. When I need a ride, or some brightening up, I'm glad to have a friend like you. Even though I may not always show it, or even say it, I'm glad to have a friend like you.
Sign My Guestbook
pllllease *sticks lower lip out and gives puppy dog eyes* In other news..we had the guy who works on the boiler come out last night Turns out there is a crack in it and it's in danger of exploding We're running it at our own risk The Landlord is *going to get back to us* you've got to be fucking kidding me.
The Dentist
A guy and a girl meet at a bar. They get along so well that they decide to go to the girl's place. A few drinks later, the guy takes off his shirt and then washes his hands. He then takes off his trousers and washes his hands again. The girl has been watching him and says, "You must be a dentist." The guy, surprised, says, "Yes.... How did you figure that out?" "Easy," she replied, "you keep washing your hands." One thing leads to another and they make love. After they are done, the girl says, "You must be a good dentist." The guy, now with a boosted ego, says, "Sure, I'm a good dentist, how did you figure that out?" "Didn't feel a thing!"
Here I Go Again..........
Well 'm Going Over To A Friends To Transfer All My Stuff From My Old Machine To My Newer One. The Guy Doing It Has Been A Friend For Years And Years And I Can Run To Him ANYTIME I Need Any Computer Help. He's Also Going To Take Some New Pics Of Me And Set Me Up With A Few Other Things. I May Even Wind Up With A Webcam When This Is All Through. But Even More Than Helping With My Computer He Is Planning On Trying To Help Me With Myself. I'm Feeling Really Lonley Right Now And Just Need That Snuggle Factor. I Already Have A Bottle Of Champagne Ready To Go And He Has The Candle Light And Wine Glasses. What More Could You Ask For In A Friend? Well Wish Me Luck In Case I'm Not Here For A Few Days Since I'm Getting Ready To Head To His Place. I Guess This Is One Of Those Times I Just Need To Spread My Wings............................................
"planet Cherry"last Chance To Hear...trance Set...on Me Page...
View My Page...Fan Me...I'M PRESENTLY RECORDING A NEW SET OF TRANCE TRACKS...ATM...THAT I WILL PUBLISH SHORTLY OF ON ME PAGE.I HOPE YOU TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LISTEN ONE MORE TIME TO THE CURRENT SET OF TRANCE.I HAVE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED YOUR EMAILS AND COMMENTS.REQUESTS ARE WELCOME AND MOUNTING QUICKLY,SO IF THERE'S SOMETHING YOU WANNA HEAR,SEND OFF A EMAIL TO ME.I MUST SAY THAT YOU HAVE MADE ME FIRST WEEK OUT HERE @Cherrytap ONE BIG "CHERRY BLAST".I CERTAINLY LOOK FORWARD TO MY CONTINUING RELATIONSHIPS WITH ME FANS AND FRIENDS IN THE FUTURE.I ALSO WANNA THANK THE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN OF "PLANET CHERRY" FOR THERE THOUGHTFULNESS!FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO BRING OUT THE DEVILISH CHARM IN ME...I SEND MUCH LOVE...IF YOU COULD REPOST THIS BULLETIN IN YOUR PERSONAL CHERRY WORLD IT WOULD BE APPRECIATED...I WOULD LOVE TO EXTEND ME PLANET CHERRY NETWORK HERE AMONG THE CHERRY MASSES.THANX AGAIN.-Master Trance
Valentines
Night closes in on this eve of despair Hauntingly familiar this chill in the air Crushing blow of another harsh day Fates cruel hand has swept it away Dreams and nightmares have merged into one Scars remain from the love that is gone Weaker and weaker with every drawn breath Wanting, embracing, caressing sweet death
Scars
The pain turns to pleasure And fills that empty void The scars remind me of who I am Cleansing the anguish A bloodletting of sorts The scars lend thoughts of better days Tattered veins they flow A river of hatred and pain The scars bring change Evils of the flesh Released through the wounds The scars offer relief Bittersweet the feeling A momentary sense of solace The scars are a reflection of myself
My Cherry Tap Family
Ok tell me which you think you should be and if I think it's right I will add you on there, :) My Pirate ally = My hubby = My girlfriend = My guardian angel = My mummy = My daddy = My big brother = My little brother = My big sister = My little sister = My sister and a half = My daughter = My son = My Valentine = My whore = My sexy best bud = My other best friend = My bit on the side = My niece = My nephew = My hug buddy = My slave = My shopoholic friend = My crazy Siamese twin = My SEXY Chatterbox = My hot admirer = My lesbian lover = My fuck buddy = My truly honest person = My gay friend = My special one = The excentric alcoholic = The person That Makes Me smile = My horny friend = My crazy buddy = My Cherrytap bud = My next door neighbour = My lover = My inspiration = My God = My stalker = My bitch = My Fairy God mother = My Sexphace sex slave = My mad fwendie = My other half = My owner = My dirty little secret = M
Why Does It Have To Go Like This????
First – Wow…she/he is beautiful. I wonder if they will even notice me. I am going to leave a comment, maybe even a little email message Second – Wow….they wrote me bake…..K, I’m going to read and answer the other emails first (saving the best, and currently most important for last), because, if it’s a positive response, I don’t want to be distracted in my reply. Third – Damn, was I to forward, did I say anything to give them the wrong idea, or show too much of my feelings. Fourth – They want to meet…..wow…ok, how do I do this without sounding too anxious of scare them off by sounding needy or desperate. ….or, alternatively, and very common… How do I ditch the bf / gf long enough to meet this person and see if they are all I think they are! Fifth – “Sorry I couldn’t make it…lets do it another time” (I couldn’t get away, I was scared, Something really did come up) - ON THE OTHER END – Sure honey I understand (“no I don’t, must have a bf / gf and couldn’t get away, or
Dearest Friends
Dearet Friends, I wont be on much for awhile atleast. I need sometime to think. I have met some wonderful people on here. I need some time to find my self. My feelings toward my self are not exactly something to be proud of. I feel like i am worthless...fat...ugly...all around not worth while. I need to heal my self to be stronger. For those of you who have my messengers i may be on sometime i might not. For those who have my number call me. Talk to me I need you guys right now. I say good bye now I will come back in time but for now i will only be on to check my cherry tap mail and thats it. ~Samantha~
Poetry
Changes Life is so full of changes. Seems everyday it rearranges. One day ends. Then another begins. All these days. So many ways. I'm so lost and confused. Seems everyday I am abused. I'm not sure where I am. I do feel my life is in a jam. I'm told everyday what to do. Reminded everyday of what is due. The changes are deceptions. I'm told the are just my misconceptions. Always told how to act. Then condemed when I react. In this world we're set up to fail. Told from day one we will not prevail So how do I break the cycle of change. I don't, we dont it's out of range. we can only change with life. thats what eases are strife. change can be good. If change is understood. By, Aaron Lewis
Impasse
Due to some recent revelations regarding the two newspapers I worked for since arriving in Western Canada, I'm approaching a three-way impasse here...if I get accepted to college, should I go? Should I stay with the Wal-Mart company for the long-term? Or should I make a third attempt at journalism? Time and opportunities will tell.
A Poem For Shelly
as walk along the sands on the beachside shore i think why theirs only on set of footprints in the sands which are only mines as the waves washes away the few i started i make new ones as i walk further lookin up to the moonlight shinning so bright and i wonder why im so happy i know the reason why ..i carry u on my back when the times got ruff and you need comfort i was their to pick you up and carry you along the way as you wrap you arms around me and rest you head on my shoulder that moment i know ive found love
Unfortunate
Alas, my blindfold has been removed just so i can see it soaked with tears and blood to see my heart lying bear and open for all to see mangled and crushed why does nobody help me up after i've collapsed as i strugle to stand up why does nobody help me as i put myself through more pain and torment over and over again memorys of looking down the barrel of a gun violently come into focus i look back at all the happy times we had together and my eyes begin to burn i'm standing infront of you screaming at the top of my lungs screaming, i love you but you dont even look up tell me the news that i heard isnt true and dont lie i dont know how much more strain this already failing heart can handle before it fails and i turn my back on you and walk away and let my love die with you as i hand you the shards of my broken heart it was more yours than mine anyways
Chat And Update On Poll
Below is a chat converatsion I had with an internet friend today. We've been chatting for about a year now. So she knows my obsession with my penis size. We've dicussed it many times before. So yeah she knows. Not that's the only thing we chat about, but anyway. So I asked if she voted in my poll, http://www.cpoll.com/poll?id=2669707 or here. In it I ask women to compare my penis size - 5.75" long, 4.5" around, and 1.5" wide - to others they've personally experienced. It's not intended to be what women think of my size, or for them to tell me white lies. I need honesty. Using my friend as an example. The average she's experienced has been 7.38 inches, 1.63 inches bigger than me, yet she voted me average. So far I'm suspect, because I doubt she's the only one. I don't necessarily want to be smaller. It's not my want to be humiliated. Yes I kinda enjoy it at times. I simply want the truth in this poll, and yes, I can handle it. lol Please see chat and the results below. sm

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