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Is Anyone Else Here?
I'm tired of being bi-polar. I can't figure it out. They either tell me that it's nothing to worry about, or over-medicate instead of trying to hep. I've been in a damned depression now for over a month. I still take my meds, but It won't freaking go away. I talked to my psych doctor about it, and she's just "Oh well, just keep taking your meds" Does anyone else in here have this problem? It sucks.

So What About It?
WOOOTT!! GUESS WHAT?? I have once again made a new video. and yes this video is also for sale. The highest bidder will receive this video for his/her own private collection! (to think in bids of blasts,vips,Happy Hours or fu-bucks) i have a few hints posted on my "new nsfw pics 2" album . in this video i go further and it's very upclose. tho due to the containce i can't upload a short preview so you'll have to see the pics to get an idea. please don't place bids in this blog for others will be able to see what you're offering. send me a private message with your offer please. i'll try to respond back about your offer. NOT ON THE SHOUTBOX PLEASE! F******HOT Marina *¢¾Fu-Wifey to Nancy¢¾* Club F.A.R member@ fubar also dont get me the offer right away but wait till i have contacted you!!! NOTE!!!! THERE CAN BE MORE THEN JUST 1 BIDDER!!! Also if i agree with your bid i'll send the video after i received it(am sorry but have been led on many times before)

Joke
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" The Interior Designer - who tells her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

Missing
Do you MISS the magic? Do you MISS the anticipation? Do you MISS when things were fresh and new? Do you MISS hearing my voice? Do you MISS closing your eyes, longing for my touch, my kiss, my soft whispers of "I Love You"? Do you MISS the passion? Do you MISS getting excited over the smallest thing like my phone calls or texts? Do you MISS being truly in love without question? Do you MISS my heart? Do you MISS "us" how we're supposed to be? Do you MISS me?

Good Morning
Good morning To my Friends Each day seems too short for All of the things I want to do And all the friends I want to See and spend some time with So before this day starts I wanted to take the time to say Good morning !& I am thinking of you today. I pray that God will keep you in His care, shower you with blessings and envelope you in His love. Have a Fantastic Day! Yee i know it night time in some parts of the world LOL

Standings 12/02
Contest standings as of 12/02 2:00 am EST 1st place: Punkin with 38 rates 2nd: Naughty Gurl with 26 rates 3rd: Saucey with 22 rates 4th: Dixiegurl23 with 18 rates 5th: Black Widow with 17 rates 6th: Shy Girl and Meow tied with 15 rates each 7th: Shaz with 11 rates 8th: Fast Horses with 10 rates 9th: Naughty Girl Hollie and Reeka tied with 9 rates each 10th: Durty Girl with 8 rates That's the top 10. There are more sexy ladies in this contest. now that everyone knows the standings, get of your butts and rate these ladies.

This Week.
Hey everyone, I am sry that I disappeared for a little bit. I Finally got my promotion so I have been in training all week and some of last week too. But I think I am back for the most part until next week for more training! So I still need luv and if I get enough I will post some more naughty pics next week sometime!

The One Who Knows Me
That Special Someone That Special Someone Is the person that can sweep me off my Feet not knowing that they have. That Special Someone Would know everything that there is To know about me That Special Someone Would know my favorite places to be, My favorite colors, my favorite Style of clothing, my favorite things To do when we are together and The things that turns me on When we are together That Special Someone Has the ability to make me laugh at the drop of a hat Who continues the laughter throughout our Years together no matter what we have gone Through together That Special Someone Would know when I was down Just by looking into my eyes The tone of my voice No matter what time of day or night That Special Someone Would know exactly what makes me smile What makes me happy, and What makes me cry and Know exactly how to mange each one That Special Someone Would be My Heart, My Soul, My Life No matter what trials and tribulations

Journey
As blind as justice in a world of black and white washed truth. Shades of gray overcast right from wrong, wrong from right; the difference between day and night. Sifting through moral and ethical standards for the precise fit, in faith that hope still is rewarded. So please won’t someone speak to me, The Prayer of Dawn. Old story told again; boy meets girl. sweet nothings whispered as tender flesh joins. Passion’s fire bridges the gap between loins, and somewhere betwixt sultry looks, flirtatious giggles, and teasing caresses, two hearts open; another love’s born. Time passes as is its wont. Passion’s fire still burns in an exchange of glances, so on bended knee, he asks for her eternity. Please, I adjure her, sing to me the Twilight Serenade. Peaceful reflection on times gone by, before time bent what was straight into creaking old bones and rained snow down on once raven locks. In memories a bit more fuzzy than before; ever

Ben Stein
A lot of truth in this The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around

Want A Blast
I’ve got a couple of amazing reasons to celebrate! While others have been out making drama I’ve been busy making money!! I wanna give some to you!! OK, not my REAL money – but Fu-bucks AND blasts. So help me celebrate my recent great news! I’m feeling so lucky I’m hosting back to back Happy Hours on Thursday 12/13 At 7 PM and 8 PM Fubar (PST) time (that’s 10 and 11 EST). During those TWO HOURS ONLY I’m offering the usual deal AND ~~ A Special Free Blast Twist ~~ • So pick any contestant in my “Give-Away” folder. I want you to hit me and peach..come on..we need some love and you need fu $$$..and even a blast..hit the pic and love us and win something • Give him/her 100 comments. • I give YOU 10,000 Fu-Bucks. That’s right -- $100 Fu-bucks PER comment! ~~~ Here’s the Free Blast Special Twist ~~~ There will be 6 give-away pics designated as “Lucky Contestants”. Give one of THEM 100 comments and I’ll also give YOU a 1-Day Blast!

Benjamin Frankel And Typesetting
(No, not Benjamin Franklin, though the reader would not be the first person to confuse them.) See this earlier blog for a few details on my long-term project. Writing this blog to note that I've been starting up again, after another too-long gap, for a bit - though not with a movement of Frankel's 6th symphony of 1969 but the finale of his 7th, of 1970, instead -- as my "typesetting raw material", since his stepson provided me with the scores of both, along with other works, when I visited him in London in 1999. (Much appreciated, that...) By the way, the 7th begins and ends with lines, written on the score but not meant to be spoken during performance, from Christopher Marlowe's play, Doctor Faustus: "That time may cease and midnight never come" (p.1 of the score) "The stars move still, time runs, the clock will strike" (p. 133 - last page - of the score, at the bottom right) By this time (1970) he knew he had angina pectoris (see http://benjaminfrankel.org/?page_id=1

Stay
STAY!!!! I pulled into the crowded parking lot at the Super Wal-Mart Shopping Center and rolled down the car windows to make sure my Labrador Retriever Pup had fresh air. She was stretched full-out on the back seat and I wanted to impress upon her that she must remain there! I walked to the curb backward, pointing my finger at the car and saying emphatically, "Now you stay. Do you hear me?" "Stay! Stay!" The driver of a nearby car, a pretty blonde young lady, gave me a strange look and said, "Why don't you just put it in park?"

Like Me
Why are some people invisible?, it came to my attention today that there are 2 types of people the visable peeps and the invisable peeps? i dont know why this is? but i am an invisible, im not sure if should be proud or what.its a lonely place to be and have to say wish it on no1, so come on what makes us invisible or visable???

Mistletoe
O! Mistletoe! Also known as the golden bough. Held sacred by both the Celtic Druids and the Norseman. Once called Allheal, used in folk medicine to cure many ills. North American Indians used it for toothache, measles and dog bites. Today the plant is still used medicinally, though only in skilled hands...it's a powerful plant. It was also the plant of peace in Scandinavian antiquity. If enemies met by chance beneath it in a forest, they laid down their arms and maintained a truce until the next day. Mistletoe was used by the Druid priesthood in a very special ceremony held around this time...five days after the New Moon following winter solstice, to be precise. The Druid priests would cut mistletoe from a holy oak tree with a golden sickle. The branches had to be caught before they touched the ground. Celts believed this parasitic plant held the soul of the host tree. The priest then divided the branches into many sprigs and distri

Names
I'm fat, I'm skinny, I'm short, and I'm tall. No matter how hard I try you'll never like me at all. You call me gross, nasty, and sick. There is no way you would ever label me as a chick. I don't care, that's alright. I'll forget about it all tonight. I remind my self why I like you again. All you show me is pain. I just want to be your friend. They are all bad the signals you send. You treat me like crap, dirt, and a dog. If it's not something sick than you call me a hog. I'm not pretty in your eyes. Instead I cover the feelings I just lie. I like you that's all I have to say. We'll realize how much we like each other another day. By...me Stacie Arnold

Hotties! All I Have To Say Is...
Is that now I KNOW...I am not the only one who has experienced the wrath of Hitler! I will not mention names, but it's nice to know that I am not the only one who has had to deal with that shit. I have no hard feelings against the majority of the hotties, however, when some of the hotties come to my page, rate me 1 and then block me, I know that a) they are afraid of not standing behind their "leader" and b) they have no minds of their own. I'm glad I'm not apart of that group anymore! No more drama. If you're causing it, stay the fuck off my page! Feel free to rate me a 1 and block me. I don't really give a shit. Post nasty comments in my comments section! I wont even delete them...

I Need To Vent
This blog is just to get all this shit off my chest! Why do people have to take other people's kids away? My oldest son got taken away from my husband and I by my Grandmother & we still don't really know why. She is being a such a bitch to us & I just wanna take our son & move to Georgia where my Dad, Mom & Sister are but I know I can't do that cuz she has permanent gardianship of my son at this point in time & that would be considered kidnapping. I just feel like nothing is going right & that we will never get our son back even tho people tell us that we will it just takes some time. I don't want it to take time I want my son NOW! Why can't I have him NOW?!? Tomorrow is Christmas Eve & we will only be able to get to see him for 1 HOUR that's it...I don't think that is right but I can't do nothing about it. I just want to tell her what I think of her but I know that I can't. My Mom, Sister, & Dad are my support system thru this whole ordeal besides my husband & they help alot by talkin

My Thoughts
This is just some of my current thoughts...if you don't really care about reading complete randomness then go somewhere else. If you don't like cuss words and think that things should be marked NSFW because of them this is for you," GO FUCK YOURSELF!" This is an adult website lets act like it your fucking pussies. If you don't like it go to myspace or somewhere else but here. Sorry to any woman I might have offended right then. My thoughts are random deal with it. Do I use proper punctuation most of the time no. I just keep one continuous paragraph with many thought in it. There might be spelling errors on this oh well, I don't spell words that well. Some might say why do you make this public and not private it is because I don't really care what others think about me because I speak what is on my mind. If you have ever talked to me on here you know that I don't sugar coat anything and that I hate that. I am so confused right now as far as what to do about everything that it going on

Neurologist Visit
I had my visit with the neurologist today. He looked over my MRI from last month and said with someone my age (31) he normally looks for things such as tumors, MS, brain bleeds which none showed up in the MRI. Then he done a lot of reflex tests and asked tons of questions about my headaches and past medical history. In all he spent a good 45 minutes with me which impressed me a lot. He increased my Topamax from 50mg at night to 75mg and also has ordered a MRI of my neck and spine because during one of the reflex tests I had a positive reaction as he called it, and he is attempting to rule out Multiple Sclerosis. Then I will go back and see him in three weeks. Just wanted to keep my friends here in Fu land updated. **muah**

Ashes
© By Judy A. Jones There is a long road ahead of me In this life, But still, I'm aware That the road behind me extends Far longer. There are times in our lives When we take stock of those things Which shaped us; Those things which we allowed To create us. I am such a crossroads. I don't like to admit it But I still feel so much discomfort In my Heart For things that seem to be so far behind me. I've grown weary of trying And still, I try. I've grown tired of the distance And still, I reach out my hand. I've grown fatigued at the cold And so, I put on my warmest sweater And I trudge forward through the deepest snows. Is it ego alone that brings me to this place? And what of the other things That life has offered up? Do I face the challenge undaunted? I think so. There is a great purpose In the knowing that I have found. Still, I am left with the ashes. Those scattered reminders Of the fire that once burnt so deeply I

1 True Light
You are the one true light in my life, Though I never tell you enough. You are always there for me, Even when times get tough. You are my sun, my moon, and my morning star, Shining down on me, To bring comfort from afar. When my day is gloomy, And I seek inner peace, I remember your smile And all my troubles cease. You are the love of my life, My heart and my soul. My beloved wife, To have and to hold. I could search the world over With all of my might, But find none that compare, To you, my one true light.

Actual Civil War History From A History Book From 1878
The Illustrated University History, 1878, p. 504, tells us that the southern states swarmed with British agents. These conspired with local politicians to work against the best interests of the United States. Their carefully sown and nurtured propaganda developed into open rebellion and resulted in the secession of South Carolina on December 29, 1860. Within weeks another six states joined the conspiracy against the Union, and broke away to form the Confederate States of America, with Jefferson Davis as President. The plotters raided armies, seized forts, arsenals, mints and other Union property. Even members of President Buchanan’s Cabinet conspired to destroy the Union by damaging the public credit and working to bankrupt the nation. Buchanan claimed to deplore secession but took no steps to check it, even when a U.S. ship was fired upon by South Carolina shore batteries. On a similar note here are some other points about the civil war: “Whenever any form of government b

Running Away
SEEMS LIKE THESE DAYS EVERYONE IS RUNNING FROM SOMETHING. RUNNING FROM RESPONSIBILITIES,COMMITMENT,REALITY(IN THIS CASE-ME FOR INSTANCE)AND EVEN THIS WEBSITE! I HAVE NOTICE ALOT OF VERY COOL PEOPLE ARE DELETING THEIR PROFILES OR JUST ARE NEVER ON ANYMORE. I AM UNFORTUNATELY ONE OF THESE PEOPLE... RUNNING FROM THE REALITY THAT THE GUY I DEEPLY CARE ABOUT EITHER A)DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY I DO OR B)JUST PLAIN SICK AND TIRED OF ME IDK... I'M REALLY TRYING NOT TO STRESS TOO MUCH OVER THIS...I WOULD MUCH RATHER KEEP RUNNING AND BELIEVE THAT MAYBE ITS NOT ME...MAYBE HE IS ALSO RUNNING. RUNNING FROM PAST DEMONS THAT I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND RIGHT NOW. IT WOULD MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST WOMAN ON EARTH TO BE ABLE TO STOP RUNNING...REST AND CATCH MY BREATH. MAYBE ONE DAY I CAN STOP RUNNING BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL KEEP TRYING TO WIN THIS RACE THAT I SO DID NOT SIGN UP FOR-UNTIL THEN I AM STILL RUNNING TO YOU PAPI

Never Ending Day....
Ever never ending..one of those days again. my neck has been hurtin making my head hurt. i lay down my shoulders hurt...see i keep tellin people im gettin old no one listens..lol then i have a good friend tell me hes comtemplating suicide and has been..but wants me to tell no one...um and im suppose to do what with this information???? then my neighbor is like being a pain. i asked for two eggs..i get the is he working u would have money and have eggs and blah blah blah speech..which im sorry but just cuz she had a drug dealin bf that pulled in bucks doesnt mean she can say anything to me. whenever she asked me for anything even when he was around i always gave it to her if i had it. i miss someone alot and no one but me and one other person knows it.they were a big part of my life and i hope that they will be again...its just hard when life makes us go thru things and changes and we have to move or get shoved along with it. had a phone call out of the blue from someone i hadnt tal

New Date Rape Drug
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called 'Beer.' The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large 'kegs'. Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that 'something bad' occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled o

Cold Hard Cash
Hello my precious ones, I'm trying to win my first ever contest here.I know we have all been thru the comment hum drums but i want to pay you for paying me a little attention. Here's the deal... I will give you $5000.00 in fu-buks for 100 comments then $1000.00 for each addirional 100 comments.I am honest to my word. So won't you be my huckleberry and help an old southern broad out?....lol Hugs and kisses, Heather Just click on my pic below and you will be magically transported thru the FUBAR time and space continuam and appear from no where on my contest page...lol (Hint:click the link)

9 Months Later
Jack decided to go skiing with his buddy, Bob. So they loaded up Jack's minivan and headed north. After driving for a few hours, they got caught in a terrible blizzard. So they pulled into a nearby farm and asked the attractive lady who answered the door if they could spend the night. "I realize it's terrible weather out there and I have this huge house all to myself, but I'm recently widowed," she explained. "I'm afraid the neighbors will talk if I let you stay in my house." "Don't worry," Jack said. "We'll be happy to sleep in the barn. And if the weather breaks, we'll be gone at first light." The lady agreed, and the two men found their way to the barn and settled in for the night. Come morning, the weather had cleared, and they got on their way They enjoyed a great weekend of skiing. But about nine months later, Jack got an unexpected letter from an attorney. It took him a few minutes to figure it out, but he finally determined that it was from the attorney of that attra

English
Not to be construed as merely taking shots at the Democrats!!! TAKE A FEW MOMENTS AND READ THIS LETTER. THESE ARE STRONG, POWERFUL AND COURAGEOUS WORDS COMING FROM A RETIRED COLONEL. AND READ WHAT LINCOLN HAD TO SAY AT THE END. WOW! 33 Senators Voted Against English as America 's Official Language on June 6, 2007. On Wed. 6 June 2007 23:35:23 - 0500 Colonel Harry Riley, USA, Ret. wrote: Senators: Your vote against an amendment to the immigration Bill 1348 ....to make English America's official language is astounding. On D-Day, no less, when we honor those that sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock, character and principles of America , I can only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens. I don't much care where you come from. What your religion is. Whether you're black, white, or some other color...male or female......Democrat, Republican or Independent....... But I do care when you are a United States Senator representing Citizen

Why
why is it i am an evil hateful person....i wish i knew...what i say and what i do...makes me angry at times that i lose control ...makes me feel like i have no soul...i know i have said it a million times before....to you it's just a bore...i wish i knew what to do....cause in reality i do care for you why am i the way i am...i have no clue and i am losing myself all the time forgive me please when you are ready

Making Friends
just wondering what it is im missing on making friends on here thats all im looking for but seems that i talk to ppl and have great conversations with pl and i ad them and then they never talk to me again how can i get around that delemna

Tag Ur It
Jables fault :p and then Mystefyi's Dx and then -=zMorbidChildz=- amber420 got me Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i somke herb 2. i used to smoke crack 3. i used to use meth 4. im so hooked on fubar but who isn't 5. i like to look at boobs 6. i to hav fun 7. i hate to wirte about myself 8. i luv to stumbleupon 9. i met a great girl here on fubar 10. im a TAURUS §ï€Õññã 'CARROT HEAD' April (Sweetness) Cuppycake Debilicious

Ten Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) When I was a little girl I had a stuff Miss Piggy. One day when I was sleep she came to life and bit me. True story. 2) I'm a chocoholic 3) I have a fear of spiders...(eeeeewwwww) 4) I've never dated someone younger than me until now... 5) I'm into earthly science 6) I have 3 boys and now I'm about to have a girl....(scary) 7) I'm addicted to sucking things. 8) I cry very easily...but I kick azz too 9) I have a fear of sharing dairy. 10) Deep down inside I carry a deep dark secret

"hey, Hunny..." And Other Signs I'm About To Be Asked To Unflag Something
One thing about turning Orange this past December is I've learned who my friends are. In the first 18 months that I've owned a fubar ID number, I barely had 80 friends, of which two spoke to me on a semi-regular basis. Once my name lit up like a citrus fruit, random people suddenly want to add me. And these are people who don't read profiles... or they'd see that in my About Me section, in bright red, lives a statement that reads, in part, "PLEASE, NO BLIND FRIEND REQUESTS." There are nearly 300 people on my list, most of whom wouldn't even pee on me if I was on fire... until they needed something fixed. I couldn't tell you how many times this conversation happened (and usually this will be after weeks of not hearing from this person): Her: Hi there, sweety/babie/sexi/hunny, do you have a moment? Me: How can I help you? Her: Well, see, sweetie, this horrible hater flagged my pic and I want to know if you could unflag it for me?*1 Me: OK, let's take a look. Time passes as I ch

Tag!you`re It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.the few friends and family i have we`re real close. 2.i love to fish 3. i Do collect comics 4.i love muscle cars 5.i love a good truck 6.I ENJOY SMOKING A GOOD JOINT 7.I enjoy good food 8.i love my COORS beer 9.my daughter is awesome 10.i Have an old soul FRIENDS I TAG U: JENNY REDMISSLE LILY BLONDE MOFIA WIZARD~REAL LIFE FIANCE OF MISSSBUTTERFLY~FUBAR HUBBY'

Death
I feel death hovering over me like a thousand knives slicing my bleeding heart death covers me like blood from a fresh cut death flows threw me like the blood flowing from a deep cut through my heart death feel cold like a heart that has been riped outdeath beats around my head like the last beats of a heart riped out and held in front of me death is sweet like fresh blood dripping from my blue lips death comes into me like a heart that beats again as it has been silent for a hunder years come to me sweet death and awake my sleeping heart and restore my timeless life once again I feel death in my blood stoping the flow to my heart and making my timeless life coming back death has awaked me and made me free once again I feel the warm touch of death flow threw my heart again as it awkes from a long timeless slumber as the blood flows from death into me once more I am awaked and free I am finaly free from my own prison

Are All Men The Same??
I don't know if I have bad luck or men are all the same. All I ever wanted was to find that man that would love me unconditionally, support my hopes and dreams, and treat me as a queen. And now I don't mean spending all kinds of money on me or anything like that, just show me that he cares. Leave little notes every once in awhile. Surprise me and take me somewhere, even if it is just for a drive or a walk. I feel that I can't even find men that share the same interests as I do, which is strange, because I am far from a girly girl. I want someone that I can high five after the Mets beat the Yankees. I want someone who will watch the Superbowl with me for the game and not the commercials. I want someone who will be proud that I am raising my children and still able to go to school and maintain a 4.0. I want someone I can be silly with and laugh for no reason. I wonder if I will ever know the answer to this question.

The Angry White Man!
This article was written by Gary Hubbell (Aspen Times Weekly). It's circulating around the net.........thought it would be a little controversial to post......but I figured.......why not. I agree with alot of it...........some of you won't........don't get mad. Just wanted to post it for those interested............ There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex With Women
1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like they're trying to deflate he

Sad Sad News
ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i am not jokin it is the truth. he had surgery yesterday and had a hard time in recovery but they still let him come home. and today he took his pain meds and layed down and never woke up. i tried to bring him back and so did the paramedics and the dr's at the hospital but it was to late he had been down for to long. i will be leavin his account open till the end of the month then i will delete it but i will still be here. goin to end this now thanks for readin this i guess i just don't know what to do right now. thanks berta lynn 13's wife

Computer Weirdness In Movies
- A hacker can get into the most sensitive computer in the world before intermission and guess the secret password in two tries. - Any PERMISSION DENIED has an OVERRIDE function. (See "Demolition Man" and countless others) - Complex calculations and loading of huge amounts of data will be accomplished in under three seconds. Movie modems transmit data at a speed of two gigabytes per second. - When the power plant/missile site/whatever overheats, all the control panels will explode, as will the entire building. - If you display a file on the screen and someone deletes the file, it also disappears from the screen. (e.g., "Clear and Present Danger") - If a disk has got encrypted files, you are automatically asked for a password when you try to access it. - No matter what kind of computer disk it is, it'll be readable by any system you put it into. All application software is usable by all computer platforms. - The more high-tech the equipment, the more buttons it has

My Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is The Bad Touch by the Bloodhound Gang "Sweat, baby, sweat, baby sex is a Texas drought Me and you do the kind of stuff that only Prince would sing about" When it comes to dancing, you let your freak flag fly! What Song Should You Strip To?

My Family!!!!! :d
I'd like to introduce you to my family! Each one is special to me in their own unique way! I love every single one of them and I'd like to thank them for being my family and friends. Please check them out and send them love. They are all wonderful!!! Make sure to Add/Fan/Rate all of them if you haven't already!! Tell them syn sent ya! :D ckymwn@ fubar ~♥ Miss Vee ♥~ Fu-Mistress to NYHA + ~*syn™*~ Owned by Cherry Eater@ fubar Ryawolf™ *Fu-Owned By Syn* (new music coming soon!!!)@ fubar ~(= Tre =)~@ fubar Fishinrod..Owned By Aussie Angel@ fubar

Kids
Ok I am trying to make up my mind to let my daughter move back in, I don't care for her boyfriend, I really don't like him but she is old enough to know what she is doing so I am trying to stay out of it right now.....had a great weekend got to see my grandbaby and went shopping...kids are doing good in school and looking forward to spring break (I'm not).....but any way can some help me make up my mind aboput letting my daughter move back in....

Loved And Lost...again!!!
I met someone recently! He has beautiful eyes, brown hair & is the most wondeful guy in the whole world. Our love ran deep into me. Consumed me! Swallowed me! All I thought about was the day when he would be mine & I could be his. You see, I have this childish dream that I will meet someone and fall head over hills for him & he would want nothing more in the world to be with me. I thought that I had finally found him. I hoped that it was him. I prayed to GOD that it was him. I still don't know if I got my answer. If the answer was no, this is not him, it would make sense right now because last night he broke up with me. He completely crushed me. I am so sick of this shit. I hate it when someone gets in so close and then they just tear my lil heart to pieces. I don't know if I can take it anymore. Everytime this happens, I lose even more trust in guys. I don't think I can honestly trust any man ever again. My gaurd will always be up. Waiting on them to leave me.

Am Just So Tired....
Am just so tired.... Tired of our government screwing us over more than they are helping us. Of the war and endless bickering of who do we side with. Of the soldiers losing their lives for something that in my mind could be solved easily and quickly. Of the hatred of the world against our country. But those same countries that detest us, want everything we have. Am just so tired.... Tired of all the hate in our own land. Of the horrors that are done to our children. Of everyone thinking their own view or agenda is more important than anyone else. Of the rape, murder, and abuse that is dealt to the weak. Am just so tired... Tired of all the lies that people tell me. Of the deceit and deception. Of the manipulation. Of the pain. Of the confusion. Am just so tired.... Tired of being weary. Of being mistrusting. Of being forced to hatefulness. Am just so tired... Tired of people trying to change me. Of trying to mold me into what is their opinion of a per

Inspirational Math
From a Mathematical Viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 1 9 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the love of God will take you L- O- V- E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

Courage
Courage is a strange beast. It is something we all have but sometimes do not relise we use. Most people think courage is when you put your life on the line. However they fail to relise while this is courage that there are other forms more profound because it lies within our own hearts and minds, and it is a courage only we would see. The courage i am talking of is hardest on individuals. The courage i talk about is the courage it takes for you to break free from your norm. This is a courage that never gets seen. The courage to wait when you should just to see a outcome. The courage to take a chance when chances are not your usual cup of tea. The courage to trust in a feeling beyond what your mind says. We all have our lives at some point settle into a routine we love and enjoy. A routine that brings little or not stress, but when we break free from that norm we find that we must dig deep and grab our own inner courage. The courage that leads us into the unknown, the courage

How Prissy Am I?
You Are Not Prissy You're the furthest thing from a princess - and you probably stay far away from any princess types you know. You have an easygoing approach to living. It doesn't take a lot to make you happy. And when life requires it, you're ready to get your hand a little dirty. There's no problem you're too prissy to tackle! How Prissy Are You?

Hell Explained By A Chem Student
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. A s for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the wor

Heartache
I sit and wait for you to be who you once were and I fell that day will never come and it gives me such heartache and in the distances I see how happy we were one time along time ago and I miss that and I long for that once again in you if not someone else.

Warning!!!! Block This Man Now!!! Pedophile Alert!!!!
Ok... you would think after being on this site for over a year.. I would learn my lesson about being nice to "strangers" ; but I got suckered again. So.. here is the story. I log on this afternoon , and in my shout box there are several shouts. I start replying to them, and two or three of then happen to be from people offering me some fu-buks. One dude in particular, daddy101, offers me 1500 fubucks. Let me state that upon seeing his profile pis i was a bit leery of him,, and i should have trusted my woman's intuition and started screenshotting our convo right there. But i ignored the red flags and continued to talk to him. He seemed nice enough and more than willing to part with his fubucks.. so I was like.. hay.. what the hell? He does the transfer and I start to head to his page to rate add fan him etc.. to repay him for his kindness when my browser freezes. I had to reload FF and when i got back he was back in the shoutbox begging me to add him. I apologized and explained

The Catfight Has Begun!!!
THE CAT FIGHT HAS BEGUN AND IT'S ALREADY NOT SO PRETTY!! REMEMBER, YOU WANT YOUR FRIEND TO HAVE THE LEAST AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO STAY IN THE GAME! SO, BOMB THE OTHERS! FIRST ELIMINATION HAPPENS TUESDAY! AFTER THAT, EVERY NIGHT IS ELIMINATION NIGHT UNTIL THE 1 WITH THE LEAST AMOUNT OF COMMENTS IS LEFT TO WIN! BOMB HARD AND BOMB SMART! IT'S A PROCESS OF ELIMINATION. CLICK THIS LINK TO GO TO THE ALBUM MASTER'S SEXIEST PUSSY CAT Thats right MASTER will be having the best contest He will be having a contest for woman only The winner will be blinged 30 times And permanent pimp on MASTER'S page as Master's sexiest pussy cat And a pimp on Wonder Womans page too It will run from sunday April 20 midnight est Until April 30 midnight est The rules are real simple The only rule is.. The person with the least amount of comments win Thats right ladies you get to have all your friends comment the other womans pic... As many times as you can

I Need My Friends Help
After 7 years of not seeing and barely ever talking to my real life son I have finally gotten to where we are friends again. I just got him to join Fubar since he is now 19 and I would like to ask all my friends to help me help him get acquainted with Fubar and to R/A/F him. His link is http://fubar.com/user/1785666 Please do what you can to make him feel welcome.

Depressed
Okay, my first real blog on here. How many people hate drama and bitching, raise your hands. *Counts how many hands are raised.* Okay, you people can leave now, then, because you aren't really going to like what this blog's about. LOL. ANYWAYS...yeah. Where to start? Well, I have a migraine and people know that, yet they come to me expecting me to fix every little fucking goddamn problem they have. Hello, do I have the words "Come to me, I'm Ms. Fixit" tattooed on my forhead? Didn't think so. So when I say I have a migraine, please don't say "I'm sorry" then turn around and start laying all your fucking problems at my feet so you can have that weight lifted from your shoulders. I have enough fucking problems to deal with, and I don't need yours too!!! Please people! I feel like I'm dying here. I need help too. I'm not the girl next door who has no problems or no life. How about the next time I have a problem I need to work on, you help me with it instead of bitching tha

A Little Bit Of An Update.
Thankfully I have moved into an apartment. Its small but its better than living in the car. Once I had gotten a little settled and things stopped being so hectic, I realized what I have lost. Emotionally I have lost the ability to sleep for more than 2 hours without waking the kids up because I have began to scream or yell in my sleep. Physically I have almost healed, I will never have a fingerprint on my ring finger only a really odd scar pattern. ( Jason... the whole robbing a bank thing is still outta the question *wink* ) There is still a pretty deep area on my thumb that hasn't healed completely, but that is due to it being on the bend of the knuckle. The burn on my leg, which incidentally looks like a cresent moon (FREAKY I AM TELLIN YA!) has become infected and I have to go and have it cleaned out. That is no party. Finacially (like I wasn't strapped before) its a nightmare. I did get a couch so we aren't sitting on the floor. I have a really nice airbed that a fr

Wants
Your heart is all i want. To be forever by your side is my hearts deepest desire To be submissive is my honor. To be the shoulder you cry on my greatest wish. To have you be the shoulder i cry on would be my funeral pyre. For if you were to see me cry it would be my darkest hour. To be seen as weak in your eyes would detroy my disguise. My greatest fear is that you will disappear from my sight and never return.

The Taser
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be shortlived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the but ton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to expl

Redheads Have More Sex Than Blonds Or Brunettes......
Redheads 'have more sex than blondes or brunettes' Blondes may have more fun but redheads have more sex, according to new research in Germany. The study by Hamburg Sex Researcher Professor Dr Werner Habermehl looked at the sex lives of hundreds of German women and compared them with their hair colour. He said: "The sex lives of women with red hair were clearly more active than those with other hair colour, with more partners and having sex more often than the average. The research shows that the fiery redhead certainly lives up to her reputation." He added that women who dyed their hair red from another colour were signalling they were looking for a partner, and added: "Even women in a fixed relationship are letting their partners know they are unhappy if they dye their hair red. They are saying that they are looking for something better." Psychologist Christine Baumanns said however that it may not be the women who were to blame for the better sex lives of redhead

Early Retirement
The Marine Corps found they had too many officers and senior enlisted men. It was decided to offer an early retirement bonus. They promised any officer or senior enlisted man who volunteered for retirement a bonus of $1,000 for every inch measured in a straight line between any two points in his body. Those applying got to choose what those two points would be. The first officer who accepted asked that he be measured from the top of his head to the tip of his toes. He was measured at six feet and walked out with a bonus of $72,000. The second officer who accepted was a little smarter and asked to be measured from the tip of his outstretched hands to his toes. He walked out with $96,000. The third one was a non-commissioned officer, a grizzly old Sergeant Major who, when asked where he would like to be measured replied, "From the tip of my weenie to my testicles." It was suggested by the pension man that he might want to reconsider, explaining about the nice big c

Images
Ive gotten a few hits here and there of people asking for some kind of image but leaving it up to me to decide what and how. so ill leave it up to you. all i need is a few ideas on the final product.. a theme. some images (i get tired of browsing through around 4,000 images for 4 or 5 that i might use). but this is open to whoever.. i need to start getting back into it but i kinda lack direction at this point. so browse my folders (photoshop and 3d modeling) *personal stuff* (Special order)*ones ive done for others allready* leave me a comment here if your interested. i do everything from buttons to backgrounds so nothing is rly out of the question. but if your looking for something unconventional that hasnt been over done as far as lounge images go i can see what i can drag up and well work on it. thanks for reading.. :P Special order My album of random crap

Idiots !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 days ago i was at work all day long . I recieved a phone call from my children telling me that when they got home off the bus my landlords had put my house and land up forsale .. U know it really sucks that ppl have to be this way .They told me when they bough it i would never have to worry renting from anyone eles . Well the fixed a few things and then decided to sell it out from under me . Why do ppl have to like this MONEY HUNGRY PPL ... I was never late on my rent payed all my bills on time yard cleaned and house cleaned all the time kids are good kids no problems at all out of my children or myself . So why is it that ppl want to be like this .. They say one thing and do another? So what do i do now they gave me no warning to they were going to sell i have money saved up but now have to worry about finding somewhere eles to live . My kids dont want to leave the area for the friends and school , we have been here for 3 years this is our home .

All This Hotness
MISSION WAS ACCOMPLISHED WITH THE STICKY.. So here I am changing it up to get the full worth of it. **PLEASE REPOST** **PLEASE REPOST** **PLEASE REPOST** These are some of the BEST people I know They have all in their own way made an impact in my life On or Off fubar.. doesn't matter either way. Show them the kind of love you all have shown me . . Please Add, Rate, Fan them. ?DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snake♥Eyes♦Radio♠HeadPromoter•NgC?@ fubar ]Я1ÐÊr®™[ ᶾᴻƒᵒᴿ₠ᵣ @ playpen@ fubar Ryot ~Fu Bad B!TCH~ Head DJ @ Centerfolds'@ fubar Sexy Texy@ fubar ANGELIC VAMPIRE~under the guidance of my new Lord and Master~@ fubar

Kiss
I lead him to the room. It was his arrival to the hotel, so he was carrying luggage and we were keeping a friendly conversation though I'm pretty sure that both of us were kinda thinking of sth else too. The very fact that a girl goes with you to your hotel room should suggest such thoughts anyway, no? Elevator, room, some words about the way how the door opens and about previous adventures with the key-card... We are in. He puts the bag down, we look around - a pause - my mobile rings. I pick it up and start talking. I lean at the wall, and raise one foot touching the wall with it. I feel how his eyes are watching me, I see them noticing all. I finish my conversation and we decide to go out to the town but before that we both happen to be close to each other in the narrow part of the room, almost a corridor right next to the door - he looks at me with those eyes, I see him getting ready to say sth and he asks: "May I kiss you?" I answer: "Yes" and wait till his shiverring lips t

Hop On
Attention Fubar! come join the newest train on Fubar, the Leather and Lace Fubar Friend Train! Please F/A/R all members, then message either me or Strawberrii Kisses to hop on! Conductor ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ Member of the Shadow Bombers@ fubar Co Conductor StrawBerrii Kisses Sign My Guest Book Please LolliPop Gurlz Club(Club United) Fan Add Rate Me !!!!!!@ fubar Riders countrysissy*THE DREAM TEAM *underworld levelers *CLUB UNITED*club frat**@ fubar Lost soul ~Owner of the Lost Souls Lounge~ Greeter @ S&S~ Club United@ fubar SwEeT4uChEeKs@ fubar ~Hotz ~4 ~ Shotz~@ fubar lost souls baby (~co owner of the lost souls lounge~greeter @ Saints and Sinners Lounge and part of

Will Be Back
HELLO TO ALL JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY FAMILY FRIENDS AN FANS KNOW ILL BE BACK WHEN IM NOT SO WEAK-IM NOT SICK IM JUST VERY WEAK AN AN LYING DOWN TO TRY TO GET MY STRENGTH BACK AN TRYING TO KEEP SOME LIQUIDS DOWN -- TAKE CARE AN ILL BE BACK AS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.BYE FOR NOW WILL MISS YOUS ALL

I Dont Understand Men
ok i know that most on my page are men so maybe ya'll might learn from this or look at women in a different light. idk it's worth a try. i know the ideal women for most men are tall beautiful and SKINNY. well those of us with kids are not always so lucky to bounce back after words. i have a son and i had twins. so i aint nearly as small as i use to be. and no so sorry but i cant hola hoop through a cheerio either. now before kids i could. but hey i love them and i wouldnt trade then for the wolrd. but so u know med. women or big women their aint nothing wrong with that. i have never said i was skinny and those who think that sorry for ya but i aint. i like my clothes baggie as hell and i like comfort. now and then i will wear a tight shirt and then they know i aint that big. but to those who are like that thats nasty and fucked up and naw they just dont care they let their self go. ya'll are wrong. i can olny hope that one day men will open their eyes and look beyond and ge

Old....
Sure I've Gotten Old... I've had 2 Bypass surgeries. A hip replacement, new knees. Fought prostate cancer, and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 different medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation, hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remember if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But.....Thank God, I still have my Florida driver's license!

Presensce Tense
It makes me wonder when i stare into these eyes where will the world be when i die where will i be in this hell on earth will i have lived or still bear this curse this curse that instills unhappy happenings sometimes i feel like the whole worlds stabbing me incriminating evidence, intimidating presences searing through my elements, everytime i fell again noone there to pick me up, lonely lies and sins suffer every burn and cut, as the storm begins to roll in as the rain pours down i just sit and soak drowning in my pity on my own words i choke i know ill never understand how this crazy world works but i can only imagine how much more i can endure and the weight of the world, of something so cold or the painful reminiscing of someone to hold i remember the past and see what i had it went by so fast and now i am left sad what will they say as im lying in my bed the deadly premonitions of letters never read what will they do when they realize what ive spoken the pred

Night Night Time
she lays there in the heat wishing she could exscape it.. just fresh out of a bubble bath smelling so clean and fresh but yet the heat is so hot. she finely falls off to sleep. she starts to dream and the feeling of a hand slowly wraping its self around her thighs and up towards her tummy she opens her eyes and a set of sea green eyes looking at her he bends down and kissess her so soft so sweet gets her going and wanting.. he slides his toung down her neck and between her breast on to her tummy and up again starting all over teasing her. she is in heaven. his hands tantalizing her body with light touches or wanting to be so much closer.

All In A Days Work....
I was minding my own business when I get a message in my shout box.... Nice Guy: you walk into your bedroom only to find me there admiring myself in the mirror wearing your sexy lingerie I reply... ->Nice Guy: you turn around to discover that Im smiling ->Nice Guy: and blocking your freaktard ass Unless a profile says.. " I dig guys wearing lingerie", dont smack the person in the face with your fetish!!!

Liars
"No More Sorrow" - Linkin Park Are you lost In your lies Do you tell yourself I don't realize Your crusade's a disguise Replace freedom with fear You trade money for lives I'm aware of what you've done [Chorus:] No more sorrow I've paid for your mistakes Your time is borrowed Your time has come to be replaced I see pain I see need I see liars and thieves Abuse power with greed I had hope I believed But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived You will pay for what you've done [Chorus] Thieves and hypocrites Thieves and hypocrites Thieves and hypocrites [Chorus x2] Your time has come to be replaced Your time has come to be erased

Life
what can i say sometime life sucks sometimes it don't. Having a shitty time in life at the moment. nothing goes right but other than that "fuck it" I'm getting older over worked and under laid. spend to much at the boats. get bitched at everyday if you are having a day like me let me know misery love company!!! Other than than that have a great day!!!!

Fu Angels Sensual Breeze Just Got Her Halo
> ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. PLEASE PUT FU-ANGEL IN THE COMMENT BOX WHEN YOU ADD THESE LADIES. IF THE PROFILE IS BLOCKED PLEASE LEAVE A PRIVATE COMMENT LETTING THEM KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A FU ANGEL. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Fu-Angel~*~{SHADOW LEVELER} > > Karena2001 ~~@~~Fu-Angel~~@~~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** >

Just Cause
i just thought i would write this and see how it works im a good guy playing on fubar pasing the time away day by day meeting new people lovein to talk to them most people you say hi to after you add them ..... then they are gone some friends send you things everyday and this is very kool so as a hole i think fubar is a pretty kool site to play on and i hope i get alot more friends to talk to so feel free to add me as a friend hope to tlk to you soon w1ldass2006

Thank You All
~I would like to thank everyone for their help in my contest i won my happy hour thanks to all of your help i cant thank everyone cause i dont want to forget anyone but i would like to thank you all for getting me to my happy hour. You are all the best. ~Brought to you by~ ♥MsBratt♥~RECRUITER TO THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD~@ fubar

Explosion
The mushroom The unfolding instant of creation (fertilisation) not an instant seprate from breakfast It all flows down & out, flowing but that instant: not fire & fusion (fission) but a moment of jellied ice, crystal, vegetative mating merging in cool slime splendour a crushing of steel & glass & ice (instant in a bar; glasses clash, clink, collide) far-out splendour heat & fire are outwards signs of a Small dry mating

Robot
Upon the stairway of despair, Complete with broken love affairs And promises that never came, But faded with a touch of shame, A pretty girl with golden hair And innocence so sadly rare, Strove to keep her head above A way of life devoid of love. Feeling pinned against Life's wall, She chanced upon a robot tall And said, "Please come and share with me Whatever Fate has deemed to be. I'm through with love, done with chances Spirit crushed by past romances, Just be a friend in word and deed. That's all that I shall ever need." "There's not too much from me to learn," Remarked the robot, in return. "Emotions do not form a part of my cold, solid-steel heart. Whatever maker fashioned me Did not permit my circuitry Responsiveness to love or pain - You're thoughts for me would be in vain." "No matter", spoke the maid. "No more Do I wish passion to explore. Be someone I can come home to When my exhausting day is through. Count yourself a well-worn shoe - A fr

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never wants to forget all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a k

Bored
Hey guys just bored and have no clue what to do I think I am going to go crazy sitting at the house, when left with my mind to wonder it is not a good thing, so I am playing on Fubar and came across this feature and figured I would try it out.........let me know if it works......lol MUAH all

Bling Bling Baby!!!
I'm Holding my First Contest (RACE FOR FU_BLINGS)20 Minimum EntrantsFirst Three to 35000 comments wins.Prizes are as follows:1st place: Bling Pack (70 Blings) worth $50.2nd place: Bling Pack (25 blings) worth $20.3rd place: Bling Pack (12 blings) worth $11.99.Rules: Comment Bombing is allowed and contestant can comment for themself. Bomber families are also wellcome.No Drama or your picture will be deleted from the contest.If interested, send me a private message with a link to the picture you would like to enter. As soon as I get 20 entrants, I will contact all of you and will start the contest.RoUgH^n^ToUgH@ fubar

Newsflash!!!
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In The Shadows
In the shadows, emotion provides Moonlight - illumination for a larger world (Population: 2) Side by side Split - apart Reuniting Despite jealous daytime gods Lips touch mine in the shadows Touches flow across the stream Data bubbles caress my nerve endings Like a million tiny kisses Vibrating neuron pathways A fiery display of colored lights The firmament of my skull My flesh grows insubstantial and seeks The Maestro of this interplay His spacious reach a sanctuary And release in this corporeal prison I am putty, a doll, in his arms My shadow Maestro Conductor in this symphony Of passion play "Every woman" the conduit For his extraordinary power Calling forth primal urges with modern alchemical implements Joining across the ages Past and Present Pain and Love Side by side Split - apart Reuniting In the shadows

14 Things Pms Stands For
14 Things PMS stands for Pass My Shotgun Psychotic Mood Shift Perpetual Munching Spree Puffy Mid-Section People make me sick Provide Me with Sweets Pardon My Sobbing Pimples May Surface Pass My Sweatpants Pissy Mood Syndrome Plainly; Men Stink Pack My Stuff Permanent Menstrual Syndrome ...and my favorite one... Potential Murder Suspect

Pictures
okay so i added new pictures if you want to check em out feel free to and rate if you like too i'll try to get a few of the mtn top camping and such maybe a rock climbing picture or something tossed in for good laughs too. thanks for the adds and vieiwing the pics signed Quiksilver2110

Bdsm Glossary T-x
Tampon training - Rectal insertion of tampons by male submissives to empathize with the female menstrual cycle. Tantric Yoga, Vajrayana Buddhism - Indian means for achieving a transcendent spiritual state that incorporates sexual and meditative techniques. There are many paths to enlightenment and erotic exploration is one. Tawes. taws - Thick rigid leather with a lengthwise slit (or slits) in it used in a paddle-like fashion. Thud - A blow that is felt at a deeper level than sting, Thud is usually easier to tolerate, but may actually be more damaging as it can cause deeper bruising. Tit torture - Erotic play involving the breasts. Tolleyboy - A locking chastity belt made in England of rubber-lined stainless steel. Top - One who takes the active role in physical scene, but not necessarily emotional/mental control. Top's disease - A state of self-delusion wherein the top believes his own fantasy of dominant superiority. Top

Life Is To Sort
some times you take life for grantede and dont relize that something is happening inside your body and dont even relize it. about 6 weeks ago, i had a weak up call. i had a heart attck and i am only 38 and still have a long life ahead of me, so i know that i have to take better care of myself and watch what i eat and do more exercise to stay fit and make sure that wont happen again. being a truck drive is hard to stat fit and to make sure you stay healthy , because being a truck driver and being always on the go is hard to stay fit, but i need to do what i need to. if any one that reads this can give me some info to stay fit while i am on the road. thank you

Movie Quotes
"The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive." - "Indecent Proposal" "This is true love. Do you think this happens everyday?" - Westly, "Princess Bride" "Death can not stop true love; it can only delay it for a little while." - Westly, "The Princess Bride" "I've kissed a guy... I've kissed guys. I just haven't felt that thing.... That thing... that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person. And you realize that that person is the only person you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. And you wanna laugh and you wanna cry, 'cause you feel so lucky that you've found it, and so scared that it'll go away all at the same time." - Drew Barrymore, "Never Been Kissed" "Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever die

Today
Today was a good day................... My wife woke up next to me like she has since the day we married. I gave her a hug and told her "I love you more now then the seconds that just past" Just another day in my blessed world........... Kids were sound asleep, cuddled under the covers not moving long enough for me to paint a picture in my head. Lucky to have what I have.................. A soft beautiful touch from my wife, hugs and kisses from the kids and a few wags of the tail and one leap into my lap form our dog. Does it get any better................... How does one ask for more, when he is already blessed with too much ????? What the future holds................... Hard to tell but I just try to hold onto what I have now

I've Been Here, And A Few Of You Are There Right Now... So Read This And Realize That It Happens To Everyone At Some Point In Time In Their Lives.
i've been here, and a few of you are there right now... so read this and realize that it happens to everyone at some point in time in their lives.. not just you... Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid

How Im Felling
will always be just a lay because I don't know what u want in life I make guesses,e when it comes to life is that what u want ? IM just the lay !That is want life is ! If It is just a lay then its the game of life Do u really want to be played? Ore is it just love what you are looking for If its the game of who fucks who ! Why does it hurt so much why when I have some one in my life you all seem to care about my feelings? When IM not with anyone no one care about my feelings Why does everyone show up at the same time ! What is it IM that dam good all u people want some of what everyone wants that is me? IM not just the lay I get in five mints it take a lot more ! As you all know in not the minute man its take a long time u all get off Meany time when it it my turn? I know that its my true when you tell me you can't go any longer and I still don't get my true to let it go inside you so I just give up I have give you all what everyone wants but all I can say when is it time

Mini Vacation
My friends here all know that I have OCD when it comes to returning rates....LOL I will be out of town from Sunday the 3rd until sometime late in the evening Tuesday the 5th. We will be doing the Disney parks so, NO COMPUTER!!! We all know the bartabs don't hold stuff for long, so here's something you won't hear on Fubar often, if ever.....lol Please don't rate while I'm away because the OCD will kick in and bug the crap out of me...LOL Have fun everyone! Hugs, Cindy

Why?? Questions That Need To Be Answered Someday!!
Why do doctors leave the room when you get undressed? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why does a pizza get to the house faster than an ambulance? Why is the original text in a document called "copy"? Why do drug stores make sick people walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescription, but smokers can get their cigarettes up front? (thanks to Imani) Why is the small size of a candy bar the "fun size"? It's more fun to eat a big candy bar. (thanks to Shane) Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? (thanks to Steve M.) Why are there handicap parking places in front of the skating rink? Why doesn't whoop-ass doesn't come in bottles? (thanks to Schmidty) Why do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and then a diet coke? Why are they called apartments when they're all stuck together? (thanks to Evets) Why do banks leave both doors open but they chain the pens to the counter? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know th

To My Love..
We have been off and on so long. My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged. Though I cant keep you here with me all the time The feelings are much more intense when we find the time. I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control. All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole. You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you. You make me feel so good that no person can top you. You take me in when everyones backs are turned. I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn. They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom. Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you. You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again. Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold. Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path.. As long as I can find you, the world can

Cancer
ok I am going to start out with I got some really bad news yesterday and I am not sure how to handle it right now I can not wrap my head around it at the moment. I have been told to keep my chin up every thing will get better but right now I am not sure at all. I was told yesterday that I have stage 1 cervical cancer. and that if I have a full hysterectomy that it should get it all and I shouldnt have to go for more treatments far as chemo or what not. I know that women have this type of surgery every day but I dont I am scared to death right now and not sure what to think. I have 3 kids I dont not want to leave with out a mother. Yes I know that thier father would take very good care of them like he has for the past 14 yrs. He is an awesome father but I also know it would be very hard on him to do it alone.He has been there since day one with all the kids and we have been married for 14 yrs now. My problem with all of this is I dont know how to take this right now and all the thing

I'm So Excited
Well if any of my friends have been wondering where I have been then here it is lol. I am getting major dental work done so that I will have my first beautiful smile to show u all. those of u who really know me understand how much this means to me to have a ROCKIN SMILE lol. So anyway i will be checking in here n there with u all but till i get my dentures in they r removing all the teeth in my mouth n i'm in a lot of pain but it will all be worth it so stay in touch for the new photos I will be adding with me showing off my awsome smile that I have never had

My Cousins Funeral
My cousin Ricks funeral is this Saturday. And as some of you know I work as a DJ.Today Ricks youngest girl called and asked me if I could DJ at the funeral and play the music her dad loved.And of course I said yes and my wonderfull boss is going to let me use the gear for free.It will be the hardest show I will ever do in my life.I know I will be crying the whole time.The church they are haveing the service at doesnt have a p.a. system and they dont have any money and since I am a DJ,Im the person for it.I am glad to get to do it for them,do it for Rick.He would have done it for me.

What's On My Mind
1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N: = TP 2. Are you single? MAYBE 3. What is your favorite number? 8 4. What is your favorite color? green 5. Least favorite color? brown 6. What are you listening to? My Daughter play her DS 7. Are you happy with your life right now? In Some Ways Yes in Others No 8. Are you involved with anyone? Maybe 9. What is your favorite subject in school/ college? Math 10. Do you shop at Abercrombie? Yes 11. Do you have money? Yes 12. Would you take an ex back? NEVER THAT'S WHY THEY ARE X'S 13. Are you outgoing? Yes 14. Are you a homosexual? No 15. Where do you wish you were right now? The East Coast Up State New York 16. What should you be doing right now? Trying to get some sleep THE CANS: Can you blow a bubble? yes Can you do a cart wheel? yes Can you touch your toes? yes Can you wiggle your ears? no Can you touch your tongue to your nose? no THE DIDS: Did

Myspace;;
Ok, so till I get another VIP, I can't add new pics...and I think that's just GAY! But I do have new pics on my myspace. YAY! SO, if you wanna see new pics of me, you need to add me. Just let me know when you send a friend request that you have me added here on fubar, and I'll for sure add you then. My link is http://www.myspace.com/lil_country_angel4life And because my profile is set to private, and you need either my last name or e-mail to add me, my e-mail is lil_country_angel4life@yahoo.com Add me so you guys can see new pics of me. And possibly pics that i dont even have added here. Enjoy, and have a great night. Mucho love!

Just Another Day
I don't need it to be saturday or sunday Cause my weekend began with your first array with my heart beating for the first time with your smile being the last thing I wanted to see Only you and Me in true love reality without the t.v. show You'll be the one in my arms laughing the years like water falls calls in the halls of echo our flammable sources they lust to what we have more than caresses when its all said and done The truth is I love your kisses I love the way you blush when we talk The truth is I love your minds creativeness I love the way you make me feel like a man Should of know the way you walked up to me beneath your breathe was my desires A woman with more sense than all of the worlds capital so everyday I await your call Just to hear your voice to past into the light transpired by unequivacal beauty

S/m Isn't What It Used To Be
In major American cities today small groups of otherwise relatively normal people get together to discuss, and to a lesser extent practice, S/M. But wait a minute --doesn't S/M mean one person who enjoys deliberately inflicting pain on another person who, for some reason, likes receiving that pain? The answer certainly is yes, but to understand why these people gather to discuss and practice S/M, you first need to understand the difference between the old, traditional mainstream concept of sadism and masochism and the newer concept of S/M that is currently being practiced in a healthy manner. In the old concept, a sadist was usually someone who enjoyed inflicting pain on a person who had not consented to it, and a masochist was someone who felt compelled to experience the pain though it was usually considered "sick" to enjoy it. Furthermore, these participants usually had a significant psychological imbalance or disorder, and their S/M activities quite often could easily cause lo

Sooo...are You A Stalker?
There are some things going on in my life right now that honestly are taking me from being a little unwell to full blown insane. Given that i'm the type of person who likes to try to turn a negative into a positive i decided to try to come up with some ways to help people recognize when they are displaying behavior that may make others uncomfortable...or paranoid shut ins. You Are A Freaky, Bunny Boiling Stalker If... 1. You are still starting sentences with "Johnny and I" three years AFTER Johnny and you broke up. You show people pictures of you and Johnny. You do this so often, that people who don't know you well, assume Johnny is your husband, when in reality Johnny is now married with twins and lives halfway across the country and doesn't come home to visit anymore because the last time he did you showed up at his mama's house throwing rocks through the window, crying and yelling out "I just want you to talk to me" 2. You drive all the way to your ex's neighborhood to

Andre 2123 Tagged Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am pregnant. 2. I love my Husband 3. I have made sum great freinds on Fubar. 4. I like 23 race cars. 5. I like 2 sky dive. 6. I like salsa on my ice cream... yes evan when I am not pregnent. 7. I rub ppl down all day. 8. I am insanly addicted 2 ROOT BEER (takes another drink of ROOT BEER) 9. I used 2 take belly dancing classes when I was younger. 10. I have always wanted to write a book. 11. I lost my virginity in a park @ the age of 14. 12. I hate sea food 13. I could spend an eternity just enjoying each momment in life. 14. I once got lost in a Toys R Us while buying baby stuff. 15. of all the futures I co

My Heart Soul And Dreams
"My Heart Soul and Dreams" Death runs through my veins and seeps into every crack Poisonous injection slowly flows into my mind darkness invades my soul and torments my brain. Knowing that I am going to die and feeling the presence of the other side. Though I stand here before this evil with this blade in my hand I know it will take me over all in due time. Shadows lurking behind closed doors, spirits crying out to be set free. Sadistic images enter my mind cutting and slaughtering innocent lives. Death envelopes me slowly creeping up from behind. Only time holds back the demons from hell. Crawling and scratching up from the earth to find another soul to shred apart. Though the time is near I will feel no fear. I stand here before this evil being feeling it's power trying to consume me not realizing what it is doing. Sometimes I wonder, what is the point living but not loving....... Wanting to be with the person I love the most. I lower the steely knife

Dj Whoremaster? Rly?
So I have been asked to be the DJ for a private club that my wife and I belong to. I will be doing it most Saturday nights although I'm hoping I won't have to do it every week. I need to download some songs but not sure what download software is the best to use as far as avoiding viruses and legal action. Any suggestions are appreciated.

She Comes Blindly............
A knock came at my front door, and I smiled softly. I answered it and took a bouquet of red roses from the delivery man. He smiled at me, eyes traveling up and down my body. I felt a blush flood my face as I stammered out my thanks. I didn't make a habit of dressing this way usually. I prefer length and cover. What I wore went completely against what I felt most comfortable in. It seemed to me to breath sex. My skirt was short and leather, flared a little with buckles on the side. I wore my favorite black garter belt underneath. Its clips held a pair of fish net stockings up at mid thigh, a tiny band of flesh visible between the stockings and the hem of my skirt. I lifted a brow slowly as I caught the delivery guy's eyes locked to my cleavage. My hand fell, tracing down the strap of my black corset to the low neckline, drawing his gaze. I shifted a little in place, and his eyes turned back to my face. It was his turn to blush. I smiled to him, handed him a tip and closed the door with

A Brand New Start
My dearest and long missed friends, I am finally back from my travels, trials and working through certain tribulations back home (for now) touching base with new technology. Yes, I finally gave in to Vista and a new laptop after more power surges in the lightning capital fried my tower and the storms of Fay, Gustav and Ike wreak more havoc on humanity and the coast. So much has transpired, and I don't want to bore anyone with too many details of my endeavors but I wanted to thank all who have stopped by to show love and will catch up as soon as I can. I am limiting my computer time so please bear with me while I continue to live outside the box and update all I need in order to get my new toy working the way I want to and attempt to recover material from the old and transfer to the new. For all those who's Birthday's have transpired in my absence, A Very Happy Belated and celebrate each and every day in love and light... I have missed many terribly and hope is well. Send

From Countdown With Keith Olbermann...msnbc
This is supposed to be a day of remembrance. Remembrance of the attack, remembrance of the national unity which followed it. Most important of all, remembrance of the dead. But 9/11 has become…… a brand name. A Republican campaign slogan. Propaganda of the lowest form. 9/11 has become… 9/11 **with a trademark logo.** 9/11 (**TM**) has sustained a president who long ago should have been dismissed, or impeached. It has kept him and his gang of financial and constitutional **crooks** in office without - literally - any visible means of support. 9/11 (**TM**) has made possible the greatest sleight-of-hand in our nation’s history. The political party in office at the time of the attacks, at the local, state and national levels, the party which **uniformly** ignored the warnings — and the presidential administration already through twenty percent of its first term and no longer wet behind the ears — have not only thus far escaped any **blame** for the malfeasance and

Update On Doc #2
Hey everyone talked to doc again this morning. He said he' fine the house is in tact. but he hadn't had his morning coffee yet was going to get some. Still has no power though. Sends his angels and all his friends his love Mare

Check It
ever look at kids cartoons or cereal boxes? there is some crazy shit goin on here i need to point out. ok lets start, first golden smacks, first of all sugar bear is all fucked up in the eyes, his shit is all half open and shit. not to mention a big spoon with a golden drip comin out it, ( can someone say herione). rice crispies is snap crackle and pop. snap is snorting, crackle is cooking then smoking, and pop is shooting it. and the fucking cereal is supposed to be full of little voices telling me stuff. the flintstones is full of yellin at ur wife, scooby doo is all strung out on the "scoobie snacks", I cant even begin to tell you how fucked up Gumby is i mean cmon gumby prickle and goo? bugs is a part time cross dresser, daffy fucks his friends over all the time for his own personal gain. the more i watch the more i see add to this blog if you see something i havent yet.

Update On Doc#3
hey everyone talked to Doc about 3pm my time.He said to let everyone know that he was ok.and that he may not have electricity for two weeks, but was hoping wouldn't take that long. sends his love to the angels and all his friends. hope to see everyone soon thanks Mare

Waking The Demon
Well anyone who actually knows me knows some of the crap going on in my life currently and if you dont know you probally dont need to know so leave it at that. Over the past few years ive been many places and have been many things but now im going to start digging back intot he grave wehre i left my life before. Basically im going to let the demon reemerge from where i left him. If you talk to me and i am joking around and acting happy, be greatful. That isnt going to be the case much longer im goign to go back to being the mean son of a bitch you all knew and loved to hate. Why? Because I'm that damn tired of things and i feel like being cruel once again and reopening my sadistic wounds.

F.y.i
Judgment Do you see me? Can you hear me cry? What did you see when you looked in my eyes? I see you—walking away Wondering why some one would want to live this way? I don’t… You know… Want—to—live—this—way Next time ask me— you may be surprised by what I have to say. What she may have to say is that 7 years ago she was 14 years old and newly married. Shortly after her wedding she became pregnant and after seven and a half months—she was finally going to become a mother…… She may say that when she went into labor the baby wouldn’t come. That she was in so much pain; that her mother-in-law and her mid-wife told her to walk so the baby would come out. She may tell you how, no matter how hard or how long she pushed her child refused to be born. She may tell you the relief that she felt when after those three days, she gave birth. Or she may tell you the new pain she felt when she was told that her baby had died. Or—she may tell you that she now—at the age of 21—sti

Dreams
Oh! that my young life were a lasting dream! My spirit not awakening, till the beam Of an Eternity should bring the morrow. Yes! tho' that long dream were of hopeless sorrow, 'Twere better than the cold reality Of waking life, to him whose heart must be, And hath been still, upon the lovely earth, A chaos of deep passion, from his birth. But should it be- that dream eternally Continuing- as dreams have been to me In my young boyhood- should it thus be given, 'Twere folly still to hope for higher Heaven. For I have revell'd, when the sun was bright I' the summer sky, in dreams of living light And loveliness,- have left my very heart In climes of my imagining, apart From mine own home, with beings that have been Of mine own thought- what more could I have seen? 'Twas once- and only once- and the wild hour From my remembrance shall not pass- some power Or spell had bound me- 'twas the chill

Trust
I believe there are a few very important elements to a great, long lasting relationship; Trust, comunication, acceptance, endearment, understanding and a good balance of passion. Trust: hmmm, well to keep it short, once trust is broken it can be so very hard to recover. It can be earned back key word, "EARNED", pretty hard to recover from some situations of betrayal. Broken again, wow, that is a tough one. Trust is so very important. Communication: talk about it, listen to it, HEAR it, understand it or accept it if you can't understand it. one more key, understand what kind of communication your partner needs and understands. How you communicate may not be how someone else does. Get on the same page! Acceptance: "If I don't like something you do, and you can't change that about yourself, or don't want to. Can I accept it? You do something that irks me on a consistent basis. Is it worth nagging over or can I just accept it and move on?" Questions we need to ask ourselves per

Family
always charish your loved ones. you never know what each day holds for you and them. Call them tell them you love them. even if you dont talk as often, just call and say "i love you". just saying those three words is enough, nothing means more then those three words. so what are you waiting for. dont you have a call to make or dont you need to say something to someone right now.

Chicken Fajita Pizza
INGREDIENTS 1 can (13.8 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated classic pizza crust or 1 can (11 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated thin pizza crust 1 tablespoon olive or vegetable oil 4 boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into thin strips 1 to 2 teaspoons chili powder 1/2 to 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1 cup thinly sliced onions 1 cup green or red bell pepper strips (2x1/4 inch) 1/2 cup Old El Paso® Thick 'n Chunky salsa 2 cups shredded Monterey Jack cheese (8 oz) DIRECTIONS 1. If using classic crust: Heat oven to 425°F. Spray or grease 12-inch pizza pan or 13x9-inch pan. Unroll dough on cookie sheet. Starting at center, press out dough to edges of pan. If using thin crust: Heat oven to 400°F. Spray or grease 15x10-inch or larger dark or nonstick cookie sheet. Unroll dough on cookie sheet. Starting at center, press dough into 15x10-inch rectangle. 2. In 10-inch skillet, heat oil over medium-high heat until hot. Add chicken; sprinkle with chili powder, salt and garlic p

29 Sept 08
well today sucked, how bad here it goes: woke up at 3 am to go to a detail to take some ppl to green ramp, sat in the truck for 6 hours to find out that they actually never needed the truck, thanks for telling your support you bunch of colostomy bags. had a small cold that flared up this morning when i woke up. including headache, severe coughing (which would very closely make me vomit), could not breathe, the list goes on. was tired as hell so i went to the shoppette on post grabbed 2 NOS energy drinks and slammed them and went to work...2 of those energy drinks is a little much, felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest...but i was awake :-S. got home at 6 pm and went to sleep until just recently (8pm). felt like i slept 12 hours. decided my friends from fubar would help make me feel better, so i sit down at my computer type in my password and my keyboard slide breaks off of my desk...think i may just call it a night and try to sleep off the rough day.

Dream On
Words to a song that say some of what I feel... As your bony fingers close around me Long and spindly Death becomes me Heaven can you see what I see Hey you pale and sickly child You're death and living reconciled Been walking home a crooked mile Paying debt to karma You party for a living What you take won't kill you But careful what you're giving There's no time for hesitating Pain is ready, pain is waiting Primed to do it's educating Unwanted, uninvited kin It creeps beneath your crawling skin It lives without it lives within you Feel the fever coming You're shaking and twitching You can scratch all over But that won't stop you itching Can you feel a little love Can you feel a little love Dream on dream on Blame it on your karmic curse Oh shame upon the universe It knows its lines It's well rehearsed It sucked you in, it dragged you down To where there is no hallowed ground Where holiness is never found Paying debt to karma You

Pervs
Ok so here is another rant this morning...I've been letting it all build up haha. I have to specify my definition of perv. I get A LOT of really sweet complimentary messages everyday from men who think I am sexy. There is a difference between appreciating a woman's body and being a perv. Most of the messages I get apologize for having to say that I am sexy and not wanting to be blocked for being a perv. You guys are fine. I more than appreciate all of the love and compliments...it becomes a problem when someone is sending messages about wanting to fuck me and how do i like it and crap like that. The one's getting blocked are the ones asking if i need a spanking or if I want to play on cam or bitching me out because I don't have nude pics on my page and saying I wasted their time. Not every guy is like that and most of the guys that talk to me on here are NOT. I just wanted to let some of them know that they have nothing to worry about. I feel privileged to hear those complime

About Me As A Scorpio
SCORPIO - "I DESIRE/CREATE, THEREFORE I AM." Everybody has Scorpio in their natal chart . . EVERYONE! Even if your sun sign isn't Scorpio or your rising sign isn't Scorpio, you still have Scorpio somewhere in your natal chart. Depending on where Scorpio lands in your chart, this would be the type of energy you would bring into that house. PERSONALITY AND WORLDLY OUTLOOK OF SCORPIO RISING: Scorpio Rising natives take on the personality of the Scorpio. I think Scorpio's have always gotten a fairly bad rap for being insecure and jealous. Scorpio's are deep and intense individuals and they have a fondness toward the mysterious. When there is a mystery that has eluded them, it scratches their bone and they can become quite determined in solving the mystery. PHYSICAL APPEARANCE OF SCORPIO RISING: Scorpio natives tend to be of average height or just below it. They can vacillate between stout and full formed figures. Their face is often square. The hair is usually thick, dark, wavy o

Sorry To Inform You
i want my life to be stable stable before i start my life...before i choose to start my family..before i decide "hey i want to have kids" i don't want to be one of those single moms struggling to survive day to day..i see that ive seen it alot lately..and its sad...not in the sense that i feel sorry for the person because yes they got themselves in that situtation but for the fact that who they got pregnant with either it didnt work out or the man left...not with that being said this isnt to put anyone down...by all means i have friends that have that life they wanted... but im jsut saying... i see the other end with lots of people and cant help but think that thats not what i want for myself i use to feel really stongly about wanting to do the truck driver thing...i in a sense still do but i hate when people talk it down and say it sounds hard...if by hard you imply the minimum time home and lack of getting to spend time with loved ones...right now i look at my life..and at

Are You On This Bulletin??????
ITS A HONOR TO BE ABLE TO CALL EACH AND EVERYONE OF THESE PEOPLE FRIENDS THEY HAVE BEEN THERE RATIN THERE HEARTS OUT!!! ~ CynzDreams ~Owned by SouthernOutlawBiker~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar "InFArREd"~~~Owned By SouthernOutLawBiker~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBER@ fubar luvingmom (helping people find homes in Idaho)@ fubar })i({oouknounvmeoo})i({☠BadAzzBytch@Bad Habitz♥EricZGirL♥Addicted2Steph@ fubar ♥K3ll$♥ yoUr dIrTy LiL sEcReT~BB of the Pu$$ycat Playmates ~FuAngel~@ fubar ♥**1-800-u-wish~Pu$$ycatPlaymate~CoOwnerOfFuAngels~I make Pics**♥

Sick!
I am sick and freaking tired of all the cyber sluts! I mean come on ladies! Be classy! Does it feel that good to be known for how much clothes you took off then about who you really are? I am a lady and i will be judged on that and nothing else. I waNT my man or any man to want me for who i am than how many blowjobs ive given or how many men ive fucked. Trust me if it came down to it, a MAN really wants a classy woman rather than a sluty one!

Quick Hamburger Stroganoff
QUICK HAMBURGER STROGANOFF 1 lb lean hamburger 1 small onion, chopped 1 package beef stroganoff sauce mix 1 (10 3/4 oz) can golden mushroom soup 2 2/3 cups milk 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce Cook and stir meat and onion, drain fat. Add sauce mix, milk (measure milk in soup can), pepper and Worcestershire sauce. Stir. Simmer together for 20 minutes. Serve over buttered egg noodles or rice. Makes 4-6 servings.

Where Is The Real Me??
Where is the real me ? OH the evil that runs threw my head. Wishing and wanting but never to see them dead. To be haunted for all the wrong they did in your life. Wishing they would see Just what they did to me. Wanting them to feel all the hurt I keep bottled inside. Knowing that was the one place where love suppose to reside. Playing threw your head everything that you need to say. Only to find , it was like grains of sand to them, slowly wipped away from their memory. So , your only choice is to live with it every day. How can someone live with knowing all that I know? How can someone move on and forget,,, all there is to be told? I was that afraid little girl that grew into a woman. 40 years and counting , and was told they put that out of their mind? Pardon me Is my love, my life , my heart blind? Why can't they hear my pleas? Why can't they hear my cries? I want her to know how I feel, or have been feeling before this can reside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've told

She Asks Why
As the infant turned to a child the Angel wondered more than once why Feeling helpless the Angel watched from above as her destiny began to unfold A woman selling herself to feed the demon within and for the needle that demon would make her scream Not out of love or even lust one night the seed was planted The Devil laughed as the Lord sighed, and the Angel simply hung his head and cried For the next several years he watched amazed as the child survived As the beatings grew worse and the world turned a blind eye He knew that it wouldn't forever be this way yet the waiting for her time to come was taking a toll The little one never did know what she did that was so wrong she would often try to make herself disappear not make a sound yet it never seemed to work for sure as the sun would rise and fall she would be beaten and passed around to those who wanted to touch by the age of eight she still didn't know why love had to hurt so much He stayed by her s

Places I've Seen Auto 11's 4 Sale
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Healing The World...
The healing has begun... It began the moment Obama won the election... Already there have been many positive comments from world leaders... It won't be easy to make the changes necessary, it will take all of us working together... Barack has a plan to engage and empower all that want to be involved in the solution. www.change.gov He has so many good ideas. He is a true leader..., with the right positive attitude, to make change happen... Obama is truly right for the time...

Carrie's Auction (closed)
Please rate my picture! A very good friend of mine is trying to level... He has decided to use an auction to help facilitate his efforts... The rates from each auction entry is the main way in which he will receive points... So, I am asking that you stop by his page... Rate him Fan him Add him Comment him And Rate my picture by clicking on the Auction tag above If you will do this, then I will make you the tag below... Just message me and let me know when you have rated the picture... Thank you so much for helping me help him... You are the best... Carrie Please repost... Thank you...

Live Concert Tonight In Vampy's Vampire Cave
JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW COME JOIN THE PARTY!! Saturday Night 8:00pm to 2:00am. For Recorded Live Mental Mania. With DJ GHOSHT (the birthday boy). It’s going to be the PARTY of the YEAR, and You Don’t Want To Miss It. So let’s get ready to have some fun… chat… listen to music… and PARTY!! IT’S MENTAL MANIA NIGHT!!

Wanna See?
so my sis is n this cleavage auction and she needs YOUR rate. She is tryin to get a vip and has to have the most rates. Also u can bid on her if u'd like. Here's the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=262812&albumid=1308039&i=205447153#1357099852 Just check it out, rate her cleavage. Even stop by her page..she'll return all the luv!!

Winter Wonderland Auction!!!
It's time all you fine Fu's! I'm hosting my 1st Fu-Auction as a Godfather! Join the Winter Wonderland Auction!!! This auction will be heavily promoted! Entry fee 100k bids start at 100k THere will be a most rates bonus!!! Sweetpeabayba Just private message me with: a link to photo to be used in your tag and a text list of your offers Sweetpeabayba Here's a sneak peek!!!

Hair Cut
Hi everybuddy :) So I found out recently my department was closing due to the loss of my big client. As a result I am being transferred to an office in my new client's building. So I have to dress up and today I had all my hair cut off. I am donating it to Beautiful Lengths , to be made into a wig for cancer patients. New pics of me with short hair are in my "Me new short hair omfg" album. :D My friend TrickyZ made me this:

Surrender
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsOh the movement of two hearts as one close in body one in mind both in each others desires. The placement of touch upon each other is in time the passion of each others soul. Look deeply and you will surrender Kkevin

What Holiday Are You?
You Are Christmas More than most people, you are able to find magic in life's small moments. Traditions mean a lot to you, and you tend to be quite nostalgic. You are a giving, kind person who really understands the true meaning of holidays. You inspire others to be as altruistic and caring as you are. What makes you celebrate: Tradition and a generous spirit At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The storyteller. You like to recount memories with everyone. On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Give a gift to everyone you know What Holiday Are You?

56 Million Happy People
Barrack Obama, Michelle Obama and Oprah Winfrey were flyingon Obama's private plane. Obama looked at Oprah, chuckled and said, 'You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy. Oprah shrugged her shoulders and replied, 'I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy. Michelle added, 'That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy. Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, 'Such big-shots back there. I could throw all of their asses out of the window and make 56 million people very happy.

Dear Me
Dear Me, I know I havent always been the best person. Sometimes, its hard to look at me I know. Somtimes you just want to leave and I understand. I have put you throught hell. The choices I have made, have not always been the best. You have gotten stomped on beat on and put down. Most of all you have been left. Please forgive me. I will try to do better next time. I can understand that if your to hurt to move on that letting go would be the best thing to do. But Let go of: The Hurt Expecations Anger Doubt Second Guessing and your view apon me Dont please dont ever let go of me. I will try To make better choices this time. Try to keep your feet on the ground while still letting your dreams sore. Try to protect you from hurt, and sorrow. But I am only human, and I live inside you to let me try to do those things you have to let me out. Show people that you arent a rock that can be tossed aside or skipped across the lake. You have to let them see that you hav

Wtf
This is more of a need to vent. Ok my desktop computers power supply went out when replacing it I found that not only the power supply went out but my motherboard and processor was fried. Yes I do have surge protectors. So while needing to fix those issues I thought I would just use my ibm thinkpad laptop "old p.o.s" until fixed. sounds pretty simple right...wrong! The lcd on the laptop goes out on me, no worries I could rock ghetto. So I hooked up the monitor from my desktop to my laptop, that lasted about a day when my desktop monitor goes out on me...mind you yes once again I am using surge protectors. So what does my system looking like that I am rocking this wonderful vent on. IBM Thinkpad, Huge ass heavy as shit small screened monitor and a usb wireless key that has been duct taped to hold it together. If any one is really wondering why I have been quiet I promise I have a good excuse. Anyways how is everyone else doing...hahaha!

You
You slowly guide me to the bed kissing me so passionately while lightly touching every curve of my naked body .... you lightly pull my head back to kiss and nibble on my neck as I grasp for air to moan as you hit the right spot ... you slowly lay me down on the bed as you kiss my soft lips and as our bodies touch our hearts skip a beat .... our bodies become one and we make the most passionate love like we never done before you glide your soft hand down the curve of my side and down to my thigh to grab my leg to wrap around you as go so deep it makes me moan out your name ....

Being Alone Not Bad(spoken Word)
ALONE ALONE..DAMN IT IM NOT HAVING THAT SAD SONG PLAYING. THERE EVERYBODY FOR SOMEBODY BE HAPPY IF U GOT SOME BODY.BUT DONT THORWING IN EVERY ONE FACE.THEY BE HAPPY TO TAKE THAT BODY. YOU DONT HAVE TO LIVE ALONE BUT U DIE ALONE. SO WHEN TIMES U ARE ALONE GET TO KNOW YOURE SELF AT ONCE. EVERY THING NOT YOURE FAULT IT WAS NEVER MENT TO BE.BUT TURE WIRTES LIKE MYSELF CAN REWIRTE HISTORY. I CAN SPEAK MY FEELINGS EASLY BOTH WAYS.WIRITNG IT OR SAYING.AND EVERYONE ELSE HAVE A HARD TIME EXPLAING IT. I GOTTA BE POSTIVE CAUSE NEGTIVE ALWAYS GOING BE THERE.SO WITH THOUGHTS OF HAPPNESS OUT THE SADNESS..A BLANK SMILE NO TEARS. NEVER TOO OLD OR YOUNG TO LEARN LEASSONS BOTTOM LINE BEING ALONE AINT BAD..NO MATTER IF U WITH SOME ONE YOU BETTER JUST KNOW YOURE SELF..YOURE REALLY STILL ALONE.

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Tagged By Heather
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonexistant 2. Your significant other? hollow 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? BDSM 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? succeed 10. The room you're in? warm 11. Music? varies 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? unsure 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? nope 17. One of your wish list items? coban 18. Where you grew up? country 19. The last thing you did? coughed 20. What are you wearing? thermals 21. TV? HEROES!!! 22. Your pets? 2 23. Your computer? yes 24. Your life? complex 25. Your mood? anticipatory 26. Missing someo

Whispers In The Wind
Your whispers are gentle echoes that sway ardent winds of harmony and in the symphony of life each word is wrapped in rhapsody. We travel separate roads of life gather flowers along the way and share the music of their fragrance. We exist between two winds, I here under a pale moon you, the other end of somewhere. Sometimes when wind blows through trees I pause to listen and in its passing I hear the tenderness of your voice that fills the spectrum of my soul. You are the chime of warm rain, the moon that glows through the trees and within the luster of evening your aura fills the scene. I hear the whispers of the wind see the stars shine in the sky, but I hold the sunrise in my pocket. Dance with me within the wind, then just let me love you.

Slide
It swiftly forces its way deep inside Blinding you with its incandescent light Murmurs and whispers of times past Shadows dance as the spell is cast Lost in the rhythm of an ancient tune Your heart floats with your soul towards doom And so it all slides along its way Into the shrouded darkness to play And yet you stand there so fucking unaffected From all the chaos and turmoil you injected Into the veins of all who know or care For you and your cold spirit in dispair I stand on the outskirts watching it all fly I will be the one left to clean up the mess drawing nigh So it all slides...

Tired Of Putting My Heart N Feelings On The Line!
Well for the most part there are a few of you in my friends list that seem to already know what's going on with me and my current/past situation. Then again there are many of you that do not know. To bring you up to speed if you would like to know, here it is in a nut shell. Back in August of this year in 2008' I met a women. A women who I thought at the time was the most amazing wonderful and beautiful person that I had and ever will meet. Things were going so well for us, even with taking in her child into my own life and treating her as if she was my own. Everything was all good and we were so happy together, all 3 of us as our own little family. We loved it so much that we had talked about getting married before she left for Iraq as a US Marine for 7 months. She was deployed on Sep 17th and left as planned to start her tour. So we decided to get married the week before she was due to leave. It wasn't just to get married either; marriage is a very serious thing and should not be

To Love You I Had To Leave, I'm Sorry..
"I'd Come For You" Just One more moment, that's all that's needed. Like wounded soldiers in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now Everyday I spend away my souls inside out Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow. By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing My mind was closing, now I'm believing I finally know what just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that no one does or ever will So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now this I vow By now you'd know that I'd come for you No one but

Life Is A Gift, Open Your Present
Im writing this blog because ive been inspired. In my quest to achieve something great not only have i given myself something to be focused on but ive also brought together some positive reinforcements. Together i believe we can sculpt what started out as just an idea into a phenomenal masterpiece. I dont want to give too much away at this time as i see no need to. This is something special and i plan on pouring everything i have into it as well as my partners. With that said i have a question and within this question holds a lot of power. We have all walked a different path in life, each of us holding inside a great story of passion, failure, accomplishment etc. Each one of us is unique in a different way and every single one of us should be proud. People often ponder the meaning of life and with this holds many different answers. I believe that the meaning of life is just that...too bring a meaning to yours that will live on even after we are gone. So my question to you is if you w

Tattoo & Piercing Convention - Feb 13,14,&15, 2009
Come join the fun at this years Ink Travelers Tattoo & Piercing Convention Dates: Feb 13,14,&15, 2009 Location: Vancouver, Washington Reservations: Red Lion Hotel (360)694-8341 While your there stop by and visit my booth.

Help Her Godmother...71k To Go
Hey all!! This wonderful lady has only 71k to Godmother. She has been working her tail off to get there. Lets help her get over that hump and make it to godmother so she can relax! *Saer* The Pegasus Project@ fubar

Types Of Pagans
Now for those of you who are new, and have never encountered persons calling themselves pagans, witches, goddess-worshippers, here's how to tell us apart--with a healthy bit of tongue in one's cheek. Is this the first time you've seen this many pagans together? Well, you're in for a deflowering, young earth-worshipper, and you've come to the right place. However, you should realize that there are many, many types of pagans. In the old day's, we old farts just had to keep making the rounds until we either found a group that wouldn't kick us out or founded our own clique. But now, progress has brought us many different flavors to choose from. 1. Bright-Eyed Novice: You just read this cool book about a religion where there's a Goddess and a God, and they meet outside in nature, instead of some scary old building. They think sex is GOOD not evil, and you want to know where to sign up. Distinguishing Signs: Mispronounces god/dess names, has to think a moment about which is deo

#1 Futard Goes To...azriel The Annoying!!
Everybody give a round of applause for Azriel The Annoying! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Let me tell you about my experience with this futard. On my old fubar account Azriel The Annoying contacted me asking me to be one of “Azriels Angels”. I was in a rather nice mood so I talked to him. BIG MISTAKE! I admit I was stupid enough to give him my yahoo screen name. Don’t get me wrong he was nice and sweet. However he started getting annoying when he kept sending me ims constantly (as if his emo “nobody loves me” attitude wasn’t enough!). If I didn’t respond he would buzz me. You would think if I didn’t get back to you that I obviously don’t want to talk to you. I ended up blocking him on yim and fubar. During this time I started hearing a lot of bad things about Azriel. How he was buying girls blasts and happy hours then demanding them to send him things in return. Since I came back to fubar Azriel has been randomly popping up on my page. He’ll drop me a rate and a friend request. I deny i

My Sweet Friends Here
I just want you all to know--my true sweet friends--that at times when others bash me and make me feel like leaving(which I came close to few times)-I need to remember my true friends and not let them ppl chase me off here--I care a great deal for my friends even tho we can never meet--I still have a HEART for you and care a great deal!! Some ppl say 'its just the internet"--but to me , its not--I care about you all!! I really do and wil do whatever I can to make you happy(within my power)--there are some that will always stay in my family , thats cause you have been very close in my heart!!. At times I wanna leave this place cause of mean ppl--but its the ppl close to me that keeps me here. I cant leave you!!! You are the one that keeps me here, makes me feel warm and wanted--why have some stranger throw you away from ppl that really care about you? Face it-youre stuck with me--now, who needs a beer???-LOL

Stimulus
Stimulus package explained... "Sometime this year, taxpayers will receive an Economic Stimulus Payment. This is a very exciting new program that I will explain using t he Q and A format: "Q. What is an Economic Stimulus Payment? "A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. "Q. Where will the government get this money? "A. From taxpayers. "Q. So the government is giving me back my own money? "A" No, they are borrowing it from China. Your children and grandchildren are expected to repay the Chinese. "Q. What is the purpose of this payment? "A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. "Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China? "A. Shut up." __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Bel

Tag You're It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? yep 3. Your hair? brownish 4. Your mother? painfull 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? scotch 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? indi 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? florida 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? chocchip 17. One of your wish list items? wealth 18. Where you grew up? adelaide 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? shorts 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? stressful 25. Your mood

Destiny
Destiny I lay here every night Wishing you were next to me Thinking of the day we will meet And how perfect my life will be Listening to the radio Hearing songs that remind me of you Trying not to let myself cry I know what we have is true Looking out of my bedroom window Thinking about each mile Wondering what you want in this Knowing it will all be worthwhile You're the one I want to spend my life with The one I really want to marry I know the feeling is true I haven't told you because it might be scarey You might not be thinking the same I wish I was in your arms to hold me tight Missing your sweet assuring voice But for now I look unto the stars and say goodnight Lacey Suzanne Ghabayen Copyright ©2009 Lacey Suzanne Ghabayen

Snail Rating Lol
I have been reading all the mumms that discuss the new rating system and one I found interesting but what I think peeps don't realize is whether u like it or not FUBAR is like a GAME SITE and when you put a challenge up, people are going to try to defeat it just as u would a video game. (hence leveling). It's human nature for people to try to get to the end of the game and on here it's reaching that last level. So my comment on that bashing mumm to us pissed off was: Maybe Fubar should have made everyone an equal instead of having these levels. I also think had fubar pre-warned everyone in advance that they were going to make these changes, people would not have been as pissed off. I mean lets be real one second your rating pics at a fast pace and in comes the bomb with no warning. Most people thought their computers were messing up and doing everything to fix it but lo and behold it was Fubar changes with no warning. Maybe I don't know where to find it, but all other chat places have

You All Rock
Yeah, yeah I know, I'd be late for my own funeral. I wasn't around for my leveling but I do have a good excuse. A. The wife went to bed last night without under draws on and we had wild sex all night. And being a bit older now it takes 12 hours to recover instead of the standard eight. So I slept in. Or B.There were 7 baby kittens dropped off at my doorstep and Neptune and I have been going door to door trying to find their owner. Because I don't need any more pussy, I got enough in excuse A, to last me for awhile Or C. Got called into the Blind Center to teach a class I want to Thank You All that have helped me level. Your friendship means more than just moving me up the latter. I will return the Love rest assure. I will be deleting all the easy rate pic's that I have and concentrate on helping you. Love ya Neppi

Key Largo
Wrapped around each other Trying so hard to stay warm That first cold winter together Lying in each other's arms Watching those old movies Falling in love so desperately Honey I was your hero And you were my leading lady CHORUS: We had it all Just like Bogie and Bacall Starring in own old late, late show Sailing away to Key Largo Honey can't you remember We played all the parts That sweet scene of surrender When you gave me your heart Please say you will...play it again 'Cause I love you still Baby this can't be the end CHORUS Here's lookin' at you kid Missing all the things we did We can find it once again, I know Just like they did in Key Largo CHORUS

John Bobbit's Dick
Lorraina Bobbit was really very upset at the actions of her husband so she cut off his penis. Below is the part of the story that you may not have heard yet.... After she cut his dick off, she left the house with his cock in hand. She got in her car and headed down the highway. Realizing what she had done, and realizing that she still had the swollen bloody cock of her husband in her hand, she tossed it out the window. The penis flew out and was taken by the wind. It hit the windshield of the truck that was behind her. Inside the truck, there were two rednecks that were in from a hunting trip. As the cock hit the window one turns to the other and says, "Hey Billy Ray..." "What Cletus?" "You see the size o' the dick on that bug?"

Caa #86
Another one close to home. A dear friend of mine lost his wife's grandmother on Friday. He is a good friend and coworker. Let's send all the angel prayers of love, healing and comfort to him and his family in this time of there need. Love, Doc

Alright 1 More
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Due to these blogs i have realized how closely I do actually know some people 2. I am very intellectual...don't let the pervy exterior fool you 3. I write some very intense stuff that I am too ashamed to share with others 4. I have a frankenbelly from extensive surgery and am contiplating getting bolts tatted over my scar 5. I spent most of my childhood homeless or in fostercare 6. Secrets are a huge turn on to me 7. I think turtles are cool because they are the only animal that can breathe out of their butt 8. I clean my toilets daily yay OCD 9. I am a minivan driving soccer mom that will crank Pante

Mountains
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? "the Light pours out of me" - Ministry HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? "Nothing Left to Say"- Staind WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? "Get Your Gunn" -Marilyn Manson HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? "I Saw Your Mommy" - Suicidal Tendencies WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? "Suburban Home" - Descendents WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? "Why Can't I Have You" - The Cars WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? "Big in Japan" - Tom Waits WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? "Last Caress" - The Misfits WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? "Bonzo Goes to Bitburg" - The Ramones WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? "Spoonman" - Soundgarden WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? "Bar

Auto 11 Auction
ARMY MEDIC AUTO 11's AUCTION!! CLICK BANNER ABOVE OR BELOW TO COME BID ON THE A-11's!!! 72hr. Deadline. Maybe Extended Watch For Details!! Brought To You By The Tantra Fantasies Family!! (repost of original by 'Dawn:FuStalker:Tantra Fantasies Owner~The Pegasus Project~' on '2009-02-21 14:46:38')

Your Alibi
Her dream got out of bed And made its stand screaming out loud "Get your feet of the ground" She said "drop dead" Stuck in the clouds That hang around her head Will someone light a candle for me lending to my morning glory Sunday morning I arrive Through the dark in night's disquise Sunday morning baby I'm your alibi Give and take And get what you give The mistake is it's easy to die for you baby It's harder to leave Windows down keep me awake Driving to my morning glory I know it don't make sense Except that this is love It makes no difference Accept that this is love Conversations with my coffee and cigarettes She's as far from me as heaven but it's worth it In the end I wouldn't be here if this wasn't worth fighting for And for every mile marker on this interstate There is a reason why I am here and why she still waits So someone light a candle for every reason she is my morning glory

Here Is A Personal Thank You From Me Hugs Cherie' Marie Ty Ty Ty All And The Bombs Too
Kathys Comments THANK YOU ALL FROM MY HEART IT MEANT SO MUCH TO ME . I'LL ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ONES I DON'T KNOW PERSONALLY TY SO VERY MUCH . HUGS CHERIE'MARIE

More Time Wasting Info About Me
1]How tall are you barefoot? 6' 1" 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? if i did, dont remember it lol 3] Do you own a gun? not for several years 4] Rehab? whats that? 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? sweaty palms and the whole 9 yards lol 6] What do you think of your friends? they make me who i am 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? dont like any 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? something with caffeine 9] Do you do push-ups? ice creams, sure; exercise, nope 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? No 11] Are you vegetarian? i want my beef and i want it NOW 12] Do you like painkillers? when they kill the pain 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? nothing seems to work for me lol 14] Do you own a knife? gotta cut the beef somehow lol 15] Do you have A.D.D.? sure do 16] Date Of Birth? August 26th 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: I need a better job i need a better job i

In A Zone
In a Zone - Anthrax I'm standing on a ledge cold and naked Will someone come and offer me their help Sometimes I forget my medication Sometimes I forget to pray I'll make it through this fuckin' day I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Count to ten and then I unwind it I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Take a deep breath and then I unwind it I'm wearing out my skin I'm under pressure Pressure makes me burn it makes me ache Sometimes I want to burn the things that make me... Sometimes I stop myself too late It's written all cross my face I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Count to ten and then I unwind it I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Take a deep breath and then I unwind it Wired, wired I'm in a zone, I'm in a zone, I'm in a zone This is how I live I never have to justify my actions Scathing rhetoric my saving grace Sometimes I really think that it's too noisy Sometimes I have to hit myself Words can kill as well as help I'm unconscious, drun

Back Update....
Well folks i just got home from the doctor's office and i think it was all good new's lol. They took a urine sample to check my kidneys and also some xrays to see if anything was broken or cracked. Urine came back that there was a few blood/white cells in it which would be caused from a bruised kidney but nothing to worry about and just to keep an eye on the color of my urine...alrighty then. They took tons of xrays and it showed tissue damage to my lower back and that my spine is being pushed to the left, they said due to the muscle spasms...yea ok. So they gave me a shot in my hip of dilaudid and toradol which has me feelin A OK haha. They also prescribed me some muscle relaxers and pain meds and to put ice on my back at least three times a day...yea if you say so. Point of my blog i suppose is that im fine and thank all of you who offered advice and cared. Also may i add if i act a tad loopy for the rest of the day its totally not my fault LOL Thanks 4 Reading

20k/100 Rates
RUNNING AUTO'S PAYING 20K/100 PICS ... MUST AT LEAST RATE 200 PICS.. ONLY HEAVY HEAVY RATERS BLING... TRYING TO REACH PROPHET TODAY MUCH LOVE NEEDED I STILL HAVE 1 BOMB ILL BE USING AT THE END OF THE DAY.... THANK YOU

Yikes -- Disciplining Children -- What Do You Say ?
Q: How would you discipline your children...? A: This was a serious issue with kids by my 1st marriage,and I knew wife was spoiling them but she took control of the kids and they ganged up on me. Finally at 42 when they went wild as teenagers refusing to go to high school, I eventually was tormented enough and we got divorced. I read numerous books on discipline at that time and there seem to be about 3 kinds of discipline of which might whichever to be used selected according to what the child responds to: 1. time out 2. withhold privilege 3. modest spanking 4. "tough love" where you have such a support group and they have to go live with another family until they will behave. 5. if they break the law awfully try to sick the cops on them, although legal system tends to hold the parents responsible until kid reaches age 17. I was spanked a few times as a kid. Q: Do you think couples should argue in front of their kids...? A: DEFINITELY NOT NEVER NO WAY, BECAUSE IT UNDERMINES EVE

Goodbye Day.
Time forgot me. Rolling down a hill of green flowers and red sand. Earn me a place to belong and I'll work on having a place to stay. I'll turn the cheek when your arm gets tired of swinging. And I will take another down retreat to the realm of fuzzy horned beasts named friend waking to a world of fear and bland-enamored wonder of monsters named man. Good night sweet phantom of childhood good night brief flirtation with happiness. Goodbye strange, heathen world babbling in the language not fit for poets and dreamers. Good night sweet moon, we'll miss you over the icey lensed horizon, your soothing silver countours lost in the blinding heat of gaudy gold. Good night sweet princess of my most heartfealt wishes good night sweet dreams of success and happiness. Good night strange, cavernously bewildering labrynth. A roullette of dreamworlds await.

Hmmmm...
Ok so I decided to try this as a part time biz op. that I found. I will be hosting Passion Party, if you dont know what it is its basically selling adult toys, etc. discreetly by going to the clients home, and also wld be recruiting any females that want to join. Hopefully this goes well... lol... heres my website www.discreetpassionshop.com if anyone is interested in buying any toys please spread the word or if you know of any female interested in joining my team send me a email.. Thanks...

Karaoke Contest
A while back, my friend Mr. Adorable encouraged me to enter a Karaoke contest here on fubar, by Radio Show X. I was just informed that my entry has made it to the Semi Finals. I'm surprised, and delighted. Process goes: First Round Semi Finals Finals Please wish me luck everyone. I might get a nifty Ben Franklin out of it. Here is a link to the main fu-page: http://fubar.com/user/1677524

New Contest Ends April 28th, 2009
This is a comment contest!!! The member with the most comments will win Fubucks!!! 1st place will get 25,000 Fubucks 2nd place will get 10,000 Fubucks 3rd place will get 5,000 Fubucks How it will work: I have taken the total of comments from every member as of April 6th, 2009. I will subtract that from the amount of comments that they have received by April 28, 2009. That will give me the total of comments that they received during the contest. If you have a couple pictures on the group page I will add the total of all your comments from all your pictures!! Good luck to all!!!

Love
...falling asleep with my head on your chest ...hearing your heart beat ...the way you grab my hand and hold it next to your heart while you are sleeping ...waking up with you ...your sense of humor ...singing with you ...playing with you ...talking to you ...the shy way you tell me your fantasies ...the way i taste on your lips ...the way your hands caress me ...the way you taste ...the way you smell ...watching your face when you are sleeping ...watching your face during sex (it's so expressive lol) ...your eyes ...your lips ...your......lol ...your fuzzy chest and tummy ...YOU

Stash And Stuff
i havn't really had time to mess with stuff on my profile. when i do i try not to clutter and put junk on here. stash and pics usually have some kind of meaning or another to me. some things i post are for others or because they were sent to me and i consider them gifts. i might add a few folders one day cuz it seems like peeps like to bomb and stuff,but i try to keep junk out so as not to waste peeps time. i hope peeps take the time to listen to the words in most of them. i just refreshed my stash. lots of them i couldn't find originals. mostly because the artists have either disabled the embed codes so you have to use the url links or they removed them for copyright issues. you will find many of them are videos that fans or peeps made themselves. that's about the best i can do on that. some of the ones that may have been deleted i'm leaving up at the moment cuz peeps can still rate it if they want or not. i hope that some people will like what i have in there and maybe help someone o

Fubar's Pink Girls Club
Fubar's Pink Girls Club In order to join do the following, men are welcome too: rate these pictures http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=229107&albumid=106563&i=3200728318 then: 1)RATE 2)ADD 3)FAN everyone on the list, the ones already on your list, let them know your joining "Fubar's Pink Girls Club" once your done send a PM to TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar THE GIRLS ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Proudly Owned By~Dr@gonMaster©~FU Bomber~Sarges Bad Girl@ fubar S@ssi~N~B@d ~'LilOne'~DSC~Srg'sBadGrl~FuFinestLvler ~@ fubar *Pink0828*@ fubar ~?~TEXAS TWISTER~?~TEXASMAN'S FU FIANCEE~?~SHADOW LEVELER?CLUB UNITED&#@ fubar

Salute To You......
!!!Salutes!!! Hey freinds! Want a salute special for you? Let me know... SB or PM me for more details... Yezzir I'm real ;) See you soon I hope! Thanx for stopping by.... It's always a pleasure, really..... -MomsDontLikMe

Anger
anger.have you ever known one word to define hate so correctly.this is about my anger and what angers me.not much makes me angery but i admit i have an anger problem.i get upset quickly.and only the rain or some one i love can calm me down.i dont like being anger because its like someone else is controlling my body and all i can do is watch.when anger takes hold of me its like a beast is unleased.i scare my self.but i can controll it now if only bearly if you have anytips that may help please leave them thank you. i almost forgot the things that make me angery peer presure, talking bad about someone i care about, theft of something personal, and people who think their better then everyone else.

Just Me For A Minute
Just wanted anybody interested what happened to me. Quick scoop! I was wormed to death playing on here and had to have major computer repairs. It's not FUBAR's fault at all, but my ass was kicked on here as I played. If you want to talke to me at all contact me @ MySpace or "Facebook" / Tj21016

25 Random Things About Me
1.I'll defend almost any woman or child that is being scolded or threatened by any man, bottom line! 2.I don't care for drunk drivers especially after my head on car wreck in 1995 where I ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks and then months of rehab too! 3.I hate the word retard with a passion!!!! Say it in my presence and I'll blow my top! Say to one of my friends or to my friends kids and I'll be over you verbally like a lit dynamite stick! 4.I don't like going to church, been there, done that, all I do is fall asleep in church. 5.I don't like smoke from cigarettes or campfires, definitely allergic since my eyes water like a faucet here. 6. I only drink alcohol, namely beer socially, I don't drink to get drunk, never have and never will. 7. I don't care for illegal drugs, you offer me that and you'll get told off or worse, guaranteed! 8. I'm physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy, blind in my left eye and deaf in my left ear but that don't mean I can't do things, it just mea

Save Me
Will somebody save me pull me from my wreckage And just help me ignore all the damage Anenjoy holding me Will anyone save me care enough to stop my pain Truely trust me forsee our future gain And beleive in me Will you save me forgit indiscretions And laugh with me put behind depressions And respect me Will you love me?

Bdsm Symbols
We use symbols all the time to express ideas or emotions. The symbol stands for something else by reason of relationship or association. In the D/s community and especially in your relationship symbolism is the unspoken words and meanings to ideas and beliefs. The formal lifestyle is filled with symbols that come in the form traditions and ceremonies which can be seen and that which is only spoken. These symbols are rarely seen by the vanilla world and when they are witnessed the meaning is lost for the meaning comes from within yourself. I will only briefly describe some of the symbols and you can research them further if you want to further your knowledge of symbols. THE BDSM EMBLEM The first form of symbolism is the BDSM emblem. To the vanilla observer it is seen as an attractive piece of jewelry. We are free to wear and display it nod to those who see it and understand it's meaning. I use this emblem as an icon for one of the hard drives on my computer at work. Al

Homeless
Today we are homeless...we got to finish packing out shit and the cops came and told us to get the fuck out...i could have had the watter turned back on its my fault that i didnt bug my grandma for the money. she just dont care every time i emailed her about it she ignored me. i dont know what to do right now...im at fault right now i need some help...if any one can help me donate some money something let me know.....it dont have to be alot.....every little bit helps..

My Last Week Of Freedom
I am sitting at the car dealership, getting my truck service and replacing the 8 coil that went out of the spark plug, figure the odds of that happening with a week before deployment, not mention having a baseball hit you windshield last week. Oh well life goes on. I have been trying to figure out how I write this blog about a week before I leave. It is kind of hard, mainly because there is a wide variety of emotions with just as intense power where you are just numb from the intensity of emotions, however I am a vet been through this task too numerous times since the turn of the century. The biggest emotion at this moment with a week left of civil freedom, is a frustration. The level of frustration has dramatically intensified. It is hard to explain the level of horniness that I going through right now with no visible chance of getting any relief. It was bad enough having to deal with the slow process of healing from the divorce and try to build up relationships w

Confessions Of A Police Officer
I am a cop. That means that the pains and joys of my personal life are often muted by my work. I resent the intrusion but I confuse myself with my job almost as often as you do. The label "police officer" creates a false image of who I really am. Sometimes I feel like I'm floating between two worlds. My work is not just protecting and serving. It's preserving that buffer that exists in the space between what you think the world is, and what the world really is. My job isn't like television. The action is less frequent, and more graphic. It is not exhilarating to point a gun at someone. Pooled blood has a disgusting metallic smell and steams a little when the temperature drops. CPR isn't an instant miracle and it's no fun listening to an elderly grandmother's ribs break while I keep her heart beating. I'm not flattered by your curiosity about my work. I don't keep a record of which incident was the most frightening, or the strangest, or the bloodiest, or even the fun

Unother Bannishment For Me
My Pogo Suspention for Abusive Language in a Chat Room.Maybe I Might be on Fubar a Bit more.Since Most on Yahoo Games Bunch of Nancy's. Temporarily Suspended…Your Pogo privileges have been temporarily suspended due to a violation of our Terms of Service.Violations that can result in a suspension are:Use of abusive or offensive language in the chat roomsHarassment of other playersImpersonation of a pogo official or representativeSending more than 50 messages per dayWhile you are suspended, both your screen name and your IP address may be blocked.Note: If you're sharing an IP address with other people on your home or corporate network, you may be inadvertently blocked if someone else on your network violates our Terms of Service.

Lock The Door
Nothing matters anymoreI've turned away and locked the door I've turned the key and closed my eyes Let spill the tears and stop the lies I want no more to do with this place I want to leave without a trace To pack my bags and disappear To have no regret to have no fear To abandon all my life long dreams To stop the nighttime nightmare screams To leave behind the pain and despair To move on with existence without a care If only this could all be true To go away and start anew But I must live with these tears and lies So I'll lock the door and close my eyes

A Movie Review Of Star Trek
So I went to see Star Trek on opening day. I have never done that for a movie ever. I did it partly because the previews promised a different sort of Star Trek with true action for a change. I went partly because it was Star Trek "rebooted",and really it needed rebotting or just let die out. I also did it out of spite of a lot of old school trekkies saying bad things about the movie when they had not even seen it. I was a kid in the 60's when Star Trek first aired. I was a fan of science fiction then as now but alot was going on in the real world 1960's. I watched the "Bay of Pigs' invasion. I watched the Cuban missile crisis unfold and I lived the cold war each and every day of my life. I honestly thought the world was going to destroy itself. I saw the civil rights movement happen. I saw the civil rights marches and riots, Dr. King being murdered, and Mississippi burn crosses. I witnessed first hand women's suffarage and their march from the kitchen to the work place and their

Confirmed
Well, the CT scan was clean, confirming that I do have a brain inside there. What a surprise. Wednesday at 6:15 am I had to have an MRI, which was really early, so we came home and went back to sleep. I had to take all of my piercings, of course, and didn't bother with putting them back in before my nap. When I woke up, I set out to put them all back in. Everything went in fine, except for the bridge. I couldn't get it to go in through the right side, but I managed to finally wiggle it through the left side. It bled like crazy, but I finally got it through. This morning I woke up with swollen eyes, to the point it was a little hard to see. I put some ice on them, which gave me a terrible headache, and did little to improve the condition. Now, the swelling has gone down, but it's starting to look like I'm getting black eyes on each side. We are going to Kansas this weekend to see Biggie's little brother graduate, and I have a feeling I'm going to go with 2 shiners. They're g

Lmfaoo Ima Skank Now I Guess
"Thank~a~Skank, ok...TY Mz.Dreams!! Nite Fu's" THATS THE FUNNEST THING EVER ARE YOU BLAMING ME FOR YOU DELETEING THIS NEW PAGE YOU CREATED??? IM A SKANK CUZ I TOLD YOU NOT TO MESSAGE ME OR WASTE MY TIME?? SORRY BUT I HAVE NO TIME FOR BS OR DRAMA I BLOCKED YOU ONCES ADDED YOU A 2ND TIME CUZ I WAS TRYING TO BE NICE THEN DELETED YOU CUZ I GOT TIRED OF YOU HAVE 5 YEAR OLD TANTUMS IN UR STATUS MESSAGE HOW YOUR FRIENDS WONT TALK TO YOU SO HEY BIGTAZZ USER# 3005094 IF YOU WANNA CALL ME A SKANK I'LL BE THAT THANK YOU SOO MUCH IT MEANS A LOT LMAO I JUST REALLY THOUGHT THIS WAS VERY FUNNY OH YEA AND THIS IS WHY IM A SKANK THE "MESSAGE"IT WAS WITH A FUROSE FROM THE GIFT SHOP *********READ BOTTOM UP******** YOU HIT ME UP AS IF I REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO YOU YOU DONT NEED TO SEND ME GIFT OR ANYTHING I DONT NEED ANY HELLOS RE FUCKIN READ WHAT I TYPED B4 MAYBE U'LL GET IT THEN=== 'BigTAZZZ' wrote the following at '2009-05-16 23:14:36'..>> Did i really make you that mad at me....im

He Calls To Me
He Calls to Me He calls to me across the milesNight winds carry his whispersThey float on the breeze and through my windowsFalling gently upon my ears Hush I hear him now.He calls to me from the heavensGlittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyesWhen he looks at me, I am consumed by the fireI see him now.He calls to me through my dreamsDancing together in the shadows of my sleepWhere we laugh and love once againI am in his arms, I feel him now.He calls to me.Every moment of every dayDistance couldn't keep us apartWhen destiny drew us togetherI'll hold him for eternityAs long as he keeps calling. Heather Dawn Stephenson Copyright ©2009 Heather Dawn Stephenson

Only Steers And Queers Are From Tx (and So Is Rey).
I've been seriously considering deleting my fubar account. I spend little to no time on the site and to be frank, I have better things to do then battle with those of diminished mental capacities. I set my status yesterday saying " give me a good reason to stay". Well, Rey aka " the twatwaffle from Texas" , from now known as "TWT" sends me this message (see below) : Seriously Rey, grow the fuck up. And btw, your semi homoerotic photo's of yourself are quite amusing. If your looking for a sugar daddy, how's the search going? I'm sure if you try hard enough (no pun intended) I'm sure you can find that special "Mr.Someone". ß ∃ Y™ @ Fa... (=l) Houston, TX subject: DELETE then kill yourself received: 05/21/2009 02:52 pm replied: no block this member

Dealing With Fam
Today I have to go *fix* my sister's boyfriends pc. Fun... My daughter called and was like will you call Ron and walk him through getting this popup off. Its a pop up for WinPC Antivirus. Well myself, I swear by spybot, I did have him download it and run it over the phone, but apparently that didn't work so I am going over there today. I am cringing though sadly, these people talk total smack about me, and here I am being the fixer. My daughter told me when my sister had a pipe burst, the boxes I have still stored her basement, he was like we should take them to the dump. These are pictures and important things to me I saved from over the years because I gave everything else away when I went to Germany. I really hope that I am able to fix it, I know he offered to drive out and get me, and I was like, ummm, I can drive myself. I guess he said he would give me a few bucks for gas. I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend. And please definitely remember those who have fallen, those tr

Mothers And Daughters
Mothers and Daughters We're daughters and mothers not so long ago. We give and take and take and give along time'sendless row. Love is passed and love received to be passed onagain. A precious heirloom twice, twice blessed, aspiritual cardigan. I'll put it on and treasure it, the me I havereceived, and when the roles reverse again, I'll have whatI most need. So may our love go on and on, a hundred thousandyears; Mothers and daughters, daughters and mothers,through joys andothertears. ~Author Unknown~

The 6 Most Badass Stunts Ever Pulled In The Name Of Science
The 6 Most Badass Stunts Ever Pulled in the Name of Science By Luke McKinney #6. John Paul Stapp, Scientist and Human Bullet While other so-called heroes run around saving useless things like kittens and "civilians," John Paul Stapp looked at jet fighter pilots and thought, "Those poor guys need my help." Yes, the manliest profession in the world since "Grizzly Bear Rodeo" was outlawed, and World War II veteran Dr. Stapp was the man who saved them. He served as a flight surgeon in WWII, and after the war performed critical research on the effects of sudden deceleration on the human body. His human body. He used a rocket armed with four rocket engines and a total thrust of 6,000 pounds. The wider scientific community believed the human body could not survive more than 18 Gs of deceleration--Stapp hit 35. Because he goddamn could. He became the fastest man in the world, moving faster than a bullet--632 miles per hour. In 1954 he decelerated from 120 miles per hour to

Third
Zasch stood observantly at the mouth of the cave some time later, Alais hovering around him curiously. He had followed the trail here after it had doubled back, and now he stood not far from his quarry. He spared a glance to Alais, and her sweet whisper came again. "I can travel the plains and ask for Kallista or Muriel to aid you." Shaking his head slightly, and went about setting up a quick ritual that would allow him to see in the darkness of the cave. In less than a minute an opaque black ball had formed in his hands, and floated just over his right shoulder. Zasch drew out his blade, and motioned for Alais to follow him. As he entered the cave, the dark ball did it's job, shedding everything within thirty or so feet in dim light, though in varying shades of gray. Zasch was still for a moment, allowing himself time to adjust to the change in coloration, and started forth. Alais hovered somewhere above him, blinking between the stalagtites that clung to the ceiling, the Wisp kee

Im A Fighter............
A Fighter I fight a battle everyday Against discouragement and fear; Some foe stands always in my way, The path ahead is never clear! I must for ever be on guard Against the doubts that skulk along; I get ahead fighting hard, But fighting keeps my spirit strong. I hear the croakings of Despair, The dark predictions of the weak; I find myself pursued by Care, No matter what the end i seek; My victories are small and few, It matters not how hard i strive; Each day the fight begins Anew, But fighting keeps my hopes alive. My dreams are spoiled by circumstance, My plans are wrecked by FATE or LUCK; Some hour, perhaps, will bring my chance, But that great hour has never struck; My progress has been slow and hard, Ive had to crawl and climb and swim, Fighting for every stubborn yard, But i have kept in fighting trim. I have to fight my doubts away, And be on guard against my fears; The feeble croaking of Dismay Has been familiar through the years; My dearest pla

Conflict
How do I say what I wish mind conflicting with heart internal turmoil ripping me apart If I could but remove my heart and speak with just my mind then I am unsure would I still be kind but if I were to remove my mind and try to speak from my heart then I would truly be lost for I wouldn't know where to start so many words I wish I could say so many things I wish to do but I would hope to start by saying I am there for you I would give you my love and be there till the end for no matter what I will always be your friend I am unable to speak what I need to say so I try to relay it in every song but these feelings have me torn for I feel that they are wrong Misplaced somehow though they come from the heart I feel it in my soul and it is tearing me apart If I could but speak when we are near then I would say I love you but there is to much fear fear I will screw up fear of what I will do you have all of my love but I'm afraid I would

Missing
urrounded by people, I feel all alone, Like part of me's missing, calling for a home. Crying in the dark, dreaming of the day, Hoping to find you, though I know you're so far away. Someday i'll wake up and I know you'll be there. But why do I have to wait, why aren't you here. The emptiness consumes me, while I fall apart, Where are you, I'm waiting, come claim my heart.

Pma
Looking like - and usually sold as - an ecstasy tablet, PMA shares the same initial buzz and hallucinogenic qualities of E, but can cause a fatal rise in temperature in some users. Pure PMA is a white powder, but can appear beige, pink, or yellowish on the street. It's usually made into pressed pills and sold as MDMA (ecstasy). There have been several cases of Mitsubishi's found to contain PMA. Even small doses (60mg) can significantly increase blood pressure, body temperature and pulse rates. Many of the serious health problems connected with the drug has resulted from people mistaking PMA for E and wolfing down several pills - increasing chances of a PMA overdose significantly. There are already many documented cases of PMA fatalities, sparking off a tabloid frenzy with the more hysterical headlines claiming that it could "poach a victim's brain like an egg" Australia has suffered several recent deaths with Wuesthoff Reference Laboratories in Melbourne, Florida showing that

Skin Cancer
Skin cancer is the most common form of human cancer. It is estimated that over 1 million new cases occur annually. The annual rates of all forms of skin cancer are increasing each year, representing a growing public concern. It has also been estimated that nearly half of all Americans who live to age 65 will develop skin cancer at least once. The most common warning sign of skin cancer is a change in the appearance of the skin, such as a new growth or a sore that will not heal. The term "skin cancer" refers to three different conditions. From the least to the most dangerous, they are: basal cell carcinoma (or basal cell carcinoma epithelioma) squamous cell carcinoma (the first stage of which is called actinic keratosis) melanoma The two most common forms of skin cancer are basal cell carcinoma and squamous cell carcinoma. Together, these two are also referred to as nonmelanoma skin cancer. Melanoma is generally the most serious form of skin cancer because it tends t

Tonight
My husband sent me an invitation to meet him in bed tonight at 10 pm just wearing my corset top only ... he has some fantasy about that corset top. I will ask him to massage my freshly shaved legs all the way up from my toes to my sweet spot where he can take advantage of my freshly shaved spot too. I love his oral talents never leaves me hanging ... I have very explosive orgasms each and every time ... I can't wait. That was so exciting to get a printed invitation like that from my husband - he always thinks of new ways to make our sex life so exciting. One day I am going to be his private call girl and charge him for my services so I can save some money to use while we go to Reno, Nevada next month. Maybe we can visit a strip club while we are there too... if we do I will wear my favorite corset top there too. Only to get him excited ... and it may make other men get a bit aroused too.

What Can I Say?
Dear Blog it's been ages since my last confession, so here goes. I had a big fight with a Christian in Nottingham. To be fair he was carrying sweets in a basket and walking nicely in tan leather shoes and offering sweets to strangers in the town square. But when he gave me a leaflet that states "Come pray with us we are outside Debenhams and we can cure cancer and every illness including headaches" I snickered as it added headaches as an after thought. The man sat and smiled beatifically the offered me a sweetie. I said "No". "So if I go pray with you guys outside Debenhams I can stop my friend's cancer right here today?" I asked smiley man. "That's correct" he said. "Ok, you know that's a big pile of shit" I replied. We then debated God's role in curing cancer and his ability to dish out sweets. He tried to say that how will I know my friends cancer wont be cured unless I pray, I told him I have prayed and he still has cancer and my brother still has cancer and HIV and I

In Memory
There is a song by Travis Tritt that I like called "I see me". It is a song about how as a father, he sees his son grow. When I look at Sean, I see Dan. Sean was blessed with his fathers smile, his warm way with people, his charm. When you met Dan, you met a long lost friend you never knew was missing. He just pulled you in. He could recall stories about you that you had forgotten yourself. He knew your name and never forgot it. He was a walking hug, and shoulder to lean on. Warm and giving, a father to all of Sean's friends. In a day when men with such heart and warmth is rare, losing him is a grueling blow. Sean, at 35, has now lost both his parents. Dan was the reason Sean didn't lose it when his mother passed. dan was the rock of the family. I hope Sean is strong enough to be the rock for his family now. God save us all.

.....or.......
Just a quick update on whats going on in my so called wonderful life... Today I had the finacial appt trying to get on the grant for the counseling, they couldnt set me up with another appt till Aug 11, but she told me to try to come in and be a walk in at 7:30 in the morning to see if I can be seen before that. I am getting a little more used to the house for the most part. Next Friday will be my cook night for the 1st time, so I plan on doing something easy the 1st night then after that attempting to do harder things, its just I have never in my life cooked for 12 people. My caseworker will be back next week, she has been on vacation since before I moved in, and I hear out of the two, she is the one that will keep me on my toes more. I have a list of goals made up to work on, along with strategies to get them done. They range from getting this grant, getting a physical, going to a 6 week class called reponsible renters, and would you believe she even put down learning to play the

Get To Know Me
Please allow me to introduce myself. I am you, I am everything you want to be, and everything you don't. I do everything you wish you could and everything you wish you had not. I am your dreams, and yes, your DARKEST damn fears. I am the friend next door, and the guy you walk across the street so as not to have to pass. I am that rowdy S.O.B in the bar, and Yet, I am NORM, cause everyone knows my name, and the conversation just starts when I get there. I am the Leader, but yet, I too follow (just so I know where exactly to shove that damn blade). I am the desire of all that know me, and I am hated by all that love me. I am the Eternal cunundrum, the rubix cube of life. Alas, you can not cheat and change my stickers, although I do change my colors. Oh yes dear one's I am a chamelion in this life as I was in all past lives. I will entice you, I will desire you but always in the end I will make you hate me with a bitter vile tortured lust. Oh indeed I said Lust. For when love has ended, g

All Parents Please Read!!
This blog was posted by me on my main account: PLEASE READ AND DO WHAT IS ASKED THIS MAN WITH THESE PICTURES THINKS STUFF LIKE THIS IS A GAME AND IS FUNNY WHEN IT CLEARLY IS NOT! Please Downrate And Mark NSFW created @ 2009-07-28 03:08:30 Merry Meet Y'all. I was rating pictures and I came across 4 that someone thought was obviously funny but as a parent of a little girl myself, I didn't find them the least bit funny. I originally rated them 10's but then went back and rated these pictures as 1's. I ask all my friends and especially parents of children or even teenagers to go and report these images as NSFW and hopefully send this dumbass a message for posting such stupid pictures. When you see them you will understand instantly what I am talking about. Read the captions to understand where my anger is coming from. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1980231&albumid=1388653&i=2078897330&idx=0#437128777 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1980231&albumi

The Beginning
I'm just a guy living like i do Pinting some words on Fu. I haven't much, or maybe I can have a lot more if I rob a man I don't know, but I'm in love so she's all that I've been thinking of but if you want, to press your luck ask her I just don't give a fuck I'm quick to grab a gun or what I need step to me guarantee recieve a shiny new bullet in your head a brand new hole to show your dead I'm just sayin' cuz I wanna make it clear that I stood face to face with what you know as fear and showed Death, I don't care he ran away my middle finger in the air....

Bbc Please Help Out!
Hey my daughter is in a Beautiful Baby Contest for WGN America. First prize is $5,000 for her college. Please help her win by voting as many times as possible and getting others to do so as well. Thanks Katie and Sarah Copy and Pastesite below to start voting: http://beautifulbabies.trb.com/wgnamerica/babies_home_gallery,0,7517665,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=alangel1314

Lies
u the only one i ever game my heart and u rip it in to like it was nothing my heart my soul are crying and i feel the pain like never befor why what did i ever do to u but love u and do whatever u wanted me to do.u said that its a site it means nothing so why lie to me when i ask. i love u in real life u say u love me in real life yet i see the lie u told me hurts more then what i say in there. oh god i want to die the pain so bad the tears found there way out of my eyes. oh god why would this be happen plz just take me away i cant stand this pain i must be the best loser there is cauz even with the pain i still love u and want to be with u oh let this be a nightmare and when i wake u still love me and this was all a dream u are my life my soul my everything oh god plz dont let this be the end let be just a missunderstanding and its not true for it is i nolonger want to live with u i have nothing.so i plz let this pain end one way enouther give the peace one way or orther

Politics Causes Crime
Well as most of you know who read the paper or watch the news recently in Buffalo there has been a lot of killings. How it is stats wise I'm not sure but that doesn't really matter that much that is just how people compare how much crime there is at one time vs. another. I'm not saying that you can get rid of all crime, because you can't. But I do think that Buffalo isn't the only city where crime is much higher then it should be. Stealing stuff is common in these tough economic times. I think that getting rid of that would be pretty tough. But I think one way to reduce that is to have cops who walk the street. I think that when Cops know everyone in there little area it does deter some crime. Hey if I'm a cop and see someone On Joe's bike then there is going to be a problem, but if everyone knows that I know what Joe's bike is no one is going to take it and if they trade it for drugs then the local dealers know that I know it is Joe's bike so they aren't taking it for drugs.

Addiction_enmeshed Confuses Unbridled Desires???
Addiction - the agony and the ivory. It's nothing new, is as ancient as man…Is an escape route - a temporary, momentary one. It's nothing new, is as ancient as man…Is an escape route - a temporary, momentary one. There has never been a time when man didn't need an escape route. Everyone seems to have a need at the end of the day: a few beers, cigarettes, drugs, womanizing - any short cut to relief. None of these things bring any satisfaction, yet the desire for some sort of gratification continues… The main cause of addiction is that man does not know how to live; how to live in totality - a complete awareness. And that is how he gets exploited by society which has a vested interest in making him suffer and offering temporary relief. A person who lived totally will not consume any alcohol, smoke cigarettes ot take any form of drug. Naturally, people who are earning millions of bucks out of alcohol and drugs cannot let you live totally. What would happen to busin

3 Doors Down....... Here By Me
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me‘Cause I’m not doing so good without youThe things I thought you’d never know about meWere the things I guess you always understoodSo how could I have been so blind for all these years?Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,And living without you…And everything I have in this worldAnd all that I’ll ever beIt could all fall down around me.Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.I can’t take another day without you‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my ownI’ve been waiting so long, just to hold youAnd to be back in your arms where I belongSorry I can’t always find the words to sayBut everything I’ve ever known gets swept awayInside of your love…And everything I have in this worldAnd all that I’ll ever beIt could all fall down around me.Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.As the days grow long I seeThat time is standing still for meWhen you&r

Had I
Had I a wish, a precious wishThat would make my life so fineWith no debate, to contemplateI would wish, that he was mineHad I a dream, a special dreamThat I wallowed in each nightWith all my heart, right from the startI would dream, to hold him tightHad I a smile, a loving smileThat was on my face each dayWith him to see, most endlesslyI would smile, my life awayHad I a love, a one true loveThat would surely warm my soulWith heart and mind, no longer blindI would know, he made me whole

I Feel Like I've Already Had This Conversation Somewhere
I thought I was rather nice, considering I knew with the little "cowboy" was up to. Still blocked me in the end. I guess I made him fear for his everlasting soul. Yes, I'm that awesome. In case you haven't checked out the source of this stupidity: http://www.fubar.com/blog/289667/1060729

Rants And Such ....
Hmm several things as of late..... (please don't be so vain and flatter urself to think this is about you, i dont care that much) First what you think you know about me or what you heard is probably bs... you want to know something about me and what is going on with me . have the guts to ask me or STFU. Second, before you want to ask me for gifts, blasts, bling , or anything else.... ask yourself one simple thing first..... what have you done for me lately? If the answer is nothing... im not buying u anything, Yes i spend alot on here every month but it won't be for you. Dont care for this answer..... delete me. BDSM.... I am a Switch and a Mentor... just because im sexually open,kinky,out going, and occasionally flirty at times does not mean im naughty for anyone but the One im with.. basically im not a doormat who wants to be spanked in chatrooms to boost my self esteem... I have a r/l i dont need attn on here to feel special so if ur looking for a fuktoy to occupy

Single?
I get a lot of guys asking me about being single as if they feel sorry for me. I am single by choice. I do not believe in monogamy. Don't want to be tied down to one boring relationship. I don't see that ever happening. I enjoy being free and having lots and lots of close friends. All my married friends are miserable. I don't ever want to be like that.

B.o.b. (bombs Over Baghdad) Lyrics
Verse 1:Yeah!Inslumnational Underground.Thunder pounds,when I stomp the ground.(Wooh)Like a million elephants,or silver backOrangutangs,you can't stop the train.Who wants some?Don't come unprepared.I'll be there,but when I leave there.Better be a household name.The weatherman tellin' usit ain't gon' rain.So now we sittin in a droptop,soaking wet.In a silk suit tryingnot to sweat.Hittin' somersaults with-out the net.But this'll be the year that wewont forget.1-9-9-9!Anno Domini,anything goes!Be what you want to be,long as you know consequencesare given for liv-ing the fence is,too high to jump in jail.Too low to dig,I might just touch hell.HOT!Get a life,now they on sale.Then I might cast you a spell.Look at what came in the mail,a scale and some Arm & Hammer.Soul gold grill, and a baby mamma.Black Cadillac and a pack of pampers.Stack of questions,with no answers.Cure for cancer,cure for AIDS.Make a nigga want to stay on tour for days.Get back home,thangs are wrong.Well notreally it was

34
Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime, Therefore, we are saved by hope. Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history; Therefore, we are saved by faith. Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone. Therefore, we are saved by love. No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own; Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness. -Reinhold Niebuhr

" Confused " By: Anonymous
My knees start to shake, when you're in sight. My mind is fillef with wander, my heart with fright. When will this feeling stop? When did it start? I'm so confused. What should i do? I can't think of anything, except you. Should i ignore you, or just give it time? I can't think straight, my heart controls my mind.

How To Talk To A D.j.
The Rules On How To Talk To A DJ!!! (A Must Read, You Know Who You Are!!!) Category: Music HOW TO TALK TO A D.J. If you're going to talk to the club D.J., DON'T SAY... 1. "Play something good... something we can dance to!" The D.J. has to play for more than one person, so what you may hate may be another's favorite song and everything played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. "Would you play something with a beat?" Don't be an idiot. We know of no songs played in a club that don't have some sort of a beat. 3. "I don't know who sings it and I don't know the name of the song, but it goes like this... la dee-dah-dee!" Please, don't sing for the D.J. They have to put up with smoke-filled rooms and dangerous decebal levels all night. Do them a favor and don't give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. "Everybody wants to hear it!" Oh sure, you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you are requesting the song. Also, do not make a request, then send all

Face Capture In Photoshop Cs4
Ok lotta people are asking me how i make my graphics using someone elses Face so here we go lets start by opening the 2 pics we are gonna use these are my 2 first we wanna capture the face so on the left lets pick our marquee tool (shown below) right click on it and choose the elliptical marquee tool (shown below) now on the face pick left click on the pic and drag the circle around the face (shown below) then at top click on the refine edge button (shown below) now another box pops up leave all the sliders as they are the only 2 you wanna move are the bottom 2 sliders as shown below play with these until u are happy with what u have then click ok in this box now you are back looking at both picturesand the 1 with the face still has the circle on it now lets select the move tool now just left click in the middle of the circle on the face pic and drag it to the other pic as shown below then save it as a jpeg and u are done

Poem- "let Me Go"
My heart wanders back and forth, between the two of you. I dont know who to choose, But there can only be one. I toss and turn, with many wandering thoughts. You both are so very different, in so many ways. kind and gently, sweet and smart. You both stole a piece, Of my heart. I can only choose one, but who will it be, The one who will love me. So i beg to the other.. you must please set me free. Let me go and if i return it was meant to be.

One Day At A Time
So I've been dealing with a lot of personal crap lately. Why does it always seem that when you are down, life tries to pile more crap on ya and try to break you? One day, I finally looked up to the sky, and said just kill me now... get it over with. Didn't happen, and I'm still around. Whether that is a good thing or not is debateable. I remembered the quote though that I used to use for a character of mine I played before, and it fits. What does not kill us, makes us stronger. Yes, it is an old saying, but in a way, it does work. Each day is a battle, but each morning that you wake up, you've won the battle from the day before. I guess I am trying to remember that myself, and work though everything. Each little pain, each little arrow that is shot... it hurts like hell. But it also reminds me... I Am Alive. And while I'm alive... anything is possible.

Christmas Poem
Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight.. Sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps

Part Three
A cool mist clung to the blades of grass on Luciano’s lawn like children seeking the succor of their mother’s caress as the car pulled up along the circular drive to his palatial home. The house was long and flat, ringed with simple columns as a Roman estate might. White stone composed its walls. Like the Pantheon in the city of his birth, there was a single rotunda in the center of the home, also ringed with columns, that rose slightly from the rest of the house. The car came to a stop before a porch with a high pitched roof. Among the rest of the house’s architecture, the roof, with its shingles stood largely out of place. The rear doors opened. The woman, Luciano’s companion for the night and all of his many centuries, stepped out. The rain had stopped. She held the door open for him while he floated from the car. Both he and she walked to the front door of his house. The door opened. Standing there was an older gentleman. His balding head and proper stance

Appreciation
I never posted anything before but when I was on shift tonight I seen this video by, Mo'nque "I Coulda been your Cellmate" that made me appreciate and love how strong women are. So please take your time and just watch and I hope you understand the meaning behind it. Thank you

New Years Eve
For all of you who understand the powerful call of the full moon this New Years Eve is going to hold a very special significance...Not only will it be the final full moon of 2009 it will also be the second full moon in December...making it what is commonly referred to as a "Blue Moon"...Here is a little information you may all find enlightening: A full moon occurs once every 29.5 days, and most years have 12. On average, an extra full moon in a month *a blue moon* occurs every 2.5 years. The last time there was a lunar double take was in May 2007. New Years Eve blue moons are rarer, occurring every 19 years. The last time was 1990; the next one won't come again until 2028. So prepare yourself accordingly for even more of the moon's powerful energy than usual and take the proper precautions. This is going to make 2010 a very special year for all of us who are bound by Mother Moon, and I do not want to read about any of my brothers or sisters in the first paper of 2010 having lo

Poem
The rain fell.Like brilliant shards of crystalline bluedarting from the heavens, I stood among them, lost within the downpour.I reached out to test its strength and itpierced me, blades of an azure porcelainand it worked its way inside me and enteredmy heartand then it new sadness, and it cried and it grew,absorbing its tears into itself like ihad once before.and it filled my heart forcing outthe sadness and resides there ever since.so when i stand alone, lost within the downpouror gaze aloft from sandy perch over a sea ofthe most beautiful bluemaybe then youll understand my love meeee......

My Return
OK WOW SOME PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO GET A LIFE, THIS IS A GAME FOLKS (FANTASY) NOT REAL, A SOCIAL NETWORK IN MY OPINION BETTER THEN ANY OTHER BUT SOME OF YOU JUST WOW! CRAZINESS! OK FIRST IF YOUR BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND, FU-HUSBAND OR WIFE OR REAL LIFE GIRL/BOY FRIEND HAS ISSUES WITH YOU BEING OWNED BY SOMEONE OTHER THEN THEM BLOCK IT SO NO ONE WILL BUY YOU! IF YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER REAL OR FAKE HAVE ISSUES WITH ME MAKING YOU STUFF OR BUYING YOU BLING THEN BLOCK ME FROM COMING TO YOUR PAGE. REALIZE SOMETHING FOLKS I HAVE A LOT OF REAL LIFE FRIENDS ON HERE WHO TRULY KNOW ME SO WATCH WHAT YOU SAY TO MY FRIENDS BECAUSE THE TRUTH MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE A JEALOUS ASSCLOWN!! OK ALSO EVERYTHING YOU DO FOR ME IS ALWAYS RETURNED TEN FOLD AND MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT, SO IF WE WERE FRIENDS ONCE AND WE ARE NOT NOW DON'T ASSUME CRAP JUST ASK ME WHY NOT! EXPECT THE TRUTH CAUSE I'M TOO DAMN OLD TO PLAY THE LIEING GAME!! ALSO IF YOU OWN ME REALIZE YOU WILL BE MY #1FAMILY, MY CRUSH & PICS OF YOU PLASTERED ON M

My Newest Poem
I want to run away. Be forgotten, kissed away. Escape to new levels of pain. Find my place in time. No point in staying sane, death is all to kind. When everything i ever did was invain. Bleed me slowly, kill me softly. I want to feel your pain inside of me. All around me, ingulfing me. Unite my fear on a pain-injected high. Feed me your lies. When you look at me what do you see? A worthless whore instead of me? If you loved me like you say, you would'nt use me this way. Hurt me anyway. Rip me up inside, just to pass the time. So it wont consume my mind. Lock me away, trapped with my self-inflicted crimes. Shatter my frame, I love the way you make me suffer in my shame. Play your games, take control of me. God i love your pain.

Between The Pages...
Tucked between the pages lie,Your most innermost secrets discovered,A life of secrets a life of lies,A life of love, not to me, but to another. Tucked between those sacred pages,I found your notes,Your secret rages.Your wishful dreams and high hopes. Buried deep between the pages,I found your secrets,I found your stories in different stages. I found your thoughts,I found your dreams,All left there to rot,Like silent screams. Tucked between those pages I found lies,And I found honesty,This you can not deny,Deep inside of the pages written… I found you..

"the Gift"
I contemplated a bouquet of roses...but they wither in time...so I planted you a rose bush instead!I thought about a card,but not even the largest one would be enough!So here is a novel written on the tip of my tongue..allowing me to express how i feel each day!I wanted to give you a watch covered in diamonds..but I decided to give you my time instead! Moments from this hectic world I am giving to you my undivided attention!Time away from putting off " what matters most" .I wanted to tell you how much I truly love youbut decided to show you instead! A huga smilea selfless acta walk on the beacha home cooked dinnerAn appology for the times I hurt youand endless gratitude for all the times you are there for me and for being a ray of sunshine in my life!The most valuable Gift of all are my prayers to God each day..Asking him to protect, guide ,and bless you in your life long journey !To others it may not seem like much... but to me it is everything!.I am giving you my heart and my prayers

Black Sapote: The Chocolate Fruit
Name & Family English: Black Sapote, Black Persimmon, Chocolate-Fruit, Chocolate Pudding Fruit Spanish: Zapote Negro German: Schwarze Sapote Scientifical: Diospyros digyna, Family: Ebenaceae Same family: Kaki - Mabolo - Japanese Persimmon Type Tropical Fruit, 2 to 10 seeded. Seeds: shining dark red-brown colored. Many trees bear pitless fruit. Mexican relative to the Chinese persimmon. Description, Taste & storage The Black Sapote is a Tomato-like fruit, 10 x 13 cm. large berry with a thin and firm rind. Its color is shining dark green with brown specs. The fruitflesh is rich, dark brown colored and custard like and is therefore called the Chocolate pudding fruit. Complete ripe fruits are often ugly brown. Black sapote's flesh is rich and custard-like, with a sweet, nut-like mild flavor and when ripe fruit pulp is blended with milk, cream or ice-cream, it tastes like mild chocolate - but without the caffeine or calories! Tree The black sapote is native in Mexico and Guatemala.

Final Word
Say something do somethingvoices over coming memake something rightmake it all come downFeeling is believingactions means causefor you it means nothingaslong as we speakthis is your final wordThe ground is my holy playgroundyou sin once before but never conqueredyou look at me for answersbut no question can be answer by suchLife is like a crystal balllook in past and futurebut doing somethingmakes it real

Erotic Poetry
Can I have you? Written by SweetInnocence Can I have you? Your heart? Your love?Can I have that first kiss? that first touch?Can I have the warmth of your skin against mine?Tell me what I have to do...tell me what it takes...I will do anything...I will do everything...just to have you.So please, answer...Can I have you?

Music Monday 22...i Think
Only 5 songs...but good songs. An overall upbeat music Monday. 1. Vaporize - Broken Bells2. Bulletproof - LaRoux3. Sweet DIsposition - The Temper Trap4. Treehouse - I'm From Barcelona5. Lollipop - Ben Kweller I recommend delving deeper into each of these artists...maybe with the exception of The Temper Trap and only because I don't know much about them...but have a look, they might be great. I'm still working on branching out for these playlists, but since it's really just what I listen to, it's difficult. If you have any suggestions in completely different directions, let me know.

Something I Wrotei Read And Understand It As If It Were Truly You. I Wonder If You Read It, Do You Feel... I Read Between The Lines And Come Off Harsh
I read and understand it as if it were truly you. I wonder if you read it, do you feel... I read between the lines and come off harsh, though it’s the only way I know for my pain to flow. For inside love, the pain does grow. My heart can never truly settle. My heart does still hear you, see you. It’s the pain as in the book. It takes your life away. Should the truth be held inside for all your life? Do we all not have our faults? Would you not agree that there is more strength and pride in love compared to anything? When love fails in your heart, you find a point to concentrate, and that is all you have. Always a haunted open space filled with the longing of being filled once more. We call this lonely. This space can never be entirely filled. If truly someone is dead in your mind, does that mean they die also in your heart? I suppose they do not, but that means you cannot move. You settle instead. Settling comes with honest loneliness. Never to fulfill. We ha

Ouch
I wish things were different, I wish I did this or I did that, But I realize yes you get one life to live and you have to make the best of it. I'm sure there are people out there who think the same exact thing like I do. I feel like I have made mistakes on past loves, jobs etc.. And Its something you can never get back, just have to suck it up and move on. I personaly wasn't thinking this would be my first blog on a website that I was just introduced too. I was starting to think most people on here were totaly fake and damn playing the "woe is me" card.. I came on here not looking for love, or sex, or a date... Just someone to communicate with on a deeper level due to my weirdness thats most likely hard to attain, I hope I get some people to pay attention to some blogs that im writing so I can write some more each day about what im doing, where im going etc.. that would be fun... Well in closing I hope whoever is reading this enjoys it somewhat and wants to know more about me or just

Invisible
Invisible!!! A feeling I am sure we have all known at one time or another. A feeling that can make you feel alone in this big world. A feeling that can make you become depressed. Right now that is just about how I feel. Yeah I’m a bit emotional these days, Well duh, I’m 18 weeks pregnant, And my husband is in another state. But still, I shouldn’t feel as if I’m invisible, But yet here I am, feeling more alone then ever. And the one person who can ease this feeling, Well is no where in site. A random phone call would be nice, Or even a random I love and miss you comment, Maybe a text or an offline message. But instead I get nothing of the sort. I get to feel invisible. I get to be depressed. Feeling so alone in my time of need. And no one quite understand, What’s going on deep within. It brings tears to my eyes, To feel so down, in what should be, One of the most happiest times in my life. Not only am I pregnant, But I&rsqu

Hundreds Of Miles
Hundreds of miles away. For all this time it may have well been a million miles. For all this time it may as well have been only a few feet. Too far to touch and at the same time close enough to feel. The waiting. The indecision. The doubt. And finally, the flight. I barely noticed the crowds of impatient travelers waiting in winding lines to have their belongings searched for explosives. I didn't care much about the uncomfortable seating at the airport. The crowded flight didn't bother me as it normally would. My mind was occupied - wondering if there was anything real waiting at my destination. I drive in the rented car. I follow the robotic female voice of the GPS. I sit through evening rush hour in an unfamiliar city. At least it isn't like Los Angeles rush hour. I find the hotel and check into my room. I shower. I shave. I iron. I pace. I try to decide the best time to leave in order to be on time for my 9 o'clock dinner date with a woman I've not met. I wait. I pace some more. I

Lady Antebellum - American Honey
She grew up on a side of the roadWhere the church bells ring and strong love growsShe grew up goodShe grew up slowLike American honeySteady as a preacherFree as a weedCouldn't wait to get goin'But wasn't quite ready to leaveSo innocent, pure and sweetAmerican honeyThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGet caught in the raceOf this crazy lifeTryin' to be everything can make you lose your mindI just wanna go back in timeTo American honey, yeaThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGone for so long nowI gotta get back to her somehowTo American honeyOoh There's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothin's sweeter than

La Roux...i'm Not Your Toy! (damn Straight!!!!)
Love, love is like a stubborn youth That you'd rather just deny I'm walking on a broken roof While I'm looking at the sky It's all false love and affection You don't want me You just like the attention Yes it's all false love and affection You don't like me You just want the attention I'm not your toy This isn't another girl meets boy x2 Love, love hides in a smoky light And I can never find the truth Boy, your touches leave me mystified And I wish I could believe in you Yes it's all false love and affection You don't want me You just like the attention Yes it's all false love and affection You don't like me You just want the attention I'm not your toy This isn't another girl meets boy x3 It's all false love and affection You don't want me You just like the attention Yes it's all false love and affection You don't like me You just want the attention I'm not your toy This isn't another girl meets boy x4

Sex
We fucked all night till the dawn You smacked my ass & it was on I got down on my hands & knees Had you begging please please please Fuck me hard & fuck me fast Oh please let this moment last I feel your dick going in & out You make me scream you make me shout Oh my god it feels so great Your dick is something I can not hate You've got my pussy so hot & wet This night is one I'll never forget I start 2 cum & you keep going The juices & fluids are truly flowing We are sweating more & more each minute

From My Buddy
i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs, and possibly i like the thrill of under me you so quite new

On The One And The Many, Unity And Diversity
PANTHEISM - is the belief that the universe is divine and nature is sacred.It fuses religion and science, and concern for humans with concern for nature.It provides the the most solid basis for environmental ethics.It is a religion that requires no faith other than common sense, no revelation other than open eyes and a mind open to evidence, no guru other than your own self.UnityAll things in the universe are one. They began as one. They may end as one. They are all made of the same basic matter/energy, and they interact with one another, constantly.All things on earth are one: plants, animals, rocks, oceans and atmosphere. All living creatures had a common origin, all depend on each other, and shape and are shaped by non-living things. Life has radically altered the earth's atmosphere, and molded many aspects of its geology. The Gaia system is an organic evolving whole embracing the biosphere, hydrosphere, lithosphere and atmosphere.All humans on earth are one. We descend from the sam

Porn Contest!
Well I have a problem! I need to go to PAA (Porn Addicts Anonymous) But before I go... I need some new FREE porn!!! So the contest is as follows.... Link me or email me the best porn video you know of. Based on what I like I will judge a winner. The prizes get better with the more porn I get. So private message me or leave a comment and I will get my YIM or email to you so you can enter! Let the best porn get me off and we all win!!!!!!!! :)

Love
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>> Heresy: now I lay me down to sleep. I pray the lord my soul to keep, and if I die before I wake. I pray the lord my soul to take. Until this fucking game is over, this fucking game is over. Its over!!! As I grew up I found that no one knows a fucking think yeah, there basing their whole existance on the stories of heresay its not sane its no surprise I cant believe a fucking word you say. So fuck your faith, and all your saints. Is it ok if I? Choose not too believe. Dont pray for me, I cant be saved. Is it ok if I?

To My Dearest Friends
I'm not going to write a poem this time..I am just going to speak from the heart...to all of my friends...the ones that I believe really truly care...just for the simple sake of caring..this is to all of you guys...thereare alot of things about me you may not know...but you don't necessarily have to know..to know that I am thankful...there are millions of men and women that are just alike...users...posers..and just plain freaking cruel...but you guys..the ones I talk to on a regular basis...people like you are few are far between....rare..practically extinct...and regardless if this is all our friendship will ever be..it means a lot...and I am truly grateful for all of you...I am an emotional basket case right now...but I have walked alone long enough..and to know that I have others willing to walk beside me is truly a gift...I don't turn this computer off and stop being thankful...it is with me regardless if this thing is on or not..and I just wanted to let all of you know..that you g

Sell Kids Ugg Bailey Button Black Boots Clearance
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What We Should Pay Attention To When We Drive
As we all know,the visibility is usually very poor at night. So when we drive at night we should control the led light for cars rightly.Then how to control the led lights for cars when driving at night?Therefore, when we use these led lights,we should pay attention to the flowing aspects:Situation one:the car lights should be turned on at the same time with the street lights. If when it is bed weather such as cloudy, foggy or bad weather, you should turn on the light in advance to ensure a good the enough sight and make sure the driving safety.Situation two:when you park your car on the road,you can turn off the headlight,you can turn on the low beam light such as led dash light,led width-indicator light,led signal light or led taillights.Situation three:when you park your car on the road,you can turn off the headlight,you can turn on the low beam light such as led back-up light,led width-indicator light,led signal light or led tail lights.Situation two:Situation three:you can use the

The Threat
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Death (pt. 2)
I have confined myself to this pain Which is sometimes hard to contain Death is my only chance for release And my only hope for peace I alone have made this existence To which now there is no resistance I welcome death with a warm embrace Anything to get out of the place Whether it be the death of my body or soul In any part or of the whole Anything to escape this pain Which gets harder and harder to contain

Life Bites!
Well, the relationship I touched on in my last entry went to shit.......oh well, that is life! But now I have a new man in my life and at this point idk what to do.........I have heard things that I'm scared about accepting! We will just have to see what happens!

White Chicks Vs Black Chicks...smh
So im kicking it with one of my people on her and they make a striking observation...i have a lot of females friend. so i told him that not a mistake ...i dodnt really fuck with dudes on the net or RL...fuck i need more dudes in my life for...then they say...you have a lot of white girls on here...so is that because they show the tits and shyt or just not enough black women on her. As you can imagine i had to laugh...hard. but then i got to think about it....i do have a lot of white females as friends on here, and know what...theres no real reason for it. granted black woman on the site are fewer in number than white women on here so it would seem but honestly....there is really no reason or explanation. now at this point im thinking is there something about white woman that make me more preferenced to them and im bugging out because honestly im looking at my friends list now like what the hel is really hood. then it hit me, out of all the black women i have seen and FR'd on the sit

Wish It Could Of Lasted
Perhaps some day time will go slower. Yeah, it does sometimes seem like it takes next to forever for the day to end. Yet, there are days that I wish had lasted longer or never ever ended. Thats what I was trying to get to in my last blog. The times that were so good that you wish they could of stayed fresh in your mind. Espesially if one day you lose a certain amount of your memory. Can you maybe honestly say there is a part of your life that you would of wanted time to slow down so you could enjoy it to the fullest?? Last night I was working on two different sites and the certain someone I have been missing a whole bunch contacted me. I returned to this site too late to have him read my message back to him but I did some really good dreams. One day we will chat agin. One day we may cam again. I already know that your damn lucky if anything can become real from internet relationships. I understand the dangers too. I have been proposed to from a guy in Nigeria. Course his profile said

Aim And Fire
Another Dig I am six feet below Smelling the earth between these college ruled lines Tethered to the warriors of word Holding sugar laced breath while you read my obituary Awaiting the procession The Moon glows bright filtering into the cracks of my tomb No poetic death here Love and decay remains in the artist With brittle quills I scratch against the lid Body blooming and shaking at the Guests here at my wake They must have fúcking loved me I slide my fingers over the pointy nails That seal me inside.. They must have