Where is the real me ?
OH the evil that runs threw my head.
Wishing and wanting but never to see them dead.
To be haunted for all the wrong they did in your life.
Wishing they would see
Just what they did to me.
Wanting them to feel all the hurt I keep bottled inside.
Knowing that was the one place where love suppose to reside.
Playing threw your head everything that you need to say.
Only to find , it was like grains of sand to them, slowly wipped away from their memory.
So , your only choice is to live with it every day.
How can someone live with knowing all that I know?
How can someone move on and forget,,, all there is to be told?
I was that afraid little girl that grew into a woman.
40 years and counting , and was told they put that out of their mind?
Pardon me Is my love, my life , my heart blind?
Why can't they hear my pleas?
Why can't they hear my cries?
I want her to know how I feel, or have been feeling
before this can reside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've told her everything, and even showed her my scars.
Why oh why can't she see what she's done to me??!!??!!??
Will the truth ever be told out of her mouth?
Will I ever get over this so I can be set free?
Just where or where is the real me ????!!!!!????
