How do I say what I wish
mind conflicting with heart
internal turmoil
ripping me apart
If I could but remove my heart
and speak with just my mind
then I am unsure
would I still be kind
but if I were to remove my mind
and try to speak from my heart
then I would truly be lost
for I wouldn't know where to start
so many words I wish I could say
so many things I wish to do
but I would hope to start
by saying I am there for you
I would give you my love
and be there till the end
for no matter what
I will always be your friend
I am unable to speak what I need to say
so I try to relay it in every song
but these feelings have me torn
for I feel that they are wrong
Misplaced somehow
though they come from the heart
I feel it in my soul
and it is tearing me apart
If I could but speak
when we are near
then I would say I love you
but there is to much fear
fear I will screw up
fear of what I will do
you have all of my love
but I'm afraid I would hurt you
and that one thought
stops me dead
fills my mind with fear
and my soul with dread
For I know but one simple truth
you mean everything to me
my best friend in this world
so I let these feelings be
Maybe one day it will come
and we will both be free
to say what we must
we shall have to just wait and see.
