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Gemini Naughty Horoscope
Gemini (May 21 - June 21) --
Ever heard the saying "Been there. Done that?" chances are it came from a Gemini. They are always changing...they are the eternal Chameleon. You never who you are fucking that day.
They have had sex.
A lot of sex.
Probably because they are in a constant state of flux...always looking for the new high.
The biggest turn on for a Gemini is: LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION.
Here is just a smattering of places that I know Geminis have fucked: In the elevator of the moseleum of Forest Lawn Cemetary DURING A FUNERAL. Wine cellars in nightclubs. Vip Areas of Theatres. Public Parks. The 18th Hole of a private golf course. In the center of a race track just as the flag was going up. On various Gym equipment at numerous health spas. A football stadium during the SuperBowl. A Balcony railing at Mardis Gras in the French Quarter...just to name a few.
If it's shiny...they will want it. They are big on DRAMA so be prepared for them to set the mood for sex no matter WH
Being Away ....
I am almost 3000 KM away from the woman I luv and I am crawling out of my skin to just be with her. There is so much that distance does for a relationship to make it that much stronger. I for one do not recomend it unless your sure of where you stand. But for me and my girl its like gasoline to a fire... It leaves us burning with desire!
I sit out front of a Motel in Small town Perth ONTARIO. Stealing the wireless letting me proclaim to the world how much I feel for my girl.
~KUTIE~ you fill my days with happiness and I thank you for the luv we share. If it was not for you I do not know where my emotions would be at a time like this. You ground my thoughts to those of being with you and the good things to come.
THANK YOU HUN!
*3/3/07* 69 Eyes/cradle Of Filth Show Review
So Saturday night March 3rd I went with 2 friends to see Cradle of Filth and The 69 Eyes down in Baltimore @ Ram's Head Live. Some group called 3 Inches of Blood was the opening band and they were ok but not exactly my cup of tea. The 69 Eyes did a great 8 or 9 song set and then Cradle came out and did a long ass set and 2 encores. It was loud, heavy, with a lot of drunken headbanging! Just how I like it ^_^. The pit was insane and I saw a lot of people coming out bloody and stuff. I saw my friend Becky aka. LilMissSpookiness from KY with her hubby at the show and we hung out for a few. Afterwards I bought 2 shirts and 2 posters and hung out at the bar with Bazie (guitarist from The 69 Eyes) and got a pic with him and got him to sign one of my posters. I also showed my 69 eyes tattoo off a lot and wore my spooky contacts so that was cool too. I'll have pics coming later this week as they're being processed and transfered to CD-rom. There's 2 more shows coming up of different bands tha
I Am Going To Have A Contest
ok,i am going to have my first contest,it will be for the best southern belle and gentlemen contest..so if you are from the south and are interested in entering,send me a link for your pic.
comment bombing will be allowed,and you can bomb your own pic..the contest will start friday the 9th at 8pm est and end wed the 14th at 8pm est.
this is provided i have enough entrys...brenda
If She Only Knew
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your
Caring For Someone...
Sometimes it's hard to forget someone you love. We think that hating them will make it easier for us to deal with the loss...I lost someone that I tought was a good friend. Why? I don't even know. It just happened like that, for no reason. Well, I don't want to say names or how pathetic this person is. Or maybe I do... Sometimes it helps to put out anger in words but I don't believe in bashing someone. So I just put my feelings on paper and deal with my pain. Why worry for someone who clearly never cared for you...
Nf Gifts But They Didn't Copy Correctly
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A Brand New Truck
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Snorkeling in Tahiti
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Rock Concert Ticket
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Assorted Chocolate Candies
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Breakfast in Bed
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A Red Rose
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Get Well Flowers
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Dinner for 2
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Box of Chocolate
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Rare Indian Head Gold Coin
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Red Roses and Teddy Bear
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Best Buddy Award
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Long Island Ice Tea
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Glass of Ice Tea
Wanna Be A BallerBy Lil' TroyBestAudioCodes.com
I'm So Bored!!!
I loved it in California. Then I come back to Misery and I am so fucking bored. I'm probably driving my boyfriend crazy. I can't sit still and I'm eating everything in site. Not sure if I could handle seeing the ocean everyday anyway. There was just so much to do out there and nothing here. Why did I come back?!?
I wake up from time to time in a cold dark sweat from nightmares that i can't remember.the only motivation that i have is to look for an answer to a question that i do not have . Now i sit in my room looking around to see what life has given me so far; On my wall there are pictures of people that i used to know... they used to be my friends...most of them either moved away died or went to jail, never to be hurd from again . but thats the price you pay when you play the game... ON my dresser there are over due library books of emily dickenson,kuma sutra,and the encylopida of seiral killers . I love to read when i do im in a diffront world I almost lust for it some days. I can feel the stories the love, the hate, and the lust. I can feel the excitement of when the killers seek there pray the hoorer of when they make there kill.I taste the last blood of the victom was stabed , shot, or strangled. I can feel the knife penatrate there skin and worst or all i can remember there fear it hount
Hump Day...what The Fuck!!!
OK SO ITS HUMP DAY AND IF I DONT GET HUMPED FUCKED OR ANYTHNG ELSE I AM GONNA SCREAM!!!!!! OK I FEEL BETTER NOW...I AM GOIN CRAZY
ALTHOUGH I AM A COLLEGE GRADUATE, I AM CLUELESS MOST OF THE TIME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE ON CT MOST OF THE TIME!
DON'T GET ME WRONG 99% OF THE PEOPLE ON HERE I REALLY LIKE. BUT THEIR IS SOME DRAMA THAT I NOT ONLY DON'T GET BUT DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY? LOL
I KNOW THERE IS THE TYPICAL JEALOUSY AND PETTINESS BUT CT IS JUST A MICROCOSM OF REAL LIFE.
I KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF WICCAN AND GOTH AND CHRISTIANS ON HERE AND THAT IS COOL. BUT HAS ANY SEEN A BUDDHIST? LOT OF ANGELS AND DEVILS SEEN ANY SAINTS? ANT WIZARDS?? A FEW AND SOMEONE FOUND MY DAMN LEPRECHAUN HAD THE LITTLE SHIT TIED UP BUT HAD A POWER FAILURE HERE BEFORE I COULD RESPOND~~ SO IF IT IS YOU PLEASE CONTACT AGAIN!!
ONE MORE THING A VERY SEXY HOT SMART FRIEND FROM HERE ON CT IS HAVING SURGERY ON FRIDAY. SO WHAT EVER YOU DO, PRAY, HOLD GOOD THOUGHTS, PRAY TO MOTHER EARTH, SACRIFICE CHICKENS, PLEASE DO SO FOR HER~~ I WOULD TELL YOU HER USER NAME BUT SHE WOULD NOT LIKE THE FUSS. BUT DO IT FOR ME OR HER THANK YOU
Notice Of Upcoming Absence
STARTING APRIL 2 - APRIL 12 I WILL BE IN ANNISTON ALABAMA, at the Dept Of Justice Facility. I will try to check in if I can.
A Bottle Of Merlot
A Texas gentleman asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an attractive woman.
The waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman seated over there," indicating the sender.
She regarded the wine coolly for a second, not looking at the man, and
decided to send a reply note to the man. The waiter, who was lingering
for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman.
The note read:
"For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage,a million dollars in the bank, and 7 inches in your pants."
After reading the note, the Texan decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter, and instructed him to return this to the woman.
"For your information, I have a Ferrari Maranello, a BMW Z8, a Mercedes CL600, a Porsche Turbo, Toyota Prius, and Matrix, in my garage, beautiful homes in Aspen, Colorado and Miami, and a 10,000 acre ranch in Texas.
Is It The End Of Internet Radio !!!
The Copyright Royalty Board (CRB) has announced its decision on Internet radio royalty rates, rejecting all of the arguments made by Webcasters and instead adopting the "per play" rate proposal put forth by SoundExchange(a digital music fee collection body created by the RIAA).
RAIN has learned the rates that the Board has decided on, effective retroactively through the beginning of 2006. They are as follows:
2006 $.0008 per performance
2007 $.0011 per performance
2008 $.0014 per performance
2009 $.0018 per performance
2010 $.0019 per performance
A "performance" is defined as the streaming of one song to one listener; thus a station that has an average audience of 500 listeners racks up 500 "performances" for each song it plays.
The minimum fee is $500 per channel per year. There is no clear definition of what a 'channel' is for services that make up individualized playlists for listeners.
For noncommercial webcasters, the fee will be $500 per channel, for up to 159,14
"This is paradise, I'm tellin' ya. This town like a great big pussy jus' waitin' to get fucked."
"In this country, you gotta make the money first. Then when you get the money, you get the power. Then whenyou get the power, then you get the woman
"I neva fucked anybody over in my life, who didn't have it comin' to 'im, you got that? All I have in this world ismy balls, and my word, and I don't break 'em for no one, jou understand?"
"Fuck Gaspar Gomez, and fuck the fuckin' Diaz brothers! Fuck'em all! I bury those cock-a-roaches!"
"Eh, fuck you, man! Who put this thing together? Me, that's who! Who do I trust? Me!
"Manolo, shoot dat piece o' chit for me"
"Say goodnight to the bad guy"
Well today was a great day my cousin and I had alot of fun. Have you ever realized that there is always people that will mess up a perfect day. I have 2 of these in my life at the moment. This is a problem I fully intend on fixing.
As everyone who reads these knows I have a boyfriend that makes me very happy and that is all that matters right now. I love him no doubt in my mind. I want him to be happy though and if it ends up that his wife is what he wants fine. I can and will move on. If that is what he wants and not what others people say he needs to do.
I have these 2 people that are trying to mess up this for me 2 who are supose to be my friends I guess it is true keep your enemies close right. I just DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE FUCKING WITH ME. What they are doing is trying to make me feel bad and all for being with this man. Lets review
1. She is not around
2. He wants a divorce
3. They have been seprated for 2 years (give or take some months)
4. I A
The 69 Eyes: Angels (album Review)
Ok I'm not trying to be a bitch about it or anything, but this is my honest opinion about it. This goes to show you that just because The 69 Eyes are one of my favorite bands, doesn't always mean I have to like 100% of their music. I'm not a puppet and I have no need to be pulled on strings.
PS. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are solely that of myself. Thank you.
Alright...here it goes.
Tuesday after work I headed right to the music store to pick it up for a reasonable $13.99. Well....I kinda wish I could have a 50% refund.
If you've never heard The 69 Eyes before and are interested in hearing them, don't let this CD be the first one that you purchase. I've been a fan of theirs since 2001 before most people even knew who they were, and sadly I'm just not impressed by this album one bit. I'd recommend one of their earlier albums like Blessed Be, Paris Kills, or Devils. Anything but Angels. The title track "Angels" is decent along with "Never Say Die", "Perfect
hey everyone i've uploaded pics of some of my interests more to come. if you havent stopped by and checked them out you should :) and rate or comment them while you are there ... that would be totally awesome!!!
The Last Cigarette
I'm driving down the street, smoking my last cigarette.
Went to flick the ash out the window and ended up breaking it.
Shit - Just my luck, the story of my life
Just one thing to go my way, wouldnt that be nice?
Nope - It just doesnt happen that way
I can tell right now, its gonna be a bad day.
Now with no cigarette, my mind wanders away.
Started thinking of something someone had to say,
"Use your writing as an outlet, so you dont cut."
But all that does is let me sign my poetry with blood.
I would paint you a picture, but I have no artistic ability.
So I draw you that picture, using words to show my lack of stability.
I use all these descriptive words and verbs and get all teary,
But if I simply said "Please listen", would you actually hear me?
I'm merely a beat down, broken man with a shattered soul,
Looking for a small piece of sanity to have and to hold.
I'm told, "Things are bound to get better"
Yeah right, I already wrote my suic
The Easy Way
sick of willingness, where's the encouragement?
another guilty sex act to interrupt my steady guilt trip
porno theater blow jobs are less filthy then this
i've been trying really hard not to reminisce on what i miss
going back to the days long past still makes me pace with heart-attack
the days when all broken skin led to lips
blood never spilled
blood was body painted with
flesh mesh of wound on wound
being so thoroughly used that i stop feeling like a tool
malicious externalized suicidal abuse
will always make me feel as if i've been paid attention to
the urge, the need, to die on me that way i kill myself on you
the days of the first diciples when the buds of a twisted view grew fruit
cleaning sins, giving peace within, as any good religion should do
but eventually they get so clean and peaceful, the prayers begin to lose their use
creating a culture where nothing is bad, not even your worst
so please unleash your worst
i love your worst, i'll suck it up, i'll
The War In Iraq....
I don't know much..compared to anyone experiencing these things first hand..but I read this today and wanted to pass it along and get comments if you want...
After losing a family member in Iraq...It is difficult to hear protesters say things like it all being about oil and money...I think my nephew Brennan believed in a greater cause when he went to Iraq. I know in his heart..he was going to help free a peopleand stop the spread of terrorism. Because it DID reach our shores and many of us will "never foregt". I'm not arguing that greed isn't everywhere in this world...but the war on terrorism is much more than that.
The best explanation of the Iraq War I have seen, but most Americans will still laugh and condem it, until its too late like this article says.
SOME OF YOU ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THAT NEARLY EVERY FAMILY IN AMERICA WAS GROSSLY AFFECTED BY WW II .
MOST OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER THE RATIONING OF MEAT, SHOES, GASOLINE, AND SUGAR. NO TIRES FOR OUR AUTOMOBIL
This will be my first official blog... well that I kinda plan on keeping up with. Anywho, I plan on just adding my poems and songs. I will update it from time to time. Hopefully someone out there likes my work.
I’m falling fast
For someone I don’t know
What’s going on inside me head?
Are the feelings starting to show?
Do I truly want this?
Is it worth the pain?
My heart WILL get broken
But what will I gain?
Maybe an awesome friend…
Who will never let me down
Maybe someone that will always care
Someone that won’t make me frown
I guess there’s only one way to know
Only one thing left to do
I have to convince everyone
That all I want or need is you
You have to be accepted
But the ones that care for me
Although I don’t care what they think
Maybe they’ll see what I see
I picture you as amazing
With a heart pure as gold
You’re slightly older… no big deal
You’re about everything I’ve been told
You talk to me like an equal
Like you’ve know me in and out
I’ve talked to you when I felt like shit
And you stopped me for starting to shout
Please don’t get freaked by this
I know it seems a little strange
I like the relationship that we have
And I don’t want anyth
I Got How Many Friends On My List?
Ok Ok Guys I have Lots and Lots of Friends on my list Yes Im still in the Sexiest Cherry Contest and I need the Help of all my friends to Keep me in first place here ... Wont you Come help me out?? I see many of you stopping by to take a look But no Comments :( any and all comments help even one I cant win this contest without your Help ... If you cant comment bomb me wont you leave at least One comment? How much cherry Love to I give out to all of my friends??? Lots Cause I love you guys ..... You are the Greatest Please come help me out ... Heres the picture to the link Also Watch for my blast the next 3 days Woohoo and if you havent signed my guest book Please Do :o) Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhh Also to those of you who have Helped me and worked Really Hard I thank you guys so Much ... You are the Best :o) Huggggs I think I returned all love that was given on my Bombing if not let me know and I will deffinatly Return :o)
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Today Is My Birthday
ok first i want to say thanks to all that left some love. And for some reason today seemsjust like any other day. but i know it special day for me but i just don't like b-day any more. but anyway Love ya.
Here it is saturday the 2nd. weekend in march.The Cherry was messed up yesterday,with error messages an Authorization difficulty's.an today it's no different.I'm here posting another Lame Ass Blog.Evidently I'm invisable,as I cannot Rate Pictures or do comments once more.Says I'm not signed in I have no authorization.But I can post a Blog.It's common problems at myspace with techo glitches but here,The Best Damn Adult Socialization place on the World Wide Web.Hopefully ( Baby Jesus) Mike can correct these problems.Getting picked up around 10 am eastern time.I won't be back on till,Sunday night after Fishing.Hope it's running correctly.Everyone have a great weekend. Peace .Unfortunately my being naughty won't be happening. o-well.
The Ways Of A Stalker!! Lol
1. the come to your page everyday repeadtly....
2.they constantly worry about what is being said
3.they wanna be u or someone else always
4.there life is dull and boring and usaly have bad hair HAHA!!
5.OH WAIT....they have NO fucking LIFE!!!
hmmmmm i think that pretty much covers it....thank god my favirote stalker is sexy !!! LOL....
A summer day
4 years old
...screaming at me
keep my head above the water
his lips move
his voice drowns
my life fades to black
...as i sink
a ton of bricks
to the bottom
a summer day
4 years old
beside of a pool
...standing over me
asking if i'm ok
the sun blinds
the sounds deafening
...as my mind erases the memory
of the image of my soul
fleeing my body
a summer night
23 years old
my best friend
my cigarette burning
...exposed for all the angels to see
as i was when i was thrust into this world
the moon bathes
the glow warms
...and i wonder
if my soul
So It's Been Awhile
so i've been missing for awhile but now i have returned....
consider this my official notice of me returning to cherrytap... if you need me, you should know how to find me by now.
Happy little lamb
Soon to be a dinner gone
No more sin has he
These are all original Dark Hiaku
and thus the sole property of the writer
Do not use them in any part or whole
with out my writen permission
Thank you Dark
Sky so blue calling
Nights warm are haunting me
Summer calls my name
These are all original Dark Hiaku
and thus the sole property of the writer
Do not use them in any part or whole
with out my writen permission
Thank you Dark
Seize The Night Tour 2007
I always wondered why people would spend beau ceaux bux on a concert.. Now I know why.
I finally at the ripe old age of.... errrr old.... went to my very first concert this weekend. WHAT A RUSH!!!
I went to the Meatloaf Seize the Night Tour.
the only thing I wish I could have changed about the entire experience is that I had never gone to any concert before.
The concert started at 7 30 and finished up around 10 40..
It was without a doubt one of the most thrilling experiences of my life.
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am moving and not sure when I will be back online. Moving out into the country and haven't figured out what we are going to do with no dsl lol. Will probably have to go back to dial-up which sucks but the benefits of the country is way better than the DSL. So, hopefully I will talk to you all soon. Have fun! Jess
Chaos Or Humanity?
Chaos or Humanity? People call death a part of chaos. Some consider it to be nothing else then an idea, problem, or fear. I consider it just the beginning.... The beginning to another end. People killing other people.... Some call it Chaos. I call it survival of the fittest. Why survival of the fittest? Simple, look amongst the other creatures that this planet supports. Lions, kill their own prey to feast. Chaos? No nature. Same thing applies to the human race. Do we not kill and eat our own prey? We eat chicken, turkey, cow, and pig for example. People call eating another person cannabalism. Is it not cannabalism when we eat other creatures such as cow and pig? We are eating meat. Some people consider the world to be a cruel place and an unforgiving one at that. I see these things as just natures way of keeping its skin clean. It's got to dispose of some things some how, am I right or wrong?
Sexiest Smile Contest
Ok so I'm in a contest right now for the sexiest smile I can use some help with some comment bombs from all my sexy cherry friends and fans....help me out and i guarantee to return the love to you...xoxo
Weekend Catch Up
Well thank-you all for stopping by and rating I hope I returned all of the favors if not tag me up and I will...kids were ill all weekend so I didnt catch the net..hope everyone got a little this weekend have a good week to come
they say the world is flat.
they say its going to come to and end.
they say hell is on earth.
they say life will begain again.
they say that love is just a word.
they say it has no meaning.
they say we are all alike.
they say how we should live.
well i say fuck what they say
and be who u want 2 be
Virtual Prunin Shears Up For The First Round
Well, if you got an alert for this one, you're still on my friends list. There's still a few of you whom I have not heard from who are still on the list-- I seem to recall conversations in the past, so I'm trying to be patient.
So, Mrs. Dragon, cunninglinguist, mistress heather, Odin, Joanna, Bedazzled Deb, Katie, Dd, Black Dragon, Damien, Oakdragon, Jugalette Woman, Chaotic Dragon, sassi, Onyx dragon, Rain Feather, Joey Jr., and Devil in Cuffs-- come on down...
I'll try to ping y'all individually if I can. At least my list seems to be down to a level where I can do that now. But, better yet, send me a message, a shourt-- whatever. That's the idea here.
Something Im Writing
How often do we look in the mirror and ask ourselves " Why do I do these things?"
That is not only a question we ask ourselves everyday, but it is also a question other people ask when hearing, and or seeing the things other people do.
We question are own minds, the things we have been brought up being taught and the things that influence us to the point of who we are today.
We have the power of having a freedom of choice, a voice to speak out, a mind to hold are own personal thoughts inside, and a society we question over and over again.
In later days of the past Society was considered to be a hell we were forming, and with todays Society it has been made into an abyss of the Sickened ones Utopia.
I have seen such horrible things in this world, have heard such horrible things, and even have experienced some of them. I truly don't understand why people are this disgusting.
I have a fascination for psychoanalyzing the human mind. Forensic Psychology. I want to know why these peo
Goodmorning too all my friends/fans and family,have a look at the 3 pictures on my page rate and comment bomb them you do me a great favor,thanks in advange........
Funny How The Lies Fall
SO I FIND IT REALLY FUNNY HOW WE ALWAYS FALL FOR THE SAME SHIT.. WE WILL BELIEVE YOUR LIES UNTIL THE END.. WELL FUCK THAT.. IM SO DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT...
IM TIRED OF BEING LIED TO.. IM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT.. SO TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE LIED TO ME.. OR THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH LIEING TO ME.. FUCK OFF... AND FUCK YOU!!!!
AND YA KNOW.. AT LEAST BE MAN ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH YOUR FUCKING SHIT.. BUT NO.. JUST IGNORE IT.. IT WILL GO AWAY RIGHT.. YEAH.. FUCK THAT!!
I GUESS ITS A GOOD THING I DIDNT WASTE MY FUCKING TIME...
IM SORRY TO ALL OF YOU READING THIS THAT THIS DOESNT APPLY TO.. IM TIRED.. AND FUCKING PISSED OFF BEYOND BELIEF...
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is!
This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story...
One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch.
Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this:
Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday.
After he finished
So last night held some amazingly vivid dreams. Nothing like normal, and yet following a pattern to a series. It’s strange how they always start out when it’s within the ‘series’, because I always slip into sleep. One moment awake, the next in another world. Almost as if the purest form of transcendence. This was not a normal one per say, the map that I have figured out, well it was nowhere on it that is known (only I know it’s the same place, just far away). The buildings were current with the others, same as the plant life to junction to architecture. But in a far cooler environment, one that was much more temperate.
I’m always in a complete disbelief at first walking through almost empty streets, staring at how everything co-exists. Where there are buildings there is an equal amount of life, mainly plant life. It is almost as if not one plant was harmed when making a building, but the plants soon take pace and partially consume human’s achievement. The closest I can say the city
Folks Just Don't Seem To Understand What That Means...
I'm posting this because I've received several messages over the last few days, both here and in Orkut, that have asked similar questions about atheism. Now, with the understanding that no two atheists agree on any single point reliably save one -- that they do not believe in a god, or as some might say, they believe that there is NO god (which is a stronger statement) -- and that this cannot be taken as some sort of universal manifesto for atheists. hopefully it will clarify some points for those who aren't familiar with what atheists believe.
The idea that atheists believe in nothing is actually a common misconception. No, a nihilist is one who believes in nothing. And to my mind, true nihilism is an intellectually bankrupt approach to philosophy. One might even call it lazy -- it's as lazy as believing in anything and everything, to believe in nothing. It requires no judgment at all.
No, an atheist simply doesn't believe in a god or gods or in the trappings that go with th
At last;when all the summer shine,
that warmed life´s early hours is past,
Your loving fingers seek for mine;
and hold them closed at last at last...
Not oft the robin comes to build
its nest upon the leafless bough;
by autum robbed,by winter chilled.
But You! dear Heart!You Love Me now;
Though there are shadows on my brow,
and tears on my cheek;In truth;
The marks where times unforgotten,
broke up the Blooming sward of youth;
Though fled is every girlish grace,
might win or hold a Lovers Vow;
Despite my sad and faded face and lonesome
Heart;You Love Me now...
I count no more my wasted tears,
they left no echo of their fall;
I mourned no more my Lonesome years
this Blessed hour,Cheers All...
Ok, so some people are going to strongly dislike me for this, but what the hell is up with all the fat people now days? More over, what is with fat people thinking for one moment they're even remotely sexy?
I'm sorry but isn't it about time they got themselves a reality dose and stopped shoveling food into their mouths long enough to go for a jog? People can sit and come up with all the excuses they like; I can't find the time, i have "big bones", blah blah blah; but at the end of the day, they're just that...EXCUSES!! Heres a note from the real world, everyone is busy, everyone has stuff to do in their life but people who actually value their lives and aren't lazy assholes, actually find time to do the exercise they're ment to be doing.
Look, this is what it comes down to at the end of the day, if you're fat you have no one else to blame but yourself, and if you want to stop being a complete waste of space and a drain on our resources, then abid by 2 simple rules.
(1) Stop e
> This is a unique personality test. There are only 4
>questions but the result is very interesting.
just copy the link into the browser and have fun with the test
whats the fastest way to get points????
After University of Pittsburgh coach Dave Wannstedt passes away and
enters the Pearly Gates, God takes him on a tour. He shows Dave a little
2-bedroom house with a faded University of Pittsburgh banner hanging
from the front porch. "This is your home, Coach. Most people don't
get their own house up here," God explains.
Dave looks at the house, then turns around and looks at the one sitting
on the top of the hill. It's a huge 2-story mansion with white marble
columns and little patios under all of the windows. West Virginia University
Mountaineer flags line both sides of the sidewalk with a huge blue and
gold banner hanging between the marble columns.
"Thanks for the home, God, but let me ask you a question. How come I get
this little 2-bedroom house with a faded Pitt Banner, and Rich Rodriguez
gets a mansion with new Mountaineer banners and flags flying all over the
place? Why is that?"
God looks at him seriously for a moment and then replies, "That's not
How Dare Them ( Update )
Does Greed Give The Right To Take A Life?
How Sad is it that This Greedy Bastard Only Sought Custody of McCaylah Because she Drew a $600 a month Disability Check .. and Now I Have to wonder if the reason She even drew this check was Because of the Internal Permanent Injuries She recieved from these Sick SOB's
I am New Here!! How is everyone?? I am Looking for new friends!! So if you want to be a friend just add me!! If your not always going to stay incontact with me dont borther!! I am the kind of person to leave comments and if ur not dont add me as a friend!! If your not on often dont borther to add me either!! I tell it like it is. If you don't like me oh well your lost!!
If you could help me with anything let me know what I can do to improve my site!!! I like suggestions!! So let me hear them!! I wont get mad I promise!! I am a very laid back person!! If u want to know anything about me just ask!!!
Lots of Love to all!!
Bulletin From Poetic Angel
A 10-year-old child found dead in her family's apartment in central Kentucky was routinely belittled and lived in fear of upsetting her father, relatives and neighbors said.
McCaylah Watkins' bruised and lifeless body was found in her family's Winchester apartment Sunday. Her father Patrick Watkins, 30, and his wife, Joy Watkins, were charged with first-degree criminal abuse on a child under 12. Police said their investigation lead them to file more charges against the couple.
Police said the child was dead for at least 45 minutes before emergency workers were called to the apartment, The Lexington
Herald-Leader reported Tuesday on its Web site.
Family members and neighbors said the couple often cursed the
girl and called her harsh names in public.
Joy Watkins' grandmother, Betty Stokley, who lives next door to the couple, said Patrick Watkins was cruel to McCaylah, his daughter from a previous marriage. Stokley said she had seen him kick the girl in the back, knocking he
For Mccaylah ... Thanks To Rosie How Beautiful
McCAYLA'S RIP TAG IS READY
Feel free to go to my default and rip it if you like and use as ur primary pic
now thru the funeral
***special ty to amity for making the tag on such short notice tysvvm sweety****
CAN'T WE AT LEAST GIVE THE POOR CHILD THIS SINCE NO ADULT GAVE HER ANY HELP???
IS IT ASKING TO MUCH????
RIP MY SWEET McCAYLA
You'll Be In My Heart VideoYou'll Be In My Heart lyrics - Phil Collins lyricsPhil Collins Music Videos
Good Irish Joke 5
Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?"
The man said, "I do Father."
The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall."
Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to got to heaven?"
"Certainly, Father," was the man's reply.
"Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest.
Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?"
O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father."
The priest said, "I don't believe this. You mean to tell me that when you die you don't want to go to heaven?"
O'Toole said, "Oh, when I die, yes. I thought you were getting a group together to go right now."
To all my fellow Cherries...
Please understand that it was not my intention to confuse or mislead any of you... now to quote my friend Billy...
"If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumber'd here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend: if you pardon, we will mend: And, as I am an honest Puck, If we have unearned luck Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call; So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends."
“The Christian glories in the death of a pagan, because thereby Christ himself is glorified”
Bitches On Ct
There are so many inconsiderate dumb ass whores on this shit that it makes no sense. thank you for those that understood my mum that I had posted and this doesn't go out to you but the ones that were being so very disrespectful are the ones that need a fucking life and r the real whores! It's called jealousy bitches. u're just mad cuz ur parents don't love u!
Posted by: Glenda - Ky 3:48 PM Mar 15, 2007
Hmmmmmm Ok She was burned so bad her skin Peeled off?? ask yourself this Would you step into a tub of water so hot that is gonna make your skin peel off? in the first place whats the water doing that hot.. Second of all she may have been in a tub of water that hot But If she was then they put her in there or forced her in there .. Because They wouldnt step in a tub of water that hot?? So he needs to come up with a better story than I think the burns from the water Killed her and Sure she screamed and probably fell down hit her head fighting to keep from being put in that scalding hot water I mean wouldnt you? Then they went to RedRiver Gordge he says only the 3 of them went where were the other 3 siblings why weren't they taken as well this was a family thing wasnt it?? hmmmm makes me wonder what they had in mind going there
I Need Your Help Please
PLEASE IF YOU HAVE ANY SPARE TIME OR COMMENTS I WOULD REALLY LOVE THE HELP. HERE IS THE LINK AND I WILL RETURN THE LOVE I PROMISE.
Irish Luck -
> His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish
> farmer. One day, while
> trying to make a living for his family, he heard a
> cry for help coming from
> a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the
> bog. There, mired to his
> waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming
> and struggling to free
> himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what
> could have been a slow and
> terrifying death.
> The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the
> Scotsman's sparse
> surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped
> out and introduced
> himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had
> "I want to repay you," said the nobleman. "You saved
> my son's life."
> "No, I can't accept payment for what I did," the
> Scottish farmer replied
> waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's
> own son came to the door
> of the family hovel.
> "Is that your son?" the nobleman asked.
Hey Yo Come Though
what up ya swing by my page and rep your city on my guestbook map at the bottom please
I miss your soft hands and loving touch, the feelings of your romantic kiss. You know I do love you, you just do not realize just how much. It's our tender, romantic moments I very much miss.
Your hair the color of roses in the early morn. Your skin smooth and milky white. From my chest, my heart has been torn, my transgressions have been brought to light.
For your mercy and forgiveness I do ask, for this is what Jesus Christ taught us to do. My feelings for you or my desire to change I will not mask.
To win you back and show you the change in me , to this end, I will remain true.
Copyrighted Ray 2006
This poem was written for my lovely wife, there is a picture of her up by my side on my profile.
This poem actually won a contest and was placed in a book of poetry. I am most proud of this poem as it speaks of my feelings about my wife, whom I was separated from for over a year.
I am proud to say by placing my trust in Jesus, He restored my marriage.
Five Levels of Hangovers
One Star Hangover (*)
No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries.
Two Star Hangover (**)
No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels.
Three Star Hangover (***)
Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas a
Well I had a great 21st birthday on Wednesday, got really trashed and spent Thursday just chillin/recovering. I'm leaving in about 45 minutes to go to Cleveland to see a band my friend likes. If she knew I was only half dressed writing a blog instead of getting ready and packing she would kill me! LoL Happy St. Patrick's Day to all of you tomorrow, be safe
I'm off the 'tap for...
who knows how long.
leave me a message on my SnapVine box.
I'll actually be able to check it ;]
also, keep an eye on your own.
especially if your name is Matt, Talia, Courtney, or even Trixy or Poison.
'cause I've got your numbers.
hee hee hee hee...
yeah, I might go work at an Arby's.
I need a job.
I need some money.
and I need to get off this library computer,
because my time is up. haha.
one good thing about music
when it hits
you feel no pain
What You Mean Too Me..
im lost not knowing what too do whit out you . trying to put things right ,that way i might hold you tight.to my dearest love im sorry i fail you in this way .. i shure dint mean to .but i did. an soon ill begone, not know where i might end up! whit out you,here whit me ..you was my gift form god ..an i mest up buy not being, ever thing you need , knowing i am the one you love an i know i feel the same way about you .. just know ill always will love you..an if you love me these will work out for us. i love you bethi, i know this in my heart an soul there will never be another.............but you..my love
Isp Is Having "issues"
My ISP (Internet Service Provider) is having yet more issues with their security settings. I can't use webcam and some other features in Yahoo because of it. But, hey - according to these guys I'm lucky because some people can't get into any sites at all. Well, I guess I should pray to the God of the WWW or some shit.
Their worldly advice? Hang on for a few more days, we're working hard to resolve this server issue.
Hey This Is All The Names For Weed Well To The R's
The many names of marijuana.
Assassin of Youth
Blue de Hue
Bo Bo Bush
Boo Boo Bama
Cavite All Star
My phone has died yet again! If you have my phone number, call me and leave a message with your number because I have lost everyones numbers yet again!
All Sail, No Anchor
The English historian Thomas Macauley warned the American people decades ago that our Constitution ran the risk of being “all sail and no anchor.” In other words, the lofty ideals of the Constitution would only have merit as they remained anchored to moral absolutes. George Washington remarked, “It is impossible to rightly govern the world without God and the Bible.”
As opposed to being firmly anchored to the truth of God, we as a society are being blown back and forth by the winds of secular ideologies which threaten to shipwreck our hearts, homes and nation.
This is why Alan Bloom, professor of Philosophy at University of Chicago, has indicted the American educational system for failing to teach moral truth to its students. In his best-selling book, The Closing of the American Mind, he points out that our educators utilize a new language of “value relativism” which prevents us from “teaching with any conviction about good and evil.” He goes on to say that our universities offer
Hey Everyone it's my birthday please feel free to stop by and leave me some love or a hello. Thank You "It's Just Me V.I.P." for posting that bulletin for me I didn't get to see it until after I read all your nice comments
Green & Hazel Eyes Depends On Mood!!
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.
Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very y and very attracted towards the opposite . tend to cover up t
Ok, I've put a guest book on my profile now. So please come by and add yourself to it for me!
Someone Tell Me Why?
Can someone tell me why in the hell do girls go for guys who don't give a shit?
I am sick and fucking tired of being crap on by all these damn girls who want to be with guys who don't give a shit about them. I am tired of fucking stupid ass excuse that they give me and then turn around and hook up someone else. You know what I am really starting to hate women big time because of all this shit. It's going to take one hell of a woman to make me change my mind because of right now I swearing off women for good.
Update On My Lacey
ok lacey has went and seen doctors and they found out lacey has a condition called anisocoria it is where only 10 percent of the usa population have it the dilation of her pupil is natural and they r saying she has had it her whole life and it was brought on by the accident but not caused from her hitting her head thank god. talk about a relife i still have not heard from the school board stupid asses im calling the lawyer tommorow to tell him lets press on they still have not offered to pay not one bill her headaches have seemed to ease up she still complains about them but they are not as bad as they were ill keep you all posted on the laywer issue hugs and nips
thanks for all the prayers
Larina and Family
I run to you in wanting,
I run to you in hate.
I run to you my darling,
I run to you in rage.
You wrap your arms around me,
You caress me by tender embrace.
You guard my heart with passion,
You protect me with your pain.
For you my heart I hunger,
For you my heart I fear.
For you my heart I'm longing,
For you my heart I'm drawn near.
With you my love I'll smile,
With you my love I'll care.
With you my love I'm tender,
With you I dry my tears.
I hunger for your passion,
I hunger for the years.
I hunger for the softness,
I hunger to taste your tears.
I give to you my passion,
I give to you my fear.
I give to you my heart my love,
Will you hold it dear?
Wow..I haven't been this full of anxeity in a LONG time...It's making me soooo sick!..My body wont stop being cold and im shaking soo bad. Its been doing it all day.
All I can do is cry.
That about sums it up.
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin' sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkne
DELUXE CHOCOLATE MARSHMALLOW BARS
3/4 cup butter or margarine, softened
1 1/2 cups sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 1/3 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
3 tablespoons baking cocoa
1/2 cup chopped nuts
4 cups miniature marshmallows
1 1/3 cups semisweet chocolate chips
3 tablespoons butter or margarine
1 cup peanut butter
2 cups crisp rice cereal
In a mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Add eggs and vanilla; beat until fluffy. Combine flour, baking powder, salt and cocoa; add to creamed mixture. Stir in nuts if desired. Spread in a greased 15-in. x 10-in. x 1-in. pan. Bake at 350 degrees F for 15 to 18 minutes. Sprinkle marshmallows evenly over cake; return to oven for 2 to 3 minutes. Using a knife dipped in water, spread the melted marshmallows evenly over cake. Cool. For topping, combine chocolate chips, peanut butter and butter in a small saucepan. Cook over low heat, s
What Am I To Do?
It has been many days since i last had a sane day....things have been so out of whack with the natural order of my life...but today topped them all...it has left me reeling to this very moment!.......my day started out normal with the exception of still being irritated with the kids mom from the evening b4 for her disrespectful stupidity...but i was determined to just roll with it like i always do...the day was spent spraying cabinets and their doors...it was a relaxing day of where i did nothing else but do the two things i like doing the most...listening to my music and putting the finish on cabinets...i enjoy spray days....because im getting to do something i enjoy...so all day i was able to let the stress from the previous day slowly drain away....then like always the day comes to an end....well sinc i dont have anything ever to come home to other then the weekends i decided to stop by where i use to work and talk with all my buddies there...i waste the time with them for awhile an
The General's voice rose high and clear.
"Men, this stuff that some sources sling around about America wanting out of this war, not wanting to fight, is a crock of bullshit. Americans love to fight, traditionally. All real Americans love the sting and clash of battle. You are here today for three reasons. First, because you are here to defend your homes and your loved ones. Second, you are here for your own self respect, because you would not want to be anywhere else. Third, you are here because you are real men and all real men like to fight. When you, here, everyone of you, were kids, you all admired the champion marble player, the fastest runner, the toughest boxer, the big league ball players, and the All-American football players. Americans love a winner. Americans will not tolerate a loser. Americans despise cowards. Americans play to win all of the time. I wouldn't give a hoot in hell for a man who lost and laughed. That's why Americans have never lost nor will ever lose a wa
Let's Say I Break Into Your House
Let's say I break into your house
A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials
in ages!!! It explains things better than all
the baloney you hear on TV.
Recently large demonstrations have taken place
across the country protesting the fact that Congress
is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration.
Certain people are angry that
the US might protect its own
borders, might make it harder
to sneak into this country and,
once here, to stay indefinitely.
Let me see if I correctly understand
the thinking behind these protests.
Let's say I break into your house.
Let's say that when you discover
me in your house, you insist that I leave.
But I say, "I've made all
the beds and washed the
dishes and did the laundry
and swept the floors. I've
done all the things you don't
like to do. I'm hard-working
(except for when I broke into your house).
According to the protesters:
You are Required to let me st
Life In The 1500's
LIFE IN THE 1500'S
The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be.
Here are some interesting facts about the 1500s:
Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor.
Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married.
Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children, Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it.
Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water."
Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, s
i am bored and i don't like being bored!!!!!
"You are always a valuable, worthwhile human being - not because somebody says so, not because you're successful, not because you make a lot of money - but because you decide to believe it and for no other reason."
Love is a choice. When we make a commitment to accept ourselves for being who we are, doing what we do, saying what we say, thinking what we think, and feeling what we feel, we honor our authenticity. We open ourselves to unlimited possibility. We become capable of loving, honoring and cherishing the unique and worthy person we have always been and will always be.
May you always love the person you are right now and the person you will grow to be.
And may you also be aware that you are loved beyond measure and a cherished blessing to
A man was flying from Seattle to San Francisco. Unexpectedly, the
plane was diverted to Sacramento along the way. The flight attendant
explained that there would be a delay, and if the passengers wanted
to get off the aircraft the plane would re-board in 50 minutes.
Everybody got off the plane except one lady who was blind. The man
had noticed her as he walked by and could tell the lady was blind
because her Seeing Eye dog lay quietly underneath the seats in front
of her throughout the entire flight.
He could also tell she had flown this very flight before because the
pilot approached her, and calling her by name, said, "Kathy, we are
in Sacramento for almost an hour. Would you like to get off and
stretch your > legs?" The blind lady replied, "No thanks, but maybe
my dog would like to stretch his legs."
All the people in the gate area came to a complete standstill when
they looked up and saw the pilot walk off
We arrived in Little Rock yesterday afternoon and took a cab from the airport to our hotel. Along the way, we grilled our cab driver about Little Rock's features. I immediately asked if Little Rock had a thriving gambling industry. My cohort Lucas immediately asked if there were elaborate pyramid schemes. Our cab driver answered "No" to both questions, so we immediately vowed to change this during our visit.
My second question was whether I could smoke in bars. (Yeah, I know I said I was going to quit smoking, but I meant I'd quit smoking SOMEDAY, not right away. And certainly not before this trip.)
Our cabbie said that you could smoke in some bars, but not all. He then launched into his beliefs about smoking, boldly declaring that it doesn't matter whether you smoke or not. You won't die until God decides it's your time to die.
So smoke up, I guess.
Fuck Everything And Fuck Everyone
fuck it all i am giving up on everything that i ever wanted and dreamed about having and i am giving up on everyone. so have fun everyone enjoy your lives to the fullest. may god bless all the soldiers. I GIVE UP. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR ANYONE SO I JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP.
Is Time On My Side... Can Roses Be A Blessing?
Ten Roses… of Blessings!!!!!!!
I'm Sending You Ten Roses…
Each rose carries a different Blessing for you:
This Rose is for Friendship
This Rose is for Love
This Rose is for Money
This Rose is for Happiness
This Rose is for Popularity
This Rose is for Knowledge
This Rose is for Sweetness
This Rose is for Family
This Rose is for Honesty
This Rose is for Long Life
Send this to as many friends as you possibly can (including me)
and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are…
I Am 60% Retarded
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have walked into a lampost
T O T A L: 4
[ ]You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow...
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
T O T A L: 9
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
T O T A L: 11
[x] You have fallen asleep in class
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinkin
Naked In Front Of You (written By Djk On 10-19-05)
NAKED IN FRONT OF YOU (written by DJK on 10-19-05)
censoring me from being part of the Town's biggest day
we were booked,then you heard something you didn't like
maybe too original,maybe something you wished you wrote
It's ok,we will go on to bigger & better things
Hear me now,It's not gonna hold us down,Now Hear me Say
Yes Hear Us Uncensorly SING
I could be naked in front of You
But you would still not be able to see all of me
don't criticize the music,and the things I do
I'm in a much different kind of reality
standing on top of St.Lucie County
Looking down at those who never gave us a chance
Never say Never, You'll ask us back,wait and see
Your Daughters will offer us more than Romance
I could be naked in front of You
But you would still not be able to see all of me
don't criticize the music,and the things I do
I'm in a much different kind of reality
I MAKE LOVE WITH MY MIND
AND I WILL NOW LEAVE ST. LUCIE
The Twilight Zone
This morning I was sat there watching the water drain out of the bath... like you do. I was transfixed for a bit looking at the water swirl round and round as it escaped down the plughole... Then suddenly, it stopped and started swirling around in the opposite direction!
How freaky is that! I think at that moment I must have been uprooted and redeposited in the Southern Hemisphere or something.
It's happening, I tell you. Armageddon is upon us... Where's Bruce Willis when you need him?
Legend Of Zelda
I still love old school gaming. Been playing Legend of Zelda the past week and had alot of fun going all the way through. I always find that the nes classics are still as enjoyable to play, for me, as they were when I was growing up :D
My Buddy Craig Lolol
come on everyone show him some cherry tap love..wahoooooo the guy can make u laff he is really a great friend of mine..hugs all
The anniversary of your death is almost upon us,April 27th will be 6 years you'd be 30 years old. No one ever gave you a chance in life. You always smiled never let no one get you down.never hurt anyone always tried to help. I know you're in a far better place and you don't have to hurt anymore. Doesn't stop our hurt. The lil punk ass Bitch that killed got away with it he done had another kid. he came to the store the other day it was like someone was sticking a dagger through my heart, I wanted to jump over that counter and just go Krazy white Bitch on him.He ain't no man.A real man would've admitted he was drivin that car. I know I'm not supposed to hate But it's hard not too hate him. You'll never get married or have kids you were only 24 years old.He may have gotten away with it here on earth but He will meet his maker. I love you and I miss ya. I'll be going to the side of the road where your Cross is to put your purple flowers. I know you go there often.
Ok here's one that I often spend long amounts of time letting screw up my poor little mind... Is the universe infinite? Personally, the limitations of my mind don't really let me accept either answer.
By it's very definition, everything that exists has to be within the universe, which means there can be nothing outside of it. Not only that, but there can be no outside of it... There would have to be... nothing. Surely there would just be more empty space and then that would be more universe. So surely the universe isn't finite.
You see... I'm already confusing myself. My mind can't handle this!
If the big bang theory is true then it all started from one little bit which exploded and started travelling outwards. If this is true then what the chuff was there beforehand? No universe? Surely not. Even if it is true then if the universe is expanding it must have limitations and therefore can't be infinite.
Anyway, this isn't going anywhere in particular. I think people have wri
The Local Volunteer
When you see those red lights flash
On the dash of the car coming from the rear,
Pull on over make way
Because here comes a local volunteer.
Doesn't use them for status or bragging right
Maybe going to save some kids that fell through the ice,
Or is heading to an accident or a fire to fight
Whatever it is won't be nice.
What they are about to face
I can only guess because I don't know,
But if there's trouble they will be there
Whether it's 120 degrees or 40 below.
Next time you're out and about
And those red lights draw near,
Know there is help on the way
Because they care enough to volunteer.
The heart always knows who you like
always knows who I love even when my mind don’t
Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear
Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast
I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will
Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces
When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow
Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more
And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right
Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we all do
The heart is something that we all fear of braking but do
one person that you would never expect to hurt you
Does and in the most painful ways and i’m right
The heart plays weird, crazy, hurtful games
When the heart will let me get close
Then I guess ill be okay I hope
hope you feel the same
If you do then tell me
The heart will lead
This Is To You..you Fuckin Cunt!! Leave Ldc And Its Master Out Of Your Dirty Little Mouth
Ok this woman GOTHIQUE TEMPTATION...got a little fucking problem all the sudden with the master of this family lord lestat...and now she wants to not only bring something up that happened 6 yrs ago but something that is in his past and isnt any of her fucking buisness to post on a public bulletin to ANYONE as well as...it wasnt his fault it was a false charge that should've never happened in the first place so plz comment and tell me what you think...OH YEAH AND GOTHIQUE LMFAO YOUR A CUTE LITTLE LOW LIFE WHORE ARENT YA YOUR FUCKING WRONG FOR WHAT YOU DID TO HIM YOU HAD NO RIGHT YOU SHOULD LEARN TO KEEP YOUR FUCKING NOSE STUCK UP YOUR GOD DAMN ASS WHERE IT FUCKING BELONGS....AND WELL LETS JUST SAY...YOU'VE FUCKED WITH THE WRONG WITCHES BEST FRIEND ;) HAVE FUN WHILE ITS THERE BECAUSE YOU WONT BE LATER IF I OR ANY OF THIS FAMILY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT...YOU'VE CROSSED THIS FAMILY AND ITS MASTER FOR THE LAST TIME OH YEAH AND KEEP THIS FAMILYS NAME OUT OF YOUR DIRTY FUCKING LITTLE MO
The passion which burns for you on the inside,
the smile i can't help but smiling when i see you
The way my stomach feels when we speak
the excitement felt when you call for no reason at all
The pain i feel when i lose touch once again
the remembrance of memories from long ago
The sorriness felt when we hug
the pain i feel every time i have to let go
The joy felt knowing we are still friends
the pain telling me we are nothing more..
The feelings I feel on the Inside
that tell me I still Love You So
TOO MUCH SHIT!!! sry for causing shit...sry for dramatising...sry for letting out my anger...sry for being SO F'IN CONFUSED!! I dont know what to think about anyone anymore...
I got a toshiba laptop for sale.
Only a year old.
If anyones interested message me!
There is a new gang out called The MG. They are a Mexican gang.
They go to Target and Wal-Mart to look for black females, young
or old. They get into the gang by killing a black female. They
are currently in Arundel County , Prince George & Washington D.C.
There is no telling when they will be in this area. Therefore,
please be aware of your surroundings when going to these
locations. Whenever possible take a male or another female with
This gang is dangerous, they do not hold out, they will not
hesitate to take your life or the life of your loved ones.
PASS THIS ON TO ALL BLACK FEMALES (AND MALES)
THIS IS NOT A GAME! PLEASE BE CAREFUL
Mrs. Dora Linscomb-King
Houston Police Department
Forensic Audio/Video Service Unit (713)308-3083Ofc.
Thanks so much for this info . I will pass it to everyone I know.
We all shop at Wal Mart and Target,
i have been alone for so lomg and it seems that i am not good enough for anyone and it just sux i just want to have some one who cares about me and wants to be with me and loves me for me and wants to be wit me i just want to know is there something wrong wit me!
Don't forget to ride the Cherry Train!! Lots of friends to make there!! Hugs..Laurie
Atlanta Pollen Count
March 26, 2007
What this number means
Today's primary allergens:
Oak, sweetgum, sycamore, birch, mulberry and beech
National pollen index chart
Nationally 120+ is considered extremely high, Atlanta had a polllen count this morning of 5,499. So if 120 is extremely high, is 5,499 deadly, or enough to just drive you absolutely insane? Remember don't eat the yellow snow, oh wait that's not snow, its pollen!
I Miss Those Days...
Peter Pan Philosophy
MEMORIES, Close your eyes...And go back...
Before the Internet or the MAC
Before semi automatics and crack
Before SEGA or Super Nintendo...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.
Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Running through the sprinkler
Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons
or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who could forget Snick
Fat Albert, Road Runner, Smurfs, Picture Pages, G-Force & He-Man Wonder Woman & Scooby Doo Underoos
Playing Dukes of Hazard
Catchin' lightning bugs in a jar
Your first day of school
Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses
Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers
Jumpin' down the steps
Jumpin' on the bed
Runnin ' till you were out of breath
(r.i.p Aaron) ~~he Is Gone~~
ARTICAL FROM THE NJ HERALD DEATH OF 24 IN NEWTON INVESTIGATED Police are investigating the circumsatnces surrounding the death of 24 year old man who died Monday at Newton Memorial Hospital after being taken there by ambulance from an address on Main Street. While there were no signs of violence to Aaron R. Massaro, who lived in the Stockholm section Hardyston, police said the unattended death is being considered suspicious. Massaro was a linebacker for the football team when he attended Wallkill Valley Reg. High School and currentlt worked at the Fisher and Son Sawmill in Andover. Survivors include his parents, Louis and Patricia Massaro of Andover; his two sisters, Alexandra and Angela; a brother Christian.
Why Parents Drink
Why Parents Drink
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made
and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the
pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope
with trembling hands and read the letter.
It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am.
But it's not only the passion...Dad…..she's pregnant.
Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter.
We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt
I was thinking i should share this story,Which Is true...
On August 15th 2002, the evening After my daughter was born Sometime during the night there was this nurse come to check on me and see that i wasnt in any pain.
She and i started talking,she asked How everyone on my Mom's Side Of the family was, and Named Off Almost All Of them,including Gram.
Then I asked Her How she knew everyone she told me " I was John's (Grandfather) Nurse" and she Told Me Her Name was Anna.
The Next Morning,I asked If Anna Was Still around and the nurse that was In the room said there was no one by that name in Maturnity, i even gave her discription and no one Knew her!
Zangy Comment Graphics
My Blessings In Life 2
The 2nd most important blessing to me is my Outlaw. We started as the best of friends, he was there for me when I was going through a really rough relationship. I never realized how great a relationship that the best of friends could have. My world has been made complete with him as a part of it. The things that i have always searched for in a man I have found all of them in him. I love u Outlaw!
I Loved You Before I Met You
i think before we met, i knew you
Maybe we met in our dreams..
Or maybe we were lovers in a time before,
But, i'm sure, i must have known you, somewhere.
When i look at you, you remind me of something,
but i have no idea what..
When i hear your voice..
it's like finding something i have lost
I think i loved you,
because i love you now..
and how can that be,
we don't really know each other?
I have loved before...
and it never felt like this,
something is happening..
Maybe it isn't the love your used to..
Maybe it is more special than that,
maybe it has more meaning, because it's so different,
maybe it's a love i never even knew about,
I love you.. and i probably will, again
The next time around
I run out of (gas) votes.
Click on the pic and bomb me please.
Another Hospital Stay 3-21-07
Well the hebrew school did it again. They left Petey asleep and unresponsive for almost 15 minutes before they went outside to look if i was there to get the boys. They were told to call 911 after 3 minutes of not being able to wake him up. I had to carry him out to the car, his teachers put his jacket on. Pete argued w/me not to take him to the Er. We got there at 6:15pm wednesday, they took him in 10 minutes later to the triage, he still was not awake from me carrying him into the er waiting room, he had a seizure in the car on the way to the ER. When he finally woke up he was sooo combative that when my brother in law and mother in law got to the ER. When they left Petey finally fell aslepp and he had a seizure in my arms, Pete again fought w/me and wouldnt get a doc. She just happened to walk in and he was still seizing in my arms. The pediatric resident was a total moron, he couldnt hear nor see. I repeated myself 8 times before he understood whet i said to write it down. He could
Delaying Going Off To Relax For A P.s.a. ...
Delaying resting off this headache just to write-
to friends and anyone not on my list who sees this, quite a few people helped improve my general mood this evening (no, I did not start in the deepest depths of the soul, or something- mostly the effects of weather, of various issues being hashed out hopefully appropriately..) , but I was cheered allsame and appreciate it.
More Information On Mccaylah's Death
Winchester girl died 5 hours before parents called for help; was struck in the chest and burned in water
By Cassondra Kirby
HERALD-LEADER STAFF WRITER
Ten-year-old Michaela Watkins was found dead in her apartment on Memorial Park.Michaela Watkins was dead nearly five hours March 11 before her father and stepmother called authorities, according to testimony in a court hearing Tuesday.
The 10-year-old girl died from blunt-force injuries to the chest caused by an object that the medical examiner likened to a 2-inch by 4-inch piece of lumber, Winchester police Detective James Hall said. The object was swung at high velocity.
The resulting pressure on the chest and lungs caused respiratory problems leading to the girl’s death. Seven of Michaela’s ribs on the left side of her body were broken.
In addition, burns on Michaela’s legs were consistent with someone lifting the girl and setting her in hot water, Hall testified.
The extent of Michaela’s injuries were re
Love And Life
We were all raised with the idea 2 is the perfect number...everyone has a soulmate...somewhere...I used to believe the hype too. Love like life is a highway....sometimes u take a really bad turn...sometimes you get lost...sometimes you stumble on something beautiful. I may not have always loved wisely but i have no regrets for giving my heart...even tho it didnt end they way i hoped it would. I used to look for Mr. Right...but now i settle for Mr. Right Now lol lifes short...you have to grab love where u can find it.....be it for a day...a week...a month....or for the lucky ones...forever. Best of luck in your journey :)
i have to have surgery on my back april 13th. iam alittle scared of whats going to happen. the doctor tells me if i dont have surgery ill be in a wheel chair. that means being a emt and fire is out for a while. i hope every thing goes while iam sure it will. i want to say to my ct friends thank you for the comments and cards and gifts and leting me rate your pictures. you all mean the world to me big hug. love heather. i will not be on ct on the 12th 13th and 14th but i will be think about all of you while iam haveing surgery.
He left a message on the lady I really luv snapvine message recorder claiming I think i love her. I know i do. Frigging jerk.
Let The Echoes Of My Words Bounce Through Ya Mind.
So over the last couple weeks I have been uploading imagery... alot of it. Most of which I think is just comedy but have gotten some messages from people who think I have crossed the line here or there. Which is unavoidable I know... but thought I would post a lil some somethin to give ya'll a lil insight to who I am and what I believe in. Problem with this is, I easily go into rants about some of the subjects I'ma talk about so going to try to give a brief version of this, if anyone wants to follow up I'm always here to chat.
I absolutely despise organized religion in all its forms. I mean honestly take a college history course on western civilization and you will see how rediculous the bible is. I don't say this blindly, but wake up people we had a 800 year "Dark Age" where only people in the church were allowed to be literate. During that time the church was THE GREATEST POWER in Europe. Kings couldn't do shit to them, there are more then a couple accounts of po
A Man Is:
So, here is a little exercise.
I want you to write what " A man is to you".
Here is mine.
A man is…
-Someone who focuses on his dreams.
-Someone who does not apologize for his testosterone, i.e. for his desires.
-Some who never feels he has to prove himself to anyone.
-Someone who feels his sexuality and is not afraid to show it
Ok, so what is yours?
509...guess I Have No Friends??
I know your not going to read this...nobody ever does....Think I have had enough....posted a bulltin yesterday and a blog ( i just deleted it) aksing you guys to cheer me up and make me laugh.....but nope.....oh well.....dont act so surprised when I just dont come back on CT......
I'll try One more time.....Cheer me up, say somthing funny, don't tell me to hang in there, I dont want to hear that, I want some funny stuff...I want to hear from my "friends" I even offered yesterday to buy a big pimping gift if somebody made my bulliten sticky.....
Again.....Say what you want, ,just no bs, and make me laugh!!!!
Show me you are a friend......
Lonely :written: March 28 2007
Really miss You when you are away..why oh why cant you just stay?
Why must you leave me all alone for all of the reasons that are not known...
Please come back to me to be in Your arms..to keep me safe and secure from harm.
i promise i will serve You well...untill you return however..alone i must dwell...
How I Love You
I look at your precious face everynight and i cry. never telling you how i trace your face with my fingers as tears stream down my face making a puddle infront of me. WHen i hear your voice my heart stops then starts to pound so fast i cant hear anything but my heart. God knows how i love you my wolf. your my all. i miss being in yoru arms when the night mares come. I miss seeing yoru smiling face each day as i greet the day. I know you tell me every day a million times a day that you love me and want me in your life. but its not the same as being there with you. My heart feels as though its going to break each day i breathe. My heart longs to see you face to face. to feel my head upon your chest listening to your heart beat. why do people have to make loveing wrong. why do people have to make being in each others hard to do. why cant they just but out and mind their own business. why cant they just let us love each other with all of our hearts. HOw i love you . i cant take the pain o
Yes Or No
I've had some people comments that they miss my stories and others private message me they miss them.. I'm going to make my decision based on comments to this blog.. So tell me.. Do your want me to repost them? Yes or No...
Darling, it’s been a long bleak road.
One without you here beside me.
I miss your arms keeping me safe at night.
Your voice whispering in my ear
telling me everything will be alright.
I fear that the older I get
the more I will forget.
Than I hear you calling to me...
In the sun that kisses your face
the breeze in the trees
and the moon that holds you close at night.
I am never far from sight baby I’m there.
The children are older now love
and they are no longer here.
I don’t hear from them much
and I miss having them near.
They are all married
and have children of their.
Sometimes I wonder where you are
even if it’s for a second every other day.
I hope your happy and doing ok.
Than I hear you calling me...
In the way you brush your hair
I am holding you dear.
Loving you as I once did
before life broke us apart.
I’m there in your heart
Its a pretty cool gothic type band. I really like them. I love they play the cello's in this band and they dress in 1800's type outfits. If you wanna learn about them. www.rasputina.com is there offical site. I got some of there music videos in my stash if you care to listen. I think they are gonna do a few concerts this year.
For Us Military Girls
*You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together.
*You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night!
*You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now.
*You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time.
*Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government.
*Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill.
*It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days.
*You hate hanging up the phone when talking to him---My hear
I see her all the time. Her flowing dress as she rounds the corner.
The glow of a candle. But I hear her footsteps sometimes at night,
And her voice singing some sad love song that makes me want to cry.
The secret sypmpathy
the silver link the silken tie
with heart to heart and mind to mind
In body and soul can bind.
To have my satin butterfly in my arms again
To feel her body close to mine to caress her touch her make her mine
To touch her in places that no one else has ever touched
To stroke her hair to have it fall around us when we make love
To look into eyes and see my future
You Know Who Ya Are
Stare at her image on the screen
and wonder of the the things shes seen
could it be a image of fate
or the idea of simple thoughts of late
her image dances across the skies
my mind wonders is this just
or is it simplly a primevil lust
vibrations leak from the sceen
of her i think site un seen
of hair glisting in the sun
think of days not yet done
the night on the beach full of fun
the vison in my mind drifts me off to sleep............
Forget her name
Forget her face
Forget her kiss
Her warm embrace
Forget the love you once knew
Remember she has someone new
Forget her when they played your song
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you once were
Remember she has chosen him
Forget how you memorized her walk
Forget the way she used to talk
Forget the things she used to say
Remember she has gone away
Forget her laugh forget his grin
Forget the dimples on her chin
Forget the way she held you tight
Remember she's with him tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved, it's past
Forget she said she'd leave you never
Remember she's gone forever
That sparkle in the eye
I know I've seen that before
It reminds me of so much
Something about the years of 'ore
Mischeivous and meddlesom I believe is very wrong
Really bad and totally crazy is more the name of the song
She spews lies yet they sound so very sweet
You can't help but believe her. How could she be such a devil?
The cuteness in the dimples, the smile and the face.
She knows I eat out of the palm of her hand.
She's so much love and cuteness that I can't stand
My heart hurts with the love that I have for my child
She's my everything , my flower, my child in the wild. :)
Your Love Element Is Fire
In love, you are a true listener and totally present.
For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.
You attract others with your joy and passion.
Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.
Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.
You connect best with: Wood
You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly
What Element Is Your Love?
Sometimes in life, life throws you a curve. It is what you do as a person that determines where it goes. For some it leads to a straight and narrow path. For others it leads them astray. And yet others they just make a cluster ---- of it. But as a society, if we could all just learn to forgive peoples mistakes and misfotunes and learn from each others mistakes, failures, and conquests..... instead of blaming one another for stupid things we have all done in one time or another ....we would have a much better society for our children to grow up in.... So us as adults need to lead by example
Vampire Story Part 2
sits down in the chair as Mr. Heath sits across from him on the couch. “Have you found out any more about Evelyn’s death?” Mr. Heath asked. “I...we found some things that might you might or wouldn’t approve of your daughter.” “Oh” Mr Heath reacts with a bit of surprise. Lance explains to Mr. Heath that Eve had been living a darker life than what he knew. Telling she worked at the club along with Mr. Stone and Jenna. Mr. Heath admits to that Jenna and Eve use to be best of friends, but did not know of his daughter’s behavior. His family were church going through and through and in light of everything maybe because of their force feeding church onto their children, this was Eve’s way of rebelling. Nevertheless none of that will make things better again. After Lance finished his part, Mr. Heath was physically shaken. “You have my full cooperation on this, Mr. Sheek.” Mr. Heath meaning every word. “Would it be okay if I talk to your daughter? See if she knows anything?”
I Have To Hope
So it IS
Rain seems symbolic though most who feel it's gentle weeping touch would simple say...."it is what it is" and probably even say in a joint of laughter "it's wet". I for one get the message see it's torn picture amongst the scale of human emotion and understand that rain isn't always rain.
Days have pas since I left my place of work ...since the doctors called....since they found the very dark spot on my mothers lung...and watched one of her two leafs of life collapse.
I understand the rain.....
If you know me ...I would never ask unless I needed to....but I do....pray....pray like you've never prayed before....and give me just a few more moments....to enjoy....to understand...to learn
Late Night Boredom
So this is what happens when you party too hard on Friday night, no one wants to go out on saturday because they are too tired. Well unfortunately my insomnia is getting the better of me so all my guys are sleeping and I am stuck watching tv at 3am, talk about a fun time. So I watched this movie today that really kinda blew my mind. Have yall seen that movie Super Size Me? Well I watched it for the first time tonight and WOW I thought I was going to puke. My friends all kinda laughed because no matter what they see on tv they say they are too busy to cook. Well anyway so I was watching this movie and was discusted at what I had found out about the food that we are so quick to consume. Well I dont want to go on about it all night but its made me think about what I put into my body, I recommend yall to rent it if you havent seen it yet, just a warning though make sure you if you have a weak stomach to cover your eyes at certain parts. I hope you all have a great weekend.
The Lovely Views
Okay so women lie just as well as men, or do we? I honestly think it is 50/50, look at society today, we are who we are and "you choose" decisions in what you do, no one makes those decisions for you. You are held accountable for your actions, but do we accept them most of the time, I don't think so, but yet that is "my" opinion.
Actually with all the dates I had been on since my divorce, I heard the same story over and over from men and is as follows: I went on a date with this chick, we hit it off, things were going great and then 3 months later, boom, she turns psycho or just acts totally different than what I had seen in those months. I have seen those as I have met some of my friends g/f's and it holds true. But it also holds true on women meeting men. So wouldn't you think it is an even keel?
Thing is, I don't think people truly and honestly get to know that person long and deep enough, they just jump into it full bolt. Also, don't pretend you are someone you are not. I mean,
Lets Flush Out The Flagging Idiot
HELLO ALL I HAVE READ SO MANY BULLITINS ABOUT PEPOLE GETTING FLAGED FOR NSFW AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE PIC . HELL IT HAS HAPPENED TO ME A TIME OR TWO.. THERE HAS TO BE SO ETHING DONE ABOUT IT IT IS CREATING ALOT OF TIAM AND WORK FOR SOME.. A FRIEND HAS TO DELETE ALL HER ALBUMS AND REORGANIZE THEN WHICH TAKSE TIME .. THAT SHE MIGHT NOT HAVE.. BUT FOR HER FRIENDS AND FANS SHE WILL MAKE THE TIME.. WHICH IS WRONG FOR HER TO HAVE TO DO CAUSE SOME IDIOT WANTS TO PLAY GAMES WE NEED TO FIGURE OUT A WAY TO FLUSH THE ASSHOLE OUT AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT I HAVE HAD IT . I LOVE CT.. I KNOW AS WELL AS ANY NORMAL ADULT KNOWS WHAT IS OR IS NOT NSFW.. WE DONT NEED ASSHOLES FLAGGING US AND CREATING HAVOC FOR US ... IF U HAVE EVER BEEN WRONGLY MARKED AND WANT TO HEL FIGURE OUT WHO DID IT , SEND ME A PM AND WE WILL WORK TOGEATHER TO FIGURE IT OUT AND TAKE THE ACTIONS NEEDED TO MAKE THE IDIOT FEEL AS SMALL AS WE POSSIBLY CAN
Pissed Off Mood
In a really shitty pissed off mood right about now and i want to just hit someone for the mood i am in.....
Keeping Your Kids Safe
See how close the bad guys live near you.......interesting...... When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house. Red, blue, green, dots will surround your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots, a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. Disturbing...and eye opening!! This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. It is another tool to help us keep our kids safe. It is www.familywatchdog.us
Retook The Advanced Global Personality Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56% Stability |||||||||||||| 60% Orderliness |||||||||| 33% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||| 30% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||| 30% Conflict
On Air In Cherry Rock Till 11 Est
come join me in cherryrock gonna rock out and smoke out atleast come say *HI*
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(repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-01 18:17:01')
(repost of original by '~NorthernNutCase~' on '2007-04-01 18:48:28')
Please Come And Show Love, In My Second Contest : )
Hey all my friends. Please stop by and help me in my second contest. The first contest i withdrew from because there were people that were makin new profiles just so they could bomb themselves. I didn't want to stay in a contest with cheaters lol. As always if you help me, i'll be glad to help you anytime you need it. I will return all the love that is shown to me. I want to thank all my friends and everyone that supports me in this contest. I really appreciate it : )
I peel the flesh straight off of my bones. The bitter taste of slavery penetrates. Religion. Crush me with your words and deities. I've given up on deifying myself. I've given up on most everything by this point. Memorize these words, you'll be using them to eulogize me. Sky bled without meaning. Even ghosts are filled with life on this day, so that they might die once more. He called the few people he loved the most. And walked into the middle of the highway.
The Prodigal Returns...
It's been awhile since I logged onto this site. I don't want to get into the boring details of why I haven't logged on in months. Suffice it to say that a technical problem with my Yahoo ID (Gotta love Yahoo, huh?) combined with a ton of developments in my real life, caused me to not have much time, or ability, to access this account.
So, to the three people who noticed I wasn't here, I have returned! LOL
Some things are risky to discuss when you are still at a stage where people barely know you. It is way too easy, in our society, to give somebody a perception of you that isn't quite accurate, but which ends up sticking anyway. My next statement or two will fall into this category. Hopefully nobody runs away too fast because of what I am about to say!
I spent my night, tonight, watching Wrestlemania on PPV.
Damn. It's like I could hear dozens of little, imaginary cyber doors, all quietly closing as I said that!
The Wrestlemania thing warrants discussion for two reasons
Bullshit And Oddities...
Now, can someone tell me, in a culture that so fears the elderly, a culture that has no respect for them... a culture that downright fears aging, why do we keep these fuckers alive? Seriously now... you see an old man walking along the street, and you see kids sticking their heads out making from the ol' codger, honking their horns, ridiculing, whatever... and when it comes to family, they loathe going to their grandparents, et al... but when it comes time for them to croak, they plug in these wires to keep them alive. hell, let's go beyond the elderly. let's look at people in general.
maybe i'm making a broad generalisation, but, Amerika seems to me, to be pretty fucking self-absorbed.it's all about me, me, me... but we spend millions, billions on keeping people alive who would be happier and truly better off, dead. not wasting away in some sterile fucking hospital room, or some bloody retirement village (old folks home) where they're miserable and stolen from, where they're forgo
MY GOOD FRIEND NEEDS HELP PLZ. SHE A GREAT WOMEN WITH A KIND HEART SHE COULD USE SOME COMMENTS FOR TEH CONTEST SHE IS IN. SO I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO HELP HER PLZ. I WILL RETURN FAVORO PLZ JUST SHOW SOEM LOVE HERE THE LINK TY ALL
6 Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do!
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Six Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do
Here are useful tips and tricks that you can teach even an old cell phone to do.
Cyrus Farivar, PC World
Monday, February 05, 2007 01:00 AM PST
Right before your eyes, your cell phone has morphed into a portable computer. Whether you're searching Google via text messages, using Short Message Service (SMS) to make international calls, or e-mailing a voice message, these tips will help jump-start your cell phone's inner PC--and make your life easier to boot.
Text Your Google Search
For the price of sending a text message, you can unleash the power of Google without having to open a Web browser. Just text GOOGL (46645) to get access to much of the search giant's most useful information, including addresses and phone numbers, word definitions, numeric and other conversions, weather, and even sports scores.
For example, if you want to look up the phone number of a pizza joint to place a
Lyrics To A Good Song Called Simply Being Loved. *i Got The Video In My Stash*
So little time some little time... so frustrated
some little joy so little joy ...it's complicated
so little time some little time...time to work it all out
so little joy some little joy...it's complicated
I feel I'm stumbling in the dark ...sonambulated
I feel my heart's again the sparks.... I'm praying for love
praying for love
some little joy some little joy.... it's complicated
some little time some little time ....my heart's been faded
some little hope some little hope...and I pray again for love
so hopin' enough
Simply being loved loved loved
it's more than enough ...
simply being loved ....
it's more than enough....
simply being loved....
some little joy some little joy...it's complicated
some little time some little time....be acclimated
some little hope some little hope...and I'm prayin' out with love
some little time to make some change...been isolating
a thousand years of timeless days .....sonambulating
I'm stumbling wounded in the
I Almost Forgot!!
I nearly forgot I owe you guy's something to my loyal readers at least. Well if you haven't herd I've basicly finished the book I was writeing so now I am going to give you the sneak preview. This is the prelude of the story of the Lasher.
PreLude: To Beat A Dead Whore.
Written By John Stocker
Inspired by Daughter Of Hell, Beautiful Nightmare, and my own sick twisted little mind.
Every person in this world is driven by one thing, every person has this one thing some where within there weak pitaful minds. It can be used to help, to hurt, to enslave, to free, to destory, to create, and countless other things. WHat is this one source that can do so much? Desire...
I will now induldge you weak petty mortals to a history lesson it wasn't even twenty year's ago that I was like you...human. I was born a female in the land you call America. A land plauged by stupidity, corruption, and greed. I tried to be a painter in
hello all.. hope your day went well.. and that your having a good evening although the weather in some places tonight wasnt so nice.. just wanted to let everyone know to feel free to drop by my page and leave comments and rate pictures and say hello if you want.. im a really nice person and enjoy making new friends.. and i will do the same back in return..
bye for now
Come Take A Look......
So anyway, I was reading news on MSN...... the (web page) so anyway as I was. I saw this video and it was a joke on that white rap girl.... called Fergie?
I think it is... What a creative name for someone. What a joke if you ask me.
Plus I'm not a fan of rap.... to me anyone can rhyme oh boy you can rhyme. To me that's not music. I know a lot of you love that rap. I'm just one who doesn't.
That's me for you.
As I was saying... without further ado, I think that's how it's spelled ;)
Here's a video I found funny, and I must admit Alanis Morissette, is good... She was good in Dogma.
I find it really, funny when the guys try and touch her and she lays it down by punching them and what not :P hmm my type of girl ;) lol
Just like the girl from the movie The Fifth Element! Big badda boom!
Bls 1st Show Of 2
Just got back home from the BLS show in louisville. I took alot of picts and a few short vids will try to post them tomorrow or thursday. Zakk kicked my ass tonite and I am heading for another ass kicking tomorrow in cincy. Yea two BLS shows back to back. Bleed Black Label family goodnight....they are on my profile now
DAUGHTER HAD HER..hysterectomy LAST FRIDAY.. AND HUSBAND HAD HIS TEETH PULLED TOO.. SO HAS HIS NEW TEETH NOW.. SO HES PRETTY GOOD SO DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM SO NOW TAKING CARE OF DAUGHTER SO I AM AT HER PLACE ALL DAY.. DOING LANSDRY.. COOKING.. ALL THAT STUFF AND TAKING CARE OF GRANDKIDS.. SO NO TIME TO BE HERE AND COMENT.. ONLY HAVE A FEW MINS EACH MORNING.. BUT I AM THINKING OF YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD.. KEEP IN TOUCH AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT WEEK.. HUGSS LOVE GERI!~ THNAKS FOR ALL YOU COMENT TO ME .. MEANS A LOT..;)..
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Welfare Check- How Many Agree?
Like a lot of folks in this country, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck, I, like most other employees, am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with.
What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check...because I have to pass one to earn it for them?
Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the government would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check?
Pass this on if you agree.
It was part of her discernment to be aware that life is the only real counselor, that wisdom unfiltered through personal experience does not become a part of the moral tissues.
from Sanctuary, (1903) part II, ch. IV
(often rendered by me in a partial paraphrase but this is the original... with thanks to friend Amoux- over on another site- for mentioning this quote in the first place.)
Blag Blag Blag...too Much Wine
I realize these things are not well read, which is probably why i am whining here. You see, I have had too much to drink, and it has been raining for days straight now,which probably has much to do with why I am feeling so melancholy.
On to the point...Why is it, that we always want the things we cannot have? Is it merely because we cannot have them? Or do we have an actual need for them? The things that we already have, take a back seat in a sense and seem much less important than the things we want.
So...if we were to lose something we had, that seemed un-important while we were so busy wanting something else...would we in turn forget about what we had origially wanted, and turn our wants to our previous dis-regards?
Just a bit of mental vomit for all who read to ponder...I suppose it is human nature to always want for something, whether or not you can have it...and obviously the reason we want things so much sometimes, is simply because it is un-attainable.
1. Your Full Name:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. What am I to you:
10. Do we know each other outside of facebook?
11. Whats your philosophy on life?
12. Would you have my back in a fight?
13. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
14. What is your favorite memory of us?
15. Would you make love with me??
16. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
17. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
18. Can we get together and make a cake?
19. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
20. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
21. Do you think I'm a good person?
22. Would you drive across country with me?
23. Do you think I'm attractive?
24. If you could change anything about me, would you?
25. What do you wear to sleep?
26. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
27. Would you go on a date with me if i asked
Let There Be Peace
If There is to be Peace
If there is to be peace in the world,
There must be peace in the nations.
If there is to be peace in the nations,
There must be peace in the cities.
If there is to be peace in the cities,
There must be peace between neighbors.
If there is to be peace between neighbors,
There must be peace in the home.
If there is to be peace in the home,
There must be peace in the heart.
May all find the peace in there hearts.
Death And Her Maiden
Every one of your lies caress over your split bleeding lips, dance on your tongue to the symphony of deceit. I lie within your devils lair, entwined within the tangle of the shattered dreams you weave. My soul has withered within, a fading memory of lost tomorrows. Life slips through my fingers, pooling at my feet as the years slip by. Branded by wounds that time will never heal. I am suffocating in the emptiness, as it eats me alive. His talons ripped so deeply within my breast, tearing me apart piece by piece. As deafening beat of my heart is silenced, I feel serenity wash over me. Death caresses my face, free from the devils gaze.
Some Of You Already Know This, Some May Not, So Here's The Scoop, Every Other Weekend I Have My Kids And Will Not Be Here On CherryTap So If You Comment/Rate/Fan And All That Good Stuff On My Profile I Wont Be Able To Return AnyThing Until Monday.
I Wish Everyone A Very Happy Easter And Have A Safe Holiday, Enjoy Your Family And Kids And Dont Take For Granted Anything!
You know I must be Bipolar or something like that. I feel like I've been kicked and kicked and don't want to take shit anymore. You see I was flying high there for a while. A random guy hit on me. This is something that does not usually happen to me. I didn't and I guess still don't take anything at face value when it comes to the male gender. I let myself get into the place where I was thinking ok, maybe I do want to date or something. But all of the sudden I feel like I've crashed. Like I don't care and will never date anyone again. Like I'll never have another first kiss or a guy who knows just the right spot on my neck to kiss. The feeling of butterfly's. I'm just there, here. Just floating and I hate it. I can tell everyone is tired of me talking about it. Like they just want to say shut up if you want something so badly go out there and get it. Which is the same shit I tell others. If you want something so badly go out there and get it at least know what you want. I can give othe
I Changed My Mind. In My Next Life...
In my next life, I am going to work in a circus, and travel around the country in an RV, a la HBO's Carnivale. Well, except for the fact that it would be in the future (instead of during the Depression), and it would be in an RV and not a circus car thingie. More importantly, I'd have A/C. They were always *sweating* in that show. Ick.
I'm debating between tattooed lady and animal trainer. What other jobs are available? Maybe it would be easiest to just be the one that sells the cotton candy.
IT SEEMS I HAVE SOME TIME TO KILL
HATING THE WAY I MADE YOU FEEL
I SAID SOME THINGS AND YOU SAID GOOD-BYE
NOW ALL I CAN DO IS CRY
I DIDNT MEAN TO START A FIGHT
I SHOULDNT OF SAID THOSE THINGS LAST NIGHT
I'M SORRY I GOT SO MAD AND LOST MY HEAD
I APOLOGIZE FOR EVERY WORD I SAID
IT JUST DOESNT FEEL RIGHT
WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH ME TONIGHT
a sad poem i found on the net about losing a friend poems say so much :(
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the o
happy easter to everyone!!!! and i hope your all having a wonderful start to your long weekend.. i was just wondering what all the red x's were about.. and they seem to be all over my page and all over my friends lists.. if anyone knows whats going on can you plz let me know thank you all :)
So the verdit is that I get to go for a full body MRI on Monday and a bunch more testing. So Chemo is on hold until they can figure out what's going on with my kidneys. Sorry to keep ya'll waiting.
Another Day In Paradise
So here I sit in my mother's living room being bored out of my mind, wanting to take a nap, yet knowing I have a million other things to do. How the hell can I get all this shit done... Someone please do it for me or help out. I have surgery coming up in four days, my sons birthday party tomorrow in combination with an egg hunt, trying to move all our shit too. Oh yea, on that update, we are moving back in with my mom and stepdad which is a nightmare. I love my mother but her husband is a pain in the ass... he's an egotistical prick that thinks a woman should wait on him hand and foot and that shit doesn't fly with me... So anyway, we aren't planning to be here more than a month so we'll see how it goes... ok, I give up, going to take a nap.. to hell with it.... I am almost 30, I can nap if I want...lol
I AM GOING TO NEW ORLEANS FOR DANI-LOVE'S WEDDING!!
i leave on the 21st and will return home on the 29th. have any of you spent time in the South? have you had the infamous Sweet Tea? what should i, as a white yankee girl from Wyoming, expect of the Deep South?
any info would be greatly appreciated^.^ i am so freakin' excited! *bounces up and down*
Have You Ever Loved?
Have you ever loved someone
and knew they didn't love you?
Did you ever feel like crying,
and wondered what good it would do?
Have you ever looked into their eyes,
and said a little prayer?
Did you ever looked into their hearts,
and wish that you were there?
Don't ever fall in love, my friend.
You see it doesn't pay.
Although it causes broken hearts,
it happens everyday.
You wonder where they are tonight.
You wonder if their true.
One minute you're happy;
the next, you're blue.
Then once you see them,
your heart begins to dance.
Your heart revolves around them,
although you have no chance.
Love is painful, my friend.
And the price is far too high.
If I had to choose between life and death,
I think I'd choose to die.
So my friend ~
Don't fall in love.
You'll get hurt before you're through.
You see, my friend, I ought to know...
I fell in love with you.
Ok for all the ppl that know me on cherry tap you should know that i never leave a blog on here but now im starting to wonder about ppl honestly i know there are alot of shitty ppl out here but some ppl can only get away with so much with me and one is fucking with my heart my emotions are nothing but my heart is another fucking thing and then guys wonder why im a bitch i dont hurt others to get back i think thats low but i keep my self closed off for a reason.
its nothing but respect with me and i feel that i have been disrespected not only that but used and toyed with which is something that hasnt happen to me in a long time and im very pissed about it and i have made grown men cry in my life time and i really dont want to make one cry anytime soon but im thinking that the time is comming near if i dont get any honesty on this situation that i just found out about not only that i feel that ive been lied to and i hate liars with a fucking passion!!!! its life i deal which is why i
Sometimes I could just kill customers. I wish a lot of them had some common sense and were at least respectful! Dont throw your shit around and just expect people to clean up after you cuz 'its their job and what they are getting paid for'. That attitude pisses me off.
I wish I would win the lottery.
Omg Snowing In Texas!! Update
OK WTF IS GOING ON? IM IN TEXAS JUST 2 DAYS BEFORE I FLY OUT TO GERMANY AND THIS HAPPENS?
WOW AM I LIKE BEING PREPARED?? LMFAO
~ARMY WIFEZ ARE TOUGHER
Best Bowler In Bc
stop by this site and see if im telling the truth o and ladies remember its all in the fingers http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=1424430881
Damn It Dont Get Any Better
well if tusedays avent was not great enough. 2 days ago i stub my toe and end up breaking the fucker. so yea my week is goin good fuck i hate this week wish it was over. oh and its ma middle toe on ma left knee which got spraind in the car wreak tuesday. so yay im on good drugs but damn it I BROKE MA TOE LOL. ok im done
Poem 10 - The Joker
Black Smiling Lips
Dead, Whit Skin
Black Diamonds Around the Eyes
There's Darkness Inside
It's head Jingles With Rage
A Smile That does So Decieve
It Laughs In the Night
He Brings Terror to Others Lives
Amusement that Leads to Death
A Power to Make You Forget All
Misery That Likes Company
He's Coming For You
Watch Out for the Joker
There's No Escaping His Rage!!!!
Today was one of the best days...Got some TERRIFIC news...And my sister is finally home for good and happy at that news...AND..Everything is going my way so far in my past problems...
Heading to a party tonight since its Brents 23rd bday and there is going to be lots of men there...Heck ya!!
I miss you also Matthew...But i dont no if i am ready to jump right back into being how we were as best friends again...You know what i mean and i hope also that we can be friends again soon when i can forgive....
My Lost Content
something left me wanting
waking hell is destiny?
Weary and defiled
lost and violated
not a broken man
just short of shattered
everything ... my past
like it ever fucking mattered
wait for me I'll love some day
maybe without goading
rain falling soothes me
and blood flows so easily when youre crying
sky is always dark
sun doesnt seen to shine
life has been taken from you
and days last like pain is the divine
no one cares for those who need
whos the one whom you should need
broken but not all apart
your pain life always seems to feed
nothing takes the stench of life
its stuck like bones in graves
stretch the skin and grip the knife
follow the line and take the pain you crave
Men Are Like ........
One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is:
MEN ARE LIKE
1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are.
3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them.
4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why?
5. Men are like...chocolate bars..sweet, smooth and they usually head straight for the hips.
6. Men are like...commercials...you can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like...department stores...their clothes are always 1/2 off.
8. Men are like...government bonds...they take sooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like...masacra...they usually run at the first sight of emotion.
10. Men are like...popcorn..they satisfy you, but only for a while.
11. Men are like...snowstorms...you never know when their comming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are l
The Gift Of Life
I have a touching story for anyone who wants to read on...on saturday april 7 God put me to good use...We were taking a family trip when we came upon and accident...I asked my boyfriend to turn around to see if we could help cause everyone else seem to keep driving by...I am glad we did...as I got out of the care I saw a woman screaming and crying and another holding her, a young boy crying and alittle ways from them a man holding and infant over his knee...the infant was motionless so I ran to tend to the infant first....The family was mexican so not much english was spoken very well but enough for me to understand that the baby had not been breathing for approximately 5 to 10 mins....so I took the baby and felt for a pulse no pulse, blood from nose, ears...I wasnt sure what I could do for her....I preformed cpr on her by myself for 10 mins before a female DR. showed up I had just gotten a pulse on her before she arrived...I continued rescue breathing on her...we worked on her another
Fairy Name Generator
Your First Name
Your Last Name
Your fairy is called Fire Rainbowwitch
She is a fortune bringer.
She lives where fireflies mate and breed.
She is only seen in the enchanted moment between sleep and waking.
Her dresses glow with fiery colours. She has multicoloured wings like a butterfly.
Trouble Brewing In Ct City With A Capital "p"...
Okay. Now I get why so many CT folks are quietly taking down some of their photos off of CT. With the clickish of the club by not promoting this site to teens, one would have thought that they would be more exclusive to the photos on this site.
Check out the following as had been posted and reposted in the CT bulletins.
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet.I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits...I realize that by putting an
Dad's At War
Where would I be without you dad?
My hero of night and day
I'm so glad you love my mother,
And take time for us each day.
The last time we played baseball,
You reached for me with your hand.
I looked at you, then made a wish,
That I might be just half the man.
I love my father of this earth,
And I love my father of heaven.
It's a lot for me to love, you know,
For I'm only eleven.
Mom and I sure miss you,
Since you left to defend our flag.
When others ask, where is your dad?
I can't help but boast and brag.
If You Had Me In Your Bed What Would You Do
If you had me in your bed for 24hrs.
what would you do with me????????
would you run away?
would you make love to me?
would you fuck my brains out?
what would you do?????????
Say Thanks To The Ppl That Really Count
HEY IF U WOULD PLS REPOST THIS THAT WOULD BE GREAT. I RAN ACROSS A FIREFIGHTER TONIGHT AND SAW SO MANY OF HIS PICS THAT SHOWS WHAT HIS JOB REALLY IS AND I KNOW WE HAVE BUSY LIVES AND DONT THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS. I JUST WANTED TO SEND A THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE JOBS THAT MAKE OUR LIVES BETTER. THIS IS NOT ALL OF THEM AND IF U WANT TO ADD MORE PLS DO THIS IS A LIST OF JUST A FEW THAT WE JUST NEED TO STOP AND SAY THANK YOU FOR THE JOB U CHOOSE.THESE PPL SAVE LIVES AND MAKE A BETTER PLACE FOR US TO LIVE ... T H A N K Y O U !!!
The Sequence Of The Dream (2nd Act)
And so the river ran......
The screen went red with the violent pulseing of my adrenal gland, I was now the equivalent of what harmless water waves become when you amplify them thirty fold with repercussions.
from the likes of my maddness most would run....
"But they never moved?" instead they stood there, stareing in a frozen state of shock and confusion. like still frame photographs as i opened fire on the first one.
The shot fired before i could even clear the gun from my jacket...it left a huge hole,"but hey i feel it was a small price for such an uncensored release of anger." oh well, it wasn't like there'd be anyone left to identify me or my bullet riddled jacket.
Screams rang like a cruel and sick symphony and i was the conductor! weilding my weapon like a trained machanic, I SHOWED THEM!
By the time i was done the permagrin was so burnt into my face, i torched the building to boot.....just cause i felt like it!
I remember laughing insanely as i
My Nightly Prayer
i Love and Adore You so...
Master...my nitely prayer has/is growing with time ..like our union of souls : )
i fear no other power...for Master is always near..
He is my Saviour..
He is my guiding light..
He is my life ..
He is my will..
He possess my soul..
He engulfs my mind..
He enflames my heart..
He consumes my body...
He is my Protector..
He is my Teacher..
He is my Mentor...
He is my Lover..
He is my Friend..
He is my True Master..
He owns me completely..
i am His eternal slave..
i have no wants or needs...
only the deep desire to strive
my best to fulfill all of Masters
needs and desires completely..
for He is my true happiness..
my every reason for living and loving
i thank You .. Master
for all the gifts that You
have given to me..
the gift of rediscovery of my true
for accepting my submission to You
for claiming and collaring me
as Your submissive/slave
the gift of freedom within
I walk Miles inside my soul insearch of who i am, i come empty handed with dark holes inside my past. I have lost what i am and i havent a clue what i am becoming. My insanity is now my reality as i drown in the flood of pain my heart unleashes. Yet i dont understand the pain, its not there for any reason besides to tear me down. I have lost my grip and fallen, fallen into the depths of my own shadow which i have no path. I have no light or road to travel upon to save me, i am lost. I have lost my way out of insanity.
Life Is A Prison.
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.
Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.
Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.
Cell walls built by society,
With rules to obey.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.
Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.
Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.
So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying your mind?
Uniting With Your Twin Flame
I just found something incredible in the Stash of JimmyBlueeyes, under Dunno! It's an article called Uniting With Your Twin Flame and I wish each and every one of my past life companions would read it, especially those with a strong metaphysical interest. It explains to me alot of what is going on in my life right now, as far as connecting with past life companions in such a strong way! It is truly an amazing piece to read!
An Ode To My Past.
And to the person in my past that it applies to...
LIMP BIZKIT LYRICS
Just think about it
Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown id
love to be the one to disappoint you when
I don't fall down
but you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition ill remember when im letting go of...
you and me we're through and rearranged
It seems that your not satisfied
there's too much on your mind
So you leave and I cant believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down
.. you're no good for
My daughter just broke my glasses, now I cant see far away. Grrr. She didnt mean to though.
Now, I have to wait until my husband gets home and just hope that Wal-Mart's glasses area is open when we go so they can fix them.
How can you say forever, when foreve is just a lie,
Made by society its all propoganda, a set up to say goodbye.
Ive been lead on by empty promises, my heart filled with deceit,
Im so tired of all this bullshit now, I now just want to sleep.
My life stays in overexistance, in limbo by a thread,
Your life carries on so wonderfully, its all fucking with my head.
Sentimental trinkets and faded memories are now just a waste,
Simple reminders of you and "what could have beens" have left a bitter taste.
You cant get me to play the victim this time, you cant drag me down,
An overabundance of needs and wants, I will no longer be your clown.
SO now I will run so fucking far away, it will be like you never knew my name,
Hidden in the shadows, dressed in apathy, Im now ready for you to feel my pain.
Vampires In Myth And History
VAMPIRES IN MYTH AND HISTORY
by Beverley Richardson
Vampire myths go back thousands of years and occur in almost every culture around the world. Their variety is almost endless; from red eyed monsters with green or pink hair in China to the Greek Lamia which has the upper body of a woman and the lower body of a winged serpent; from vampire foxes in Japan to a head with trailing entrails known as the Penanggalang in Malaysia.
However, the vampires we are familiar with today, although mutated by fiction and film, are largely based on Eastern European myths. The vampire myths of Europe originated in the far East, and were transported from places like China, Tibet and India with the trade caravans along the silk route to the Mediterranean. Here they spread out along the Black Sea coast to Greece, the Balkans and of course the Carpathian mountains, including Hungary and Transylvania.
Our modern concept of the vampire still retains threads, such as blood drinking, return from death,
OK SO WE DiiDN'T END UP AY MARDii-GRAS.. WE ENDED UP AT THE PROV.. ((WHiiCH WAS KiiNDA WHACK)) BUT.. ii DEFiiNATELY HAD LiiKE THE BEST TiiME.. ii MEAN THE NiiGHT COULDN'T HAVE TURNED OUT ANY BETTER THAN iiT DiiD.. ii WAS WiiTH AN AWESOME GROUP OF FRiiENDS.. BUT ONE iiN PARTiiCULAR GOT THROWN OUT ((MY B/D)) SO ME && CHRiiSSY WENT TO GO FiiND HiiM AND HiiS FRiiEND, AND ENDED UP GiiViiNG HiiS FRiiENDS CAR KEYS TO OUR FRiiEND WHO WAS STiiLL iiN THE CLUB, AND THEN WE JUST LEFT AND THE 4 OF US WENT TO GO HANG OUT... iiT WAS MAD COOL.. WE HAD ALOT OF FUN.. WELL ii SUR DiiD.. WE CAME STROLLiiN iiN ABOUT 5AM.. LOL.. ii WAS SO DRUNK, AND ii DiiDN'T EVEN PAY FOR MOST OF MY DRiiNKS.. MY B/D DiiD.. BUT ANYWAYS.. ii'VE BEN KiiNDA UPSET AND DEPRESSED FOR THE REST OF THE WEEKEND.. ii WENT OUT AGAiN LAST NiiGHT TO MiiCKEY DOYLES iiN FALL RiiVER. iiT WAS ALRiiGHT.. ii REALLY HAD ALOT ON MY MiiND, SO ii JUST DRANK AND KEPT TO MYSELF.. iiT WAS COOL THOUGH.. iiDK.. ii JUST WANTED TO BE HOME WiiTH MY SON..
I am so excited tonight is one of my best friend's birthdays. So if you need me you can try my cell but 9 out of 10 chances I am going to be too fucked up to figure out what that strange ringing sound is LOL. I hope you all have had a great weekend. I sure as hell know that I did! Loves it!!
Well, I'm Leaving Cherrytap
I was going to post a long rambling thing (you know, like my normal stuff) explaining the why's and wherefores behind my decision... but I'm too damn tired, mentally speaking, to bother.
I've spent a lot of time looking at this place over the last couple weeks, and I've come to the conclusion that there is nothing about this site that I like enough to stay.
Those of you that read this are on my friends or family list (or both). I care about all of you, and I'm honored to have met you. Most of you have my Yahoo IM, please stay in touch if you would like. I'm sure I'll message you from time to time :)
So, if you want to stay in touch, please do!
There's one person that I met here that I care deeply for. She knows who she is, and I met here here so leaving here was a tough decision... but people you care for are not attached to a website, so I know I'm not losing her, just her CT profile page ;)
To her, there are a lot of things I'd say... but she's already hearing them in
ummm... mii cousi bet me that i couldnt pass her up in cherry points.. so come on ppl.. rate me... dammit
Rules Of Drunk Dialing (and Texting!!!)
Rules of Drunk Dialing (and texting!!!)
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement.
2.It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen.
3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you"
4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something.
5.Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come.
6.Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober.
7.It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night.
A Look Through My Eye's
THIS IS A TRIP OR JOURNEY THROUGH MY MIND, SOMETHINGS WILL BE HARSH AND THE OTHER WILL BE KIND.. I AM A SOLDIER FROM BEGINNING TO END,AND THAT IS WHERE THIS STORY SHALL BEGIN.. A LONG TINE AGO IN A CITY CALLED CLEVELAND, IN MY GAME PEOPLE STARTED BELIEVEING.. I WAS QUICK WITH MT WIT, AND MY B-BALL GAME WAS THE SHIT.. SO I WAS ON THE GRIND MOST OF THE TIME, JUST MAKING MONEY WITHOUT TRULY USING MY MIND.. BUT THE GAME TRIED TO SWALLOW ME UP WHOLE, BUT I MAINTAINED AND HELD ON TO MY GOAL.. BUT SOME ARE NOT AS STRONG AS ME, AND THEY GET CAUGHT UP PLEASE BELIEVE.. SEXY WOMEN AND FAST CARS, THEY ARE LIVING LIKE GHETTO SUPER STARS.. THEY DON'T REALLY KNOW HOW MUCH THEY HAVE LOST, NOR DO THEY REALLY UNDERSTAND THE COST.. NOT REALLY SEEING THE RIGHT OR THE WRONG, JUST GRINDING AND SINGING THAT TO FAMILAR SONG.. THE WORLD CAN BE SO COLD AN SO DARK, LIKE A WALK THROUGH A UNLIT PARK.. BUT THESE STREETS CLAIM LIVES EVERYDAY, AND THE ULTIMATE PRICE IS WHAT OUR CHILDREN PAY.. RICK ROSS MADE A SONG AB
Pyramids are structures of mystery and power. Traditionally, they have been ascribed with human and universal powers.A pyramid may also appear as a phallic symbol; or as a symbol of virility, creativity, or the ability to solve problems. They may also appear as an invitation to the exotic.
Do you enter the interior of the pyramid, climb the outside of the structure, or walk around it without coming close?
Who are you with when you experience such a powerful object, and what is your relation to that person or persons?
Verry Good Forum Site
This is a verry Good Forum site i share with you its for 3 verry Good Singers in belgium including Evi Goffin the Admin from Evi Town our Chat lounge pls sign up in suport to these ppl who made this Forum i will do that too :)
How Much Do I Love You?
How much do i love you? This much. . . .
count the raindrops as they fall. . .
count the shoppers at the mall. . .
count the fishes in the sea. . .
count the reruns on TV. . .
count the bears in yellowstone. . .
count the diets that are blown. . .
count the words in windy speeches. . .
count the seashells on the beaches. . .
count the paintings at the met. . .
count the rivets on a jet. . .
count the joneses, smiths and greens. . .
count the easter jelly beans. . .
count the snowflakes as they fall. . .
count the stars from here to mars. . .
add it up and when your through. . .
youll know how much. . .
I LOVE YOU!!!
love ya babe!
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Everything I Wanted To Say, But Couldn't Fit
First of all, thank you Maria for holding the contest to win a free blast. I want to thank all of my AWESOME Friends for putting their timeless efforts and hard work into helping me win this blast. You guys are truly AWESOME, and I couldn't have done it without you. I Love You All!
I am Truly Blessed and so Thankful to the good Lord, for giving me the gift of meeting the most Genuine, Amazing, and Awesome people, from all walks of life here on CherryTap. I consider all of my Friends here like my own Brothers and Sisters, and I keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers every day, for the very best of wishes and brightest blessings that life can bring. I love meeting new people and making friends. Friends are like Angels. They love you, watch over you, defend your honor, send messages of love, hope, encouragment, and inspiration, they comfort you, brighten your day, make you laugh, cry tears of joy, are fun to hang out with, and are always there for you when you need them the most. C
For The Ladies
A WOMAN`S PERFECT BREAKFAST:
She`s sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton............
40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST
1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
Here at work
2. Have you ever laid underneath the stars?
3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
5. When was the last time you went out of state?
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
8. What are you wearing right now?
9. What was your last purchase?
10. Last food you ate?
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
13. Do you have a pet?
15. Are you a vampire?
YES (Since I work nights I'm known as the Company Vampire by my co-workers)
16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
Chilling at the MGM Grand in Vegas
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
Several ANIME DVDs
18. One thing you hate about you
Please vote (comment bombing encouraged) for this lil angel in the cutest baby contest.
Not only is she adorable, she has to be the best tempered baby I have ever seen!!
I Just Can't Stop Crying. . .
My best friend Brandy's mom passed away this morning around midnight from surgery complications. I doubt I'll be on for a while. I have so much to help Brandy do regarding the funeral. My friend is only 16 and she's sole beneficiary. My gods it hurts so bad. Her mom was just like my mom. I loved her like my mom, and I always will. I miss her so much. Mom had gastric bypass surgery 3 weeks and 1 day ago today. Ultimately, that's what killed her. I just miss her so fucking much. And I feel so bad because someone turned the ringer off on the house phone last night and I missed the first call regarding her death. I dunno what to do. I feel so damn lost. Yeah, I'm having a nervous breakdown. I miss my mommy!!!!!!
Deadlines Have Been Set....
Well to start of with there are lots of different types of deadlines. For school work, project deadlines, all sorts . But there are some wierd deadlines around, like the one i've just been set. The girl i'm currently with has told me that she will break up with me in july. strange eh? i'm not completely sure how to feel with this as its kinda like knowing when your gonna die. its very odd.
F Those Who Cant
Fuck those who cant keep there noses out of others peoples lives. Fuck you all back stabbin asses. Thats not what friends are for you might want to realize that. i don't give a fuck if I offend you. Stay out of my life.
5 Worst Movies Ever!!!!!
Ok so I saw Turistas last nite and this worthless excuse for a "movie" Inspired me to make the 5 worst movies I've ever seen!!!! This strictly based on my point of view and opinions so if I list a movie you like don't get mad at me.
5. Turistas! This was a waste of time to watch. There was no story line what so ever in this movie or maybe it was too simple for me to comprehend? I'm not sure. I wasn't expecting this movie to be good by all means. I did expect it however to have possibly maybe some good looking gore cause I watched the so called "unrated version" Now I have no idea what the fuck was so unrated about it. I would have hated seeing the theatrical version! There was only one scene in the entire movie where there was gore and it was nothing! Why must Hollywood deceive and disappoint me so!
4. Haunted highway! So you would think it takes place of a highway right. No no no no it's about this dude who is in love with another woman so he kills his wife (Ver
My Poor Babies :(
First my boy came down with the stomach bug and that lasted for 2 days.. and now since hes ready and able to go to school my little girl wakes up with it *sighs*..
I just had 2 days off at work and I'm hopeing I really dont get it.. cuz I really cant afford to miss work.. I can handle going to work sick and what not.. but not with a stomach bug.
Hate it when my babies are sick :(
JUST RECENTLY I LOST MY BEST WHICH WAS MY MOM. I JUWT WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE MY MOM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOLE AND SHE WILL LIVE THROUGH ME. HER LOVE WILL BE LOST BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.SO PEOPLE OUT THERE JUST TELL YOUR MOM OR DAD YOU LOVE THEM EVERYDAY
My Bad Day
well today started same as always. got up, got ready for work, picked up friend from work then on way to work it all went wrong. Driving down a road the car in front of me braked to turn right so i, obviously, braked too. Unfortunately at the same time the (male) driver behind decided to take his eyes off road and crashed into back of my car pushing my car into car in front. This shook me up and my friend too. We are both now suffering possible whiplash and other small symptoms. Well i wanted a day off work but not this way...... Thankfully the guy admitted liability so i now have a courtesy car for a few days
I always hit too hard
...play too rough
...take things too far
I never say the right things
...do things right
...feel the same way
I don't always say what I want
...cook what you want
...do things I should
...always give you what you want
...look the same as when we met
...always know how to handle certain things
I make mistakes
I get moody
I'm never good enough
I could be better
...a lot of things
But I'm not. I'm just me.
I wear my heart on my shoulder
I want it when you don't
I cry too much
I think too much
I worry a lot
I push when I shouldn't
I have changed, but not all the things I should
No matter what I do it never seems to be good enough for you.
I do more for you than you do for me.
Am I the only one that sees?
America's New Mentality - "cower And Die"
America's New Mentality - "Cower and Die"
This is an article written by bloodbrother and 2A warrior Skip Coryell, and it says what needed to be said. Taken from www.iowacarry.org
For any bloodbrethren within the range of WHO radio in Des Moines, Iowa, Skip is going to be on the Deace in the Afternoon show on Monday, April 23 from 4-6pm to discuss the VT shootings, CCW and the personal responsibility of self-defense and gun ownership.
America’s New Mentality – “Cower and Die”
I’m a stay-at-home dad and the primary caregiver for our 1-year-old son. Even now, as I type this article, there is a 40 caliber semi-automatic pistol on my right hip. I carry a pistol 24/7, 365 days a year. Sometimes it’s a nuisance, but I will never kneel at the feet of a madman and whimper while he shoots me and the ones I love. Instead, I will take careful aim, and double-tap the center of exposed mass until the murderer falls to the pavement, no longer a threat to the innocent in so
hello all :) hope your having a wonderful thursday!! and enjoying the nice weather we have today!! if you have the same weather. i was just wondering if anyone has noticed that when you click on home and you look in the folder where other people have looked at your homepage and you click there name to rate pics and you find that they do not want other people to rate there pics does that annoy you?? why do some people post pics but then turn around and say your not allowed to rate them.. seems kinda silly to me. just wondering if anyone else has noticed this.. and im still finding that when i start rating pics that it keeps telling me that my session has expired and its only when i first start rating pics.. is there someway of getting that problem sloved like telling babyjesus or anyone??
My Grandson Was Born.....
JUST WANTED TO LET MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS ON CT KNOW THAT I BECAME THE PROUD GRANDMA YESTERDAY.
DAVID J WARING WAS BORN AT 8:38AM, ON 04/18/07.
WEIGHING IN AT 6LBS 9OZ. WITHA HEAD FULL OF BLACK HAIR.....LOL LOTS OF HEARTBURN.
MY DAUGHTER WAS A TROOPER AND SHE DID VERY WELL THE 5 HRS SHE WAS IN LABOR. I HAVE POSTED A PICTURE OF MOTHER AND BABY IN MY DEFAULT, GO CHECK IT OUT.....ALL I CAN SAY IS LOOK FOR MORE PICTURES WITH THE NEXT FEW DAYS.
AND TO MY SUPRISE I WILL BE DOING THIS AGAIN IN DEC, AS MY OTHER DAUGHTER JUST INFORMED ME SE IS 5 WEEKS ALONE....LOOKS LIKE MY FAMILY IS GETTING BIGGERE AND BIGGER...SO START LOOKING FOR MY GRAY HAIR SOON...LOL
thank you to all my friends and fans for helping me level...remember if u leave a comment on the help blog telling me that u rated or commented i will return the luv as soon as i can rate pics again
Getting To Know Someone
Getting to know survey
1. Birthday: March 3rd, 1969
2. Birthplace: Alabaster, Alabama
3. Current Location: Birmingham, Alabama
4. Eye Color: Blue
5. Hair Color: Red
6. Height: 5\'5\"
7. Right Handed or Left Handed: right
8. Your Heritage: Irish
9. The Shoes You Wore Today: flops
10. Your Weakness: life
11. Your Fears: life
12. Your Perfect Pizza: ham,bacon and mushrooms
13. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: starting my life over
14. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
15. Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN
Isn't it beautiful?
The sunset at night.
Pale shades of color
In the glowing light.
The trees look so peaceful.
A breeze passes by.
Hints of rainbow colors
adorn the nightly sky.
Soon it will get dark
And the moon will start to rise.
Waves gently flap the shore
with the distant seagulls cries.
The sky begins to glisten
As stars slowly appear.
Crickets chirp their song,
Afar it seems so near.
It all makes you wonder
How you have never noticed before
The beauty that has been created
couldn't be appreciated more.
One Of My Fav Passages
I am William Wallace.
And I see a whole army of my country men,
here, in defiance of tyranny.
You've come to fight as free men,
and free men you are.
What will you do with that freedom.
Will you fight?
Aye, fight and you may die,
run, and you'll live... at least for a while.
And dying in your beds, many years from now, would you be willin to trade ALL the days,
from this day to that, for one chance,
just one chance,
to come back here and tell our enemies
that they may take our lives,
but they'll never take...
How Do You Like Me Now
Music Video:HOW DO YOU LIKE ME NOW (by Toby Keith)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
I am not going to Trilium.
too many variables working against me. the main one being the best laid plans of mice and men.
What a hectic week only to lead to this.
Fuck it....there is always next year and the drivers license i should have gotten a long time ago.
I will save money and get it this summer along with my next tattoo.
For now I will clean my room and maybe see about getting some Sangrea or something before Vines closes...if they are not already closed.
There's a girl who lives in darkness
she strives hard to get out
they cannot hear her crying
or know what it's about.
she lives each day not knowing
how she will survive
where she'll stay or what she'll eat
just to stay alive.
the silence it is deafening
at times she tries to sleep
but nightmares keep returning
and fear is what she reaps.
each day is her existence
in a world thats filled with hate
escape is not an option
she knows it is too late.
the tears roll down with vengence
as her fears replaced with hate
she laughs out in the darkness
how ironic is her fate.
love was lost so long ago
it stole her heart away
this girl that lives in darkness
knows nothing is ok.
Her 9 Yr Old Son
Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already.
The little boy says, "Dark in here."
The man says, "Yes, it is."
Boy -"I have a baseball."
Man - "That's nice."
Boy - "Want to buy it?"
Man - "No, thanks."
Boy - "My dad's outside."
Man -"OK, how much?"
Boy - "$250"
In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together.
Boy - "Dark in here."
Man - "Yes, it is."
Boy - "I have a baseball glove."
The lover remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?"
Boy - "$750"
Man - "Fine."
A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch."
The boy says, "I can't, I sold my baseball and my glove."
The father asks, "How much did you sell them for?"
The father sa
Virginia Tech ~ Your Loss Is Deeply Felt. What The Hell Are We Going To Do About It?
I can't recall the last time someone pointed a gun at me, or the time someone raised a gun and started shooting at all my friends.
I pray to the Almighty that this never happens to me, or to anyone. EVER.
When I write this I don't see myself as a Malaysian, nor do I see myself as Kadazan, or a student who is almost graduating her degree, I see myself as a citizen of the world wanting to live in a better place.
Call it a load of idealistic activist bullshit. I call it genuine concern. I detest violence, and I detest indifference.
Can't we live together despite of our differences?
WHEN was the last fucking time we stopped and cared about someone else?
My friend told me that the Korean guy who was responsible for the shooting was lashing out on tape recordings saying that he was constantly bullied and oppressed by some group of random kids who think they are superior to the rest of the world.
In the event that this happened 32 innocents were killed.
You Know This Is Goin To Tell Who My Friends Are
I'M IN A CONTEST , AND I WILL SEE WHOM HAS MY BACK PER SAY , I HAVE HELPED MANY , AND I WILL BE CLEANIN OUT MY FRIENDS LIST WHEN THIS IS ALL OVER WITH , I CAN CARELESS ABOUT LOSIN POINTS , JUST I WILL KNOW MY FRIENDS , AND HUGGS CHERIE HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND Buried at PhotoCasket.com
You Don't Care To Know....
Ok all… Beamer told me I should put a writing up that I have done….
This is one form a few weeks ago…
I am not a writer.. or a good one at least.. so be kind to me… pretty please…
Depending on how this one goes will determine if I will ever share another…
So… there ya go.. enjoy….
You don’t care to know
When you look into my eyes…
Can you know what they are saying?
Without me uttering a word
How could you
For you never gaze into them
You don’t care to know
When you put your hand on my chest
Can you hear what my heart is saying?
Do you know it beats for you?
How could you
For you never put your hand there
You don’t care to know
When you watch my mouth move as I speak
Can you hear the conviction in my voice?
Do you know that I adore you?
How could you
For you never see my lips forming words
You don’t care to know
When you feel my hands trace your body
Can you feel how warm they are when I touch you?
Do you know they long to touch your skin?
When Do You Let Go
When do you let go
When you love something,
set it free they say.
If it was meant to be,
it will return.
I think everytime,
we let something go.
It takes apart of us
when do you let go.
Do you let go when
you see a distance in their eyes?
Do you let go when
something is different in their voice?
Or, do you wait until you are hurt?
Do you wait until damage is done
that cant be repaired?
When do you let go?
~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~
My Gift To You
I live through my dark existence
only to bask in your beauty
your eyes that shine like sapphires
your smile that brightens even my sad existence
I envy the wind that runs through your hair
that touches your lips
I long to touch you
to hold you in my arms but I cannot
for your heart belongs to another
so, I can only love you from afar
your friendship means more to me
than anything this world provides
but like an angel you touched my heart
in a way that I've never felt before
cause I've never known what love is until this day
I know that we are only friends
but my heart wishes it to be more
so I will still hope and dream
that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine
to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"
I am soo excited for my trip to arizona. I can hardly wait. Its going to be sooo much fun!! I am going to be there from May 31 - June 25, so if anyone wants to hang out and go get a drink message me and let me know and we will see if we can work it out.
Just Another Sunday
well it's sunday i finally have a day off from the drama of denny's...sometimes my job isn't worth all the bullshit and perverted cooks i work with..but i guess its better than anything
What I Want Aman To With My Heart
I HAVE SOMETING I WANT YOU TO KEEP FOR ME.
I HAVE LET SOME OTHERS KEEP IT FROM TIME TO TIME.
THEY WERE NOT VERY CAREFULL WITH IT.
IT HAS BEEN BROKEN ONCE OR TWICE,
IT WAS HARD BUT I WAS ABLE TO MEND IT.
IT SEEMS TO BE MORE DELICATE AND EASILY DAMAGED NOW.
I AM ALITTLE AFRAID BUT I TRUST YOU,
PLEASE KEEP MY HEART SAFE AND PROTECTED BY YOUR LOVE.
Amusing, slightly embarrassing, story time.
For the past week or so, I've had the house to myself while my mom went to Vegas with my sister, brother in law and niece. The temperature has been fairly bearable so, suffice it to say, I wasn't wearing much around the house (big surprise, I'm not a big fan of clothing LOL). Well, she was supposed to get back at some point during the day on Sunday and around 3 am Saturday night I went out for a smoke in the garage. No sooner do I get out there and close the door to the rest of the house, then the garage door opens up (she drove home early instead of staying the night in Conn.). Of course, as soon as my heart was back in my chest, I hauled ass back into my room and got dressed. I'm just glad I hadn't lit up yet. LOL
Ummm, Yeah...that Was A Bad Day.
So, here I am, just sitting here. Yep. I hate just about everything right now. I havent woken up in three days cause I've yet to acctually sleep. I think I broke something important last night, but I dont remember how, or what I broke. I have consumed entierly too many energy drinks this week for any sane, healthy individual. I might have died a few days ago, but if I did, no one's acctually let me in on it, its just a feeling I have right now. I hate feeling. Because feeling hurts, and I hate that shit. If I could, I would destroy your world, because all its ever brought me is pain. Your world sucks, and I would love to burn it down. Maybe someday I will. If I can somehow figure out how to get this damn ghost to leave me alone long enough to compleate my death beam. Oop's. Forget I mentioned said beam of death, its not copyrighted yet. I really have to get on that. Anyway, I hope something good happens in like the next 24 hours, or I'm going to either stab someone, or myself. For real
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me.
xxx ~ Bob Cat
Well there are alot of you that are on here that don't know me very well. well just to let everyone know last year on april 29th the girl i was going to ask to marry me past away and ever since then i haven't been the same. i wish everything would just go back to the way it was me being happy and not so stress out about things,me not pour heart and soul out to my closest friends and actually crying because i just don't want to deal with being alone with that said thank you to all of my friends and family that have been there for me in the last year and to who ever else is there for me thank you. not many people can relate to losing a girlfriend or boyfriend that means so much to them unless of course you have been in that situation trust me it's not something i would ever want anyone to ever go through it sucks when you use to coming home and wait for that phone call saying hunnie can you come get me so i can be with you.
Okay a friend sent me this youtube - it is an awesome watch - check it out.
After The Weekend
hey guys and girls, well had a great weekend got absolutely wrecked saturday night. just a few pics have been added of the night. couldn't take anymore we were all toooooo drunk by 3am. let me know what you all did over the weekend
Poem I Wrote For A Friend Of Mine
I Will Always Be Your Friend
You are never alone, I am always near,
When you have troubles or feeling blue,
All you have to do is call me,
I am always around for my friends.
It does not matter where I am,
And it does not matter when,
When you need someone to talk to you,
Then I will always be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
Or all you need is a great big hug,
I will be the shoulder to cry on,
I will always be your friend.
So never think that you are a burden,
When the world gets you down,
You do not have to be alone,
For, I will always be your friend.
BY: SEAN BATES
The Language Of The Ancient Vamp Concious
The Language of the Ancient Vamp Conscious
By: William “Sir Psycho” Youngblood
Ok I’m going to try and make this as clear as possible without the utilities of some of the accent marks that should be place on the letters. I’ll use phonetics next to the words in order to express the appropriate ways to say them. As well as attempt to give the easiest to understand definitions.
First of all you must understand that each word is an understanding within itself and not just a translatable word. Each word is a phrase in itself that culminates with the others to give a total definition. Movement of each word or section changes the definition of the phrase as a whole.
This is based highly upon the same concept of writing of the ancient Sumerian race, and largely is the ancient Sumerian language. But through time and conceptual understanding this language is built from all aspects everywhere. German, Spanish, English, tribal languages from all over the globe, and so on, you
Live At The Underground
If you go to the My Music section of my profile and click on the second screen you will see some footage of a gig I just did.
Blah Blah I Hate Rain
So it's been raining since ohhh 8 pm YESTERDAY and I'm sick of it. I was planning on bringing my spoiled rotten mutt to the Dog Run and letting him run...yeah if I want to track mud thur my apartment all over the brandnew carpet... Oh well
I cant help but to dream I wake up next to you
maybe someday I can get lost within you
worlds apart but so close we are
lets alter physics and create a spark
from nothing but conversation
I need no explaination just enjoying elation
oh how I love how you make me feel
I give no thought to it not being real
I want you to feel the way I do
I want you to dream your near me too
lets travel lets go so far away
no baggage needed lets go in our minds
maybe we'll find our passion in time
maybe someday I can get lost in ur soul
lets get together an lose control
oh hell....maybe i'm just dreaming
Only In America
Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6 a.m. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA ) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG ). He put on a dress shirt ( MADE IN SRI LANKA ), designer jeans ( MADE IN SINGAPORE ) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA ) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car ( MADE IN GERMANY ) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia ), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL ) poured himself a glass of wine ( MADE IN FRANCE.! France!! ) and turned on his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA ), and then wondered why he can't find a good pay
So, I just joined this place not to long ago and my main computer is all packed up with like 1000's of pics on it or I would load them all up on here. I'll try to have more pics up soon but I can only work so fast to get things done. Maybe by this weekend I'll have my camera and I'll get some more stuff done. I plan on adding pics of me from my trip to germany and some pics of my bikes and my 02 SS camaro. Just be patient I'm workin on stuff.
Once again there is a strip of black tape across the middle of my badge. While that probably doesn't mean anything to most of you, to me it means another life ended too soon. It means a family left stunned by grief. It means friends and co-workers trying to hold it together so inmates can't take advantage of our sorrow. My badge has had black tape across it all too often lately.
Last night the world lost a good man. A man who always had a smile for everyone, never had a cross word for anyone, including those society has thrown away. I have not met many people who can honestly say they practiced what they preach. He was one. He was a minister, husband, father, friend, and correctional officer. He was good at all these things. I watched as this man's words brought tears to the eyes of hardened criminals. Drug addicts, rapsists, murderers...all of them moved by what he had to say. I watched as this man lifted his voice in song, and brought tears to the eyes of hardened correctional offic
Daddy's Poem *~* 9/11 Victims*~*
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees;
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
k i gotta straight things out about my private pics there that way for a reason so u gotta ask me to see um frist but make sure im online when u ask i dont want ppl pissed off cus they asked when i wasnt here and i didnt show um
Money has been tight
This is a money angel
Pass it to 6 of your good friends, or family
and be rich in 4 Days.
Pass it to 12 of your good friends.or family
and be rich in 2 Days.
I am not joking. You will find an unexpected windfall.
If you delete it, you will beg.
You know you are in love
when you see the world in his eyes,
and his eyes everywhere in the world.
Completeing A Thought
ok so sorry my last two posts were messed up for some reason i could not continue to post on the first one. Life will go on either way and my girls will always continue to be number one in my priorities and my life but when your friends dont even follow through on their promises it makes it hard to have hope that one day you might find love again.
People On Here
I have met many people on here since Monday...Some are just on here for the heck of it...some try to rack up as much points as possible...What i don't get is that when i check out someone's profile i rate them a 10 and leave comments and sometimes add myself as a fan...What im wondering is why they can't return the favor...You didn't get all your points by just sitting and doing nothing...Help us newbies out....WILL YA??...Everyone who knows me HAVE A GREAT DAY!!..All the others who really don't know me...I wish you a wonderful day and weekend...and remember....do to others what you would like them to do to you..!!
Well what they say is true. If you get one tattoo the ink gets under your skin and you want MORE. I am trying to decide on what my second tattoo will be. I have the location, I want it on the small of my back. originally i wanted on the nape of my neck. But i think that would be to painfull and the small of the back is way more sexier than the neck or am i wrong? Need input on that one. LOL. I have a general idea that i want the tat to include a 5 point star, kinda paying tribute to my kids. One point for each of them. I want to include something to rep the baby i lost before i had my last, but don't want it to be cheesey (i can't spell) lol but like the blog says this is my sad sad life.
That and i can't find anyone that is willing to celebrate my BIRTHDAY with me ahhhh everyone has to work or don't want to make the drive to go clubbin. ugh. oh well. once more another year i will start it off with a blast no matter who i am with!
"I arise in the morning torn between the desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day."
- E.B. White
On The Meaninglessness Of Intellect
Before you naysayers disagree, keep in mind, this is coming from someone at least reasonably intelligent. It also follows with an explanation.
First, let's look at what intelligence is... A lot of people point to someone knowing more as being intelligent. Possibly, and partially true. We'll get back to that. Others say the ability to learn based on what you experience is intelligence. That's BS. Any dog will stay away from you if you kick it a few times. Does that mean a dog is smart? No. Learning based on positive and negative response is something even relatively stupid creatures can do. Others say that intelligence is required for problem solving. That, also, is BS. Ants do problem solving all the time. They reach a stream, and hundreds throw themselves at the stream until one finds leaves. Boom, they get across. Intelligence doesn't solve problems. Persistent attempts solve problems. It's true in human society also.
So why do some people learn faster than ot
SO HAVE YOU EVER DANCED
WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE PALE MOON LIGHT?
IF NOT THEN CLICK A PIC
AND COME DANCE
TILL YOUR LEGS FALL OFF!!
Fuck the rest
Join the Best!!!!
A Poem From Siranna's Book
" Who am I to live? I cannot live,
I am Anastasia.
I am a child born out of wedlock.
My father a peasant.
My mother a Countess.
My soul in life means; to renounce God.
- I cannot live this way.
O' lord forgive my sins.
I did not ask for this.
Where is my mother?
I miss her.
Is this a curse? Or is this my destiny?
I am Anastasia Bathory.
My mother is Erzebet.
- I remember her.
Her eyes lifeless, her beauty skin deep.
O' lord of cats, God of all creations....
Hear my sins.
I drink the blood of mortality.
I was born with eternal damnation."
~ Siranna Bast
(This poem was created by one of my main characters in my book- Siranna Haze a.k.a. Anastasia Bathory.)
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED (C) 2006.
I learned how.
Not long ago.
They say you write what you know.
I know that I don't know my heart.
And that's not a problem.
Because it was never mine to know.
And it will be fun.
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
A dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
tiday we had our sons birthday he had a blast if your a friend you can check it out the race this weekend was kinda a success derick finished 7th started 14th nick had problems i spot for nick we brought him in to pit made some adjustments and he was flying through the field then his ignition started acting up. that sucked he probly would had have a top 10 finish if it wouldn't have fucked up. he placed 27th but at least both cars are in one piece our next race is in newton iowa but i won't be there. I will be in grundy county morris IL. not to far from home so the whole fam will be there. O ya nick got a sponcer for our team Dixie Choppers!!!!!!! the worlds fastest lawnmowers. BYE
My Life Experience
You've Experienced 64% of Life
You have all of the life experience that most adults will ever get.
And unless you're already in your 40s, you're probably wise beyond your years.
How Much Life Experience Do You Have?
TO all my dear friends:
I'm sorry I have been absent the last couple days, and will be for at least a couple more.
Okay I'm not really sorry, you see for the first time in 15 monthes my baby brother is coming for a visit!!!! (alright I cant really call him a baby...hes 6'6" and 25 yrs old, but anyone with a 'baby' brother knows what I mean)
He gets in tomorrow afternoon and I have a million things I want to get done before he gets here.
He's coming out to give me guardianship (sp?) of his daughter so that he can go into the army.
I obviously have mixed feelings about this...on one hand I am so proud of him for serving our country and doing something with his life but on the other hand, Iraq, hello....
It almost seems like a cruel joke that I am seeing him after 15 long monthes only for him to be leaving again, and this time most likely leaving to end up in harms way...
ANYHOW, if it takes me a day or two to get back to you please dont think I am ignoring you, I'
Accused Of Treachery And Witchcraft
She remains defiant in the face of death
Nailed to the cross
Accused of treachery and witchcraft
She was only true to her soul
She had a taste for adventure
She could bewitch and beguile
She was fantastic company
A party animal who also had a sensitive side
She loved romantic trips to Paris and Rome
She liked expensive clothes
Her lovers would spend all their money on her
But that was enough to keep her close
She always felt the need to move
Always uncomfortable in one single place
A thirst for excitement which had to be quenched
Many of her partners became paupers
A few even took their lives
She was an explosive personality
Once you had spent an even in her company
Your life would never be the same
And now she has been judged by her former lovers
Found guilty of being a witch
An old crime in a modern setting
I kneel at her feet and beg her to forgive us all
"Your beauty corrupted our souls
Such beauty only belo
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WHAT IS AN AUTOPSY?
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WILL IT INVOLVE SURGERY?
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Try Not To Cry
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."
> > This is beautiful! Try not to cry.
> > She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating
> > room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he
> > going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"
> > The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't
> > make it."
> > Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any
> > more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you
> > The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One
> > of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to
> > the university."
> > Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son.
> > She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red
> > curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.
> > Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a
> > plastic bag and handed it to Sal
I Miss You So
Though you are not here
wherever I go or whatever I do
I see your face in my mind
and I miss you so
I miss telling you everything
I miss showing you things
I miss our eyes
secretly giving each other confidence
I miss your touch
I miss our excitement together
I miss everything we share
I don't like missing you
It is a very cold
and lonely feeling
I wish that I could be
with you right now
where the warmth of our love
would melt the winter snows
But since I can't be
with you right now
I will have to be content
just dreaming about
when we'll be together again...
One More Day VideoOne More Day lyrics - Diamond Rio lyricsDiamond Rio Music Videos
Always said I wuld kno wen to fall in love
Always thought I be ready and strong enough
But sometimes I just feel like a giver
But u came and u change my whole world now
Im somewhere I never been b4
Now I see wat love means
It's so unbelievable
And i dont wanna let it go
It's something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel I can always be
Forever a part of me
And it's so unbeliveable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I neva been....
It was a clear morning when we were dropped off in the North Beach area of town, to be honest it was a relief, it had been foggy enough the last few days and we thought we'd be greeted by thick sea mists that would spoil the trip.
There wasn't that many of us, there was a family from Arizona, I think the father had lived in frisco during the 60's and was bring the family home to look at the magical places that lived on in his mind, then there was a young guy from Portland, quiet, slim guy, and myself, and another young guy joined us as we reached the golden gate park, I took him for a local, I'm not sure why, he just looked at home there, I also think he may have been some kind of artist cuz he had a large pad of paper and a case with him that looked like the sort of case you carry paints in. At first he intrested me quite a bit, his local knowledge seemed useful, the tales of the city, the sights, the sounds, the history and culture, but I soon turned from him cuz he talked to much
Are You Pure Or Wild
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"MOS" refers to: Member of the opposite sex
Have you ever...
1) held hands with an MOS?
3) slow danced?
4) played twister?
5) kissed an MOS?
6) French kissed (tongued) an MOS?
7) been alone in a room with an MOS?
8) been on a blind date?
9) placed a personals ad?
10) met someone from a personals ad?
11) met someone from a bar?
12) dated someone from work?
13) had or given a hickey?
15) necked for more than an hour?
Hey Im New
hey i am new to all this shit but it seems pretty cool so far... so just comment me or something
Why I Write
I wrote to be free
To express my feelings
Which are hidden deep
To unleash tears and joy
To calm and be open
Open as a field
I write to be free
To unleash anger and depression
Peaceful as a meadow
Lonely as a desert
Express all true feelings
As a flowing waterfall
Beautiful to the very end.
7 Kinds Of Sex
> The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.
This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex
until you are blue in the face.
>The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with
your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex
anywhere, even in the kitchen.
>The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with
your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually
have sex only in your bedroom.
>The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with
your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both
say "screw you".
>The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand
your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front
>The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the
morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.
Just A Little Scared Or Worried ! Thought 1
Well, for those who have carried on a conversation with me. You know of my illness with my lungs and blood and bones. Well, several days ago I had good news that my Lypmatic System had shrunk some what meaning that it was going toward being a more normal size. I said to my doctor does this mean remission they said very close and on the way. So, I been taken this medication that works but has side affects your hair falls out some what but the diseases cause that too, you get sick to your stomach but the diseases cause that to. You feel tired some times but the disease causes that to.
Any how seeing that where signs of improvement there is not cure I thought maybe I would be able to stop one of my medication that I been taken for a year now. But, I was wrong now my doctors have put me on a cancer medication as of right now I know I am on it for 6 months I have to take 4 pills on each Thursday of Each week and get blood work done again every month on the 16th. I had finally been able to
Man What A Long Night
ok, so, me being the super dad that i am, i got wrangled, conned, persueded, whatever, in taking my daughter to see spiderman at like midnight last night.
the result being me getting almost no sleep and being shall we say less than sweet today, lol.
my daughter, having the luxery of sleeping in because i home school, is sound asleep, even at this very moment. argh! lol. but im not bitter, oh no, lol.
which brings me to the movie itself. a mild disapointment.
for the purist/ comic geeks. you might go either way. they changed alot of stuff. so much stuff you might be just enough geek to appreciate it and let it go. not me, the original story was fine, no need to mess with it.
for the date that gets dragged to the movie. lots of drama, love triangles, and a dance number. thats right, you heard me, a dance number. nuff said.
for the motion sick. dont bother, most of the action takes place in the air, spinning, and i almost puked at one point. it was cool looking though.
Can someone please inform me as to what the hell a CT Wife/Husband is?! Maybe it's just me, but I am so lost...
the bitch@ CherryTAP
just as a safeguard, you might want to block the friends of this one, because the user is an obvious front for malicious activity.
A DREAMERS SIGN
THE HAWK IS A DREAMER'S SIGN SHE SINGS AS SHE FLIES
SHE BRINGS A TRUE MESSAGE
HER VOICE SINGS NO LIES SHE DRINKS OF THE RIVERS TO MAKE HER VOICE CLEAR
THE TREES ARE ALL BUDDING
AND SPRINGTIME IS NEAR
SHE WINGS TO THE DREAMER
THEN FLOATS TO A TREE
EVER SINGING THE MESSAGE
OF THAT YET TO BE.
There was an important job to be done.
EVERYBODY was sure
SOMEBODY would do it.
ANYBODY could have it but
NOBODY did it.
SOMEBODY got angry about that because it was EVERYBODY's job.
SOMEBODY would do it and
ANYBODY couldn't do it.
So, it ended up that EVERYBODY blamed SOMEBODY when NOBODY did whay ANYBODY could have done.
I'm in 2 contests! I need just 1 rate and 1 comment per picture!! No comment bombing!! Please help me :) I'll win a blast if I win! I'LL WUV YOU FOREVER!! And even if you dont want to vote for me(and c'mon why wouldn't ya? j/k) repost please!!
There Comes A Time...(old Just Moving It)
“There comes a time for every
Vampire when the Idea of eternity
Becomes momentarily unbearable.
The wounds suffered from Loves
And failed relationships,
Doesn’t heal like a humans,
But seem only to gape larger.
The Longing to be mortal returns”.
This being said I can no longer at this time
Face the mortal world, it is not of me.
For this it is time for TheUnloved to
Return to my realm of Darkness.
It saddens me to say that I will not be around
On a daily basis as I once have been.
Be assured that the Spirit of TheUnLoved still thrives.
I will be checking in from time to time,
To see if this mortal world is becoming a more
Suitable place for My Spirit to dwell.
My Dearest friends and Family,
I will make a great effort to let you know
Of the return of TheUnLoved in some form.
I will miss you all greatly!
I regret that I will not be able to be among you
As I once was, but perhaps My Spirit will some how
Live on and Bless someone.
Blessed be You All!
Soliel De Minuit
Welcome fans -young, old, and slobberingly drunk. Once again, I must update you on the small things that happen in the short, eighteen-hour day I have. First off, it started when I was awoken by the shrill cry of the brat next door. Now, you're all probably thinking, "Babies do that." She's 15 and for some reason believes that by singing at the top of her lungs in the backyard - she will be discovered. Twice today I had to tell her to keep it down because she was ruining what small amount of peace I get.
So, after I shook my fist in anger... I was lucky enough to have the company of Casey. He's such a mooch / leech, but it is well worth i to see him yell at the TV during the De La Hoya / Mayweather fight. He is a big Oscar-Golden Boy fan and as Mayweather mud-stomped that little [insert colorful adjectives], he proceeded to add his own humorous commentary.
So... the following is for Casey: Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Okay, maturity aside, I had to laugh at his expense
Get Your Sexy Name
RHETT: No. I'm through with everything here. I want
peace. I want to see if somewhere if there is something
left in life with charm and grace. Do you know what I'm
SCARLETT: No. I only know that I love you.
RHETT: That's your misfortune.
SCARLETT: Rhett! If you go, where shall I go? What shall
RHETT: Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.
SCARLETT: I can't let him go. I can't. There must be
some way to bring him back. Oh, I can't think about that
now. I'll go crazy if I do, I...I'll think about it tomorrow. I
must think about it. I must think about it. What is there
to do? What is there that matters?
( The words other father and Ashley thunder in her ear.)
Mr. O'HARA: You mean to tell me, Katie Scarlett O'Hara,
that Tara doesn't mean anything to you? That land is the
only thing that matters. It's the only thing that lasts.
ASHLEY: Something you love better than me, though you
So far this has been one of the Best weekends I have had in a long time.
A lot of things in my life pale in comparison with it.
I am so very glad I went. :)
Sometime soon i am going to need to shower.
Is It Real
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A Look At Me...
Up until a few months ago, I thought I had my life together.
I had a nice place of my own with my boyfriend at the time and my beautiful daughter. The place was decorated really nice by me... I made it look like a home. And it felt like a home..we felt like a family. Until one day when all of that changed....
Domestic violence...Assault...those are the charges I had to press against him...If I could press a charge for ruining my life..I would have done that too..
I am a beautiful, strong, trusting individual, and until the moment he snapped, I had my whole life planned out..
Now here I am... selling my car to pay my bills...going to the government for help--something I swore to myself I'd absolutely NEVER do...
So I'm stuck trying to take care of a child...and pay a million bills that I have no money to pay...I've got a job I havent been able to work at in over 3 weeks because I've been in and out of the hospital and they have no idea what's wrong with me...He built
Take My Hand
Bizarre nights rushed endless through cascading falls
Drowned in their sorrow
Chased by their fears
Shrouded by the hate they have carried
Moon shines bright as they run through the dark
Their armor torn apart by their enemies
Blood trickling from their wounds
Painting a path for the goblins to follow
Screams rise high in the night sky
As demons feast on their prey
I am Evil
Take my hand
I'll Be There
The sun will set and the moon will rise
You'll wipe the tears that flow from your eyes
Remember this now and you will know
That I'll be with you where ever you go
The sun comes down to touch your face
My arms come with it in a warm embrace
And in the night you see my eyes
As the stars shine down covering the skys
The wind will blow and sounds you'll hear
With them will come a whisper so clear
In the snow you'll see me to
As my love comes down to cover you
So even though it may seem I've gone
You should know you'll never be alone
Just look around you everyday
And I'll be there in some small way
Another Eerie Horiscope
It's easy to get stressed out, but it's not so easy to do something about it. However, taking a proactive step will help you get out of this morass -- and see what it is that you should do next. Start small and go from there.
Parting Is Such Sweet Sorrow
I wish you all the best. But its time for me to go. If you see me as "On Tap" Its cuz I am moving my blogs. And theres over 1000 of them. People you think are you friends are not, they just use you until something better comes along. True friends don't do that. I have had very few "true friends" in this lifetime which is kinda sad. To the few true people on here I will stay in contact with I hope you all find all the things you are searching for.
If you wish to keep in contact with me you can find me on the forum.
Ok,I ain't going to lie or front.I am what I am.I love it!
I went to saskatoon for the night and had a good time.I also had a one night stand.(my bf n I broke up)
it was a blast,I went all out with the kink,after all wanted to leave him with something to remeber me by,lol.
Anyways,I still have the hand-prints on my ass.........AT LEAST IT STILL FEELS LIKE IT.
I am a naughty-horny little girl,who got spanked n tied up.
Being blind-folded to some one's bed was interesting for sure.Normally I'm tying some one up.......lol
Ok,for once being bad felt really good.
Just thought I would let every one know I am getting rid of being soooooooo flipping nice n being bad for once.
Ok with my sex-life........lol
sorry that i have not been on lately here the weather has been warming up and i have not been on the comupter lately. been enjoying the nice weather. i also have been dealing with my son to. there are alot of problems with him and so that's why i have not been on.
i will try to be on again soon. well i have to go so i will talk to everyone soon. sorry again to all my friends on here that care and worry where i have been.
Friends" Vs. Southern Friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food.
FRIENDS: Will say "hello".
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss.
FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you.
FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together.
FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you.
FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"
FRIENDS: Are for a while.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.
Ok I Don't Want To
I don't want to hear it but I haven't been taking my meds the last few days....I'm not feeling like myself...but for some reason i need to write it down...h well continue with your lives
In The Lamplight
Here in the lamplight,
my will is fading
So many things that I'm not saying
You took my last match
And now I'm freezing
Rules are for breaking
And I can't keep all my promises
Why did you call last night?
Why did you have to tell me you still missed me?
Why did you tell me you still loved me?
Why did you tell me I was still in your dreams
You told me that you be here if you could..
But your not
You told me you still loved me
but your married to her
You told me that you wished you could see me
but you wont
You told me you love the fact that we lasted 3yrs
but I have been married for 10
You tell me that you've never forgotten me
but this isnt real
You tell me you will alwys be there if I need you
but I know that a lie
You tell me you love the fact that we took so long to get to where we were
But I know you wished we had gotten their alot sooner...
But Why? Why did you call? Why did you have to bring this back up..Now it will take me so much longer to let go of you again. It took me so much to forget that I will always love you.. WHy?
Paris Hilton.'' I Am Hot''...i Don't Think So ;-))
Paris goes to jail
Paris Hilton Sentenced to 45 Days in Jail
Heiress Must Report to Prison on June 5
By SANDY COHEN, AP
LOS ANGELES (May 4) -- A judge sentenced Paris Hilton to 45 days in jail Friday for violating her probation, putting the brakes on the hotel heiress' famous high life.
My god,everythime i put on the news they are talking about this 'poor'girl who has to go to prison for 45 days
Now she starts wheepingand tries everything to prevent she don't have to pay..take responsibillity for 1 of her many stupidities
There are even people starting holding petitions so she don't have to go to jail..I don't feel any pitty for her
Think there are far more important things in this world than this shit
She thinks she is Hot..I think she is an Idiot
What do you think?
I actually got this play list off my friend Tammy's page, someone put it there, loved it, so I borrowed it!
Four NASCAR fans wanted to show their drivers that they're each the biggest fans in the world, so they decide to climb the biggest
mountain they can find.
The first one to the top is a Dale Jr fan, and he says, "I'm the biggest fan in the world! This is for you Dale!" and he jumps off.
The second one to the top is a Jimmie Johnson fan and he says, "I love you more than anything Jimmie, this is for You!" and he jumps off.
The last 2 people who get to the top get there at the same time.
One is a Tony Stewart fan and one is a Jeff Gordon fan.
When they're both standing at the top together, the Tony Stewart fan says, "This one is for all the NASCAR fans everywhere!"
He then pushes the Gordon fan off.
Current mood: lacking but will gladly go without
why does God waste perfectly beautiful- nice and nicely sized peni on men who just waste em?
seriously. and the men those pretty peni are attached to.. why cant they be nice and kind and a lil less obvious that they are jus lookin for sex?
Some of us might be lookin for a piece of ass too.. but your desperation seeps from your pores and it stinks and makes me a lil more than nervous.. and while I might not be lookin to get married tomorrow I really must wonder when I decline where you wander off to next.. so I therefore, thoughtfully, decline the next offer.
I'd rather have a nice tan session, heat wrap, and then dinner out-- ALONE --than have to wonder what the hell kinda disease you have managed to catch while " out for fun ".
and I wonder why I am single?
that is all.
Bitchy, Bitchy, Bitchy....
My stress level seems to be through the roof lately and I just feel....hell I don't know what I feel..overwhelmed....exhausted....bitchy...cranky....sucky...all of the above...who fuckings knows. I think I need the good time and let loose fairy to come for a visit.
The big gala fundraiser for work is on Saturday..and lucky me I get to get up and talk...yay me....I'm not even writing anything..I'm just gonna wing it...wish me luck...I may need it!
The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other!
What's for dinner?
Can I help you with dinner?
Where would you like to go for dinner?
Here, have some wine.
Are you wearing that?
Wow, you sure look good in brown!
WOW! Look at you!
Here, have some wine
What are you so worked up about?
Could we be overreacting?
Here's my paycheck.
Here, have some wine.
Should you be eating that?
You know, there are a lot of apples left.
Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that?
Here, have some wine.
What did you DO all day?
I hope you didn't over-do it today.
I've always loved you i
The War And Ur Bitching.
ok so you all complain about the war, about abortion, about the president and our "suck ass" society. well you know what..MOVE! if you dont like it..thats fine. But being an immigrant works both ways. If our country is so wrong then why do we have thousands of people smuggled in everyday? you can easily get a ticket for another country and LEAVE. Go somewhere and see how much more you like it. We don't have room in this country for people to bitch moan and bellyache about things that are clearly out of our hands. and for all of you who have this big deal against Bush..let me let you in on a well known "secret" HE DOESNT CONTROL SHIT!!! He has a house of congress who finalizes any plans he may wish to carry out. so yea..try bitching about them for a second. Just because he's from Texas doesnt mean he isnt capable of filling his duties. He was obviously smart enough to get him to the position hes in now. And as far as the war goes...if they hadnt of attacked our country then they wouldnt
Wallpaper Love: By Caroline Marie Morrison
I look at you on my computer screen,
and all I can do is just sit and dream.
What I see when I look into your
beautiful brown eyes,
is a promise of everlasting love.
As I sit and stare I see you reach out to me,
took my hand and kiss each finger tip.
Pulling me close to you,
I feel proud and free.
Never letting go of me, you hold me and sang to me.
A song of everlasting love,
you made a promise that you had to keep.
A promise of love that goes so deep,
I knew right then you were mine to keep.
Yeah, right now you are my wallpaper love,
but I know it will be for real when we meet.
I love you Lampard and I will never stop dreaming of us
being together once and for all.
Got A Chance To Meet Astigirl.....
Well, Cia has gone. And that is a sad thing. It has been a very interesting time for the two of us. Now, to explain why.....
She got here Friday around three in the afternoon. I was already there, waiting and watching. When I saw her waiting to get her bag from the bus, I tried to get pictures of her before she knew about them; they did not turn out. I have to say that she gives really good hugs. We hugged for a very long time before finally walking around downtown Louisville. She kept telling me that it was "surreal" finally being here.
She seemed to really like the city, what she saw of it in the short time we were there before heading to my place, where she got to meet my roomies. As we were talking and what-not, my mother showed up to drop off my mephew for the night, the roommates not having informed me that he was staying the night before they went out.....
Saturday, we woke up early and made sure Cia had coffee before I went to pick up my son and soem breakfast from
Your Name Is Too Too Sexy! :)
Your name scored 241 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test"
How Sexy Is Your Name?
I Am Truly Touched, Thank You.
I wanted to step back and thank my friends of Cherry Tap.com. I have made a lot of friends on here, I have seen more love from you guys then from anywhere else. The love you guys has showed me keeps me going, I love each of you (You know who you are). I wish I could get hugs from each of you.
Thanks to all who check out my page and send me notes or comments on my writing I appreciate it...LOL I am needy.. Plus it is nice to know people read that stuff... To any who care I am pleased to let everyone know Another one of my writings is getting published..Plus I got awarded an editors choice award and am getting on put on a limited edition poetry cd read by a professional reader..woo hoo..LOL
As i feel a tear go down my cheek
i notice that my heart is weak
for the love i have for you
will always be gold and true
I've made some mistakes
they rest in the past
but know my love will always last
even though we are a distance apart
you'll always have the key to my heart
Ask me not, My Love to do what is contrary to the desire of my heart.
My heart full of spoken and unspoken promises; asks how I may bring joy to your heart not sorrow.
It is your heart I honor, cherish, even covet.
I make no claim; I have no desire to chain nor bind only to love. My heart has already chosen my fate,
I have feelings and problems no one can relate,
Right now I'm just feeling so much regret and hate,
I'm so confused I don't know what to do,
Not knowing the difference between lie and true,
I just want to vanish into thin air,
Just because life seems so unfair,
My life just seems like a big dare,
And I'm losing the bet,
One's once red heart is going into debt,
Dry your eyes and quietly bear this pain with pride
For heaven shall remember the silent and the brave
And promise me they will never see, the fear within our eyes
(my eyes are closed)
We will give strength to those who still remain
So bury fear, for fate draws near
And hide the signs of pain
With noble acts, the bravest souls
Endure the heart's remains
Discard regret, that in this debt
A better world is made
That children of a newer day might remember
And avoid our fate
(I've waited all day in the pouring rain, but nobody came, no, nobody came)
And in the fury of this darkest hour
We will be your light
You've asked me for my sacrifice
And I am Winter born
Without denying, a faith is come
That I have never known
I hear the angels call my name
And I am Winter born
Hold your head up high-for there is no greater love
Think of the faces of the people you defend
And promise me, they will never see the tears within our eyes
(my eyes are closed)
You ran with my heart
You set my heart a flame
You had fluttering like a butterfly
I felt really spercial
Then it came the day
When you torn it all down
Now all thats left is the pain,you left me with
I'm left wondering how you could do this to me
You'll never have the chance to run with my heart again
please mssage omb the photo click on the pic and go to siteand omb the hell out of my friend
Okay people keep asking me am I throwing gang signs (lmfao) in my primary pic. Which obviously any gangster would know , no. And yet its So Obviously not a big fuck you.. (or is it?) So I decided first person to tell me what is the story of SUFI Gets my phone number. My real one.. No shit.
Not what it is... But the story of what started SUFI. and ya just might win me. Starting now.
I am officially a cherry tap tart...
Sign my guest book.
When You Find
WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU NEVER WHAT TO LET THEM GO
EVEN WHEN YOUR HEART IS BREAKEN EVEN WHEN YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH
TO TURN THEM LOSE SO THEY CAN BE HAPPY
YOU NEED TO LET THEM GO IT IS HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO THEM
BUT YOU KNOW YOU MUST LET THEM GO AND YOU MUST SAY GOODBYE
IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED SOMEONE THEN NEVER LOVED ANYONE AT ALL
LOVE IS THE HARDEST THING BECAUSE SOMEONE BREAKS YOUR HEART
AND YOUR TRUST
check out my guest book and sign it.and i"ll do the same.
Maddie Fund Launches
The Madeleine Fund
Madeleine McCann was abducted from her parents rented holiday apartment in Praia da Luz on the evening of May 3rd 2007.
We need your help to find her – any information at all, no matter how insignificant you feel it to be, could be crucial to bringing Madeleine home.
From outside of the UK please contact Crimestoppers on 00 44 18 83 73 1336
If you’re phoning from within the UK contact 0800 555 111
'Madeleine's Fund : Leaving No Stone Unturned '
The family of Madeleine McCann are to-day launching the Madeleine’s Fund: Leaving No Stone Unturned appeal. The funds will be used to help find Madeleine McCann, support her family and bring her abductors to justice. Any surplus funds will be used to help families and missing children in United Kingdom, Portugal and elsewhere in similar circumstances.
From tomorrow morning, Thursday May 17th:
members of the public will be able to make donations to 'Madeleine's Fund : Leaving No Stone Unturned Limit
It's Wednesday I'm being kinda lazy today just sitting around doing laundry. "what fun" Twister left out for a job this morning so I'm getting cloths cleaned. Other then that just taking it easy today. I need it been over stressed the past few days. I have my 6yr old Tate with me and the dogs to keep me company. I like this site its fun and theres always something to do.
This Is Just Sick.....
Baby 'Bubba' Gets State Gun Permit
CHICAGO (March 15) - Bubba Ludwig cannot walk, talk or open the refrigerator door - but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit.
The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one.
The card lists the baby's height at 2 feet, 3 inches, weight at 20 pounds and has a scribble where the signature should be.
With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said.
Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and those convicted of domestic violence.
Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs.
Tonight, I tried something totally different.
I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat)
I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask
I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat)
I sang George Michael's Faith
I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood
I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar
I sang Nickleback's Figured You Out
It was a night of mostly songs I've never done before, and for the most part, I feel good about the songs. Especially Gorillaz.
I ain't happy
I'm feeling sad
I got sunshine in a bag
But not for long
The future is coming on.
41 Questions... Because Someone Was To Lazy To Add 9 More
41 Things You Never Think to Ask
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
3. When's the last time you've been sledding?
I don’t remember
4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
Sleeping with someone
5. Do you believe in ghosts?
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
If he didn’t he at lest watched it happen.
8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
9. Do you stay friends with your ex's?
10. Do you know how to play poker?
11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Hell Yeah at lest once a month
12. What's your favorite commercial?
Comcast Turtles… “You Push it!” “Push it real good!”
13. What are you allergic to?
Nothing that I know of.
14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around, do you run a red light?
I use to but now that they have been putting cameras up a
i only got 53 points to go before i level up please help
You came in from the shadows
Into my little world
Like a thief in the night
You stole my heart and soul
In your eyes I get lost
Your arms shelter me from my nightmares
Thoughts of you swim through my head
My heart melts with the sound of your voice
All I know is how much I love you!!!
Turn Out The Lights
In the darkness I feel your warmth.
A warmth that fills me.
Then a sudden light is burst upon us.
I can see your eyes.
I feel no more warmth.
I look at you and wish for darkness to prevail again.
It's a place where I can't feel the coldness your eyes give out.
Your touch leaves scalding marks all across my body.
While my own tears scald you.
Please turn out the lights.
I want this blackness to stay.
All I want to feel is you.
I can still remember the lights being on.
Yet that doesn't matter now that we are in darkness.
I can't feel your coldness.
You can't see my tears.
This is when we love each other tenderly.
When we are alone and can't see the pain we are causing each other.
So please turn out the lights forever.
I feel myself falling.
Deeper within you.
You look so different to me.
Yet still so much the same.
So much time has passed.
It still seems like a dream.
A dream I definitely need to wake from.
Before I prematurely fall again.
Someone pinch me.
Knock me out.
Because it sincerely frightens me.
All you had to do was look at me.
And I fell.
Losing My Religion
Losing My ReligionAdd a video to your site WebratsMusic.com: Music Video CodesUpdate your profile
Now, this video seems to be patterned after this wonderful and touching short story. It will touch your heart.
A Very Old Man With Enormous Wings: A Tale For Children
Gabriel Garcia Marquez
On the third day of rain they had killed so many crabs inside the house that Pelayo had to cross his drenched courtyard and throw them into the sea, because the newborn child had a temperature all night and they thought it was due to the stench. The world had been sad since Tuesday. Sea and sky were a single ash-gray thing and the sands of the beach, which on March nights glimmered like powdered light, had become a stew of mud and rotten shellfish. The light was so weak at noon that when Pelayo was coming back to the house after throwing away the crabs, it was hard for him to see what it was that was moving and groaning in the rear of the courtyard. He had to go ve
Common Mistakes New People Make
The number one mistake I see made by those new to D/s is thinking there is a right and a wrong way to go about playing. While there are some safety rules that should be followed, the only people who make the rules are the ones involved in the scene or relationship. If anyone else tells you that you are doing this wrong, tell them to mind their own business.
Another common mistake is rushing into things. I know that after years and years of suppressing this desire it is very hard to take it slow when you finally find out you aren't the only one that gets turned on by bondage. But rushing to dominate or submit to another without taking the time to get to know some skills, and each other, is a recipe for pain... that is the bad kind, not the good. When you first get started, take the time to read the literature, join a local organization, and get to know the person you will be playing with.
A mistake I often see new subs make is submitting to anyone and everyone who calls themse
been awhile since ive wrote anything!
well i havent been on much iam sooo freaking busy!
all i knw is stuff here is just.....wierd!
ive been quite sick lately and im 'sick' of it =/
oh and since ive moved i have really wierd neighbors!!!
the guy right next to me, who is like 70, keeps giving me his number and he buys me stuff...
im sure hes trying to be nice and stuff but thats wierd!
and today the guy below me, about my age'ish, comes up and asks if his music bugs me..than asks if i wanna come down and hang out at his aprt... what an excuse to come talk to me *rolls eyes* please! be original and dont have an motive behind it jeez.
hmm speaking of guys thats....going. well better than usual expected :P hehe
anyway! hit me up ppl :D ill be on for a bit!
I have posted some new pics of my tatt....Just wanting your opinion....Also posted a new pics in my naughty folder. Stop by and check them out...Let me know what you think.....As I will return the favor!!
You gave me life,
and seems like I took your away.
Seeing you laying in that
and I knew you weren't the same.
that I let you down.
that I couldn't keep you here
I'm sorry mom,
that I had to let you go.
I miss you more and more
with every passing day
you were too young to go away
though you knew you had
lived to see your children grow up.
you will never know your granddaughter
I broke my promise
You were my flesh and blood
I was your baby girl
I named my baby girl after you
And it saddens me knowing
she will never know you,
The way I did and will
always remember you.
for the pain I caused you
for letting you down.
But I will never be sorry
for having you as my mother.
I'm sorry you're gone!
~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~ Core Updates Come On People These Poor Girls Need Some Comments They Are So Cute!
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~
I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest!
Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed!
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Visit My Music Page!!!
Songs that I have recorded with my friends are on my myspace account. to hear them just type in this in your address bar and press enter:
this will take you right to my music and my songs will automatically start playing. feel free to leave me a comment if you want to. Thanks
anyone that wants adult smileys get ahold of me on yahoo and i can send u the file to use them. the good thing is if the person u r talking to doesnt have them on their computer they show up as regular smileys to them
Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 1
...and the dragon wept. Sitting amongst the ashes and ruins of what society had caused to well up inside him. He had burst forth, full-faced and screaming into the abyss that is this world. No one in their right mind would have or could have even imagines that this world harbored such a creature as himself.
Lurking in the dark shadows, he studied his prey with a daily diligence. Hoping to find at least one glimmer of hope to save this place that he had loved so passionately. But alas, like Lot and Sara, there is none that is worthy of the escaping the disastrous effects of the Ancient One. The Unnameable. The Unspeakable. The Dragon....
To All My Friends
Those of you that know me know I've been a good friend with very good qualities. I'm honest, I'm loyal, I do my best to help my friends whenever they're in need. I may have been in trouble with the law on several occasions but that doesn't change the fact that I'm a good man with a good heart. I stand up for my friends and family and I stand up for what I believe in. There are people in my life who try to put me down and make false claims against me but those of you who know me know that I'm true to my word and my promise to you all is I promise to continue to be a true friend to the end no matter what anyone thinks of me. You can put down my name but you can never put down my heart, my spirit, or my faith in God. In the end the only judge I have to answer to is God and as long as I live a life that is true to his teachings I will have a place in heaven with Him.
Your friend always,
There is no place for the me.
No hope for the I.
for the one
Here is no why.
The reason is this.
No bright smell of ash.
No cool damp sunshine.
Unless there are
Death In The Family
So I was planning to move today to be closer to where my sister lives, but yesterday when my sister was driving up to help me move, she got a horrible call from her boyfriend in chicago that his father was found dead in his car on the side of the road in a ditch....of course she had to go be with him.....there's no doubt in that.....but now I have this feeling of sorrow and pain that I can't quite describe....Part me wishes nothing had happened at al, then it says damn and on the weekend I was going to move.....but how can I think something like that.....his father is dead, he's my sister's boyfriend, he's my friend.....part of me just wishes it had happen to someone else....and part of me wishes that I could be there for them both....I'm fuckin angry about all this.....I just wanna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs and yell out the word fuck, fuck, fuck this shit......it's not fuckin fair.....I'm so fuckin pissed off....Her boyfriend Ben is only a few months older then me,
The 100 Question Purity Test
You Are 20% Pure
Pure? Sure, you're about as pure as yellow snow.
You're a downright devil. But you're also a pretty delightful one!
The 100 Question Purity Test
Day 2 0719 am
Well day 2 back in the states. Doesn't seem to be getting any easier yet. I am now at my moms and using dial up, which of course getting my CT addiction in sucks...So friends, if I am not visting profiles you understand why. I am missing Rudi so bad, longing to hear his voice, see him and touch him. Last night I didn't sleep well, kept waking up, hoping I was dreaming and I would be laying next to him. But of course that dream didn't happen. Last night I when I woke up at 230 I wanted to talk to him so bad so I sent him a text to call me, and he did. Hearing his voice makes it a little easier for the time being, but yet makes me miss him even harder! I am one of the luckiest people alive to have what I have, this I know. The only thing is the being away part is so damn hard!!! I don't know what I am going to do to keep myself occupied today, my mom and her husband are at work, and I am at the house and there are no busses near by. I do know I need to find a job to keep
Does anyone know what
Body Guard Add On Info
Im gonna make a slideshow on my front page too if you so choose to read the WANTED BODY GUARD blog and bulletin and go through with it!!
*hint hint* LOL
Changes In Life
WHEN WE ARE YOUNG WE SEEM SO MUCH FREER
WHY IS THIS
IS IT BECAUSE WE HADN'T GROWN UP
OR IS IT BECAUSE WE STOPPED HAVING FUN WITH THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE
STOPPED SEEING THE BEAUTY AROUND US AND STARTED SEEING ONLY THE BAD THINGS IN LIFE
WHEN WAS IT WHAT ANOTHER HAD AND COULD GIVE THAT MADE US FRIENDS
WHY DID WE STOP LOOKING AT NATURE AND START THINKING BEAUTY A THING IN THINGS HELD
STOP LOOKING INTO OUR HEARTS AND KNOWING WITHOUT QUESTION WHAT WAS RITE FOR US
THINK EVERYTHING WORTH WHILE COST MONEY INSTEAD OF SIMPLY LOOKING UP AND SEEING THE STARS
WHY DO WE FORGET THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE
LIKE THE WIND BLOWING IN OUR HAIR
GETTING DIRTY PLAYING OUTSIDE
I DON'T KNOW BUT I AM ONE WHO HAS REALIZED I WAS HAPPIER DOING THESE THINGS AND KNOWS I'M GONNA START DOING THEM AGAIN
If I could make a wish
And have it last forever and a day,
I would take you in my arms
And this is where I'd stay..
For there's no one else I know
That holds my heart like you,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll realize this is true.
If I could make a wish
Your lips would be on mine,
I'd slowly sip and savor you
Like only the finest wine.
For there's no one else I know
That gives me so much pleasure,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll see that you're my treasure.
If I could make a wish
Our bodies would unite,
There's nothing I'd love more
Than making love all night.
For there's no one else I know
Who gives me passion like you do,
And I know someday, baby,
All my wishes will come true.
If I could make a wish
I'd start by making things right,
I'd take away all your doubts,
And hold you through the night.
For there's no one else I know
That means as much you see,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll learn to trust in me.
If I could make a wish.
It would be
I Will Always Know
Days were filled with tears
Moments were filled with pain
Thoughts were filled with memories
Dreams were filled with nightmares
Till not long ago I though it was impossible
To find the friend most search for all their life
I lost so many friends as years came and went
After all I've been through
After all those who left my life
I never thought I'd find a friend as good as the ones I've lost
A friend who'd be by my side and who'd listen to my thoughts
Maybe these are just words
Maybe it'll all change with time
Even though we only know each other from far, far away
Even though the Internet is the only communication we share
I Trust you more with every word
I would stand by your side when no one else would
I would tell you the truth even though it might hurt
The words I'm trying to say is that you are one of my true friends
You know what I feel, you know my little ways,
You never judge me, you never have.
You're there for me to wipe the tears