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Getting Drunk
I love getting drunk I get all happy lol
What Are Seniors Worth
we are worth a fortune!!! Remember, Old folks are worth a fortune- with silver in their hair, gold in their teeth, stones in their kidneys, lead in their feet and gas in their stomachs. I have become alittle older since I saw you last a few changes have come into my life- frankly, I have become a frivolous old gal. Iam seeing five gentlemen everyday. As soon as I wake up, Will Power helps me get out of bed. Then I go to see John. Next, Charlie Horse comes along and when he is here he takes alot of my time and attention. When he leaves, Arthur Ritis shows up and stays the rest of the day. He doesnt like to stay in one place very long, so he takes me from joint to joint. After such a busy day, Im really tired and glad to go to bed with Ben Gay. What a life: Im also flirting with Al Zymer. P.S. The preacher came to call the other day. He said that at my age I should be thinking about the hereaftr. I told him: "Oh I do, all the time. No matter where I am, in the parlour, upstairs, in
Damn Proud To Be A Sabahan
A MALAYSIAN once said to me in a conversation a couple years back during his visit to sabah but definitely not the first visit to Sabah, "Kite kalau dekat Malaysia, kite tak buat care ni...."(TRANSLATED into English: We in Malaysia don't do it this way....) Well doh! Is Sabah not also a part of Malaysia? I was once asked by another MALAYSIAN during his first visit to Sabah, "Do you use Malaysian Ringgit here in Sabah?" Well doh!! Didn't you learn history or geography when you were in school? I was once asked by again another MALAYSIAN during my uni years in the US, "Hey, in Sabah got buildings or not?" Well doh! By this time, I really starting to doubt that they teach History or Geography in primary or highschool. Than my other friend Jimmy Yek from Sarawak yelled at him, "What? His father's house is bigger than your father's house! Stupid!" (Thanks buddy) My friend told me that he was asked by a MALAYSIAN when he was in KL for
Work Perviness
I love masturbating at work. Obviously I have my own office, because jerking off in the common area isn't really a smooth move. I've done it probably 60 or 70 times, I suppose, in the 5 years I've worked here. I've had sex with three different women in my office, and I loved each experience. Not surprisingly, office sex is a huge turn-on for me. K. I fucked in my old office. It was the first time we had sex. I was still living with my soon to be ex wife at the time, and we had to find "private" places to be together. I still remember how it felt as I was sitting in that wooden office chair and she slowly lowered herself onto my cock, her legs straddling me and her huge tits in my face. I pulled her breasts from the cups of her bra and suckled her as she slid up and down on my cock, grinding it deeper and deeper until she came. I then had her bend over, her elbows on the seat of the chair, as I pulled aside her thong and pushed the thick head of my cock between her pussy lips and dee
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To Put It Simply, I Want You
To Put It Simply, I Want You by Iloveit I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I wan
Damn....jan Is Far Away
DAMMIT....HEROES, PRISON BREAK, AND LOST ALL DECIDE TO TAKE A FUCKING BREAK. GOOD THING IS THAT WHEN THEY ALL DO COME BACK....24 STARTS...FUCK I'M GOING TO BE A COUCH POTATO ON MONDAY NIGHTS. DOES ANYONE KNOW ANY GOOD SHOWS ON RIGHT NOW?
Sex In The Dark
Sex in the Dark There was this couple that had been married for 20 years. Every time they made love the husband always insisted on shutting off the light. Well, after 20 years the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic session, she turned on the lights. She looked down... and saw her husband was holding a battery-operated pleasure device... a vibrator! Soft, wonderful, and larger than a real one. She went completely ballistic. "You impotent bastard," She screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me all of these years? You better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly: "I'll explain the toy . . . you explain the kids."
Stipper
An unemployed stripper begged her agent to find her work. He cautioned her that the only job available was at a longshoremen's convention-- typically a rough gig. Because she was broke, she took the job anyway. That evening, the agent walked into the hall just as the stripper began her act. Before long, the unruly crowd began pelting her with crushed beer cans and cigarette butts while shouting obscenities, issuing lewd catcalls and trying to manhandle her. Halfway through her performance, she ran off stage, sobbing. "Look, they don't mean anything by it," the agent said consolingly. "They've just had too much to drink and----" "No, no it's not them!" she exclaimed. "Did you hear that fucking band?"
Debbies Dark Fantasy Pt. 4
Vic S. as told by Debby & Todd Todd and Debby both woke with the impression that their dreams had been filled with black cocks, but neither could put together a specific dream scenario so it wasn't mentioned. Actually Todd woke Debby by eating her still wet pussy. Her pubic hair was still matted in places but dry. The taste was strong of sex musk; Todd loved it. Debby at first responded with signs of renewed arousal, but then as the sleep and remnants of a dream left her brain she pushed him away from her pussy. Todd didn't know what to make of the rejection at first, but Debby was quick to turn the tables on him and engulf his morning hard-on into her loving mouth. Todd tried to maneuver them into a 69 but Debby would not let him. She stopped her sucking only long enough to say, "I love you eating me --maybe too much! If it's okay, just let me suck you off. . . it'll turn me on even more. . . I'd like to be on a sexual edge all day. If you eat me, I'll cum and may not be as horn
Forgot To Mention
ages ago I fell across a site called Machinima anyway I thought it was a great idea but couldnt find anyone up for helping me get to understand it, as I was having a chat with Susan tonight she only told me that she was working with the guy who created it and he lives in the same fookin area of Edinburgh as myself. So she is going to tell him about the project and see if he can find me some help, cant wait really.
Note Two
He turned the corner and spotted (insert name) trailing three of his female victims behind him. (Insert name) spotted (insert name) and smiled, the evil seemed to flow right off him. Unprepared to confront him right now, (insert name) turned around and headed back the way he came. Behind him, he could hear (insert name) laughing at him and say, "Come back when you grow up little witch. I'll be here playing with my toys." The sound of moans from the women followed him down the street for blocks.
Well Imagine This: Take 4!!!!!!!
yes it is that time again.... new track by DJ BUddha AKA Turn Table TeRRorist! Now i know most of you don't give a fudgepop..and its all gravy baby as BUddha says but stop by when u can... and give it a listen! open ya mind and get ya boogie on!!! Sings "Do ya Thang Lil Momma !!!" " Do ya Chain Hang Low" and yes there is more than one song all in this one track posts what u think on our page if u wish...its all good no matta what you have to say..lil critisism never killed anyone!! MUAHHHHH xoxox PinkY
What I Have Realized....
I've been through so much shit in the past couple of months. I've learned so much about myself and about life in general. First and foremost, I've become forgiving. It's something you have to do, you have to dig deep inside your heart to forgive people. It's definatly not easy especially when you've been hurt soooo badly but if you can't forgive then the pain will eat at you every single day. Forgive for YOURSELF not for the other person or other people. Never lose faith or stop believing; hope is important even if you've been let down so many times before. If you don't have hope for something good or for a better day than you probably won't see one. Somehow have to find the positive in your life. But don't worry because it is true, what goes around comes back around. And if something IS meant to be, then no matter what, it will be. Sometimes you do have to let something go and if it was meant to be then it will come back into your life. If it doesn't, then it wasn't meant to be
I'm In The Cherry Santa Contest....comments And Votes
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How To Create "chemistry" With Women
How To Create "Chemistry" With Women >Whether you're just getting started meeting women, or you'd like to turn your "good" skills into GREAT skills, you should take a look at THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***SUCCESS STORY*** Hey Dave, I just got your mailbag on younger women perfect timing! I have your book and the advances series and let me make it perfectly clear to people who need answers, GET THE PROGRAM, BOOK, CD, DVD what ever get it. Without this information you will have significant shrinkage and eventually forget that your little appendage is for more than peeing. Stop staying home and giving yourself what you want, it is so simple and many questions you have will be answered for you, even better you will learn how to answer them on your own, JUST DO IT!!! There is a show on about some average guys and a beautiful woman, watch it there is only one guy who "gets it" and the rest are "nice" guys. See who gets he
Fateís Confluence By ďkubaĒ
Fateís Confluence by ďKubaĒ Thunder sounds and fires burn Wind-swept mountains and dew-soaked fern Untamed calls that know not time Captured in this soul of mine Veiled within a play of light Silent treading through seas of night Thou cannot know the sights Iíve seen The forgotten names of where Iíve been Lest thou know one world alone Tending seeds of sin youíve sown Still crafting spears that pierced my side My subjugation begets your pride My heart still beats, but blood runs dry Dare I say my end is neigh? What cruel whim, what cruel fate Would cast me through perditionís gate Thou hold the keys to griefís refrain While courting death, doom and bane Hath thy judgmentís craft been made? Hath thou clasped the sword or spade? Recall the fires that doth rise In the deepest deeps and skies Fearful symmetry of work divine Captured in this soul of mine. -July 15th 2006-
Life And Peoples Views
IIGHT SO IM ON HERE AND JUST LOOKIN THRU CHECKIN OUT ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL FEMALES (THO NONE ARE AS BEAUTIFUL AS MY BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU JESSICA MMMMUAH) AND I COME ACROSS ONE WHO I LOOK THRU SHE SEEMS COOL AND I NOTICED A BIT OF SELF PRIDE MISSING LIKE I PUT THESE PICS UP I KNOW I LOOK FAT BUT YEAH ANY WAY I DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO I TRY TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER ABOUT HER SELF AND TELL HER TO KEEP HER HEAD UP BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW SHE MUST LIVE IN NO NIGGERVILLE USA CUZ SHE COMPLETELY DISSES ME (BUT NOT LIKE USUAL SHE WAS NICE ABOUT IT AND THATS WHAT BOTHERED ME LIKE IF YOU NOT GONNA BE HARD CORE KKK OR HANG A NIGGER THEN WHY BE LIKE THAT AT ALL YOU OBVIOUSLY COOL ENOUGH TO JUST LET ME KNOW SO WHY BE LIKE THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT PEOPLE THAT MAKES THEM SEE COLORS AS BETTER AND WORSE FUCK THAT DO YOU BREATHE DO YOU SHIT DOES IT SMELL IIGHT THEN WHATS SO DIFFERENT BESIDES HOW WE LOOK ALK AND DRESS SUM MAY BE A BIT EXTREME BUT NONE THE LESS WE ALL STILL HUMAN DAMMIT
He's Amazing.
I never thought that you could meet someone online and develop feelings for them without at least meeting the person first, but apparently anything is possible. The first day I joined this site, this guy named Tony happened to "welcome" me to what was then LostCherry. I was new to it so I started talking to him and trying to figure the site out. We exchanged screen names, started talking, and soon phone numbers too. We talked every day, for hours at a time. It felt like I had just *always* known him. Everything felt natural when I was talking to him and conversation came easy. He always had something to make me smile or laugh. He cared so much about how I felt and always wanted to know what was on my mind. I never had a guy really care that much about my feelings.. I've had my run in with plenty of what I refer to as "typical men" because I find that most men have one thing in mind: sex. And as soon as they get that, they don't really care about the way the girl feels, or what she's th
Good One
My Girl ~JellyBean~ made this. Why do men feel that it's ok to call us lady's Attention Whore's ?? men are the biggest ATTENTION WHORE'S on the face of this earth. RUSH DID THIS ONE
What Your Sleeping Position Says
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
Thoughtful Facts
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green. You don't want to miss this!! VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq . 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq , was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur , which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq , conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq . 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq . 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq . 16. The wise men were from Iraq 17. Peter
Women
hello everyone so there is this girl that i've been talking to for a couple of months now. We've become close but i realize that no matter what i do, i'll never be able to make her happy....but she's gotten to close to me and now i can't turn away. And now it seems she's pulling away from me and it's killing me inside.Why does this happen to me?
'what Will Your Sex Business Card Say?
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I'm Really Happy
There is this guy I know named Mike and he has been overs seas fighting in Iraq. I'm so happy to find out yesterday that he is back in the states. I missed him alot.I'm proud of him and the many other soliders over seas. Please dont forget this year to thank and welcome a solider home.
Free Fast Food Trick
ok this is a little plan me and my friends thought up of... and it worked. This is how we didnt it. Steps get 3 people in a car and go to a fast food place. Drop one person off behind the building. Order Food Go get food and pay (its more like buy one get one free) When they hand out the food get the person you droped off to run by and grab the food. Get the passenger to run out and get him. Start argueing to the person and say you want your food. Have the passenger come back and say he lost him. They will give you new food then. Say thanx you. Drive away and get the guy. Now you have two packeges of food. EAT. Its almost fool proof.
Birthday
So Thursday was my birthday. I should've written about it before, but I have been so busy with dead week then finals week. It was fun. Thursday night after school I went to dinner with some people from my lab. Then on Friday night I went to Outback with about 9 other people to celebrate. Misti made me a little mermaid cake. She took a cake decorating class, and she's pretty damn good at it! I'm going to upload it soon. Also, Pat brought me some notebooks that are really cute like the ones she uses in class. I'll take a picture of that sometime, maybe this weekend. Anyway, we had a good time. I had an ethics final due (by email) at midnight on Friday and I tried to finish it before we left but I had some more stuff to write, so I had to finish it after dinner and I had been drinking so it might suck. Altho, I did write my personal statement to get into grad school while drinking (red wine) and obviously that worked well. Everyone liked my personal statement, it was even used as an examp
If You Had A Dick It Would Be This Long!!
put your hand flat on a table and measure from tip of your thumb to the tip of your pinky and that how long it would be!!!!!!
Promiscuous
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♥ What Guys Like About Me ♥
Guys Like That You're Sensitive And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! What Do Guys Like About You?
Back From Work, Now Home For The Night
THAT WAS AN EASY 2 HR WORK TODAY EASY DAY BACK FOR THE EVENING AND INTO THE NIGHT WITH CT PEEPS//// THANKS TO ALL THOSE NEW FRIENDS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS
Cherrytap
Well been on this site for a couple of days now and everybody seems very friendly. Thanks for all the hellos.
Fortunately I Use My Powers For Good.
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
What Do You Think Of My Booty Look
blue demon(BOOTY HUNTER FOR A CONTEST)'s url: http://cherrytap.com/brianlewis here is my link to my booty what do you think do i have the best booty here
If You Care About Me...
If any of you see my name turn blue here, please smack the ever-loving shit outta me... Almost fifteen bucks a month just to have your name in blue, the ability to rate '11's and 2500 pics? Nah, s'ok... I can find better uses for my cash. Ok, that's all... just wanted to put that out there... Kenny
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Friends By Kmk
[CHORUS] It don't matter where you've been Just focus on where you're going Most people you think are friends Ain't there when the tough gets going Remember to keep your friends Be wise with those you've chosen 'Cause only your closest friends Are there when the going gets tough When I think about it the definition change Back in the old days it wasn't quite the same Or maybe it was but on another level Still pushing dirt with a different type of shovel Loyalty, trust, unconditional foundation Builds everlasting bonds and relations I've got friends I haven't seen in years I'd die for tonight forget and have a couple beers On the other hand you never know where you stand With certain types of friends they'll sell you out for some ends Or some pussy or some weed or a business transaction Some use words but I prefer action I'm a break you off like an old school playa My x-ray vision helps me see through the layers Of you fakes, phonies, lies and deception Ask Mat
Revolutionary Mind
It's like i'm manic and in the mean time...it stops time does, for that instant when everything won't stop spinning and then it all crashes. I'm bleary eyed and teary faced because now the revolutions in my head, where the right battles left for control won't stop rotating and spinning and then it all crashes. Talk to me now because when you wait too long, in length of words, you don't have a chance to appreciate the movement I may take you on while your world starts spinning and then it all crashes. It's a magic ride with little shag to excite your senses but enough to cushion your fall even tho the padding is a little old and the fibers are spinning and then it all crashes. Shake and bake today because tomorrow we may not have the meat...sustinance or substance in the wit and wisdom of a rather revolutionary mind because eventually.... it all crashes.
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Merry Christmas To All!!!!
Here's my poem and some of my thoughts for the season... CHRISTMAS Christmas time is near Full of love and great cheer Time for faith, hope and love To share with those who are dear What does Christmas mean? It's all about giving. Here is the sad part... Many have stopped believing. Businesses, the rich, and all the like are lost. So tied up with wealth, Their hearts have turned to frost. But there are some few In this world filled with love For strangers and friends And also for God above. My message is this... Let's pray for all of those... The homeless, needy, and lost to keep Christmas close. And one final thing... Let's keep Christmas in our hearts... Not for one day, but always! Whether we're close or far apart. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU AND A JOYOUS AND SAFE NEW YEAR! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!
Untitled
It's too hot in the store and I want to roll up my sleeves, but the gashes on my arm are in straight lines, glaringly obvious to anyone who 'went through that phase' already. Clearly I did not fall down any stairs to get these scabbed over little trenches
New Picks
ok so i posted new pictures under the me and family album if anyone wanted to know
New Contest!!!
i need voted for best cleavage and come on all of you know mine's the best ;) just kidding ... but it's nice to dream well if you guyz vote enough i might win best cleavage here's the Link http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221414&albumid=155577&i=1899884424 Vote bitches ;)
Beware Of This Person
THIS PERSON WILL TAKE YOUR PICS AND USE THEM FOR THERE OWN USE. BEWARE OF THIS PERSON sweetsuzy{ add me as a fan and rate my profile before sending friend request?}@ CherryTAP
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Just Joined In A Fun Contest :) Please Vote For Me
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Love
I AM IN LOVE... I AM IN LOVE... I AM IN LOVE.... IF I COULD ONLY HAVE THAT PERSON THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH IN MY LIFE.... FOREVER ...
Poem #5
© By Allison N. Sheppard Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing
How Am I In Bed ?!
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God80%A Romantic53%Virgin0%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com
Sick :(
The office manager at my job has had a nasty cold for 3 weeks. She can't seem to get rid of it and now I think its been passed to me. I work in an animal hospital and we have a network of phones throughout the building. So on any given day most of the staff has used each phone at least once for something or other and has left their germs on the receiver. For the last couple of days I've had the sniffles but then today I woke up this morning with a VERY scratching throat, my nose all stuffed up, my body aching, and just feeling entirely icky :( And I have so much to do today. In other news... last night I went in to the city to see the Christmas tree at Rockefeller Center and the animated snowflakes on the building of... Saks 5th Avenue(?). My first time seeing them. Lots of fun. Lots of pictures. As soon as I have the time to sit down and install the software and figure out how to transfer things off of my digital camera to here I will. Anyways, must start my day now... but not bef
Getting Better
I have been having alot of trouble with my oldest daughter shes 12 and has been going thru a rough time this past year and I have to say that things are getting better with her shes coming in on time and listening to me,I am hoping that this is a good thing and she stays on this path.
The Rules For 2007
The Rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates. com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What'd you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of other men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that w
"practice Days"
well damn it, i found this place where i can download seasons 1 and 2 of south of nowhere, but it puts limits on you. like i can only download 2 episodes on this computer in a certain amount of time. the thing just told me i have to wait 3.5 hours to download more...well that puts me at 9:00...time to go home. oh well, i'll do 2 more tomorrow. in the meantime, i'll just watch some of jeffery's youtube videos. :) i started the atkins thing today. its going really well...not too difficult. i guess you could call today, tomorrow, and saturday "practice days" cause i plan on drinking beer on new year's eve. so i'm using these 3 days to practice how to follow the atkins diet. so new year's day will actually be day 1. i know its like why even bother controlling what i'm eating so much if i'm gonna go and fuck it up in 3 days. well, i think the practice time is good for me. i was once on atkins a long time ago, and it worked. the hardest thing was those 1st few days. so i'll practice
The Story Master Helped Me Write But It Is Still Not Done.
I hear your voice and I open my eyes slowly Iím again lying in the bed. Youíre sitting on the edge of the bed. Youíre running your hand across my cheek. ďAre you OKĒ ďWhat happenedĒ I ask ďYou were dreaming I came in and you were crying Thank you MasterĒ ďThen it did not really happen?Ē ďWhat did not happen?Ē ďI used the mind trainer.Ē ďWell letís just see if you did you horny cum loving slutĒ You help me out of the bed, holding out an outfit, you tell me to dress. It is not the usual outfit; this one is a navy blue box pleat mini skirt, a white blouse with the top 3 buttons missing, and knee high white tights. The skirt while short is not tight, but the blouse is and my breasts, encased in a push-up bra that leaves little to the imagination, are very visible. You apply my makeup cotton candy color lip stick pink blush, light blue eye shadow, and brown eye liner. My hair which has been grown long is put in pig tails. ďNow your daddyís pretty girlĒ you tell me. ďWhere
Grrr So Addicting I Swear It!
Grr that cherry game is so addicting .i have come so close to clearing the entire screen .heres a screen shot of the closest i have come! GRRR damn you tasty ,sweet juicy morsels of frustration. lol Mark my words i will defeat you muhahaha *evil pirate laugh* Fear me ,,fear my intelligence and drive ..ok im done now, Back to the grindstone of whooping that game hehe
Sexy Scottish Schoolgirl
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Going, Going ... Gone
ďReally Small HeadlinesĒ Under this appropriately tiny banner, I want to say goodbye to the 48 new friends Iíve made on CT in the past few weeks. This site is a wonderful, terrible place, a brazen combination of meat market and self-advertising on the one hand; confessional and soul sharing on the other. I am a man of gentle persuasion and mild disposition, and I hope it showed in my messages. I further hope I had a positive impact on 47 of you; I know I disappointed one. And so, effective January 1, 2007, I will cease to exist here. Thank you for the lovely comments and friendship. I remain, A Perfect Gentleman POST SCRIPT: As you can see, I haven't left. Sorry to disappoint those of you who anticipated my departure. I've found a new reason to stay on this site. It's still a wonderful, terrible place ... and certainly a meat market (girls, please watch out for the horndogs). But, the upside outweighs the downside, so y'all are stuck with me for awhile.
Xfans And Other Sites I Frequent
well, ofcourse I joined another site how else can I keep networking with all of you, so here it is, and here are my other friend sites with the exception of my other myspace , don't worry about dropping me a line if your a star, director or someone I recognize instant add, Happy Holidays. but the links into your browser xfanz profile http://www.xfanz.com/Jimmy_Drama adultspace http://Jim_aka_JTM3.adultspace.com below is my xPeeps http://www.xpeeps.com/truegenius_aka_jimmy3 my huge myspace account, i have 2 by the way, use the last name Drama to add me http://www.myspace.com/blueyedtallguy Friendster account ,the original myspace http://www.friendster.com/truegenius my hi5 account http://tallblueyes.hi5.com
Interracial Couples
ANYONE HAVE ANY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHY YOU SEE ALOT OF BLACK GUYS WITH WHITE GIRLS AND YOU DONT SEE MANY BLACK WOMEN WITH WHITE GUYS? I MEAN ITS NOT ANY DIFFERENT .IN GREENVILLE SOUTH CAROLINA WHERE I LIVE YOU FIGURE YOUD SEE IT MORE BUT I GET ALOT OF TURN DOWNS AND STRANGE LOOKS WHEN I ASK A BLACK WOMAN OUT.WHO KNOWS MAYBE IM DOIN SOMETHING WRONG OR MAYBE THOSE THAT ARENT OK WITH IT LET SOCIETY DICTATE THEM TOO MUCH..
Need Help Getting To The Next Level
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Poem: My Resolution For 2007
MY RESOLUTION FOR 2007 Hear my prayer for this coming year I have felt so alone and My heart is broken When I thought it was safe from infection Along came someone I hoped would help me mend I wanted badly the medicine I hoped would cure but side affects hurt more than the pain ever could I tryed so hard to tolerate this pain but could not as i waited for my cure I realized my pills were nothing they were no more than a plazebo so to protect my heart from this infection I decided no longer to take the pain that i decided that as of the approaching NEW YEAR I will protect this precious thing I call my heart Because a real love should cause no pain it should heal all wounds it should have no bad side effects It should never hurt this is my plan for the coming year
Free Writing
Death to the mind The Jolly Roger rings through the mind, as would an echo through the calm night. The taunting of his knowledge drives me as crazy as he himself. Although I know that the early dawn may never come, the night seems to comfort the swelling mind as would the pounding of a lovers heart. Even though the mind is calm the night rages with passionate cries to the gods of no reply. Even If the night were to calm itself, the jackals cry would echo with greed over the silence of the racing mind. To die as crazy as him, he himself will reincarnate and hover over the bellowing minds fierce passionate hatred. If he rejoices the mind would perish into deep thought. The mind itself is as all a dark morbid hole. The blood lines the walls as if there a million doctors spouts. Killing the minds internal thoughts a million times over, the jackal himself expects the mind to draw back and to become physical with the environment around it. The mind becom
Bye Bye Baby
well im out of here people talk to u all later!! happy new year if i don't talk to u before midnight. much luv!
What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Wishing You A Happy New Year
THIS IS A SHOUT OUT TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS WISHING YOU A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MAY IT BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS KISSES AND HUGS TO ALL OF YOU AND A VERY SPECIAL KISS AND HUG TO MY SPECIAL CHERRY
Truth(version 2)
ďDamn it Cassie you are worth loving and Iíll say it till you believe those words. I might even shout it from the roof tops. Hell youíre worth more then just loving ÖÖ..youíre worth dying for and by the gods my life is at your service. I love you CassandraÖI do and nothing can change that not even your words.Ē Jason turned to stare at the vision before him. She had never been more beautiful then she was at that moment. Her long blonde hair hung loose covering every inch of her. The fire light reflecting off it. He didnít know whether he had been given a chance with and angel or the worlds one true treasure. ďJason I could never ask you to give your life for me it isnít at all properÖ..and I have one question you have left to answer. May I ask it?Ē ďWhat do you wish to ask my love?Ē Jason questioned. ďWill you ever ask me to be yoursÖÖwill you ever take that chance?Ē He noticed her voice quiver as she asked those questions and when he glanced at her face he couldnít see any emo
Holy Shit!
Dayum...Here I am, 1-1-2007 trying to say Thanks to all of you wonderful people giving me love and WOW...I got the ole spam thing telling me that if I keep sending the same thing that I could ride the short bus on my space... I was just trying to acknowledge everyone...so...I start changing each and every thank you...and dayum...It seems you can be at this all day long! I thank you all and want to show you all some love, but, Rome wasn't built in a day...LOL If I missed you, let me know, it wasn't intentional! You people are so wonderful and I enhjoy sharing the love so please don't take this as bitching but as explanation to my "short bus" ride. Big kisses and THANK YOU AGAIN! Courtesy of MsTags.com Terri
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were, but I walked away If only I knew what I know today Ooh, ooh I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you But I know you won't be there Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this, oooh Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myse
Sex
center> neena smith -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Anti Spam Message................
I don't know about the rest of you out there but i am getting sick and tired of that ANTI SPAMMER WARNING!!! when i am sending out greetings to new members....i am sure that all you out there like me who sit in front of your pc and send them out MANUALLY!!! like i do are getting pretty hacked off with the way the owners of this site seem to treat those of us that take the time out to actually greet people.So Baby jesus do me a favour and catch the spammers and leave us people that try to make your site the success it is in peace!!!!
Face Recognition Ii
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*oh My! .... Thanks Karen*
In 2007, you will... Have chocolate licked off your body 'What is your sexual new years prediction?' at QuizUniverse.com
Just Lonliness
THE ROOM IS SILENT. THE SUN HAS SETTLED AS THE NIGHTS DARKNESS ENCLOSES AROUND ME.MY PLANS CHANGED, DREAMS SHATTERED. RUNNING TOWARD THE DARKNESS WANTING TO HIDE. I FIND THE SPOT. ITS BEHIND THE PANEL IN THE WALL. I REMOVE IT FINDING THE CAGE HE ONCE KEPT ME IN. I CLIMB IN TAKIG THE SHREDDED BLANKET COVERING UP, EVEN MY HEAD, HIDING FROM THE WORLD. I AM SAFE FROM THE MEN WHO HURT ME, SAFE FROM THOSE WHO ABUSE MY LOVE. ITS JUST ME IN THE DARKNESS NOT WANTING THE LIGHT LAYING THERE COLD. I CRY OUT FOR YOU, REALIZING YOU NEVER EVEN CARED. I DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP KNOWING I AM ALONE. ALWAYS ALONE. NO REAl PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD. LIFE GOES ON. ILL AWAKE IN THE MORN TO LIVE ALONE R MABE I WILL DIE ALONE TONIGHT.....
Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol
I AM HORNY AS HELL NO SMALL THANKS TO THE GREEN-EYED VIXEN AND HER NEWLY POSTED PICS. I HAVE DRANK A FEW DRINKS TONIGHT. AND A CUTE LITTLE MOVIE IS ON~~ I AM NOT SURE THE NAME OF IT BUT DIANNE KEATON STARS AS A BIG BUSINESS WOMAN WHO INHEIRETED A SMALL CHILD, A LITTLE GIRL, LESS THAN2 YRS OLD AND BEING A SINGLE DAD WITH A NINE YR OLD. JUST TUGS AT MY HEART STRINGS. SO I AM A MESS WILL BE FINE TOMORROW, BUT WITH THOSE SEXY PICS OF THE GREEN EYED VIXEN, THE BOOZE, THIS MOVIE AND CHERRY TAP GOING CRAZY TONIGHT~~ I AM GOING A LITTLE CRAZY!! BUT JUST WRITING ABOUT IT HAS HELPED. MAYBE IF THE GREEN EYED VIXEN WOULD SHOW UP WOULD REALLY BE GOOD BUT I AM REALISTIC. OK I AM DONE RAMBLING! TY FOR THOSE WOU MADE IT THRU THIS FAR~~ PS IF THERE MIGHT BE ANY BOUNCERS WHO READ THIS PLEASE ACCEPT MY SALUTE PIC YOU GUYS ARE DRIVING ME NUTS LOL ONE MORE SHOT OF JAMESONS IRISH WHISKEY FOR ALL OF US IRISH FOLK AND I AM RETIRING. KISSES TO THE GIRLS AND ^5'S TO THE GUYS LOVE YA CHERRIES DAN
One To One
Consisting of vocalist Louise Reny and producer Leslie Howe, the duo released three albums and scored ten hits across Canada between 1985 and 1992. One to One evolved out of an Ottawa Valley band called Mainstream, who in the late '70s and early '80s, toured the local circuit performing cover songs. In 1983, Reny and Howe decided to strike out on their own, and after recording a few demos, they signed a two-album deal with Bonaire Records, and flew to West Germany to record. The dance fueled Forward Your Emotions was released in 1985 and became a smash hit across Canada. The singles "There Was A Time" and "Angel in My Pocket" also charted on the Canadian Top 40, the latter which also became a minor hit on the Billboard charts. A third single "Black on White" stalled at number 90 on the Canadian charts. Their 1988 follow-up 1-2-1 was a more guitar-based pop album that also became a smash hit. The hits "Hold Me Now" and "Do You Believe" climbed into the Canadian Top 40. Two more
"candles Dance Of Life"
"Candles Dance of Life" Watching the flame, of a candle dance, makes me think of a cool spring Breeze; The leaves as they dance on the ground, The waves of the oacen dancing with the shore; The birds, as they glide through the air, ever so graceful. The scent of the candle, makes me think of a cool winters morn, with the air crisp and clean from the new fallen snow. The soft glow, reminds me of the moon light, as it dances across the snow; In the way it sparkles, as if there were a million tiny diamonds scattered about. The candles flame changes color as it dances; Just as each autum day has a new look. As I sit and watch the candle do it's dance; I find my self dreaming of things I would like to do; Sitting in front of a cozy fire, sipping on cocoa; Having a romantic dinner for two; And a long stroll on a moon lit beach, hand in hand. Most of all, the Candles dance of Life, makes me want you here with me always.
1st Blog...
The Letter A Are you available: Nope What is your age: 24 What annoys you: Liars, self - absorbed people... The Letter B Do you live in a big house: It's a pretty nice size When is your birthday: Aug 14th Who is your best friend: Josh The Letter C What's your favorite candy: Sour patch kids Who's your crush: No crush...love When was the last time you cried: A few months ago!?! The Letter D Do you daydream: Who doesn't !?! What's your favorite kind of dog: I
This Is Crazy
subject: Rough Sex DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY OFFENDED: (repost) date: 2007-01-10 05:05:39 Rough Sex DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY OFFENDED: Body: Body: DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE GONNA GET OFFENDED: A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....whi
Blah
Hey everybody! I am new to cherry tap, have no idea how it works, but I'm here for friends only, and I'm bored so somebody chat with me? Send me comments LOL something.
* Rock It *
People
~FAKE~ ITS THE LATEST FUCKIN TREND, AND EVERYBODY SEEMS TO BE IN STYLE!
Dicks, Cocks, Schlongs
*sigh* I really like this site. I'm glad someone finally came up with an adult oriented sight. And I think it's a WONDERFUL thing that grownups can hang out and hook up and network, and not worry about kids bein' around. I like the whole nsfw thing. But jeez. I mean, I like naked people. But I guess I was expecting a little more than just body parts when I'd wander on over to the "private" "adult" and "nsfw" pics. I'M REALLY TIRED OF SEEING BORING BODY PARTS. I don't find body parts sexy. I guess I was looking for more eroticism. I've come across a lot of pics of guy's dicks. I mean, I don't have a problem at all with seeing them. But I guess I find it a little sad that so many seem so desperate to have you "rate and comment" on pictures of their dicks. It SCREAMS insecurity. I won't ever comment on these, even if I wasn't in a monagamous relationship and doing so would be in bad taste. I'm going to say this one time, in big bold caps: GUYS, YOUR DICKS ARE JU
Nena And Brian Are Watching Porn Together...
Now Streaming CAM 2. Pick another CAM: CAM 1 CAM 3 CAM 4 The above stream is directly from the Villa "de Gouden Kooi" ("the Golden Cage"). Its about 8 people in a house. Like BigBrother but there is no end. The last one to leaves gets the million dollar Villa.
Gone For The Weekend
Ok, i am going home to alabama tonight and wont be back until sunday! I have to go find an eveningn dress for the military ball...fun fun lol..anyways, i will be back sunday everyone!! and, i wont be leaving until tonight!! So, maybe i will talk to some of you before I go!! Take care and have a Great Weekend!! Lost
Bpd, Temp Job, And Today
Yesterday was a very long day, and very tiring. We got out of th house on time for my 8 am appointment with my NP, just to see what kind of mental illness I'm really dealing with. Note: I was in a mental hospital in Ky, and there I was diagnosed with not only with Bi-Polar, but with PTSD, and I'm still suffering from PPD. But this time, more question were asked and another case was determined on what I'm really dealing with. BPD (boderline personality disorder) is the wrost depression known, and that's what I have. And according to my NP, she said that most antidepressants don't help that depression because it's that strong. But she is trying me on Cymbalta 30 mg and then after 7 days, she's is allowingme to have 60 mg for my antidepressant and I have to join group theropy, but also see my normal psychitrist for my situation. So that explains why I'm so depressed and down on myself with myself esteem and why I'm always thinking the unthinkable. I just wanna be a better mother
What Angel Are You
What Angel Are You? Sky AngelYou are the Sky Angel.You are calm, peaceful and serene.It can take an eternity to make you angry, but you can be very distructive on a whim.You can be slow to make friends, but you will stick by somone through thick and thin, and won't betray them, like the night.You like blues and whites, pastely colours.You are also atracted to birds, as they share your domain.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com
Worst Day Ever...
Ok so pretty much this is how my day went yesterday, found out my brother left for Afghanistan, and still unsure of whether I will ever see him again...girlfriend leaves me...get pissed off at a friend....get ditched by a different friend who i was supposed to be hanging out with last night, and to top it all off, I walked home, alone, 5 miles....in the rain. In light of these events, I now know how little I feel now, how cursed I am on this thing called love...I feel expendible, lonely, and yet again, completely unwilling to love to spare myself pain. I just wish I could live out the rest of my days without feeling anything...I'm sick and tired of being hurt by people I thought I could depend on. My only hope is that one day I find someone who would throw caution to the wind to be with me. Someone who wouldnt take my love for granted... I'll live though, I'll move on, and eventually I'll forget.
In The Sky Above Me
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Your friendship is the sky above my home, The crystal air I breathe, through which I see. I can't believe how much you mean to me. Without you with me, time would turn to stone. I don't know why I need you so, or how I know so absolutely I'll be there In times your wounded heart can hardly bear. I only know this truth is with me now. Why is it in our lives that we need friends To be awake and fully what we are? Alone we dream but never cross the bar; With you I share a grace that never ends.
The I-did-it-all-by-myself Way:
The I-did-it-all-by-myself way: Get the 5 Gallon / 23 liter plastic bucket from your above experiment. Find 15-20 pounds of something resembling fruit or vegetables. Remove stems & seeds if possible. If not possible, crush or mash the fruit without damaging the seeds. Seeds do not help the wine and often contain stuff like cyanide or was it arsenic which might be good for your skin but neither help in the taste department. Squishing with your fingers works well, or a potato masher. A continuous juicer also works. If you can remove the stems and seeds you can use a blender to mush the stuff, with a bit of water to keep from burning out the motor. Dump the ugly mess, called "must", into the plastic bucket. Simmer around 10 pounds of sugar in water until it's a nice clear syrup and stir it into the fruit. Add some water to almost fill the bucket and mix it all up. Leave 4-6 inches of space for the foam and "cap" to rise under the lid, or you might have a
I've Been Taken Off The Playing Field
Well, I knew it was going to happen and it did. I'm not on here 2 or 3 times a day sending all my " friends " comments, and my comments for me have been droped to one in about 2 weeks. And it was from my true friend KIM. you know who you are hon and I want to say thanks for your friendship. All the others that I've helped out and said they were my friends, now that they don't need me to level them up or have found others to help them, I guess I'm not worth commenting on or talking to anymore. It's been fun while it lasted but it looks like it's over now and that's fine. I'm not bitter because I had fun talking with all of you. I like to help others and it did me good to help those who were in need and I hope that your lives are wonderful and you are all having fun. Sue, the love of my life, is taking up a lot of my time. We are having so much fun together. I just never thought that this would never happen to me again but it has. I can love again and it's so cool. Well I guess I'm runni
Here Are Some Quotes I Like
1. Cause in the end everything we do is just everything we've done.... 2. It's all fun and games till someone loses an eye then you have to drive to the hospital....... 3. This is a paradox right: asking who a masked man is. because he is masked...
Birthday
Your Birthdate: April 21 You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature. Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas. People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life. You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone. Your strength: Your thirst for adventure Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures Your power color: Hot pink Your power symbol: Figure eight Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
For Someone Special...xx
"Patiently Waiting" There are so many things I wish I could say to the man I think of everyday.. It all started with a simple "hello" , now all of these feelings inside me are starting to grow.. Something about you just makes me smile, and I feel a warmth I haven't felt in a while.. I imagine being with you and suddenly the world fades away,I want to hold you in my arms and tell you to stay.. You have your life and I have mine, but will our lives ever connect.I won't push but I want you to know, I'll wait for you, because what you do I respect. When the day finally comes, and I can feel your breath on my skin..I want you to put your hands on my hips, press your lips upon my lips and take me to another place.. I long to be apart of you, to feel your touch, to feel the love I've missed so much. Tell me, can you fill that space.... Rachelle Thompson...
You Should Read This
May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage And may you always have an angel by your side May you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely May they give you the kind of gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to keep you warm And may
When Tears Fall Down Like Rain
in a life where love is the only thing, in a world where love does not exist. a heart that is full of passion, endless space and nowhere to go. a need so great to give it away, never having a place to belong. the weight of so much happiness, that dies because noone cares. the greatest gift of love's emotion, so unwilling to be given, or recieved. paths collide every day, seconds come and go by the hour. missing your chance to make someone smile, is when tears fall down like rain.
Predators!!
i ran across a guy on this site. his name is marc klaas. his daughter 10yrs old, was kidnapped, raped and murdered. since then, marc has dedicated his life to finding missing and exploited children. he is a good man and i feel everyone should visit his site and see his links. he is on utube and has a documentary called the marc klaas project, check it out!! his name on here is swampy....
Fractured Silence
YOUR EYES LOOK AT ME IN HORROR AS I BEG YOU TO LET ME LIVE TIL TOMMORROW. WILL THESE BEATINGS EVER END? OR IS THIS RESTITUTION FOR MY SIN? TONIGHT, IN MY BED, I WILL LAY AWAKE MY BODY WILL TREMBLE, MY SOUL WILL SHAKE. IT'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU TO COME IN ONCE MORE, THE BEATINGS WILL BEGIN. PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY, LET ME DIE GO AHEAD, BEAT ME, I WILL NOT CRY BURN ME, PUSH ME TO MY LIMIT I'M NOT GOING TO HELL, I'M LIVING IN IT. MAYBE MY FAMILY WON'T SEE THE BRUISE OR HEAR ABOUT THE WAY I'M BEING ABUSED YOU WONDER ON WHO THEY WILL PLACE THE BLAME DON'T WORRY, I WON'T TELL THEM........ I'M TOO ASHAMED.
The Limits Of Marriage
we are taught that marriage is a reasonable and functional approach to life. but i think it's a tradition that has gone on past its practical use. women do not need someone to defend and protect them, to house and financially support them. the only possible reason to marry is to raise children, and even then the whole "forever" thing is just plain silly. you meet someone. you fall in love. the love is real. let's say you get married. now if you are really LIVING life, not just going thru the motions of getting up and going to work and trying to accumulate STUFF that makes your life seem "successful...." if you are really out there living, then you are going to be learning, growing and changing all the time. what are the odds that he is going to learn and grow and change WITH you? marriage tells us to "grow along the same path." but imagine how much more narrow your path must become in order to accommodate that. so you have to greatly limit your willingness to learn, grow and change in
Decisions...decisions...
yes, van...i will keep putting these up...because everyone should see them hahaha and matt, i love you too :D
Last Post Today...i Swear...
To Be Sure Of Love
To be sure of Love Love is being patient Love is being Kind Love is being happy Having a clear but conscious mind Love is sharing special moments Love is taking a walk with the one you love Love is being able to say NO and Yes when appropriate Love is mainly being yourself to the One you LOVE Love is all of the above and more As we should all give our upmost To the one we adore, when we feel sure, Then and only then will we be secure Knowing that we are loved. COPYRIGHTED BY AINSLEY CARTER AKA COOLMCCOOL
Friendship
A true friend is someone who walks in when evryone else walks out
Afghans Uncover Lost Treasure
October 19, 2003 Jason Burke The Observer It lay hidden for 2,000 years in Afghanistan, eluded the Taliban and escaped dozens of adventurers and bounty hunters. Now the Bactrian hoard, one of the world's greatest archaeological collections, has been found. President Hamid Karzai discovered the 20,000 gold coins and artefacts, worth tens of millions of pounds, in a sealed vault under the main palace in the capital, Kabul, after ordering it to be opened earlier this year. No one expected it to contain the treasure, dating from Alexander the Great's conquest of Afghanistan in 327BC. The vault was thought to hold £60 million of bullion hidden by the state bank more than a decade ago. 'We opened one box and saw the gold,' Karzai said. 'Everything is safe and in its place.' Ashraf Ghani, the Finance Minister, said the treasure was probably the most important collection of antiquities in the world outside Egypt. It lay in six tombs under the grassy wastes of northern Afghanis
Children Who Die Are Not Really Gone
Children who die are not really gone, But go to a place that is something like home, Where they sleep the deep sleep, as quiet as stone, Until we can join them when our lives are done. Children who die are not really dead, But just like good children tucked into bed, Wait the long wait while we go ahead Till our tales are all told and our tears are all shed. Children who die feel no pleasure or pain In the place where they wait till they see us again, And all of us dance in a world washed with rain Where the sun shines so brightly no sorrows remain.
Fantastic Four: Rise Of The Silver Surfer
Someone Talk To Me!! Blah.
1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? anyone interesting.... Im so fucking homesick. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? depends. 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? depends... i can be the listener and the talker. 4. Do you take compliments well? yeah... i dont hear them often anymore. 5. Do you play Sudoku? nope. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes I would... I love the outdoors. 7. Do you like to ride horses? yup. 8. Did you ever go to camps as a kid? dance camp... lol 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? bugging my sisters. 10. If an attractive person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married would you still go for it? nope. 11. Are you judgmental? depends. 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? yes. 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? pursued 14. Use three words to describe yourself: engerge
Just Relaxing
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Here's To Alcohol
Here's to alcohol - this is a fun survey!!!! 1. When was the last time you drank? Saturday Night 2. Who did you drink with? Tina and Greg, but Mona and Brad showed up later. 3. What is your fav. drink? Im getting use to Bud light... Jack and coke.... Fuck Me Right 4. Are you an alcoholic? No 5. How many drinks does it take you to get drunk? Im such a lightweight. 6. What is the last drink you had? Bud Light 7. Have you ever gone to work drunk? nope. 8. Do you get hangovers? Yes... oh god yes. 9. When did you start drinking? ummm... off and on since I was 16. 10. Have you ever thrown up on someone cause you were so drunk?.. I think I have. 11. What's the craziest thing you've ever done when drunk? dont think I do crazy things while drunk. 12. Have you ever hooked up while you were drunk? Yes. 13. do you wish you were drinking right now? no 14. Have you ever been so drunk that you don't remember what you did? Yes. 15.
The Rescue
The Rescue Hillary Clinton was out jogging one morning along the parkway when she tripped, fell over the bridge railing and landed in the creek below. Before the Secret Service guys could get to her, 3 kids who were fishing pulled her out of the water. She was so grateful she offered the kids whatever they wanted. The first kid said, "I want to go to Disneyland." Hillary said, "No problem, I'll take you there on my special Senator's airplane." The second kid said, "I want a new pair of Nike Air Jordan's." Hillary said, "I'll get them for you and even have Michael sign them!!" The third kid said, "I want a motorized wheelchair with a built in TV and stereo headset!" Hillary was a little perplexed by this and said, "But you don't look like you're handicapped." The kid said, "I will be after my dad finds out I saved your ass from drowning."
Bbws And Ssbbws
hello everyone. thank you for viewing my page. i love bbws and ssbbws. i am looking to make friends on here and maybe meet some girls in my area. i live in southern california. i run several karaoke shows and can carry a tune. i am very happy go lucky for the most part and very playful. if you are interested please leave me a message and we can chat.
Your Touch
I lay you down on a bed of whispers, takin in ur beauty and breathing in your soul, caught in the gaze of your wonderous eyes, the softness of your lips suffocating me, the delicate contours of your face penetrating me, your eyes of fire warming my very heart, as you close your lips in passionate approval, i take your flesh into my mouth, tasting your satisfaction and opening you to all around, the subtle caress of your body against mine, awakening my senses and allowin me to breath again.
Countdown
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Proud To Belong!!!!!
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Paybacks A Bitch
PAYBACKS A BITCH PAYBACKS A BITCH YOU DIRTY WITCH SOMEDAY YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL THAT YOU SAY TIRED OF BEING FUCKED WITH TIME TO FUCK BACK WATCH OVER YOUR SHOULDER I RECCOMEND THAT ALCOHOL AND DRUGS YOUR LIFE NOT MINE I ASSURE YOU BITCH MY LIFES QUITE FINE FILTH AND DIGUST IS ALL THAT YOUR WORTH WATCH OUT BITCH YOU WILL GET WHAT U DESERVE THIS IS MY PROMISE I WILL ASSURE YOU WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT YOU'LL GET WHAT COMES TO YOU
Sorry!
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING THERE FOR YOU WHEN I SEE YOU THIS WAY I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I WISH I KNEW HOW TO HELP YOU AND TAKE ALL YOUR PAIN AWAY PLEASE DON'T RUN AWAY FROM ME I'M BEGGING YOU TO STAY YOU'VE BEEN MY VERY BEST FRIEND FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE A MILLION YEARS SHARING SO MUCH LAUGHTER AND CRYING WAY TOO MANY TEARS I KNOW I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU EVERYTIME I FALL APART TO HOLD ME CLOSE AND COMFORT ME AND MEND MY DAMAGED HEART I HAVE A HARD TIME DEALING WITH EMOTION I KNOW THAT THIS IS TRUE PLEASE FORGIVE ME BABY FOR NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO ALTHOUGH WORTHLESS WHEN YOU NEED ME I HOPE YOU STILL CAN SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE AND NEED YOU BECAUSE YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME
Don't Make These Mistakes.
The following are my own. Number 1, part 1. When your SO brings home a bottle of love lube that warms when it gets wet, pay attention during the aftermath. If you hear him say he's going to go wash it off, NOW is the time to remember that it warms when wet, not when you hear the blood curdling scream from the bathroom. Part 2. If you didn't pay attention and you hear said scream, DO NOT begin to laugh hysterically. This action will pretty much guarantee that you are cut off for a week or so. Number 2, part 1. Do not place a bunch of tea lights on a dinner plate thinking that it will be romantic but at the same time give you enough light to play like you usually do with the lights on. Wax melts and the closer the candles are to each other, the bigger the flame. Part 2. Try to rember that melted wax acts much the same way as melted grease when on fire. Do not throw water on said flaming candles. You now have a flare up that will scorch the ceiling, not to mention spl
Living With It
Meeting people and getting to know them is really cool~~ i dont like living without them - if they go away -- seems a part of me goes too - so i m living with the thought there gonna be back in my life even if they dont.~~
Banishing Unwanted Entities
TO BANISH AN UNWELCOME ENTITY Speak directly to the entity, or in the room most affected, saying: It is time to leave here; all is well. There is nothing here for you now, You must be gone Go now, go ~ complete your passing, Go, and with our blessing fare well. Farewell. Remove everything of the previous occupant ~ writing and photos in particular. If there is anything you wish to keep, purify it with salt or incense, saying: With this I purify you of the past Of hurt and memories Keeping only Love SPELL TO RID YOUR HOME OF UNWANTED GHOST/SPIRIT Begin by putting everything in its proper place. Clean your house to perfection, open the windows, and bless all your magical implements. Next, moving always to your left (counterclockwise, or wid-dershins as it is called in magical circles) anoint the doors, windows, and all openings of your home with a mixture of water (water), fennel (fire), oats (Earth), pine (air), and sage (wisdom). These represent all elements of the magic
'don't Let This World Get You Down'
'Don't let this world get you down' Time seems to slip way. Every second of everyday. Life takes you through, all sorts of turns But you better watch out, before you get burned. Funny things happen, When you live in a world like this Because if you donít watch yourself, youíll get fucked & not kissed. So baby, donít let this world get you down, In time it will change, some way, some how. All it takes is for someone to come around. So baby, donít let this world get you down. Youíll take a short trip down memory lane. And people will tell you, that youíre the blame Donít let it bother you; itís not all that bad Because this world that we live in is so damn sad. So baby, donít let this world get you down, In time it will change, some way, some how. Something happens with each breath I take. It coils up inside me like a poisonous snake Ready to strike, and bite you till you bleed. Yet you are never really ready when it decides to feed. Please, donít
I Love You This Much ~ Jimmy Wayne
He can't remember The times that he thought Does my daddy love me? Probably not That didn't stop him From wishing that he did Didn't keep him from wanting Or worshipping him He guesses he saw him About once a year He could still feel the way he felt Standing in tears Stretching his arms out As far as they'd go Whispering daddy I want you to know I love you this much And i'm waiting on you To make up your mind Do you love me too? How ever long it takes I'm never giving up no matter what I love you this much He grew to hate him for what he had done 'cause what kind of father Could do that to his son? He said 'damn you daddy' The day that he died The man didn't blink But the little boy cried I love you this much And i'm waiting on you To make up your mind Do you love me too? How ever long it takes I'm never giving up no matter what I love you this much Half way through the service While the choir sang a hymn He looked up above the preach
To Furey, My Wonderful Fiance!!!
LOVE Love is something I can't explain, It's soft, gentle, and causes no pain. It makes your heart skip a beat, It makes you feel so complete. Love is something words can't express, It's an emotion that rises above the rest. It leaves you always wanting more, It stays with you down to the core. Love is something I found with you, Trust and honesty are part of it too. I love you so much, I won't let you go, How I feel about you, I want you to know. Love is something special we share, It's tenderness, sincerity, and care. Living my life with you so near, I'll love you forever My Dear! By: Angela
Survey
You Are a Yellow Flower A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness. At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is. And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia. And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower Are You?
My Dream.......................
Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance.......... I can move........ and when I do I feel good............ for those of U that know me U know Im a Political Science major in school and a dance minor.............. Heres my problem........... Even though I love my Law, Politics, Government classes.......... My dance classes are what drive me........ Ive had thoughts of what if........... What if I applied to Juliard....... Could I really have that dance career Ive wanted since I was 5.......... I mean dancers are those tiny chicks.......... Is there room for me in the dance world............ I dunno............. I guess its just a dream........ Ciao
Myspace
yes, I know.. "myspace sucks" blah blah blah, and while I'm not about to dispute the suckage of said myspace, I do have a couple of accounts on myspace. Love it or lump it, you really want to know about me, www.myspace.com/dyinginlove is my personal page, and www.myspace.com/simplecomplexitysc is my music page. partially due to my lazyness, and partially due to my very static and often far between visits to the internet to check on accounts, I check my myspace, my yahoo, and then others, so don't be surprised if yu message me here and it is a century or two before I respond.
Tired And Sleepy.
I'm tired. I can't sleep. I just woke up and having nightmares lately. Why can't I sleep? I don't know. I need help. Anyhow, talk to anyone about them.
29jan07/12-17
so, canada. pretty cold there. thats where we were for 8 days. that was the longest port visit ever. and it had to be in canada. why canada? why not some place warm? anyway, i didnt go out that much. just to eat. except friday. friday was a drinking day. the canadian ship next to us threw a part that we were invited to. on board their ship, on their messdecks, they have a full bar.i was drinking for 3 hours. for free. didnt spend a dime. so, after that, we went to a bar. there was a live band. it was great. other than that, we didnt do anything. the only things you could do there was drink and gamble. since i didnt want to lose money, i didnt gamble. even though i wanted to do the 2 cent slots. i didnt. who knows what kind of trouble i would have gotten in. have i told you how much i hate this watch? well, alot. we dont do anything. its so boring, this watch makes me want to sleep. im not sure if its the chair or the fact that nothing goes on. maybe both. so, im sitting here looking fo
Slut Or Not?
Congratulations your ALMOST a Slut! Just a wild night away! Go out and rack up some points! Your Motto: "Maybe Baby" Your Sign: "Curves Ahead" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***
Stress
what do i do about not having enough patience with my child's tantrums and screaming
Virtual Tour Guides
okay now i truly have seen everything, I wonder whether they would give me a job, i wouldnt mind having a go at that. and would virtual tourists be as bad as real life ones hahahahaha Virtual Tour Guides
Wow I Have Had Enough
alright so I have a pic of me in one of my photo albums i am wearing a white button up shirt that definately shows the clevage and i have my finger pointing at my boob now i didnt think that anyone would be so pathetic as to copy and paste my picture of myself and post it on some dumb fucking website called www.ratemybody.com by the way the name is hrny4u so whoever u are im lettign u know im making an account on there with a salute to make sure it gets taken off i just cant believe how this has happened 6 times already are people really that fake they have to be someone else wtf? i think cherrytap should post their name of the site on the bottom of each pic anyways just watch out girls and guys hope this dosent happen to you and if it has hope u respond to this
Existance
If you have never been amazed by the very fact that you exist, you are squandering the greatest fact of all. - Jim Fiebig
Which Rocky Horror Character Are You?
Which Rocky Horror character are you? You are Frank N Furter. You know you wanted this result... Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Posted New Ones 2-3-07
posted new pics in the Just me folder and the new folder my sexy man folder Enjoy!!!!!!
What Superhero Are You?
You Are Superman Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, and able to leap tall buildings in a single bound. And pretty cute too. No wonder you're the most popular superhero ever! What Superhero Are You?
Girl FriendsÖthey Are Like Flowers..guys..! Handle Them Very Gently
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day. 6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 10 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 12 . Play with her hair. 13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her. 17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 18
I Love To See Him Smile
I Love to See Him Smile I love to see you smile And I love knowing I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love the tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love discovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing that you see me as your woman I love seeing you as my man And I love the way we smile at the world 06 krb
Some Of My Favorite Quotes And What They Mean To Me...
"If you care about someone they might break your heart, if you don't care about them, you might break thiers." **This quote helps me remember that no matter what, even after someone hurts me, that if I stop caring I might break thier heart. I would rather endure the pain, becuase I know I can handle it. Then have someone else hurt on my account. "Be kind, for everyone you know is fighting a hard battle" **NO matter what the problem, everyone has something going on... thus the reason I try not to go around bitching about anything.... (this doesnt apply to my blog, I get to bitch all I want there because you choose to read it. lol)But also, I am always there to listen no matter what. I don't care if I don't really like the person... it doesn't matter if they need me... I'll be there because I know it gets hard. Don't be afriad of what will happen if you DO, be afriad of what will happen if you DON'T. Take Risks.... **Whenever I get scared to try something new I (as any normal
Bombing...
You scored as Bomb. Your death will be by bombing. You will probably be an innocent bystander, not doing anything wrong and not a person who was targeted at, just in the wrong place at the wrong time.Bomb80%Stabbed60%Eaten60%Cut Throat53%Disappear53%Gunshot47%Accident47%Suicide47%Suffocated40%Natural Causes33%Poison20%Drowning
What You Mean To Me
this is for all my special friends those who i class as my family online its a poem i found online by a Poet called Baby Bad I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on ICQ Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.
Got Good News
Well Mark just called me and told me how the surgary went she's going to be fine!!!!! She's comming HOME WENSDAY!!!!!! So that is like the bes news i've heard all day long. Thanks for everyones preys. Love Keystone :)
Not Really A Poem But..
lets play::tonight we shall play a game of wits and challenge, for you seem to think you have the knowledge of death we will play with your life. you think you know whats gonna happen to you, die at an old age and with a family and kids. the thing you didnt think of was the outcome of pushing my buttons...so tonight we shall play a game of life and death, and this my friend, i shall play for keeps.
Hey There People
cherry tap says i've reached my rating limit for the day at the level im at, rate me, fan me, do what you can to get me to the next level
Click A Mouse
Click a mouse
That's Right
Thats right!!!! I will not be broken!!!!
Birthday
Hello there folks out there in CT land. Today is the 1 year old birthday for my twins, Sanden and Kiera!!!! I will be posting new updated pics of them in my default folder ASAP.
Yo Mzmic
THIS IS QUITE FUNNY I GET A CHERRY MAIL SAYING SOMEONE BOUGHT ME A LONG ISLAND ICE TEA WELL GUESS WHAT I HATE SISSY DRINKS AND I AINT TO FOND OF THE PERSON WHO SENT IT AFTER ALL THE SHIT HER AND HER SO AND SO GAVE ME OVER A CONTEST SHE FUCKING WON ANYWAY AND THAN SENT ME A LIST OF 20 PEOPLE TO SPLIT THE PRIZES WITH TALK ABOUT BULL SHIT AND YET SHE COMPLAINS CAUSE SHE MISUNDERSTOOD THE TAGS THAT WERE MADE AND GUESS WHAT I DIDN'T MAKE THEM AND THE TAGS WERE PERFECT TOO THEY LOOKED GREAT MANIACAL BLISS MADE THEM AND DID A KICKING JOB AS ALWAYS SHES ONE OF THE BEST TAGGERS ON HERE AINT NO DENYING THAT SO ANYWAY TO CUT THIS STORY SHORT HERES WHAT I GOT AND MY REPLY IS RIGHT BELOW IT AFTER ALL THE HARRASEMENT I RECEIVED FROM HER AND HER LOYAL BAND OF PUDDING HEADS AND MESSING WITH MY SISTER CAUSE SHE WAS AT THE HOSPITAL WITH OUR DYING AUNT AND DIDN'T PIMP U OUT AND YOU STILL WON YEA THOSE WERE THE DAYS LEVEL 1'S WITH NO FACES COULD VOTE YEA SO MUCH FOR YOUR CREDIBILITY MY SISTERS GOT BET
Voice Messages On Profile! Fun!
Have you ever wanted to know what your CT friend sounds like? This is great, you can post this right onto your profile ... and it's EASY ... AND FUN! www.snapvine.com check out my profile to see how it works .. it's right above the spot where you would leave a message. Make sure you let me know when you do it!!
ďthe Virtue Of My BenevolenceĒ
ďThe Virtue of My BenevolenceĒ Itís a vision of romance that even with a first glance no one could call unmatchable. I could chase my memories with little grace and share me with you so easily No just tell you what my heart has to share. I could case your image in the sun and follow your shadow across the desert, as a Genie would give a wish too In the desert I find one simple Dandelion staring at me. A vision of beauty to share with one true woman in my life. No memories yet with grace a kiss to share on the petals of the beauty thee have prepared for me to adore So easy did the walls in your heart you have designed to hold the love you thought would destroy you. But to me you let them fall as a Volcano with rolling stones all in full blossom your love explodes like a spring flower first seen in full bloom These are not just my words but these are the feelings of my heart and soul to share with one that I plan to share the gift of love I have to give too So why doth
Fate Or Coincidence
I no longer look at him as my lover, though he was in so many ways. I no longer look at him as my friend, though he was more than that simple phrase portrays. Let it be, as the Gods look upon me, with faith regarded, set me free. Free of the ties which bare me to the one who laced my nights in fire. Take me back to the moment when time didnít exist and my lungs held no breath, for I fear without him all time has stopped and I shall never breathe again. Yet as I have so loved, let him so love, as I have so breathe so shall he. Be it fate or coincidence, let happiness be in his arms soon, for I know it tires in loneliness, because he is so fine that every star in the heavens has dimmed in respect for his presence. This symphonic spirit in mortal guise has so captured the essence of human perfection that every emotion is green with jealousy for the desire to play across his face in the merest of moments is too great. Oh, were I his happiness!! For to light up his eyes, rosy his cheeks, an
Def Leppard- Pour Some Sugar On Me...
Step inside, walk this way You and me babe, hey! Hey! Love is like a bomb baby c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp like a video vamp Demolition woman can I be your man Razzle 'n' dazzle 'n' flash a little light Television lover baby go all night Sometime anytime sugar me sweet Little miss innocent sugar me yeah yeah C'mon take a bottle, shake it up Break the bubble, break it up Pour some sugar on me Ooh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me C'mon fire me up Pour some sugar on me Oh! I can't get enough I'm hot, sticky, sweet From my head to my feet yeah Listen! Red light yellow light green light go! Crazy little woman in a one man show Mirror queen mannequin rhythm of love Sweet dreams saccharine loosen up You gotta please a little, squeeze a little Tease a little more Easy operator come a knockin' on my door Little miss innocent sugar me yeah Give a little more Take a bottle, shake it up Break the
Why Is It Soo Hard
WHY IS IT WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF I SEE NOTHING BUT FILTH WHY IS IT THAT I LOOK AT MY SELF N CRY WHY IS IT THAT THE ONLY GUY I LOVE N HAVE LOVES FOR 18 MONTHS N HAV NEVER CHEATED ALWAYS SEEMS TO CHEAT ON ME N USE ME N ABUSE ME AM I NOT WORTHY AM I AS LOW AS I THINK I AM WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I FINALLY PULL MYSELF UP I GET KNOCKED BACK DOWN WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I FEEL LIKE I HAV ACCOMPLISED SOMETHING EVEN IF ITS WITH HELP PEOPLE TELL ME ITS NOT WORTH IT N I AM BACK WHERE I STARTED WHY IS IT THAT THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME FEEL WORTH IT LIVE SO FAR AWAY WHY DO I FEEL SOO WORTHLESS BUT YET I KNOW I DO ALOT N HELP AS MENY AS I CAN B4 ME B4 WHAT PROBLEMS I HAVE B4 HOW I FEEL NO MATTER WHAT EVEN WHEN MY BEST FRIEND DIED HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND N YET I STILL HAD PEOPLE THERE CRYING N HELD STRONG AND SUPPORTED EVERYONE ELSE AND YET I GET SHIT THROWN BACK AT ME WHY DO I FEEL ALL ALONE WHEN THERES ARE SO MEANY OUT THERE BUT I JUST CANT TOUCH THEM AND YET I KEEP GOING AND I HOLD MY H
My Comments..
Hey All, Well tomorrow is Valentine's Day, my thoughts on that..it's not just a day of love..it's a day to gain weight, with all that chocolate those guys are feeding ya lol Anyway just my thought lol, hope all your men are good to you..Have A Great Valentine's Day!!!! I need to go find a good movie to watch tomorrow lol cya all, love ya!!
Untill We Meet
Until we meet, My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you.
Passion
PURE AFFECTION SOULFUL SPIRIT INTENSE OBSESSION NEED It's all PASSION! Do you feel it, or is it who you are?
Genpets
Say Hello to the all New Genpetsô from Bio.Genica! The Genpetsô are Pre-Packaged, Bioengineered pets implemented today! Thatís right, Genpets are not toys or robots. They are living, breathing genetic animals. We use a process called "Zygote Micro Injection" which is quickly becoming a favourable method to combine DNA, or to insert certain proteins from different species. Most notably it was used in 1997 to splice mice with bioluminescent jellyfish (link) and has since been used to create glowing rabbits, pigs, fish, and monkeys (link). Since then, human DNA has been injected into rabbits, chimpanzees, spider DNA into sheep, and now, Genpets have arrived! click the link for more info Genpets
Drowning
Tears fill my insides as i slowly start to drown the hunger of red cascades pulling me under further and further i fall deeper into a whole An abyss of pain and damnation trying to hide from relief the cold razor sharp metal calling for my hand wanting only a taste Sweet, bitter sweet relief Sadness clutter the mind leaving no room for happiness Tears slowly fall from my eyes as the hunger takes over the torn skin burns for a second Iím free but only for a second......
Emotions On Paper...
my poetry... sometimes you win, and sometimes you lose it all depends on the choices you choose... one day it's left, and one day it's right before you know it you lost the fight... tears you've cried, and tears you've caused you start to feel your life is paused can't move forward, can't move back your only defense now is to attack ----- tired of chasing dreams that just fade, tired of fearing the choices I've made, tired of feeling that I'm all wrong, tired of singing the same sad song, tired of being the one who's to blame, tired of knowing that you'll stay the same, tired of fighting about everything, tired of you and the pain you bring, tired of crying into the night, tired of saying that we'll be alright, tired of keeping all this inside, tired of having my heart denied.... ----- Back to the drawing board again... things will never change... just when you think life is going good... it's gauranteed to get strange... It may start small...
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His Bidding (for Sir Joe)
For the second time that evening Montana shivered, the first time from the sound of her master's voice, the second, from the appearance of the building matching the address Sir James had given her!!! It was a private residence that looked absolutely gothic, with a front consisting of large thick stones, turrets, gargoyles, and of course covered with thick hanging vines! Montana unconsciously pulled her coat tighter together in front of her, and then with a little trepidation, climbed the stairs and rang the bell! For almost a minute nothing happened and she was about to ring the bell one more time, when all at once the huge carved door creaked and slowly swung open! It was almost as dark inside as out, as the only light that she could see came from several oil lamps hanging from the wall!!! Gothic wasn't the word for it, this place looked positively medieval!!! Gingerly stepping inside, she was taken aback at the sight of a dark robed person with a hood over his or her head!!! Once ins
Come As You Are
Bring all your access troubles bring all your hopes and dreams, bring your shattered past, it's all the same to me, I will never judge you, I will never turn my back, we will face this world together, there is no turning back, A true friend never turns away, a true friend will never stray, I will be your friend, there is no need to change, if you will need a friend then , COME AS YOU ARE!!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Sex Servey
Do you like it rough or sensual?: a lil of both Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: both How often do you like to have sex?: well with the right person that knew what they were doing and didnt expect me to d it all then all the time Is sex a top priority for you?: no Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: i have in the past but it has been a long time How do you feel about one night stands?: well i have had a few but i dont think that i would again with a man :P How many one night stands have you had?: 3 What's your favorite position?: me bent over standing Where's your favorite place to have sex?: outside Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: make love Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yeah How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: well i have not had any really in a long time but it really
Arguing With Myself Part 2
Friends Fans And Family
sexiest ass contest now open go and vote for baby J please.....and D you owe me......lol this should be the link if not it's on dragon slayers page I will repost his blog http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=235597&albumid=217888&i=1249786545
Loneliness
Random Thank You
So, I wasn't the only one out there spending valentines day by themselves, I'm sure. I've come to the conclusion that the holiday really sucks when you don't have anyone special to spend it with. However, thanks to some really good friends....you know who you are :) .... valentines day wasn't that bad. A random text message here and there, some comments on good ol' ct, etc and it was rather pleasant. So thanks guys. :) I owe you one lol.
Over Ther Over Ther
werds that have so much meaning to so few . poeplelook at us who have surved and those that do today and ask why we do . well its not for song or country , honour or the respect of those who for lack of a better werd will never know how we feel . poeple dont understand that when one of us dies its a great lose to all of us . for we are brothers in arms and it is for us we serve .
Nice One, ;-)
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Can You Still Love Me When You See What I Used To Be?
I know Ive said that Ive lost alot of weight over the last 3 years BUT Ive never really come out and done this... Yea this is gonna SUCK cuz just looking at my pix from before makes me sick to my stomach so I can only immagine what you all are thinking but anyways here we go. I spent my years from the time I was 17 on forgetting about myself... Taking care of Kayla and eventually Dan from injuries... I fucked my body up as it was because of doing the whole anorexia thing early on in high school and then getting pregnant... I ended up with Toximia and ended up spending the last 2 1/2 months of my pregnancy in bed... Well thats pretty much where it all started. I started gaining weight and the dr's couldnt figure out why... They put me on so many different med.'s and each one just made it worse... I gained more and more and no matter how much I dieted or exercised it didnt help... I rased up the scales thru the 200's then the 300's I got so sick of no one being able to fix it including m
Thoughts
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I donít know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter Youíre passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. -NICK
Mystery Lover
Lonely whispers in the darkness of the night.Come to bestow me theres no need for the light.Gentle caresses implore my soul, as the touch of shadows take control.Lingering fingers find their way, as my body trembles with delight from them finding their way. The warmth from a breath that hides in the dark flushes my soul with an inviting spark. A voice whispering out my name , as my body sweats and I become moist with delight. I feel the hardness as he slips himself inside. The passion and desire can no longer hide,as the sweat runs off my body I feel myself about to unfold. A warm gentle breeze gently brushes over my lips. A kiss goodnight as my mystery lover disappears into the night
My Cancer Adventure..
Ok this is for all who keep asking.. I am 23 going on 24 in march,starting in october 2005 I had a tumor removed on my right thigh, the biopsied it and... well it was CANCER!! Yes, Kinda shocking huh? Well the name of my cancer is SARCOMA.. for all of who dont speak doctor language that is a cancer of your soft tissues.. As you take this all in every organ is a soft tissue. Funny huh.. Well not.. I went through 90 days of radiation.. then to the shitty part. Chemotherapy.. I went through 9 months of this lost all of my hair, was very sick, and wasnt able to do anything.. well to sum it all up I am ok now.. I am 7 months off chemo just got married, and looking forward to movin on with my life.. Thanks for reading!!! Muahhhhhh!!
Webcam Workout Again
I did a workout earlier this morning, but I might be inclined to do another this evening at 5pm p.s.t. *wink wink* though I am not entirely sure when I will start *nudge look at the beginning of this post* =D Brandon
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I Put Up Some New Pics
So some folks should rate them. And comment them too if they can think of anything to put. That'd be cool. Plus i'm bored.
More Kissing
And Another One Too
You have the most beautiful eyes And the sweetest smile My love for you as a friend will never die That will never ever go out of style I mean everything I say You are an angel to me And I think about you everyday I hope you can see Sweet, beautiful and caring Are some words that describe you Thoughts of you make my heart sing This is true I will always be there for you I know you will be there for me We both know it is true And want it to be You have the most beautiful eyes And the sweetest smile My love for you as a friend will never die That will never ever go out of style
They Say Only The Irish Have Jokes Like These
Into a Belfast pub comes Paddy Murphy, looking like he'd just been run over by a train. His arm is in a sling, his nose is broken, his face is cut and bruised and he's walking with a limp "What happened to you?" asks Sean, the bartender. " Jamie O'Conner and me had a fight," says Paddy. " That little shit, O'Conner," says Sean, "He couldn't do that to you, he must have had something in his hand." "That he did," says Paddy, "a shovel is what he had, and a terrible lickin' he gave me with it." " Well," says Sean, "you should have defended yourself, didn't you have something in your hand?" That I did," said Paddy. "Mrs. O'Conner's breast, and a thing of beauty it was, but useless in a fight." **************************************************************************** **************** ************** An Irishman who had a little too much to drink is driving home from the city one night and, of course, his car is weaving violently all over the road.
Drowning
Drowning in this tub of tears slowly turning red like blood clots slowly suffocating me my dreams will do the same
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What To Say After Sex ....
Violator - Your Mom's better Sweet~N~Fuzzy- I'm THAT good :P Dan- shoulda jacked off JOHN- that was fun CHRISTINE- Is that it? NIC - "Who are you?" BRENT - I'll get towels... LINDSEY - that was quick KIMMY- "Get off me" Jay- "You Want Money?" Emmett - "YOUR A WHAT?!?!?" Aaron - I gotta go Nick- High five douchebag Chris - Wanna go again:P Laura-My sextoy's better MIKE-"Wow,that's great!" Sweet GA Peach~ "I've had better" CherryTap Superman - "Big isnt it" *Sunshine* - "Pay me now" Johnnymo- dont touch me Maxx-Tazz"where's the rest?"
A Poem
Behind blue eyes is everything, the silence kills and the mind screams. But to let it out would cause only pain, so we write it all down to try & explain Fold it up and throw it away, Time moves slow through another day. Dreams donít come anymore for fear they will stay, Light breaks through and the shades push it away. Gather it up and take it away, Push it all back where it can hide in wait. For a time when everything feels calm and safe, Then all comes crashing down in a single space. Empty your head of the dreams that fall silent, when you donít close your eyes they canít become violent. Kept inside is where it all lies, and thats what hides behind blue eyes.
Help
i am new at this. and its kinda hard anyone want to help me get a backround?
I Do Love You
I Do Love You You're in all of my thoughts, In all my dreams at night. I can feel your love for me, Everytime I hold you tight. You take my breath away, Whenever I feel your touch. My heart belongs to only you, And I need you so very much. You'll have all of my love, You'll forever have my heart. My life is so sad and empty, Whenever we are so far apart. You mean so very much to me. I never want to ever lose you. You ask me if I love you this much, Oh Yes I Do Love You.
Never Heard Creation Explained This Way Before !!! Funny!
NEVER HEARD CREATION EXPLAINED THIS WAY BEFORE !!! FUNNY! In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.
I'm A Rp Nerd
hey all ok so your prolly wondering who the Heck is Xander Hayes and why I'm useing Spider from Power Man 5000, well I have been rping for about 12 years now started in the days of the EWCF with a few friends as Buff Bagwell and Big Poppa Pump that was my first venture into the world of Rping for what's called a E-fed ((Internet federation)) I then moved to Anime Wars with my friends and started rping as The Joker and Venom I did that for quite some time then I left rping for a while and came back to the DwF and started as Xander "X" Hayes and Yarin "Y" Carmack that was 3 years ago and I'm doing it once again... My picture is not Spider People, I'm Eric Burns, not X that's just my Characters name
Update
Not looking good i talked to family just a minute ago...keep prayer he need it...ty all...kisses From News.... Pedestrian struck by two vehicles 09:58 AM EST on Sunday, March 4, 2007 Metro police said a pedestrian is fighting for his life after he was critically injured in a hit and run. Police said three vehicles left Wickís pizza on Dixie Highway Saturday morning and appeared to be chasing each other when two of them struck a man crossing the street. One vehicle is a gray Chevrolet Blazer with a pink-colored license plate or pinkish-colored cover over the license plate with two white men and one black man inside. The other is a green Cadillac Deville with a white door and tinted windows, occupied by two men. Police said the pedestrian was leaving Longheadís bar in the 8200 block of Dixie around 3:30 a.m. Saturday.
Tattoo Contest
HI all just needed to blow off a little steam here, I'm in that Sweetest Tattoo contest and I find it rather disheartning, as when my friends really need my help I try to be there for all of them yet when I need a little help only about 12 of the 250 people on my friends list show up with their support and believe me I truely appreciate that. I guess it's all about popularity instead of quality, well I guess I'm done ranting thanx for liatening and if you have a little time the link to the contest is below. thanx again Scooter
Liver Cancer Awareness
Angel Dean has been battling liver cancer since 1998. She recently learned that she needs a transplant as soon as possible to survive. Please, atleast read her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show your support for Angel by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you
Help Me
want to thank everyone who added me and who let me add them. glad to get to know everyone theres just one thing i cant figure this page out anyone with any suggetions i am willin to take them. Again thank all of you all u are so sweet.
So What's A Switch?
So what's a switch? What's with this whole switching thing? I am a switch. What that means, in the simplest terms, is that I am neither 100% dominant nor 100% submissive. Rather, I have a dominant side, and a submissive side, and at different times I explore different aspects of dominance and submission. In some parts of the BDSM community, this is greeted with the same derision that might greet someone who says he or she is bisexual in certain corners of the gay and lesbian community--and, I think, for similar erroneous reasons. The term "switch," like the term "bisexual," has a simple, functional definition: You are a switch if you engage at different times in BDSM practices from both a "top" or "dominant" role and from a "bottom" or "submissive" role, just as you are bisexual if you have lovers of both sexes. Of course, a functional definition can't tell the whole truth, and a question of sexual identity may not be as straightforward as all that. Be that as it may,
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Hot Lesbian Girls Making Out
I Want To Apologize In Advnece To Friends And Family If I Don't Reply To Your Messages Or Help You In Contests
My operating system got a glitch that would not let me work in any way. so my computer is in the shop until nest Monday, Have a great rest of the week and a wonderful weekend!!! Carlos
Planning A Pic Nic For Tomorrow Night!!!
I am planning to throw a pic nic tomorrow night in bed for my husband... a basket, a bottle of wine, some sandwiches, etc. And then afterwards "dessert". I am hoping to get some suggestions on anything additional for the pic nic. Do you have any ideas?
Long Ass Week!!
Let me tell ya'll!! *haha* ii have been party'n all week && its just now friday. I am goin out tonight too.. but ii think ii need this even tho kickin it with katie soOo much is making me not like her as much. Dont get me wrong, she is one of muh bestfriends.. but when she starts hangin wit people's she like changes for tha person she's around.. and ii straight up hate that shiit!! It's like 'ur 20 yrs old.. and cant even figure out who u are' lol.. its annoyin!!! Ne ways.. been partyin wit muh new friends Alyssa.. && she's awesome!! LoL.. and then Silva which is muh girl.. she's a lesbian && for sum reason when ii get drunk ii kiss her, even tho im straight. HAHA, ii just cant help it.. ii love tha dick, but she can kiss.. and she knos im straight soOo it's all good. Umm, kate likes silva.. but i dont think silva likes her like that.. && basically thats what has become annoyin from kate, she focuses on silva and trys her damness to get in her pants.. and silva aint on it. But, whatev
What Month Were You Born In??...
JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=THUG Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Love s entertainment and leisure
The Ride Continues..
Well, you know that hill climb I was on in my last blog? Yeah.. I kinda fell back down. Ends up she's not who she says she is. Thats the internet for you. I need to find me a real girl, you know one that you can touch and smell and buy things for just outta nowhere. I suppose I won't ever find that on here anyway. Back to square one I suppose. The only good thing is that the person I thought was the perfect girl for me is at least owning up to it and I think I am starting to get to know the real person. Well we'll see. Till then I'm off to get drunk in my sorrows. Take care! WEEE!!!
Sick Bastards!
thought everybody would like to know that it is thought that dj rescue has molested his son and nepews. please repost.
When Things Just Go
ever had a day when things just go not bad not good just go thats the kinda day i'm having so i could give a crap less if it gets over sooner or later that's what i have to say to day blahhhh
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Firearm Tactics
1. Bring a gun. Preferably bring at least two guns. Bring all your friends who have guns. 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap, life is expensive. 3. Only hits count, the only thing worse than a mis is a slow miss. 4. If your shooting stance is good, your probably not moving fast enough or using cover/concealment correctly. 5. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend.(Lateral and diagonal movement is preferred.) 6. If you can choose what to bring to a gun fight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 7. In ten years no one will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics, only who survived. 8. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloading and running. 9. Accuracy is relative: Most combat shooting standards will be more dependent on "Pucker Factor" than inherent accuracy of the gun. Use a gun that works EVERY TIME. "All skill is in vain when an angel pisses in the flintlock of your musket
My Favorite Days
Some days are made of sunshine some days Are made of rain. My favorite days are made of clouds and Winds that call my name. The clouds are my pillows and the winds My pillow slips. They make me have the sweetest dreams And bring smiles to my lips. The wind softly whispers sweet nothings in My ear And the clouds ease my troubled mind till There's nothing left to fear. I would like to thank my maker for giving Me these gifts of puffy clouds and windsongs That give my spirit such a lift.
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Childhood
STOLEN CHILDHOOD I screamed so loud, only to closed ears Childhood lost, forgotten years Blindfolded and scared, oh so timid How much could I take, what was my limit Eyes closed at night, started to dream Couldn't comprehend, what did this mean Destined to feel, nothing but pain I cut too deep, nicked the vein Life's warm blood, began to flow A few breaths left, no one would know Ripped from the light, God's healing hand Back to this world, this child did land Angry and scorned, how should I feel Was this supposed to happen, is it all real Help me please, try to comprehend This innocent child, needs the pain to end I was instructed to write, to help myself heal, so here's a snippit inside me
*krazy*
If you are looking for new friends check out *KRAZY* K he rocks. Just klik his pic and hang on. thanks you guys for reading this blog. g
Advice From Anthony Robbins....
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great l
Bf
Just curious how many are living with their bfs ?
Boring Life
today has been borign things are oing good but babysitting today sucked there really isnt much to do except stay onthe computer ( wow what a life) and stephany feel asleep on me cuz lame! i cant wate to go home and eat supper and chill with everyone! btu yeh thats pretty much it for today especially cuz ive never wrote on of these things so im confused at the momment, its fun! -dez*
Pride Walk
Pride Walk Walk this path hand in hand Where your colors run with blood and pride Where every part of your life is a part built with blood, sweat, and tears Where love courts fear in breathless perfection Where abnormality marries natural instinct with seamless fusion And the dance of life plays out in the stars burning in your lovers' eyes. Walk in the field of memories Where blood has fertilized every leaf of every tree Has caressed every weather-worn rock And is some unforseeable part of every unborn drop of water coursing through the streams. Sing in the lines Where you may never see the ones you love again Laying bricks and mortar for those to come Those who will seek shelter in this crumbling refuge Those who will fortify the walls that stand the storms and shocks of time. Come... Come to dance with the deer in the field before the hunters Laughing gleefully in fear and rage With those yearning for acceptance And those screaming defiance as they cha
Am I Alone In This World
AM I ALONE IN THIS WORLD By: Daniel J. Maag I sit here on the porch and look out into the vast sky. my thoughts ponder as my heart beats and a question burns from within. as the sun sets and the day ends, the moon reluctant to arise. I ask myself "am I alone in this world". I have lived my life alone and searching the stars. To find that special love that will complete me. I ponder and wonder where she is. This woman that will shine forever bright in my eyes. Still I sit on a porch alone and feel the smallness that everyone feels. there are so many souls in this world but just one is meant to be. Will I spend my life forever searching for the right one meant just for me. You sit on a grassy knoll looking into the sky. watching and making shapes out of the clouds that pass you by. then a feel comes upon you - a feeling you have never had. a connection to something special, only god knows the reason why. Our hearts connect and our souls are joined
After The Dance Is Over
AFTER THE DANCE IS OVER By Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love. We laughed and played a while although our dance had ended. Naked, you fed me grapes -- a piece of chocolate pressed to my lips
Relationships
MAY OUR RELATIONSHIP GROW STRONGER THAN THE WALLS THAT HOLD US APART. MAY IT LAST LONGER THAN THE DISTANCE THAT PARTS US. THOUGH YOU ARE FAR AWAY FROM ME,I KEEP YOU NEAR TO MY HEART. I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND HAPPINESS WIL BE WITH ALL THAT WE DO........
Here's What I Have Been Up To Hahaha
Been busy as fuck...met up with my boys who do porn at an event and well it was wild. My friend Ricky The Hammer Sinz came in from chicago and it was great times with the guys...looking fwd to the next HoleAndAHeartbeat event..I went to Daytona for bike week again awesome times I had riding on the bike with my boy Brian who I see alot and go riding among other things lol..so yes I have been quite busy. Heading off to a few shows withmy boys TypeONegative been awhile but looking fwd to seeing sexy ass Peter Steele as well as the rest if the Brooklyn dicks lol....hope all has been well as for me I am exhausted and run down...my friend from Scranton was in town this weekend and well again great fucking times no pun intended hahaha...see ya guys soon
Fyi To All My Friends
For anyone on site who has my yahoo address, it is no longer VALID, nor is the messenger. Someone tapped into my account and stoled my password and all my contacts, pictures etc...so if you get an email from cheekyone4you@yahoo.ca it is not me.....please report to YAHOO!! Thanks Ricki aka Cheekyone
Look He Is 30 Today
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Happy Birthday Daddy Reid
Today would have been Reid Salsbury's 78th birthday!My father.. We lost him 2 years ago on July 4th to a rare lung disease. Even though its been 2 years, the pain is still very fresh. Death is something that you learn to deal with, But NEVER get over. I think of him and miss him everyday! But even though he is gone in the physical world, I feel his spirit around me, guiding me, protecting me and loving me as if he were still here. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M FREE Don't Grieve For Me For Now I Am Free I'm Following The Path God Laid For Me I Took His Hand When I Heard Him Call I Turned My Back And Left It All I Could Not Stay Another Day To Laugh To Love To Work Or Play Tasks Left Undone Must Stay That Way Iv'e Found My Peace At The Close Of Day If Parting Has Left A Void Then Fill It With Remembered Joy A Friendship Shared A Laugh A Kiss Ah, Yes These Things I Too Will Miss Be Not Burdened With Times Of Sorrow I Wish You The SU
Hit The Freeway
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Dating In 1957
DATING IN 1957 It's the summer of 1957 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers and invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" she says. That's cool. Peggy Sue's mother asks Harold what they're planning to do. Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to the malt shop or to a drive in movie. Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the evening. A few minutes later, Peggy Sue comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt with Her saddle shoes, and an
Against Me
Don't hold it against me That I like to see you That I am aggressive That I know how to cook Don't hold it against me That you make my days fly by That the thought of kissing you That the time I have available Don't hold it against me That I almost worship you That holding you while you sleep That your breath on my neck Don't hold it against me That I wish I was different That I enjoy having fun That you are what I want Don't hold it against me That I'm not hands on That I don't play the field That I've hung up my players belt Don't hold it against me That I am insecure at times That I'm nervous That I wish this was simple Don't hold it against me That I wish I could lay in bed with you That I wish you would want me more That I wish I was your world Don't hold it against me That I'm probably rushing this That my flaws with ruin this That me being me will destroy us Don't hold it against me That I look and don't touch That I diet That I
Kinky Cybering! ....not Quite.
CyberMaster: Hello, sub_lime. What do you look like? sub_lime: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? CyberMaster: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Ohh and I have one of those stick things. A crop, I think. sub_lime: I'm feeling very submissive. I want you. Would you like to screw me? CyberMaster: OK sub_lime: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. I get on my knees for you. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. CyberMaster: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. I dropped my stick er..crop. sub_lime: I'm pul
Broken Heart
I am beyond hurt its pure pain now. I have given my heart to a man that i have fully fallen in love with and do want to be with. But now i dont know where we stand. He knows i love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him but he turned around and said he needed time to think. Now i think i have lost him. My heart is in so many peices right now. If i do lose him i am done i am tried of getting my heart broke. I just can't take it anymore.
Hurting
I just cant seem to ease the pain i have... the physical and the emotional. i am searching for who i am, but i cant seem to find me. who am i? what is my purpose in life? what can i do that will make me feel happy and whole? who should i be with? i am just wishing that i could be happy, and i'm not really sure what happiness is right now. i have a lot of things i need to work out within myself before i can truly be happy with anyone, or make anyone happy and i know that, and i am trying. i tend to push people away when i am having a bad day, or when my depression is kicking my ass, and i dont mean to, but i do. i yell, and scream, and cry, and i hate myself when i am like that.. but i cant seem to make it stop. i seem to be naive, and i believe what people say when i shouldnt, but i do because it is easier to believe it that to walk away from it. i like hearing some of the stuff that people say, and i want to believe it so bad even when i know its not true. i have had a hard time walki
Simple Words...
Flowing as gentle as the wind in calm Is how you fall to where you belong The 'knowing'and believing in how you feel Does keep one's eye's open to what is real....
Why????
I have a really dumb question and I would hope that someone can anser it for me ~~~~ why does it just seem like no fun when you your self seem to be the only one comment bombing your own picture in a contest -- not that there hasen't been any help (and you all know who you are ~~ THANKS)not that I ask you to spend your intire time on my picture -- hell i would settel for just one -- just a question -- any way would love all the help that i can get as this is my first comment contest -- thanks again Jacque~~his#1girl here is the link to my picture in the contest:
Dreamweaver - Alert
Dreamweaver, Your ID is done.
Wantin' Somethin'
Hey i just thought i'd write something on here...more people need to comment on my pics...hmmm...well not much is going on tonight...comment me people!!! lata!! :)
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Under Raters
.I realize that some folks just have to rate low but for you that do why don't you have the guts to show who you are instead of being a coward.If you don't like something or someone then just don't look.
My Friend Wrote This 4 Me
These times we find outselves we question ourselves was it all a waste? we try to cling to those moments which make us smile and yet we still wonder why not sure where to turn who is gonna care? who will show us the way? A shattered heart a fragile soul for those who wear their hearts up on their sleeves we need to find our path out of these woods find the opening seek the light and ye shall find. what you will find is up to you and you alone there is no one to take your hand and guide you along your road as hard as it may be the question for you is Is it meant to be like this? when will it turn around? when will you decide to stand and fight for yourself, and not the weak hearted fools that destroy us, and bring us down. They shake our branches for the fruits of our souls, and lives all that we work for all that we are. taken and plucked from our branches. as though they are free, and there is no cost. little do
Mistaken Identities
Mistaken Identities #1 Love is Not Lust Love Gives but Lust Takes. Love Values but Lust Uses. Love Endures but Lust Subsides. #2 Love is Not the same as Romance Love is much more than just a feeling. #3 Love is Not the same as Infatuation. Falling in Love and Love at First Site are Infatuation. #4 Love is not the same as Sex. Love is a Process.....Sex is an Act. Love is Learned......Sex is Instinctive. Love requires Attention.......Sex takes No effort. Love takes time to Develop/Mature......Sex Does not. Love requires Spiritual & Emotional interaction........Sex requires only Physical interaction.
Final Fantasy Vii Crisis Core Jump Festa Trailer.
Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core Trailer.Add to My Profile | More Videos This is the third, but second useful trailer for Crisis Core. The first one just had voices and scenes from The Last Order, the second trailer was better, but this one is totally awesome. Yay for Zack finally having a last name - Fair! This will be for the PSP and is part of the FFVII Compilation and also the game I have been looking forward to more than anything else.
Have You Ever??
Have you ever noticed that when ever you are the only one sober at a party, or what not, that it seems like it attracts the a** holes?? That's what happened to me yesterday. My neighbor had a cookout, and there was this guy there, couldn't remember his name, nor do I really want to. And I am not even really sure if he had been drinking or not, kinda hard to tell with pepsi. Anyways, he kept following me around like a lost puppy dog!!! If I went inside, he followed. I went into MY apartment, he followed. I went across the street to deal with my children, he followed. Could NOT get rid of him!!! When he introduced himself to me, he anounced that he is married and all, shook my hand, then went to try to kiss my hand with a lit cig in his mouth!!! HELLO!!!! I don't need to get burned, there buck-o!!! He kept insisting that my friend that was with me was actually my bf, which, what ever works, maybe that would keep him off me. I'm as single as they come, unfortunately. But, wh
Frustrated
Hello all that may read this i have joined Cherry Tap to meet people. Beside themmeting i dont wantto spend countless hours of only rateing pics and adding people . Justto have done only that i have only gotten to know a few people on here because so many people has seem to forgotten why they even came here in the first place!!! the game of tag is over im not chaseing after no one on here ever so if you really find me attractive or you wanto be my friend then asdd me or comment on my stuff but if your just here fo rthe point collecting stay away i have seen alot of nice looking people but looks r not every thing if you dont have any thing to back it up . i really have my owen drama and i have yetto have any on here but in teh same since i have yet to get back hardly any responces to some of the things ask of me to rate or fill out form peeps . Am i alone in feeling this way on this program.......... well i guess i dont have good grramer so if this is a run on thing an dyour do
Letter From A Civilian Wife To A Military Wife
Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have
Virginia
To all people and friends in Virginia who suffer any lose from the recent tragedy I present my sincere condolences
Celebrity Lookalikes
You ever try complimenting someone by telling them they look like a celebrity, and they have no idea who youíre talking about, but you keep trying until you finally break down and call them a social retard? Thatís a great way to meet women. I was talking to this girl last night - Wow, you look a lot like Sandra Bullock. ďWho?Ē You know, Sandra Bullock, the actress. ďWho?Ē You know, ĎMiss Congenialityí, ĎPremonitioní, ĎWhile you were Sleeping.í ďHuh?Ē You know - ĎSpeed?í ĎSpeed 2 - Cruise Control?í Have you seen ĎSpeed 2 - Cruise Control?í Have you ever been to a movie, have you ever seen a movie, have you ever been out of your house before tonight, you stupid whore?! Hey, where are you going? You look a lot like Julia Roberts when youíre mad. ďWho?Ē - Everyone gets told they look like celebrities, and itís usually an attractive celebrity - women get told they look like Julia Roberts, not Eric Roberts. You never hear - you know who you look like - Gollum. I donít kno
Blinkers !!
''There's nothing but bad news in the newspapers to make us live in a constant state of paranoia. That's what they want because it keeps people in fear.'' ''We were brought up to believe that science and engineering were going to make the world a better place. Now we've got pollution and everything and it seems we've come to a halt. But I think we've got to retain some faith in believing tomorrow will be better than today.'' ''If I had five million dollers I'd start a radio station because something needs to be done. It would be nice to turn on the radio and hear something that didn't make you feel like smashing up the kitchen and strangling the cat.'' ''I've got no doubt the fourth dimension exists. But is it just like the world we're trying to escape from? I need to know if you're allowed to smoke in there...''
High Maintenance Woman
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Hey All My Friends And Family!!
Would you please go to my profile page, click on the blogs and find the one with my picture asking for votes for the Cleavage contest I am entered in? Remember I am all me-no artificial fillers or preservatives!! Go to most recent blogs to the finally think I got the right link-click on my pic there and vote vote vote! (Please!?!) Thank you all my Cherry sweethearts! Hugs and Kisses, Andie
A Ct Pandemic
I just want to point out one thing that really gets on my nerves and it seems to be getting worse and worse...Come on people... learn when to use "You're" and when to use "Your". This is a growing problem in this country. "You're" is short for "You Are". See, the apostrophe... that makes it a "contraction". Yea, "Your" shows possession. You know... like you don't say, "You know YOUR the best". NO! You say, "You know YOU'RE the best"!!! Cause it's short for "...YOU ARE the best". You don't say, "Your a model?" NO! "YOU'RE a model!" It's not that hard. You use "your" in sentences like, "Give me your number"... you wouldn't say, "Give me you're number". Why do people continue to struggle with this? It really bothers me.
The Stream
Chess is like life. or is it that the reverse is true? Even as I sit here, Sipping my coffee and smoking (not enough sugar, too much milk). So many ways to begin and the room is filled with a cloud. What is this music I hear? Seems like the evening is full of questions. But without the answers, all that remains are the possibilities of what is to come. Which song do I play next? Did I really enjoy that movie? Where is she and why can't I find her? How the hell did I just lose my rook?! I push another pawn... And take another dead-end job... Slowly the smoke clears and the music fades. I dreamt of her again last night, and yet I cannot rememeber her name or face. The only real thing......fuck! Check-mate. I just lost.
Yuck, Yuck, Yuck!!!
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Infinity X 3
I see in my lover the infinity of me; remember as I would always say "times three",,,,,,, You were the companion of my soul for all infinity; now I sink into memory and sweet refrain of past; I am the voice that is silent as silent, as a dove crying in the night; A soul lost in its infinity to love You are the one that shared my thoughts dreams ,fears ,beliefs I am always with you In dreams, I taste your presence In dreams, we touch and bodies meet, In dreams, Feeling moments of uncertainty and longing for your warm embrace In dreams, reminding me there is a path to you I must complete In dreams, Always within my heart, there is you alight in you A Dove For Infinity x3 Author: Mary Lee All rights reserved©
Do U Ever Stop And Think?
do u ever think? i do i sit and think all the time about the times in my life and what has happend good, and bad. like for example, in 1980 i was in a snow mobile accident, i had six factured ribs, a collasped left lung, a ruptured spline, and a ruptured bladder. and a broken pelvis bone. your probably saying holy shit how is this guy alive? well i often ask myself that. i still have some every day after effects that i live with but other then that im doing ok. so just when you think u have it bad in your life, stop and remember this. there is allways someone who has had it worse then u. and im thankful to be alive. which i am. and i thank god every day for the reason im here, just remember that life is to precious don't waste it, and don't throw it away.
Douche Bags And Our Service Men/women
This is being written in response to a bulletin I have seen a few times now which I will post the link to at the end of this. Everyday we lose more and more men and women overseas and this is not to mention the lives lost on 9-11 or in the bullshit cowards that take up arms against innocent victims such as they did in Virginia Tech. We all know of someone either close to us personally or a friend of a friend who has lost someone in Iraq or another senseless act of violence. Whether we believe the war is good or bad, we ALL should agree that we should support the men and women who are fighting everyday overseas. Our soldiers have left their families behind to do a job. They are not there because they believe in what they are doing, although some do, but they are there because they signed up to do a particular job to better their own life and for their own reasons. I personally have friends there currently and also have friends who have family there. Some of them have already r
Well....
Hey people, i made a lounge...and im not quite sure what the hell im doing with it. but join it anyways. :) yousxck's chill spot. thanks. love you all. -Hannah
Fuck You!
perriello66@ CherryTAP no good piece of shit selfish pig. nobody has ever said such hurtful things to me in my ENTIRE life. who the hell do you think you are treating your friends the way you do!? you call me a fat pig "oink oink". you call me a fucking bitch. you call me a fucking cunt. you threw in the cunt card? FUCK YOU! what else could you possibly do to hurt me? OH YEAH. tell the entire population of Benicia secrets that i confided in you? pretty much. rot in hell you self loathing insecure piece of floating shit. your tiny penis is the ugliest i have seen yet. the only thing i will miss about your sorry fucking ass is YOUR MOTHER. i feel sorry for her that you turned out as worthless as you are.
Jeff And Angela Van Dyck "forever" Lyrics
What awaits us? A cloud has fallen on our shore The mighty hand and sword of Roman war And I'll be brave, be strong, be true, my love And I'll be waiting for you, forever... My love you march to war defiant May god returneth you triumphant And you'll be brave, be strong, be true, my love And I'll be waiting for you, forever... "And remember this above all: Our Roman gods are watching. Make sure they are not ashamed!" How can I wait unknowing? This is the price of war We rise with noble intentions And we risk all that is pure We are only as great as our hearts will allow What awaits us? Forever... What will become of us? What will be, will be But I hope and I pray, every single day You'll come to me, come home to me, come home to me...
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The wind blows through the trees Making an erie sound as I walk down the deserted street I see you there Clad in the garments of your choice So strange, yet so familiar You look the same as the last time I saw you Bringing back memories of a time when you were mine Before you found her I try to hide before you see me To face you would be more than I can bear With one last sad look at your beautiful face I turn the corner And you are gone But the memories remain
Dad 4-25-07
Dad I miss you dad! I miss the way you smile, And the way you laugh. I miss you being around, And how you tell me you are so proud. I wish you were here with me So you could see me walk down the aisle. You would be so proud dad. I want to see you smile. You would be so proud. I miss you dad! Why did you have to leave? You were supposed to come home. I want you here with me. I miss you so much I love you even more I canít be so selfishÖ You are in a better place now No more tears No more pain I will see you again someday dad. I just want you to know , That I love and miss you so very much. I love you daddy!
Drama 101
Ok, so a lot of people bitch about "drama." Well, I've just been thinking, and these people don't seem to even know what the fuck drama is!!! They only bitch about negative drama. What they don't realize is that positive drama is still fucking drama! All this pass the torch for so and so...or support this, or support that. Whatever! That's all fucking drama!!! Life is drama!!! Right now, the entire country is in a constant state of drama, so get used to it. Fat Sonny....all drama!!! I'm going to start calling them the "Drama Family" because that's all they post is drama!!! Religion, for example is a huge fucking drama. Politics are also huge drama. Society, community, organizations...all drama. Anything that people make a big deal about is indeed drama, right? So, even bitching about drama becomes drama, doesn't it? Therefore, these people are stupid, in my not so humble opinion. What do they do when they get home? They turn on their televisions and watch more drama! Or they g
New Job
Well... I have applied for a job back in Northern California, doesn't look like I got the fill time slot! BUT... I just found out that I am still in the game for the seasonal! Now is the hurry up and wait to see what happens! Wish me luck! :o)
Brotherhood
like lost brothers, one in our souls forever in our hearts, this promise we'll hold for me to watch your head and you to watch mine our blood will never be shed by liquer or wine our day is upon us, and togeather we stand like two tierd soldiures who go hand in hand my last wish is to hurt you, and you know this too well for i'd give you heaven, even if for me it meant hell we'll take up our arms and fight for the truth they can only take our arms, they cant take our youth so live for the day my son, and do live it well for i'd give you heaven, even if for me it meant hell
Be Thankful
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your wife makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair done. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight. He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home. You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday. He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume. You roll your eyes as a baby cries. He gets a le
Learning To Cook?
Well, yes you read right. I'm learning to cook. Don't worry I want to reassure everyone that thus far no one has been seriously injured. Anyone who knows me (or may have heard about me)is well aware that I cannot cook. Well thats not entirely true. I do make a mean boxed mac & cheese. Beyond that we stick to cereal and hot dogs. However as of recently I have started working out at the gym. So I'm trying to improve our eating habits.NOT A DIET! Just broaden our horizons a bit. The other day I was attempting to bake fish( well ok they were fish sticks, but gimme some credit here.) Anyways i remembered the fish in the oven because you could distinctly smell them burning and fire alarm went off which usually means they are done. By the way the kids loved them. Anyways while shooing the smoke away so I could get the pan out I dropped my oven mitt AKA dish towel onto the those hot thingies on the bottom, and I'll be damned it caught on fire. So I banged it until it went out. My eight
For Him
there was this flame that grew bright/ you let me put it out without a fight/ you claim you care you know thats not fair/ you see me dying inside but you just leave me there/ one day the truth will hit you but ill be gone/ need sometime to breath need sometime to think/ one day ill be walking there/ youll say you care but i dont dare / not again not in this lifetime.
Here's The Deal.
I have asked in bulletins and stash's as well as blogs and still nada zip zing.... What's up with that..... I have a lot of friends out there, and apparently NO ONE cares to read my stuff or help out, I don't ask for much here, well maybe a little. I have a piece entered in an Art contest and it is doing rather poorly. It seems that the ppl on CT aren't really here for the friends but for what they can get out of it...... OK, I'll play along... the person that comments this pic the most will get a gift from me.... so how's about the help, huh?
April 29, 2007 At 05:34 Pm Edt
Maria continues to improve...she is now being fed breast milk through her tube, and they are beginning to slowly ween her off her respirator. Robin tells me she was told today, that Maria could be off the respirator as early as tomorrow. They did give her a little blood today, but the nurses say they may be removing one of the chest tubes tomorrow as well and her color is looking pretty good now...Keep fighting Maria! Can't wait till we can hold you in our arms again!!!
Lost
Title: Lost Lost among a crowd nowhere to go, can't be found. Why does life feel this way, why do we have to frown. I long for the better days, a time when I felt I had a place, a purpose for life, a reason for being. Lost among a crowd help me find myself because I don't know how.
Mothers
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in the ir hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching f
Super Natural
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Portrait Of A Friend
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with it's untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces a
First Tornado Flight In Afghanistan
At 10.58 am on April 9, two Tornados of the Mazar-e-Sharif operational wing took off for their first familiarization flight in a fresh gale under a clear sky at a temperature of 40 įC. Thus, the transfer of authority (TOA), i. e. the assignment to NATO, was completed as planned. Additional familiarization flights are scheduled until mid-April to establish full operational capability (FOC) for NATO. Afterwards, the reconnaissance flights and the air photograph interpretation under ISAF (International Security Assistance Force) HQ authority can start. They will help to get a clear picture of the situation, thus improving protection both of the ISAF soldiers and the civilian population.
Testimony!
All Blogs are taken from my MySpace page... I have a testimony for you guys tonight! It started when I left my home late yesterday night to go to my cousin's house to see my sister. Of course it wasn't a place a person who doesn't do drugs or drink alcohol should be, but I went. My sister and I left for a short period of time, every one was quite happy when we left. When we got back however it was all gone wrong. Norma (my cousin) was up screaming and ranting and raving at her ex-boyfriend (Joe) who got saved some time ago. She was in his face. Before we knew it, she was beating him black and blue, smacking him & punching him as hard as she could across his face. Do you know what was so amazing about it? He sit there and took it, just prayed every time she laid a hand on him! Could you imagine doing that? He turned the other cheek, which is EXACTLY what Jesus tells us to do when another hits us. We must pray for them! Joe (the ex) showed such a compassion for God and a Faith tha
I Need A Blast
someone please buy me a blast it would be nice if u would
Hello!!!
Iam new to this thanks for all the comments as soon as i figure this out i will return the same kindness that has been showed to me! again Thanks ,Brandy
Me
Well so I guess I should talk about myself. Well me is old well I think I am even thou I don't look my age nor at times act it. I work at a bar has a cook, but I like to think of myself has the chef their. I have been working there for over 6 months now and I must say the drama in that place would make a great soap opera. Well also I am looking into getting a new car soon so I am hoping to be driving again, man I miss that. I know I live a boring life but it is a busy boring life since I am either working or sleeping and on my days off I am out and about doing anything and everything. I swear I didn't think my life was this busy until this week. I really havn't gotten a dya to relax in over a week. Its either I am at work or out doing stuff I need to get done. Well if anyone views and what to know more about me please sent a question my way and I will answer it and maybe even but it on my page so everyone can read it.
Please Rate My Baby Picture
my baby photo can be found in my default album on mt ct site
I Am Going To Jail......
Emily will go to jail for ... Making lewd ginger bread men and giving them to carolers at Christmas 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
Ascension Suspension
ok, friday night i saw the best live show ever. i dont know if any of you have ever heard of suspension but its cool. now mind you its not for everyone but it is quite unique. and i would hope you would check it out befor you judge. for those of you who dont know what it is ill tell you. they take lardge hooks and put them through the skin. from there they are connected to cables that run up to the cealing. the cables are then drawn up raising the person off the ground. and you have suspension. the show i saw was at the sunshine in albuquerque N.M. and stared many great preformers. form ascension suspension, D.O.M., swingshift sideshow, and from finland circus mundus absurdus. to learn more check out the links below. http://www.mundusabsurdus.com http://www.ascensionsuspension.com www.swingshiftsideshow.com
Getting Stuffed
Dont Fight The Feel'n
love is a feeling- an emotion for which there is no magic potion. love develops as a friendship grows, to what extent? no one knows. but i do know that........... my love for you is growing fast, for in my heart, you'll never be last. god gave me this love, now i give it to you. for in your heart, is where my love flow through.
A Friend (boycott-wal-mart) Had This In The Bulletin Board, Liked It So Im Posting It In My Blog.
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
I Want To Feel Again
I want to feel again I want to feel 2 hearts beating as one I want to feel a loving touch I want to feel a urning look I want to feel the warmth as 2 bodies entertwine I want to know what it feels like to feel again
Add Your Name To The List!!
I usually don't pass along these "add your name" lists that appear in my email, but this one is too important. This one has been circulating for months. Please, keep it going! To show your support for Hillary and encourage her on her run for President of the United States in 2008, please add your name to the rapidly growing list below and send it on to your entire e-mail list.
The Gynecologist And His Client...
A beautiful, voluptuous woman goes to see a gynecologist. The doctor takes one good look at this woman and his professionalism is a thing of the pastÖ... Right away he tells her to undress. After she has disrobed he begins to stroke her thigh. As he does that he asks the woman... "Do you know what Iím doing?" "Yes," she says, "youíre checking for any abrasions or dermatological abnormalities." "Correct," says the doctor. He then begins to fondle her breasts. "Do you know what Iím doing know", he says. "Yes," says the woman, "youíre checking for any lumps or breast cancer." "Thatís right," replies the doctor. He then gradually proceeds to having sexual intercourse with her. "Do you know," he pants "what Iím doing now?" Yes," she says. "Youíre getting herpesĒÖ.
Free Paris! Or Something Like That
I saw this story on the news last night and I just had to share it with all of you. Enjoy! Los Angeles, CA (PRWEB) May 8, 2007 -- Paris Hilton fans are making an appeal of their own. An online petition at FreeParis.org is taking a stand against LA County Superior Court Judge Michael T. Sauer and his punishment of the 26-year-old heiress. The organization is collecting signatures, comments, and sympathy from disheartened fans across the nation. FreeParis.org organizers plans to submit one million signatures before the socialite's scheduled arrival at a Lynwood, CA detention center on June 5. They and the site's fans agree that she is being treated unfairly. "No heiress deserves to go to jail," says site co-founder and campaign organizer, Kyle Vincent. "I'm dedicated to providing this outlet for friends and fans to show their support for Paris." Vincent started the site May 4th, when he heard of the court sentencing. One petitioner writes, "Paris Hilton is being railroaded
Fire
5/12/07, 4:03pm Before anyone asks: No this is not about anyone I know at the moment... it was just what sprang out of my head and made me feel better at the time to write. My home is gone, Destroyed by my own hands in a moment of insanity. There is no apology I could make at the moment, I was designed to fight, Designed to not give up, Created for struggle. I know not how to be otherwise, And that is what slowly poisons my lifeÖ Brings the fire that destroys. All should fear, All should avoid this battered shell because nothing is left but the fire, Fire behind these eyes. None can win against it, None can serve under it, All consuming and completeÖ yet beautiful. I will never be called that again, Never hear His voice again, And yet even that I fight against. There are no roads that will accept me, No home that could keep me, No love that can chain me, I am nothing more then the fireÖ and it is time to learn control of it, So that
May 10, 2007 At 10:01 Pm Edt
I got see Maria today, and actually held her for the first time since her initial surgery. She is really looking great and her mommy actually let me feed her the bottle, after she gave me my lesson of course...hehehe. I also got the privilege of changing her diaper...this is definitely a task best reserved for Mommy & Daddy! Just kidding, but I AM way out of practice! While we were feeding Maria, the resident doctor came in and told us that they are considering letting Maria finally come home tomorrow!! We are very excited and I am still astonished at what a turn-around Maria has made in such a short time. And I am so delighted that Maria has come this far and I believe she will be with us for quite some time, no matter how much more lies before her! Check out the new pictures posted in the gallery from today...I can see such a difference from that sick little baby we had just a couple of weeks ago.
I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!
I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he li
Truth Behind The Lines
Listen... shhhh... sometimes this home of ours so round and full of beauty can engulf the very soul that finds it so glorious. Racism, lies, a candid prize, that sneaks into the heart of the precious. Dreams fade with an open eye, but truth remains within the lie, strive to be more, and break the chains of passed down thoughts that still remain. listen... your body is a work of art to the eye that is not condemned, condemed to believe that beauty is on the surface and never looking within. Smile... Because now you understand, that the model isnt on pages of forced images brushed to perfections call, but is within the flesh of everyday love and sunset smiles of us all feel free.. because the truth behind the lie is this, you are invincible as long as you are alive, so enjoy a life of bliss.
What Is It Now
Total Fucked Sunday
TALK ABOUT A FUCKED SUNDAY WENT OUT 2 LUNCH CAME HOME ONLY 2 FIND SOMEONE HAD BROKEN INTO MY HOUSE AND STOLE A BRAND NEW LAPTOP... WELL LETS HOME MY LIFE GETS BETTER BECAUSE IT SURE THE HELL HAS SUCKED FOR THE LAST 7 FLIPPIN WEEKS...
Random Signs Of Stupid!
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the
New Poem
Sunsets As the sun sets beyond the horizon The colors it leaves in the clouds are amazing The shades of red and pink speak to us Of a beautiful day on the morrow As darkness falls we look into ourselves Living each moment of the day On some days we regret things we have done Asking our Father for forgiveness On others thank our Father for another wonderful day
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Maroon 5 Can't Stop Lyrics
(One, two, three) All alone in my room, think of you at a rate that is truly alarming I keep looping my memories of you in my head, I pretend that you want me And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me And I can't stop thinking about you And I can't stop thinking about you You never call, what do I do? And I can't stop thinking about your love Ohh, yeah Can't believe I could think that she would just follow me everywhere I go I just wrestle with you in my dreams and wake up making love to a pillow And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me [Can't Stop lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I can't stop thinking about you And I can't stop thinking about you You never call, what do I do? And I can't stop, and I can't stop What I would give to have you look in my direction And I'd give my life to somehow attract
Leading Causes Of Death - Young Adults
Leading Causes of Death - Young Adults -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Leading causes of death in the United States - young adults The top three causes, Unintentional injury (accidents), Assault (homicide) and Self inflicted injury (suicide), accounted for close to three quarter (61.58 percent) of all deaths among young adults (ages 25 through 29) in 2002. Note that automobile accident is the number one cause of death in this age group, accounting for about 20%. Top 20 Causes of Death - Young Adult (25 - 29) Rank Cause of Death Total Deaths No of Deaths Percent All Deaths 17959 17959 100.00% 1 Unintentional Injury 6122 34.09% * MV Traffic 3650 20.32% * Poisoning 1310 7.29% * Drowning 227 1.26% * Fall 130 0.72% * Fire/burn 113 0.63% * Other Spec., classifiable 94 0.52% * Suffocation 87 0.48% * Firearm 75 0.42% * Other Land Transport 70 0.39% * Other Transport 69 0.38% * Pe
Yes Boy And Girls She Is On Air!
Job Placement Aptitude Test
Put 400 bricks in a closed room. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. Then analyze the situation: a. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. b. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. c. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering. d. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. e. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. f. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. g. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. h. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. i. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. j. If they have already left for the day, put them in Marketing. k. If they are staring out of the window, put them in S
Homophobia - No Place In America
Homophobia Is Wrong! I am the Soldier who was wounded in Iraq and then recieved a dishonorable discharge. I am the passager on Flight 77 who died after Charging the Cockpit and thus saved the CApital Building or the White House. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We
The Fight
When times are hard and at their worst When you feel as if youíre going to burst You feel as if things can only get worse You want to lay down and give in You have the desire to quit, let the struggle all end. You feel there is no end to your pain and strife. You want to take the easy way out and end your life. What do you do to win the fight? Between you and yourself, death and life? Nothing, until you decide to win the fight. For if you give up, you lose the fight. You will surely lose your life. So no matter how hard the struggle becomes, Keep up the fight, find the strength to go on. It will get better, somewhere down the road. Youíll find a way to lighten your load. The sun will rise, the sun will set. Donít give up the struggle just yet. Youíll be a better person for youíll have defeated the doubt. Youíll live to learn what life is all about. In the end it will all be worthwhile. You donít believe me now but soon you shall. As has often bee
Shoutbox Is Off
Ok people, I decided to shut the shoutbox off since it's being a royal pain in my butt so if you've got Yahoo Messenger, contact me there, my ID is tod_belanger25682002@yahoo.com and if you have MSN or Windows Live Messsenger, use that same address or tod_belanger25682002@hotmail.com and if you have AOL Instant Messenger, my ID there is belanger3868 and e-mail there is at belanger3868@aim.com! Reason why I put this in the blog because it's much easier to talk there than it is here! I kind of think CT needs to make the shoutbox easier to use otherwise I'm not using it anymore, it's becoming a headache at times here for me to use it.
God I Love Pain Sluts!
God I love pain sluts!~!!!!!! Current mood: giddy Category: Friends Truly, I adore them. Especially, when I need to work off some frustration. They watch me and offer themselves up to me when they know I need it. I so thank MichellefromHell for introducing me to some of these people. They have truly been a Godsend to me. I've always tried to be the very good natured lady that wouldn't say "shit" if I had a mouth full of it but dammit there have been 4 women in the last 5 years that just push this to the ultimate limit for me. Not only do they push me to the limit but they push other people to the limit as well. In fact, my ex picked up his gun and wanted to go after one of them. It took a while for me to get him talked out of it because he had been pushed to that breaking point. Actually, I think my ex would be a great Dom given the proper training. He does have a tendency to snap and being able to release it physically would be a great thing for him. I di
March To Dc
Not sure if most of you are like me or if anyone may read this, but I am pretty tired of the people no longer having a voice in our country. For many years now our country has been run my the highest bidder and not the people. Our Government is for sale. As the number of voters shrinks the lining of our elected offficals grows bigger. They say money is free speech, there for the more you have the louder your speech. If you have no money, or little of it to spend on politics your voice goes unheard. Yes, we have polls, but who can say they are not fixed anymore? I'll get to my point. On July 4th of this year I am going to walk from St. Louis, Mo. to Washington, DC in protest of our lack of accountablity and leadership in our countries capital. For to long I have just thought by voting I would have my say, but do I? I live in IL. and in every Presidential election I know my state will always elect a Demicrate for President, so why vote? When I get to Washington I will address my cong
Da White Sox
if anyone knows how to report someone, pls let me know..this guy on here with the handle Da White Sox just called em a fuckin cunt because he asked for my yahoo messenger..I TOLD him I'm hardly ever on there because I work alot..He asked for it anyway AGAIN, so I gave it to him...then he goes..ar you ever going to answer your IM..I then told him..yet again, that I hardly get a chnace to get on that thing becuase of work.. He then tells me to stop playing games..calls me a fucking cunt..and rates my pictures 1's.....
Goodbye To My Roommate And Best Friend!
Once My Lover, Roommate, and Now Best Friend! Goodbye My Dearest Annette!
Who's Dobby ?
http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/81849/370850 I am Achilles !!!!!!! (or so the 33 year old says, ummmmmm)
Alienation
i'm sure everyone feels this way every so often...but to feel this way nearly constantly?...there must be something wrong...having friends turn away...have that look in their eye like ur nothing more than a pane of glass...they're staring right throught you...like you u have no substance to you... i feel like i've become a lesser being...unworthly of acknowledgement...forget the good deeds or accomplished tasks...you have ur own life to live...why would mine make any difference to you?...what should it matter that i stumble and fall...or if i rise up and succeed?... and those breif moments that you do care...are they worth it?...should i bother suffering the suspicion that your toying with me again?...will it make any difference tomorrow?...you'll just go back to seeing past me...its plain to me that u only keep me around for entertainment... some affection...thats all...with out me begging...some how letting me know someone cares...that i dont need to reach to find you...that
Thanks Everyone (=
For those of you who know and those who don't!! It seems my patiece and whit's have been pushed to its limits yet again.... I admit even at my age now I am still Daddy's little girl and in his mind & heart will always remain. I am the baby of the family of 12 and the ONLY girl.... Now mind you my father is 86 years old and has lived a very healthy life as a biker and a world war 2 Piolet Hero and as a proud father of 12 (not all his flesh & blood for 2 of us me included are adopted) However Yesterday I almost lost him due to a faulty pacemaker, he had spent a total of 10 hours in surgery and replaced the pacemaker thinking he was good to go when that new pacemaker itself failed my Dad, we had lost him all to have his life restored and finally got a GOOD pacemaker replaced and as he always tells me everyday, he will once again check the Obituaries to see if hes still alive kickin and HE IS!!!! Thanks to all who listened to me in my time of need even if I flaked out on our co
Untitled Love Poem
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But itís so easy to feel close to you. I canít tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you. - Laura Baker -
My Pimp Name
Your Pimp Name Is... Master Pimp Kisses What's Your Pimp Name?
Making Your Own Incense..(powder)
NEEDED: mortar & pestle heat proof bowl of sand or incense censer incense charcoal herbs and spices (no peppers or hot spices) essential oils Choose the dried herbs to use. Toss them together and begin grinding them into a fine powder with the mortar and pestle. When they are thorougly powdered, add a few drops of oils if you'd like. Lite your charcoal & sprinkle a light layer of powder on it. Sit back, breath deeply and enjoy the fragrance of your labors.
Life
Life has it's ups and downs and believe me, I know about it! All I can say is...never settle! Surround yourself by real people that truly care about you!!! Learn from your mistakes and no matter how hard life is...laugh at it and don't tell yourself you can't get through it...because you can! If you have a dream...go after it! If you want it that bad...you can bring it to life! Don't look to be inspired...go out and be the person that inspires! You only live once and I never looked at life this way as much as I do now! You don't need a man or woman to complete you...complete yourself!!! A man or woman should be the addition to your life...not what makes your life what it is! That's in your hands! Stop searching in others what you can find in yourself! get it? I have been single by choice for about 2yrs! Since my last relationship, I was only serious about one person, OH WELL! I don't date...PLEASE! I want the guy who will laugh when he sees lettuce hanging from my mouth and adores
Hurricane Rita Heroes
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=932475108 Hurricane Katrina was bad for Southeast LA and Mississippi, and Alabama. We've been made very aware of the tragedy inflicted on the people living in those areas. Movies, documentaries, high level authorities made to resign due to mishandling situations, these things have been firmly embedded into our minds by the news media. Especially the people in New Orleans, chased to places like the Super Dome, by the tens of thousands and left standing there, screaming indignantly at news video cameras about how they were mistreated and there was no one there to help them. Hurricane Rita came ashore less than a month later. I live in Hackberry, 12 miles from the beaches on the coast of the Gulf of Mexico. In fact, my house is just yards from the ship channel leading to the Gulf. Hurricane Rita came through here like a mad woman going to.., well, you've heard that phrase. A storm surge wall of water, tall enough to
Do U Care?
>"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not >started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, >2001 ? > >Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally >murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our >nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three >thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing >death that day, or didn't they? >And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when >an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. >I don't care at all. > >I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for >incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. > >I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start >caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in >Saudi Arabia . > >I'll care when these thugs tell the world they a
Plain White Tee's - Hey There Delilah.
PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS "Hey There Delilah" Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you d
Curious
Is it human nature to always find what you want in something you can't have? Example The Woman I usally fall for are unavailable and I know it but still fall for them.
In The End
IT START WITH ONE THING/I DON'T KNOW WHY IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY KEEP THAT IN MIND/I DESIGNED THIS THIS RHYME TO EXPLAIN IN DUE TIME ALL I KNOW TIME IS A VALUABLE THING WATCH IT FLY BY AS THE PENDULUM SWINGS WATCH IT COUNT DOWN TO THE END OF THE DAY THE CLOCK TICKS LIFE AWAY IT'S SO UNREAL DIDN'T LOOK OUT BELOW WATCH THE TIME GO RIGHT OUT THE WINDOW TRYING TO HOLD ON/BUT DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WASTED IT ALL JUST TO WATCH YOU GO I KEPT EVERYTHING INSIDE AND EVEN THOUGH I TRIED/IT ALL FELL APART WHAT IT MEANT TO ME/WILL EVENTUALLY/BE A MEMORY/OF A TIME WHEN I TRIED SO HARD AND GOT SO FAR BUT IN THE END IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER ONE THING/I DON'T KNOW WHY DOESN'T EVEN MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY KEEP THAT IN MIND/I DESIGNED THIS RHYME TO REMIND MYSELF HOW I TRIED SO HARD IN SPITE OF THE WAY YOU WERE MOCKING ME ACTING LIKE I WAS PART OF YOUR PROPERTY REMEMBERING ALL THE TIMES YOU FOUGHT WITH ME/I'M SURPRISED IT GOT SO [FAR] THINGS AREN'T THE WAY THEY
I Think I May Have To Cry...
It appears that my favorite NASCAR Nextel Cup driver, Dale Earnhardt Jr is going to be driving for Hendrick Motorsports next year. I'm not happy about this at all! I know it will be good for him, but I am not, nor have I ever been a fan of Rick Hendrick's organization. Jr will still be my favorite, and I wish him nothing short of the best, but I will be torn every race day seeing him in a Hendrick car!!!!
He's Happy & I'm Not . . . . Imagine That
Why is it so hard to see someone you once loved so happy with someone else? You no longer want that person yet you find yourself aching when you know how happy they are without you. Why does that hurt so badly? Is it just a human emotion, is it normal? A few months ago there was a man I would have given anything to be with. I let myself open up to him only for him to decide that I was not what he wanted, that I could not make him happy, that I could not change enough to suit him. I took all that in stride; I sucked it up and moved on. I am still friends with him because I do care about him and want to see him happy . . . But now that he is I am finding it a little more difficult than I imagined. How childish is that huh? Am I that horrible really? I swear I am happy for him it just stings that he is so happy with someone else, that he is actually doing all the things with her that he was going to do with me . . . Stupidity sheer stupidity in my part I know. Itís like
Are You A Music Buff??
My result for Are You a Music Buff? is You are the Greatest Music BuffMusic flows along with the blood in your veins. You cannot imagine life without music. With such a great passion for music, you could seriously think of building a career around music. That is certainly your idea of the happiest life.Are You a Music Buff? created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias
Random Thinking
What in the hell do you do when the one you really want to be with doesnt want to be with you, or does but ignores that factor cause they think it will make them happier, Where does the emotion go, an what happens to the one that is siting there waiting for that opportunity but never takes it again, an if they do they prepare themselves for dissapointment, they prepare for the inevitable failure that is life or relationship, but then what is a relationship, is it just two people being together an saying they love each other, then the question is posed, what is love what is it suppose to me an represent, an why does it matter in a relationship, all these questions get posed all at one time but people never see them till they least expect it, a relationship is being with someone you truly think you can be with, and love is just a word untill it is spoken in most cases, when used at the right time then it becomes a feeling of pure emotion an caring for another being, it is when u open up
What Made Me Me
What Made Me Me Long ago and far away, In a land that time forgot, Before the days of Dylan, Or the dawn of Camelot. There lived a race of innocents, And they were you and me, Long ago and far away In the Land That Made Me Me. Oh, there was truth and goodness In that land where we were born, Where navels were for oranges, And Peyton Place was porn. For Ike was in the White House, And Hoss was on TV, And the sky was as blue as heaven In the Land That Made Me Me. We learned to gut a muffler, We washed our hair at dawn, We spread our crinolines to dry In circles on the lawn. And they could hear us coming All the way to Tennessee, All starched and sprayed and rumbling in the Land That Made Me Me. We longed for love and romance, And waited for the prince, And Eddie Fisher married Liz, And no one's seen him since. We danced to "Little Darlin'", And Sang to "Stagge
Across The Miles
Across the miles you bring me to smile In my heart I know i must wait a while Today i yearn for the ties that bind Our friendship is that of one of a kind I close my eyes and dream of that place Where i can see you face to face I see you reach out to hold me close Its where i want to be in life the most
Confucius Says
Confucius Says..... *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok . *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*
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Who's With Me On This?
This massive, gaudy, ridiculously lavish carnival of a social network would be considerably more amusing to peruse (as would its ostensible purpose: to get one's ego stroked) if the intellectual caliber of its members was on average more impressive than that of a brain-addled Mongolian yak. Prove me wrong. Please, do. (Given this opinion, why am I still on, you ask? Because sometimes - not always - but sometimes, it's fun to shoot fish in a barrel.)
80's Child
You know you're a child from the 80's if: You remember Don Johnson when he was "cool" You know who shot J.R You remember when Michael Jackson was actually considered something of a sex symbol You practice getting in and out of your car through the windows You owned at least one skinny leather tie. Your first Walkman weighed 10 pounds and was the size of a brick. You wore L.A. Gear tennis shoes. You know the meaning of Wax on/Wax Off You're always "in the mood for dancing" If you can "See Better" with sunglasses that have paint splattered all over the lenses. You wore lace gloves with the fingers cut off, bangle bracelets up to your elbows, bright red Reebok high tops and parachute pants to a school dance You need a shopping cart to carry your personal stereo with you. You remember what Michael Jackson looked like before the surgery. You go rollerskating every Friday night (not to skate, but to 'hang out') You still want to take Karate
Papa Roach - The Paramour Sessions
This CD is by far the most highly energized CD that I have heard. I consider myself a music fan, and I will admit that this CD is by far the best one that they have put out, alas...the first one is always the best one....Infest will remain my fav. CD by Papa Roach. This CD has a lot of very good songs on it, the most popular one out that's off this CD is 'Forever'. This song sits the whole tone for the album. However, it is not to be totally the entire album. For you MONDAY NIGHT RAW fans, the intro music from (...TO BE LOVED) is also included in this CD, it's the first track. For those of you that didn't know, PAPA ROACH has been used for WWF/WWE events for a while now. Along with the greats of OZZY, SLIPKNOT, MEGADEATH, and TOOL to name a few. This is by far the BEST CD for the money. I went to three local music shops before I found a copy of it. From what I get at the local Guru store here, it's been that way for a few months. I would highly suggest that if you are a PAPA
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My Night Was A Flop
well my night last night sucked the big one! we got to the club, i got shit-faced right away, then one of the girls i went with got sick and we had to leave. what a fucking bummer! oh well. could have been worse i guess. at least i got shit-faced. my life is beginning to suck worse and worse, let me tell ya. i need some new friends. haha......
Distance
most people think that distance is a physical space between people i have found that just isnt the truth i have slept in the same bed with someone who was 5 thousand miles away i would lie there, awake wondering how that happened when in reality we were never in the same hemisphere In time I left and vowed never to live with someone who doesn't live with me instead of a half a world away ~me, EMB 6/23/07
Please Help
Time is running out and i need your help or there will be no contest !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To all my fellow Cherries out there! I am holding my first contest ever and need some help so far just have 4 people . It is a pic at work contest, this could mean a pic of you at work. a work party , work get together or what you do at work. Just somethig related to work. ( maybe a christmas pic or company pinic pic) P.S to all you domesitc goddess's and Mr. Mom's please don't feel as you don't work. You all hold very important jobs of taking care of the house and family and that is how we surive . So dont let that stop ya from entering the contest!!!!! RULES !!!!!!!! 1. Comment bombing photos 2. Self bombing allowed 3. Bombers welcomed 4. Have Fun DATES OF CONTEST Contest will start on June the 25th at 8:00 a.m. central time and will end on July the 8th at 8:00 p.m. central time. PRIZES !!!!!!!!! Pic Comments!!!!!!! 1st place: One month Vic or 7 day Blast 2nd place: 3 day
A Poem I Wrote Yrs Ago, But Still Shares My Feelings On Love...plz Comment
6 crows samhain, what if I could tell you about today? The first real snow; The crows huddled in the grey fingers of that tree, Watching as if waiting for something I didn't have to give. What if you were here? Then you could say, "I don't really understand it" And I would write a few more lines, so you would know - What if I could tell you, That poem you wrote... I've hung it up, Copies along the bedroom wall, On the back door, The horse's stalls, And along the straight wire fluttering like little white flags, Between the paddocks and the pasture. Oh! what if you were here. I know what you'd say, That you never liked it anyway And only kept it out of loyalty, That poem you wrote for me, I read now like some accidental prophecy, That one you called: Samhain Someday I will return to you There on the meadow hill Where the crisp winds turn your hair to fairy knots And once more take you in my arms Having you nestle against my shoulder Whisperin
Which Haliwell Are You?
You scored as Paige, You are Paige. You are like a flame and love to be in the center of everything. You like to learn things on your own, but will accept help...sometimes.Paige80% Piper70% Pheobe70% Which Haliwell are you?created with QuizFarm.com
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Here She Is - The Uss New York
I'm not American but I just had to share this :D Here SHE is - The USS New York, made from the World Trade Center ! It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003 , "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocke
A Huge Loss Of A Friend
I was saddened to hear this afternoon while on CT that professional wrestler Chris Benoit was found dead in his Atlanta residence along with the bodies of his wife Nancy and 7 year-old son Daniel. No further details of this tragedy have been reported, but I will repost as they come available. Chris was a comsummate wrestler, nicknamed the "Rabid Wolverine" by his tenacious attitude in the ring. Acclaimed as the most gifted scientific wrestler in the history of the sport, Chris was a feared opponent as well as a wonderful person. He was notably quiet and very intense both in and out of the ring, and many times had an explosive capability just like Mt St Helens. In fact, he once broke a fellow wrestler's neck while agressively trying to win a match. I met Chris through his closest personal friend (and tag team partner) Dean Malenko who I did some training with in Tampa at Dean's father's wrestling school (The Great Boris Malenko). I would never desire to workout with Chris, afraid
New Ct Lounge
MY FRIEND STARTEDD A CT LOUNGE COME HANG CAUSE WERE TRYNA GET NEW PEOPLE. I WILL BE IN THERE CAUSE I HEAD THE LOUNGE TO . GOTO http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7933# COME AND CHILL WITH ME THANKS THE VIXEN P.S. We Might do a giveaway
Cherry Warrior
Please help your boy out! It is hard for us Males to get these points! Please help me FINALLY be a Warrior!?!
Rag Dali 1282
ONCE MORE A CHILD HAS DONE IT ,CHECK MY OYHER BLOGS,THERES A GROUP OF MYSPACE REJECTS WHO THINK ITS FUNNY TO PLAY A FOOLISH LOW RATING GAME,THIS IS STARTING TO GET REDUNDANT,I GUESS THEY THINK ITS FUN TO MESS WITH PEOPLE,IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR UGLY,GOOD LOOKING,FAT,SKINNY,BALD,OLD,WE ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN AND TREAT OTHERS WITH RESPECT,BEWARE OF RAG DALI 1282
Will Anyone Help Me?
I HAVE ASKED OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO GET SOME HELP ON THIS CONTEST AND ONLY A FEW PPL SHOWED UP..I KNOW I HAVE HELPED OUT DOZENDS UPON DOZENS OF PPL TO LEVEL OR ON THEIR OWN CONTESTS. I NEED TO GAIN ON ONE PERSON WHO HAS OVER 3606. IM ALMOST AT 1K MYSELF. I DIDNT DO IT ALL MYSELF. PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE...THE MORE PPL WHO GO IN TO HELP THE FASTER I GAIN.
Dress Code!
Dress Code: You are advised to come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we will assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days: We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor; you are able to come to work. Personal Days: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. (They're called Saturdays & Sundays). Bereavement Leave: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend the funeral arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary;
Rating
I rate everyone a 10. What i hate the most is when people rate lower to help them think there all that which pisses me off.. Im the nicest person you will meet till u do stupid stuff then you will get paid back 3 to 4 times on what you did.. UGGGGGGGG morons i tell you..
Are You More Like Jennifer Or Angelina?
You Are More Like Angelina Jolie Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?
Important Announcement.. Saw This In A Bulletin And Just Had To Keep It Thought It Was Way To Funny!!!!
The following is an important announcement... Police warn all clubbers, partygoers, and unsuspecting bar regulars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females to target unsuspecting men use a new date rape drug on the market called beer. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs." "Female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them use Beer. Typically, a woman needs only to persuade a guy to consume a few units of "beer" and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several "beers" men will often succumb to desires to perform sexual acts on horrific looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking "beer," men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before,
The Meaning Of Life
Since my friend asked ... Aliens ... I do believe they exist. In part that is due to seeing what I believe was a UFO at fairly close range when I was young. I realize I may have a skewed view of the memory so that is not the only reason I believe there is life elsewhere. I also go by the number of planets & stars & feel the odds are to great that there is life somewhere we have yet to find. Looking at life on our own planet, in its various forms. And our worlds within worlds here (looking into a microscope) makes me feel confident we are only a part of something much larger ... & therefore could not be the only forms of life in existence. ______________________________________________ Ghosts Thats a tricky one. Something you have to experience for yourself to believe. For some reason I have ... several times. Runs in the family. I think some of us are more able to see or sense these things than others, but I do think anyone could ... even if they never do. This
Dance Me To The End Of Love
Bored!
So....I'm sitting here wondering WTF to do all night!!! I drove from Maryland, to my hometown, New York!!!! To go to the Yankee game and my boys LOST! They only got 1 damn hit!!! Them Bombers need to get their shit together! Anyway, now I'm back in MD, chillin' with my Malibu n Coke over here, bored as shit, exhausted as hell, and NOT in the mood to go out! My arms and face are BURNT to a crisp...and, well, I guess Im going to just BLOW my night online! Or just go BLOW! Something....or someone! lol =) Maybe I'll go frolic on alt or aff and get into some trouble! teeeheee he
Piss It Up!!!!!!!!!!
thanx to everyone who voted on my mumm, i have took your advice and i'm gonna go out with the lads and see how much alcohol i can consume before the night is through, much love people xx
Dont Know What To Call This!
Today, July 2, 2007, Monday morning 9:39 am. Isnt Love supposed to feel good? shouldn't it uplift your spirits, keep you floating on a cloud,shouldnt there be a song in your heart, and cherrished memories in your mind to recall when the other is not around. What do you feel when you fall out of love? Is your spirit dragging on the ground, has the music stopped playing, and the memories you have are nightmares you want to forget? How do you stop the tears from falling. And if the music stopped playing how can you start it again. What if the person you dedicate your song to, no longer wishes to dance with you. What is a soul to do...
I Will Miss You
***ATTENTION*** ALIENS ARE COMING TO ABDUCT ALL THE GOOD LOOKING AND INTELLIGENT PEOPLE. YOU WILL BE SAFE, I'M JUST EMAILING TO SAY GOODBYE.
Your Guardian Angel
I know your out there somewhere. But I don't know when I'll get to you and I'm not even sure if perhaps I've already met you. I'm still here hoping to find you. I'm tired of all the games and all the pain and hurt. I want to give you everything you deserve and everything else every other guy has not done or given you. I'm in a downtime right now, but once I get back up on my feet, the skies the limit and I'll be back the way I was prior to everything temporarily going wrong in my life. I don't care where you could be, I'll come and find you. Every guy doesn't realize how important the love of a woman is. For the guys out there that know how to treat a woman and were brought up the correct way. That IS the "Meaning Of life"... To have the love of a woman. But then again, who am I to say that I'll ever find you, with everything every other woman has put me through, it's really brought me down. Still, I continue trying to find you and will spend every lasting minute doing so.
New Pics!
Hi Everyone, Just put new pics up...Check em out and leave me a message if you want to. Thanks!
Another Day In The World
well its tuesday july 3 rd.first off let me say happy 4 th of july to all of you love ya! well im in portland oregon for the rest of the week to see my family and meet my new granddaughter what a trip makes me feel old just saying it lol..so have fun and be carful out there.and dont do anythinng to get put in jail over the holiday lol...have a great week see YA!!!
Home Coming
Well today is home coming most likely I wont be on much till Monday. Everyone have a great and safe 4th of July I know I will!
Just Put Some New Pics Up
if you want to check them out i put new pics in the family folder and the swim suit folders and some in the lingerie folder a few days ago... show some luv and comments... hugs and kisses
Gifts
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!
I Uploaded A Pic Of Myself.
Its from a few years ago.
It's Official...
I have landed a small contract to help manage a photography site. We have worked through a lot of details to get point of sharing ideas to putting things into motion. While I am not going to get rich off of this contract, it is something that I can easily do in my "spare time" at home. Got it from bombarding a site with a lot of ideas. They surprised me and turned around with a contract! I am a bit nervous about it, but equally or more excited by the possibilities! Now, if I could just get CT to listen to me... lol... At any rate, July and August are going to be busy months for me... * new Grandbaby... * new site to manage... * new internship in conjunction with my biotech studies... * working at the crisis hotline... * daughter's and son-in-law's birthdays in August... * and, hopefully, by September, I am hoping to have some help in getting my photos sold. We'll see. One step at a time!! lol... Just got approval from my doc to lift over 10 pounds effective J
A Bulletin From Bbg..herself. I Say Enough Of The F*cking Drama, God I Am So Tired Of This Bs!!
Okay... LoL. I was gone all day yesterday.. And come home to find out that these three ppl are owed some thank yous... Seems they have been advertising for me. Amazing when you set out to use someone how well it works out. Seems they are actually spending money to advertise my page for me. I am getting mad hits and rates and fans and crushes and all of it is thanks to these ppl! Whooooooooot!!!! Keep up the good work! Achilles@ CherryTAP ĀČĄMĄtĄĎQ v.2.0@ CherryTAP =(^_^)= ENGLA@ CherryTAP Granted Achilles and Marq and their 250 fakes accounts are making lies up and trying to look like better ppl at the same time.. But it is all good. (After all, did anyone else notice they were palled up with CT's most notorious cheater! She was after all stripped to NOTHING). Achilles and Marq and THEIR CherryB are making me famous. I feel that I owe them at least a thank you. And Engla.. It is ok. You can pretend to hate. You just said cause you aint! Anyhow.. lol Stop in and leav
The Truth About Contests & Giveaways!
OK, THIS POSTING IS NEARLY A WEEK OVERDUE TO COME OUT OF THE CLOSET! RECENTLY I WAS HELPING OUT A FRIEND IN A CONTEST (JUSTWINK). THE CONTEST WAS FOR "SWEETEST PERSON ON CT". THIS WAS THE HOST OF THE CONTEST... DRAGON RIDER@ CherryTAP THE OPPONENT WHO REMAINED MARGINALLY AHEAD OR BEHIND WINK AT ALL TIMES WAS..... ashleylovesbenny' (ŐŮ–ÍĢÍŮ–ÍŮÜ FŚmÔlψ© of CT)@ CherryTAP THE COMPETITION ENGAGED IN BLANK COMMENT BOMBING AND ONE NIGHT GAINED 500 COMMENTS WITHIN A HALF HR PERIOD WITH ONLY 3 PEOPLE BOMBING. THERE WERE OTHER INSTANCES WHICH DID NOT MAKE SENSE THAT THEY COULD POSSIBLY GAIN THAT MANY COMMENTS IN THE AMOUNT OF TIME THAT PASSED B4 WE CHECKED THE COMMENT NUMBERS AGAIN. ONE AFTERNOON I WAS COMMENTING ON WINK AND WE WERE USING THE SHOUTBOX TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING OTHER THAN THE CONTEST. A COMMENT I POSTED ON WINK'S PIC SAID "I HATE CHEATERS", THIS WAS PERTAINING TO MY PRIOR CHEATING BOYFRIEND. ALL OF A SUDDEN I GET ATTACKED IN THE SHOUTBOX BY SOMEONE RUNNING ON THIS A
What A Day!
Got to work this morning to find out that the pool flooded last night. I now have 6,800 gallons of muddy water to clear up. This is no fun. So far, I dumped 5 gallons of bleach in it and 2 bags of pool shock. I am getting ready to dump a couple thousand gallons of water out of it to see if that helps. Since I am the pool operator, this is my primary job today. Damn this sucks. Wish me luck with this. LOL.
Wondering...how He Can Say He Loves Me
every get that thought about how can someone say 'i love you'? well im wondering that right now. i was recently bitten by a brown recluse. i told the man that claims he loves me thru a instant msg a few days ago when it happened (thats the only means bc he's in iraq) and i can understand him not saying anything about it or getting back with me bc he's been busy. well tonight while talking to him and agrueing about somethin else i mention it again. saying you know i expected to you show some concern about me telling you that i got bitten by a brown recluse but no nothing. and he's like sorry ive been treating gsw. ok i understand that, and i let it go. just waiting to see if it crosses his mind to ask about it, i wait and wait and wait, nope still nothing. so as im getting off to go take a shower im like oh btw i mentioned it again and you still show no concern so nvm forget about it. still he says nothing which this time is fine means he's listening, good for him. but i cant help but w
So What
YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU MADE ME CRY FOR THAT I WISH YOU WOULD DIE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED WAS JUST TOO MUCH AND NOW THE ONLY THING TO DO IS FUSS YOU DID IT TO ME ONCE YOU'LL DO IT AGAIN WHEN WILL YOUR STORY EVER END YOU MADE A PROMISE THAT YOU COULDN'T KEEP ABOUT THE LOVE YOU HAD FOR ME I GUESS I SHOULD JUST SAY SO WHAT YOU USED ME
Totally Fucked Up Day
My day started out ok. Had decided to give up smoking, for myself, but also for the guy I love. So as you can guess I was a little on the touchy side. The kids decided today was lets throw a hissy fit day (last day of school holidays...yay), so it was a drama getting out the door to go to work. I have a job that I love (most days). I work for a bead import company that sells wholesale and retail, design jewellery and teach jewellery making. My boss is my best friend. Business has been so slow lately. My boss has cancer....need I go on? So, Cath calls all the staff together, and bursts into tears. She has to let us all go with two weeks notice or close the doors. God, she cried her heart out because she had to let us go. Turns out she put the business further in debt because she didnt want to retrench anyone. Just kept telling us how sorry she was that this had to happen. Damn it, I feel worse for her than I do for myself. I can always find another job, but a boss like that is so ra
Hey All
ok all I think this might be my last blog. i have been real busy with work and everythin else. i am not forsure if i am goin to keep this site up for me i have closed alot of muh sites down that i have up but right now it is to hard for me to work and keep everythin up i will let ya all know on what i am goin to do Tracey
Hey Friend
Hey, Friend... Hey, friend, the flowers are all gone, and the sunshine is hiding in the wintery sky, so I wanted to send you a warm hug and some sunshine to let you know you're in my thoughts today. I'll do my best to send you the warmth of summer when winter winds come your way. "Hey, Friend," written and designed by Bobette Bryan, 2001
Tide Began To Rise
Tide Began To Rise Demon Hunter I don't belong here I never saw this on the path I walk The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor It's getting so hard I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise I can't remember The way it was when everything felt right My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So now I'm stuck here Between the guilty and the insincere The words I spoke have left here all alone I should have known this I could've burned it when I had that choice And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So I remember on the inside If this is all the love my spirit can give Just take it b
The Dance
music soft, lights down low,taking the risk close together,arms securing my heart, smells of you and me intertwinning smoothly, hearts beating with fury,simple closeness, fingertips grazing my back, chilling me, hand softly touching your face, soothing you, falling in love on the floor, as we Danced, people watching and smiling,joy all around, moving in close needing each other,joining, calm overpowering my mind,releasing my fears, feeling the connection,electrifying,Real, hypnotizing with voice,you steal my heart, falling in love with the very essence of you, as we Danced ....
Lexie's B-day Party
My niece turned 7 on Wed and we're having her party this afternoon..........OMG everyone pray for me!!! She invited her entire cheerleading squad plus her other friends, then there is the rest of my nieces....There is going to be like 50 kids at a skating party!!! Let's hope that Icome back normal...LOL Love my girls, but 50?? I will let yall' know how I survive... XOXOXO Hugs n Luvs!!! Sarah (Sarbear)
Questions For You Peeps
" What Would You Do With Me???1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19.Do you think I'm hot?20. Would you change anything about me?21.If so what?22.Would u pleasure me?23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?"
Hey Everyone!
Say Hello to some of my dearest friends Steamy@ CherryTAP K_I_M@ CherryTAP ADD THEM RATE THEM THANKS EVERYONE
Dance With Death
Tall,dark stranger walking To you he bows with grace Fingers slowly intertwine Gently you begin to sway Strong arms wrapped around you A sweet smell overpowers the mind Heat rises from his sweet caress Round and round moving with passion Love forming with each deep kiss Hatred falling from your heart Time has stopped with its last tick A voice so hypnotic and strong Power racing from his body to yours A dark sensual pain,deep within Life drained from your body Sweet taste of his blood rushing Eternal life entering ,no hesitation A forever life is what you've gained While you dance with Death
Sacrifice.
"Under a morality of sacrifice, the first value you sacrifice is morality; the next is self-esteem. When need is the standard, every man is both victim and parasite. As a victim, he must labor to fill the needs of others, leaving himself in the position of a parasite whose needs must be filled by others. He cannot approach his fellow men except in one of two disgraceful roles: he is both a beggar and a sucker. "You fear the man who has a dollar less than you, that dollar is rightfully his, he makes you feel like a moral defrauder. You hate the man who has a dollar more than you, that dollar is rightfully yours, he makes you feel that you are morally defrauded. The man below is a source of your guilt, the man above is a source of your frustration. You do not know what to surrender or demand, when to give and when to grab, what pleasure in life is rightfully yours and what debt is still unpaid to others--you struggle to evade, as 'theory,' the knowledge that by the moral standard you'
Al Gore....again....and Again I Ask...please Explain That Again...wtf?
"We are ready for an unforeseen event that may or may not occur." --Al Gore, VP
Dead With Your Fucking Frown..
Dead With Your Fucking Frown.. Why do you look so odd? Why do your eyes look so blank? Wake up now, tired of this childish prank. Your lips are at an odd angle, there's drool hanging from them too...Your skin is so ashen, with a subtle hint of blue. I am not understanding yet, what you went and done...you are my fiance and your mom and dad's son. The horror I am witness to, you dealt a final blow, as understanding seeps into me, my movements are not slow. There's little time to save you, I must cut you down...Forever in my mind, you dead with your fucking frown.
So Achilles Is Up To It Again
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=610180975 So again i have hit Achilles hit list. i guess someone gotts be hated on doesnt seem to stop with him. This prick is awaste of my breathe. I can honestly say i bust my ass off I work damn hard on here to help others so its a bad thing for people to return love back to me.i entered a happy hour contest he had. I had over 35 people bombing me for 1 hour.And because i won im a cheater using some type of program. Anyone and everyone is welcome to come and check my computer. I cant even load a basic software program so when you got proof i cheated bring it.. Just because you have your already proven . Achilles stop leading the BOb astray you are a hater,downrater and degrader..
New Member
hey family i want all family to a drop sum love for a good family he has helped us when we need help in the fathers day contest so all plz go an drop bbwbhm/bombers love
Tarnished
No longer untainted, no longer untasted A joining of souls so perfectly tarnished No longer wandering, alone and despondent A life made whole by a life vanished The nightmare will endure, the sweetest of treats The Passion is gorged on unholy meats An unhallowed union, prevailing for eternity The passing of time is inconsequential Their games ensuring torment for humanity Their choosing of playthings, random & total The nightmare's devotion, the Passion's fidelity Forming a bond immortal, unyielding Impervious to laity, establishments disregarded The Nightmare & Passion create their own validity Their union forming a universe unique Their Love for each other perverse & overwhelming Enticing and entrancing, they'll lure you within To subdue and degrade you, your fate resolute The Passion to lure, the Nightmare to tease Your insanity promised, your soul their trophy Copyright © 2006 vampirepassion
A Hoffer Quote
"Our greatest pretenses are built up not to hide the evil and the ugly in us, but our emptiness. The hardest thing to hide is something that is not there. ~Eric Hoffer~
Love Me Not!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
The Story
This is a story about four people named everybody,somebody,anybody nobody. there was an important job to do,everybody was asked to do it, everybody was sure that somebody would do it. anybody would have done it but nobody did it, somebody got angry because it was everybody's job. everybody thought anybody would do it but nobody realized that everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that everybody blamed somebody when nobody did what anybody could have done.
Vodka Is Good
Vodka is good, really good...but I'm having a lot tonight and on an empty stomach - it's prolly not so good. I'm having to really watch what I type because I tend to get lots of typos and send stuff through email I shouldn't. LOL! Gotta love people like me huh? Usually if I open a drink, I'm told to step away from the computer...I like to get on cam and give shows when I'm drinking. I prolly shouldn't be doing that either. Anyway - life's pretty busy and kinda sucky from time to time so we all have to let our hair down and be crazy! I hope all my friends out there are having a great start to their week - I know I am!
Links Within Links,blackfoot Tribe.injoy Angel.
Sub Links here an Everything.Many Hrs.of Knowledge. Links to Help you understand the Blackfoot: http://www.galileo.org/plants/kainai-html/index.html http://www.shaav.com/professional/linguistics/blackfoot.html http://www.ucalgary.ca/fp/blackfoot/ http://www.omniglot.com/writing/blackfoot.htm http://www.languagegeek.com/algon/siksika/blk_syllabarium.html http://www.angelfire.com/ar/waakomimm/language.html http://www.fp.ucalgary.ca/howed/lexicon.htm http://www.freelang.net/dictionary/blackfoot.html http://198.62.75.1/www1/pater/JPN-blackfoot.html http://www.angelfire.com/ar/waakomimm/all.html http://www.worldlanguage.com/Languages/Blackfoot.htm http://www.native-languages.org/dictionary.htm http://dmoz.org/Science/Social_Sciences/Linguistics/Languages/Natural/Algic/Blackfoot/ http://www.native-languages.org/blackfoot_animate.htm http://www.geocities.com/bigorrin/blackfoot_kids.htm Blackfoot Culture + History Links: http://www.native-l
This Is Neat And Righton Target Im A 9 Go Figure Lol
Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this email to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your "number" in the "Subject" and pass it on! Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST
Jambalaya
I Got My Cdl Yippee!!
I HAVE GRADUATED ON WEDNESDAY I GOT MY CDL AND I AM GOING TO BE GOING TO OKLAHAMA FOR MORE TRAINING AND THEN I WILL BE ON THE ROAD WITH A TRAINER FOR 28 DAYS.
Private Family Blogs
This section of blogs will be the only blogs that are open for the general public to read, so that they can read the rules to decide if they want to join or not. But after tonight any other blogs about the family or members will be viewable only by family members. Tonight try to add each other as friends. After tonight, any time a new member joins I will post a link to their profile in a blog so that it is easier for yawl to add the new members as friends. It is important that we are all each others friends so that any blogs or bulletins we post on our personal pages can be seen by each other. So check the blogs every day for news, info and new members. If at any time a member leaves, I will also post it in the private family blogs.
Taxes (moved From My Mind Is Dangerous)
Someone Emailed me this. At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom...." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Acco
*hair Band Heaven*
http://www.flixster.com/user/sexivixxen/quiz/hair-band-heaven?invitorId=508659281
Noone Actually Reads The Profile
For all of you that want to "get to know me better", you must not pay attention to the place on my profile where is says, I AM MARRIED!!!! I am very flattered! Thank you all very much, but I am here for conversation and to meet new people as FRIENDS!!!
Thats Fxcking Nuts !!!!!!!
This is my girl Sultry Princess. Shes one of the nicest people on this site, go show her lots of love and thank her for HAPPY HOUR!!!! SultryôPrincess*Wife/RL GF to BabyBoy-J*Wifey 2 Jessi@ fubar brought to you by tainted*kiss founder of NBSD@ fubar
New Location For Zeelot
OUR MEMBER ZEELOT HAD TO MUCH TROUBLE WITH HIS PAGE SO HE HAS A NEW ONE NOW, HIS PAGE IS..http://fubar.com/user/1046454, & his pic is... THANK YOU
Lounge Coding
The following is a color-coded copy of the basic lounge coding, the colors are as represented below: Yellow: text name, text color, text size. Blue: border size, decoration, and color Green: ďsay boxĒ size Orange: behind ďsay boxĒ color Red: chatbox size Pink: Scrollbars Gray: shoutbox size Aqua: background image URL a, a.man, a:link, a:visited{font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;color: ff0099; font-size:10pt; font-weight:bold; text-decoration:none; font-style:normal} a:active, a:hover{font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;color:cccccc; font-size:10pt; font-weight:bold; text-decoration:none; font-style:normal;}td, table, tr, span, li, p, div, textarea, DIV {font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;color:#000000; font-weight:bold; font-decoration:none; font-style:normal;background-color:transparent} td, li, p, div, textarea {font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;border-color:0000ff} table{border-color:ff0000}a.navbar{font-family:ge
Cant Wait For Sunday
my cousins band will be in nj nfg ( new found glory back stage passes vip on ill be on stage with them il be sure to take pics n add them
Have I Missed My Chance?
I think I've missed my chance to ever find a woman, I've now been single for 6 years. I tried to follow my dreams and in doing so I believe I've missed my chance. Every woman I meet is either married, psyco or has been in a relationship for a long time. I now believe I'm destin to be alone forever. This artist is going to die alone
The Contestants So Far...
Looks like its going to be a war....Less then an hour and a half til my contest to win a VIP & 3 day blast for first...and another 3 day blast for 2nd Still time to enter...Be sure to have your voters friend and fan me to be able to vote.....Complete rules on my page... Have a gr8 night and good luck... Heres the contestants so far......
Tupac-i Wrote This Song A Long Time Ago(in '94) From Dave Chappelle Show
Contest
I am in contest please add metal ron as friend then fan and rate, then vote On my pic. Thanks agian Diamond Deb
Another Friday Night
I have found the most boring place on earth... Junction City, Kansas. Is there life after death? There's not even life during life in this town.
Taps
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison 's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and
What I Have Learned
What i have learned in my almost 22 yrs of life is that it's unpredictable. I could die halfway through typing this 4 all i know. Too many people go through life worring how pretty they aree or how skinny they or even how popular they are. The truth is who fucking cares... life is what it is u can not make people like you. You can not make your life longer and u will never be able to change who your related to. Another thing that i have learned is that shit happenes! Good or bad it happens, and it always happns 4 a reason! Some things and the reasoning behind it never make sence like why children are abused or why women and men are raped and/or murdered. Why innocent people are killed everyday. Life is not ment to be understood so to speak or to be overanalized, life is well just that life. It is a rollar coaster or a card game, u get hwat you delt and u deal with it and it will turn u upside down and snap you in all sorts of directions. Even with that all said it is

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