You all know my name by now. I am 34 yrs old. I raised my 11 yr old son from the age of 2 to very recently. Due to a bad break-up I went through which altered my living arrangements he stays with his mother. She and I are very good friends. If you read my blog entitled " My life" you know much of this already.
I am looking for "The One". Am I looking on here? Not entirely but I am not closed off to the fact that it is possible. I am a hopeless romantic, very passionate, very giving, and kind to all unless provoked. I do believe in true love and seem to have a good bit of knowledge on it. Not because I have truly had it but because of what I have not had. So many claim to have had true love before. Here's a clue..if it was true love...you would STILL have it.
I love fantasy. I am a fan of Star Wars and Lord of the Rings. I collect Star Wars and Dragons and even certain Super-heo merchandise. No, I am not a nerd. My close friends claim that I am just a big kid and due to years of abuse am trying to reclaim a sense of youthfulness I never had as a child. Let's face it...reality sucks sometimes!
I am an excellent Father and anyone who knows me will tell you the same. My son and I have a bound that goes beyond father and son. We are best friends. If I do something that he feels is inappropriate....he tells me. We even talk about relationships. Everyone who knows him says he is the "coolest " kid they have ever met. Dos he try to act older than he is? NO. I believe in letting him be him. He knows when he goes too far. I do not spank my kid. This does not say that he walks all over me. He knows I mean business. My son is very respectful and well-mannered. He is also VERY intelligent and has more common-sense than even I realize at times. Everyone who knows me are in awe of the bond he and I share.
I am blue-collar and have worked hard all my life. However, I consider myself very intelligent. I have been manager or supervisor at every job I have ever had and acheived these positions very rapidly. I can communicate with well with multi-millionaires as well as poor bums and have so many times. I am an artist and have plans to rturn to school soon for comp graphics and web-design. I also have ambitions of opening my own business soon.
I do wish for another child one day. I love children and babies. I get emotional when out and I see a family or a small baby. I always stop to veiw. I miss the smell of a baby. I miss the sounds of them and even their tiny foot-steps.
I am a very emotional man. I cry at movies. Movies one would not expect to be emotional. ELF was one of those as well as Free Willy. The Notebook Killed me. LOL.
I am 5'11". I weigh aproximately 170. I used to weigh mor ebut went through the "heartbreak diet". I do not recommend it to anyone. I am not a "big" guy. I am more tall and lean. I have been told that I have the "rock star" body. Whatever that means.
I am very sensual and very giving intamately. My partner comes first. ( No pun intended)
I love to write and I love helping others. I do have have a positive out-look on life despite wha tmany may think. It's certain types of people that disgust me and their cruel actions.
If you have any further questions please contact me.
Much love,
Brian
