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Halloweens Origin
According to the Celtic pagan religion,known as "Druifism" the spirits of those who had died in the preceding year roamed the earth on Samhain evening. The Celts sought to ward off these spirits with offering of food and drink. They also built bonfires at sacred hilltop sites and preformed rituals,involving human and animal sacrifices,to honor Druid. Still today,these things are being practiced. It was an ancient Druid custom set up for human sacrifices on Halloween night. Druids offered children in sacrifices. The trick-or-treat custom was created by the Druids. When they went to a home and demanded a child or virgin for sacrifice,the victim was the Druids treat. In exchange,they would leave a jacko'- lantern with a lighted candle made of human fat to prevent those inside from being killed by demons that night. When some unfortunate couldn't meet the demands of the Druids,then it was time for the trick. A symbolic hex was drawn on the front door. That night Samhain or his demons would

The Unforgiven
"The Unforgiven" New blood joins this earthAnd quikly he's subduedThrough constant pained disgraceThe young boy learns their rulesWith time the child draws inThis whipping boy done wrongDeprived of all his thoughtsThe young man struggles on and on he's knownA vow unto his ownThat never from this dayHis will they'll take awayWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever beNever seeWon't see what might have beenWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever freeNever meSo I dub thee unforgivenThey dedicate their livesTo running all of hisHe tries to please them allThis bitter man he isThroughout his life the sameHe's battled constantlyThis fight he cannot winA tired man they see no longer caresThe old man then preparesTo die regretfullyThat old man here is meWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've shownNever beNever seeWon't see what might have beenWhat I've feltWhat I've knownNever shined through in what I've

Morningstar Galves
If crying was a doorway and my tears opened the way, I'd step right into heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye, you were gone before I knew it the question is only why? My heart still aches in sadness my secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you no one will ever know. I will always be confused no matter how happy I may seem, but I'm grateful for last night when you approached me in my dreams. For now I know you want me to mourn for you no more, to remember all the happy times, and know life has more in store. Since you'll NEVER be forgotten I pledge to you this day, A hallowed place inside my heart is where you'll always stay! Estrella de la Manana! para la muher mas Bonita de MUNDO!

Special People
so i love love meeting new couples at work , and listening to thier stories about how they met and so on , it always fascinates me how love can just happen so quickly , and unexpectedly .. theres a few of my favourite people who come in once a week to see me , and actually these two arn't a coule its a mother and son .. he moved back to live with her and take care of her in her old age . we every week they order the specials from the menu .. every week she has her coffee and then he has his blue moon .. and then he usually orders a soup to eat while while for the main course ... anyway thier very sweet this time they were talking about thier neighbours and how thier naighbours might be under witness protection cause in a year theyve barely said a word to each other , not even wave or anything , and these two are some of the nicest , friendilest people ever .. its funny how the neighbourhood changing they said , funny how people don't really talk to each other like they used to ,

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So I put out another cigarette, And say some prayers I haven't said yet That someday I'll forget The way you smile... And my socks are soakin' in the rain, But I don't care 'cause I'm insane, And, oh yeah, I think this pain Will last a while. Somewhere I'm sure it's sunny, Somewhere I'm sure there's cake, Somewhere I'm sure You'll find a pure white dove... But now I work at a hotel, And I'm not doin' so well, 'Cause

Mâle Ou Femelle?
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Sorry To My Viewers ....
sorry my lovers I have not sent nothing I been writing... I do thank you so much for all your love really do .l.. will get back to uuuuuu soon... bY cHristine rain falling my way will stand by your side.... to all my dear friends thank you so much..

Smiles In The Dark
Smiles in the dark She blows a kiss into the wind as she smiles She says a little prayer for yesterday’s love gone by I never could forget when she touched my heart I was so cold and all alone Some things are, and others end, still something yet remains I could never forget that night was it all a dream? Lips brush mine hairs entwine could we get any closer? To as one we become, I’m wrapped around your finger! Like a drug you get me high, never will come down Is this the end of it all I’ll meet you backstage after curtain call Take my hand I felt the spark I look at her and smile in the dark. He blows a kiss into the air with hope its flies away to her He says a little prayer for yesterday’s love gone by When you look up and see that Kentucky moon Know that I’m looking at the same and thinking of you Lips brush mine hairs entwine could we get any closer? To as one we become, I’m wrapped around your finger! Like a drug yo

Ior Players, Including Influential Scrumhalf Fourie Du Preez
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Ansi Standards
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Hangover Indications
Ten Indications of a New Year Hangover1 You get it into your head that chirping birds are the Devil's pets.2 Trying to gain control of the situation, you continue to tell your room to "Stay still."3 Looking at yourself in the mirror induces the same reaction as drinking a glass of fresh paint.4 The bathroom reminds you of the fairground cry, "Step right up and give it whirl!"5 You'd rather chew tacks than be exposed to sunlight.6 You set aside an entire afternoon to spend some quality time with your toilet.7 You replace the traditional praying on your knees with the more feasible praying in a fetal position.8 Your catch phrase is, "Never again."9 You could purchase a new fridge on the proceeds from recycling the bottles around your bed.10 Your new response to "Good morning," is "Be quiet!"

Alex Jones And Cnn Producer
Alex Jones: I Made CNN Producer Cry Fiery confrontation with Piers Morgan sent staffers into tailspin Paul Joseph WatsonPrison Planet.comJanuary 8, 2013 Radio host Alex Jones says his CNN confrontation with host Piers Morgan last night was so volatile that one of the producers of the show burst into tears during the commercial break. According to Jones, the fact that the showdown became so out of control and off-script overwhelmed CNN staffers and sent them into a tailspin, including Piers Morgan Tonight producer Rachel Burstein, who began to shed tears. Jones was supposed to appear in a third segment on the show to debate lawyer Alan Dershowitz, but CNN managers and Morgan himself were so outraged at his refusal to play ball that they changed the format of the whole program on a whim. After the second segment, Morgan told Jones, “You’re done,” to which Jones responded by accusing Morgan of chickening out of the confrontation. “W

Side. We Were Too Close And Bumping
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How To Match Dressing In Winter To Become Charming
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My Sweet Little One Year Old!
It's crazy how time flies. I just got to celebrate my son's first birthday and it made me think of all that had happened in a year. He learned to sit up, crawl, stand, gained a tooth. He is so smart for a baby and I can't believe I was gifted with this amazing child. Of everything I went through with his biological father, and how badly he treated me, to finding his father now that is going to adopt him. I can't believe I have this amazing family.

Open Letter
‎February ‎13, ‎2013OPEN LETTER TO BARACK HUSSEIN OBAMA WE KNOW THAT FIVE FOREIGN BANKS APPOINTED YOU PUPPET PRESIDENT IN 2012 AND IN 2008 AS DID THEY IN PREVIOUS PRESIDENCIES. THE CONSERVATIVES, DEMOCRATS, YOU AND ALL OF CONGRESS, THE MEDIA WORK FOR THESE ELITES WHO RUN THESE FOREIGN BANKS. NATIONAL VOTER FRAUD FOOLED THE AMERICAN PEOPLE AS THEY THOUGHT THEIR VOTE COUNTS. NOT SO BY APPOINTMENT. WE KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO BANKRUPT THIS ECONOMY BY SEQUESTOR, OBAMACARE, TAXING THE MIDDLE CLASS, CARBON TAXES, THE FRAUD GLOBAL WARMING TAX, AND OTHERS THAT SLASH THE MILITARY, CUT EMPLOYEES WORKING HOURS BY 30 DUE TO OPBAMACARE, HAVE PHYSICIANS QUIT THEIR PRACTICE, POLICE AND MILITARY GIVE UP THEIR PENSIONS BECAUSE THEY WILL NOT FIRE ON AMERICAN CITIZENS AND HAVING FALSE FLAGS TO CORRUPT YOUR BOSES AGENDAS FOR A ONE WORLD CURRENCY, GOVERNMENT AND PROMOTE AGANDA 21 IN THE CITIES WHERE YOU CAN CONTROL THE POPULATIONS. WE KNOW THAT YOU WITH YOUR BANKER BOSES WILL PROVIDE DRONES TO SPY

Existem Alguns Vestidos De Noiva 2012 Lojas De Grife Baratos
Na verdade, existem alguns vestidos de noiva 2012 lojas de grife baratos. Por exemplo, este Ella vestidos de noiva tamanhos apresenta decote querida sem alças. Camada superior de tecido é compensado pérolas bordados e semente. Camada inferior é feita de cetim fosco nupcial duquesa. Este vestido de casamento está disponível em três cores como o champanhe, marfim e preto. vestidos de noiva coimbra Imagine que você está usando este vestido de casamento e caminhar lentamente em direção à igreja, você é o mais feliz. Lembre-se do vestido de casamento de Kim Kadashian utilizado a cerimônia de casamento esplêndido? Sim, é bonita e é projetado pelo famoso designer Vera WangTalvez como uma criança sonhou com esse momento de ouro de se vestir como uma princesa ... casamentos baratos com um vestido de noiva bonito e espetacular. Nupcial em causa, o fato é que há sempre um vestido perfeito para cada mulher e, às vezes, é muito fácil de encontrar o seu.

Made In The Midwest: Red Wing Shoes Angesichts Overseas Druck
(ABC 6 NEWS) - Wenn Sie von Red Wing, Minnesota denken, können Sie nicht helfen, aber denken Sie an Red Wing ausgefallene schuhe. Sie Art gehen Hand-in-Hand, mehr wie Fuß-in-Fuß. Da eröffnete das Unternehmen mehr als 100 Jahren wird der Druck für diese globale Schuhmarke bauen.Red Wing. Woran denken Sie zuerst? Die Stadt oder die Schuhmarke? "Red Wing Shoe ist Red Wing. Das ist, wer wir sind", sagte David Trulin. Trulin wurde die Herstellung der Schuhe hier für 45 Jahre. Aber seine Amtszeit ist nichts Ungewöhnliches. Die meisten seiner Kollegen haben in ein paar Jahrzehnten der Arbeit auch hier setzen. "Wir nehmen eine Menge Stolz in dem, was wir hier machen", sagte Trulin. "Sie tun fabelhafte Arbeit, sehr hochwertige Gleichgesinnten", sagte Chris Zylka, Leiter der Fertigung. 100-plus Jahre nach dem ersten Paar gemacht wurde, werden Sie nicht finden eine Menge von High-Tech-Maschinen in der Anlage. Menschliche Hände spielen immer noch eine große Rolle in der Schuh-Prozess. Jede

It Means Alot - Keith Richards
Tell by her movement A flick of the hand You know where you stand What does it mean It means a lot Ah hug oh yeah What does it mean Tell me Tell from a distance Tell from a glance (It means a lot) Tell by the way she dance (It means a lot) (It means a lot) Call it love Takes two (It means a lot) What does it mean (It means a lot) Takes two If she is shy If she should blush (It means a lot) It should tell you enough (It means a lot) We'll call it love (It means a lot) Takes two baby (It means a lot) Oh What does it do for you Does the same thing for me Trial by jury Trial by judge Get this things out of court Let's call it love What does it mean (It means a lot) Call it affection We call it love (It means a lot) Heaven's above (It means a lot) Ooh cool it (It means a lot) It means a lot It means a lot Ain't no illusion Little lie It means a lot Don't get too excited baby before the facts

I Can't Have You
If loving you is wrong Then my heart knows no what is right I cry myself to sleep Every second of the night What is there to do? What is there to say ? I know I can’t have you But still I give you my heart away I’d walk a thousand miles And cry a thousand tears Just to know your love Will be waiting for me But what is there to feel? When you don’t feel the same ? I know I can’t have you But I still give my love away You are my dream come true I wished upon a star for you But what am I to know ? If you really love me so I know I can’t have you But still I gibe myself away

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Hello everyone, today is an ok day. Not the best but ok. Anywho, Special ability bling... It is there to be purchased and used correct? YES! Including the Pimp and Shield. If you do not like getting pimp slapped people and having to purchase a shield then i believe people need to start complaining about it. And go Ask for those to be removed. Just saying.... I do not want to offend anyone, just wanting to let people know you do have a voice, and if you do not use it well then it will never be heard. Hope everyone has a good day :)

Morning Lust
morning instinctive lust awaits you to awaken my liquid need-- my morning hunger anticipates the exploration of your hands, fingers... my frenetic flesh aches for the education of your tongue, your hardness entering me, warm, wet as I yield to your muscle-- let me feed your sex in the banquet of this new morning thrust into me and take me hard, deep my hands grasping linen sheets while moans stir the air and, after the climax comes, let me rise from our bed to begin the day leaving for work with the scent of our sex enveloping me and the stickiness of you to remind me of our morning instincts

9/11, Katrina, Blaming Bush, And Conspiracy Theories
I figured i'd wait a few days before airing my views on these subjects. I figured, futilely, that waiting a few days to let my emotons die down would clear my head and give a calm monologue to encourage a healthy dialogue and civilized debate. I was wrong because thes are issues that are pressing on my heart and no matter how civilized a debate you want to have, it's like beating a bear over the head with a shovel and expecting him not to strike back. Anyhow, I'm going ahead and rant on these subjects and how they somewhat intertwine. I do encourage all of you to respond and share your views (not just repost to pass it along). So here goes: 9/11: Five years have passed since the twin towers of the World Trade Center and the Pentagon were attacked. Sometimes it seems like it was a million years ago and yet sometimes it seems like it was yesterday. Disturbingly, sometimes it tends to slip mine and everyone else's minds. For a few days the United States, and most of the world for

The Wall Prt 2
The Wall pt 2 (This is a continuation of my story The Wall. Please read it first.) I had promised Lady Naomi Id be at her place with the Wall at 10 am sharp. The drive was not especially long, though I did make a wrong turn a few times, But still in enough time to be a few minutes early. The area I which she lived was quite beautiful very ritzy neighborhood. Nothing like what I expected, but of course I should had known better, after all the people I seen coming in and out of my shop. I parked the van; none descript black in color with the local plates. After all my customers demanded discretion. After a moment I got out of the van and walked to the front door giving the door bell a ring. The sound was a short rhyme part of a song I heard in past decades. It made me smile. The woman that answered the door surprised me though, not the lovely woman I meet the other day but a smaller Asian beauty with short green hair and beautiful green eyes. Sh

Death To My Lover [poem]
Death to my lover May is the coldest month, when flowers grow, yet memories die. Here are the roots, the story of love that dies with the heart. Winter comes, the growth of the beginning Summer comes with nothing but pracheam. And the rain comes to drench the ahava. The Sunlight comes and burns the gan. The last hour left with silence. Yesh li hammon ohev bisivel lakh. He came to the mountain of hope and despair. I was scared of the mysterious air, but he let me go… for the first time I knew how to feel free in the mysterious air. What comes in this story is nothing but— If You don’t know this, then you should go away from here, to find the answer of the truth. Yesh li shaila bishieval ha ohev, aht ya dat mackarach bi shevel li? “You know the answer lies within this garden.” I looked within the flowers, knowing the truth and the lie. The silence brings around nothing. not even a simple answer. Footnote/Translation: language is hebrew! hebrew/engli

The Silent Tear
THE SILENT TEAR It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear!!!

Ying Yang
You ever have a time in your life when everything just does not go exatly the way ya want but your loving it just the same? I have no money and I cant buy my children new cloths but I love being with them and i love being single and other than then money everything is GREAT!!!!!!!!!

Another One Right On!!!!
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100%Fun94%Dramatic75%Nice63%Immature50%Shy13%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

My Rant For The Day
I took my exam about 4 weeks ago and I was supposed to get my paperwork for my liscense in a week well I still have nothing and they told me they have no idea how long it will take cause they are switching there stuff up from one computer to another and it wouldnt be so bad if I didnt hvae a job where I cant do shit but stand around and watch all day.. that shit gets really boring and I dont want to do this for very much longer... PISS ON YOU TDLR

Orchestral Manouvres - Musical Astrology
ASTROLOGY ISN'T THAT DIFFICULT TO GRASP ONCE YOU ARE FAMILIAR WITH ITS PRINCIPALS. THOUGH DISMISSED BY MANY, ASTROLOGY IS ACTUALLY A SCIENCE AND NOT JUST FORTUNE TELLING, BUT BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE ONLYASSOCIATE IT WITH NEWSPAPER HOROSCOPES THEY DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY.HOWEVER WHEN READ CORRECTLY IT PROVIDES AN INVALUABLE AIDE ESPECIALLY IN TIMES OF INDECISION AND UPSET.TO HELP EXPLAIN ITS LAWS I WILL USE MY ORCHESTRA ANALOGY AGAIN, I FIND IT DESCRIBES PERFECTLY THE ESSENCE OF THE STARS.IMAGINE AN ORCHESTRA - PLAYERS, INSTRUMENTS, THE MUSIC AND THE PARTS THEY EACH PLAY. INDIVIDUALLY THEY DON'T MEAN A GREAT DEAL BUT PLACE THEM TOGETHER AND THEY CREATE SOMETHING BOTH MAGICAL AND BEAUTIFUL.SWITCH THE MUSICIANS FOR THE 12 SIGNS.THEN SWAP INSTRUMENTS FOR THE PLANETS.NOW WE HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE SOME MUSIC, BUT THEY ARE ONLY TUNING UP NOW AND WE KNOW HOW BAD THAT CAN SOUND.NEXT INTRODUCE THE 12 HOUSES AND REMOVE THE MUSICAL SCORES.NOW EACH PAIRING OF PLAYER AND INSTRUMENT CAN PLAY A TUNE THE

Of all the friends I've ever met, > You're the one I won't forget. > And if I die Before you do > I'll go to heaven > And wait for you > I'll give the angels > Back their wings > And risk the loss > Of everything > Just to prove > My friendship is true > I'm thankful to have > Friends like you! ** > >OK!Comment me and tell me what you would do? > > ** > ID NEVER GET KISSED AGAIN > GET A PECK ON THE FOREHEAD > GET A PECK ON THE CHEEK > GET A PECK ON THE LIPS > GET A KISS > GET A HUG > GET A REALLY BIG HUG > GET A KISS AND A BIG HUG > GET KISSED& HUGGED > GET ALL THE ABOVE AND WHATEVER YOU WANT!! ** I LOVE YOU ALL!

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The Widow
Jack decided to go skiing with his buddy, Bob. They loaded up in >Jack's minivan and headed north. After driving for a few hours, they got >caught in a terrible blizzard. > >They pulled into a nearby farm and asked the attractive lady who >answered the door if they could spend the night. "I realize it's terrible >weather out there and I have this huge house all to myself, but I'm recently >widowed," she explained. "I'm afraid neighbors will talk if I let you >stay in my house." > >Don't worry," Jack said. "We'll be happy to sleep in the barn. And if the weather breaks, we'll be gone at first light." >The lady agreed, and the two men found their way to the barn and >settled in for the night. Come morning, the weather had cleared, and they got on >their way. They enjoyed a great weekend of skiing. > >About nine months later, Jack got an unexpected letter from an >Attorney. It took him a few minutes to figure it out, but he finally >determined that it was from

My Little Dark Side.
Ok this is my little Gothic side. I love Vampire, Werewolves, and monster movies. so here are some wicked Movies i find great. Queen of the damned (already said it but yes), Underworld(1 and 2), Van Helsing, Interview with a Vampire, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corps bride, Sleep Hallow, The Crow, Lord of the rings, and Harry Potter. Most of these movies are books as well and i have to say read the books first before the movies.

Reunited A Two Sided Poem
I saw her today I saw him today It’s been awhile It seem like centuries She looked okay I couldn’t stop staring We talked for awhile He looked so fine She kept staring at me and I wondered why He wouldn’t look at me and I wondered why She asked me how I was, and I told her about my new girlfriend He asked me if I had a boyfriend, and I told him I didn’t I pretended like I cared I pretended like I didn’t care She looked different than she used to He looked better than ever I gave her a friendly hug goodbye We held each other one more time And then I went surfing And then I went home and cry

The 2007 Car I Should Drive
You Should Drive a Ford Explorer SportTrac Tough and supercharged, you have some rather extreme driving practices. You've been known to intimidate a few drivers. You rule the road. What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

On The Truth & Trust
Ok this is a rant that might hurt someone's feelings. i'm sorry if it does but I speak my mind ALWAYS. I was raised Wiccan. I was not raised under the lies of christianity. the "easter bunny" "Santa Clause" "the Tooth Faery" and such things as that. all lies made to make children feel better toward christianity. now that rant is not about religion is about trust. I do *not* lie. gave that up a long time ago. I found it only hurts those one lies to, and it hurts the ones lying. case in point for me. 4 years ago in Austin Texas I was in a relationship with a woman that shall remain nameless; for a period of 3 years. during those three years she told me to my face that she loved me, she wanted to marry me and all these wonderful things. though to other people but on the streets, in malls, and over the internet; she told them I was stalking her, she was afraid of me. She actually claimed to people online that i had "followed her home and cut her face with a knife leaving horrible

Tux
So this weekend my brother is getting married for the second time and I am the best man. So I'm taking him out Thursday night for a bachelors party and his wedding is on Saturday. So I have to put on a monkey suit. I really do not like wearing them, but I do have to admit I look good in one, hahaha. When I get some of the pics I'll post a few of them here. I also have some dreads for this weekend too. I have yet to be married and I know my parents are going to be hassling me about it, hahaha. But I understand why they do it, they want me to be happy. I just have not met the right woman at this point and time. Chris

Storms
STORMS Im sitting as the wind is howling the rain is beating down,and the lightning has the sky lite up ,the thunder echoing through the house,I see at a distance the flashing of red and blue lights as they whisk down the road close to my home,fear races through my heart as to think someone could be in seriuos trouble on this oh so violent night.I spring from my resting place to peak out my window,seeing the raw power of mother nature as she unleashed 80mph straight winds,the lights they flicker once,then twice,and on the third time they go out,I feel humbled and without control as I sit in the dark listening helplessly as the storms one after another race past our community.I realise that in an instant anyone at anytime can be taken from our lives,as the blink of an eye,oh how humbling and thought provoking it can be to sit powerless,hoping for everyones best,I feel heavy eyed as the storms violence slowly comes to and end, as I drift off to sleep I feel a presence one of pe

Little Known Fact
Little Known Facts 1. Barbie's full name is Barbara Milicent Roberts. 2. It is impossible to lick your elbow. 3. A crocodile can't stick its tongue out. 4. A shrimp's heart is in their head. 5. People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze, you're heart stops for a mili-second. 6. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand (or attempted to do so). 7. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. 8. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit. 9. Between 1937 and 1945 Heinz produced a version of Alphabetti Spaghetti especially for the German market that consisted solely of little pasta swastikas. 10. By law, every child in Belgium must take harmonica lessons at Primary school. 11. On average, a human being will have sex more than 3,000 times and spend two weeks kissing in their lifetime. 12. More than 50

I Almost Cried
if ur in luv read this... its sooo sad boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-......................well i have to go il

Self-righteous
Soulfully naked I've exposed my essence Absent from presence Taking a good look at my spirit It cries And although my hope dies I wipe my eyes so its not to show I dance this dance, in order to do what I have to For me its not exploitation I was born with only flesh So I gladly shed the clothes of society And comfort you in this strip club So easy how you've misjudged me from my outward appearance To you I'm in all faults Yet you sit and stare with a glare In your eyes that suggest fair foreplay Or a threesome with some other and me But you have it all wrong I only provide the service of a fantasy And if you want more I suggest you go home to your wife Because its not you I fancy its my life And the money in the wallet of which you sit upon Flesh abroad so behold There is not a hole in my heart Or dignity that needs to be filled But one in the stomachs of my family That I've allowed my body to be the attention of mass appeal

Hot Or Not?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!
Post this if you want to see who thinks your hot. There are 7 things you can say: 1) not attractive 2) decent 3) Cute 4) Handsome 5) Hot 6) Pretty Hot and Tempting (phat) *******7) I'd fuck you in a second!******** (*If ya don't repost this then you're chicken to see what people really think of you*)

Life's Questions..
I am still wondering why people in my life say one thing and do another, it pisses me off immensely. They profess to be good and honest and wanting then they disappear and withdraw and I cant stand that. Its like they are lying to me or to themselves, and it sucks and hurts too... I really try an avoid people like this but when u love them what do u do?? Well tomorrow is my birthday and im now 39 and still single. I so want to be in a good relationship and possibly be married again, but all i keep finding are players or users. So I prefer to be alone if thats all thats out there. Love to all Tracey...

(l)romance(l)
Romance ..ro-mants.. n. 1. a spirit or feeling of adventure, excitment; the potential for heroic achievement, and the exotic 2. a particular fascination or enthusiam for something, espically of an uncritical or inexplicable kind 3. a novel, movie, or play with a love story as its main theme 4. a feeling of love. 5. us

Poems
Darkness A blackened page burns the mind as demons of every size crash upon the stones in a forgotten mine... Beauty sits upon a throne of bones as it grotesquely rots away mindless of its fate laughing at the screams of the innocent as they fall below... Where is the silence of peace... What has become of that what once was gentile... Why has the light of hope faded... Who will come and save the broken and down troden?

Take Me To Bed
My score on The Could you get me into bed? Test: Let's Try this(You are 65% to be able to seduce me!)Hey, we might be pretty close in what we like. We could have some fun, if your willing.... Link: The Could you get me into bed? Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Damn That Is Me
Your Theme Song is Fight for Your Right by the Beastie Boys "Your mom busted in and said, "What's that noise?" Aw, mom you're just jealous - it's the Beastie Boys!" You love to party hard and cause a little trouble... And you're too busy getting wasted to move out of your parents' house! What's Your Theme Song?

Sooo
i just finished watching one of the most depressing movies ever. It was FEVER PITCH. some of you may ask why a movie about the redsox with jimmy fallon is depressing. well the whole story line of being in love and having a girl who sits by your side and loves your team as much as you do. its something i havent had, and more more reach day its looking like its something i never will have. I cant seem to find that special buckeye fan for me. oh well, damn depressing movies.

My Hidden Talent....
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'm Stupid
I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser For I made the most beautiful girl in the world sad I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser She won't talk to me That is a fate worse then death I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser and I'm sorry

My Headache
I currently have 3 toddlers running destruction around my house. Heather my daughter is the ringleader, and tends to think up the trouble to cause. Natalie and Nathan, Mikes kids are just all too eager to go along and usually they all get caught at the same time, so sometimes its hard to see who started what. We are really lucky to have Anna living with us she is a huge help with the kids, if we just need to run any errands or even if we just need a night out she loves keeping the kids. She is also great with them. We have been getting the kids often enough to enjoy the weekends that we dont have them. I love having my daughter but i do enjoy just having time with Mike as well. Short sweet and to the point...

You And Me
Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

Ertotic Story
Her shower interupted ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- After a long hard day at work all she wanted to do when she got home was take a nice long hot shower. Entering the master bath shedding her blouse and skirt along the way all she wore was her bra and panties as she adjusted the shower to the tempeture that she wanted. She finishes removing her clothes and steps into the shower enjoying the warmth that invades her every pore. her mind returns to the phone call that she received earlier in the day telling her to be ready to go to dinner at" 7 o'clock sharp ! " . She knew that the punishment for being unprepared and late would be very severe. so she was toying with the idea of waiting to open the door until 7:01 . But knowing what lay in store for her tonight ,already her was pussy tingleing. She starts to rub her throbbing clit with one of her freshly mamicured nails when

Naughty Or Nice!?
e style="width: 320px; border: 1px solid gray; font: normal 12px sans-serif; background-color: white;">Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Beautiful Pics
As an active member here i have had the opportunity to view hundreds of profiles and see lots of pics...Giving all that i have viewed ratings of 10...I have noticed that a lot of people love the scenic pics and tend to post quite a few of them..I have this site that i would like to share with my friends who like those pics..it is a wonderful site and has lots of nice pics...I will leave the link to the site here for those who would like to view it... http://www.wtv-zone.com/cal731/index.html You may have to copy and paste it into your address bar..Hope you all enjoy.. Hugs Sweet

Poem: When I Make Love Again (hot Hot Hot!!!)
I FOUND THE ONE TO ... YEAH ;) When I Make Love Again Lately, I've led a life of loneliness. Not the kind of loneliness that comes with a lack of friends or family but the kind that comes in the inky night, when there is no one next to me that I can press against, feeling his warmth, and be reassured. Instead my bed seems perpetually empty. There is no chest to bury my head in, no arm to be draped across my torso, no warm beating heart to listen to when it is the blackest hour of night and there are no other sounds to comfort me. I am always left longing, left wanting. Wanting stroking and cuddling, kissing and caressing, cavorting and creating love, laughter, limp limbs. I long to lengthen and locate all the places that make you scream. I want to make you scream so loud you outdrown the sirens and car horns, the engines and the sounds of life carrying on outside these four walls. I want to make my neighbors bang on the walls, call the su

This Is Beautiful! Try Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son.. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy s

Case Of The Pregnant Lady
Case of the Pregnant Lady ACTUAL AUSTRALIAN COURT DOCKET 12659---CASE OF THE PREGNANT LADY A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this: When the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned." "Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, 'Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling', and I had to smile." "Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, “William's Big Stick Did the Trick", and I could hardly contain myself

Mumms
SORRY FORGOT TO POST THE LINKS EARLIER Made 3 MUMMS. If you havent seen them yet gO CHECK THEM AN LEAVE A COMMENTS SO I KNOW YOU STOPPED BY :d:d:d http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6274 http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6278 http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6289

The Other Day
I was headed to Midvale on a bus the day before yesterday. The rear wheel hub started smoking, but I made it to our destination safely. Someone cooled the smoking part with a fire extinguisher. We created our own little cloud. My friend suggested that I come up with a joke about it, so I did. Here it is: "Everyone's been trying to get me to start smoking. I got sick and tired of it, so I decided I'd give it a try. I'm a big guy, so... I thought I'd start with a bus. I don't know Why everybody made such a fuss about it; I wasn't even done with it yet!" JDR

Can You Read This?
Subject: I can read it fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS...

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you know, i just dont find life fulfilling anymore. i find myself worrying about the little things too much, and not having much fun. something needs to change, but i dont know what. some things are just kinda fucked up. i sit here day after day, doing nothing with my life cept drinking or smokin. it may not seem like it, but i do want to be somebody, i do want to make a difference. its just that in this world today, i dont know if its even possible. all i know is i want more out of life then mediocre, and even if some things were to change, most never would. part of this is because i hold out for oppurtonities that never come instead of going out and grabbing them. all i do every day is put up with the same old bullshit, with a few minor details changed. i dunno, maybe im holding out for too much, maybe ill never be someone important, maybe ill always just be "one of the guys" or "just some guy i dated for awhile" or worse, "who?" i dont know, but i dont think im getting any answers a

What Hurts The Most...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

Life
Life's a one-way ticket To the end of the line There's no going back Except in your mind You're wasting time along the way Dwelling on what's been The past will be your enemy Til you're begging death to be your friend ~RKE

All I Want For Christmas Is U
ok its getting near christmas and love is in the air but since you opened the bulletin you will be: single foreverrrr -or- have the love of your life taken away from you unless you repost this bulletin with one of these song as the title you got 5 minutes after reading all of these good luck :) ♥ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU♥ if your crushing on someone and want them for the holidays ♥JINGLE BELLS ROCK♥ if your single and loving it ♥LET IT SNOW♥ if your just letting things flow for now ♥BABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE♥ if your taken by somone very special ♥ILL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS♥ if confused and lost ♥RUN RUDOLF RUN♥ if your wild, flirty, and horny;) ♥ WINTER WONDERLAND♥ if you have absoluty no idea wats going on in your life and wish everything would fix by itself.. and soon

Coke Advert!!!!
Over here in England, when the christmas coke advert comes on you know its getting close to christmas....to my shock (about 5 min ago) i found that this advert has changed...and its compleate and utter shit!!!!...the one best thing about christmas has been trashed....im gonna complane to coke....ok im officaly sad -_-'

How To Call The Police!!!
> George Phillips of Meridian Mississippi was going up to bed > when his wife > told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which > she could > see from the bedroom window. > > George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw > that there > were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, > who asked > "Are any of those people in your house" and he said no. Then > they said > that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply stay in > his house, > lock his doors and an officer would be along when available. > George said, > "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. > > "Hello I just called you few seconds ago Because there were > people in my > shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now cause I've > just shot > them all". Then he hung up. > >

A Game... Part I
Bored and tired of being stuck at home, alone, I decided to treat myself to a football game at our local university. I got myself ready and headed off to the stadium. As I sat down in my seat I looked out at the people who were there to cheer the team on. So many different types of people, young, old, students, parents of players, young females just wanting to look at gorgeous men, young men just looking at gorgeous women. Then I saw him, a gorgeous creature that took my breath away! Before he sat down I saw that he was tall, with a gorgeous smile, dressed in shorts and a tight white t-shirt that showed how well built he was. I continued to stare, and then I noticed that he was looking at me and smiling. Blushing I turned my gaze away and watched the game. From time to time I would look over at where he was sitting; I saw that he was sitting with two other, very gorgeous, men. Mmm what a sight. As my mind began to wonder off to a place of naughty thoughts, I didn’t notice tha

Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Getting Off My Chest
another thing i do not beleve in is friends there is no such thing as a true friend b/c they either talk bad about u behind your back any never say it in your face wtf or say some thing just to get u to shut up b/c they rather not listen to u after u sit hour of time sitting with them and there problem but when it comes your time they rather say what ever i never claim to be perfect but i do say what i feel at the time i am not fake like some stuck up ppl on here tend to be who treat site liek it damn high school in the end it does not matter what i think or say really my opinion never coundted for much what i wanted to do in life

12.11.06 *again*
Don't Feel i hope your moments are full when i'm here and you're there that there are never cold embraces of the dark and another day apart won't wear you down that you don't miss the touches or breif laughter that you don't roll over and reach or think of things to say that you don't turn and see me not standing there that you're fine with where you've put me far from your reach that you don't feel it the way i do Replace walk around and pretend it's all the same drink away the pain pretend i don't matter that there are no needs reach for the numb you crave push everyone away because alone you can do what you will to murder your body and soul make anger your lover and replace me with it again tonight

~~ Come Over And Help Me Out! ~~
come on everyone plz comment bomb my daughter her first contest and i would lve to see her win it! favor will be returned when u need it....promise thanks maria click on the pic to comment!

A Must Read!!!!
Subject: Chili Cook Off > >If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope >for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this >slowly. > >If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third >judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know >how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time >Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at >the San Antonio City Park . Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster >named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield , IL. > >Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili >cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I >happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to >the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other >two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, >besides, th

Deleted Friends
Like i said before, i'm sorry it came to this... it took me quite a while to go through all your pictures looking for salutes that weren't approved by CT...i did find some however. And if i missed yours, by all means let me know, I'm sorry i did...there were just so many pictures to glance over... The ones left either: (1) have a salute picture approved by CT (2) have a salute picture un-approved by CT (3) I have seen a salute picture privately from (4) i have seen on webcam (5) i have met personally (6) CT support page(not sure why i'm keeping that) my friends list went from 140 to 34 and that includes baby jesus... so like i said, if i missed your salute picture i am sorry let me know and I'll gladly add you back, it was just an oversight. Happy New Year everyone, god bless and good luck, Ryan

The One That Got Away
Most of us all know about the one that got away. Most of us had one that got away. I definately have a few of those. Then you have the ones that you try so hard and it just doesn't matter, you are invisble to them. Or the ones that lead you on and you think that they are into you, but how do you ever really know. Well how do you ever really know about any of them. Out of all the ones that got away, there is only one that I can't get out of my head. I still want to "save him" so to speak. I still want to take his pain away and make his life better. I wanted so badly to be the one for him. But I guess it wasn't meant to be. I try not to regret to many thing. But some things you can't help but regret and you can't help who you fall in love with. I will be over it, I just have to give it time. Ok I am done venting now. Hope everyone had an amazing new years!!!!

What Is The True Spirit Of Giving?
I had it brought to my attention today that someone was upset with me because I posted a bulletin asking for friends, family and fans to stop by and rate my salutes and they say I never do any favors back. This begs the question.... do some only give to receive? I was always raised to believe that when doing a favor you are owed only a thanks and if the receiver of that favor chooses to do more then that is their choice. I guess for me...I only ask for things from friends that I KNOW I am willing to give back. I have many friends I have asked to fan me and rate my page...but in the same breath I say to please let me know if I havent done it for them so I can make that right. I have never professed to be a mind reader yet some think that I know what matters to them and what doesnt. Some people just like to look at pics and rate them because they find it fun and yet others want the same thing back. I told this person that all anyone has to do is ASK me to help them out and I WILL

I Am Sorry Everyone.
Friends and Family., I am not feeling all so right and not good at all. I might not be on for the next few days.. SO please If I do not answer you right away.. or respond know it isnt you and I hope you understand. I will return any and all messeges when I return. I am feeling so bad. So.. agian.. I will return your "calls" and all in a few days. I have the best friends and family a girl can ever have. Peace! Love you all Cassandra.

Why
Written By: Danielle H Copywrited: 10/19/06 Why Why say you're interested Why take me out Why all the text and phone calls When you leave me with all this doubt Why say the things you did Why did I have to let you in Why couldn't I keep the wall up To only have you leave my head spin Why did I think you were different Why did you have to be like them Why do I even care what you think You're just like the rest leaving me so dim

68 Fun Things To Do In Wal-mart
1. Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding them at strategic locations. 2. Ride those little electronic cars at the front of the store. 3.Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day. 4. Start playing Football; see how many people you can get to join in. 5. Run up to an employee (preferably a male) while squeezing your legs together and practically yell at him " I need some tampons!!" 6. Try on bras in the sewing/fabric department. 7. Try on bras over top of your clothes. 8. Make a trail of orange juice on the ground, leading to the restrooms 9. While walking around the store, sing in your loudest voice possible "sex and candy" 10. Walk up to an employee and tell him in an official tone, "I think we've got a Code 3 in Housewares," and see what happens. 11. Tune all the radios to a polka station; then turn them all off and turn the volumes to "10". 12. Play with the automatic doors. 13

Onions And Christmas Trees
Onions and Christmas Trees A young boy asks his father, "Dad, is it ok for us guys to notice all the different kind of boobs?" Surprised, the father answers, "Well, sure son, we wouldn't be normal if we didn't....there are all kinds of breasts, depending on a woman's age-In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit.After fifty, they are like onions." Onions, Dad?" "Yeah, you see them and they make you cry...." Not to be outdone, his sister asks her mother, "Mom, how many kind of penises are there?" The mother, delighted to have equal time, answers, "Well, daughter, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, a man's penis is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." A Christmas tree?" Yep, dried up and the balls are only there for decoration..."

Always In My Thoughts
I just want to send a major shout to all my Friends, Family, and Fans In case I missed commenting you and I'm sure I did miss some YOu are always in my thoughts-Thank you for the LOVE Layout Codes Myspace Resources Sexi Graphics Codes Sexi Layouts

Eh
what is this that became of me, where is life going, where should i be. the sun seems so bright sometimes, everything seems so right sometimes, this isn't working out for me. i don't feel the light breaking the darkness, it always does, instead i crumble down quickly, from what i once was. lost in the shadows, eternaly i seek, wondering why it feels comfortable, for this darkness to seep. what comes of this, i may never know why. in the meantime, i'll pretend to be happy while living a lie

Your Love
He'll put you down and make you cry but still you'll say it's all a lie. You dream at night of what could be you close your eyes so you won't see. He's playing with you it's almost a sin but you'll do as he asks it's always for him. You lost yourself when he chose his game you tell me he has changed but you stay the same. You're worth so much more than he'll ever know I see you have strength and I hope that you'd go. I know you're not happy but I know you can see there are people that love you and one of them's me. ~~January 17, 2007~~ All My Soldiers Loves Me

Dont Knock The Alien Dna Theory
ah and people are quick to be fed from the spoon :P whos to say that humans are not alien; ones who came from the Lyra constellation :P our friends from the Pleiades say we are. Kiwi scientist makes DNA computer breakthrough By PETER ELEY - North Shore Times | Saturday, 28 October 2006 An Albany scientist has developed a computer chip made from DNA molecules - the building blocks of life - that can store and execute computer programs within the body. http://www.stuff.co.nz/stuff/0,2106,3842006a28,00.html Scientists Say Theyâ€™ve Found a Code Beyond Genetics in DNA http://www.nytimes.com/2006/07/25/science/25dna.html?ex=1311480000&en=34d8e6ced8d42f47&ei=5089&partner=rssyahoo&emc=rss Computer Made from DNA and Enzymes Stefan Lovgren for National Geographic News February 24, 2003 Israeli scientists have devised a computer that can perform 330 trillion operations per second, more than 100,000 times the speed of the fastest PC. The secret: It runs on DNA. http://ne

Tower Slave
"The position of the tower slave, in most cities, is very similar to that of the pleasure slave. The major difference is that the tower slave, whose duties are commonly, primarily, domestic, kneels with her knees in a closed position, whereas the pleasure slave, in a symbolic recognition of the fuller nature of her bondage, and its most significant aspects, kneels with them in open position. The tower slave, of course, like any other slave, is fully at the disposal of the master, in any and every way. The distinction between the tower slave and the pleasure slave, though honored in some markets, some specializing in girls sold primarily for housekeeping purposes and others in girls sold primarily for the pleasures of men, is not really a hard and fast distinction; it is not absolute; indeed, it can even be transitory. A girl who is ordered to open her knees, or who finds them kicked apart, for example, realizes that she has now become a pleasure slave. Similarly a girl in one context m

A Mom And Her Teenage Son!
I woke up this morning, as usual I expected a fight from both of my teenagers, son 17 and daughter 13. We own 2 homes side by side and my son stays most of the time in our other home mainly when there is no school. But last night he did not return here, which was ok. All I have to do is walk next door and wake him up. Anyway, this morning he refused. He didn't want to go to school. Of course we had our mother/son banter on about why he should go and his view on why he shouldn't go this day. So him being 6' tall and 320 pounds, made him being way out of my league to force him to go to school, plus I decided I really didn't want to stroke out and die. Even though this is his Senior yr. I gave in and left him alone. Went back inside my other home. I then heard him screaming. I thought well he is just messing with me. Then he just kept on. So I went onto my front porch, he was on his way home, holding his face and screaming he was blind. I kept asking him what happened he said he didn't kn

Poem
City of Dreams There was a man of many great talents A poet, an artist, an intellectual He had read many books And was certain of his superiority over others He wrote many great pieces of verse And fabulous paintings That inspired all of his peers There was a great output of inspirational poetry And paintings of vivid colours and meanings The city was alive with excitement and activity This great man of learning observed all around him And became somewhat disenchanted He posted a letter in the local newspaper Accusing his contemporaries of copying his style And of stealing his ideas Many letters were posted in the newspaper in response "We admired your work and felt the power of creativity" "Why do you criticise us for trying to improve ourselves?" The debate continued in the newspaper But it became more and more vindictive And helped to undermine the peace of the city Everybody became disenchanted and they started to leave the city A brief

Star Trek Test
Your results:You are Chekov Chekov 85% Mr. Scott 80% James T. Kirk (Captain) 75% Geordi LaForge 75% Deanna Troi 70% Will Riker 65% Spock 59% Uhura 55% Worf 55% Data 48% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 40% Mr. Sulu 40% Beverly Crusher 40% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 40% Jean-Luc Picard 15% Brash, rash and hasty, but everyone loves you. Click here to take the Star Trek Personality Test

The Story Of How I Got My Name Bigbird Stole My Tricycle
WHEN MY SON WAS 2 HE HAD A RADIO FLYER TRICYCLE...HE PLAYED ON IT TOO MUCH, ONE DAY WE COULDN'T FIND IT OUTSIDE SO I ASKED HIM SON WHERE DID YOU PUT YOUR TRICYCLE.. HE SAID I DON'T KNOW THEN REPLIED BIGBIRD STOLE IT DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO THERE YA GO LOL

Pit Bull History
The American Pit Bull Terrier (APBT) is a descendent of the original English bull-baiting Bulldog and has historically been bred with working/performance goals in mind. The challenge of describing the American Pit Bull Terrier inevitably invites a long sequence of superlatives. The APBT is a supremely athletic, highly versatile, adaptive, gushingly affectionate, eager-to-please, all-around family dog. In courage, resolve, indefatigableness, indifference to pain, and stubborn perseverance in overcoming any challenge, the APBT has no equal in the canine world. Although the APBT was once used as a national symbol of courage and pride, the breed is largely misunderstood today. Even though the APBT has historically been bred to excel in combat with other dogs, a well-bred APBT has a rock-steady temperament and, contrary to popular belief, is NOT inherently aggressive towards humans. However, as adults, some APBTs may show aggression towards other dogs. This fact, along with the APBT's stre

Gotta Love J.t.
feat. T.I.) Ain't another woman that can take your spot my- If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?) If I told you you were beautiful Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?) Well, baby I've been around the world But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you) This ring here represents my heart But there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do") [Chorus] Yeah, because I can see us holding hands Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand I can see us on the countryside Sitting on the grass, laying side by side You could be my baby, let me make you my lady Girl, you amaze me Ain't gotta do nothing crazy See, all I want you to do is be my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my

Name Graphic
Here is a example of one, if one what one send me a msg with the name that you wanna use Also If you want one made also go to this webpage and tell me what font u want me to use http://linuxenvy.com/bprentice/Banners/FontExamples/FontExamples.html Also tell me what color u want it to be. If you want one done send a msg to me. Blaze@ CherryTAP

Follow Up
Ok, so here is the follow up on what's been going on. Regardless of mine and Adam's situation, things are better than after we he broke up with me. There is weird tention between the both of us, but to me, I see minor flirting between us still. I am wanting to get a job, that way I can get a place of my own, that way things aren't so weird if either of us was to find another person. I for one am not going to be looking and do not have the desire to look for anyone right now, because I still have hope that maybe he'll rethink things and wanna retry our relationship that I know deserves a chance longer than 2 months. He says no, but no one can honestly predict what the future hold (even if they say they know for sure, no, things and feeling ALWAYS change) He knows how I still feel about him, and who knows, maybe (that's a BIG maybe) my feelings for him might *kinda laughs at that "MIGHT"* change if his feelings change for the better for me. Who knows? I mean I can totally under

I've Done 92 Out Of 150 Life Experiences
how many life experiences have u had? ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar ( ) Smoked Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 2 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (x) Shoplifted ( ) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 6 Level 3 (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House. (x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested ( ) Made Out With A Stranger ( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 8 Level 4 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 11 Level 5 (x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE/FACEBOOK Friends (x) Been To Paris (x) Been To Spain (x) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 15 Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace/ FACEBOOK (x) Been Mosh Pitting SO FAR: 17 Level 7 (x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Tak

Tell The Truth
Tell The Truth WOW ........ is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta . She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11,2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns hi

You Need To Know
10 things you guys should know about us ladies Current mood: amused (1) We are freaks too! When you're thinking about sex, we are too, and when you're not thinking about sex we are! So don't act like ya'll the only ones out there hunting it and looking for some booty. Cuz ladies is pimps too (2) We know game. Most of the time a line you think you came up with, someone has already used. So here's a suggestion. Don't run game, be you! (3) Don't lie about things that we can find out! It ain't nothing worst than telling your girls your new man owns real estate and then go out and he's the clown taking ya'lls order in the drive thru. (4) If you live at home with your mama, please don't act like you are balla status. No matter how much money you sitting on you, remember. YOU LIVE AT HOME W/ YOUR MAMA. (5) If you have one of those crazy baby's mama's. Don't go out and act like you have no obligations. Cuz when you have a scene w/ a TRUE CRAZY BABY M

I Actualy Got Work
Me and my friend got two houses to actualy clean out for forclosures i didnt think it would actualy happen now i just gota find time to do it and someone to watch mom while im doing it. It should be very intresting butttt anyways ya, my computers completely wiped and gota re-do everything on it so im not gonna be able to rate/comment like normal till we get the new windows system in this is just temp and the explorer fails alot sooo anyways thats it, at home with mom today and all that good stuff trying to fix the computer

Fight ..
Jelly Baby walks into a bar and starts talking to a Smartie. After a few beers the Smartie says, "Ere, a bunch of us are heading to that new club, fancy tagging along?" The Jelly Baby says, "No mate, I'm a soft centre, I always end up getting my head kicked in." So Smartie says, "Don't worry about it, I'm a bit of a hard case, I'll look after you." Jelly Baby thinks about it for a minute and says, "Fair enough, as long as you'll look after me", and off they go. After a few more beers in the club, three Lockets walk in. As soon as he sees them, Smartie hides under the table. The Lockets take one look at Jelly Baby and start kicking him, breaking cola bottles over his little jelly head, lamping him with little sugary chairs, and generally having a laugh. After a while they get bored and walk out. Jelly Baby pul

I Cant Wait For This To Be Over! Lol
Mike and I have been busy working in the apt downstairs getting it fixed up, painted and cleaned so that we can move down there. For most of the last week or so we have been down there patching walls...painting...shampooing rugs....etc and now the last couple days we have been moving stuff down there and getting things transferred over into our name. Today will most likely be the last day of it all though. We got a TON done yesterday and last night. The bulk of our biggest furniture is down there...now its just some boxes and smaller pieces left. It will just be really nice once this is all over with so we can spend more time putting things away the way that we want it and relaxing.

Joga.
[stay and listen] bjork. All these accidents, That happen, Follow the dot, Coincidence, Makes sense, Only with you, You don't have to speak, I feel. Emotional landscapes, They puzzle me, Then the riddle gets solved, And you push me up to this State of emergency, How beautiful to be, State of emergency, Is where I want to be. All that no-one sees, You see, Whats inside of me, Every nerve that hurts, You heal, Deep inside of me, oo-oohh, You don't have to speak, I feel. Emotional landscapes, They puzzle me - confuse, Then the riddle gets solved, And you push me up to this State of emergency, How beautiful to be, State of emergency, Is where I want to be. State of emergency, How beautiful to be, Emotional landscapes, They puzzle me, Then the riddle gets solved, And you push me up to this State of emergency, How beautiful to be, State of emergency, Is where I want to be. State of emergency, How beautiful to be, State of

I Gets It On....
Konichiwah Muhfukkas! It's been a long time/ I shouldn't have left you/ Without a dope blog to step to!/ Damn!! That was kind of dope!! My freestyle is off the heezy-fa-sheezy!! As evidenced by my dope ass rhymes in the blogger freestyles across the 'net!! Ok, so that rhyme above wasn't a freestyle…. I bit like a bucktoothed billy goat, or a certain toupee wearing sportscaster for the NY Knicks with a penchant for roungh sex and womens underwear....or better yet.....a certain deceased funk musician who rocked the chrochet braids, kidnapped white chicks and called himself a super freak as you surely know, but the intro was so appropriate nonetheless. I gets my Rakim on Sooooo….. What the fuck has been up 'round this bitch??? DUDE!! I been waiting on Spring for soooo long!! memphis had a miserable two weeks of winter...LOL But the one thing i cant stand about Spring is when my allergies arrive. Even as I type this my eyes are puffy and red...an

Hard Head Ben
let me start by saying you might not want to read this it more of a personal log to my self. If you choose to read it have fun laughing at me. Love you all. you are some of the best friends a guy could ask for. Here a good laugh for all my friend out here in cherry tap land. Just to prove i am a normal hard head guy and never listen to what you smart woman tell me. I Choose to go on a vacation though i knew it was going to make my money tight even though a few people on here and in real life said i should wait. Now that i got back i found out we are on short time at work. so that really does not help the picture any. i got to work 2 days last week and none this week. who know what next week will be like. can not get unemployment for at least another week and that if i get luck and the company i work for does not want to give me a hassle like they did last year when it got slow. Got a new Phone and forgot to pay the bill and with the current money problem i am not sure it

Clean But Funny !!!!!!!!!!!!
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey,pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First,of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the opt

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Swirling leaves a breeze Tease around me over me Cool night ride pleasure Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

New Hair Color
Ok, so I just dyed my hair lol back to a "normal" color. Putting pics up now Don't laugh at me. LOL OMG I gotta go to bed now. It's really late!!! Ha ha that would suck if I was late to work on my first day back!!!!

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Uncle And Nephew
A Seneca Legend An uncle and nephew lived off in a forest. There had been a large family, but all were dead except the two. The uncle and nephew were the last of their race. One day the uncle said, "My nephew, you have grown to be a large boy. Now you must learn to hunt. You may use the bow and arrows that I used when I was young." The old man took his bow from the wall and cleaned it, for it was smoky. Then he said, "We will make a trial of shooting." They went out together and the uncle tried first, shot at a tree a long way off. The nephew made a good shot and the uncle said, "That was well done. You can begin hunting. You must hunt between sunrise and sunset and always keep on the sunny side, never go North." The boy hadn't been out long when he killed a deer. When he took it home his uncle thanked him, and said, "We can live now; we have plenty of meat." He cut up the meat, tied bark strings around the pieces and hung them up to dry. For a while the boy bro

A Rule I Don't Agree With!
I don't know that this blog really belongs in this category, but since I do disagree with one of CherryTap's newer rules, I didn't know where else to put it. I suppose I will forever be stuck at 99.99% in level 10. Because of this rule that makes no sense to me, I will not be allowed to ever advance to my next level as I should have three days ago. The rule is that you will forever sit in the level 10 limbo unless you post an approved salute photo, and in my case, that is not going to happen. I have many reasons why I only show my face to a very few trusted souls on the Internet. However, the most important one has to do with my column. Anybody who has bothered to find and read one of my columns will know that the only photo they will see of me in any of my columns and articles written for AINEWS.COM is the same photo of my isolated moustache as the one on my CherryTap profile. There has been a certain mystic about Myles Shaffer purposely created by my editor-in-chief

Ephermeral Lovers
The clouds play shadows across the landscape; the moon their light. The gusts dance upon the earth, tantalizing and teasing those who tread the night. We are ghosts, whispering to each other in passing, but never able to connect. The warmth of your flesh, the fire of your breath, the heat of your desire. All caught upon the evening breeze and fueling the embers. Come, let me see into your eyes, your mind, your soul, your spirit. For it is through your eyes that your body I will cultivate and capture. Mine to captivate and enrapture.

Changing Font
Ok...so I've been seeing quite a few people in the MUMM's asking about the font color change. It's quite simple really if you have a general knowledge of HTML. If you don't understand, follow along. [font color="pastel green" face="Comic Sans MS" size="2"]TYPE YOUR MESSAGE HERE[/font] 1)change the [] to 2)pastel green can be any color like... blue orange red...look around 3)fonts are usually arial tahoma verdana...again look around 4)I would keep the size at 2 or 3. If it's too much bigger, then the text is going to be huge in the MuMM. 5)Place the text you want people to see where it says TYPE YOUR MESSAGE HERE. ________________________________________________ This is how it would look when you type it out.. You will have to copy and paste this code into every comment you make. I use the keyboard shortcuts for convenience. (Ctrl + C) Copy (Ctrl + V) Paste That is all..take care! :)

The Day...
She stands alone as the wind blows around her It speaks of the unknown and sends chills to the bone The trees sway from side to side as the flowers mourn like someone died She slowly walks down the street not knowing exactly what she'll meet She was all alone and scared thinking that no one cared She longed for a different place to be A place where happiness comes so easily A place where she would rather be In her mind she'd pretend that she could only hear herself Until she heard a voice say that she can't go on living life this way Her fears and lonliness finally came to an end The day she realized she had a friend....

Poetry
~~ Dying Inside~~ Sometimes I feel I can't go on... I'm dying here inside. I'm drowning deeper in my sadness... And no one's here to save me. I cry myself to sleep at night... And no one even hears me. And if there was someone here... Would they even care? I don't know what is wrong with me... Why am I so hard to love? I try so hard to please my love... I lose sight of my true self. Whenever I start to think it's forever... They decide it's time to go. I give my heart, my everything... And get nothing in return. My heart has broke so many times... How can I put it back together? One night I tried to end it all... When he told me he no longer loved me. I felt like trash, swept to the side... Thrown away and forgotten. I gave up everything for him... My family, friends & education. We had been together for so long... I didn't know what to do. I ran into another's arms... Which now I know was wrong. But

Hmmmmmm
Ok so I HATE the bullshit I have to deal with in my current position every day. Monday's and Tuesday's the guys I work with sleep. Wednesday's, Thursday's and Friday's I work with a 60+ year old man who needs to retire, but feels the need to tell me how and when to do my job. Mind you, I've been in my current position for 6 years. There is potentially an opening in another department that I am very much interested in pursuing, but not sure on so many levels. I check my e-mail today, and I have my horoscope sent daily. I don't really buy into all of that, but I like to see what they have to say. Today shocked me. I think I may just go after the position like many here are prompting me to do. Although you can be so intently focused on the minute details of your immediate environment, the astrological month of Taurus opens your vistas of thought and imagination. Today, however, with the Moon in your 10th House of Career, it's crucial for you to make an effort to push beyond your own

Still I Rise. . .
The words below are by Maya Angelou,and b/c of the way my personal world has been spinning recently, this poem has really been speaking to me . . . .I think that these are words of empowerment for ALL women & races!!! Some of my darkest days have been lately, ( I'll write about this sometime soon in another blog), and the tuth & comfort found in this poem remind me that you CANNOT or WILL NOT keep a strong woman down!!!! STILL I RISE You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don

Healing Heart
Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

Mother
mother (mo-ther) ˈmə-thər: noun,verb, adjective, transitive verb. The word \'mother\' can mean anything and everything. Because anything and everything is what mothers do. In fact, if families would thank a mother everytime they did something for them, that is all we would say, and never be able to get another word in at all. Maybe that is why mothers don\'t hear thank you enough. Mothers do the hardest and most thankless job there is. So thank you.

The Chorus Of Chaos...
THE CHORUS OF CHAOS In my palm I have held the world I’ve touched the mountains and it’s streams Cool water seeps through my fingers And warm blood flows in my veins Many questions go unanswered And answers unexplained With all the goodness and glory There too is darkness and sin One must search through the black To find the beauty deep within Trace the lines upon my hand See the aging of my skin Feel the weight upon my shoulders From gravity holding me down Though life keeps on spinning Silently without a sound Echoing the haunting noise Silence heard by the lonely Voices by the insane Two hands constantly grip The chaos of the crowd Dance into the shadows Sink into the ground Believe what drifts your way Soon will turn around What plagued your nights with sorrow Will fade like last years leaves No longer cluttering the lawn Without leftovers for tomorrow Gone with a close of the door Click the switch, lights out Nothing, there is no more As the su

Crushed
I wrapped you inside my coat When they came to firebomb the house I didn't feel pain, 'cause no-one can touch me Now that I'm held in your spell A beautiful girl A beautiful girl Can turn your world into dust Sell me a car that goes Sell me a house that stands I never cared before, I never cared before I never cared before, before, before, before A beautiful girl A beautiful girl Can turn your world into dust A beautiful girl A beautiful girl Can turn your world into dust I stood in front of her face When the first bullet was shot

Scripture
Diaphragm expands Bent over backwards Tightly stretched muscle strands Sultry smiles excreting no laughter Spread petal invitation The starved fiendishly feast with detrimental determination I drink deep and escalate the complication Are you ready for the denizens of oblivion to carry out their expedition? As they excavate your encasement leaving a trail of bloody religion (the answer is a given) 1000 gears and not a single one can be driven I may refuse a saddle but I can be ridden I arrive c.o.d. with a heavy debt to pay Split tissue, reddened scripture And a hot hand that must be played My retardation has been delayed Bludgeoning the song of a victimized slave Crave to be saved and splayed Pray to be maimed and drained I got the restraints if you’re game I’m game but I usually go by another name I’m in pain and I would like to feed you suffering Blood-stained teeth are ushering Beckoning to the liquids that are clustering Consortium of storm carved lusting

Gf Applacation
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me?

When God Made The Emt
When the Lord made the EMT, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel approched and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "have you read the specs on this order"? An EMT has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkel his uniform." "He has to beable to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wet cars with barly enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." " he has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel sook her head slowly and said, "six pairs of hands...no way. "its not the hands that is causing me the problems," said the Lord, "Its the three pairs of eyes an EMT has to have". "Thats on a standard model?" ask

Let It Go!!!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

Visions Out Of Darkness
I close my eyes yet sleep does not come Pictures fog my mind I awake in another place another time Scenes of life with colors so vivid I see you there Are you calling to me I cannot have you Dark shadows hide you from my sight I fight for you I die for you Every single night I cry for you Leaving teardrops on my pillow so I can find my way back for another try Visions out of darkness pull blood from my eyes Thunder rages in my heart As lightning strikes me from the skies Love is more powerful than any God It hesals most wounds and binds our hearts The rose is a symol of this love Let it destroy the shadows and pull light from above Send me rain so I can hide the never ending pain Send me thunder to cover my cries Send me the one who can save my soul, mend my heart, and make me whole I am running I am breaking I am crying I am dying Don't you see I need your help Fight for me Make the nightmares stop A sword is raised and an arrow flies Stop them both

Pascal's Wager Revisited
If you are not familiar with Pascal's Wager, it is the idea that it is worth being religious even if you have trouble believing. Pascal says that the risk of not being religious, eternal damnation, is far worse than going through the motions during this lifetime. There are some issues here as surely God can sort out the wheat from the chaff. One would assume that God would be a kick ass poker player if God desired to be. But Pascal says that in acting religious, enough of the being religious might rub off on you from your close proximity to the true believers. _____________________________________ Living in France and not being so removed in time from the worst of the Spanish Inquisition, Pascal meant believing in the Christian God. But today much removed from the inquisition (at least in the past - the future is a question mark) one should not be so narrow minded in the concept of God. A modern day person taking up Pascal's wager should believe in all gods and goddesse

Missing In Action....
Hi all my wonderful friends. I have been in and out on here lately and I'm sorry I haven't been making my rounds. Working nights and doing so much during the day has me wiped out. I am going to try to keep up with you all but please don't be offened if I don't. Just very tired and very busy. Hugs and kisses to you and hope I see you soon. ;-)

Usa Today
Have u ever stopped and actually thought about the way the world is today? Mainly , the USA in general...About how the crime rate is constantly on the rise wherever u may go??? Its so very true, that our society is continually getting more and more violent.. More murders and still more drunk drivers killing innocent people... Its as though people never truly learn from others mistakes, only from there own, if they are lucky. And the war on the other hand, is soo stupid! I mean we going there to fight a neverending battle where we keep losing more and more lives. Like stuff never gets better. I dont know whats going on. Like even down the the youth of today's society.. The teenagers and young adults are becoming more and more careless. Which another, ongoing problem we have in society is the high birth rate with young woman. Me, personally, i feel this is soo tragic,and very depressing 2 realize. I mean, its like 1 of the saddest things in the world. because these young woman are alread

Poem 4
if beauty is skin deep then why is she under my skin her voice crack cocaine... love like heroin the sound... damn puff-puff give on them like so... um taste the the coco tip..splif blow..haze yaa got the buzz..zooted..on that smile.. red light stop..take a sip-sip go.. green light--open door...curtains spread.. coco temptations givin' way to coco sensations.. cinnamon spice that taste so sweet... got me ex'in on this trip... lsd..love soon devoured..acid burns my lips.. taste the puff... mocha temptations with a hint of cinnamon.... um...um..um...got me like libations.... eyes say come........to me...make me wanna..... fall into the haze.......

Help Me Out Plz And Thank You
ok I don't know what I am going to do now but if you all could help me out by rating my pictures and commenting on them I will do the same back, but the problem is that there is a lot of stuff going on here in my house.. If you would like to buy me a blast or vic that will be great.. I do what I can trying to comment and rate other peopels stuff.. I do what I can.. Well I have to go and I will give you updates on my profile ok.. Got to go ok.. Virgo24

Marines...by A Friend Of Mine
My Friend was a US Marine, he drove a big 7 ton truck, when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "sweetie wish me luck". Then he would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A Marine's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, And sometimes he won't fight a war for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too dumb to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble he was there to lend a hand. Then my Marine went to work one day and kissed me good-bye, But little did I realize, that night, I would cry. My Marine gave his life that night, when the bomb hit from below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the greatest gift a man could give, Is to lay his life upon the line, so that someone else may live. So as we go from day to day, and we pray to God above, Say a prayer for your local Marine, he may save the one

In The Cards
In The Cards A touch of one finger catches me off guard when it brushes the blade of my shoulder and I tense my muscles amidst sudden shock with an abrupt turn to face this intruder. Far from what I surely had expected she stands here with those green eyes mesmerizing and a smile that renders me now disarmed with full intentions that are more than willing. Caught between two distinct realities my mind hangs in a mid-air suspension not knowing how to react in this moment that has done away with my inhibition. Never once could I have seen in my cards a chance happening of something like this that was supposed to be highly unlikely and by sheer logic utterly dismissed. Without a word in mind to say at all my lips part and bring forth no sound only to be kissed in haste by hers in this privacy that we have found. Arms of mine that were at one time clueless are quickly all-knowing and fully aware as they caress her in gentle motions

Shattered Soul
Too long has it been Since humanity lost its color Screaming violet A shattered soul cries out Shattered souls cry out Shattered souls, lost souls Mindless youths, shadowed by guilt Tragic losses, a shattered soul cries out No one listens The truth is blaring in their ears Mindlessness, shadows beyond our eyes A shattered soul cries out Listen to the night talk A shattered soul begins to mend A heart begins to heal A shattered youth, only looking Searching...for her soul.

What Does It Mean?! Please Tell Me!!!
This was a dream someone told me that he had about me lol.. someone please tell me what it means!!!! i was a superhero and the villain had you and sarah hung over each side of a building he said, "choose!" he let both of you go at the same time i was able to grab the both of you, but sarah's line broke and she died you were still alive, but then the villain grabbed me away and killed me

Major Annoucnement!
I regret to announce that Small Town Sleeper will not be playing The July 6th First Friday Event in Downtown Urbana. Before I go into detail, I would like to encourage everyone to still attend the event as “Hollow Point” and Urbana’s very own “Moore” will still be playing. I can honestly say that the entire STS crew was looking forward to this fantastic hometown event. We are currently in the process of setting up a make-up date, although no details are available yet…it is in the works!!! We want to thank Joe, Real Estate II, and everybody involved with First Friday’s for going above and beyond for us…we promise to make it up to all of you! With that said, STS will not be playing First Friday because we have been asked to be the support for DAUGHTRY (a.k.a American Idol Chris Daughtry) at this years 2007 SummerFest in Milwaukee Wisconsin. This is the world’s largest music festival, and we will be playing the main stage at the 23,000 capacity Marcus Amphitheater. We will be the main

Who Wants To Marry A Tigger?
WHO WANTS TO CT MARRY DJ TIGGER????????? YES LADIES....... DJ TIGGER IS READY TO GET CT MARRIED.. DJ~tiggerb29_18301~EXCALIBUR RADIO~The Scooter Bar~Enforcer ~ THE MOST STALKED AND TALK ABOUT BALLS@ CherryTAP DO YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW TIGGER OR HEAR HIM PURRRRRRRRR THE WAY THAT HE DOES THEN CLICK ON THE BANNERS BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO WHERE THAT CAN HAPPEN OR YOU CAN FIND HIM AT THE SCOOTER BAR... CLICK THE PICTURES BELOW .......... OR THE BBW WORLD ........CLICK HERE........... AND YOU MAY FIND HIM HERE... SUNSHINE AND MARINES LOUNGE......... CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICTURES AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO DJ TIGGER'S PAGE

Beside Myself
It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I cant save you It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone Reaching for something so distant It's like you don't exist In this war against us I lay beside myself It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I cant save you It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone ...and I dont care Screaming your name but you can't hear the thoughts inside your head There is nothing I can do I lay beside myself It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I cant save you It kills me to know that things wont change You're all alone and I don't care watch me dissapear... It kills me to know that things wont change We won't be the same when I dissapear You're all alone and I don't care Fighting for a Reason to hold on ©ALightDivided2007

Fractals
Basically everyone knows what fractals are. We may not know the EXACT definition but we know it applies to twisting and warping colors into other colors, causing designs in the twists and turns. Example below:Whether certain images are intended is not known but there are definite patterns and pictures in the blend. Now on to the point of this blog in particular. Why do I think about fractals a lot? Because I often feel just like one. Like my life was made from a little of this...a little of that. Then taken and mixed and blended to form something much more than meets the eye. To the person who just takes a glance they see the obvious things. Height, weight, hair color, etc. To the person who stops and takes a closer look there are designs, ideas, thoughts, emotions, SUBSTANCE to what they see because they take the time to see it.Those are the people I enjoy meeting. People who actually WANT to take the time to see what lies underneath it all. Those are the people one can nev

Memories Of You
I carry the memory of you very close to my heart...your beautiful smile and the way you decided to part. I'll always remember the way you made my heart sputter and flip... and I'll always remember you hanging with drool from your lip. I'll always remember the day you asked me to become your wife... but how can I forget the day you decided to end your life? There are so many memories of us, we were quite a pair... the memory that sticks in my mind though, is you dead with your blank stare. I carry many memories of you and these I'll mostly cherish... the memory that breaks my heart, is that you decided to perish. I'll keep all the memories, the good ones without a doubt... there's many memories though, I know I could do without.

My Wishes
Someday someone will see me... For who I really am. He will see beyond my smile and 'big girl' attitude. He will look in my eyes and see my NEED, burning hot in my soul. He will see the real me, the sensitive me, the submissive me. Someday someone will know me... He will know I hide behind a mask. He will know how I yearn. He will know that I'm scared and he will take my hand and lead the way. Someday someone will touch me... He will free my true spirit. He will touch my body like no other. He will use this body as an instrument, with which he will play a beautiful song. He will hold me, bind me, love me.

Mom
Well..here i am again...as you know, it wasn't but weeks, just weeks ago that i put my Daddy to rest...Mom and i spent two and half months walking through steps to get Dad set with hospice, getting him home, tending to home only briefly for the seven days he was home before he passed..Mom and Daddy were married 35 years, yes, she is, she was my step mom, but the only woman i call Mom...me and mine were beginning to heal, to try to move forward, i sent Mom off to Hawaii for 10 days, she didnt want to go; i said she needed to get out of the house, to go sit in the sun, see the beauty...she went kickin' and screamin..lol...she got home 4 days ago..now the house was quiet..the kids and grandkids gone, friends had stopped coming by in droves with condolenses and well wishes...she was now feeling what life would be for her; alone...she sat to eat her supper, turned on the TV...she always said these days she was so tired she had to nap before she slept...she was tired, sad, broken-hearted...s

Sleepless
Sleepless nights Stale cigarettes Racing thoughts What am I to do now? The pills the doctor prescribed arent working... "Will make you fall asleep." Ha! What a laugh It's failing me My sanity is going I'm starting to fall The littlest things piss me off No control, no emotions Just anger Icy glares, snide remarks Just want to get away 730 am, cold coffee So confused, so frustrated I'm leaving soon Maybe it'll be better there Need caffeine sleep pills nicotine love Anything to make me feel better. ================================================= No sleep again for the 4th night I dont know what I'm doing I need him just to tell me everything will be ok If he can make it, why cant I? But his pills work mine seem to hate me Oh, how lucky he is. I can barely comphrend what my mother is saying it's turning into a buzzing far away sound the tv i

Fakes
Fakes Why is it that my rants revolve so much around the antics of those online who portray themselves as bdsm or D/s? Well maybe it is because in all my contact with those in real life who are involved in the practice and love of bdsm, I have been lucky not to witness this kind of behaviour, or perhaps, it isn't so much "luck" maybe it's because in the main the kinds of games I see on line just don't happen. Nooooo I am not going into another Gor rant *laughs* this time what has attracted my notice and ire are those poor unfortunate souls who so obviously have self esteem problems that they would be reduced to sending out fake pictures of themselves to attract attention. Why do they do this, and more to the point why do they think anyone with half a brain would be fooled by it? Actually this isn't a problem that's confined to lifestyle chat rooms, I was an admin for a vanilla room and we had this happen time and time again, so the phenomena appears to be fairly common place.

Tattoos
Okay so I decided that I want to get one more tattoo. Those of you that are on my list know I already have one. A ladybug on my foot. I was a big chickenshit before I got that one...lol. So I got a small one. It didn't hurt as much as I thought it was going to. Here's my problem, because I probably will only get one more, I can't decide what I want to get. So I thought I'd ask anybody who'd listen...lol...what they would suggest. Come on people...I know you guys know how to give opinions. Thanks a bunch...Muah.

I Am Thankful For...
I'm Thankful For.... The partner who hogs the covers every night, because he is not out with someone else. The child who is not cleaning his room, because that means he is at home and not in the streets. For the taxes that I pay, because it means that I am employed. For the mess to clean after a party, because it means that I have been surrounded by friends. For the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means I have enough to eat. For my shadow, that watches me work, because it means I am in the sunshine. For a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning, and gutters that need fixing, because it means I have a home. For all the complaints I hear about the government, because it means that we have freedom of speech. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot, because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation. For my huge heating bill, because it means I am warm. For the lady

Time To Go!!
Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept that Australia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you", he said on National Television. "I'd be saying to clerics who are teaching that there are two laws governing people in Australia: one the Australian law and another Islamic law that is false. If you can't agree with parliamentary law, indepen

Re-post For Death
What does she want me to be? Does she expect a perfect world? What do you think I am? A Ken Doll? Realize this now. In no way will I ever be a Label Whore. I am not ashamed of who I am. I like my look and my pain is mine not yours. I thrive to be content with the reality of being alone in a world of Gods and semen. Piss ants for Democrats and Confused mothers dying of sorrow born from Marilyn Mansons hate. Face it, we are all born to die. Live to the next extreme. Mine is none of your business. So leave me be. I ask no one for advice on my aches. To understand me is a after thought on abortion. A Catholic priest would not even touch me. Though I have touched a few. I am not your victim and I am not a prey. I am the monkey on your back with the knife to endure the pain you leave behind. I make no sense and than it's perfect sense. So crawl away with pity and the filth you shove down Paris Hiltons mouth. Spit in the face of laughter and real world it to death with MTV. I want no pa

If I Don't Say Goodbye
If I don't say goodbye it's not because I don't care If I don't say goodbye it's not because I won't miss you If I don't say goodbye it's not because I won't think of you If I don't say goodbye don't think it's unfair If I don't say goodbye it's because I can't for one reason or another If I don't say goodbye it's because it's too hard for me If I don't say goodbye don't take it personally If I don't say goodbye it's because I know you'll be back If I don't say goodbye the tears won't flow If I don't say goodbye I still hope you know I will think of you often and keep you in my prayers If I don't say goodbye you will still mean alot to me If I don't say goodbye I know we will meet one day again soon If I don't say goodbye please know I am still your friend and will be until the end but I can't say goodbye and not be sad So if I can't bring myself to say goodbye please try to understand I know it wont be long, but its my emotions I'm trying to keep in hand

What God Did Not Plan On
Sleep well, Weep well, Go to the deep well As often as possible. Bring back the water, Jostling and gleaming. God did not plan on consciousness Developing so Well. Well, Tell Him our Pail is full And He can Go to Hell. Stan Rice 24 June ‘93

Real Love
The emptiness cannot be filled By lovers that you hold, And love is never born or killed Nor is it bought or sold. Do not extend your empty cup And trust your lover’s heart Has come along to fill it up, Or find its missing part. Your lover is a friend who's eyes Reflect what you conceal. The love that you allow to rise, Is all they can reveal. So let your lover be that friend And be a friend in kind. Then let your open hearts commend The source of love they find.

In My Life
There have been many angels in my life. And while they have not arrived with a blast of trumpets or a rustle of wings, I have known them just the same. They performed their acts in human disguise. Sometimes they borrowed the face of a friend, and sometimes they borrowed the face of a stranger. You have known them too I'm sure. When a friend called at just the right time to pull you out of the doldrums. Or when a total stranger, in passing, flashed you a needed smile. When just the smallest act of kindness made you feel appreciated. Sometimes even your cherished pet giving you a lick or a nuzzle at just the right minute, letting you know that you are loved. Yes, there are many angels in my life. And I just wanted to take this time to let you know that I consider you, my friend, to be an angel in human disguise. How many times you have been there for me when I needed you the most! I have always believed in angels but, you are living proof that there a

The Things I Love About You.
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you when you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance Be with me and start a life Together forever, an eternal dance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you again But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

Never Enough Of You...
You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you

Pray For Taylor
Hey all, some of you may remember the bulletin i posted for Taylor a few days ago. I just wanted to let ya all know what is going on now. They have put her into a medical induced coma because the pain was just too much for her. She is still on the ventilator but they want to start turning it down slowly to try to get the hole in her lung to close on its own. Her dad put up a page for her with updates everyday on myspace. the link is http://www.myspace.com/taylor_hittlet if anyone is interested in any of the updates. If not that's ok but could you say at least one prayer for her. Any thing helps. Thanks Remember she is only 4 years old and we all know that something like this would be bad for anyone but think how it is on a 4 year old little girl!!!!

I Tried.......
I'm on a song frenzy, trying to deal with the recent turn of events that's hit me. The lost of my mom, graduating a week after her death, I keep correcting my friends who say that life's unfair. I mean on top of having to deal with a plethora of negativity one just can't help but feel where's the end to all this? Life is such I guess. Come to think of it now.... I see what they mean. I just wanna feel what I feel right now. I'm in no way wanting to make it feel better. Although paramount thoughts of life goes on and such, it's virtually impossible. Come and sit in to a moment in my shoes. Bone Thugs Akon yeah You know though nothin' come easy, you gotta try real, real hard I tried hard, but I guess I gotta try harder. I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery, Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets, It Ain't my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me, And still I try so hard, hopin one day th

Addicted To Chat
ADDICTED TO CHAT by Razel Kristine V. Arias i got addicted to MIRC until the right time came for us to see we chat until late at night from ASL's to goodnight funny is the adjective right for you 'coz even through machine i laugh at you we're totally strangers to each other we did not mind or get bothered either what I can feel now is that I liked you but I don't expect you to like me too knowing you is the first best thing to do 'coz it's important to know the real "You" MIRC is such a place to be for all the chatters who would like to see to know the real meaning of you and me come on let's meet and enjor our EB

Woohoooo
I'M IN THE LEAD BUT I HIT MY PHOTO COMMENTING LIMIT SO IF YA CAN GO RATE MY PIC OR DROP A FEW COMMENTS FOR ME THX BEEBEE copy n paste link into your browser thx!!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=446443&albumid=506112&i=2778584678

Been A While!
I know, I know, it's been foreva since we talked! For this I sincerely appologize! Can you EVER find it in your heart, to forgive me? Well, maybe if I explain a bit, it will help... As most of you know, I was in a nasty accdent, back in April (rear-ended by a truck/semi)... Well, physical therapy is 3 days a week. Add to that, all of the doctors/specialist appointments, and daily upkeep of the house. Not to mention visiting my sweetheart, once a month, for a week at a time (I only wish it could be longer)... We are doing great, BTW, I miss him terribly, when I'm not there. Ok, back to my brokenness... I recently found out that I have to have 3 surgeries..ok well I consider it 2 and a half, the doctors call it 3. The half one, is injections in my neck, for the herniated disk. The other two are on my shoulder and knee...and those two are actually surgeries (AHHHH!). Those of you who know me, know that I don't even do needles...much less cutting!! Oh and now my little sister (Vicki) a

Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder
Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table,and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke I'd been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks,

Samantha
I met this woman on an online dating site. We talked for a few times before we met. While we talked, she was determined to be completely in control of everything. One evening she finally decided that we could meet. The night we met, she came over to my place and I fixed dinner. A couple things happened, then later she went home. She would always use text messages to keep in touch, and if I didn't respond to her text message as soon as she sent it, she would get pissed off. Well, she kept wanting to rearrange my apartment and control things, so one morning I told her that I thought we needed some space. She took it completely wrong and told me to fuk off. She also said that she had ways to get a hold of my credit information, seeing as how she worked at a credit union and would use it against me if necessary. I didn't take that lightly, so I went to one of her bosses and told them. As I was leaving from that, the security director of her credit union was returning from lunch, and I was

What Shou Should I Do
well peeps im going thru alot and im wondering should i leave or should i stay all i seem to do is piss everyone off and i dont undertand why i do this i was here to make friends and i made alot of good friends and met the woman i truely have always been looking for now i dont know if i should stay or go please comment i need some help here

Boooo
i love being myself but who else should i be i dont have the best life but who does i cant buy everything i want but what person can i want to fall in love but who doesnt i need to be less social but why be alone all the time i love being close to my family but eventually ill have to leave i dont want to care about somethings but i still do i cant let myself get hurt but i know i will eventually i dont have enough love to go around but i can always make more!!!

He Is Home!!!!!!
WELL HERE IT IS! I TOLD YA I WOULD BE SHOUTIN IT FROM THE ROOF TOPS!!!!!!! MY SON IS HOME! HE GOT IN THIS EVENING!!!! I WILL ADMIT I CRIED WHEN HE CAME IN!!! HE LOOKS SO GOOD, STRONG AND PROUD. HE WENT IN THE ROOM TO GET HIS BABY SISTER OUT OF BED, SHE JUST JUMPED UP AND LATCHED ONTO HIS NECK AND WOULDN'T LET GO!! OF COARSE I HUGGED HIM UNTIL HE COULDN'T BREATH! HE EVEN HAD THE DOG JUMPIN UP TO HIM!!!! I WILL SLEEP EASY TONIGHT KNOWIN HE IS IN THE NEXT ROOM!I WILL PUT SOME PICS UP AS SOON AS I CAN! WE ARE ALL SO GREATFULL THAT HE IS HOME,I DON'T WANT TO LET HIM OUT OF MY SIGHT FOR AWHILE! I JUST WANTED ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO BE ABLE TO SHARE IN OUR JOY! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL AND MANY, MANY BLESSINGS!!!!

Road Trip
Okay I leave Arizona tomorrow morning and will get in Tennessee Thursday night. I wont have access to a computer for the next three days. I dont know if I will be on the computer Thursday night, since I will probably crash as soon as I get in. I will have the cell, but it will be on and off to save the battery. So dont freak out if you dont here from me in a the next few days. I promise I will get back to ya...

I Am Sick To Death!
I have had it up to my ears with all this bullshit about my NSFW pics. If you are here only for that purpose please remove yourself from my friggin list. I will NOT be hassled about this anymore! I am not obligated to anyone to show my body, and that is it! Like I said, if you feel this is a personal attack, then please feel free to delete, block, banish, or whatever it is you need to do to make yourself feel better for trying to force me into showing you something I don't have to...Sorry for those that haven't been doing this..Much Love!

Emotional Rain
Just imagine the stars How bright they must be tonight magnified be the teardrops brought forth by all our pain It's amazing how cruel life can be how heavy her hand can feel All we want to do is smile but yet the teardrops fall like rain There is no time for holding these days nor a second for a simple kiss just the time to stare at the moon while crying out in vain All we need is each other to make it all go away like an emotional drug that takes away the pain It's just so hard to keep an open heart when the world is out to harm you But without your gentle words it's a struggle to stay sane So as I roam the darkness I'll be calling out your name Haunting all of our demons until they've all be slain

Confused!!
The confusion I get from guys is worse than girl drama. I've been with Josh for about 2.5 months. We talk every night from 10pm-5am. Then he'll call me back at 7am and we'll talk until 8am. Then he gets home from work and calls me and we'll talk for maybe a half hour. Now what confuses me is why can't guys tell their girlfriends whats wrong with them. Josh had put an away message up about being confused, so I asked him what was wrong. He didn't want to talk about it, said he'd tell me later. Well when later came I noticed comments from the #1 girl I hate. You all know its hard for me to HATE someone, but I really HATE this girl. She has tried her hardest the last 2 months to come between us. Well once I saw comments from her I went snooping. I saw he wrote her a comment "I should have listened to you about sam. She makes me feel like shit all the time" Now to knowledge we were the happiest couple around. We talk ALL the time, my daughter adores him, we laugh, we just always seemed

Caption It | Vol.1 | 011
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It - Bi-Weekly it is! I'm Back! Vacation was much needed and way too short. I hope you are all well. (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.

God's Boxes
God's Boxes I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold. He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold." I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, Both my joys and sorrows I stored, But though the gold became heavier each day, The black was as light as before. With curiosity, I opened the black, I wanted to find out why, And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole, Which my sorrows had fallen out by. I showed the hole to God, and mused, "I wonder where my sorrows could be!" He smiled a gentle smile and said, "My child, they're all here with me.." I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole? "My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, The black is for you to let go." We should consider all of our friends a blessing. Send this to a friend today just to let them know you are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life. A ball is a circle, no beginning,

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Merry-go-round
Merry-Go-Round Life is like a merry-go-round Fun and enticing and interesting sound It goes in circles in a similar way Up and down through-out the day Out at the crowd you look for friends They pass quickly by before the ride ends Some are there when the ride is through The ones that aren’t you thought you knew Painted horses on poles and small children with screams Spinning lights and mirrors it’s not what it seems The music is happy, inviting and free It’s part of the draw that people will see Life is the same an illusion at best Believe what you want and forget the rest That is the mistake most people make They forget what’s right and what is at stake Around we go not a care in the world Forgetting our values and forsaking the Lord When the ride stops where will you be Out in the cold or standing next to me Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 09/18/07

Military Wife Basher Exposed
I want to appologize for some low life not having nothing better to do with his life. A man from Woodstock Ga has created a profile using my pics for some kind of sick twisted kick and I have been forwarded this information. I am sorry for him attacking either you, this country, or our soldiers. I am a veteran and have a son in rotc hoping to be a pilot, and by no means do I not support our troops. Whoever this person is gets his kicks attacking soldiers pages and military wives, and using my pics to hide behind, let us please get rid of him by blocking the yellow coward. It is up to all of us, my friends, my fans, and my family to come together and get rid of people like this, please go to my bulletins and repost and lets get the word out. I extend my friendship, and hope as such you will take whatever action you feel is best. please repost if you feel others may need to know. Keith this is the profile I had sent to me using my pics trying to discredit who I am SexyBeyotch@

Sorta Political Rant
Another presidential election is coming up on us and I've watched some of the jockeying for "poll" position by most of the major players. What I wanna know is, does anyone besides me think we're just as screwed with the pickins in this lot so far as we were with the last buncha no-brained loonies? Seriously, it seems to me like the big two don't give a crap about anything but the bankroll any more. Whatever happened to "We the people"? OK, that's it.

The Great Moonbow Of Cumberland Falls
The Great Moonbow of Cumberland Falls Garment of Spirit Rider Since the beginning of time, when the cosmos was created, and the earth, sun, and moon were formed by the voice of the Great Spirit "YahoWah" and the "Cho-Ta-Auh-Ne-Le-Eh" commonly referred to as the Elder Fires Above, the tradition of the Moonbeam Blessing at Cumberland Falls in southeast Kentucky was held sacred by many Tribal Nations east of the Mississippi River. This special occurrence of the Moonbow was taken as a distinct sign from the Great Spirit to the Native people, and was interpreted as a Great Invocation and Blessing with Great meaning that is very hard to be translated into the English language for non-Indian understanding. This physical geological and Native American spiritual wonder at Cumberland Falls Kentucky came in the universal light form of the Moonbow and was given to all Real Human Beings by the Great Spirit and the Elder Fires Above as a distinct sign of deliverance in the c

Nice Guys Still Finish Last......
i was surfing the site and a saw a bulliten that caught my eye, which is what bullitens are supposed to do....but then i read it....and i will post it here just so you get the full affect....To Every Guy To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To ever

Contest!
I'm in a cleavage contest and I REALLY wanna win so if anyone could help it would be great! It's a comment bombing contest (throw a 10 or 11 in there if you woiuld like :-P)and I need 1000 by Thursday. The link is below! Thank you SO MUCH to anyone who can help. I love you all! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&i=3279682846

Week Of The Spirit's
Week of the Spirit's October 24 th Festival prelude The children put up the seasonal decorations October 25 th The Night of Hero's. Remembering those of the family who have done much in war and in peace, and recounting their deeds. October 26 th The night of the Seers Remembering ancestors who have dealt with the supper natural,who have foreseen the future, and telling stories of their adventures. Oct 27 th The Night of the Martyrs Those of our people who have died for their faith, their convictions, there freedom or for our people. Oct 28 th The Night of the Bards. Artists, musicians and others who have spoken of or pictured the old ways, and those others whose work evokes magic Oct 29 th The Night of the Recent Dead Remembering relatives and friends and telling about there lives. Oct 30 th The night of rememberence for the family pets Pet's are family members; they must be recalled and there memories charished OCTOBER 31 st Famil

Thanks
I want to thank everyone who helped me in reached my goal of 50,000 comments. Took a little over 2 weeks to accomplish but without everyones help I would have been there forever! Thank yall all so very very much and if I did not show any luv to you please let me know and I will be sure to return it. I tried hard to get everyone I could get! Thank you again everyone so very very much! Lots of Luv, Jennifer

*smiles*
She was standing at the kitchen counter as I walked up behind her. I pulled the hair away from her neck and started kissingnibbling on it. I reached around and cupped her breast, massaging them through her shirt. I slip my right hand under her shirt and trace the curve of her bra across her breasts. She puts her hands on my left hand as she leans back into me. I slip my right hand under her bra, gently twisting on her nipple. After a few moments my hands slide down to the top of her jeans, unfastening them. My left hand moves down inside her pants, seeking her clit, while my right travels back to her breasts. A sigh lets me know my fingers have found what they were searching for. I light rub her clit for a few seconds then slowly peel her jeans and panties off her butt. I kneel down and kiss the top of her crack, letting my lips and tongue travel over her bare ass. She leans forward and places her hands on the counter top as I finish removing her pants. Her legs, now free to spread,

A.a.a.d.d
A.A.A.D.D. Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mailbox earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my cheque book off the table, and see that there is only one cheque left. My extra cheques are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking.

Iam Live Nowwwwww!!!!!!!
www.waykoolradio.com me DJ~N1GH7 on highband and DJ~pink&fluffy on lowband come and check us out join us in our chat room we are talkign about SEX!!! SEX!!!SEX!!!!! AAHHHAGGGAGAGAGAHRHRHRGFGFGFGGGGGGGGGG yeah baby

Why Do The Sh1theads Keep Coming.........
I am still having trouble figuring out how all these "normal" people have this holier than thou attitude while obviously wanting more than just to chat with you. Out of the blue never commented, private messaged or chatted here. After calling me a weirdo he promptly blocked me. Oh well, tehe to bad he was not bright enough to know block or not you can send at least one private message. (Apparently he does not like opposing opinions on the White Sox either) Shout Box: (read from bottom up) ---------------------------------------------- Da White S...: ok then weirdo...lmfao ->Da White S...: I get to know someone here for a bit before asking Master if I can add them to my messenger. Da White S...: what's your yahoo or msn ? ->Da White S...: yes Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger? ->Da White S...: k Da White S...: question for uo k? ---------------------------------------------- Da White Sox - http://fubar.com/user/767639 sr

A Great Idea
A Great Idea!!! When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001 If you approve of the idea, please pass it on to your e-mail list. "Coming together is a beginning; keeping together is progress; working together is success." Henry Ford

If You Laugh Lol
A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Tired Of Liers
Ok here I am ranting but it is really bugging me. Some people seem so honest and good they fool everyone around you. I guess they learn how to play with emotions and don't seem to care who they hurt as long as they are happy. I am tired of people like this. I think I am going to turn my shoutbox to fam only cuz I need a break. I am tired of the lies and games people play. I guess promises and words are empty to some people. It surprised me too cuz I thought this person was a really stand up person. Funny all my friends thought so too. I really want to feel that their is good in people but I keep being proven wrong and I guess that is what bothers me. I just hope that some people realize that words and actions do hurt very badly so be careful how you treat others.

Forever Is Gone
It is cold, and the greying sky has washed out even the faintest light of stars from my life. It all has no meaning anymore, nor do I. There is nothing left of me. I have broken apart into a million tiny shards. Inside, there is vacancy, a great hollow emptiness that it seems can never be filled. Has it all till now been only but a dream? I thought once that I had them. Dreams of a life that had substance, importance and bliss. All I have now is the hope to make it through today. What I was is no more. I am dead inside, thorns twirl around my heart and bleed it dry. I dont want anything of love, nor hate, nor happiness or sadness....I just am....an empty shell. I wander through this meaningless existence, my name is mother, mom, mommy and it is all I shall ever be. Erased from the chalkboard and blown away with the dust.

Rip Donna
I just got a call from my son, I was married 25 years to a man name Don, well his twin sister Donna Marie Peterson passed away on Nov 14, 2007. She was 53. tomorrow is her services, please take a moment of silence between 2-4 and give this family strenght to get through this. Even though I am away from this family my heart goes out to them. Sassy

Look At Me
when you look at me, what do you see, do you see someone that could be the best friend of your life, or possible lover, or even the soul mate that you always have been looking for... how can you begin to look at me for me if you don't see the inside of me, and who I am as a person. Did you ever take the time to talk to me and see who I was or am. Or did you just look at the outter appearance and made your own decision about me. You can never judge a book by its cover so why sit there and think you can judge me. I dare you to stop and take that time to get to know me for me and see who I am as a person..... oh hell I triple dog dare you.. ( this is not directed to anyone )

Did You Live Enough Today?
In a casual text message conversation just now, one of my Fubar friends and a member of my bomber family, Mandah, was telling me how she was standing outside in the snow waiting for her mom to come pick her up. Her mom is disabled and she was going to go with her to Walmart to help her do her grocery shopping. It made me think, how many people probably would have been irritated by having to stop their lives to help someone else out, even a family member. But she just said, "I don't mind helping my mom". It made me think of my mom, who died suddenly and unexpectedly at the age of 58 (almost 7 years ago) from a stroke. It made me think back wether there were times she wanted or needed me to do anything with her or for her and it inconvenienced me.....I can't really remember anything specifically. But it makes me wonder, would I have spent more time with her and lived differently had I known she would be taken from me so early and way too soon. Of course I would have. We NEVER KNOW whe

I Am Sorry......
i am sorry for all the pain that you feel inside but more than that i am sorry i am the one that caused it i am sorry for the tears that you cry each night but more than that i am sorry i am not there to wipe them off your cheeks i am sorry for the emptiness you feel but more than that i am sorry that it is me that you are lacking i am sorry that i have to say goodbye everyday but more than that i am sorry that you have to go at all i am sorry for the world that you have to live in but more than that i am sorry that you have to suffer in it but most of all i am sorry that you are growing up and i am missing all of it

6 Truths Of Life
1. you cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue 2. all idiots after reading the first truth try it 3.the first truth is a lie 4. your smiling now because you are an idiot 5. you soon will forward this to another idiot 6. there is still a stupid smile on your face

How To Shield Yourself
Being able to shield is an important component of any kind of energywork. Shielding keeps your energy in, or as much as you choose to keep in, and keeps stray energy out. For Empaths, this is doubly important. I find I can "program" my shield to let in the energy of certain people or just small amounts of their energy, lol. All I do is tell my shield to let so and so's energy through the shield - and voila! So it is! I am going to assume that anyone reading this has at least some basic idea how to put themselves in a meditative state - quiet their mind! Assuming is probably not a good thing, but meditation techniques will need to be in a separate blog, if I find a need to go in that direction, lol. Now we begin. I quiet my mind. Then I visualize myself standing in the center of a dark forest. I then visualize a ring of white light, almost like flames, surrounding me. (Make sure the flames totally surround you - leave no holes!) Once I have this well visualized, I build a fo

"have You Ever"
Feel their Pain....... Have we ever looked at a woman?, really looked? Have we ever thought of a woman? Take, Look at a woman....What do you see, besides the obvious. Wanna know what I see? Too bad, I'm gonna tell you anyway. I see, as you, all the physical things, like icing on the cake, right boys...now look beyond that, if your smart enough to. I see a human being that is STRONG. Not in the sense of lifting things maybe, but strong willed, dedicated to her beliefs, whatever they may be. POWERFUL. A woman with conviction can accomplish any fucking thing she wants to. Men on the other hand, lose interest to quickly, myself included. if I can't have or do it now, then the hell with it. With conviction, a woman will exhaust every avenue to achieve her goal. SMART, hah, I wouldn't get into a pissin fight with them. Hands down, they win. All in all guys, were screwed....unless you admit it, which most men would never do, "I'm a man, I'm tough and smart"....yah righ

Bad Day
I had a really shitty day. Work was slow then got out of my car to come in the house and noticed that someone backed or pulled into my new car pushing in the license plate and making a tear (small) in the bumper on the right hand corner. I have no idea when or who did it. So now not only do I have to get it licensed but i have to get it fixed. Took it one place and it's going to cost 975 to get it fixed and its a tiny spot! This so sux ass. I understand why they did take off I wouldnt wanna have to pay to get it fixed either but Shit! Its Christmas Doesnt anyone have a soul anymore? Sorry If Im bitching like I said bad day lol. Just thought Id blog about it thought it might help to know whats going on with me. Bastards!!!! lol

Moved Comp ....
Okay since it's Christmas time I've had to move my comp from my dining room to my bed room this mean though it may show me online and I might be I may not be at the comp 100% of the time please do not think I'm ignoring you I'm just in another room busy ..and I don't always have the sound on ..So though I may not be here all the time I will try to shout and return love when I can ...*muah* to all and thanks for understanding

Crying
as tears run down my face i dont know why i cry or how to stop them, my heart is braking and i dont know why i cant breath cant talk just sit here and cry, it hurts so bad yet i dont know why tell me plez what is rong with me, i sit here and cry the tears wont stop make them stop cant breth i think im dieing make it stop , i lay here now looking up in to the sky, red like my blood, blue like ur eyes, white clouds like the smoth sikn i once touched, thoundr and lighting like r love making, im crying, i dont know why,cant breath, cant think, im crying and i dont know why, my heart stops the tears dry, im dieing and i dont know why.

Any Ideas
You know I do not understand the way we think as a society. We have become so scared of our own shadows and have become such a lazy people. We have started to become dependent on technology on just about every area of our lives. What ever Happened to opening a map, or opening a book. Going out into the real world and experiencing life. When will we take our own destinies in our control again? When will we decide to make out own choices instead of someone else or something else making them for us. Go out to the woods and enjoy the natural beauty again. You cant get an more reality than that.

Another Mindless Rant :)
Ok the rant for today is status messages...And no I'm not referring to those of you with raging boners that feel like sharing this info with the land of fu...but let's say for example I say I'm not here...be back later...whatever the situation maybe, and this comes up in your bar tab...so you decide to send a message, sure, I'm willing to accept that I don't I exist until I'm in your bar tab, but is it really necessary to send numerous messages when I don't reply right away...I mean come on you just saw me saying I'm not here, so I'm not here damnit :P Please excuse my bitchiness and lack of sleep...I just felt like venting again :) Hope everyone is having a good evening :D and for the record, I'm going back to cleaning and getting Kirsten to bed, so I suppose I'll be awaiting the smart ass remarks from a few ppl, cuz I know what you're gonna do o.O lol blah! it's over...not too painful..

Me Right Now...
"Nobody's Home" I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all ove

The Idiot Disease
Have you ever loved and lost? --This was written by my best friend's ex husband.... it is amazing! Deployboink is his name and he said I could borrow it :) Women think with their emotions. Emotions dictate a woman's actions. Men think with their little head or logic. I am talking more about the logic thinking. Everyone already understands the little head thinking. A woman's emotions dictate what they do. It is simple. A man on the other hand argues with his emotions. There is a battle between logic and his feelings. Usually logic wins. That is not always a good thing. These battles can and usually produce bad results. A man can have true love right in front of his face and throw it away due to this battle. Don't worry, the man usually realizes it after it is too late. That should be comforting for all of you that wish that the man would be just as miserable as you. It is just like those "chick flick" movies except the man is too stupid to make it to the happy endi

Hunden's Brain
How Hunden’s Brain Works A story Many of you know me, some of you know me well. But this should illustrate how my brain works for all of you. Some four (roughly) years ago I was at XS Internet Café and a friend of mine (you know who you are) who will remain nameless for a number of reasons, is at a site that sells stuff. He calls me over and shows me that there is a book that he is excited about. It is a tell all book, a diary to be precise, about possibly the most famous actress currently known. This diary was written by her room mate. As I’m reading the summery there is this guy in the back of my brain knocking. The more I read the harder he knocks. I’m seriously thinking ‘something just isn’t right here’ when the guy grabs the sledge and nails me. I read a little more, and scroll back up to the top as I as my friend, “Hey, what was Marilyn’s real name?” “I thought it was Marilyn.” He answers. I click next to the supposed authors name, Mary, and reply, “No it was Mary somethi

The Sex Game
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Fake Friends Verses Real
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!' FAKE FRIENDS: never saw you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile REAL FRIENDS: Are for life FAKE FRIENDS: will talk bad to the person who talks bad

Perverts
I now have a whole new respect for the women on this sight, oh but first things first, I'm not a women, that's right douchebags, you have been attempting to get a guy to watch you jerk off and look at your dick pics. I had no idea that there were so many fucking crazy ass pervs on this goddamn sight. Ladies I tip my hat to you all. Its crazy that all I had to do was put up a pic of a girl with big tits and the pervs came flocking. The fucking guys on this sight are fucking pathetic and I would have to say that about 60 percent should just end it all right now. HAHAHAHA have a nice day darlins

Guys
Well recently I have been angry at men. They complain how we cant decide what we want they are just as bad. They complain about woman who are to clingy but then a woman who is independent and they dont want that eather. They say they are open to woman of all shapes and sizes but then turn around and only want to date skinny girls. Some say they are straight and the next thing you know they are sleeping with a guy. They say they want someone who is not pushy and jelous and a cheater then when they have that kind of girl right infront of them they choose someone who is just what they said they didnt want. Sometimes I feel like giving up on ever finding the right guy. I have yes met some nice guys but they are always a few states away. I am not sure how the whole long distance relationship works anyway. I have seen it work and seen it fail. Plus where the hell do you begin anyway its not like you can just go out for coffee and see if you mesh. Why the hell does this all have t

Giggles
So I had a pretty funny evening today :D First off, I read a friends blog, which just made me laugh that laugh that you can't stop until you start crying. I won't say that it was about revenge, cause it wasn't, but it was pretty hilarious to hear about someone getting what they deserve for treating him so badly. Then, Jesse came home tonight and asked if I wanted to see something neat, so I headed outside. He says, they made some modifications to my truck. I was pretty surprised to hear that he did something like that. I won't say that I know everything about him, but he didn't seem to me to be the kind of guy that would get his truck lowered or something. But what they heck! So I step out side and WHOLEY CRAP!!! It's a big white Chevy Silverado crew cab!!! Now, since I know none of you know, he has/had a green S-10 crew cab-ish… some mod, huh? He's such a silly butt!! And that's just one of the things that I love about him. Instead of saying, lol what I got honey. He's t

The Night
It was not a dark and stormy night. There was nothing about this night to distinguish it from any other. The wind didn’t gust so much as it meandered, too weak to rustle leaves or slap against windows in contempt. The sundown activity of this small community was listless, as if the sunset were no miracle at all. It was one of those nights that you go to the bar not because you’re looking for fun -- there’s no hope of that -- but because you are trying to anesthetize the boredom. Hemingway once wrote, "It’s awfully easy to be hard-boiled about things in the daytime, but at night it’s a different story." He was right. It’s the nighttime when the mind begins to swirl: Where am I going? What has my life become? It’s why bars are for the evenings. But I wouldn’t even call this night an "evening." An "evening" has character, some class even. It was simply a night. And this was a bitch of a night. Two guys were playing pool, shooting as though neither c

Have A Great Day
have a nice day have you ever heard the expression"kill them with kindness"? how the fuck does that work? if it does it would have to be extremely slow. if you want something slow go with some poison:cyanide,belladonna,or nightshade. otherwise use a brick or even a nice hatchet now, am i the only one who see's some people as the atypical stripper type? they are all look at through a safety glass, but doesn't touch, even as they dragg random people upon the stage with them, whomever that happens to be for the moment.nope, not attention whores at all.granted they might not even know what they are doing, but since when has stupidity been an excuse?Granted im not the best people person;im arrogant,cynical, and generally emotionally detached.hell, love me, hate me neither really matter to me. it doesnt affect who i am or even in the slightest how i live my life.most likely if i do not know you, im most likely im completely indifferent to you. so in closing,if you think that your opinion

Hey Ya All Wanna Bid On Me? Come See!!
Fu-owned by __ for a month and in my name rate all pics and stash during HH U will get a salute NSFW if ya want it time on web cam Pimp out Bulletin Pimp out in blog Forever a link on my page to my owner will buy u a drink daily for 2 weeks You will be my crush for 2 weeks if bid goes to Blast or VIP Phone call and NSFW web cam and I say what I show If bid goes to HH Hand written letter and a special gift in the mail

Rates And Comments
I have opened two new folders for rates and comments to access click links below: Super Bowl History The second folder is Represting your state contest I'm holding to figure out where I want to go on my next vacation in 6 months. So, Rep your state and let me know why I should go there or Represent for another state that you know something about that I need to know. Possible Vacation Spots Don't Forget to Rate This Blog! Thanks!

Based On A Meditation From Laurie Cabot's Crystal Color Countdown
Based on a meditation from Laurie Cabot's Crystal Color Countdown meditation from "The Power of the Witch". 1. Center yourself through deep breathing. 2. Begin by picturing a red 7 in your mind. * Really see it, the texture of it, if its shiny, how RED the red is (the deepness/lightness of the color can be an indication of weakness or stress in this area). * As you fix the image repeat the word "power". * When you feel that the energy and color are strong and focused, picture the number dissolving into a beam that enters the lowest chakra and recharges the energy in this area. 3. Repeat this with the following numbers/colors and words: 6 Orange Strength 5 Yellow Joy 4 Green Love 3 Blue Truth 2 Indigo Knowledge 1 Violet Wisdom 4. I then proceed with any meditative activities or energy focusing that I need to. 5. To return to the now, I count up

Avoiding Reality
1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating? ~ If I could find myself in a relationship sure I could remain faithful but seeing as how I am terminally single not going to be proving this one anytime soon 2. What color are your eyes? ~ A deep odd brownish color 3. What are you doing now? ~ Answering these questions so as to avoid what is really on my mind 4. What is one thing you question a lot? ~ My life in general, everything about it 5. Do you think you lead people on? ~ I try not to, but there are always going to be exceptions to this 6. Are you married? ~ No that would be why I mentioned terminally single, a lil hard to be both 7. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex that you loved them? ~ Yes I have but it has been a long time and I am not sure if I will ever be able to say it to anyone again 8. Is there anyone who doesn't like you? ~ Oh sure there are plenty of people that don’t like me, I just don’t care t

Poems I Have Written....
LOVE Like the early mornings dew... The rose opens its petals anew. Showing the word a beauty unknown... A love unconditionally grown. Your heart is opened to the world above... Revealing to me a unknown love. My heart is closed to the world below... Cold as ice is all anyone will know. Me with a heart of stone.... Exploring a world unknown. Seeks out salvation... Only finds realization. You with a heart of glass... Learning from the past. Hopes for love true... Finds life's blue. When will love reveal it's secrets to me... The pure unconditional love I wish to see.

Our Brave
OUR BRAVE Upon the sands of far away…. Our troops bravely led… To march and fight and die for us.. Their free native land… We sit and watch as tracers fly… As our guys crawl the dunes… And in our hearts a constant hum.. “Oh Beautiful”, Sang out of tune… We clinch, we fear, we shed our tears… Their safety for we pray… That angels wrap them within their wings.. And bring them home one day… Our Brothers, Sisters, Moms and Dads.. Children, Friends… all… Remember them, within your hearts… Those who answered the call… ego

Roommate
I know I did a Mum on this, but let me tell you about the roommate we call Turbo Lips! I have a family of 5 kids and of course a husband. I had to take in 3 roommates to help cover expenses.. Well, Turbo Lips, has paid his rent short 50 bucks of course because well.... you know he needs things too. Like 200 bucks is too much to pay. Anyway, I pay the majority of the rent and ALL the electric bill and put in 85 percent of the food. No problem, I have the most people. But where is Turbo Lips, eating my food and hording food himself. I have 5 kids! He eats more than he puts in!!! Then if you don't share things with him he gets all crabby and acts like my 4 yr old! I have enough kids! I don't need anymore. I'm so pissed I could scream. I've tried to talk to him, but it goes in one ear and out the other. My one roommate wants to go all PMS on him. I have gone all PMS and Postal and it does no good. Okay, no more bitching

For All My Friends
Just A Song For All My Friends. (If You Don't Like Country Too Bad, I Liked The Words 8-P) kthxbye -AsH.WeeE Lyrics I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you wanna go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. But more than anything, more than anything... My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but you never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always f

New To This =) Hehe.
Hey People ! My name is Valentina .. Im new at this site.. Looks a bit complicated. But i guess ill get the hang of it =) I do have a myspace. A music one & also my main one. Here are the links, If you want feel free to check out my music & my site ! Love to all

You"ve Been Tagged!!
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! Ok, so here's my 10 weird/random things/facts/or habits about me. (1) I love NASCAR. (2) I work with drugs on a daily basis. (3) I collect Coca cola memorabilia for fun. (4) I have been told I am a frigid old bat. (5) I am one of the best skaters you'll never meet. (6) I hate feet with nasty yellow toenails. (7) I am fun to be around most of the time. (8) I can't stand drinking water. (9) I got to drive a blue VW Beetle (10) I am very extroverted and not shy in real life. You can NOT tag me back. I am going to tag: 1-Fallen 2-DJ Slasher 3- His Fallen 4- Ashley 5- Dave in KY

10 Random Ooh Ahhs!
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1~ "I have a thing for things" such as lamps, butterflies, candles, food, books, photos, music and jewelry. 2~ I love odd numbers because I'm odd. The only exception is 8 seeing as it's a number that symbolizes eternity. 3~ I dance in public for no reason at all. 4~ I make funny faces just because I can. My favorite is when I am faking being gangsta. 5~ I get sick to my stomach when I'm around somebody with negative energy, sometimes resulting in my having to puke. Even upon seeing a picture of somebody with negative energy I have such a reaction. 6~ I love gems. I have a thing for hematite, amethysts, aquamarine and turquoise

Nsfw Pic's
WTF IS EVERY ONE SO PISSED OFF THEY HAVE TO REPORT EVERY DANG PICTURE I PUT UP , NOW MOST OF MY PIC'S ARE NOT AND I REPEAT ARE NOT NSFW!!!! GET OVER IT AND GET OVER YOURSELVE'S. WHAT'S WRONG WITH SHOWING ALITTLE SKIN? ATLEAST IM NOT SHOWING MY TIT'S,OR MY SNATCH, THAT I COULD UNDERSTAND BUT DAMN GET OFF MY BACK ABOUT THESE PICTURES OF MINE I DON'T GO AROUND REPORTING ALOT OF PICTURES THAT PEOPLE POST, BUT I WILL NOW

Here I Go.....
it's been great knowing each and every one of you. I think i'm done with Fubar...officially. If you care to chat with me, or keep up with me, you can always add my name to yahoo messenger: its311magic That's my id, but that's probably going to be the only way i'll chat. As much as i hate to admit it, I'm very much addicted to the internet, and i can't have it ruin my life. My personal life. I got to draw the line. I'm not going to delete my account, but i will hardly be online as much as i have been. Hope you all understand. There's more out there besides being on the internet 24/7. If your mad at me, then i'm truely sorry. I just can't handle drama....i try to maintain a drama free life. Rock on party animals, and i'll miss talking to ya, but like i said i'll try to hang out and talk on yahoo every chance i get. Sometimes i feel like i'm an addict, and i got to change that. Once again i'm truely sorry :( Love Always, Derek

Tigress.
Treacherous this second skin behind my eyes a veil of sin to trace my mark upon your leave Lips to tongue to flesh to teeth to rip apart in carnal rage caustic touch which does inflame to die again and swallow hole the remnants of your fading soul and carve myself within your dreams to suck you dry as thoughts dost sleep Rise up rise up and crash me down I wish to drownd within your blood and lose myself within your eyes again to live, again to die again to piece apart your lips encroach my claws upon your hips to arch my back in hunters bliss and steal your breath with felines kiss.

After Party In Greensboro Tonight
After the Seether/3DG/Breaking Benjamin show tonight my Band FROM THIS DAY is playing at the Somewhere Else Tavern along with out friends Porno Red. We play at midnight to close the place out!!! You should come and rock out with us! The Somewhere Else Tavern is located at 5713 W Friendly Ave in Greensboro... Even if you don't go to the concert come to the Tavern and party with FROM THIS DAY!!!

Dj Wakko
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ WAKKO ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES

Screw It...
Problems with friends...they always seem to go after the same freakin guy I want and yet I am the nice and loyal friend and back down...but ya knows what, no more Ms. Nice girl whenever I see a guy I want damnit imma head after him no matter what they gotta say, they can just cry and boo-hoo on someone else's shoulder...No more runnin over top of me ya hear...tired of that issue, it's time I wake up and realize that I have a chance too!

Eggd,carrot Or Coffee??
There are so many Godly lessons in the everyday things of life. Enjoy. Subject: Eggs, carrot or coffee? A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turnin

I Hate Reality Tv
Anyone else sick of all the reality crap on TV? Pretty soon it will just be down to one show called ‘Who Hasn’t Been on TV yet’ and it’ll be me, three Amish guys, and the WNBA all-stars. And there’s nothing real about them. Let’s put up a bunch of unemployed college kids rent-free in a condo, and call it The Real World. Any college kids live like that? You want real, make those 10 losers share a 3-bedroom house, hit the plasma center for food money and have a kegger to make rent. The Bachelor - one guy dating 25 beautiful women, yeah, that’s real. How about a show where a guy tries to date two women without either finding out. There’s a show. The Bachelorette - a woman using a bunch of guys to get free dinners and gifts? That never happens. The Nanny shows - great idea to reward shitty parenting by paying them to be on TV. And how bad would that piss you off to spend months working your ass off on a great show like ‘Friday Night Lights’ only to realize five times as many pe

Friends
well its another day of the online world and i see that when things go wrong in real life after you meet someone here and it dont work out the ones who were your friends arent there anymore.... kinda sad i hear well call me well the road goes both ways you can call me too... i do miss my old friends and all but since january nothing on here has been the same.... it seems no one talks anymore... but i knew it would come down to this so i am saying bye to all that dont talk anymore or depend on me to make the effort all the time... those of you on my list dont take this wrong or that im being a bitch im just stating how i feel... so see you all around....

You Never Said Goodbye
You Never said Goodbye, Now i can only sigh and wonder why. The Tears I cry, even when i did try. You never said Goodbye. This war inside my head, the chains that keep the pain hidden deep within. My heart holds the scars, i wish upon a star, why are we so far? There was a place, there was a time, when i wasnt so afraid to climb. I stand on the shore, dont want to close the door. You never said Goodbye, and i wonder why. There is nothing left to say, I must now go away. There was a moment in time there use to be a rhyme. Mom and dad I feel so sad, The rain begins to fall, can you hear me call. You made me fall. You broke my heart, all apart. I feel the pain, as it continues to rain, cant break these chains, is it all in vain. I fall to me knees, as i stair across the open sea, Now I see what is meant to be. You never said Goodbye, mom and dad I will always wonder why. You threw me out, what was it all about. You are the ones that never said

Bittersweet
Ever have a moment where it was BITTERSWEET? Well I have today and it sucks its more sadness than anything at this moment.. Pair of Jeans that are a size smaller.. i should be happy right.. ya i should but I am not.. i wont get into detail but there are some issues with my mid section.. thats all i will say.. its bittersweet.. i jus sat there and cried.. and i have been bumming since.. wish there was a easier way to end the bittersweet.. Bittersweet Symphony Ringtone - The Verve Music Video CodesCatsBootyStumbleUpon Bot

The Story Of A Sinner And A Savior
Who is he to do these things? a monster? has satan taken over him? what has he become? she was a new light in his life, a reason to live, yet he still finds himself pondering the thought of suicide, that thought caused by her, what does he do? the things he has made her watch, the ugly things that hes done. she deserves more than him, better than him. she deserves the best, because she is the best. she saved his life and never even knew it. the thought of her saved him, it stopped him from finishing the job. for years he has thought of this, thought of killing himself, but for years, he couldnt do the job, he couldnt strike that final blow on himself, the thought of death was too much. but that would all come to an end... the day she left him, tore his soul, and lied with another man, that was the day hed feel deadly, and not long after, he would stare into the abyss wondering... what is life without her? in this bitter torment he would lose sight of what mattered most, he would no

A Compliment Worth Repeating :d
"any gal here that can smile, spell ambiguous, does not have metal in the face or pics of tats on the ahhh hmms gets a beer from me!" Now that is a start of a beautiful day, I would think... or a good note to end my night at work. Either way you look at it, it is all good. Thank you......

My Sister
Ok so I like sharing what's going on with the ones that matter: I haven't spoken to my sister in over 4 years nor do I want to. However, this is my mother's daughter and in return my mother was worried her daughter might be dead. I found my sister. She is serving a 2 year sentence in the Florida State Penn and has until October, 2008. This is Her: She likes Crack....she liked burglarizing people and she liked tormenting me. I was her first victim. I was in more than one way assaulted by her. Mom is happy now that she knows her daughter is alive. Im happy my mother is happy. I am terrified at the thought that my mother wants my sister to move here to Oregon so we can "Be a family again as a whole". Im terrified of my sister. She is the only person I am terrified of in this world. Rose (my sister) has 2 years of Probation after she is released. I can at least breathe for another 2.5 years.....after that I think I am going under some sort of witness protection program. Mo

Hero/villian
What superhero/villain are you? Your Result: You are Wolverine You are psycho. Violence is your middle name, and you have a really silly haircut. You have good, uncaring taste in clothes. You hate anyone who acts like Ned Flanders, and you tend to keep grudges. If you were a kid you'd be that little boy on the playground who goes nuts and flails and hits and kicks when teased (and bites, ouch). You are, at heart, an okay person, with a dislike for evil, but you really need to take a chill pill and maybe socialize in a friendly way a little more. And get a haircut. Oh, please.You are Doctor Doom You are the Green Goblin You are Spider-man You are Thor You are Elektra You are Captain America

Wth?
wow it looks like livie cant take a joke. she posts a mumm and asks if she looks like a man well i voted she did and then goes and blocks people who she thinks voted that way, well she msgs me asking if it was me and hell yes i vote she looks like a man. i have to say this if you dont like the votes you get for asking a dumb question like that then dont post one as stupid and dumb as asking if you look like a man when you are a woman. damn you are ether looking for points or you just have low self confidence in your woman hood. GROW THE FUCK UP YOU BITCH.

Welcome...
~~~~Welcome to My Place, My Peace...My Soul~~~~ Reach into my heart and feel the pulse that lives inside of me. Reach into mind and see what I passions I see. Reach for my soul and try not to be scared, Reach for my fire and always be aware. Reach for me and all the things you desire. Reach for yourself and all the things you Need. Reach and follow, do not think, do not stop. Reach for those mindless dreams in the deepest of night, Reach for the lighting that strikes out in the moonless light. Reach for ideas and needs you know are there, Reach for more than you have ever dared. Reach for me and I will reach for you...to welcome you back to....where I am always near.

I Wonder
I wonder.now that i am a promoter for a new lounge.will i be able to persuade my friends.family.and.fans to join me in the lounge? if you do.i will get you a drink and hook you up with tens. you know you want the points.we all do.come on in.check it out at least. PLEASE CLICK ON THIS PHOTO BELOW GET IN TO THE BADBOYS LOUNGE!!! > PLEASE COME AND JOIN BADBOYS LOUNGE > EVERYONE IS WELCOME!!! > > >

Say What?!
This asshat wrote me about a MuMM comment I made in a tattoo MuMM. I said I didn't care what tattoo they got, I was going back to my 3some with Matt & Drew LOL. (They'll know what I'm talking about.) Read from bottom up. ->lilbit123: ok..you make absolutely no sense whatsoever...my comment wasnt even directed at you or was about you and you choose to write me about it like an hour after I said it..but I'm the dumbass...BTW that's how its spelled DUMBASS lilbit123: shit you are in a league all your own dum azz i could never be that low ->lilbit123: don't put me in your catagory lilbit123: well we have some thing in common we are dum azz ->lilbit123: the 3some comment was a JOKE about another MuMM..dumbass.. lilbit123: what ever go back and look at what you put dum azz ->lilbit123: my comment had nothing to do with the mumm...so I dunno WTF you're talking about lilbit123: new tat ->lilbit123: umm I dont remember commenting on that mumm..title's not familiar lilbit1

Blind! Holy Fuk!
Legally blind man, 78, bowls perfect game By The Associated Press May 9, 4:27 pm EDT Printable View Return to Original * Buzz Up * Print ALTA, Iowa - A 78-year-old legally blind man nicknamed “The Hammer” has bowled a perfect game. Dale Davis of Alta, Iowa, nailed 12 consecutive strikes and reached 300 on Saturday night during league play. “It’s a great sport. It’s something the young, the old and the handicapped can do,” Davis said Thursday. “I guess I count as the old and handicapped.” Davis has suffered from macular degeneration, a chronic eye disease, for the past decade. He can’t see out of his left eye and has limited peripheral vision in his right eye. Davis’ perfect game came at a roll-off to conclude the league season at a four-lane alley in the small northwest Iowa community of about 1,800 people. Century Lanes owner Clem Ledoux said Davis’ game didn’t draw much attention until he reached 10 strikes. That’s when folks poured out o

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobs On Paltalk And Ratemywow, Judah Friedlander, Robert Kelly, Animation Festival And
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Jim Norton teach you poker - online now!) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Fine Ass Ladies of Paltalk, who, judging from the amount of time they spend NAKED ON THEIR WEBCAMS, have no problem being oogled and objectified. (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) Today on the fun-tastic world of Opie and Anthony, we'll be chatting with an up-and-coming Comedian, Mr Robert Kelly. We hear he's got a joke about having sexual relations with a sink...sounds like a hoot! Also joining the program is another young upstart, Mr. Judah Friedlander, so this should be a real hoot! Bob Kelly has farts that smell like battery acid... AND he's got a new CD! Robert Kelly's new CD/DVD release Just The Tip is on sale NOW, so let's all show him some love! Click the pic to order it now!

Ugh
Ok so this is gonna be a sorta long one cuz i need to vent...lmao....So here goes....I don't understand why dudes (and chicas too i'm sure) can't be HONEST about themselves...I mean come on...WTF...Why do they lie to you or feed you some line of bullshit if that isn't the way they feel....Oh wait...maybe it's because they just want in your pants or maybe they did feel like that at some point put decided it was ok to talk to 50 other girls or guys at the same time and tell them the same thing....THAT SHIT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF...I mean really...here's some advice... 1) DON'T BE A FUCKIN' PLAYA..if you have no intentions of actually meeting the dude/chica that you're talking to then tell them that...don't give them a line of bullshit so they'll keep talking to you in case one of your other bitches decides to drop you!! 2)DON'T PLAY GAMES....games are for high school teenagers for god's sake...be an adult and act like one...seriously!! 3)DON'T PLAY GAMES WITH BITCHES THAT KNOW HOW T

This Is Boo-boo
RePost This! She Deserves It! (repost of original by 'StewieGriffin - FuBaRs ONLY Source For Games, Fun, TV & More - PLS RATE PAGE!' on '2008-05-17 20:41:01') (repost of original by '¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & WildCat..' on '2008-05-17 20:44:01') (repost of original by 'GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo' on '2008-05-18 10:28:37') (repost of original by 'ILL KNOW WHEN HE COMES. HE WILL MAKE NOISE AND HE WILL CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER. Captain 2nd Alarm Ho' on '2008-05-18 10:34:39') (repost of original by '~ EchoAngel ~' on '2008-05-18 10:36:58') (repost of original by 'blue_eyes****SeXy LeGs ~ S { Shadow Levelers}' on '2008-05-18 10:41:28') (repost of original by 'GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo' on '2008-05-18 10:47:14') (repost of original by 'Lucie in the Sky' on '2008-05-18 10:48:12') (repost of original by '~Shelle-belle~ *Club Far* *Mad Hatters**Shadow Levelers* Owned by Tomyka' on '2

Fran3270 Need Your Prayer And Support Plz Show Her We Care!!!
update her father passed away this morning so she is really in need of some kind words plz just take the time and show her even strnges can feel her pain plz dont rate this blog eaither you may leave a comment if you with but i would really like it if you didnt rate it ty theres no rateing time like this she got her hh but if i can get her to 65k in comments then she also gets a bling pack so feel free to join me in her contest still if you are free to help but if you could just go to her page and leave a comment or to that would be awesome !!!!!i have great frineds and fam and she is one of them so lets pull togeather for her!!!!!xoxox ty so much alll who read this!!your friend purplesky MY VERY GREAT FRIEND IS GOIN THREW A ROUGH TIME RIGHT KNOW HER DAD HAS CANCER AND IS NOT DOIN WELL AT ALL!!I AM JUST ASKING YOU TO PRAY FOR HER AND KEEP HER IN YOUR THOUGHTS SHE GOT REALLY BAD NEWS TODAY ABOUT HIM I WILL NOT GO IN TO DETAIL ABOUT IT BUT IT IS THE WORST NEWS YOU CAN

Blah, Blah, Blah
..........Whiskey and Rant Time................. In this ever changing society a life of vice is often lamented but rarely pursued. This new century has given bloom to what germinated in the 80's and 90's. Pop culture, media hype, and the notion that someone somewhere in a position to make decisions for us, might actually know what is good for us. Who would think that those suit wearing, camera smiling politico's, if taken for the values of their actions would rank highest on the FBI's most wanted list and our own governing branches, Judicial, Legislative, and Executive would be the top 3 organizations on any gang unit. Yet, these people are supposed to tell us what is good for us and how we should depict ourselves. Wait, I'm sorry, I lied, I forgot, those guys have as much pull on society as a limp wristed cerebral palsy patient jerking off. No, Capitol Hill simply has a vast money hole in its pocket and a military might intimidates yet scares no one. When it comes to herding sheep,

She
she knelt before My feet her head bowed serenely her wrists behind her back her knees spread wantonly her hair obscured her face her skin as pure as snow her breaths slow and shallow her body seemed to glow. As I gazed upon her and drank in her beauty I reveled in her trust and her humility which caused My heart to burst for she had chosen Me to hold her heart and soul and mold her to My needs.

Its June
AND DAMN.. IT FREAKIN HOT ALREADY .. AND SCHOOL HASNT BEEN OUT NOT EVEN 2 WKS AND THE KIDS ARE DRIVIN ME BUGGY... AND WILL I NEED MORE LUV.. SO PLEASE FEEL FREE .. TO GIVE THIS SEXY REDHEAD.. SUM BLINGS CRUSHES AND RATES.. AND I WILL LOVE U ALL BACK...

Heaven Or Hell
The Heaven or Hell Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Add MySpace Quizzes & MySpace Surveys to Your Profile! HELL, I hope you like things hot, stuffy, agonizing because you're on your way to HOTEL HELL-where you don't ever check out and the TV is stuck on Teletubbies. May I suggest canceling your reservation with a good deed or two? Maybe join the boy scouts, or help the old lady with her groceries...hmmm?

I Am Leaving Fubar
NA NOT FOREVER NOT THAT SOME OF YOU ON HERE WOULD GIVE A SHIT BUT TO THOSE WHO DO CARE I AM LEAVING FUBAR FOR A FEW DAYS MY HUSBANDS UNIT IS COMING HOME THIS WEEKEND FROM IRAQ SO AFTER WORK TOMORROW I WILL BE GETTING READY FOR THAT SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS TO THE TRUE FRIENDS I GOT HERE WHICH ARE VERY VERY FEW PEOPLE.AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..SLY..STEVE..MIKE.YEAH I AM TALKIN ABOUT YOU..I WILL LET YA ALL KNOW HOW IT GOES...AND THE REST OF THE TRUE FRIENDS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I WILL LET YA KNOW WHEN I AM BACK.WELL ITS OFF TO BED FOR ME..HOLLER AT YA ALL LATER

Come Bid On Me
This is the first auction i have been in a while. Depending on the outcome will determine future auctions. Click the following pic to see what i have to offer!!! While your at it show the hostess some love!! The Shortbus Queen™ *aka Mrs. Bubbles™*@ fubar

Who Cares!
well I havent really been online much or blogged in a while so guess I will just give a brief update on my life..last few months have been tuff pretty much made myself a lone wolf at work for doing the right thing. kids have been into smoking pot so they spend most of their time at thier moms where they dont get lectures about it...hell shes a crack addict and gone most of the time either drugging or in another rehab. been with the same woman since 1990..she still takes my breath away but we havent been doing well and actually broke up last week :-( no fault of our own just issues from both our childhoods but we are trying to save "us". just another reminder to myself than nice guys and girls always finish last. so my hearts broke, along with my spirit just been going thru the motions of my routine life hoping and praying things will get better.

What To Say!
Some people dont understand the way I feel and why I feel the way I feel. I dont even understand it at times. Everyone is always asking me what is wrong and why do I seem so depressed and it just pisses me off. I may look depressed but i'm not. On the inside I am calm and happy, because I finally got what I wanted. My beautiful wife and loving husband. What more could I want. I mean yes we are homeless, trying to make it threw life, and we do have our arguments, but tell me what couple dosent? Every couple sooner or later has an argument about something weather it be big or small, important or stupid we all argue. It's the way of life nothing and no one is perfect all we have to know is that we have each other and thats what makes us stronger! But the only day we can look at is today. Not tomorrow or yesterday. Yesterday is the past it's not something to worrie about it's not important and tomorrow is the next day something to look forward to. Try to make the best of life, you live it

Waiting 4 U
I thought you said forever, or was it in my mind? Cause now your saying never, and the heart thats broke is mine! What happened to our living, our loving, our laughter? For if I should cry, Its only because theres no life after. And if sometime tomarrow I should hear my maker say, "the time has come to meet me, so kneel down and pray" Once that decisions made and theres nothing I can do. Ill ask for just one favor...That I might wait for you. Cause your all that I live for my single ray of sun. And if life ends tomarrow you were the only one.

Father's Day
Just in case I get busy; I wanted to wish all those fathers I know and all those fathers I don't know; a happy father's day. Only a real man can be a true father to their kid. This includes stepfathers, adoptive fahers and surrogate fathers. I raise my glass to you.

Men!
So before i used to think that i was doomed to be an old lonely spinster the rest of my life yes im only 18 but im an impatient S.O.B...neways ive decied that im just going after the wrong guys!! my type is the thugged out ghetto white boi who will never amount to nething..all those tats and badd asssss attitidue really turns me on...but i realize that i need me a nice preppy boy bout 21-24 whos got a job and a car whos life is together..im glad i came to this revolation! LET THE HUNT BEGIN!!! lol

I'm Sure You Have Figured This Out By Now
... or were personally told by me. Which is a small handful. It seems as though there is a trend that is going on... well not so much a trend... its more of a repeating decision. That's right, boys and girls... if you cannot tell by my numbers being in my name... than there's something you're not getting. SHAUN MICHAELS is LEAVING in AUGUST. Now, I am sure a majority of you are thinking... why Shaun? Are you serious? And all that shit. Well, lemme give you your mother fucking answers. 1) WHY, SHAUN MICHAELS? A) The site is not fun anymore. PERIOD. I barely even come on here anymore to begin with... too much bullshit goin around everywhere. People getting upset with others [as to the point its actually getting to me.... and yes it is possible!], drama from one lounge flowing into another.... the list goes on. Yeah, I have said drama follows you like a shadow [and its true]... but come on. No one knows how to have fun? I was going to delete a year ago but then several people [w

A Book By Its Cover....
In her dreams, she can be Every thing you want to see In her mind, she's the one Who set the rising of your sun In her heart, all can hear Her shining voice ringing clear In her soul, a fantasy's face Quenching your longing with frills and lace In her eyes, a flame so bright Passions that crash beyond all sight In her hands, a love that burns Ripping away your twists and turns 'Tween her legs, is mortals clay Kneading all your seed away So when you pass her without pause You might simply wonder what's been lost

Whats Her Face :p
skipp and jump for joy? twirl around and frolic like a little girl? well i really wouldnt do that but somthing makes me want to do so....some one or somthing, has done somthing to me somthing remarkable, a feeling of over enjoyment, overberring happyness, what is her name.....oh shit i forgot to ask.....regardless she is really cool and quite georgous....

I Wait For You Within My Heart.
I only think of you on two occasions…… …that’s day and night! I imagine you’re out there some ware, destiny waiting to allow our paths to cross. They say, each person enters our life for a period for which their purpose was for. So I shall wait anxiously while you learn life’s lessons, then come to me through my hearts door. Baby, has your heart been worn, broken and tore, well perhaps that was the purpose of all those who came before. Many have been wooed by words, a pretty face, a hope for more, left alone in the bed, to feel like nothing more than a whore. You’re too good for that, a heart of gold, wanting only to be loved. It is not so much to ask. Many have asked, why do I meet all the a**holes and d**ks. Why is God doing this to me, is this how someone up there is getting their kicks? No sweet angel, someday to be mine. It is no one’s fault, not even your own. Someone was there, new the right things to say and do. And you my sweet angel, no longer wante

How To Verify Your Email
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All The Things I Can Not Promise You...
I can not promise you that we will not fight, because I know how stubborn and foolish I can be... But, I can promise you that whatever we fight about doesn't matter because we will always work it out, and I will always stay and make the effort. I can not promise that I will never cry or that I will never make you cry... But I can promise that I only cry because of the depth of my love, and that when you cry I will kiss each tear because my heart breaks with each tear you cry. I can not promise that you will never fall... But I can promise that I will always be beside you to pick you up, dust you off, nurse your wounds, and support you until you are well and strong. I can not promise you that the road will be smooth and easy to travel... But, I can promise you that together we can find a away through, make a path around, or remove and obstacles in our way. I can not promise you that neither of us will change... But, I can promise that we will change and grow together

Everyone Plz
EVERYONE THIS WOMAN JUST DID SOMETHING THAT WAS SO SWEET.. I DONT KNOW HER ALL THAT WELL I JUST KNOW SPIKE LOVES HER SO SHES GOT TO BE GREAT.. AND EVEN THOUGH WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER ALL SO MUCH SHE STILL DID SOMETHING THAT WAS JUST MAJOR COOL.. ID LIKE TO REPAY HER BUT IM GOING TO NEED YOUR HELP MY FUBAR FRIENDS.. PLZ HELP ME GIVE THANKS TO HER AND LETS RATE THE HELL OUT OF HER PAGE PLZ GUYS.. TY TY ¡ÙWonder_Woman¢â¡Ù@ fubar

Watching Others Eat
The act of eating can be very telling in a dream, or it can simply stand for basic survival. Did you acquire your food in the normal manner or in some unusual way? Is the food recognizable to you or is it something you've never had? Watching others eat may reflect a deficit concerning your own material or emotional needs. This may be from a pity-party perspective or from the view that others are gluttonous. In this case, it is worth it to ask who you are watching eat and why haven't they invited you to join. What style of eating is prevalent in the dream? Grotesque gorging and gluttony may indicate excess in your life or the relationship you share with other eaters. Is the food consumed with great ritual and sacred decorum? This may indicate a sense of providence or divine guidance in an aspect of life.

Misunderstud
I deleted my last blog due to people misunderstanding its contents. My last blog was directed at my ex's and only my ex's and at no one else (not any women presently in my life or future women that will be in my life). I was just venting due to an email I had received that day. I am sorry for misunderstanding.

I Don't Know When I'll Be Back
Hey everyone, I'm not sure when I'll be back online. I am moving today, and then tomorrow I have surgery. I will have no access to highspeed internet for atleast a week. So don't miss me too much while I'm gone, if you do then show lots of love. This is going to be a lil tough for me to get through. Lots o' Love Happy

Libra Daily Horoscope For July 25
You need a stimulating dose of creativity and cultural ideas today -- so why not check out a new exhibit at an art museum? Spend some time at a listening station at a record store and find a new favorite CD. Or just visit an ethnic restaurant you've never been to before. Stepping out of your normal routine is a powerful way to remind yourself that your life is a path you choose to take. You are in control, and can change things up whenever you want

Show Some Fu-luv To Jak's Friend
This sweet friend of JAK's is in search of some great fu-luvin!!! If you would be soooo kind as to R/F/A/C or even BLING her I know it would put a smile on her face. But if that sounds like too much work any other type of FU-luvin would work too!!! Curvaliciousbbw™@ fubar

Housing Losses And Other Bs
My buddy hit me up a short while ago. He and his family lost their house in all this mortgage crap. Amazing turn of events. He qualifies for a loan that he shouldn't have been given. Nobody questions how much he said he makes per month. He knows he can't make the new payments when the loan shifts. The lender doesn't check anything, just pushes his loan through. The real estate folks don't care since they are selling another house. Everyone down the line is fat, dumb, and happy and nobody questions how this guy can afford this house. It sucks that my buddy and his family are now in a small appartment, but it is truly amazing the amount of greed demonstrated by everyone in the process. Bush signed the Sallie Mae, Freddie Mac bailout today. Amazing a company can do bad deals out of greed and stupidity and then get rescued by the government. I wish I could do everythig wrong and then have somebody give me a bailout. Gotta love greedy dumb people in power.

Why Do I Bother? Yeah This Is On The Front Of My Profile,... But How Many Of You Actually Read Them?
I may not be here doing the full time fu- thing let alone doing the fu-thing well. (I work a lot, & am a single mom. Im glad to never be the b*tch that so many can be here.) I try to do what I can, & give to all as best I can. What keeps me from getting to deep into this scene are THE Rude people. & The Caty b*tches that think they run this place, cause they might of been here a month longer then you? Let alone so much more bullsh*t that comes with this scene. I prefer bullsh*t free scene's. The nerve & the balls of so many here that think they are some kind of god er something,... (to me,... that's a serious weirdo with big issues.) So anyone trying to tell you they are this & that to this & that on this site, other then what it says on their pages?... More then likely is full of sh*t! (Toss's out the enema's.) Ive also found that a large majority here are nothing more then liars/fakes. Look @ the #s in the right hand corner of whom is online & h

Late Night Idle Talk
LATE NIGHT IDLE TALK As a retainer of the Nabeshima clan, one should have the intention of studying our province's history and traditions, but provincial studies are made light of nowadays. The basic reason for this study is to understand the foundation of our clan, and to know that the clan's forefathers established its perpetuity by means of their suffering and compassion. The fact that our clan has perpetually continued in an unrivaled manner up to this very day is due to the humanity and martial valor of Master Ryuzoji Iekane, the charity and faith of Master Nabeshima Kiyohisa, and the appearance of Lord Ryuzoji Takanobu and Lord Nabeshima Naoshige and their might. I am at a complete loss when it comes to understanding why people of this generation have forgotten these things and respect the Buddhas of other places. Neither the Shakyamuni Buddha, nor Confucius, nor Kusunoki, nor Shingen were ever retainers of the Ryuzojis or the Nabeshimas; hence it cannot be said that they a

Away From Fu
Starting on August 25 for maybe one month, I will be working away from my office at a client's location and will not have access to Fubar except maybe at nights because of their filter system. I am not ignoring anyone and will respond to any messages and comments as best as I can.

My First Auction
AUCTION AUCTION READ ALL ABOUT IT!!!! Holding my very first auction: And I want you in it. Here are the guidlines. FIRST OFF NO DRAMA!!! TO ENTER: What picture you want used. Must be SFW.. What you are offering for bids. If you want an opening bid to start. You must send me 75k in fubucks to pay for that opening bid. If not there wont be an opening bid! Auction will run for 7 full days. Will start once there are 10 entrees Also note: Cash bids out bid fu bucks and fu gifts ect. Such as.. VIP/Blasts/HHours... out bid certain fu bids. There is a conversion table I will go by that determines each one in difference to Cash and Fubucks.. NOTE: ALL BIDS ARE FINAL.. If someone does not pay up. I am not responsible. Don't come complaining to me. I WONT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE!! Please contact me via Fu mail. Thank you and hope to see you in the contest!!! ****UPDATE**** I WILL OFFER TO THE 4 PEOPLE WHO GET THE HIGHEST BIDS FU-BUCKS THE P

Meditiation Exercise
Meditiation Exercise By Magos This simple meditation exercise is a useful one for achieving the state of Gnosis, which is a higher spiritual plane. Practice this on your journey to reach your True Self. Explanation: To achieve Gnosis, one must find his/her truth, while disregarding outside influences, for truth is perception, and all is mental. Once you have done so, you have no one to ask but yourself. And in time, with experience and knowledge, one will seek out, through his/her truth, a desired representation, symbol, archetype, or god, to aid in ritual act. This exercise is just another way in which you can obtain gnosis, and is the basic intent. You may however use it as a "mental preparation" for ritual. Preparations: I would recommend for the meditation that you lie down in a dark room with silence. Use familiar scents such as incense, and never change the scents. You don't want to confuse or use different things while doing what I call "mind work". You may be

Lifestyle
OK... I need to vent... This guy is in my shout box talking crap to me saying that Harley is a machine not a lifestyle. Just because of my status... I sent back to him that there is a lifestyle... he got very smart to me and I told him he must not ride as a biker due to not knowing there is a difference... this is what he had to say back to me zenhowie: you lifestyle people are just psuedo bikers that need attention zenhowie: to see you have fallen for the hype that the Wall Street suits zenhowie: Never needed a brand name to define me zenhowie: Been riding since I was 14 zenhowie@ fubar SO... my fellow Harley riders am just making you aware of yet another person who thinks we are full of shit and need attention.... ROFLMAO..... he said it in his own words

Why Aren't You Losing Weight?(cont'd) 7 Common Diet Traps4
Those 100-calorie prepackaged snack bags are a handy treat… unless you eat more than one packet. It may not seem so bad to eat three (“It’s only 300 calories!”), but for 300 calories, you could have a more fulfilling, nutritious meal. Portion control is a problem at restaurants, as well. Over the years, plate size in U.S. restaurants has grown from about nine inches to 12 inches or more. So if we’re still cleaning our plates like we were told to do as kids, we’re consuming far more food than we used to… and it shows. Avoid it: Don’t be fooled by plate size. Pay attention to when your stomach says you’re full. Also, have a snack before you leave your home or office. Consider sharing menu items with a dining partner or taking home the leftovers. (See related article: Three Steps to Identifying Portion Distortion) 5. Slow Down When we’re hungry, we tend to shovel in food quickly and not pay attention to quantity or even flavor. The problem is that it usually takes 20 minutes fo

Caa3 - Update
The power of prayer. Heard from my friend this morning. She had gone to her Doctor for the test results. He was puzzled and can't explain how her throat is healing, but it is. This is so Great. She has to go for a scope in 6 months, but so far so good. Thank all of you who continues to pray for everyone here. She also told me to thank all of you for your prayers. Let's keep them up for together with God's help we can do miracles. I also want to thank all of you for your time and prayers. It is you love and compassion that makes a difference. Doc

Serendipity. That Bitch
an ode to my muse Serendipity, that bitch. oh muse you cruel thing task mistress who toys with my mind and emotions and keeps me from sleep make yourself useful! lend me your lighter i've memories to burn and bid me to take care and pull back my hand from this conflagration to avoid being blistered by the heat that once was stand with me while i warm my soul once frozen and afraid near these flames and discover that i am alive and burning with desire to live at long last oh muse you blessed thing task mistress inspiring me to greatness we live!

A Song I Wrote
Child of the Night By Garrett Christenbury (chorus) Nobody knows what it is like To be a child of the night Everybody thinks it’s fun and games When you feel the fangs Enter your veins Your insides die You get a new death You get a painful death (end chorus) Everyone around you dies but you are still here Your friends are gone You are alone With the silence Of all the pain (chorus) Nobody knows what it is like To be a child of the night Everybody thinks it’s a game When you feel the fangs Enter your veins Your insides die You get a new death You get a painful death (end chorus) Nobody can know what you are You friends blood is what you drink Their life goes thru you Coursing through your veins You will become vain And then insane (chorus) nobody knows what its like To be a child of the night Everybody thinks it’s a game When the fangs Enter your veins Your insides die You get a new death You get a painful death (end chorus) We liv

Not Far To Go:)
This young lady is getting sooooo close to Godfather she can practically taste it! So go to her page, show her some love, rate, fan, rate stash, comments, bling, whatever it takes to get her there! 225,409 Points to go! Let's get this done!!! MacARoni™@ fubar

Leveling...
Hi everyone, this site is always mind on leveling, You will always do everything just to gain and earn Fubucks just to make your page be on a higher level. I hope my Family, friends here in Fubar would help me level up my page, And I will surely Help anyone who R/F/A me.

105 Facts About Me
105 Facts About You 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? nope...not as of yet 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 1 year and a half 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? uh....bamboo plant/book from my mom when she moved away 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? oh yea...im notorious for that!! 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? uh...depends on what you consider working out....but its been awhile 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? shoes...soon to be my car :( 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? vegetable lasagna 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? smile, eyes 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? "Brandy" 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? In rochester, in an awesome apartment with an awesome roomate 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: Pittsford Mendon High School 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: Verizon..the best there is!! 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: Journey's or Spencers or Victoria Secret 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: Prob B&L...if you put it all together 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR

My Personal Thoughts On 9/11
You Know I Sit Here Thinking ... .. I think alot apparently BUT This is about 9/11 and it's Memorial, since it's coming up I personally think that our own government was behind it BUT That's just my own thought, I know many people share this and just as many, if not more Do Not share this point of view That's all fine and dandy, I'm not here trying to convince you otherwise I've gotten off track I think anyways ... Regardless of who did what and for what ever reasons ... .. Alot of people were killed needlessly and on a decently sized scale @ that I do feel for the families that lost some one that day I weep with you. The U.S.A. Weeps With You I'm Sure Parts Of The World Weep With Us I think I may have forgotten my point I was trying to make ... hmm .. OH I remember ^_^ I've seen in a few places where if you don't think it was terrorists and that it was an inside job you're condoned as a "none patriot" or what have you That you

Two Sparrows In A Hurricane - Tanya Tucker
She's fifteen and he's barely driving a car She's got his ring and he's got the keys to her heart It's just matter of time They'll spread their wings and fly Like two sparrows in a hurricane Trying to find their way With a head full of dreams And faith that can move anything They've heard it's all uphill But all they know is how they feel The world says they'll never make it, love says they will There's a baby crying and one more on the way There's a wolf at the door with a big stack of bills They can't pay The clouds are dark and the wind is high But they can see the other side Like two sparrows in a hurricane Trying to find their way With a head full of dreams And faith that can move anything They've heard it's all uphill But all they know is how they feel The world says they'll never make it, love says they will She's eighty-three and he's barely driving a car She's got his ring and he's got the key to her heart It's just a matter of time They'll

Life
My computer is still down. Not sure how soon I will get it up running. Hopefully within a week or 2. I been extremely busy lately ..and have not really been having withdrawals. I would still miss..not being on here once in a while..but I have realiazed that I don't need to be on here as much as I use to be. Lately just feel like I am sitting here..waiting for someone to say hi. Why waste my time? Anyways.. I do miss a few good friends on here. I been working more lately.. bringing in the money! Got my youngest birthday Sunday..he turns 8. Thats pretty much all thats been going on with me. Also fact..I am starting to watch tv more now..instead of being on here. LOL. I will see you all later..when My computer is up running. Right now.. I am using my friends computer. Just came on to let everyone know whats going on..and to return some of the love and comments I have gotten. hugs nikki

Especially Me
I am tired and sick and sick and tired of everything, especially me; To smart for my own good, I talk without being heard, and hear without listening; I just want to be loved is what I say but what I really mean is I dont want to be lonely; Giving my heart to dreams of what could be; hoping, praying but never demanding anything in return I want to be loved for who I am, what I do, and how I do it; but does this really exist beyond God? Im trying, giving up, trying, failing, trying, letting go, nothing to hold onto thats real; I live in my music, my books, my movies: searching for an answer...or perhaps just to know that I am not the only one... Needing, yearning, even making up answers to their hearts questions, but never quite finding the answers I am lost between what should be what I want to be and what actually is. I left no bread crumbs behind, so I am feeling around in the dark with only solemn prayers that the path I choose is t

Bikers Wife
Happily Married Biker Badass Biker Bob wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Bob looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love you." So he goes to the kitchen, and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Bob asks, "Son, what happened last night?" His son says, "Well, you came home after 3 A.M., drunk and delirious, broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door." Confused, Badass Bob asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me?"

Please Help Find Him
CHRISTOPHER ABLETT A VERIFIED MONGOL HAS A 5 MILLION DOLLOR WARRANT OUT FOR HIS ARREST FOR THE MURDER OF MY VERY BEST FRIEND AND HEART. THIS IS A WORLWIDE SITE AND I NEED YOUR HELP. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO TURN HIM IN JUST GET ME AN ADDRESS. I WILL BE INDEBTED TO YOU FOR LIFE. THANK YOU AND I APPRECIATE ANY HELP ON THIS. PLEASE REPOST!!! MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT, KAT