Ok so I like sharing what's going on with the ones that matter:
I haven't spoken to my sister in over 4 years nor do I want to. However, this is my mother's daughter and in return my mother was worried her daughter might be dead. I found my sister. She is serving a 2 year sentence in the Florida State Penn and has until October, 2008. This is Her:
She likes Crack....she liked burglarizing people and she liked tormenting me. I was her first victim. I was in more than one way assaulted by her.
Mom is happy now that she knows her daughter is alive. Im happy my mother is happy.
I am terrified at the thought that my mother wants my sister to move here to Oregon so we can "Be a family again as a whole". Im terrified of my sister. She is the only person I am terrified of in this world. Rose (my sister) has 2 years of Probation after she is released. I can at least breathe for another 2.5 years.....after that I think I am going under some sort of witness protection program. Mom says Prison might have made Rose a better person. But She has been the main reason I am who I am now In a bad way. She was the reason for a lot of my emotional problems.
At least for the time being I can breathe