Who is he to do these things? a monster? has satan taken over him? what has he become? she was a new light in his life, a reason to live, yet he still finds himself pondering the thought of suicide, that thought caused by her, what does he do? the things he has made her watch, the ugly things that hes done. she deserves more than him, better than him. she deserves the best, because she is the best.
she saved his life and never even knew it. the thought of her saved him, it stopped him from finishing the job. for years he has thought of this, thought of killing himself, but for years, he couldnt do the job, he couldnt strike that final blow on himself, the thought of death was too much. but that would all come to an end...
the day she left him, tore his soul, and lied with another man, that was the day hed feel deadly, and not long after, he would stare into the abyss wondering... what is life without her? in this bitter torment he would lose sight of what mattered most, he would no longer fear death, and in this he chose a sin far worse than any other... suicide. he tore down himself with a blade, only to discover at the end of the path was her staring back at him in silence, in rage, in hurt... hurting her was enough to stop anything. kneeling to her alive, he cried, and with an act of kindness unlike any other, she forgave him, she gave him life.
even in the midst of death, your guardian angel stands watch, that angel is the one to protect you from all that oppose. a guardian angel is not always a fairytale creature, but sometimes a friend, sometimes a parent, sometimes a lover, and even sometimes a stranger... always keep this in mind everytime u look at someone and put the down, remember this when u have lost hope, remember that you are never alone, someone always cares.
