well I havent really been online much or blogged in a while so guess I will just give a brief update on my life..last few months have been tuff pretty much made myself a lone wolf at work for doing the right thing. kids have been into smoking pot so they spend most of their time at thier moms where they dont get lectures about it...hell shes a crack addict and gone most of the time either drugging or in another rehab. been with the same woman since 1990..she still takes my breath away but we havent been doing well and actually broke up last week :-( no fault of our own just issues from both our childhoods but we are trying to save "us". just another reminder to myself than nice guys and girls always finish last. so my hearts broke, along with my spirit just been going thru the motions of my routine life hoping and praying things will get better.
