Sometimes I don’t care if I live or die!
Everyday is pure hell since we said goodbye
so many reminders everyday and everywhere
eighteen years gone without a care
just her same make of car brings a frown to my face
if it matches the model my heart I must brace.
make model and color my face I must hide.
cause I cant hold back the tears from my eyes.
constantly checking email and caller ID.
praying each time that she would contact me.
after work I race home, just to break down and cry.
everyday is pure hell and I don’t even know why!
Written by Some1special2k
