I wish things were different, I wish I did this or I did that, But I realize yes you get one life to live and you have to make the best of it. I'm sure there are people out there who think the same exact thing like I do. I feel like I have made mistakes on past loves, jobs etc.. And Its something you can never get back, just have to suck it up and move on. I personaly wasn't thinking this would be my first blog on a website that I was just introduced too. I was starting to think most people on here were totaly fake and damn playing the "woe is me" card.. I came on here not looking for love, or sex, or a date... Just someone to communicate with on a deeper level due to my weirdness thats most likely hard to attain, I hope I get some people to pay attention to some blogs that im writing so I can write some more each day about what im doing, where im going etc.. that would be fun... Well in closing I hope whoever is reading this enjoys it somewhat and wants to know more about me or just wants something to pass the time.. Im totaly here for that... Well with that said, I think my bed covers beckon my love, So Adios Fubar world.. May I see you soon.