First – Wow…she/he is beautiful. I wonder if they will even notice me. I am going to leave a comment, maybe even a little email message
Second – Wow….they wrote me bake…..K, I’m going to read and answer the other emails first (saving the best, and currently most important for last), because, if it’s a positive response, I don’t want to be distracted in my reply.
Third – Damn, was I to forward, did I say anything to give them the wrong idea, or show too much of my feelings.
Fourth – They want to meet…..wow…ok, how do I do this without sounding too anxious of scare them off by sounding needy or desperate.
….or, alternatively, and very common…
How do I ditch the bf / gf long enough to meet this person and see if they are all I think they are!
Fifth – “Sorry I couldn’t make it…lets do it another time” (I couldn’t get away, I was scared, Something really did come up) - ON THE OTHER END – Sure honey I understand (“no I don’t, must have a bf / gf and couldn’t get away, or just into playing these stupid f**king games…no there won’t be another time)
Sixth – Wow…it’s been over a week and I still haven’t heard from him / her…..oh well, on to someone else on the ‘ol friend list.
Seventh – Hummm….maybe I will just leave a comment on thee page, see what happens.
Eighth - Cool, a message……K…I’ll read it last so I can respond properly…..The Message: Well, I was really looking forward to meeting you the other night. I was a little hurt, and offended when you stood me up. I also think it was a little rude and uncaring to not even call or answer your phone when I called. Play your games with someone else please!” (What an asshole! ….or perhaps someone who had really looked forward to meeting us and made some really great plans, and got stood up…kinda sucks when you your all excited about something and then your sooooo disappointed)
Ninth – What a no understanding asshole…..I’m just going to delete them after I leave a nice little message telling them off….
Tenth - On to business as usual…..what we didn’t realize is….Wow…perhaps someone saw something in us, beyond just the looks, and we blew it! That could have developed into one of those really great loves we hear about, and dream about, all the time.
City or State lines might separate us, even Oceans…..but if you can’t get someone off you mind, maybe it’s because they are supposed to be there. So what next….a series of more relationships…perhaps comfortable, even exciting…for a few months anyway. Crazy how things work sometimes and two ships can so easily pass in the night.
*** Please note….I do not condone or encourage anyone to be unfaithful or go out on their bf /gf or to just meet anyone from online. But if there is something there / if your in a bad relationship and someone catches your attention above all others, there might just be a reason. Call it Karma, intuition, a sign from above…..I might be a fool for trusting my heart, I must be, it keeps getting itself beat up….but I cant give up.
….Or like this…..am I right or wrong!?
Day 1 – Pissed, f**k him/her. That asshole better not call (please call, show you really care), ‘cause they wont like what I have to say.
Day 2 – That son of a bitch didn’t even f**king call. Must have gone out and had a real good time. How the hell can they just not care….has it all been a game….false….all this time together just going to throw it away.
Day 3 - He / she must have met someone last night, or one of there online friends. Ok, f**k ‘em, two can play at that shit.
Go Online) hummm…..ill just post a bulletin…I am bored come talk to me….or, hey everyone, what’s happening tonight? anything good…..or….Single again….hummm…let me think or something good. OMFG……he/she deleted from their friend list…… (Picks up phone and calls the offender!)
Day 4 – Ok…..they just don’t give a shit, fine (I really want to call). How dare that son of bitch play me all these months, ok….I am gonna rip into them and tell them how I feel. Naah….screw that, I am not going to give them the satisfaction.
(While going on with the days affairs, we formulate what we are going to say when we do call…..and the phone rings, and we anxiously look at the number to see who’s calling….and are disappointed…it wasn’t them….we don’t even feel like answering the call)
Day 5 – Ring…Ring….we call….now we have to know….Ring…Ring….”Hi, sorry to bother you, but I was just calling to see (insert excuse we thought up here)…..so how have you been (said pleasantly). Oh, well that’s good (now the anger surfaces) ….”So it’s just that easy huh….you never really cared to begin with did you?!”
** Well that went well…..not….damn it, I exposed myself on that one. Well f**k them, I am going out tonight and doing something…..maybe meet someone ***
Day 6 – Ring…Ring…..”Yippee, they are calling me now”…..must know I met someone out / online who seems really nice and interesting….and hot as hell. Now it’s my turn to be cold…..”Hello. Awww, now you miss me….after 6 days. Well no, I don’t think it’s a good idea…I need time / my space and a barrage of other BS we will say so we can hurt them, like we have been hurting.
Day 7 – Well that was bust…..geeze, what did they do, post there high school picture. And what a jerk/bitch/idiot. Hell, I am calling my man /lady….they suffered enough, and so have I…besides, nothing better on the horizon right now.
Day 8 – Excited all day……going to see them later. Ok, how do I play it….open up and risk being shoot down and hurt, or play it cool and make them put forth a little effort. We’ll just have to see.
Day 9 – Wow, it was good, comfortable, to be with him/her again. Now, how to find out what they did, or who they been f**king for the last week.
Day 10 – Wow, everything is back to normal. GREAT (not) …..Ok, I won; I got them back….but why. It’s the same ol’ shit that leads to the break up to begin with. Didn’t really want them back, just didn’t want them to be happy without me. Now I’m stuck with them again…..geeeze!
