But i'll try to anyway. she's gorgeous....so much so that, sometimes, she gives me a complex. she's sensitive...sometimes too much but that's part of who she is and i couldn't live without her being around me. she's crabby....and yet, i'd rather be around her than with 10 of the sweetest people i know. she's a smart cookie....very educated and she has the common sense to kick your ass when you need it instead of turning the other cheek just because you're friends. she's hilarious....so many comedians looking for a job already and she tries to be funny...and she's good at it too! she's the one person who will listen when you need an ear and try to help anyway she can. she's the most unselfish person i know but, at times, she's just as impatient as i am....which makes for a very interesting friendship! lol she's the one person you know in your heart will always be there for you no matter what....and she gives the kind of friendship that makes you feel empty when it's not there even if it's only temporary. i don't need to say her name...she knows who she is. what she doesn't know is that, when things do get fucked up, it's only a misunderstanding.....a series of unfortunate events that snowball and not a campaign against her. she also doesn't know that, if i could, i would do whatever it took to turn back time and stop these events from taking place so that she would never feel one ounce of pain...because...i love her. she's more than a friend or a sister...she's a part of me. a part that makes it impossible to describe in detail exactly how much she means to me. saying that i love her more than anyone else in the world wouldn't even touch the importance of her friendship to me. all i can hope for is that, someday, she'll realize that our closeness goes beyond love for me....it's more of a need that only she can fill because of who she is. no one could ever take her place in my life or in my heart. i love you girl....and i'm sorry for everything.
