well every one its been another year since my dad passed. just 4th 2007 will bring it to 4 years and this time it seems to be the hardest its ever been for me. there have been times when i just wanna end it and then i think of the loved ones i have and how fucked it would be if i did that to them. this pain is so hard to deal with and i just wanna fade away. but with the help of friends and ma buttercup i think wait i know i will make it and move on. well this is all i wanted to say so thank you for checkin me out much love to you all.
p.s. Dad I love You and miss you so much
