you know, i am sorry that the minute i come home ppl want to automatically jump down my throat. i am sorry i am tired of ppl who are supposed to be my friends want to call me names. i am sorry that you all think i am such a fuckin bitch. i am sorry that you think everything i say is rude or with an attitude. i am sorry i have feelings and emotions. i am sorry that i dont constantly cater to all your needs. i am sorry that you seem to have nothing for me anymore then contempt. i am sorry my life is upside down and that everything i care about is slowly slipping away. i am sorry you dont seem to have time for me. i am sorry you dont care how i feel. i am sorry that i am such an inconvience to you. but you know what? if all this bothers you all then why do you pretend to care? why do you pretend to be my friend. why do you lie in my face? why bother at all? dont like me? dont deal with me. plain and simple.
