As they lower me down into this hole in the ground I hear not a peep I make not a sound.I dont try to fight I dont dare for this is my night I need no stagnet air.As I lay with my eyes closed I begin to feel the cold.Closing around me I will never grow old.I hear the dirt now as they shovel away getting thrown ontop of me where they think I will stay.I wish I could see them again I wish I could see...All those fuckin people who said I never could be.Fuck you all now and live your fake life as I am alone and away from your vice.You cant conrol me or tell me what to do,Make me change and try something new.I am a freak and will always be. now your all alone..Alone without me...I lay here now in the dirt within my box where I can be alone within my own thoughts.Never wondering or worrying anymore,Never looking back like I did before.I am here and I am free of that place and now I lay here with a smile upon my face.For you guys will get older and suffer sickness and death I will lay here with my hands across my chest~