hi to all my sweet friends as you know my friend jake told some of you that i passed away well i did not ...not yet any way im sorry for that i dont know what he was thinking... and it hurt the the best think to ever happen to me sorry babydoll .( you know who you are) ok first i dont want any one feeling sorry for me.. but i wont be on as much any more as im going through treatment for a maningioma tumor inside my brain they got 20% of it and want to do more last saterday i went to the hospital cause of i had a sezier and hit my head as was ther i guess i flat lined thats when jake told some of you and they saved me for now..but i dont know whats going to happen to me. .as i thought i was geting my life ontrac to see this wonderful person this happens and i lost it all. so im pretty much screwd ether way lmao SO i go back into the hospital today to have some more removed ok fu-friends godspeed to all and to the one who hates me.. xoxo ervin (not so much a superman any more)
