Awake...
I awaken in a cold and dark room.
The bitterness of the past day has left me behind.
The same thing like the day before.
awaken alone in this cold and forboding room.
it never changes.
regardless of the dreams and hopes that I wouldn't awaken in this bitter cold...
That my heart would beat again in the warmth of a loving embrace...
memories of those days are nothing more than whispers of the day past...
The insanity of self has gripped me so many times...
I have denied myself so many things.
I look not to others for comfert.
The shame of the beast covers me like a cloak.
I hide in the shadows so others may not see me.
Life...
Love...
Happiness...
All I do is exist.
But is that enough anymore...
Regardless of how bright the world may be...
It cast even greater shadows...
