I don't know what to think at times; this week has been a trying one emotional and physical...from the time my son went missing for 7 hours to the information to Miss Caylee being identified and the over whelming thoughts of am I the parent I should be or the ex stepping up too.
My mind spins on what I can do more of...rate huh??lol nah...I wanna be a bigger presence than what I am in my sons life and this by no accounts is a mumm...it's me putting the vulnerability out there as in what more can I do. I am tired..I am thinking...my next thing is what action can I do to do more. I seem stuck and yet bewildered.
Maybe, the days of old the Serenity Prayer should ring volumes in my head and heart. Who knows...all I know is conviction is setting in!!