im so bored with life and cant seem to be happy with anything i dont know if its me or the lifestyle im trying to figure out who i am and be happy but i have to admit lookin ahead i do know what i want and how i want to live but the thing is that it would mean givin up all i know as normal but do i derserve to be happy or does my kids thats the ? i know if i move on they wont be happy at all